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When she flaunts her latest conquest, her older and boring husband decides he has to take action - this time it's permanent. (MF, wife, v, tor, can, mutil) *** Alice was excited. Today was the day! After weeks of corresponding over the internet and by phone, she was finally going to meet him – her new lover! She had awoken with her belly aching with anticipation. She knew she had been distracted at breakfast, but happily her husband Steven hadn’t seemed to notice. She had been jumpy and anxious like a schoolgirl waiting for her first date, but had fought hard not to let it show as she drove Steven to the railway station to catch his morning train. He would be away on business until tomorrow night - almost two whole days in which to meet and get to know Josef. Alice had never really understood how Steven earned his money, something to do with import and distribution she thought, but the means was far less important than the end, and the end was a healthy bank balance for him and a very generous allowance for her. It had taken Alice nearly two full years to realise she had made a mistake in her marriage. Her husband Steven was a full twenty years older than her but at the time the age difference had mattered less to her than the multi million pound fortune he unquestionably possessed. It had not been difficult for the stunningly beautiful Alice to make Steven fall in love with her. He had, she thought, been her willing slave ever since the first night she had allowed him into her nineteen year old body. Alice had seen herself as a lady of leisure; driving sports cars; visiting health spas and expensive clubs and restaurants without the tiresome need to work. And Steven had been her ticket to the lifestyle she desired. She had always been good looking in a rather obvious manner. Long slender legs, large breasts, long flowing blonde hair and a slim, tanned figure did much to disguise her equally obvious lack of intelligence. As a result it had taken nearly two years for her to realise what their so-called friends called her behind her back, and to tire of having to comply with her ageing husband’s admittedly reducing sexual demands on a regular basis. She had borne him two children, a boy now ten years old and girl now nine - both of which were at boarding school so as not to interfere with her Alice’s social schedule. And now here she was, in her early thirties, still stunning, still rich and bored, bored, bored! She had taken her first lover five year ago when her husband’s business commitments had kept him from her for weeks at a time. Mike had been her tennis coach at the health club where she worked out at least five days a week. There had been nearly six weeks of hot, passionate sex in his small, untidy flat; in her large, spotlessly clean house and in hotels which Alice always arranged herself to avoid the risk of detection and because Mike was broke most of the time. She had always known it would be a temporary thing and, though upset, was hardly heart broken when one weekend Mike sent her a text message saying he had been transferred to the club’s Edinburgh branch and wouldn’t be able to meet her again. Alice had tried hard to be the perfect wife for almost a full year after that, but found herself taking another lover the following summer. Andy had been a business associate of her husband’s. Recently arrived from South Africa, Steven had brought Andy home for dinner and suggested that Alice acted as his social secretary for a few weeks to help him settle into his new role. In fact, within two days he had settled into his employer’s wife’s body too and a torrid two weeks followed in which the two had wild passionate sex on a daily basis until suddenly, Andy had been called away on a business trip to Africa. When the news came back that he had been killed in a drive by shooting in Johannesburg, Alice had been very distressed indeed. Her husband had tried to comfort her and finally, by the judicious purchase of a new Mercedes, he succeeded in bringing her back to what appeared to be normal. But Alice was not to be satisfied with cars alone. Within a year she had found another lover. This time she did not leave things to chance, and signed up with an internet website offering to match would be female adulterers with perfect male partners. Spookily also called Andrew (but never Andy), Alice had embarked on a three month affair with a married lawyer from London whose wealth could almost rival her husband’s. They had met almost entirely in hotels almost every week and had enjoyed some of the sweetest, most long lasting sex Alice had ever encountered. Recognising they had more than a sexual bond, the two had even begun to contemplate leaving their spouses and moving into an apartment in the West End together. But Alice’s dreams of escape had been shattered when the Evening Post carried a front page article about a famous libel lawyer who had died of a cocaine overdose in a massage parlour, leaving a wife and three children. The paper speculated whether the lawyer’s famous energy and endurance had been chemically supported; an accusation his wife strenuously denied. This time, Alice could not hide her distress, made worse by the fact that she couldn’t tell her husband anything about it. Steven noticed her strange behaviour and asked her many times to let him help, but to no avail. After this Alice became rather wild. Her children now away at school, she had more time to herself and began to seek out replacement lovers with more energy than she had brought to anything in her life other than shopping. She began a series of one night stands with highly unsuitable men, occasionally even picked up in night clubs in nearby towns. Her extreme behaviour began to attract the attention of her ‘friends’ who in turn began to avoid her, and being seen with her. But still her husband Steven appeared completely unaware of his wife’s increasingly rampant infidelity. She began to dress in a less refined manner – some would even call it slutty – and paid less and less attention to her husband’s needs, both sexually and as a companion. Twice she forgot their children’s visits home from school, leaving Steven to take care of them on their unexpected arrival at the front door. Finally, after a particularly drunken evening in the city with a man she only knew as Phil, Alice had gone with him to a tattoo parlour and had her clitoris pierced. The man, who had watched throughout, had paid for the gold ring – 24 carat – which had a small sphere on its rim bearing the letter A for Alice (and for ‘Available’ he had joked). The next day when Alice woke late, she had realised her predicament. Apart from considerable soreness, it would be impossible for her husband not to notice the ring. She had tried to remove it but it was solidly fixed and anyway the swelling and pain was too great. She had tried to find the tattoo parlour, driving uncomfortably round the city without success. The one parlour she had dared to enter had told her nothing could be done for a month - she had made herself too swollen by trying to get it off herself. In the end Alice had no choice but to show her husband. She did the best job she could, telling him how it would help their sex life immeasurably and how she had done it for him. Steven had seemed to believe her, and the two of them had made love passionately, Alice reaching a climax with her husband for the first time in years. She resolved to keep the ring in place and to be a good wife once again. But her promise had been short lived. Less than a week later, Alice received a message in her internet dating mailbox from ‘Josef’. From the picture he sent, he was very handsome – a Russian businessman working in England whose wife and children were back in Moscow. He wanted a straightforward, no involvement sexual relationship and immediately Alice felt herself drawn to him. Over a two week period they corresponded on a daily basis, exchanging photos of each other and their families. Josef seemed to know exactly what Alice was feeling and what she wanted. They talked on the telephone, exchanging mobile phone numbers and getting to know each other better until Alice decide it as time for them to meet. By now she was so relaxed with him that it seemed only natural to invite him to her house. After all, Steven was going away for a few days and she would b so bored otherwise. And now today was the day. Alice had found it hard to concentrate during her exercise class at the health club that morning, and had taken her time washing and dressing afterwards. Trying to find the right balance between discretion and invitation, she had dressed in a discreet white bra and a tight yellow top, with a mid length skirt and medium height shoes. She wore no knickers. The thought thrilled her; feeling the fresh air around her vulva as she moved around the house. It seemed to Alice as if time was standing still but, finally, the doorbell range. She almost ran to open the front door but, remembering her dignity. She slowed down in the hallway and checked her appearance in the wall mirror. She looked good – no, very good! She turned the door handle and opened the door. On the doorstep stood a tall, dark, extraordinarily handsome man wearing a dark suit, white shirt and bright red tie. He smiled at Alice. "Are you Alice?" He asked, his accent strong but his voice was smooth, low and very attractive. Alice nodded, her chest suddenly tight with excitement. "I am Josef. May I come in?" Alice silently opened the door wide and stepped back to allow Josef into the hallway. "It was difficult to find you." Josef said. "And I didn’t think it wise to stop and ask a neighbour." Alice smiled, his small joke finally relaxing her enough to speak. "I’m glad you made it then." She replied, her voice slightly giggly like a teenager’s. "Would you like a... a coffee?" "I’d prefer a whisky." He said, his face a broad grin. Alice grinned back. "Come this way." And she led him into the lounge, Alice all the time feeling her nakedness underneath her skirt. She poured two large neat measures and they sat at either end of the long leather sofa, sipping slowly. Although her knees were kept resolutely together, Alice was acutely aware of her absence of knickers and found Josef’s eyes straying downwards more and more frequently as they struggled to make small talk, each carefully avoiding the one subject they both most wanted to get to. Josef’s eyes were large and dark and made Alice’s insides go warm and gooey. She wriggled a little on her seat; her knees parting a just a fraction of an inch, but enough for her to feel cool air on her moist vulva. Josef drained his glass and stood it on the side table. Alice turned her legs towards him and with a big smile asked. "Another Josef?" "Yes please Alice. That would be nice." She stood up gracefully and crossed to the table to take his glass. She made sure she passed very close to him and bent over to pick up the glass rather than bend her legs. It was an invitation. She hoped so much he would realise it. He did! As Alice brushed against his trouser leg, Josef extended his fingers until their tips touched her leg just above the knee. She paused, and his fingers, emboldened, began to stroke her leg. Alice turned to stroke Josef’s cheek with her free hand. He smiled up at her and slid his hand further up her thigh. Alice opened her legs a little to allow his hand freer access. Josef took full advantage of the opportunity presented, He slid his hand high up under Alice’s skirt until his fingers brushed against her smooth, freshly shaved vulva. He ran the back of one finger along her slit, hearing her breathing, heavy and passionate, above his head. His finger moved slowly forwards until it encountered the hardness of the ring that transfixed her clitoris. He looked up in surprise. "I’ve never seen one of these..." He whispered, removing his hand and standing close against Alice, whose hands lightly stroked his cheeks. As his right hand toyed with her ring, Josef’s left hand sought out and quickly found the clasp at the side of Alice’s short skirt. His fingers expertly flicked it open and the whole skirt fell to the floor at her feet. Alice stood, naked from the waist down as Josef shuffled forwards from his seat until he knelt in front of her, his mouth moving closer and closer to her vulva. Alice’s fingers wrapped themselves in Josef’s hair as his tongue snaked out towards her smoothly shaven vulva. She shivered in delight at its tip brushed lightly against the tip of her clitoris, held proud by the ring. She felt her legs open an inch, and his tongue suddenly dived forwards, reaching almost the full length of her slit. Josef lapped at Alice’s moistening pussy like a cat lapping a saucer of cream – with fast, light strokes, but with determination. Alice pulled his head into her vulva with her manicured hands as his own palms cupped her firm buttocks. He could taste her arousal on hi tongue. He could smell it He felt his own erection straining against his trousers. Releasing her clitoris from his mouth, Josef stood slowly in front of Alice, drawing his fingers up the back of her thighs as he rose. As his face drew level with hers, their mouths met and locked in a passionate kiss. Alice could taste her juices on his lips and it drove her mad with desire. Josef’s hands immediately returned to Alice’s now naked buttocks and pulled her body into his. She could feel his erection, big and bold within his trousers pressing against her belly. His tongue was in her mouth and she sucked on it. Her hand fell to his waist, deftly unfastening his belt and plunging into his underwear to grasp the erection she knew was hidden within. Her hand closed around a huge pole of muscle. Not long, but so thick she could barely hold it in her hand. She squeezed it; she pumped it; she lip her fingers to it hairy base to touch the tightly gathered sack that waited there. Alice wanted to feel it inside her body. She wanted it now; immediately - in her mouth, in her cunt, in her ass, and in the darkest, dirtiest way possible. She withdrew her hand and broke their embrace. Taking his hand in hers, she led Josef up the wide staircase, her shaven gold ringed nakedness never more than a few inches from his face. Her lips glistened with the moistness of her arousal. Which bedroom to use? Alice opened the door of her daughter’s room and led Josef towards the pink covered double bed, sweeping the pile of teddy bears and dolls onto the floor. Turning to kiss him again, Alice pulled her tight top over her head and dropped it on the floor. She lay on her back on the bed covers while Josef hastily undressed. Alice felt her desire increasing more as she saw his figure. He was tall, she already knew, but she hadn’t expected the tightly defined muscles or the six pack stomach that emerged. Josef climbed onto the bed next to Alice who immediately took his cock in her fingers, their tips dancing lightly along its length. He lay back, moaning softly while Alice took his mighty erection into her hot mouth. It was simply huge, she thought as she opened her mouth wider and wider. Thick and strong and – her tongue lapped at the tiny lips on its end – dripping with precum already. Her hand cupped Josef’s scrotum and she played with the two full globes within. She could wait no longer. Alice released his cock and rolled onto her back, her legs apart. Josef recognised his cue and lifted himself between her thighs, the tip of his cock tapping gently against Alice’s puffy outer lips. Alice reached down to feel its strength, its size, and guided it into her body. She felt the huge cock pressing against her outer lips, forcing them apart. They yielded easily. She felt her inner lips being stretched, they resisted, then gave way and the head of Josef’s erection burst into her. Alice gasped, arching her back with the shock of pleasure. Then Josef drove himself deep into Alice’s vagina until his dark, wiry pubic hair ground against her shaved skin. Alice’s hands rose to his chest, his neck, his face. Then Josef began to thrust. Alice’s arousal was so complete; her pussy so alive with desire that she began to climax almost immediately. Josef thrust harder and deeper into her. Her fingernails raked his back as he drove himself in and out of her spasming pussy with increasing force. Josef’s own excitement rose quickly to meet hers and he began to grunt and moan. "Suka...suka..." Alice couldn’t understand the words, but the accent was creamy and erotic. She gave up any last remnants of self control and a tidal wave of pleasure washed over her. "Fuck me...oh yes.... fuck me....oh god!..." Until finally Josef’s cock erupted and what felt like a cascade of semen poured into Alice’s vagina. Josef’s body bucked and throbbed as his cock pumped itself dry. Sweat dripped from his forehead onto Alice’s face and she licked it enthusiastically. When his cock at last stopped throbbing within her and began to soften, Josef rolled off Alice’s spent body and lay down alongside her, panting. It was a full ten minutes before either of them spoke. "Shall I get you like a drink, Suka?" Josef whispered. Alice grasped his arm. "As long as it’s not all over yet, darling." She replied. "Don’t worry. I’ve plenty of plans left for you." He kissed her on the breasts, then rose and left the room. Alice could hear his naked body descending the stairs. She heard a ‘pop’ and the sound of glasses clinking, then the footsteps grew louder and Josef entered the room with two glasses of champagne. He passed one to Alice whose skin was still tingling from the aftermath of her orgasm. "To us?" She asked, raising her glass. "To a new beginning" Josef countered. He downed his drink in two large gulps. Alice took three to finish hers, then placed the two glasses side by side on the bedside table. They lay close together, holding each other. Alice began to feel drowsy. She didn’t want to sleep! She wanted Josef again...and again... And....But the drowsiness was irresistible. What? Had there been something... in... her... drink? *** Alice gradually awoke and immediately knew something was wrong. She was lying down, that was no surprise; but the floor beneath her was hard and cold, not the warm bed in which she had passed out. She was uncomfortable; unable to move her arms and legs. As her head slowly cleared, Alice became aware of her new and frightening predicament. She was in her own kitchen, lying half on her side, half on her back on the cold tiled floor. Her mouth was gagged. Her arms were tied behind her. They ached terribly. Her legs were spread wide apart. Alice looked up to see her red kitchen broom tied between her ankles with lengths of washing line. There was something around her neck too, but she couldn’t see what it was. She was naked. She was vulnerable. Suddenly she noticed movement at the far end of the kitchen where her large range-style gas cooker stood. A pair of naked legs was moving back and forth. She recognised those legs. Josef! What had happened to her? "Ah! You are awake now, Alice." The heavily accented voice was no longer sexy. It was cold and frightening. "I’ll be with you in a minute." Alice wriggled to try and free her hands or her legs but it was useless. The ropes held her firmly. She shook her head but the gag was immoveable. She tried to cry out but no sound escaped her mouth. Josef’s legs moved towards her and suddenly there he was, stark naked apart from Alice’s white apron that she used on the very few occasions she cooked dinner at home. He stood over her, an unpleasant leer on his face. "Hello! Welcome back, Alice." He said. "It’s time you got up, I think. It’s much more polite to your guest." So saying, he moved out of Alice’s field of view. There was a strange fumbling sound, then suddenly, with a huge, choking jerk, something tightened viciously around Alice’s neck and she was hauled violently, choking and gasping, to her feet. She stood, half hanging, half balanced, wobbling unsteadily on her tied, splayed feet, and trying to get her breath. The noose around her neck was tight and terrifying. The other end of the rope was looped over one of the wooden beams in her country-style kitchen and tied to the foot of her large wooden dresser. She was utterly helpless, struggling to breathe past the gag that blocked her mouth. Her neck hurt terribly, her arms ached through lack of blood and to cap it all, she felt a small trickle of semen beginning to run down the inside of her right thigh; fear and humiliation together. "You’ve been a very bad girl, Alice." Josef said in a voice so cold and hard that Alice actually trembled in fear. "And bad girls need to be punished." His accent was strong again and his voice smooth. He stroked her face. "Sukka, sukka" He crooned. Alice did not understand. He ran a finger down her face, down her neck; between her breasts and over her navel before it dived between her legs. He wiped a little of the trickling semen onto his hand and spread it across Alice’s face. "Pizda." He said, softly, then laughed aloud before turning and crossing to the dresser. Alice watched his back and buttocks where the apron failed to cover them. It would have been hilarious had she not been so utterly terrified. Josef rooted in the oddments drawer that every kitchen contains until he found what he was looking for. Humming a tune Alice did not recognise, he crossed back to her, his step light and almost breezy. He ran the back of his hand over her nipples, then cupped her right breast with his left hand. His fingers were cold and her breast firmed under his touch. He bent over and licked her nipple, then blew on it lightly. The cold air made it stand firm; erect, He licked it again, then bent took the end of her nipple between his teeth. He pulled it back, stretching it tightly in a way which Alice would have found truly erotic in other circumstances, but not now. Josef smiled and released her nipple. Then, with the smile still fixed on his face, he took a pair of kitchen tongs from the apron’s front pocket and gripped Alice’s nipple firmly in its jaws. Alice’s body leapt against its bonds as the fierce sharp pain drilled through her chest. He grunted into the gag and tried to wriggle, but Josef held her nipple tightly, stretching it as his teeth had done before. Alice felt tears starting to run down her cheeks but then froze in absolute shock as almost in slow motion, Josef brought his free hand over and thrust a long needle right through her nipple. He sprang back and gestured like a conjuror completing a trick. Alice stared down in disbelief. The long, sharp metal transfixed her nipple, with at least half an inch showing on either side. It hurt her badly. "You like to be pierced, sukka?" Josef asked. He took another needle from his pocket and thrust this too through Alice’s nipple so that they formed a cross. He smiled again, his eyes staring wildly. The clock in the hallway chimed, which seemed to bring Josef to his senses. "There isn’t much time." He muttered to himself. "Lunch time must come early today." Alice couldn’t begin to imagine what he meant. The rope around her neck prevented her from moving, her spread legs aching badly now though not as badly as her tortured nipple. She watched as Josef took her favourite le Creuset saucepan from the rack and placed it on the gas ring, which he lit. Taking the olive oil bottle from the windowsill, he opened it and poured a large portion into the pan. "I am a man of many talents." He said. "As you already know, Alice." The pan grew hotter and hotter until the oil began to smoke. Alice’s eyes opened wide in fear as the masked man carried the smoking pan towards her. She could feel the heat on her skin and smell the hot oil as her wafted it in front of her face. Alice could not tear her eyes away from the smoking teaspoon as Josef held it over her left breast. The back of the spoon touched her flesh just above the nipple. There was a tiny hiss as her skin burnt and Alice gasped into the gag. Then, slowly and deliberately, Josef poured the hot smoking olive oil drop by drop onto her nipple. It hissed as the skin immediately began to cook in the heat. Alice felt the pain stab through her like a long needle piercing her chest. Her knees went weak and bent, but the noose immediately began to tighten around her neck and she fought hard against her faintness to stay upright. Josef took another spoon of hot oil and poured this onto her already wounded nipple. Again there was a hissing sound and the hot liquid flowed over her darkening nipple, around the aureole and in a long line down the rest of her breast. Alice could smell her own flesh burning – no, actually cooking in the heat. The pain was initially terrible and continued as the hot flowing oil burnt its way down the lower half of her breast. She wriggled as much as her bonds would permit. Josef laughed at her futile movements. "It’s no use struggling, Alice." He said smoothly, untroubled by her pain. "We’ve got a long way to go yet!" He returned the pan to the burning gas ring where it began to smoke once again with the heat. Alice thought hard. Her husband wouldn’t be home until tomorrow and wouldn’t even be able to call her until much later that night. Her children, away at boarding school, would not notice her absence for days. The nearest neighbours were over a mile away, and she had cancelled all her meetings with her few remaining friends for the day in order to spend as much time in bed with Josef as possible. Josef! The man she hoped and confidently believed would become her new lover. Her lover! The thought brought pain to her even over the agony from her burnt breast. If only her mind would clear. If only she could have a moment to think what to do! But there was to be no such moment. Josef was even now returning with the hot pan. Alice’s eyes wept big, self pitying tears as he poured spoon after spoon of hot oil onto her left nipple. Again it hissed, less loudly now, and again the oil ran down her breast and across her belly, burning her flesh along the way. When at long last Josef returned to the hot plate with the pan, Alice blinked back her tears over and over again, barely daring to look down at her abused breasts. In the right one, the needles stuck grotesquely through like aboriginal body jewellery. There was blood over her skin and down her sides. When she looked at her left nipple she fought to remain conscious as she realised the truth. It was dark and discoloured. It was deformed. It had quite literally been cooked by the oil and stood, attached to her but no longer a part of her, on top of the mound of red, scalded flesh that had been her breast. Josef placed the pan back on the gas ring and crossed to Alice. He smiled at her, an evil, triumphant smile that chilled her soul. Then without warning, he bent his knees, lowered his mouth and sank his sharp front teeth deep into Alice’s cooked right nipple. She screamed into the gag, but it just seemed to spur Josef on further. He grunted and, with a violent tightening of his jaw, bit the nipple cleanly from her breast. He held it between his teeth in front of Alice’s face; her eyes fixed in true horror on the piece of meat that had been torn form her body. She felt faint but fought against it as the noose reminded her of her helplessness. Looking straight into her eyes, Josef slowly took the severed nipple into his mouth and began to chew it, a look of almost ecstatic pleasure on his face. Alice could feel little pain from her nipple – the nerves endings had been too badly damaged by the hot oil and the burning skin of her breast was too intense. But the emotional pain of knowing that permanent damage had now been done – damage so severe and so shocking that she could never fully recover from this torment – was almost too much. Her knees went weak again and she fell forwards against the noose. It tightened as her body slumped, and she expected to choke. But the noose stopped tightening. It was still tight around her neck – painfully so – but she was not being choked to death. "Don’t think I’m done with you yet, Alice." Josef went on. "I’m not nearly finished yet!" He stroked his belly in a horrible exaggerated manner. Behind him the pan sputtered a little, smoking wildly. "Ah!" He said. "We’re ready." He crossed back to Alice’s dangling frame and, bending over, roughly thrust his fingers into her vagina. A thin trickle of blood ran down her inner thigh. The release gave her the strength to take some of her weight back on her legs. "That’s my girl." Josef said in her ear. "Might as well enjoy it while you can." He took the gag out of her mouth. Alice immediately screamed for help but Josef laughed. "There’s nobody to hear you. Scream as much as you like. In fact..." He put his face close to hers. "I think I rather like it!" "Hmm. Let’s see what’s going on down here." He said and, without ceremony, slipped two fingers into Alice’s gaping vagina. They felt rough, his fingernails sharp, heightened by soreness from their earlier lovemaking. "Quite wide – you’re got a big cunt, Alice. Did you know that? I didn’t notice when I was fucking you, but now..." He pushed his hand deeper into her, dropping to his knees to get a better angle. Suddenly, with a powerful upward thrust, he twisted his arm and rammed his entire hand into Alice’s vagina. Her body leapt forward in pain. His huge erection had been nothing compared with this terrible invasion. As her body struggled to accommodate the huge intrusion, so Josef bunched his hand into a fist, stretching Alice still further. She felt torn apart; violated more than ever before, she felt sick. He twisted his had left and right, watching Alice writhe and cry out with the pain, before each scream was choked off by the noose. After what seemed an eternity. Josef pulled his half bunched hand out of her vagina with brute force. Alice felt her perineum tear as the fist was heaved from her. The pain shot through her back and spine, and she began to urinate slightly, a small trickle running down her leg. Josef watched as the yellow liquid joined the blood on Alice’s shiny white kitchen floor tiles. "Tut, tut, Alice." He grinned. "That’s a terrible mess you’ve made. And that means you must be punished!" With that, he opened the blade of a cruel, shiny cut throat razor. "Meet my little friend, Alice!" He said, running his finger down the flat of the open blade. "Mustn’t use a blunt knife!. Every Chef knows that!" He said and moved close to her again. Behind him the pan was smoking really badly, the smell of hot oil now intense. Josef looked Alice in the eyes once more, then returned his left hand to her torn vagina. Using his first two fingers, he began to play with her clitoris, stroking it first softly, then more firmly from the base upwards, slipping his fingers under her hood. His touch was oddly soothing after the violence of his fist. She could feel her clitoris swelling at he toyed with its tip. "Mmmm. You DO have a large clit, don’t you?" He said. "Quite beautiful really! And with such beautiful jewellery too!" He flicked the gold ring with his fingertip. Alice, despite the pain, was puzzled by Josef’s intonation. Did he really say it like that? Had he really known about her large clit before they had......? Who could possibly have... But she was not able to finish the question because with a gentle, confident movement, Josef took Alice’s swelling clitoris firmly between the fingers of his left hand. He teased gently it out of its protective hood so it stood proud, erect, he tickled it until it hardened in his fingers, he lowered his lips to its sensitive tip and kissed it lightly. And with a single swift, smooth motion of the razor, he sliced the entire organ from her body, the blade passing through Alice’s soft flesh like a hot knife through butter. First there was shock. Then there was pain. Pain enough to make Alice double up – at least as far as the noose and ropes would allow. Then there was humiliation as Josef held the severed clitoris in front of her eyes. The pink, bloody appendage dangled grotesquely from the gold ring that transfixed it. It looked obscene – small, pale, floppy and ugly with a jagged red base where it had been cut from her body. Alice felt blood running from her body, trickling down the inside of her legs and onto the floor. Before her horrified eyes, Josef licked the dripping blood from the angry red base of the severed clitoris, then placed it on a clean white plate on the kitchen table. "Perfect. Just perfect!" He murmured. Then without another word he knelt down again and thrust his hands once again into the bloody mess that had one been Alice’s vulva. He slipped his fingers into her vagina, sliding them around its soft, moist, blood stained entrance. There was a flash of light as the razor swept towards her again. Once, twice it struck. Alice doubled over again as the pain shot through her. When he stood again, Josef dangled her two inner labia triumphantly before her face. The two delicate lips looked small, disgusting and insignificant. Alice’s mouth filled with vomit. Her body had never felt such pain, not even while giving birth to their children. But much worse than the pain was the realisation, as Josef placed her labia alongside her severed clitoris on the plate, that she could never be whole again. There could be no pretending now. If she survived this, she would be permanently changed. If she survived. But the horror became worse. Josef picked up the plate and crossed to the gas ring where the hot oil was still smoking. Turning to smile at Alice, whose head was beginning to loll on her chest, he casually tossed the severed clitoris and labia into the pan. They immediately hissed and sputtered loudly in the hot oil and the room was filled with the smell of cooking meat. Josef picked up a wooden spatula from Alice’s kitchen drawer and began to stir the pieces in the oil, turning them over as they shrivelled and cooked. Alice felt sicker and sicker as she heard and smelt her own genitalia frying in her own favourite pan on her own kitchen cooker. The smell was overpowering. The heat was stifling. The pain was increasing. The blood was dripping from her. Alice slumped heavily against the noose, her consciousness fading fast. The last thing she saw as the blackness overtook her was Josef’s face, deliriously happy as, one by one, he placed the freshly fried clitoris and labia into his mouth, chewed slowly, and swallowed. The crispy, crunchy sound followed her into oblivion. *** It took a long time for the sunlight to force its way through Alice’s deep sleep and bring her to consciousness. She opened her eyes slowly. She was in a bright white room, in a white bed. There was something stuck into her arm. There was someone sitting next to her. "Hello Alice!" A familiar soft voice whispered. Alice tried to turn her head but the pain was too bad. "Keep still darling!" The voice said. Steve! It was her husband Steve! She wasn’t dead. She was alive! "Don’t move. You’re badly bruised, but you’re going to be alright!" Steven continued softly. "I’m here now. You’re safe." Alice tried to speak but her voice was choked away by the pain, her emotion and the drugs. She felt ruined. Her body destroyed. How could anyone, let alone her husband, ever love her or want her again? But Steven was holding her hand, and did not let her go. She had been found the next day by her cleaner. She had been dressed her in old jeans, a T shirt and jumper, lying on the kitchen floor. Her neck was badly bruised and the noose was still around it. The woman had called her husband straight away and Steven had arranged for an ambulance to come immediately. Alice had been taken to hospital – a private hospital. Only the doctor and nurse who had received her, and now her husband knew of her true injuries. "It’s as if her attacker was trying to conceal her injuries." The doctor had told her husband. "A sanitary towel had been pressed between her legs, apparently to stop the blood from seeping through her jeans. The blood from her breast wounds could not be seen through her jumper. Now why would he do that?" With daily support from her husband, Alice made a slow but confident recovery. Horrified by her injuries, she had hidden from her family, her friends and even her husband. But Steven had persevered. He had stayed at her bedside throughout her recovery. He had kept all publicity away from her. He had bought her new clothes which flattered her new figure. Most of all, he had never looked at her mutilated body with anything but obvious, genuine adoration. Slowly, Alice had recovered her confidence. Slowly she had begun to venture outside again. Slowly, she had rebuilt her life. *** A year later, a very different Alice stood in the shower in their en suite bathroom letting the warm water soak away the aches of the afternoon’s exercise class. She soaped her body carefully as the hot water ran in rivulets down her back, across her buttocks and into the tray. Even after all this time, she wondered how Steven could find her so attractive and want her so much despite all that had happened. Alice soaped her right breast and under her arm. The hole in her nipple had healed completely, leaving no clue as to the events of the previous summer. The same could not be said of her mutilated left breast which bore a cruel two inch long horizontal scar where her nipple should have been but was no longer, and the surgeon had excised the cooked flesh. Below the nipple were vertical lines of horribly discoloured skin where the hot oil had run down her breast. She soaped her arms and legs and between her thighs, running her fingers over her vulva with care. Still ashamed at her disfigurement, Alice’s fingers felt the smooth depression above her vagina where her clitoris had once been, and the rough ridges of flesh at the entrance to her vagina where her inner labia had been sliced from her body. The surgeon had been skilled and had fashioned a form of urethra for her, but nothing could be done to replace the severed and now eaten clitoris and labia. As Alice dried herself on the thick white towel, she heard the telephone ring. Steven! She thought, and ran to answer it. "Hello darling!" His voice softly came over the earpiece." Had a good day?" "Just got back from my class." She replied lightly. "I’ll collect the kids at four." "That’s good. I’ll be early tonight." Her husband continued. "Do you fancy going out for dinner? All of us?" "I was going to cook lasagne." Alice said. "But that sounds good." "No! I’d much prefer your cooking, darling." Her husband insisted. "I’ll bring in some nice wine. See you later." "See you." Alice replied. "I love you!" And so she did. How had she ever wanted anything other than his sweet, gentle nature; his generosity, his unconditional love for her despite her deformities? Why had she ever looked at another man? They made love rarely since the ordeal. Alice felt almost no physical pleasure from her mutilated genitals; no sensitivity; no climax; nothing but a dull pain. But she endured this pain willingly if infrequently in order to please her husband, the man she now understood she loved. In fact, Alice wondered if she had ever really understood what love felt like before the attack. Her husband on the other hand reached new heights of pleasure with her as her newly shaped body twisted and excited him in interesting and different ways. Despite her discomfort, unselfishly bringing him this level of pleasure delighted Alice though she knew instinctively that she would never enjoy sex again. At one time, wracked with guilt, she had even suggested that her husband find himself a mistress to keep him satisfied, but Steven had refused to contemplate it, his love for her being so strong. Alice knew she would never want another lover now. She didn’t care. She had her Steven and her family. Nothing else mattered. In his office, her husband Steven replaced the telephone handset and sat back in his chair. Things had really changed. Although when dressed she was still the most beautiful woman he had ever known, the mutilation of her outer body had brought Alice a new inner beauty that only enhanced her attraction for him. She had become a real mother to their children, who now attended the local school instead of being confined far away in boarding school. Her short, tight skirts and tight tops had been replaced with loose fitting designer jeans and T shirts; her high heels had been replaced with trainers; her long hair was now cut shorter in a more homely fashion; she had even put on a little weight, enhancing the smooth curves of her feminine figure. On the drive was a clean, new Ford in place of the Mercedes sports car. They ate out only once a week; Alice happily cooking for the family most evenings. Yes, life was good! It had been a tough decision, but the right one. Steven unlocked the top drawer of his desk and removed a small jewellery box. He opened it and took out its contents. His fingers toyed with the small gold ring that he kept hidden from prying eyes. It was an unusual ring, obviously not intended to be worn on a finger. At its top was a small ball of gold embossed with the initial A. Steven smiled. It had been an expensive exercise but well worth it. For not much more than the cost of the Mercedes his wife had loved so much, he had sorted out both their lives for the better. Much better! Although Alice had now confessed all her infidelities, there had in truth been no need. He had let her bare her soul to him, and had acted the part of the shocked, cuckolded husband well, but little she had said had been a surprise. For Steven’s influence reached much further than his wife had imagined. Frightening off the tennis coach to end her first affair had been child’s play. Arranging the South African’s shooting in Johannesburg had not been significantly more difficult for a man with Steven’s connections – there was no shortage of men prepared to kill in that city. The lawyer’s overdose had been more difficult and more expensive to arrange, but Steven had correctly guessed that a man prepared to commit adultery with one woman would be tempted by another and the teenage prostitute he had sent to tempt the Lawyer had found it easy both to get into the lawyer’s bed and administer the cocaine. But it had been the very public one night stands that had finally convinced Steven to take drastic and permanent action. The clitoris ring had been the final straw. It had taken all his immense self control to pretend all was well and keep Alice in the false state of security so vital for his main plan, but he had succeeded. And it had worked almost perfectly. Better than he had ever imagined. Everyone was happy now! Josef was back in the Moscow mental hospital in which Steven’s Russian contacts had found him. The doctors there were richer and happier after a visit from Steven’s Russian partner. Josef himself was happy and had another story to tell – if he could find anyone prepared to listen. True, cooking and eating Alice’s clitoris and labia had definitely not been part of the plan, but to be fair, the madman had stuck rigidly to Steven’s precise instructions about where her body should be mutilated. Alice could even now wear the skimpiest bikini without her mutilations showing – not that the new Alice would want to flaunt herself that way. The surgeon and nurses in the private hospital to which she had been taken were happy and surprisingly rich after Steven’s visit. No mention of the incident had reached the papers or the police and all records of Alice’s visit had miraculously disappeared. Their two children were deliriously happy to be at home with a proper mother who looked after them well and parents who obviously adored each other. Even Alice herself was happier; happy to be a real wife and mother; happy to have a husband who truly loved her; happy to see more to life than the rounds of casual sex she had fallen into. Her old friends had warmed to the new Alice and no longer avoided meeting her for coffee or lunch. They had a real, sincere social life now. And Steven was happy. He had nobly declined Alice’s suggestion that he find himself a mistress. Despite it being her idea, Steven knew that it would have been too much for the even new Alice to bear and he didn’t want his new life to be disrupted. But in a smart new apartment in the city centre, a pretty teenage prostitute had found her earnings greatly increased recently. No, Alice would never even think of taking a lover again. The problem was solved. Steven replaced the ring in its box and closed the desk drawer, locking it firmly with his key. Sometimes, Steven reflected, you had to be cruel to be kind! 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