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Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- Should Have Listened To My Mother by TheNewHorizon (thenewhorizon@gmail.com) *** This is a story about a young teenage girl who is determined to find her long lost father despite her mother constantly warnings. She ends up learning the hard way. (M/f-teen, ped, nc, rp, inc, preg) *** I should have listened to my mother... as I look back on the events that happened to me that is all I can tell myself. I didn't listen to her and as a result my life has been turned upside down. Let me start from the beginning, my name is Julie and I am a 16 year old girl living with my mother in a typical suburban part of the city. My mother is the only parent I have ever known, my father has never been around ever. Initially she used to tell me he was dead but as I grew older I realized she wasn't speaking of him in the past tense so eventually she admitted he was alive still but said he was a bad man. Over time as I grew older I managed to dig out bits and pieces of information about my father from her. She always spoke so negatively of him saying he was a bastard, a terrible man, a rough disgusting man that had once raped her. That's how I was born according to her, I was a rape child. Despite all this negative talk about my father there was part of me that didn't want to accept that he could possibly be as bad as she claimed he was. I began thinking she was just embellishing her stories of him because she had become so bitter and angry at him and men in general over the years. One day I told my mother I was going to try and find my father and meet him. She completely freaked out on me yelling at me and crying and forbidding me to ever meet him. She said he would ruin my life if I ever met him, he does nothing but ruin peoples lives and to stay away from him no matter what because I was young and accomplishing so much that she didn't want me throwing it all away. She was mainly referring to my swimming, I was part of a swim team and completed in many competitions and was really starting to excel at it. Being a young girl with a nice slim skinny body I was perfect for it. Everyone always adored me too saying I was the cutest girl on the team, being blond, blued eyed and had some decent sized breasts definitely helps in that department. I was still too curious about my father, having no male role model in my life I felt I should seek him out and at the very least get his side of the story about him and my mother. Even though it was the very early days of the internet I was still able to track him down and even find a photo of him when he was younger. Apparently it was true, he was accused of raping my mother but the charges were later dropped for lack of evidence. I was still determined to meet my father despite whatever my mother said, my father lived about 2 hours away in a smaller town. I bought myself a bus ticket and would head out there Friday afternoon. I cooked up some big lie to my mother telling her I was going to my friend's cottage for the weekend. Luckily she didn't question it, I had done this before so it wasn't unusual. On the bus I was so excited, I was finally going to meet my real father, my face was constantly smiling the entire way there. Once I arrived at the small town I managed to find his address, it was a small house in a rundown area, the whole area looked pretty red-neck. Unfortunately he wasn't home so I went back to the main street. Asking around some people told me he usually hangs around one of the local bars and pointed me in the right direction. When I found the bar I was reluctant to go any further, it looked trashy and rundown, looked like a rough place to hang out in definitely not the kind of place for a petite 16 year old girl to walk into. This bar reflected the town overall, a town that had fallen on hard times and lost its way. I told myself I had come this far it would be stupid to turn back now and give up so I sucked it up and walked in. The bar was a dirty disgusting place, all the men were middle aged, over weight and rough and scummy in appearance. Of course they all hollered and whistled as I entered the place. The bartender saw this and came up to me quickly asking if I was sure I was in the right place. I told him my father's name and that I was looking for him. He pointed to a man in the back of the bar drinking alone and smoking a cigarette. As I walked across the bar I could feel all the dirty old men eyeing me up and down mentally undressing me. It was a hot summer day so I was wearing a short skirt (but not too short) and a nice tank top that showed off my figure nicely. As I walked up to my father I could see him also eyeing me up and down just like all the other men, it was obvious he did not recognize his own daughter. Before I could even say a word to him he said rudely, "Hey baby have you come to give me a lap dance, I ain't paying for it though." My father looked much like that younger picture of him except he had aged badly and looked like a rough red neck, I was taken back a bit by his rudeness and brutal appearance. I asked him his name, he told me his name was Ron but asked why I wanted to know. I finally sat down and told him I was his daughter and told him about my mother. The whole time he just continued to gawk me up and down like a teenage boy seeing a naked girl for the first time, the only thing he could utter to me was, "Well, ain't that so...." I was getting nervous now; I realized this wasn't the man I had pictured in my mind. This man looked closer to what my mother had described of him but I still wanted to give him a chance though. I had a million questions for him but him seemed uninterested in answering them all there with all his bar buddies watching over. He suggested we go into another room in the bar. He took my arm and led me into some Staff/VIP area. I was getting scared because I didn't know where he was taking me but he reassured me everything was fine. The room was much quieter and empty, it had some couches, was messy with beer bottles every where, left over drug residue on the tables. Obviously this was a drug room where people came into either do their drugs or deal them. He sat close beside me on the couch and started to tell me about his past, about how he met my mother and what the times were like back then. As he was telling his story he placed one of his hands on my knee, I didn't think much of it at first but very slowly as the story went on his hand started to drift lower down my thigh. I was uncomfortable with what he was doing but at the same time I wanted to hear more of his story so I tried to ignore it the best I could and shifted my position a few times to discourage him. Finally he settled his hand half way on my thigh which I allowed him to leave it there as a compromise, he did however begin to gently massage my thigh which made me nervous but felt good. We went on to explain that he knew my mother for several months and had been hanging around her friends for some time then one night all of them had been drunk and he started making out with my mother. Things got more hot and heavy but once he had pulled out his dick she got scared and didn't want to have sex with him. He was drunk and young at the time and didn't care so he held her down and proceeded to have sex with her anyways. She tried charging him but since they were all drunk there was no reliable witnesses and they didn't have proper DNA evidence back then so he got off easy. As he was finishing up his story he again moved his hand up my thigh so that it was resting just below my pussy, he was slowly massaging my inner thigh. I was trying to shift my position again to get him to move his hand but he wasn't budging this time so reluctantly I let him keep his hand that high up on me. He finished up his story by saying he had heard she later got pregnant and ended up having his child but after that he never heard a single thing about either of them until now. It was at this point he shifted his hand suddenly and cupped my panty covered pussy and reached over and kissed me open mouth shoving his tongue in my mouth. I was shocked by his boldness, I couldn't believe any father would do such a thing to their daughter. I started to freak and tried pushing him off of me. I managed to free myself partially to yell out "What the fuck are you doing? I am your daughter for christ sakes! Stop it!" I could see the lust and evil in his eyes when he yelled back "I don't care you slut, I made you, I created you, if it wasn't for me you wouldn't even be alive! Your mine and I can do whatever I please with you!" My mother was right; it was a huge mistake to come visit my father. He was an evil, disgusting man, I knew it now but was so blind to it before. I watched helplessly as he knocked me down across the couch, he flipped up my skirt over my stomach and grabbed with both of his hands my panties and yanked them off effortlessly. I continued to yell and scream but being back in this private room there was nobody to hear me not that anyone would have cared. I was crying uncontrollably now awaiting the inevitable, my father was unbuckling his pants and I came to the realization that my own father was going to rape me. I was not a virgin but I was inexperienced only had sex once a year earlier at a house party. It was a mistake then just as this was equally a bad mistake. Unable to control the situation she watched in shame as her father roughly repositioned her and lined up his hard old dick at her entrance. My father laughed looking at me helpless, before entering me he smirked and said "Here it comes baby, Daddy's home now." Her father started inserting his large cock into her pussy, luckily she wasn't totally dry because her father massaging her thigh earlier had made her a little bit damp down there. He just remarked as his cock started to slide in a little, "See baby, I knew you were a slut; you're already wet for daddy." Every word from him cut through my heart, I was wrong to think he might not have been as bad as my mother had told me all these years, she was right all along. Too late now though, I could feel my father's cock penetrating me now sliding the rest of the way into my tight box as he started to thrust in and out of me. This was it, I was being fucked my own father unprotected and I had just met him 30 minutes ago. I just laid there still continuing to cry as he continued to rape me. After he had been fucking me at a good tempo for a while he reached under my shirt and bra and started squeezing my breasts. He was now pounding into me hard, I was feeling pleasure from his assault on me but didn't want to admit it. How was it possible for me to feel pleasure from this rape her own father was giving her. My father's strokes were now harder and shorter, I knew he was getting close to cumming but there was nothing I could do about it. Suddenly he stopped deep in me and roared a loud noise as he began to start ejaculating into me, his daughter. I felt spurt after spurt of warm fluid enter my pussy completely filling me. My first ever load of cum deposited in me, I felt great shame. As my father had finished cumming in me unprotected he collapsed on top of me on the couch and he proceeded to force his tongue down my throat again. Once he started to get soft he pulled out of me and started to pull up his pants again. I just laid their on the couch still crying, frozen unable to believe what just happened. How could things have gone so bad so quickly in under an hour. I went from being extremely happy to finally meeting my dad to detesting him with the same kind of hate my mother has for him. Yet here I was, I put myself into this situation needlessly if I had only listened to my mother I wouldn't be laying her with my father's cum dripping out of me. My father picked up my panties and threw them in my face ordering me to put them back on and to follow him out of here. He announced he was going to take me to his home and show me around and he wouldn't take no for an answer. I was stuck and I knew it, I had no chance to escape him right now so I had to go along with it. Reluctantly I pulled up my panties again over my still cum filled pussy partially trapping his potent sperm in me. My panties immediately became soaked and his sperm slowly started to oozed out of my sides down my legs. I straightened up my shirt and skirt and he lead me out the back door of the club to his pickup truck. There was still no way I could run and escape so for now I had to just go along with it for now. When we arrived at his home I was less than impressed with the inside of the place. Almost no furniture other then a dirty couch, an old shitty TV and the place was generally a huge mess with beer bottles and old rotting pizza lying about. He even showed me his bedroom which consisted of a dirty mattress on the ground, no box spring or frame, just a dirty mattress on the ground not even sheets on it and all his clothes scattered about on the ground since he had no dresser or cabinet. He told me that I will sleep here with him tonight. When he said that I gulped and was very scared. He had already raped me, what else did he have in mind for me? It was now the evening so he took me outside in his rundown back yard, tons of garbage scattered about and rusted out car was littering the yard. Even though it was now the evening and cooler outside he told me it was too hot to be wearing my shirt and skirt and told me to just strip down to my bra and panties. I was too afraid to disobey him so just did as he said. As my father was BBQing on his grill one of his neighbors came over to say hello. I almost died of embarrassment, this old fat hillbilly man could see me practically naked. The worse part was that you could very obviously see my panties were stained with cum and dried cum down my legs was clearly visible. He just smiled and asked who I was, my father just smiled and said, "Some runaway slut from the big city." After my father said that I guess it gave him an idea, he then asked my friend if he wanted a free BJ to cover a football bet he owed him from before. The hillbilly thought about it looking me up and down and agreed. I had a terrible feeling was all tensed up on the verge of crying again, I had never given a blow job before in my life. All I could go by was what my girlfriends had told me and what I had seen on a few porno videos she had seen at her friend’s house. The fat old man sat down in a lawn chair and unbuckled his pants and pulled out his already hard penis, this dick was much smaller then my father's but still fairly wide. I was very reluctant to walk over to him but my father stared at me and ordered me to take care of him. I had no choice yet again and had to obey him so here I was about to give my first blow job to some old fat disgusting hillbilly man. I slowly bent down on to my knees in front of him as he spread his legs for me, I could see the smile on his face as I grabbed his dick and started to jerk it a few times. He was getting impatient with me so he grabbed the back of my head and forcefully lowered my mouth on to his dick. As I started to suck on his cock which tasted disgusting he relaxed more. Sadly here I was performing oral sex on a disgusting old fat man and strangely enough I was pretty good at it having figured it out fairly easily, I was sucking him off as fast as I could to try and get it over as fast as possible, the man seemed to approve of my skills judging by his moaning and after only a few minutes he tensed up and I could feel my mouth suddenly flood with his warm fluid. I had never tasted cum before in my life so I was unsure how it was supposed to taste like but I did not like it at all, it was salty and I hated the texture of it and as a result I started to gag but he held my mouth on him still and forced me to swallow most of it. He started laughing along with my dad, calling me a nature cock sucker. As soon as I was done a few tears became to roll down my face as I fully came to terms with what I had just done. Where was my self-respect and pride? I knew it was slowly being killed off as I was submitting to my rapist father's will. Again I kept repeating in my head that I should have listened to my mother. After we ate some burgers my father built a bon-fire outside in the backyard and he pulled out his beers. His neighbor friend hung around still and they proceeded to get drunk while he sat around the fire. After they had a beer or two he realized I wasn't drinking anything and insisted that I started drinking beer with them, he wouldn't take no for an answer. I did not like the taste of beer but slowly forced myself to drink it. With my own friends we usually just drank coolers or rum and coke so I was not used to drinking any kind of beer. After I forced myself to drink 2 or 3 bottles I began to get used to the taste and before long I wasn't far behind my father and his friend having at least 8 or 9 beers. By this point we were all very drunk and it was getting late. His neighbor friend headed home and my father picked me up and carried me into the house sort of just like if I was his new wife and he was carrying me into our honeymoon room for the first time. He carried me into his poor excuse for a bedroom and threw me down on his dirty mattress he called a bed. I was too drunk and no longer thinking straight any more, I knew he was going to fuck me again but there was nothing I could do to stop it so this time I was going to let him rape me again without trying to fight it, what was the point anyways? I watched as he slowly stripped naked in front of me. This was the first real time I had been with a naked man before, even when I lost my virginity a year ago the boy didn't fully strip naked and had only took off his pants to fuck her but this time she was actually going to be with a naked man it was just unfortunate for her that it was her father. Although her father was an old rough redneck no longer in great shape in her drunken haze she could see how he still did look somewhat attractive in manly sort of way. She could see now how her mother was interested in him initially but after years of this kind of life style it didn't treat him well, he had many scars and scratches probably from bar fights and god knows what else. As her father looked at her standing naked above her he ordered me to remove my bra and panties. I did so without hesitation, I told myself I would submit to him tonight but tomorrow I had to escape from him and get back home no matter what. With his dick already hardened from the simple sight of my naked teenage body he instructed me to start sucking on his cock. As I did with his friend I got on my knees and slowly lowered my head over his dick and began to suck on him. He grabbed the hair on the back of my head and began to face fuck me controlling the speed of the blow job himself. This was definitely a lot rougher for me and I could feel a single tear roll down my face. After about two minutes he stopped and pulled his cock out of my mouth and joined me on the bed. My father proceeded to position me into the doggy style position and entered my cunt from behind. Shamefully my body subconsciously must have been enjoying this act of child abuse because my pussy was already wet and he slid his long dick into me with ease. My father began thrusting in and out of me with force, he grabbed my hair and pulled back on it for support as he roughly fucked me from behind. I felt like a total slut, here was my drunk father brutally fucking me who was also drunk on a dirty mattress and worse I was feeling pleasure from it, tears rolled down from my eyes yet again not from pain but from the realization that I was moaning for him on every deep thrust into me. My father was treating me just like any other whore he would have picked up. It was all my fault for putting myself in this position, how could I have been so stupid, it was all too late now though to second guess myself, my body already knew that and had betrayed me. My body was lusting for his cock yet my mind was filled with shame and sadness that her father was doing this to her. We had been fucking now in this position for nearly 20 minutes and my father grew tired of plowing into me from behind so he rolled over on to his back and pulled me over on top of him so that I was straddling him. I wasn't sure what to do so he helped guide his own cock into my pussy and pulled me down on him. I then slowly began to move myself up and down on him and began to ride my father just like I had seen in some porn videos before. As I was rocking back and forth riding my father now at a good pace I could not bare to look at his face. I could only look away or close my eyes not wanting to admit what I was doing with my father. He on the other hand didn't care what I was looking at, all he knew was that a hot teenage girl that just happened to be his long lost daughter was bouncing up and down on his hard shaft. He played with my tits and smacked my ass repeatedly as I fucked him. After several more minutes I started to feel something I have never felt before, I then realized I was starting to orgasm while fucking my father. No, no, no I thought I tried to hold back not wanting to orgasm with my father but it was no use my orgasm overtook my body and an overpowering wave of feeling shook my body as I came riding his cock. My father realized what happened and laughed and said, "Now it’s my turn bitch, Daddy made you feel good now it’s my turn you slut." He rolled me over on to my back and got between my legs shoving his cock into me immediately. He was now thrusting in me extremely hard and quick, I didn't even realize it but my legs had instinctively locked around his hairy ass as he pumped into me now at an incredible pace. The entire time fucking me in this position the end of his cock was continually hitting my cervix until finally on one of his hard thrusts he managed to push his cockhead past my cervix and he entered slightly direct into my womb, my father could sense this as well as he had stopped moving. This new feeling was too much for him pushing him over the top and he began to erupt again for the second time in me. I remained still as I felt him spray his load of cum directly into my womb. He was groaning loud in my ear as he ejaculated in me. My father had just finished filling my tight cunt for the second time today. I then finally realized and was shocked to see my own legs wrapped around him keeping him in me, what a total slut I was, I thought. After I unhooked my legs my father withdrew and rolled off me immediately falling asleep after this long fuck session we just had. All I could do was lay there on the dirty mattress and stare at the ceiling as my father's cum slowly drained out of me. My mind began thinking things over again replaying everything over again in my head. This wasn't what I came here for at all, I was so wrong to doubt my mother and think my dad might have been not as bad as she made him sound. I had now found out the hard way the truth about my father, my mom was speaking the truth about him the whole time but I didn't want to believe her. Now as a result of my own stubbornness and stupidity my father had raped me and more shamefully she didn't even try to stop him the second time and even had an orgasm. What was wrong with her, good girls don't fuck their fathers let alone have an orgasm as a result. She must be a slut, a whore, there was no other explanation for why she could feel pleasure from her father raping her. I looked over at my now sleeping father, this was the true him. My father was a typical brutish redneck type of man, he cared little that I was his daughter. To him I was no different then some slut whore he would pay money to but since I was his daughter he used that to his advantage to rape me, I was so naive. After lying in the bed for over an hour wide awake trying to come to terms what had just happened in the last 12 hours I finally got up and made my way to the bathroom. The bathroom looked to be one of the dirtiest rooms in the house, the toilet looked like it hadn't been cleaned in years. Very carefully I still managed to clean myself up. I decided this was the only time I would have to escape while he was sleeping off his drunkenness. Luckily I had my purse with me with my money and ID but unfortunately my bag with my change of clothes was locked inside his truck still so I had no choice to put back on those cum stained panties and my skirt and top that I was wearing from before. It was after 3am when I left my father's house and started to walk into town. Unknown to me my father's neighbor friend had still been awake and had noticed me looking into my dad's truck earlier when I tried to retrieve my clothes. He kept an eye on me and followed me down the dirt road. He had quietly crept up behind me and when was close enough stuck out his leg forward to trip me. I fell immediately and I felt a man drag me slightly off the road into a small ditch. I was confused what was happening and trying to fight back and defend myself; I thought it was my father who had maybe realized I left and caught up with me. When I started screaming I felt a hand over my mouth then I finally saw a face come into view and realized it was my father's friend who I was forced to suck off earlier. He told me to be quiet and he wasn't going to hurt me but he wanted to fuck me or else he was going to drag me back to my dad's place. I was more afraid what my father might do to me knowing I had taken off so I relaxed and agreed to what he wanted, the lesser of two evils. He pulled my panties to the side and pulled out his dick. I had expected him to fuck me unprotected as well but surprisingly he pulled out a condom. He told me there was no way he was going to risk getting an STD from some city slut, saying I was a filthy whore and for all he knew I could have anything. I felt so degraded by the way he was branding me but said nothing to defend myself. I watched him roll on the condom then he inserted his cock into me, I was already wet from the sex with my father so he slid into me easily. This old hillbilly was obviously no Casanova, after only 2 minutes of thrusting in and out of me he was ready to cum. Rather then ejaculate in the condom however he pulled out rolled off the condom and repositioned himself over my head, he started jacking him self off above my head then groaned as he started cumming over my face. Most of hit me in the forehead and hair, although some of his cum also hit me on my left eye. After he was done he simply buckled up his pants and walked away not even saying another word, he just left me in the ditch with my face covered in his cum. I waited a minute before getting up, when I did he was no where to be seen. I covered up my pussy again and had only my shirt to dry off the cum on my face. I did what I could to remove the cum from my hair but without a mirror I couldn't tell if I had got it all and I ended up mashing a lot of into other parts of my hair which didn't help. My shirt now had visible cum stains just like my panties, I must have looked like a complete whore walking down the street at this hour looking like this, luckily there wasn't anyone else awake to see me. When I arrived at the bus terminal there was very few people there, those that were there all looked at me funny. I bought a ticket for the next bus which would be leaving at 5:45pm which was slightly over an hour from now. While waiting I went into the bathroom so see if I had got rid of all the cum on my face. Looking in the mirror I was relieved that I had indeed cleaned up my face but my hair was another story, there was several visible stains in my hair that had only got worse when I had tried to clean it earlier and had only really managed to bash more hair into it. Looking in the mirror she truly had a just fucked look to her, her clothes were all dirty from being dragged around in that dirty house and falling into the ditch and the cum in her hair just completed the look. When the bus finally came I was one of the only ones on it so I was able to sleep the whole way back to the city. In my dreams I had dreams of my father fucking me again, it wasn't necessarily a bad dream nor a good dream but more of a lustful sexual dream. As I awoke I was sickened with myself that I was dreaming in a sexual way about a man that had just raped me. As the bus pulled into the city I kept shaking my head speaking quietly to myself that I should have listened to my mother. I was stupid and wrong to think my father could have been a decent man, I was looking for a male role model, a father figure and in my head I thought I could find that with my father but I was dead wrong. My mother had been telling me the truth about him the entire time but I wouldn't listen and I learned the hard way. Since the bus ride was only two hours I got home early in the morning still before my mother was awake, I was relieved that she didn't discover me in that appearance. I managed to clean myself up gain and put on some clean clothes before my mother finally woke up. She obviously was surprised to see me. I made up some excuse that my friend had gotten sick over night so we ended up coming home early. My mother was suspicious but didn't hassle me any further about what happened that night. If she only knew the truth she would have freaked out on me which is why I could never tell her the truth no matter what. I could also never admit to her that she was right, I knew she was but after being so defiant to her I felt like a fool and couldn't admit to her. So as a result when I missed my period weeks later I knew that my father had impregnated me. Just like my mother before me I was going to have a rape child, my own father's child. It was then that I realized that this child would end up having 2/3's of my father's DNA, my child would end up being closer to him then myself. I debated for weeks with myself whether to have an abortion or not but I could not make a decision. My mother by this time suspected I was pregnant and confronted me with it. I admitted I was pregnant but would not give her any more details, I absolutely refused to tell her who the father was. As result she completely lost it on me calling me a whore and a terrible daughter how she had done everything to raise me right and I threw it all away. She went on to say she gave up her youth to keep me and this was how I was repaying her, she could not accept what I had done and I couldn't believe it but my own mother, the only parent I have ever really known had just disowned me. She kicked me out of the house and legally was allowed to do it since I was over 16 years old. She told me I had betrayed her and she wanted nothing to do with me any more. I was in shock, I had never seen my mother react to something so strongly like she did with this. I could only imagine what she would have done if I had told her the truth, she probably would have killed me or something. Sadly I accepted her banishment and my good friend allowed me to stay there for the time being but when her parents found out I was now a few months pregnant they asked me to leave saying I was a bad example for their daughter. With no where else to turn or live. Now 3 months pregnant I headed back to that small little town where my father lived. I couldn't believe I was actually boarding a bus to head back to that abusive man that put me into this situation in the first place. I could have gone to a shelter or lived on the street but instead I was surrendering to the only other family member I had left despite how horrible he was. When I arrived at his door obviously he was surprised to see me but being his rude self chuckled and said "Hey baby, come back for more of your father's cock?." I told him I was pregnant with his child and asked to stay with him. He could have turned me away but he took me in no questions asked. So with that I had to begin a new life of living with my rapist father. From that day on every night my father would fuck me and every morning he demanded he get a morning blow job. I had given into his redneck style of life, I wore hardly any clothes around the house most of the time and stopped wearing bras and panties. My pussy was constantly filled with my father's cum. Sometimes he would pass me off to other men to settle gambling debts. As I grew more noticeably pregnant my father stopped fucking me and instead just pimped me off to other disgusting men at that local bar. I remember one time in particular, I was 8 months pregnant being fucked by some overweight slob of a truck driver in one of the back rooms of the bar. As people were snorting coke right across from us watching us fuck I remembered thinking to myself so this what my life has become.... If only I had listened to my mother then none of this would have been happening. She could have still been in school, excelling on her swim team and living a normal teenager’s life. Instead now she was a redneck country slut, her father's slut carrying his child. *** A month later I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, sadly I wasn't able to hold on to her very long. The state child protection services found out the condition of my father's place and took the kid away. Of course my father didn't care in the slightest and was actually happy that noisy "thing" was gone. Over the next 3 years I continued to live with my father as his slut, this was the darkest period of my life and much of it is just a blur for me. My father didn't feel like working any more so he had me start dancing at a local strip club to make money for him. He managed to get me pregnant twice more over this time, I had another baby girl and I miscarried the other pregnancy. My second child was also taken away by the State officials. Just after I had turned 19 my old friend had decided to find me. She was always upset that her parents had kicked her friend out at her worse time of need and she wanted to find her friend again because she always felt that I was in trouble this entire time. Finding me was not easy I had never told her that I went to see my father so she had no information to go by. After she talked to my mother she was of no help either but she did allow her to look at my computer. Looking through all my old files she found my father's information and thought that was a good indication that I had gone there. When my friend had rolled up in her car beside my father's house she was scared, to her this place looked like a nightmare. She knocked on the door repeatedly but there was no answer. Being a little brave she opened the door and walked in, a minute later she found me passed out sleeping naked on that dirty stained mattress. She looked at her old friend laying naked on that disgusting mattress, cum was leaking out of her and she had bruises over parts of her body. She knew I had been through a terrible time. She was determined to rescue me. I remember waking up in a daze to her face looking at me, I was such a mess physically and mentally that I didn't even recognize her at first. She told me to get dressed and that we were leaving immediately. My soul had been beaten down to pulp that I was now submissive to any one so whatever order she barked at me agreed and obeyed. After my friend got me away from my father I started to come back to my senses and I confessed and told her my whole long story about how I ended up there. She felt so sorry for me and cried with me through most of it. She allowed me to live with her in her new apartment and I got my life back in order. Eventually I even managed to get my two children back after I showed that I was now a responsible person living in a clean healthy place. I never did speak with my mother again, I think after my friend had taken a look at my computer she also pieced together the clues and figured out what happened. I had broken her heart and I took full responsibility for that, if I had only listened to her. I realized now that I had become exactly like my mother, I was giving up my youth to raise my two daughters just as my mother had done with me. I now understood why my mother freaked out on me and disowned me, she had always wanted better for me for me to rise above her own life and accomplish something bigger and better with my life but instead I had failed her and became exactly like her, following exactly in her footsteps and that was something she couldn't accept. My mother was smarter then I could ever have imagined and I ignored it, if I had only listened to her all those times. For the next 15 years I went on to raise my two daughter's that my own father had left me with. Unlike my mother I decided not to tell my daughters any details about the truth of their father, curiosity killed the cat for myself so I didn't want the same thing happening with them. Fate works in strange ways though; it had been 15 years since I last saw my rapist father so long ago that I rarely ever thought of him any more or that period of my life but suddenly out of the blue it all came back to me after he again regretfully showed up into my life and my daughters lives again... Part 2 My life was turned upside down 15 years ago when I decided to find my real father against my mother's wishes. I didn't listen to her and I learned the hard way the truth about my father. He raped me and impregnated me, having no one else to turn to after my mother disowned me I fell into a trapped abusive life with my father where he treated me like his slut girlfriend not his daughter. I did manage to escape though thought the help of my friend and went on to raise my two daughters alone just like my mother had raised me. These past 15 years I had done well for myself going back to school part time and becoming a legal secretary. Just like my mother had tried to do I also was trying to give my two daughters now 15 and 14 years old a better life. Fate can be very cruel however, 15 years is just long enough to totally forget a past life, I did not want to remember those 3 years that I lived with my rapist father and for the most part I had moved on and forgotten those days which was hard to do initially when you look at your daughters knowing your own father was responsible for them. I had become to complacent lately, I never ever thought either my mother or father would ever come back into my life after all this time but sure enough I was wrong. Unfortunately it wasn't my mother that came back into my life, that at least would have been welcome. No instead my father out of no where decided to interfere with our lives. It was a day like any other; I was arriving home from work slightly early today and was looking forward to watching a movie tonight at home with my two daughters Jammie and Casey. As I was entering our apartment building I noticed an older man pacing around outside, I didn't think much of it at the time but he did look a little familiar although he was farther away from me so I didn't get a good look. Not too long after I settled down and started to relax I heard a knock on the door. Looking through the peep hole I could see it was that older man, looked maybe 60 years old or so but I wasn't sure who he was. I yelled out "Who are you? What do you want?." The old man replied calmly, "Julie, this is your father. I would like to talk to you for a few minutes." Julie's heart almost skipped a beat, she was scared like she hadn't been in over 15 years. She had always hoped this monster had died over the years but sadly here he was out of the blue. "Go AWAY or I'm calling the cops, get the fuck out of here" was Julie's immediate response. Her father just remained calm and pleaded to just talk to her for a few minutes. Julie picked up an aluminum baseball bat they always kept by the door just in case trouble came looking for them. Julie agreed to let him in but warned him to keep his distance and not to try anything. When she slowly opened the door she was surprised at the sight of her father, he looked considerably older now but at the same time it looked like he had cleaned himself up more and at least looked somewhat more respectable then the old redneck image she had in her head. Her father seemed subdued and sat down at their table and started to talk with her. He said he doesn't blame her for the way she reacted to him and that he knows he was a horrible father in the past and what he had done to her was criminal and there was no excuses for it. He went on to explain how after I had disappeared that one day he was devastated and that it wasn't until after I had escaped him that he actually thought about what he did to me. My father explained how he cleaned himself up slowly and got into some sort of trades job working with metals and for the past 15 years or so had been working there. It was around then that I cut him off and was blunt with him, I told him I don't fucking care what he was doing the last 15 years, whatever it was it must have been considerably much easier and nicer then having to raise 2 children on your own. I asked him what the hell he wanted, was he here for forgiveness or something? I didn't get it. My father also cut to the chase too, he admitted that although he had a good job all those years he ended up blowing all his money on gambling a bad habit he never was able to rid himself of. He wasn't asking me for forgiveness for what he did but he was asking if he could stay here for a little while until he could find another trades job in the city. Was he fucking insane? I was too skeptical of anything he had to say. Even though I was freaking out on him and pissed he would even suggest such a thing he just remained calm then entire time. He looked like a defeated man, this was not quite the man I remember raping me. My father said he understood all of my concerns and was well aware I would feel this way but he had no other options. I was the only family he still had. I realized just as I had gone back to him knowing he was abusive rapist, he was doing the same thing because at some level we were still family. My father then gave me an envelope that had $5000 inside it. He said that is all the remaining money he was able to save and keep away from his gambling debts, he said I could have it and put it towards "our" kids if I allowed him to stay. I really didn't want to accept that money from him, I was doing fine with my daughters without him all these years but this money would definitely go a long way towards college for them. So reluctantly I couldn't even believe I was about to do this but I accepted it and allowed him to sleep on the couch. I laid out many rules for him and if he broke any of them he would be out the door immediately. Among the rules I imposed on him, he couldn't touch me or the girls in any way whatsoever, he had to sleep on the couch and no where else, he wasn't to walk around naked or even half naked anywhere, he was not too drink any alcohol and finally he was not to tell my daughters that he was their real father. He was to refer to himself as Ron, a friend of mine and that's it. At the moment we both heard the apartment door opening, Jammie and Casey were home from school. They were surprised to see a man inside their place. In all the years both Jammie and Casey had never seen their mother date or be involved with a man so this looked a little out of the usual. Julie introduced to her daughters her father simply by his first name Ron saying he was an old friend who had fallen on hard times and would be staying with us for a little while. Ron looked at his young daughters or were they partly his grandchildren as well? he wasn't sure. He was amazed how beautiful both of them were though. Jammie was the oldest child at 15 years old and was already well developed, had an amazing figure and some averaged sized breasts that were no doubt still growing. Casey was a year younger and also was beginning to develop into a woman, she had smaller petite breasts and still had a younger look to her to go along with a slim body. Both Jammie and Casey were brunettes, which took after their father not their mother nor my own mother who were blond. Julie figured if anything was to go wrong it would happen within the first week but surprisingly nothing happened. Her father settled in and the girls were kind of happy to have a male presence in the household. Ever since I escaped my father's torment I never again had any relationships with any men, as sad as it was to admit her father was the only true sexual relationship she ever had with a man. After all that abuse she didn't really feel the need for sex any more after that. Julie was confused, did her father really change, this man who had been staying with them for weeks now was like a totally different person then that rough redneck personality she once knew. Then one night the true father she knew came back. Since he was forbidden to drink in the house he went out to a local bar one night and ended up having too much to drink, he was totally wasted and the evil in him came back out when he was drunk. It was about 2:30am when he staggered back into the apartment and wandered into the main room. It was a Saturday night and I was still up watching some late night TV when he came in. I was sleepy myself so I didn't even notice he was drunk until he sat down beside me on the couch and I could smell the liquor from his breath. Before I could even react he put his hand up my shorts and shoved his tongue down my throat. I managed to break off from him and slap him hard across the face. He then lunged on me and pinned me down. He whispered in my ear, "Julie baby, I'm horny and I want some pussy tonight, you can either give me some just like old times or I can pay a visit to one of the other two pussies in the house, your choice baby." I began crying as he gave me a minute to make a choice, there was no real choice anyways, I had to do it with him to protect my daughters from this monster at least until he got sober again. Reluctantly I agreed knowing I had yet again made a huge mistake allowing this monster in the house. My mother once told me that he was an evil man that would never ever change, even 15 years later and after all I had been through I still wasn't listening to her and making big mistakes as a result. I led my drunken old father to my bedroom, we both stripped and here I was about to have sex again with my father only this time it was 15 years later after, I was in my 30's and he was about 60 years old. I was submitting to him to protect my daughters I told myself, just do it and get it over with. I watched as my old father got on the bed naked with me, most of his body hair was now graying and he was much fatter now then before. He got between my legs and started eating me out for a few minutes. This was something he had never done for me in the past, never. It didn't take me long before he had me close to an orgasm, it had been many years since I have had sex so this felt new to me again. Being out of action for so long I couldn't hold back and started to orgasm from my father's sucking, he sensed this and shifted positions rubbing his cock head up and down my slit. He then started to thrust in and I felt his entire cock slide all the way down to the hilt feeling his hairy balls slap into me. It felt extremely good to be filled like this but again like every other time I had sex with my father I felt great shame and sadness but my body always betrayed me and the lust won over. Despite his drunkenness he had great staying power and we managed to fuck each other hard just like old times for over an hour. We had switched positions several times and then while I was riding his cock I orgasimed a second time. This was too much for the old man and he went stiff held my ass hard on his cock as he began erupting spewing his sperm in my pussy, spurt after spurt of cum flooded me until I was full. I got off of him and we both fell asleep without cleaning ourselves up from the mess we made. The next morning I woke up early, the girls had already woke up and left to go to a friends place so it was just me and my father in the apartment. I cleaned myself up, got dressed and grabbed my baseball bat. When he finally got up and started to walk naked towards the bathroom he never saw me coming and I took a huge swing smashing the bat behind his knee cap as hard as I could. He collapsed instantly with incredible pain swearing and yelling. I stepped on his neck and spoke down to him, "If you ever try and pull anything like last night again I will kill you. I could have killed you right now but I am warning you instead. I can't deny any longer that I am a slut, sadly you are the only lover I have ever known and for what its worth we do fuck each other pretty well dad but I will not have you even thinking of fucking my daughters. You and I can fuck once in a while if I am ok with it but that's it, none of this rape stuff, if you want to fuck me your daughter then at least be a man about it." I was trembling as I said this to him, I couldn’t even believe the words I spoke but it was true. I finally admitted to myself that although my father raped and abused me 15 years ago he still was the only lover I had ever known and I was coming to acceptance of that. I also realized that I was lonely, I did need a man for some loving once in a while, something I had denied myself for many years. I told my father I could be his lover but not his slut or whore and definitely my daughters were not to be touched by him. I had to make that as clear as possible. I realized I had turned the tables, he used me before for his own personal pleasures but now I will use him under my own terms. My father in pain and clearly surprised by my aggressive ambush of him he had no choice but to agree. I forced my will on to him just as he did on me last night and I had no apologies for that. He later limped off I assumed to visit the hospital to see how much damage I gave him. I also left during the day to get the after morning pill, there was no way I would be having any more of his children which is why I also put myself on the birth control pill as well from then on. Ron later returned with a cane limping and explained nothing was damaged but it would be sore for a week or so. After my assault on my father he had learned his lesson, he knew I was not to be messed with and he was smart enough to see that he was being offered a casual sex relationship with his adult daughter, what more could he ask for. Although I knew he wanted a piece of the younger girls doing so would have bad consequences and he wasn't going to risk it. Several months went by and my father and I had gotten back into fucking each other on a regular basis. My daughter's Jammie and Casey started to clue into the fact that Ron was sleeping with me every night and they even heard us fucking on several occasions as we were very loud. Both Jammie and Casey started asking me questions and tip toeing around asking if we were officially together now, if Ron was my boyfriend now. I had no real choice but tell them yes, they were both very happy for me that I finally had a man. If only they knew the truth I don't think they would be so happy. My dysfunctional sexual relationship with my father was neither normal nor acceptable in anyone’s eyes so it was better them to know Ron as my boyfriend then to know the real truth. As time went on we all grew closer despite this family setup being a dysfunctional one. Except for that one night that my drunken father had threatened me he had otherwise has been a completely different person then the abusive rapist I knew many years before. Both Jammie and Casey grew closer to him knowing him only as Ron. He was the only real male presence in their life and I could see it was having an impact on them. I was a bit disturbed when Jammie and Casey would occasionally flirt with my father and tease him a lot of the time by walking around the apartment in only their bra and panties. Seeing 15 and 14 year old girls strutting around half naked must have been torture for the old man, the younger man I knew would have raped them already but this was now a beaten down old man, he had lost his edge. *** It was now nearing the end of school for Jammie and Casey. Jammie was going to an end of year dance, her first major dance at high school and se was very excited about it. Ron watched quietly into the room as he saw Julie helping Jammie get dressed for the big night. Jamie had a sexy dark blue dress on that showed off her figure nicely. Just watching his young sexy daughter the product of incest got him very horny but he knew he couldn't act on it, he was now a shell of his former self and he knew it. He resigned himself to looking but not touching. Both Julie and Ron wished her a good time as she left with her date a young boy about her same age. Julie did not wait up for her daughter later, she trusted her and wanted to give her a taste of freedom so she didn't give her a curfew or wait up for her. Julie went to sleep early because she had to wake up early to work on Saturday unfortunately. Ron on the other hand stayed up late watching TV, sitting back and vegetating. Around 2:00am he heard someone fumbling around with keys at the door but no one came in. So he got up and walked over to investigate, he could see it was Jammie and he could still see she was having problems getting the door open so he helped her out and opened it for her. He could tell that she was obviously drunk and had a hickie on her neck. He whispered to her to be quiet and come in. Jammie stumbled in and plopped herself down on the sofa. Her dress was slightly a miss so he knew she had been fooling around with her date tonight. For the first time ever in his life he felt like he was a father and had to comfort her and see if she was ok. He slowly sat down with her and asked if she had a good time tonight. Jammie just smiled with lust in her eyes, she said she had a lot of fun tonight but the party ended a little too soon for her, she was still horny. Ron being an old man was pretty surprised to hear a 15 year old talk like this so he wasn't sure what to make of it. Jammie just leaned up close to Ron and said in a lustful voice, "How about you and me have some fun old man? I want to have some fun." She leaned forward and kissed him and grabbed his crotch. Ron got scared, he didn't want to get caught, "Uh, uh Jammie, we can't do this, I'm too old for you and I’m with your mother, it isn't right..." He tried to resist her but Jammie jumped up and got over his lap startling him. Jammie dared him to turn her down and then slowly started to unzip her dress from behind until the top part fell down exposing her still small breasts for him. "I know you've wanted to see these for a while you old dirty man, I've seen the way you look at me sometimes when I walk around here in my bra and panties, you can't deny it.." Ron didn't want this, he was trying to be a better man it was already bad enough he raped his daughter Jammie's mother many years ago but here was his incestuous child coming on to him basically throwing herself at him. Despite Julie's warning he couldn't resist he started to cup her breasts and fondle them. Before long Jammie had stepped out of her dress and removed her panties. She was naked on him and giving him sort of a slow lap dance on the couch. She was still very drunk and this was an entirely different side of Jammie that Ron had never seen before, even Julie probably had never seen this side of her before. She was now tugging at his boxers and pulling them down exposing his hard cock. Jammie repositioned herself between his legs and started to give the old man an enthusiastic blow job. Little did she know it was actually her real father not just her mother's boyfriend. Ron watched as his young 15 year old daughter sucked on his 60 year old mans dick. He was aware of the consequences of what was happening but he couldn't help it, she had begged for it from him and he couldn't stop himself now. After she had wetted his cock Jammie climbed back up on top of Ron and positioned his cock at her entrance. Obviously she wasn't a virgin, this young girl was already experienced. Before she impaled herself though he warned her, "uh Jammie, we aren't using a condom." Jammie just replied with no expression, "I don't care, I could always get an abortion if I need to." and with that she dropped herself on his long hard cock which sank immediately to the hilt. Jammie started bouncing up and down on the old man, she was clearly in control fucking his old hard cock. She was starting to moan louder which scared Ron, he had to put his hand over her mouth to muffle her otherwise Julie was going to wake up. Ron couldn't believe he was fucking her and that she initiated it. Even when he tried to be a good guy he was still doing bad stuff he shouldn't be doing. Ron gave into it though, he was still a man and loved young pussy so if his 15 year old daughter wanted to fuck him who was he to stop her. After 20 minutes Jammie orgasimed and froze on his cock, not wanting to skip a beat Ron picked her up and dropped her down on the couch and repositioned himself again and entered her. Being a 60 year old man he was amazed he still had the lasting power while fucking such a young tight pussy but here he was plowing into her with long hard strokes and just like her mother Jammie was locking her legs behind him, he couldn't even pull out if he wanted to. The moment of truth then came and he exploded deep inside her cunt, filling her entire pussy with his old man cum. He stayed in her for a moment cupping her tits a few more times before separating. Jammie just smiled a sluttly look and kissed him open mouth. She explained to him, "I've been listening and watching you fuck my mother for some time now and you have helped me get off many times, I thought it would be nice to return the favor. Also I wanted to prove that I can be a hotter fuck then her, do you agree?." Ron just smiled but in reality he knew he was playing with fire much more so then ever before in his life. Ron could see his cum spilling out of her, his daughter, his daughter's daughter. The Ron of the past would have found that hot and sexy but somehow over the 15 years he had been tamed and he began to realize he was feeling guilt at what he just did even if he didn't initiate it. *** Over the next few weeks things were normal except for Jammie, occasionally cornering him when Julie was out and demanding sex. Ron couldn't believe it but it was two younger women calling the shot bossing him around now, quite a change from his younger years. The only way he felt more like the man he used to be was when he drank a lot but he refused to do it. What was worse now was that Casey was also starting to openly flirt and even flash Ron, he didn't know where this was leading to but he had a gut feeling in his stomach that things were spinning out of control. The last thing he wanted was Julie to go to the police later and tell them I had raped her and their own incestuous daughters. A jury would convict you in 2 seconds over something like that. Ron could tell both sisters had something big planned for the night their mother had to travel to work related dinner in another city 4 hours away, because of the distance she would be staying the night but would be back the next morning. Julie had felt comfortable enough now to leave both of her daughters with him alone for the night but empathized not to fuck up stuff or he would be sorry. After Julie had left that evening both of the girls started drinking some vodka they had acquired from somewhere. I tried to tell them they shouldn't be drinking but Jammie just rudely replied, "Fuck off Ron, your not our father and we can do whatever we feel like and if you like our pussies you should just shut up and stop complaining." Did she just say "our" pussies? What the hell did they have in mind? Through the night they stayed mostly in the kitchen drinking, quietly whispering to each other and giggling like normal teenage girls. They insisted I drink as well so as I result I ended up having about three screw drivers which were heavy on the vodka. I was getting very drunk, the first time in a long while but I wasn't feeling angry rage like I usually do when I drink, I felt a lot mellower. Later towards midnight both Jammie and Casey disappeared for about 15 minutes into their room. When they came back they were both wearing their school girl uniform with the skirt hiked up high and the top tied tight exposing skin. They both smiled to me and told me they wanted to have fun with me to night. Both Jammie and Casey went to each side of me on the couch and started kissing me and grabbing my crotch. As they both grabbed my crotch they began kissing each other as well in front of me. After a few minutes of this I was hard as hell and they led me into their bedroom. Jammie took one look around and said, "No, no, no this won't do, we'll have to go to mom's bed which is much bigger." We all got on the bed and they both pulled off my pants and shirt. They then told me to watch, I sat their mesmerized as they took turns eating each other out, not surprisingly there was no panties under those skirts. At one point I watched as both teenage girls got into the 69 position as they continued to pleasure each other. After both sisters had got themselves hot and wet they turned their attention to Ron and started giving him a blow job together. Both girls worked the full length of his long shaft, Jammie also began to fondle his balls. Jammie then said softly, "We have a special treat for you tonight, you get to take Casey's virginity." Ron nearly came right then hearing that. He stopped the girls for a moment saying, "Whoa! Wait a minute, your mother is going to kill me if she ever found out I don't think we can do this as much as I want to." Casey spoke up and told him that she wanted to become a woman like her sister, she also had peaked in many times while he and their mother had sex. She was too curious and too horny, she wanted to lose her virginity and she wanted him to take it. Needless to say she also didn't know that Ron was her father and here she was asking him to devirginize her. Casey pointed out that she was going to lose it soon anyways it might as well be with a real man with a real cock and not some clumsy boy. Ron thought about it and realized he had already gone this far he might as well go for it and hope their mother doesn't find out. It had been decades now since he last had a virgin so how could he say no. With out saying another word, he spread her legs and lined up his hard erect cock to her virgin hole. Looking down at this sweet 14 year old girl in a school girl outfit was truly an erotic sight. As my cockhead nudged her still almost hairless pussy she moaned, I rubbed it up and down her slit to gain some lubrication and at the same time fumbled to undo her shirt which Jammie helped me with I was now feeling her tiny A-cup breasts as I was about to push into her tight hole. It was slow going at first, only the corona of my cock slipping in but slowly more began to give way until I hit her hymen. Her facial expressions signaled pain so I warned her, she told me to quick wasting time so with out further delay I jabbed my cock hard into her and I felt her maidenhood give way as my cock buried down to the hilt. I had now taken the virginity of this 14 year old girl, my daughter, my daughter's daughter... I began to slowly fuck her at first with nice slow easy strokes until her pussy adjusted to my size and the pain died down. Once she started humping back at me I started to pick up the pace more and really fuck this teenage girl hard. Jammie watched on while fingering herself as she watched her sister lose her virginity and get fucked by this 60 year old man. I had tried to hold out longer but once I felt Casey being overtaken by an orgasm I couldn't wait any longer, I threw my head back as I began ejaculating into her tight cunt filling her teenage womb with my potent sperm. As I withdrew from her I could see lots of my sperm leaking out of her, Jammie quickly got between her sisters legs and began licking and sucking it up. All three of us went on to fuck for the rest of the night in many positions, I must have came at least 5-6 times in the girls and the girls likewise had many orgasms. For tonight I felt like I was younger again, not in a rough and brutal like I once was but in another way, I felt alive. We all fell asleep sometime as the sun was starting to rise up. Both girls laying on my chest, their pussies a sticky mess and the bed an awful mess as well. The entire apartment reeked of sex and all of them totally forgot Julie would be back in the morning. *** As Julie entered her apartment building she was relieved to be back home again, she was growing tired of these business related dinners but it was still necessary to attend them. As she walked into her apartment something seemed off, they placed reeked of sex and she got a sickening feeling in her stomach. She tip toed down the hall way to the bedrooms, her daughter’s bedroom was empty. As she turned the corner to her own bedroom she stopped dead in her tracks, there right before her was her two teenage daughters laying naked together sleeping with her father on her bed. She absolutely couldn't believe it as she noticed her father's cum smeared on their pussies Julie knew she had failed them, yet again she had made another mistake in life and as a result her daughter’s lives would be screwed up just like her own. She broke down and started crying at the door. As she sat on the floor shaking her head asking herself how she could have been so stupid to trust the man that had once raped her images of her mother flooded her head. Even after 15 years why hadn't she listened to her mother and never trusted him, to this day she still was giving her bastard of a father a chance despite all the horrible things he had done and now as a result both her daughters the products of incest with this horrible man were now probably pregnant with this monsters children. Julie couldn't take it any more, she had to stand up for them, for herself and for her mother. It was time to break the cycle, this man would not be allowed to ruin any more lives after this day. Julie ran out of the apartment and searched through storage in her apartment. She had bought a hand gun many years ago just in case her father had ever came back. After a few minutes she found it buried with some of her old stuff still fully loaded. When Julie reentered the apartment she knew what she was going to do, she did not care of the consequences. At this moment she knew exactly what her own mother felt when she learned I was pregnant, she felt dead inside herself. Her life was a terrible waste anyways, her father ruined it many years ago, even though she recovered and raised her daughters she was still a defeated and mentally destroyed person. Maybe this would be belated revenge for her. As Julie entered the bedroom she started yelling at them pointing the gun at her father. They all woke up caught off guard and scared. Julie motioned for Jammie and Casey to move out of the way. They knew they were caught in big trouble and did not dare question their mother. Her father started pleading for his life saying he didn't rape them, they had seduced him. Bullshit, lies she thought, she wouldn't believe his version of the story. He begged for Jammie and Casey to backup his story but they remained silent, he grew desperate begging and pleading. Julie grew tired of this pathetic display, images of the past raced through her mind of her father raping her that fateful day all the way up until this moment, she softly said to him while tears followed down her face, "Sorry dad, it ends here, mom was right I should have listened to her many years ago, you are a terrible rapist father and that is something that is not forgivable, you will ruin no more lives, good bye dad it was nice knowing you." As she finished her sentence closed her eyes and pulled the trigger. What happened next was too much of a blur. A loud bang then mentally she had broke down, lots of screaming, police and ambulance noises followed but Julie was too far gone. Everything was a complete blur, I think people were trying to ask me questions but I had no clue what was happening. It wasn't until weeks later I sort of snapped out of it and I was in some sort of hospital with my wrist handcuffed to the bed. A detective later talked with me about everything that had happened, apparently I had killed my father at point blank range. He went on to say he knew about my past, after I had the mental breakdown they started piecing together and figured out what my father had done to her in the past and what he did to my daughters. The detective also told me that he spoke with my old friend that had originally helped rescue me away from him and he had also spoken to my mother. He said that for the past few weeks I was constantly repeating over and over again "I Should have listened to my Mother." Needless to say they were not going to charge me with my father's murder, no jury would ever convict me and if there was ever a case for an insanity defense this was definitely it. He said that I would have to spend some time here in this hospital though to receive some mental rehabilitation and therapy. I asked what was happening with my daughters, he explained that they were also a bit shaken up over the whole ordeal of what happened. They knew nothing of the truth that he was their father so it obviously shook them up a bit but they were doing well and that surprisingly my mother came forward and offered to continue raising them and take care of them. I smiled and felt good about that. I could see the detective was hesitating though, holding something back from me. I pressured him and he finally told me something that I didn't want to hear. Both my daughter's were pregnant with his child and both were insistent on keeping their child even though doctors, the detectives and her mother urged them not to keep it because the children would be yet another generation of incest. The children would end up having 75% of my father's DNA however they wanted to still have the child despite the ugly truth. Over time I got better and yet once again moved on with my life, Jammie and Casey both gave birth both having baby girls. Luckily though my mother worked her magic and managed to convince the girls to give up the girls for adoption. As a result they went on to live normal teenage lives and did well at school. My mother was extremely proud of her grandchildren. I later reconciled with my mother after over 15 years, we had much to talk about, I finally apologized for not listening to her all those years ago and she forgave me also blaming herself for kicking her out of the house. We were on good terms again and together we raised my two daughters over the next few years. Both Jammie and Casey went on to finish school get good jobs and marry good men. My mother and I were happy for accomplishing that, that's all my mother ever wanted was to better the life of her child, that didn't quite happen with me but at least we were able to do it with my children. Many years later Ron our "father" is never spoken of within the family, not even Jammie and Casey's husbands knew the truth that they were incest children nor did they know both had more incestuous children of their own. For now everyone is happy but we live knowing full well those two girls are out there somewhere and maybe one day they'll come looking for their mother. We were all comforted by the fact though those girls would never ever be able to meet their father and that was the most important thing. The End ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author does not condone the described behavior in real life. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Kristen's collection - Directory 42