("`-''-/").___..--''"`-._ `6_ 6 ) `-. ( ).`-.__.`) (_Y_.)' ._ ) `._ `. ``-..-' _..`--'_..-_/ /--'_.' ,' (((' (((-((('' (((( K R I S T E N' S C O L L E C T I O N _________________________________________ WARNING! This text file contains sexually explicit material. If you do not wish to read this type of literature, or you are under age, PLEASE DELETE THIS FILE NOW!!!! _________________________________________ Scroll down to view text ------------------------------------------------------- This work is copyrighted to the author © 2014. Please do not remove the author information nor make any changes to this story. All rights reserved. Thank you for your consideration. ------------------------------------------------------- The Life and Loves of Jared Jackson: An Erotic Memoir by Jared Jackson (jaredjackson749@yahoo.com) *** My name is Jared Jackson. As I write this, I'm a seventy-four year-old man looking back over my life and the many loves I have known. Here I sit alone, but satisfied, setting down the factual account of my sexual encounters that closely mimicked the sexual revolution that turned society upside down. I'll start at the time when I became alive sexually, well almost. (MF, 1st, oral, anal, rom) *** Book One Anna & Cherry 1: In the Beginning When I was four or five I remember crouching behind my house with two little girls from the neighborhood. We were giggling, showing each other our privates, the old I'll show you mine if you show me yours game. I was fascinated by what I called their pig snouts. Little did I know how fascinated I would become later in my life. We watched as we peed in turn. When I was seven or eight, my best friend Butch and I built a stagecoach in my backyard. We built it with two- by-fours and chicken wire and covered it with some old blankets. I don't know if it was our original intent or not, but it became our hideout. One of the boys would sit on top like he was driving a team of horses, while the others would be inside playing with each other's privates. Of course the one on top was the lookout and would warn of any adults coming by. The family moved to a ranch when I was nine. My parents had loaned money to an aunt to help purchase the place, but she and her husband couldn't keep up with the payments so it was going to be sold at a tax auction. My parents, rather than lose the five thousand they had loaned, paid the tax and we moved there. I was pretty isolated. My nearest friend lived two miles away. A bus picked me up every morning for school which was about four miles away. I jerked off a lot looking at bathing beauties in magazines. I remember one nudist magazine that I had stolen from a news stand which was tattered and worn by the time we moved when I was thirteen. I masturbated a lot. It was probably my first love affair, my hand and I. We had remodeled the ranch house in my eleventh year at my new home. A bathroom was added to the rear of the house and that became my masturbatory lab room. The smell of fresh plaster to this day will give me a hard- on. My high school years, when we moved to LA, were pretty normal except I was new in town and had skipped a grade so that I was always a bit behind every one in my grade, socially and developmentally, except for my cock. I don't know if it was the constant pounding I gave it or that I just had good genes, but I had a healthy eight inches when I was thirteen. I was a good student with a three point five grade point average. I had taught myself piano and guitar and had a good voice. I soon was writing songs and performing in local shows and high school assemblies. You would think I had girls flocking to me, but I don't know if it was my shyness or my stunted social graces, but I just didn't score well until one of the songs I wrote and recorded started getting action on the local pop stations. It didn't become a hit, but the success opened up other opportunities which I will tell you about in later chapters and I was able to score some dates. I remember well how things all changed in my senior year in high school when I got my first car, but try as I might I couldn't get past second base with the girls I dated. It was different times and girls back then made sure they didn't give it away. You could kiss passionately which always made me hard and I could get the girl's bra off, suck on her breasts and maybe get my hand down into her panties to feel that hot, wet hairy pussy, but that was it, no home runs for this player. I saw my first porn picture when I was seventeen. I became fascinated with porn and addicted to acquiring and watching it for the rest of my life. Through all the frustrations and challenges of those years, I still look back on that time fondly in the rear-view mirror of my life. I had several endearing love affairs. They sort of became the rhythm of my life, all different, but somehow the same. The one that got me started and prompted a lifelong fascination; OK...another addiction was my first love and sex educator, Anna. Anna After I graduated from high school, I had been struggling with my career as a songwriter. As I have said, I had a little success while in high school and thought I was headed to stardom, but reality had set in. I was eighteen and proud of my talent, fit body and wavy brown hair, but stardom had eluded me. More than one of the girls I had known had commented on my sky-blue eyes and kissable lips, but those things alone don't get you far. Though I had the grades and IQ needed to get into most colleges, that path had not appealed to me. However, at my still young age, I was beginning to have doubts about the choices I had made. Maybe I should have gone to college and gotten a degree...but in what? Nothing appealed to me except music. I was still living at home and my parents weren't putting any pressure on me either way, but then again, my step father wasn't exactly happy with my plans. Thumbing through a UCLA course book one day, I saw a class offered in Extension, Songwriting Made Easy. The teacher was a man with a lot of experience and the copy below outlining the class was appealing. This seemed like a good thing to me. I could see how well I did in a university atmosphere and at the same time polish my songwriting chops. After all I had just started writing songs out of the blue at twelve, but had no formal instruction in the process and as I said there was some limited success I could point to. I had written a successful jingle which netted me five thousand dollars on a buy-out. I visited music publishers and record labels on a regular basis. I would sit at their pianos, usually a slightly out of tune spinet, and pitch my latest song. For every one that expressed an interest, there were ten more that told me my songs were full of clichés and in some cases crossed over into, it's a piece of shit mode. That was not good for my self-esteem. My first night's class, for that's where almost all of UCLA extension took place, started with a bang. I had bought a corduroy coat with the necessary elbow patches and a pipe and a tin of Sir Walter Raleigh tobacco. It didn't seem to matter to me that I had never smoked anything. It was the picture it made I was striving for. At eighteen, I hoped this would make me look older and sophisticated. Unfortunately, I couldn't keep the damn thing lit. On that first night, I walked into the class room with an air of authority; after all I was a professional. I plopped myself down in one of the school desk chairs and began to look around the room. There was a mixture of young and old, probably about thirty people, seemingly of all nationalities. My eyes fell on the woman who had just sat down next to me and I almost swallowed my tongue. She was beautiful in a dark exotic way. Her hair was almost black with a few hints of auburn. She was dressed in an expensive looking, sleek purple dress that hugged her fit body. The color seemed to enhance her deep violet eyes. She was looking directly into mine and a glimmer of humor twinkled as her mouth, those luscious pouty lips, curved into a smile. Her perfume and essence enveloped me as I stuttered out, "H..hi, my name is J..Jared. Wh-what's yours. She leaned closer to me and said with a delightful French accent, "Anna...are you a songwriter?" Although I was still shaken by her presence and the erection growing in my pants, I responded in my big boy voice once again, "Yeah, I've had a few things published and written a jingle or two. How about you?" "I'm just a lyric writer." She paused to study me, "Do you ever collaborate?" She was probably in her mid-thirties and way over my head, but I gave her my most seductive smile, "I don't normally, but for you I might try it. I mean we just met. Neither of us knows if the other can write." She gave me a little moue of displeasure with those sexy lips and said, "I have faith in you. Don't you have faith in me?" She ended it by running her tongue over her lower lip. What the fuck are you doing Jared? Are you out of your mind? Go for it. "That sounds good. Let's see what develops." The class was amazing. The professor, whose name was Peter, was obviously very good. He had already in the first lesson shown me things I had never known before. Anna kept leaning into me and asking me questions with that French accent, somehow always managing to brush some part of her body against mine. The class ended with a challenge and an assignment by the prof, "I'd like you to write a song this week using the principles of second or third person writing that we discussed earlier. It needs to be a ballad. If you only write lyrics or compose only, just bring those bits and next week maybe we can hook some of you up to collaborate together. I hugged Anna as we broke up being careful to not show my arousal and she gave me a sweet peck on the lips that sent my temperature rising. I watched her swaying ass in that lacy purple dress as she walked away. She was sex personified. I couldn't wait to get home and jack off. *** I worked hard all week. I had come up with a title right away, Always You. The words told about a fantasy this man had about a beautiful woman and realized suddenly that it was the woman that he had just met. It seemed to suggest that old saying of art imitating life or is it the other way around. I couldn't wait to get to class and volunteer to sing it. I sat down in the desk next to Anna, "Hi beautiful." "Hi, my handsome songwriter, did you write a song?" "I'm gonna try to sing it tonight. Did you write a lyric?" "Take a look." Her hand touched mine as she spread out a sheet of paper in front of me. The title immediately grabbed me, You Want Me. Her hand on mine was extremely warm and her perfume, maybe her essence enveloped me. My mensa friend started growing in my pants. Like they say... like minds. Her lyrics weren't bad. The imagery was quite good, but like a lot of amateurs who just write lyrics, it was a little bit too poetic. I read it through a second time and I liked it better. "It's good. You don't have a B section. It's all four line stanzas with the same meter. Do you know what a bridge is?" "Is it a structure that spans a river?" She covered the comment by giggling warmly. "I don't know what it is but it must be a segment of a song." Without thinking I leaned over and kissed those luscious lips and then blushed furiously. "I don't know what came over me." "Whatever it was, I liked it." I was saved by the prof, Peter, calling the class to order and taking roll. It seemed everyone was present. He then asked if there were any volunteers to sing their new creations. I didn't want to be first, but amid the silence and shuffling of feet I finally held up my hand. He looked down at his sign-up sheet, "Let's see you're Jared Jackson?" "That would be me." "Don't just sit there, come on down." I took my place on the piano bench, placed my lyric sheet on the grooved surface in front of me and launched into the intro to Always You. From the opening chords to the final you, the class seemed mesmerized. At the end, after a pregnant pause, they burst into thunderous applause. This man with all the experience, the professor, Peter, walked forward grabbing my hand and pumping it. "What in the world are you doing in this class? You're a pro. Good job." A cheer went up, but I shushed it with a palm down. "I'm here to learn sir, and from all I got out of last week's class, I think it's going to be a great educational experience." As I walked back to my seat I was smiling with my success and that grin grew even more when I saw Anna's face. She was studying me with an evil grin, her violet eyes flashing, "Was that song about me?" I met those violet eyes with my squinty ones. "What do you think?" Her smile lit up her face, "I want to write with you. Am I good enough?" "We need to construct a bridge for your song, but yeah, it's good." She seemed twenty years younger when she clapped her hands together excitedly, "Goody, I can't wait. Are you free tomorrow night to come to my place?" I tried to remain calm, but inside my guts were churning, "That would be cool." Cool... cool, you fuck- head your ecstatic. The rest of the class passed with me watching the clock. The other songs didn't quite come up to mine, but over all they were good. Teach had later talked about form so now Anna knew what a bridge was. She seemed to understand it when she whispered questions to me and I answered soto voce. The assignment for the following week was to write an AABA song and after making sure everyone understood what that was, Peter released us. I turned to Anna and she kissed me again, only it wasn't just a little peck, her fervent tongue slipped into my mouth and I automatically gave her mine. Her voice was husky, "My song was about you." We broke quickly and from my flushed countenance, again I watched her swaying booty walk away. This time she looked over her shoulder and smiled just before she exited and I was caught ogling. Her song was about me. "Shit! I pushed my erection down but she was soon gone. When I turned around Peter was smiling down at me "She's something else." He paused thoughtfully, "Would you be up for writing a jingle with me? It's a national chain of stores so it might work into something worthwhile." "Absolutely! I assume doing the music, right?" "Right, I'll bring the lyrics next week." He's almost smirking now, "Be careful, that woman looks like a handful." *** That, I was soon to find out, and more. When I arrived at her condo in an upscale section of Brentwood, I walked to her door with trepidation. Am I over-reading things? No, my song is about you. Pretty direct. My God, I haven't even fucked a woman before. I mean I've made out, you know kissed and felt girls up. I even got the top down on a girl I really liked. She had these sweet little boobs with long, eraser like nipples that I sucked and sucked on. She did a lot of moaning but once my hand snaked down in her panties, she shut me off with tightly closed legs and a verbal rebuff. What if Anna made a move on me? Could I handle that? All thoughts were driven from my mind when she answered her door in a filmy black lace peignoir, totally nude underneath. Her perfect, hard-nippled breasts and the expansive growth of black hair at the juncture of her thighs were clearly visible. She grabbed my shirt and pulled me inside closing the door with her foot. That perfume she used and her natural essence filled my being as she brought my lips down to hers. Her sweet wine coated breath preceded our mouths meeting and our tongues began the age-old duel bringing us to a panting excitement. I ran my hands down her arms making her shiver. Virgin that I was, I was almost trembling in anticipation as we ground our bodies together. When my hard-on began rubbing against her belly, she reached down and massaged it as we continued to madly ravage each other's mouths. Her lips were so full and pliant as she sucked on my tongue. I cupped her face in my hands and watched her eyes as we continued to caress each other's lips with our own. My cock became harder than hard. I needed release and she knew it She sat down on the couch in front of me unbuckling my belt and pulling my pants and underpants down in one swift motion. "Ooh, it's nice and big. OK, big boy, you've been teasing me for two weeks. I need this and you need to come quickly so that you can stay with me. I may not know a lot about songwriting, but you are in my court now." With that she enveloped my cock with one long gulp of her bright red lip-sticked mouth and began to blow me between those beautiful full lips that seemed made for sucking cock. I had never measured my prick, but I had estimated it had grown to about nine inches long. I was amazed to watch how she was able to deep throat my virgin member with one long thrust of her mouth that made her eyes water. She then began to suck me voraciously. She pushed her face against my cock until it was buried up to the hair that covered my pubes. I could feel her throat give and she moaned. As she started bobbing her head in earnest, she reached down between her legs and began to milk her pussy, that glorious full-haired cunt. I was quickly approaching climax and suddenly wondered if she swallowed. I had heard of it and often fantasized what it would feel like. Amid this fantasizing what it would feel like, I noticed tufts of hair coming out of her armpits and pulled her arm that wasn't milking her pussy up, exposing a full extent of hair under her arm. She looked up and smiled around my stroking cock. She pulled that arm back down and, wet her finger with the spit adorning my prick and suddenly her finger was entering my asshole and soon after I was shooting streams of my love juice into her mouth. She kept sucking and swallowing, looking up at me with what I thought might be love in those violet eyes. At some point I had put my hands on both sides of her face pulling those tantalizing lips on and off my rod and now I was watching as she sucked and swallowed, relishing the look and feel of it. Now, I knew and it was great and so intimate. After that first blow job, it would always be my number one way to get off. She took her mouth off me finally, "God that was so good. Your cream is so sweet. You're going to have a problem keeping me off that love stick." She laid back opening her legs and gracing me with the sight of her gorgeous pussy. "Now it's my turn." She drew me down on the floor in front of her and pulled my mouth into that wonder land. It was so hairy and beautiful, the pink lips beckoning to me and she smelled and tasted so good; her syrupy juices were dripping from that hairy opening. I didn't know much about cunnilingus, is that what they call it, but I didn't hesitate, diving in licking and sucking those folds of love and digging my tongue deep into her velvet tunnel. I was in heaven. When I looked up she had both arms over her head exposing the curly fur there. I was erect again in seconds. I flicked my tongue along the base of her clit and then began to circle around it. I brought my hand up to join the process and began to rub the side of her man in the boat. Occasionally I would dip a finger or two into her pussy watching her face as I did. She began to move with my ministrations and started to moan in a growly low voice until with squirting juice she came, her body convulsing and her face wreathed with a joyous expression. I quickly began lapping up her emissions, swallowing the sweet honey flowing from her box. "So you like my body hair? I was worried it would turn you off." "I love it. Talk about a problem, I will be glued to your hairy pussy. You'll just have to get used to it." "What a problem for this poor Parisian woman. What else would you like to do to me?" I leaned down and brought my lips to hers kissing her with renewed passion. Her mouth was so soft and expressive. My tongue delved into her mouth and she sucked it like she had just taken my cock, "I want to fuck you in the pussy in your glorious ass and maybe even in your armpits. They have me in their clutches. I've never seen something as sexy as they are. I want to...what do you French call it soixante neuf?" "A favorite of mine, it brings a couple so intimately together." "I can't wait!" "Good, you can have it all, over and over again. I love sex and I love you." I paused for a moment looking deeply into her eyes. "That's quite a statement. I certainly love you in every definition of the word I've ever heard. I've been attracted to you from the first moment you sat down next to me. Our age difference doesn't matter." My mind is going in ten different directions. "I've always thought I would have kids. Do you want kids?" "I would, but I don't know if that's best for me or for us. All I know for sure is I want you to fuck me right now. Are you up to it?" I rubbed my erect cock against her belly and said, "I think so. I have to warn you I've never fucked anyone before." "Oh goody, a virgin, I can't wait. Fuck me big boy." In my sexual fantasies, I had done this many times. I paused at the beautiful hirsute threshold of her cunt and holding my cock in my hand I began to rub it up and down on her hairy labia, which were still slick with juice in spite of my efforts to devour it all. With a grunt I shoved it in till my hair was mixing with hers. You might say in swordsman terms, to the hilt. Her warm, caressing vagina welcomed me and its deepest part, or maybe the womb itself, nipped at the head of my dick. I began to move in and out of her sweet cunt, relishing the way she moved her hips to accommodate me. She matched my movements perfectly and thanks to her blow job I felt confident I could keep it going, that is until she began to pant and hold me tighter. She was going crazy, "Fuck me baby. I want you to fill my cunt with your sweet juice." She was groaning passionately, "Fuck me, fuck me harder. That's it! God, you're a beautiful cocksman. Jared... I'm cumming... Cumming just for you and I'm gonna drown that virgin prick in my hot, precious love juice." She was panting and pumping and I was giving her everything I had. She shook with the depth of her orgasm and I was right behind her, filling that quivering grotto with my cum. I watched her as she came back to earth. She threw me a sardonic grin, "Quite a beautiful fuck for a virgin. You sure you haven't done it before?" "If I had, it would surely pale in comparison. Nothing could top that." "Oh sweety, there's still my ass." *** We tried to write together later on and got some things done, but neither one of us had our heads into it and if you want to know the truth we were both exhausted. We had killed a bottle of a very good French Bordeaux over the last two hours and she finally drew me off to bed and snuggled her body against mine between her silk sheets. Yeah, the woman had class. As arousing as it was to have her body against mine, I soon found myself dropping into a deep sleep. Morning came with a mouth sucking on my cock. After realizing where I was and whose mouth was sucking me, I twisted around and pulled her on top of me. Without missing a beat she kept blowing me and settled that delicious breakfast on my mouth and began to hump my face. Of course, I was in heaven. I reached around and began to tweak her nipples. I found myself moistening my index finger in her juices and shoved it in the rosebud between her quivering butt cheeks. The feeling was unbelievable. All my senses were being filled with the smell, taste and sight of her pumping pussy above me while my cock was nearing completion in her wildly ravaging mouth and aided by that talented tongue. Her body writhed over me, filling my senses with the feel of her belly and breasts rubbing on me. We both began groaning with the building arousal until she slammed her cunt down hard on my face trembling in the throes of her orgasm and drenched my face with her love potion. At the same time I seemed to throw my legs out and shoving my cock deep into her throat, I erupted with a large load of jizm into her sucking mouth. We seemed to squeeze each other tight with the depth of our climax, sucking, licking and slurping with the pleasure of it all. It didn't get any better than this. *** She fixed us Eggs Benedict after we were able to extract ourselves from each other's arms. We had spent the time immediately after our sixty nine, kissing and sucking on the other's tongue combining and swallowing our juices. The pure visceral sexiness of it all was over whelming for me. I hadn't been able to get enough of her. The breakfast was terrific. The hollandaise sauce was tart and creamy and served over perfectly poached eggs, Canadian ham and English muffin. It was a tasty treat, but not as good as the stuff I extracted from her foaming delta. Still, the woman could cook. I left with the promise of returning that night. I was free for the rest of the day, but Anna had to check into the fashion company she worked for. All through the day I couldn't stop thinking about the night before: her hairy mons and pits, her lips sucking my cock, those incredible eyes staring into mine and her essence, that sweet liquid I had fallen in love with. Yes, I had it bad too. *** That night, I was trembling in anticipation once again as I walked up the path to her condo. She met me at the door bare-naked, no need to veil anything now. "Mister Jackson I presume." "You presume correctly. But just to make sure here's my ID." I unzipped and pulled my cock out in all its turgid glory. I had hardly closed the door behind me when she dropped to her knees and began to fellate me, cupping my balls with her left hand as she stroked my hard-on into her perfect lips. A short time later I was holding her head with both hands and fucking her face with what I believed was a rapidly maturing cock. It seemed to have grown another inch since our first encounter and the veins running down the middle seemed to be larger. The helmet that she was running her tongue underneath stood out deeply purple against her tantalizing pink tongue. The balls she was cradling in her left hand seemed bigger, real stones. Her finger plunged into my ass and I was dropping a massive load on her tongue. She had held it out as I came and I watched intently as my creamy, chunky liquid spilled onto her tongue. She kept bringing it into her mouth and returning for another squirt as she swallowed it all. What an awesome sight. How did I get so fucking lucky? *** We actually got some work on her song done. It was quite lovely and I suggested a bridge which she loved. Through it all we kept fondling each other's parts until by the time we were ready to call it quits we were both in a highly aroused state. My cock was standing at attention and her curly-haired quim was moist when I managed to stroke it. I couldn't get over my fascination with her hairy puss and arm pits. They were so fucking sexy. I pulled her to me and kissed her lips, sucking on that petulant lower lip, running my tongue over the seam. She was not to be out done. "What you got in mind big boy?" "Let's go get on the bed and see what happens." "You up for claiming my ass? She feels left out." I threw her over my shoulder and carried her into the bedroom "caveman style" with her beating on my back and laughing. I was going to claim her all right, all of her. I deposited the squirming flesh on the bed and quickly dove into her hairy delights licking her juices and tonguing her hard erect clitoris. I delved my tongue deeply into her pink depths. She spread her legs wider and pulled me in tight to her tasty delta. I slid my tongue down and lifting her up, I thrust it into the rosebud nestled between her beautiful ass cheeks. She moaned as I got more insistent, lathering her buttocks with my spit until suddenly she rolled over presenting me with her ass pushed into the air by the pillow she pulled underneath her. That wrinkled brown hole was winking at me, pulsing in an out. I didn't know what I was doing, but she seemed to be enjoying it. I rose up and set my prick on her wet hole and slowly pushed in sliding past the sphincter ring and gently moving more and more deeply into that hot, tight tunnel. She moaned at my slow progress until she reached behind and shoved me the last inch left with a growl, "Fuck my ass. Fuck it hard." I shifted gears and began to pump her ass full of cock and it felt great. I watched her hairy hole widen as my pole slid within taking it all until just our entwined hair showed and then blossom out as my cock slid back until just the tip was obscured. It was exhilarating, especially when I reached beneath and began to stroke that hard clit. She was quivering with passion and at once her backdoor tunnel clamped down hard on its invader and we both screamed in release. My prick seemed to come in one long stream that went on and on. Her hips were shaking and pumping as my silver seed poured into her body and my hand on her pussy was receiving a large amount of love cream which she expelled from her vagina. I pulled out and laid alongside her as we both panted from our exertion. She lifted the arm next to me and I immediately stuck my nose into that mossy pit, savoring her smell licking at the sweat lying there. It was pure heaven. She moaned a deep groan of satisfaction, "That was without a doubt the greatest fuck I've ever experienced. Are you sure you're a beginner?" I looked at that satisfied smile that graced her unbelievable beauty, "Not now." I said. *** The next three months hurried by. I slept almost nightly at her place. She had a couple of short business trips where I spent a day and night pining for her return. When she did, we almost killed each other with our lovemaking. She could go all night and as a fit eighteen-year-old, four or five comes was not out of the question. I had her in every position she knew and I invented a couple that tied us in knots, literally. And yes one night, I fucked her armpits which seemed to turn her on and I shot a huge load of white milky jizm on that silky black hair. I loved the contrast of colors. Afterward I spooned my globs of cream into her mouth watching her savor it as she milked her clit to orgasm. We continued to write together. We now had a couple of pretty good songs. One night at the songwriting class, I sang I Want You to a great reception. She was really excited. That night I fucked her in the ass again. This time my ejaculation seemed to last forever as she clutched me in her tight tunnel. Peter and I wrote a neat jingle that was accepted by the ad agency and I recorded it in Radio Recorders in Hollywood with just my guitar as accompaniment. It sounded terrific and I heard it several times on the radio. The fact it was played nationally turned into quite a boon for me. I had joined the unions, AFTRA and Musicians 47 and every thirteen weeks I got a sizable check in the mail from both as I was the co-writer, and only singer and musician. Sure beat a buyout like I had accepted on my first jingle. It was on an early evening in June when I came to Anna's door one night. The whole month had been cloudy and overcast and today was no exception. June gloom we locals called it. Depressing I called it, but not as depressing as it became moments later. I rang her bell and waited to be surprised. I never knew how she would greet me. After the third attempt I became anxious. A woman passing by in the hall touched me on the back and asked, "Don't you know? She moved back to France yesterday." I shook my head in anger. Surely this was a bad dream. She couldn't just leave me hanging like this. Embarrassingly, I realized that I didn't know anything about her, where she worked or any of her friends. I checked with the company she rented the condo from. They didn't know either. There was no forwarding address. She had paid three months in advance in cash and left a month's security deposit. It slowly dawned on me that she had known this would happen all along. Did she not want to tie me up or have to let me down? Surely nothing could be worse than this. Looking back at those times all these years later, I still long for her. Although I have had many sexual adventures since then which I will tell you about later, I will never forget my first fuck; shit my first love. I will always remember her. Where are you Anna? Are you still alive? Have you missed me as much as I have missed you? *** After Anna, I was lost for many months, trying to find her, fighting my depression and hardly able to write. I sought solace in the arms of any woman who would have me and though I must have been a mean companion, women sought me out. None could compare to Anna. I just went through the motions with them. No one had her violet eyes, her pouty, luscious lips, her hard tipped pert breasts, but most of all her hairy pussy and fur patched arm pits. I had become a hair fetish addict. I was constantly trying to see under women's skirts, glancing at their pits when they raised their arms and buying porn under the table they called it then, and watching movies that featured hairy women. Most porn flicks from this time were bound to have them. Shaving and depilating were not in vogue in the sixties, thank God. All this left me hungering for the past, still judging everything by the yard stick of Anna. I was miserable. Slowly as I began to fight my way out of it, I began to have some small successes: a film score here and a jingle there. But nothing had prepared me for the success of a number one record Always You. Yes the one I had written in my songwriting class. I had re-arranged it and shopped it around until some bright A and R guy decided to take a chance with it. Two other radio hits followed. Money and opportunities began to flow in, but still I was dissatisfied. I had registered for the draft when I turned eighteen, but did not want my life turned upside down by serving in the military. Though the threat was minimal in pre-Vietnam War days, I enrolled at UCLA as a full time student in psychology in the fall of sixty primarily to get a deferment. Don't ask me why I chose that major. I just had a yen to see if I could find out what made people tick. What made Anna tick. I guess in the back of my mind were all the books I had read by Albert Ellis and the other turn of the century books about sexual dysfunction. Of course a biggie had been the Kinsey Report and then the work by Masters and Johnson. The case histories had given me a lot of masturbatory fantasies. I still kept up my musical career. I just had to downsize it and fit it into my schedule. In four years I had a B.A. and wasn't sure at all if I knew people any better. Still that diploma looked good on my studio wall and I was proud of it. It came in handy later on when I had a career change, but you'll find out about that soon enough. Though I still longed for Anna and her hairy pits, it was time to move on. I now had the financial nut I needed and was full of enthusiasm for the future. I bought my first house and as it turns out my last. It was a rambling ranch house in Brentwood, sometimes noted as the movie star capital of the world. There was a circular drive in front and I bought a Jaguar to grace that drive. I was master of my domain. Cherry One of the most intriguing women I encountered during these early years was a twenty year-old Italian woman I met on a short trip to Italy to promote my record which was a big hit in that country. I mean Volare had been a mammoth international record success the year before. That's the time frame. I met her on my first day there. She was the representative of a big conglomerate who owned the Italian label my record was released on. They also had ties to the public owned television company RAI. Cherry was a promotion person for the label and was to accompany me to all the venues I would sing at and the interviews on radio and TV. She met me in a shoulder- less black dress that pushed up her breasts in a most delicious way and scooped out, providing an irresistible sight of those pert globes. She had that wonderful Italian, olive skin, dark brown eyes and succulent, full lips. We hit it off real well. She loved my music and I found her sexy and adorable. She took me to an Italian restaurant the first night. The food was sensational, the Chianti memorable and the conversation challenging with her basic English and excited, arm waving manner. We had too much wine and what I could glean from her off-hand remarks was that she wanted to continue our discussion in my hotel room. After much argument, she paid the check saying she had an expense account for my stay in Italy. We kind of held each other up as we staggered to the elevator we took to the penthouse the label had reserved for me. Once inside my door, I turned her around and brought my lips down on those that I had been staring at all night. We were both shaken by the passion it stirred in both of us. During one of the steam-filled clutches, I pulled down the zipper on the back of her dress and those pert breasts that I had been admiring all day, popped out. I pushed the dress down and off and stood staring at her hard-nippled boobs and the curly bush adorning her delta. My heart skipped a beat and I swallowed hard. She looked at me with swollen messy lips which had lipstick smeared all over her mouth and chin. She gave me an inquisitive look. "Are you OK?" "I'm in heaven. I love women with hairy pussies. She lifted her arms with mossy pits and said "And do you like these too?" I became rock hard and I'm sure I flushed red. "You're a vision from my wildest, sexiest dreams. Let me show you." I made her feel my swollen member. "That's for you...you Italian temptress." I then proceeded to lock my lips around her left breast and grabbed a handful of that hairy twat. She was soaking wet. I wasn't the only one ready to fuck. I picked her up by her crotch and an arm around her back and carried her to the bed. She put a hand over my mouth as I deposited her on the bed, "I'm a virgin. You better get a towel. Wow, that took the wind out of my sails. "Are you sure you want to do this?" She gave me a very serious look, "I've been saving myself for someone special and I choose you." She drew my lips down to hers and kissed me, running her tongue over my lips and into my mouth, "Now go get the towel. I want this more than I've ever wanted anything else." I got a towel from the bathroom and returned to the bed, spreading it out beside her. She scootched her butt over giving me an enticing view of her spread thighs and the grotto between. I lay down between those long legs and looked up at her. "Massage your breasts, make your nipples hard." She obeyed my command and I began to kiss her inner thighs slowly approaching her seat of passion. Everything was incredible: the sweet aroma, the drops of moisture on those black tendrils of hair, the very femaleness of it all. I slowly inserted my tongue into that black forest, licking at the moisture, separating the folds of flesh until I was snaking up her vagina and digging into her inner recesses. She spread her legs wider, reached behind my head, pulling me deeper and started humping her hips up for my invading tongue. "Jared, this is so good. Eat me up. Don't stop... I'm..." She started rhythmically repeating some Italian phrases until, "Babee... I'm cumming... here I... ammmm!" She inundated my face with her liquid love and I was busy for the next few minutes trying to get all the juice she had expelled. It was like the finest ambrosia and I wasn't wasting a drop of it. When Cherry stopped shaking I got up and removed the rest of my clothes unveiling the nine inch turgid pole. I knelt by her head and presented him for her inspection. "Oh my God, can I take all of that. She licked the dripping pre-cum off of the tip and engulfed him, sucking and swallowing that sweet liquid. As I withdrew and got into position she quipped, "I want more of that later." I rubbed my cock up and down her pussy, "You can have all you want signiorina, but now we're going to try to bury this monster in that perfect pussy." I slowly pushed forward feeling a tightness and as I did, Cherry brought her arms over her head exposing those tufts of hair in her pits. I almost lost it. I kissed her feverishly and looking down into those big browns I said, "I want your cherry, Cherry." She started laughing and that's when I shoved him to the hilt. She cried out in pain, but it was soon replaced by giggling as she realized I was completely in and when I began to fuck her, her eyes grew big with the amazing feeling we were both experiencing. "I'm yours Jared. Fuck the living daylights out of me." She then broke into her Italian phrases that only heightened my experience. I was moving into over-drive. My hips had a mind of their own and I let them go, humping and pumping without any conscious effort. I was building up to a huge climax and Cherry was meeting me thrust for thrust. She shouted out, "Scopare, scopare." I found out later that it meant fuck, well that made sense. Whatever it meant it spurred me on and my hips and hers became a blur of motion as I pounded her hot, tight pussy. I took one of those bouncing breasts in my mouth and she went crazy, shaking in orgasm and I was right behind her spurting my seed deep in her vagina. We lay locked together for several minutes as my cock deflated and with a little twist I withdrew completely. As I lay beside her I looked down at the towel. There was very little blood, a smidgen. She said later that she had been using some toys for the last few months and maybe that had opened her pussy up. The important thing was, other than that first push she had felt no pain. We lay for quite a while in a close embrace. Her pert jugs felt so good on my chest and every so often our lips would meet in a sweet kiss, our tongues exploring each other's mouth. She reached down and her hand caressed my prick, "Let's take a shower. I don't think I'm through with this delightful friend of yours. I mean, I had two cums and you only one. "OK my princess...by the way, did you see the movie Roman Holiday? You're my Audrey Hepburn. You've captured my heart. I led her to the shower and we soaped up and rubbed each other's privates. Of course, I became hard. Her pussy was a little sore, but she vowed to not let that stop us from anything. We scurried back to bed and dropped into the tight embrace we had before and started sucking face. I couldn't get over how beautiful she was, especially with those hairy parts. She wiggled out of my grasp and slithered down my body. She came to rest with her face inches from my erection. I could feel her hot breath on him. "It's my turn and I have this rather large member to worship." With that she enveloped said member, curling my toes. The little scamp twirled her tongue around him and then lifted her arm giving me a stunning view of her hairy pit. I started ruffing that fur and fucking her face. She cradled my balls in the palm of her other hand and moaned as if she had found out how much juice was in there and wanted it, wanted it all. She ventured further with that hand and I felt a finger probing my anus and then slipping in and fucking my ass. The feeling was unbelievable. It put me into high gear. I gave up my pit stroking and began to caress that sucking face which was giving me so much pleasure. "It's almost there baby. Are you ready for me to shoot?" Her answer was a low moan that vibrated on my cock, "Here it is, baby. Here's your hot cream. Oh god, Cherry, eat it, eat your sweet... loaaaad." It was one of the biggest ejaculations I had ever experienced, spurt after glorious spurt, but Cherry stayed with it, gulping down that awesome load. I watched her cheeks hollow as she sucked and the convulsions of her throat as she drank my juice, "Swallow it all. Shit, this is fantastic." I pulled her up and we kissed deeply. Her cummy lips were unreal as her mouth attacked mine sharing some of the sticky cream on her lips. Her face had a pixyish look, "That was so good. I've dreamed about this, but that was so much better. I loved sucking you and when you came...I almost passed out with excitement. Jared Jackson is filling my mouth with his hot love juice. I was so close to cumming just swallowing all that jizm, there was so much. Do you always cum that big?" "No that was the biggest load I've ever delivered." I kissed her again, "All because of you...and those hairy parts." I started sliding down her body as she had done to me, until I was lying with my face inches from her hirsute quim. "I don't believe in leaving women hanging." I pushed my face into her grotto and began to lick and suck her. Her pussy was overflowing with juice. It was kind of tangy, not like before. Then a light bulb went on...a lot of that liquid was me. What the hell I went after it with even more gusto and soon had Cherry moaning and moving her hips. "You beautiful man, I'm gonna cum for the third time." I moved in on her clit giving it my triple tonguing technique I had learned when I took trumpet. Cherry was in a herky-jerky motion as her orgasm approached and then she was exploding, "Never...ever...cum like this...eat me you brute. Swallow all my scum." I was trying my best, staying with her galloping hips and swallowing spurt after spurt of her sweet honey. We fell asleep in each other's arms. When I awoke at three she was gone. She had no clothes here in my room and we had an eight o'clock interview. It made sense, still I missed her already. I caught a few more hours of sleep and then got up to shower and dress. There was a note on the dining room table: Fantastic night. Thank you! Pick you up at seven. Sure enough there was a knock on my door at seven. She was beautiful again in a bright yellow, low-cut dress. She put her palms on my chest, "As much as I want you to, don't kiss me." A smile lit up her face, "Lipstick...We'll have plenty of time for that...and more tonight." She's in promo mode now, "Let me tell you about these guys that are going to conduct the interview." The day went well. Everyone seemed to love the song and I felt I handled myself well. Cherry was effusive in praise, "How do you say it in America... you knocked it out of the park." The rest of the week went too fast. There were two or three appearances each day and several nights were taken up with performances and television shows. We still managed to find times to be together in private and when we did we devoured each other. Cherry was very fond of my semen and that's why always one of my daily orgasms was in her mouth with her swallowing my load. She particularly liked to kneel in front of my full length mirror and when she worked me to ejaculation, she would stick out her tongue and watch my chunky white sperm shoot out of the end of my cock and cover her tongue. She would then pull it into her mouth and look up at me with that loving face and drink my juice. My last day in Italy, we pledged our love for each other and promised to keep in touch. The parting at the airport was tearful and Cherry clung to me openly sobbing, but I had to disengage her arms and walk away or miss my flight. We exchanged letters for a while and I tried to call her once, but they couldn't locate her. A year after leaving, I got a letter that was dry and direct. The key point was that she had gotten married and though she would miss me, she owed her allegiance to her husband and new daughter. I floundered for a while, but I felt good about the future. Little did I know how bright it would be? To be continued? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. 4-million people around the world contract HIV every year. You only have one body per lifetime, so take good care of it! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Kristen's collection - Directory 81