("`-''-/").___..--''"`-._ `6_ 6 ) `-. ( ).`-.__.`) (_Y_.)' ._ ) `._ `. ``-..-' _..`--'_..-_/ /--'_.' ,' (((' (((-((('' (((( K R I S T E N' S C O L L E C T I O N _________________________________________ WARNING! This text file contains sexually explicit material. If you do not wish to read this type of literature, or you are under age, PLEASE DELETE THIS FILE NOW!!!! _________________________________________ Scroll down to view text -------------------------------------------------------- This work is copyrighted to the author © 2012. Please don't remove the author information or make any changes to this story. All rights reserved. Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- My Son Jake by Wldathrt52 (wldathrt52@yahoo.com) *** A mother finds she has hidden desires when she discovers her son's attraction to her. (F/m-teen, ped, inc, voy, mast) *** I find it hard to believe that I’m actually writing this story for everyone to read. Just a few months ago I would have been appalled at what I am about to relate here on these pages. I know that there are many who would chastise me as a horrible woman and mother but I have also found that there are many who have been in my same place. I have been a single Mom for about five years now. My husband passed away from cancer which left me alone to raise our son Jake. The insurance paid off our house and some bills that we owed but I knew that I could no longer remain a stay at home Mom. I would have to be looking for a job to support Jake and I. Luckily I hired on with my husband’s old firm which allowed me a schedule where I could be at home when Jake left for school and also when he got home. It was very difficult for the first few years but we made it work. It actually brought Jake and I very close as a family. I guess this story starts about three months ago. Jake was getting more involved with sports and friends at school and seemed to be distancing from me. I just put it down to his becoming a young man but it still hurt as I realized that eventually I would have to let him go. I would make us breakfast in the mornings but now there were many times that I was home alone after work until 6:00 or even 7:00 in the evening. Jake would always call to let me know what he was doing and whether or not I should make dinner. It was one of those afternoons when Jake had called to say that he wouldn’t be home right away and that he would pick up a burger with his friends. I was pretty tired from work so I got myself a glass of wine, some cheese and a salad for my dinner. When I finished eating I grabbed the bottle of wine and went into the living room to lie back in the Lazy Boy chair that had been my husband’s favorite. After my second glass of wine I must have fallen asleep in the chair. I’m not really sure what it was that roused me from my nap but when I opened my eyes and stretched I saw Jake heading down the hall to his room. He must have come in while I was sleeping and didn’t want to wake me. I was still feeling kind of woozy from all the wine that I drank so I just sat there for a few minutes to let myself wake up. Looking at the clock I saw that it was only 5:30 so I wondered if Jake had eaten dinner or not. I thought I would go change out of the skirt and blouse that I had worn to work then check with Jake about dinner. As I was going by Jake’s room his door was open just a little so I looked in to see what he was doing. I guess he never heard me coming up the hall in my stocking feet. He was sitting with his back to me focused on his computer. I could see the screen and just about passed out at what was on it. I couldn’t believe what I was looking at. Jake had his phone hooked up to the computer and must have downloaded this photo that he took. There I was on the screen, laying back on the Lazy Boy with my legs sprawled wide open and my sheer panties showing through my nylons. He clicked to another shot that was taken even closer up. Then another so close that you could see the outline of my pussy lips through the thin material. I was so embarrassed that my son was taking these pictures between my legs. I could feel the heat in my face as I watched him looking at my panty covered crotch. The strangest feeling of confusion clouded my thoughts as I stood there watching him in silence. He clicked back through the photos but this time when he got to the close up that showed the outline of my pussy I saw Jake’s hand move down to his lap. From the movement of his arm I knew that he was rubbing his young cock. The shock of seeing my son getting aroused while looking at his mother’s pussy is what brought me out of my trance. I silently moved away from the door and headed back to the living room. I purposely made a lot of noise taking the bottle, glass, and plate back into the kitchen to be washed. Once I was finished I headed back down the hall to my room. This time when I passed Jake’s room, the door was closed. I could still feel the heat of embarrassment as I thought about what had just taken place. I knew that I should be angry at the fact that Jake would invade my privacy in such a lewd way. I felt as if he had betrayed my trust, but for some reason I wasn’t mad. I loved my son very much and rationalized that he was just a hormone crazy teen trying to quench his sexual curiosity. In a way I was actually starting to feel flattered that Jake would find me attractive enough to want to look at. Once this thought crossed my mind the heat of my embarrassment traveled down my body and centered on the very spot that had held my son’s curiosity. I was becoming aroused. Now in my bedroom I removed my skirt, blouse and under garments so that I could jump in the shower. I threw on my robe and crossed the hall to the bathroom throwing my panties into our clothes hamper that sat in the laundry room. The hot water felt good on my body as thoughts and questions continued to circle in my mind about Jake. I wondered if he had looked at me any other times or if this was a first. Was he interested in any girls at school? Had he experimented with sex? Question after question went through my mind as I washed my body. I finally came to the conclusion that I didn’t want this to become an issue between us and that he was just a developing teenage boy. As I stepped out to dry I pushed all the crazy thoughts from my mind and decided to just let it go. His curiosity about a woman’s body was only natural and it came to me that I didn’t mind if he wanted to peek at mine. I put my robe back on and left the bathroom stopping at Jake’s door. With a gentle knock I asked through the door if he had eaten any dinner. I heard some quick rustling as he answered that he didn’t. I told him I would fix something up. Back in my room I removed my robe and started to put on my old baggy sweats. Suddenly the thought crossed my mind that Jake wouldn’t be able to see anything interesting if I dressed like this. Again I felt the heat go straight to my pussy as I realized how perverted it was that I wanted to dress so that Jake would look at me. Since my husband had left us, my only concern and priority had been earning a living and raising Jake. I didn’t have time to make new relationships and didn’t even feel the need to. I guess my whole sexual side had kind of shut itself down. So now these renewed feelings of sensuality and being looked at made me feel good, even if it was from my own son. I threw the sweats aside and pulled on some cute pink see through panties that my husband had bought me years ago. Looking in the mirror I could see the dark triangle of hair above my very aroused pussy. I could also see that the next time I showered I needed to give myself a trim in that area. Next I put on a sleeping t-shirt that was long enough to cover my butt cheeks but short enough so as to make things interesting. Looking at myself in the mirror I was pleased at how I had kept in pretty good shape over the years. I could even see my aroused nipples outlined in the t-shirt. Going to the kitchen I could feel a cool draft coming up under my t-shirt but my pussy was still smoldering. I wasn’t sure about what I was doing but I was too turned on to stop. I didn’t want to think too much because I knew that I might turn around and end this right now. I grabbed another glass of wine to smooth my nerves while I warmed up some leftovers for Jake. I was standing at the stove when I heard Jake come into the kitchen. I was amazed at how nervous I was at that moment. I felt like a young school girl discovering her newly found sexuality and the way it attracted the boys. Jake pulled out a chair to sit at the table and I turned to ask him if he wanted something to drink. He said some milk would be great, so I headed over to the fridge. I could hardly breathe as my heart beat faster at the thought of what I was about to do. I opened the door and bent over to grab the milk carton on the bottom shelf. Jake’s chair made a sound as if he had moved suddenly and I knew he was looking at the see through panties that barely covered my ass. At this point I could feel the heat from my pussy spreading through my entire body. I could even feel my nipples harden as they brushed against the fabric of my shirt. I had not been this excited in years and it felt so good. I stayed that way a few seconds longer adjusting the other items on the self so that I could get to the milk. When I straightened up I couldn’t help glancing over at Jake. He had turned slightly in his chair but quickly looked away from me. I felt a warm tingle just knowing that my son had been looking at my ass. I walked over to the cabinet to get a glass while asking Jake about his day. As we talked I could feel his tension start to ease up and it felt good to talk with Jake. I began to see my son in a whole new way. Instead of the child that I had raised from birth, I was beginning to see this handsome young man developing right before my eyes. Again that feeling of being a young girl came over me as we talked. While he was eating, Jake seemed to have a hard time looking at me. He kept his gaze on his food and as we talked I got up and went to the sink to wash up the few dishes that were there. I could sense that his eyes were now watching my every move. I could feel the bottom of my t-shirt touching just below the cheeks of my ass, but as I moved around washing and rinsing I could feel it slide up then back down. I knew that Jake was looking at my panties because he was now having a hard time keeping up with our conversation. After drying off the few items, I began to put them away in the upper cabinets which I’m sure gave Jake an even better view under my shirt. All this exposing of myself was getting me wet between the legs and I wondered if my panties were showing the signs of my arousal. When I was finished I turned to Jake to tell him that I was going to go watch some TV. He quickly looked back down into his plate as I told him to make sure he cleaned up after himself. He was wearing sweat pants and as I passed by I swear I could see the bulge of his hard cock stretching out the fabric. As I lay back into the Lazy Boy I made sure to spread my legs just a bit so that at the right angle I knew the see through panties would be visible. I was getting this incredible sexual rush at the thought of what I was doing. I know all the wine was helping to ease my inhibitions but there was a part of me that still questioned where all this was going. When Jake came in from the kitchen he took his usual spot lying on the floor with a big pillow propped under him. What was different was that instead of being directly in line with the TV, he was off to the side opposite of me. He seemed to adjust his position a few times before he settled down to watch the show. I knew the adjusting was so that he could get the best view of the show between my legs. As the program continued I began to move around a bit to get more comfortable. A knee would bend for a while and then move back, or a leg would stretch and then hang down over the side, all in giving my son the best possible view of my hot, wet, aroused pussy. Jake didn’t move a muscle the whole time, but I knew that his eyes were flicking back and forth between me and the TV. At one point I stretched my arms with a big yawn while glancing Jake’s way. Even though he had pulled his t-shirt down over his crotch I could tell that his cock was hard. After what happened earlier I was very curious what Jake would do if I fell asleep again. I grabbed a small pillow to rest my head on as I watched the TV and slowly let my eyes start to close as if I was falling asleep. My hair fell slightly over my face as I let my head lean even further into the pillow. This made it easier to slightly open one eye to see what Jake was doing. He didn’t move for a long time except for the turning of his head so that he could openly stare up between my legs. In my slumber I let one leg fall to the side of the chair, which completely opened my legs for my son’s viewing pleasure. Finally I heard him get up and move closer to my chair. I couldn’t open my eyes because I knew he would see, so I just lay there in a sexual fervor waiting to see what would happen next. I hated not being able to open my eyes and see what Jake was doing, but it also made my arousal go up to another level. I could hear him moving around me and could sense that he was very, very close but I couldn’t tell what he was doing. I suddenly remembered the pictures that he had taken earlier and I knew that he must be using his phone to take more pictures. I began to envision him at his computer stroking his cock while looking at photos of my panties and pussy. I suddenly had the sense that he was very close, when I heard him quietly call to me. I didn’t move. Again he called but this time I felt a hand on my knee as if to see if I would awaken. When I still didn’t move I felt Jake’s hand gently move up my thigh as if testing how far he dare go. It was sexual torture waiting for the forbidden touch that I was now longing for. I wanted Jake to feel my body. I wanted him to take advantage of me. I had never had these kinds of sexual feelings in my life and now suddenly I wanted my own son to take me as if I had no control of the situation. Tied to lust I couldn’t move a muscle to stop him. I felt the edge of my t-shirt being carefully lifted and pulled up to show all of what lay between my legs, then nothing. He must have been taking more pictures. Then I felt the shirt being pulled gently out away from my body as a cool draft hit my hard, aroused nipples. After a moment the shirt came back down and I could tell he had moved away. I heard Jake walk down the hall and into his room as he closed the door. I opened my eyes and looked down to see that my panties were completely soaked with my juices. I could clearly see the swollen lips of my pussy through the thin wet material. I could even smell my own arousal. I needed to cum. I had wanted Jake to touch me so badly but he didn’t so now I had to take things into my own hands. I almost came instantly as I ran a finger up over the crotch of my panties. I quickly got up to head to my bedroom when I suddenly wondered if Jake was doing the same thing. Again I thought about his hard cock which I still had never seen. I was crazy with lust at this point but what I did still shocks me now as I’m telling it. I quietly slipped out the back door and moved towards Jake’s bedroom window. It was a beautiful night but I was actually shivering with my lust to spy on my son. I now knew that I was wrong to think that this was something only men did. That night I learned that I truly enjoyed being both the exhibitionist and the voyeur. The curtains to Jake’s room were only partially closed so when I peeked in I could clearly see Jake sitting at his computer. He again had his phone hooked up and was downloading files. Once they finished he opened the file and the first photo came up on the screen. There I was sound asleep with my legs splayed open and the pink panties clearly visible. Jake looked for a bit then went to the next photo. Closer shot and now you could see that the panties were see-through. Jake’s hand went to the crotch of his sweats and he began to rub his cock through the material. I couldn’t stop myself from moving my own hand to my pussy as I spied on my son. The next picture was an even closer shot of just the panties which you could clearly see were wet. I was amazed at how hot and slutty I looked in these pictures. Two more pictures of my pussy and Jake reached for something that was next to his computer. I was shocked when I saw that he had the pair of panties that I had thrown into the hamper earlier that day. He brought them up to his nose as he looked at my pussy on the computer. Pulling my panties aside I slid two fingers deep inside as I watched my son take in my scent from the used panties. The next picture was of my son’s finger up next to the lips of my pussy. It actually looked like he was touching me but I was sure that I would have felt it if he had. I pulled my fingers back and then pushed in again as I imagined it was Jake touching me. As the next photo came up I saw Jake reach down to his sweats. I didn’t know what the picture was because my eyes were locked into watching as Jake pulled the sweats down and exposed his hard teenaged cock. When he squeezed his hand around the base I could see the pre-cum oozing from the tip. At this point I looked at the screen and couldn’t stop the onrushing orgasm as I stared at the picture of Jake’s hard cock almost touching my mouth while I lay sleeping. I came so hard that I had to bite my lip to keep from screaming. Wave after wave washed over my shuddering body. My hand and legs were being soaked in my juices. Looking back now I can hardly believe that it was me standing outside that window masturbating while looking at my son stroke his beautiful hard cock. Before now you would have never even heard me say the word cock, but I was now lusting for it. As I came down from that intense orgasm I refocused on Jake. He now had my silky panties wrapped around his cock. I was mesmerized as he stroked the panties up and down while looking at the screen. Without warning he suddenly closed his eyes and arched up into the panties in ecstasy Over and over his hips pushed into the panties as he came. He seemed to take forever and I knew my panties were totally soaked with cum. He kept the panties over his cock as he squeezed out every last drop. When he finished, Jake pulled the panties off his cock and laid them out on the desk in front of the computer monitor. He began to look at the screen again and I was amazed that his teenaged cock never went soft. It looked as hard as a rock and my fingers went back to my pussy. The next photo that came up was a shot of my hard nipples showing on the outside of my t-shirt. Jake started stroking his cock again. I was now working on my clit. Next was a picture of Jake’s face next to my boobs with his tongue almost touching my nipple. Now my other hand went under my shirt to fondle that same sensitive nipple. Jake was stroking faster and at the same time I was busy working my clit and nipple. The next picture was of my tits from under my t-shirt. This is what he was doing when I felt the draft earlier. From this angle my tits looked so sexy with the nipples sticking straight out. Now Jake went back to the picture of his cock pointing at my mouth. He quickly stood up and aimed his cock at my mouth on the screen. The first shot of cum hit my lips and ran down to drip on my used panties. Jake’s cock looked even bigger than before as he pumped more cum onto my lips and panties. For the second time that night I came on my fingers looking at my son’s spurting cock. I had to lean against the outside wall because I felt weak in the legs after cumming so hard. My mind was going crazy with thoughts about right and wrong, and how nasty I was, and how good it felt to cum twice in a row. After about 5 minutes when I had caught my breath and calmed down, I quietly made my way back into the house. I softly went down the hall and stopped at Jake’s door. I couldn’t hear a thing so I continued on to the bathroom. After cumming twice in a row I needed to clean up. Going by the laundry room I noticed that the hamper lid had been left open. I couldn’t help myself as I went in to see if Jake had put the used panties back. Again I felt the arousal heat up between my legs as I looked in the hamper. I didn’t see them at first, but I could smell the sex. I pulled a couple items to the side and there they were. He had bunched them up, I guess hoping that I would just throw them into the wash. The smell of Jake’s cum was strong as I reached in to pick them up. When my fingers touched the silky panties I could feel that they were soaked. I pulled them out and continued on into the bathroom. Once the door was locked I put them on the counter while I stripped naked and sat down on the toilet. Reaching for the panties I had a brief thought of how dirty and wrong this was, but the smell of sex pushed all my inhibitions and judgment away. I opened the panties and was amazed at how much cum Jake had shot into them. There were thick globs that had not soaked into the material. I had never seen this much cum before. As if in a trance my fingers touched the stained crotch were it seemed most of the sticky cum lay. A thick strand stuck to my finger as I brought my hand up to inhale the musky odor of Jake’s cum. I felt like such a slut as I looked at my cum coated fingers. I closed my eyes and could see the picture of Jake with his cock at my mouth. As if it had a will of its own, my tongue slid out and licked at the imaginary cock. I could taste the thick cum that had run down the side of my son’s cock. Wanting more I slipped my mouth over the tip and began to suck him deep into my throat as I tasted even more of his cum. When I opened my eyes the fingers in front of me were now clean of Jake’s wonderful cum. When my husband was alive we both enjoyed giving each other oral pleasures and there were many times that my orgasm was triggered by my husband shooting his cum into my mouth. Tasting Jake’s cum was bringing back all those erotic feelings of excitement. For the third time tonight I reached down between my legs to rub at my very aroused clit. With visions of Jake’s hard cock dancing through my mind I brought my panties up to smell his deposit. Rubbing even faster I now dipped my tongue into the crotch of my cum soaked panties. I was getting close as I was tasting Jake’s sperm. With no thought of right or wrong I pushed the panties into my mouth and sucked at the crotch as another orgasm began to rush over my entire body. I could feel and taste Jake’s cum as I sucked on the panties while my hips arched in pleasure. Over and over I pushed up to meet my fingers while I swallowed my son’s seed. If it weren’t for the panties that were stuffed into my mouth I know I would have been screaming in pleasure. At one point my head twisted to the side and I caught myself in the mirror that hung on the bathroom door. My whole body was tense as my butt pushed up to meet my fingers and I could see my hard nipples standing up fully aroused. But the sight that affected me most was seeing the cum soaked panties hanging from my mouth. My orgasm went to another level as I watched this very nasty, sensual woman in the reflection of the mirror sucking on the crotch of her own panties. As my hips pumped up to meet my fingers I couldn’t stop the moan that was muffled into the panties. I felt my every muscle tighten with pleasure as the orgasm ripped through my body. Wave after wave of ecstasy washed over me. When I started to come down from my orgasm I was overwhelmed with this rush of sensuality that I had never felt before. Even with my husband I had never been this slutty. Our sex had always been great but it had never taken me to this height of wanton pleasure. When I was finally able to relax in my pleasure I let the panties slide from my mouth. Looking over to the mirror again, I could see that my face and lips were wet with cum. Some had even dripped off the panties onto my chest running down over my tits and nipples. I was mesmerized as I watched the slut in the mirror begin to run her hands through the thick cum. She was working it into her tits, squeezing the nipples with each pass of her fingers. As she worked the hard sensitive tips I saw her tongue snake out to lick her cum smeared lips. The scene was the most erotic thing that I had ever seen. As I relaxed back, the cold of the porcelain toilet felt so good on my hot sweating body. Closing my eyes I let all my thoughts drift away while my body soaked in the pleasure of sexual release. I nearly jumped off the toilet when I heard a knock on the bathroom door, and Jake’s voice on the other side asking if I was ok. Before I could summon my voice he said he thought he had heard me sound like I was in some kind of pain. Getting my thoughts back together I told him that I had hit my toe against the toilet while getting ready to take a bath. I was so embarrassed now that I had been brought back to my senses. Looking towards the door and Jake’s voice, in the mirror I could see the panties on the floor and the cum smeared all over my tits and mouth. Now that Jake was sure I was ok I heard him move down the hall and back to his room. I was now left with my feelings of guilt at what I had done tonight. I just couldn’t believe it was me. My only redeeming thought was that I had not gone any further then I did. I was horrified at the thought that in my mindless state of arousal I might have actually done something physical with my own son. Later as I lay in the bath soaking, over and over I told myself that everything that I had done was just harmless fantasy. At this point I couldn’t even begin to think about what Jake had done. As I reasoned with myself I began to feel better and better allowing myself to calm down inside. By the time my bath was over I felt that I could live with what I had done, but I knew that I could never let it happen again. I came to realize that my son had awakened a part of me that I never knew existed and if I let down my guard who knows what the other woman inside of me was capable of. END *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* The author does not condone child abuse, this story is meant as an erotic fantasy not depicting anything in real life. Anyone acting out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a fellow convict in their local prison system. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Kristen's collection - Directory 73