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A Family In Turmoil
by DG Hear (dghear@core.com)

***

Two brothers have problems with their girlfriends. You 
have to read the story to find out why and how they 
solve their problems. (MF, 1st, rom, fantasy)

***

CHAPTER ONE

Authors note: This is the same family from 'A Marriage 
in Turmoil' only it's about their sons approximately 
six years later. It is a complete stand alone story.

This story is about 'How do we treat family.' Well, 
eventually it will be about that. I'm Jacob, twenty-
four years old. David is my younger brother who is 
twenty-two. I'm the jock in the family, receiving a 
scholarship to play football. I stand 6'2" and weigh in 
at about 220 lbs. Dave is the nerd of the family. He 
stands around 5'11" weighs in at about 185 lbs. 

Even though we are opposites, we are as close as two 
brothers can get. We share most of our life experiences 
together. There's nothing I wouldn't do for my little 
brother.

Our parents have really supported us in whatever we do. 
Dad owns a hardware store and I work there whenever I'm 
home. It gives me some spending money. After I get my 
business degree I may eventually take over running the 
family business. Dave on the other hand works at the 
store full time to help the parents out. He is a total 
brain and is a computer wiz. He has his own computer 
business on the side and helps different companies 
solve their computer problems.

I'm in my last year in college. I'm attending a 
university about a hundred miles from home. I go home 
at least once a month. When I first started college I 
went home just about every weekend. As you get older I 
guess you just don't get as homesick. Plus you start 
meeting other people and building friendships. 

I've been rooming with four other guys for the last 
three years. We each have our own bedroom but share all 
the other rooms. It makes it kind of interesting when 
their girlfriends or dates stay overnight. You see more 
pussy than you can imagine. We all seem to attract 
quite a wild group of girls. I guess because we're all 
jocks. They seem to really like sex and some, not all, 
don't mind multiple partners. I couldn't tell you how 
many girls have been shared over the last three years. 
There isn't a week that goes by that we don't use up a 
twelve pack of condoms between us.

The one thing dad told Dave and me is to always wear a 
condom if we have sex. One reason is because of 
diseases and the other pregnancy. I do my best to heed 
dads warning. Dave said he always wears a condom.

I remember reading all these stories about sharing your 
girlfriends and spouses. I can say from experience that 
sharing a girlfriend with your buddies is no big deal. 
It quite a turn-on to watch your buddies fuck your 
woman while you fuck theirs. I really like these girls 
but I know I wouldn't want to marry them. They are my 
college days 'fuck'. My future memories, which so far I 
have a lot of.

After our game on Saturday we are all headed to a 
Halloween Party. Everyone must wear a costume if you 
expect to get in. I decided to go as a Buccaneer. I 
went to the costume rental store and picked it up. I 
thought I looked pretty neat. All four of us guys 
jumped into a van and headed to the party. It was being 
held at one of the big bar hangouts. We went there 
after most games to either cheer or drown our sorrows, 
depending on whether we won or lost the game.

The party was in full swing when we got there. Just 
about every kind of costume you can imagine. I went 
over and got a beer and was just watching the crowd 
when I saw her. She was beautiful. She was dressed like 
'Alice in Wonderland' and looked just as good. I 
couldn't take my eyes off her. She looked like someone 
very special. I watched her dance a few dances and then 
would go over to sit with a witch. Not a real witch, 
just a girl dressed in a witches costume. 

One guy I didn't know walked up to her and asked her to 
dance. I could see her shake her head 'no.' Then the 
creep reached down and pulled at her arms to get her 
up. I saw her telling him no again and then she was 
getting aggravated. I jumped up from my chair, walked 
over to the table and got her a glass of punch and then 
took it to her. I said, "Here, honey, sorry it took me 
so long." I looked at the stranger and said, "Thanks 
for watching my girlfriend while I was gone. You can go 
now."

The guy looked at me with a worried look and walked 
away. I looked back the girl and asked her name.

"I'm Alice of Wonderland, can't you tell?" she smiled.

I smiled back and said, "A very beautiful Alice if I 
may say so. My name is Buck, short for Buccaneer. May I 
have this dance, Alice of Wonderland?" She got up and 
we were dancing to a slow tune. She thanked me for 
saving her or at least intervening. We stayed on the 
dance floor for a few dances. When we looked back, her 
witch friend was joining some other people so Alice and 
I went and sat by ourselves. 

I just couldn't get over her. I was like in a trance, I 
could almost say I loved this girl and I didn't even 
know her real name. She was just so great to be close 
to I can't find the words to describe my feelings or 
why I had them. She looked great, she smelled great, a 
smile and dimples that were unbelievable. 

There was just this radiance about her. I kept asking 
her different questions but she avoided most of them. I 
did find out she was not a student at the University. 
She was a friend of the witch who did attend the 
University. Her friend had asked her if she would like 
to come to this party a few weeks ago and she decided 
to go.

Alice mentioned she lives in Newark, which is a town 
about fifty miles away. She works in an office in her 
town, she was single but did have a boyfriend and 
didn't know if she did the right thing in not letting 
him know about the party. I told her there is nothing 
wrong with going to a party and if her boyfriend didn't 
like it she could break up with him and go with me. She 
just laughed. The funny thing is I meant it. I really 
did.

One of my roommates came over and asked Alice to dance. 
I looked up at him and said, "Get lost, Bill! I'm not 
sharing Alice with anyone." 

Bill looked up and said, "Come on, man, I thought we 
shared everything?"

I looked back at Bill with rage and said, "Get the fuck 
out of here before I kick your ass."

Bill just said he was sorry and left very quickly. 
Alice looked at me and said, "What did he mean by 
share?" 

I just explained that we were all roommates and we have 
lived together for three years and could we please 
change the subject. 

"No, I don't want to change the subject. I want to know 
if your roommates share women? What kind of woman would 
let men take advantage of her that way and why would 
you be a part of it?"

"I-I... don't know what to say to you."

"Just tell me the truth, that's all I ask. I won't hold 
it against you. I don't know you well enough to judge 
you. I'm just interested in your answer."

"Okay, yes, there have been some wild parties at our 
house. No woman has ever been forced to do anything 
against her will by any of the guys. And, yes, I have 
been part of it. Maybe I was drunk or just wanted sex, 
I don't remember. Can we change the subject now?"

"Thank you for being honest with me. I doubt if most 
guys would have told the truth. Maybe I should leave 
now?"

"Please don't go, please. I want to be with you. I want 
to dance with you, hold you. Please stay we me." I took 
her arm and led her back to the dance floor without 
saying a word. I have no idea what she was thinking 
about at that point. I just knew I didn't want to lose 
her and I knew I would never and I mean never share her 
with anyone.

We danced as I held her close. She looked up at me and 
I gently kissed her. She offered no resistance. She was 
just so kind and gentle. My parents would love me to 
bring home an angel like this. I guess they were a 
little worried about the women I dated.

We sat back down and as I kissed her she shuddered. I 
just held her close. I've been with a lot of women but 
never in my life had these tender feelings. I think I 
was falling in love. At this point I really didn't 
know. I just kept kissing her and holding her. I didn't 
want to ever let her go.

I asked her if she would take me home. I knew she drove 
herself and her witch friend whose real name was Kristy 
to the party. I had ridden to the party with the guys. 
I wanted to leave this party and be alone with Alice.

She left me for a few minutes and went to talk to 
Kristy. I saw Kristy look over at me and then back to 
Alice. They hugged and then Alice said we could leave. 
I didn't have to say anything to the guys as they saw 
us leave. I hoped they got the message to stay away for 
awhile. I wanted to be alone with Alice.

When we got back to my house we walked into my room. 
Alice was shaking, I held her very gently and asked if 
she was alright. She just shook her head lightly as I 
turned down the lights and began unbuttoning her dress. 
I slipped off her costume and left her bra and panties 
on. 

As she lay on the bed I quickly removed my clothing, 
all but my briefs. I lay on the bed next to Alice, 
neither of us saying a word. I gently kissed her and 
felt her shudder again. I just held her gently. This 
wasn't going to be a fuck, this was going to be gentle 
love making.

Alice looked at me very seriously and said, "I've only 
been with one other man, my boyfriend. We have only 
done it one time. He took my virginity and came very 
quickly. Please be very gentle with me. I'm scared. I 
know I shouldn't be here but when I was dancing and 
talking with you I know I wanted you. I'm not a slut, 
please believe me, I just wanted to be made love to."

With that said, I began to make love to her. I kissed 
her gently on the lips as I rubbed her breasts. I could 
feel her getting emotional. God, she was so innocent, 
so wanting. I wouldn't let her down. I took one of her 
tits and gently sucked on it while slowly fondling the 
other. 

Her nipples began to get longer and harder as she was 
moaning lightly. I kept kissing her lips then her tits. 
Back and forth, back and forth. As I was nibbling on 
her tits I slowly lowered one of my hands down her 
front and rested it on her little belly. I began 
rubbing her mid section in a circular motion. Each time 
covering more distance with my hand. I heard her say, 
"God, it feels so good."

I slid my hands into her panties and rested it on her 
soft blond mound. I rubbed her mound very gently while 
still kissing her nipples. Then I slowly got up and 
went to the bottom of the bed and slowly removed her 
panties. I crawled up and buried my face against her 
moist pussy. 

I could smell her sex odor and it was driving me crazy. 
She put her legs across my shoulders as I kept my face 
buried against her pubic area. I said, "Spread your 
lips for me please." 

She reached down with both hands and spread the lips of 
her pussy which were glistening with her moisture. I 
pushed my tongue into her pussy till my face was 
totally buried in her mound. She cried out, "I love it, 
I love, it, I love it, so good, so good. My God, I love 
it so much."

Then she came with an explosion. She buried my face 
with her juices and she held onto my head. She cried 
out, "Aaahh, so good, aah aah."

I pulled at the sheet and wiped her jucies off my face. 
I crawled up next to her and started tongue kissing 
her. Neither of us could get enough as we devoured each 
other's lips. I then got on top of her and as she 
spread her legs apart I rubbed my cock head against her 
moist pussy. I knew I should heed my dad's warning and 
put on a condom but I was too far gone. She looked at 
me and wanted to say something about a condom also but 
it just didn't come out. Instead she said, "Make love 
to me, please be gentle."

I just pushed the head of my cock in her as I heard her 
gulp a big intake of breath. Her eyes were closed as I 
started pushing the length of my cock into her waiting 
pussy ever so slowly. I could hear her moaning with 
pleasure as my whole cock length worked its way in. I 
stopped when my cock was in as deep as it would go. 
Pelvic area pushed against pelvic area. 

She was pushing as hard as I was. She opened her eyes 
and stared at me. Her facial expression was one of 
giving up her body totally to me, one of total 
intimacy. I slowly started an in and out motion. At 
first I used very short strokes, then my strokes became 
longer giving her everything on every stroke.

I couldn't last much longer. I hoped she was ready as I 
pushed my cock in as deep as it would go and then 
stopped pumping. She reached around and grabbed my ass 
with both hands and pushed her pussy up as tight as she 
could against me. I let out a yell, "I'm coming," and 
shot a load as deep into her as it could go. At the 
same time she screamed out, "God help me, I never knew 
it could be so good," as tears ran down her face.

I crawled back up next to her, put my arms around her 
and just held her as we both dozed off.

I awoke to the ringing of the telephone. I looked up 
and it was just midnight. I said, "Hello" and my 
brother Dave said, "Hi, bro. Hope I didn't disturb you 
but I need to ask you something and I didn't want it to 
wait."

I took the phone and shut the bedroom door and went 
into the living room. I didn't want to
disturb Alice who was still sleeping. "What is it, 
Dave? What's so important?"

"I'm in love, Jake. I have a new girlfriend and I think 
I love her."

"Congrats, Dave, but why are you calling me now at 
midnight?"

"I wanted to tell you to come home next weekend. 
Veronica and her mom and dad are coming to meet our 
family. Can you please come? You're my big bro and I 
need you here. They will be coming Saturday and leaving 
Sunday night."

"Yes, Dave, I'll be there for you but not until Sunday. 
I don't think the coach would like me to miss the game 
on Saturday just so I can meet my future sis-in-law. So 
I ought to get there around noon on Sunday. Oh, by the 
way Dave I have a new girlfriend too, Alice. I'll ask 
her if she can come visit with me. That would be a big 
surprise for mom and dad. Don't tell them just in case 
she can't make it."

"Thanks, Jake. I think she's the one. See you next 
Sunday. Bye."

"That's cool," I thought, "my little brothers got a 
girlfriend. I'm so happy for him. Right now though I 
have a girlfriend of my own to get back to." 

I went back into the bedroom and there lay the most 
beautiful creature on God's green earth. Totally naked, 
and totally exposed. My dick was hard just looking at 
her. I couldn't help it. I don't ever remember feeling 
this way about any girl. I climbed back into bed next 
to her and put my mouth back on her nipples and my hand 
back on her crotch and just squeezed her mound ever so 
gently.

She opened her eyes and looked at me. I leaned forward 
and put my lips to hers as I sank two fingers into her 
pussy. She kept pumping her mound against my fingers 
trying to get them in even deeper. I pulled my fingers 
out of her pussy and asked her to get on top of me 
while I lay on my back, my cock sticking straight up. 

She got up and took my cock in her hand and as she 
straddled me she slid my cock into her pussy and 
started riding it. She had her hands behind her head 
and her eyes closed as she was riding my cock. I 
reached up and grabbed her tits while she rode me.

I was watching her juices dripping down my cock. It was 
fascinating to see her give herself so completely to 
me. I knew she was about to orgasm again when she 
pushed down hard and squealed. I shot my second big 
load of the night into her wanting pussy. She then 
leaned over and kissed me and repeated that she didn't 
know it could be so good. She had to use the bathroom 
and asked me to make sure the roommates weren't back 
yet. She was not a slut and wasn't about to let anyone 
else see her.

She grabbed my t-shirt and slipped it over her head. 
The t-shirt never had it so good I thought. She went 
into the bathroom and cleaned up.

I fell asleep and when I awoke she was gone. Her 'Alice 
in Wonderland' costume also was gone. The only thing 
left was my t-shirt. I held to my face and could smell 
her. God, what happened? Why did she leave? I was 
falling in love with her. I felt depressed as I sat 
down on the bed. On the night stand was a note.

----------------------------- 

Dearest Buck, 

I couldn't stay any longer. If I did, I would never 
want to leave. I shouldn't tell you this stuff but I 
was falling in love with you. It wasn't suppose to 
happen. I'm not a slut but now I feel like one after 
doing what I did with you. I went against my upbringing 
just for the sex. It was wrong for me to do it. 

Now I have to live with the memory of you. I should 
have never cheated on my boyfriend. I hope that someday 
he may become the lover that you are. I have my doubts 
because the sex with you was so incredible. I will 
never forget you for as long as I live.

Love,

Alice

---------------------------- 

My God, she's gone. I have to find her but where do I 
look? I did run out front to see if her car was still 
there. I don't even know what her name is. Maybe it was 
Alice? The only thing I knew for sure was that she had 
a friend named Kristy which could be short for 
anything. Also Kristy did attend this college of over 
40,000 students. And that, if she told me the truth, 
she works in a city of over 70,000 people.

I sat down and cried.

I ran around all day Sunday looking for some kind of 
clue to either Kristy or Alice. No one seemed to know 
them. I guess they probably ran around with a different 
kind of crowd than I did. Damn it! I wasn't going to 
give up. I needed to see Alice again.

On Monday I didn't have much time to look for either 
Alice or Kristy. I did ask around a lot and hoped 
someone would get back to me. I had classes and 
football practice all week. It didn't help my search 
but it did take my mind off of Alice for awhile. The 
nights were horrible. The coach gave me some pills to 
help me sleep. We did have a game on Saturday and I had 
to be ready for it.


As of Saturday I didn't get any clues as to the 
whereabouts of either Alice or Kristy. I went to our 
game. At least we won. Everyone invited me to the after 
game party but I just wasn't in the mood. My roommates 
tried to cheer me up and even brought some girls home. 
I sat around and kissed one girl and even put my hand 
on her thigh and slid it up to her pussy. It just 
wasn't the same. I kissed her and headed for my room by 
myself.

I got up Sunday morning and showered. I got an 
overnight bag together and headed for my parents' home. 
At least being around family is good. It will give me 
some time to maybe forget about Alice. At least for 
now.

When I got to my parents' house, Dave came running out 
to greet me. I've never seen him so happy. I asked him, 
"Are Veronica and her parents here?"

He said, "They are staying at the motel. They arrived 
yesterday and met mom and dad. They really love her, 
Jake. Dad actually said he wishes you could find a girl 
as nice as Veronica." 

Then he asked me about Alice. I didn't have the nerve 
to tell him that might not even be her real name, that 
she just left and I had been unable to find her. But 
I'll try again after I get home Monday. I just told 
David that it was too short of notice and she had other 
plans. Maybe he can meet her another time.

We went into the house and I greeted mom and dad. They 
seem to be so happy. I remember six years ago when they 
almost broke up, all because of some misunderstanding. 
When I get married I hope to have the love in my 
marriage that my parents do. Then I thought about Alice 
and got a tear in my eye. My parents thought it was for 
them. I guess in a way it could be as I hugged them 
both.

We talked about school and the football team. About 
graduation and working at the store. They asked me if I 
was dating anyone special. I looked over at a smiling 
David and said, "There is someone kind of special but 
I'm not at liberty to talk about it."

Dad laughed and said, "Jake, you are using condoms, 
aren't you?" Mom hit him on the arm as we all laughed. 
I just said, "Yes, dad," and smiled at mom who was 
smiling back at me.

Dave said he wanted to talk to me so we took a ride and 
got a couple beverages and sat and talked. I should say 
Dave talked and I listened.

I asked, "How did you meet Veronica and why is she so 
special?"

He replied, "While I was working at the store, a 
business man came in and asked if we sold computer 
parts. I told him that we didn't sell the parts per se 
but that I repaired computers and would be willing to 
take a look at the man's computers. That was about 
three months ago when I repaired the man's computers. 
At their office was a beautiful, shy and quiet girl 
that kept watching me. I asked her out and that's how 
things began."

"Dave," I asked, "How do you know she's the one?" 
Believe it or not I wanted to know about Alice and I as 
much as what Dave believes.

He said, "Jake, I took her cherry. She was a virgin and 
she gave it to me. Did you ever make it with a virgin 
Jake?"

"I don't really know," I replied. "I really don't 
know."

"It's the greatest, Jake. You don't get compared to 
anyone. You just do your thing and enjoy it. She yelled 
out. 'Oh, my God!' when her hymen was broken. I'm 
telling you, Jake, it was great."

"When did all this take place Dave?"

"I took her cherry the Saturday before last and, yes, I 
did wear a condom before you ask."

"Have you done it since then Dave?"

"No, she went away last weekend and I was hoping to do 
something with her this weekend but her parents are 
here. You'll meet her in a couple of hours. She's the 
prettiest woman I have ever seen Jake and she's mine, 
all mine."

Something was bothering me but I couldn't put my finger 
on it. Then I asked, "Dave, where do Veronica and her 
parents live?"

"In Newark, about 40 miles up the road. She works in an 
office in downtown Newark." he replied.

My heart fell to my feet. God, no, don't let it be, 
please don't let it be.

Dave looked at me and asked if I was alright. I told 
him just a little tired from the game. I'd be alright.

My mom and dad and my little sister Pam went together 
in their car to the restaurant. I rode with Dave. God, 
I hope I was wrong. God, make my thoughts wrong as we 
entered the restaurant.

As we approached the table David smiled and introduced 
me to Mr. And Mrs Mills. I shook their hands and 
greeted them. Mom and dad and Pam all sat down and 
everyone was talking. Dave asked about Veronica and Mrs 
Mills said she just stopped into the ladies room. I 
took a seat and hoped for the best and braced myself 
for the worst.

Veronica came to the table as David said, "Veronica, 
meet my big brother and best friend Jake. Jake meet the 
most beautiful woman in the world."

She turned around with a smile on her face and started 
to say hello when she finally saw me. My worst fear had 
just hit. Veronica was Alice.


CHAPTER TWO


If you haven't read Chapter 1 please do so now. 

Well, there we were in the restaurant. Veronica (a.k.a. 
Alice) was standing there staring at me eye to eye. I 
wanted to cover for her, so I said, "My God, Dave is 
right! You are the most beautiful woman I have ever 
seen. It's so nice to meet you." I grabbed her and gave 
her a big hug before anyone could notice the shock in 
her eyes. I could feel the tenseness in the hug.

David said, "Hey, Jake, she's my girl. Let her go" as 
everyone laughed. Then he said, "Go find your own 
woman." 

I know he was joking with me because of the big smile 
on his face. I just replied with, "I doubt if there is 
another girl out there as nice as this one. You're a 
very lucky man, Dave, very lucky." I excused my self 
and headed to the men's room. I didn't even give 
Veronica a chance to respond.

I went into the first stall and broke down and cried. I 
couldn't help it. I found the girl of my dreams and she 
belongs to my brother. I know if I tried I could take 
her away. Their bond wasn't that strong yet. But it was 
my brother, my family. God, life sucks.

After letting it all out I regained my composure and 
went back out to the dining area. I apologized for 
leaving the table but said, "When you gotta go, you 
gotta go." Everyone just kind of smiled and went along. 
I'm pretty sure Veronica and dad saw through my 
charade. Dad was real observant and just kind of stared 
at me. He looked at the change in Veronica's demeanor 
and then back at me.

Veronica was on edge the rest of the time. She covered 
fairly well but didn't talk much. She didn't have to. 
Dave was talking enough for everyone at the table. I've 
never seen him this happy. My brother the nerd getting 
the real girl. 

I needed to talk to Veronica alone but there wasn't a 
chance without looking secretive. It would just have to 
wait. I wasn't sure what I would tell her. I didn't 
know what to do. As soon as I finished dinner I excused 
myself telling everyone I had to get back to campus. I 
made my rounds, shaking Mr. and Mrs. Mills' hands and 
kissing my mom and Pam, my little sister. 

Then I gave Veronica a kiss on the cheek and a light 
hug saying how nice it was to finally meet her. Then I 
hugged my little brother who looked like the grinning 
cat that ate the mouse. I told him how very lucky he 
was to have a girl like Veronica and that I wished them 
the best. I borrowed his car to get back to the house. 
He could ride back with mom and dad.

As I drove back to school I thought about my situation. 
I kept saying to myself that I only knew her one day. 
Maybe I am going overboard here. I had a good life 
before ever meeting her, I could have a good life now. 

Maybe I should leave well enough alone and not see her 
again. I decided to use that idea and get into the rest 
of my life. She was Dave's girl and I would never hurt 
my brother. I could never tell him what really 
happened. It would devastate him.

***
 
Veronica Speaks

"Wow, where do I begin. I work in a small business as a 
secretary. One day our computers went on the blink. I 
told my boss and he said he would get it taken care of. 
One day a young man came in to work on the computer. He 
was so sweet and kept talking to me. 

"I never dated much in high school. I went to an all 
girls school so I didn't have very much contact with 
boys. My parents were rather strict. I was now twenty-
one and had my own job. I still lived at home but had 
the freedom to pretty much do what I wanted. 

"David would come up and talk to me. I think he was as 
shy as I was. I guess we made a pretty nice couple. He 
asked me out and we started dating. He lived about 
forty miles away so we only got together on weekends. 
He was a lot of fun to be around. My parents even liked 
him. He was somewhat of a nerd but I found him to be 
funny. I enjoyed going out with him.

"After a few dates we became more serious. We kissed 
often and I let him touch my body outside of my 
clothing. You see, I was still a virgin at twenty-one 
years old. I just never wanted to give myself to just 
anyone. I wanted to have feelings for the person I made 
love to. 'Love to,' that's kind of funny. 

"After dating David for about three months I decided to 
give him my cherry, 'My virginity.' He was so surprised 
when he came to the house and my parents weren't home. 
We started making out on the couch and this time I 
didn't stop him. He thought he was getting away with 
something but I was just letting him take me. It's kind 
of funny looking back on it now.

"He would act like he accidentally touched me. Then he 
fumbled with the buttons of my blouse not realizing I 
was helping him. When he finally had my jeans 
unsnapped, I felt him sliding his hands down into my 
panties. He slid his fingers right into my vagina. I 
was so wet. 

"This was the first man I ever let finger me. It felt 
so good, I could have let him do it for an hour but 
unfortunately it only lasted a minute or so. I guess he 
figured he was going to get some so he jumped off the 
couch and removed his clothes. I watched as he slid on 
a condom. He looked at me and smiled saying, Dad's 
orders. 

"I smiled back at him thinking that was a good thing. I 
didn't want to get pregnant. I just wanted to feel the 
love of a man in me. I slid off my jeans and panties 
and lay on the sofa. I put a couple of towels under me 
not knowing what to expect. I didn't want a mess for 
mom and dad to find.

"He got on top of me and pushed his cock hard into me 
breaking my hymen. I screamed out, 'Oh, God,' it hurt 
more than I expected. I think he took it as enjoyment 
and started pumping hard into me. Eventually it began 
to feel better and I began to moan. I guess he thought 
I had an orgasm as he shot his load into the condom. I 
almost made it. I was in the throes of passion when he 
stopped. He got off of me and said how great it was and 
how much he loved me.

"He took off the blood-soaked condom and wrapped it in 
a tissue. I got up holding the towel against my vagina 
and running into the bathroom to clean up. I'm glad it 
was finally over. A girl wonders what the first time 
will be like. It was okay but no big deal. I didn't get 
the fire works I expected. Maybe next time.

"Dave invited me and my parents over to meet his 
family. He wanted to do it the following weekend but I 
told him I already had plans to go out with my 
girlfriend. So we set the visit up for two weeks away. 
He kept saying how they had the perfect family. His 
brother even though complete opposites was his best 
friend. He just said his brother Jake was the best and 
would do anything for him. He also mentioned that he 
hoped I loved Jake as much as he did.

"I could tell he really cared for his brother. I just 
hoped his brother wasn't a complete jerk. Who knows, I 
might become part of the family some day and wanted to 
get along with everyone.

"The following weekend I went to a Halloween party with 
my friend Kristy. We went to high school together and 
she left to go to the big University. We have always 
kept in touch and got together when she came home. She 
mentioned I could spend the night with her in her 
apartment that she shared with a half dozen other 
girls. That way it wouldn't cost me anything. 

"I needed a costume so I went into my closet and 
started putting together an outfit. Mom came home and 
was helping me get my costume together. She smiled and 
suggested 'Alice in Wonderland' I had the long blond 
hair for it and a pretty blue dress. Mom and I really 
had fun putting this outfit together.

"I had to drive about fifty miles to Kristy's place. 
All the truckers smiled and honked their horns. It felt 
good to know I could draw attention. When I entered 
Kristy's apartment her girlfriends looked at me and 
said, 'Damn, girl, you look good.'

"I just smiled and said, 'Thank you,' to them and then 
helped Kristy finish with her witch's costume. I told 
her that I hoped she wasn't looking for a guy tonight 
because her costume just wasn't going to do it. We all 
laughed out loud. These were a great bunch of girls.

"I was having a good time dancing until one creep 
started bothering me. I danced with him one time and he 
kept trying to cop a feel. So the next time he asked, I 
told him, "no". He tried to pull me out of my chair 
when a big guy in a buccaneer costume told the creep 
that I was his date and he could leave now. Damn, he 
was handsome in a rugged sort of way. He reminded me a 
little of my boyfriend David except he was a lot bigger 
and more muscular. 

"He asked me my name and I just told him Alice of 
Wonderland. He smiled and said how beautiful I looked. 
He introduced himself as Buck, short for Buccaneer. He 
asked me to dance and after that first dance we spent 
the rest of the evening together dancing. God, I loved 
just being with him. He had it all: good looks, 
manners, muscles. I actually wondered what he would be 
like in bed, comparing him to David. 

"One of his friends came over and asked me to dance. 
Buck told him to get lost, he wasn't sharing me with 
anyone. I wondered what he meant by that. So I asked 
him.

"He hem-hawed around and finally just told me the 
truth, that some girls went back to their house and 
more that one guy took her. No one got hurt and no one 
did anything against their will. Of course I fantasized 
like every woman but I would never want to be shared. I 
was thinking of leaving but Buck took me by the hand 
and glided me around the dance floor. 

"God, I liked being with him. He then brought his lips 
to mine. He kissed me very gently and I could feel 
myself shudder. God, what is this man doing to me. He 
then kissed me again. My God, I wanted him. I know it 
was wrong. I had a boyfriend but I wanted this man.

"He asked me if I could take him home. He didn't have a 
vehicle. I knew what he wanted. I also knew I was going 
to give it to him. One time, one time only, I needed to 
know if making love was what David and I did or was 
there more to it. Tonight this one time I would find 
out. 

"I went over to talk to Kristy and told her about 
taking Buck home. She looked at me knowing I had a 
boyfriend. She looked over at Buck and said that he 
wasn't from the group that they hung around with. He 
was part of the athletic group. They were a lot more 
wild and that I needed to be careful. She would leave 
her porch light on for me. She hugged me and again 
reminded me to be careful as I left to take Buck home.

"As we entered his room I was as nervous as I have ever 
been. I shuddered at every little touch. He was gentle 
in everything he did. He slowly helped me remove my 
clothing. He left my bra and undies on, which I felt 
good about at the moment. I wasn't totally naked in 
front of him yet. As I lay on his bed he stripped down 
to his briefs and lay next to me.

"He began gently kissing me and then undid my bra and 
started sucking on my breasts. He didn't rush, he just 
took his time and gently sucked my nipples till they 
became hard. He slid his hand around my mid-section, 
getting me hot before sliding his hand down onto my 
mound. Once he slid his fingers into me I knew I was 
ready for him. He got up and I thought he was going to 
take me just like David did but it didn't happen that 
way.

"He pulled off my undies and buried his face in my 
vagina. I had never had oral sex with a man before. I 
put my legs on his shoulders and spread my pussy lips 
so he could stick his tongue deep in me. I climaxed all 
over his face. I couldn't help it. It just came so 
suddenly, I loved the feeling. 

"He eventually got his cock out and put the head 
against my pussy. He didn't have a condom on and I 
should have said something but I wanted it all, even 
with the chance of getting pregnant. I know now what a 
stupid chance I was taking but at the time I just 
wanted him in me.

"He slowly pushed it in and buried it deep inside me. 
He did more than fuck me, he made love to my pussy. At 
that point I knew I was falling in love with him. At 
least sexually, I was falling in love. I really didn't 
know him that well other than the way he made love. It 
was just the way I always dreamt about.

"We did it one more time that night with me on top. I 
honestly couldn't believe how good it felt. I could 
make love to this man forever. 

"As I was cleaning up after we were done making love, 
shame came over me. I knew what I did was wrong. I 
began to feel like a slut. Letting two men have me two 
consecutive weeks. How was I to face my boyfriend David 
after what I had just done behind his back. He was a 
nice guy and deserved better than this. I walked back 
in the room and Buck was sleeping. I gathered up all my 
clothes and sat on the corner of the bed and wrote him 
a note.

"My feeling were so mixed up. I was hoping that in time 
I would be able to remember him as just a memory. If 
things were only different in my life. Another time, 
another place, I'll never know. I let this stranger 
take me. It was the greatest sexual feeling of my life. 
Maybe David could learn to love me like that. I didn't 
know. I just wanted to be loved and love in return.

"I left quickly before Buck woke up. I was able to get 
to my car and leave before any of Bucks friends 
returned. I cried all the way to Kristy's place. I told 
her about my evening. She was my best friend. She tried 
to console me as I went to sleep.

"The next morning I headed home. I would just treat it 
as a dream. I never found out his name and he never 
asked mine. I know I will never be the same. I'll 
probably never see him again but life goes on.

"Things got back to normal the next day. David called 
to make sure me and my parents would be there Saturday. 
He sounded so happy on the phone. I liked him an awful 
lot but at this point I don't think I could call it 
love.

"Saturday, I met David's parents. They were so friendly 
and nice just like David. My parents and Dave's parents 
hit it off and I could tell they could become close 
friends. We had dinner with them Saturday. Everybody 
laughed and we all had a good time. Last weekend was 
now a wonderful memory, a memory I never wanted to 
forget.

"Dave pulled me aside a couple of times and wanted to 
make out. I just kissed him and said we need to take it 
slow. I really didn't want to have sex with him right 
now. I needed time and I told him so. He said he 
understood and would wait for me. He said he knew that 
it was a big thing giving my virginity to him. He would 
wait until I was ready again.

"Sunday arrived and Dave was so happy that I would 
finally meet his big brother. I figured his brother 
probably had a lot of girlfriends and he just wanted to 
show off his. I tried to look my best for Dave. I knew 
it meant a lot to him. We arrived at the restaurant 
ahead of Dave and his family. I took a minute to 
freshen up. I came back from the restroom and Dave 
greeted me. He kissed me lightly on the cheek and with 
a big grin he said, "Veronica, I want you to meet my 
best friend, my big brother Jake.

"I turned around with a big smile and was ready to say 
hello when I found myself staring into the eyes of 
Buck. My mouth flew open and I was frozen in time. Buck 
or rather Jake came over and saved me again. He told me 
how beautiful I was and how lucky David was to have 
such a beautiful girlfriend. He gave me the time to 
regain my composure. Hopefully no one else noticed. 
Then Jake headed off to the men's room.

"Later Jake came back and there were normal 
conversations going on. David was smiling and leading 
most of them. I just answered when spoken to. I think 
everyone wrote it off as me just being shy but inside 
my body I was in turmoil.

"I wanted to talk to Jake in the worst way but just 
wasn't able to do it. God, where was my life going? 

"Jake got up and said he had to get back to campus and 
said his goodbyes to everyone. He did whisper in my ear 
when he kissed me on the cheek good bye. He just said, 
"I'll call you, we need to talk." and then he left.

"I felt a little more comfortable after Jake left but I 
have to say in all honesty that I was already missing 
him. All I know now is that David loves me, at least 
that's what he is saying. I have strong feelings for 
David but I don't know if it's love. Then there's Jake, 
the man I believe I really love but am afraid to admit 
it. The sex with him was pure love for me. I know he 
really liked it too but not sure what his deep feelings 
were for me.

"Time will just have to settle all this for me."


CHAPTER THREE


I was back at college and getting back to my daily 
routine. I finally found out that my Alice was my 
brother's girlfriend Veronica. In one sense it was nice 
to find her and know more about her. The bad side is 
what do I do about it if anything? If she was anyone 
else's girlfriend other than Dave's, I would go after 
her in a second. That's why I think I really care for 
her. The strong feeling I have and the sex with her was 
more of a loving nature. I don't ever remembering 
feeling lonely after a girl left me. She was definitely 
someone special in my life.

I needed a few days before talking to her. I waited 
about four days and then called her at work. She 
answered the phone and I said, "Veronica, this is Jake 
and we need to talk. Are you free to talk now or do you 
want me to call back later?"

I heard her voice tremble when she talked, "God, Jake, 
how are you? I don't think I could handle talking to 
you here at work. Could you please call me at my home 
tonight, say around 8:00pm?"

I told her I was totally confused about her leaving the 
way she did and I was both happy and sad to see her 
last Sunday. My voice was cracking a little when I told 
her I would call her that evening.

It was now 8:00pm and I called her house. She answered 
the phone on the first ring. She asked me who should 
talk first. I told her I better because she might not 
like what I was going to say.

"Okay," she said, "Go ahead, Jake."

"First of all I missed you when you left. No one knew 
who you were and I was frantic trying to find you. I 
want you to know that the love we made was for real. I 
have never felt that close emotionally to any woman 
before. I'm torn up inside knowing I will never have 
you again. 

You see, I think I was falling in love with you. If 
your boyfriend was anyone else other than David I would 
walk through Hell to get to you. I can't hurt my 
brother. I love him too much. I will leave the two of 
you alone to see what the future holds. I wish both of 
you the best in the future. You will always have a 
special place in my heart."

"Jake, please don't hate me. I know what I did was 
wrong but I wanted to be loved by you so much. It was 
the greatest feelings I have had in my young life. I 
just wished things were different and I might have met 
you first but I didn't. I can't change history. The 
last thing I would want to do is come between you and 
your brother. I couldn't live with that. 

You are the nicest and closest family I've ever met and 
I care for all of you. My feelings for David right now 
are strong. I don't believe it's love. I guess time 
will tell. Jake, you will forever be in my heart. I 
know most girls think about the man that took their 
virginity but my thoughts will be about the one night I 
spent with you."

I had tears in my eyes when I told her that I could 
never hate her. If anything my feelings for her were 
stronger than ever. She was so much more then a sex 
object to me. She was my lover and my friend. We said 
our goodbyes and I could tell she was crying when we 
hung up.

But life goes on. I will hold her as a great memory and 
try and go forward. I didn't go home for over a month. 
I didn't want to run into her. I did call home each 
week and got the latest updates. 

David said their relationship cooled off a little. He 
thought he still loved her but she wasn't putting out 
to him since the first time. He said she would kiss him 
and let him feel hers tits but that was about it. He 
was a little aggravated about it. I mentioned to him 
that maybe he was trying too hard. Try and just enjoy 
the relationship. If it's love, let it take it's 
course.

It had been about a six weeks after the party. I was 
home at college when the phone rang. It was my dad, who 
has never called me in the four years I have been going 
to school.

"What is it, dad? What's the matter?"

"Jake, I want you home this Saturday. I know you don't 
have a game this week. It's a bye week. I'll expect you 
by noon. We need to talk."

"What is it, dad, are mom and Pam alright?" My dad was 
very serious. I haven't heard him like this for a long 
time.

He said, "Jake, Veronica's pregnant and we have to 
talk."

"Dad, Veronica is David's girlfriend? Why do you want 
me there?"

"Because I know you, son. I saw the way you looked at 
Veronica when you met her. That was not a first time 
meeting. She's a wonderful girl who, I believe, made a 
mistake."

My dad was a great judge of people. "I'll be there, 
dad, noon Saturday."

Well, there it was. My brother's girlfriend is pregnant 
and I know I'm the father of the child. I'm afraid the 
shit is going to hit the fan Saturday. I spent the rest 
of the week just thinking. What are my true feelings? 
What am I to tell David? What about the most important 
person? What about Veronica? How does she truly feel 
about me?

CHAPTER FOUR

The Conclusion

I went home on Saturday. David was at the store so I 
didn't see him yet. Dad pulled me aside and said, "Lets 
talk before everyone else arrives." Apparently dad 
hadn't said anything to anyone about me. We went into 
the study and dad closed the door.

"Well, son, do you have anything you want to tell me? 
I've already talked to David and I believe what he told 
me. He said he had sex with Veronica one time about 
seven weeks ago and took her virginity. He also told me 
he wore a condom like I told him to always do."

"Dad, I met Veronica at a party about six weeks ago. I 
was attracted to her instantly. I had no idea that she 
was involved with David. If I did I would have never 
gone after her. I never would hurt David intentionally. 
Dad, don't blame Veronica. She's a wonderful girl. 
She's not a slut or a woman that fools around. She is a 
loving caring person. 

"She felt so bad after making love with me that she 
left without telling me her name. Then when I came here 
to meet David's girlfriend, I found out it was the girl 
I made love to. Dad, I didn't wear a condom. I wanted 
her so badly, I just wanted to make love to her. I'm 
sorry, dad. I'm really sorry."

"Jacob, you better talk with your brother and get 
things straightened out before the Mills family gets 
here. We have to know where we stand as a family. You 
love her, don't you? You deep down really love her?"

I was crying, "Yes, dad, I do. I just didn't want to 
hurt David. I was willing to give up the only girl that 
I ever loved just so I wouldn't hurt my brother."

Dad said, "David is going to ask Veronica to marry him 
since he got her pregnant. He's not ready to get 
married but he wanted to do the right thing by her. He 
thought that he loved her but wasn't sure how Veronica 
felt.

When I heard Dave's car pull up I walked out to meet 
him. He looked at me and asked if I heard that Veronica 
was pregnant. I told him I did and that I needed to 
talk to him. I told him I didn't think he was the 
father. He looked at me and said, "If I'm not the 
father, who is?"

I looked at my younger brother David with tears in my 
eyes and said, "I am." I started to say I was sorry 
when David cold cocked me with a right fist to the side 
of my face, knocking me down.

"How could you, how could you, you son of a bitch? How 
could you fuck my girlfriend? You're my brother, God 
Damn you? Get up and fight, you son of a bitch. I 
trusted you and you did this to me."

I started to get up and David hit me again. "Fight me, 
you bastard, fight me."

I know I could get up and beat the shit out of him. 
But, he was my little brother and he was hurting 
because of what I did. I was getting up again and as he 
took another swing at me, this time I grabbed his fist. 
I then put my arms around him and let him cry it out. 
He kept saying, "Why, Jake, why? How could you do this 
to me?" as he continued to cry. As long as he was 
crying I was going to hold him.

I was crying too. The side of my face was starting to 
swell up where David hit me twice. Damn, it was 
beginning to hurt.

Dad came out carrying an ice pack and handed it to me. 
and said, "Boys, your mom and I are ready to talk. 
Please come in."

Mom said, "Jake, are you involved in this someway?"

I looked at my mom and said, "Yes, mom the baby is 
mine. Please, every one, let me explain." I went on to 
explain how I met Veronica whom I had called Alice. I 
tried to explain everything other than the actual sex 
acts. I told them we made love, and I didn't wear any 
protection and how Veronica felt guilty about doing 
this to her boyfriend and left without giving me her 
name.

I looked at David who was calmed down now and told him, 
"I had no idea that Alice was Veronica. It hurt me to 
find out we both loved the same girl. I was willing to 
step aside and let you try to be a couple. I didn't 
want to interfere with your relationship. That's why I 
haven't been home for the last six weeks. The last 
thing I wanted to do was to hurt you, David."

"What happens now, Jacob?" my mother asked.

"That all depends on Veronica, mom." Then I headed to 
the kitchen to get another ice pack for my face.

Veronica and her parents entered the house. Everyone 
seemed cordial under the circumstances. I wasn't in the 
room at the time but I could hear everyone talking. 
Veronica spoke first. She said she had talked with her 
mother before coming over. Then she stood up walked 
over to David and was crying. She said, "David, I'm so 
sorry I did this to you but you have to know that you 
are not the baby's father."

I walked into the room and said, "Everyone knows, 
Veronica. I'm the father." She turned around and looked 
at me and was crying. "What they don't know is that I 
have been deeply in love with you ever since I met you. 
I don't know how you feel about me but I would love to 
marry you if you will have me. I'm so sorry for all the 
trouble I've caused."

All eyes were on Veronica now. The first thing she said 
is, "What happened to your face?"

I looked over at David and said that I got beat up by 
my little brother. I then looked over at Mr. and Mrs. 
Mills and said, "I truly love your daughter. I just 
stepped aside because I didn't want to hurt my brother. 
But your daughter is carrying our baby and I'm asking 
for her hand in marriage. The only requirement I have 
is that you both agree and that Veronica loves me. If 
not, I will stand back but still support my child.

Veronica looked in her parents' eyes. Then she walked 
over to me and said, "I love you, Jacob. Please make an 
honest women of me. I will marry you." With that said, 
her dad got up and shook my hand. I then hugged her mom 
and mine. David got up and hugged Veronica and then 
hugged me. He said, "I love you, bro, just take good 
care of my girl" as he smiled at Veronica.


Epilog:

We got married a month later. Veronica was barely 
showing. She looked like Alice in Wonderland in her 
wedding dress. We had a nice small wedding. David was 
my best man and Kristy was the maid of honor. Dave kept 
smiling at me. I finally asked him what was so funny. 

He said, "I can't tell you bro. You would kill me." 

"If I promise not to kill you, will you tell me?" 

"Okay," David said while smiling, "I was just thinking 
that I could say that I took my brother's wife's 
cherry."

I smiled but did tell him I better not hear him say it 
to any one.

Veronica lived at her parents until I finished college 
a couple of months later. Then we rented the apartment 
above the hardware store where I became the manager and 
Veronica was the bookkeeper. Our sex life was awesome. 
We enjoyed life to the fullest. We did have a little 
girl. Her name 'Alice' of course Life is good!

I hope you enjoyed my story.

DG Hear

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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.

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