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(mf-teens, ped, nc, rp, 1st, bi, mast, oral, anal) *** Archivist's Note: This author has decided not to use quotation marks where dialog is present. *** 1. Good Morning Chris sits on the plaid couch in the living room eating his favorite chips for breakfast. He sucks his orange fingertips as he watches some movie. He says that since he is fifteen he can eat what he wants to for breakfast. And sleep as late as he wants. Joe peeks down the hallway at his brother. He hears the crinkle of the bag and crunching of his favorite chips that no one else can eat. Joe has been waiting for his brother to wake up. Excited to spend time with him alone. To have his full attention. Joe takes off his shirt since Chris isn't wearing his. Chris is just in his boxer shorts and white tube socks as he munches on his chips. Joe rummages through the heap of clothes on the floor by the bed and finds his own tube socks that don't smell too horrible. Wedged in between the mattress and box spring are the panties Chris likes him to wear. They were his sisters when she was a little younger then Joe. Faded pink with a little pink bow on the front. They're tight and don't cover all of Joe's butt and they give him a constant wedgie. But Chris says that's why he likes them he says they're like a thong. Well they're uncomfortable but Joe will wear them if Chris likes him too. Chris says Joe would make a cute girl. So Joe has been letting his hair grow longer like his sister. It's not girl length yet but the front comes down to the tip of his nose, the sides below his ears and the back to his shoulder tops. He has also been practicing with the Mommy's make up. Using her red lipstick and eye shadow. Joe brushes his hair out in the mirror in the Mommy's room applying her make up left strewn among the empty whiskey bottles and beer cans on the dresser, spilling off onto the floor. Dark smudges of eye shadow ring his green eyes. Joe puckers his lips and draws a thick heavy oval around them with the red lipstick. Joe knows that Chris will be thirsty from eating those chips. He sorts through the heap of dirty dishes in the sink that's spilled over on to the counters and finds a disposable red plastic cup not too dirty. It stinks faintly of some kind of the Mommy's alcohol. He rinses it out as best as he can and picks some sticky chunks out from the bottom. In the lower half of the fridge, behind the crumpled white fast food bag is the mostly empty clear plastic container of what is left of the red Kool-Aid. Kevin's favorite. He pours in what's left and puts the container back into the fridge. Not even half a cup. Joe knows ice cubes make it seem like there's more in a cup then there really is. The top half of the fridge is the empty freezer. Empty whiskey bottles and empty ice trays. The ice bin had one frosted ice cube stuck to the side. Joe pries it out and it breaks loose and shoots down to the floor and slides across the dirty linoleum. Joe puts the bin back into the freezer and puts the ice into the drink. Thirsty? Joe extends his offering to Chris smiling his big sloppy red smile in his sister's faded old panties and white tube socks. Chris's eyes flicker away from the movie and move to the cup then back to the movie. Joe's shoulders slump sadly from the lack of attention. Thanks. Chris puts a handful of chips into his mouth and takes the drink. Joe climbs up onto the couch next to his big brother and cuddles against his warm strong arm. Looking up into his face as his jaw muscles crunch and pulverize the chips. Into his brown eyes reflecting a tiny square of the movie. His dark brown shaggy hair roughly parted. The knot in this throat goes up and down as he swallows his mouthful and drinks the Kool-Aid. Kevin leans forward to put the empty cup on the table in the vacant space between the soda cans and cups. Joe takes the opportunity to slip under his arm. His armpit hair tickles the top of his shoulder. Chris puts his arm along the back of the couch. Joe presses his chest against Chris's. The warmth and smoothness of his body is comforting. He lays his head against his chest and listens to the beat of his heart while he continues crunching his breakfast chips. He traces the definition of his ribs with his soft little fingers. Sometimes Chris gets tickled by this, but not today. He traces the ring of his belly button and up to his chest. He feels little crumbs and picks the larger ones off and eats them. The smaller crumbs he licks off his chest and savors the flavor. Joe knows he has to be careful not to get his head in Chris's way of the movie or else he might move and make Joe go away. He sometimes says Joe is too clingy, like an octopus. Content with himself Joe smears the shiny trail of his saliva off his brother's chest and lays his head back against his chest. The hard shape of Chris's penis under his boxer shorts is clearly visible. Protruding up on the left side Joe reaches his little hand down and feels the hard shape and the warmth from over the boxers. Chris pays no mind and continues crunching his chips and watching the movie. Joe's little hand grabs the tip and rubs it around and down to the base. He slips under the elastic band and feels the scratchy hairs. He pulls his brothers cock up so that the tip peeks out. He slides his hand over it. So hot, smooth and hard. He looks up into his brothers face as he continues watching his movie and eating his chips. Nothing. No recognition. No attention. Joe knows how to get Chris's attention. He slides down in between his legs and tugs at his boxers. Chris sits up slightly to help him slide his boxers down and keeps eating his breakfast. Joe rubs his face against his balls and inhales him. His mouth starts watering in anticipation. He kisses each testicle and licks his cock from the base to the tip. Keeping his eyes firmly on him he sucks him hard just like he likes. His lipstick smears down the length of his cock. It has taken practice to learn how to jerk him off while sucking but the practice has paid off. The constant crunching has slowed. A faraway look dulls the shine in his eyes. His eye lids droop slightly. He swallows the hand full of chips and licks his lips. Joe jacks him off while he sucks his balls. Chris likes it like this and Joe is content to do it. He sucks the left testicle into his mouth and rolls it around with his tongue. The smell of his brother's cock fills his nose and entrances Joe. He pulls a curly pube from his mouth and works the other testicle while stroking him. Chris sets the chip bag down and leans his head back still watching his movie. Still not looking at Joe. Well that does it. Joe wants to be acknowledged and seen. He kisses the tip of his cock and runs down the hall into the bathroom. Under the sink is the large tub of Vaseline. Joe grabs the hand towel and runs back into the living room. Thankfully Chris didn't put his boxers back on. He's rubbing his cock nonchalantly while watching the movie. His eyes flick to the tub of Vaseline and back to his movie. The lid is smeared with slimy tan fingerprints. The outside of the tub is coated with a layer of Vaseline indented with little brown finger prints. It's slippery to hold on to as he pries it open with his finger nails. He digs out a glob from within coating Chris's cock around the head and down the length and back applying more to the head. Joe pulls his panties down and puts a glob on his finger and slowly slides it all the way inside himself. He wipes his hand on the towel and straddles Chris. Chris leans around Joe to keep his eyes on the movie. Reaching around behind him Joe grabs his brother's cock and aligns the tip with his entrance. He lowers himself but it keeps slipping off his tight little butt hole. Some recognition. Chris pulls Joes cheeks apart and thrusts himself up. The head slowly forces passes the resistance and firmly in. The shock and sting make Joe tense and whimper slightly. But he knows he has to relax just like Chris said. Joe is starting to get used to the pain from the sudden intrusion. Keeping his eyes on Chris he slowly lowers himself down. Chris's eyes roll back in his head and he pulls Joe down the rest of the way as he thrusts up. Impaled on his brother's cock he can feel his hair tickling his butt. It hurts at first but it slowly fades away and feels good. Joe slowly rocks himself back and forth as his brother slowly thrusts himself up and out. They make eye contact, finally. A huge swelling of pride fills Joe and he smiles into his brothers eyes. Joe wraps his arms around him and kisses his lips. Chris doesn't reciprocate the kiss. Joe doesn't mind too much. He kisses him down his neck like he likes and holds him close as his brother starts fucking him harder. Turn around. Joe stands and his brothers cock slides out and plops down against his stomach. Joe turns around and reaches back and guides his cock back inside. He slowly sits down. Chris watching as his cock disappears into his brother's ass. He puts his feet up on Chris's knees. Chris wraps his arms around him tightly and thrusts his cock deep inside. It hurts when it goes so deep. Joe grimaces at the pain but the feeling of being held so closely feels great. He makes his little girly moans like Chris told him to. His brothers strong arms wrapped tightly around him make Joe feel so safe and comfortable. The pain has faded away and Joe closes his eyes and rubs his ass back against his brother's cock. He rubs his bald little cock and makes it hard as he bounces on top of Chris's thrusts. Chris holds him tighter as he thrusts more determinedly. Joe loves being held like this. So secure and wanted. He just wants to stay in this embrace but he knows that Chris is about to cum in his butt. Chris says you have to be a grown up to cum. And to have hair. Joe thinks that the hair is kind of gross but he likes it when Chris cums. Chris pulls himself all the way out of his brother's ass and jerks himself off while rubbing the tip of his cock on Joe's little bald testicles. He shoots his warm cum on his brothers stomach and his little hard cock and balls. Chris holds Joe tightly for a perfect peaceful moment. Just the two of them no movie or family. Just being held in his strong arms with the satisfaction of knowing how well he pleased his brother. But the glow of the orgasm fades and Chris uses the towel to wipe his hand off and tilts his head to the side and continues watching his movie. Joe rubs the cum into his little cock and balls, rubs it all around like lotion. He loves the feeling of his brother's warm cum. He loves the cloudy milky color and the stickiness. He smears it all up to his stomach and around to his ribs. Joe wishes his brother could shoot more at once time. His little bald penis and testicles, stomach and ribs glisten. Happy with himself he slips off his brother's lap and uses the towel to clean Chris's cock and balls. He puts the towel back on the rail in the bathroom with the smears of Vaseline on the inside, to hide them. He rips off some toilet paper and wipes away the slippery residue on his hole and cheeks. Back on the sofa Chris sits naked on the plaid couch watching his movie. Joe thinks that is a good sign. That means he can continue to play with his penis. Joe puts the tip of his finger to the side of his mouth and titters slightly looking at his brothers big penis, limp and curled over, nestled in his dark patch of hair. Joe loves everything about it now. He used to hate it. The smell, the taste, the painful feeling inside his butt. But now can't get enough of it. The warmth and texture, everything he use to hate he now loves. He uses his foot to pick up his panties on the floor and bring them to his hand. He slides them on and jumps on the couch and is about to bury his face in his brothers crotch. Go put on one of Pris's dresses. Joe's immediate plans came to a screeching halt. But Joe likes it when he plays dress up. It always leads to something good. Ok. Joe playfully hops off the couch and scurries down the hall into her room and rummages through Mary's drawers. Chris likes to call her Pris but that's not her real name. Don't know why he calls her that. All Mary's clothes are folded neatly in her drawers. Every article folded meticulously the same in perfect stacks. Joe sloppily pours over every perfect stack searching for dresses. He leaves every drawer open after he thoroughly searched them. Must be in the closet. Mary's clothes are hung in groups of color and style. Joe parts them at the yellows and pulls a spaghetti strap summer dress and holds it up to him, checking the length. He picks up the pleated skirt and gives a little pose. Cute. He drops the hanger onto the carpet and pulls it roughly down over his body. Smooths it down over his figure and spins a little, twirling up the dress. Joe thinks it would be fun to dress like a girl more often. He thinks it would be fun to be one and wear all this cute stuff. Back in the living room Chris lies on the couch and has his lower half under the blanket. But Joe sees the crumpled pile of his boxer shorts still lying on the floor. Joe picks up the edge of the dress and lightly twirls back and forth, nervous Chris won't like his choice. Do you like it? Joe feels a tingle over his body as Chris flicks his eyes over to Joe taking in the smeared red lipstick, the dress and the tube socks. Yeah. Relief washes over him and asks if he can cuddle next to him. No. Rejection slams its door hard on Joe's face. Through the shock and the daze he can feel his eyes starting to tear up. Chris throws back the corner of the blanket revealing his soft limp dick, But you can suck my cock some more. Another huge wave of relief washes over him. He drops happily to his knees and starts licking his cock. Stick your ass out and lift up your dress. Joe knew that something good always comes from dressing up like a girl. Joe complies happily. He pulls the edge of the dress up over the wedgie of his faded pink panties. Chris pulls the wedgie up and deeper inside his cheeks. Joe gasps a little. Scoot this way some. Chris pulls Joes ass alongside the plaid couch. Joe pushes his ass back for their mutual enjoyment. He lays his chest on Chris's lap and holds his cock in both hands and slowly sucks his brothers limp and fresh from his ass cock. Joe doesn't care. The way Chris's cock feels in his mouth is perfect. He could suck on it all day or until his jaw hurt too much. Either way he is happy to suck his big brothers cock. Chris rubs Joe's pale ass. The feel of Chris's strong hands affectionately caressing his ass is wonderful. Joe is basking in this attention. He sticks his little butt further back encouragingly. You really have a nice ass. Joe pulls his mouth off his brothers soft cock long enough to thank him. Chris slips his fingers under the panties and probe at his dilated anus. Joe wiggles his butt tantalizingly. Chris pushes his first and second fingers firmly into his ass. Joe moans in the girly way Chris likes as they slide smoothly inside his tight warm ass still coated inside with Vaseline. You like this, Chris states. I like it when you fuck my ass. Joe knows what Chris likes to hear. And he swells with the satisfaction of knowing the right things to say as the cock in his hands immediately swells. A beautiful thing, in his hands, rising in desire for Joe. Not ignored as he immediately sucks hard and hungrily. He feels wanted as Chris pushes in his fingers and twists them in and out. Needed as Chris thrusts his cock up into his mouth. The front door slams open and the Mommy stumbles in drunkenly with a cigarette held tightly in her lips and a silver beer can in her hand. She falls and braces herself with her free hand. Her purse falls off her shoulder and spills onto the carpeted entryway. Chris jumps in fright and quickly flips the blanket down over his cock and his brother, removing his fingers from his ass. Slowly and deliberately she lowers herself sitting. Joe sits and peeks out from under the blanket disappointed that she ruined such a good moment. The Mommy plucks the cig from her lips and slurs loudly out the door, You sunna bitch! You go back ta her an let her suck yur limp prick! Faggot! An angry male voice shouts, Bitch! A horn blares loudly as the engine revs and the vehicle roars away still blaring the horn. Mary walks quickly around the Mommy, arms tightly crossed over her chest, red faced and tear streaked. She runs into her room and slams the door. The Mommy manages to crawl to the door and wave her middle finger around. She sits heavily with her back against the door frame and takes a break from all that exhausting dysfunction. In the distance the angry horn still blares. She exhales a cloud of smoke and finishes off what was left of her beer. Catching her breath she squints trying to keep her head from wobbling long enough to recognize who's on the couch. Chris! She puts her cig back between her tight lips and waves her arm about trying to get up. Come help me up. Chris sighs and pulls his boxers quickly on and grabs her hand and tries to pull her up. She gets mostly up and falls back down giggling and taking Chris with her. She hits solidly back against the door frame laughing. Chris stumbles over her legs and manages to keep his balance by straddling her. The Mommy giggles and looks up at him, You're such a sweet heart. She pulls the cig from her lips and wraps her arms around his waist hugging him. She puts the side of her face squarely against his hard on and squeezes. You're such a good boy. She inhales deeply as Chris awkwardly pats her head. The Mommy holds herself there as the room spins. Chris thinks she fell asleep. He shakes her shoulder, Mom! In her drunken muffled and sleepy voice she asks him to not shake her again or she'll be sick. Chris looks at Joe by the couch still peeking out from behind the blanket. Come help me. Joe and Chris manage to pull her up on to her feet and help her walk unsteadily to her bedroom. She mumbles drunkenly and they dump her onto her bed. They know the routine. Joe takes her cig and plucks it between his tight lips as they both wrestle the Mommy out of her shoes. Don't you ... smoking...Alex?...Chris! Chris exhales a small cloud of smoke, Ok Mom. She fumbles with the buttons on her waitress shirt that she keeps buttoned low to her cleavage. Get this fushing shirt... She pulls weakly trying to break the buttons. She pulls and pops her top two buttons off. Exhausted by the effort she gives up. Lays her head down on the blanket as the spinning room finally overwhelms her consciousness and she fades away. Having gotten her shoes off Chris finishes the last of the Mommy cig and shoves it into the heaping pile in the ashtray. Joe grabs the nearest leg and starts trying to reposition her on the bed. He pulls her but she's heavy. Chris? Look. You can see her tit. Enough of the buttons popped to allow Chris a full view into her shirt. Chris leans in slowly under the bright light from the ceiling fan. Quietly and slow as if she would suddenly awaken from her stupor and grab his wrist. He slips a button and looks in her face for a reaction. No response. He slips another button and another and... Chris? Chris's body twitches and he sighs relieved and annoyed. Joe still has a hold of her leg watching. Is she going to wake up and be mad? She wanted her shirt off. Joe nods at the sound reasoning and watches as Chris pulls the shirt apart and reveals the Mommy's breasts. Large and pale white. Still mostly firm and shapely for having had 3 kids. Small pink nipples and a little mole on the side of her left breast. Joe watches his brother's reaction. Chris stares at his mother's breasts and slightly points his jaw out and lifts his head up just a smidgen. Joe knows that look. It is rare the Joe gets any looks at all from him. But that one he knows. The kind of look Joe gets when he's on his knees looking up into his eyes sucking his cock and trying to deepthroat him. Joe immediately gets jealous and disappointed. He lets the Mommy's leg fall onto the bed. He wishes he had tits. I bet she would want her pants off too. Sullenly, Joe pouts, No. Come on. Chris unbuttons her pants delicately. Slowly and timidly he pulls the zipper. Her pale flesh and black pubic hair open before them. She wasn't wearing underwear! Chris's eyes blaze with excitement. She must really be a slut. He takes one side of the waist band and pulls. Come on Joe, help. Together they get her pants down over her knees. Chris stares up at the Mommy's exposed body as Joe tugs her pants down and off her feet. He watches as Chris drinks in the sight her body. His chest rises and falls with heavy fast breaths of arousal. Joe knows that breathing too. That's the breathing he gets when he's about to get bent over and fucked, hard. His jealousy deepens watching this reaction happen in him for her. Joe wishes he had a body like hers, only better and younger and not hers really at all because Joe thinks she's gross. Chris pulls his cock out from the gap in his boxer shorts and strokes it. His eyes are wide as he gorges on the sight of her body. His eyes search for any hint of waking on her unconscious face. The pale flesh of her neck to her breasts along the protrusions of her rib cage around her navel and over the field of her pubic hair. He strokes his hard cock and reaches between her legs and feels her between the hairy flaps of her pussy. Curiously over her sleeping clitoris and probing his middle finger inside her. The Mommy moans slightly and turns a touch. Chris momentarily frightened continues. Probing his finger a little deeper inside the soft depth of his Mother. Jealous, Joe walks timidly up behind Chris and softly trails his fingers down his back hoping he doesn't yell at him and tell him to stop. He delicately slides his fingertips down over his shoulder and around his waist, down onto his hand and around his brother's hard cock. He mimics the pacing and the stroking and Chris lets go of himself. Joe holds him delicately and gives his neck the little kisses that he likes. Chris opens the Mommy's legs apart further and watches as he pushes two fingers inside. Hard to compete for attention. Maybe if Joe had a hairy puss... yuck. Joe shudders to think. But Chris seems to like it. Joe slides around in front of him and looks him in the face, reversing his grips on Chris's cock but keeping up the pacing and length of stroke without breaking stride. Joe looks at the excitement blazing in his eyes of a new experience. His mouth slightly open in a little o. Joe squats and his pleated yellow dress fans out. He pulls Chris's boxers down making his hard cock point down. Joe wrestles it out of the hole in front of his boxers and it springs back with a thump against his waist. Not wasting any time Joe wraps his pretty red lips around it. Chris moans at the sensation and the Mommy sleepily moans as he shoves three fingers inside her. Oh Man. She's starting to get juicy. Chris seems excited. Determined not to lose Joe uses both hands to work the shaft and balls whilst he increases sucking pressure. Chris moans, Oh yeah. You like that don't you slut. He shoves four fingers forcefully inside her and the Mommy moans sleepily. Chris starts fucking her with his four fingers and the Mommy moans more. She lifts her leg up onto the bed but it slides off. Chris pulls his cock out of his Joes mouth and walks around her leg and in between them. Joe sighs in defeat. He sits on the bed and crosses his legs at the knee watching as Chris rubs the head of his cock against the Mommy's gross hairy pussy. Chris looks up at the sleepy and moaning Mommy as if he can't believe this is really happening. He looks down as he positions himself and slowly thrusts his length into her. The Mommy moans and rolls her head around. It's so soft and juicy. Chris leans over her and grabs her breasts in both hands. The Mommy moans some more as Chris pinches her nipples. Joe sees that mean smile creep across his face. The smile that says he knows it hurts and he likes that. This is usually when Chris would spank Joe whilst fucking him really hard till he was whimpering and sobbing. Like that slut? Chris thrusts his cock hard inside the Mommy. Joe watches the smirking mean smile and bright eyes remembering the pain of being fucked hard like that. But if Chris likes it Joe lets him. He looks at the Mommy's sleeping face. She looks as if she's really enjoying her dream. Joe wonders what she might be dreaming about as her oldest son rapes her in front of her youngest. The Mommy just moans. Chris fucks her roughly then announces he's coming and shoves his hips forward fiercely as he wastes all the tasty cum inside the Mommy. Bitch. Doesn't even know how good she just got it. Joe jealously observes as Chris pulls his wet cock out of her and looks at the cum drip out and soaking into the top blanket. Chris catches his breath while calling her a slut, whore and a bitch. Chris pulls up his boxers and goes back to the plaid couch and continues watching the movie. Joe looks at the unconscious Mommy. Lying in her unbuttoned shirt. Her breasts lightly fall and raise with her shallow breaths. Pants and panties hanging off her socked foot. Legs open in a V, knees bent and hanging off the bed, pussy dripping with cum. How many nights has she passed out just like this. Maybe Chris was right. Maybe she is a slut whore bitch. 2. The Mall Joe remembers seeing Mary red faced and crying. Curious he walks by Chris content with himself as sits on the plaid couch. Arms stretched out along the top of the cushions, legs spread open widely, slightly grinning as he watches some movie. Joe resists the impulse to squeeze under those arms and hold him. Press his flesh against his, solid, warm and smooth... Joe forces himself down the hall. He can hear her light sobs through the door. Her muffled sadness instantly softens him. He taps lightly with his soft little finger and twists the handle. Unlocked. He opens it slightly and peers in. Mary is sniffling as she refolds the clothes from the dresser. Her bed is a heap of clothes from dumping out all the drawers. She stacks each article perfectly into position after precisely and passionately refolding her purple underwear. Joe walks quietly and gently in. The smell of her perfume is strong, familiar and pleasant. Joe really likes that smell. Somehow it smells soft and sweet. Mary...? She looks up angrily as she recognizes the dress he's wearing. Did you go through my drawers too? Demurely he stands, one hand behind his back holding the elbow of his other, shoulders slumped, one foot kinda shoved behind the toe of the other, chin down. He doesn't want to upset her with the truth but he knows he has to. He nods and looks for her reaction. Slightly softening her tense face muscles. Relief? Good. I thought she had her slimy disgusting hands on my clothes. She sniffles the thick mucus back higher into her nasal cavity and flips a stray hair out of her face as she creases a perfect right angle fold into a cute pair of kitty panties. Those are cute. Thanks. Already she looks less tense. The red in her face is slowly softening to her normal pink. Her folding actions are less aggressive. Joe pulls a tissue from the box on her small desk. Here. She finishes folding her kitty panties into a perfect square and takes the tissue. She sits heavily on her bed and blows her nose. Joe sits next to her and holds her soft clammy hand in his. She fidgets with the wet waded tissue. The silence between them stretches out. I'm sorry I messed up your clothes. I thought you would've known I hang up my dresses. I didn't know what I wanted till I saw it. Mary looks him over in his, no her dress. Thick red lipstick and white tubes socks. Dark rings around his green eyes from the Mommy's eye shadow. Shaggy outgrown hair. She admits he looks good in it but his makeup needs work. And no socks are better than those socks. She smiles and lets a chuckle out. Joe smiles and raises his legs so they can better see the old tube socks bunched up around his ankles. Mary holds her nose and grimaces as she catches a whiff of the odor. Ahh, God those stink. Joe drops his feet back down and apologizes. Don't you know how to use the washing machine? No. Silence again. Time quietly stretching out as they sit holding hands. I'll show you. You can have it back. What? This dress. No. You can wear it longer if you want. Thanks. Curiosity gets the better of him, Who was that outside. She gets up off the bed and continues folding her clothes. My Dad. Is that why you're sad? No. She folds her ankle length socks into a perfect square. Kind of. She won't let me live with him. Says I can't. Says the papers won't let him. I'm not even supposed to be alone with him...I hate her. I hope she OD's. Joe watches her as she carefully places her socks into the drawer. Why can't you be alone with your Dad? Mary says it doesn't matter. That it's stupid. But Joe can see the look in her face. Like she has a secret that makes her happy. If she doesn't want to tell him Joe is ok with not knowing. Why do you like to wear dresses? Joes mind flashes back to the moment on the couch with Chris right before the Mommy burst in and ruined it. He glows with the memory. I just like them. Mary can see that there is more than his answer illustrates. You just like them? Memories of ridding Chris's cock in a few other of her pretty dresses flash by. Happiness and contentment swell inside him. But Chris always said to not tell anyone. Anyone. He underlined it threateningly with his big strong fists. Not that he needed to. Joe wouldn't have told anyone anyways. And still won't. Yep, he says with a big smile and a shrug. I bet it's a sex thing. Mary whips the wrinkles out of her shirt and starts working it into a perfect rectangle. Do you masturbate in my dresses? No. I bet you do. I bet you are even wearing panties. Joe's feels his face flush with embarrassment. Mary reads the look and laughs. Really? She laughs some more as she finishes her perfect rectangle shirt. I have all ten pairs of mine. Where...Did you get them from my old clothes out in the shed? His cheeks burn and his throat feels thick. He nods. Let me see which ones. Mary lifts up the edge of the yellow pleated dress and Joe pushes her hands down. He wines for her to stop, playfully. Mary bats his hand away, You know you want me to see, pervert. Joe pulls his hands away. His heart beats hard and quickly in his chest. His face burns and flushes. She raises the skirt, I remember those! I wore those when I when I was like 9. I wore them the most cause they were so pretty. Hard to believe they would fit you, actually. She pulls at the stretched out elastic band by his inner leg. Her finger lightly glides over his smooth thigh and he jumps a little, tickled. How are these not cutting off your circulation? Joe shrugs. Mary sees the little bulge of his penis barely pushing out the front of her old panties... Is this your little penis? She playfully rubs the small lump over the panties. Joe giggles. It's so small. Joe bites his lower lip watching as she focuses on his little penis. Can I see it? Joe nods. She pulls the top band down over his bald little boy cock and balls. It's so tiny. Like a lot smaller then you should be. Mary holds his little testicle between her fingertips gently rolling it around, messaging it. You should probably see the nurse tomorrow at school. I think you should be bigger. Joes little penis hardens and expands to his full length no bigger than Mary's little finger. It's just so cute. Phew, you smell like semen. You obviously masturbate in my clothes. She rises from the bed and continues to fold her clothes. I don't. Whatever. You need to take a shower and wash those old panties, or just throw them away they're too small for you and me. I like wearing them. They're cute. Joe stands and pulls the panties back into their comfortable position. Mary picks off an invisible piece of lint from her perfectly rectangular shirt and places it on the stack, she flicks the lent into her empty trash can. They do look good on you. You do make a pretty girl. Emily gives Joe a once over appraising his attributes. How about we go to the mall and look at some clothes and get a makeover. I already have enough clothes. Girl clothes that are your size. Joe's eyes light up. He glances over at his sister's closet and imagines what it would be like to have all her clothes. A closet full of cute clothes. Yes, please. Sounds fun. Good. I'll finish up here while you go take a shower. But, what about the money? I'm sure she has some we can take. Ok. Joe peels the thin bar of soap from the indented plastic area in the shower. The water hisses down with minimal water pressure. Joe rubs the bar against his legs working a lather. Over his pale and slender calves and up his smooth thighs. He rubs the bar under his little testicles and over his small penis shyly receded from the water temperature. He pushes the bar of soap between his cheeks and along his ass crack. The bar of soap slips from his grip and slides down the dirty beige plastic tub and circles around by the drain. Bending over he the water hits his back and drips down his face and off his nose. He picks up the soap and continues his shower. He rubs the bar of soap over his chest and hard little nipples. They feel like little electric shocks shooting through his body as he washes them. Under his soft bare armpits and down his thin arms. The soap suds build in the slowly rising water at his feet. He picks up the empty shampoo bottle and shakes it. He fills it with water and swishes it around and pours the soapy liquid onto his hair and places it back on the plastic indention of a shelf. Clean. He steps out onto a red crusty bathmat and rummages through the pile of old dirty towels heaped by the toilet. The brown and white floral pattern pulls free easily from the heap. He dries himself and slides his panties back up his clean slender legs and pulls the dress back on. He looks down the hall into the living room and notices Chris isn't sitting on his couch. Curious, Joe slips down the hall. The Mommy's room is on the opposite end and through the open door Joe sees Chris's naked ass flexing between the Mommy's splayed legs. He can hear the flat impact of his hips thrusting as he fucks the Mommy, again. Jealousy and rejection slowly burn inside him as he watches his brother's sexy ass. He wants to go join them again but he had made plans with Mary. He turns reluctantly away when he hears Chris tell his unconscious mother that he's going to cum. He says, Yeah. Take it whore. Mmmm. He closes the door behind him and Mary's clean perfect room is like an oasis. The smell is sweeter. The sunlight streaming through her window seems brighter and warmer. She puts the last article back into her dresser. She notices his lack of makeup, washed away. You look much better. Thanks. Did you remember to wash behind your ears. She grabs his little ears and rubs them. Joe playfully pushes her hands away. Stop that. You always use to do that. Mary smiles and Joe can see the sadness still lingers in her eyes but for the moment at least she can smile. Are you wearing those old nasty panties? Joe doesn't want to answer yes and be made to hand them over but he can't help but nod. You should take those off and give them to me. Mary holds her hand out waiting for the wad of stinky warm panties. But I want to keep them. I'll give them back. I just want to wash them. Joe slides the little girl panties down his legs and steps out of them reluctantly. He hands them to her and she puts them in her dirty clothes hamper inside her closet and closes the doors. Get your shoes and I'll get the money. Kay. In the bedroom he rummages through the piles of clothes and junk on their floor. He finds his shoes kicked under his bed. He remembers how Chris taught him how to tie his shoes. The bunny ears, running around the tree and into the hole. Presto! Joe walks into the living room and notices that Chris isn't watching the movie. He looks jealously at the Mommy's closed door. Imagining that Chris was fiercely fucking him instead of her. Bitch. Joe watches as Mary rummages through the contents of the Mommy's spilled purse. The open wallet is empty sitting among the empty cigarette packs and individually wrapped tampons. Mary opens the small container by the makeup compact and pulls out a bunch of small baggies with white powder and others with just little pieces of gravel. Seems odd to Joe that the Mommy would carry those around with her. Mary shoves the baggies back into the container and looks into the Mommy's empty purse and feels around inside. She unzips a small pocket and pulls out a thinly folded bill. Mary looks satisfied and stuffs it in her pocket. She turns to Joe, Ready? Wishing that he was cuddling on the couch with Chris with the taste of his cum in his mouth. The slimy feel of Vaseline between his cheeks while he drips the cum from inside him. Joe shrugs resignedly, Ok. Behind their green and white trailer, in the over grown weeds and grass they take their old rusty bikes. Joe has Mary's old bike from when she was younger. It's smaller with multicolored streamers off the handle bars and a little white basket in front. Mary takes Chris's bike, which he never rides. Together they ride down the dirt road. The sweet smell of fragrant grasses and wild flowers fill the hot and humid summer air. They ride to the paved road and follow it down into town. The heat and the exertion have them both sweating when they arrive at the mall. Inside the air conditioning hits them like an orgasm. Oh Gawd this feels so good. They stand in the entrance fanning themselves and soaking in the cool air. Mary suggests getting a cool drink at the place in the food court. They sit at the tables and share a large paper cup of ice water. Joe watches the other people. Some families sitting together. The Dad and Mom and siblings laughing and eating. Some groups sitting and talking. Couples on dates or just friends being together. They all are happy looking. Joe wonders what it would be like to have been a part of their families or be the friend at the table. Joe feels lonely. All around him are images of relationships he doesn't have. Mary offers him the mostly empty cup of water and asks him if he's ok. She says he looks sad. Joe says he's fine with a smile and sucks up the last of the water. Mary says perhaps some girl time will cheer him up. And the idea does bring a smile to his face. Mary grabs his hand, Come on. She leads him down the mall towards the cosmetic stall. Her hand is cool and clammy in his soft little hand. Joe enjoys the simple gesture of affection. Mary is hardly ever home but she is always so very sweet, like a good big sister. Even though he doesn't have the life that those happy people had in the food court at least he has her, and this moment. He wraps his other arm around her slender arm and pushes his face against her shoulder in an awkward walking hug. She smiles at him, patting his hand. He smiles brightly back at her, Thank you for this. You're welcome honey. The Asian woman at the cosmetic stall watches them approach with a hungry look. You want make up? I make you up. I do you both, good price. Just her please. Mary gestures to Joe and Joe feels slightly frightened. He doesn't want to let go of Mary and be alone and vulnerable. Joe just stands there holding Mary's hand. The Asian woman laughs to Mary, She shy. Mary coxes Joe into the chair and holds his hand as the Asian woman talks in her broken English to fill the silence of the situation. Joe feels vulnerable and helpless in the chair and squeezes Mary's hand when she brings out the sharp looking eyeliner. The whole process is pretty painless. Joe looks in the mirror and is amazed. She used so much less than he does. Subtle. Just a touch of dark eye shadow around the eyes was all that was needed with the eye liner and mascara. Mary didn't let her use any of concealer or rouge just lipstick, a very soft pink to contrast the dark eye makeup. Joe's emotions swell and he smiles so happily. Beauty. His face has beauty. And this scary Asian woman was able to bring the beauty to the surface and highlight it. Thank you so much! You very pretty girl. Joe looks back into the mirror and sees a pretty girl. Mary buys the products that she used on Joe and takes the little plastic bag. Thank you. Together they walk through the mall, hand in hand. Joe feels attractive and shy. He notices all the guys and girls looking at him as they pass. Some of their eyes are bright like they see something they like and others hard like they're angry at him. Joe is not used to all the passive attention. Mary compliments him and says he looks so pretty. They walk through the large opening of the clothing store. All the clothes are hung on circular racks and all the customers walk in circles sorting through each one. Joe imagines that it's like a ballroom dance. One woman holds a sleeve of a soft looking brown sweater, steps back and poses as she reads the price tag. Then she lets it fall gracefully as she walks lightly around the rack and repeats the process with the next and so on. Mary stops in front of a wall full of plastic wrapped packages of underwear. All the packages look the same except for the colors of the panties inside them. Joe asks Mary if there are any thongs. I don't think they make thongs for kids. Mary grabs a package and says, These are close. They're cut high to show cheek and a low waist band. Kind of sexy. Surprised they make these for your size. Go try them on. Really? Yeah. Mary leads him to the dressing room and explains that they need to make sure these are the right size. The girl smiles understandingly and cuts the top off the plastic bag for them. Mary says she be right outside. Alone in the dressing room Joe looks at himself in the full length mirror. His yellow spaghetti strap summer dress and his fresh make up, shaggy blond hair. He lifts up his dress over his pale slender thighs and above his little bald penis. It hangs there defiantly. He covers it with three fingers and imagines himself without it in the mirror. He sighs and turns around lifting the dress over his butt. How he wishes Chris's hard cock was pounding away inside him right now. He would love the way I look. Joe spreads his cheeks apart and clinches his little hole closed, open, closed. Mary knocks lightly on his door and asks if they fit, startling him. Just a sec. He opens the crinkly package and pulls the first pair. He likes the color, dark purple with a light blue strip along the top forming into a little bow at the front. How cute. He slides them up his legs feeling the soft material glide along his pale skin and up over his little penis and snugly around his waist. It appears they fit. He turns around and likes how they look like his old panties at home. The back shows off the lower half of his butt just like Chris likes. Do they fit? Yes. Here. Mary hands another package over the top of the door. Try these on. Joe looks at the package in his hand, bras. Joe takes the first from the package, white with little blue squares and a blue ribbon in the center. This one isn't open in the back like one of the Mommy's large bras lying on her floor. He slides the thin yellow straps off his slender shoulders and the yellow dress falls to the floor around his ankles. He puts his arms through the bra and pulls it over his head, down over his chest. The reflection in the mirror mocks him with her beauty and girl underwear. But it's a lie. Joe's little penis is so small that the bulge barely shows through the cute panties, but it's there. Do they fit? The handle shakes impatiently. Let me in. Joe covers his breasts with his arm and opens the door a touch. Mary slips in quickly and observes him. Move your arm so I can see. Joe drops his arm shyly and stands with his chin down and his knee bent slightly looking up into Mary's appraising eyes. His panties come just to the start of his waist and fit snug against his thin protruding hips. She feels the tension along the waistband. Satisfied she pulls a short denim skirt from under her arm. I think these might fit you. Joe likes the way that the skirt looks; pleated and flared at the ends, girly and cute. Oh those are cute! Joe forgets his modesty and can't wait to see what those will look like on him. He steps quickly out of Mary's dress and pulls them up. Giddy at the cuteness, These are so cute. The ruffled ends stop at his mid-thigh. He turns around and lifts the backup showing his cheeky cute panties. Imagining wearing these while Chris fucks his ass up against a wall like last time. Chris would slide his panties aside and slip his hard hot cock between his cheeks and passed his tight hole and deep inside him. Joe always has to brace himself with his hands against the wall and push his ass back against him to keep from being smashed up against it. Chris would grab his hips and pound roughly which always makes that hot slapping sound and makes his balls slap up against his own tiny ones. Joe wishes it was happening right here in this bright fluorescent changing room. Smashed up against the flimsy wall while watching Chris watch himself fucking him. His muscles lightly showing under his taunt stomach. His thighs flexing as he pushes his hard cock fully inside. He would make the girly moans Chris likes every time he felt the deep tingle of his brothers cock completely inside him. The sense of being fully connected to him. Finally basking in his fickle attentions and affections. You like? His cheeks are slightly blushed with arousal, Yes. Look how aroused you are from looking at yourself. Joe smiles openly at her. Mary's humorous glimmer in her eyes as she studies his face. Joe can't help the warm flush on his face and glow in him. He drops the skirt back over his cute panties. I also got this. Mary holds up a sleeveless cream button up shirt, To go with it. Joe likes the style and color. Girl clothes are so much better than boys. So cute. He buttons it up over his bra and the bottom of the shirt comes up above his belly button. His pale flat stomach and protruding hips show girlishly. The shirt is the same color and complexion as his skin. Joe's heart melts at the complete cuteness of his reflection. He sequels and hugs Mary. He says he loves it. He says he never thought he could look so cute. You make a cute girl. She smooths some of his hair behind his ear affectionately. He feels a glow of gratitude, love and affection for her. Her soft fingers brush lightly against his ear and cheek. So rare to get attentions without having to work so hard for them, without having to get fucked to be noticed. So this is what it feels like to be cared for? To be loved? To be considered. He clasps his heads together at his chest and watches her lips as he leans in and kisses her, making him look cross eyed to her. Lips puckered against her soft lips. Mary quickly overcomes her stun and puckers her lips back against his. Happiness radiates out of him like a bright light bulb before it bursts. She returned his kiss. Chris never does that. He lets the firm kiss linger a moment. Curious if she would open her mouth like those girls in movies, but she doesn't. Joe breaks the kiss and looks into her green eyes, Thanks for all this. Mary smiles softly and tells him that he's welcome. Joe looks at his reflection again. Mary says I also got these. She pulls a two piece swimming suit out from under her arm. Joe laughs, What else have you got under there? This is it. She holds the red bikini top up and matching bottom. I got the one with the ruffles that hang down so you don't have to worry about anyone seeing that cute little bulge of yours. The warm feeling of being considered rekindles. Joe is glad for it because he would be worried. Want to go swimming? 3. Nachos They ride their bikes to the pool. Joe insisted on carrying all the bags. He cleverly put them all into the bigger bag and rode with them wedged carefully into the white plastic bucket between his handlebars. They ride over the gray asphalt, the multicolored streamers from Joe's handlebars blow lazily in the hot wind. Along the way they stop at the drug store and Mary says she is going to run in real quick. She'll be right back. So Joe waits with their bikes on the curb by the sliding glass door. He watches cars swoosh by on the long gray road. He looks at all their faces some even notice him as they continue on in their life; connected with him for that small flicker of a moment. The doors slide open and Joe looks over at Mary carrying a bottle of water and a small white bottle. Here. She puts the white bottle into the basket with the other goodies. She cracks the bottle and takes a big sweaty drink. It's hot. She gives the bottle to her brother who takes a large drink as well. They're both drenched in sweat by the time they reach the pool. Joe takes the bag and the white bottle from his basket. Mary pays and leads him into the girls changing room. Joe takes his new swimming suit from the bag and looks at the other girls changing into and out of their clothes. Mary strips off her wet shirt and reveals the bikini she had on underneath. She apparently had swimming in mind before they left the house. She notices his hesitation. Tells him not to worry. Tells him he's just one of the girls. She leans in and whispers except you have a penis. Joe watches as she pulls off her shorts. The green bikini beneath gets pulled slightly aside and he can see her bald pubic area. Which looks much better than those nasty black hairs like the Mommy has. He looks around at the other girls observing their bodies in various states of nakedness. The fake blond with her pants off helping her young daughter into her cute one piece. The bigger sister beside her with her pale butt pointing at him. Mary nudges him on the shoulder. Tells him to stop gawking, it's rude. Turning his back to them he reaches up under the yellow dress and pulls his new panties down. He steps out of them and into the red bikini. It fits perfectly. He pulls the dress up over his head and Mary helps tie the top to his chest. He feels uncomfortable showing so much of his body to all the strangers at the pool. He tries to walk confidently like Mary. They find a spot in the sun. Mary squirts the lotion on her skin. Would you get my back? Sure. Joe notices the life guard staring at him. Joe meets his eye and he looks away quickly. Joe realizes that he was staring at his ass. The feeling makes him smile and forget about all the other people for a moment. He squeezes out a string of lotion down her back and hands her the bottle back. He rubs the lotion into her back noticing for the first time that she has a lot of freckles around her shoulders. He looks around at the other people splashing in the pool. Kids yelling and diving into the cool refreshing water. Fat people float on inter tubes spinning lazily under the scorching sun. Mary hands him the lotion and tells him to turn around. She rubs the left over lotion from her hands into his shoulders. He squirts some into his hand and rubs his stomach and chest. Mary holds out her hand and Joe squirts some lotion into it. She continues working it into his back which feels really good, like a massage. He notices the life guard staring at him again. They make eye contact and the life guard smiles, Joe feels flattered. He smiles back and checks him out. Sun bleached blond shaggy hair, bronze skin and sexy muscle definition. His bright blue eyes fixed on him. Maybe Chris's age or a year younger. Mary says she's done with his back. He nonchalantly turns so that his little butt points towards the life guard. He bends over rubbing lotion on his legs. He looks behind him as he finishes his calves and feet and catches him staring at his butt. They smile at each other and giggle. Mary says something lost in the murmur of the public pool and jumps straight into the deep end. She sinks into the cool depths and rises back up into the sun and air. Cool and comfortable she motions for Joe to get in. He doesn't want to ruin his make up by jumping in so he walks awkwardly into the pool from the shallow end. His body tense against the chill as he wades out into the water waist deep. He keeps walking deeper until he's up to his neck and his body slow relaxes and accepts the sudden change. Relief from the heat. He leans his back against the side of the pool and loses himself in the moment. The cool water encasing him, the loud jumble of multiple conversations, the occasional kids screaming, splashing and the merciless sun blazing down on them. Mary splashes him. Stop. He wines. Mary smirks and calls him a sissy mimicking his wine. I don't want my makeup ruined. She splashing him again. She says he sweated it off already. That changes things. Joe dunks his face and pushes his hair back. They splash each other for a while. Mostly they lean against the side quietly staying cool. Mary wants to get some nachos from the concession stand. They both hop quickly over the burning concrete on the balls of their feet and sit in the shaded table area. The pool water drips from the bodies and puddles beneath the plastic coated wire mesh picnic tables. They pick chips out from under the yellow layer of cheese, brown meat and jalapenos. Mary says the life guard has been looking at him. Joe blushes happily. Mary measures his expression and sees how flattered he is. He doesn't like me, I'm a boy. He likes me cause he thinks I am a girl. Joe crunches a chip into his mouth. Tasty. She chews her mouthful, Exactly. She bites another chip with a loud crunch. He likes what he sees. Mary crunches down on another chip as the life guard appears, shirtless, tan, young, strong and sexy. Joe stops chewing with another chip halfway to his mouth. He says hi and introduces himself. Said his name was Stan. He offers his hand to Joe and looks expectantly at him. Joe is overwhelmed with his body, voice and attention. As if his mind short circuited he stares into his bright and pale blue eyes. Lost. Her name is Joe. Mary lightly kicks his foot breaking the spell. Joe catches up to the etiquette required and offers his hand but there's a chip in it. He puts the chip in his mouth and takes his hand. Their palms brush together softly as he firmly shakes Joe's small pruned hand. Hi Joe. Hi. Embarrassed he chews the chip. Feeling like an idiot. Stan shakes Mary's hand and she introduces herself. Can I have a chip? Stan doesn't wait for the response and snatches one with a large jalapeno on it. Which is fine to Joe since they're too hot for him, and so is the heat and so is he. Joe's mind suddenly turns back on as he checks Stan out in closer detail. He just wants to trace his muscles with his soft fingertips. Joe looks down to his crotch and makes out the bulge of his penis hidden behind his shorts. The thought of his penis makes his cheeks blush and feel slightly light headed. He tries to hide his arousal by eating another chip. Stan the lifeguard makes small talk about the weather. Yes it is hot. He inquires about their age. Mary says 13. Which is a lie but if Mary wants him to think that it's ok with Joe. Stan says he is 15. Says he hates school but loves football and wrestling. Joe has never been good at sports. Mary says she has to go to the little girl's room. She leaves Joe suddenly very alone and floundering through the awkward social interaction. Stan sits on the table next to him. His feet are up on the bench and his legs are spread. In the corner of Joe's eye he can see up the leg of his shorts. He feels Stan's blue eyes visually massaging him. Joe shyly meets his eyes. I saw you see me watching you put on your sun lotion. They both laugh at how silly that statement was. Joe takes a tiny bite off a chip under the heavy awkward silence. Stan looks around at the other people apparently losing interest in him. Joe can't help himself. He leans back enough to look down the leg of his shorts. Down in the back, away from the sun Stan's soft white dick hangs in its small nest of pubes. Looks smaller then Chris's but just as tasty. He touches Stan's leg and feels the strong calf muscle. Stan immediately whips his eyes back on to Joe. It's hard beneath his hand not soft and squishy like his own. You're very strong. Thank you. He grins vainly and flexes his biceps. Joe feels his strong arms and shoulders. Imagining what being held in his arms whilst being fucked would feel like. Hey Stan! Stan pulls his attention away and looks at an older man. Very tan and wearing red shorts and a red hat, white strip down the bridge of his nose whistle around his neck. He points to his watch and Stan says he has to go. Says his breaks over. Joe says bye. Stan says he will keep his eye on her. Her...Joe sighs into his chips. Mary reappears. How did it go? I wish I didn't have a penis. Mary's heart melts. She sits on the bench next to him and hugs him. You know some boys become girls. Hope surges up through the hopeless depths of his depression. Really? Yeah. It's like a whole process and it takes a while. But, yeah. In the end they have boobs and a...Mary points to her crotch and says, A Woohoo. Joe giggles. Mary takes another chip. The crunch has started to stale. Ugh, these are getting nasty. Joe nods and leans back from the table. Mary takes his hand, Let's get some sun. They go back to their area where the bags are and Mary pulls out a couple of beach towels. Where did you get those? Mary lays hers out flat and smooths all the wrinkles out of it. The bags. But we didn't buy any towels. Mary lies down on her back eyes closed. If she doesn't want to talk about it that's alright with him. He unfolds the towel and lays back. The bright sun envelops them. Joe feels sleepy after his chips and finds himself drifting off into the soft oblivion of rest. Mary shakes him awake and tells him he should roll over. Let the sun cook his pale back too. Joe has no idea how long he was napping. He rolls over and puts his head on his arms. The pool crowd has thickened some. The chaotic pool soundtrack lulls his heavy eyelids lower. Safe in the anonymity of the crowd. The sun saps his energy and he slips away. Some passing kids trample Joe and alarm him back into consciousness. The two brats don't even apologize. They scamper off carelessly knocking into everyone and their stuff before their path of destruction ends at the edge of the pool. Where they both stop looking into the shimmering depths. One kid pushes the other one in and he turns and grabs him and they fall in together. Little shits. Joe sits up and yawns. Hot and sweaty he grabs the bottle of water next to Mary. She breathes softly as she lays on her stomach. Arms and legs strait out besides her, head turned to the side. A little tuft of hair had fallen over her face and it puffs out with every breath. Joe lightly pushes it back off her face. Tired from the nap and the sun he cools off in the pool. The sudden chill shocks him and soothes him at the same time. He pulls himself up on the side of the pool and lets his legs dangle in the water. He leans back on his arms and notices Stan the lifeguard staring openly at him. Joe feels the flush of flattery creep back up into his cheeks under the fresh layer of water dripping off him. Joe smiles and waves at him. Stan waves back. Another life guard approaches the life guard chair and Stan climbs down and the other takes his place. Joe watches as he bounces and does a double flip off the diving board, parting the water with minimal splash. After a few moments Joe doesn't see his head pop up. Time stretches and every passing moment Joe thinks that maybe he hit his head on the bottom of the pool and has drowned. He looks at the other life guard who is busy staring at a group of girls beside him. No signs of anyone reacting. No hero's or screaming women. Just pool people swimming. Joe sits up and looks around worried just as Stan pops up right between his legs with his big smile. Stan wipes the water from his eyes and smooths his hair back. You see my dive? Relief washes over him. Yeah. It was really good. Hardly a splash. Thanks. Stan wipes a few drops from his eyes and scans the crowd again. Joe looks at his head between his knees and the red ruffle bathing suit. He feels his little penis harden. Curious. It rarely does that on its own. But Joe knows it's so small it will hardly make a bulge. Even so he is glad for the ruffle flap that comes down over it. Joe likes the view of Stan between his legs and the secret of knowing his penis is hard. You can hold your breath for a long time. That's nothing I've held my breath for way longer than that. My record is like 3 minutes. Wow. That's long. Joe bites the corner of his lower lip thinking how sexy he is. Want to time me? Joe shrugs and scoots up to the edge of the pool. Ok. Ok. Stan bobs up and down. One. He pushes his air out of his lungs. Two. He bobs up and sucks in a deep breath. Joe pushes his head down under the water playfully, Three. Stan pops up quickly smiling big. He pulls Joes legs and he slides off into the water with a girly yelp. Stan ducks him playfully. Joe laughs happily under the blue water of the pool. He stands up against Stan's strong body, laughing. Stan playfully splashes him and he turns away with water in his eyes. Stan moves in close and Joe feels a hard feeling push up against his butt. Stan reaches around to his ribs and tickles him. Joe giggles and laughs and squirms against Stan's hard cock. Instinctively he pushes his butt back against Stan's hard penis and looks back over his shoulder with a little moan. Stan stops tickling him and lets Joe rub his ass against him. Stan leans close to Joe's ear, lips brushing against his lobe. I know a little spot around the corner where we can be alone. Joe nods. Excitement floods his small body. The butterflies in his stomach flutter furiously. His face is hot as he follows Stan the lifeguard around behind the storage area. He stops and pulls him into his strong arms and pushes his tongue inside Joe's mouth. Joe submits in Stan's strong arms and melts into the kiss. He pushes his tongue back against Stan's. Stan walks Joe back up against the wall of the storage building and grips his soft ass with both hands, caressing them. He reaches under the ruffly flap and inside his suit, firmly kneading his ass. Joe moans like Chris likes. He can't help it. He feels Stan's hard cock pressed against his waist. He needs to feel it. He looks into Stan's eyes as he reaches inside his warm trunks and grabs his hard hot cock in his little soft hand. His eyes stay closed as he licks Joe's tongue. He traces the length. Not as large as Chris's but still super fucking sexy. He stops kissing him and looks down pulling his cock out of his shorts. Beautiful. Circumcised and pale with a light pink head. Joe loves the shape and texture of a hard penis. Stan lifts his bikini top over his hard nipple and sucks on it. Joe moans at the suction sending shocks through his body. He rubs Stan's cock. Stan sucks his other hard nipple and kisses him. Joe melts again into the kiss and feels Stan pushing him down on his shoulders. He looks Stan in the eyes as he lets himself be lowered to his knees. He knows what he wants. And Joe really wants this cock in his mouth. Joes jaw drops open and he keeps eye contact with Stan as he pulls his shorts down over his pale waist. The smell fills him like pheromones. He stars drooling reflexively and rubs his face against his cock and balls inhaling him. Stan grips his head gently but firmly and leads his mouth to his balls. Joe stares into his blue eyes as he sucks each testicle into his mouth and tugs back on it. Joe can see that he really liked that. Stan sticks his chin out some and rubs his cock over Joes face while he sucks his sack; lost in the smell and sensation. Stan pushes Joe's mouth off his balls and to his cock. But he keeps it just out of reach. Joe tries to lick the tip with his tongue. Joe rubs Stan's balls and strokes his cock with the other. Eager to get it in his mouth he pulls Stan closer to him by his cock. He wraps his lips around the smooth head. The flavor of precum teases his taste buds. Stan pulls his cock out of Joe's mouth making him involuntarily start chasing it with his mouth. But Stan teasingly pulls it away. Please Stan. Joe opens his mouth and tries to swallow his cock but Stan pulls it away again and asks, Please what? Joe swells with pride at knowing the right answer for these moments. He knows what his Brother Chris would want to hear. Please let me suck your cock. He gives it back and Joe ravenously devours it. Gorging on his masculine mystique. Joe sucks his cock like Chris loves. He rubs his balls and strokes him with the other. It took a lot of practice to develop his coordination but he is grateful for it as he looks up into Stan's face. He loves the feeling of being able to please him like this. The look on his face contents him and makes him starve for more. Joe enthusiastically sucks Stan. Stan pulls his cock out of Joe's mouth and strokes his cock right around the base of the head. He says, Open your mouth. Joe opens his mouth to catch his cum. He stares up into Stan's face relishing the look of his orgasm. He pursues his lips as he says, Oh yeah! He shoots a spurt of hot cum across Joes face and into his hair. Another across his nose and onto his eye. He flinches and peeks out with his other eye. He watches as Stan pushes the tip of his cock into Joes willing and thirsty mouth. He moans as he shoots spurt after spurt into his mouth. The delicious flavor fills his mouth and he lets it all pool in his mouth like Chris likes. When finally he finishes Joe shows him all the cum in his mouth. That's so fucking hot. I wish I had my cell to take a pic. Swallow it. Joe obliges happily and shows him his clean mouth. Tada! Stan pulls Joe to his feet and turns him around. Stan rubs his cock against his ass. Stan pulls the waist down and Joe panics that he will notice his small hard cock. Luckily Stan just pulled it down over his pale ass. Stan rubs his cock between his ass cheeks. Joe loves the feel of his freshly sucked cock still wet sliding between his cheeks. He pushes his ass back against him and leans forward against the wall. Stan grabs Joe's breasts, or at least where his breasts would be if he had them. His hands squeeze firmly around his hard sensitive nipples under his red bikini top. Joe needs him inside. He reaches back and spreads his ass apart submissively. He turns his head back, Please fuck me in the ass. Joe can feel himself dilating in preparation for his cock. You want it in your ass? Yes. Please. Joe reaches around and points Stan's cock to his opening. Stan excitedly rubs some of his spit on the tip of his cock and pushes it up against Joe's sphincter. It pops off a couple of times because he's so tight. Joe remembers to relax. He takes a deep breath to steady his beating heart. His breath has been in short sharp gasps. He's light headed with lust. Stan pushes the tip inside him and Joe pushes back firmly. He shoves in half the size and Joe moans with a mixture of pain and pleasure. Your ass feels so fucking good. Stan shoves his cock the rest of the way inside. Joe can feel the hairs tickle him as he fully penetrates him. Not as deep as Chris but good enough. Joe moans his girly moans pushing his ass back. Stan feels Joe's chest where his breasts would be. He starts thrusting back against Joe harder as he thrusts into him. The combined force making that super-hot smacking sound. Joe feels Stan's balls smacking up against his own tiny ones. He loses himself in the penetration. He moans with every full stroke just like Chris would like. Stan holds him close in his strong arms and leans his chest on Joes back. Joe submits in still acceptance. Comforted in the feeling of giving himself over to be used as pleasure. Joe hears himself moaning just like those girls in the movies, he can't help it. Stan breathes heavy in his ear squeezing him tighter as he urgently shoves himself inside Joe. And then there is that throbbing feeling and the warm cum spill inside him. Stan shoves his waist forward making him as deep as he can be, just like Chris does. Joe gasps from the warmth of his cum filling his ass. Joe has always loved that feeling. Stan turns Joes head back and they kiss while slowly humping his juicy ass. What the fuck! They both turn at the direction of the voice. Did you just fuck him? The girl slaps Joe in the face knocking him to the ground. Stan laughs at the violence and watches with his cock still poking up from his shorts shiny and fresh from Joe's ass. Joe is in shock, speechless as the sting of the slap reddens on his face. Some angry girl stands above him with her hands on her hips staring daggers down at him. She's dressed in a smart string bikini. She has her long blond hair braided in pigtails. A small swath of freckles cover her nose and cheek bones. Her cold blue eyes blaze with anger. Joe feels the warm trail of cum dripping from his puckered ass. He pulls his bikini back up over his ass trying not to cry from the pain and embarrassment. This slut has cum dripping from her ass. She puts her foot on Joes face and grinds it into the grass. Next time you ask my permission before you fuck my boyfriend, slut. Joe apologizes and cries. His tears leek from his eyes and into the soil smearing mud on his face. He ineffectually attempts to push her foot off. She raises her foot and points her toes at his mouth. Suck my big toe like you sucked my boyfriend's cock. Afraid of being hurt worse he opens his mouth and she slides her big toe inside his warm mouth. She smirks sadistically as she pushes her toe in and out. Joe looks up her long perfectly tan and muscular leg and notices a damp patch in the center of her bikini. The taste of her toes disgusts him. The feel of her toe nail slightly scraping against his tongue makes him want to retch all over her perfect pedicure. He wonders how much longer she is going to make him suck her toe when a shadow falls across his face. His eyes adjust too slowly to see who this new person is. The mean girl shrieks and grabs her face taking her foot away. You bitch. The dark shadow swings its arm and the mean girl falls to the ground holding her face and crying. Joe feels a mocking smirk stretch across his face. Delighted to see her making the same face and in the same pose as himself. Joe stands up and looks for his hero. Stan is nowhere to be seen. If you ever touch my sister again I'll bite your goddamn nipples off! Mary stands over the mean girl as she cringes away and covers her tiny breasts. Mary smooths back Joe's hair and looks at his face. You ok? Yeah. I'm fine. Sure? Yes. But, Wow. You're fucking awesome. You're my hero. Mary glares at the mean girl as she gets up and scampers away glaring hatefully back at them. Joe cringes away into the safe presence of his sister. When she had disappeared Mary asks what that was all about. Joe tells her that she caught Stan and him kissing. Kissing?! She cocks her eyebrows up in little sharp peeks. Yeah. Mary takes Joes wrist and places his hand on the spot of cum in his hair and on his face. It's ok. You don't have to lie to me. If you don't want to tell me don't. Sorry. I love you. Mary holds Joe in a firm hug. Joe holds her back tightly savoring this unfamiliar feeling. I love you too. You're the best sister anyone has ever had. The hold each other behind the storage shed under the burning sun. The hot wind stirs around them lightly playing with Mary's hair. Come on we should go. 4. Mary's Home They gather their bags and change back into their clothes. Joe keeps looking for either Stan or the mean girl but they're nowhere to be seen. They fold the bags and place them carefully into the white bucket on Joe's bike. Joe follows Mary through town unsure of where they're headed. They weave through the back roads, through the dilapidated neighborhoods, by the rusted trucks dead in over grown yards. Mary waves at an angry looking old man drinking whiskey from the bottle on his broken porch. He waves back and Joe is relieved they don't stop. They ride down the gravel road. There are some campers and cars parked in small gravel lots. Mary skids to a stop in front of a small beige and rusty camper. There are two lawn chairs sitting up by a large spool and fire pit by the front door. See my little garden. Joe looks at the red tulips growing peacefully out of the dark and healthy soil. I like your flowers. Very pretty. Mary thanks him and unlocks the door. She turns on the small AC unit in the window. It kicks on and loudly blows cool air over them. They stand in front of the machine trying to cool down. The camper has a small walkway leading to a raised bed. There is a small white table with a brown beer bottle holding a red tulip. A 'U' shaped booth is built around it by a tiny stove and fridge. Everything is super clean and sparkly white. It even smells lemony. I think it's cooler outside then it is in here. Joe nods and sits in the folding chair outside fanning himself with his hand. Mary brings out a large plastic cup full of ice water. She closes the door to the camper, It doesn't take long for the AC to cool it down in there. She gives Joe the refreshingly cool drink. He takes a small sip and sucks an ice cube into his mouth. He puts the cup on the large wooden spool. Exhaustion hits him full force. The sun, pool, sex and fighting takes it out of a boy. Mary says one day she will make a big garden with tomatoes, watermelons and pumpkins. Maybe even huge stalks of corn. Wouldn't that be awesome. Joe nods his head. That would be very good. Maybe a big green tractor too. Mary likes that idea. He hopes Mary gets her farm someday but right now all he can think about is shade, sleep and cool. His little stomach rumbles loudly. And food. He asks if this is her Dad's place. She crunches on an ice cube, Yeah. It's mine and Dad's. Where is he? He drives a truck so he's gone a lot. He should be back in couple of days or so. Does he take you with him when he goes out of town? Mary looks down at her feet sadly, No. He says he can't. Says I should stay and go to school. I hate it here though. Daddy says one day he will take me away. All the way to the ocean where we can be together, just the two of us. Joe feels sad at the thought of losing her. He looks up into her pained and hopeful face and squeezes her hand. That sounds beautiful. She smiles and says maybe he can come too. Joe imagines sitting on the sandy shore watching the dark blue waves of the ocean break and reform, ebbing and flowing. The thought lulls his heavy lids closed. He yawns heavily. Mary gives a sympathetic yawn and says the camper is probably cool by now. She tells him to go take a shower while she makes dinner. Joe opens the narrow door and turns sideways to get into the bathroom. There is a tiny shower stall, toilet and sink. He slips the straps from his shoulders and Mary's dress falls to the floor. He shakes his hips side to side as he shimmies his panties down and closes the folding plastic curtain. The spray of water is refreshing. He turns the faucet on the cool side and stands soaking it up. He pours a huge amount of shampoo into his tiny hand spilling it. He lathers his hair all over enjoying the feel and smell. Joe can't remember the last time he got to use actual shampoo. He lets the suds pour down his face and down the small drain. He doesn't see a bar of soap but he takes the purple body wash and pours it into his hands. He rubs it all over his skin. It is a pleasant fruity smell. He washes his chest firmly remembering Stan's caresses. The warm feel of his breath and mouth on his neck and lips. His taste. The cold water beads over his face flushed with desire. Soap suds slide softly down the back of his long legs as he washes his butt. Mimicking the way Stan kneaded him. He rubs his soapy and slender fingertip against his anus like Stan's cock before he pushed inside. The cold spray of the water falls like shards of ice against his hard nipples. He pushes his finger inside him. Soft, warm and tight around Kevin's cock. He fucks himself hard like Kevin did before he spent his warm cum inside. Before it ran down his leg like the suds from the soap. He washes his finger and lets the water spray over his face, feeling spent. After a while of standing under the cool water he shuts it off and pulls a pleasant smelling fluffy towel from the holder on the back of the door. Mary taps on the door and tells him she put his clothes out on the bed. She says don't put on the dirty clothes. Ok. He wraps the soft towel around him. High enough to cover his hard nipples. The smell of food reminds him how hungry he is. On the bed is his cute new outfit and his new bra and panties. Joe sequels in delight at how cute they are. Oh my gosh I can't believe these are mine! Thank you so much for these. Mary stirs a small pot on the tiny stove and smiles at him. She tells him that he's welcome. Joe drops his towel and Mary looks at the back of her brother's body. His tiny pale butt seems even paler now in tan lines. She giggles a bit and compliments his tan lines. Joe didn't even notice it till now. He looks down at his slender body and can visibly see tan lines where the bikini was. He strains his neck around his shoulder looking at the tan lines around his little butt. He loves how girly he looks now. He thinks Chris will love it. He can't wait to show him and his new outfit. Maybe he will look at me more when he sees how cute I am. He turns and asks Mary if he looks cute with the tan lines. He poses with his hands together in front of him over his tiny penis, one leg in front of the other making a V with his thighs, a shy look of in his green eyes as he peeks out from under his wet shaggy blond hair fallen over his eyes. She looks at his long slender legs, up to the rectangular strip of pale skin around his tiny little penis and protruding hips, curving gracefully up his torso to the small pale triangles of flesh over his pink nipples. He looks at her nervously. Very cute! He laughs in relief and says, Least it's not a sunburn. He slips into his new girl clothes as Mary pours the Spaghetti O's into plastic bowels. They eat at the table and watch a little black and white TV on the counter. The food is very tasty. Joe offers to clean up if she wants to take a shower. She tells him to use the dish soap under the counter and the sponge. She says don't just put them in the sink. Ok. He rinses the bowels in the small white sink. He pours the dish soap all over the bowels and the green and yellow sponge and scrubs. The suds form and grow as he scours the two bowels clean. He pours the dish soap on his hands and blows bubbles from between his fingers and through the narrow opening of his fist. Joe loves bubbles. The color and strange look to them are very amusing. After a little awhile the water in the shower stops and Mary opens the door wearing the towel over her breasts just as Joe had to cover his hard nipples. She opens the little mini closet door. Joe watches the little TV as Mary changes into one of her Dads long shirts with a faded picture of a truck. She smells the shirt and smiles. She yawns and sits on the bed. You can wear my night gown if you want. Joe looks at the pink nightgown in her hands. That's very pretty. He strips out of his new outfit, down to his panties and bra. Mary tells him to take off the bra. He slips the long pink night gown over his shoulders. The soft and slippery feel of the liner brushes against his skin. He untwists the thin shoulder straps and tugs down on the gown smoothing out the wrinkles. He looks at himself wearing this adorable pink night gown. Pink ruffle around the base and chest with a cute pink bow right in the center above his heart. It fits! He twirls the end of his gown up. Daddy got that for me when I was 11. Couple of years small on me now. It feels so soft. He rubs his hands over the gown, around his ribs and down to his hips. Is it ok to not wear any panties? Mary smirks, I guess. Mary watches as her brother slide his panties down his legs. Feel better? Yes. Joe looks almost a little guilty admitting it. The cool and smooth sensation on his little penis feels so nice. His nipples harden to sharp points, aching. Joe just wants to rub his breasts and luxuriate in the sensation of this incredibly cute pink night gown. Mary watches him fidget. You want to touch yourself don't you? A hot wave of arousal inflames his lusts. Excited and embarrassed to admit, Yes. I love that you can be honest with me. Mary takes his hand and scoots back onto her Daddy's bed. Come here and lie down. They slip underneath the sheets. Mary curls up against Joe's arm as he lays on his back. The night gown caresses his skin. He rubs his breasts soothing his aching nipples. His eyes roll back as his lids close in pleasure. A little moan of relief escapes him. He firmly squeezes the more sensitive parts of his breasts and nipples. He forgets himself in the sensation of this gown. He slides his ass back and forth against the material. His small little pouch of testicles glide over the smooth pink girly gown. Mary whispers into his ear, I want to watch. She pulls the sheet off him and reveals him writhing in the sensations against her nightgown. His eyes closed in pleasure and breathing deep in lust. He slowly licks his lips imagining sucking his brother's cock. His pretty pink lips wrapped firmly around the hot smooth head. Chris sometimes likes to hump his mouth forcing himself too deeply making him gag. He would rub his hard cock against Joes face while Joe sucked his hairy balls. Lost in the smell and flavor of his cock. Like Stan's. He swells with lust. His tiny penis raises up against the night gown. He felt attractive and desired. His little penis slides across the pink smoothness. He really liked how that felt to be attractive. Safe in his strong tan arms with his small ass pushed back against Stan while he quickly hammers his cock inside him. Joe moans and opens his eyes focusing on his sister's face. She's on her side curled up against his arm watching. Her hand between her thighs, pulling the shirt tightly against her small tits. Joe can see her nipples are hard and poking through her Daddy's shirt. His body tingles as he rubs his breasts watching her. Mary says she wants to be honest with him and tell him a secret. She says she doesn't like to wear panties to bed either. Mary rubs her juicy pussy through her Daddy's shirt. The stretched cotton scratches slightly over her sensitive clit. She likes it. The abrasiveness reminds her of her Daddy's stubble when he hasn't shaved. Joe feels empty inside him. He sucks his first and second fingers, coating them in saliva. He bends his knees up and spreads his legs wider apart. He rubs his anus getting it slippery and slips his fingers inside. He moans and humps his fingers slowly. He raises his little pale butt up and lowers himself down on his penetrating fingers. Stan's penis was a little bigger than his fingers but they still feel really good. He grips his breast with his other hand. His girly moans of pleasure seep from his mouth. Mary watches as her brother fucks himself on his fingers. She knows boys like to masturbate with their penis however Joe doesn't even touch his. He does it like a girl. Joe humps his fingers faster and his body tenses with the effort. His face looks pained with pleasure as he moans suddenly and holds his breath. Mary climaxes. She tightens her thighs around her hand and falls back on to the pillow. Her eyes closed, rolled back in her head. The rush of her orgasm washes over leaving her sweaty and juicy between her thighs. There is a damp spot beneath her butt and her Daddy's shirt is wet where she was rubbing her pussy. But she doesn't care in this moment. She breathes heavily and looks over at Joe. He breathes heavy as well and stares up into her eyes over her small heaving breasts. Her nipples poke out from under the shirt. She takes his hand in hers. And they catch their breath in the silent glow of their orgasms. So what really happened with the life guard? Joe smiles embarrassed to admit but excited to tell her. He tells her how they made out behind the building. Then I sucked his cock and he came on my face and in my mouth. Did you swallow it? Of course...Joe is slightly shocked to even consider not to. Curious, Joe flips over quickly onto his stomach and pulls himself closer to his sister's cute face. Excitedly he asks if she's sucked a cock? In his mind he pictures all times he sucked his brother's cock and then Stan's today. He thinks he would love to suck a cock at this moment. He studies her face, her slight smile and happy glimmer in her eyes. Yes. Did you swallow it? He tenses in anticipation of her answer. Yeah. Joe giggles and asks her if she liked it. Not at first. I mean it kinda tastes like salty jelly. So it's not so bad once you get used to it. Joe says he loves it. He says sometimes it's all he can think about. Cock. And sucking cock. Having it inside me. Mary informs him that he is a horny slut and that she loves him. She pulls him to her mouth and gives him a firm but short kiss on his thick lips. He tells her that he loves her. Is that all that happened with the life guard? Yeah. Well...That and he kind of ...fucked my butt. Mary overacts in mock surprise. With a gasp, You are a slut. Joe smiles at the fresh memory as it flickers by in his mind. I guess. Weren't you afraid that he would find out that you're a... that you have a penis? He says that he was. But he only took the back part down over his butt. Joe knew that if he kept Stan's hands away he might not notice. Mary laughs at his embarrassing admission. She guesses the rest. Girlfriend appears, blah blah blah. Then you save the day! Mary looks at how happy he is and melts with affection. Awww...No one messes with my sister. They both laugh. Joe leans in and kisses her firmly. Best sister anyone could ever have. They look at each other openly and honestly, intimately. She asks him if he had ever been with a girl. Joe whips is head to the side and flicks the hair from his eye, No. Mary watches his face as she pulls him on top of her, between her legs. Joe lets himself be positioned between her thin thighs. She watches his face as she lifts her Daddy's shirt up over her pussy. Joe is relieved to see her smooth pale vagina and not that nasty hairy one like the Mommy's. Joe fights down a shiver of revulsion at the thought. Mary lifts his pink ruffly gown up over his small penis, hanging limply, bald and smooth. Mary bites her lower lip and lifts her waist up. She rubs her wet pussy on her brother's penis. Joe feels her soft, warm and juicy pussy slide over him. Her juice is making him wet and glisten. She pulls his little ass towards her applying more pressure to her clit. She watches his face as he watches her grind her pussy against his limp little penis. He has his finger against the corner of his lip kinda biting it. He is bent back slightly to keep balance watching Do you like that? Yeah...Kind of. I mean I don't really feel much there. I feel it more in my nipples and my... butt. I like it in my butt too. She stops rubbing her pussy against his little penis. Look at my pussy. She holds her legs back and spreads her pussy wide. See that? She gesture to the pale membrane over her opening. Not really. All kinda blurry. Blurry? You should get your eyes checked at the nurse's tomorrow at school. Here. Get closer. He situates himself on the bed and leans in for a closer inspection. He can smell the smell of her arousal. Kind of like when Chris gets super sweaty after fucking him only different. Kinda of softer somehow. The blurry image sharpens slightly as he leans closer between her legs. Right at the tip of her finger as she spreads herself open. That's my hymen. Means I'm still a virgin. Daddy says I can't be a Momma while I have this. He wants me to find someone special to give it to. Found anyone yet? She shakes her head, No. Mary asks him if he would kiss it. Joe leans in and plants his lips lightly and lovingly where she wanted. And here. Mary points to the small little bulb of her clit. Joe pushes his thick soft lips over her. Mary melts in pleasure. She moans long and low and relaxes back into the bed. Joe can see she obviously likes this and would like him to continue. Joe pretends her little bulb is a super tiny penis. He tries to suck it into his mouth producing a deep moan of pleasure from his sister. He pushes his tongue against it and makes small circles. She lifts her head up and looks at him with his tongue pressed against her clit. His bright green eyes staring up at her. She asks him to put his fingers in her butt. Like you did to yourself. Joe wets his fingers. Mary pulls her cheek to the side helpfully. Joe rubs against her anus and slowly pushes his two fingertips inside her. She closes her eyes and relaxes. Lick me again while you finger me. Joe is happy to please his sister. He loves her and loves seeing her like this not crying or sad. He licks her smooth little bulb and she falls heavily back onto the bed. She grabs her breasts firmly over her Daddy's shirt and moans. She rotates her hips and slides her pussy over his mouth. She whispers, That's just how Daddy does it. Oh yeah. She rubs her pussy harder against Joe's mouth. She fucks herself harder on his fingers. She grabs her breasts harder in her clenched fists. She grunts hard and calls for her Daddy. Her voice goes up really high and girly. Joe thinks Chris would love to hear him sound like this while he fucked him. She holds her breath and slides her ass down all the way on Joe's fingers and twitches slightly. She lifts her head up and makes eye contact with Joe. She holds Joes head firmly against her wet pussy and rubs it over his mouth. Joe willingly submits and rubs his tongue back against her. She tenses tighter and exhales with a heavy sigh. Her face is flushed and sweaty as she falls back into the pillows. Joe keeps licking her and she catches her breath. She looks down at her brother and pulls him up to her. Passion darkens her eyes. Joe is a little scared being pulled up to her. She pulls him onto his back. She stands up on her knees and pulls her Daddy's shirt up and over her head. She shakes her long blond hair down and she pulls the shirt off her arms. Joe looks at his sister's body and wishes he looked like her. Her small pale breasts and hard pink nipples. Her long body and hips and pale smooth vagina. She says every girl should know what it's like to have their pussy licked. Joe is about to tell her he doesn't have a pussy when she pushes his legs back against his chest. The pink nightgown bunched around his waist. She buries her tongue in his tight little ass. Ohhh... The pleasure silences his voice and any leftover thoughts in his head. She works her tongue in and out of his tiny pink hole. He holds his legs back against his chest lost in pleasure. Mary works her slippery tongue in and out of his tight little ass while watching his expression of pleasure. Eyes closed and mouth agape little high pitched soft grunts when she forces her tongue deep inside. She asks him to get on his knees. He flips over and presents his ass to her. He looks over his shoulder expectantly and horny. She pushes her bald pussy against his wet ass and tells him, I wish I had a dick to fuck you with. She pushes her waists against his pale little ass. The tease of having his ass pushed up against without a cock to fit inside him is all most too much to bear. He pushes his ass back against her. She reaches around him and gropes his breasts. He moans as she lifts him back against her. He feels her hard nipples pressed into his back. The soft and firm feel of her breasts sliding as she pretends to fuck him. The pink night gown unbunches and falls down around his waist. She tells him quietly in his ear to lift his night gown up over his little penis. He complies. She slips the straps off his slender shoulders and slips the top just below is nipples. She firmly grabs them and messages them. Joe moans in delight. She wets her fingers and pushes them slowly passed his tight sphincter. He feels them filling him. Heightening his arousal. He moans sharply and pushes back till her fingers are all the way inside him. Mary whispers in his ear, Your ass feels so good. Inside he's so warm and tight. Mary moans wishing she could be fucking him. She thrusts her fingers in him like her Daddy does. She fucks him like Daddy fucks her ass. Joe is lost in the pleasure. He moans and works his ass around her fingers. She stops fucking him and watches as her brother fucks himself on her fingers. His tight ass clenches down on her fingers. She reaches around and rubs his limp penis. She whispers into his ear, How do you like to be fucked? She firmly forces her fingers deep inside him. He whimpers and leans his head to the side, green eyes are hazy with lust. He blinks his long eye lashes and confesses, Hard. Mary pushes him over on his hands and knees. She forcefully fucks her brother's ass with her two slender fingers. Joe moans and whimpers as she fucks him furiously. Her face tightens with the effort. Joe braces himself against the force and willingly submits. The pleasure radiates through his body. You love this don't you? Joe looks back over his shoulder as Mary pounds away inside him. I do. Mary continues as her arm burns with fatigue. She watches her brother enduring her desire. She fucks him harder and listens to his lovely voice. She feels his ass clench around her fingers. Joe's toes curl up and his muscles go rigid. He whimpers loudly and falls onto the bed. Mary removes her fingers from inside her brother's pink hole. She kisses his butt cheeks, the left then the other and falls into the bed spent and exhausted. They smile at each other and hold hands. Sisters. She pulls him into her arms spooning him. He feels her breasts push against his back with every breath. Her heat mingles with his as she curls her naked body against him in his rumpled and half worn pink ruffly night gown. Safe. Loved. Wanted. Desired. Accepted. The contentment radiates from them as the fall into the deep sleep of exhaustion. 5. 1st Day Mary wakes up naked with Joe curled up against her naked body in her pink night gown. The warmth and comfort lull her back to sleep... She yawns and rolls over. The cool of the Daddy's air conditioning unit wakes her up. She stretches her arms over her head and glances at the clock. Mary shakes Joe awake. She tells him they're late for the first day of school. So. Joe yawns. I hardly ever go. Really? Yeah. What's the big deal. Get out of bed. Get dressed. Go to school. But wh... Mary pushes him out of bed and he slides to the floor with a thump. Get dressed. Owwww. Okay. God! Mary gets out of bed. Joe looks at her naked body fresh with tan lines from the pool. Her small breasts and long blond hair. She opens the dresser and starts dressing. She looks over at Joe still on the floor watching her. She opens her eyes wide and makes a 'duh' face, Clothes! Joe picks his underwear up from the floor. He rubs the fabric of the discarded bra between his fingers and looks up at his sister, engrossed with dressing. Joe pulls it over his chest and tugs it down over his own fresh tan lines. He slides his panties on up his long lithe legs and over his little bald penis. Joe likes how it just disappears beneath the cute panties. Hardly a lump to indicate there is a boy beneath his new clothes. He shimmies his hips and slides his skirt up. He pulls his pale sleeveless shirt on. He notices how it's now just a shade lighter than his skin. He catches Mary smirking at him. What? I don't have any other clothes. Her grins widens, I know. Joe asks if there's time to do his makeup. She looks at him wearing his new clothes with his shaggy bed head. She says he doesn't need it. But lip stick is quick. He pulls the lipstick from the bag and Mary gives him a couple quick pointers in the bathroom mirror. He smacks his lips together and they jump on their bikes and ride to school. Their first days. Mrs. Jeanne looks up from her computer behind the big white desk in the office. Her expression hardens with distaste. Late on the first day are we? Mary says sorry. Tells her they missed the bus. Mrs. Jeanne has a nasal and uppity voice, Overslept is more like it. And who are you two girls? Joe looks at himself in his girl clothes happy to be seen as one. He can't help the big grin spread across his full pink lips. Mary tells her their names. Mrs. Jeanne quickly taps their names into the computer. It says here that your sister Joe is actually your... brother? Mrs. Jeanne looks at him over her glasses. Joe shyly sidesteps behind Mary and looks down at the floor. Mary explains that there must be some sort of mistake. She says obviously Joe is her sister. Mrs. Jeanne agrees and says she'll fix that little mistake. She clicks her mouse and hands them both a late slip. Do you know where your classes are? Joe shakes his head, No. Mrs. Jeanne asks him if he has his schedule. Joe shakes his head. The office lady prints him off another copy and tells him directions. Joe nods and has no clue to where he's going. Mary tells him that his grade is at the far end of the building. Just look for the right room number. She hugs him tightly and wishes him luck and hurries off to her own class. Joe stands alone in the hall, yellow late slip in his hands. Lockers stretch the length of the shiny white tile floor. The smell of wood soap and floor wax fills the air. Joe doesn't like to be alone. Everything seems so much harder when he has to do things for himself. Next to the office he sees the frosted glass door of the nurse's office. The black name plate reads Nurse Riva. He remembers Mary telling him he should talk to the nurse about his little penis being way too small. And also about checking his vision. Joe taps lightly on the door. After a moment the nurse opens the door. A middle aged man pokes his head out asking quizzically, Yes? Uhhmmm..I was told to come see you. The nurse asks, About what? Joe holds his hands behind his back nervously. He looks at the floor as he says, I can't see so well. Oh. Well come in then. Don't be shy. The male nurse stands back and holds the door open for Joe. He walks by timidly. Very aware of his male presence. Inside the nurses office is a small bed pushed up against the wall with white sheets and a white pillow. There's a lot of drawers and cabinets along the walls, which he imagines has medical supplies in them. At the small desk is a stack of folders opened and spread out with pictures of students. Joe looks back into the nurses smiling face. The nurse says his name is Adam. He says, Have a seat. Joe asks if his last name is Reva. Adam smiles good naturedly, No. Nurse Riva had an accident and is in the hospital. I'm just filling in till she's better. Joe sits on the edge of the bed. Hands in his lap and ankle crossed, nervous. He watches as Adam opens a drawer and offers him a sucker. Joe smiles and thanks him. He always liked suckers. Adam leans back against the counter top, crosses his arms. He asks him about his vision. Joe says some things are blurry when they're kinda far away. Like how far? Can you see me? Joe sucks the head of the sucker between his lips and works his tongue around the sweet round lemon flavored ball. Joe considers Adam. His short hair parted to the left. His brown eyes fixed on Joes mouth as he absently tastes his sucker. Smooth white tan face. Family man smile. Face like any other normal person at the mall. Happy soccer Dad with his happy soccer wife. Little soccer star Johnny and princess Elizabeth. Joe pulls the sucker out between his light pink lips with a pop, Kinda blurry around the edges. Adam grabs the rolling chair from behind the desk and wheels it close, sits and crosses his legs. He points out a sign on the wall. He clears his throat, Can you read those different sized letters on the sign? Yeah. All except those smaller ones at the bottom. Joe explains which lines are unreadable and Adam affirms that he needs glasses. Joe thinks glasses are kind of cool. Sadly explains he can't afford glasses. Well you know I saw a box of lost glasses. Adam wheels his chair over and opens a few cabinets, opens a shoe box. Yep. Here they are. He hands Joe the box and tells him to see if any of those help him to see those last few lines better. Joe sorts through the lost glasses. He puts a heavy set of round thick glasses on his face. Adam smirks at his magnified eyes. Joe blinks and looks in the direction of Adam's blurry figure. I can't see at all in these. Yeah, you probably don't need ones so thick. Look for thinner ones. He finds rectangular blue frames with thinner lenses. He puts them on and the blurry world sharpens into focus. Oh wow! Excited by the improvement he reads of the last few lines on the sign without a problem. He sequels in a delighted, Yes! Pops his sucker back in his mouth Wow you're a lucky girl to have found those. Do you want to see what you look like? Joe nods, curious to see his new look. Adam hands him the mirror. Joe likes his rectangular blue glasses. He likes how they look on his face above his light pink lips. He feels cuter and smart. He sucks his sucker as he looks at himself from different angles. He pulls the sucker out with a pop, These are super cute. I'm glad you like them. Adam takes the mirror back and asks if there was anything el... Do you like 'em? ...Yeah. Adam is slightly taken off guard. They look good on you. He puts the shoe box away. Joe asks if he looks better without them. He removes the glasses and blinks. Strange how just a minute ago this is how my world looked...all blurry. Now. Joe puts his glasses back on and smiles wide. Thank you! Adam smiles warmly at the gratitude, You're welcome. Joe sits on the bed wiggling his legs off the side and sucking his lemon sucker glowing with happiness. He feels a strange sense of affection towards him. Like he wants to be held by him. Against his chest, feeling the warmth of his embrace. His smell. His manly arms around him, protecting him. Safe. Adam watches Joe suck his sucker and continue to stare at him. The awkward silence stretches on. If there isn't anything else you should probably go to class. The empty long hallway on the other side of the door feels like an empty cold vacuum. In here, this room with Adam, Joe feels his warmth. Like he is the sun and Joe is a plant soaking him in. He doesn't want to go through the door and away. Away from Adam. Alone. Well actually. There is one more thing...He pulls the sucker from his lips and points at his little penis hidden beneath his denim dress. It's about my...woohoo. Adam fidgets in the chair uncomfortably and clears his suddenly dry throat. What...uh. What sort of problems is your “woohoo” having. Joe laughs at how odd it is to hear that being said from someone else. His laugh breaks the tension slightly as Adam chuckles as well. My sister says I'm really small. Like too small. Adam nods his head in an positive understanding way. Well you know (clears his throat). Sisters can tease a lot. I'm sure it will grow to the proper proportion in time. She does tease me a lot. Joe pulls the sucker from his lips and gestures at himself. I don't think she was teasing though. My brother also says I'm small. Surprised, Adam's eye brows shoot up high onto his forehead. Your brother too. Yeah. Adam straightens his glasses nervously, Would anyone else say you have a small... woohoo. Joe know that no one else besides his sister and Chris has seen his tiny little bald penis. Stan still has no idea. The secret makes Joe giggle. Nope. Joe sucked away all the tasty sucker and the nasty taste of the stick lingers in his mouth. He holds it up and asks for the trash. Adam uncrosses his arms and points to the small trash can by the sink, refolding his arms over his crossed legs. Joe walks over to the trashcan. He feels Adam watching every move he makes, every small swish to the pleated denim skirt, the long stride and exposed leg. His fingertips as he drops the wet stick with the pink lipstick end into the empty trash can liner. He can hear the faint rustle of the impact. He turns and looks at Adam. Closed off and uncomfortable. Joe's heart beats loudly in his ears. His stomach swarms with butterflies. He stares into his eyes and walks closer to Adam, lifts his skirt. Maybe you can tell me if I have a small ...woohoo. Joe reveals his cute new panties. Adam squirms in the chair. He nervously tries not to look at Joe's pale slender thighs or his panties. Joe asks him if he would lower his panties for him. Hesitantly he reaches forward under Joe's lifted skirt. I can't... I don't feel comfortable doing this. Joe tells him its ok. Adam says a female should really be the one to look. Adam pushes himself back in the rolling chair, away. Joe follows still holding his skirt up. I want you to do it. Me? His eyebrows shoot up high on his head again. It's really not appropriate. I don't want anyone else. I feel like I can trust you. I mean you gave me my new glasses and showed me how much better the world can actually look. Joe flicks his head to the side whipping his shaggy wavy hair from his eyes and looks down at Adam in his chair. Touched, his face softens. He look straight at his panties. Joe fills with nervous anticipation. He can see how excited and uncomfortable Adam is, heightening his own thrill. Adam's mouth is dry as he breathes heavy through his mouth. His fingertips tingle as he raises his hands up in slow motion. He delicately pinches the fabric attempting to salvage and retain a thin shred of professionalism. He pulls them down slightly and they slip from his sweaty fingers. His upper lip and forehead are sweating. Why is it so hot in here? He grips Joe's panties in a firmer grip and watches as they slide down his waist. Pale in the tan lines he slides lower over the hairless mound. Joe's nervousness increases as he feels his panties being lowered slowly closer to his little penis. He thinks suddenly this was a bad idea. That this is a horrible idea. Panic hits him like a bucket of water. Drenched in fear and indecision he stands there as Adam pulls the cute white elastic band down to the base of his tiny little penis. He watches Adam's reaction as he pulls his panties lower. Adam's eye brows raise as he lowers the panties down over his small sack. You're a boy! Joe nods. He says, Now you know too. Numb with shock he stares at Joe's little penis quietly. Joe can feel Adam's eyes trace over his exposed genital. The small bumps of his two tiny testicles firmly against his little circumcised penis. You can touch it if you want to. Joe's voice sounds thin and soft. Afraid that too strong of a voice might shatter this timid moment. Adam hesitates and says that it won't be necessary. But I have a colleague that I'd like to send a photo to. Joe nods his head and smiles charmingly with his pink lips, holding his skirt up, showing his tiny penis to Adam's cellphone. He quickly taps out a message and sends it. He asks why do you dress like a girl. Joe lowers his skirt and pulls his panties up. I guess I just like to. I like people to think I am a girl. Adam's cell beeps. He quickly reads the text and taps out a reply. My colleague... What's a colleague? Like a partner. Oh. Adam says that his colleague is a doctor and would like to see him, after school today. Sure. Adam writes the address on the back of one of Nurse Riva's card and passes it to him. You know where that is? I think so. Joe twists his finger in his hair as he tries to place the address. Isn't that by the mall? Yeah. Here. Adam snatches the card back from between Joe's fingers and writes the phone number of his colleague under the address. In case you got lost or have trouble finding the place. Thanks. Joe smiles gratefully and attempts to slide the card into his pocket. His skirt doesn't have one. Oh...Joe looks at his attire for a pocket and can't find one. Adam laughs. Guess this is why girls have purses. Ironically...Adam rummages through a couple cabinets and pulls out another box. I remember seeing...Yep. Adam presents Joe with a small denim rectangular clutch purse. Oh how cute. It has little gold clasps at the top. Joe twists the clasps open and places the card in his new purse. Joe embraces Adam. Thank you. Adam awkwardly pats him on the back. You're welcome... Joe holds onto his chest with his face pressed against him. He breathes in. The scent of his laundry soup and deodorant. He closes his eyes and imagines what his home must smell like. The scent of his pillows and sheets. Fragrant with him. He nuzzles his head against his soft chest and looks down to see the outline of his hard penis pressing against the fabric of his pants. Adam continues to lightly pat him on the back he says, Ok. He's trying to separate himself. Disentangle himself. Joe says that he wishes there was a way he could show his gratitude as he stares at his erection. That's not necessary. Joe slides his hand down over the lump in his pants. Adam backs quickly away. His face red with shame and fear. Now there's no reason to do that. In fact you should just go. Adam makes his empty gesture to the door. Joe tries to comfort him, It's alright. Adam back away and bumps into the wall. Joe drops to his knees and rubs the hard cock through his pants. Please don't. Adam whimpers in lust and submission. Joe looks into Adam's pitiful face and swells with wicked pride. He feels in control of something. For once he changed a situation to his desires. The rigid penis pressed against his hand. He unbuttons the dark pleated slacks and they fall to the floor with a jingle from his keys. He slowly pulls his boxer briefs down and his hairy penis springs back with a thump. Joe loves doing that. It really wets his appetite. The smell of his warm cock and feel of his soft hairs overwhelms Joe's lusts. Adam's cock is fat and small and delicious looking. The succulent shape of his pale pink head almost the same shade as Joe's lipstick. The very tip of his penis bumps out slightly reminding him of his sucker. He wraps his soft little hand around his hard penis and works the little tip between his lips. Chris likes it when he plays with him like this. Joe looks up into Adams face reluctant to give into the pleasure. Joe sucks his head into his warm moist mouth. Joe's nipples harden and rub sensitively against his shirt. The shape of a cock in his mouth feels so good, so right. He swallows him down to his hand and strokes him while he savors the feel of this cock in his mouth. He makes love to it. Adam moans deeply, succumbing to this young crossdressers talent. Adam has never known he could feel such pleasure from his disused penis. His wife hardly notices him after she had their kids. Now he hardly ever masturbates. Rarely feels the urge. Just works two jobs trying to pay off her growing spending habit and all the other expenses while she stays home and takes care of the kids. Living the dream. Now as Joe makes soft sucking sounds on his cock he feels like he is being shocked back to life. An electric current blasting through the gray coma that his life had become. He feels his lusts awaken and his cock harden back to life as the atrophied muscles clench, ripple and throb. Firing his cum into this pretty boys pink mouth. He watches Joe moan and work his cock harder as he swallows his cum. Joe felt his flimsy penis stiffen into steel in his hand and mouth. It was very exciting. It aroused his need to work his mouth around the slippery shape hungrier. He quickens his little hand, stroking. The warmth and salty fluid fill his mouth. Joe loves this flavor so much. Delicious and completely satisfying. He looks up into Adam's eyes as he fills his mouth. Joe holds Adam's hand with his other. He strokes him through the last throbs of his revitalized cock still standing stiff and proudly. He pulls his lips off and a little cum drips out the corner of his mouth. He giggles and swallows his large mouthful and wipes the stray drop from his cheek and sticks the finger in his mouth. Mmmm. He smiles up at Adam and kisses the tip of his cock. He stands and wraps his arms around him. Adam half curls his arm around him. His penis feels like metal and rubs against Joe's stomach. Joe snuggles into the attempt at affection. The warm cum sits happily in his stomach, coating his throat and taste buds. Content. Joe turns his head and brings his lips close to Adam's. Adam can smell the scent of his cum in this boy's mouth as he brings his perfect pink lips to his. The soft timid touch of his lips against his own. Little kisses along his lips. Joe smiles largely as Adam slightly puckers back. Adam looks at Joe's green eyes through his new blue glasses. Deep into the broken color of his cornea. He blinks his long eye lashes. Joe sweetly and softly says, Thank you. Joe places his head back against his warm chest and holds him. The feel of Adam's cock firmly pressed up against his stomach makes his mind race with other ways to please him. Adam says he should go to class. Joe doesn't want to. He wants to stay... Please. He gently but firmly disentangles himself from Joe and steps away. If they find us like this I could go to prison. He tucks his rigid cock awkwardly back into his pants as if he is unfamiliar with it. This is my life. His pants jingle as he pulls them up around his waist and buttons them on. No one can know what you just did to...Adam looks up into Joe's sad face as he watches him put his pants back on. What we just did. He zips his pants with quick precision. Ok? Joe nods. I know how to keep a secret... Adam tucks his shirts into his pants, smooths the wrinkles. Ok? He looks at Joe again but sees him as if for the first time. Demurely standing in his pleated denim skirt. His hip bones protrude from under his pale cream colored button up sleeveless shirt. Pale pink lipstick and shaggy long hair. He whips his blond hair from over his eye with a quick practiced twist of the head. Adam's cock is still hard, hungry and alive again in his pants. He fights the urge to concur and devour this cute girl boy. His body fuels with lust. Joe meekly and sullenly turns towards the door then perks up. Can't forget my purse. He picks it up from the white bed. He wants to hold Adam again. He looks up into his eyes. His chest raises and falls quickly. Joe feels the echo of his want and desire and goes to him. Adam stops him. He keeps him at arm's length and tells him he should go. Joe sees the intensity in his eyes and opens the door slightly and looks back at him. Adam standing rigidly. Somehow his shoulders seem broader. Less slumped. He doesn't look as old or as tired. He seems fresher, renewed somehow. Bye. Joe slips into the shiny empty hall lined with lockers and the warm presence of Adam disappears behind the click of the door knob as he pulls it closed. Alone. He leans back against the wall overwhelmed. The lingering taste of cum comforts him. His stomach feels full and he remembers the feel of control he had over Adam. How he used his lust like a weapon to twist and gouge and get what he wanted. What they both wanted. Somehow he feels less afraid. More prepared to deal with things on his own. He realizes he forgot his schedule. He opens the door and peeks in. Adam is talking in hushed tones on his cell phone and doesn't seem to notice him. Joe quickly goes to the bed and picks up the piece of paper that has his schedule on it. He looks over at Adam and makes eye contact. Adam's eyebrows go up high onto his head and he lowers his cell phone from his ear to his chest. He says he should really go to class. Joe waves the paper, Forgot my schedule. He closes the door behind him and looks at his class schedule. There's five classes and five room numbers. Indecision confuses him. He looks around for someone to ask but he's alone. Briefly he considers running back in to the nurse's office. Back into Adam's arms, safe and hidden. He takes a steadying breath and tries to think. He decides to try to the top number. He looks around for it and walks down the long hall. He remembers Mary saying it's on the other end of the school. He walks by classrooms filled with older students listening to what their teachers were saying. The room numbers get larger as he walks further. He walks by long paper welcome back banners stapled into cork strips mounted on the walls. He bends over and picks up a lost pen. He tests to see if it works by drawing a small smiley face on the back of his little hand. He puts it in his new clutch purse and walks by a trophy case proudly displaying awards from the wrestling and various teams. He looks at the pictures of the winning team and recognizes Stan. Dressed in his football gear, on one knee, helmet held at his side. He blushes as he remembers how it felt to for his dick to be inside him. In passing he sees the mean girl from the pool. Looking sternly at the camera surround by her volleyball team. Bitch. Joe remembers the shock and surprise of her slapping his face. The anger fuels his confidence as he strides down the hall. At the end of the long hallway he recognizes the little black numbers in the center of the glass door. He rereads his schedule and door number. Well. This is it. He folds the schedule an puts it in his purse. He fusses with his hair and skirt and twists the door knob. The mechanism loudly clicks open and he can feel the buzz of the class's interest. He takes a deep breath and opens the door. The bell rings. The quiet curiosity erupts into the loud clatter of tables and chairs, papers rustle and backpacks zip. The teacher walks towards Joe and tells the class to have a good first day. Joe looks at all the strange kids. He feels vulnerable. Afraid they will hate him. What if they find out about his little penis? Who are you? The teacher looks at him. Joe watches the stream of faces flow by through the door. He steps out of their path and around the teacher so she has to turn to speak to him. Now he feels slightly less afraid with her blocking them. The teacher asks if she heard her. Who are you? I'mmmm, uh... Joe remembers he left his yellow late slip in the nurse's office. The teacher sees how shy and overwhelmed Joe is. She impatiently tries to make him feel more comfortable to speed this awkward situation along. Are you Joe? She looks at the attendance roster. Yes. She erases something from the paper and wipes away the little pink eraser pieces. Try to be on time tomorrow please. She pencils something in quickly. Joe watches as a stream of new faces fill into the classroom. They all look over at him as they walk by. The teacher tells him to hurry to his next room or he'll miss that one too. Some passing girls gives him the stink face as she walks by, What are you looking at Fugly. Joe slips into the hall swarming with kids and loud with chatter. He wonder what Fugly, means. He finds his next room and moves to the safety of an empty desk at the back of the class. His heart pounds in his chest as everyone looks at him. Some look like they're pleased with what they see and others look hard and mad at him, some don't meet his eyes at all. He remember how it's just like being at the mall with his sister yesterday. He looks out the rectangular window thinking about how far away yesterday seems now. He adjusts his blue glasses so they sit better on his face. And how much sharper objects in the distance seem now. He feels the warm glow of pride and contentment swell inside him. He can still taste the salty residue of Adam's cum. The teacher stops tapping at the keyboard on her desk. Her high heels make a clacking sound as she walks to the door. The muttering of the class fades to silence. Joe curiously watches the class as the teacher closes the door. This is social studies and if you're in the wrong class that's too bad because you're mine now. The door closes loudly with finality. She laughs darkly. A small hesitant chuckle bursts out from someone and quickly gets crushed under the oppressive silence. Joe studies the looks on the faces of the kids around him. They all look scared and attentive like you would if you stumbled upon a poisonous snake. She looks every student in the eye and each one shrinks beneath her gaze. She looks at Joe and he feels her cold and evil malevolence pin him against the wall in despair. Sucking warmth and any memory of happiness from him. He feels the meaning of hope slowly disappearing and the desolation of his soul swallow him into its empty void. She settles her horrible gaze on the poor kid in front of him. Joe watches them shrivel as he catches his breath. The warmth creeps back into his bones and he savors the feel of the other people. He looks around the room and sees the pale face of trauma on each one. He has learned that he never wants to feel that way again. He sits up straight and pays complete attention as the teacher says her name, I'm Ms. Sylvia. Now can anyone tell me my name? No one raises their hand. A curious and frightened air feels the room as one boy in the front row timidly raises his hand. She looks at him in silence. Joe can see every muscle in his body shaking. The pressure of the room thickens as the seconds tick on. Finally she says the boy's name. His weak voice croaks out, Ms.... Sylvia. She smiles in a pleased way and strokes his hair, Good boy. The boy seems to be utterly beaming with happiness and pride. Joe imagines him to be furiously wagging his tail like an overly excited dog right before it pees on the floor. She says, It pleases me to hear how well you learn. As long as I'm happy...(she scans each face again with her cold penetrating eyes)...You can be happy. The class collectively exhales their held breath. The air becomes softer and the sunlight streaking through the windows seems to warm up. Bathing everyone in the gold of a summer morning. Ms. Sylvia cheerily teaches her lesson and the class seem to beam with happiness, even Joe. Ms. Sylvia asks if anyone knows the capital. Everyone shoots their hands up enthusiastically. Joe feels surrounded by rigid arms and pointy hands. Joe wants to raise his arm. Excitement burns him to raise his hand so that hopefully she would call on him. To bask in the pleasure of giving her the right answer. But he doesn't know the name. She picks a pretty girl with her hair in a long braid that bursts with joy at delivering the right answer. Joe feels as if he should make every effort and spend every minute learning everything he possibly can so that he never feels so beneath the class. Like an anchor dragging everyone into the filth of his stupidity. The shame burns him like acid. He sits up straighter and vows to listen harder and not let any syllable or vowel uttered from her lips pass by unheard and unremembered. Now class everyone open their books and take out some paper. The class quietly and quickly produce their materials. Everyone has them in every little desk in every little row every smiling eager student has their pens poised above their paper and books open to the same page. Everyone but him. MS Sylvia smiles down the rows and her face contorts as she catches the scent of Joe's lack of materials. You. Joe feels like the world pulls away from him. The whole class turn and look at him with expressionless faces. Joe wishes he could scurry away from here. Squeak and hide away like a mouse. Instead he finds himself standing trying to hide behind his shoulders and knees. He hears himself say, Yes MS Sylvia? His face burns with embarrassment. She asks him where is his book? Joe shakes with fear as he admits, I don't have one. Where is your notebook? Joe's eyes blur and a hot tear runs down his cheek. I don't have one. A smirking boy chuckles at him sadistically. MS Sylvia slithers over to the boy. Menacingly she looms over him trapping him in the dark despair of her eyes. The boy cringes in fear. Eyes wide in panic. MS Sylvia hisses, Do you think this is funny? He whimpers that he doesn't. She screeches, Then why did you chuckle at her expense? The boy breaks down and sobs apologizing. A small puddle forms beneath his desk. MS Sylvia softens and soothes him, Poor wretched child. The boy looks up into her eyes eager to please her. She strokes his hair and tells him to go get cleaned up and to let Joe uses his materials. He sniffles and nods his head. He passes the book and notebook back. It changes hand to hand till it falls softly and firmly onto his desk. The boy quickly and quietly walks out the door. Immediately after the door softly clicks closed the old janitor appears and mops up the puddle and exits. Now. MS Sylvia puts a stray hair back into place. Let's open out books to... Oh honey you can sit down now. Yes MS Sylvia. Joe sits relieved, sorry, ashamed, vindicated, happy and sad. He opens the book to the page his neighbor has their book open to and follows along. After a couple of minutes Joe barely notices the boy sit back at his desk in a dry pair of pants. The bell rings and the class remains seated and quiet. MS Sylvia waits as the sound from the hall gets louder with shuffling feet and lockers opening and closing. She smiles warmly and the whole class basks in her glow. She dismisses them and wishes them a good rest of the day. Joe watches the boy grab his back pack and exit. He follows him to his locker and gives him his books back. He nonchalantly says thanks. Joe apologizes to him. The boy looks at him surprised and tells him it's ok. He closes his locker and hurries to his next class. Joe walks by the old janitor waiting by MS Sylvia's door with the yellow mop bucket and brown mop handle sticking out of it. The old janitor smiles fatherly and explains every year at the beginning of every class someone always leaves a puddle. Joe feels lucky it wasn't him as he walks by to find his next class. The rest of the day passes uneventfully. At lunch he followed his class down to the large gym lined with brown tables with stools attached to them. He waited in line, was handed a tray. He slid it along the metal rails like the rest of the class. The people on the other side slopped clumps of food on their beige plastic trays. Joe looked at them as he passed. Dressed in white coats and pants. They wore cloudy white net things on their hair and some of the men had to wear them on their faces. Joe guesses to cover their facial hair. Although it looks almost as if they were protecting themselves from the food they slop. At the end of the rails a bored old lady looks down at him, Name? Joe. Last name? Joe tells her and takes his tray and timidly wonders down the rows of tables till he finds a seat by himself. He watches the kids talking and eating. Some laughing some indifferent. Joe drinks his milk watching. Wondering about their life and what homes they go home to. END *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* The author does not condone child abuse, this story is meant as an erotic fantasy not depicting anything in real life. Anyone acting out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a fellow convict in their local prison system. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Kristen's collection - Directory 82