("`-''-/").___..--''"`-._ `6_ 6 ) `-. ( ).`-.__.`) (_Y_.)' ._ ) `._ `. ``-..-' _..`--'_..-_/ /--'_.' ,' (((' (((-((('' (((( K R I S T E N' S C O L L E C T I O N _________________________________________ WARNING! This text file contains sexually explicit material. If you do not wish to read this type of literature, or you are under age, PLEASE DELETE THIS FILE NOW!!!! _________________________________________ Scroll down to view text -------------------------------------------------------- This work is copyrighted to the author © 2006. Please don't remove the author information or make any changes to this story. You may post freely to non-commercial "free" sites, or in the "free" area of commercial sites. Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- My Humiliation - 3 by Kathy S. (kathyseroticstories@yahoo.co.uk) *** After my accident i come round in hospital. The welfare people visit me; they decide to take my children into care. I also have a visit from Moses; who molests me in my hospital bed. Jimmies brother Paul rapes me on his 14th birthday. Jimmy and Moses take me to a party; where i am to be the entertainment. I finaly make up my mind to leave jimmy, when i realise his true feelings for our children. (MMf, ped, nc, rp, v, mc, orgy) *** I gradually came round in the hospital, through blurry eyes I could see movement, voices, where was I, had I died and gone to heaven. My head began to clear slowly I remember arguing with my mother, crying and walking away, mummy said she wanted nothing more to do with me, but why, what had I done wrong. I heard this familiar voice. "How you doin spunk bag?" Jimmy! "Thought you'd get away from me by topping yourself did you; your mine and you'll never leave me; you're my money box?" he went on. Suddenly I remembered everything clearly: all the pain and humiliation that Jimmy had put me through. My parents disowning me; not wanting anything to do with me or their grandchildren! My lovely beautiful children! I broke down and cried. It turned out that I wasn't badly hurt in the accident, a bang to the head that had knocked me unconscious and left me with several stitches, and a few bruises and abrasions from bouncing along the road. They kept me in hospital for three days for observation, due to my head injury; or so they said. On the second day I had a visit from the welfare people! They wanted to know why I had tried to kill myself! They said there were witnesses who saw me crying and upset, these witnesses said, I just walked in front of a car without looking; as if I had wanted to die. I tried to tell them it was just an accident, but they wouldn't believe me! "Your husband says he is worried about you; he says your behaviour is irrational and he is concerned for the children!" "But... But! It was an accident; I didn't mean to do it:" I wailed. "Also we have had reports of your promiscuity from some of your neighbours! Which has been confirmed by your husband." My head was spinning; I couldn't comprehend what they were saying about me. "Is it true Kathy!" we are talking to you Kathy! "Is it true; do you deny your relationships with other men;" I cried; and pleaded with them; trying to explain that Jimmy was making me do it. They took no notice. As a result my children were taken into care immediately. The next day I had another visitor; "Moses;" I had been dosing after all the crying and worrying about my kids. I felt a hand squeezing my tit, fingers were rolling my nipple; another hand was gently rubbing my pussy; then fingers slipped inside! It felt nice and I thought I was dreaming. I opened my eyes and saw Moses sitting beside the bed; his hands under the covers. "Stop it... stop it... take your hands off me; someone will see you." I said. "How are you Kathy; I heard what happened; sorry about the kids." Said Moses; he continued; "leave Jimmy Kathy, he's no good; come with me; I'll take care of you." I stared at Moses; after everything that Jimmy had done to me, this man wanted me; but then I remembered; Moses had raped me too. After I told Moses I couldn't; he grinned at me; then had the nerve to ask me to go into the toilet with him. Even in hospital I wasn't safe, he had just been mauling me in my bed; now he wanted to shag me in the lavatory. I shouted at him! "Fuck off; leave me alone you perverted bastard." Moses scarpard pretty quick; I lay there shaking and crying; everyone was staring at me. After leaving hospital I fell into depression, Jimmy was still treating me like shit; knocking me about and belittling me in front of people, saying I was an unfit mother and a slag, who would ride anyone; or anything with a cock; even his family were all against me, they treated me like dirt too because of the kids being taken into care. I say they were all against me, not strictly true. On the night of Paul's 14th birthday we went to his party at Jimmies mothers' house, I didn't want to go but he made me. Anyway I spent the entire night being insulted by everyone else; and trying to stop Paul from touching me up when no one was looking. Jimmy got drunk as usual, and when we were leaving told Paul to come home with us. Despite my protest's Paul came along; as we walked home Paul murmured to me! "I'm going to fuck you; I'm going to shag the arse of you; Jimmy said I can shag you all night." My mind was in turmoil; how could he do this to me again, especially with a child; and his own brother. As soon as we got inside the house Paul was on me; roughly feeling my tits; his hand up my skirt, trying to pull my knickers down! I pleaded with them both! "Paul stop it... please stop it...leave me alone!" "Jimmy make him stop it... tell him to get off me; please Jimmy please." Jimmy just laughed! "Take her upstairs; take her to the kids room then you can fuck her all night if you like." I struggled with Paul as he dragged me upstairs; Jimmy gave me a punch in the ear which made my ears ring, and my head spin; I found myself lying on my back on the kids bed; Paul pulled my knickers to one side and was forcing his penis into me. I just lay there crying, both from the pain in my ear and the humiliation of being raped by this young boy; who after all, was no more than a child. I lay there and let him do it to me, all the fight was gone out of me now. He came quickly the first time; "Huh... ug... ah... I'm coming; I'm coming... my load... I love you Kathy! I'm coming up your hole." I realised he wasn't wearing a Johnny; "Pull out...pull out; don't cum in me take it out;" Too late I could feel him jerking inside my pussy; my cunt was suddenly all sloppy inside from his spunk; he lay on top of me, kissing me; telling me he loved me; I could feel his cock shrinking as he lost his erection, and it came out of me with a plop; his cum dribbled out after it, making a wet patch on the bed between my legs. After Paul recovered he stripped my clothes from me, then, removed his own; he made me suck his dick to get him hard again; all the time, kissing me and roughly pulling at my tits and fingering me. This went on for most of the night, until he fell asleep exhausted. I lay there; my whole body aching and sore; I wasn't sure which of them was the roughest during sex; Jimmy, or his brother Paul. I got up early the next morning before the both of them, not that I had anything special to do, more in the hope that if I wasn't in bed they wouldn't want to fuck me; some hope; Jimmy came downstairs with a hard on! "What you doin up; I just went in the kid's room for a quick jump and nearly fucked Paul; I thought he was you, ha... ha...ha?" "No Jimmy please; my fanny's too sore from last night." I said, Jimmy wanted to know everything that happened; "Did that little fucker shag you; how many times; did you gobble him; did he cum up your hole; let me see your cunt; I'll see if there's still any spunk up there?" He pushed me backwards, so I was lying on the table, pulled my knickers off and stuck a couple of fingers up inside me. I begged him! "Please Jimmy don't; your hurting me; my vagina's too sore; Paul hurt me; stop it please!" He didn't care; he just carried on probing me; then he stuck his filthy fingers in my mouth, making me gag. He then pushed his penis into me and started screwing me; all the time asking, "Did you like Paul fucking you? You were his first ride; "Has he got a bigger cock than me?" Finally I cried out just as he was coming! "Yes; yes his cock is bigger than yours; it's miles bigger than yours; now fucking get off me!" he went mad. "You bastard; you fuckin little whore; you rotten fuckin slut; don't you dare say his dicks bigger than mine; he's only a kid." With that he climbed off me; slapped me round the head a few times; wiped his prick on the tea towel and stormed off to work. I made myself scarce before Paul got up; I didn't want him coming downstairs and having another go at me. Nothing much changed over the next few months; Paul came round a few times to shag with me! He had told some of his mates that he was fucking me; he brought them round to see if Jimmy would let them ride me. Jimmy; would have none of it though! "Fuck off you little bastards; fuck off, before I kick all your arses." This went on until Paul was arrested for several burglaries; luckily for me he was sent to a young offenders institute for six months. Jimmy was still making me have sex with other men for money; not that I saw any of it though. He came home with Moses one Saturday night; "Get yourself ready: Moses is taking us to a party." "What sort of party is it?" I asked apprehensively; I had heard the rumours of the sort of parties that black people held. Moses grinned at me and said, "Just a party that some of my friends are having; now hurry up, they are expecting us." I was nervous as we made our way to the house where the party was being held; I had a sense of foreboding. As we entered the house there was loud music blaring; Moses was speaking to me, but I couldn't hear a word he was saying; he took me by the arm and led me through to a back room. I noticed there were no other white people anywhere to be seen; only Jimmy and myself; I also felt hands groping me as Moses walked me through the crowded downstairs of the house. Too late; I realised that this was no ordinary party; I tried to turn and leave; Jimmy gave me a shove in the back and I stumbled into the back room. There were a few black women there, but there were lots of black men; all looking at me. The stories I heard about these parties; gangbangs with white girls were true; I was going to be the entertainment. A drink was shoved into my hand, I took a sip, it tasted very strong; as I said before I am not much of a drinker; I don't much like it. However I was ordered to drink it down by Moses, who promptly handed me another. A black man took my arm and led me to a small unoccupied space in the room, putting his arms around me he began a slow dance; I had no alternative but to dance along with him. His hands began to roam over my arse and then he was feeling my tits; pressing himself tight against me. I could feel his stiff cock rubbing my thigh. I don't know if it was the alcohol, but I suddenly began to feel light headed. I found myself being propelled across the room and up the stairs; I tried to struggle and pull away from him! Someone else was pushing me from behind; I looked over my shoulder and more men were following us up the stairs. I was pleading with them! "Please leave me alone; don't hurt me; please don't do anything to me; oh god; please don't rape me!" I was taken into a bedroom where several men stripped off my clothes; they dragged me onto a dirty smelly bed; some of them already had their trousers off. I screamed! "No... no... don't; please don't do it to me!" They jostled with each other for first go. It was a big heavy fat man that crawled on top of me; I could feel him probing with his dick, trying to gain entrance to my vagina! There was a loud cheer as someone grabbed his cock and held it at my opening; allowing him to push right inside me. Again I screamed, "Stop... take it out; please don't rape me; oh god no... make him stop; please someone help me!" I received a slap and someone said, "Scream all you like; aint nobody gonna take any notice round here; even if they could hear you." The fat man was crushing me, I was having difficulty breathing; I thought I was going to pass out! Then he started to cry; it was really weird; he was raping me; yet he was crying along with me. I only knew he had ejaculated in me, when he climbed off me; it was such a relief to have that weight removed from my body; at last I could breath freely again. I began to worry when he said, "You're the first white women I've fucked; thank you; thank you; I hope you have my baby." I tried to get up, but was held down on the bed! Then another man got on top of me and started pumping his dick in and out of me. Someone pulled my head to the side and another cock was forced into my mouth; he was trying to get it right down my throat; telling me! "Suck my cock; take it all; get my balls in your mouth too!" I was choking and trying to cough; suddenly he spurted his seed as his cock was right in the back of my throat; I started to retch and as he withdrew his cock I vomited all over his crotch and the bed. The room was in uproar as all the men burst out laughing; the man riding me lost his erection and went mad; shouting! "You stupid white bitch; you fucking slut; look what you've done." I thought he was mad because his dick went soft before he shot his load; it turned out that it was his bed I had just puked on. Things carried on much the same throughout the night; I gave up struggling and crying; it wasn't getting me anywhere. I was brought plenty of drink; "To wash the spunk down." One of them said. The only times I was allowed off the bed, was so I could use the toilet and to clean out my vagina. The men kept taking turns with me; some of them were very rough; but some of them could be gentle; some even asked if I was enjoying myself. "You must love black men fucking you; coming here and taking all this black cock; all our baby making black spunk up you?" Said one! I lost count of how many of those men raped me; many of them more than once; for that's the way that I looked at the situation; I never consented to have sex with a single one of them; they had taken me upstairs to the bedroom and removed my clothes against my will; each of them had sex with me despite my crying and protestations, and not a single one of them wore a rubber Johnny! Which; would have given me a certain amount of protection. I remember begging them in the beginning to use condoms but this was greeted with laughter; one of them even said outright! "We don't use rubbers with white bitches; we give them all black babies!" This brought a loud cheer from those that heard him. It was mid morning before I was allowed to leave the house; they wouldn't even let me clean myself up; I must have looked a dreadful sight walking home with Jimmy; my whole body ached and the soreness between my legs caused me to walk bowlegged. My hair was matted with spunk, and even my eyelashes seemed stuck together from the sperm that some of the men had ejaculated onto my face. I could feel more sperm running down my legs as it leaked from my vagina. Jimmy was really pleased with himself. "We've made a fortune; fuck; look at all this money Kathy! Holding up a wad of pound notes and waving them in my face; "£113 we've made just from your hole," he laughed. "I bet we could make this much every week." We arrived home and I immediately went to clean myself up; Jimmy followed and said, "leave your pussy; I fancy sloppy seconds; I've been dying for a jump all night!" Not wanting a beating I took off my clothes and lay on the bed, he climbed on top of me, put his dick in me and just got on with it. "Fuck; Kathy; your fannies wide open; them bastards have really stretched you; I can't even feel the sides!" with that he pushed his prick right up me and Groaned! "I'm coming, I'm... coming... agh... here's another load for you!" To be honest I never even felt him inside me; just the wetness as his cum dribbled out after he got off me. I looked in the mirror and began to sob, my whole body looked like one large bruise; my breasts were swollen and almost unrecognisable; as were my lips and jaw, from all the gobbling I had been forced to do. My torso had a mixture of yellow and blue bruising, but the worst was my thighs; especially the inner thighs which were a blue black colour; while my vagina was puffy and badly inflamed; the lips seemed very wide and I could actually see inside my open hole; and the last remaining remnants of spunk... It took me about three weeks to recover completely from the abuse I had been made to suffer, Jimmy and Moses had tried to get me to go to another party but I flatly refused. I told Jimmy that if ever he tried to force me to have sex with anyone else, I was going to the police; I told him it was over, "If you ever do that to me again I will report you; I'll tell them you have forced me into prostitution; then they'll put you away!" I got a few punches for my trouble; but he must have realised that I meant what I said. Although he sometimes asked; I refused and he accepted my refusals. The worst thing to come out of that night; was that I was once again pregnant. I had been trying to get my children back; the welfare services; had put them into a state run children's home; now I was expecting another baby; and it was probably 999% that it was going to be black. This would certainly scupper any faint hope of me getting my kids. Jimmy was glad, and said, "Fuck the kids; we don't want them; let them stay where they are; I don't want them little bastards crying round me!" This was a far cry from the loving father Jimmy had been when they were first born; then, he had doted on them. He had not only done his best to ruin my life with his beatings; and by forcing me to take part in all his filthy perversions and fantasies with other men; he was now denying our lovely children! His children! This was the last straw; I made up my mind there and then that I was going to leave him. Kathy S. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author does not condone the described behavior in real life. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Kristen's collection - Directory 43