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(MF, exh, mast, oral, orgy, rom) *** My name is Leonard Ruben. I'm an old time rocket scientist. It's not my real name, of course, but if you are reasonably familiar with the NASA lunar program, you can probably figure out who I am. Not that you would want to. The events I will describe took place half a century ago and most of the people involved are either dead or in nursing homes. But this little story is actually true. It is one of the more memorable nuggets of pleasure in my long life. No matter what you see on TV science shows the Apollo space program wasn't a carefully planned NASA enterprise conceived and directed by forward looking senior scientists. Rather it was a knee jerk political response to the Russian success in putting a satellite in orbit. Sure, both countries had plans to capitalize on their ICBM efforts by using rockets to loft scientific payloads into space but the Russians succeeded while our Vanguard rockets blew up on the launch pad. The Russians also mapped the back side of the moon and put a mobile vehicle on the lunar surface while all we could do was launch a beeping radio transmitter on a Redstone missile. So the politicians declared that we would leapfrog the Russkies and put a man on the moon. The trouble was that no one had an idea if it could be done. By that time we had barely put a man in orbit. No senior NASA scientist wanted to have his reputation ruined if the project was a failure, although they were all ready to claim credit if it was a success. Thus the initial phases of the space program were left to untried, naive engineering nerds like us. Nerds is perhaps too pejorative a term. Most of us were recent graduates from engineering schools, in our mid 20's. We were just like any other bunch of horny guys who wanted desperately to drink beer on weekends with our friends, drive fast cars, and get laid. The only difference was that most of us carried slide rules and wore pocket protectors in our shirts. I received an aeronautical engineering degree in 1956 after service in the Korean War. For the next six years I was a technological migrant worker flitting from aerospace company to aerospace company as it gained or lost defense contracts. By a weird throw of the dice my jobs were always at the cutting edge of aerospace fantasy. My fingerprints were on the Atlas missile, the mach 2 Canadian Avro CF105 fighter, the Polaris missile system, the mach 3 North American B70 bomber and the Dynasoar space glider, the precursor of the 'Space Shuttle. Fortunately none of these devices was ever used in combat. After working all day on methods of killing Cold War enemies, we chilled out on cold beer and hot girls. The decade from 1955 to 1965 was a sexual paradise for young unmarrieds. Birth control pills removed the fear of unwanted pregnancy, AIDS had yet to emerge as a sexually transmitted disease, the Haight-Asbury "Summer of Love" was in full flower, and women were asserting their rights to enjoy casual sex. More important, there were plenty of women in the technological workplace. Hot, nubile girls anxious to use their college degrees on the job and their bodies in bed. I must confess that I took advantage of every opportunity to sleep with my feminine coworkers. It's not that they were gorgeous. It's just that they were willing. A typical evening would start with a few drinks at a nearby bar with a compliant female engineer, technician, or secretary. Of course I would drive her home. The dating ritual mandated that she should invite me in to have "one for the road." We had a drink, or two, kissed, and groped each other. Protocol required that I grab a feel of her breasts. She, in turn, would make a half hearted protest then return my kisses. We removed each other's clothes and tumbled to bed or the couch, whichever was closer. Sex was almost an anti-climax. Pleasant but expected. We clutched each other's bodies. I penetrated her cunt and sucked her boobies while she wrapped her legs around me and pulled me close. We moved in unison, fucking each other as we both rose to satisfactory climaxes. There was plenty of passion but little affection in these couplings. If things went really well, I would stay the night fucking my partner until we both fell asleep from exhaustion. We might get together on following nights or choose new partners. There was little jealousy involved. Free and open sex was the way of the 50's. It's hard to believe that we horny nerds were the guys who designed and engineered the high tech weaponry that was the bulwark of America's defenses during the Cold War. By the early 60's it all changed for me. I was 30 years old, almost an old man by the standards of my peers. My previous five years of aerospace experience made me something of a veteran rocket scientist. By then I was working for a division of that research powerhouse, Bell Labs. We had a contract with NASA for systems analysis on the entire manned space program. My primary responsibility was the Gemini space capsule. I got the job because the designer of the capsule, a Canadian, asked for me. He had been the chief aerodynamics engineer of AVRO and we had worked well together on the CF105 fighter. If you remember, the early NASA lunar manned space program used four types of manned capsules. First was the Mercury. Barely more than a sealed ashcan with a man inside, it was designed to orbit the Earth just to see if it could be done. This was the one that launched John Glenn to fame and was the subject of the movie "The Right Stuff." The largest and the most well known space capsule was the Apollo. It was really a truck, manned by three astronauts and designed to ferry the Lunar Excursion Module, the LEM, to the moon and then return. The LEM was intended only be used in space. It had no re-entry capability. The Apollo would carry the LEM to near lunar orbit, detach it from its storage compartment and lock up with it. The landing crew would transfer to the LEM, descend to the moon's surface, walk around and pick up a few rocks and board the LEM to return to the Apollo. The LEM would be abandoned in space and the Apollo would return to Earth. Except no one was sure that it could be done. No American had ever walked in space, linked up with another spacecraft, or changed orbit. All that was tested out on my baby, the Gemini. Although people think of the Gemini as the precursor to the Apollo, it was actually designed after the Apollo. It was the most sophisticated space capsule of the era. It had hatches that could open in space and permit an astronaut to leave and return. It could change orientation, rendezvous with another space capsule and even change its orbit. And it had enough life support capability for two men to survive for several weeks. It was the craft that proved that all of the things that were proposed for the Apollo were actually possible. The responsibility of making sure that the Gemini was successful matured me. I supervised a team of 12 senior engineers who, in turn, each supervised their own much larger teams. My work day was spent in coordinating the efforts of the work groups, reviewing and signing off on plans, attending meetings, and giving presentations to various political dignitaries. One such meeting was a weeklong session at the west coast offices of McDonnell Douglas, the primary contractor of the Gemini. It was to make sure that everyone was on the same page. Each subcontracting company sent representatives. The person in charge of the Life Sciences aspect of the project was a young woman, Andrea Hendricks, approximately my own age or maybe a year or two younger. Andrea was responsible for both the details of the Gemini life support system and the suit that the astronauts would wear for space walks and the lunar landing. She was short, barely more than five feet tall, and attractive but appeared a bit heavy set. She wore loose fitting unfashionable clothes. In fact she looked like a female engineer. A nerdette, you might say. Still, I was impressed by her no nonsense approach at meetings. She was a female bulldozer and obviously could get things done. Our coordination session lasted a week and we all left for home. Andrea and I were both going back to the Washington D.C. area and were booked on the same flight, a TWA Jetstream. The name "Jetstream" was TWA's effort to misguide the flying public. It was simply a gussied up Constellation propeller plane. All the other major airlines were converting to faster real jets. Still it was a favorite for business flyers. First Class was divided up into little compartments. The stewardesses served free drinks with abandon. You could recline your seat into a fairly comfortable couch. A businessman could leave LA, booze and snooze his way to NYC, and arrive ready for a day's work, albeit with a considerable hangover. Because we knew each other on a first name basis, Andrea and I decided to share the same compartment. As bad luck would have it the East coast was socked-in by a monumental blizzard. New York, Philadelphia, Baltimore, and Washington airports were shut down. Our flight was terminated in Chicago and would continue the next day. The airline arranged for stranded passengers to get a room at the O'Hare Hilton, the Chicago airport hotel. With all eastbound flights terminating in Chicago the hotel was crowded to capacity. Only our initials and last names were on the passenger manifest so the hotel assumed that Andrea and I were two businessmen traveling together and allocated only one room, the last one available. When we arrived to check in, the desk clerk was truly embarrassed and told me that he could arrange a bed in one of the meeting rooms for me for the night. Andrea took the matter in her own capable hands., "Don't worry about it." she said to the clerk, "Put us in the same room. We are both adults. We can handle the sleeping accommodations." Andrea and I were treated to a nice meal in the hotel restaurant. We had a very pleasant conversation. Andrea talked freely over dinner. She was forthright, direct and said exactly what she meant. I guess it was her engineering approach to life's problems. Most people would interpret her directness as a lack of social graces but after a while I learned to appreciate her no nonsense approach. In the time that I knew her I never heard her equivocate about any issue. She told me that she was a devotee of yoga and liked classical music. She shared a Georgetown apartment with two girlfriends. She had no serious boyfriend but was always on the lookout. Then we adjourned to our room. We had only our hand luggage. Our suitcases had not been unloaded from the plane but the hotel furnished us with toothbrushes, toiletries, and terry cloth bathrobes. We looked forward to an evening of watching TV on the new color set and then an early bedtime. Both of us changed into our hotel provided robes. We sat side by side on the couch with a thermos flask of hot coffee, sipping from our cups while we watched the TV movie. I remember that it was the first James Bond film, "Dr. No." Andrea and I flipped a coin to choose which one of the twin beds we wanted and who would take a shower first. I won on the shower, lost on the choice of beds. The shower was very refreshing after our long day. Andrea fussed around, doing the things that women do while waiting for me to finish, then, carrying a couple of clean towels, entered the bathroom as I exited. In a short while Andrea stepped out of the shower with her terry cloth robe wrapped around her. "Len," she said. "We have to talk about our sleeping arrangements. I'm a bit hesitant to say this but I always sleep in the nude. I've done it ever since I was a child. A nightgown always bunches up and the wrinkles irritate me." "Don't let it bother you," I replied. "I promise I won't look." "I'm not worried about that. I'm sure you've seen a naked woman before and I'm not embarrassed. It's my breasts. They may seem a little strange." She paused for a while as if deciding what to do, then she opened her robe and said, "Here, see what I mean." Her breasts looked strange indeed. They were huge fleshy mounds hanging from her chest. Each one was as big as a 5 pound sack of sugar and about as round. They looked like they belonged on a woman two, maybe three times Andrea's petite size. Unsupported, the well formed mammaries hung down below her belly button. When she sat down on the edge of the bed the ends of her breasts rested against her thighs. It wasn't that the breasts sagged. They were just very big and heavy. Very big indeed. There was a lot of meat packed inside them. Andrea's breasts were tipped with red areolas the size of saucers. In the center of each was a thimble sized nipple. In all other respects Andrea was a very attractive woman. She was very well toned, had an intelligent perky face, sparkling eyes, a narrow waist and great legs. Some men are leg men, some are ass men, and some are tit men. I confess to being a bit all all three but I'm basically a leg man. Even in high school I would try to walk up the stairs behind a particularly attractive girl so I could sneak a look at her legs. Andrea's legs were certainly sexy. Her narrow ankles led to full and nicely shaped calves. Her thighs were well muscled pillars of flesh that terminated in a compact rounded butt. Indeed, I would give her legs 9 out of 10. But tonight Andreas's breasts were all that I could see. Now I'm of the "more than one mouthful is a waste" school but Andrea's breasts were overwhelming. Some things are impressive because of sheer size. The Saturn 5 booster was impressive. So were her breasts. "You see my problem," Andrea said. "I have really big boobs. My doctor said that it was technically virginal breast hypertrophy. It's the reason I dress the way I do. I've got to hide them or most people will treat me as just a pair of tits and won't take me seriously. I had to show them to you up front because there wasn't a ghost of a chance that you wouldn't see them tonight. And I want to keep working with you. So look. Get it out of your system. You can even touch them if you want. I think of my boobies as body parts like hands or feet. I promise I won't be offended. It would be just like shaking my hand." "Andrea, you look fine. I can't say that I'm not interested. What normal guy wouldn't be interested? But I respect your abilities and how much you have contributed to the program too much to let my male desires get in the way. Sleep nude if you want. I'll keep strictly to my side of the room." "I'm glad you feel that way but I have another problem. I leak. I started lactating in my early 20s because of a hormone abnormality. The doctor called it a mild case of galactorrhea. She said that a lot of women have this problem. One day my breasts just started to drip milk. It was just a few drops at first, then slowly increased. Now it's an amount typical of a breastfeeding mother. And before you ask, I've never been pregnant." "The doctor explained that the condition was due to a hormone excess probably related to my breast size. She said that it would diminish with time. It wasn't dangerous or anything. Just annoying. At first I tried simply absorbing the drips with breast pads but after a while the flow became too much. Now I have to milk myself a couple of times a day or it gets painful. Do you mind if I do it now? You can watch if you want. It's not gross or anything." "No, I don't mind." I said. But my curiosity got the better of me. "In fact I would like to see you do it if it won't embarrass you." I don't know what I thought she would do. Perhaps use a purse sized breast pump. I didn't expect what she actually did. Frankly, I was surprised. Andrea simply pushed her robe aside and raised her right boob. My eyes popped. I was startled by the fact that she did it so nonchalantly. A tiny drop of milk oozed out of the tip of the turgid nipple. Andrea grasped her dripping breast with both hands and lifted it up. It was almost too big to hold in her small hands. She gazed admiringly at the swollen nipple and dug her fingers into the mound of breast flesh. This made the nipple bulge even more. She grasped her nipple between her fingers and massaged it vigorously. Her fingers pressed the bulging areola and a thin stream of milk emerged from the nipple. Without a moment's hesitation, Andrea raised the end of her breast to her mouth, wrapped her lips around the nipple, and started sucking. I could see her cheeks hollow and swell. Driblets of milk escaped from the corners of her mouth. Finally she had to stop to take a breath. "See, " Andrea said. "It's really leaking. I may have waited too long to empty it. Would you like some milk in your coffee? I know I would." Her last remarks really shocked me. But, I'm sure that Andrea felt "In for a penny, in for a pound." She leaned over and squeezed the end of her tittie, squirting a stream of mother's milk into her coffee cup. I'm sure I had a startled look on my face. I stopped Andrea before she could do my cup. "I like my coffee black." I paused for a while, then my curiosity got the better of me and I asked, "What does it taste like? I don't remember ever tasting human milk." "Well, it tastes like..." She hesitated a moment, then said, "I can't describe it. Why don't you come over here and find out?" She sat down on the couch and patted the seat next to her. "Come over here." I staggered over in a daze and sat next to her. She held her huge naked breast up with both hands and offered it to me. "Now put my nipple in your mouth and start sucking. Don't bite me though." The large nipple was stiff in anticipation. It was nearly an inch long and half an inch thick. She put a hand behind my head and placed her nipple in my gaping mouth. I felt the rough nipple with my tongue and closed my lips around it. I sucked like through a straw but nothing came out. "You have to squeeze the flesh around the nipple against the roof of your mouth with your tongue for the milk to start." She coached. "That's how the babies do it. It's just like milking a cow." Well, it's not quite like milking a cow. I had milked cows before on my uncle's dairy farm in Wisconsin. Andrea's nipples were nothing like cow's teats. A cow's teat is long and slim and the milk can be stripped out of it by pulling and squeezing your hand. Andrea's nipple was red and turgid, like the cherry on top of an ice cream sundae. I wrapped my lips around it, and following her instructions, pressed her nipple and tit flesh against the roof of my mouth with my tongue. I was rewarded with a stream of milk. She pressed my head into her breast as I sucked. Although I started tentatively, I was really getting into it. I sucked so strongly that I thought that I would swallow her whole boob. That would have been a tough job. Andrea's milk was warm, thin, and quite sweet with a vaguely bitter aftertaste. It tasted a bit like melted vanilla ice cream without the vanilla. I don't know what I expected but I rather enjoyed her flavor. "Of course, you idiot," I thought to myself. "It has to taste good so babies will like it." I flicked Andrea's nipple from side to side with my tongue. My lips opened wider and I sucked more of her tit flesh into my mouth, still rubbing the nipple with my tongue. I think I might have gotten most of her areola in. As I sucked, squirts of milk splashed into my throat and I had to swallow repeatedly. I could feel my teeth lightly pressing against the surface as Andrea allowed her breast to slip slowly out of my mouth. Then I sucked it back in, my teeth closing slightly as I started nibbling on the nipple. I had to open my mouth a bit to swallow and catch a breath. The wet breast slipped from my mouth until the engorged nipple caught on my teeth and kept the breast from sliding entirely out. My tongue kept up its motion as I chewed. Andrea moaned in delight. When the milk from the first breast was exhausted Andrea substituted the other breast. The switch was almost seamless. I was almost in a daze, my head buried in breast meat, totally occupied with sucking and swallowing. Andrea's breast was full and meaty. Both of my hands were barely enough to encircle it. I pulled the stiff nipple tightly into my mouth. As I nursed her I became aware that I had a raging erection. It pushed a tent in my robe. I hoped Andrea wouldn't notice. No such luck. Andrea's free hand explored my body. I felt her fingers on my waist, my butt, and on my robe over my penis. She fished out my hard cock and began stroking. It was so matter of fact that I had no time to pull back. I was primed to explode. With a few strong strokes I erupted, spewing cum over her hand. I'm sure she could tell the instant I came by the way my jaw clamped down on her tit. She held me even tighter to her chest as I continued to suck. Finally the milk supply from both breasts was exhausted. We both sat up, her naked mammaries hanging obscenely out of her robe, my now limp cock protruding from my own robe. "I'm sorry for the way I behaved," I said. "It's really unlike me. I just got carried away." "It's all my fault," Andrea said as she stuffed her wet boobs back into her robe. "I started the whole thing. And I enjoyed your mouth on my nipple. You really do know how to milk a cow. I liked how you did it." We talked for a while but we simply danced around the topic. I knew that before the evening was over I would fuck Andrea. She knew it too but we were bound by convention to observe the proprieties. She took off her robe and exposed both of her breasts in their entirety. These were not the breasts of a nymphet but mature, sexual boobs promising hours of erotic pleasure. She put her hands under them, offering them to me as if she was giving me a precious gift. My cock was already starting to erect again. Andrea had something more interesting in mind than having me just nibble on her boobs. Dropping to her knees, she grabbed my cock and jammed it into her mouth. She stroked and sucked, giving me my first good blowjob in over a year. And it was one of the best ones. My cock became hard as iron. She was going to make me cum again. But before I came, I grasped her under the arms and pulled her up, lifting her like a baby. I deposited her in the middle of the bed. It was the one she had selected after winning the coin toss. She spread her legs and raised her arms to me, welcoming me to her body. Andrea's hand guided my cock to its target. It pushed her wet pussy lips apart as I penetrated her cunt. No hesitation. I just plunged into her. She wrapped her legs around me and pulled me to her with her strong calves, so far that my cock bottomed, our pubic bones collided. Her clit was being massaged by long strokes of my penis. I felt Andrea's left breast start to leak. It was the one that had not been fully emptied. She pushed the nipple to my mouth. What a wonderful feeling, fucking and sucking at the same time. It had been a long time since I had fucked a woman like this. Fucked, fucked, YES!! That was my hard cock in her cunt. Andrea had marvelous muscle control of her pussy. Her well lubricated vagina clutched and massaged my penis as I thrust in and out. Much better than a hand job. YES!! Andrea was being royally fucked. Just as I suspect she wanted to be. My first climax of the evening had taken the urgency out of my passion and I was now in it for the long haul. I tried to play it cool. It was all I could do not to shout for joy. I knew that I was going to ejaculate soon. My body began to respond almost automatically. I could feel Andrea squirming beneath me. She jammed her breast tighter into my mouth, squeezing the end with her hand to force the nipple deep down my throat. Her legs wrapped around me, her beautiful calves pressed on my back, forcing me deeper into her. "Suck me harder," she cried. "Harder. Suck my big titties. Don't be gentle. My titties love it! Bite me! Chew me! Yes, YES!!" Andrea clutched me tighter. Her body began to shake. She bucked. She screamed, "OH MY GOD! DO IT TO ME! FUCK ME! FUCK ME! I'M GOING TO CUM! OH FUCK! I'M STARTING TO CUM! FUCK, FUCK! I'M CUMMING! I'M CUMMING RIGHT NOW! YES, YES! I'M CUUUMMMING! YES, YES!!" So much for being cool. We both came in the mother of all climaxes. The orgasm of a lifetime. Andrea grasped my head between her hands and kissed me passionately. "Thank you Len. Thank you," she managed to gasp as she snuggled in my arms. Just to prove that it wasn't a fluke, we waited a while to catch our breath then fucked each other again. Every scientist knows that you have to repeat an experiment to test its validity. The results were exactly the same. This time I anticipated Andrea's earthquake when she climaxed and held on tight. I concentrated on hitting her G-spot, driving my penis against the front wall of her vagina. Andrea screamed even louder when she orgasmed. YES!!! About midnight we decided we needed some refreshments. The restaurant was closed so we raided the mini bar. Andrea said her breasts needed emptying every four hours. Her huge boobs forced us to improvise a sexual position not mentioned in the Kama Sutra. To accommodate our love making and breast milking at the same time Andrea sat in my lap facing me, skewered on my hard penis. She raised one of her nipples to my mouth and the other to her own mouth. We fucked each other gently while we cooperatively feasted on her milk. Andrea seemed to enjoy nursing from her mammoth tit as much as I enjoyed nursing on its sister. I'm sure that some men, and a few women as well, might think that drinking human milk is yucky but, as I said, I rather liked the taste. And, of course I liked the container that Andrea's milk came in. I've got to say that simultaneously fucking and sucking Andrea was the single most erotic experience of my life. Even after fondling them for half the night, I couldn't get over the size of Andrea's tits. Andrea loved the fact that I appreciated her huge breasts as well. She said that that many of her dates were turned off by them. Andrea sat on her bed, her body propped against several pillows resting against the headboard. Both of us were nude. We had been making love for four hours and were relaxing for a few moments. Her legs were bent, knees elevated. I was lying with my head on her lap, in the valley made by her stomach and her raised thighs. My head was cushioned by her pubic mound. Her nipples swept over my face as she moved her body. I fondled her breasts, circling them, feeling their weight. I managed to capture one of Andrea's nipples in my mouth and gently tongued the end. Andrea moved the other nipple between my lips and asked me to suck on them both at the same time. She said that it was stereo eroticism and she liked the way it felt. She would do it to herself whenever she got the chance. After consuming the entire contents of the mini bar we talked to each other in a way that we would never do when sober. Thankfully the airline was picking up the tab. Andrea and I must have been more than a little drunk when she told me how much she loved playing with her boobies. And who wouldn't I thought. She would hold her big breasts in her arms, gathering them close to her body. She stroked their surfaces, kissing them, petting them like puppies, just loving them. Body parts or not, she enjoyed using them for her pleasure. I had to agree. If I was a woman and had breasts like that, I would use them myself every night. I would hug them, caress them, rub the nipples until they got hard. Then I would suck the nipples raw. Probably, if I were Andrea, I would play with my cunt too until I came. She talked freely about the problems of having outsized breasts. She felt that there was no male parallel to having a set of large boobs sticking out of the front of your chest. Men just didn't appreciate the problem. Her titties were heavy. So heavy that she sometimes lost her balance if she moved too quickly. She said that there was no comfortable way to sleep with boobs as big as hers. Lying on her stomach was difficult. She could lay on her side and stretch a breast up to her mouth and gently tongue the nipple. Andrea felt that since her breasts dominated her life she would damned well get some pleasure out of them. After she started lactating she would nurse from her own boobies and massage her clitoris until she came. She found that one thing good about having such big tits is that she could suck them easily. That was a side benefit of her condition her doctor didn't tell her about. She discovered it on her own. She talked quietly, almost a confession, telling me of her life as a female engineer in the space program. Most women were secretaries or assistants. A woman in the engineering ranks was treated as an anomaly. Sort of like a talking dog. Her life was one of quiet frustration. Few senior engineers considered her competent. She was never given any responsibility. She had dates with men in the program but was largely ignored in the work environment. She was not used to being ignored. In order to cope with her frustration she took matters into her own hand. Giving herself a climax became her solution to life's little crises. The climaxes were roughly like hitting the reset button on her mind. Sort of an instant dose of tranquilizer. If she had an argument with her coworkers, if she couldn't solve a problem at work, if her bank account didn't balance, if she misplaced her car keys, she relieved her frustration by retiring to her room or a locked stall in the woman's lavatory and giving herself a quick orgasm. Andrea said that there was no emotional involvement in her autoerotic behavior. It was simply physical therapy. She said that while she masturbated frequently it was merely in response to the stresses of the job. Some of the NASA engineers ate to excess, some drank too much. Andrea regarded her cunt as her safety valve. Eventually, Andrea said, she was given more and more responsible assignments. Despite her sex she was elevated in rank and eventually reached her present management position. She found it useful to play down her feminine attributes and deliberately adopt a dowdy appearance. Andrea continued her quiet monolog. "I developed early. I started having my periods when I was 11. By that time my breasts were almost C cup size. By the time I was 12 they were D cups. And they went on from there. Mom and most of my aunts had outsized busts and told me that I would get used to mine in time." She paused, then she giggled a bit at what must have been a humorous memory. "It was a bit weird for a girl my age to have such big tits. Mom had to shop for me in the husky boy's department at Sears. I could fit ordinary girl's jeans but I had to wear shirts made for fat boys. When I started wearing bras Mom had to shop in the matron's section of the woman's department to get me properly fitted." "In high school I used to hate my boobies because I couldn't wear all those cute clothes that were advertised in Seventeen. I even considered breast reduction surgery but I hated the thought of a surgeon taking a knife to my endowments. The surgery would reduce the size of my boobs to normal proportions but I would also lose a lot of erotic sensitivity. I couldn't accept the idea of simply chopping off the ends of my tits. I had nightmares about the doctor simply putting my mammoth breasts on a paper cutter and slamming the blade down while I watched the ends of my boobies drop into the wastebasket below. The nightmare made me give up any thought of reduction surgery. Besides I was learning to accommodate to my breasts. After a while I began to enjoy them." "My growing boobs got me noticed by the boys. Sometimes they went out of their way to brush against me in a crowded hallway and grab a feel of my titties. I was surprised that the boys liked my breasts. I liked to touch them in bed at night and my nipples felt good when I rubbed and squeezed them gently. But while I liked to play with my own titties, I couldn't figure out why the boys liked them. They couldn't feel what I felt." "By the time I was a junior in high school my breasts had grown even bigger. I found that if I lowered my head a bit and pulled my breast upward I could get my nipples into my mouth. Sucking on my own nipples changed my bedtime behavior. Licking and chewing my boobies felt very good. My nightly ritual was to eat my tittie and play with my pussy until I had a climax. I often went to sleep with one of my own nipples between my lips. It was like a baby with a pacifier." "After I began to have sex I began to really like my oversized boobies. My dates would play with them and lick the nipples. Sometimes they used them as reins when they fucked me. My cunt was normal for a teen aged girl. I discovered that I liked being fucked. I never saw what the big deal about being a virgin was anyway. I thought it was stupid to deny yourself all that pleasure just so you could prove to your prospective husband that no other cock had been in your cunt before. He had probably banged dozens of other girls himself before he met you. I liked it when boys fucked me from behind, pulling my body back and forth with my big boobies. I even liked to grab my nipples and pull my boobs really hard just like the boys did. I still do. You know, my boobs are so big that I bet that I could stretch them far enough to fuck myself with my nipple." "No way," I replied, sitting up. "I'd have to see you do it before I would believe it. Your breasts are big but I don't think they are that big. You might be able to touch your clit with your nipple but I don't think you could pull it down enough to actually put it in your vagina. I'll bet you anything you want that you can't do it." "Well," slurred Andrea, "I've never tried to fuck myself with my tittie before so it's really an experiment. The only way for us to find out if I can do it is for me to try it. I'll have fun trying." Andrea stood up, fluffed her hair, stretched and bent over a few times as if to loosen herself up. When she leaned over to touch her toes, her nipples almost reached the floor as soon as her fingers. Her breasts were amazing. "Now for the big experiment." Andrea resumed her seat on her bed with her back against the headboard. She raised her hips as far as she could and leaned forward dropping her left shoulder. This put her left nipple below the level of her now engorged clit. It didn't quite reach far enough to bend backward and insert into her cunt. She could pull it down with her hands but the moment she released it and it sprang back. She needed both hands for what she had in mind. What to do? Andrea pulled the soft terry cloth belt off of her bathrobe and looped it twice around her dangling boob. She pulled it tight and knotted it. Binding her breast worked just as she expected. The end bulged like a water balloon and stretched the tit at least two more inches. She reached down with her left hand and tugged up under her left thigh. Her yoga practice must have kept Andrea quite flexible and now it paid off. Her nipple was now well below clit level. She paused for a moment, admiring the fact that she could bend so far. The end of her breast was between her thighs and she as pressed them together the end bulged out still further. Still pulling on her left thigh with her left hand she reached her right hand beneath her legs and clutched the end of her tit. By bending it backwards she could easily rub her nipple on her clit. "Oh wow! That feels good. I'll have to remember that." Andrea grasped the stiff nipple of her left breast and pulled it out as far as she could. And then she did it. She stuffed the nipple and a bit of her areola into her wet cunt holding it there with her fingers. Her right middle finger penetrated her cunt and pushed the nipple in farther. Andrea worked the nipple with her middle finger moving it in and out slightly. The breast flesh around her areola massaged her clitoris with its movements. She turned her face to me, obviously proud of what she could do. She tried to smile but there was a look of barely controlled sexual tension in her eyes. She was obviously trying to hold back an orgasm. Her finger motions became more and more aggressive, her nipple harder and harder. The nipple was now well into her cunt and the little bumps of her areola were rubbing against her engorged clit. Between Andrea's gasps of pleasure I could hear the squishy noises that the nipple made moving in and out of the vagina. The turgid nipple was making love to her receptive clitoris. Andrea pulled herself down further with her left hand and shoved more and more of her areola into her cunt. Everything was well lubricated from her natural moisture and the few drops of milk streaming from her tortured tit. The fingers of her right hand beat a tattoo on both her breast and the swollen vaginal lips. "I'm really doing it," she managed to say. "I'm fucking myself with my own tit." She continued to work the nipple in and out. Then she turned to me and talked quietly, almost in a whisper, "Oh, it feels so good!. My titty and clitty are kissing each other. Fucking each other. I love it!. It's from both ends of me. I can't believe I can actually fuck myself with my own tit. What a turn on!" The signs of a coming climax were all over her body, slow at first because of her awkward position, then becoming more and more intense. I could see the vibrations of her legs on the end of the tit captured between her thighs. Her calves tensed, pointing her toes. She tried to prolong the moment but her fingers kept moving out of her control. Faster and harder. Faster and harder. Thighs squeezing her breast. Waves of breast flesh rippled over her extended boob. Nipple rubbed against clitoris. Andrea made a noise like a cat whimpering. It looked like she could barely stand the pleasure. She would cum in just a few more seconds. Then Andrea's legs spasmed and she exploded in a massive climax, uncoiling from her cramped position like a released spring. "I did it!" Andrea shouted as she lay splayed out on the bed. She had a bit of a finger bruise on her thigh from the tightness of her grip. After a short rest she sat up she brought her abused nipple to her mouth and savored the combined taste of milk and pussy juices. Andrea shut her eyes and breathed deeply. Then she turned to me and held out her arms. "It's your turn now, big boy. I won the bet. You said you would do anything I asked. Pay off by fucking me so hard I can't stand." Andrea's sex show had made my cock as hard as it had ever been. In retrospect, I know that she had intended to seduce me but I was certainly a willing victim. I'll never know if it was a maneuver to ingratiate herself with her boss or to amuse herself during the hours of snowbound delay. Clearly I had fallen for one of the standard plots of porn fiction. You know the one, the lactating woman on a trip who finds her breasts swelling so badly that she has to find some accommodating man who will suck the milk out of her titties. I was that man. But all that was irrelevant. No matter what her original intent, Andrea got caught in her own trap. Our sexual pleasure was so intense that the original purpose for the seduction was forgotten. We made love to each other in an almost manic fashion, each pulling orgasms out of the other's body when we should have been totally exhausted. We were two animals in heat. I ate her cunt. She sucked my cock. We fucked again and again, literally quivering in repeated ecstacy. It was a marathon of sex. The best ever for both of us. We never used my bed at all. Our night long orgy was interrupted by a wakeup call the next morning. It wasn't truly a wakeup call since we hadn't slept at all the entire night. It informed us that the runways at National Airport in Washington had been cleared and our flight would take off in two hours. Just in time to dress, have breakfast and make the plane. The flight back was uneventful. After we landed Andrea and I went our separate ways. Her only acknowledgment of our shared adventure was a peck on the cheek and a whisper in my ear, "Thank you SO much for last night." The funny thing about our brief affair was that before being grounded in Chicago I never thought about Andrea in a sexual way. I respected her as a professional and that was it. After we got back to Washington we met in meetings but neither of us contacted the other for a repeat performance. I guess it was always on the table. We exchanged knowing glances from time to time. But nothing ever happened. Still I'm sure Andrea and I will both remember that snowbound night forever. After my return to DC I received an offer from a New York university to head up a newly formed engineering department. I would be appointed a tenured professor with a significant research budget. It was an offer that was too good to pass up. I left NASA for New York. The Gemini project was just about completed anyway. And that's how the voyage to the moon was launched. TWO YEARS LATER: A couple of years after I accepted the professorship in New York I was invited to give the keynote lecture at a conference on space exploration. To my great surprise Andrea was one of the conference organizers. After I gave my speech I was invited to a small cocktail party given by the organizing committee. I shook everyone's hand, including Andrea's. She looked almost the same as she did two years ago. Attractive, proper and dressed in unfashionable clothes. I realized that I was only one of the few people in the room that knew what was under those clothes. Andrea knew, of course, and perhaps one or two men that she had favored with her voluptuous body. I felt twinge of jealousy. I hoped that there were not too many. It was a little difficult to talk to Andrea at the party. I had no classes the next day and Andrea's portion of the conference was over. Since she had to remain in town until the wrap up at the end of the week she had a couple of free days. She told me that she intended to spend them shopping and perhaps catch a Broadway show. I took the hint and invited her to lunch. The first few minutes of our lunch were awkward. We had a bit of catching up to do, tracing all our mutual friends who had left NASA. What made it more difficult for me was that I couldn't take my eyes off Andrea's bodice. I wished for Superman's x-ray vision to catch a view of her massive mammaries. Andrea couldn't help but notice. "Len," she said, with a bit of annoyance in her voice, "I'm up here. Not down there. Look me in the face when you talk to me." I was properly chastised. I tried to carry on my end of the conversation but after that rebuke I couldn't think of anything to say that wouldn't sound sexist. Finally Andrea took pity on me. "This isn't like you. You seem so uptight. I know that you were thinking of my boobs when I scolded you. They are just the same as they ever were. Big and dripping. You know all about them. And to answer the question that you obviously want to ask, I've let a few other men use them over the last two years. You didn't put your brand on them, you know. Just a few tooth marks." Her last words made my stomach sink. I experienced a mixture of intense jealousy and a bit of relief. I hated the guts of the guys who played with her tits after I moved to New York. How dare they touch Andrea's tits. On the other hand I was relieved that she had just a few lovers. In the same period I had been intimate with a number of women. Still, I had developed the unreasonable belief that everything connected to Andrea was mine. Andrea continued, "Now why don't you relax for a while and stop thinking about my breasts. They are just big blobs of meat. But they belong to me. I can do what I want with them. Have a drink or two, and meet me about eight tonight for a late night snack in my hotel room. We can talk then. I'm at the Regency, room 766. In the meantime I'll go shopping." We said goodbye and went our separate ways. I dithered around all the remainder of the afternoon. It was the Spring break and we had no classes that week. I didn't really want to see Andrea and restart what would eventually result in a frustrating situation. She and I were two different people, each with our own career agenda. No good could come of it. On the other hand I was obsessed with her boobs. I had to experience their magnificence again just to make sure that my memories of two years ago were not an alcohol fueled fantasy. One look and perhaps a touch wouldn't hurt. She would be returning to Washington in a couple of days. So that night I headed for Andrea's hotel room carrying a bottle of good Scotch, a brand I remembered she liked. Andrea was dressed casually in jeans and a loose man's shirt. I handed her the bottle and she went to the fridge to get ice cubes and a splash of seltzer. Room service knocked on the door five minutes after I arrived carrying a tray with a couple of steak sandwiches and trimmings. I tried to pay the bill but the porter told me that NASA had already paid for it. I tipped him generously. And there we were, Andrea and I sitting on the large sofa. I spoke first. "Andrea, I would like to apologize for my rude behavior this afternoon. I acted like a college sophomore, maybe even like a college freshman. I hope you will forgive me." "No problem, Len. Look - I know you wanted to see my boobs. I'm used to it by now. If I wear anything the least bit revealing when I walk down the street, men will follow me for blocks just to see my titties bounce. If I go to the beach in an ordinary bathing suit, a cluster of dirty minded men will hang around hoping I have a wardrobe malfunction. So what you did was hardly out of the ordinary. I just over reacted. Now let's eat our sandwiches and relax with each other." Andrea was being her very direct self. She simply said what she meant. Surprisingly enough we did relax. The steak sandwiches were excellent and a couple of Scotch and sodas washed them down well. Andrea and I sat next to each on the sofa and talked over old times. The Gemini, the space craft we both worked on was a great success and the Apollo was flying around the Moon. Many of the engineers that worked with us had gone off to much higher paying defense jobs. My direct boss had even become Assistant Secretary of Defense. Sometime during the middle of our conversation Andrea moved closer to me. We kept talking but the distance between us was shrinking. Finally we were sitting shoulder to shoulder. I rose to refresh our drinks. As I handed Andrea her glass she turned to me and said, "You know, Len, I wish you had put your brand on my tits. I told you that I let a few guys use them after our snowbound night. That much is true, but I said it mostly to make you jealous. I like having sex but few of my dates had the slightest idea of how to make love to me. They didn't know what to do with breasts like mine. They had no imagination. All they wanted to do was stick their cocks in me. Most of the time I had to keep my bra on when I let guys fuck me. My tits just freak most men out." "The wonderful thing is that even though you and I only spent one night together we figured out right away what turned the other on. It never happened to me like that before." I couldn't think of anything to say after that soliloquy so I took Andrea in my arms and kissed her. The kiss might have been a spur of the moment inspiration for me but Andrea took advantage of it right away. She put her arms around me and kissed me back. One of my hands found her ass and pulled her close. Except I couldn't stand as close to her as would have liked. Andrea's breasts formed a barrier as formidable as the Maginot Line. Which as I recall wasn't that formidable after all. I finally managed to say, "Andrea, you said something about me putting my brand on your breasts. I'm not sure how I would go about it but I'd like to try. What do I do?" She paused or a while, thinking. "Before you answer, Andrea, I think I need another drink. Can I get you one too?" She nodded. We started on our fourth drink of the evening and I was beginng to feel a bit woozy. I remembered that Andrea became more uninhibited the more she drank "Len, for a bright college professor you are really a dummy. I'll spell it out for you. You have to get your hands on my tits before you can do anything. I'm not sure I'm going to let you do that. I'm still pretty angry at you. But if I let you touch me you will have to rub my big breasts all over and get my nipples hard. Then you will have to suck all the milk out of my boobies. "Yes, Len. I'm still lactating. After that you will have to take me to bed and fuck me so hard that I'll forget that you haven't called me for two years. Think you can handle all that? When we finish we can discuss branding my tits." Could I handle it? Probably not. So I did the only thing I could think of. I kissed her again. This time slowly and passionately. And, to my surprise, I absolutely meant it. I had grown more than a little fond of Andrea in the years that I had known her. I just had to convince her. "Before we can even think of starting, I have to get out of this shirt. It itches but it hides my boobies. And while I'm doing that, I think you should get out of your street clothes. Branding my breasts might get messy." She stood up and unbuttoned the plaid shirt and shrugged it off her shoulders. Her bra was the next obstacle. It was a real piece of engineering. I used to think that rocket scientists were clever but bra designers are at the top of the heap. Andrea's mammaries stressed the fabric in all directions. Support lines woven into the material contained the flesh yet didn't restrain her movements. At least not too much. It was a Brooklyn Bridge of a bra. Andrea saw my appreciative gaze. She smiled as only another engineer would. "Do you like my breast bucket, Len? I did the stress analysis myself. It's a real job isn't it? I have to get the bras specially made." Andrea fumbled a bit with the snaps and her breasts swung free, astounded to be in the open air. They were as huge as I remembered. Magnificent but huge. My mind had not played tricks on me. She stood tall letting her breasts hang to their full length. Unsupported her nipples reached below her belly button. As I watched, a little drop of milk collected at the end of one of the nipples. Andrea's breasts were a wonder of the world. At least of my world. "Now let's see if you remember how to use these titties." She sat on the sofa next to me, still wearing her jeans. I ran my hands hands down the length of her breasts marveling at the texture. My hands could barely reach around one. Her boobs were heavy, so heavy that Andrea could do damage swinging them from side to side. I wouldn't be surprised if they were prehensile. Sort of like an elephant's trunk. I think I must be getting a little drunk. But drunk or not, I knew that Andrea had to be nursed or her tits would soon spew milk. I raised the end of Andrea's breast to my mouth. It was the one I saw leaking. Her tittie rewarded me with the taste of mother's milk, although technically it was just Andrea's milk since she hadn't been a mother yet. I nibbled around the turgid nipple to start the flow. Andrea put her arm around my head and hugged me close. "Thank you so much, Len. I really need to be emptied. You haven't lost your touch. Yes, milk me. Drain me." I swallowed a mouthful, then in the middle of a suck I had a better idea. I dropped her bountiful breast and sat up. "Andrea," I asked, "can you milk yourself?" "Of course, why do you ask?" I reached over to the coffee table and retrieved our two empty drink glasses. They were ordinary 8 ounce glass tumblers. The kind found in every motel and hotel in the country. "Andrea, what I would like you to do is empty your breasts into these glasses. Try to get the same amount in each. I'll help. I'll do one while you do the other. I think we will need each glass half full. That's about half a pint total. Do you think your breasts can give that much?" She thought for a while. "I never measured how much could give but I think half a pint sounds reasonable. My lactation doesn't seem to be slowing down. I'll probably keep dripping for another ten years. At least until menopause. I've got tits like a cow." I put a drinking glass under one nipple and, using the technique I learned on my uncle's Wisconsin farm, started stripping Andrea's bountiful boob. I wrapped both hands around the end of her breast and started compressing my fingers down towards the nipple. A thin stream of milk emerged to be collected in the drinking glass. She did the other. We sat side beside on the sofa. Andrea leaned a bit forward so that her nipples were centered over the collection glasses. Both of us assiduously milked her breasts. It was not an erotic moment. More like a bovine one. But I had accomplished my psychological objective. I had turned the situation from one in which I was a lovelorn swain pleading for a touch of her body into an engineering problem of how to drain her breasts efficiently. Regardless of the fact that they were her tits, Andrea was enough of an engineer that such a challenge could not be ignored. We were cooperating on achieving the same objective and were on an equal status again. But I also had my hands on her tits. I took every opportunity to caress them gently and lovingly. My fingers lingered on her nipple. To put it bluntly I was feeling her up. At least feeling her boob up. "OK, Len. I think we've got it all. Now what?" Both glasses were half filled. Her boobies had indeed produced a half pint of milk. I'm sure we could have gotten more if we had waited a while but we had enough. "Andrea, stand up. I'm going to take off your jeans. Or you can do it yourself. I'll be back in a few seconds." I picked up the two glasses and carried them off to the little kitchenette. There was ice in the freezer compartment. I added three cubes to each glass and then filled them to the brim with the last of the Scotch. A quick stir and I carried them back to the coffee table. Andrea had doffed her jeans and was standing with her legs slightly apart, clad only in her panties. I had almost forgotten how lovely her legs were. Pure columns of perfection. If it wasn't for her humongous breasts she could have been a leg model. But her tits overshadowed all her other attributes. No one noticed her perky intelligent face, twinkling eyes, or her tight torso except me. I loved her legs. Offering her a glass, I said "This is a special drink. It is an Andrea's milk punch. It is inspired by New York politico Adam Clayton Powell. He drinks his Scotch in a glass of milk to sooth his ulcers. It tastes delicious too. Just like you. Sip it slowly. It has a special kick." Andrea sat down on the sofa, took a sip, smiled, and patted the seat next to her. I sat down and sipped my drink. It was delicious indeed. Scotch and Andrea's milk. What a delightful combination. We sat side by side, slowly sipping our cocktails. I had my arm around her and she leaned heavily on me. I gently massaged her back while she made appreciative sounds. She shifted her position a bit so that I could fondle her boobs. Despite her claim that they were just body parts, she loved to have them caressed. The saucer sized areolae that covered the end of each breast seemed to have darkened a bit but the nipples were just as prominent. She rubbed one of her own nipples and it got even stiffer. "Look at my nipple. See how big it is getting. I love my nipples. I could suck and chew on them all day. It's a wonder that I can get anything done. I know you like them too. I see how you look at them and touch them. My doctor says that I have feeding nipples. Most women with breasts as big as mine have flat nipples. But my nipples seem to have a good internal structure. Perfect for a baby's mouth. "I would like to have babies some day. I want babies hanging off my tits like grapes on a vine. I've had just about enough of shooting things off into space. I want things shot into me. I want your sperm in me. I want your babies. It's all I've been able to think about for the last two years. Why didn't I make you fuck me when you were in Washington? Why didn't you call me?" The conversation was getting stickier than I intended. I didn't know if Andrea was chastising me, propositioning me, or proposing to me. Our drinks were half empty. I took advantage of a brief pause to arise and say I needed more ice. Which I actually did. I took my glass and Andrea's and went to the kitchenette to add a couple of ice cubes to each. When I returned Andrea had taken off her panties and was lying full length on the sofa like a Vegas odalisque. She resembled the Naked Maja painting but had bigger tits. She held out her arms to me. This was the vision that had haunted my memory for the last couple of years. I respected Andrea intellectually but my body simply lusted for her physically. I put down the half filled glasses and buried my face between her legs. I worked my way up her shapely calves, past her strong thighs, to her vulva. Nipples be damned. I wanted her cunt. In less time than it takes to tell my tongue was in her vagina lapping up her juices. She closed her thighs around my head and held me tight. She squirmed under me. She shuddered. Her legs got stiff. I couldn't hear very well because my head was buried in her flesh but I thought I heard her shouting YES, YES! The next few minutes were rather hazy but somehow we ended up on Andrea's bed in the 69 position. My teeth were nibbling gently on her clitoris and she was giving me a blow job. I still don't remember how we got there. I might have carried her. Except for her huge tits she was a tiny thing. The rest of the evening was a repeat of our marathon orgy of two years ago except that we weren't nearly as drunk. We fucked and sucked and fucked some more. We orgasmed repeatedly, Andrea screaming her passion every time she climaxed. She didn't have to repeat her demonstration of fucking herself with her nipple. I knew she could do it and I didn't need another performance. After making love for nearly an hour we sat next to each other in bed - each of us was waiting for the answer to the unspoken question. "Now what?" Andrea spoke first. "Len, I enjoyed that a lot, but was that it? Was it just for old time's sake or do you want to fuck me more? Do we just go our separate ways now?" I thought a long time before answering. "Andrea, I've known you for more than five years. I've respected you and cherished your advice as a colleague. We are intellectually compatible. But our intimacy has been life changing for me. I've never met anyone like you. I need you. I don't know if we love each other yet but I don't want to be without you. Now how do we solve that problem?" "We don't. We just move in together and fuck each other's brains out. The problem will solve itself in time. I had a very wise old aunt that explained all about love to me. It was when I never thought that I would ever find a love like in the romance novels and movies. I mean who would ever love me, a wise ass munchkin engineer with freakish tits. My aunt said, "What do you think love is? It's not rose petals and perfume. It's not walking on air and hearing bells when you kiss. It's simply two people who tolerate each other's company enough to live together for the rest of their lives without killing each other. Everything else is frosting on the cake. Take it from me. I've been married four times and I know!" Andrea left for a few moments to go and wash up. She came back holding what remained of our glasses of milk punch. The ice had melted the ice and the liquid was at room temperature. She took a sip. "You know, that's not half bad. It tastes like an alcoholic version of me. I sort of dig the taste. The temperature is right too. It's a cooler than the milk from my tit and warmer than milk from the refrigerator. What do you think, Len?" "Well, if you really must know, this tastes pretty good. I like the milk directly from your breast better but it's certainly less alcoholic. But before we talk about the quality of your tit milk, I think we should discuss our future. Me, I can't go back to Washington. I have a tenured professorship and a long term contract. Dozens of people depend on me. I don't want a remote relationship. "I want to feel you next to me in bed every night. I'm afraid that I would get really paranoid if I couldn't see you every day. I never thought that I would be the jealous type but the thought that you let some guys put their hands on your boobs makes me furious. Use your brilliant mind to find a solution to our dilemma." Andrea kissed me. "Thank you for being jealous. I love it. But we might as well get everything out in the open. I don't want any secrets between us. We are both adults. We lived for many years before we met. I'm sure that both of us did a lot of things that we are not particularly proud of. It's a long story and I think you should know all the details." "I know you had a lot of girls before me. I've heard that you fucked almost every skirt in the agency. The women at NASA gossip a lot. And I didn't exactly keep my legs crossed either. This has been a test drive for both of us. I am the way I am and you are the way you are. I don't expect that we will make any changes in each other. What we see is what we will get. If anything bothers you, now is the time to talk about it." "As for my boobs, I once told you that I used to think of them just as body parts like a foot or a hand. You wouldn't mind me shaking hands with someone, would you? When men used my breasts I treated them as body parts too. I never got aroused when they handled them. I recall that when I first showed them to you, I offered you the chance to touch them. I have to do that when I first meet a new man otherwise my tits might overwhelm him. But I never let another man suckle my milk. That's strictly between the two of us." "But Len, you better get your priorities straight. You've told me that you don't like other people playing with my boobs. Are having climaxes with other people off limits too? Should I let guys give me orgasms as long as they keep their hands off my tits? My vagina is not just a body part. It's the erotic center of my being. You freaked out just because some guys touched my tits. But you never called me from New York. I was lonely so I let a few guys grope my tits. I let them fuck me too." "Most fucked me more than once. It was the first olive out of the bottle theory. Once you get that first olive out the rest come easy. It just saved time. I didn't want to go through the first date hassle with all that flirting and being nice just to end up in bed at the end of the evening. I knew it was inevitable. It was what both of us wanted. I just cut right to the chase and eliminated the middle stuff. "If the guy and I were compatible I let him fuck me whenever he and I dated. We would go out, maybe have a few drinks, and come back to my apartment and make love. No, that sounds too romantic. We just fucked like bunnies. It saved a lot of energy. I could get a decent climax and then make it to work the next morning on time. A good engineering solution. The orgasms were pretty good, some even great. I screamed a lot. They weren't as good as those we had together but they sufficed." "I even let a few women use me too. You didn't think that my Georgetown roommates were straight, did you? Tit sucking is not just a male obsession. You would be surprised how many women like to play around with big boobies. I didn't mind a woman handling my tits. They are just body parts, remember." "I always hoped that you and I would get together while you were still at NASA. After you left I simply let my roommates do whatever they wanted to me. I'm not a lesbian, just a horny bitch. I let them suck my tits and eat my cunt. I didn't give a damn any more. One or the other came to my bed almost every night that I didn't have a date with some guy. Sometimes both made love to me at the same time. "Those girls were very imaginative. They masturbated their clits with my nipples, fingered and licked my cunt, finger fucked me and did me in every way they could think of. And I did the same to them. We couldn't get pregnant and we could give each other good climaxes." "As far as work goes, how do you think I got as far as I did at NASA? Who would give a tiny woman with tits like mine any supervisory responsibility? I worked hard at being a good engineer but it didn't help much. So I simply fucked my way up the management ladder. After I got each new job I showed I was competent. I would never have made it otherwise. I didn't have to do it with you but I did with my first bosses. You know I'm not basically a nymphomaniac but there were times that I behaved like a real slut. Do you still want me now that you know the truth?" "Andrea, you always make sense even when I don't want to hear it. I'm glad you are so honest. The gossips at NASA were right. I screwed every woman I had a chance to just like most of my buddies. And I fucked a few in New York too. The real reason I never called you was that you overwhelmed me. I couldn't supervise you anymore. I would have done almost anything to get you back into my bed. It's not a good position for a supervisor to be in." "I didn't mention your sleeping with people because I was caught up in thinking about your breasts. But I hate the idea that other cocks were in your cunt too and I really hate that they gave you orgasms. I'm not going to blame you for it. We had no commitment to each other. It is your body and you can do what you want with it. "Don't get me wrong. I'm happy that you had orgasms. I just regret that I wasn't the one to give them to you. So yes. I still want you. I'm not a plaster saint and neither are you. I guess we are two of a kind except that you have bigger tits than me. We are well matched. We deserve each other." Andrea kissed me, "Len, I propose that we set the ground rules so that we forget anything we did in the past. I can promise you that if we get together I will be all yours. I don't intend to be with anyone else as long we live together. I don't want anyone else playing around with your cock either. We can even brand my tits if you like. As far as I'm concerned our life begins the moment we decide to live with each other." "OK Andrea, I agree. And no more girls for you either unless you bring them to bed with us. I like threesomes." "Not a chance! You belong to me now." She kissed me again. A long passionate kiss. It was as if we decided to be together without a word being said. When Andrea broke for air she said, "I think I love you. Let's seal our pact by making love again before anyone changes their mind. It's the best spur of the moment contract binder that I can think of. " So we did. This time our sex was not gentle intercourse or benign love making. It was out and out lusty carnal fucking. I drove into her cunt, bottoming my cock on her cervix. Her clitoris was massaged and crushed between our pubic bones. I bit her titties. She squeezed my balls. We fucked until we were totally exhausted. That night Andrea screamed her pleasure so loud that the entire hotel floor knew the instant she came. Our orgasms were intense and lasted seemingly forever. We clutched each other and held each other tightly until we caught our breath. Finally Andrea sat up and said, "OK, our pact is sealed. It's the first day of our new life. If you want we can start looking for a place to live together. I just don't want you to stop loving me. I suppose we should get even get married before we have any babies. Just for social tradition." When I first penetrated Andrea's cunt two years ago, I thought heaven's gates had opened. And she confessed that she felt the same way about me. As a Life Sciences engineer she had probably deduced that each of us emitted a pheromone that irresistibly attracted us to the other. It was the glue that held us together. I don't know if that is the correct explanation but it is a good working theory. As I write these words I am reminded of the 1962 Nixon- Kennedy presidential debate. That was the first debate that was simultaneously broadcast on radio and television. Everyone who heard only the words on the radio was sure that Nixon had won but everyone who saw the two of them together on television was sure that Kennedy was the victor. Actions spoke louder than words. Kennedy won the election. That's the way it seemed to be between Andrea and me. Suppose a TV camera had filmed our entire day. If you just listened to the sound you would have heard Andrea and me exchange a tepid morning greeting and then spend the rest of the day arguing. I was boorish, she was criticizing, both of us were judgmental. Obviously we disliked each other. But if you watched only the video you would have seen that we were drawn together by an inexorable attraction, ultimately ending in bed in each other's arms. Which was the truth? They both were. This was 43 years ago. Men walked on the Moon in 1969. The Space Shuttle was built, launched, and ultimately retired. I taught at my university for 35 more years. As for Andrea, she moved in to my apartment, then we bought a house together. We fucked and argued, fought, made up, and loved again. Sometimes both at the same time. Many times that Andrea and I argued in the middle of a passionate fuck, pausing only to climax and renew our argument. Often it was about politics. We were on the opposite sides of many social issues. One evening I was driving my erect penis in and out of her vagina while she was feeding me her dripping tit. We were shivering in ecstasy while at the same time she was telling me that I had the political values of a Neanderthal. We climaxed simultaneously but neither of us changed our mind. I've heard that "make up" sex is often the best kind. That's what much of ours was. No wonder we enjoyed loving each other so much. We were both strong minded, opinionated people. Our arguments were often about stupid things but each of us would defend our position adamantly. Usually they occurred after we had gone to bed or we were in close proximity. But as we fought, our hands were caressing each other's body. Finally when the physical tension rose to the point where it intruded on what we were saying to each other, either Andrea or I would say, "Let's do it." Andrea would wrap her sensuous body around mine and her hand or mouth would find my penis. I delighted in clutching Andrea's big breasts in my arms and chewing her fleshy nipples while she developed a real taste for the exudations that flowed profusely from my cock. We never did anything half heartedly. We gave our all to each other. When we fucked, we really fucked, moving, plunging, gasping, writhing to mutual climaxes. We would stop only when we were out of breath, exhausted. It was like a 100 yard dash rather than a marathon. We loved, fucked, sucked and fondled each other until we each climaxed a couple of times. And when we caught our breath, we continued our argument where we left off. It was like people who live near an airport. When a plane flies overhead, all conversation stops, only to pick up when it is again silent. And that's the way it was. We fought and we made love, often both at the same time. We had two lovely children. And yes, we got married along the way. Andrea surprised me on our wedding night by unveiling her beautiful breasts. "Hold each boob up and look closely" Andrea said. On each breast, just above the areola, was a small carefully tattooed ring of letters reading "Leonard Ruben - private property - no trespassing." I kissed Andrea passionately and then I kissed each nipple. I had my brand on her tits. I often wondered what the tattoo artist must have thought when he was inscribing the lettering on Andrea's breasts. It might have been considered an odd request but he probably was used to it. I've seen all sorts of weird tattoos on unusual parts of human bodies. Andrea's breasts kept lactating after menopause, well into her 60s. After our kids were weaned I enjoyed every drop as much as she enjoyed suckling me. We used each other's bodies in our declining years just as we did in that memorable snowbound night in Chicago. I feel confident in saying that Andrea and I never strayed during our time together. We completely filled each other's needs. Regretfully Andrea passed away a couple of years ago leaving me with only my memories. She was a truly a singular woman and the love of my life. The End * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. 4-million people around the world contract HIV every year. You only have one body per lifetime, so take good care of it! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Kristen's collection - Directory 81