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Embarrassment, missteps and indecision escalate the situation until Ellen must make a decision: go with her better judgment and back out while she still can, or succumb to her body's demands. (Fm, reluc, 1st, oral, rom) *** MRS. FEINMAN STEPS OUT (Of a Very Hot Sauna) By Marcia R. Hooper Based on the short story: A Very Hot Sauna by Sweet Peril Used by Author's Permission "Oh, Eddie. I didn't know you were here!" Ellen had just stepped into her cedar-lined sauna, surprising her son's eighteen-year-old friend, who had been lying quietly on one of the benches. Eddie sprang upright on the bench, his face flushing with embarrassment. "I'm sorry, Mrs. Feinman. I guess I should have asked if I could use your sauna." Ellen laughed and waved her hand dismissively. "It's absolutely okay. I've told you before: the two weeks you're here with James and I, my house is your house. And that applies to the sauna as well," she added, reaching for the doorknob. "I'll just come back when you're finished." Eddie jumped to his feet. "No, please, Mrs. Feinman! Don't let me put you out." He rubbed his palms up and down his shorts in a way that made Ellen want to laugh. She so liked this young man. "Thank you," she said. "It's nice to have someone to talk to while you're working up a sweat. James prefers his privacy." "Not me," Eddie answered too quickly. It was obvious that he'd not anticipated company, wearing only a pair of baggy gym shorts. Ellen felt a bit of embarrassment herself. This young man obviously worked out, took pride in his sculpted chest, his ridiculously narrow waist and powerful arms. Ellen thought he might have the broadest shoulders she'd ever seen, despite their being hunched slightly in embarrassment. She laughed, shaking out the brightly colored towel she'd come in with tucked under her arm. "Well, good. I'll be glad for the company." While Eddie stood politely aside, Ellen laid out her towel beside Eddie's on the bench. There was no denying her interest in this boy, she realized, not with her elevated heart rate and her difficult breathing. She had to force herself not to gulp, nor to bite her lower lip. Self-consciously reaching for the belt securing her terry-clothe robe, it occurred to Ellen that maybe her choice of bathing suit had been a bit shortsighted. An encounter like this should have occurred to her. Her face reddened even more. Resolutely, refusing to display embarrassment before this boy, she nonchalantly turned toward him and drew the robe back over her shoulders and brought it around and draped it over her right forearm. Her heart stuttered and a shiver ran up her spine seeing Eddie's reaction. And traitorously, her nipples began to harden. "Excuse me," she said, turning hurriedly away and walking stiffly toward the row of pegs by the door. Slowly hanging up the robe, seething with embarrassment, she discreetly rubbed her nipples through her bikini top and begged them to go away. The rough kneading worked; when she turned back, her nipple erections were almost gone. It didn't stop her from feeling almost naked, however. At thirty-seven, Ellen was not your typical soccer mom. For one thing, she worked out religiously at the gym, ate a balanced diet, stayed away from soft drinks and red meat, drank rarely and never to excess. She rode a bicycle or swam every chance she got. Consequently, she looked more twenty-seven than thirty-seven--especially in this skimpy bikini. Oh, God, she berated herself crossing to the bench, why hadn't she considered this? "Is that tan real?" Eddie asked unexpectedly. Startled, halfway through her turn to sit down beside him on the bench, Ellen hesitated. "Why, yes. If you call a tanning bed tan real. I normally go three times a week at the gym." Eddie's face had grown a bright red. Obviously, he'd blurted that question during what her son derisively called a brain-fart. He looked away, which added to Ellen's embarrassment, rather than easing it. "Sorry. That was impolite," muttered. Ellen swallowed audibly before answering. "It's OK. James comments on my tan all the time. He thinks I'm inviting skin cancer." In truth, it was one of the few evils Ellen allowed herself, beside the occasional bite of chocolate or sip of Diet-Coke. She was aware of the dangers, but couldn't seem to control herself faced with a bed with ultraviolet lights. Her payback would come in her later years, she knew, in the form of wrinkles and an increased risk of melanoma. It was less risky than smoking however, and how many people did that? Obviously grateful for her attempt at levity, Eddie turned back and grinned, rather bashfully Ellen thought. It was only too obvious that this boy was as dazzled by her outward appearance as she was by his. I bet he wonders what touching my breasts would feel like, she mused distractedly, just as I wonder what his muscled chest would feel like under my hand. The thought made her turn her head away and grin. "Can I ask you a question?" Eddie asked. "Do I have to answer truthfully?" she answered teasingly, hiding her self-consciousness. What if he asks me my measurements, she thought, a little panicky. What if he wants to know if I go out with younger men, or if I like to dance, or what's my favorite color? She had to concentrate a moment to retrieve that answer: yellow, of course. Just like her ridiculously tiny yellow string bikini. She nervously fingered her short black hair, sweeping the right side behind her ear as she always did when unsettled. She wondered if Eddie suspected the color was out of a bottle. Not that she was horribly gray or anything. It was only that Ellen really hated that scattering of hair, which seemed to magically change from black to white overnight. She hated the vanity dying her hair implied, but was no more able to control the impulse than she was to stay out of a tanning bed. It occurred to her suddenly to wonder if the two activities were linked. She also wondered if Eddie knew that her sparkling brown eyes were courtesy of the contact lenses she wore. Why are you wondering all this, she wondered mournfully. "What was your question, Eddie?" "Um... I wondered if you'd like me to rub suntan lotion on you or something?" Ellen blinked. In a sauna? "No, Eddie, but thank you," she replied, trying to keep the smile on her face grateful, rather than condescending. She knew his fas paux was the result of his extreme nervousness; nervousness she herself shared. Despite the sheen of perspiration coating her from head to foot, she felt the difference in her underarms and the palms of her hands, which both itched maddeningly. Ellen lay down and placed her feet on the bench with her knees bent. Adjusting a smaller folded towel beneath her head, she then self-consciously adjusted her top and then the bikini bottom, aware all the while that Eddie was watching her carefully from the corner of his eye. Traitorously, her nipples began to harden again. This time, she could do nothing about it. Oh, come on, she thought. Admit it. The boy turns you on. While true, that was no reason to make a tart of herself, a tease. Their being in the sauna together was nothing more than coincidence. She hadn't planned it, and certainly he hadn't either. Normally, she'd be on her way to work right now; James would still be in bed, recovering from too many hours of late night video game playing (or, as she suspected, cruising Internet porn sites and masturbating to the wee hours of the morning.) Eddie had known about James's early morning appointment with the sport's doctor, and his afternoon appointment with the couch of the varsity football team, of which he was a special teams player, but no way could he have planned a liaison with her in the sauna. She'd made the decision to go in late only an hour ago, and the decision to work up a healthy sweat not ten minutes before. And no, she told herself, you most certainly weren't thinking, much less planning, a chance encounter with Eddie in the sauna. She was sure of that. Her surprise and resulting anxiety were proof. You know, you could-- She crashed her mental foot down on the thought. I am not having sex with an eighteen-year-old boy, she thought viciously. I'm not even going to consider it! Her hands had clenched--her whole body had clenched--at the unexpected metal conflict; she forced herself to relax and placed the palms of her hands flat on her belly. God, it was so hot in here. God, she was sweating. It bothered her immensely that the combined heat and humidity, along with her anxiety would very soon cause her anti-perspirant to fail in its battle against her pores and she'd begin to stink. To avoid this, she adjusted her arms--rather uncomfortably--so that her underarms remained open. Why the fuck didn't I go to work, she thought. Neither spoke a word into the anxious silence for the next ten minutes. Eddie had returned to his own towel, his feet also planted on the not-long-enough-bench. Because their combined lengths took up most of the bench's length, less than a foot separated his head from hers. Like Ellen, he lay with his palms cupping his hard-muscled stomach. What would he do, she wondered, if I took off my top? The thought, ridiculous as it was, sent a thrill of horrible excitement down her spine. She shivered convulsively, instantly panicked that he'd felt it through the bench and had guessed her thoughts. Don't be stupid, she railed at herself, followed immediately by: Should I? She very nearly, disastrously, groaned out loud. The truth was, she never wore her suit in the sauna. An unspoken agreement existed between she and James that sauna time was sacrosanct for Mom, and that he wouldn't barge in on her when the red Occupied light was on, knowing that Mom would be laid out on a towel naked, with every pore on her body oozing sweat. A few screw- ups had occurred, of course, as they always did, but they were always accompanied by "Oh, my God, Mom, I'm sorry!" followed by a hasty stumble back out the door and a modicum of embarrassment on both parts afterward. James had seen her bare body often enough, therefore, to render a pretty good description of it to his friend Eddie. And to anyone else he was interested in telling. Ellen wondered if that were really true. She also wondered if James was a sexually attracted to her as she thought he might be. Well, isn't that a wonderful thought, she queried herself wryly. Planning on fucking your son? The idea did nothing to improve her state of mind. "What did you really want to ask me, Eddie?" she found herself asking. The question took her as much by surprise as it evidently did the boy. "Um..." he uttered embarrassedly. "What do you mean?" "I mean--" Please shut up before you make a complete fool out of yourself, she thought angrily. "Nothing. Never mind. I just thought..." Again, she fought to overpower a most unwelcome groan. Why did she always stick her foot in it? There followed an uncomfortable silence where Ellen wanted more than anything to jump up and run out of the sauna. She laughed at herself derisively, imagining how that would look. Why, oh why, hadn't she gone to work? Eddie suddenly sat up. Ellen, alarmed by his movement sat up also. The tension was so thick that you could almost swim in it. Looking at the stack of river stones piled high in the center of the sauna--heated electrically, water could be poured over them to increase the volume of steam--the teenager muttered: "James says you lay in here in the nude. He says that you like your privacy. I really am intruding, Mrs. Feinman. I should get out of here." Nod, Ellen, she thought. Let him know what a good idea this is. Instead, she made things worse by saying: "Don't be ridiculous. It's not like I have exclusive rights to this thing. I barged in on you, not the other way around. I shouldn't even be here right now. If anyone should leave--" Red-faced, half-rising, she began to gather up the laid-out towel. Eddie objected immediately. "No! Wait." He was on his feet again. "Don't be ridiculous, Mrs. Feinman!" "Ellen," she objected automatically. Her mother was Mrs. Feinman. Objecting, however, made her feel even more stupid. "The point is," he went on, snatching his own towel and headrest off the bench, "this is your sauna, which I didn't even ask permission to use. I apologize and won't do it again." His face was a mask of frustration. Ellen felt even stupider now. She didn't have a clue what to say. But as Eddie turned for the door the words blurted out of her mouth: "Would you please, Eddie! Just come back here. This is absurd. We're acting like a couple of kids. What possible difference does it make how I lay out in the sauna? I'm not going to lay out nude with a stranger, but I'm also not going to kick him out just to indulge in a practice, which is, at the very least, questionable in the first place. Let's be adults," she added, feeling anything but an adult. Eddie didn't turn back, but neither did he continue toward the door. After a moment's further hesitation, he grudgingly turned around. "Sorry," he muttered. "This is... I could have handled this better." Ellen felt sorry but him, for them both. "Can I be honest, Eddie?" Eddie's shoulders hunched just a bit, defensively. He kept his eyes on the floor, making it both easier, and more difficult for Ellen to continue. At least if he met her eyes, he'd know she was sincere. "Go ahead," he said gruffly. Ellen took a deep breath. "Our problem, right now, is sexual tension. We're two relatively attractive people, alone in a sauna with no one else on the property, wearing, um... admittedly skimpy clothing." Ellen's face felt like it would sear the cedar paneling. "Add to that the fact that James has obviously told you that I lay out in the nude--" She felt an uncharacteristic blaze of anger at her son for contributing to this. "-- as well as probably regaling you with accounts of how he's walked in on me naked, and well... I guess sexual tension is unavoidable." She was not the only one with a blistering red face, Ellen saw. Eddie looked on the verge of combustion. Clearing his throat, making a false start before he managed to push out the words, he mumbled, "You are not relatively attractive, Mrs. Feinman. You're absolutely beautiful. Your body is perfect. You're like an Egyptian goddess come to life. James is so lucky to have you for a mother. " Ellen wanted to crawl under the bench. Her face had gone beyond scorching and was now in danger of melting off. "That's so not true, Eddie. And believe me, I am more embarrassed by my body than I am proud of it. Take my word for it: Had I known you would be here, I would not have worn such a thing." I would not have been here period, she did not tack on. "I feel like every ounce of fat on my body is hanging out. I feel like Kirstie Alley," she moaned, self-mockingly. Eddie looked almost horrified, his eyes popping wide and his eyebrows raising, almost comically high, Ellen thought, though she had never been less in a mood for laughing. "Are you kidding me? You look phenomenal! You look better than Demi Moore did in that Charlie's Angels movie!" Ellen tried to hide her flinch at the comparison. Her personal opinion was that Demi Moore had looked horrid in that black bikini, a 40-year old masquerading as a teenager. Despite her son's obvious enthusiasm over the scene--they'd watched the movie on the big plasma TV in the family room--it had made her shiver with revulsion. Now to be compared with that...? Eddie barreled on unknowing. "Yeah, James told me about barging in on you. He also told me that it had never been an accident, and the only reason he didn't do it more often was that he didn't want you getting wise. He doesn't want you knowing he's infatuated with you. Oh, God, he's gonna kill me for this. Please, Mrs. Feinman!" he pleaded. "Please don't tell James I told you any of this!" Stunned, Ellen stared at the boy's imploring face. Not an accident? He'd spied on her? Barged in on her naked on purpose? What other seemingly innocent events had not been innocent at all? Her racing thoughts ground to a halt. Two weeks ago, she'd come out of the shower to discover the bedroom door cracked open half an inch. Though positive she'd heard the click of the latch as it engaged, she hadn't given the occurrence much thought. Now, in her mind, she clearly saw herself through the clear glass shower doors, shampooing, washing herself, shaving her legs...masturbating, she realized with horror. Fuck, she thought vehemently. She'd hated those doors since the day they were installed, complaining to Robert, her ex, before they even came out of the box. "What happens if James blunders in while I'm in the shower?" she'd fretted, pointedly, as it turned out, though now it appeared more ambush than blunder. Needing to concentrate on this more immediate problem, however, Ellen pushed thoughts of the incident aside. James, and his little indiscretions, could wait. "I won't tell James anything," she lied. "And though they are totally off-base, thank you for the compliments. You make an old lady blush in embarrassment." She grinned, cutting off his objections with a raised hand. "Enough. Can we get by the embarrassment, do you think, and just enjoy the sauna?" Ruefully, Eddie grinned. "Sure. I'd like that. But, for the record--" He held up his hand this time to cut off a protest. "--I disagree with everything you just said. You are the hottest 'old lady' I've ever seen. And," he added, grinning at her embarrassed expression, "If you want to finish your session in the nude, I'll more than understand. I'll even lie down and put the towel over my eyes. Like this." Grinning, he placed the folded towel over his eyes, playfully letting the edge droop away from his right eye, which gazed at her brightly. Ellen couldn't help but laugh. "That's exactly what you'd be doing too, isn't it? Sneaking a peek?" This time she enjoyed, rather than felt appalled at the blush in her cheeks. "I certainly would not," he shot back, still looking at her with his uncovered, crinkled right eye. "Mmm hmm." Ellen crossed her arms and canted her head skeptically. She also asked herself what the hell she thought she was doing. Are you out of your mind? Stop flirting with him! Eddie's grin widened. Obviously feeling emboldened, he quipped: "Of course, you could save us both the trouble and just go ahead and take it off now." "What trouble is that?" she said, raising her arms as though to reach behind her neck to untie the strings. Eddie's crinkled eye widened in shock. His jaw dropped and formed a perfect "O". Ellen couldn't help but laugh. To her consternation, however, her arms remained positioned were they were, her fingertips dangerously close to the bikini strings. Don't you dare do this, her voice of reason warned. Giddily, she thought back: It's a tease! Nothing more. It's not like I'm really going to do it. He thinks you are, VoR shot back. Ellen assessed this idea. Yes, she realized, Eddie was in fact afraid she might do it, whether from impishness, playfulness, or an outright attempt at seduction. Her fingertips, evidently working under some plan of their own, tapped the bow-tied strings, awaiting further instructions Why not, she thought. This young man obviously thinks I'm worth looking at--or professes he does, anyway. What harm would it do to let him see? Because, another part of her insisted, a part separate from VoR and whatever part had commandeered her arms, he may not want like what he gets to see. You are no spring chicken, Ellen. She decided to let Eddie make the decision. "Tell me what to do, Eddie." "Mrs. Feinman," he choked out "I can't--" She made the plunge. "Would you like to see my breasts? If so, I'll remove my top. If not, please don't let me embarrass myself. I don't want to be embarrassed, Eddie." Eddie slowly lowered the towel from his face. His mouth had closed, his shoulders had squared, and his face had taken on a look of dead seriousness. To Ellen, he suddenly appeared ten years older. Softly, but not in a mutter, he replied. "You won't embarrass yourself, Ellen, believe me." A shudder running down her spine, Ellen allowed her fingertips to release the knot securing the strings around her neck, letting them fall down her front. A moment later she had the catch undone in the back and the bra fell away, baring her breasts. She gathered the top into both hands and held it before her, breathless. This was only the fourth man for whom she had purposely bared her breasts. A boy, whom she had thought was her one true love at age sixteen, her husband, two years later, the man she had cheated on Bob with two years ago, and now this friend of Eddie's. Terrified and excited both, knowing how, if not where this would end, Ellen remained still and waited for Eddie to make his decision. His decision was, as it turned out, to hesitantly reach out his right hand and remove the bra from her fingertips. * * * "This bikini cost how much?" he asked incredulously. Face down on her towel, enjoying the closeness of Eddie, if not the sight of him--she knew he lay on his back staring up at the expensive little suit in his hands--she laughed. "I don't know why that surprises me," he said in a more subdued tone. "Considering you have your own built in sauna, Jacuzzi and swimming pool. Look where you live." Ellen harrumphed. "Young man. Your parents live here also, and they are a lot richer than--" She had almost said "Bob and I," but corrected it at the last moment to "--I am." "Besides," she went on. "The bikini was a birthday present. I would never spend that much money on a suit." She raised her head to gaze at Eddie laid out on his towel. As expected, the tiny yellow top was in one hand, the bikini bottom in the other. She imagined Eddie's hands, rather than hers, removing them from her body and barely stifled a moan. You are shameless, VoR growl at her. Stupid, is more like it, the second voice, which Ellen now dubbed ASM, for Aggravated Soccer Mom, disagreed. She's gonna get us in so much trouble. She will if she doesn't watch out, VoR agreed. Ellen, has it occurred to you that nowhere in this cedar-lined motel room is there a condom? I can inform you with certainty that Mr. Abs is not packing one in his panties. Only the weapon the condom is designed to sheath. What are you going to do when Sir Galahad decides to unsheath that sword and brandish it in front of your face? Oh, stop it, she chided them both. No one is having sex in this heat and humidity. I can't even imagine it. It's the things you can't imagine that worry me, ASM grumbled. Ellen dropped her chin onto the towel. As foolhardy as removing her bra had been, it was nothing compared to sliding down her bikini bottoms a moment later, stepping out of them, and handing them to the dumbstruck Eddie. He clearly hadn't expected either occurrence "Um..." he had said uncertainly. "As long as I'm being stupid," she admitted truthfully, "I may as well be stupid all the way." With great embarrassment, she had raised her hands and spun in a surprisingly well-executed inspection twirl. Thankfully, Eddie's expression had indicated that he felt as foolish as she. "OK?" she asked, timidly. "Mrs. Feinman." His voice came out a husky croak. "I wish you hadn't done that." Ellen winced at the stab of pain. "No!" he said, before embarrassment could make her snatch back her bathing suit and flee the room. "That's not what I meant." He put out a hand as if to restrain her, though he didn't actually make contact. "What I meant was..." He licked his lips and gulped audibly. Ellen worried he'd pop a tendon in his hand he was squeezing it so hard around her bikini. Discomfited, she crossed her arms over her breasts and squeezed her thighs tightly together. "Christ," he said, agitated. "How do I say this without sounding like a fool? Or a cad, which is exactly what I feel like right now." Ellen wondered distractedly how a person her son's age could feel like a cad. "Do you want me to get dressed?" she asked, timid again. "My robe is right there." She pointed at the row of pegs beside the door. "I could put it on, if that would be better." His face looked pain. "Mrs. Feinman--Ellen. There is nothing I want less in the whole world right now than for you to put anything on." Heat again baked Ellen's cheeks. "Eddie-" "Really!" he assured her. "You--" He gulped again loudly. "You are almost a walking crime, you look so good." Foolishly pleased by the absurd compliment, Ellen blushed fiery red. She'd also been absurdly relieved when Eddie had suggested that they lie down in their former positions and finish enjoying their steam bath. It wasn't like they could stay in here all day, he reminded her. He had then suggested--for modesty's sake--that it might be best if she lay down on her stomach. For modesty's sake. Though agreeing, Ellen now wondered if misplaced chivalry would keep her young man--when had she started considering him her young man, she wondered--from accepting what chance had offered him. It was in that moment that Ellen realized she wanted Eddie to make love to her. I told you so, ASM groaned. Oh, shut up, VoR responded unexpectedly. I think it's sweet. That she's going to bed with a boy half her age? Less than half her age? ASM harrumphed. Positively shameful. Tart! I don't know about you, VoR mused, but I've rather missed the sexual aspect of our life. It's been what? Nine months? Ellen listened to her count the months with interest. A sex life was something she missed as well--badly. Over a year now, VoR concluded. That's pitiful. Well, why doesn't she screw someone her own age? Her boss, for instance. He'd be happy to oblige. Ellen shook her head and dropped it to the folded towel. It wouldn't do for Eddie to look back and see the immense grin on her face; he might misunderstand. Or worse, he might not. She continued to monitor the interior bickering with interest, though more as an eavesdropper might overhear a conversation rather than partake in it. She was content--let's face it, giddily happy--to be laying there nude with this young man. ASM's right, she thought to herself. You are a tart. "I want you to know that I appreciate this, Mrs.--um-- Ellen. Not many women would feel secure--have the confidence, I guess--taking their clothes off in front of a guy they barely know. Thank you for trusting me." Ellen snorted. "Eddie, I've known you since the age of six. You're not exactly a stranger." "You know what I mean," he replied. "I know what you mean, yes. And thank you for the compliment. But it's totally unwarranted, and not exactly true. I was anything but confident undressing in front of you." I was mortified, if you really want to know, she didn't add. "Well... thank you anyway." Another silence ensued. The last thing Ellen wanted was an extended silence. Experience had taught her that the longer an uncomfortable silence endured, the harder is was to recover from. If nothing else, twenty years of marriage had taught her that. Turning onto her back, Ellen raised her knees, planted her feet and interlaced her fingers behind her head. "So, anyone special in your life, Eddie?" she asked. She felt his hesitation. "Not really. Kinda hoping that a certain situation will bear fruit though." He laughed at his presumptiveness, and Ellen laughed along with him. "Anyone I know?" she asked coyly, immediately wanting to kick herself. That was pretty flirtatious, VoR agreed. Downright slutty, ASM sounded off. Of course, you are laying here nude. Eddie's reply was characteristically hesitant. "You could say that. In fact--" Ellen heard and felt him flip onto his stomach on the bench. Her bare breasts elicited a surprised intake of breath, and Ellen fought the grin wanting to split her face. She wondered if the hands behind the head were a bit much. Possibly, but surely her raised and locked together knees made up for it somewhat. "In fact--?" she prompted. Eddie groaned and Ellen burst out in laughter. Sitting up, facing him, she asked with a warm smile: "Eddie, why don't you just come right out and admit you want to make love to me?" Eddie sat up also. His discomfort, Ellen couldn't help notice, was significantly compounded by the bulge in his shorts. It made her laugh again, which only compounded the blush on Eddie's face. "Mrs. Feinman--" he pleaded. "Oh, we're back to Mrs. Feinman again, are we?" Rising, Ellen grabbed her towel off the bench and folded it roughly in half and dropped it on the floor before Eddie's feet. Surprised, he snatched them up and then tentatively placed them back down beneath the bench. A look of dawning awareness had his eyebrows raised, his nostrils flared, and his mouth set in a grim line. "Mrs. Feinman--" Ellen laughed (where had she gotten this audacious courage?) and dropped to her knees and placed her forearms atop either of Eddie's thighs. She both felt, and saw the shudder course through his body. The bulge in his shorts actually twitched as hidden muscles reacted to her proximity. It took a real effort this time--not entirely successful--to stifle a giggle. Once composed, Ellen smiled warmly and said: "I'll leave this decision to you as well, Eddie. I believe you want me to--" She cast a significant glance down at his huge hidden erection. "--but I also don't want to force myself on you. It's just that I have a feeling that embarrassment, and feelings of guilt over approaching your best friend's mother--" Not to mention someone your own mother's age, ASM noted acidly. "--are making this more difficult for you than need be. Therefore--" She had to grin at her own, slightly laughable ceremoniousness. "--I'll make the offer as I did with taking off my bikini. Would you like to make love to me?" Following another, more powerful shudder, Eddie nodded curtly. Slowly and deliberately, keeping her eyes locked with his as long as possible, Ellen bent forward and brought her lips down to the thumping bulge in his shorts and kissed it. His resulting shudder was terribly powerful. She even sensed that he raised his right hand momentarily, a hand meant to go to the back of her head, a hand she would have enjoyed touching her, before returning it the edge of the bench, where she sensed it gripped the wood crushingly. Now it was her turn to shiver. VoR asked: Is this what you want, Ellen? To which ASM instantly responded, don't ask her that! To which VoR replied, hush! Let Ellen answer the question. Ellen didn't have to think about it at all. She couldn't remember wanting anything like she wanted this. Not in the last few years, anyway. Not even with Eddie's father, who'd put the final nails in the coffin of her marriage. She wondered--and not idly, as Eddie Sr. had nearly split her up the middle their first time together--if she'd walk out of this sauna by herself afterward, or require a helping hand. My God, she thought now. What if Eddie is even bigger? Only one way to find out. Grasping the waistband of Eddie's shorts above each hip, waiting for him to lift himself so that they could be removed, Ellen worked the shorts down his thighs and let them puddle around his ankles on the floor. His erection was every bit the equal of his father's, almost twice the size of her husband's--her ex- husband's, she reminded herself joyfully--long and thick and thickly-veined, possessing the same bulbous glans, the same dangerously bruised-looking bluish-plum color, the same set of immense testicles below. And just like his father, the left testicle was twice the size of his right. Oh, my God, she thought distractedly. The sperm those things had pumped into her when he came. She beheld those of his son almost reverentially. Keeping her eyes on his, relying on intuition and luck, she leaned forward and kissed the tip of his penis lovingly. If flesh and bone could melt, Eddie looked as though he'd pool happily around his own ankles. He shuddered again, comically asymmetrical this time, his swollen penis batting her gently on the lips. This was all the invitation Ellen required. Opening her mouth, she moved it down over his head and sucked on it lovingly, the way Eddie Sr., had so loved. It fact, she reminded herself, Eddie Sr. had gotten his first taste of lips in this very same sauna, in almost this exact position, holding her head tightly between his hands and running her mouth up and down his cock, demonstrating immediately who was in charge of that relationship. This time, she enjoyed the feeling of command that Eddie Jr.'s relatively tender age and inexperience allowed her. He kept his hands safely locked to the front edge of the bench while Ellen, in so many words, made love to his penis. * * * Some time later, gleaming with perspiration, Ellen stood before the full-length mirror in her bedroom. Eddie, also gleaming, stood dutifully beside her, his reflected eyes drinking in her beauty. Ellen had to admit that her body rivaled that of Demi Moore, if not that of a teenager, which, in some ways was much better, she thought. Her curves was more womanish (she refused to even consider the word voluptuous), her hips wide and solid-looking from child-birth, her thighs long and nicely compact from bicycling, her calves, forearms, biceps and shoulders nicely athletic-looking. Her only physical drawback was her breasts, she thought, beginning to show their age, both in sag, and stretch marks. Unfortunately, it was the one asset she could do nothing about with workouts and strict compliance to diet. Breasts were, by definition, mostly fat. Still, from the way Eddie's eyes seemed captivated by their reflections, maybe he critiqued them less critically them she. He didn't even seem fazed by her ugly, elongated aureole and thick nipples. Then again, she reminded herself, he looks at you from an entirely different perspective. Your oversized nipples probably look delicious to him, possible even nutritive. In the mirror, she watched her reflection stifle yet another embarrassing giggle. "What's the matter?" he asked, picking up on her discomfort. "Nothing," she said, taking him by the hand and leading him into the spacious master bathroom. Drawing back the door of the white-tiled bath, Ellen spun the faucet to the left and backed out of the path of the spray before it could freeze her with cold water. The last thing she needed on her overheated skin was freezing cold water. Checking to make sure shampoo and cream rinse sat in their assigned positions, and likewise the liquid body wash--a bar of soap was there as well, should Eddie prefer that--she held out her left hand while adjusting the water temperature with her right. "This is always the best part of a sauna: a nice, long hot shower afterwards. Don't you agree?" she asked innocently. Eddie, his mouth curving crookedly, wasn't fooled. You just want a few minutes for my erection to recuperate itself, his expression read, which, though true, wasn't entirely the truth. Ellen really did long for the comforting hot spray on her shoulders and back. Nothing relaxed her the way a long hot shower did. And right now, she needed relaxing. Anxiety had begun to resurface, as well a certain insecurity at their difference in age. How much attraction could a woman Eddie's mother's age, no matter how well maintained and how loving, hold for a young man when thousands of voluptuous teenage girls (there was that word again, though more rightly used this time, she had to admit) passed him every day in the halls and quads of his campus? The thought depressed her; she felt suddenly old and uselessly sexless again. But then Eddie's hands slid into place, one atop her left breast, the other cupping her lower abdomen, the thumb in her belly button, and a no longer flaccid penis pressed between her cheeks. "Oh!" she gasped. Unconsciously, she spun about and the hand formerly on her breast caressed the middle of her back while the other claimed her rear end. "Eddie!" she said, just as he kissed her. She kissed him back fiercely, surprised that he'd want his tongue in the same mouth that had just swallowed his ejaculation. Then it was her turn to want to melt down around her feet. "Eddie," she whispered again, some time later. She was completely discomposed. All self-doubt, at least for the moment, had melted away. The truth was that she was having a horrible time not dropping to her knees and attacking his penis again. His ugly, massively swollen, vagina-destroying (from previous experience, not current knowledge), tonsil-battering penis that she wanted in every orifice at one time. Oh, God, she thought miserably. Why can't there be three of him? "Let me adjust this," Eddie said. Steam, escaping through the open shower door surrounded them both. Grasping Ellen by the biceps, he backed her into and then out of the scalding hot spray--she yelped, but made no attempt to disconnect herself from his grip, rather letting herself be guided to wherever Eddie wanted her--and watched with big blinking eyes as Eddie closed the door behind himself, sealing them in. "Sorry if that burned you," he apologized. "It didn't," Ellen lied. Thank God he had moved her out of the spray, however. The steam was so thick she could barely see his face. How could he stand that heat on his back? She was relieved, therefore, when he released her left arm and reached behind himself for the faucet. "Don't make it hotter," she warned. Eddie shook his head, though from his expression Ellen guessed that he was turning the knob in tiny increments to test the resulting temperature difference. "Clockwise," she offered helpfully. Eddie smiled in response, and Ellen felt the ambient temperature of the air cool a bit. "Better?" "Better," she agreed. She leaned forward and rose onto the balls of her feet for another kiss. Eddie met her on the way up, their tongues coupling eagerly. After a time, she informed him matter-of-factly: "You are the first man who's ever kissed me right after coming in my mouth." His grin was impish. "And how many men would that be, exactly?" "Three. You're the fourth." His hands slid gently up and down her spine, and cupped her rear end, which Ellen found almost irresistibly arousing. "You're only the fourth man I've ever been with," she clarified. Eddie looked surprised. "Really?" "Really," Ellen confirmed, laughing at his expression. "Despite my expertise with my mouth." Eddie laughed and pecked her on the nose and then the forehead. "I find that really intriguing. Who were the other three? Your husband, obviously, and my dad. But, Number One?" Ellen gasped, feeling her eyes widen to the diameter of silver dollars, her mouth the diameter of a dinner plate. "Eddie!" she choked out. He laughed. "Don't worry. He didn't spill the beans. I found out completely by accident." "How?" she croaked, not even attempting to deny the truth. The arms clasped lightly around her middle made her feel panicked now, rather than aroused. She tried, unsuccessfully, to ease herself off the swollen penis caught between her thighs and nestled into her genitals. She felt her heart start skipping beats again. "I saw you together one night at a restaurant in Bethesda and followed you home. I already had my suspicions, but when I saw the two of you get out of his Mercedes and walk arm and arm into your house, well..." He shrugged. "I knew Mr. Feinman was away on business and James was on campus. I figured my dad had gotten lucky." His rather embarrassed grin disappeared. "I mean really lucky, Mrs. Feinman, not lucky, like getting unexpectedly laid. I can't tell you how much I envied him. Do you know how long--" He suddenly broke off. A horrible thought surfaced in Ellen's mind. "Eddie... you didn't--" "No!" he cut her off fiercely. "I would never do that! I mean..." His expression became sheepish. "Yeah, I mean I thought about it. I think about it all the time, if you really want to know. I even... this morning... but I never thought it might actually happen. Christ, I thought you had gone to work." He laughed, self- deprecatingly. "I came in here more as a sop to my misery than with any hopes of seeing you. I was totally shocked when you opened the door. The truth is, I didn't know who it was. I thought maybe it was James at first, ditching his appointment or something, or maybe Mr. Feinman, looking for you, but when you came through that door wearing that skimpy little bikini...?" He half-closed his eyes in memory; Ellen didn't remind him that she hadn't actually revealed the bikini until a few minutes after she'd entered, when removing her robe. "So no," he went on. "I didn't bushwhack you. Though I certainly am glad you did me." He bent down to kiss her again, and Ellen rose up to meet him. Though shaken, she was thankful and relieved by his honesty. "Forgiven?" he asked, some moments later. "Forgiven," she confirmed. Eddie spun them both under the hot spray and she moaned again as his hand slid up the taut flesh of her belly and closed over her right breast; moaned deeper as his lips traced fire down the line of her jaw to her vulnerable neck, to the hollow just below her ear, out along the ridge of her shoulder and back to her neck. She winced slightly at the pressure he applied to her swollen nipple with his thumb and forefinger, enjoyed the sensation of it rolled between his fingertips, discovered she was up on her tiptoes only when they began to quiver and spasm beneath her. She didn't know why impulse made her stretch out her entire frame as it did, arching her back, forcing back her head in the beginnings of an unexpected orgasm. "Oh, my God, Eddie!" Quickly wrapping her arms around his neck, she raised herself and wrapped her legs around his waist. Instantly, Eddie clasped her behind and lifted her clear of his erection and then, with no subtleness whatsoever, lowered her roughly onto it. Her gasp was stifled as she sank her teeth into the meat of his shoulder--which did nothing to stop the convulsion of pain as his massive cock-head overstretched her vagina and impaled her mercilessly. "Ohhhhhh," she moaned through the flesh between her teeth. Eddie Sr. hadn't hurt her this wonderfully bad. She wondered if blood was even then flowing down Eddie's thighs. She felt that it must. No one could hurt this much and not be fatally wounded. He offered no apology, however, and Ellen didn't want one. She wanted to be fucked ruthlessly, degradingly, made to keen and plea for mercy, made to beg to be fucked harder and deeper--agonizingly deeper--made to wail in misery with her head thrown back and shrieks ripping out her throat. Instead, Eddie lowered her to her back on the streaming tiles and proceeded to love to her so gently, so thoroughly, so completely, that Ellen couldn't help but sob with joy. When he came, too soon, but not soon enough for her aching loins, Ellen surrendered herself completely to orgasm. "Oh, Eddie," she moaned into his shoulder. "Oh, Mrs. Feinman," he moaned back, as pulse after pulse of nutrient flowed into her hungry womb. The influx never seemed to stop, which suited Ellen, who'd lie there beneath the thundering spray and swallow his seed for the rest of eternity. However, even her wonderful Eddie was not without limit; eventually his spasms died away. Neither lover could move. Neither wanted to move, least of all Ellen. Finally, exhaustedly, she murmured into his ear: "Marry me, Eddie. I never want you to leave this house again. Ever, ever again." Eddie laughed, and Ellen laughed along with him, and neither stopped, for a very long time. THE END * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. 4-million people around the world contract HIV every year. You only have one body per lifetime, so take good care of it! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Kristen's collection - Directory 64