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Susan cried as she shuddered and shook, wildly tossing her breasts from side to side. She and Mike, her new boyfriend, clutched each other, savoring each other's bodies as they wound down from their mutual climaxes. "Mike, you've made me cum again. Three big orgasms in a couple of hours. I can't believe we did it three times in one night." She cradled her huge tits in her arms. Each filled her forearms from her hands to her elbows. Mike took her lovely body in his arms. Then raised each breast in turn and kissed the prominent nipple. He sucked hard and Susan shuddered in ecstasy. Mike's lips found hers and they kissed, tongues intertwined. Mike raised one of her breasts and pushed a still stiff nipple between their joined lips. It was weird but extremely sexy as they both shared the same teat, kissing, sucking, caressing Susan's nipple. Both almost came again from the erotic excitement. It's too bad the evening would have to end so soon but Mike had an early morning flight to Chicago. Susan would have loved him to stay the night but they compromised on the promise of a dinner date for tomorrow evening when he returned. Mike would prepare a gourmet meal and they could have each other for dessert. They embraced each other in Susan's king sized shower while they washed off the residue of the evening's exertions. They kissed and caressed each other under the warm gentle rain. It was a fitting end to a passionate evening. Susan changed sheets on the bed and prepared to go to sleep. She lay back in bed and fondled her tits. The nipples were just a bit sore from Mike's enthusiastic biting and the touch of her fingers seemed to sooth them. Susan turned on the bedside lamp and raised her big breasts up for inspection. She looked closely at the tips and noticed a couple of light bruises around the areolas. She couldn't tell if they were hers or Mikes, not that it made any difference. "We really used you girls hard, didn't we?" she said softly. "But you know that you like it." As she cradled her breasts in her arms, Susan thought about how her tits had become her best friends and playmates and how they helped support her almost affluent lifestyle. Although Mike had given Susan three smashing climaxes, she actually had had another big orgasm earlier that day during her job as an actress in porn web videos. It was a convenient way to earn money doing the one thing she was really good at. Every afternoon she took a short trip to a well- appointed TV studio downtown. She applied makeup, dressed in a provocative outfit, and arranged herself in a seductive pose in a well-lighted set resembling a bedroom. Three video cameras were arranged around the bed, one at the foot and one on each side. There were no high paid videographers. Susan controlled the cameras from a small switch panel hidden under the pillow. A large TV screen behind the cameras showed the image each camera picked up and Susan selected the picture she wanted to show. It was a low budget operation and the video production manager was pleased that Susan could handle many of the technical details herself. When everything was set up she read the e- mails from fans requesting her to perform some sex act on her own body while the charges ran up on their credit cards. The show had four live sessions a day, each about half an hour long with a few minutes of rest in between. Susan reviewed the e-mails then worked up a little act for each session which would satisfy the requests. She tried to make each show different although the requests were basically the same. She didn't do any hard porn. No on camera fucking. While she was certainly an exhibitionist and didn't mind showing her body to strangers, or even masturbating in front of them, she drew the line at letting a stranger shove his cock into her cunt on camera. It would have gone against her morals. She only allowed that freedom to men she was attracted to. Men she liked and respected. And she preferred to do it in private. Susan was a talker as well as an exhibitionist. A big part of her act was verbal. She had been on the high school debate team and was used to talking to an audience. She didn't feel at all reluctant to discuss her body in a very objective way. She followed debate strategy, telling, in her most intimate voice, about what she was going to do to her boobs and her cunt when she pleasured herself on camera. She described, between moans of ecstasy, how it felt as she rolled and sucked her nipples and thrust her fingers into her juicy cunt. After she shuddered to completion, she told her viewers, in intimate detail, what she had done to her receptive body and promised that she would do even more to herself in the next paid session. Her debate coach would have been proud of her ability to convince an audience that more was yet to come. Even when she was having real sex with a lover Susan would keep up a running conversation, telling him to touch this, or lick that. She wasn't being bossy about it. She just wanted to increase their mutual satisfaction. So on camera she held up her breast and told how soft and nice it felt in her hands. She squeezed the end of her tit to make the nipple stand up, then demonstrated how far she could pull it out just to prove that it was all natural and not stuffed with silicone. She even showed that she could rub one nipple around the other, twiddling her nipples like some people twiddle their thumbs. She did it with good humor, treating her body as a source of fun and amusement. Her audience loved it. They were so used to women who were uptight about sex that listening to Susan talk about her attributes and how she intended to use them to make love to herself was like a breath of fresh air. But now it was time to start the show. She always started the same way. Susan would walk in front of the camera and sit down on the edge of her bed. Then she would look directly at the camera and talk to it as if addressing some very good friends. "Hi gang. It's good to see you again. Do you like my outfit? I picked it out especially for today. Since you're not here I'll have to do everything myself. But you can watch and cum along with me. I think I'll begin by playing a bit with my body. Don't worry, I won't make myself cum yet. It's just to get me started. Then I'll do some of the things you asked me to do in your e-mails." Susan slowly unbuttoned her blouse and removed her skirt in a sensuous strip tease, making sure to exhibit her body and legs in their most flattering pose. Many of the e-mails requested that Susan play with her huge tits. She would reach into her bra and, using both hands, slowly pull a fleshy boob out of its confinement. Then she would hold the newly liberated breast up towards the camera, bring the end to her mouth and suck the nipple. While she caressed her boobs she kept up a running stream of comments just like a baseball play by play announcer. It was a verbal strip tease. She told her fans how nice it felt to massage her soft resilient breasts even adding that it was too bad that they weren't there to do it for her. "I'm licking and sucking my tits. It feels so good. Don't you wish you could do this to me?" she would say between slurps at her massive mammaries. She demonstrated what she was saying by pulling and squeezing her boobies. Susan's nipples were very big and she delighted in rolling them between her fingers until they stood out like little soldiers. As she manipulated her nubs she described the pleasure she got out of sucking her own nipples as a treat both to her nipples and her mouth. It was just like licking a lollipop, she said. Her running commentary on the erotic pleasure of playing with her body was a big part of her act and apparently very popular with her fans. A few of the e-mails asked Susan to stroke her long legs from ankle to crotch then masturbate to a climax. Susan liked to caress her legs and the viewers liked it too. She had long showgirl legs with strong muscular thighs and full sexy calves. The viewers liked to see her show off her calves, knead them with her fingers and then run her hands slowly up her thighs. She would ask the viewers to imagine that their hands were on her legs. When she reached the top she would spread her legs apart to reveal her swollen pussy. She would orient her body so the camera got a full view of her cunt then touch her pussy lips. "Look at my pussy. It is getting so wet. My pussy knows that I'm going to finger fuck myself while you watch. It's making me so excited. But first I'm going to taste my juices. I'll bet you wish you could lick me. Watch me put my fingers in my pussy. My body is getting so horny. Look at how my legs are shaking. My cunt feels so good." "I'm going to start moving my fingers now. Oh! That's good. I'll bet you can see my pussy lips getting fat and juicy. If I pull my lips apart you can see my clitoris. It's my little cock. I like to play with my cock but I won't do it yet. Isn't it getting bigger? I would like you to suck my clit. Really suck it. Now I'll put another finger in my cunt." The viewers wanted to see her move her fingers in and out of her vagina until she shuddered to an orgasm. She actually enjoyed finger fucking herself but most of the time she faked the climax. She knew that she could give a better show by pretending to have an orgasm rather than actually having one. She licked the pussy juice dampened fingers of one hand while she moved the fingers of the other in her cunt and stroked her clit. All the while she talked about how she was about to make herself cum and what she was doing to her body and her feelings of pre-orgasmic arousal. She drove her fingers into her vagina and rolled her clitoris. When her thighs got rigid she knew it was time to stop, else she would lose control and plunge headlong into the abyss of orgasm. She spoke intimately to the video camera "I'm doing myself. I'm making myself cum." She interspersed her comments with writhing on the bed and moaning and groaning in simulated pleasure. "Look at my nipples now. Have you ever seen them so hard? I wish you were here to suck them for me. My legs are shaking. All my muscles are tense. I can't control my body any more. I'm really fucking myself. For real. I can't stop it. My body is making me fuck myself. I'm going to have an orgasm soon, a really big climax." When she thought it was time, Susan turned to the camera and with an agonizingly erotic voice cried "Watch me! I'M GOING TO CUM NOW. I'M CUMMING. YES, YES. I'M CUMMING NOW!. I'M CUMMING JUST FOR YOU!" as she pretended to have a massive orgasm. It was all acting but the audience loved it. But once in a while she got carried away with her acting and actually gave herself a real orgasm. It would usually happen as a surprise to Susan. Her fingers would stroke her clit as they had done dozens of times before, then, without warning, her sexual autopilot would take over. Susan's hands were no longer responsive to her will. Her cunt was directing her motions. It would not be denied. It demanded an immediate orgasm. Her hips would start rising to meet the thrust of her fingers, her legs would shake, her thighs would get rigid, and she would spasm as her magic fingers danced her body to a climax. Her back arched until her body formed an arc supported only by her head and her heels. When it started, there was nothing she could do to stop it. She was on for the ride. When masturbating to a real orgasm, all she could think about was making herself cum. She forgot about talking and the gasps of pleasure at the end were genuine. Although Susan loved to cum, she tried to resist doing it to herself when on camera. Real orgasms did not look as sexy as the fake ones and it wasn't what her viewers paid to see. The afternoon before her date with Mike, she accidently gave herself a real orgasm during one of her simulated masturbations. She was thinking of Mike and anticipating the coming evening date when she lost control of her body and shuddered to an unexpected climax. Not that it detracted from the events of the evening. She discovered as a teen ager that she was multi-orgasmic and she could give herself little climaxes over and over. Pleasuring herself on camera was a great job. Susan received about 30% of the fees, usually about $1500 a week. It was a good living. The web site owner, a fatherly older man, complimented her by saying that of all the actresses he employed, she was the only one that really seemed to enjoy what she was doing. That was four years ago. Since that time she had developed an act and built up a loyal fan base. She still couldn't believe that she was getting paid for doing what came naturally. In fact Susan met Mike through the job. Off camera she looked quite respectable. She dressed conservatively and in the best of taste. Mike was the attorney for the firm and was in the middle of selling the franchise to a large web site. They ran into each other several times in the office and in the elevator. Eventually they became friends. He asked her for a casual lunch date. They hit it off well. The next day he invited her to dinner at a nice restaurant. They had some drinks, and discovered that they really liked each other. Mike was a perfect gentleman. He escorted her to her door, gave her a good night kiss and started to leave. Susan stopped him and invited him in for coffee. They never even got into the kitchen. Susan steered him straight to the bedroom, zipped his fly open and dropped down to her knees to suck his cock. While she was occupied in giving him his first climax of the evening, he unbuttoned her blouse as far as he could reach, plunged his hands into her bra and pulled out her massive boobs. When Susan finally rose to her feet Mike got his chance to handle and suck her large titties. She wrapped her strong legs around his waist, pulled her panties aside, and used both hands to stuff his still hard cock into her well lubricated vagina. He devoured her tits while his big cock worked its magic in her cunt. They fell into bed and fucked most of the evening. It was the best sex she ever had. Mike was tireless and Susan welcomed every thrust. Susan didn't know if Mike actually knew what she did for a living, but as long as he fucked her like he did, she didn't give a damn. If she was feeling particularly horny, on the evenings when she didn't have a date, she would enjoy the pleasures of her body herself. She didn't think of it as masturbation. Masturbation was evil. Rather she was just relaxing herself for a good night's sleep. Sex for one was often better than sex for two. She could spend as much time as she wanted on whatever gave her the most satisfaction. When she undressed for bed she admired herself in the bathroom mirror. She was a very attractive young woman with a good figure, nice hips and a small waist. Of course her boobs were spectacular. Her face was perky and cute but too young and naive looking to be on such a sexy, womanly body. She looked like a Playboy centerfold version of the young girl next door, a combination of worldliness and innocence. Her boss thought that her girlish face is what attracted young viewers and dirty old men alike to the web site. Most men, he said, lusted after their younger sisters. Of course they usually didn't act on their desires but Susan's show gave them an outlet. No wonder all the men she met or who saw her on the internet wanted to fuck her. If she was a man she would want to fuck the girl in the mirror herself. In the back of her mind Susan had the nagging thought that she was sex addicted but she quickly repressed it. From all she had read, sex addiction was an uncontrollable urge to have sex with numerous partners. Susan didn't have that urge at all. She preferred just one man at a time. But she acknowledged that she totally loved the physical sensations that she could get from her very responsive body when having a climax. She felt that she was incredibly lucky to get well paid to do what she really loved to do. It was the best of all possible worlds. Susan had the next day off. Not even porn stars work on weekends. She cleaned her apartment. Then she changed the sheets on the bed and made sure she had all the necessary ingredients for a gourmet meal, including, of course a couple of bottles of good wine. She finished early. It was just after noon. Mike was not expected until 6 p.m. She decided to take a quick shower and a nap. But first she would reward herself by licking her sweaty, salty boobies clean and fingering her cunt to a quick climax. She rationalized herself indulgence as a way of preparing herself for the activities of the evening. It would just be a way of relaxing herself. So she sucked her big nipples and fingered all the secret places between her legs. She felt her body slowly rising into ecstasy. Her hips moved in time with her hands, her legs started their dance on the bed. Her cunt expanded until it encompassed her whole body. She quietly announced, "I'M CUMMING!" to no one in particular as she had a very nice little orgasm. Then she dozed off. Susan was awakened by the ringing of the alarm she had thoughtfully set before lying down. She had half an hour before Mike would arrive. Just enough time to shower and put on a nice dress. Time passes quickly when you're having fun. END * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. 4-million people around the world contract HIV every year. You only have one body per lifetime, so take good care of it! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Kristen's collection - Directory 74