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My Humiliation
by Kathy S. (kathyseroticstories@yahoo.co.uk)
Edited by Bruce

***

My story begins in 1958, I was 18 years old and was 
going out with only my second real boyfriend, Jimmy, it 
progresses with my rape by Jimmy who took my virginity 
by force, and on through the birth of my two children, 
and my total humiliation at the hands of Jimmy, now my 
husband, and his friend Moses, a black man whom Jimmy 
brought home one night and allowed to rape me. (MMF, 
nc, rp, v, 1st, intr)

*** 

My name is Kathy S. This is my first attempt at writing 
erotic stories, although I have had other stories 
published under my real name. This story is true and it 
begins back in 1958, when I was 18 years old, and 
before my marriage to my first husband Jimmy, and the 
birth of our two children, a boy and a girl. I have 
written my story exactly as it happened, to the best 
that my memory will allow:

I had been going out with Jimmy for about three months, 
only my second real boyfriend. I was still a virgin at 
the time, although Jimmy soon changed that. From the 
first day we met, Jimmy was always pestering me for 
sex. I always refused him, telling him I was saving 
myself for my wedding night. I must say that Jimmy was 
seven years older than me and my parents never approved 
of him; not just because of the age gap, but also he 
came from a different background and had a bad 
reputation with women.

We were invited to a birthday party by a friend of 
Jimmy's. Although Jimmy knew I wasn't very keen on 
alcohol, he kept giving me vodka and orange throughout 
the evening, with each glass containing more and more 
vodka. I was having a real good time until the drinking 
began to take effect. I told Jimmy that I was starting 
to feel drunk and ill and that I wanted to go home. 
Jimmy said I could go and lie down upstairs on his 
friend's bed for awhile until I felt better. I remember 
being sick in the bathroom, and Jimmy taking me into 
his friend's room and laying me down.

I must have fallen asleep straight away, because the 
next thing I remember was feeling a weight on top of 
me. It was Jimmy. I realised that we were both naked. 
Although my mind was muddled because of the alcohol, I 
knew what he was doing to do me. He had my legs splayed 
wide and was trying to force his cock inside me. I 
struggled and told him to stop, I shouted, "Get off 
me!"

He kept telling me to shut up and open up for him. He 
was squeezing my tits and sucking my nipples trying to 
arouse me, but he was too rough and was hurting me. I 
kept trying to push him off me. He grabbed both of my 
hands and held them above my head with his one hand, 
using his free hand to rub his cock up and down my 
slit. 

I was terrified! My pussy was bone dry; however he had 
this slimy pre-cum oozing from the end of his cock, 
making my slit a bit more slippery. Soon I felt his 
hard knob pushing at the entrance to my hole. There was 
this sudden pain between my thighs and I thought my 
groin was on fire. He was inside me…he had robbed me of 
my virginity. 

Jimmy just lay there on top of me for what seemed like 
hours, but was in fact only moments. All the time he 
was telling me, "I love you," over and over again, 
telling me how tight my cunt was around his cock.

Then he started moving his hips up and down, pushing 
his cock in and out of me, deeper and deeper with each 
downward thrust. I was sobbing and pleading with him to 
stop, but he just kept grunting and pushing it in 
harder and harder, faster and faster. "Oh fuck! I'm 
going to cum!" he cried out. 

I panicked and pleaded, "No Jimmy no, oh god no! Please 
Jimmy no, pull out! Don't cum in me! Please, please, 
please Jimmy I don't want a baby!" 

But it was too late, Jimmy forced his cock as deep 
inside my pussy as it would go and just kept it still, 
grunting and groaning as his spunk poured out of him, 
jet, after jet, after jet, filling my pussy. 

After he had lost his erection, he pulled his cock out 
of me and stood up. I could see his cock and thighs 
covered in his sloppy spunk, mixed with my blood. He 
said, "I am going for a piss. Get dressed and I'll take 
you home." 

I lay there in a sort of daze, not really comprehending 
what had just happened to me. I could feel the soreness 
in my cunt, the wetness as his spunk as my blood 
dribbled out of me and ran down the crack of my arse 
and on to the bed. Jimmy came back in to the room and 
again told me to get dressed.

When we went back downstairs there were still a few 
people left from the party. As we went to leave Jimmy 
turned back and announced to the crowd, "I just fucked 
Kathy and busted her cherry!" I could have died when a 
loud cheer went up from everyone.

Walking home I asked him why he had raped me. He just 
laughed and said I was his girlfriend and he was going 
to shag me whenever he wanted to. He then ordered me, 
"don't tell your parents what happened, or I'll let my 
friends fuck you too." 

Jimmy hadn't given me my knickers back when he told me 
to get dressed. He said he was keeping them so he could 
sniff them when he was having a wank. All the way home 
his spunk was running out of my pussy down my legs, it 
felt really cold in the night air and I had to keep 
mopping it up with the inside of my skirt. Needless to 
say I fell pregnant.

My parents went mad, when I eventually plucked up the 
courage to tell them I was pregnant, although not how 
it had came about. Jimmy thought it was great, and so 
did his mother. His dad had fucked off years before, 
because Jimmy's mom was always sleeping around. 
Although this is irrelevant to my story, she had four 
other kids beside Jimmy, all by different fathers. 

No wonder he turned out the way he did. After we were 
married and our son was born, he would still force sex 
on me whenever he wanted it. He never taking into 
account my feelings or even if I was enjoying it; which 
I wasn't. I never had an orgasm during sex with Jimmy.

As I said, my parents couldn't stand Jimmy and kept 
asking me, "Why don't you leave him?" Everything came 
to a head one night when he came home drunk while they 
were at our house. We were living in an old terraced 
house that we were renting from a friend of mom and 
dad. The house had two bedrooms upstairs, with a 
kitchen and sitting room downstairs, and a shared 
toilet down the yard. The house was down an entry, 
behind other terraced houses along the road. 

Anyway, Jimmy was abusive as usual when he had drink in 
him. He told my parents, "Shut the door on your way 
out!" adding that he was taking me upstairs for a shag 
and he was going to fuck the arse of me. Mom and dad 
walked out in disgust, saying they were never coming 
back, and, "If you stay with that animal 'Jimmy' we 
want nothing more to do with you." 

Jimmy took me upstairs and told me to get undressed for 
a good seeing too. Ever since our son was born we had 
always used Rubber Johnnies, "condoms" during sex. 
Jimmy said he didn't want anymore kids, and I certainly 
didn't. I undressed and lay on top of the bed. Jimmy 
pulled down his pants, and then opened the bedside 
cabinet drawer, after rummaging around he said, "Fuck 
no Johnnies." 

He pulled my legs apart and tried to enter me. I 
squirmed and tried to push him off, pleading with him, 
"Please Jimmy, don't do it without a Johnny!" He hit me 
and told me to lie still. Not being aroused I was very 
dry down there. 

Jimmy just stuck his cock at the entrance to my vagina 
and forced himself into me, which was quite painful. 
Then came the sawing motion…in out, in out, in out. 
Gradually I was becoming wet from his pre-cum and my 
own lubrication so it got easier. He was grunting and 
groaning while I pleaded with him, "Don't cum inside 
me! Please Jimmy pull out when you cum! Promise, you 
won't cum in me! Please Jimmy be careful, don't cum 
inside me!" 

Suddenly he rammed his cock hard into me and shouted, 
"I'm coming, I'm coming, and I'm shooting in you!" 

I was screaming, "No, please no Jimmy! Pull it out!" 

After he'd cum, he rolled off me, then, pushed three of 
his fingers into my pussy slopping them around in his 
cum, he pulled them out and forced them into my mouth, 
making me gag. I had never tasted a man's sperm before, 
and to me it was horrible; he did this a few times, 
forcing me to lick his fingers clean. Now I was 
pregnant again! This time I gave birth to our daughter.

Jimmy was still bullying me and forcing me into sex 
whenever he wanted; he still threatened to let his 
friends fuck me if I didn't co-operate. Even though he 
was using Johnnies again, he nicknamed me his "spunk 
bag" often referring to me in this way in front of 
others. I knew Jimmy was having sex with other girls, 
even two of my friends but I didn't care. I thought the 
more he fucks them, the less he'd be looking to shag 
me. 

Then he started telling me more and more, that he 
wanted to watch other men screwing me. He said it was 
his fantasy and he was going to bring someone home one 
day so he could watch him doing me. It got to the stage 
where I was living in terror, in case he would make me 
do it. 

One thing about Jimmy, he was a good provider for me 
and the kids, he used to work on the railways and did 
lots of overtime, often coming home when the kids and I 
were in bed. We never went short of food or clothes, 
and he was always buying presents for the kids, but he 
spent far too much money on drink. This was sometimes 
ok, because he would often be too drunk to force 
himself on me. 

One night however, he came home drunk in the early 
hours of the morning and woke me up saying, "I've 
brought a present home for you." He turned to the open 
bedroom door and said quietly, "Come in here Moses and 
close the door." 

I looked over to see a black man coming towards the 
bed! I froze in shock and fear, my head was pounding 
and my mouth and throat went dry! I tried to scream no, 
but nothing came out. Jimmy sensed my fear and said, 
"Relax, relax! Moses has never shagged a white woman. 
In fact he hasn't shagged any woman since coming to 
England, over two years ago! I told him he could fuck 
you for a pound, that's why he's here."

I was shaking so much that my teeth were rattling; I 
began pleading, "No Jimmy no! Oh god, please no!" 

But he snapped at me, "Shut up, will you or the 
neighbours will hear you and you'll wake the kids." The 
he started kissing me roughly and I could smell his 
boozy breath. He was squeezing my tits really hard, 
then he was pulling my nightdress off and I was 
struggling with him and crying, begging him not to do 
this to me. He took no notice. He never allowed me to 
wear my knickers in bed, so without my nightdress I was 
completely naked; especially as the blankets had fallen 
onto the floor during the struggle. 

I saw that Moses was standing on the other side of the 
bed. He had his trousers off and was rubbing his hard 
cock with one hand. I could see his black knob all wet 
with his pre-cum. I was crying and pleading with him 
not to do it to me. Jimmy pulled my hands above my head 
to stop me fighting, while Moses climbed on the bed and 
pulled my legs apart. I was sobbing, begging, pleading 
with them both not to do it.

"Please god, don't let them do it! Please stop them." 
Then Moses' hard cock was pressing at the entrance to 
my vagina. I squealed, "No!" He pressed forward and 
buried himself right inside me. He began thrusting 
himself in and out of me. It must have been his pre-cum 
that got him inside me so easily, because my pussy was 
bone dry. Then it hit me…he wasn't wearing a condom! I 
screamed at Jimmy, "Make him put a Johnny on please! 
Jimmy please!" He ordered Moses, "Get your cock out of 
her quick." He gave him a rubber Johnny which Moses put 
on, and then he was straight back into me, shoving his 
cock up my cunt to the hilt. He might not have had sex 
for two years, but he fucked me for ages. I thought he 
would never finish. Meanwhile, Jimmy forced his hard 
cock into my mouth and told me to suck it. 

This was the first time I ever had a cock in my mouth 
and it was awful, my husband's dick in my mouth, and a 
black man I didn't know, ramming his black cock up my 
cunt. When Jimmy came in my mouth, he made me swallow 
it all and clean his dick! Then he gave me a running 
commentary on what Moses was doing to me! "Kathy, this 
is lovely watching Moses black cock going in and out of 
your white fanny. His cock is really big and it's 
stretching your pussy. I don't think any of your 
friends have ever shagged a black man, not even 
Jennifer or Carol." They were two of my friends I knew 
Jimmy was fucking. "You're the first to have a black 
cock up you. They'll all be so jealous when they find 
out." 

I thought, "Oh god no! Please don't tell anyone." Jimmy 
went on! "You must love it! I can see your cunt lips 
sucking on Moses cock when he pulls it out they are 
stretching out with his dick, and when he goes in, they 
push right inside with his black dick. You must be 
really tight up her fanny, eh Moses?" I cried out, 
"It's because I am dry. His cock is making me sore. Its 
hurting me; please make him hurry up and come, or pull 
it out!" I heard Moses say, "I'm not used to rubbers. I 
can't fuck right with rubbers on so I'm taking it off." 
I cried, "No, no, no; Jimmy. Give him the Vaseline from 
the cabinet or he will give me a black baby." 

Moses applied the Vaseline to my cunt; then pushed his 
dick back into me; this was better now, and took a 
little bit of the soreness away. Moses sped up and 
after a few more minutes he came in me really hard. His 
body was stiff for a long time and then he went limp 
and kept mumbling, "Yah mama, You're, gonna have my 
black baby." 

I swear to god that I could feel his cock jerking 
inside me, and then he withdrew it, rolled off me and 
lay beside me on the bed. Moses pulled off the Johnny 
and said; "What'da want to do with this Jimmy?" He took 
it from him and held it up to see how much spunk was in 
it. Then he forced me to open my mouth and emptied the 
condom into it. I gagged, but he held my nose which 
forced me to swallow it all. He made me give Moses cock 
a quick suck to clean it. He then let him out of the 
house. 

I spent the rest of the night crying, while he kept 
telling me how great it was watching another man fuck 
me. Especially a black man with a huge black cock! He 
said "You must have really enjoyed that big black bone 
inside you," and all my sobbing and crying was because 
of, "the pleasure you were getting from it." He would 
not accept that it was from the soreness, pain and 
humiliation that he and his friend had put me through. 
Then he said the only thing that had spoiled it for us 
was that Moses hadn't given me a bellyful of his black 
spunk.

My story continues along this line for another year or 
so, with my degradation at the hands of my husband 
Jimmy, until his untimely, or perhaps, from my point of 
view, timely death. If any readers are interested in 
reading about what else has happened to me over the 
years, I will write more episodes from my life history. 
I would dearly love feedback from readers, letting me 
know what they think of my first story.

Kathy S.          

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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.

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