How I Became a Female Pervert, Part One

by Roughchik

I just want to start of by saying that I am a female pervert. I hope to explain what my special needs are in this story and how I got this way. It will be in several parts. This first part explains a little about me and how this whole thing started to where I am today. I hope you enjoy it.

My name is Lere. I am a 40-year old woman. I am 5'7" with long brown hair. I have nice hips and a great ass but neither are my finest attribute. I love my 40DD boobs! The best money can buy - courtesy of my husband about five years ago. My husband is a nice guy. We haven't been fortunate to have any children, but it has been a good marriage so far. He does a great job making money. I do an even better job spending it.

About five years ago, I found my husband's stash of XXX videos. Most were your basic porn. I watched a few while he was at work and masterbated a few times. You see, our sex life is good but not great. So, watching these videos was a great way to get a release. After a while, these got boring too and I wanted more. I saw an ad at the end of one of the tapes for a website that contained thousands of videos that could be viewed on-line. Great! I copied down the address and went right to the home office and the computer.

After logging onto the site, I was amazed at the various selections. From bondage to anal movies to things I didn't even know existed. I used ny credit card to become a member of the site and was now able to download movies by selecting a video and pressing a button. This had to be so much easier than buying videos and DVD's at a store. So much more discreet. Upon browsing the categories, I came upon the Lesbian section. I was always curious about it and had a warm feeling between my legs whenever I saw two women together in my husband's stash of videos. I clicked on the section and was amazed that there were many subsections describing different kinds of scenes. Two sections immediately caught my eye. FemDom and Older Women/Younger Women. The FemDom section was intriguing because I had a Dominatrix outfit for Halloween this past year and wanted to see more about what it was about. The other was because I was an older woman and I had always found younger women (especially preteen girls) attractive. There were hundreds of files in each and I had no idea how to choose. I clicked in the FemDom section and I saw a woman with the exact outfit I had in my closet. I watched the video and thought it was pretty hot. I loved the power she exuded over her slave and all the wicked things she did to her. I masterbated furiously to several of her videos. The site had a great way of clicking on her name and listed all of the videos she was in. After a few, I changed gears and went to the Older/Younger section. These were also hot. I loved the difference in age and the sizes of the women. The older woman was usually more busty and aggressive. The younger was more innocent and small. I especially liked when the older woman would pretend to introduce the other one to sex. The older woman would wear a strap on dildo and fuck the younger one earnestly. I thought this was so hot and I orgasmed several times watching this woman take her younger lover.

Wow. I looked at the clock and realized that I just spent 4 hours in front of the computer! My husband was due home soon and I had to get dinner ready. I couldn't tell him what I was doing all day. Besides, he had a secret stash. I may as well have one too. I wiped the history off the computer and went to the kitchen to make dinner. When my husband arrived, we had dinner and he asked me what I did that day. I told I just stayed around the house and watched TV and a video or two. He asked me what video I watched and I told him that it was nothing too memorable and that I had already returned them to the store.

That night, my husband and I had sex. He commented that I was wetter than usual and that I must have missed him. I told yes, but it wasn't true. My mind was full of the scenes I had watched earlier and that I was acting them out myself. I was the Dominatrix using my slave. I was that woman wearing the strap on dildo - fucking my young lover to orgasm. I merged the two thoughts together. I was a Dominatrix AND I was fucking a young slave with a big strap on dildo. I was so involved in my fantasy that I came very hard. My husband was so pleased with himself - thinking that he made me cum so hard.

All I was thinking was that I couldn't wait for him to leave for work tomorrow...

After he kissed me and left for work, I literally ran for the office. I logged onto the site immediately and thought about what I fantasized about last night. I wondered if that woman I liked from the FemDom videos the previous day did any movies in the Older/Younger section. I went through pages and pages of videos with no luck. There had to be a better way. I looked on the first page of the site and they had a search section. I could choose an actor or actress and as many scenarios as I wanted. I chose her name, the Lesbian section and the sub-categories FemDom, Older/Younger & Strapon Sex. I thought that it was too selective at first and I wouldn't get any hits. However, it was what I wanted to see so I hit the search button. The button blinked "searching..." for what seemed like an eternity. Finally, it came back with one selection. One!? That's it? Little did I know that "one" would change my sex life forever.

I clicked on the title, "Thank Heaven for Little Girls." It started with the Domme character sitting on her sofa, enjoying a cigarette and a glass of wine. She appears bored but the doorbell rings. Upon opening the door, a youngish looking woman is standing there in pigtails and a short skirt. She's obviously over eighteen but is attempting to appear younger. She's selling candy door-to-door. I see the woman sizing her up and my heart starts to race. Slowly, my hand starts to circle my moist pussy on top of my panties as I watch. She asks her in to discuss a purchase. She grabs her by the hand and leads her to the family room. The girl sits across from her in a big chair. The woman sits down and takes a sip of wine and then another drag on her cigarette. The young woman watches her intently - almost studying her lips as she watches the older woman. The woman notices and asks the girl if she likes what she sees. The girl replies yes and takes a nervous swallow. The woman asks her if she would like a sip of her wine. The girl seems unsure but hesitantly says yes. The woman tells her that she wants to show her the best way to sip wine. She opens her robe to show her huge tits spilling out of her bra. I notice that she has a very similar cup size to mine. She pulls one of her big breasts out and proceeds to pour some of the wine onto her nipple. I am rubbing my clit furiously and imagining that it was me with this young woman. The girl starts to walk over to were the woman is sitting and kneels before her with the wine soaked tit at eye level. The woman grabs one of her pigtails gently but firmly and guides her mouth directly to the her big, tasty treat. The girl begans to lick at the nipple as it gets hard. With another tug at the pigtail, the woman pours another sip onto her tit and tells the girl to suck it off. The girl hesitates and the woman takes her free hand and slaps her lightly on the cheek. "Suck it now!" she repeats insistantly. The frightened girl does what she's told and gets a low groan from the woman as she enjoys the soft full ips on her hardened nipple. As she' s watching the girl suckle at her tit, she takes another cigarette and dangles it from her ruby red lips. I am at the point on no return watching all this transpire. My hand is soaked with my juices as I frig myself violently. She lights her cigarette and places the lighter back down, never releasing the young girl's pigtail and pulling her tightly to her chest. She takes long drags as she enjoys the sensations to her heaving bosum. Never letting go of her pigtail, she guides the girl down to her soaking wet pussy. The young woman begins to pull away but she uses her free hand again to slap her on the cheek. This time, much firmer. Do as I say, Girl. She commands her. She pulls her head away and spins her aroung to where she was still kneeling, but the back of her head was resting against the cushion of the couch. The amazing part is that she never lets go of the pigtail during any of this encounter. As for me, I have long since orgasmed and have been holding my clit against my fingers as I feel it pulse. The woman places the lit cigarette seductively between her lips, grabs the other pigtail with her other hand and lowers her hot, wet pussy on the face of the girl. She began to rotate her hips and rub that mature cunt all over the face of her young partner - only releasing one hand off of her pigtail to take a long seductive drag on her cigarette. This scene is so hot! It ends when the woman has had enough and releases her head. She gives her $20 for the "candy" and tells her that she has more in store for her if she is interested but she will not force her. She says that she is going upstairs for about fifteen minutes and that she is free to leave if she is unwilling. If she is still there when she returns downstairs, she will understand that she wants more and that she will be willing to be her playtoy for the afternoon. That was the end of scene one. Wow. In a word - amazing!

I figure I'd wait a little while to watch scene two and give my pussy time to recover. I went to my bedroom to shower. After that I dressed and drove to the corner store to get a quick snack. While I was there, I decided to grab a bottle of wine for later. Remembering the woman and what she did with that wine sure put me in the mood for some. At the checkout counter, I also picked up a pack of cigarettes. I stopped smoking a long time ago but again, after seeing the woman in that video today, thought I might smoke a cigarette or two as I watched scene two.

After I got home, I changed into my robe, poured me a glass of wine, and grabbed the cigarettes out of the bag. Walking to the office, a passed a full-length mirror in the hallway. Jesus! I looked just like the woman in the video - from the robe to the glass of wine to the cigarette dangling unlit from my lips. Fantasy is one thing, but could I really do what that woman does in those videos? Hmmm? We'll see as this story progresses. As for me, I remembered that the search feature included a strap on dildo that I did not see in scene one. Considering that there are only two scenes to this video, it must be in the next scene.

I sat down at the computer, logged onto the site, and found the video. I lit my cigarette and took a long, deep drag. I pressed play as a blew out a long plume of smoke.

Just then, the doorbell rang. I stepped away from the computer and went to the door. Upon opening the door I found the most darling little girl in her girlscout outfit. She looked to be about ten or eleven. She was selling cookies for her troop. I looked around to see if she had an escort, but she said her mom let her go out alone but she could only go into the houses where there was a women present at home. I invited her in and shut the door behind her. Immediately, my mind was racing towards the scene I just watched.

This can't happen in real life.

Or could it?