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(MMF, nc, bi, tg, oral, anal, intr, size, huml, cuck) *** This is not an easy story to tell. I tell this story in hopes that others do not make the same mistakes I have made. I had a wonderful life with a great wife until I decided to search deeper into my wife’s past. I should start by telling you about her. Her name is Lisa. She and I were married just after I returned home from college. We had not known each other in school even though we went to the same high school with her graduating one year earlier. She was a late bloomer. She is 5’6”and weighs 120 pounds with very nice features. She was a tomboy and slightly overweight in school. We met just after I came home. I have a doctorate in education and teach online college courses from my home. My wife does not work. We fell in love quick once we found each other. After only 3 months of dating, I popped the question. The wedding was set for just 6 months later. I know this may seem hard to believe but I was still a virgin when we got married. It was probably because I was somewhat of a nerd. Lisa was amazed when I shared this with her just one month before our wedding. Once she got over her astonishment, she became outwardly concerned. As she began to speak, I knew that she was about to tell me that she was not a virgin. I was right. She shared that she did not want me to find this out on our wedding night. I remember that I paused for a moment and then told her that it was okay. I did ask her if her past was something that I should be concerned about or if I would have to come in contact with many of her past partners. She shared that she had only experienced one sexual encounter with a man she didn’t even like and that it was the biggest mistake of her life. With tears in her eyes she said that the man had seduced her in a time that she was vulnerable. She added that the man now lived out of the country. I was glad that she looked at her past as a mistake. My ego told me that it must have not been great or something that I would have to worry about. We had been married about 2 years when events would occur that would change my life. Our marriage was very good. Our sex life was good. I am 5’9” tall. I had been able to pleasure her nicely in bed, according to her. Our sessions always lasted at least 15 minutes before I would have an orgasm. I did notice that Lisa did not orgasm during our intercourse. She worked hard to grind herself on me in efforts to reach orgasm. However, I always finished before she could climax. She would then flip on top at this time and continue to grind on me until my penis had shrank from its 5” erection. I soon learned how to place my fingers between us and let her continue to grind on my hand until she finished. I loved watching her reach orgasm as she bit her bottom lip. Life was very good. That was until I contracted diabetes. The sickness was hard on me. Eventually, I was able to control the sugar levels, but the disorder had taken its toll on my ability to gain an erection. This was before the days of Viagra. And the cost of a penile implant was too much and not covered by insurance. I was devastated. I became depressed at not being able to make love to my wife. She was supportive but I knew she was also devastated at not having intercourse. I became determined to pleasure her sexually. I made it a nightly routine of giving her oral sex. She resisted at first but learned to enjoy it. I tried to introduce dildos into our routine but Lisa was not into this at all and asked that I not use them anymore. After a few months, I could tell that Lisa was becoming depressed at not having intercourse. Finally, I swallowed my pride and jealousy and told her that I knew she needed to feel like a woman and have sex. I told her that if she wanted to she could take a lover. I told her that I would hate it but that her happiness was most important. I told her that my only request was that she practice safe sex with condoms for safety reasons. The truth was that I also hated the idea of another man’s cum being inside her. Lisa became angry and said that she would never think of having sex with any more men. She said that the feeling of another man using and owning her was overwhelming and just not an option. So life went on. One weekly activity in our life was to visit Lisa’s mother. She lived in an apartment in town. After about a year into our marriage, Lisa’s mother became ill. She was an older lady when she had her kids. She needed to be put in a home or live with someone. Lisa and I did not have an extra room, so her mother moved in with Lisa’s sister, Rose, who lived in a large apartment in a rough area in town. Rose’s apartment was huge and she ran a beauty salon out of the apartment. Lisa was not happy to see her mother move in with her sister. Rose and Lisa did not get along very well. I could never point to anything in particular, but we only saw Rose around the holidays. Part of the reason for their bad relationship was due to the fact that Rose was the “wild” child of the family. She had run away a young age and married a black man she had met at the mall. Her husband, Willie, was an okay guy but a little cocky and not so friendly. After Lisa’s mom moved in with Rose, we began to make our weekly visits there. Our visits did not last as long. Some of this was due to the fact that Rose was a smoker and the longer we stayed the worse we smelled of smoke when we left. Lisa and Rose barely spoke on most visits. That was until one Sunday afternoon when we were there on our weekly visit. Rose struck up a conversation with Lisa as we were about to leave and proceeded to ask my wife to guess who moved into the apartment on the third floor of the building. She then told how Willie’s brother, Danny, had finished working for a company in Iraq and had moved back home. Lisa turned pale and became very quiet before finally shrugging off the news and telling everyone goodbye. As we opened the door to leave, we were met by a huge black man. He was about 6’5” tall and very muscular. I was shocked to hear him say hello to my wife by name as she walked by and pulled me along. The way he said hello left me with a terrible feeling in my gut. On our ride home I finally broke the silence with the obvious question that I wish I never asked. I asked her if Danny had been her ex-boyfriend that was out of the country. She paused for a long time and finally confirmed that he was as she began to sob. Again, it was silent for a long time. I was shocked. Not just that my wife had had sex with a black man. I just could not see a scenario where my wife would have fallen for that kind of guy. This came from hearing the way she hated Rose’s choice in men and the fact that she was attracted to me. I wish I would have dropped it, but I continued to ask her questions. I asked her if this was the root problem behind her and Rose’s bad relationship. She confirmed that it was. I then asked her how Rose got in the middle of it. She paused and then finally began to recount how she tried to keep Rose as a close sister even after Rose moved out. She said that she would occasionally drive over and see Rose or meet her at their mother’s house. She said that she always confided in Rose. Lisa said that one day, after she had been out of high school for a couple of years, she had a bad break-up with her boyfriend at the time. She said that she was heartbroken and went to Rose’s for support. They discussed how the boy broke up with her because she would not have sex with him. Lisa recounted how Rose was amused to find out that Lisa was still a virgin. Lisa listened to her sister and trusted her. Rose told Lisa that she could help her. She told her to come back to her apartment on Friday night and she would help her out. Lisa proceeded to tell me what happened when she arrived that Friday. Rose told her that she was going to take Lisa to a party. She said that if she was brave enough, she could go to the party for 20 minutes. If she did not meet a man that she wanted to have one round of meaningless sex with, she could leave. Rose’s only rules were that Lisa let Rose fix her up for the party and that Lisa commit to the 20 minute minimum before leaving. Lisa told me that she wanted to back out but she felt very lonely at the time and she didn’t want to seem unappreciative to her sister. She let Rose begin the make-over there in the salon. Lisa told me that one hour later Rose let her out of the chair and handed her a party dress to put on with shoes and all. Lisa, Willie and Rose then left for the party. It was then that Rose told her that the party was in Danny’s apartment. She also told Lisa that her new purse contained a few items she might need. One was cigarettes. Rose told her that men loved to see women smoke. She said that this would also be her way of telling time. She told her that each cigarette would take about 5 minutes to smoke. She said that 4 cigarettes had to be smoked before they would leave. Lisa told me that she had tried smoking with her sister before she moved out. She agreed to give it a try. Lisa then told me that she must have been very naïve to be going to a party in a black neighborhood wearing a fancy dress and high heels. Once they arrived, Lisa was more shocked to find that Danny was the only one there. Rose was trying to fix them up. Lisa immediately tried to back out but Rose became angry and insisted that she at least stay for 20 minutes so that Danny’s feelings would not be hurt. Lisa said that she immediately lit the first long white cigarette to start the clock. As they sat and talked, Danny put on some music. Lisa said that he asked her to dance just as the first cigarette was put out in the ashtray. She agreed to one dance. She said that Danny started out being very nice. He was polite and seemed to agree that Rose should not have set her up like she had. She went on to tell me that after 3 cigarettes and 3 drinks; she was feeling a little light headed. She said that she was not used to doing either. She told me that during one more slow dance, she became weak kneed and Danny began to hold her tighter as they danced. It was then that he danced her into his bedroom. She said she tried to resist, but Danny was persistent. He began to tell her that she needed to lose her cherry and that she would be a new woman if she would give in. I sat in awe as she shared this story almost like she needed to confess it to someone. She skipped the details and ended the story by saying that the drinks, the smoking, the incense burning and her current state of mind all contributed to Danny seducing her into sex. She then said that when it was over, she walked back to Rose’s apartment. Rose was waiting for her with a huge smile on her face. She said that they had a huge fight as Lisa was now feeling guilty and used. She said she still remembered Rose acting like she was excited that she had set Lisa up to lose her cherry. Rose told her that no one could resist a huge black man when the mood was set just right. She told Lisa that the make-up, dress, heels, cigarettes were all part of the plan and that she had no choice but to spread her legs for Danny. She went on to tell Lisa that Danny would forever own Lisa in a special way. Lisa told me that she cried herself to sleep on Rose’s couch since she did not want to leave in that neighborhood that late. I could tell that the event was traumatic for my wife, so I hugged her. I tried to remain quiet. In my mind I was feeling very jealous and very threatened. However, I was full of questions in my mind. How could I have competed sexually with this huge man? How long did their sex session last? What else did Lisa do with him that night? I was full of questions. I still tried to remain silent. I wanted it to all go away. However, I once again could not keep my mouth shut. I broke the silence with one question I had to know the answer to. I asked Lisa why she had not told me that her sex partner was a member of her sister’s family when we had discussed it years earlier. She explained that she thought Danny had moved away forever and that she never anticipated having to go to Rose’s house every week due to her mother living there. She said she was sorry. I continued to hug her but wondered in my mind if I would have been okay with knowing this before we were married. I reasoned that I would have still married her. Then I began to contemplate the statement Lisa had mad to me that she would not give herself sexually to any “more” men. I was sickened by the thought of it, but began to consider whether Lisa might need to turn to Danny to fill the sexual void in her life due to my impotency. Life went on. Each week we made our visit to Lisa’s mom and each week Rose took great delight in having Danny there to make Lisa and I feel uncomfortable. Danny was a jerk. He always made inappropriate statements and remarks about Lisa looking good or how he would love to catch up on old times. Finally, one day after leaving there to come back home, I asked Lisa why she put up with his comments. She said that she was not going miss visiting her mother so she really didn’t have a choice. I again began to stick my nose in where it didn’t belong. I told her that she needed to stop feeling guilty about what had happened and she should show strength to Rose and Danny. I said that she should tell them that it was just a big mistake and that she had learned from it. I was trying to get my wife to take responsibility for her actions and say that she had made a bad choice rather than blame what had happened on her being tricked by her sister or seduced by a man. I wanted her to admit that she could have said no but chose not to. She paused for a moment and said that she wasn’t sure she could have said no. I corrected her and said that no amount of booze, sexy clothes, cigarettes or anything else can make you do something you don’t want to do. She finally agreed. I told her that we needed to act like nothing ever happened and try to just be friends with her sister and her family. I then surprised her by telling her that if she wished to take Danny as an occasional lover due to my impotency, I would understand. She stared at me in shock. I reminded her that this would involve her sleeping with a man she had already been with and would not go against her earlier promise of not sleeping with any new men. I told her that I would still always share oral sex with her. Lisa said that I didn’t know what I was saying and that sex with Danny was out of the question. I dropped it. The next Sunday we tried being friendlier to Rose, Willie and Danny. They seemed a little surprised. During the visit, I got Rose off in the kitchen alone. I told her about my situation with by diabetes and my sex life. I told her that I wanted Lisa to get to have sex. I also told her that I thought Danny was the only option due to the fact that Lisa stated she would not sleep in any new men. Rose stared at me in shock. I told her that my and Lisa’s marriage was great and I felt confident that Lisa would not fall in love with Danny or leave me. It would be sex only. I told her that Lisa would never agree to it up front. I said that we might have to fix it where we surprise Lisa and put her in a position of being alone with Danny. Rose thought for a while as she smoked her cigarette. She finally spoke by saying that she might have a plan. First, she said that she wanted to know what was in it for her. I asked what she meant. She said that Danny and Lisa were getting sex and I was getting my wife pleasured. She said that she wanted something out of the deal. I asked what she wanted. She told me that her husband was well-endowed. She told me that their sex life was great except for the fact that Willie loved to receive oral sex and her mouth was too small to pleasure him. My stomach began to hurt as she said that if I would give her husband a blowjob, she would set up the rest. I refused immediately. She began to reason with me that it was just a blowjob and that I would really be doing her a favor. The thought disgusted me and I told her so. She said that I should think of it as making my wife happy. I told her I would try but that I might not be able to go through with it. She then told me to wait there for a minute. She returned with Danny. She told me that she had told Danny the situation but if I wanted this to happen I needed to ask him the big question myself. I swallowed hard as I looked up at this huge man. I finally asked him if he would be willing to pleasure my wife sexually from time to time. He made it harder and clarified it by asking if I wanted him to fuck my wife. I nodded and hung my head. He said that he would. I added a couple of conditions. I told him that he could not force her or hurt her. I also added that he had to wear a condom. Lisa was on the pill due to other reasons, but I did not want the risk of STDs. Plus the thought of his cum inside her somehow made it worse to me since my only sex with her was oral. He agreed to both of these demands. Rose and I rejoined the others. Soon after this, Rose announced that she was having a costume party for Halloween in a couple of weeks. She invited Lisa and me to come. Lisa said she was not interested. I told her that this would be a great way for us to become better friends with her sister and her family so Lisa finally agreed to come. Rose then announced that the costumes that each would wear would be drawn out of a hat. She said we would need six costumes ideas as she would invite a girl that lived in the building named Sue. Rose began writing down costume ideas on slips of paper and asked for input. She called out “Pimp” and then “Cowboy.” Willie then called out “Hooker.” This was followed by Lisa saying “Nurse.” Rose said that someone would have to be a “French Maid.” Needing one more male costume, Lisa mentioned “Construction Worker.” Rose folded up the slips of paper and put them “all” into a hat. I told her she had made a mistake. She told me that it would be fun if some had to come as the opposite sex. Lisa was smiling at my discomfort and the others did not seem to mind so I went along even though I was a little nervous. Rose said she was drawing for Sue first. She got “Nurse.” Next she went over to Willie. He got the one I wanted, “Cowboy.” She then went to Danny. He drew my second choice, “Construction Worker.” My stomach began to hurt. Lisa drew next and got “French Maid.” She looked nervous but decided it was all for fun. It was down to me and Rose. She said I could draw first. I had a 50/50 shot at pimp. I drew and everyone burst out laughing when I stared silently at my paper, “Hooker.” I never said it out loud. Rose took hers and triumphantly confirmed that she was “Pimp.” I turned to Lisa and told her that I could not do this. Lisa threw my words back at me that this was for fun and that we should go along. She added that I had always wanted her to dress provocatively for me so now I could see what it was like. I told her that I didn’t know how to dress that way. Rose quickly volunteered to help Lisa and I get ready for the party. She said that she would take care of everything and that we just needed to show up early the night of the party. I agreed to go along knowing that this was all for Lisa anyway. The day of the party finally arrived. Lisa had been riding me for two weeks about my costume. I was glad to see her at least not totally depressed for a change. We left early for the party. Once at Rose’s, we saw that she had decorated a lot for Halloween. She told me to go to her bathroom and she would be there shortly. She led Lisa into the beauty salon. Rose came in and told me that I would need to take a bath and shave my face, legs, chest and arms. When I protested, she reminded me that this was my idea and to go along. I then asked her why she arranged for me to be a hooker for this party. I knew she had fixed the drawing somehow. She said that she knew her husband would want me dolled up to when giving the blowjob as he was not gay either. I reminded her that I didn’t know if I could go through with it. She told me that I had better try hard after all she had gone through. I proceeded to take a bath. I did as requested. I felt weird without any hair on my body except for my head and pubic area. Rose returned and said that she had fixed Lisa’s hair and make-up and she was now getting dressed. She did not seem fazed at seeing me naked. She seemed to be staring at my cock which was now shriveled to near nothing due to the diabetes. She took a pair of scissors and a razor and proceeded to trim and shave my pubic area into a small triangular bush that would fit under bikini styled panties. She then led me to her bedroom where my costume was laid out on the bed. She told me to lie on my back on the bed as she was doing something with a cone shaped piece of rubber near her dresser. She came near me and went to place the rubber object on my chest. I stopped her. She informed me that this was just a fake breast. She said the glue was not permanent. I let her continue. Soon the glue had set and I had two size D breasts with big nipples. Standing, the breast felt heavy and moved very realistically. She strapped me into a black corset that included a bra that pushed my breasts up into cleavage. She tightened the strings in the back very tight, giving me a curvy form. She then helped me pull black stockings up my legs and attach them to garters on the bottom of the corset, being sure to keep the seams straight in back. Next came a pair of matching silk panties. Rose had me tuck my penis down between by legs. I could not believe how uncomfortable these clothes were. I stepped into the leather mini-dress. I put my arms through the short sleeves. Rose zipped it up in back which snugged it up and closed the high collar around my neck. The dress hem barely covered my stocking tops. Lastly, Rose had me step into the 5 inch black heels and fastened the ankle straps in place. Rose then led me to the beauty parlor. Lisa was sitting reading a magazine. She was smoking one of Rose’s long menthol Virginia Slims. Rose told me that Lisa was nervous and they thought the cigarette might calm her nerves. Lisa looked so slutty but sexy sitting there dressed as a French Maid smoking. Lisa giggled watching me trying to walk in my costume. I was barely able to walk without falling. I sat in one of chairs and Rose covered me with a bright pink plastic cape. She then began applying the make-up. There was so much. She used liquid foundation, powder foundation, blush, eye shadow, eye liner, mascara, lip liner, and lipstick. She spent most of the time on my eyes. My face felt heavy. Rose then told me that she was going to use a wig instead of fixing my own hair. She placed a blonde wig on me and attached it with pins to my own hair. The last thing would be my nails. She used glue on tips that were a full inch past my regular nails. She then painted them a bright red that she said matched my lips. I was then allowed to look in the mirror. I became scared. I looked just like a hooker. I was not bad looking. I didn’t like the way it made me feel. Thinking about Lisa being with Danny and me actually sucking a cock finally hit me. I had to sit down to avoid getting sick or fainting. Lisa offered me a cigarette, saying that it had calmed her down some. I held it as she lit it. After a few puffs, I could tell it did seem to calm me. Lisa said that this could be a fun evening and thanked me for going along. We sat together for a while as Rose went to get ready. She finally came back looking just like a pimp. She had the suit and the big furry hat. Soon the doorbell rang and Danny and Sue were arriving. Willie came into the room next. Every costume was well done. We had some snacks and eventually Willie asked Rose to dance. This was followed by Danny asking my wife to dance. She hesitated but I told her to go ahead. They were talking as they danced but I could not hear them. After the first dance, I asked Lisa to dance. She agreed. I am sure we looked odd; a hooker and a French Maid dancing together. She told me that Danny was glad to see that we were not holding a grudge against him and Rose anymore. END ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author does not condone the described behavior in real life. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Kristen's collection - Directory 61