Fetishdoll - Paula's Story

Sister Anna opened the door for me. I was really happy she pulled up in her little care and I instantly took it as a sign. I plopped down in the seat and sighed as I finally got off my feet. I didn't realize how exhausted I was until my ass hit that car seat!
"I was hoping you would be around so that I could talk with you." She said to me, not yet leaving the parking space in front of Karen's apartment.
"What did you want to talk about?" I asked suspiciously, looking over into her beautiful eyes. Sister Anna's pools of blue-green sat framed in the most perfect face I've ever seen. I was mesmerized by her. Her skin was soft and fair, small freckles dotted her nose and around her mouth. Her lips were full and soft and I wanted so badly for her to kiss me. I longed for her in a way I can't explain. Sister Anna was beyond beautiful, she was a goddess and I would gladly worship her.
" Well, I wanted to talk about you." She said.
"Me? What do you want to talk about me for?" I asked even more suspicious but shamed at my desire which I knew Sister Anna HAD to be able to see.
"Well, I think you are a very interesting person and I want to find out more about you." She smiled.
Was she serious? Oh my GOD! Sister Anna WAS interested in me! This was beyond great, this was beyond wonderful! I could see her and I together already. I nearly jumped across the seat and threw my arms around her. But...Karen's voice, which I had begun to despise, spoke to me in the back of my head, "She's a nun Paula! You are talking about fucking a NUN!"
"Interesting? I don't know how interesting I am." I said with some self pity, inviting her to correct me and tell me how interesting she thought I was. Sister Anna looked at me again and smiled. That smile was absolutely heaven! I felt my heart melt and I didn't care what she wanted to talk about, I didn't care what we did, as long as she never stopped smiling at me.
We ended up eating at this burger place where I was only able to get a salad because I don't eat meat. It seemed like we would never get around to talking about anything interesting but we covered all sorts of unimportant topics. I could tell she was trying to slowly uncover events, working her way in, building trust. Finally she sat back in the chair and I could tell she was shifting modes.
"Paula?" She asked. It's never a good sign when someone starts a question with only your name.
"Yeah? What?" I asked, sounding a bit more rude than I intended.
"Do you want to talk at all about the party?" She asked.
I turned away from her and I know my face was red. I felt confused, angry and ashamed because I knew she had, just HAD, to know what happened or she wouldn't be bringing it up. I turned to her and was like, "What? What is there to say?"
"Well, Karen..."
"God damn it!... Oh....I'm sorry." I was so sorry for offending her. I really didn't want Sister Anna to be mad at me but FUCK! I couldn't believe that little bitch was going around telling everyone about what happened.
"It's ok." Sister Anna said softly. She seemed to have genuine concern in her voice.
"But that just pisses me off! I mean what did she tell you?" I almost yelled, trying to catch my voice.
"Paula, she didn't tell me anything except that you were out all night at a party and she was concerned because she heard that some things happened." Sister Anna lied.
That was one thing I was starting to get from this woman, she was always trying to make sure everyone was happy. She sat there, looking so like an angel and not even aware of the power she had over people and yet always concerned that everyone was happy. It just blew my mind. But even her soft eyes and beautiful face couldn't calm the demon bitch inside me!
"Oh yeah, I'm sure that's all she said. I am so totally never even going to speak to her again." I fumed. Then I guess it was the exhaustion, the emotions, the fact that I still wasn't wearing a shirt! Yes, you heard me right! I was still in my borrowed coat and basically nude under it and Sister Anna had said nothing. I assumed she thought it was just some fashion statement thing and didn't want to offend me. With tears in my eyes and now self consciously pulling the coat tighter around me, I asked if we could leave?
I think I must have cried all the way back to her house. I didn't even know that Nuns had houses but apparently they do. She didn't live there alone but since Sister Anna also had people meet her for therapy she had a private room that she saw people in. The room was small with a couple of comfy looking couches and a bookshelf on one wall. The bookshelf was filled with books for different problems people were having. Most of the titles had some reference to Christianity in them. I'm not religious and I never have been. I hadn't really ever put much thought to the idea of a "GOD" or anything because it never made much sense to me. I couldn't understand how there could be an all powerful God and yet people were born into such horrible things? Somehow I thought that the only thing that made sense is that we were just the luck of the draw, that you were born into a family and a life and a body for some reason, but what that reason is? I couldn't tell you. But one thing always seemed clear, if there were a God, the guy had a really sick sense of humor. That's why I always found it much more entertaining to think of a Goddess. If there were a creator Goddess, then it was probably just men who had fucked up the world and it was up to us women to fix it. Made sense to me.
Sister Anna and I talked for a little while about the party. I didn't tell her anything that she didn't already seem to know. I didn't go into much detail but I tried as hard as I could to blame most of it on drinking (which of course I made sure she knew I rarely ever did) and people pushing me to do something. I don't think she bought any of it but after a while I quickly felt really weird not being able to take off my coat and Sister Anna could tell there was something wrong.
"Are you hot? Do you want to take your coat off?" She asked.
"No, I'm cool." I replied.
She looked at me like I was a little crazy but she didn't push the issue, thank God!
"Well Paula, I'm happy that you talked to me and now I want to talk to you about your situation."
"What situation?" I asked again suspicious.
"With your mother kicking you out and you not going back home." She replied.
"Listen, it's all cool." I tried to assure her.
"Oh? Then were are you living now? My understanding is that Karen doesn't want you coming back home and that's why she contacted me."
"Oh?! So this whole thing was just a set-up to get me to go home?" I accused.
"I'm not trying to set anything up. I'm trying to talk to you and make sure you are going to be in a safe environment. What would you have me do? Leave you to walk the streets?" She asked. She had a good point. I honestly didn't know where I was going to stay but I had a good feeling that Sil would let me crash at her place.
"Listen, it's cool. If you can just give me a ride to Sil's then I'll hang with her. She set me up with this job at Whole Foods and I'm good. You know?" I tried to act cool. I could tell that she was leading up to taking me to some sort of social services.
"How old are you?" She asked.
"Listen, if you are gonna call the cops or something..."
"No Paula, I'm not. But I know you aren't 18 like you tell everyone. I don't want you out there on the streets and I don't want you getting into trouble."
"What? Like now I'm some dealer or something?" I was getting pissed.
"No, I don't think you are but I'm worried because there are those people out there. You have been pretty lucky so far and I believe that the good Lord has been looking out for you." She paused for dramatic effect but I didn't respond. I just looked at her and I thought that at this moment she was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.
"So I want to make sure you have a place to stay with people who are going to make sure you are safe. Then I want to keep in touch so that we can figure out what to do. Is that cool?" She asked.
"Yeah, that's cool." I replied.

Sister Anna dropped me off at Sil's place and made me promise to call her if I couldn't stay there. I was lucky because Sil had slept in and was cool with me crashing there. I kissed Sister Anna goodbye and as I was leaving I turned to see her wiping her face...was she crying?

I think I slept for like two days on Sil's couch and the whole time Sil was so cool about everything and we started to get really close. I was always nervous around Sil though because she always came off as such a hard ass. Being around her was like being around someone that you didn't know if they would hug you or beat the shit out of you. I think it was my fear of Sil that kept her from obviously hitting on me but she did flirt. I also think that she thought I was just a kid and she didn't want all the other girls to know that she was after some kid. They all talked to me as if I was just a little kid and they all treated me like I was the little sister in the house. It really pissed me off. I wanted to be equal with them and I wanted them to know that I wasn't just some dumb little innocent kid.
Finally the weekend came and Sil and I sat around on a Friday night with nothing really to do. All the other girls in the house had gone home for the weekend to do laundry, or just live off their parents. Sil said she never went home because her parents would just ask her for money.
It was also a rare night because neither of us had to work. So we sat around eating some chips and watching TV and not really talking, not really needing to. Then Sil breaks the silence, "I think we should have sex."
I nearly choked on my chips and she laughed. She even laughed like a boy. It was a little creepy.
"Are you serious?" is all I could manage to say.
"Well I am if you think you want to. I mean I've had sex with all the other girls that are living here and if you are going to start living here then it only seems right that we should just get it over with."
"What? Is it some sort of chore?" I asked amused.
"Well..." she shrugged, "If you don't want to" and she turned back to the TV and pretended to have lost interest. But I could tell she was still interested by the shift in her body and the way she seemed suddenly a little nervous. I wondered if she had really had sex with all the other girls living there. Somehow I doubted it, but still I had been wondering what sex with Sil would be like.
"Ok." I stated bluntly.
"Ok." She replied and she pulled off her white T-shirt and her enormous breasts were encased in a huge bra that seemed to barely be able to contain them. Her stomach wasn't as flat as I had thought and showed the beginnings of a roll. She unbuttoned her jeans and looked at me hungrily. I unbuttoned my top and let it fall open to reveal my bra. Her eyes didn't leave my chest. She really was like a boy, a boy trapped in a buxom woman's body! It was almost comical.
Sil slipped off her jeans and she was wearing boxers! It was the first time I had seen a woman in boxers and I couldn't help it, I laughed. She smiled like she understood the joke and I'm not sure if she did or she didn't but she reached around and threw off the bra like it was so much trash. Her breasts didn't even move as the bra fell away and I was left staring at the most perfectly huge breasts I've ever seen. They were more round than Meredith's who was the only other really large boob woman I'd ever seen naked. Sil's nipples were almost too small for the huge white breasts they were fixed to. That's the way they seemed to be, fixed to her breasts like someone had attached them.
Sil stared at me, hungry for me to undress more and so I slipped off my shorts and stood before her in my bra and panties. Sil walked over to me and kissed me. Her kiss was too eager, too fast and our teeth clanked as she tried to thrust her tongue into my mouth. But once into the kiss her hands found their way to my little ass and mine to her's and we kissed. Sil's lips were too tight, she seemed nervous and her hands had started to kneed my ass, pulling me to her as she sort of humped my body. It wasn't very erotic, it wasn't even very interesting, so I tried to slow her down. I pushed her away a little and I let my hands move to my back so I could unhook my bra. The bra fell away and she smiled eagerly at my little exposed breasts. I hooked my fingers in my panties and slipped them down and she did the same. My pussy was shaved clean, something I had started with Tina and had continued as much as I was able ever since. I enjoyed the way it looked and the more I shaved it, the less it was irritated. However Sil's pussy was full of hair, maybe trimmed, maybe not. I was wondering if she did anything to try to even seem like a woman. Somehow I doubted she did. I think Sil wished to be a boy more than anything in the world.
"You...you are so beautiful Paula." She whispered, her breathing heavy.
"Thank you." I blushed and grew excited as I could tell she was lying about having sex with all the other girls in the house. I was beginning to wonder if Sil had ever been with a woman? If she had, she obviously had only been with one or two at most. Probably even then, she had never actually had sex. I felt older, I felt better, I felt like I was in my territory. I sat on the couch and placed one foot up so that my pussy was exposed to her. I closed my eyes some and motioned for her to come closer. She seemed nervous, as if she may run at any moment. But she was also obviously horny, and she must have been building up to this for some time.
" I want you." She said.
"I can tell, so come here and take me." I said confidently.
"Ok, but...ummm...I guess you'll..." but Sil trailed off and got on top of me. She looked down at my pussy and she seemed to want to do something but didn't know what.
"Touch it" I said.
Her fingers moved over my pussy and a finger slipped down inside. She pressed a little too fast, a little too hard.
"Slow." I stated and she slowed down a little. She seemed to be getting more comfortable and she slipped her fingers around my clit, pressing with her thumb as she slipped the other fingers inside me.
I started to move my hands around her breasts and she moaned with pleasure. I wanted to see what it would be like to suck on those little brown nipples so I leaned up and we almost bumped heads as she tried to lean down into me. We both laughed and I pressed her up and my mouth closed around her nipple. It was hard, but small. My hand moved down across her belly as she fingered me faster. I could feel an orgasm coming if she could just stay where she was. I bit down on her little nipple and pushed my way through her thick carpet to find some soft, wet pink in there. Finally I managed to find her slit and I rubbed until her juices were starting to flow and her cunt was nice and wet. This made me so horny that I came. I stopped sucking and moved back so my body could take over and then I thrust several times as I came.
"Wow, was that for real?" She asked.
I smiled shyly, most people are taken back by how quickly I can have an orgasm. Sil kissed me again and she took her fingers away from my pussy so that she could lay on top of me. I'm much smaller than Sil and she covered me completely. Her pussy juices were wet against my leg and she started to thrust. She pressed my legs open wide and she managed to get her pussy right on top of mine and started to rub. It felt good, but not as good as her tongue would have felt inside me. I let her go like this for a while but I was uninterested. She seemed to be getting close to something so I let her keep going. The problem was, she kept going and going and going. Like the energizer bunny. Just humping away and grinding her crotch into mine until it started to hurt a little. But then her mouth opened and she started to gasp.
"Yes baby, come on! Cum for me!" I said. But I was really bored. I just wanted her to finish this so we could get to some real sex. But when she finished she fell on top of me and started kissing me. Then got up off the couch and started to put her clothes back on! I almost asked her, "What?! That's all?" but I was staying in her house. So I just started putting my clothes on. I watched as she put everything back on except for the bra.
"Wow, you are something Paula" She said, very butch. I could only smile. What else can you do when someone sucks at sex? It was the first time I would realize that, the first time I would encounter someone who basically was horrible at it, but she wouldn't be the last.