Fetishdoll - Paula's Story

Somehow I managed to drag myself into school a couple of days that week but for the most part I was completely worthless! I had no idea when my Mom was going to be home but I thought it might be soon and so I was just starting to think about how I was going to get the stains out of the carpet and there were still beer cans all in the yard and the house was a mess! My life was a disaster! Plus, I thought I might be out of a job because Meredith and I had gotten into this really huge fight about my nipple rings. She had made this little crack about kids today and this "piercing fad" and I knew she was trying to make some kind of statement. I knew I should have never made that little comment about her being my "Mommy" she totally misread what I was saying. Now she got it into her head that she had to actually be my Mommy. It was very annoying.

Back at school, I'm walking down the hall and I see Tina talking with some friends. Just like she has been doing, she ignores me and pretends that I don't exist. I look right at her and I stop, right in front of her friends and she looks at me like, 'what the fuck?'
"You know? I thought you were my friend! I thought you gave a shit! But you are just like everyone else, first time something doesn't go your way, you just fuck off and leave me. You know what I've been through, you know my life! How could you...why?!"
I just broke down and started crying. I felt some arms go around my shoulders, but I just didn't want anyone touching me! I was like, "NO! Just fuck off and die! I hate you all! I hate this worthless fucking life!"
I ran out of the school and somehow made it back to my house. It's not a short walk from the school to my house, so I had a lot of time to regret what I had said, but what the fuck!? I mean, am I just here for people to use me and throw me away? Is that all I'm good for?

As soon as I get back to the house I start picking up the beer cans and trash in the yard, it gave me something to do. The whole time I'm crying and picking up trash and crying and slamming trash into the bag, cry, trash, cry, trash...well..you get the picture. Then a car drives up, I don't turn around at first. I mean the way things have been going, it's probably my Mom.
"Hey girl!"
It's Tina and Mark! I'm just standing there holding my bag of trash and feeling like shit and I just collapse. Hell, I don't even know what happened! All I know is I end up in the house and on the bed and Tina is sitting beside me brushing the hair out of my eyes. She is like a beautiful little angel, like the perfect porcelain doll. I don't even think about it, I just leap up and hug her with all my might! She feels so good and she hugs me back and we cry. Soon Mark comes back in with a glass of water and Tina and I are still hugging and Mark sits on the side of the bed and he hands me the glass of water.
"I must look like a basket case, huh?"
Tina just laughs. "So what happened? I heard you had like the total freak party! Is it true what everyone says? Did you put on this total sex show? Are you ok?" Tina asks.
"Yeah, I'm ok. I think I just have been going too hard. I just...well...I just didn't like staying at home alone."
"I'm sorry. Is it true what everyone is saying? Did you have this sex party?"
"Sex party?!"
"So it's not true? Whew, you had me worried."
"No, I guess it is true." I said ashamed.
She is like, "Why? What the hell Paula?! So it's true then?"
"What? Listen it's not like I wanted that to happen. God Tina it's been so crazy over the last week or so. I just don't even know what the hell is going on."
"So is everything true?"
"Like what. What did you hear?"
"That you let some chic pierce your nipples?"
I nod my head 'yes' and she screams! I kinda squint back away from her and she is like, "Oh my GOD! Paula!" and then she screams again!
I start laughing and she starts laughing and poor Mark doesn't know what to do.
"So, let me see." She says.
I pull up my shirt and she sees the two metal rings with balls hanging from each nipple and she puts her hands to her face and her eyes get wider than her whole face. I'm laughing and I look at Mark and he is just as freaked. My nipples were still really sore and pulling the shirt up and off them makes it feel so much better so I just pull my shirt up and off.
"I was really fucked up when we did it, but I love it! What do you think?" I ask.
After like this big suspense pause Tina says, "Whoooaaa, it's definitely different. Man! Your Mom is gonna kill your ass!"
I'm like, "Fuck that! What's she gonna do? Like she is even here to give a damn."
I look at Mark and he is still staring at my tits. I'm like, "Stop! You are going to get me in trouble again!"
Tina looks at me and she says, "That's what we came to talk to you about. Mark and I have been talking and..."
"Yeah?"
"Well...I've missed you."
"Oh God! I'm missed you too! I've missed you so bad!" I say desperately.
"Well, we have been talking and..."
Then she looks down and at Mark and I'm totally about to freak, cause I have absolutely no idea what she is going to say!
"Well...we actually feel bad." she says.
"About what? I mean, no...you guys were right. I was a shithead! I... " I try to go on but Tina stops me.
"No, just hush for a fucking second." Tina says, "I got to thinking about it and I think that maybe what happened with you guys was maybe part my fault too. I mean I was all trying to drag you over and get all sexed up in front of you. I mean how could you not start to think about it?"
I didn't say a word. I honestly couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"Well...it doesn't mean that I don't think you guys are both shitheads for doing what you did. But it just means that maybe I shouldn't have gotten so angry."
"Tina...I mean..I don't even know what to say, I..."
"Wait, there is more." Tina says, obviously working through a speech that she has been working on, "I also have been talking to Mark about...well about a lot of stuff and I told him about..."
She looked at me nervously. I could tell she was going to load something big on me, I just honestly had no idea what?
"Well I told Mark about us."
"What about us?"
"You know, about all the stuff we have done."
"Like, everything?"
"Well, most everything."
"Tina!! Why? I mean..I..What?" I couldn't believe she had told him! This jock asshole now knew what before was only our secret! Now the whole world would know! I was shocked and afraid and angry.
"Well, I was angry at first! I mean I couldn't believe it! But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that maybe I just needed to get all the Paula bullshit out of my system!"
"Paula bullshit? What the hell does that mean?" I said angrily.
"What? Like you don't have some major fucking issues?! Miss I'm gonna have a fuckin' orgy in my house and invite half the school!"
"Goddamn it! It wasn't an orgy. Those were people I know and they are at least good enough friends to fucking come to my party!"
"Oh, so now I'm not a good enough friend?!"
"Well, maybe if you had been here then I wouldn't have gotten drugged and let people fucking do all that shit?"
Tina looked at me shocked, "You..were drugged?"
I looked back at her, my anger faded with her concern. "Well, yeah. I think it was acid. Maybe it was acid and something else. I freaked out all night!"
"Oh god! I didn't know! I'm so sorry."
"It's cool. I just shouldn't have been drinking so much. Listen, I don't want to talk about it. It was crazy and all that but I met some people and they are really cool. I mean I'm starting to figure some shit out, you know?"
"God, I'm still freaking here. I mean you got drugged and people had sex with you?"
"Well, mostly they just tied me up and spanked me, well and the piercing, but I wasn't really that fucked up when they did that."
"Holy Shit! Paula this is just too intense."
"So are you guys friends again? Cause for a minute there I thought I was going to have to break up a cat fight." Mark said smiling, trying to break the mood.
"Yeah, I think we are done." I said smiling at Tina. We hugged again.
"Good! Cause I have never seen a naked chick in a fight before." Mark said laughing.
I threw a pillow at him and he and Tina both started laughing.
"Oh come off it dork! It's not like I even have anything to look at. I'm as flat as a board."
Mark made a look and Tina could see that he disagreed with my judgment of my body. She looked back at me and said, "Well, normally I would be really pissed that you two are flirting again, but that's what I wanted to talk to you about."
"Tina! You are fucking killing me here! What the hell are you trying to say!"
She says, "OK, OK, I was getting to it! Geeesshhh, don't bust an artery or something!
"I love you, you know that right?"
I'm like, "Really?!"
She shakes her head, 'yes' and I jump over and on her and start kissing her and she pushes me off and she's all, "Paula! Put the Ho-dawg thing on hold for a sec!"
I'm like, "That's Ms. Ho-dawg to you!"
Tina says, "What I'm trying to say is, I want you and Mark. Mark knows about all the stuff we have done growing up. He knows that you and I are way beyond just friends. So he is cool with it."
"Yeah, very cool with it." Mark says smiling.
"Yeah, I bet you are." I say looking at Mark suspiciously. Suddenly his lusty shit makes my skin crawl but I look back at Tina and she is nervous and when she is nervous she gets quiet.
"So what you are saying is that you want a threesome?" I ask frankly.
"Yeah, I think that's it." Mark says smiling his lusty smile.
"No, that's not it Mark!" Tina says hitting him on the shoulder, "I want us to all be open, honest and not have to go sneaking around. I mean if you like Mark and I like Mark and we both like each other, then maybe this can just be a us thing."
None of this makes sense and my first reaction is to say, "This is stupid as hell" but Tina is so god damn beautiful! I knew I had been losing her as we got older and now that she had a boyfriend it would only get worse. I think deep down inside I knew that Tina wasn't like me. She wasn't ever going to want to fall in love with another girl. But I was in love with her. Deeply in love. I had been since the first time her parents opened the door and I saw her peek out from behind her Mom's legs. She is everything anyone would ever want in a girl, she is beautiful, smart, funny, cool and popular. How I had ever been lucky enough to have her in my life, I never knew. But I wasn't going to pass up this chance. Not now, not ever. If the only way I could have Tina was to have Mark, then so be it!
"Listen, I stink and I'm going to take a shower. Last one in the shower is a rotten egg!" I scream.
I ran into the shower and dropped my shorts, leaving me totally nude except for my tennis shoes and little white socks. Tina and Mark came running in and both stopped cold when they saw me totally nude. Then a smile crossed both their faces as they stepped into the bathroom.