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(MF-teens) *** Jen felt hopeless seeing Benji lying in the hospital bed trying unsuccessfully to put on a brave face and hide the fact he had been crying. She couldn't remember ever seeing her older brother cry, even when they were children. He had always been the brave shoulder to cry on growing up, the voice of confidence. Now all she could do was repeat what the doctors and nurses had been saying – that he was lucky to have survived the car accident at all, and that many people go on to live fulfilled lives with disabilities. Even as she said it, though, Jen doubted her words. Benji had been such an active and vibrant person, it was hard to imagine how he could live happily now that he had lost the use of both of his legs. In the days following the car accident that lead Benji to the hospital, Jen had barely been home. She had sat outside the various operating theatres and hospital rooms as Benji was wheeled around and lifted precariously from one bed to the next. Jen had cried so much in the past few days as the reports doctors gave her changed over and over again. Finally they had told her that Benji would survive, having been brought into the emergency room as young and strong, despite his horrific injuries. However he would never walk again, or feel anything in his legs. She and Benji spent a lot of time in the room sitting in silence. Jen didn't know what she could say to comfort her brother, but hoped her presence would be comforting to him. When he tried to speak, all Benji could manage was to choke out parts of sentences, and the only way Jen could think to respond was with a hug. Then finally Benji cleared his throat to try again to form sentences from his racing mind. 'I don't know what I'll do now,' he managed carefully. 'I don't know what will happen.' Jen thought before responding. 'We will go home when they say you're ready. We'll go home. We'll adapt, and life will go on.' 'I don't know if life can go on,' Benji sighed. 'I don't know what I can do now. All I knew how to do was be a mechanic, and now I won't be able to do that.' Tears were forming at the edge of Benji's eyes as he went on, and Jen put a comforting hand on his leg through the hospital sheets. Benji didn't respond and it took her a minute to realise he couldn't feel her hand. 'I mean,' Benji went on. 'I'm only twenty. I didn't exactly have plans, but I just figured I'd be... normal... I thought I'd finish my apprenticeship... get a good job... get married one day... children...' 'You'll find something else to do, Benj. You'll still meet someone, I'm sure. You are such a nice guy, Benji. If anyone could be ok with this, it is you. You'll still be able to meet someone. Some day I'm sure you'll get married, and have children and everything else you want to do...' It was only after she had said this that Jen realised that perhaps the doctors had told Benji he was no longer able to have children. 'I just can't see how I can go on like this...' Benji trailed off and looked into the distance, and Jen tried to be strong, but cried on his shoulder, like she had so often as a little girl. Jen wished she knew what to say or do to restore the confidence and happiness that Benji was known for, despite his injury, but just didn't know how. Benji had drifted off to sleep when a nurse told Jen that visiting hours were over and that she would need to leave. She kissed her brother gently on the forehead and left him to sleep. She would be back first thing in the morning, as usual. She hadn't been home long when the phone rang. It was Sarah, Jen's best friend, calling to ask how Brodie was. The phone call lasted until well into the night, most of the time spent with Jen crying and blubbering nonsensically, but Sarah listened intently, adding advice when she could. She promised that she would come over to the hospital the following day to visit. Jen said that that would be appreciated. And it was. Jen was already sitting by her brother's side when she saw Sarah in the doorway. Benji followed her gaze to Sarah, and smiled when he saw her. Jen could tell Sarah felt awkward being there with the newly injured Benji, and tried to speak generally, avoiding topics like his new disability and the hospital. Sarah and Jen left together on the bus, and stopped at a nearby café for a bite to eat. Jen tried to be upbeat, but it was hard. She told Sarah how hard it was seeing Benji lying in the hospital bed unable to move, but how it was harder hearing him talk as though all were hopeless. Sarah listened intently. 'Thank you for coming today,' Jen sighed. 'I'm sure it wasn't easy seeing him like that... but it meant a lot.' 'Please,' Sarah said. 'It's the least I could do. If I can help you in any way, I would.' Looking at the table and the meal she hadn't touched, Jen smiled. 'He's always liked you, you know.' 'I like him too,' Sarah responded. 'It's so sad that this could happen to such a nice guy.' 'Yeah, but I mean he liked you as in, he LIKED you. You know?' Sarah laughed for the first time during the uncomfortable meal. 'Really?' The girls laughed together, and it felt good after so long without it. 'Maybe there is something you can do to help,' Jen said, after a pause. The following day, Jen was, as usual, by Benji's side throughout the day. Benji didn't say anything, but smiled again when Sarah came casually into the room. After a few minutes of greetings and small talk, Jen said she was going to the café downstairs, and asked Benji and Sarah if they wanted anything. As she left, Benji thought he noticed the girls exchange an odd look, but didn't think too much about it. Jen closed the door on her way out, and Sarah sat on the edge of the bed, resting a hand on Benji's arm. 'So how have you really been?' Sarah asked Benji. Benji sighed, and took a moment before replying. 'I really don't know. It's really hard. The doctors all tell me how well I am doing, but I just don't know how I can live like this.' Sarah shook her head. 'But you will. I'm sure you've heard it all before, but it could have been worse, and if anyone can make this life work, it's you, Benji.' Sarah moved her hand from Benji's arm to his chest, discreetly pushing the covers off his body. 'You are one of the bravest guys there is.' Benji managed a smile. 'I hope you're right...' 'I know I'm right.' Sarah leaned in, leaning in close to Benji, the open top buttons of her shirt giving him clear view of her ample cleavage in close up. Benji watched her closely, as she gripped his muscular bicep with her free hand, and let it slide down to his hand, which she held onto. 'You're one of the best,' she whispered. Sarah pushed the thin, papery fabric of the hospital gown aside, letting her hand pass over the tent-like bulge at his crotch as she did so. Benji gasped quietly. Sarah effortlessly passed the gown over his head and let it fall off the bed as she climbed over Benji, a knee on either side of his hips and sat above him. She leaned in close again, and whispered. 'I know you'll be ok,' and kissed his neck. She sat up again, running both hands around his stomach, letting her fingers run through the fine, almost invisible patch of hair on his broad chest, and gently traced the outlines of some serious, but quickly healing cuts. Benji's erection was now standing solidly between them, and Sarah shuffled down the bed a little, her hands sliding further down. Benji lifted his head to watch as Sarah wrapped both her hands around him. She started gently pumping, and Benji watched closely as the top of his penis disappeared beneath and re-emerged from her hands with each stroke. Sarah meanwhile watched the muscles tightening in Benji's torso as she quickened her stroke and massaged his scrotum. He made a small sound of disbelief when Sarah quickly put her lips around his head, circling the tip with her tongue before swallowing as much of him as she could manage. When Benji erupted into her mouth, she continued to lick his shaft clean, before she stood over his still body, its only movement panting. Benji still watched Sarah carefully. 'I'm going to go to the bathroom,' she said, tossing the white bed sheet casually back over his nudity. 'But what I said is true. You really are one of a kind, Benji.' Alone in the room, Benji stared at the ceiling and tried to regain his breath, which left him quickly in the excitement. When he heard footsteps in the room, he looked up to see his sister, with a tray of sandwiches from the cafeteria. Benji wondered if his sister would find out what had happened in the room, while Jen hoped that the plan would help reinstill Benji with the confidence he used to have. It was true that after the afternoon with Sarah, Benji didn't think life looked so hopeless any more. END ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author does not condone the described behavior in real life. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Kristen's collection - Directory 63