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Their mother also becomes involved when she catches them at it, and eventually teaches the kids what it's all about. (Fbgg, ped, family-inc, mast, oral, 1st) *** Chapter 1 (The following events started a few years ago.) It was a warm Friday in March, after a rough morning dealing with obnoxious clients I decided to take the rest of the day off. A glass of wine and a nice long soak in the hot tub would make me feel like a whole new woman. During the drive home I reflected on my life, things that had happened since I graduated school. How I enjoyed getting my law degree, meeting my husband and all the fun times we had together. Unfortunately, just thinking about John really got to me; I deeply hated the egotistical controlling bastard. For the first few years of our marriage everything was just fine, we both worked hard and there were lots of parties and social events we both attended. John had been so kind, so gentle, never a day went by without one of us wanting to have sex. Then came the day when I found out I was pregnant, things sure went down hill after that happened. John wanted me to keep working after the baby was born; I wanted to stay home and be just a mother. When I was growing up both my parents had to work, I didn't want that kind of life for my kids. John and I argued and fought about it for the next six years. We had been happily married for two glorious years when I finally gave birth to a son that John wanted to name Michael, I wanted to name him Arnold after my favorite actor (how I loved watching the Terminator movies), Anyway, I gave in to John and our son was named Michael. Little Michael had blue eyes and flaming red hair, just like me. A year later John decided all by himself that we needed to have another baby so that Michael would have a brother (John insisted that I would have another boy, he didn't even give a thought that I might have a girl). Well, it happened, I had twins, girls, and was John ever pissed off about that. I had their names already picked out and was looking for-ward to naming them (I figured that since I had given birth to two beautiful girls that he wouldn't care one way or another what their names were. Boy was I ever wrong about that!). John declared that they would be named Sally and Susan after two of his favorite aunts. That dumb son-of-a- bitch never once thought about my feelings, all he cared about was himself and his image and of how his family would be seen by all his friends and co-workers. Anyway, when Michael was six years old and the twins were four, John and I finally had enough of each other and we split up. The divorce was very bitter and hurtful for me, but in the end I finally got full custody of the kids and was able to keep the house along with an extremely generous alimony payment and child support. What a relief! After eight long years of marriage I was so damn tired of all the fighting. Over the ensuing next seven years I really didn't date very much and when I did manage to have a date it almost always didn't end as I'd thought it would, it seems that all the men I would meet were all after the same thing, sex, sex, sex, while all I really wanted was to have a caring relationship and a friend. Then, of course, when the man I seeing found out I have three young children, he would disappear like a thief in the night and I would never hear from him again. Like I've always said, men think with the wrong head and the other one doesn't think. Michael, my oldest, is twelve years old, he's five foot and weighs ninety-seven lbs., he has light strawberry red hair and lovely blue eyes and a cute little face lightly covered with light red freckles. He's in the sixth grade and not really into sports but instead he likes to read or watch television, he's a real bookworm. Susan and Sally, at the tender age of 10 are starting to turn into lovely young ladies. They both have long silky flaming red hair they usually like to wear in a ponytail that reaches halfway down their backs. Both of them have china blue eyes and inherited my 'peaches and cream' complexion. Both are four foot nine and about eighty lbs. Like their brother, both the girls like to read a lot. Oh, I forgot to tell you that Susan and Sally are in the fourth grade. Anyway, I finally arrived at home and parked my car in the driveway, I didn't feel much like taking the time to open the garage door and put-ting the car away, I thought that later after I had a chance to rest I could always come back out and do it. I was definitely looking forward to getting out of my work clothes and taking that long soak in the hot tub and a glass of my favorite wine. By this time my feet hurt so badly from the new shoes I had worn to work that I reached down and took them off, oh boy that sure felt good! I walked up the sidewalk and opened the front door, stepped into the hall, placed my purse on the table by the door. After picking up the mail from the floor I started to make my way down the hall toward the kitchen to get my glass of wine when I heard the sound of giggling coming from the direction of my daughter's bedroom. Curious, I turned around and walked up stairs and down the hall to the girls' room. I thought to myself that the girls' would most likely be playing with their Atari or playing games on their computer or something just as entertaining. Just before I reached the door to their room, I heard Susan say... "Well... I... I don't know, I still think it really looks kinda cute though." then she gave another girlish little giggle. "Ya... an' jus look how it wiggles an' moves... an' see... it's gettin' bigger too." This I heard my Sally say with what, to me, sounded like awe in her young voice. Then I heard her say, "Dare ya ta touch it." There was a brief moment of silence and then I heard Susan say to her sister, "Ok, jus watch, I'll do it. I'm not a scaredy-cat wuss like you." Now, standing outside their bedroom door, I must admit that I was curious to know what they were doing in there, so instead of my just walking in like I normally would do, I slowly pushed the door open 'til I had enough room to peek around the edge of the doorframe to see what was going on in their room. Damn, I was so surprised at what I saw that you could've knocked me over with a feather! There sat Susan on the edge of her bed, while in front of her stood my son Michael with his sister Sally kneeling right between them, looking at her brother. All three of them were as naked as the day they were born! I could see all of my son's young naked body. I noticed his pale hairless chest and flat tummy, his skinny arms and legs, how his waist still had that child/boy look to it and how his... my God, he had an erection! It stuck out from his hairless crotch for what looked like five or even six inches and it was as big around as an extra-large cigar. then, while I was looking, I could very clearly see a shiny drop of clear pre-cum form at the shiny reddish pink tip of his penis. As I watched, Susan slowly leaned forward and lifting her hand, she reached out for my sons' visibly throbbing erect penis as if she was going to touch it. Then, as I watched from behind the door, I saw the tips of her slim young fingers gently brush against the end of his penis and as they felt along its length and slowly made their way down to where his testicles. Well, let me tell you, I immediately decided right then and there that I'd better do something to stop this 'show and tell' session the kids were having that I was watching take place right in front of my eyes. These are my children, my innocent little babies; they're not old enough to even be interested in such things like this, much less to even doing them, besides, it's just not really right, after all they're brother and sisters. Stepping into their room, I loudly cleared my throat to get their attention; all three of them must have jumped nearly a mile. There they all three were, busted, caught red-handed (and buck naked too). "Just what-the-hell do you kids think you're doing?" I asked with a cross tone to my voice. "Mamma" said all three of them at once. Susan, swiftly yanking her hand back from her brothers penis like she had just been burned, There was Sally looking up at me, a very obvious guilty look on her sweet angelic face, and then there was Michael, there he stood, red-faced, his young hands quickly reaching down to cover his now rapidly wilting semi-erect penis, just standing there, frozen in place like a rabbit caught in the headlights of a car, looking as though he wanted to run and find a place to hide as fast as he could. There I was, standing in the doorway looking at them, seeing all sorts of various emotions flowing across their young faces, it was interesting to watch. Clearing my throat once again I sternly replied, "I said, just what-the-hell are you kids doing!" "Ah..., ah... ah... we... ah..." gasped Michael, barely being able to croak out the words. "Noth... nothing mama... we're just... just..." replied Susan. Looking at my very naked children, I managed to calm myself so that the next words I spoke didn't sound so harsh to their young ears. "Michael, Susan, Sally, I do know what you three were doing, I'm not blind or dumb." Slowly looking at each of their faces I added, "So there's really no reason for any of you to try and fib to me." Reaching down, I picked up my son's favorite orange sweatshirt from off the floor, holding it out to Michael I told all of them: "Now, all of you will get your clothes back on." With that, I tossed Michael's sweatshirt at him, the poor kid just barely managed to catch it and still manage to keep his damn crotch covered. I stayed standing right where I was and as I watched closely they started to put their clothes on, and I found myself thinking. My sweet precious little angels were actually doing what I had seen them doing, little angels, ya right, little devils are more like it! Now what do I do? At last the three of them were standing in front of me fully dressed. Looking at my son, I said, "All right Michael, you go to your room and you sit on your bed, don't you even dare move, you just sit there and you think about what you three were doing and how very, very wrong it was. I'll be in and then I'll deal with you just as soon as I finish having a talk with your sisters." With obvious fear in his young voice, my son very quietly replied, "Yes Mamma." Pointing at the open door, I told him "Now young man!" As he left, I followed behind him and slowly closed the bedroom door after him. Turning around and looking at the girls, "Both of you, Sit!" I commanded, pointing at Susan's bed. Thinking to myself as I walked over to the girls' desk, I really just can't believe what I found these two doing in here with their brother, damn, now what am I going to do about this, how to handle it? I grabbed the chair and placed it right in front of them. Sitting down on the chair I realized that I'd get some truthful answers out of them if I didn't yell at them and instead were to keep my cool. Drawing in a deep breath I asked, "Ok girls, now tell me, just how did this... this... nonsense get started?" With salty tears rapidly rolling down her sweet pretty face, Susan replied. "Oh Mamma, I'm sorry, it... it... was all my idea, please... please don't get mad at Mike an' Sally, they just went along with it." "This was your idea Susan, not your brothers?" I asked. I was incredulous that it was my sweet little girl who had asked her brother to do this 'show and tell'; I would've been much less surprised to have learned it was her older brother's idea. After all, that's something that I would have expected from a boy of twelve and entering into puberty, all those new feelings and emotions being fed by the hormones now being re-leased in his young body. "Yes Mamma" replied Susan quietly. "Mike really didn't want ta' do it... but I... I talked him inta' doin' it." My dear sweet daughter just sat there on her bed and hung her head in shame, the tears continued to stream down from her blue eyes and flow slowly down her face to drop onto her shirt, slowly forming spots that were turning her shirt semi-transparent and making her prepubescent nipples begin to harden. I wanted so badly to take her in my arms and tell her I forgave her for what she had done, however I knew I shouldn't and couldn't do that, at least not yet. I had to find out the because of what I had seen the three of them doing earlier. I asked her "Why on earth would you ever want to see what your brother looked like naked and then to even allow him to see you naked, and finally, on top of that you go and get your innocent sister involved in all this nonsense as well?" Keeping her head down and sobbing she slowly told me. "Ah... well... momma... we just got ta' fooling around some an..." Lifting her chin so she could see my face, I said to her "listen to me Susan, you can just stop right there. I know you to well; I can always tell when you're not being honest with me." Removing my hand from her chin, I sternly added. "Now young lady, let's start over from the beginning and this time you'll tell me the whole truth!" Chocking back tears that I knew were swiftly trying to overflow and run down her face Susan quietly stuttered out. "I-I... was talkin' ta my friend Jenny today at school during recess, an' an' she told me all 'bout this cute boy that she really, really likes a lot an' an' she told me 'bout how she got him ta go over ta her house after school 'cause her mom an' dad weren't going' ta be at home. She then told me all 'bout how she then got him ta show her his... you know, his... thing... Jenny then told me how really neat an' cute she thought it looked an' how she even touched it an' an..." "You mean his penis." I asked. "She touched his penis." "Yes Mamma, his... his... penis." "Go on Susan, then what happened then?" I was floored, her friend Jenny's the same age as my Susan and here she was telling my innocent daughter all about how she was doing sexual things with a boy, hell, neither of them is even into puberty yet. "As I was walkin' home from school I got ta thinkin' 'bout all the things Jenny had said 'bout her seein' his... thing an'... an' I started ta get these weird funny tingly butterfly feelin's in my tummy." Glancing over at her twin sister she continued. "When I got home I was feelin' so... so... excited, I guess you'd call it, that I went an' told Sally 'bout these tingly feelin's, an' how it was all I could think of was what Jenny told me 'bout her seein' a boys thing... ah, penis. The more I told her 'bout what Jenny had told me, the more I thought to myself how it'd be so cool ta actually get ta'... you know... to do it... see a boys... penis. Anyway, Sally told me she'd never seen one either an' my tellin' her all 'bout it had her feelin' all 'funny' inside too, an' how she thought it'd be way cool ta get ta see what one looked like too." As Susan finished saying this, I looked over at Sally; she replied, "Honest Mom, I never have seen one before, we was jus' talkin' bout boy's... things, what Jenny said they look like an' stuff." Looking down at her feet, she very quietly continued. "Guess we kinda got carried away, huh?" Looking at them both, I very quietly said. "Yes, I guess you both did. So, now, please tell me, just how did the tow of you manage to get your brother to get mixed up in all of this?" Slowly my sweet Sally replied. "Well, as we were talkin' 'bout what Jenny had told Susie we both heard Mike come in the house an' we could hear him goin' to the kitchen. We listened really quietly an' then we heard him get somethin' from out of the fridge an' then we could hear him come upstairs an' go ta his room." Glancing at Susan, she continued. "I don't know why, but I jus' up an' asked Suzie if she really wanted to see what a boy's... penis looked like an' she said, "'course I would. Silly, wouldn't you?" Reaching out and gently taking both their small hands in mine, I looked at them both and said. "That still doesn't tell me how you got Mike to get involved." "Well..." said Susan "Sally told me she had an idea, she said Mike's a boy an' he's got ta have one, bet ya we could get him ta' show it ta' us like you told me 'bout how Jenny got her boyfriend ta' show her his, an' then I bet ya maybe he'd even let us get ta touch it too." Wondering how my two sweet little angels could get their older brother to actually show them his penis, I gently asked, "And?" Looking up at me, Sally continued. Well, ah... I... I went ta his room an' asked him if he wanted ta' come ta' our room for a minute 'cause Suzie an' I had somethin' important we both wanted ta' ask him 'bout an' then I told him that if he did that we had somethin' he'd probably for sue really want ta' see 'cause we thought he'd think it was way cool." "And then what happened?" I asked. "Well, Mike followed me back ta' our room an' came in an' asked us what's so darn important that we had ta' bother him 'cause right now MTV was 'bout to start on TV an' he didn't want to miss seein' his favorite group 'cause they was gonna do his favorite song today an' he didn't want ta miss it." "Go on." I said. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. As I watched, a blush started below the neckline of Sally's' t-shirt and quickly spread up and over her whole face, as she continued, "Well... I asked him if he thought we were pretty, an' he said 'for dorky little sisters, you're ok I guess.'" "Anyway, then I asked if he'd ever seen what a girl looked like an' he said, 'duh, what a dumb question, of course I have dork, I'm lookin' at you two aren't I?'. I said, "No dummy, I mean have you ever seen what a girl looks like without any clothes on?" "What did your brother say then?" I asked. I just sat there listening to her tell of how her and her sister got the 'show and tell' that I interrupted started and it was all I could do not to jump up and yell at them for doing such an evil, wicked, dirty thing, Steeling myself so that didn't happen, I clasped my hands between my knees and took a deep breath as my daughter continued her story. "Mike said that he'd never seen a naked girl an' how it was probably no big deal either 'cause girls were just pests and all they wanted ta do was chase boys and try ta get them ta kiss them and he thought that was yucky and he'd never let some dumb girl do that to him. An' I told him that if he'd let us both see him naked an' show us his thing, we'd show him what girls looked like naked an' he could see our things as well. He was real quiet for a minute and I thought he was gonna turn around an' leave when he looked at both of us an' said 'you want to see me naked? So you can see my, my thing'?" Susie said, "Yea, you know... your thing... and she pointed to it." Raising her hand, pointing at my lap, Susan showed me how she had pointed to her brother's crotch. "He got this kinda funny dreamy look on his face, turned all red an' said 'you guys, you uh, you mean you, you both want to see my... my weenie?'" "Sally looked him right in the face an' she told him 'yea Mike, if you'll take your clothes off an' let us see what it looks like we'll both take our clothes off an then show you... our... our pussies'." "He looked at us for a bit, an' said, 'I, I guess, if ya really wanna.'" I was absolutely floored; my daughter had convinced her brother to get naked and show her and her sister his, his penis. Jees, I didn't see my husband John's penis until our wedding night; I grew up with four brothers! I knew that nothing even remotely like this had ever happened when we were kids, at least not that I knew of. This was so unreal! Sitting there looking at my girls, I finally managed to very calmly ask them. "That's how it started?" "Yes Mamma." They both quietly replied, their heads bowed in shame. Wondering if I was in a dream or even worse, a nightmare from which I couldn't awaken, I asked Sally "so now tell me, who took their clothes off first?" "Mike started to unzip his pants but Susie stopped him an' told him that he had ta take all his clothes off so we could see him naked an' see his weenie really good an' we'd both do the same an' he could get a really good look at us too. He said 'uh... ok... I guess... I guess that's fair'. While he was undressin' we took our clothes off too." By this time my mind was in a total whirl, I wasn't sure what I should do. Here I was facing a real problem with my kids, how do I deal with this? I mean this is really some very serious stuff, if I don't handle it just right then I'm going to have a real problem on my hands. I just knew that this isn't something I can sweep under the rug or make light of. This is something that can have consequences that last the rest of my children's lives. Not to mention to mine as well. Looking at my daughters, I realized that I needed some time to think about what they had told me. Besides, I still needed to hear Mike's side of the story. Motioning my girls to move apart from each other a little, I stood and sat between them. Placing my arms around them both, I said: "Girls, I'm very upset about what you've done here today and I need some time to think about it before I decide what to do. Ok?" Looking up at me with tears in her eyes, Susan very softly said. "Ok Mom." Her sister did the same. Giving them a small hug to let them know that I still loved them, I stood up, walked to the door of the bedroom when a thought popped into my head. Turning to face the girls, I told them. "Both of you are to stay in your room, you will do your homework, and then you will both get ready for dinner. After you have had your dinner, you'll both come back here, you will study or read, but there will be no television. As of right now, you're both grounded, there'll be no friends over to play, no phone calls to or from your friends, no friends coming over to visit and you're both to come right home immediately after school gets out. Bedtime is 8:30 and I expect you both to get your baths and to be in bed by then, also there will be no talking with each other after you are in bed – understand?" "Yes Mamma." ... "Ok Mamma." Replied both my girls. With that, I turned around and walked out the door and pulled it tightly closed behind me. Chapter 2 --------- Standing outside the door to my daughters' room, my heart beating a mile a minute, feeling like my whole world was spinning, I decided I really needed that glass of wine I'd thought of having while I soaked in the hot tub. Hot tub! Right! Not after what I just seen and heard, the wine – yes! – I really needed that. Getting a glass from the cupboard, looking at it, I put it back; take out a large water glass, opening the fridge, I take out a bottle of Boone's Farm. Pouring a full glass, I sat at the table, taking a large gulp; I tried to decide what to do. My babies, my beautiful babies, I couldn't believe it. Yet, I had seen it with my own eyes. When they were little and it was time for baths, the girls would bathe separately from their brother. I was always careful to make sure my babies were never exposed to each other's naked bodies. My sisters and I never saw our brothers without clothes, they never saw us either, or our parents. We were taught nudity was bad; to see a person naked was a sin. Sex; forget that, any kind of sex outside marriage was a sure ticket to hell, even kissing. It wasn't talked about in our home. Oh sure, Mom had a talk with us as we came of age and began menstruating, that was so we could learn about periods, what caused them, what to do to take care of our 'monthly'. Mom explained the birds and the bees to us; she made it clear that kind of behavior was for after we married, sex was only so we could have children of our own. Yet, it wasn't as if I'd never thought about sex as I was growing up, I did, I'd often wonder what it'd be like to have a man make a baby in me. There were times when my sisters and I would talk about sex and boys when we were alone, but none of us ever did anything with a boy. One time we found a couple of Playboy magazines in a trashcan at the park, we took them home, kept them hidden so Mom and Dad wouldn't find them, we'd look at the pictures of naked women. We'd take turns reading the stories and letters to each other, they were pretty good stories too. But to actually have sex with a boy, no way! I entered marriage a virgin, John really opened my eyes, and he taught me there's more to sex than making babies. There's passion and pleasure too. I loved it! However, old patterns die hard; I couldn't bring myself to talk to my kids about sex. It was like my mother was looking over my shoulder telling me it was wrong. Oh, God, what am I to do! I have to talk to Michael about what I'd seen. I can't do that! It's hard enough talking to the girls about it. Now I had to talk to my son! God, I wish John were still part of the family; he'd know what to do. He'd be the one to talk to Michael. Damn him anyway! I finished my wine, looking at the glass in my hand I let my mind float, remembering my childhood. The chiming of the clock pulled me out of my reverie. I'd been sitting there for the better part of an hour. I'm feeling sorry for myself when I need to be talking to my son. Better get this over with, nobody's going to do it for me. Besides, he probably thinks I'm going to leave him sit-ting on his bed until he dies an old man. Putting my glass in the dishwasher, I went down the hall to his room. As I passed the girls room, I had a thought; turned around, opened the door and went in. There they were, sitting at their desk doing their studies like good girls I had seen so many times before. Stopping what they were doing, they looked up from their books, a questioning look on their faces. With a smile I told them, "Girls instead of fixing dinner tonight lets have a pizza, how's that sound to you?" "Good idea Mom," replied Susan. "Ok, after I talk to your brother we'll order from Dominos, get the works." Turning around, going out the door. I added, "You get to order, get something for dessert." Chapter 3 --------- Well here goes. Opening the door to my sons' room, I could see he'd fallen asleep. Walking over to his bed I noticed he's turning into quite a young man. Sitting on the edge of his bed so I wouldn't wake him, I studied his face. How he's growing, why I can see his face is starting to look more adult. From what I'd seen earlier, I knew he'd lost all his baby fat, his body starting to undergo changes that'd make him a man. Not a handsome man, but a good-looking one. Shifting my gaze the length of his body, I could to see he had an erection. My God! I thought. Even getting caught with his sisters the kid still has an erection! It was forcing the front of his Levis to push up as if they had a tent pole in them. I just bet the little monster is having a dream about his sisters right now. I don't know why but I couldn't drag my gaze from my sons' crotch. My breathing was rapid; my heart was beating a mile a minute. Not only that, I was getting that wet, slippery feeling between my legs that told me I was getting aroused. Aroused... wait a minute, that's my son! Mentally yelling at myself, Stop it! Stop! This is sick, evil, and a sin! Shaking my head I thought Faith, remember why you're here, how this all came about. Pull yourself together girl. Taking a deep breath, not to mention a last look at my sons' bulging crotch I gently shook his shoulder. "Mom?" queried Mike, slowly opening his sleep filled eyes. "It's ok Mike, sorry I took so long." Sitting up on his bed, putting his pillow behind his head, he said, "I'm sorry Mom, I really didn't mean too" I couldn't help myself and asked, "What, fall asleep or get an erection?" "Huh?" he looked down. "Oh shit... I mean... crap..." Looking at me, his face turning all sorts of colors he added. "Mom, I, I'm sorry... I'm... I'm dead, really dead aren't I?" I couldn't help it, the look on his face and the way he was struggling to hide his erection struck me as funny, and I burst out in a good laugh. Maybe it's a way of dealing with stress from earlier. "It's ok honey." I told him. "I'm not mad at you for cussing, I'm not mad at you for getting an erection either, that happens." Looking at him, I noticed tears well up in his eyes. Motioning him to sit by me, I put my arms around him and pull him to me. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to laugh, it's just the look on your face... it struck me as funny, I couldn't help it." Holding my son, I could feel the warmth of his body next to mine; it felt as if he'd been lying in the sun for hours. It felt so good to hold my baby in my arms like this. I could feel his young arms wrapped around my middle, his arm gently grazing the bottom of my breast. His face gently resting against my shoulder, I could feel his breath across my neck. Oh, it felt so good to be held like this... the feel of my body get- ting all flushed and warm like his... my nipples hard and the ... Wait! No! Not again, this is wrong! Pulling away, I manage to control myself, hoping he didn't realize the hug I'd given him was more than the hugs I'd given through out his life, I asked "tell me what happened, just take your time, ok" Once again, my son turned all red as he replied. "Gee Mom, it's kinda embarrassing." "More embarrassing than having your mom find you and your sisters naked or just now you with an erection." I asked. Looking at the floor and if possible, blushing even more he muttered. "Well... no... that was terrible." Not bothering to raise his eyes to look at me, I heard him say. "When... I got home I was thirsty so I went and got a coke and went to my room because I wanted to see MTV. My favorite group was going to be on and I didn't want to miss them." Wiping a few tears from his eyes, he continued. "Before I could turn TV on I heard Sally calling me to come to her room, she said something about wanting me to see some-thing really neat." With a sob in his voice, he added. "I went and they were sitting on Suzie's bed and I asked them what it was they wanted me to see, Sally told me they wanted to see my... my... ah..." "Your penis?" Nodding his head, he confirmed. "Yea, that." Placing my hand on his knee, giving it a small squeeze, I said. "It's ok Mike, you can say penis, and I've heard the word before." More sobs came forth as he answered "they wanted to see my... penis, that they'd show me their..." "Go ahead, you can say it." I said. "Their... pussies" he whispered. With that, my son broke down crying in earnest, tears rolling down his cheeks as if somebody had turned on a faucet. I sat there patting his knee and let him empty himself. After a few minutes, the tears slowed and he managed to regain control. As gently as I could I took his face in my hands, wiped tears from his face, and said, "It's ok sweetheart, go on." "Oh Mom, I don't know why... I, I just, just did it, I mean I've never seen what girls look like, some of the guys at school are always talking bout girls pussies and boobs... ah, breasts, and other kinds of stuff, I just wanted to see. I know it's wrong, but I really wanted to. It's like I couldn't help myself, it was so exciting; I was going to see my first naked girl. It just didn't seem real, like I was dreaming. Susie told me to take everything off and they would too. Wow Mom, it was too much. I had to do it. It was so cool; I never realized girls were so pretty, it's kinda weird too cause they're my sisters, I couldn't help looking and... and... then the weirdest thing happened." "What's that?" I asked. "My, my penis, it, it started to get bigger, that's never happened before, the more I looked the bigger it got." "Never happened?" I asked. "No Mom, not ever in my whole life," he replied. "Go on." I couldn't believe it, never before, never! My God, he's twelve; didn't most boys get erections before then? I thought they did, at least I was pretty sure they did. "Susie was starting to reach out like she was going to touch it, and that's when you caught us." "That's all?" I asked. "Yes Mamma," he replied. My son just sat there. Wow, it's getting warm in here! Wait, it's not the room it's me! I have to get out of here; I'm starting to get those feelings again. I realized my son was turning me on. I was getting horny! Standing up, I could see he'd stopped blushing, he still had that other problem, and he was still erect! Oh, how I wanted to kneel in front of him, take his penis, and feel its hardness in my hand; it's been so long... Turning away from the sight in front of me, I walked over to the door to his room, turned and said. "I'll tell you the same thing I told your sisters." He sat on his bed, keeping his face turned to the floor as I continued. "As of right now, your grounded, there'll be no friends over, no calls, you'll come right home after school. In addition, there will be no TV in your room either. I want you to stay in your room, do your homework. I'll call you when dinner is ready; we're having pizza from Dominos." With that, I left his room, closing the door behind me. Chapter 4 --------- My son, my beautiful little baby boy...Leaning against the wall, my legs shaking, feeling I was going to faint, I draw in deep breaths of air. Leaning there, I feel heat leaving my body, radiating off me in waves. I could feel my juices as they leaked into the crotch of my panties, God; they felt soaked. Gathering myself together, I move to my bedroom. Once there, I collapsed on the bed and just lay there. Good hell, what a day this'd been, first a bad day at work, this thing with the kids, the topper of them all, me getting horny! Not just your everyday regular horny or even the frustrated kind of horny I've gotten used to over the years, but an incredibly, lustfully, raunchy kind of horny for my own son! My Son! All the years I've been divorced I've never been this aroused... aroused... hell, I'm down right horny... horny enough to take on a platoon of dicks and still want more. All because of my son! My son! Oh, my God, I can't believe what I was thinking of, it's not only wrong, it's immoral, it's a sin, and it's, it's incest! A mother shouldn't be having thoughts about her child. Child...the kid's not a child, not after what I saw earlier. Not only when I saw him naked, but in his room when I saw his erection pushing up the front of his pants like a wild animal wanting to escape its cage... Stop it! Just stop it! Faith you've to get a hold of yourself! You can't! Come on girl get a grip, come back to reality, you're going to make yourself sick you keep going on like this! Even worse, you might actually make yourself crazy!" With these thoughts and others running through my brain, I decided to take a hot shower and let it relax me. The shower did help, I felt much better, like I had control again. Once I got dressed I realized I was hungry, not hungry, but starved. Looking at the clock I discovered it was 7:15! Good hell, I must've fallen asleep! Thinking to myself, I left work at noon, home at 1:00, and the deal with the kids... the kids! Damn, the kids, I'll bet the poor things are about starved. Rushing to the girls' room, I told them I'd fallen asleep, might be a good idea to order that pizza I'd promised them. I told Susan I'd leave some money on the hall table, she could pay for it when it arrived. We had dinner, sat in the family room and watched a movie on Sci-fi channel. I had a couple more glasses of wine, started to feel pretty mellow. When the news came on at 10:00 I told the kids it was bedtime, they came and gave me a kiss goodnight on the cheek, then went to their rooms. Going to the kitchen I poured a glass of wine, went back, sat down to watch the news. Once the news was over I decided I'd call it a night. Noticing my empty glass I made a trip to the kitchen, filled it up, went to my room and got ready for bed. Once in bed I finished the wine, curled up for a much-needed sleep... What's that saying? I remember hearing it when I was a little girl. Oh, yea, it went something like this... ...To sleep, and perhaps to dream... ...to dream, the dreams of loves long lost... ...to wake, only to find reality... ...is but the nightmare of ones' own desires... That's always stayed with me. It has more meaning to me now than it ever did before. It sure describes my life. What a nightmare it's be-come... a nightmare I couldn't wake up from. Reality is something we make for ourselves, each our own version of it. However, unlike the dreams and nightmares we have when we're sleeping, reality we can't wake up from, it must be lived everyday of our lives. For me there's the cold reality of an empty bed and an equally empty place in my heart. A place that longs to be filled, but can never be, my reality I created that night after discovering my children playing 'show and tell'. I'm sure you've played the game 'what if'. We all have one time or another. You know how it goes... what if I'd done this, what if I'd done that. I do that many times every day; I can't help it, I just do. If only I could go back and live life over, maybe not my whole life, I'd gladly give anything to be able to do that. "...ummm...oh God, baby... ummm... I love... ummm... your cock... tastes so... ummm... good... ummm... love your juices... ummm... ummm... ooooh... I'm hot baby... I'm so fucking hot... so fucking wet, my pussies soaking wet baby... give it to lover... fuck me... Do it, shove your hard cock in me... go deep my love... oh... oh... yes... fuck me... yes, oh, deeper baby... deeper... ooooh... hurry... fuck me hard... pound it to me... ooooh... harder baby... fill me with your cum... oh, oh... pump it baby, pump it... I need it bad... God it... it feels... so good; your cock, beautiful cock... so fucking good... so big, so hard... don't stop... I'm, I'm almost, almost there! Aaaaaahh baby!" Huh, what, crap, oh shit, what a fucking dream? Throwing back the covers, I sit on the edge of the bed. My heart beating rapidly, I'm soaked in sweat. Shit, I haven't dreamed like that in a long time! Dream, hell, it was fantastic. It was so good I orgasmed in my sleep. I could feel the wetness between my legs. Looking down I could see my nipples were enlarged and when I touched them, they hurt. Getting up, I went to my bathroom and sat on the toilet. I needed to pee bad, must've been the wine I had at dinner, after dinner too. Feeling my bladder let go, I gave a sigh of relief, after all, there's nothing like a good pee. After giving my crotch a good wipe, I disposed of the used paper and flushed the toilet. As I stood at the sink washing my hands, I could see myself in the mirror, God, I look a mess! I was all sweaty and my hair looked like a rats nest. Stripping off my sweat-soaked pajamas, I climbed in the shower; let the water work its magic on my body. The feel of the water coming from the massage head gently caressing my back was absolutely heavenly. Slowly turning around, feeling the water massage the front of my body, I reached for the bottle of bath soap, applying it in smooth light motions gently rubbing up and down my body, I begin to feel the tension flowing from me. Stepping out, I dried myself off, slipped on white cotton panties and donned an old pair of pajamas. Deciding I was now wide-awake, I made my way to the kitchen where I started to pour a glass of wine. You really don't need this. So instead, I took a coke from the fridge and went to the family room. Sitting down in my recliner, I pulled the lever on the side, pushed back and stretched out. Taking a large sip of the coke I began to review the events of the afternoon. As I lay there, I could picture in my mind the sight of my children as I looked into their room. The twins naked, their young prepubescent bodies just beginning to blossom to womanhood, the buds of their breasts on their flat chests barely sticking out, giving the hint of what their breasts would become, their rosy pink nipples stretched taunt their lovely smooth crotches still barren of pubic hair, yet with a puffy fullness that spoke volumes of the changes taking place down there as well. Michael, his adolescent body standing in front of them, fully revealed, his engorged manhood in a state of full sexual arousal, Susan slowly reaching out to grasp it in her hand as though it was the most delicate of objects. What if... what if I hadn't stopped them let her continue, touch it, caress his penis, and hold him? What would they've done? How far would they've carried their game of 'show and tell'? Did I do the right thing or was I wrong to have stopped them? Oh God! What if by stopping them I've now done damage to them, damaged their way of thinking about sex? So they think of it as dirty, something to be ashamed of! What kind of mother am I? Was I wrong, was I right, I just don't know! Taking a sip of coke, I shook a smoke from its pack; placed it between my lips, reached for the lighter. Flicking the lighter to life, I brought the flame to the unlit end, gently sucked the cigarette causing flame to touch tobacco, setting it burning. Replacing the lighter, I deeply in-haled, enjoying the taste of the smoke flowing into my mouth. There's something deeply satisfying about a smoke, it's as if the smoke flowing into my lungs has a direct effect on my brain. It stimulates me and helps to get my thoughts organized. I over reacted that's all, they're just little kids they're an age where they're feeling their bodies begin to change they're curious, curious about each other I should've been expecting something like this, it's only natural I'm just surprised is all it could've been a lot worse, they could've actually been fucking shit, how would I've handled that one? If I'd actually caught them 'doing it', 'fucking', what would I've done? These thoughts and more made their way through my mind as I sat there and smoked my cigarette and drank my coke. Imagine what it would've been like, Michael making love to one of his sisters, his hard penis thrusting in and out of her virgin vagina, pumping away in it like a jackhammer. Her young legs wrapped tightly around him, holding him tight so she could feel him thrusting deep into her. Her hands clutching at his back, her nails digging furrows in his sweaty back, her hips hungrily thrusting up at him, trying to merge into his, her moans of pleasure filling the air, his grunts and groans growing louder and louder as he nears release. Ouch! Fuck! Shit! Damn, I burned myself; spaced out, let my cigarette burn down to its end and it had singed my fingers. That really hurt! Stubbing the remains in the ashtray, I inspected the chair very carefully for any sign the cherry started something burning. Finding nothing, I gulped down a couple of large swallows of Coke as I went to get some ice from the freezer to cool my burned fingers. Ooooh, damn, that feels much better. What a stupid thing to do. Returning to make sure there wasn't something smoldering in the chair I mentally chastised myself. God, Faith, you're really dumb; you could've set the house on fire. Searching again, I could feel there wasn't any sign of heat anywhere in the chair. Thank God! No harm done. Just scared the crap outta me is all. Hearing the clock start to chime, I paused, listened as its melodic tune filled the night air...Bong, bong, bong, three o'clock, damn! I better get back to bed get some sleep. Walking to my room, I thought I'd peek in, see if the girls were all right. Opening the door to their room I could see they were asleep in their beds. Twin beds for my twins! They look so cute, just like little angels. Chapter 5 --------- Sally had managed to kick the covers down revealing her naked body from the waist up, I moved to the side of her bed, as gently as I could so I wouldn't disturb her I pulled the covers back up, gently tucking them in around her. How can she sleep like that, so nice and sound, like nothing even happened? Lightly touching her cheek with my lips I stood up, made my way back to the door, turning I took a last look at them, closed the door behind me, being careful to close it quietly as not to wake them. Moving across the hall to Michael's room I had to stifle a yawn. God, I guess I am tired. I'll take a quick look to make sure he's ok then I'll hit the sack myself. Opening his door I could see the curtain covering his window was open, allowing the streetlight to illuminate his room with a soft yellow-orange light. Looking in, I see my son had his room in its usual state of affairs, a mess. Clothes scattered on the floor, the dresser, even the foot of his bed. Comic books, schoolbooks, library books all over the place, there on his nightstand sat an empty coke can amid several empty glasses and a few crumpled up Kleenex. Shit! How can he live like this, I thought as I stepped in and bent over to pick up his jeans from the floor. The girls don't let their room get like this. Putting the jeans on a chair I continued to pick up, when I had all of them from the floor and dresser, I moved to the foot of his bed. Reaching for the shirt that was laying there, I noticed he'd tossed about in his sleep, his right leg sticking out from under the covers from mid-thigh on down. Looking at it, I could see the beginning hint of hair starting to cover it. Real fine and light colored, like the fuzz on a peach. I couldn't help myself; I had to do it. Reaching out I lightly touched his leg, so smooth and soft. I could feel the fuzz lightly tickling my fingertips as I slowly moved my hand back and forth. It felt like I was stroking a fine piece of silk, so nice, so beautiful. I could feel the warmth of his skin; it was like being in front of a fire that's burned down to embers, comfortable but not hot, just right. Kneeling at the side of his bed, I continued stroking his leg, his beautiful leg, gradually moving my hand further and further up its length until I felt the rough touch of the sheet on the back of my hand. Up to this point, I'd managed to control myself. But now with my sons' leg exposed and me stroking it, I lost it. I had to have more, more of this male, this, this, boy! I had to do it; I had to look, to see again that which I had seen earlier in the day. His penis! I had to see if it was as I was picturing it in my mind. Slowly raising the covers, I carefully lifted them, pushing them to the other side of the bed. I was holding my breath, I didn't want him to wake up, find me doing this. I kneeled at the side of the bed and let my breath come out in a silent gust of relief, so far, so good. Making myself comfortable I turned my gaze to his crotch. God! I thought. He's not wearing shorts! This is perfect; I won't have to chance him waking up by having to take them down. Oooh, it's all shrunk up, poor little thing! Not quite what I'd expected, but still, it did hold my attention. Even flaccid his penis looked great. Not the large 'tool' I had seen earlier all hard and erect, but still nice to look at. I leaned in, took a closer look at his crotch, I could see every detail of his penis and testicles. The wonderful smell of a males' crotch wafted up to my nose filling my nostrils with his masculine odor. Ever since John, this was the smell I could never get enough of, just as he could never get enough of my scent. I've always associated this smell with sex, wild, passionate, lustful sex. This scent coming from my son, filling me with its aroma was enough to drive me over the edge. I carefully sat down next to him; I could look down at his crotch. God, he looks so good, so very good. His penis was limp, soft, looked to be no more than an inch and a half or two inches in length, its crown covered by his foreskin, his sparse curly red pubic hair surrounding it like a downy nest. And nestled up by its base lay two small pink eggs I knew to be his testicles. I found it so exciting, so beautiful; I sat there letting my eyes drink in the sight. As I did so, I could feel my nipples begin to ache with need, my body sending signals I could feel speeding their way to my pleasure centers, the dampness as my juices started their flow from inside my vagina. Oooh, so beautiful! I muttered. I've got to feel it, just once. Reaching out, I lightly caressed the length of his penis with my fingertips. I could feel the skin, it felt just like velvet, all soft and smooth it moved! My caresses caused it to twitch. Looking to see if he was waking up I held my breath and thought, No, don't wake up, not now, not yet. Watching carefully, I could see he's still sleeping, his breathing regular and deep. Yes my darling, that's it, keep sleeping. As if they had a mind of their own my fingers once again began running up and down his penis. In fascination, I watched as his penis began to lengthen. As it did, I could see the foreskin slowly pull back and reveal its secret, his crown, all pink and moist. Twitching more and more, like a snake withering in anger, it continued to grow and rise up from its nest until it reached its full length. Four and a half maybe five inches not as long as I thought, not bad, not bad at all. I muttered. As I did so, I saw a shimmer of light at the tip of his penis. As I watched, the shimmer took on shape, swelled to reveal it to be a drop of pre-cum. Slowly it made its way from its birthplace, slid over the crown and dripped onto my sons' belly. Doing so, it was quickly followed by another and yet another gleaming drop of precious liquid. The sight transfixed me; it was awesome to see his pre- cum flowing freely from the tip of his penis, just the sight of it causing my own juices flow from me like a flood. By now there was a steady flow of the stuff coming from his penis onto his belly so it formed a pool, a pool that glistened and shimmered in the glow from the streetlight. I could see it move ever so slightly as he breathed in and out. My fingers still dancing up and down its length slowly approached his dripping font, running the tip of one finger lightly around the glans to its underside; I slowly brought it up, captured some of the liquid. It felt warm, wet, and slippery, like baby oil. I couldn't resist, bringing that dripping finger close to my face, placing it under my nose I breathed in its scent. Ummm, that smells sooo good. Oomph, what! Jerking my hand away from my face, sitting up, I looked at Michael; he hadn't moved and looked like he was still asleep. Then I felt it, something on my lap, looking down, I saw the cat; she was curling up making herself at home. Damn, Bouncer. I whispered. You scared the shit outta me. Fuck! What was I thinking; I better get my ass outta here before he wakes up and finds me like this. With this thought I dumped the damn cat off my lap, stood up, pulled the covers back over my sleeping son and made my way to the door. Turning around, I looked around to make sure everything was as it should be. Yes, no problem. Stepping out into the hall, closing his door behind me, I made a dash for my bedroom. To be continued? *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* The author does not condone child abuse, this story is meant as an erotic fantasy not real life. Anyone acting out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a fellow convict in their local prison. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Kristen's collection - Directory 46