Fetishdoll - Paula's Story

Sister Anna was very concerned about me and made it a point to come and visit. I hadn't been feeling too well the last couple of days, so she was very concerned that I go see a doctor. Her visits were like heaven to me but also very painful because I was in love with her. The morning after our night together was exactly what I expected. No talk of the evening before, no mention of anything for the future. I accepted it because it was all I could accept. Sister Anna was property of the church and I wasn't going to be allowed to love her and she wouldn't be allowed to love me. So visits from her were uncomfortable but welcome.
I was lying in Sil's bed, feeling really dizzy and weak and no one was home. I heard her knocking at the door and I yelled for her to come in but she knocked again. Guess she couldn't hear me. I was wearing what I usually wear to bed, a small ripped-up tee, and that's it. I can't stand to sleep with clothes on and if I'm sick, I hate clothes even more. Strangely enough, being completely nude bothers me even more, so I always have a ripped up T-shirt that I wear and that makes it feel like I'm nude under the sheets and then I can get to sleep. So anyway, I got up and wrapped a sheet around me and trudged to the door.
"Ohhhh...Paula, you look horrible." Sister Anna said, looking at me.
"Oh, thanks. You really know how to make someone feel better." I said, joking with her.
"You really do look kinda pale." She said.
"Yeah, puking all morning will do that to you." I said. She followed me back into the bedroom, I didn't wait or look behind me to see if she was there. I fell into the sheets and wrapped them around me.
"So tell me about this...puking." She said and I looked at her like, 'What!?'
"Geeesshhh, what do you want to know!?"
"Well, it's just that you say you are dizzy and puking. Do you have a fever?"
"What, are you a nurse?" I said. I can be such a bitch when I'm sick.
"Well, I have been and I think I may know what is wrong, but let me see." She put her hand on my forehead and suddenly I felt a little warm, but not from a fever. "Hummmm...I can't tell if you have a fever, but I don't think so." She paused for a minute and looked at me. Her soft greenish-blue eyes showed nothing but concern. I felt like a little girl again, weak, vulnerable, but somehow I felt safe with her, comforted. She studied my face for a minute or two then asked, "So, do you usually have some breaking out like this?"
I was like, 'Oh my God!', now she was all into my zits!
"Geessshhh! What kinda question is that!? I'm not wearing any makeup! What do you want!?"
She seemed a little surprised by my reaction, but she was just like, "Ok, hey it's probably just a cold." She paused, but she looked worried. "Look at these sheets, they are a mess! Here let me fix them for you." and she just started pulling the sheets from under me! I just let her pull them off me, and she paused for a second, looking down at me. I saw her face go flush a little as she eyed my mostly nude body spread out on the bed. The Tee got pulled up and trust me, that wasn't covering much either. She quickly spread a sheet over me and then spread out two other blankets over me.
"When was the last time you ate something?" She asked, sitting down beside me like she was my Mom. Only thing is, I can't ever remember my Mom taking this much care of me.
"I had some crackers..." I paused looking up at her with sad puppy eyes.
"When?"
"ummm...Last night..?" I kinda curled up, knowing she wasn't going to like that answer, but I was starting to enjoy all the attention she was giving and...well... maybe I was flirting a little. She asked me what I liked and I asked for soup from the Natural Foods store. She made sure I was comfy and she went off to pick up my soup. It wasn't long before some more waves of nausea hit me and I ended up asleep before she got back.
"Paula...Paula....come on, wake up." It was Sister Anna and she had a bowl of soup in a little Styrofoam bowl, she also had a little roll and some herbal tea. She put all this on a little table beside me and helped me sit up. She made me eat the soup, but it made me really sick to try to get it down. As I sat up, my shirt started to slip off my shoulder and I saw Sister Anna's eyes move from the soup to my shirt and back.
"So...do you mind if I ask you a personal question?" She asked me and I could tell she thought she already knew the answer to whatever the question was.
"Sure...shoot." I said.
"When was the last time you had a period?"
I nearly spit my soup all over her! "What are you asking that for!? Heeeeyyyy! I know what you are thinking and that isn't possible."
Only it was possible, and more than being possible, it was probably likely. For some reason a lie just flew out of my mouth, "I don't have sex with men."
Well, now I know all of you are spitting cheerios all over your screen laughing but she looked at me, now so much surprised as worried.
"Ok, ok. I was only asking. Then it must be something else and I really think we need to get you to a doctor."
"No way! I'm not going to a doctor for a cold or whatever, it'll be gone in a few days." I didn't even notice but as we had been talking, my breast had almost become completely exposed and I noticed that Sister Anna was having a hard time taking her eyes off my chest. I turned and moved so that the shirt would fall a little more, I had to be really careful because I didn't want her to know I was trying to make it fall off my shoulder. She offered me another spoonful of soup and I could tell she was in deep thought. I leaned forward for the spoon and the shirt fell a little more. It was hanging just at the edge of my nipple and she looked down. I didn't make a move to fix it, I just let it slip, exposing just the top part of my light brown nipple. My nipples were very hard and it was very easy to see them through the shirt. I expected her to say something, do something, but she gave me another spoon full of soup and we looked into each other's eyes. I could see in her eyes that she wanted me, that she was thinking about it.
Her light skin was now starting to flush all over and it was so obvious that she was fighting an internal battle. With our eyes locked I decided to be brave. I moved my arm, now being very obvious, and allowed the shirt to slip off my hard nipple. With my small breast exposed, the choice was now her's. I really didn't know what she would do? The excitement was building. The spoon started to tremble in her hand and she stared at my exposed breast. I looked into her face, and suddenly I didn't see a middle-aged Nun, I saw a young woman, scared and confused. Then I did something stupid, I pulled down the sheet, exposing my nude hips and velvet pussy. It was almost like someone had flicked a switch. She reached down, pulled the sheet back up and over my exposed waist and then she pulled my T-shirt up over my shoulder. Her look of fear or longing was now this look of, I don't know, I guess pity or maybe even anger.
"I have to go, Paula." The tone in her voice as she said my name told me all I wanted to know. It was like suddenly someone had shoved a knife deep into my gut.
"You should try to eat more of that soup." She gathered up her coat and started to walk out the door.
"Are you going to come back?" I asked.
She paused for a second in the doorway, then she just walked away.

I had actually started to feel a little better since my ill fated visit with Sister Anna, but she didn't come back that day or the next. On the day that it all came to a crashing whammy, I was feeling better and I was in the kitchen fixing some lunch. Sil came in without me hearing her and before I knew what was what, she was behind me with her hands over my eyes. I jumped and screamed and eggs went flying everywhere! We both laughed and I was like, "What did you do that for! You spazmo! Look what you did to my beautiful omelet!" I was only joking and Sil picked a bit of egg and cheese out of my hair and ate it. "You are so gross, do you know that?"
"Yeah, come on over here and I'll show you how gross I am."
She motioned for me to come over. I walked over and she put her arms around me and pulled me in close to her. She kissed me passionately and her tongue danced around inside my mouth. She had me locked to her and then, suddenly, she pulled away from my mouth and started to lick my face, running her wet tongue all across my nose and eye and I pulled away.
"EEeeewwww! That was so gross."
She just laughed and opened the fridge and pulled out some water. All she ever drank was water, it was supposed to make her loose weight or something. Only thing, she wasn't fat. Maybe a little big, but I think girls with naturally big boobs usually tend to be a little bigger, but believe me she wasn't fat. She downed a big thing of water and asked if I would fix her an omelet. I fixed us both one and then we sat in the living room eating and watching TV.
"So, are you back to normal now?" She asked.
You could just tell by the way she acted that she thought this whole sickness thing was just a weakness, such a Tom-boy.
"What the hell is normal?" I said, trying to draw attention away from it. She threw her plate down on the coffee table and leaped across me, straddling me.
"Good, come on and let's fuck!" One thing you have to learn about Sil, there isn't any sense of romance with her, if she wasn't a girl, she would be a dumb boy. She took off her dirty gray shirt and threw it to the side, she didn't even let me get the fork out of my damn mouth before she was trying to pull my shirt off.
"Hold on a sec, Miss Rapist! Gessshhh, let me swallow my food." I said, trying to get my shirt down enough to get my plate and stuff to the side.
"Ok, come on, let's go." and she took off running to the bedroom. I watched her bounce into the bedroom and wished I felt like bouncing. The egg was sitting in my stomach like a cement block. I made my way into the bed room and Sil was waiting. She came over and pulled my shirt over my head, exposing my chest. She ran her hands across my shoulders and down to my little breasts. Her hands slowly moved around my breasts and she lightly rubbed her fingers across my nipples. My skin burst into goose bumps that ran across my arms and my nipples started to rise. She made her way down my slender belly and pulled down my black tights. I helped her get them off my feet and then she threw it over to the side. She reached up and jerked my panties down and we both laughed.
"Hello, lil' prickly puss! I see we haven't shaved in a while?" She said and she rubbed her hand up and down my velvet stubble.
"Well, what are you talking about? You don't ever shave, ya hippy!"
"Tis not true, my little cactus crotch!.." She pulled down her pants and underwear and when she stood back up, shaved clean and smooth. "..see! Shaved as smooth as a baby's butt!"
"Baby's butt!? I'll show you what I will do with your baby's butt!" and I started to try to smack her round white hinny! She took off running in only her monster bra and I kept taking whacks at her ass. I got a good *SMACK* on her ass and she hollered! "Ohhhh...you are gonna pay for that one, bitch!" Then she started chasing me and I tried to jump across the bed, but she grabbed my legs and I went flying. She clambered up on top of me and pinned me down.
"Ok, now what were you going to do to my butt?" she asked.
"Ohhh...it's not your butt I wanna do something to." I said, licking my lips and smiling.
She leaned in and we started kissing again and I fumbled with her bra, quickly taking that thing off before it smothered me. Suddenly I was smothered in her milky white breasts and I licked and sucked each nipple. I massaged the soft flesh of her nipples as she nibbled and bit my neck and ears. She ran her tongue down my neck and across my chest, down to my hard nipples. Her hand massaged one breast and played with the bar through my nipple while she licked and sucked at the other. Luckily I was just able to lay there and let her do all the work. I closed my eyes as I felt her fingers rubbing and playing with my tender pussy. I spread my legs open wide for her to get between them. I felt her warm, wet tongue enter me and she started to work my pussy up and down. As she sucked on my tender clit, I arched my back and grabbed her head. I rolled my hips up and down on her wet, wonderful tongue. I fucked her face for all she was worth, gyrating and humping. She didn't stop and I didn't want her too. I was already starting to feel the build up.
"My, my! Ain't this a site!" We both jumped, startled!
"Desire! Oh my God! You just about made me jump outta my skin!" I said. Desire smiled and didn't take her eyes off us. Sil turned and got up off the bed. She jumped on Desire and hugged her, then I was surprised as they kissed.
"Mmmmm...Paula, you taste good." She said, smiling and wiping her mouth. I must have turned red and I curled up a little as she walked over to the side of the bed.
"Look...she's blushing! Girl, you know I think your pussy is the sweetest thing since sugar!" She smiled at Sil.
"Why don't you continue what you are doing? Just pretend I'm not even here." Sil came up and looked at me and raised her eyebrows like, 'you game?' and I just let her slide between my legs again. Desire and I stared at each other as Sil worked her tongue back into my already wet pussy. Her tongue slid up and down my slit and her hands moved up and down my hips and ass. Desire smiled and leaned back in her chair, enjoying the show. She was sitting in a swivel chair and she was rotating side to side very slowly and watching. Her dark, smooth skin was so inviting, I wanted her to come and join us. It had been a while since I had gotten really wild and sexual and I was really wanting to get into something with her. She made no moves to get up off the bed and Sil seemed very happy to be down between my legs, licking every drop of my wetness.
I pulled Sil up and we kissed, tasting my own sticky juice on her lips. Then I pushed her back on the bed and brought my hips around so that she could continue and I parted her naked pussy and brought my tongue across her pink lips. It wasn't long before I had her as wet as I was and I was buried in her pussy. My tongue darted in and out and I almost forgot that Desire was there. I fingered her and played with her clit. Sil had started to make little groaning noises and I was so turned on I knew I wouldn't last much longer. I rocked my pussy into Sil's face. She had my ass cheeks in her hands and pressed me against her even harder. I almost screamed as I came all over her face, she licked and sucked until I had stopped slowly rocking my hips against her and trembling. Then it was her turn and I was determined to make her cum and cum hard. I started to finger her ass and fuck her with my tongue. When I had her nice and worked up, I played with her clit, licking her raw naked flesh.
I slowly circled my finger around her clit, watching it move from side to side, tender little pink nub. I flipped her swollen pink lips around with my tongue, she rocked her hips up and down, moaning. She was close. She let out a slow series of moans and I knew she was going to cum. I pushed down against her and dove my tongue into her red, wet pussy. She lifted her hips up off the bed as she started to cum, rocking both of us up and down and groaning so loud the whole neighborhood could hear! It was like riding a bull as she bucked and humped and threw me around. I had to hold onto her to keep from falling off the bed. When she was done, I could hear a soft chuckle from Desire. I had nearly forgotten she was there. I lay on my stomach beside Sil and she was slowly moving her hand around my tight little ass.
"Damn, I've got a hard-on from that one!" Desire said, laughing a little, "You two should go on the road! You would make some serious cash with that act."
"Fuck you, D." Sil said joking.
"Mmm...now that is something I'm gonna have to think about. But right now I wanna talk with Paula, do you mind going to the little girls room for a minute?" It sounded like she was talking to Sil, but she was looking at me.
"What, who me?" I asked.
"Is there another Paula? Damn girl, get your skinny ass up and come with me, I got something to show you."

Now, I know you are thinking to yourself, 'How the hell did Desire come back into this picture?' and I wouldn't blame you. But the answer to that question is very simple and not worth it's own story. Desire met Sil at a party in the area. When you hang with alternative kids, the circle is usually pretty tight. Desire had made her way here after her friend got me out of the police station and she hadn't gone back home yet. But Desire was the type that didn't really care where she was, as long as she was having a good time. Once she got here, she found out that she could do much better here than she was doing back home and she decided to stay. How we got hooked back up together was just as simple. Sil invited Desire over to the house, like she invited all potential lesbians. Desire, being into little white girls, decided to take her up on the offer. So when I got back to Sil's place, Desire was hanging out watching TV and eating Mac-N-cheese. Of course I nearly freaked and passed out, but Desire seemed like she already knew. Desire seemed to already know everything. So when she did what she did next, I wasn't even really all that surprised.

"Here."
I looked at the big letters on the box.
E.P.T.
"What the hell!? I'm not pregnant!" I said, looking at the box.
My knees felt like they were gonna buckle under me and I was going to pass out. I was so nervous. I had been thinking about this, but I was too afraid to find out.
"Listen girl, I have been hangin' around this house and askin' questions and you need ta take this test."
She opened the box and pulled out the little white stick.
"Listen girl, I came from a family of 15 and I have as many nieces and nephews as you have hairs and I'll tell you, you NEED to take this test."
She shoved the little stick in my hands and said, "Damn girl, you act like it's gonna hurt or something, all you gotta do is do a little peepee and then in a few minutes, well...then we know."
I looked at her with terror on my face and in my heart. I knew she was right and I knew what this test was gonna say, but I didn't want to do it. She closed the door and left me naked and terrified in the bathroom. I sat down on the cold toilet seat and after about ten minutes or so, I took the test.
When I walked out of the bathroom, I've been told I was white as a sheet. Desire knew what the test was gonna say as much as I did and she helped me onto the couch. I didn't even care that Sil's room mate was home, I just sat down naked on the couch and I could barely move. I didn't say a word, but Sil took the little stick out of my hands and then she walked into the bedroom and brought back a sheet. She put the sheet around me and Sil looked from Desire's face to my face and I couldn't believe the anger there!
"You stupid, fucking BITCH!" I was slapped back to reality with her words! Tears started to roll down my face.
"Wha...what?" I said.
"God DAMN IT! I can't..." she got up and started to pace "I can't fucking believe this shit!"
She looked like she was gonna come over and punch me or something. Desire stepped in between us and Sil just leaned around and yelled, "I've got to get the fuck out of here, you are a stupid fucking BITCH and I can't believe you would lie to me like this!"
I just looked at her, stunned and my mouth was open, but I couldn't say a word. Desire stepped in and was like, "Hey, listen, just calm down Sil, you are gettin' carried away."
"Fuck that D! She is all out fucking men and bringing back diseases and shit! If she is pregnant, there ain't no tellin' what the hell she's got! Jesus fucking Christ!"
"Come on Paula, get your shit and you can come stay with me." Desire said.
Desire and I went into my space in Sil's room and dumped the few clothes I had and my other stuff into a couple of garbage bags. As I was taking my bag of stuff out with D, Sil stood to the side biting her nails and looking very angry. As I passed by her to get to the door, she kicked me! I fell into Desire and she turned around furious. She walked up to Sil, her face inches from Sil's and Sil actually looked a little afraid.
"Have you lost your fucking mind?!" Desire waiting a few seconds for Sil to answer, but she didn't. Sil's eyes welled up with tears and Desire turned back to me and motioned for me to hurry up and get to her car.