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Please bear over with mistakes and clumsy sentences. *** When Ellen and I met six months ago we were still 17. I hadn't really been watching girls much. Ellen had been watching me for a long time, though. She later told me I was the nicest, smartest and best looking guy in school. "You are such a beautiful couple", my grandma used to tell us. I suppose that's true. I knew the girls found me handsome. And I knew that most people think I am a very nice guy. Ellen is a feminist - by birth so to speak. Her mother was a leading feminist in the 80s and 90s. A very decent woman but quite dominating. Her views on child- raising were in accordance with her feminist views. She sent her two daughters to learn self-defense from a very early age. Ellen's personality is the opposite of her mother's. She is shy but her shyness is graced with a unique, gentle charm. Her irresistible giggle is reason enough to fall in love with her. Her face would best be described with the old cliché "angelic." Perfect features, doe-like eyes, a face that shows class and kindheartedness, the cutest dimples. Her medium blonde hair thick and delicious. Neither of us are confident persons. I am sure this is one of the reasons we get on so well. We are quiet and patient personalities. We are also both bookish. And very serious students. We love discussing good books and films (no, not Hollywood!) and we go to the theatre. We are young intellectuals and I guess we are proud of it... And we are both extremely interested in human behaviour. Which is the reason why both of us have already marked out our careers. We will start our psychology studies next year. In her early teens Ellen was a talented swimmer and gymnast. Her body is very toned and extremely attractive. Her current sport is kickboxing. She is not boxing competitively but they say she is very talented. Ellen says that martial arts training helps her build confidence. Her interest in the martial arts may seem odd. But her family background has left some marks. Her jocular - and not very reliable - sister even jokingly claims that Ellen has a violent streak. She likes to tell stories from Ellen's "tomboy childhood." She likes to paint a picture of Ellen as "the street bully" - the little girl who beat older boys to subordination when she was harassed. I found her stories entertaining but also a little unnerving. What could be farther from Ellen's personality? In her flippant way, her sister also likes to give more present-day hints of Ellen's "streak." Once when she was quite tipsy she claimed that Ellen last year badly thrashed a big jerk who had made a crude pass at her. Ellen laughed it off. "All fabrications and exaggerations." Her sister simply had the most twisted sense of humour. Our backgrounds are very different. My family is religious and my faith is important to me. Sadly, most people in this part of the world don't have a faith. But I would claim that our different backgrounds never was a problem in our relationship. Equality, sharing of domestic work... this is self-evident for me. And both Ellen and I are disgusted with the promiscuous lifestyle of many people our age. Nothing is more obvious to us than life long faithfulness. And sex...well it's overrated, isn't it? We agree that many aspects are way more important in a relationship. My goal had been to stay a virgin until I married. It was the only logical thing for me. My vow of being a virgin groom was broken exactly one hour after Ellen and I saw into each other's eyes for the first time. I can't say the sex was great but I never regretted what we did. Ellen had had boyfriends. That never bothered me. At least not much. Except... there was this one rumour I found bothersome. I heard it a couple of months ago. From a drunken idiot that no doubt wanted to bully me. In school my physical education teacher was a Mr. Holm. A muscle-bound hunk in his fifties. Quite a tyrant. I hated him. The drunken idiots' story went: About a year ago "someone he knew" had went for a walk in the woods. At some point he had left the path and bumped into a couple making love. "Holm and your chick were going at it like rabbits", my enemy claimed. "They were on a blanket. She had her legs around his head and was squealing like a pig as he hammered her. My friend was maybe 5 meters away but they didn't even notice him." He kept silent for a couple of seconds to relish my shocked reaction. Then added: "Have you seen Holms cock?" Everyone in school had heard of Mr. Holms' penis. He always showered with us boys after class. The unabashed way he showed off his huge member repulsed me. I wasn't very accomplished in physical education and he often ridiculed my efforts. To make things even worse he had this habit of picking the shower next to mine. Maybe it was all in my head but I often felt he looked at me with a smirk as he cleaned his big thing and seemed to peek at my much smaller equipment. Of course I never mentioned this incident from the woods to Ellen. Why should I? This idiot's story could be a mix-up of persons, it could be a vicious lie, it could be... I really don't care. Only thing that matters is that the story is untrue. It is simply unthinkable that my Ellen - at 17 - would have an affair with a bully old enough to be her grandfather. Mr. Holm moved from town just before Ellen and I became a couple. A Saturday in June we were at Ellen's place. I had just come back from two days out of town. My parents and I had attended to the household contents of my dear grandma who just died. Three full large containers of rubbish. Ellen had stayed in town to sit for her final exam. She had met me at the train station an hour before. We had her house for ourselves. Her mom had divorced the summer before. And this summer she had decided to stay in Italy with her new boyfriend. For eight long weeks. The evening hadn't been good. For the first time in our relationship there was something wrong with our chemistry. She hadn't asked me one single question about the funeral. Very unlike her. There was a tension, where did it come from? I tried to make a conversation. She delivered short yeses, no's, mhm's or no answer at all. Did I hear her happy laughter one single time that evening? Don't think I did. For some reason she seemed annoyed or bored with me. A few times her irritation was unconcealed. "You have told me that twenty times before!!" "Mmm... very interesting..." (yawn). "Aaah... knock it off!!" She had never spoken to me like this. But most of the time Ellen's thoughts simply seemed to be somewhere else. She was playing with her hair and looking out the window with a dreamy look. I gave up to make a conversation. I looked at her from time to time. She was curling that hunk of hair around her finger, enigmatic look in her eye. A couple of times she let out a sweet little sigh. All the time she was rubbing her bare feet together, in a strikingly sensual way. Her body language told me that she was thinking of something - or someone - disconnected from the world we had together. Then she abruptly said: "Christian, I'm horny. We haven't done it for a week!" In matters of sex it was perfectly normal that Ellen was the one to take initiative. She did so the first time we met and most times since. Her sex drive appeared to be quite strong. I can't really say the same about my own need for sex. But normally she would initiate sex by nibbling at my ear lobe or something. Now she sounded brusque, impatient. I obliged. "No worries. I will race you to bed." But she was right of course. I had been neglecting her. I got up and kissed her. When we got to her room Ellen was quick in getting her clothes off. She was already on the sheets, her flawless body naked, when I peeled off my underpants and sat down on the bed. I stroked the nail of a big toe on one her perfect feet. I sat for a while and admired her body. It was spectacular. 177 cm (I was 189) and every centimeter was indeed worth worshipping. Long, strong legs, very womanly bum and hips, firm breasts that were surprisingly large for a trained body like hers. I wasn't too proud of my own figure. I was somewhat scrawny, with a flabby rear end. A minimum of body hairs. There wasn't much tradition for sports in my family. Ellen encouraged me to go to the gym with her. And I did, sometimes. But I don't know... She was in much better shape than me. I prefer to go there on my own. But I usually lack the energy to go. So I don't visit there often. I always feel a bit nervous when I am about to have sex. It bothers me that I don't get hard easily. The fact that I am on the small side does not make things easier. Ellen has assured me she doesn't care or notice. And that it suits the sweet, gentle way I make love. I suppose I am gentle. Normally Ellen is the active part. She likes to be on top. Or maybe I like her to be there. The purity of her features, her shining excited face when she makes love, it reminds me of a Madonna painting in my grandmother's house. This evening I for once decided to be on top. Maybe challenged by her demanding tone. I kissed her and held her close the way I always do. Ellen responded with kisses that were unrestrained and wanton. She pulled at my penis a lot more roughly than she usually does. We never perform oral sex. In the beginning of our relationship she tried to go down on me a few times. She noticed of course that it made me uncomfortable so she stopped doing it. But now she suddenly ducked down to my penis and tried to put it in her mouth. I panicked and wriggled out of her grip. She sent me a scornful look. "Please Ellen... on your back." She obeyed, but her expression told me she was very displeased. To my surprise she suddenly opened her legs wide, gave her clitoris a massage and then held her vagina open with her fingers. She gave me a provocative look. "See how wet I am. Looks good? Come eat me, Christian!" I was shocked. She had never asked me to do that. I couldn't do it. I didn't respond. I wasn't fully hard but I felt hard enough to enter her. I quickly got on top and guided myself into her. I thought I heard her mumble "Phhh... jerk..." My penis slid in very easily. I was shocked by her wetness. Her vagina often was wet but today she was flooding. I started small in and out motions, all the while kissing her. She responded greedily and bumped violently upwards. A few moments later, I felt the pressure building, and sped up my thrusts. Ellen moved her hips in time with me, her movements much stronger than mine, all the time making grunt noises. She broke her lips free from mine and said out load "I'm not ready!!... damnit! ... you little... you can't just..." But what happens, happens. I stiffened and ejaculated into her. I rolled off her and started to apologize. Her reaction gave me a new shock. Normally she would have put her finger on my lips and told me that it didn't matter. That the important thing was that we were together and loved each other. Then we would hold each other close and talk a little. Not today. She looked at me with a look that was full of contempt. Then she turned away from me. Ellen was lying at my side, fondling her hair, seemingly lost in thought. We said nothing for a long time. My hand tried to fondle her body. She didn't respond. She then brushed my hand aside and said in a toneless voice, "I got myself a job this morning." "You did? That's great! What kind of job?" We had planned for a holiday in Greece in late August. My religious parents didn't like really that. But they loved Ellen and had come to respect our blooming relationship very much. I was the youngest of four, so my older siblings had no doubt paved way for me. "It's 2009 after all", my mom said. My old folks surprised me and impressed me. But the restaurant that had promised Ellen a summer job suddenly closed in. Her mother's economy was in a bad state. She had lost her job five months earlier and was still unemployed. I told Ellen that she could loan the money from me. I could even pay for both of us! ("Please Christian, you know I could never. I wasn't brought up like that"). And jobs were scarce this summer. We almost had given up. "It's a home help job, really." "Good! Employed by the township?" "No. Private." "Really? Well, sounds good." Few people have private home services here. She added, still brief and to the point: "It's 15-20 hours a week. For 2 months, until his regular home help returns. The employer is very busy. He's got business connections all over the world. I will clean, cut the grass, wipe the windows, dust, do the laundries.... See that the fridge is full when he returns. Stuff like that. And also, the reason why he chose me is that through my summer job in the restaurant I have some experience with organizing birthday parties, summer parties for offices etc. He will throw two or three parties this summer and he will give me the main responsibility." "Sounds great! And the money?" "This part time job pays more than a full time job with the township." "Wow! A money man! Who is he? Anyone nearby?" "Yes. He's named Olson." She looked at me from the corner of her eye. "Eric Olson." "Ohh...him...." I must have made a big frown. I knew about him. Everyone around here did. He lived in our part of town. He was one of the few around here you would call "a national celebrity." He was an extremely successful businessman. Ruthless, according to the press. He was nothing to look at, a runt really. A bit nerdy looking, almost bald, when I occasionally had seen him on TV he acted like some senior stand up comedian. But in business he seemed to win all the battles. It was only some half year ago that he became a household name. He was holidaying in the southern parts. Some young local newspaper guy recognized Mr. Olson and went for a scoop. Big mistake. According to witnesses Mr. Olson (67-163 cm) got so mad at this naggy youth that he shouted "now your going to get it." And attacked the young newspaper guy (22-185 cm). "Mercilessly beating up a man 1/3 his age!" screamed a tabloid headline. Reportedly the young man was left on the pavement with a broken jaw and an arm out of joint. Reportedly too the local newspaper wanted to press charges. But the young man was so ashamed of being thrashed by an old man that he quit his job and refused them to go any further. "Eric Olson?" I said. "But.. he's probably the most repulsive guy in the country. Haven't you said so yourself? More or less? Surely there must be other jobs. Ellen, I really don't want you to go to that place. Haven't you yourself called him a dirty old man!" Ellen was still watching me from the corner of her eye. She replied matter-of-factly: "I may have said something to that effect. Well, I didn't mean it. I didn't know him. And getting a job this summer is really difficult. You know that as well as I do. This is our last chance of going to Greece." Yes. I knew. That was the most important thing for both of us right now. She continued in the same calm, sober way: "And he is not nearly as bad as the medias make him. I was to his house this morning and in fact he is a very nice person. His family was visiting, a daughter and two lovely grandchildren. He was very forthcoming and friendly. They were too. As busy as he is, he found time to have a long talk with me. "He's very relaxed, easy to talk to. And probably the funniest man I have ever met. Caring and sensitive too, loves his family. And probably to your surprise - artistic. His house is full of expensive original paintings. But also with his own paintings and wood carvings. He is talented. And he loves the theater, he's also into literature and film and music. He is very informal. When we introduced ourselves he insisted that I should call him Eric. I will start on Monday." Ellen also had an interest in the arts. She definitely had a talent for painting herself.. "Sounds like he charmed your socks off." She stroked her chin. Her voice still sounded quite cold. "Well, if you really want to know we got on great, in spite of his commanding presence. He's very charming." I fell silent. My mind started to wander. - to the Mr. Holm story. Some time ago I told Ellen some stories about him, my detested old teacher. I accused him of being a bully. She said "Why are you so critical? I have met him a few times. He is actually quite nice." - to some cheerful remarks her unreliable sister had made. They indicated that Ellen since puberty has had a "thing for strong olden." - to a chat I overheard, between Ellen and a girlfriend. They were discussing a 60ish actor, known for his tough guy roles. I heard Ellen say: "That man is so HOT!" Could it be that Ellen liked old macho men? Then I recalled some headlines from some months back. Olson had given an interview to an erotic magazine. Parts of the interview were copied in the tabloids and made headlines there as well. One tabloid headline: "Young women make my life tick." Another: "I just gave him what he deserved." I don't know why I went out and bought that magazine. I never buy stuff like that. I find magazines like that sickening. The interview was awful. Mr. Olson ranted on about the fate of being "an alpha male in a feminized society"(!). I can still remember quotes like: "In business - as in life - the guy with the biggest balls wins." "He got what he deserved - no less, no more." (about the young journalist) "It's not about age, it's about mutual sexual attraction." "I don't have much patience with people who behave like jerks." "I am still one of the best martial arts fighters in this country." "Real women can sense it if a man has got what it takes to please her." "In many ways I am a freak of nature. Take my sex drive, it has been the same for more than 50 years." "I happen to have what young women want - and I happen to know how to use it." "Sexual ecstacy - what's wrong with that, isn't that we all crave?" "I like to give pleasure to - and to take pleasure from - beautiful women... and that's abominable to many people in this immature puritan country." The interview was a deliberate provocation and it was disgusting all through. I'm glad Ellen never read it. I felt soaked when I finished reading it. I hadn't felt so embarrassed in my whole life. But somehow the shame also seemed to be on me. I read the interview over and over. The entire time I stroked the biggest hard-on of my life. For reasons I don't know - and don't wish to know - this stuff turned me on like crazy! I stumbled to the bathroom that day (and many other days). I had conjured up some really hot fantasies of this geriatric stud giving beautiful young women some glorious samples of what his huge member could do. I came like never before in the toilet. If I hadn't held on to the wall I surely I would have fallen to my knees. I returned to reality. I looked at Ellen. She was watching me with an inscrutable expression. "But Ellen.. there is so much shit being written about this old guy. How can you trust someone whose moral standards..." I struggled to be specific. I got nervous and stumbled over my words. I became diffuse. And I didn't want to talk about the stuff I had read - and that hopefully she hadn't. I became frustrated for not being able to explain in a rational way why working for Eric Olson was improper. "He's just a creep!" I stupidly said. "Don't you see? I simply don't want you to work for him!!" Ellen delivered a little snort. She now started speaking to me like a grown up woman to a boy. "From the impression he made today I say you are wrong, Christian. Eric's conduct in public is probably some kind of business strategy. The tough guy who loves to scare his competitors shitless. Men like him behave in the same way if they're in a sports competition or want to conquer a woman. They show off their balls - to intimidate their opponent. No doubt he is a fiercely competitive man. What amazes me is that he has so much style - I had no idea. Obviously too, he is focused on disclosing hypocritical structures in our society. Some people seem to be born to a mission of provoking others. For goals that I may not fully understand. But this is not a bad thing in itself. Probably the opposite. So many people in this country prefer to be part of a massive majority. People like you and me are so damned conventional and meek, Christian! He is the opposite. Eric is courageous and adventurous. And his manliness is so striking that you simply can't expect him to cover it up." I gave her a puzzled and grumpy look. What kind of talk was this? "You sound like you are impressed." "He is impressive! Yet my main point is.. surely he knows that many people will find his stunts disgusting. It takes balls to challenge convention and go against public opinion like he does. It's so easy always to be politically correct. I'm impressed by him for his courage to stand out from the crowd. And probably a little impressed with his charismatic, strong personality. And maybe too with his masculinity and sexiness. So, yes, I do look forward to working for him." She had locked eyes with me and given me a provocative look when she uttered the last sentences. I must have looked like I had fallen down from the moon. Had this old guy really turned her on? Ellen's face had now turned scarlet. Her expression told me she had found my objections very irritating. She tried to calm down herself down: "And anyway - if I want to become a psychologist... a good one, I need to deal with all sorts of people. Also people who - for some reason or other - behave in ways people find outrageous. Even people who are so confident and cocky that they don't give a shit about petit bourgeois morality. That's so far from us, Christian. You and I are so uptight and polite... and toothless... in everything we do. Sometimes I feel that you and I are the most boring couple in the world!. I really believe it's healthy for people like us to get to know vigorous men of action." She went quiet. I felt really bad. We said nothing for a long moment. My mind had continued to wander. To some pictures we saw last month. Ellen and I were waiting at a train station. Ellen had picked up a gossip magazine someone had left behind, a really vulgar one. We turned pages and made jokes at all that silly, meaningless stuff. How could people spend money on something like this? And there... Eric Olson in my face again. Mr. Olson had at this point become some sort of dirty old man celebrity. Paparazzi had found his holiday resort in Greece. A beautiful young blonde was sitting in a tiny bikini by the seaside, toes in the sea. Beside her stood Eric Olson. She was caressing his calf. In spite of his age and diminutive height I had to admit to admit there was something very striking about him. His muscular chest was covered in dense salt and pepper coloured hairs. The hairs also covered his stomach all the way down to his speedo. The speedo had an outrageous bulge. The photo had a really sleazy comment. "Toilet paper? Photoshop? We assure you: neither!" Another picture showed Olson and his girlfriend climbing out of the water. They were both naked. We could see the woman's statuesque body from behind and Mr. Olson's back and muscular, hairy bottom. She was holding his arm, it seemed she was leaning over to give him a kiss. The accompanying text gave more sleazy info. The paparazzi had apparently taken lots of pictures - "of a sort that could never be printed in a family friendly magazine." The atmosphere on our bench in the station became tense. Why didn't I just turn the page? Why didn't she turn the page? Did she... like to look at these pictures? Did I like it? I guess I did. My penis was hard. I heard Ellen say: "Mmmm... what an old dish." She was in a teasing mood and tried to shock me by mock interest in Mr. Olson. But probably sensed that I froze on the bench. She gave me a mischievous smile. "Sorry. I meant: what an old jerk!" But why did she look flush? And why did I spend so much time on the net the following days, looking for the rest of these pictures? And why did I have all these stupid fantasies about Mr. Olson and this beautiful woman making love? I came back to reality again. I stuttered: "And there was this shit from his resort in Greece. Flaunting his ugly old bum to everyone in that awful magazine." She raised her voice. "Christ, will you cut that shit out? What kind of jealous sissy talk is this? It was the man's holiday, remember? He never asked to be ambush telephotoed by this idiot! Eric was on his own isolated holiday resort with his girlfriend. Two adult persons a kilometre from closest neighbour. Why shouldn't they be naked? Why shouldn't they kiss or fuck or do whatever they please without being abused like this?" She fumed but tried to wind down again. "Well, I guess they could have been more careful. Anyway, I learnt quite a bit about this issue today. His daughter and Eric were having a discussion about it. They were very candid and didn't mind me listening. This incident has been a huge strain on the entire family, not to speak of the young woman. Eric has a law suit going against the magazine. As for the paparazzi, Eric's lawyers came to an agreement yesterday. Seems that he has paid the little turd lots of money to obtain the legal rights to the photos. All of them. The young woman is married with two children. She is named Cecilie. Imagine her situation! Eric's family accepts his - alternative lifestyle - but they blame him that his carelessness has caused Cecilie trouble. The situation is painful to him too. He has now told Cecilie their relationship must come to an end. He tells her she must think of her children. But she doesn't want to end it. Her husband on the other hand is desperate to keep her. To me that sounds like a mature and likeable stand. It can't be easy for a young guy to be so cuckolded by a man who's two, maybe closer to three times, his own age." She was looking at me intently all the time as she spoke. "Seems that Eric's daughter and Cecilie have become girlfriends. They met at a café yesterday. Cecilie is very down. She is crazy about Eric. His daughter smiles a little at this. "The same old story", she says. What surprised me most this morning was to see how close Eric and his daughter are. It's obvious that she adores and admires him. He seems to be very close to all his children. Anyway, I really feel sorry for all of them. The situation is bad as it is. I know nothing about legal matters. Let's only hope this agreement is solid. Obviously these "unknown" pictures show Eric giving Cecilie a good fucking. It would be hell for a number of people if they should be published.." She stopped. Suddenly she snorted again, and worked herself into a frenzy: "And what do you mean, 'Flaunting his ugly old bum?'" "Says who? A little boy who is envious of what this old man has got? I don't think I really need to spell this out for you but I will tell you anyway: that old man has got a HOT body! A certain boy would probably have given his little finger to have an ass like that! You are just disappointed that you will never get the chance to jerk off to the pictures that show him in action!" I'd never wished for deafness before, but I would have given anything to have my ears damned instead of hearing her talk like this. I felt dizzy. Like I was about to faint. I made a pathetic attempt to hold my own: "Why on earth would pictures of this woman and that ugly old geezer make me want to do that?" She gave me a furious look. She really was full of disdain now. "Well you tell me, Christian! You know, I once found that dirty mag on your bed? The one where the "ugly old geezer" talks about his sex life? Yes, I did! And I tell you: that crumpled magazine had certainly been read! Lots of times! You are afraid of him! I don't need to be a future psychologist to see that. He fascinates you but he scares you. And I can kind of understand that. A man like him is fascinating and also a little scaring. A man like him takes what he wants. But you are 18 years old and he is 68! His oldest granddaughter is 23, damn it! Yet you're afraid of this, 'ugly old geezer'." "Afraid of what? That I won't be able to resist him? That this old buck will grab me and fuck my little pussy with his big bad boy cock? Or... "afraid of..." I suspect that's the wrong word...you maybe would like to watch some fuck action? You maybe would like to see what the "ugly old geezer" is capable of?. Well, maybe you are not the only one who is curious!" I felt queasy. I would have taken serious corporal punishment to be spared from hearing this kind of talk. "Ellen! How can you talk like that? He is a nasty man, a mean old man. I don't see how this woman - or anyone - can find him attractive" She gave me a scornful look and imitated me mercilessly, jabbering like a child: "How anyone can find him attractive." Well, that I believe you are able to understand, you babbling little hypocrite. Even if the power of passion may be a mystery to you!" Her eyes shone in very unfamiliar way. I was shocked by the things she had just said. By the content and by the words she used. That she had disclosed my jealousy... and admiration?... of this powerful old man. That she didn't bother to hide the fact that she found him sexually attractive. And all these words she used... fuck...cock...pussy. Didn't we have an unspoken agreement not to use words like that? Didn't we both find them degrading? Our use of words was very puritan. Our old policy was obviously not in force anymore. I felt tears coming to my eyes. I tried to raise my voice but it cracked, "But don't you understand that brutes like Olson..." "Stop your whining!!! I have had enough! "Brute?" Because of the thrashing he gave that asshole? Don't tell me you didn't enjoy to read about that! You would have loved to be there, to watch little old Eric manhandle that big young jerk! You would! And maybe... just maybe...the best way to treat an idiot sometimes is to beat the shit out of him." She gave me a scrutinizing look and continued, "As it happens I am so mad at you right now that I could have given you a good beating!" She looked menacingly at me. She let her beautiful hand drift up and down her right upper arm. "This is so disappointing, Christian. Why do you humiliate yourself like this? Why do you distrust me? Why do you force me to provoke you? Now, get out! Go home!" She stared at me like some insect she wanted to trample on. I tried to hold her stare. She stared me down in a matter of three seconds. She was at the footboard of the bed. Still naked. I was by the window. Also naked. I bit my lip, scratched my knee and cowardly looked out the window. I didn't move. "Well, Christian", Ellen said in a low voice. "I told you to leave. Or do you want me to wipe the floor with you?" I felt paralyzed. Couldn't speak. Couldn't move. She started to move her naked body slowly towards me. I looked down at her strong, pretty feet and toned calves. She stopped right before me. "Ellen, I will..." Ellen had lifted her right arm. Slowly. Her eyes had an icy look. Suddenly she let her biceps make a bulge. The flexing of her arm muscle shocked me. The bulge she made was much bigger than I ever could have imagined. It looked mean. I realized she was ready to show me what her muscles could do. "Last warning, Christian. I want your ass out of here. NOW!!!" I had never heard her scream before. She made a move. I quickly threw myself down on the bed. "No! Please... Don't...I will leave." I crawled to the other side to get my clothes. Ellen looked down at me threateningly for a few seconds, seemingly hesitant if she was to pull me out of the bed for a beating or not. Gradually I could sense from her body language that she had decided to spare me. I picked up my clothes. I dressed in tense silence. She all the time kept her hands on her hips, observing me coldly, still full of aggression. I left without the two of us changing another word. I started to weep quietly the moment I left her house. I had to sit down on a park bench before I could go home, head in my hands, crying. I suffered the worst night of my life. The evening had been totally surreal. The nasty words we used turned around and around in my brain. Hers were so shockingly harsh. How could they come from this graceful, gentle female, my innocent doe? My beautiful young soul mate had told me that she was hot for a homely arrogant old man. Had she not? It was perverse! My best friend and love of my life had threatened to beat me up. Obviously she was the stronger of us and was skilled in martial arts but.. how could she even suggest that she wanted to give me a licking? Perverse too! And my own clumsy, miserable performance... I tried to act like I owned my girlfriend. How loathsome! Like I was some old patriarch. The pain was increased by some really sick dreams. Ellen's biceps... In my dreams she used it to administer a sound beating of me, her boyfriend. I tried to defend myself but she handled me like a rag doll. Words like "Well, maybe you are not the only one who is curious" stayed inside my head. I had horrid dreams in which Ellen and Mr. Olson were in hot embrace, they made love in all sorts of positions. He was giving Ellen incredible pleasure. His equipment was enormous and he seemed to be able to do it forever. She moaned that she loved him and how lucky she was to have met a super-stud like him. I hadn't been so hard in my entire life. I had to get up to relieve myself three times. Seven o'clock in the morning the phone called. I had tossed and turned all night. My body trembled. "Hi..." It was Ellen. "Hi..." "I have had a terrible night, Christian. I have never felt so bad. I don't know what has come over me now, I really don't. My mind is in a turmoil. There's so many conflicting emotions. I don't know what I want. And I let you suffer. It's unforgiveable. I wish that yesterday evening was just a bad dream. I acted like a hussy and a bully. Seems I got some sort of vicious adrenaline kick out of bullying you. All the terrible things I said - If you knew how ashamed I am! I wouldn't blame you for not wanting to talk to me ever again. I really hate myself. Maybe I should seek help? And of course you are right about that summer job. I shouldn't take it. And I won't. I will call today and tell Eric I have changed my mind. I won't go. Even if you decide to end our relationship." Her voice was little and she sounded like she wanted to cry. "Oh Ellen.. No, no, no. I am the one who should ask you for forgiveness! I behaved like a child. Who am I to decide where you are going to work? And who you should be allowed to work for. I simply should be happy that you have gotten a job. And I am. I really am! This is our ticket too Greece. So, of course you should keep the job. Of course I trust you. And forget my childish fits of jealousy. I am ashamed." I felt like I crying too. "You are too good to be true, Christian! But honestly, I shouldn't work in that house. It's not a good place for me. It feels morally wrong. I am so confused. I should stay away from him.." "Nonsense. You know what's right and wrong better than anyone. You start tomorrow like you have agreed on. I insist!" She hesitated, "Christian, you are the finest and most generous person I know. But I don't know... I kind of scare myself these days. I don't know if I trust myself." She hesitated, "But...of course... I know...Shortly I will be the good old Ellen again. I'm sure I will. Yes, I will! I guarantee you of that! Do you really think I should take the job? Just say the word and I will call it off. I can't believe you have forgiven me. I really don't deserve this. And I want you to know: I love you so much." When we laid our phones down it almost felt like yesterday was a bad dream. Almost... If Saturday was the worst day of my life, the following Sunday was one of my best. We met at 10.00. Thirty degrees, full summer. We went to the beach. Normally we would talk, laugh, hug. That Sunday was different but even better. I thought to myself: "this Sunday lifts our relationship to a new - more mature - level." Ellen did not say a lot but repeatedly gave me tokens of her affection. Kissed my cheek, pinched my neck, rumpled my hair, held around my ring finger...And it was so good to hear that her giggle was back. Mr. Olson was not mentioned with a word. Maybe Ellen had some sort of fetish about powerful old men? What if? Didn't most of us have fantasies that would seem a little odd to others? I knew I had a few skeletons in the closet myself. Fantasies that I wouldn't like to share with anyone. But fantasy is fantasy. Reality is reality. And reality was that Ellen loved me - Christian. I followed her home at 23.00. For once I felt really horny. "Ellen, do you think we could..." "Not now, Christian. It's late. Your parents will be waiting for you." Yes, of course they would. They accepted my trip to Greece. But to let their son spend the night at his girlfriends' house a few streets away? Another matter. Ellen gave me a light kiss on the mouth. We said good night. The next day was Monday. I turned up at Mr. Olson's mansion to pick her up. "Hi, how are you doing, Ellen?" "I'm so good!" Ellen gave me a warm smile. She was finishing her first day at work. "You think the job will be OK?" She gave me that lovely smile again. "Yes, Christian. I'm very certain of that." The house was by far the biggest in our area. It was huge. Ellen had told me the interior decoration was classy. It was. The interiors reflected Mr. Olson's cultural interests, Ellen said. Seemed to be a correct observation. We were in his library. Who would have expected to find all the classics in Eric Olson's library? Ellen was convinced that he had read them as well. I had to acknowledge that Olson's primitive bully image was a simplification. "When will Mr. Olson be back?" "Eric's back tomorrow. I will meet him here for further instructions. I will also receive keys for the car so that I can use his BMW for shopping. And he says I can use his gym and his pool anytime I want when he is away! See the paintings over there, Christian? They are Eric's and they are all from his resort. Must be a wonderful place. He uses that place a lot. For business and for pleasure. I would have loved to spend time at a place like that." She sounded excited. In my nervous state yesterday I might have disliked the affectionate way in which she spoke of him. But today I was Ellen's generous mature boyfriend and wanted her to have a good relationship with her boss. "Where is he now?" "In Germany for business. Tomorrow he also has an appointment with Cecilie. They are breaking up. But he wants to do it in a decent way. She's his editor at the publishing house that's publishing his memoirs. Spoke to mom on the phone this morning, by the way. Turns out she knows Cecilie from her involvement in feminism. Eric's girlfriend... or... ex-girlfriend... is an active feminist too. A very smart young woman, mom says. You have seen her picture of course. Well, now Eric has demanded that an ugly fifty year old spinster will be his new editorial contact. There has been far to many unprofessional disturbances, he says. Now the project needs to be finished!" Ellen giggled. "How old is Cecilie?" She looked at me with a sly smile. "28." "That's kind of gross." "Why?" Something in her voice again. "Never mind." She gave me an ambiguous look and said, "OK. And speaking about his book, have you read the tabloids today? Some juicy stuff there I can tell you! Maybe a little too juicy to be to your liking... But if you want to have a read you are welcome. I will need another five minutes to finish the dusting." She giggled again and pointed to the table. Of course I hadn't read them. We never bought those papers. "These are not exactly papers you buy every day?" "Nope, Eric called me from Germany today. You don't get them there of course and he wanted to read them." "I see..." I picked up one. They wrote about the upcoming book. Phony tabloid questions like. "New disclosures?" "More provocations?" "Who is the real Eric Olson?" There was an interview with a well-known and very outspoken actress. She was in her thirties. Headline: "A wonderful and misunderstood man." I vaguely remembered that she and Olson had a well- published affair some years back. For some reason I felt nervous again. She talked about Olson's life long fight against hypocrisy. Extremely important, she claimed. She also gave a review over - and a sort of evaluation of - his most famous provocations. She found most of them to be intelligent and meaningful. She was also asked about their love life. I felt uneasy by now and had started to walk around the room while reading the article. Ellen had left the room. "Every woman who has been with Eric Olson has been given a life-altering experience. He's got it all. There is no one like him." I felt sick again. I was standing by the book shelf. On top of some books my restless gaze discovered an envelope. I absent-mindedly took it out. It was from a law firm - Larson, Lund, Peterson & Ritter. Could it be...? My hand was trembling. I opened the envelope. There were some papers, probably a legal agreement. And some 30 photos. I took them out. They were remarkably sharp. The first one showed Mr. Olson and Cecilie sitting on some kind of sofa on a patio. She wore shorts and a sun top. He wore shorts only. She had lifted her bare legs across his thighs. She was kissing him hotly. In the second picture they were on their feet. They were in close embrace, mouths locked in a deep kiss. Their right hands were at the inside of each others shorts, exploring the other's bottom. The third picture caused me to make a strange sound. "Omphhh...." Like when someone punches you in the stomach. Their clothes were now all off. They were still standing close together. His body was lean but very muscular. His arms looked out of proportion with the rest of his torso. His mat of grey and dark chest hairs went all the way down to his scrotum. Cecilie was a knockout. Large breasts, well-toned body, lovely face, fairly short blonde hair. He was almost a head shorter than her. His left hand was behind her head. He had pressed it down so that her mouth could meet his. He held the back of her head so roughly that his biceps made a considerable bulge. His kiss radiated so much sexual aggression! It reminded me of a picture I saw of a small stout attacking a large capercaillie hen. The stout had just jumped up to meet her neck. A couple of Olson's right hand fingers were inside her genitals. Cecilie's left hand seemed to tug hard at Olson's abundant chest hairs. Her right was encircling his member at the base. Except that my usual naming of the male organ seemed meaningless. What Olson possessed was without any doubt a COCK. She wasn't close to getting her fingers around it. She would have needed another two of her small hands to cover its entire length. It was enormous, ending in a perfect-looking really huge half-dome, It looked steel hard. His cock was probably 2 1/2 times the length of my own member. Below hung a pair of nectarinesized testicles. His scrotum hung extremely low. The long and plentiful hairs that covered it made his ballsack look shaggy. I stupidly wondered: how come this abundance of hairs in his crotch? The other old men I had seen naked had almost nothing left down there. The next pictures showed Cecilie worshipping Olson's Kong sized dick. She was kissing, sucking and licking his awe-inspiring cock and balls. She looked like she was in a trance. She had stopped holding it. His cock needed no support, the old man's sex cannon pointed straight upward, reaching way past his navel. She used her tongue and lips only, trying desperately to accommodate this master loin, cheeks puffing. She seemed to be particularly set on stimulating him by teasing his pee-hole, two pictures showed her tonguing the top of his bulbous mushroom-like cockhead. His face showed his wantonness and how much he enjoyed the treatment he was given. In one of the pictures he had turned his back to her, bending slightly forward. She was fondling his huge boner from under his bum, her tongue deep inside his incredibly hairy ass cheeks. In the rest of the pictures Olson was in charge. He had penetrated his girlfriend as deep as her body allowed him. How could she take all that man-meat? But, again, my use of words makes no sense. He was FUCKING her. Indeed he was. He was fucking her the way an exceptionally virile man fucks a woman. There were some 16-18 pictures of them copulating, many of them conveyed the violent energy of their mating. In almost all of them he was riding her from behind. In a few of them Cecilie seemed to have - or to recover from - an orgasm. Because of their size differential he didn't cover her enough to hide her voluptuous body. It reminded me of an experienced jockey using the strength of his small frame and his huge cock to tame a bucking young filly. One of the pictures showed him riding her while pulling her head roughly backwards by the hair. In another he was grinding her head violently to the ground, her beautiful face twisted in pain while he took her from the rear. His favourite position seemed to be to squat behind her, pounding her with tremendous force with his massive cock. In a couple of pictures she was kneeling towards the back of an armchair on the patio. The chair was against the wall. Olson was acrobatically squatting on the armrest, his cock deep inside her pussy. I felt I could almost hear the sound of his hairy bull-sized balls slapping against her bum... In the next few pictures he had taken his cock out of her pussy. They were on the ground. She was on her back and he had lowered his crotch to her face, facing her feet. He had pulled her flexible body so far back that her toes almost touched the ground. They were greedily eating each others private parts. In another picture he was holding her upside down. She was eating his monster, his face between her buttocks, eating her pussy, or maybe her ass. I admit that I found this sequence of pictures - Cecillie and Olson randily eating each other's unmentionable body parts - even more arousing than the pictures of him fucking her. In the last pictures they had moved to the sofa. She was on all fours. He still rode her from behind. He supported his body on his left knee. His right foot was placed against the end of the sofa, where her head also was. In one picture she seemed to have the big toe of his disproportionally large foot in her mouth. Their passion-distorted faces looked almost scary. His colossal manhood looked like it was covered in froth. In the two last pictures Olson had finished with his woman. The second last must have gone off right after he had emptied himself inside her. She was on her stomach, in the sofa. He was resting on her back, his mighty penis still deep inside. She looked like she was unconscious. His face still radiating intense pleasure. In the very last picture the two of them were entwined on the sofa, cuddling. She was facing the camera. She seemed to be caressing his ear lobe with her left hand while his hairy calf got some loving touch from the toes on her left foot. Her satisfaction must have been complete, she looks at her man with the glazed, adoring look of a woman helplessly in love. I was trembling like a leaf. Was this man for real? What a freak of nature he was! What a MAN this little old bastard was! The photos of him sexually dominating this young beauty, a declared feminist, was the most exciting thing I had seen in my life. And she had loved every second of his raw fucking... The pictures had made me so humiliatingly aroused that my own penis was straining like never before against my fly. I knew that the slightest touch would make me come. The thought of this old guy and his fabulously superior cock. The thought of my own puny peepee. The thought of his ability to please and control a woman like no other man could. I also knew this: the sight of this old wonder-stud's erection was profoundly mortifying, I knew then and there that my life now would be forever changed. I had never met this guy, but the emotions he brought upon me made my whole body shiver. I felt disgust, I felt awe, I felt envy, I felt fear, I felt randiness - I felt burning, painful jealousy. This last six months this old guy and his masculine excess had invaded my fantasies and then my real life. I so badly wanted to stop him. Or did I? Did I really want to? "Is anything the matter?" Ellen had come up at my side and put her hand on my shoulder. She was ready to go. I did an awkward attempt to put the photos back in the envelope. She must have felt my nervousness and excitement. "What are you looking at? Where did you find this? Why are you reading Eric's private correspondence?" She had raised her voice again, annoyed. She had taken the envelope from me. She took the photos out again. They were still in the same order. I heard her draw her breath. Deeply. We stood silent all the time it took her to finish looking at the pictures. And she really took her time. When she saw the first picture that showed Mr. Olson in all his aroused old man glory, Ellen gave a soft little whimper. The succeeding - and very expressive - proofs of Mr. Olson's overwhelming manliness also seemed to be very much to Ellen's liking. She did no attempt to hide the fact that this evidence of the old man's exceptional sexual prowess made her horny. Her nostrils seemed to flare. Her breath was ragged. She gave small sighs. She was fingering her hair all the time. A couple of times her hand was between her legs. When she was done she put the envelope back in the shelf. She looked into the air for a long moment. Her eyes half-shut. Eventually she turned her face to lock eyes with me. She had the most peculiar look. It was a look of great pity. She had a tear in the corner of her eye. She patted me on the cheek. Over and over. She said, looking me deep in the eyes: "Oh my God, Christian." Then she whispered it again, like underlining every word: "Oh... My... God..." Without uttering another sound we left the house. *** Our story does not end here. If people want to read more, I will finish the story. Comments to petthara@hotmail.com. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. 4-million people around the world contract HIV every year. You only have one body per lifetime, so take good care of it! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Kristen's collection - Directory 64