So, when did your interest in necro start?
My necro interest started when I was about 9. We just
started the funeral home business and my father would
let me go along for pick up and I remember the very
first adult male I saw and he was naked and his penis
was amazing just laying there. I had seen my dad's
penis before but never anyone else's. I was just
starting to masturbate.
Everyday after that I would try and sneak peeks at
every male we had in the funeral home and one day I got
the courage to actually touch one. I became obsessed at
that point and nearly everyday when males were
available I touched and looked.
When I was 13 my dad started letting me work for the
business during the summer. I also got a Polaroid
camera that year for my birthday so I took many many
pictures. When I was 15, I fell in love with a corpse
and that is the first time I had oral and sat on top of
him and rubbed my pussy all over him.
Q: Excuse my naivete, but is 'pickup' where you collect
the bodies from the morgue and then transport them to
the funeral home before embalming?
A: Yes, it can be from private homes, hospitals, car
crashes, and murder scenes.
Q: What male bodies did you prefer to go for when you
were younger/what aspects of a male body aroused you?
What about now?
A: I like(d) older men that were hairy (moustaches,
chests, legs), big strong hands, very slender to a
little thick in the middle. I liked their cocks (uncut
were the best) and I liked big balls, pink nipples. Now
I like pretty much the same but I slide more towards
balding or bald men.
Q: Why are uncut cocks and big balls the best for you?
A: Just a personal preference.
Q: Did you ever witness any male bodies with 'angel
lust'? If so, how did they die to have this condition
and how long did they have it?
A: I've come into contact with a few. Most are younger
men that have had a lot of medication at the hospital
before they have passed and it's been pumped through
their veins with chest compressions. I've seen it go
away in minutes or it's been a matter of hours because
rigor sets in before it goes down.
Q: Do men who have been hanged, asphyxiated, or drowned
have a higher probability of 'angel lust' or is there
no real tragic event that can automatically lead to
this?
A: It just really depends. It doesn't happen as much as
people would like/hope.
Q: Have you ever had full intercourse with male bodies?
If so, do you ever have to improvise with equipment in
the nursing home to implement an erection?
A: I've had full intercourse with my late husband and
my father. With both I injected their penises with wax
filler use to restore disfigured bodies for open casket
funerals.
Q: Can you describe how you injected this and where
exactly? Although I have heard about this a few times
now, I have only heard general information about how
this is accomplished?
A: I start by putting wet hot towels on the penis
making it easier to work with. The skin stretches
easier. Mix up the wax and first inject the base in
three different places all the way around, then the
shaft in several different places. I prefer more girth
rather than more length. I also inject under the head
and the head itself, put a bag of ice on the penis to
harden the wax and then make love.
Q: Does wax filler make a permanent erection or is it
just semi-permanent?
A: It stays as long as you want it to but you can warm
the wax and kneed in down so the penis doesn't stick
straight out.
Q: What did it feel like to have full intercourse with
both deceased men, especially your father? Did you feel
absolute pleasure without guilt? Was it an emotional
sense of seeing them off in one final pleasurable way?
Has this made you interested in full intercourse with
other men perhaps not familiar to you or did you
reserve the ultimate pleasure for just those who are
close to you?
A: At first I felt completely nuts, I couldn't believe
what I was doing but I couldn't stop myself. I was so
distraught and out of my head dealing with both deaths.
With my husband it was more of a one last love-making
session. I lay with him for a long time afterwards.
With my father it was way different because I had
wanted him sexually since I was 9 and started my
period. Soon after that I caught him masturbating in
the front seat of his car. He would never give into me
all the way but we played a little. No oral, just
touching.
So to finally have him was an amazing experience. I
want to have intercourse with other deceased men but I
haven't found the right one yet.
Q: While alive, was your father ever aware of your
interest in necro? Did he catch you with one of the
bodies? Taking photo's?
A: He never knew my interest in necro, and if he did he
never said anything about it. I was very careful so I
wasn't caught.
Q: Where are the best places for finding attractive
dead males?
A: It really depends. I've found attractive dead guys
everywhere.
Q: How old was the youngest guy you were ever involved
with? How old was the oldest? Have you ever felt any
inclination towards women or are you strictly hetero?
A: Youngest guy 31... oldest 53. I've been with one
woman, we've been friends since 3rd grade and we used
to mess around. I never thought I would like girls but
I was overcome with the urge to eat her flesh. I had to
settle for eating her pussy.
Q: How frequent do you engage in necrosex? Do you like
rough sex with male bodies or gentle or both? If you
have a moment, describe in detail one particular
experience that made you beg for more?
A: I touch as often as I find someone I am attracted
to, which can be often or not often enough. I'm
normally gentle, but with my father I was rough at
first because I had been waiting a long time for it. I
pursued him while he was alive.
Q: You appeared to have a fixation with your father for
quite a long time. Did he give you affection when you
were growing up as a child?
A: My father and I were very, very close and he was a
great father. He gave me lots of affection and
encouragement. He was my super hero. I looked up to
him.
Q: What was it about your father that you found
sexually attracted to?
A: He was very handsome, very sweet, almost too sweet.
He was timid in a lot of ways and I was attracted to
that.
Q: You say your father never gave in to you. Did you
start making advances towards him at a certain age?
What were you doing to encourage this?
A: I was 9 when I started my advances and he playfully
shrugged them off. I was very touchy-feely when we took
showers together and throughout the many nights when we
slept in the same room.
Q: Was your late husband aware of your inclination? If
so, did he accept you?
A: I told him little things here and there. He was more
interested in my lesbian sex as a young girl and my
interest in eating Erin's flesh.
Q: Who is Erin? Did you playfully bite her when you
were younger to see what it was like?
A: Erin and I have been friends since 3rd grade. I did
bite her sometimes too hard. I wouldn't really eat
human flesh, it's just a thought I have.
Q: You don't seem to mention your mother in your
responses. Did you get along with your mother?
A: I do not get along with my mother I have never
gotten along with my mother. She's abusive and just
terrible to be around.
Q: Do you manage the family-run business on your own or
do you get assistance from other members of your
family?
A: I run the business I have a great staff of friends
and family
It appeared that both the deaths of your husband and
father came unexpectedly and I am quite surprised that
the law enabled you to work on their bodies whilst you
were mourning them. Isn't there a law where you live
that disallows you from working on deceased members of
your own family?
There are laws but no one walking around from business
to business enforcing them. I did most of it but when I
needed a break many people helped. We are Greek Jews
and have family customs that involve family members
bathing and preparing the body. Very natural.
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