("`-''-/").___..--''"`-._ `6_ 6 ) `-. ( ).`-.__.`) (_Y_.)' ._ ) `._ `. ``-..-' _..`--'_..-_/ /--'_.' ,' (((' (((-((('' (((( K R I S T E N' S C O L L E C T I O N _________________________________________ WARNING! This text file contains sexually explicit material. If you do not wish to read this type of literature, or you are under age, PLEASE DELETE THIS FILE NOW!!!! _________________________________________ Scroll down to view text -------------------------------------------------------- This work is copyrighted to the author © 2013. Please don't remove the author information or make any changes to this story. All rights reserved. Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- I Love You Tommy by LivingProof (no address provided) *** I admit that I have always been attracted to my older brother, he is tall and strong and I've always fantasized about being with him... sexually. Finally one day I decided to see if I could seduce him and that's what this story is all about. (mf-teens, youths, 1st, inc) *** For many years now, pressure to tell everyone this story has been building up inside me. It is the story of my first sexual experience, an experience that was carefully planned and orchestrated by yours truly. I grew up in a house that was given to my mom and dad as a sort of nest egg by my maternal grandparents. I don't remember much about my dad when I was young because he divorced my mom when I was only three years old. I would see him from time to time over the next few years, but eventually he just drifted away. I think he still paid child support until I was a teenager, but I never actually asked my mom about that. So there was just my mom, who I still called Mama in those years. And there was my brother, who was two years older than myself. And there was me, a girl who had lots of friends in the neighborhood and who always got nearly straight A's on her report card. This was the early 1990s, a time when denim skirts were still popular with tween girls, a time when we painted our nails in the M&M's-with-peanuts style - green, red, blue, orange, and yellow. We girls wore simple white shoes or sandals, did our hair up with raised bangs, and had collections of rubber-style ankle rings. There was no Internet and no cell phones for kids, meaning we still passed notes to each other in school as a form of communication. We talked and giggled on the phone in the evenings, had slumber parties, and played sports in the streets. When I was about nine, something inside me woke up, and I realized that all of the boys thought I was very pretty. There was this gang of us that hung out a lot, both during the school year and in summer. The gang consisted of my two best girlfriends, a couple of the neighborhood boys, and myself. I began to notice that the boys were staring at me more and more often, and my friends Lisa and Kelli were always making funny remarks about how I was attracting attention. It wasn't just the neighbor boys, however. Whenever I went shopping with my mom, or when my mom, my brother, and myself would go somewhere like the zoo, a park, or the mall, I felt the eyes of grown men examining me. It didn't make me feel uncomfortable. In fact, I began to anticipate those subtle stares with a sort of girlish eagerness. When I was 11 years old, I went to a summer camp that was run by an outfit that some of my mom's coworkers were affiliated with. During that week, one of the young men who worked as a staff member took up an interest in me. On the final evening before we headed home, I actually sat on his lap for a bit while he kissed my neck and ear, rubbed my back and legs, and felt around my panties. It was the only time I was ever molested, but I didn't have nightmares or anything afterwards. In fact, I felt really mature about myself because I assumed the affection meant that I was special to someone. It was at this time that I began to notice myself - meaning my body - more than ever before. I was always a bit short for my age, with a slightly darker-than- average complexion. My hair was full-yellow, without a hint of ash or white. It was very long, and when I stretched out backwards on the bed, my ponytail would slither down to my butt crack. My legs were what people called classic-shaped, and my ankles were just a bit rounder than most girls'. When I sat down, my kneecaps completely disappeared. My leg hair was bright blond, almost white, and it was very prominent. My eyes are dark brown, almost black, and when I was young my mom used to tell me that I should think about getting tinted contact lenses someday because my hair would be better complemented by blue eyes. I always scoffed at that. My breasts had always had a roundness to them, even when I was little. They began to pop out even further just after my 11th birthday, and by the time I turned 12 they were pretty big. I hated wearing a bra, but I knew that I should because it would make my tits stand out instead of sagging. My pubic hair grew a lot during that year also, and it was as bright-white as my leg hair. I shaved my legs for the first time during the summer when I was 12, and began to do that more and more often until I was 13. From then on, I shaved about every five days. When I was 12, I went on a trip down to California with my best friend Lisa. That was in August. We were visiting her extended family, and when I returned I found out that Kelli, my second-best friend, was moving away. This hurt me deeply, and I think of this as the time when I began my weepy phase. Not that I had a bad experience with seventh grade, but for some reason I was moodier, cried sometimes at night, and began to drift away from the neighborhood gang, even from Lisa *** I had always loved my brother very much, and he was the most important male in my life. He spent more time with his own friends than he did with me, but he was always kind to me and never made fun of my developing body, my interests, or my friends. I loved it when he would pat my head in an affectionate manner, when he kissed my cheek on my 13th birthday, and when we stayed up late at night to watch TV together. One morning in March, just a few weeks after I turned 13, I awakened, stared upward, and saw the word SEX written all over the ceiling. I have since heard about such instances, where some girls seem to be triggered in this way, not just gradually over time, but in a flash of realization. Perhaps some of us have a sudden chemical change and are “awakened” when flooded with estrogen for the first time. I'm really not sure. What I do remember is that on that morning I spent the next several minutes rubbing my legs under the covers, tossing my head from one side to the other, and breathing rather heavily. After that, I would spend a few moments each morning touching myself gently. I especially liked stroking my inner thigh while my hair lay across my face. At school, I noticed another girl rubbing her white tights together, and I began to mimic her. I began to think about which of my necklaces, earrings, and hair arrangements seemed to draw the most attention. I smiled at all the girls and guys in the hallways, and my weepy phase was over. My friends would talk about sex, and about what it would be like to have intercourse. I knew that none of them were serious about doing it themselves, but of course this type of conversation is part of the growing up process, a way in which we girls can play at being a woman. I had long ago gotten used to the stares from the boys and the men, and although it still excited me when I caught a male paying close attention to me, I felt that something was missing. Eventually I figured out what it was. It was my brother. Since there was no father in the home, I guess I suffered from the lack of approval from a grown man that I knew closely. In my case, the next best thing was Tommy, and I realized that I was yearning for him to acknowledge me as a sexually maturing female. One evening at dinner, soon after the school year ended, Tommy announced that he had been invited to go down to Portland on a visit with his best friend's family. Never before had I been so jealous. I suddenly realized that I wanted Tommy to myself, although I could not figure out exactly why I felt this way. He left on his trip four days later, and was gone for a week. I was filled with envy. The night before he returned, I found myself putting together a plan. I was determined to find out if Tommy cared about me as a young woman. Without considering the consequences, I decided that I would show him an unusual amount of affection when he got home, and I would use my body to attract him. At this point I want to say that I had never actually used my body for flirting. I had watched women and other girls twitch their ass at the swimming pool, change their stride to a sexy swagger when males approached, and move up close to a man while talking to him. I had never done anything like that, but now I could think of nothing else than the attention I wanted to give Tommy. My body was clearly telling me how to accomplish this. When Tommy arrived back at the house the next morning, I greeted him in my blood-red satin nightgown, the one I had insisted my mom purchase several months before. Funny thing is, I had only worn it to bed once. I knew on this day that I would wear it much more often in the future. Tommy patted my head, and I snuggled up next to him. In a soft whisper, I asked "Did you have a good trip?" "Yeah, it was fine. Mom at work?" I nodded, making sure that my smooth cheek rubbed against his chest. Then I looked straight into his eyes and said, "I missed you a lot." Tommy patted my head again, then motioned toward the hallway. "I got to get this bag unpacked and then take a shower." I let go of him, watched as he moved down the darkened hallway, letting out a low sigh. *** Two nights later, Tommy and I were doing the dishes together. We stood next to each other at the kitchen sink, and I couldn't stop my legs from quivering. I eased closer to him, finally rubbing up next to his torso. Tommy wasn't all that tall, perhaps 5'9", and he had an average build. Even so, my petite 5-foot frame made it very easy for me to place my tit next to his stomach. I brushed my arm against his waist several times and whispered a small joke while we worked on the pots and pans. I'm not sure, but I believe I felt a jolt of electricity pass between us. Later that evening, I caught him staring at me several times, and a thrill ran from the top of my head to my painted toenails. The next day, I made sure that Tommy could see me when I came out of the shower. I had on a small gown and no panties. Tommy looked at me as I slowly walked to my bedroom. After I went inside I sat down on the bed, rubbed my legs together, and listened. I knew he was right outside my door, which I had left open just a crack. I could hear him breathing. The next day was Friday. Tommy and I sat on the couch together that evening, watching a sitcom rerun. I was in a pair of shorts and a filmy t-shirt, and I was barefoot. Several times during the evening, I playfully hit at him with my arm, and finally he slapped back. He looked at me with a weird smile. "What's gotten into you, Tina? You wanting to fight?" I giggled. "No, but I like hitting you anyway." I kicked him softly and let my bare foot rest for a moment on his calf. I started to talk, but my voice failed, and instead my breath came out in a shudder. "I just want to do something." He looked at me, and I will never forget what was written on his face. It made me uncomfortable, nervous, and excited all at the same time. I got up off the couch, headed toward the kitchen, and called back to him. "You want one of the leftover pieces of pie?" Instead of answering me, he rose from the couch and followed me to the kitchen. "I'll get it," he said as he moved past me to the far counter. I padded over to him, and together we took the lid off the glass container and reached for the two slices of pie that were nestled together. We brought the two slices to our lips while we stared at each other for a moment. My chest was heaving in a way that I had never experienced. I could not stop myself, and I didn't want to. I smiled, turned around with my pie in my right hand, and brushed my tits across his chest. "I'm going to eat mine in my room." I walked slowly down the hall and pushed open the door to my bedroom. In the distance, the muffled sound of the TV could not drown out Tommy's breathing. I knew that he would not enter my room tonight, but I also knew something else. I had seduced him. I had him if I wanted him. *** I don't remember much about that night except that I slept quite well, after the usual tossing, turning, and fidgeting. The next morning I lay in bed, wondering what it would be like to have Tommy lying there next to me. I loved my brother so much, and I wanted to show him how much I loved him by sleeping with him. I knew that everything happening was the result of my sexual awakening, but I never thought of it as wrong or improper. My body was telling my mind what to do, and it was also telling my mind to not worry about the consequences. It was like the end of a long script that I had written, a script that I had begun to compose and was unable to stop. I was now reading over my script, and I was at the final chapter. Tommy and I looked at each other several times during that Saturday, and sat close to each other in the back seat of the car on the way to the grocery store. After dinner, I went to my room for a while, sat around on the bed without actually doing much of anything, and waited for my mom to go to bed. She did so rather early on Saturday because she worked the A.M. shift at the clinic on Sundays. Suddenly I felt like a little girl who needed an answer. When I heard my mom go to her room and shut the door, I waited a moment, then rose from the bed and crept into the hallway. I made sure that the coast was clear and that Tommy would not hear me. I went inside my mom's room, padded over to her bed, and without asking permission, got under the covers. It was the first time I had been in bed with my mom in years. My mom stretched out her arm to me and asked if I was all right. I snuggled next to her and nodded. Then I asked her if it was okay to need my mother like this. She said of course it was, and for the next few minutes, all was silent as she stroked my hair. Then she stopped, turned away, and soon fell asleep. I got up, returned to my room, and felt as though I had just done something that was a necessary part of what was happening. I knew when Tommy would likely head for his room. It was still pretty early, about 10:30PM, and I sat on the bed, stroking my silky, clean-shaven legs, my breath becoming more ragged all the time. I could feel my skin becoming ever so slightly damp, and I licked my lips a lot as I waited for the telltale sound of my brother coming down the hall. He scuffed his slippers along the carpet when he walked, and it could be heard throughout the house. When I heard the familiar sound of his house shoes, I rose and began to walk to the bedroom door. I was shaking as though it were freezing cold inside the house, and my blood-red nightgown rippled as I made my way toward the bathroom. I entered and pretended to work on my eyelashes with my fingers. Tommy came into the bathroom, nodded at me, and reached for his toothbrush. Immediately, I grabbed mine, and for the first time in about five years, my brother and I brushed out teeth together. It was an incredible experience. When we were finished, I did not tell him good night. Instead I swallowed, waited for my throat to stop closing, and got up on my tip-toes. I put my face as close to his as I could and whispered, "Well, I'm going to my room now... I'm going to get into bed." I brushed my satin-covered nipples against his chest as I turned toward the door. Then a shock passed through my body as I felt his hand on my back. I stopped, waited, and let Tommy feel my long, beautiful blond hair for just a moment. Then I walked slowly away, down the hall and into my room. I left the door slightly ajar, turned down the covers and slipped into bed. The light from the street was faint because the nearest light pole was at the end of the block. Even so, I could clearly see my entire outline when I looked down the length of my bed. My nightgown was plastered to my torso and thighs, and my calves shone as if they were illuminated from within. I could not control my hands. They felt along my waist, went to my panties, and began to remove them. A moment later, my panties were under the covers and my entire body lay on top of the sheet and blanket. I knew what was about to happen. There was no turning back now. I lay there, my breath becoming more and more heavy. I watched my breasts rise and fall under the nightgown. Squirming a little, I undid part of the back tie and let the gown slip a little, A moment later, my nipples were fully exposed. I rubbed my legs together, continued to pant, and waited. I knew that my cunt was becoming wet. It was the time of mating, the time of sex. The door creaked. I turned my head and watched as Tommy came into the room. He was wearing nothing but his boxer shorts. I squirmed on the bed, just to let him know that I had seen him. Without a word, he came over to the bed, sat down, and bent over me. My right knee rose up at that point, without asking my brain for permission. From that moment on, I was not in control. My body was. My beautiful female body was excited, and it was letting me know that I was going to get laid in a few minutes. Tommy lay down beside me and turned on his side. He brought his face close to mine and said, very softly, "Hi." "Hi," I whispered back. His hand went to my left leg and began to rub it. I heard his breath began to quicken, and a moment later my own breathing became much more rapid. Tommy's hand explored my panty-less crotch, and within moments, it began to feel as though the sun was rising between my legs. I could tell that he was taking off his shorts, even though my eyes were nearly closed. Then I felt him spread his legs and move on top of me. The feel of his skin next to my nightgown was more than I could bear. I arched up just a bit, and that was all it took for him to get the message. He slowly pushed my nightgown over my head and dropped it over the side of the bed. My long blond hair fell all over my tits. Tommy lowered himself onto me, and at that point I realized that I was covered in a sheen of moisture. My brother began to lick my nipples, one and then the other. I couldn't stop myself from spreading my legs. Tommy's legs went inside my own, and the sensation was indescribable. My body knew what it had been made for, and it was my body that was writing the final half of the final chapter of the script. I opened my mouth and began to whimper once more. Tommy stopped licking, felt my body with his hands for a moment, and then moaned. "Ohhhhh Tina..." I put my arms around his back and pressed his body to mine. My body wanted to hump upwards and find his cock with my pussy, but at the same time, my body wanted him to take charge. I rubbed my hands along his back as I lay there, feeling more female than I had ever thought possible. For just a moment, my head cleared. A thought came to me. If only Lisa could see me now. And then, the thought was gone, and I was overcome once more with that incredible feeling of femaleness. My mouth opened and I made a sound that I will never forget. I mewed like a kitten. This must have driven Tommy over the edge. He made a humping motion, paused a moment, and then whispered, "I've got to do... it... now..." Immediately, I felt my cunt pulsed, and the sun that was burning inside went nova. I shuddered, trying to speak, but all I could do was make the mewing sound again as I lay there, absolutely drowning in prettiness. My clit was on fire, and my drooling cunt was beginning to suck open and shut, begging for intercourse. Tommy was a virgin, just as I was. Perhaps that is what made this seem so natural. I wasn't at all concerned about him becoming scared, or acting as though he did not know what to do. I certainly knew what both he and I were capable of. My brother eased forward, and before I could stop them, my legs drew themselves up and clamped around his. Tommy uttered a sound that one makes when smelling something delicious. I felt his cock against my pussy, and my breath became even more rapid. Tommy began to push into me. I knew that my hymen was partially torn, probably from bike riding or doing splits, or whatever. Still, I anticipated a bit of pain. There wasn't any. Tommy slowly drove his cock the length of my cunt. I breathed in, blew out, and clamped my legs tighter around my brother. He started going in and out, his speed increasing over time. My mouth opened and I let out a series of tiny whines that were in rhythm to his pumping. Tommy brought his face close to mine, and I tried to speak to him. "T-Tommy... Tommy... Ma... Mama will... Mama will hear me..." I shuddered. "Shhhh, Tina. Try to... be quiet." "I caaaaan't," I mewed. "I can't... I'm a g-girl..." I kissed his cheek and began to whimper again. Tommy lost all control. He began to pump harder, and the feel of his cock inside me made me want to buck upward. I couldn't believe how slippery I was. My pussy lips were throbbing, my clit was throbbing, and my tits were throbbing. Even in the semi-dark, I could tell that my entire chest was flushed. Tommy's thrusting was making my entire body move along the bedsheet, back and forth in a hypnotic rhythm. I was loving the odor that we were making. Our sweat was mixing together and it was heavenly. Perhaps this odor can only happen between sister and brother, I really don't know. I squealed again, louder than I should have, but there was nothing I could do to stop my throat from making noises. I wanted to dig my fingernails into my brother's back in an effort to make him hump me even harder. Tommy groaned loudly, and pushed as deep as he could go. I felt his balls against my smooth ass, and I gasped so loudly that I sprayed spittle onto his shoulder. My brother moaned again and shuddered out the words, "TINA! Oh, oh it feels good!" I cried out when he said that, and squealed back to him. "TOMMY! It feels... feels... so good... it feels... too... good, too good..." Then it was back to rapid breathing. My tits were so swollen and bouncy I could hardly stand it. I felt my cunt begin to mound. I raised my legs around my brother's back, cried out softly, and felt an immense pressure building. Then my cunt began to open wide and would not close. Tommy made an almost inhuman sound when he felt my pretty toenails dig into his butt. He thrust deeply several times and then made another sound. "Oh, oh, ohhhh!" At the same time, I felt an explosion between my legs, and the electricity traveled up to my nipples, my mouth, and down to my toes. I made a small screeching noise like when I would try to stop a sneeze. I felt Tommy's cock become all gooey feeling inside me and I knew exactly what that meant. I mewed a couple more times as my orgasm subsided, then my body went limp. Tommy slowed his pumping, stopped completely, and then went limp as well. He was still on top of me, but his weight did not bother me at all. After a moment, my hands began to shake. I tried to move them to Tommy's back so I could caress him and let him know that everything was all right. Tommy responded by propping himself up on his elbows for a moment. He looked at me as if to ask if I was hurt or if I was upset or anything. I brought my hands to his neck, curled them together, and brought his head close. Although I was still breathing fast and heavy, I was just able to whisper, "I love you Tommy." After about 10 minutes, our sweat was beginning to dry. I curled next to my brother and whimpered to him softly. He kissed my hair and kept me in a tight grip. I have never loved anyone so much as I loved my brother at that moment. As I lay there, feeling his semen beginning to drool out of my pussy, I wanted nothing more than to love my brother forever. We slept together for several hours, then he got up, whispered good night to me, and left the room. I know he was scared that he would oversleep and that we would be discovered together. My mom was a sound sleeper, fortunately. I began to realize just how loud I had been, and could not imagine what would have happened if she had heard us. *** Tommy and I talked about it a lot during the next few days. I could tell that he was a bit sheepish when it came to discussing our experience, probably realizing that he had been overcome by natural instinct. Still, I love to think that he cherished that fuck as much as I did, and that our first time was with each other. I'm not going to go into what happened after that. But in case anyone is wondering, the answer is no, Tommy did not get me pregnant. Yes, we had sex again, more than once. Yes, I finished high school and went to college. Tommy became an architect, a good one. What I described above happened 20 years ago. Although I have been with a number of male companions since that time, never again have I felt the way I did that night. Oh, there's one other thing you might be interested to know. That young man who molested me at summer camp when I was 11 years old is now a vice president at a major travel/leisure corporation. I never told on him. END ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author does not condone the described behavior in real life in anyway shape or form. Anyone tempted to act out any of the scenarios in this story; should seriously consider seeking professional help. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Kristen's collection - Directory 76