Fetishdoll - Paula's Story

I woke up to the sound of guys laughing. My head ached, my body felt like hell warmed over and somehow I had managed to roll over to the side of the bed that was right next to the wall. With my face pressed into the wall I slowly turned over, the world kept turning even though I had stopped. I felt like I was going to toss everything yet it settled down once I wasn't moving. Matt and Sasha had snuggled up close to each other which brought to mind thoughts of Tina and Mark. I missed Tina so much that it hurt inside. I had called her several times to find out if she would go to school up here or just get her to come visit. Tina was getting more and more distant each time we talked on the phone and I realized soon, that she would have a whole new set of friends, a new life, and a new everything. I felt the tears start to well up and my stomach start to flip-flop and realized I had to piss.
Oh god! That meant moving!
Tyler moaned from over on the other side of the room and I felt his pain, oh brother did I feel his pain! The room was dark except for the light coming from under the door. I heard the muffled sound of boys talking right outside the door but I couldn't understand what they were saying. How long had we been asleep? I had no idea what time we came up here from the party, but the clock by the bed read 10:36pm! How long had our little orgy taken? The concept of time was cloudy at best.
"Oh fuck!" I said outloud to myself, "Rachelle is going to be here any fucking minute to pick me up!"
Jessica stirred across the room, sitting up she gave me another glimpse at those perfectly round, light, golden breasts of her's. Then the reality of what I had done started to kinda seep in. I had just started a little, mini orgy at a church youth group party!! At first I felt horrible, ashamed, and guilty, but soon I couldn't help but giggle. I had to put a hand over my mouth to keep from just busting out laughing.
"W...who is that outside?" Jessica mumbled, her voice still slurred.
"I don't know, but I need to pee." I said.
Jessica just laughed a little, then she slowly laid back down and snuggled up to Tyler. Tyler just made a few moaning noises and then they were silent. Jessica and Tyler had each other, they were lovers. Sasha and Matt had each other but who knew what was going on with them? I felt very alone for the first time in a while. Karen was somewhere right now, upset at me. But how could I be in love with Karen? She was just a home body, a house wife trapped in a lesbian's body. Karen was the type who went to church because you were supposed to, she was a cop because she wanted to help people, she kept a clean house because it was expected of her. She was everything that everyone else wanted her to be. Karen was also the kind of woman who wanted more out of life but, like most people, she tried to get that through everyone else around her. She kept me around not because I was her ideal girl, but because I constantly surprised her, constantly did things that made her day anything but ordinary. I was alive and the longer I stayed with Karen, the more she would try to kill me. Not in a shoot me dead way, but she would continue to try to turn me into her. She loved the fact that I was so crazy and wild and free, but she also had to try to make me calm down, settle into a "normal" life and be something she could control. She had to! If she didn't, she would have to admit that her way of life was the cause of all her misery. I couldn't stay with Karen. I didn't want to be dead inside.

I didn't hear any voices outside so I decided to make a quick dash for the bathroom. What a stupid mistake! I dashed out into the hallway only to hear...
"Hey! There is a naked chick up here!" one of the guys down the hall shouted! The other guys standing around him looked over with mixed reactions of open mouthed shock to intense pleasure.
I flipped them the bird and was like, "Where is the bathroom?"
One of them pointed down the hall a little further down from them. I quickly debated ducking back into the bedroom. I could feel my face was flush red, but I really had to piss bad! Fuck it, they had already seen me naked, what the hell did it matter if I walked past them?
The boys saw me coming and backed up to make room for me, or so I thought. As soon as I passed between then, they were touching my ass and grabbing for my tits! I turned and pushed the closest guy to me and that sent them all off into a round of laughter. Ignoring them, I made it to the bathroom! Once inside I slammed the door and was barely able to squat on the less than clean toilet (amazing what you'll do when your drunk, isn't it?), when I heard, "Matt! Yo man! So you're the lucky fuck!?"
It was the guys outside and obviously Matt was up and around. I'm sure he was letting them know what a stud he was. Squatting on the toilet, with one elbow propped on my knee, bracing my aching head up, I was startled upright when in marches Matt! I was too drunk to protest.
"Hey." he said quietly.
He had a sheet wrapped around himself and he obviously had to pee too from the way he was hopping back and forth.
"Come to watch me pee?" I said. My voice was quiet and slurred far worse than I thought. I was still very drunk.
He smiled and was like, "No, I wanted to talk...ummm..."
"Well, couldn't you wait a few minutes?" I said annoyed.
"Sorry...umm...Yeah, I'll go" He said.
I could tell he was still really drunk and I felt sorry for him, or maybe I just felt like I should be nice to him. After all, it was his cum drying on my pussy. I just told him to stay and I finished tinkling and leaned over and wiped myself. Matt watched intently. I pretended not to care that he was watching me like a hawk.
"All yours" I said, getting up and trying to move around him. He watched me from under his bangs, not really looking me in the eye.
He handed the sheet to me, exposing his slender body and half erect penis. I wrapped the sheet around me shivering. Matt stood there for a few moments as I watched him holding his dick and trying to go piss. A few side glances at me and then a small stream squirted into the toilet. It didn't really do anything for me and not only that, but Matt wasn't really doing anything for me either. I mean he was cute and skinny, but he just had no personality, nothing that would make me think there was more there. I couldn't believe I had just fucked him and...OH GOD! I had let him cum inside me! Overwelming fear and maybe even a little panic took over! I was starting to get old enough to think about getting pregnant, diseases, all that stuff! God, I was so stupid. I had to do something to stop this crazy story that was forming in my mind so I asked, "What did you want to talk to me about?"
"Oh, is that why you've been standing there?" He asked stupidly.
"No Matt, I love watching guys pee, it's this huge fetish of mine."
"Well..." he said shyly. "... you know what we just did was really crazy..."
Oh great, now the regret and shame hits him. This is so typical and instantly I start to feel angry, all my fear melting into the anger.
I'm like, "Ok, and?" sounding a little pissed.
"Well, I just wanted to know...ummmm..." He fumbled with the sheet, pressing up closer to me.
"Matt, just spit it out." I said a little impatient cause I really needed to sit down, I wasn't feeling so good.
"Ok, it's just that I didn't really...I mean you and I should..." he stumbled and I decided to just sit back down on the toilet, after I had closed the lid. I quickly jumped back up again from the cold ceramic lid.
"God, what Matt? What?!"
"Well I just feel bad because I shouldn't have...well it's just that I don't really know you and you...you know?"
Suddenly we heard a load scream!
"Is that coming from the room?" I said and rushed out of the bathroom.
I ran back to the bedroom thinking all kinds of things. I didn't know if one of the guys in the hall had done something or if a killer was on the loose, or what the fuck! I rushed in the bedroom and Sasha was hanging over the end of the bed! Jessica must have been the one to scream, she was wrapped up in blankets and huddled back against the headboard. Tyler was trying to get his clothes back on as fast as he could. Poor little Sasha looked up at me so pitiful, she had just been sick all over the carpet. Worse still, she was going to yack again at any second!
I was like, "Well, don't just sit there like a couple of retards, help me get her to the bathroom."
I ran over, got Sasha up and pulled her toward the door. Jessica was trying to get her jeans back on and Tyler was throwing his shirt over his head, so they were no help. The guys in the hall hadn't moved since before but now they didn't laugh. I pulled poor little naked Sasha past them and at least they moved out of the way this time. God, what a sight that must have been! Two little naked girls struggling to get to the bathroom.
Then Sasha started to go at it again. She stumbled forward to try to make it to the toilet. She didn't make it...very gross! I pulled her up and off the floor and got her to the toilet. She leaned over the toilet and hit another round.
"Hey! You have two naked chicks puking in your bathroom!" The guys yelled downstairs. Soon there was a gathering of people in the door watching Sasha and I shivering and naked on the floor. I held poor Sasha up so she could finish dry heaving into the toilet. Sasha collapsed into my arms and her face was dead pale. Little asian girls shouldn't drink too much. Finally, Matt comes back with our clothes.
"Thanks, but can you get something to clean this up please?"
Matt ran off and I felt guilty for being so hard on him. He probably was a really sweet guy and I had been treating him like shit because I was mad that I let him cum inside me. The only thing was, Matt had left the door open! Our audience, mostly guys, continued to watch like a crowd of people at an auto accident site. I suppose two naked girls in a bathroom with puke all over the floor wasn't exactly an erotic site. I would have scooted over and kicked the door shut, but that meant going over the mess. I was feeling like I would hurl any second now. Finally Jessica popped into the bathroom and quickly turned away. Tyler leaned in and closed the door. Thank you!
I brushed the hair out of Sasha's face and she looks up at me and smiles. Even sick, she is just about the most adorable thing I've ever seen.
"Thanks" She manages to say.
"Hey, it's ok. What are girlfriends for?" I say, smiling at her.
"I guess beer and cum don't mix?" she says, kinda laughing.
I wince at her attempt at being funny and say, "Now we gotta get you cleaned up and see if we can get out of here?"
Sasha is helpless or she is acting helpless as I help her into the shower. I helped her clean off everything unpleasant and turned her toward me. She didn't protest as I pulled her closer to me, the water running down her cute little face, across her sweet, full lips. I wanted to kiss her so bad but I resisted, afraid she would get upset at me. I worked some soap up in my hands and started to move across her shoulders. She kept her eyes closed as I moved my hands down her chest and cupped her breasts. I didn't know what she would do and I didn't linger but watched as the soap washed away from her dark chocolate brown nipples. I pulled her closer still, enjoying the warmth of our bodies touching now. I brought her face up and made her look at me. I pressed my hips against hers, our bodies tight and I was suprised to feel her hand wrap around my waist and hold onto me. She opened her deep brown eyes and stared into mine, her lips parted just slightly and I knew I had to kiss her.
"Oh God!" she cries out with shock in her voice.
I look up, following her eyes to look behind me and see this guy's face quickly disappear followed by laughter.
Those stupid fucks!
It made me so angry! We get out of the shower and I try to get my clothes on. My clothes are all but ruined! My shirt is covered in beer and stained with food and my panties, well I wasn't even putting those on. I put back on what I could and helped Sasha into her clothes. She held me tight as we make our way out of the bathroom.
All these guys are outside and they all start backing away, hiding there heads and snickering.
"Matt!" I call out.
One of the guys is like, "Maaaatttt, come help meeee, I think my tongue is stuck!" he says, mocking my voice. All the guys start laughing.
"Oh Maaattt, please help me! I'm a lesbo and I can't get up!"
This brought another round of loud laughter.
These guys are older, college age, but you wouldn't be able to tell they are from the way they are acting. I walk out and right up into one of the guy's faces. He kinda backs up a little even though I'm way smaller than him. I think he's never been this close to a half naked woman and if more girls had sense, he never would. I punch him right in the fucking stomach as hard as I can!
Matt comes up and is like, "Whoooohhh! Damn!" and the other guys are covering their faces and snickering. This fuck-head I punched is thoroughly embarrassed and I'm thoroughly pleased with myself.
"Matt? Can you get my coat and drive me and Rachelle home?"
Matt looks sad and then says, "I don't have a car."
"Shit, shit, shit. Well let me find the phone."
"Is she ok?" It's Jessica and she is still wasted. She comes up and rubbs poor little Sasha on the head.
"Yeah, she'll be fine." I reply.
"Listen, Tyler and I are going to cut outta here."
"Can you give us a ride?"
"Ummm...like, I would love to but, like, Tyler's dorm room is like only a few blocks away. Ummm, I mean like, you guys are totally invited to come over and you know, like, hang out there."
"No, it's cool. I've got some really cool friends that I can call. I know they'll take care of us. You guys just go have fun."
Jessica and I hug and then she huggs Sasha. Sasha can't look at anyone and her eyes constantly go from the floor to people to back to the floor.

A half hour later Rachelle arrives and gives us a ride back to the lesbo house. Rachelle got really angry that I messed up her clothes but I told her I would pay for them. It turns out that Sasha is actually in some of the same classes as Rachelle and when they recognize each other I'm totally shocked! I would have sworn that Sasha was in highschool but it turns out she is a freshman in college! This means that Sasha is actually older than me! It's enough to freak you out. After some debate and some angry comments from Rachelle about the clothes, we decide to still go to the other party. We offer to give Sasha a ride, but she doesn't want to leave.
"Listen, I need some clothes." I say to everyone.
"Well you aren't getting anything else of mine!" Rachelle replies.
"I wasn't asking you!" I snap back.
"Well what are you wearing Paula?" Sil asks. From the party I had managed to slip on my jeans which weren't too bad, just a few beer spots that had long since dried. But Rachelle's top was history and I had no idea were my bra was. So I slipped my coat over everything and buttoned it up.
"Just a coat and jeans." I said quietly.
"What!? So you have no top on under that?" Sil said smiling and came over, reaching for my coat. She grabbed and tried to pull and out of instict I turned and closed my coat back up.
"Oh yes, we are definately going to have to make her go to the party like that!" Sil teased.
"Well, the bitch isn't wearing anything of mine until she pays for that top. I knew I shouldn't have let you wear that!"
"I told you I would pay for it!" I screamed, tears in my eyes. I felt horrible for messing her top up and even more horrible for the whole evening. Now that I was sobering up, I knew I had fucked up. Those guys at the party would go back and tell people and I would never be able to go back to that church again!
Sasha keeps a hold on my hand like she is afraid to let go of me. Sil and Rachelle and Kara all look at each other. Sil leans over and says, "Don't worry, I won't tell Karen about your new girlfriend."
"She's not my girlfriend." I reply. To which I get a nice round of laughter. They all start to walk off the porch! I stomp my foot frustrated that no one is going to give me anything to wear! I thought they were just fucking with me. Kara turns and gives a sympathetic look and then they are gone.
"Are you sure you are going to be ok?" I ask Sasha.
"Ummm...I think so." she says quietly and then she asks, "But I thought you said you were my girlfriend."
"Huh?" I reply confused and then see what she means, "I am, but they don't mean like friends, they mean like lesbian girlfriend."
"Oh" She quietly replies and then says, "so are you a lesbian?"
I had to think about this. I had never really put myself into any group. Now I guess I had to answer and I didn't want to lie or give her the wrong impression.
"I don't think so. Well, at least not like they are. But I am attracted to women...to you. But I'm not really trying to make you my girlfriend. Just a friend is nice."
"Ok, good." She says and happily wraps her arm around mine again.