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Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- The Hunter by Your Ghost (address withheld) *** I began to make a plan, which meant I'd become something new to myself, I'd crossed an imaginary line and gone over to an area of human behavior I'd never visited before. I had become a hunter in the world of little girls. (Mg, ped, oral) *** It's not easy being a pedophile. Let me rephrase that: it's not easy being an adult pedophile. When I was in my teens, especially when I was thirteen and fourteen, it was pretty much a boy's dream come true, because at that age you're so much closer in both age and mindset to the little girls you want to have sex with. They have more in common with you than they do with the adult men in their lives, they tend to trust you more than those adult men (except, probably, their daddies), and I suspect they see sex-play with you as a more normal act than they would with an older boy or a man (especially their daddies). And there was a good deal of sexplay going on between me and some of the little girls in my neighborhood. Not that I was a Casanova or anything. I didn't turn every girl on the block into a starry eyed sex slave, although I must admit I had those ambitions. What I did do was select five girls, at different times, ranging in age from nine to twelve (one of them being my own little sister Tabitha), who seemed curious and compliant enough, and initiated them into the world of sex. Those initiations never went beyond simple fondling, French-kissing, sticking my finger in their pussies and my cock in their mouths, and a few orgasm producing hand-jobs. Unfortunately, that was as far as I ever dared to go with any of the girls I singled out. Like most pedophiles, I was both a daredevil and a coward. By the time I reached legal adulthood, though, I knew in my heart that the only thing I really wanted out of this life was to continue having sex with preteen girls. Unfortunately, something remarkable and (in my estimation) unpleasant occurs when you turn eighteen; in addition to becoming a so-called adult and gaining all the priveleges and responsibilities thereof, you also lose a great deal of your freedoms, and you're forced to view yourself differently. You can no longer explore the sweet seductive regions of young girls' bodies, no longer experiment and play and lose yourself in the rush of a child's innocence as it wanes into knowledge and experience. Well, you can, but there are severe penalties if you're caught. And in America, you're not only required by law to behave yourself, but you're expected to see yourself as an adult, to want to behave, to believe in your heart that the things you loved as an adolescent now disgust you. All with the subtle turning of an arbitrary number. A difficult transition, especially for those of us who prefer a less accepted path. I turned eighteen in November 1978 and a month later I got married. My wife and I moved into a small one bedroom apartment in East Darlington, next to an obnoxious old hag and her twelve year old daughter. Tina was the little pixie's name, and though she was only twelve she already had a good sized set of tits on her. She was slim and pretty, with small green eyes and long fine light brown hair that she usually tied in a ponytail, sometimes even in pigtails. Naturally, I wanted to fuck her from the moment I first saw her (to hell with being an adult), but I didn't begin to think seriously about it until January of '79, when my wife told me she'd overheard Tina and a little friend of hers named Ramona talking outside our kitchen window. According to my wife (who had no reason to lie), Tina had told Ramona that she'd recently lost her virginity to an older guy. My wife said she figured Tina was just fibbing, but I didn't give a shit; my cunt radar had just zammed on and, more importantly, something fundamental within me changed. Because I was no longer the goofy teenaged kid who pointed his dick at every female in sight (usually involuntarily), and yet I wasn't that sadly legal adult who resigned himself to hapless sex fantasies about what he couldn't have anymore (and to pointless masturbation exercises in the shower). I began to make a plan, which meant I'd become something new to myself, I'd crossed an imaginary line and gone over to an area of human behavior I'd never visited before. I had become a hunter in the world of little girls. The plan was simple, and much safer to carry out in those days than it is now in the hysterically paranoid new century. All I would do was wait until I was alone in the apartment and Tina was playing out front (which she did a lot; she tended to rollerskate) and invite her in for a soda. And molest her. I didn't have any specific plan of what I was going to do with her, but I knew I would do something. And my wife made it easy for me by developing a habit of going grocery shopping every Saturday morning and leaving me alone and unmonitored for two hours or more. So, Saturday was the day I planned for, and when it came a surprising and coincidental thing happened which probably helped me to reach my goal: Being newly married and new to living in my own apartment, I'd adopted the freedom of walking around the house completely naked in the mornings, and it just so happened (it really did) that on that particular morning I'd gone unclothed into the kitchen to make a cup of coffee and had forgotten that the blinds were still open, and there was Tina right outside my window, looking at me. I don't think she noticed that I saw her too, because she wasn't looking at my face. I've got to admit (why not?) that just knowing that this pretty little twelve year old girl with the lovely brown hair (tied into a ponytail today) and small green eyes and sweetly round tits was looking at my cock gave me a hardon, and once that happened Tina did notice that the rest of me was there. She was obviously surprised, but when our eyes met she didn't seem embarrassed or look away. I stood there for a moment, just returning her gaze, then casually went back to my bedroom and fucked the hell out of my happily surprised wife, who in those days was an insatiable nineteen year old sexpot and not the spirit killing vampire she would eventually become. So the plan was set, with an unexpected variable thrown in, and when my wife left for the grocery store I left the front door open (I was wearing clothes by this time) and waited in the living room, listening to music on the stereo, sodas ready. It wasn't too long before Tina came banging out of her door and rolling along the walkway in front of my apartment. She was wearing a pink t-shirt and blue jeans, all nicely snug, her hair still tied back in a marvelous ponytail that bobbed and bounced around as she skated. I gave her about ten minutes to play, then went to the door and asked her if she wanted a soda. I even offered to give her an extra one for that bloated shit-bag she called a mother, just to look like the friendly neighborhood guy I really wasn't. Tina fell for it, coming up to the door, then coming inside, the proverbial fly wandering into the web, while I took a little too long digging the sodas out of the fridge. I spun the silk a little more by pouring her soda into a glass, so she might feel obligated to stay. She did decide to stay, but she didn't sit down, she just kind of roller-stepped over to my stereo to see what was playing (Elton John's Greatest Hits). I easily followed her, asking her how old she was and acting surprised when she said, "Twelve." I told her she looked older (a magic word to preteen girls) and she smiled, nearly blushing. I can't really explain it now, but the look in her eyes right then told me that my moment had arrived (of course, in the back of my mind was the understanding that she'd come into my house after viewing my early morning hard-on and apparently hadn't been scared away). I casually moved behind her, put my arms around her, and started fondling her tits. Just like that. She wasn't wearing a bra (what a sweetheart) and I could feel her nipples in the palms of my hands. I had an instant hard-on (who wouldn't) and I pressed it against the small of her back. Tina, though she had gone kind of motionless, never changed her expression, calmly feigning interest in the music on the stereo (Rocket Man was playing, which I thought was very appropriate, since I had a rocket ready to blast off in my pants). As I fondled this lovely moppets firm little tits, I was trying to think of a way to suggest sex without simply saying, "You wanna fuck?" or wordlessly throwing her on the floor and jumping on her. I couldn't think of anything, though, and soon she had finished her soda and handed me the empty glass. She thanked me (for the soda) and told me she had to go now, but she made no attempt to leave. She just kept standing there, so I set the empty glass and my (unlike Tina) untouched soda on the stereo, took one of her small hands in mine, and said, "Let's go into my bedroom for a few minutes." I half expected Tina to scream and run, blazing out the door like Kid Flash, but she didn't even reply, just kept staring at me with those beautiful emerald eyes, so I started toward the bedroom with her in tow. At first she tried to skate but almost immediately discovered that this was impossible on a shag rug, and awkwardly stepped and stumbled into the hallway and through my bedroom door. I helped her along, of course (always be helpful and courteous to the little girls you molest), holding her by the elbow, not wanting my sweet young treasure lost to injury. At that moment I would have protected her from wolverines. Once inside the bedroom I shut the door and led her over to the end of the bed. I stopped there, turned her around to face me, took her darling face in my hands and kissed her. I pushed my tongue against her lips and she automatically opened her mouth. When I slipped my tongue in she started sucking on it like it was a slithery four inch cock. I was reminded of the tale she'd told her friend (Romana; another hot little number I wouldn't mind corrupting the hell out of), and now had serious reason to believe it might be true. My hard-on, which hadn't gone away, suddenly seemed to get even harder and was threatening to rip a hole in my jeans. I embraced her and gently guided her down onto the bed. Tina didn't resist, but she didn't do anything to encourage me, either, even kept her legs together. But I didn't let that stop me. I continued to kiss her, fucking her mouth with my tongue while I slipped a hand between us and up under her t-shirt. I found one of her soft naked tits and fondled her, squeezing gently and playing with her hardening nipple. After several glorious minutes of this I asked her if she wanted to take her clothes off. Tina paused a moment before answering. "Okay," she said, the nervous fear obvious in her voice. "Don't worry," I told her. "You don't have to do anything you don't want to do. Okay?" "Okay." Tina's nervousness was making me think that I'd probably be lucky just to get her clothes off of her. I was young then, relatively inexperienced, and believed that all or nothing was the only philosophy that didn't miss the point. The possibility that I wasn't going to get laid even though I wanted to was disappointing, but at the same time I wasn't prepared to commit forcible rape. If all she wanted was to play doctor, then doctor it was. I got off the bed and knelt by her feet, untied the laces on her skates, and pulled them off. Then her socks. Her feet were small and sweet. I wanted to kiss them, suck on her little toes, rub my cock on them. And I didn't even have a foot fetish. Now that's what I'd call a Pedophile. I stood up and took Tina's hand, brought her to her feet so that she was standing in front of me, then pulled her t-shirt up. A bit of an awkward moment, because Tina thought I was trying to take her shirt all the way off and stuck her arms up over her head. I appreciated her willingness to comply (such a thoughtful little girl) but I wasn't yet in that much of a hurry; I wanted to enjoy all the small luxuries of my reportedly diabolical inclinations. I brought her arms back down to her sides, then took gentle hold of her tits. Soft and perfectly round, pale and innocent, the most beautiful tits I'd ever seen. My fingertips moved slowly over them, delighting in the contours of her smooth pure skin. So tender and fresh, so young. Tina watched my hands with a curious eye, her breath quickened minutely. I squeezed her tits, bent and kissed each of them, then hugged her to me so I could feel them pressing against my chest. I stroked her light brown ponytail, wondering if it was possible to fall in love with a child. "Is this all we're gonna do?" Tina mumbled into my chest. Fuck no. Momentarily romantic feelings aside, I had no illusions about what might be motivating my little friend; I seriously doubted that she was all wet in her pants and eager to get rammed by my big dick, but at the same time she was going well beyond mere compliance. She might have been curious, but most likely she just wanted to get the nasty stuff over with so she could resume her roller-skating preteen life. I honestly didn't care. As long as she was cooperating I was a very happy man. I let go of her and motioned for her to raise her arms. This time I did take her shirt off, then deftly opened the fly of her jeans and pulled them down her legs. She rested a hand on my shoulder to steady herself while she stepped out of the jeans, then repeated the procedure when I pulled her panties down. She was now nude before me and I knelt down in front of her. I looked closely at her cunt, a luscious dark line nestled behind a transparent veil of brownish blonde hair. Her cunt lips were full and slightly pinkish, and I could see that she'd told Ramona the truth. Her cherry was history. This was a good sign. I touched her, tracing my fingertips along that sweet crevice. Her cunt hair was as soft as an angel's eyes. "Okay," I whispered, "you can get on the bed now." Tina did as she was told. I took off my shirt and joined her. We lay facing each other, her small naked body seeming even smaller and more exposed next to mine. I put my arms around her and kissed her lips as I caressed her, sliding my hands over every smooth soft portion of her I could reach. I could only stand doing this for so long, though, and finally guided her onto her back. I began with her lips, kissing her with reverent tenderness, traveling over her face, past the curve of her chin and down along her throat. I licked her collarbone, then moved down to her round perfect tits. Most women's tits tend to flatten out or roll to each side when laying down, but Tina's didn't; they stayed where they were, firm and proud in their youth, pink nipples pointing toward heaven. Tina was quiet and motionless, though her body tensed and her breathing grew more urgent as I lingered, licking the smooth curves of her tits, gently taking each nipple in turn and sucking and nibbling. I could have stayed right where I was all day, but I knew I didn't have all day, or even two more hours. I had to move along, so I began kissing her again, making my patient way down her belly until I reached the meager field of her cunt hair. I touched her slim milky thighs and she parted them obediently. I moved down, half my body hanging over the end of the bed, and lowered my head between her legs. I kissed her cunt, took a precious moment to breathe in her sweet female scent, then licked her, slowly sliding my tongue along the fold of her cunt lips. Tina took in a short sharp breath. I licked and lapped at her, teased the kernel of her clitoris until it got hard. Tina's body had become thoroughly rigid by now, and little moans of girlish pleasure were gliding against the walls. I glanced up and saw that she'd cupped her tits in her hands, her nipples between thumbs and forefingers. I continued licking and sucking on her cunt as I pushed my own forefinger into her. She was surprisingly warm and wet. I fucked her with my finger as I nibbled on her clit, and she responded with little shivers of her limbs, louder and more urgent moans, until finally, arching her back and nearly yelping with release, she came. I could feel her warm juices flowing inside of her and withdrew my finger, stuck it in my mouth, savoring her come like nectar. I was tempted again to just spend the rest of the week right where I was, but I felt the pressure of dwindling time and reluctantly got up from the bed. I stood facing Tina and unfastened my jeans, dropped them down to my knees. My hard-on was aching, jabbing up toward the ceiling. I looked at her, sprawled there on my bed with her legs wide open and her little pink cunt calling to me. Tina didn't move; she just looked back at me, knowing what was on my mind. I could see in her eyes that she wasn't entirely sure about what was going to happen next but knowing she had no real choice in the matter. A lovely little kitten, trapped. "Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked. "You don't have to if you don't want to." I had to give her the out; I might be a deflowerer of little girls, but I wasn't a rapist. At least not in the strictest sense of the word. "I do," Tina said in a small voice. "But could you maybe, you know, pull it out before? I don't want to get pregnant." "Sure, sweetheart, I can do that." I finished taking off my jeans, hoping that I could keep my promise; as it was, I wasn't sure I'd be able to avoid going off as soon as I got it in her. That would spoil both our days. I crawled onto the bed and lay down next to her. I wasted a few minutes kissing and stroking her young body, trying to get her to relax (should have put booze in that soda), then I moved on top of her. I felt Tina's arms embrace me lightly as I nudged my cock between the lips of her cunt. She closed her eyes and tightened her hold on me a little, ready, I supposed, for the same kind of pain she'd endured when some other lucky bastard had popped her cherry. I talked softly to her, telling her it was okay, I wasn't going to hurt her, and I slipped my cock inside of her. She was a bit of a tight fit, which was what I'd expected, but I'd done a good job earlier and she was nice and lubed up so that, aside from a soft snag here and there, I slid in easily. Tina drew in a sharp breath and dug her fingernails into my back but I didn't care; I was actually fucking a twelve year old girl and I wasn't twelve myself. I wasn't even a minor anymore, I was a full grown man sliding my cock into a relatively fresh young cunt. I was aware that what I was doing was a felony, but at that moment it was worth whatever ridiculous consequences I would have to face later on. Unfortunately, my exquisite crime spree didn't last forever. I only managed around twenty-five strokes before Tina, who had so far resembled a warm corpse beneath me, tapped me on the shoulder and said, "Can you stop now and pull it out? I'm sorry. I just really don't wanna get pregnant." 'Keep fucking her anyway,' I told myself. 'Rape her if you have to.' But no, I couldn't do that. So with an incredible amount of regret I pulled my cock out of her and got up from the bed. My cock was slick with her vaginal juices and I thought, 'Well, at least she seems to have enjoyed it.' Tina was looking at my cock too. "Sorry," she said again, and I imagined that she was apologizing to herself as well as me. I motioned for her to sit up and Tina obeyed. I took her hand and guided her to the end of the bed so that she was sitting directly in front of me, the tip of my cock almost touching her nose. I asked her if she knew how to give head. "I've only done it once," she replied, her pretty green eyes never leaving my face. "Go ahead, then," I said. "Show me how you did it last time." Tina looked at my cock as if she'd just been presented with an intimidating problem. She brought both hands up and wrapped her slender fingers around me, glanced up at me, then closed her eyes and kissed it. I thought that was a very nice touch. Then she opened her mouth and encircled the head with her lips. I could feel her tongue slide tentatively underneath as she began to stroke me. I took one of her tits in my hand and just held it. With my other hand I grasped her ponytail and caressed it, played with it, let it fall strand by strand through my fingers as Tina worked on my cock. She was artless and untrained, clumsy with her teeth, but still it was one of the most wonderful and sensuous things I'd ever experienced. I was overwhelmed with pleasure and a profound sense of longing and love. This gorgeous little girl was giving me the blowjob of my life and I loved her so much for it that, were it legal, I would have gladly dumped the girl I was married to and married this one instead. Under other circumstances I might have lasted as long as fifteen, twenty minutes, but she was so young and so lovely and so fabulously pony-tailed that I couldn't hold on even for a minute. Tina had just started to get a good rhythm going when I came, pouring what felt to me like a gallon of semen into her mouth. She continued to stroke me as my cock pumped itself dry, her jaw closing around the head as she swallowed, and then suddenly it was over. Tina dropped her hands down to her sides and let my cock fall out of her mouth. I let go of her ponytail and wordlessly (I couldn't have said anything if I'd tried) pulled my jeans back on and buttoned my fly. Tina hopped off the bed and started getting dressed. I helped her as much as I could, finally tying the laces on her skates, then escorted her out to the living room. We still hadn't spoken to each other. Tina stopped near the stereo and took a drink from my soda, swirled it around in her mouth, swallowed, then took another drink. She set the soda down and graced me with a shy smile. I smiled back, trying to show my gratitide without grinning like an idiot or, even worse, falling down at her feet and offering her my eternal soul. "That was fun," she said, sounding almost entirely sincere. "Yes, it was," I replied. "Maybe we can do this again next week." "Okay." Tina kissed me quickly on the lips, then rolled and wobbled her way to the door and freedom. She never did return for any more Saturday sex-fests, and as far as I know she never told anyone about what we did. Looking back, I have to feel fortunate that she never turned me in, but I also look at the fact there have been several similar episodes with other young girls since then and I have yet to spend even one day in jail. I'm sure this is partly due to sheer luck, but only partly. I also seem to have a sixth sense about the world of little girls, a hunter's nose if you will, some subconscious radar that works along with my other senses to detect just the kind of girl who will (usually) go along with what I want and who won't tell. Every pedophile knows what I'm talking about (most of them, anyway), and will probably agree that it's rarely the radar that betrays them, but flaws in thinking, planning, or self-control that gets them locked up. Frankly, I believe that most pedophiles who get caught do so because they simply get too greedy, they want too much too quickly and they get clumsy, like little Tina trying to roller-skate on my shag rug. They get too comfortable with the false sense of security this great hobby of ours can instill in it practitioners, and they go down. They forget that Mulder can happen to any one of us at any time. End *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* The author does not condone child abuse, this story is meant as an erotic fantasy not real life. Anyone acting out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a fellow convict in their local prison. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Kristen's collection - Directory 46