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Even though the professor had up until that point in his life been straight, he was tempted to show the handsome young man that gayness couldn't be all bad. (MM, 1st-gay-expr, mast, oral, college) *** It was 8 pm and the seminar was finally over. Except for a couple of kids who would not shut up, getting the other twelve to discuss the Civil War was like pulling teeth. The fact is that they didn't know very much about the subject, and so they really had little to contribute. I had been against the freshman seminar program from the first time that it had been proposed in the department, but I went along, even having the students meet at my house, which was adjacent to the campus. My living room was strewn with pop cans and bowls which held the residue of potato chips and pretzels. I thought that they had all gone, and poured myself a vodka on the rocks, when I heard the toilet flush. Presently Eric entered the living room from the hallway, looking a bit sheepish, when he noticed that everyone else had left. "I'm sorry Professor Brooke. I just had to go," the pretty boy stammered. He was indeed pretty. His blond face had never felt a razor. His lips were pouty; his features symmetrical and delicate. There was a slight rosiness to his cheeks. The slender eighteen year old was a couple of inches shorter than my six feet. His flaxen hair was cropped short, the way guys wore it back in the fifties. Throughout the evening Eric had not said a word, although I had encouraged him. "No problem, Eric," I responded, "Nature is insistent." "I'm sorry that I had nothing to say tonight. I really don't know much about the subject." The lovely boy stood perhaps two inches closer to me than most Americans find comfortable. "Well, then, you might have asked questions," I responded in an off-hand manner, extremely conscious of the boy's proximity. "I'll be better prepared next time," Eric promised, as he moved slowly towards the door, looking into my face with the most dazzling smile, which revealed an orthodontist's dream. The door closed behind him and I was then alone. My first thought was to tidy up the living room, but instead I sat in my leather chair and sipped on the vodka. Since the beginning of the semester, since I first saw Eric in my class, I had been a troubled man. Throughout my forty years I had been a straight arrow about sex, and I had even disparaged gays. I had never had a homosexual urge, until I looked upon that boy, who, on the first day of school, sat in the front row clad in shorts and a t shirt, which revealed hairless, shapely limbs as alluring and sexually exciting as a young girl's. And that face! That incredible face, which appeared so innocent, yet suggested sensuousness. I had begun to image his pretty visage, when I masturbated, yet I knew that I would do nothing with him, because it was not right, because I was not gay. Still the lovely boy troubled me exceedingly. My drink was almost gone, and I was contemplating pouring another, when the door bell chimed. As I walked across the room to answer the call, I noticed a book bag on the floor leaning against the couch. I then suspected the reason for this interruption. I opened the door and saw Eric standing there, a bit damp, because it had just begun to rain. A bright flash of lightening, followed immediately by a loud crack of thunder, startled the two of us and I urged the boy inside. "I'm sorry Professor Brooke," he said as we stood inside the door, a torrent of rain blowing across the lawn. "I forgot my books." I closed the door and said, "It seems that you're stuck here until the storm abates." "If you don't mind," he responded, looking at me shyly. Had I not known, I could not have reckoned his age. The androgynous boy could have been twelve or twenty, although he would have been large for twelve. "Perhaps I could help you tidy up," he offered, immediately picking up pop cans. I joined him, and within ten minutes everything was put right. He then sat on the couch and I got into my leather chair. I tried not to stare at him, although he looked at me. An awkward silence ensued. "I'm going to pour myself a drink," I suddenly said, getting up. "Can I get you a Coke?" "I'd like to try what you're having," he responded. "You're not old enough." "I won't tell anyone," Eric replied softly, looking intently at me with a boldness that unnerved me. I then fixed two vodkas on the rocks, large ones, and I brought Eric's drink to him, wondering why I was doing this. The pretty boy took the glass from me and gave me a lovely smile. I sat down on the couch, not too close to him, but still on the porch. "I've never had vodka before," the boy said, looking into my face, not two feet away, "but I once had a drink of whiskey." "Vodka can become a bad habit," I opined and sipped on my drink. "Do you think that bad habits can make the world more interesting?" he responded, looking straight into my face and then taking a gulp. "I suppose one could make an argument for that," I murmured, lowering my head to escape his gaze, staring at my glass. I didn't know anything about this boy. I suspected that he was very intelligent, and I felt that he was somehow seductive. He was not a complete stranger to me, but he was not much more than that. "Where do you come from?" I asked, needing to make conversation. "A small town twenty miles from Des Moines," he replied. "There's not too much to the place; a couple of churches and a row of stores on Main street. I had to take a school bus to high school. I've never had a girl friend." I was startled by his last comment. I looked into his face, but I saw no embarrassment. I could imagine that a boy that pretty, that gentle, might not find a girl. "But I had a close buddy, " he added quietly. " We did everything together. Well, almost everything." I saw Eric press his lips closely together and a blush came over his face. He stared down at his hands which clasped his glass. "I think I'm gay," he almost whispered and then he began a soft sobbing. "Why are you telling me this?" I demanded, perhaps a bit too harshly. "I'm sorry, Professor Brooke, but I don't have anyone to talk to, and I thought that you liked me. I like you." With that the boy began crying in earnest, a convulsive whimpering. He leaned toward me and I found myself holding him in an awkward embrace. He cried in my grasp and I marveled at the shampoo scent of his golden hair, at the creamy smoothness of the back of his neck. I was carried away by the situation; by his distraught feelings and by my powerful attraction to him. I put my lips to his soft flesh and kissed his neck. I licked him there, my nose nuzzling his fragrant hair. Eric moved closer to me so that I held him in a more comfortable embrace, his head against my chest, my mouth on the back of his neck. He soon quieted and we remained like that for some minutes, saying nothing. Eric then raised his head and leaned it against my shoulder. My arm was around him. He looked at me, tears still dampening his cheeks. He looked at me, his beautiful face expectant, his lips slightly apart. His pale blue eyes invited me, and so I kissed his lips, gently at first, to which he responded inexpertly, without a pucker. He was eager for it, kissing, and I quickly taught him how to do it properly. We became passionate and soon we were trading spit. I had had a number of girls and women in the past, but I had never before experienced such excitement as I did kissing Eric. Then Eric spilled his drink; on my knees, on the couch, on the rug. He jumped up quickly and was clearly abashed. "I'm sorry," he cried. "It was so clumsy of me." He was standing in front of me. His youthful hands had long fingers. I took hold of one and with a light tug invited him to sit with me again. He did so, and he snuggled to me. I felt very nervous as I grasped the boy in my arms. He had a mature male body, and it disturbed me that I enjoyed holding him, smelling him.. "I've never done anything like this before, Eric," I whispered into his ear. "I haven't either, Profes...." "Call me Tom," I interrupted. "Tom." "Perhaps we shouldn't be doing this, Eric," I said softly, nuzzling my face against his beardless cheek. "I won't tell anyone, Tom," the boy replied. "Besides I'm curious." He then held his head apart from mine and gave me a mischievous grin. He was no longer a distraught boy. His pretty face was animated at the prospect of doing naughty things. "Teach me about things. . . you know," he asked with a radiant smile. There it was. An open invitation to do the unthinkable with this beautiful boy. For a second I hesitated, but only for a second. "Can you stay the night?" I inquired, already knowing the answer. "Yes!" he exclaimed, and the lovely boy snuggled to my embrace. *** At forty I was a good looking guy, who appeared to be much younger. I was trim and blond without too much body hair. When I was a boy, I was almost as pretty as Eric. I state these facts only to explain, partially, why Eric would be willing to go to bed with me. But there was something more. Eric had accepted me as his leader, as a teacher whom he trusted to introduce him to sex. He had noticed my glances at him during the semester. He knew that I was attracted to him. It all fit together, and in the end it was Eric who was the seducer. We had been kissing again for some time. Aside from that I had not done anything more than insert my hand beneath the top of his shirt and caress the flesh of his shoulder and upper chest. I had no idea what we would do together, to each other, although I was enflamed with lust by his prettiness. "It's awkward," I almost giggled. "I don't know how to begin." "Let's take a shower together," Eric suggested. I should have thought of that! With a grin I rose and pulled Eric up with me, and hand in hand we walked to the bathroom, which had a shower in the tub. Once inside the room, however, we stood perplexed, unsure of how to begin disrobing. We were nervous, although in good spirits, and certainly eager for whatever it was we were about to do. "Why don't I start the shower and get in," I suggested. "You can undress outside and then come and join me, if you wish." "I'm not turning back now," he replied with a lovely grin, as he left the bathroom. I turned on the shower and then undressed. My cock was fully engorged, jutting out over six inches. It embarrassed me, because I was so obviously aroused. What would Eric think? What were we going to do with each other, I wondered. How far were we willing to go? I got into the tub and adjusted the water to a pleasant warmth. I soon heard the door open and saw the shadow of Eric beyond the shower curtain. He pulled aside the corner of the curtain and poked his head in. I half-heartedly tried to conceal my erection with my hands as the boy gazed at me, at it. He then climbed in. He was stunningly beautiful, perfect in all respects. His chest was smooth and his thighs sleek. He too was hard and he did not try to hide it. His cock was about the same length as mine, although it was a bit more slender. Except for a modest, blond pubic bush his body was hairless. His flesh was so inviting. I pulled him to me and we kissed, our bodies, our cocks pressed together. I ran my hands down his back and fondled his soft, perky buttocks. The warm water pelted my back as we embraced. "Eric," I whispered. "Yes?" "I want to suck you." "Really?" "Didn't you expect that?" "I don't actually know what to expect." I looked into his face, and I could discern serious nervousness. He had obviously not thought through the situation, the possibilities. "May I suck you?" He assented with a nod. I lowered myself to my knees before him. His cock pointed at my face. I explored his lovely calves and thighs with my hands, fondling them as I had wanted to do all semester. Then his cock. I took it lightly into my hand and pumped it once, squeezing a bubble of clear liquid from his slit. I licked it off, savored it and wanted more. I took the head of his cock into my mouth and was delighted by the smooth texture of it. I then began to suck him in earnest. I could only engulf half of it without gagging, but that was enough for me and , apparently, for Eric, who began to squirm. "Tommy!" he cried. "Do you want me to take it out before I come?" I nodded negatively, my mouth still filled with his cock. "Here it comes," he squealed, and I closed my throat and sucked a little harder. It is truly amazing how much an eighteen year old boy can spew. He kept coming and coming, filling my mouth with his semen until it began to drool out and run down my chin. I then disengaged, because I knew that his glans had become very sensitive. I pumped him with my hand until he was finished, wondering all the while what I was to do with all that spunk in my mouth. It was a quick decision. I spit out half of it and swallowed the other half. I really did not enjoy the taste of it, although that fact would not deter me from sucking Eric again, as often as we could, whenever we could. I was enflamed with lust at that moment. I needed relief. I stood and pulled Eric to me. I could tell by his limpness and his weak response to my embrace that he was sated and was not interested in sex for the moment. He would not be willing to go down on me; maybe some other time, but not then. I grabbed my engorged cock and pumped it as I held the pretty boy to me. I pumped it and rubbed it against the soft flesh of his abdomen, holding him tightly to me all the while. When I felt myself pass the no return point, I took my hand off of my cock and squeezed my body against his, my cock pressed to his flesh as I kissed him deeply. It was the most magnificent orgasm which I had ever experienced. I spewed onto him as we held each other in a fierce grip. I made noises, and I then finished myself by hand. "Wow!" Eric exclaimed after we had calmed down. His face was aglow and open in astonishment at what we had just done. He was so beautiful. Although I was then sexually sated, I still wanted him and I drew him to me into an embrace. I resisted the thought that I loved him, a male, however pretty. It troubled me that I had relished sucking his cock and that I had let him come in my mouth. I wasn't gay, I insisted to myself, but this boy turned me on. *** We went to bed, naked, and we fell quickly asleep, the vodka having acted as an effective soporific. In the middle of the night I awoke and got up to piss. When I returned from the bathroom, I stood next to the bed and gazed at the sleeping Eric, who snored lightly as he lay crouched on his left side. He was a grown boy. His thighs were ample, muscled, as were his upper arms. Yet, his face appeared to be so young and innocent. I lay on the bed and snuggled my body to his, my cock, again hard, poking at his butt. I thought about the possibilities of having anal sex with the young man, and I shuddered at the monstrousness of that idea. Still, the thought would not leave me. I put my arm around the boy and squeezed to him, my rigid cock pushing at his ass. Eric then awoke. "Do you want to do that? he asked uncertainly, still groggy from sleep. "Do what? I responded. "You know..." and he pushed his butt at my cock. "I don't want to hurt you." "I know it'll hurt, but I want you to take me, to do me. I don't care about the pain. You can even be violent, if you like." I could never be violent with that lovely boy, but his words enflamed me. "Why don't you do me first?" I suggested, and I was immediately aghast at what I had spoken. "Well, the problem is that if I do you, I won't feel like having you do me afterwards. I'm horny now, so do me. Later, when you are horny again, I'll do you." The boy was wise beyond his years. I could not imagine being fucked in the ass without being sexually aroused. "Are you sure about this?" I asked, licking on his shoulder. "Yah! and don't be too gentle." I got up and went into the bathroom, where I fetched a jar of Vaseline. When I returned to the bed, I saw Eric lying sprawled on his stomach. Moonlight illuminated his perky, creamy smooth buttocks. I stood above him as I slickened my cock with the grease, looking at him, desiring him. I then got onto the bed, atop the boy. My thighs pressed against his. The head of my cock poked his crack. I leaned down my head and licked on the back of his neck. "Do it! Do it!" the boy exclaimed in a husky voice. I took hold of my cock and found his opening. I gave him a exploratory poke and then I just jammed in until my abdomen pressed against his soft flesh. Eric cried out in pain as I did this, but he lay still, and he did not try to get free from me. I fucked the boy furiously, violently, biting at his neck as my cock pistoned in and out of him in long strokes. I had fucked before, but never like this. Eric was crying, but I paid no heed to his distress. I fucked him faster and faster until I cried aloud in orgasm, spewing and spewing into the unfortunate boy. I had emptied myself like never before. I was totally sated. Eric still lay face down. I saw that my cum oozed out of his asshole. "Tommy, I didn't like it, he said, tears on his cheeks. "It really hurt." "Now you know what it's like. You don't have to do it again." "Yah. I don't want to do that ever again." We cuddled together and, in time, we fell asleep, Eric first. I remained awake for awhile thinking about what we had done together. It had been marvelous, but I didn't want to hurt him again. As I drifted off to sleep I decided that I wanted Eric to fuck me, to hurt me, like I had hurt him. I wanted to feel him inside me, regardless of the pain. It was dawn, almost seven o'clock. I was suddenly awake, and so was Eric, who was playing with my flaccid cock. "I want to suck you," he said, looking into my face seriously. "I have your shit on my cock," I responded. "Let's shower. I want to suck you." We went into the shower and Eric washed me lovingly. He soon went to his knees and took my cock into his mouth. He was not very good at sucking, but his persistence paid off. I spewed into his mouth, a gusher of semen, and the boy pulled back choking. He then vomited convulsively onto the floor of the tub, making a horrible mess, which, however, was washed away by the shower. I pulled him up to me and we embraced. "I'm sorry, kid," I said. "It's not your fault," he responded. "I just had to know about that, about the stuff. I didn't like it at all, and I think that I'm not queer." "Well, good for you. Now you can think about fucking pretty girls." Eric looked me into the face and said, "I haven't fucked you yet." Indeed he hadn't, and I was not at all in the mood for it. I watched as Eric slowly slicked his cock with the Vaseline. I did not want to do it! I tried to get up from the bed, but he pushed me down. He was a powerful young man. He threw himself upon me and pushed his cock into my ass. He raped me. The pain was horrible at first, then it felt somewhat better. He plunged in and out of me in stinging strokes, and I pleaded for him to come soon. Then he cried out and pressed himself to me, gasping out his spurts. Afterwards we were somewhat ambivalent about our relationship. I still loved the boy's sleek body, but I feared his cock. He got up from the bed and dressed. I wanted to feel his cock in my mouth again, but I knew that he was done. "I'm not gay, Tommy," he said, as he straightened his clothes, "but I think that you are." "Eric," I responded, "you can fuck me any time you want, or I'll suck you." I was desperate. I could not lose the beautiful boy. "Perhaps, yah, I guess I would like that, but you have to teach me about girls." "Sure, I'll do that. Can you come with me to Mexico on Thanksgiving break? I know a very up-class place with really young girls." "I'd like that," he said, buttoning the last of his buttons. *** The next day Eric dropped out of school and I never heard from him again. END * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. 4-million people around the world contract HIV every year. 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