Dear Diary, Part 11 – December 2007 (Helping my daughter)

by Jacqueline_B

Well...it finally happened. I've done it. I have finally made love with my own 15-year-old daughter.

I had often caught her masturbating, although she didn’t know I was there. The sight of my daughter playing with herself turned me on so much that I just had to do something about it. On Christmas Eve we went into town and I left her on her own in a coffee bar so I could get her a "special" present.

When we got home I told her to go and get in the bath to give me time to wrap the presents up. (That's me, always leave it to the last minute.)

After about an hour I thought she hadn't come down so either I thought she had fallen asleep in the bath or she was listening to music in her room or else was she......???? I was feeling just a little bit horny so I went upstairs and stood outside her door. I could hear a buzzing sound....

I was stood at the door for about 5 minutes...sooo much wanting to put my head round the door....but I couldn't. Then I heard her shout, "Fuck it" and there was a sound of something breaking.

I knocked on her door, opened it and peeked my head round the corner, she was lying on the bed with her head buried in her pillow and wearing her sweatshirt and jeans...only her jeans were halfway down her thighs. My darling Stacey was sobbing into her pillow. She hadn't even been in the bath.

I said "Stacey Darling what’s the matter? I heard something break"

She mumbled something from the pillow which I couldn’t hear so I went over and sat on the bed and put my arms around her....trying to ignore the fact she had her jeans round her thighs. Then I noticed my old white plastic vibrator she had "borrowed." laying on the floor by the wall.....and a broken picture lying beside it.

"Stacey, please tell me"

She flung her arms around my neck and said "I can't" She was almost in tears.

"Darling you can tell me anything, I am here for you, you know that."

"It's not that, It's just I can't" She was almost whispering.

"Of course you can tell me darling."

I had some horrible thoughts go through my head in those few minutes. Then she said "You don't understand, I can't make it."

"Can't make what?" I asked. Then it suddenly dawned on me....God, am I thick or what? "You mean....?"

"I can't cum, there must be something wrong with me." She almost sobbed into my shoulder.

I squeezed her tight and kissed the top of her head and said "But darling, you don't have to cum everytime, it's all about making yourself feel good. And besides, I don't cum everytime I masturbate."

She said "But I can't cum at all, I never have."

I didn't know what to say, all I could think of was "All you've got to do is find out what works for you. Find out what turns you on, and imagine it."

I looked at the old vibrator and suddenly thought I think I know what the trouble is. So I told her I would be right back and I went downstairs and got her "special" present. Her own pet Rabbit.

I went back into her room and she had pulled her jeans up and was blushing. She said "Sorry mum." and smiled at me.

I sat down on the bed with her present behind my back. "Eyes closed and hands out and if you give me a kiss I will give you what Santa brought you." That made her laugh, because I haven't said that to her for years.

My heart was in my mouth as she opened the present. She brought the box out and she looked at it puzzled...then she started to redder and redder in the face. Stacey looked at me and said "Is this......?"

"Yes, throw that old thing away" I pointed to the old one. "You will find that one a lot better." and I winked at her "It hits just the right spot. Happy Christmas Darling." And I hugged her.

She opened the box and brought it out. I had to clench my thighs together to try and get rid of the feelings that were running through me right then as she looked at it. "What are these for?" and she pointed to the rabbits ears.

I felt like I was melting inside as I explained that they were for stimulating the clitoris. Then she put in the batteries and turned it on....and dropped it on the bed....it had gone straight onto full power. She looked at the little bulge in the middle and asked what the balls in it were for. Fuck. I was almost ready to explode. I needed to get into my bedroom quick and leave her to try it out. I told her they were to stimulate the inside walls of the vagina. God, I can be so clinical at times.

I asked her "Do you want me to leave you alone for a bit?"

Stacey turned it over in her hand inspecting it and I could see a glint in her eyes. Then looked at me and blushed, "Can you show me how to use it?"

My heart was beating so fast I thought I was going to have a heart attack as I replied "Do you mean you want to watch you while.....?....or do you want me to...?" I couldn't get the words our properly. "I mean....." My mouth was dry "All it takes darling is for you to get used to it and finding out what you like. You don't need me for that."

"Please Mum." She whispered, almost pleading.

My pussy was going into meltdown. "But that means I've got to..... touch you. You know that I wouldn't do anything in the world to hurt you don't you." Stacey didn't say anything but I knew that look in her eyes; she takes after her mother... stubborn. I put my arms around her and hugged her to me "I just want you to be absolutely certain of this darling "

Stacey nodded and as we lay on her bed I could feel her nipples sticking into my breasts. Then I kissed the top of her head, then her nose, then I kissed her on her lips...and she pulled me towards her. And kissed me back. God, she knows how to kiss anyway. I can still taste her lips. When I felt her mouth open and her tongue on my lips I almost cum there and then. And when I felt my tongue touch hers it was like an electric shock. We lay like that on the bed, just kissing, for about 10 minutes.

I pulled away and looked at her "God girl, where did you learn to kiss like that? That was hot." She giggled and I knew I was beyond the point of no-return.

Then I told her to lie back and moved my hand to her waist. I looked at her and she was looking back at me wide eyed, "Just relax darling." I said and I unsnapped her jeans and pulled the zip down. I caught site of her pink panties. Then I pulled her jeans right off, her eyes never leaving my face.

Stacey sat up and pulled her sweatshirt over her head and lay back down. I looked at her just in her bra and panties and it felt as if I couldn't breathe. God I knew my daughter was beautiful...all mothers do....but I just didn't realise how much. Her bottom lip was caught between her teeth and her breasts were rising and falling rapidly.

I started to pull her panties down...Oh Godddd...there was just a tiny tuft of hair...and her slit..It was....

I pulled her panties right off then undid her bra....God! I can't describe what I was feeling....I knelt at the bottom of the bed between her slightly parted thighs...her lips were glistening. I turned the rabbit on slow and turned it upside down so the rabbit ears were pointing down, then I touched it to the hood of her clit. Her legs stiffened and she gasped. "How does that feel?" I asked.

Stacey's eyes closed, "Mmmmmmm."

I kept it there, just pressing and stroking lightly. Stacey hands were clenching her quilt and her eyes were tight shut. I couldn't resist it... I reached out with my other hand and run my fingertip along her parted pussy lips.

Stacey stiffened at my touch but she soon relaxed and her legs opened slightly. I parted here lips with my fingers and I inserted my middle a little, God it was so wet in there. I started to move my finger slowly in and out, pressing the rabbit harder onto her clit, she started to pant and clutched at the bedspread when she suddenly gasped and her legs went as stiff as a board.

Her eyes screwed shut and her mouth flew open and a low moan escaped from her mouth. Stacey’s hand went to mine holding the rabbit, guiding it, urging me to press even harder. I had no control over myself any more; I lowered my head, and replaced my finger with my mouth, planting a kiss on her sweet young pussy.

Slowly Stacey’s legs relaxed and opened wider as I started to run my tongue up and down her labia.. I glance over her stomach at her face, and she was watching me intently.

I continued running my tongue along her lips and the taste of her sweet juices flowing over my tongue was almost giving me a spontaneous orgasm, without even touching myself.

My tongue slipped between her lips and her juices started to flow even faster. “Oh God Mummy, that feels sooo good” She moaned.

Her hands went to my head, pulling me towards her, urging me to lick her even harder. Her thighs started to quiver and I knew she was close. I put the rabbit down and replaced it with my mouth on her clit, taking it in my mouth and gently sucking on it. I wanted her to cum in my mouth.

Stacey’s eyes were half closed but she was still watching everything that I was doing to her. I could feel her clitoris hardening in my mouth. Suddenly she drew her legs right up to her chest, opening herself up to me. I started to suck on her clit even harder, running my fingers up and down her lips again. Then when I inserted a finger once more she stiffened and her eyes flew open, her thighs closed about my head, gripping it. She started to pant and moan and I started fucking her with my finger faster and faster. She was cumming.

I planted my mouth over her pussy, and still with my finger inside her, I started to suck. She lifted her hips off the bed to give me full access and her sweet juices began to flow into my mouth, I could feel her pussy muscles gripping my finger as she had her first orgasm.

When Stacey recovered her breath I moved up the bed and smiling, planted a soft kiss on her mouth. “Was that what you wanted darling?”

“Oh God Mummy.” (She hasn’t called me mummy in years), “That was just….” She couldn’t finish and there were almost tears in her eyes.

I had given my baby her first orgasm.....I just can’t explain what was going through my head just then. The rest of the night was just a whirl.