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The story starts when I first meet my daughter's first steady boyfriend. He was a great young lad, 13 years old (same as her), intelligent, polite and considerate. My wife and I both quickly became quite fond of him and he said he regarded me as the father he'd never had. His relationship with my daughter lasted about 18 months, but like so many first relationships it eventually ran out of steam. However, by this time, he and I were firm friends, so it seemed perfectly reasonable for us to keep in touch with each other. We would text regularly, and occasionally he would ring if he needed advice. About three months after he'd broken up with my daughter, I found out he was dating a girl in school called Sonia. I was pleased to hear this, and was glad he was moving on. I didn't hear from him for a few weeks, until he rang me one afternoon and asked if we could talk. This wasn't unusual, so I said go ahead, but he then said he couldn't talk on the phone - could we meet up somewhere? I could tell by his uneasy manner that something was troubling him, so we agreed to meet in the local Starbucks the following Saturday. I arrived before him, and chose a table well away from the crowds. He walked in about five minutes later, looking very nervous, and headed straight for me. "Hello, Jimmy," he said, "thanks for meeting me." "No problem, Tommy - it's good to see you," I replied, "I'll get us a couple of coffees, then we can talk." I got the drinks and we sat down together, making the usual small talk. He seemed to be struggling to get to the point, so I thought I should help him out. I presumed he wanted to talk about his new girlfriend so I asked how the relationship was going. "To be honest, not too good," he said, "she wants to have sex, but I'm not too keen on the idea." This astounded me! The idea that a 13 year old boy didn't want to fuck a pretty girl was ridiculous! "The truth is, I just don't fancy her. She's sweet and kind, and everyone else tells me she's hot, but she just doesn't do it for me - here, what do you think?" He pulled out his phone and showed me a photo of her. 'Fuckin' hell, Tommy - she's gorgeous! If you don't want to hit that you might have problem!" I joked. He looked me straight in the eye. "I know. That's what I'm worried about. The thing is... the problem is... What if I'm gay?" You could have knocked me down with a feather. "Just because you don't fancy one girl doesn't mean you're gay.," I told him, "What about Samantha (my daughter)? You were a couple for over a year! You must have had some sexual feelings for her, surely?" He seemed to totally panic stricken at the idea of discussing his sexual relationship with Samantha with her Dad, so I had to put his mind at rest. "Tommy, I may be a dad now, but I was once a teenage boy. I know EXACTLY what goes through the minds of ordinary kids, boys and girls, regarding sex. You and Sam spent a lot of time alone in her room, and I don't doubt things went on up there that I'd rather not know about. But if you want me to help, you have to be honest with me." He relaxed slightly. "Well, OK, we did fool around a little bit, just kissing and wandering hands, but my heart was never in it." "Weren't you turned on?" I asked. "No." I was surprised. "Really? No erection?" 'No, never." Again, this surprised me. She may have been my daughter, but I was under no illusions about Sam's sex appeal - she was a little hottie! "OK, so what does turn you on? Do you watch porn?" Tommy sat for a minute, thinking. "I can't watch porn, because the parental controls on my lap-top won't allow it. I get kinda horny watching guys get changed for gym class, and if a movie has a sex scene, I'm looking at the man." This seemed fairly conclusive. I looked him in the eye and said, "Hmm... you might be right. You might be gay. But it's no big deal - this is 2013, after all. We'll work out how to get you through this, and you can get on with your life. The first thing you have to do is break up with Sonia. It would be unfair on both of you to carry on like this." "Yes, I suppose you're right. It's a pity, because she's a nice girl." "I know, but it's for the best." I told him. "Then you need to explore your feelings, and learn to accept how you feel." He looked puzzled. "But how?" "Easy." I told him, "I'll lend you my IPad, go on-line and do some research. Visit gay forums and chatrooms, and find some gay porn and see how it makes you feel. How does that sound?" "I guess that would be good. Geez, what a mess!" "Relax, Tom, it'll be fine. Come on, we'll go get my IPad, then I'll run you home." *** It was a couple of weeks before I heard from him again. He rang saying he was nearby, and could he call in and drop my IPad off. I said that would be fine and he arrived a little while later. I was alone in the house, so I invited him in to talk He came straight out with it. "I did what you said. Forums, chatrooms and porn. There's no doubt about it - I'm as queer as fuck. The porn got me horny as hell. I couldn't get enough!" "Did you jerk off?" I asked. This obviously shocked him, so I carried on. "Come on, Tom. We're all boys together, and every guy does it. Nothing o be ashamed of." "Err, um... well... the thing is... I can't." "Eh? What do you mean? Of course you can!" "No," he said, "I can't. I've tried, but something about it freaks me out!" I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. The poor boy! I had to know more! "So you've never had a wank. Ever had an orgasm?" "I've had some wet dreams, but that's not the same. Am I a freak?" he asked. "No, son, you're not a freak. A little unusual, but not a freak. You're going to have to get someone to help you ease the tension, though. If you've been watching porn for weeks your balls must be fit to burst! The obvious thing would be to get the local school slut to give you a 'helping hand', but that's not appropriate in this case. Do you know any gay boys in school?" "No way! I don't want anybody to find out about this yet!" "OK, fair enough.," I told him, "but that means you're stuck. You can't go drinking in gay bars at your age, nor can you hang about in the local cruising areas." I could see tears welling up in his eyes, he was struggling to control his emotions. The confusion and confliction within him were taking hold and he started weeping and shaking. "Oh, God, why me? What have I done to deserve this?" This was getting a bit heavy but I knew I was the only one that could help him. As I said, he was a good kid and I really liked him and now he felt alone and helpless. I've never been one of these tough guys that think male contact should never go farther than a handshake and I've always been comfortable with my emotions, so a hug seemed like the right thing to do. He's a tall boy, six foot - the same as me - so I went over and put my arms around him. He hurried his head in my shoulder, and cried like a baby. In between sobs he said "I'm so sorry about this, but the pressure has been unbearable. I feel so desperate - what can I do?!" I felt for him so much, and it seemed like there was only one option left. "How would you feel about me helping you out?" I said. This confused him. "W-what do you mean? You are helping. Just talking about this helps." I could see he didn't understand. 'I know, but I'm talking about something else. An orgasm is the best way to let off steam, but you say you can't do that. I think it would really help you, so I'm prepared to 'assist'." Still bewilderment. "What are you saying?" We were getting nowhere. "For fuck's sake Tommy - this isn't rocket science! I'll jerk you off - just once - but if you tell anyone, I'll kick the shit out of you!" "B-but you're not gay!" "No," I sighed, "I'm not gay, but I am kind. I'll do this for you, but you had better make up your mind because I won't offer again." He thought for a moment, then said, "OK, if you think it would help." "Right, let's get it over with. Go and get some tissue from the bathroom." He was back in a few seconds, looking pretty excited. He stood in front of me, so I told him to close his eyes and think of someone else. I knelt in front of him and started to undo his belt, surprised at how comfortable I felt with this. I pulled down his pants and it was obvious, even through his shorts, that he was packing something a bit special. It was still limp, but the head of his cock was hanging down and out through the leg of his boxers. Oh, well - here goes, I thought. I pulled down his shorts and took his huge cock in my hand. Almost at once I could feel it starting to grow, throbbing, until it was 10-inches long and as hard as iron, sticking out at a right angle from his body. I'm no expert, but this was magnificent penis - smooth, un- cut and perfectly shaped - so I went to work on it. This was the point I realised how hard my cock was, and it dawned on me that I was enjoying myself. Young Tommy seemed to be enjoying it too, and started to moan softly. "Fuck, that feels SO good... oh god... yes!" I looked up and saw he had his head thrown back and his eyes screwed shut, a look of pure ecstasy on his face. I quickened my pace and the moaning got louder. "FUCKIN' HELL! OOOOHHH YESSS! DON'T STOP! JEEESUUS... YEAH!" I could tell he was close to cumming and I grabbed the tissue just in time. His huge cock started to twitch, and his thick, creamy spunk came shooting out, missing the tissue and hitting my chest. "Shit! Look at the mess!" I shouted, and went to t a clean T-shirt. When I returned, he'd put on his pants and was there standing with a huge grin on his face. "That was fuckin' AWESOME! I didn't think anything could feel that good! Thanks, Jimmy, I needed that!" "No problem," I replied, "now go home and forget this ever happened." *** The problem was I couldn't forget it. I couldn't shake the memory of how good it felt holding his massive dick in my hand. I wanted to contact him, but didn't know if things were awkward between us, so I sent a text just asking how he was. He said he was OK and asked if he could come over, and I told him to come the next day This was the first time is noticed just how handsome he was. Six feet tall, with brown eyes and jet-black hair. I knew he played basketball and was on the running team, and he looked as though he worked out too. As soon as he arrived I started to feel aroused. I invited him in and asked how things were. "No better. I've tried jacking off, but I just can't do it. I need more training." I was just about to offer when he said, "Do you think I could practice on you?" My heart leapt! I made a point of pretending to object but really I couldn't wait. I led him to the bathroom. "OK," I said, "you know what to do. Be firm but gentle." He sat in front of me and took out my cock, which was already hard, and started to masturbate me. It felt good and so wrong, but there was no way I wanted him to stop. After a few minutes a puzzled look clouded his face, and I could tell what was on his mind. He'd come in a matter of minutes, and he was wondering what was taking me so long, so I decided to take a chance on something. "You know, I'm not a big fan of hand jobs," I said. "Really? Why not?" Here goes, I thought. "They don't really do it for me - I find oral relief more effective." "Yeah? I'd never really thought of that." He kept on tugging and I thought he hadn't taken the hint, then he suddenly leaned forward and licked a drop of pre-cum from the tip if my dick. The effect was electric! I'd had plenty of blowjobs in the past, but the thrill of this sexy young boy licking my cock was something else! He seemed to sense my excitement and wrapped his lips around the end and took it into his mouth. He was a little clumsy, and caught me a few times with his teeth, but I didn't care. I grabbed his head and started to fuck his face, forcing my shaft down his throat as he sucked me greedily towards a climax. It didn't take long until I started to tremble and shouted "I'M GONNA CUM!" To my surprise and joy he didn't pull away, just kept on going as I shot my load down his throat and he swallowed every last drop. I stood there looking at him, neither of us knowing what to say. Eventually he looked at me and said "how did I do?" "Jesus Christ, Tommy. That was just fuckin' AMAZING! But that has to be it - I'm happily married and I can't keep doing this! Now go and find yourself a guy your own age." *** I didn't hear from him after that and I was starting to worry. Then one day Samantha came in from school with the air of someone with big news. "You're not gonna believe this," she said, "remember Tommy, my ex? He's only turned out to be gay, and when he told his parents, his stepdad threw him out of the house!" Christine, my wife, was visibly shocked. "Oh, that poor boy, that's terrible. Where is he living now?" Sam said she didn't know, but had heard he that he was sleeping rough. "Oh, I'm not having that. Do you still have his cellphone number, Sam?" Sam nodded. "OK, I want you to ring him and tell him he can come and stay with us." "Hang on a minute, Chris," I said, "don't you think we should talk about this?" I don't see why," she replied, "he's a good kid and we all like him, and now he needs our help. Make the call, Sam." I knew she was right, but I was worried about having that much temptation in my house. Sam came back as few minutes later and told us he was in a town nearby at the bus depot, so Chris and Sam set off to get him. It was late by the time they got back, and I didn't get a chance to talk to him alone before we all headed off to bed. Once we were in our room, Christine asked me, "Did you have any idea Tommy was gay?" "No," I lied. "It must be hard for him with nobody to talk to him. I know he trusts you - go and see if he needs to talk," she suggested. "There's no need for that, he's a big boy now and I'm sure he will find me if he needs me." "No, he won't. You know how shy he is. Go and see him now." "Now? But he'll be fast asleep!" She looked at me like I was an idiot. "Don't be silly. He's a teenage boy with a TV in his room - he'll never go to sleep. Off you go." So off I went. Our guest room is downstairs at the back of the house and she was right, he was watching TV - I could see the flickering silvery light under his door. I knocked gently, but no response. I knocked again - still nothing, so I tried the door. Tommy was on the bed. His breathing was heavy and slow, so I figured he must have fallen asleep while watching something. I could see him clearly by the light of the TV, flat on his back with his arms flung out to the side. It was a hot night, and this room had no air conditioning, so he was sleeping under a light sheet that covered him from the waist down. Under the thin sheet I could see the outline of his massive dick. I stood there for a few minutes, fighting the urge that was rising in me... and losing. I cautiously came to the edge of the bed and knelt beside it, knowing what I was about to do was wrong, but unable to stop myself. I reached out and gently pulled down the sheet. He was naked, his body glistening with a little sweat from the hot, sticky atmosphere in the room. I softly ran a finger over his long, fat cock and over his stomach, feeling the firm muscles, then took his penis in my hand and slowly rubbed it up and down. At this point his breathing changed and he stirred slightly and I knew he had woken up, but he just lay there pretending to be asleep. His beautiful cock grew and grew, and very soon he started to moan and writhe as I played with him, carefully bringing him to the edge of an orgasm, then letting him relax again. I knew I had to repay him for the amazing blowjob he gave me so I leaned over and started licking him, up and down the shaft, all around the rim and his balls too. I took the head in my mouth and started sucking, building a steady rhythm, while flicking the tip with my tongue. Needless to say, I had a raging hard-on, and my heart was beating faster from the excitement, as I sucked on this gorgeous boy's spectacular cock. By now he had given up pretending to be asleep and was whispering encouragement, "That's it... don't stop... ooohh yes, that's so fuckin' good." His legs were spread wide and I reached under him and slipped a finger in his ass. He let out a gasp and started to moan even louder, "Oh, god, yess! That's it, like that, deeper... deeper!" I worked my finger in and out, harder and faster, until I could sense he was ready. He came in my mouth so hard I nearly choked. His cum was hot and sweet, slightly salty too, and I couldn't get enough of it. I didn't swallow it though, I moved up and kissed him letting it run into his mouth. He mixed it around his mouth, then pushed it back into mine for me to swallow. We kissed again, then he reached down and touched my dick. "Fuck me, Jim, fuck me in the ass. I'm ready and I want you to be my first." "Are you sure? I mean, REALLY sure?" "Yes, I'm sure. Please, do it to me now." I wasn't sure, but I looked at him for a moment and couldn't resist. "OK, I will - but we need some kind of lube." I went to the kitchen and got some olive oil. "This will do," I thought. I returned to the bedroom to find Tommy lying on his back with his ass at the edge the bed. I stood between his legs, spreading them wide, and poured a little oil on to his cock. It ran down the crack of his ass and I rubbed it around his butt-hole. Then I put some on my cock, and rubbed it against his anus. "Are you ready?" I asked. "Yes, I'm ready." I carefully pushed forward, and the head of my cock was in his ass. I gently moved back and forth, going a little deeper, a little harder, a little faster each time. I couldn't believe what I was doing! A middle-aged straight guy fucking a sixteen year old hunk in the ass and loving every minute! Tommy was loving it to, pushing back against every thrust and squeezing my dick with his ass. "Fuck me! Fuck me harder! C'mon, harder, FASTER!" Sweat was dripping from me and my knees were weak, but still I kept going, fucking this beautiful boy. On and on, faster and faster... I grabbed his cock and started to jack him off in time to my thrusts. This did it for him, and he came again, with I loud moan, spunk shooting onto his chest. That pushed me over the edge. "I'm cumming!" I gasped. "Come inside me! I want to feel your hot cum squirt into my ass!" His ass squeezed me even tighter, and I could feel the blood pulsing in my cock. I came, waves of pleasure running over me as I pumped my spunk into him. When i was done, I slipped forward and lay on top of him, neither of us able to speak. We lay there for about ten minutes, getting our breath back, recovering our strength, before I headed for the shower. When I got back to our bedroom Christine was still awake. "Well? How did it go?" "Fine. There's no doubt that he's gay and he seems perfectly happy about it" "That's good," she said, "and did you make him feel welcome?" "Yes, of course," I replied, smiling at the memory of just how welcome I had made him. *** Tommy lived with us for about 6 months before leaving to live with an uncle on the west coast. We made love regularly, always me fucking him. After he left he would write occasionally but now it's been over a year since we last heard from him, so you can imagine my surprise when I got in from work today to find him standing in our kitchen drinking a beer! "Oh, Jim, look who's here!" Christine cried "Tommy had to come to town to take care of a few things, so I said he could stay in our guest room - is that OK?" "Of course it is. Hello, Tommy. How are you?" "I'm fine 'Dad', it's good to see you" and he came forward to embrace me. As we embraced I could feel his huge erection pressing against my crotch, and he whispered in my ear, "I think I need some advice..." End Comments to jimmyjfenwick@gmail.com *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* The author does not condone child abuse, this story is meant as an erotic fantasy not depicting anything in real life. Anyone acting out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a fellow convict in their local prison system. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Kristen's collection - Directory 77