pink jade/acolyte of the flesh



I am frightened of the feelings
that you conjure with a thought.
Random bits of happiness
are in your dreamweb, caught.

I close my eyes and I can hear
your soft breath and your voice,
yet there are those who'd curse my heart
(as if it gives me choice).

I do not know where you are set
and where this path may lead,
but I am an eager acolyte
on pilgrimage to a need.

I think of you and dream of you
and feel, of you, such fire,
that it is hard (in many ways)
to channel this desire.

If I am but to think of you
at distances remote,
I will accept, in intellect,
but leave for fate, this note.

If what we think and ponder
is sin's own synonym,
then I am well and past the line
indulging flesh's whim.


copyright William F. DeVault (wfdv). for Jade. used by permission