My Awakening, Part 1

by Julie Van

I guess the best way to explain what happened to bring me to sit down and write this story is to start at the beginning. My name is Jan, I'm a 34 year old loving wife and stay at home mother to two delightful daughters, Ruby who just turned 10 and Dee, who'll be nine next month.

Before I begin talking you about this newest chapter in my life, I guess I should also tell you a bit about myself and just how I've come to my decision to try and write down the things I've seen and done so far this month. Before this period in my life began I always considered myself to be a loving and dedicated wife. I might not have been as satisfied sexually as I might have liked, but then who among you honestly can say that you are either? As with most mothers my daughters are what occupy most of my time. Seeing them slowly maturing into attractive young ladies and making sure that nothing bad happens to them gives me great pride, but now with all that's happened recently, particularly to me, I'm beginning to see that there are some aspects of how I've been raising them which is going to need to be changed. As for the rest of my life, at least up till now, it's all been fairly typical. The daily grind of getting everyone up and out the door each morning, taking care of the house, tending the garden such as it is, and making sure dinner is ready on time occupy most of my days and in the evenings, it's making sure the girls have their homework completed before they take their showers, get dressed and off to bed. What time is left is generally spent either watching TV, or reading a book. Once or twice a month my husband will get the urge to have sex and I'd find myself trying to prolong the pleasure he gives long enough to reach a climax. All too often however, it ended up with him asleep on top of me, his cock still dribbling its last few drops of cum on the sheets. So there you have it, the story of my life, a life not to unlike your own perhaps?

Ok, so I can hear you asking, what's happened recently that's led to this desire to share my story with you? Well, it all began a few weeks ago with an unexpected call from Lori Peters, one of the other mothers whose daughter is in the same church youth group as my two. She called out of the blue one morning, just after the girls and my husband had left and asked if I'd like to drop over for a cup of coffee. She said she'd been asked by the minister's wife to put together plans for a weekend retreat for some of the newer wives in the congregation and she thought I might enjoy a chance to get away for a couple days with her and some of the other women from the church. It would to be a chance for all of us to get better acquainted, to spend some time opening our minds to new ways of thinking and just maybe to drawing closer to together she suggested. It sounded like fun, besides I'd already finished putting away the dishes so I figured why not, besides this was Friday so I wouldn't have to worry about fixing dinner as we typically took the girls out to eat on Fridays. I asked her where she lived and was surprised to hear that she lived not too far away, so I jotted down the directions to her house and told her I'd be over in fifteen or twenty minutes. Since this was my first time meeting her, outside of a couple times we'd briefly bumped into one picking up the girls after service, I wanted to make a good impression, so I freshened up a bit and slipped into one of the new summer dresses I'd recently bought.

Her instructions were good so in no time I found myself across town and turning onto the street she lived on. As I did, I noted a number of other cars and SUVs already parked in her driveway, so rather than blocking anyone in I parked in the street. As I stepped up to her door and was about to ring the bell I swore heard several voices inside. I thought one said "please mommy, we better because she'll almost here soon," to which another voice replied "don't worry honey, just go upstairs and get your clothes back on and let mommy deal with her and before you know it you and your little friends back to get better acquainted with her."

I waited a second, then when I heard what sounded like someone climbing stairs, I went ahead and pushed the doorbell. The chimes hadn't finished ringing before the door opened. Hi, you must be Jan, I'm Lori, please come in, we've been expecting you."

"Thanks," I said as I stepped into what looked to be a very beautiful home. As she turned to lead me towards the living room, I couldn't help but note the faint scent of perfume mingled with a little bit of something else. Then it hit me, the scent reminded me of how my bedroom always smelled after I'd finished an especially rewarding session with one of my fuck toys. Knowing that couldn't be it, I quickly returned my attention to where Lori was leading me.

As we entered we living room I was surprised to find there were three other women I had seen from time to time from my church already seated close together on a large sofa. Across the room, seated in leather recliner was Heidi Wilson, the preacher's wife.

"Ah, I can't tell you how glad we are to see that you were able to join us this morning Mrs. Adams. Do you know the other mothers, or would you like me to introduce them to you" said Heidi Wilson as she stood and walked over beside me. "That's Brenda Smith over there on the left and next to her is Gina Kline and finally Missy Lipton and of course you already know our hostess for today's session, Lori Peters I believe?"

"Yes, I replied, we both have daughters who attend the weekly bible study sessions you lead at church, so we frequently see each other when we come to pick the girls up."

Yes that's right. Your daughter's that cute little blonde, the one who is always so well behaved and eager to learn new things all the time. She's been a real dream to teach, I can assure you. I'm sure you and your husband must be so proud of her, Heidi responded. Listen, since we're all going to be spending this weekend having fun together lets dispense with the formalities, shall we. Why don't we just call each another by our first name, would that be Ok with you? Now since you're the newest one to join us, why don't you go and sit down and tell us a little more about yourself while Lori gets us all something to drink.

After what seemed like just a short time, but what was actually almost an hour, everyone, had finished our introductions. It wasn't obvious to me at the time, but it would become more so shortly, that all of the others already seemed a lot better acquainted with one another than I was with them. It almost seemed as if this gathering had been arranged just for me, but as I say, at the time I really didn't give it much thought. All I was thinking about was that here I was having fun and enjoying their company. Finally I had some new friends I could chat with, other mothers like me, who I felt comfortable sharing things with. Little did I know then just how much I'd be sharing with them later on.

Once the story telling had concluded, Lori stood back up and suggested that we'd all probably be a lot more comfortable if we moved out onto her patio were we could enjoy some sun and a refreshing drink. As we moving through the sliding doors I over heard Heidi offering to give Lori a hand with the drinks and as they both stepped off into the kitchen I thought I saw Heidi place her hand on Lori's rear, but that couldn't have been what I'd saw so I again dismissed it from my mind.

Stepping into Lori's back yard I saw that is was every bit as beautiful as the house. I noted the yard had a patio with plenty of lounge chairs, as well as a sauna and a large in ground swimming. The whole yard was also totally fenced in with a high fence which made it very private. Pausing to find for a place to sit, I heard Missy invite me to come over and sit down beside her. I had just joined her when Lori and Heidi stepped out of the house carrying trays full of drinks and snacks and it was then that I know I definitely saw Heidi turn and openly kiss Lori on the lips. Their kiss wasn't the sort of casual love peck one might expect to see two friends share, but rather a long lingering kiss, the type that only intimate lovers share. Somewhat embarrassed by this I reacted by taking a long drink from the glass they'd handed me and almost immediately found myself coughing most of it back up. It was clear the drink wasn't just iced tea, but something much stronger. Almost at once, I also felt my head beginning to spin and my vision beginning to blur. I wasn't sure who, but someone coaxed me on, saying, go ahead and drink it up, it'll help relax you. That was followed by some more giggles and laughter from some of the others. I took another smaller sip and heard Missy say my, my, just look at her, Heidi, she's slipping under really quickly! I can't recall ever having seen it take effect on any of the others this fast."

"You're right, Heidi said, it shouldn't take long for it to take full effect. Why don't you be a real dear Missy and help our special guest stretch out while Lori goes in and brings the girls down. In the mean time I'm going to hurry in and grab my camera so we won't miss any of the fun."

By now my head had really started spinning as Missy slowly eased me down onto the lounge. Glancing up, I thought I saw someone bending over me, then someone started removing my clothes, but again that must have just been all in my head, because these were all happily married women, upstanding members of the church and mothers. That's about the last thing I can recall, that is till whatever it was they'd spiked my drink with slowly began wearing off. As it did I found myself gazing through what seemed to be dense fog. The only differences I could see as my vision cleared, was that everyone was now completely naked. The other thing that had changed was the fact that there were also a half dozen equally naked young girls frolicking about. All of them, the women and the girls seemed somewhat oblivious of me as they continued to enjoy themselves. Some of them were in the pool, while still others where in the spa. Turning to my left, I was immediately shocked partially back to my senses as I saw Heidi helping a naked young girl, who looked suspiciously like my daughter Ruby out of the spa. As she lifted the naked young girl up and into her arms she reached down and casually placed one hand between the girl's legs. Even in my semi-drugged state is was clear that she was fingering the girl's still bald pussy and equally clear that without as much as a seconds hesitation the girl was responding by opening her mouth as Heidi's guided the nipple of her right breast between the girl's lips. Blinking seemed to help clear away more of the fog and that's when I suddenly realized that it was my daughter who Heidi was kissing and touching.

I must have blanked out again, at east for a short time, because by the time I finally awoke again I saw that it'd grown quite late. Looking around the yard, I saw that other than for Heidi and Lori everyone else had either left or gone back inside. Both Heidi and Lori were dressed again, but for some unknown reason my daughter was still playing in the pool, as naked as the day she'd been born. As I tried to sit up I heard Heidi call to Ruby, telling her that I was now finally ready for her and that she needed her to come out of the pool right away.

Ruby giggled, as all young girls tend to do whenever they're having fun as she climbed out of the pool and scampered up beside me. Without realizing what was about to happen I felt someone beside me, pushing my legs apart. Still to weak to sit up I saw and felt my daughter climbing up on top of me. As she settled down I realized her head was facing the wrong way. Instead of it being in front of mine it was now down between my legs. "That's it Ruby, I heard Heidi urging as she pushed Ruby's face even closer. Go ahead now and love your mommy the same way Lori and I taught you and don't stop until I tell you to honey". With that I felt my daughter's tongue snaking its way between my pussy's lips. A moment later I felt her capture my clit and softy start to suck it.

"That's it, you're doing such a good job Ruby, I heard Lori noting with satisfaction as I saw her reaching out and guiding Ruby's head to its target.

That's when I finally managed to cry out "No, please this is all wrong, please tell her to stop," but it did little good, she just kept licking and sucking away and before I knew it I felt myself about to cum as her tongue worked its special magic on me. Then as I came, I suddenly realized that I really didn't care anymore. Nothing mattered more to me at that moment than being able to cum. I couldn't think about anything till I'd cum yet again.

Of course as Lori was overseeing what Ruby was doing, Heidi was busily moving about, filming the whole disgusting scene with that video camera of hers. As I slowly began to come back down I was in such conflict. On one hand I knew I had to try and fight them off and try and save my daughter and myself. On the other, another part of me was silently praying that they'd make Ruby make me cum once more.

That's when I heard Heidi whispering to me, telling me to just lay back and enjoy this Special moment, this awakening she called it. Besides she assured me, Ruby hadn't been the first one she'd filmed enjoying themselves with me today. I couldn't believe it when she told me that all of them, both the mothers as well as their daughters, had each taken turns enjoying and pleasuring me in some way or another and from what she said she'd seen so far as she played back the video, I'd performed like a real slut.

"Just remember Jan, Lori said, we've taped everything that's happened today, so there's no sense in trying to deny that it happened. There's also no sense in going to the authorities with this, because if you do the press would receive an anonymous package with the films showing you loving not just your own daughter but all the other young ones as well. Only we'll have made sure to block out all their faces, so just Ruby and you will be the only ones they'll be able to identify and knowing Ruby the way we do, she's not about to tell on anyone else.

I guess I realized then that there wasn't anything I could do, except to play along with whatever they had planned for me, to see where it would lead. As I tried to put all this into some sense of perspective, I suddenly realized something else. I realized that I now felt more sexually satisfied than I could ever recall being before.

Resigned to things, at least for the time being, I closed my eyes as Ruby brought me to one last mind numbing climax. After that they helped Ruby off me and then left me there alone, alone with the thoughts of what had just happened, till I was finally abele to stand up. As I did, lying beside me there on the pool deck were my clothes, along with a pair of discs labeled 'Jan's Awakening, part 1 and 2.' Looking around, it was clear that it was getting late, so I got dressed as quickly as I could. Just as I'd finished buttoning up the front of my dress, I saw Lori stepping back out through the sliding doors. She had a warm, knowing smile on her face as she put her arms around me. That's when she told me in no uncertain terms that Ruby would be staying over with her and Heidi and that if my husband asked, which she doubted, I was to tell him that I'd decided to let her stay over for a sleep over. Next she told me that tomorrow I was to come back over at 10 am, so that she and Heidi could go over the details of what they wanted me to do next. That was it, she said, now if I were you I'd get into my car and head home, so your husband doesn't get suspicious. I pleaded with her, asking if I could just see Ruby for a minute before I left, but she said that wasn't possible because she was busy upstairs playing with Heidi and some of the others. Then she said don't worry Jan, we'll take very good care of your little angel. Then before she turned and went back inside she said that if I behaved myself and did exactly what she'd told me to, she'd make sure I was rewarded with even more pleasure than I'd experienced today.

"What do you mean rewarded," I tried asking?

She just smiled and said that I'd find out tomorrow, but only if I did as they said and with that she turned and stepped back inside and locked the door.

I picked up the two discs they'd left by the side of the pool and let myself out through the gate, got into my car and slowly drove home. All the way there I was crying and wondering how I was going to explain this to my husband. As I pulled up into my driveway I saw him coming down the street for the opposite direction so there really wasn't time to decide what I'd tell him, so as he got out I simply told him that Ruby was spending the night with some of her new friends from church.

The next morning, after my husband left at dawn for his weekly round of golf, I called my mother and asked her if she'd be able to watch my younger daughter Dee for the day, as I had some errands I wanted to run. She asked how Ruby was and I told her that she was spending the weekend with some of her friends from church.

Church, she asked and I said yes.

Mom said she'd be more than happy to watch Dee. She then said, why don't go ahead and drop her off over here on your way, so that's what I did. I don't want to get too far ahead of things here, so I'll just note that my mother wasn't the innocent that she appeared to be in all this, but I'll explain more about all that a little later in my story.