("`-''-/").___..--''"`-._ `6_ 6 ) `-. ( ).`-.__.`) (_Y_.)' ._ ) `._ `. ``-..-' _..`--'_..-_/ /--'_.' ,' (((' (((-((('' (((( K R I S T E N' S C O L L E C T I O N _________________________________________ WARNING! This text file contains sexually explicit material. If you do not wish to read this type of literature, or you are under age, PLEASE DELETE THIS FILE NOW!!!! _________________________________________ Scroll down to view text -------------------------------------------------------- This work is copyrighted to the author © 2011. Please don't remove the author information or make any changes to this story. All rights reserved. Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- Mother's Milk by Boytext (boytext@nym.alias.net) *** A mom has sexual feelings when nursing her son, so much so that she acts on those feelings. (F/toddler, extreme- ped, mast, oral) *** Jan enjoyed nursing. Even at her most tired and frazzled, feeling the baby sucking at her breast filled her with a warm feeling. Now that her son Adam was almost four months and starting to sleep through the night, she felt more like herself again, not always tired (though often), and occasionally like her life was back together again. Certainly, sex with her husband was feeling a lot better. She cringed as she remembered the first time after the baby was born. Last night was certainly a lot better than that! She relaxed into her favorite chair, an overstuffed rocker. The house was quiet for once - her husband had just left for work, and Adam seemed ready to go to sleep after having cried his heart out for an hour or so. It was a good time to think back over the past day or so and sort the thoughts in her mind. Jan thought back to last night. She felt embarrassed to admit it to herself, but what had really got her excited was when her husband sucked on her nipples and got a little taste of milk. She came within a minute or so after that. These days, it was rare that she came before he did, he was so quick, and more often than not she didn't really feel that she was getting into it. But last night was different. As Adam switched sides, she recalled the feeling of her husband sucking on her nipples. Wow, that was a hot erotic feeling. Perhaps that was what made the difference. To her surprise, she felt herself getting erotically aroused. It felt a little strange, especially with her son right there at her breast, but she decided to feel it fully. The sensations of having the milk sucked out of her by her son blended with her husband's expert tongue extracting a few drops of the sweet liquid. Without fully realizing what she was doing, she found her hand making its way inside her panties. After a few minutes of familiar, slow circles, she felt the heat within her erupt into a full fire, just for a few seconds, then turn into glowing embers. After her orgasm, she seemed to come back to consciousness. "What have I done?" she thought to herself. But when she looked down, Adam was asleep, and she felt really good. No harm seemed to have been done. And it had been quite a while since the last time she had done that. Before the pregnancy, she realized, over a year. *** Over the next year or so, Jan continued to enjoy warm feelings while nursing Adam. And occasionally, when she was feeling very sexy, she'd have an orgasm just from nursing. She never touched herself while nursing, though. She had the feeling that would be wrong. Still, when she wanted it to feel especially good, she wasn't above nursing him in the nude, both of them. The skin-to-skin contact felt really good, and what could possibly be wrong with bonding between mother and son? Yeah, so he peed on her sometimes, but she didn't really mind. She just wiped it up with a towel. Actually, sometimes the warm liquid running across her skin felt kind of good. Jan's husband was away on a business trip, and it had been almost two weeks since she had had sex of any kind. As she settled into her favorite chair with Adam, she secretly hoped that this would be one of those times that got her off. Now that Adam was a year and a half, he was starting to show some interest in his penis. More often than not, whenever you stripped off all his clothes, he'd reach down and start touching himself. He hadn't figured out how to masturbate properly, but Jan still thought it was, well, interesting. Sure enough, as she stripped off his diaper, his hand almost automatically went to his tiny penis. He dived straight for the nipple, and Jan immediately felt a surge of warmness through her as the little mouth clamped onto her breast and started sucking. Yes, she thought, this was likely to be one of those times. As Adam sucked, he persistently continued to play with his penis. Maybe he wasn't very expert at it, but his little penis started to grow hard nonetheless. Jan was surprised at this. She didn't realize it was possible in a child this young. Watching her son fondle his increasingly erect penis, she felt the feelings within herself grow as well. "Is it possible?" she thought, that he's picking up on my eroticism?" Or, perhaps a little bit of the reverse as well. At first, it was just a hint of an idea, then as the warmth grew within her, it started to become an obsession. If a child this young could get erect, could he possibly have an orgasm. With one part of her mind, she knew it was crazy, but with another, she realized that there was only one way to find out, and that now was her chance. She found herself with her fingertips on his semi hard penis. She wondered what the hell she was doing, but also realized that he wouldn't remember this, and it almost certainly wouldn't cause any permanent harm. And nobody would ever know about it. Ever. She expertly massaged her son's penis to full hardness and almost two inch length. After that, she felt she wasn't getting very far until she started pulling his foreskin back, pushing her fingers into the soft, smooth skin of his pubic region, just around his penis. Then she felt an immediate response. The penis got even harder (and she was thinking that wouldn't be possible), and the tip changed color, from a deep red to almost a purple. She began to feel the sparks well up within herself as she experienced this tiny sexuality in her hand. As she continued to stroke, she realized that his mouth had gone slack, he was no longer sucking. But she was at the point now where orgasm was inevitable. Stroking with long, deep strokes, she felt his little body begin to twitch. This was too much - the fire once again raged within her body. After a couple of seconds (but it seemed like an eternity), and her still stroking, he pushed her hand away with his own. Then he was asleep. Jan's other breast was full, but not so painful as to be engorged. Ah well, it would wait till he woke up. *** This experience freaked Jan out a little. Not that she thought she had hurt him, but more with its intensity. Plus, she was worried that she might not be able to stop. But her husband returned from his trip, she was pretty satisfied with her sex life, and much as she was tempted a few times, she found it not to difficult to keep her hands to herself, or at least away from her son's privates. Well, aside from bathing and other stuff like that. Generally, she just made sure he had on at least a diaper while he nursed. Or later, briefs. He wasn't fully weaned until he was 4 years old and went to preschool. She did experience orgasms a few more times while nursing her son, but it wasn't anything that she actively did - it just happened. Most of the times were when her husband was away for a while. A few years passed, and she found herself pregnant with her second baby. The pregnancy was ok, but she found herself really looking forward to the time after the birth, when she'd get to nurse again. She missed it, not just the occasional orgasm, but also the warmth and closeness of such a small person depending on her. Adam was eight now, and a great kid, but certainly not the baby she remembered so fondly. They still had the same old stuffed chair, and after Jordan was born she still loved to cuddle with her baby. She had fond memories of the times she nursed Adam. He certainly didn't seem warped by any of their experiences. He seemed to be turning out as a good kid, happy and well adjusted at school. So this time around, she decided maybe it was ok to glory in the sensuality mother/son bond. If only she weren't so tired all the time. Well, that would pass. In the meantime, she enjoyed the warm feelings of nourishing and sustaining a small life, her son. *** When Jordan got to be about six months, the routine of the house settled down. Jan had taken a one year leave from work to be able to spend time with Jordan, her husband was off at work (and still frequently travelling), and Adam was in third grade. So most weekdays, Jan and Jordan had the house to themselves. Now that Jan had her energy back, most days she did her housework while carrying Jordan around in a sling. Laundry, cooking, cleaning, paying the bills (the last only while Jordan slept). But by two or three in the afternoon, she was done with the chores. Jan sometimes felt like slowing down, not charging ahead so quickly. But that was just the kind of person that she was, and it served her well at her work. Besides, this gave her pure, uninterrupted time to nurse. She'd settle down into the comfy chair, taking off most (or sometimes all) of her clothes, and the same for the baby. On cooler days, she had a great quilt that she spread over both of them. When it was warmer, like today, she just stripped everything off and made sure she had a towel handy in case he decided to pee. Jan liked to gently massage her baby all over his body while he nursed. She didn't pay special attention to his penis, but she didn't stay away from it either. Usually he got at least a little bit of a hard-on and occasionally had a similar experience as his older brother about seven years earlier. Today Jan had gotten an early start, and after Jordan finished nursing he still seemed like he wanted to play. It was an hour or two before his regular naptime, so they had some time. He wasn't crawling around on her belly yet (he hadn't really learned how), but the way he was wriggling suggested he wanted to. Jan still had on a sexual buzz from nursing, and from her husband being away (again!). She looked down at the baby's half-hard penis and thought about stroking him to orgasm like she had done last month. Then, gripped in sexual ardor as she was, she had a different idea. Her heart beating fast, she slowly turned Jordan around so that he was facing down in the chair. After a little adjustment, his little penis was resting on her face. She opened her lips and let it slide inside her mouth. The first thing that struck her was how absolutely smooth the skin was. It was only a little more than an inch long, so she had no trouble taking all of it inside. It was warm and still semi hard. Well, she was going to try to change that! Jan was very good at giving blowjobs. Well, she had a lot of experience from college. Those were some crazy days! Her husband complimented her skill, saying that she was the best of all his partners. That was saying a lot, Jan knew. She didn't know whether to believe him, or whether he was flattering her, but either way it felt good. This time, she knew from her experience massaging him that stroking the entire length of his penis, from just under the tip all the way to the base, was the best way to get him fully erect. So she started by probing the tip with her tongue, then pushing her lips all the way down. She was soon rewarded by him becoming more erect. It was never just the penis in her mouth that made oral sex exciting for Jan. It was always the excitement she caused in her partner. She felt it deep inside her now, and it was all the more intense because of the full body contact of her son lying on her chest. His joystick in her mouth, she piloted him expertly towards orgasm, using the responses in his whole body as feedback. After a few minutes she felt his body starting to jerk. By this time she knew she had to come as well, so her hand found its way to her pussy, causing sparks to emanate from her clitoris and spread through her whole body. And then it was over. Mother and child had shared each other's bodies, and each other's sexuality. It felt good, but maybe a little too intense. Well, a little too intense to do often, anyway. With that thought in her mind, Jan dozed off to sleep, Jordan already having closed his eyes and started breathing slowly and regularly. END Author's note: Even though this story is written from the point of view of a woman, it should be pretty obvious that it's actually written by a man. Nonetheless, I know that a very few women do have very strong sexual feelings when they nurse, and some women are sexually attracted to their children. I'd certainly be interested to hear from people for whom this story resonates, both mothers and people who remember being nursed as young children, or just people who have shared mother/son sexuality at a tender age. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* The author does not condone child abuse, this story is meant as an erotic fantasy not depicting anything in real life. Anyone acting out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a fellow convict in their local prison system. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Kristen's collection - Directory 70