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It deals with her job, her adjustments to single life and with the eventual adultery with her boss's husband. (MF, cheat, work, affair) *** It's February 21, 1993. My watch says I am thirty minutes late for my interview. I look at myself in the window of the dress shop and thought, "Not bad." Not bad at all for a forty five year old mom of four kids and a grandmother of two. I've lost ninety seven pounds and my size ten jeans feel so damn good. I feel sexy and young when I wear my jeans. My weight a year ago was out of control and it took two car wrecks and a divorce to drop the pounds off. Still, I wasn't skinny, but I was proud of the weight I had lost and now in the window I see a different person. I love the comments from people I don't know, like, "You could pass for a thirty year old." My hair, I dyed back to the color I had when I first met Ron and it was really light. I just have to find out if green eyed blondes have more fun like I have always heard. I bet I can in this west Texas town. My divorce became final today. I was married for twenty seven years. Ron, a drowning, abusive, alcoholic didn't want to be saved. It was time to let him drown before he took me with him. I couldn't do it anymore and the beatings were repeated way to often. Now here I am, at my job interview in Odessa, Texas. I was living in New York City. My best friend Carla, told me her sister Deann was the owner of a dress shop, and would help me, but she told me to be careful as she was known to be a gossip, a back-stabber, and that is why Carla couldn't stand her. She never really said too much about Deann's husband, Sean Michael. Yet, I had made this decision to completely start over and I would use whatever and whoever, even Deann if I must, to get the life I now needed. If I really was through with Ron, it was now or never. Two weeks here in Odessa and I still don't know anyone. Well, I know the lady at the corner seven eleven, but I don't remember her name. And I know the maintenance man, Jack. My key broke off in the lock the first night I was here and he spent three hours trying to fix it. Between the two of us we smoked a pack and a half of cigarettes and finished off a twelve pack of Coors Light. He was nice and finally had me in my apartment by three in the morning. He kept asking, "Are you sure you won't go out on a date with me?" Since I really didn't know him that well, I told him my fiancé would be coming to join me here in a few months. He was nice, but not that nice. I just couldn't get over all this flirting and attention I was getting. It made me feel good and I didn't feel ugly as I always had with Ron. Yes, it is definitely a big change from New York. Carla told me Odessa was one of the friendliest places she had ever been. Everyone I have met proved this to be true. I like this place, the people, their way of speaking, and even the way they all wave as they pass you in their vehicles, even though they haven't a clue as to who the hell you are. I walked inside the dress shop and up to the counter. I recognized one of the sales ladies to be Deann from the photo that Carla gave me. Before I could say anything, Deann eyed me up and down, and said, "Hi there." She had the most annoying, whiney voice. She was from Texas alright, and you could hear that in her slang. A very small, skinny woman, with no breasts, the longest fingernails I had ever seen, and mousy brown hair. Her best feature would have to be her icy blue eyes. They were kind eyes though, but she has got to be wearing contacts, I thought to myself. I almost laughed out loud, at that voice, those nails, and how she might sound to her husband, Sean Michael. I could just hear her, especially early in the morning, and being woke up to that whine. She was a person I would not pick to strike up a conversation with, and I had certainly never had the misfortune of being flat- chested. My 40 DD's with my light blonde hair, had already turned a few heads in the short time being here. I then said confidently, in my most professional New York tongue, "Hello, my name is Candace." She looked at me very snobbishly, and replied, "Candy, I knew it was you the minute you came in the store." Oh my God, she called me Candy! No ever one calls me Candy! Not even my best friend! Not even my ex! Not even my own mother! "Ah-hem, excuse me, it's Candace," I proudly said. "I'm sorry not to have called you, but I have been so busy trying to get moved in and settled." She leaned in toward me and in a whisper said, "I know all the spots and I know all the spots on the spots. Don't worry, I am here for you. Just tell Deann, and you'll have it in a snap." And she snapped her long fingers, almost pricking my nose with her two inch nails. I replied, "Well, thank you, I do appreciate all the help you and your husband have given me." I truly meant that, because when I got here, my apartment was waiting, and ready for me to furnish, and she gave me this job, so I really should stick it out since I have no other options. Still standing close, she again whispered, "You start to work on Monday at 8am and this Friday, we're having a small dinner party and I insist that you come." I smiled and thought, Oh God, do I have to? She just looked at me said nothing. I finally said, "Thank you, I'd love to come." We said goodbye and just before I got to the door to leave, Deann yells, "Oh, Candy, Friday, and seven sharp!" I turned and waved, not showing the anger for her calling me that name again and said, "Gotcha." I walked out, got in my car, and drove to my new home. I was so relieved that part was over. I could only wonder what her husband was like. That poor man. I woke up early Friday to get an early start for the party. Some of my best dresses were still packed away and I had to go through them to find the right one. I literally had to kick my ass to get it out bed. It had been a long and stressful two weeks. I had tried to put up some of my things, but I was having some trouble getting used to this time change. I even went to buy some decorations, yet I just couldn't bring myself to do them. Then Ron called four days in a row on my cell, wanting to know why I hadn't called him to give him my address. I lied and told him I had been under the weather. I didn't want to tell him I was enjoying the peace and quiet. I didn't tell him about my job, or my hair. I didn’t tell him what I was really thinking, "Leave me the fuck alone!" He never will need to know a damn thing about me again. Looking in the mirror, the popular title, "Little Black Dress," fit me well. It was leather, very low in the front, and revealed my deep cleavage. It had cut outs to reveal my sides, and was about mid thigh. I laughed to myself thinking about Carla. She was always saying she wished she had a pair of legs like mine. My long blonde hair, I decided, was to be left as it was, loose. Yes, I felt loose tonight and wanted to appear that way. I slipped on my three inch "Fuck Me" black high heels, grabbed my black sequined bag, and headed out the door deciding to forget New York and that low life son of a bitch I had wasted my life on. I pulled up in front of the gates to the address Carla had given me. She told me she would pick me up, but I really didn't want to be in a position of not being able to leave if I needed to. So, I felt somewhat at ease knowing I could go home at anytime. I couldn't believe Deann's home was so huge. The long drive to the front was a scenic one. Large trees and shrubs, flowers of every color, a pond with a small bridge built over it, stone statues, almost making it have a cemetery look to it. I laughed aloud as I passed a statue of Jesus with his hand upon the head of a small child. What was this woman trying to portray? Where did she get all this money? True, she owned a dress shop, but her husband Sean was a photographer. In my mind, that couldn't pay for all of this. One or the other has to have a rich Daddy. Probably Deann. Still grinning as I parked my car, I checked myself in the mirror, reapplied my lip liner and lipstick, took a deep breath, and got out to fix my dress. My black bag slipped out from under my arm, fell on the brick drive, my lipstick and liner rolled out, and there lay my hand mirror, right side up. Thank goodness it was not broken. How lucky I was, I thought as I bent down to pick up the contents and the bag. I looked under the car and didn't see the lipstick. "Oh great," I said aloud. I stood up and found myself staring at a man with the most handsome face and chocolate brown eyes I had ever seen. His hair was light brown with a little grey at his temples. "You must be Candy," he said with a grin. As he leaned on top of the car with his hands folded, I noticed the lost tube of lipstick tucked within his long fingers of his right hand. I grinned back and said, "Candace is the name and you have my lipstick." His grin went into a full blown smile, showing straight white teeth. Full lips gave way to a slight curl in his smile as he replied, "It seems I have been misinformed again. I was told your name was Candy, but she never mentioned you were this beautiful." I blushed and said, "We must be talking about Deann," and under my breath followed with, "I don't suppose she wouldn't inform you." He looked at me puzzled and said, "What was that Darlin'?" "Oh, I said shyly, my lipstick must have rolled under the hood." He laughed and said, "Well I found it for ya and by the way, my name is Sean. I'm Deann's husband." I watched him as he rose to his full height. He was about six feet tall and as he came around the car, I was not prepared for just how good looking he was. My heart was racing as he said, "Well, now that we got that out of the way, let's go and introduce you to everyone else. You do know that Carla is here?" "Yes, I am looking forward to seeing her. I haven't seen her since last year." I had told Carla about my weight loss and I hoped she would recognize me, I thought as we walked up to the house. I could smell his cologne and it really rocked my senses. Stop it Candace, I said to myself. He is married! I thought how odd a couple he and Deann made and what in the world had attracted him to her in the first place? He had a deep sexy voice, but not the Texas twang as Deann, although, grinning as I thought, he did call me ‘Darlin’. We approached the large white pillars in front and he respectfully opened the door for me. The peach and rust Terrazzo floor spread out to the spiral staircase that led up, I presumed, to the bedrooms. To my left looked like a library, to the right, he was guiding me to a large room filled with guests. We entered and I immediately recognized that voice I so dreaded to hear. It was Deann whining "Candy, Candy." She threw her arms around me and gave me a wet kiss on my cheek. Thank God I brought my car, I thought, mentally patting myself on my back. "Oh, I see you've met Sean Michael," Deann said. Smiling, I said, "Yes, I have." Proudly she replied, "Well, I told him to get his butt outside and watch for a blond with big hooters." Oh my God, she didn't just say what I thought she said! I wanted to turn and leave right then and go put on a turtleneck! But I just put on my best smile and pretended I didn't hear that comment. The next thing I knew, Carla was by my side greeting me with a big hug and whispering in my ear, "Shit, you look so good !" "Damn good thing I am not a Lesbian !" Then she said, "Told Ya about Deann." I looked at her smiling and said, "Duh!" Carla had been my best friend for twenty three years and helped me through my divorce. She was about my height, deep auburn hair, and had always been smaller in weight than I. She had four children, almost the same ages of my own. We had even been pregnant the same time twice together. We didn't plan that, it just happened that way. Whenever we were out together we always got looks from people like, "Wow, a blond and a redhead." They didn't know the bond we had and to see her now was like a cool drink on a hot day. The night was spent with introductions to all the important people from Odessa. I met the Mayor and his wife, several lawyers, rich oil men, snobby wives, and many influential residents. Really though, no one there seemed to be a real close friend of Deann. Sean hung around the men and fit in well. Deann spent most of her time stopping quickly to make small comments on this and that, then to give orders to her servants. Poor people, I thought, having to take orders from that voice. The party started to break up by ten and I was so glad to say goodnight. Both Sean and Deann walked the final guests to the doors and we all said goodbye. I didn't realize I was parked right next to Carla and we both agreed we needed a nightcap so we headed to a bar that she said was a lot more fun than where we had just been. We pulled up to the bar called "Basin Nights" that was a popular Karaoke bar in Odessa. I realized my bag was missing. I had left it at Deann's house and Carla said it would be on me the next time we got a wild hair to do this. So, I decided I would tell Deann at work and hopefully she would bring it to me as I had plenty of makeup and I had no intentions of ever going back to her house again if I could get out of it. We didn't sing at the bar, although the DJ wanted us too, but we did have a blast flirting and dancing with all the sexy good-looking Cowboys. One in particular, wanted me to go to breakfast with him. No, no, I thought. "Too soon for me," I told him. Carla and I sat there drinking until two in the morning, talking about the good, the bad, and ugly of our lives. Divorce had been the best decision for us both. She had been divorced for five years and still single. I was celebrating mine right there and celebrating hard. When I started to cry, I knew she was right in telling me we needed to go to Pojo's. It was an all night cafe, right up the street, and coffee sounded wonderful. We sat for two more hours and finally I was sober enough to drive home alone. As I opened my hung-over mind and eyes, I was so happy it was Saturday instead of Monday. What was I doing trying to drink as much as I did last night? A shower, a hot shower, that's what I needed. I stayed in the bathroom, letting the hot water pound on my head until it ran cold. I tried to fix me an egg sandwich but when I cracked the egg, I almost gagged. So, I opted for two peanut butter crackers. I lived on those when I was pregnant and my kids loved them too. I don't have to wonder why. The weeks flew by and my job was so easy. I loved putting jewelry and dresses on the mannequins, fixing their hair with color coordinating hats and shoes, and posing their skinny cold bodies. But every day, I still had to deal with Deann and that voice. It was worth it though, as I received many compliments from all the customers for my display windows. And believe it or not, I soon got a raise after only six weeks of being there. Deann said I was the best employee she had ever had. It was about this time, that one night; I was told I had to close up. Deann felt I was ready, and even though I was a might leery, I accepted. I fell into it quickly and even took the time to get my displays ready for the next day. I could do this full time if I were owner of my own shop. Someday I will do this, I promised myself. I gathered up my purse and I turned around making sure everything was ok and it all looked so good. I was proud of myself and you could see the big smile on my face all the way to my car. I was digging in my purse for my keys when a car pulled up beside me. I heard a familiar voice say, "Hi Darlin'." I quickly turned around to see Deann's husband, Sean, grinning at me with those dark brown eyes making my stomach whirl with flutters. I grinned back and said, "Hi, what are you doing here?" He just kept on grinning as he extended his right arm out the window, holding my black handbag in his long fingers that I had left at his and Deann's house, and I reached to grab it. He quickly pulled it back to him and that little curl on his lip raised up giving him an evil smirk as he said, "It's gonna cost you Darlin'." Oh no, a player, not him, I thought. I can't believe Sean would be like this. He was so nice the first time I met him and I never would have figured him to be a man like this. Before I could answer, he said, "Candace, I only want you to have a cup of coffee with me. Deann told me to bring this to you. I really think it was an excuse to be sure you were closing up the shop the right way, her way. "Don't think I am trying to pick you up or that I have other intentions. It's a cup of coffee? OK?" I didn't have time to think this one over and it had been a long day. I unhesitatingly answered, "That would be real nice, but I would really like to take my car." I was at least thinking a head again, to have a way out of a sticky situation, if it happened to come along. He said, "Sure Darlin', you follow me." I followed him up the street to I-Hop and we went inside and we sat down in the very back, in the smoking section. There were only two tables with customers and I was glad too, as I still felt uneasy being with him alone. He took two cigarettes, lit them, and handed me one. The conversation at first was about me and how good Deann said I was doing. Next we talked of how much of a change it was being here in Texas, and that I really liked the changes. Then it went to his business he was in, a photographer, and how much he loved taking pictures as well as collecting. Then he shocked me by saying, "I would really love to take a photo shoot of you." I said, "Me? I wouldn't make a good subject and I couldn't be patient long enough for you to complete it." "Oh come on," he said, "I really want to do this with you. The first time I saw you I was blown away. You have such interesting features, quite beautiful, if I may say so?" I was blushing and the heat was in my cheeks, not to mention other places in my body I didn't even want to think of. Was this a come on or was I just being my usual paranoid self? Again, I didn't have time to think about this one, or maybe I didn't want to take the time to think about this one. I wondered when and where this was going to happen, as he lit my second cigarette. Curiously I asked, "So where is this supposed to take place?" He said, as he lit his cigarette, and a sparkle in those drop dead gorgeous brown eyes, "My studio is right around the corner from Deann's shop and you can come by every night after work, or when it's convenient for you. However long it takes to get it completed Darlin' is entirely up to you. The more time you give me, the quicker I will work to complete it." I didn't know what to think about all of this, but I shyly answered, "Ok, I'll do it." We sat there for a fifth refill of coffee and another cigarette working out all the details of this shoot. He suggested what I was supposed to wear and what backgrounds and themes he wanted to use to compliment my hair and skin color. Dark colors would be best he said, to bring out my sea green eyes. Oh my God, he noticed my eyes. That made me wonder what else he had noticed. Stop it Candace, I told myself. He is married, very married. Then he shocked me again by asking, "Have you ever thought about posing nude?" Oh Shit, there it is, I thought, the come on. He evidently read the surprise in my expression again for he quickly replied, "Candace, will you please stop thinking I am coming on to you? I am a Photographer. We all ask this question, Darlin'." I looked away and felt embarrassed that he could read me so easily. Damn him, I thought. How can he do that? He is way too perceptive of me, and he doesn't even know me! So I looked right into his eyes to try to convince him, and said, "Will you stop saying you know what I am thinking? You do not even know me, and you certainly don't have a clue as to what I am thinking. So, stop it, please? And no, I have never thought about posing in the nude and I don't want to." I looked down and into my cup of coffee, hoping I had been convincing. He grinned, showing those straight white teeth and said, "Ok Darlin', it's all set." He handed me his business card and without looking, I slipped it into my cigarette case. Then he continued, "How about tomorrow night we start this rodeo?" I couldn't help but grin back after that cute question. I answered with something I have never before said in my life, yet in a low voice so no one could hear, "Yee Haw," and felt like a total dumbass for saying it. He really laughed then. We finished our coffee and he walked me to my car and as we were saying goodnight, he took my hand and kissed the top of it. Before I could say a word, he said, "Candace, it was only a gesture from a gentleman to a Lady." I told him thank you, sat down in my car, looked up at him. He was so handsome and so tall standing there. I really didn't want to go, but I said goodnight and went home, trying to figure out if I had done the right thing by agreeing to this arrangement. I had to close up again that next night. I got the feeling Deann was not feeling well when she asked me to close up shop at lunch break. I was right, for in her usual whiney voice, she said, "Candy, if it's not too much to ask, could you close up the shop again tonight? I'm gonna go home early. I am just not feeling well at all and these damned headaches I've been having are not getting any better." I could have corrected her again, for the hundredth time, but I just said, "Sure sweetie, I'll take care of everything." Then she asked if I would open in the morning, that she had a doctor's appointment and wouldn't be in until the afternoon. I again told her I would and anytime she needed me I would be here for her. She hugged me so hard and dug her two inch nails into my back. I just smiled and went right back to work. Later that evening, while finishing out the register, I remembered the business card Sean had given me. I took it out of my cigarette case and it read, "Sean Michael's Photography." According to the address, he was right in the courtyard of the shopping complex, four doors up from Deann's shop! I was so surprised, thinking, he was that close and never came into the shop in the two and a half months I had been working here. What kind of relationship did they have? Oh well, it was none of my concern, I decided. So I called him and he said tonight was perfect and to come on over. His voice was so sexy. I have got to quit thinking of things like that. It was dark outside, but I was within walking distance and even though the front of his studio was dark, I knocked on the glass door. I noticed in the moonlight a doorbell with a sign above it that read, "After Hours - - Ring Bell." So, I rang the bell. From a long hallway, in the far back, I saw a light come from a door being opened and I recognized his tall figure as he came to unlock the front door. I walked in and he said, "Well, I thought you had decided to do a no show." I replied somewhat snottily, "I always keep my appointments. You know I had to close up? I am just a little late." He smiled in the dark, showing his straight white teeth from the illuminating lights in the back and said, "Good," follow me. Be careful, I have to keep the lights off in the front so no one will bother me when I am working late." He held out his soft, smooth hand to guide me and I gave him mine. I followed him to the very back of the building and into a large room. It was definitely a photographer's studio. Wide pieces of material of different types and colors lay in piles on the floor, lighting equipment, and a long table in the corner with scented candles. Curiosity got the better of me and I asked, "What are the candles for?" He answered quickly, sounding prepared, "That's for the nude models." Opening my mouth to speak, he interrupted, "Candace, it's all in the lighting, Darlin'. Don't worry yourself. Remember, you don't pose nude." "Umphhhh," I thought. He is too smooth. I bet he has all kinds of women coming here late at night. No wonder he doesn't go see Deann at the shop! He broke my train of thought with, "The dressing room is back in the right corner behind the black curtain." I walked to the back with my duffle bag I had packed that morning with about six different outfits inside. Sean told me to bring a swimsuit, a sexy dress, the black one I wore when he first met me, which surprised me that he remembered. I got so flustered; I grabbed all those things, plus a nighty. After getting behind the curtain I asked, "What do you want me in first?" He answered back, "You pick." So I put on the "Little Black Dress." When I walked out, he said grinning, "I was hoping you would pick that." Oh God, my face had to be red because it was on fire! I just walked to the chair sitting in front of the lights and sat down. Sean was adjusting the lighting, which seemed to take forever. I must have crossed my legs ten times while squirming in that chair. Finally he walked over to the table behind him, picked up my cigarette case, lit two cigarettes, and came back over to me and handed me one. He looked at my legs and said, "Uncross your legs, smoke your cigarette, and then I want the pins out of your hair." I had put it up that morning to keep it out of the way and now it would be all wavy. All I could say was, "Ok." I was so thankful for the smoke. God I was nervous and I didn't know why. But, as usual, he picked up on it. He put his hand on my shoulder and said, "Come on now Darlin', it's just me and you. We're going to take some pictures. That's all." Oh, but my mind and body wanted more, much more. He took me smiling, not smiling, my legs crossed, and my legs uncrossed. After shooting me in the dress, we did the pajamas, and the one piece swimsuit. I thought we were about through, as we were already almost an hour into the shoot. Then he stopped, lit two cigarettes, handed me mine and said, "What else did you bring?" After taking a long drag, I said, "A short nighty." He smiled really big and said, "Let's see that nighty Darlin." My stomach did flip flops all the way to the dressing room. I felt his eyes burning my ass as I went behind the curtain to change. I was thinking of his sexy chocolate brown eyes that had been looking at me only for the past hour through his lenses. Shit! Stop it Candace, now. He is married. Married to your Boss! Why my mind even went there, I couldn't figure out, but, I knew I had to quit thinking about it. So I changed quickly and walked out of the dressing room with the sheer red nighty and the robe that went with it. All the buttons were secured up to the neck and the ties were tied. He looked at me with a scowl and said, "Candace, take the robe off, please." Now my whole body became a fireball. I bet you couldn't even tell I was wearing anything red. But I did as he said, and took off the robe. He walked past me, leaving me with a whirling scent of his cologne, to set my head spinning. I thought to myself, "Come on now girl, get a hold of yourself. Don't think anything about him other than that he is your photographer." I turned to see he had taken the chair and replaced it with a black velvet lounge chair. He said, as he eyed me from head to toe, "Lay down." I did as he said and waited again as he reset the lighting. He came over to me and began to spread my hair out to the sides. Oh my God! The way he touched me was so sensual, although I was trying to convince myself again, "He is the photographer!" Then he fixed the hem of my nighty and his hand barely touched the top of my thigh and I flinched. His hands were like a searing set of hot coals. He sat down beside me and purposely did it again, wanting to see my reaction. I moved my leg, only this time, I didn't know my voice would betray me, letting out a whimper. I gave up! I lay my head back and closed my eyes and said, "Shit!" right out loud. I felt his hand on my face, pushing my hair away from my eyes. His other hand went to my right breast and eyes came open and his face was already right in front of mine. That was it! His lips were on mine in a heartbeat, spreading them apart, tasting my tongue, and sucking the very life from me! I had not had sex in five years and my body was ready. I didn't care if this man was married. I didn't care if this man was Deann's husband. At that thought, I pulled back into the lounge chair as far as I could go. As I looked at him, the brown in his eyes had taken on a deep, black passion, telling me he wasn't about to stop. He knew if he did, I would regain my mental strength, and it would be over. He just sat there looking and waiting for me to stop him. I was frozen and my hand wanted to grab hold of his when it pinched my nipple. Instead I said, "Do it, do it all!" I then took my hand and lay it upon his, and followed his own caresses. When his hand left my breast to go down between my legs, I kept right on playing with my breast, pinching my nipple, wetting it with my own saliva. He hesitated for a second and said, "Darlin', can I?" I smiled and said, "I told you, do it all. I want you to do it all to me!" He lay his hand, gently rubbing the outside, making my legs take on a will of their own, spreading themselves apart to let him enter. His long fingers found their way so easily to the inside of my lips, probing the wet and ready opening to where my sensual soul had been stagnant for so long. "Ummmmm," I moaned. Deep inside, went his hot fingers, then out, then back in to examine again this place that makes me cry out in ecstasy. His mouth again kissed my lips, while his hand played me like an instrument. He pulled his fingers out while we twirled our tongues, and softly played with my hard throbbing bud and lips. He quit when he heard in my voice the urgency to orgasm and said, "Are you about to cum Darlin'?" I said in a husky tone, "Yes, please, don't stop! Please make love to me Sean!" He got up and took off his clothes, revealing his long, hard, readied penis. I must have had a look of surprise at just how large it was. He said softly, "Can you take me?" There was no fear in me, but I was at a loss for words and nodded my head to let him know I would try. I spread my legs wide and he went to the end of the lounge chair and again stared at me with hot passion. He went down on his knees and like a wild animal, preparing to attack its prey, and he slowly crawled up between my legs. He kissed the inner part of my thighs, his lips traveled, and the anticipation of what I wanted so badly, was too much to wait for. Finding it hard to catch a breath to speak, I finally said, "Taste me, taste me." He looked at me again and spread my lips apart and said, "Oh Candace, I'm gonna do more to you than that!" His mouth came down on the portal of my soul, rubbing against the bud again, that his fingers so freely played upon. With his teeth he nibbled and little bites he took from it. I found myself holding his head to guide him to the favorite places I couldn't get Ron to go. That almost ruined it for me. Why did I have to think of Ron now? I know it was because Ron had never been so bold to go where Sean was now going. Reading me so well, Sean stopped and climbed in between my legs and passionately kissed me with my own juices on his lips. The salt excited me and then I felt his hard, long, thick penis between my legs. Could I take him? He definitely was the largest man I had ever had sex with. What if I couldn't? Shit! I had to know! I had to try! He raised himself up and with my legs so far apart, he said softly, "I'm goin' in." Did he ever go in! God, he was so big and long. I gasped and let out a cry. He raised up again and said, "Candace, did I hurt you?" Grimacing, I said, "No Sean, please don't stop now. I have to have you. I need you to make love to me, please!" He began to thrust his butt in and out. Fast and then faster. I met every thrust. If he was too big, I didn't care. I didn't know, and I didn't want to know. I felt like an animal, a hunching animal in heat! And I knew I couldn't stop this if I tried. It had to be finished. In that very next moment, I felt his penis swelling even bigger, and as he pressed deeper into me, we both had an orgasm at the same time. It was wild, so wild we both screamed out in unison, almost harmoniously, yet animalistic. Lying spent, only for a few minutes, we passionately kissed. He got up and lit two cigarettes and handed me one. I sat on the edge of the lounge chair and began to cry. He then, sat down beside me and put his arm around my waist. I finally looked at him and he had tears in his eyes. I said, "What is it? I am so sorry, did I do something wrong?" "I didn't mean for this to happen. You are a married man and I should not have let this happen." I really began to cry then. He put his cigarette out in the ash tray, took mine and put it out, turned back to me and said, "Candace, I want you to listen to me for a few moments and not say anything until I have finished, please. I fell in love with you the first day I saw you. My marriage has been over for years. Deann has her life with her friends and I have mine. We haven't made love in years and I don't even approach her to make love, as she was the first one to refuse. "She filed for divorce right before you came here and it will be final in a few months. We have a lot of assets between us, or the divorce would have been over by now. I was in limbo until I saw you and I fell in love for the first time in my life. I didn't come around the shop, for I just knew I would scare you off. Carla and I talked about this and I told her not to tell you. She told me how your first husband had done you and you were not interested in anyone. She told me to give it a couple of months and then approach you." "I thought this photo shoot would be a good way to get to know you. I didn't plan on seducing you tonight until I looked into your sea green eyes and began to drown right through my camera. Your beauty hypnotized me and realized how much I love you. I felt the electricity when I touched your leg and I couldn't help but want to make love to you. I had to taste every inch of you. Please forgive me!" I sat there and didn't know what to say as he hung his head and cried. I put my arms around his shaking body and he grabbed hold of me. We sat there and cried together, gently kissing every now and then. After about an hour of silence, he got up and lit two cigarettes and handed me one and said, "What do you want to do?" I didn't know what to say and I certainly hadn't had time to think about this one for sure! I knew I felt something very strong for Sean, and maybe it was love, I don't know. I would just have to see if what he said about Deann and his relationship was true. If it was, I would go from there, but not from here. So I stood up and looked at him and said, "I think we should take this slow, as we have both been hurt and we don't want to jump into a relationship built on emotions. As far as I am concerned this photo shoot is over. I can't come here and be around you as I will only want you to make love to me again. I am not saying I don't want to see you anymore. I just think our meetings from now on need to be in a safe place where we won't be vulnerable. Maybe we need to meet in a social gathering, or at the stores where we just might happen to run into each other. We can even have coffee again somewhere, as friends, but never alone like this. I just need some time." Sean looked at me sadly and said, "I don't think I can be without you for that long. I need you right now and your here, yet I can't even touch you. How am I supposed to be away from you? And when I do see you in these social gatherings, all I'm gonna want to do is take you right then and there in front of everyone! How can you expect me to act like we're just friends? I am in love with you! Didn't you understand that Candace?" I quickly answered, "Yes, I understand that, and I feel something very strong for you. I have never been in love before Sean, and I don't know what it is. I only know what it isn't! You have to give me some time to find out what it is that I feel for you. Please!" With tears in his eyes and pain in his voice, he said, "Ok, I'll do it, but, don't expect me to wait forever. I just found you and I will not lose you!" I quietly gathered my things and before I left, I knew I had to kiss him goodbye again. I had to feel his lips, his body pressed to mine and have the taste of him linger during the night when I would miss him so. We stood at the front door of his studio for almost an hour just kissing and caressing each other. We had just about talked our bodies into making love again when the lights of a street cleaner went by. I came to my senses, pulling away from the sensual heat that wanted us to stay, and said to him, "I have to go." He looked into my eyes and knew I wanted him to make love to me again, but respectfully he said, "Alright Darlin'." The weeks that followed were horrible. I thought the days would never end and the nights were even worse. Sean would call me and we would talk till the early morning hours. I only got about two to three hours of sleep a day. Working with Deann proved to be a good thing, as she began to confide in me about her and Sean's relationship, not knowing we had been lovers. She also told me that she had an illness. It was terminal. The doctors had found an inoperable tumor inside her brain and she now had months to live. She said she was going to tell Sean soon. How would he take this? I felt so guilty for making love to Sean. I then wondered had I known this, would I have even made love to him at all? Yes, I told myself. At that moment I realized that I was truly in love with Sean. In love for the first time in my life! A few weeks later, Deann announced she was having another party. Sean called me and told me Deann had told him she was dying. He was in shock that she had kept it from him. Yet I could hear the excitement in his voice at the anticipation of our seeing one another. Still, I wasn't looking forward to being in the same room with him and Deann. I had already confided in Carla what had happened between Sean and I. She was so distraught that her sister was dying and yet happy for me. Carla did tell me she was going to be there at the party, I would just stay by her side, and I would be safe. Silly, I thought. I was afraid of being alone with the man I loved. I knew how weak I was when I was around him and if given the chance, I would lay down and give myself to him right there in his own house. So, Carla said if she had to, she would even go to the bathroom with me. We laughed at that one for a long time. And at that point, laughter was the best medicine. The day of the party, Carla and I went shopping. She was built like a square box and she wanted me to help her find something to set off what little curves she had. She had been seeing a man that Deann of all people had introduced her to some time back. They were serious and I was happy to help her as it too had been a long time since she had been in love, if ever. He was coming to the party just to see and be with her, so she was looking for something wild and sexy, and she told me, "Let's make our guys go nuts when we walk in, or have "Blue Balls." As we shopped through the mall, every now and again, we'd just burst out laughing and no one knew our secret joke. We picked out a "Little Black Dress" for Carla that was cut lower and even shorter than mine. Was she ever sexy and it even made her curves stand out. For me, I found a low cut, red satin dress. I thought was way too short but Carla told me, with my light blond hair and the tan I had acquired, I would probably be devoured by Sean the minute he laid eyes on me. We had a blast shopping for all the accessories to match. We had been faithfully going to the tanning salon and both had a dark tan. So, I took her advice and bought the damn dress. We got to my apartment and decided to do the girlfriend thing and get dressed together. We started with the makeup and felt like a teenagers again as we picked out the best colors that would match everything to everything. With our nails finally dry, mine red of course and hers white frosted, our hair pinned high, and knowing we would be the hottest looking "Bitches" there, it was time to go. If we left right now we'd just be fifteen minutes late, and that was a good thing, as we would certainly be noticed when we strutted in. The butler opened the door and said, "Welcome Ladies!" Carla went in first saying, "Hi Jones!" The old black man just grinned real big showing a full set of white teeth, except for one gold tooth right in front. Laughing I said, "I don't remember him having a gold tooth." Carla smiling back said, "He just got it last month and he's real proud of it." I looked back at him and said, "Nice tooth." He grinned even wider. We stood in the doorway and the room fell silent. Then Deann's voice rang clear, "Oh everybody, Carla and Candy are here." Carla leaned over and softly said, "Don't do it." I said back to her in the same tone of voice, "I won't." My eyes raked the room, looking for Sean, which I didn't see, and I whispered, "Remember, don't let me be alone tonight." Carla said back to me, "I won't forget." Then from out of nowhere, this man came up grabbing Carla from behind and I heard him whisper in her ear, "I could eat you right here in front of everyone." She turned around and kissed him, looking happier than I had ever seen her and said without taking her eyes off him, "Candace, this is Sonny." I said, "Hi Sonny." He took my hand and kissed the top of it and said, "Well hi Candace, I have heard a lot about you." Carla quickly replied, "She is taken and so are you." I thought, does every guy in Texas kiss the top of a woman's hand? Then I smiled thinking, there is only one man so far that calls me Darlin'. That was exactly the next thing I heard too, right in front of Deann, as Sean came from the dining room. He walked up to me, taking my hand and kissing the top of it, while inhaling, and said, "Candace Darlin', how are you tonight?" He raped me with his eyes, as I stood there letting him and said, "I am doing fine Sean, and you?" "Just dandy, and may I say, you look ravishing." I was blushing, I could feel it, and he could make me do it faster than anyone had ever before. Finally, Deann made her way across the room and said, "My turn," and she hugged both Carla and myself. Just like the first party, we mingled, and I was reintroduced to all that were there, some of them being new. I was standing by Carla and then when I turned around, she was gone. That little she-devil! She has escaped from this party with Sonny. Now I am alone and if I get cornered by Sean, I am in trouble. But, I smiled thinking, I brought my car, damnit. I can leave at any given time. So, I continued to chat with the ones I knew, listen to the ones I didn't know, with an occasional, "Oh yes," or, "I saw that one too." Then it hit me. I had to go to the bathroom and it was either now, or piss in my new red panties. The maid told me I would have to use one of the bathrooms upstairs as the two down by the kitchen were being repaired. So I headed out of the room and made my way up the stairs to find the pot of gold. I found one right off the bat and it felt so good, as I had been holding my pee all that time. Just when I started to get hold of the towel to dry my hands, someone knocked on the door. I said, "Wait just a minute." No one said anything. I walked to the door, unlocked it, and in walked Sean and shut the door behind him and locked it. Before I could say a word, his mouth came down on mine. God, it had been so long and I didn't stop him. I kissed him right back, tongue for tongue. His hands went straight for the hem of my dress, raising it to my waist, and turned me around, to bend me over the sink. My g-strap, he tugged to the side, and deep inside he began to probe me with his fingers. I just held onto the sink as he played with my lips and stroked my ass with his other hand. I was so wet and just about to lose my senses when he took his hands and grabbed my hips to position me. I felt the familiar heat from his long, thick penis and he entered me slow and easily from behind. My hair that I worked so hard to pin up came loose and Sean's fingers grabbed hold, twining it in between them, only to gently pull hard enough to lead me. I couldn't have stopped this anymore than to have predicted it happening. So, I rode this wild horse with him, even taking my own hand to feel his hard slick penis as it went in and out vigorously. Then while he pounded my ass, I took my fingers and played with myself and within seconds we both came, silently, so no one heard as we were satisfied. Sean then turned me around and his lips went straight for my breast and he suckled as if he were a baby. His fingers slid down my stomach and inside my panties to play upon my waiting satin covered lips, bringing me to another long hot orgasm. Then he picked me up and carried me to a loveseat that sat in the corner of this elaborate bathroom, lay me down on my back, and entered me again. Wild thrusts of fire were met by the both of us as I felt his large manhood swelling inside me. Straining and stretching deep until my insides I knew would burst, yet we moved together like dancers. He raised himself and arched his long back and one last thrust sent both of us straight to an explosive, silent culmination of raw ecstasy. Finally, looking at me with that familiar deep dark passion in his eyes, he said, "I am so sorry, Darlin', but I thought I was gonna cum in my pants when you walked in and I've been wanting to get you alone all night." I couldn't help but smile and softly said, "I am so glad you found me and I like your attack strategies." He grinned back at me and said, "Ok, let me go out first, as you got some cleaning up to do." I turned and looked at myself in the mirror and I saw that I really looked like I had been fucked. We kissed one another and he left. I was thinking to myself how easy I must be. How could I have sex with this man in his own house? How could I do this with his wife in their house? God! But I collected myself, fixing my hair back, and as I headed down the staircase and heard Deann's voice. "Where on earth have you been? I have been looking for you for twenty minutes!" She was at the bottom of the stairs and I said, "Something upset my stomach and I have been in the bathroom." She put her arm in mine and said, "What you need is a drink." I was shaken alright and I guess I looked like I needed a drink, but it needed to be a strong one. Twenty minutes went by and Deann made sure we all had a drink in our hands and her voice rang out, "I want to make a toast!" The room fell silent. The large marble fireplace couldn't hold the heat that was fixing to spew out of Deann's mouth as she said, "I want to make a toast to Sean's and my Divorce." Waiting a few seconds for that to sink in, she continued, "It became final today. Now, to the most important part of this. Sean and Candy are going to be married! You're all invited. It will be held right here! This is Sean's house. His Daddy made sure of that!" I wanted to run, but where? All I did was stand with my mouth wide open in total shock! I looked over at Sean and his mouth was wide open, as well. My God, as I looked around the room, everyone's mouth was wide open. So, that is where all their money had come from. But now I wondered, "I bet she rapes him in this divorce. But why isn't she getting the house?" At that, Deann put her glass down and turned to everyone and said, "Goodnight everybody. I have a splitting headache and it's way past my bedtime. I got a lot of packing to do tomorrow." she headed for the stairs and soon disappeared at the top. We all stood there in silence for a few minutes and soon everyone decided the party was over. Carla and Sonny left first. She told me as she walked out the door she would be getting in touch with me to find out what the hell was going on. I felt sad for her, thinking Deann and Carla were so distant. Soon, all the guests were gone except for Sean and I. He walked over, took my hand and said, "Come here Darlin and let's sit down on the couch." I followed him and we sat down. He was so quiet and I began to wonder just what he had to say. Was he going to tell me something bad? Oh God, what if he was going to tell me goodbye? I would die right here if he told me something like that. I also knew I would fight to keep him. I had to for I was so in love with him. And in that instant of doubt in my mind he said, " I know you are wondering why I never told you everything about Deann and I." I stood there looking into his beautiful dark brown eyes and readied my defense. I softly said to him as I took his hand in mine, "Go ahead my love, I am listening." He began, "When I first met Deann, she was a gold digger. My mother and father picked up on this immediately. I didn't, and even denied it for years. They gave me this house, but I didn't find out until today. It had been put in my name some years back, right before my Daddy died. Daddy moved here from Oklahoma, began buying oil wells when they were real cheap. Soon he became an oil baron. He was a very rich man when he died. I am the only child they ever had. My mother died two years ago and I inherited everything. This house was in legal limbo because Deann was trying to get it in the divorce. My lawyers discovered a long lost will of my father's in which he had put the house in my name. I guess this was the last straw for Deann and she has finally given up." I looked at him and squeezed his hand and said, "What are you going to do now?" He stood up, and went to the fireplace, picked up a picture of him and Deann, looked at it for a long time, and then pitched it into the fireplace. I jumped up in surprise, not moving, and said," What are you doing?" He turned to me, smiled, and said, "Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. It is over. But as for you and I my Darlin, we are just beginning." He then walked back to me, took both my hands, and said, "Will you be my wife?" I felt so weak, yet so relieved. I didn't have a voice and lips parted to speak and nothing came out. For the first time in my life, I was speechless. So I began to giggle. Then it went into a full blown laugh. I sat back down on the couch and the flood gates of my own Hell burst forth. I was crying like a baby. Sean sat down beside me and put his arms around me and said, "Does this mean yes?" I looked at him and he looked at me and said, "Candace, tell me Darlin." I finally felt my voice coming out of the pits of silence and said in a whisper, "Yes !" "Oh, Yes" Ten years ago, Sean and I were married right here in his house where we now still live. We are still so in love and just as sexually active as that first day we made love. He still plays around with his photography, but he sold his studio. I changed the look of this place though. Those damn statues went first. Then all the god awful furniture and other shit that Deann had spent way too much money on was replaced by things both Sean and I picked out. Carla and Sonny live right up the street. They are extremely wealthy and Sonny surprised us all by turning out to be a rich oil baron himself. My children come to visit from time to time and absolutely love Sean. I opened a dress shop called "Candies Creations." I sell sexy undies and sex toys. I am the only one allowed to fix the display windows. My store even turned out so well, that I now have three stores in other cities in Texas. Oh, I guess you are waiting to hear about Deann? The doctor she was seeing for her terminal disease, misdiagnosed her and she found out her problem was migraines. I have to laugh to myself because she moved to New York and just so happened to run into my ex husband Ron. They even dated for a while until they found out they were not compatible. She is now married to a plastic surgeon and living in a mansion, or so I hear. And she has a statue of Jesus with his hand on the head of a young child in her front yard. 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