Beyond My Control

by Jen L. Lee © 2011

My name is Jillian and I'm a nurse at a local hospital. I'm a divorced 35-year-old mother of 2 girls. Allie is now 17 and Mercy (Mercedes, but she hates it) is now 15. I was very much in love with their father when I married him and hated him as much as I've ever hated anyone when he ran off with one of my co-workers at the hospital. She wasn't much of a friend and she wasn't much of a nurse, truth be told.

I conduct myself with professionalism at work, but when I'm on my own, I'm a wild woman. I realized after my divorce that I was done with men. I have great male friends and a great father, but the dating scene at 25 was the shits. I realized I was a lesbian and I realized something early on.

I'm really hot for juicy, teenage cunt. I love sexy young girls, 15, 16, 17 with the way they flaunt their bodies these days. Their yummy little tits, those perfect round asses and long, coltish legs. I can't resist them and I love fingering my own cunt and getting off at the thought of fucking them. And I do fuck them. I fuck a lot of them.

A lot of teen girls are very open now and a lot of them experiment with other girls. Some of them keep doing it with girls and for some, it's just a phase. I've experienced both and the ones that have had me in between their legs keep coming back. I'm very loving and a good fuck, those girls, to a one, are still lovers. I must have about 100, not kidding, that I can call when I need a good lezzie romp. They're all gorgeous too, I only go after the cream of the crop. Blondes and brunettes, oh, do I love Asian pussy and I think tall black girls are majorly hot. I love a girl who dresses nicely and knows what she's got. I'm the type of girl who flaunts her assets and I like the young stuff that does the same.

Some of my friends at the hospital know I'm a lesbian and more than a few nurses and female doctors have made subtle passes at me. Some have been overt. But I don't play where I work, it gets too complicated. One female doctor is gorgeous, with long auburn hair and the face of a centerfold model and a body to match. It was the one time I nearly gave in to temptation, but I called a sweet young thing named Samantha and had her come over that night. With her flame-haired face between my legs and our bodies twisted around each other until 4 AM, I was able to work out all my aggression. The doctor doesn't work at my hospital any more, so if I ever see her again, I'm going to use my strap-on and fuck that gorgeous cunt senseless!

Just because I like the young beauties, it doesn't mean I cannot appreciate the beauty of a sexy, older woman. When I began finding women like me, women who liked young beauties, I set up a little "society". We now have 100 members and we're going strong.

Discretion is assured. What our club does is allows lesbian women to meet, discuss their fantasies, have sex together and perhaps, if they are so inclined, swap partners. Most of the couples who come to these little soirées are women like myself. Women who like to bring younger women they can watch debauch themselves with women my age or even a bit more mature. It also goes the other way. One of our members is a lovely high school student named Bailey. She's a sweet-faced blonde with a centerfold body. Bailey brought her home room teacher, a dusky black beauty named Emma. As expected, Bailey made sure to make Emma squirm a little bit first.

"Emma's never eaten cunt before, have you baby?" Bailey teased her. Emma looked frightened but damn, was she hot. She was around 25 and all gorgeous tits and fine booty! We ask our members to be a bit naughty in their manner of dress. For example, I had a nurse's uniform I had bought to be purposely short and purposely tight. I unbuttoned it down to my navel and had pink lingerie on underneath, white stockings and stilettos. Bailey led her teacher to me and pushed her face into my tits. "Enjoy them baby," Bailey teased her. Jillian will teach you how to eat pussy and when she's done, I'm coming back for you."

I have to admit I got a perverse thrill out of Emma's embarrassment but it all vanished when she took off her coat. She was in white PVC that looked amazing on her jet-black skin. Her hair fell down to the middle of her back. "I've never worn anything like this before," Emma told me. "Do I look okay?"

I really planted one on her and sucked at her proffered tongue. "Baby, you look fucking amazing. Is what Bailey said true, you've never been with a woman before?"

Emma shook her head. "It is true. I've wanted to be for some time, but my husband – Marcus – is very jealous and he'd kill me if he found out. But Bailey got the vive from me and she dresses so outrageous, every time I looked at her, I wanted her. She started really pouring it on, minis with no panties, shorts, going braless – not that she needs one. I finally succumbed."

"How so?" I asked, remembering that Bailey told me she had not had lesbian sex of any kind yet.

"I kept her after school, ostensibly to discuss a homework assignment with her. I didn't fool her for a second. The minute class let out, she went over to the door and locked it, then she perched on the side of my desk, swinging one leg over the other. She grabbed for my blouse and stuck her tongue down my throat. We might have gone for it right there, but I could hear the custodian coming down the hall. She have me this little note and told me about your little club and I thought it would be perfect. Before school lets out in a few weeks, Bailey wanted me to know how to please her," Emma said, looking down at her feet. "She's very demanding."

Well, wasn't this an interesting development. The pretty teacher had a submissive streak. I took Emma to my bedroom and I could hear the loud shrieks of Bailey in orgasm. I was very familiar with them and wanted Emma to hear. She needed to know what a little slut her new friend was and that everyone in the club shared. I saw a look come over her face and at first, I didn't know if she was upset or angry. Then she squeezed my hand and said "I think you were about to take me to bed?"

I found her lovely dark body sexy and once I got her out of the PVC, she was even more stunning. "I think a lovely black slut like you should pay homage to my body," I told her. "I'm tired of taking care of other people, I think you need to take care of me for a while."

The look on Emma's face was almost one of panic. She was so beautiful when naked I had almost forgotten she had no experience at all in making love to another woman. I took her lovely face in my hands and kissed her, now that she could do very well.

"Darling girl, we don't have to rush. Sex between two women can be wonderful because there are so many ways we can be with each other and we can cum over and over again. Just explore my body with your mouth and your hands, my sighs and moans will let you know what feels good to me," I told her. Emma was smart young woman, so she took my tongue and sucked on it, then moved down my body. She squeezed my beautiful tits and then kissed down my stomach. It's times like this I'm happy that I keep in good shape, having to compete with the young stuff like Bailey.

"Oh, I like this!" Emma sighed as she kissed down my body. She like this? The 25-year old bi-sexual was already thrilling me with her soft lips and hands. I couldn't wait to feel those same lips licking my cunt. I'm sure she could smell my arousal as she got me as naked as she was. My nipples were still little pegs and my pussy was dripping.

"Oh my," Emma sighed. "Your pussy is so wet."

"Yeah baby, Jillian's got a soaking-wet cunt I told her," I told her, wanting her to get used to the profanity. I could hear the shrieks and moans of the other members of our little community and I'm pretty sure they were spurring Emma on.

"God, you sure do!" Emma said, stroking it gently. "Bailey talks like that when no one's around. She says I'm just a horny black cunt," Emma told me.

"Nothing wrong with that," I smiled up at her. "Embrace who you are, we're all here to have a good time. I'm going to teach you some tricks that will blow the little twat's mind."

I showed Emma the time of her life, the pretty teacher was an equally good student. We were in that bedroom for three hours and not once did she ask me to stop. She took whatever I dished out and after a while, I found out that she could take it too. Emma had the longest, flattest tongue and for a first-timer, she got pretty good at using it.

Bailey came to see what all the yelling and screaming was about. It was obvious that she had showered and maybe taken a break, because she looked clean and lovely. Something had changed in Emma in the time we'd been together. She pulled Bailey into the bed as I was leaving. "Come here, you little whore!" She snarled. "It's time to pay you back for all the teasing you've done to me this past semester!" Bailey had a puzzled look on her face at first but when Emma's hand landed on her ass, there was a look of pure bliss there. Evidently, both of these ladies could dish it out and take it.

I looked around my home, happy that all my guests were having such a good time. The strong funk of good sex hung in the house and there were still lots of pants and moans. I was looking around for some new playmates when I saw something I wouldn't have believed in a million years.

My 16 and 14-year old daughters were standing by the door, taking everything in. They didn't appear to be angry or shocked, it looked as if they were watching something new and exciting and trying to understand everything. My girls knew that their Mom liked women, so what should I do next? I had to make up my mind ... and I did.

I took them both by the hand. They were stunned at seeing me naked, but got over it in a hurry. I'm sure Allie was scoping me out.

"I need to talk to you upstairs," I told my girls as I led them up to the bedrooms. I could easily hear Emma and Bailey in the throes of passion. I wanted them to know everything because it was time they did.

What happened next is another story for another time...