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One of her favorite pastimes was having a rich cup of coffee across the street from her condo. One Sunday she got a real treat, Dot met Jason, a virgin boy of 18. And she enjoyed him all Sunday Afternoon. (F/M-teen, 1st) *** Dot walked back into her bedroom after escorting Jason to the front door and telling him goodbye. How did a forty-nine-year-old woman become involved with a boy, a mere eighteen years of age? Entering her bed room, Dot stopped in front of the mirrored sliding closet doors and looked at herself. What would my friends and co- workers say if they find out about my indiscretions should they discover I had sex with a boy you just recently became of legal age? I must be crazy Dot determined as she starred at her nude image, and attempted to reason with herself after having sex with a 18-year-old stud muffin. The face that looked back at her didn’t seem different from it had twelve hours previously, when she dressed to leave and have her regular Sunday afternoon coffee at the coffee bar. She was still trim, had hardly any dimpling on her firm round hips, and her breasts showed no sagging. For some reason, this Sunday, she had taken extreme care in applying her makeup and selecting the new red short skirt and white blouse with the low scalloped neck line. The neckline of the blouse she had worn was cut low and provided a definite view of her still perky 34B breasts. Did some celestial force or deity become involved in allowing a young boy into her bed? Dot held some belief in supernatural deity, and there were powers that drove one’s actions, beyond the norm, and produces a course for all peoples to follow, knowingly or unknowingly. After checking her appearance in the mirror along the side the entrance door of her condo, she had walked to the coffee bar across the street from her condo, as she did most. Sundays. Walking to the table she normally sat at, she noted most of the regulars were enjoying the atmosphere within the coffee bar. Mark, her favorite waiter, brought her a steaming hot cup of Kona coffee and a tray of Danish pastries to select from, to compliment her coffee. Selecting an orange filled Danish she took out the latest book she was reading, and opened it to page 204, where she had stopped reading Saturday night before going to sleep. Having Mark as her waiter, she knew, as one of her favorite people as he seemed to always greet her with such kindness and sincerity. While reading or just looking off into the outdoors through the large store front windows, she could count on Mark to keep her cup full. Just now he had brought her a new cup of coffee instead of refilling the one she had been drinking from. For someone about twenty-five, Mark had it all put together. Once he had told her that after college he worked as a stock broker and found the job demeaning and a no brainier. Working at the coffee bar had provided him an opportunity to meet other people with the same interest as he had. His attempt at writing a novel was about to be fulfilled as his editor had sent it back to him for final revisions. Dot still remembered the couple of times he asks her out on a date. She always told him she was old enough to be his mother, but he continued asking. After reading for nearly an hour she lay down the book and was watching the people walk by on this bright sunny day in New York City. Friends were entering or leaving the coffee house and they stopped briefly to speak with her. Then she heard a voice behind her asking, "Hi, I’m Jason, I see you’re a fan of the same writer of mystery novels I am. I’m reading the same book and found it intriguing, but I cannot determine where the story is heading. I’ve read almost 100 pages of the book." The young asked, "Do you find it as interesting as the other books she has written?" Turning slightly she saw a well dressed teenage boy, carrying the same book she was reading. Well, she thought, he isn’t lying about reading the book and realized his comments were on target and explained why she was having trouble reading the novel. The story line in the book really didn’t seem to be going anywhere. Dot thought, this lad must be extremely intelligent to have noted this while reading the book. Dot was having trouble following the plot and until Jason explained it just then, she hadn’t known why. Looking at the teenager, she found herself thinking about her own son, Bradley, who was now twenty-three years old. "May I join you and treat you to another cup of coffee?" he asked as he took the chair next to me before Dot had time to respond. "Well, I guess it won’t be a problem if you sit for a few minutes," she replied. Her thoughts were the lad would understand he could set for a few minutes and assumed he would excuse himself. Smiling, the boy extended his hand in greeting and saying, "I’m Jason Leverson, and my parents just purchased and moved into the co-op two doors down." "Nice meeting you, Jason, I’m Dorothy Anderson but my friends just refer to me as Dot, and you may as well," she replied. "Great, now I at last know someone here. I’m enrolled at Harvard and will start school in September. For the past eighteen years, I’ve lived in White Plains, but my parents decided to move into the city as my father commuted daily," Jason informed her. During the following two hours Dot found that Jason’s intelligence was in the genius level, and he could converse on any subject. She, as a teaching physician, was also intelligent and equally able to discuss on most subjects, to some degree. While they spoke, she noticed Jason was constantly glancing at her cleavage exposed above the cutout at the neck line of her blouse. She’d worn the new pushup bra that covered her breasts just below the nipples. A few times she leaned forward intentionally so the blouse would fall away slightly from her breast. Dot wasn’t certain if Jason was able to view her nipples but found herself hoping he could view them for some perverse reason. Dot listened as Jason explain how his education during the past twelve years, kept him from the normal life a student usually has. Jason spoke of the private schools he had attended and Dot knew they were the best and extremely expensive. "What is your girlfriend like," Dot inquired? Watching as his face turned slightly red, he informed her, "Well, actually I don’t have one and except for dances with girls from the academy, a few blocks from the private school I attended, I really didn’t date." This surprised Dot as she noted Jason was handsome and noted his physique was excellent. Judging him to be around six-one in height and most likely around 175 pounds, she wondered why some cute girl hadn’t snagged him. Anything this good should have lots of girlfriends. "Don’t you date or at least go to the movies with girls you know?" she inquired. "Not really, sometimes I took the girl who lived next door in White Plains, to a movie or concert, but I’m somewhat shy around my peer group. Especially in social atmospheres where, as you are probably aware, you couple off as boy-girl. I’m embarrassed to say this, but I’m likely the only boy from White Plains that hasn’t been with a girl. Physically with a girl, perhaps I should clarify," Jason realized he may have spoken improperly, and then added, "Perhaps I shouldn’t have stated that to you and I’m sorry for my comment," Jason exclaimed. Dot listened as Jason discussed how he enjoyed girls, but never developed lasting relationships, and she believed his desire for an education, plus his intelligence, demanded considerable time spent in studies, because of his parents desire for him to excel. When Jason asked about her husband, she replied direct and assuredly with more insight into her own private world than she normally would. Not even her closest friends, or with Nora her sister, did Dot discuss her failed marriage. Now Dot was telling an eighteen-year- old boy, who she had known only for a short period of time, her innermost secrets. "For the past twelve years I’ve been single. My ex- husband and I were divorced after I found him enjoy the ripeness of our 16-year-old baby sitter. Jason, I can’t believe I’m telling you this as I’ve never spoken to another person, why my marriage broke apart." Jason listened as Dot explained about finding her husband and the girl together in her bed. "The day I found them together, I had to teach a late class as a fill-in for another instructor at the university. Being as how it was just after 12:00 noon, I thought I’d go home and freshen up before returning back to the university for the 6:00 P.M. class. I entered our home, walked into our bedroom to shower, and you can imagine my shock in finding my husband being intimate with the neighbor girl who babysat for us." "That must have been horrible for you, Dot. Were the police notified due to the young age of the girl or what happened?" Jason asked. "No, Jeff was only too happy to give me everything and not chance his having sex with an underage girl brought up in a divorce. In fact, you wouldn’t believe how he begged me when he jumped up from the bed as I screamed when I saw him with Kelsy," I’d replied to Jason’s question. "Jason, I still laugh when memories of how Jeff looked with his erection and little Kelsy lay with her legs spread wide open. She was so scarred she peed a little as she lay on my bed." Finally I informed Jason that we should probably leave so those standing and waiting to be seated could have a table. As we walked from the building I asked Jason, "Would you like to stop at my place and we can chat some more and I’ll fix us a bite to eat, if you’re hungry." After eating a quick meal of chicken salad, we sat in my living room and talked about every subject under the sun. Jason was impressed with my being a physician and that I taught as well. While we spoke, I noticed he was constantly looking at my legs as if he was trying to see up my skirt. Why I curled my left leg up under me so it would expose my legs and maybe more, I wasn’t certain what he could view under my skirt? I felt giddy as a teenage girl trying to seduce a boy she likes. For an hour we remained in what was likely a heightened sexual, and tension filled relationship as I moved my legs so Jason could get, I was certain, a view of my pantyhose covered public area. What the reasons was for being this bold I’ll likely never know but after being divorced for so long I wanted to feel desired by a male. Albeit Jason was only 18, telling me over coffee, he’d never engaged in sex. My reasoning tells me I wanted to tease a 18-year-old and see if he found an older woman attractive. Especially this older woman, now that I look back on the past afternoon and for me, my first sexual intercourse in 12 years. While I teased Jason, it became oblivious he was suffering ever young guy’s affliction of being erect. I found it exciting to make him unable to suppress his firmness without some type of sexual release. Jason either was going to masturbate or have sex somehow. Another alternative is for the young male to become so excited, he will ejaculate within his undershorts from just the desire or idea of having sex. Sometime around six in the afternoon, Jason said he guessed he’d best leave as his parents would start worrying about him. As I rose from the sofa on which I was seated, I swung my legs out and then down, and in doing so knew my complete pubic area had flashed Jason. Jason’s face turned a slight red as he didn’t drop his starring at me. Walking over to where he was seated I looked down at him and asked, "Did you ever view the movie, The Graduate, with the character, Mrs. Robinson, Jason?" His face was flushed and he replied, "Dot, that is one of my favorite movies of all times. I’ve watched it so many times I’ve lost count. I have it on VHS and DVD. My mother has a friend who reminds me of that character in the movie." Where my boldness came from and more importantly why, I will undoubtedly never know. Nor do I really concern myself with why I acted as such, as I placed my foot on the edge of the chair Jason was seated in, and pretended to adjust my pantyhose. In doing so, it hiked my skirt upward as I pulled up on my hose. Then I asked Jason, "Do I remind you of Mrs. Robinson?" Slowly I drew my skirt higher, then dropped my foot onto the carpet, as I did, Jason starred at my torso, and his hand reached out and rested lightly on my thigh as I stood in front of him. My mind was fogged over. Since finding Jeff with Kelsy, I’d never known any desire for sex, absolutely none. Now I was tempting a teenage boy and thought I was crazy. Watching Jason’s face, I again placed my foot on the edge of the chair in which he was seated. Except this time I placed it between his legs. "What would, your wish could happen between us, Jason?" His mouth opened, and Jason was unable to speak or concerned he make the wrong comment, or his hand would be slapped away from where he had placed it on the top of my leg. Then Jason was squeezing the insides of my right thigh, near my sex. "Jason, perhaps you should call your parents and tell them your visiting friends and will be late. Or if you’re afraid, I won’t be mad if you decide to leave and go home instead." "Where’s the phone?" Jason asked in chocking whispers as if he was afraid to say more than a few words. I wondered if he really was a virgin or coning me. The reality that I was leading this young boy into sex, made me wonder about my overt actions. Whatever was creating the need for my turning on this boy didn’t provide me with clear answers. I attempted to sort out the reality of my actions, and only one answer appeared in my mind. That was Jason’s attempt to view under my dress at the present time and his trying to look down my blouse at the coffee shop. Somewhere in my fogged over mind I knew I must stop this silliness. Watching Jason as he called his parents I saw his erection straining against his slacks. "Hi dad, just speaking with a friend I met at the coffee shop and we may go to a movie," Jason was telling his dad. It was easy to hear the excitement in his voice and I wondered if his father could as well? Finally he told his father goodbye and turned to face me. Now my body experienced a strange sensation as the fear of the unknown crossed through my mind. The idea of having sex after so long a time, made me more apprehensive than when I gave Martin McDaniels my virginity shortly after my seventeenth birthday. Today seemed to have been a synced day in my biorhythm from the time I dressed to go for coffee. While getting dressed, I’d selected the new skirt and blouse I was wearing, though I had purchased it for an informal luncheon at the university later in the month. Something seemed to have filled me with the prospect of adventure as I had dressed carefully. "Jason perhaps we..." I commenced to tell him we needed to forget this silliness as he walked toward me after speaking with his father. My mind was directing me to stop this craziness and remember I was a forty-nine- year-old woman, and Jason was an innocent eighteen- year-old. That Jason was a virgin that... I couldn’t finish the sentence. Jason stood three feet in front of me, and it was certain neither of us knew what, nor how, to finalize the seduction of the other. For a minute of two we just looked at each other. Then Jason made the initial move to finish what both of us started earlier in the afternoon. No kissing, hugging or even saying anything, occurred between us. Jason simply reached out and his right hand lightly gripped my left breast, and I felt his hand shake nervously. There was no doubt in my mind that this young boy was still a virgin. My thoughts were confused when Jason cupped my breast. First, the mores of social behavior told me I must stop my foolishness. Then I remembered how a fellow doctor, at a party, had grabbed my breast, and for a brief moment, I allowed him to squeeze my breasts. This had occurred about six months after my divorce. This isn’t right, I must stop myself before this proceeds further, I thought again. What would my fellow staff members say if they discovered I seduced an eighteen-year-old boy? What happened next totally caught me off guard. "Oh, Jason, don’t squeeze so hard." I responded to his gripping my breast so hard, it hurt. As I spoke, he had got onto his knees and slipped both hands up under my skirt and onto my hips. Somehow I must stop this as I felt him moving his face across my stomach and moving one hand between my thighs. I became scarred of what I was doing but didn’t wish to stop my madness. Deep - deep in my mind I wanted to take this boy into my body. Especially as his face and now his lips, were kissing my legs through my pantyhose. I could feel the warmth of Jason’s breath through the silk like material. Had Jason lied to me about being a virgin or had he at least performed oral sex with a girl before today? "Tell me the truth Jason, have you kissed a girl between her legs, or why are you in front of me kissing my stomach and legs?" "Never, I’ve never done this before but I want to with you. I looked up your skirt and saw your legs and it created an urge to kiss them. I’ll stop, and I’m sorry for my indecent actions. Forgive me, please, Dot?" As he spoke, he stood up and stepped back about two steps with a painful expression on his face. Softly I spoke to Jason as I reached out to him, "Would you like to make love with me, you sweet and handsome young man?" Hardly had I asked the question, than Jason moved forward and hugged me tightly, and in an almost tearful voice said, "Never would I have thought this would happen to me but if you let me make love to you Dot, I’ll try to make you happy." Then Jason added, "You’ll need to help me as I’ve never done it before," "Come with me," as I took his hand leading him down the hallway and into my bedroom. Looking around the room I couldn’t help but think I also may need help. My thoughts were, do I undress in front of him, change into a robe in the bathroom and then come to him? Should I let him undress me? Perhaps I should undress him. After being without social dating skills for the12 years I was married and another 13 years after being divorced, it scarred me to think about being undressed in front of a man, even if Jason was only eighteen. Sex does not necessarily judge its actions based on age, as a physician, I knew. Also not having sex after so long a time, with anyone but my husband, in all those years, created even more uncertainly within me. "Do you wish to undress privately in the bathroom, or would you like me to watch you disrobe in my presence, Jason?" I asked him. "May I watch as you undress, and I will while you do?" Jason responded as he started to remove his shirt and kick off his loafers. Slowly I removed my clothing, my eyes never left Jason as he disrobed in front of me. When he slipped from his under shorts, my eyes filled with wonder at how erect and tall his penis stood outward from his groin. Jason’s penis was larger than my ex-husband’s I saw as it appeared to my view. I watched it appear so firm, with a slight curve to the left, as he pulled his shorts down over his legs. "You’re a very handsome young man and you can be sure girls will enjoy what you have down there," I told Jason. At this point I was standing in only my bra and pantyhose. Jason’s eyes never left me and I unsnapped the front hook bra and playfully tossed it to him. This I did so I didn’t look quite so silly removing my pantyhose. They make a woman look so ungraceful when removing them off, or even putting them on. I always hated for my ex to watch me put on or remove my pantyhose. Surely they were invented by a man. I stood straight and spread my legs slightly as I let Jason take in the sight of his first nude female. Even if I was older than his mother I saw he enjoyed the view and his erection actually bounced as he became more aroused. "Jason, lets take a shower together, as we’ve been out and that will help us both relax before we share a moment of a lifetime between us." Smiling, I informed Jason, "You must know it is almost like a first time for myself as well." Studying the young face I spoke softly, "Jason, I hope you’ll never regret this - do not answer that and would you like to share a warm shower together?" "You’re really pretty, Dot, and you’re older than my mother, but you look younger and hope you don’t think I’m unnatural, for never being with a girl before, you don’t do you?" "That isn’t unnatural, Jason, and thanks, I think, but you mustn’t compare me with your mother." Then I added, "And don’t remind me of my age or I may just spank you." The next question I have no idea why I asked," Have you viewed your mother undressed and if you did, how did that happen, Jason?" "When we lived in White Plains, we had a very large jacuzzi and sometimes mom and sat in the swirling water nude together." Hesitating, Jason continued, "Not always, but we were never embarrassed when we saw the other’s nude." Smiling at his honesty, I laughed and asked him pointedly, "Did she ever see that hard thing of yours standing up like it is now?" Jason blushed and told me, "Once, just before we moved here to the city, we were in the jacuzzi, and as I got out of the water to go after cokes, and I didn’t think about being erect." Jason’s face seemed to turn red as he told me, "When I stood up, mom looked at me, and told me, I was getting to be a big boy and the girls better watch out." After a few minutes of talking and laughing together under the shower, I took a bottle of body lotion and poured some in my hand. Then I lathered Jason’s shoulders and stomach with the smooth lotion. Slowly I moved my hands down until I was stroking all around his erection but staying only in the hair surrounding his penis. Gently letting the sides of my hands and fingers touch his excited engorged organ. I watched as it jerked as my hands brushed along the sides and base of his beautiful sex object. Looking into Jason’s face, I saw his eyes were shut and his hips begin to move back and forth, attempting to move his erection so it would push against my body. Looking at his erection I saw Jason must be ready to ejaculate, and this I didn’t want him to do. If I was going to take this young man for his first sex, then I wanted him to come inside my body and not all over me and washed from my body and down the drain. "Don’t come, Jason. Wait, follow me," I told him as I turned off the shower, took his hand, leading us soaking wet to my bed. Lying on my back, I pulled Jason on top of me and reached between us and grasped his testicles in my hand. I squeezed them slightly to retard his desire to ejaculate. Jason moaned out that it hurt and hearing him say that, I moved my hand onto his engorged penis. Then guided Jason’s firm manhood to the entrance of my vulva. My voice cried out from the contact of a male’s hard erection against my labia and clitoris for the first time in over twelve years. "NO! Oh Jason, shove into me, push your hardness inside me." "YES! OH MY GOD!" I cried out as my body accepted a male organ deeply inside me for the first time, in much too long of time. Looking back to those short six hours or so, it is impossible to say if I did or did not climax when Jason first entered my vagina. Whatever happened when Jason’s fairly large, and young firm member passed through both my major and minor labia, I felt like a truck had hit me. As for Jason, I still vividly recall feeling him tremble as he drove completely within the core of my sex. Feeling him shudder as he went off as he moved inward and outward perhaps twice or three times, and the soulful sounds he uttered for his first come inside a woman, I’ll likely remember until I’m no longer able to breathe. "Ooooohhhhh, oh Dot, ooohhh, I’m... Oh Dot," his voice lost in his feelings in the act of copulation for the first time in his being. Jason seemed to sob as if he was crying. after he went off for his first time during intercourse. My arms moved around his back and I held him to me. "Lay still, Jason and enjoy the feeling I know is going through your body even yet." Then I told my youthful lover, "I feel my young man trembling as he lies on me and inside me, also." After a very short time I could feel Jason commence to move slightly back and forth for the contact that can only be felt, but I’m unable to describe. The feeling of a man’s sexual organ as it moves along the sides of a woman’s vaginal lips and brushes the clitoris in its travels I’ve never been able to describe. Several times I could remember my ex-husband and I talking about this feeling. He could never understand why I was unable to describe and tell him what I felt from the sexual contact. "Dot, is it ok if I do it again?" Jason asked after a few firm strokes of making love to me. Feeling him move and the fact it assuredly was truly fantastic for me and I realized Jason still hadn’t become knowledgeable after his first time lasted less than half a minute. But that didn’t bother me as I took a young man for his first time and it seemed like mine. "Tell me Jason, does it feel good? Do it however you want, my lover," I told him so he would know he was making me feel good and his confidence wouldn’t suffer from his lack of experience. Jason’s manhood was a very good size and larger than any I’d ever had. Then again I had only known four others and one of them was my husband’s. Using my hands I begin to somewhat push against his hips in various ways so he begins to realize how to move his penis all around for the pleasure of the woman and himself. Without saying a word, I felt Jason movements become stranger and faster. He learned very fast how to move in and out in various strokes and speed. Much to my surprise Jason lasted several minutes before he went off the second time. My own body was bucking and sliding all around the bed as I felt Jason building. The need to climax didn’t develop for me this time, but I needed to move and rub my hands over his back and grip his hips. "Let it come Jason, squirt off in me. I want you to come, Jason. Oh yes, come in me Jason." "I’m doing it again, oh Dot!" "Yes... Yes, oh Dot... I’m coming in you, Dot!" his words spilled from his lips as he pumped his come into my body. For a few minutes I held Jason on top of me. Finally I moved him off me, telling him I’d hurry back and walked into the bathroom to pee. My legs felt somewhat weak and I needed a few minutes alone with myself to figure out what I had just done. What if his parents found out. I was worried Jason would tell his friends and it would get back to the university. Before going back into the bedroom, I freshened my makeup, brushed my hair, and splashed on White Diamonds. I started to wipe between my legs but when I felt Jason’s virgin ejaculations were leaking from my vagina, I decided to enjoy the wetness of a man’s sexual fluids in and on my body after so many years. Looking at myself in the vanity mirror over the bathroom sink, I saw myself, and how radiant looking I appeared, and a funny smile reflected back at me from the mirrored image. A small twinkle showed from the corner of my eyes. Before I started feeling guilty, I returned to the bed where Jason lay watching me as I joined him on the bed. Climbing onto the bed, I sat with my back propped against the headboard and moved my arms down and pulled Jason’s head onto my lap. I had splashed a lot of perfume on my pubic hair and knew Jason was inhaling the aroma. "Tell me Jason, are you happy and satisfied and was it like you thought sex would be your first time?" "Oh yes, yes, it was wonderful Dot, and I liked feeling how you felt under me and it seemed so hot inside your thing. I’m so glad that you were my first, Dot. I think I love you," Jason told me as he begins to lightly kiss my stomach. Reaching down I pulled his mouth to my right breast, instructing him, "Suck my nipples Jason, but be gentle." Shortly after Jason started nursing at my nipple I felt him move his fingers onto my sex. Jason scooted me around until we were laying side-by-side. After a few minutes of talking and his continuing to stroke my sex, I was ready for him to take me. With no request from me, Jason moved atop me and as he eased inside my sex he worked slow and altered between deep strokes and then just in the edge of my sex. My body started wanting him and I was crying out for him to take me deep and hard. Jason knew how to make me desire him, and this was only his third time to have sex. Deep in the recesses of my mind I tried to find a time when I had felt as I did now. No one had ever taken me like this eighteen-year-old boy was doing now. I felt the need to climax and I was building hard and fast. Somehow Jason had found how to make me wants sex with him and he was so good in his love making this time. Just then I felt Jason moving faster and he cried out, "I’m gonna come, Dot," and as Jason went off, I sobbed out and did as well. "Jason, I’m coming, oh god I’m there. Do it Jason, do it, come in me again!" "GOD I WANT TO COME! God Jason, it is so good, oh Baby," I cried out in my release as I gave up my orgasm to him. Within ten or fifteen minutes we were again making love. Jason seemed not get enough and I wasn’t about to ask him to stop. But my body was becoming sore, yet I wanted more from this young man. For three more hours we engaged in some sort of sexual release for both of us. At one point I performed oral sex on Jason, even though I hardly ever had done so on my ex. Jason even wanted to do it with me, so he got his first taste of a woman and got me off after about eight or nine minutes. Finally, I got Jason to take a shower with me, but without soap, and then I kissed him goodbye and let him out the door. As he walked down the hallway to the elevator, I saw him turn, and he blew me a goodbye kiss. I knew it was childish, but after all, Jason was only eighteen. Turning out the bedside lamp, I curled up on my left side and looked out at the night sky through the open bedroom drapes. The feelings I had wasn’t of remorse but rather of surprise and hated to admit even to myself, the desire to have Jason again to nestle between my thighs. Somewhere, so deep within my physic I couldn’t explain where to my self, lay a frightened woman whose sexual desires had been released for the first time ever. I felt tears fill my eyes when remembering the intensity of my sexual climax. Never had o uttered words of barbaric phrases during sex before with her husband or any of the people I had made love with. Pulling my legs up even tighter against my chest, reached my arms downward and clasped and my bent legs as firmly to my torso as possible. Feeling so alive and yet extremely unsure of myself, my body seemed to continue quivering as it had during the intense pleasure Jason had produced deep inside me. Sobbing ever so lightly, I finally went to sleep. Awaking the next morning, I found it was nearly eight o’clock and I was due to be at the college for my first class at nine. Rising from the bed, my body seemed to be tense and sore, and between my legs even more so. Never before, had I felt her Mons Venus and vagina feel like they were bruised and battered after having sex with my ex-husband and the other few sexual encounters I had during my teenage years. Walking into the bathroom, I stopped in front of the mirrored wall and tried to see my private area. Unable to obtain the view I wished I sat down on the floor and pulling my legs back and spread outward, I could view my sex. Never had I ever looked at myself as I was now. Being a doctor, I understood the dull ache between my legs and inside the inner core of my genitalia. Gently I pulled my labia apart and looked inside my sex, knowing I wouldn’t see any wounds. My fingers reached up inside my vagina and I understood what young virgins feel when they first have sex. It isn’t the loss of their hymen that they feel the next day, but it’s the feeling of having your female organ probed and punished in the desire to mate. Rising from the floor, I stepped into the shower after setting it just slightly hotter than normal. "Jason, do you enjoy seeing me nude," I had asked him last night as we showered together prior to having sex? Now my memory of what I had allowed my physical body to enjoy took over and I could not remember when I last felt so much like a woman. There is no doubt I can never go without sex again after having been so soundly taken the previous afternoon and evening. Finish dressing for work, I slipped on the same skirt and blouse I’d had worn yesterday when going to the coffee bar and later allowed Jason to observe my undressing. Like a teenage girl fees being romantic and in love, after given her virginity to her first love. Perhaps I was having a mental change as I thought of being silly, by wearing the same clothing as I had yesterday when I and Jason had seduced one another. Leaving the condo, I hailed a cab for the normal ten- minute walk to the university so I wouldn’t be late for my first class. Riding in the backseat of the taxi, I felt like the day would be the most wonderful ever. I awoke from my thoughts when the cabbie told me were at my destination. Walking into the medical building, I walked with a step of confidence unfelt for years. There was no doubt that the sexual encounter with Jason had made me a new woman. The day seemed long as I taught classes and made a few rounds with some advanced students. Being part of a teaching hospital and having the academia world at my disposal, I realized what my previous education had provided for me financially and personally. Thoughts of the previous day’s encounter with a young boy of eighteen, my first sex in almost as many years, kept creeping into my mind with pleasant but strange images of being with a teenage boy, Never in all my romantic fantasies would I have imagined being the first female to capture Jason’s virgin seed in my sheath of womanhood. Walking home from the university that afternoon, I tried to visualize my vision of men, especially as I did when I would masturbate since I and my ex had called it splits. My normal fantasies were usually of a large dark-haired man whom I was visiting in Paris or on a small Pacific Island. My fantasies were nearly always took place in a flower garden and my being taken in such a public setting, or alongside an exotic automobile. The sex was never really a complete image when I brought relief to my need when having an orgasm during the time I used my fingers to satisfy the sexual cravings. I had often considered purchasing a vibrator but for some reason the idea of an electronic phallus never seemed appropriate for my demeanor or desires. Nearing the coffee shop I considered stopping and knew it was my hope that Jason would be waiting inside the small café. Just as my feet begin to step toward the entrance of the coffee bar, I moved on toward my condo. "I can’t just enter the place in the same clothes I wore yesterday," I thought to myself. Perhaps after my bath I’ll dress and return for coffee. I‘m intelligent enough to understand the real reason was to again hold Jason deep inside my body. When I awoke up this morning, I’d reached down and stroked my sex to see if Jason’s semen was still inside my vulva, and was disappointed to find I was dry as normal, in part because of change of life I was going through. After my last class and rounds at the hospital, I had grabbed a newspaper and walked to the hospital cafeteria and enjoyed the soup and salad bar buffet. Now I would take a leisure bath and prepare and hope for a visit with Jason. We had exchanged telephone numbers but couldn’t bring myself to call him, mostly due to the possibility his mother or father may answer the phone and want to know who was calling. While shaving my legs, I wondered about shaving the massive growth of pubic hair I’d allowed to grow since my divorce. The hair was abundant and I knew from my medical training, exceptionally long. Pulling it gently outward from my mons, I knew it measured at least four to five inches long. For the first time in a long time I studied my sex and found the hair had commenced getting grey hair on my mons and along the majora labia. No, I thought it isn’t grey, it’s silver. Thinking back to when I must have last trimmed my bush, it had to have been just before the divorce was final, and I had at that point in my life, determined to never shave my sex, nor allow another male to touch me so intimately. Now I was contemplating another sexual encounter with a boy younger than my own son. No, I’ll never shave my pussy again. I had always called my sex, my pussy, since I was a little girl. When I was around seven years old, and had been swimming in the pool, and when I went to the bathroom to shower off, I was nude walking from her bedroom to the bathroom. My father was walking down the hallway toward me and when he saw I was naked, smiled and told me, "Honey, you’d best put something on as I can see your pussy between your legs." I remembered my father laughed and I also, at his calling my thing a pussy. That was the start of calling my sex, "Pussy." I knew it was a common name applied to that part of a female’s body but for me it was a special name and was spelled with a capital "P." Slowly I found myself stroking my sex and starting to build toward a climax. No, I told myself, and I’m not going to do myself. I want to feel Jason’s hardness and largeness stroking deep within my body. What must he be thinking I wondered, as I considered our age difference and also that I was his first? I may be sick, but having Jason go off in me was simply divine and I loved it when he took me the second and subsequent times. Even if almost twenty-four hours had passed, my sex and mons still felt bruised, having allowed the wanton desires to come forth after all these years. I want to feel that young penis probing where no other had previously reached. I’m not right about this but I need it again. God, but I want Jason between my legs and to feel his lip’s suckling at my breast and tugging at my nipples. It will be a first, but I may ask Jason to bite and chew my nipples until the pain is unbearable, I thought in my crazed brain. Picking out my clothing was difficult, as I wanted to appear sexy but not trashy, so I settled on a leather skirt, vest with and a dark tan v-shaped blouse. Slipping it on without a bra I knew would allow my prominent nipples to poke outward against the satin like material. My nipples had always been large, especially when compared them with the size of my breast. For hosiery I chose lace top thigh highs from Victoria’s Secrets, and decided to remove my panties, and go without any for the first time in my life. I wanted to feel nude under my clothing, but it felt odd without a bra and panties on, I thought. Jaywalking across the street from the condo to the coffee bar, I received whistles and cat calls from passing drivers. I noticed how men walking on the sidewalk gave me a very strong glance at my legs, and saw my vest was open enough to let my breast be displayed. My nipples were pushing against the material oft he blouse and there outline was visible. God, am I a slut to dress in this manner? Entering the café, I noted Mark wasn’t working this evening, but Shannon and the owner, Sol, were on duty. Sitting at my regular table, Shannon greeted and informed me, "Dot, we have a new blend of Kona that is really terrific. Would you like to try it or do you wish to have your regular Espresso?" "OK, let me have a cup of the Kona and a slice of the chocolate cheesecake, Shannon." When Shannon returned with my order, she told me, "Your looking radiant this afternoon, Dot. Your outfit is really terrific looking and makes you appear much younger." Teasing me, Shannon asked, "You haven’t got you a boyfriend, have you?" "Wish I did, but you know us older women get pushed aside for the young girls like you pretty sweet young things," I replied. Studying Shannon as she went to another table, I saw how graceful she was and it was obvious she took exceptional pride in the manner in which she fixed her hair and applied her makeup. A half hour later, as I was about to leave and I spied Jason walking toward the coffee shop, with an older woman. When Jason entered the café, he spotted me and guided the lady he was with over to my table. "Hello Mrs. Iverson, how are you today? This is my mother, Andrea," Jason informed me and it was certain, that Jason was letting me know the lady was not a "girlfriend" but his parent. Smooth, Jason, I thought to myself as I reached to shake Andrea’s hand. "Mom, Mrs. Iverson lives in one of the condos near here and she enjoys reading the same authors as I. We’ve spoken about our favorite writers and she has promised to let me visit her sometime and view her personal library," Jason finished his attempt to let his mother know that he and I were only friends. For several minutes we enjoyed each other’s company. and finally Andrea advised she must leave and meet with her husband for a dinner and cocktail party uptown. After Jason’s mother left, I looked at Jason and pointedly asked, "Can we finish yesterday, and go to my place?" The look in Jason’s eyes told me that he was as ready to continue with our sexual games as I was. We made arrangements that I would leave and he would leave about 15 minutes later and to enter my building via the side door. Picking up my check, I walked over to where Shannon was and handed her money for her bill. "Watch that cute boy over there, I believe he is just looking for a cute little thing like you, Shannon," I said with a smile on my face. With that, I walked out of the café and winked at Jason before exiting the coffee bar. Rushing into my bedroom, I removed the vest, blouse and skirt and then put on a lacy and sheer dressing gown. Looking in the mirror over the vanity, I refreshed my makeup and brushed a few stay hairs into place. Then awaited the teenage lover. Walking to the side entrance of Dot’s condo, Jason could feel his erection pushing against the front of his pants. Remembering the events of the previous afternoon, and that he had been a virgin, but in a span of a few hours had become a man and hoped, a real lover to Dot. I actual jumped when I heard the buzzer sound to let me know someone was wishing access to the condo. Pressing the intercom, I asked, "Yes?" "Hi, it’s Jason." With that, I pushed the control button allowing, Jason’s entry into the building. "Am I really so brazen that I’m meeting a young boy dressed, and looking like a floozy?" The minute or so waiting for the young lad to arrive and knock on the door, seemed an hour. My body was craving release from sex and I understood that in the span of one day I had lost all of my inhibitions from normalcy of social behavior regarding the contact between an adult and a child. Hearing Jason’s light tap at the door, I moved as if afraid to open the door and welcome the teenage lover back into the sanctity of my home. I felt my sex becoming wet while waiting Jason’s arrival, and now I felt lust coursing throughout my body. Assuredly I’m crazy or why else would I feel like a high school girl awaiting her prom date or even worse, a virgin bride on her wedding-night, as she is about to step into the bedroom where she is to be ravished for her first time. Opening the door, but standing behind it so if anyone was in the hallway they wouldn’t observe how I was dressed, let Jason enter. "You’re beautiful," Jason spoke with a softness that surprised Dorothy. Moving to him, I hugged him and my lips settled on his in a quickness that surprised both of us. I moved my tongue from my mouth, and into Jason’s and hunted within his with my tongue, with no thought of French kissing, but to simply explore the expanse of his mouth as intimately as possible. The only thought in my mind was I wanted sex. Not to wait even for an instance but to lead this boy into my body, and feel his hardness fill my sexual void straightaway without delay. Briefly, as I undressed Jason, I questioned how I’d gone without sex all those years. Was I attempting to capture those lost years in a single love affair with this barely legal aged boy? "Dot, your so different today, what should I do to help," Jason asked in a firm and husky voice? "Don’t say anything, just take me as I can’t wait, and I need you now, Jason. Oh my God, yes!" I cried out in a shrill voice as I felt my inner being accept Jason’s firm and erect manhood, as he pushed his erection completely within my body in a straightforward shove. For me it seemed I was having one orgasm after another as Jason simply rode my body and brought every carnal desire my soul could release. "Take me, God, take me Jason, take me and give me all of you. Harder Jason, do me harder and faster. God I’m coming over and over from your doing me." For Jason it was quick and hard as he felt his ejaculation start from deep in his groin after just a few minutes of stroking into the insatiable woman laying spread eagled under him. He was amazed to find how this time Dot had kept her legs wide apart and moved her hips up to capture him. Thinking back to the previous day, Jason remembered how she had kept wrapping her legs around his back and hips. Now she seemed to use her legs as a means to raise her hips and body upward as he drove into her. "YES! JASON, I’M COMING! don’t ever stop, it’s so wonderful. Come with me lover, give me your cum," I cried and sobbed out at the same time. Never had I felt such passion as I was now. Jason was also coming, and when he felt his manhood spray his juices into the woman under him he moaned and his voice wouldn’t utter words. Just guttural sounds with no meaning, except the sounds as old as time, of a man sowing his seed inside the female of the species, as if they were animals breeding with one of their own. Finally both were finished in their release of sexual tension that comes from the ultimate closeness between a man and woman. Jason felt heavy on her but she wanted him atop her and wouldn’t allow him to escape from her legs gripping around his upper thighs and tight against the lower part of his hips. Never could I have imagined such release from sex. During the first years of having sex as a teenager and while married did my body betray emotions in sex so strongly. Smiling to myself, I begins to use my vaginal muscles to arouse Jason’s manhood to again become erect. His youth allowed him to respond within just a few minutes and again begin the movement of sexual intercourse. This time took longer and although I didn’t have an orgasm, I felt it was so fulfilling to enjoy the pleasure received from Jason’s youthful and somewhat larger than average manhood. If I died at this moment, it would be truly a wonderful experience to feel such a young boy in the grip of my still youthful and smooth thighs. Several minutes passed before Jason moved from my body and I felt disappointment as he moved onto his side and lay with his right leg across the lower part of my body. "Jason, you’re truly wonderful when it comes to making me happy sexually. Some girl is going to really find an ideal love partner in you," I whispered in my still short of breath voice. "I only want you, not some other girl. No one could give me such feeling and love as I have with you. I love you, Dot," Jason told her. For several minutes we rested and spoke of what our relationship meant to each other. I realized Jason was truly in love with me, and understood that being his first, played a large role in his romantic beliefs. I wondered how long it would be before I must tell him he needed to find himself another girl to love. But for the next few days I knew I would want him taking me in sexual ways, and as I thought these things, I moved down and begins to take him with my mouth. Jason’s body begin to shake and his erection was so taunt with feelings from my mouth sucking and moving up and down his erection, that he thrust his hips up from the bed as my mouth moved up to the head of his penis. Feeling my tongue swipe across and around his erection made the need to release his cum even more demanding. Then he felt me kind of bite around the very tip of his manhood. With tight suction and grip of my lips as I lightly bite him, causing him to shot-off into the warmth of my throat. Crying out his release, Jason felt like his body was falling apart from the stiffness it developed and was like a glass shattering when he went off. Both of us were enjoying the aftermath of our sexual releases and fell asleep in total contentment. I opened her eyes and realized that it must be late as the room was dark, with the exception of the light from the city shining through the bedroom windows. Looking at the clock on the night stand I saw it was 2:30 in the morning. "Jason, wake up, it’s late." Waking slowly, he noted it was dark and when I advised him of the time, he could only think how irritated his mother was going to be with his being out so late and not calling either. "Should I call my mother?" he asked. "No, she will see my number on your caller ID, and that will be big mess. Get dressed quickly and call from the payphone across the street by the coffee bar. Tell her you were with some friends and your on your way home," I told him. Dressing quickly, Jason was out the door within five minutes and I wondered if he would be honest with his mother as to where he had been. How could I have let this boy be with me so easily and have not stopped it before I became intimate with him, ran through my mind? All the next day I worried about what had happened when Jason arrived home and would he have informed his mother about me. Several times I thought of calling him but was afraid his mother would know it was me calling or worst yet, listen in on our conversation. Leaving the university that afternoon, I was surprised to find Jason waiting for me as I turned down the street on which I lived. "Hi Sweetheart," Jason spoke as I approached him. "Why are you here? Are you trying to comprise me or what are you thinking, by waiting for me here this way," I inquired of him? As they walked, Jason spoke of how his mother was upset and cried out that he had never been late like he was last night. He said he did not tell her where he had been but that he and a couple friends had gone to Times Square on the subway and just walked around. They walked one block over and then headed to my condo so they wouldn’t be seen walking and entering my building together. Once inside, I told Jason I wanted to take a quick shower and would be right back with him. Entering the shower I hadn’t considered his following me into the shower and when he opened the door and stepped in under the hot spray, I became somewhat concerned with his boldness. Before I could say anything, Jason pulled me into his arms and begin to kiss me and feel my breast with one hand while rubbing and squeezing my hip with the other. I resolved to tell Jason not to posses my body so soon, as feelings passed from the intimate feeling he aroused in me as he took the lead in our foreplay. Within a few moments he turned the shower off and laid me down onto the floor and moved so his face was between my thighs. "You have much more hair down here than my mother, but I guess she must shave hers off or something. My mom’s pubes are very thin and being so light it doesn’t cover her like yours. Do you ever shave yours," Jason asked? "Not since I got divorced, do you like all my hair, Jason?" Now I had thoughts of incest passing across my mind as I considered his comments about his mother’s pubes. Jason had spoken about being nude with his mother in the hot tub, but still his remarks seemed more than just nudity was involved. Jason looked as if my hair was the most beautiful part of my body and replied, "I love it, and its really thick." Then he asked, "May I kiss you down here?" "Yes. That would be wonderful," I replied and felt his lips move onto my vulva and his tongue moved from his mouth and parted the massive growth covering my mons and labia. "Oh Jason, that is wonderful. Please don’t stop, your making me anxious to have you but I want your taking me with your mouth and soft tongue first." Within moments my body responded, as my hips moved in all directions as my hands gripped Jason head, and pulled his face tightly into the wedge of my thighs. My voice chocked out my release, in his taking me as if I was the only thing that mattered to him in the world. Which, was exactly what was passing through Jason’s mind as he felt his lover accepting and giving him her love. Licking her sex as far inside her opening as his tongue could each, he tried to bring her juices into his mouth and drink from her womb. The memories of what this was like would forever be etched in his mind. What would Dot say, if she had knowledge of him, having done this with one other woman? Jason never considers his experience in oral sex to having intercourse, but always considered he was a virgin until he had entered Dot’s body. I felt a climax building as it ripped from deep within my body. My medical knowledge allowed me to analyze what I felt and provide the insight of how wonderful Jason’s oral sex brought me to orgasm. Still I was puzzled as to how he knew exactly the way to perform oral sex on a woman and wondered if he hadn’t done this before, and several times at that. Taking Jason’s face between my hands, I pulled him upward until he was nestled against my pubic area. Reaching down I found his hardness and guided him into my wet and willing body. Almost immediately the strokes were bringing me tingles as if I would climax from his simply starting the act of love in so few strokes back and forth in my vagina. The feeling of my vagina being stroked by the young manhood of Jason, was creating sensations from my labia minora to the entrance of my uterus. Never had I reached such peaks of desires with my ex, and my body was still feeling the effect from Jason’s oral illation. Now I was feeling those sexual gratifications again as the young firmness drove deep and hard upward into the core of my body. My body moved up to meet Jason’s inward strokes, while my hands pulled Jason’s hips in an attempt to pull his whole body inside the aperture of my female cavity. Nothing hindered the strong male phallus that was penetrating me so firm and hard. Then the strongest orgasm ever to strike within my being, ripped from my soul and I sobbed out in both pain and pleasure as the pinnacle of release flooded from the wet cavern of my sex. "Jason, don’t stop, pleases, don’t ever stop. I’m coming so hard and it won’t stop. It’s so good. God Jason, keep fucking me forever and ever." Tears ran down my face from the intense relief the climax produced. Never would I have even considered such a climax was possible. Perhaps I should write about this in a medical report but that would expose my being with a young male and identify my personal life to the medical, and the rest of the world. "I cum when you did, Dot, and it was so good, don’t cry and I’m sorry if I hurt you, but it felt so good to do it hard," Jason spoke in a soft soothing voice." "No, it isn’t from hurt that has made me cry. That was the strongest orgasm I’ve ever experienced Jason. Just lay on top of me and let me hold you and we’ll take a nap like this. I want the closeness of you for now and then I have a question to ask you." For almost an hour the two lovers, one the older woman and the other, a teenage boy, slept, and Dorothy awoke first from the sex induced sleep. She looked down at the head of the boy on top of her body and quivered when she remembered what he had produced in her inner recesses of womanhood. "Jason, wake up! I think you enjoy using me as a mattress, correct?" Stirring from his slumber atop the beautiful and petit woman, Jason moved his face and kissed her kips. His tongue sought hers as he pushed between her lips with his, and finding her tongue receptive to his probing, he moved his mouth as if to capture her tongue and never let it escape from his mouth. The feeling of all her pubic hair was still in his mind as he became aroused and felt his penis becoming hard as he lay over the softness of her body. Moving just a slight amount, Jason felt his hardness parting her wet and clasping woman sex. Easing himself inside her body, he felt her sex engulfing him and seemingly tugging him deep into her chasm of pleasure. Slowly and with deep shoves his manhood moved back and forth between her labia. His pubic area ground against hers when he was fully inside her body and rubbed very firmly against hers, until he again pulled almost completely out of her sex. "Jason, don’t tease me, just fuck me deep and hard, oh my god, you make me crazy." I could not understand how I could speak with such blunt language, and I had never used such words before in my life, and I cried out, "Fuck me, Jason, just fuck me!" I was remembering how I had thought of having my nipples bitten, and asked Jason, "Bite my nipples," and when he moved his mouth over my breast, he took the protruding nipple between his teeth as he applied pressure. "Harder, Jason, bite harder, don’t be gentle, harder, oh god yes, only harder, yes hard, oh do it harder, I’m ready, I’m coming!" Jason thought he could taste blood from biting her nipple so hard and when Jason had finished ejaculating,, he rolled from Dorothy’s body and lay on his side with his arm across her breast. He didn’t try to caress her breast, but simply let his arm drape across her firm and pointed breast. The taste of her blood was still on his tongue and saw he had bitten her nipple so hard that it was bleeding. His lips moved and took it gently into his mouth and he nursed more blood from the wound his teeth had made. I felt a weird pain and soreness in her breast, and before Jason had commenced nursing the breast he had bitten as hard as she wanted, I saw it was bleeding. Now he was sucking my blood into his mouth and my body shook with the delight of what we were doing. I must be sick, wanting such behavior and to have desired the extreme pain. I knew nothing had ever felt or was like the abhorrent and likely obscene pain of my nipple being bitten. When I had considered wanting this before meeting up with Jason, I didn’t realize how hard he would desire in his biting me. I knew the large projection of my mammary gland would be sore for several days, but for now, relished the feeling. "I have to ask you a very personal question Jason, but I want an honest answer, and please do not hold back on your response. Tell the truth or I’ll never be able to see you again but I want the truth." I finished her questions with, "Do you agree to this?" "Yes, ask me whatever you wish and I’ll always tell you the truth, Sweetheart." That, she thought is another of his endearments that he calls me, that I wish he wouldn’t but he is young. That is part of his age groups and about being with a girl and going all the way. "I believe you were a virgin when we made love the first time, true?" "Yes, I was a virgin." "But I also believe you have had oral sex with someone before me, tell me the truth, have you, and with whom?" "Dot, don’t make me tell you." "You must be honest, as you promised me you would be perfectly honest." Finishing her comment, adding, "So tell me." "You’ll not be mad if I tell you all of it, Dot?" "No, so tell me the story." "Promise you won’t be upset with me or anyone else, if I tell you of having engaged in oral sex before I did with you." "I won’t be upset with you my little lover boy, as I have feelings for you that a woman my age should never have." For the next half hour, I listened as Jason told how he begin having oral sex with a woman when he was thirteen. That it was still a sexual part of his life until after he met me. Then he explained how it begun. "On my thirteenth birthday, my mother and I were in the hot tub nude. Mom got out of tub and told me she would be right back that she had to get something." Jason paused for a moment as if to get his thoughts together and resumed his story. "Mom came back after going into the house and she was carrying a small birthday cake with two lighted candles that were the number’s one and three." Jason told how she sat on the edge of the hot tub and I got out and set next to her and she cut the cake and she had small paper plates and plastic forks for us to use in eating my birthday cake. "While we were eating the cake, a piece of mom’s fell onto her lap and landed right at the edge of her legs where they join her body." "Looking at mom, I asked her if she wanted me to eat it from her lap so it didn’t fall into the hot tub." Then he added, "It was an honest question, with no sexual intent." "Sure why not," she had told Jason. "So I leaned over and started to eat the cake from where it lay on her legs and when I took a bite I got some of her pubic hair in my mouth." Jason stated laughing, then went on with his story, "Mom laughed and asked if I was trying to eat her?" Dot, "I remember looking up as I lay with my face bent over her legs and told her, yes, and then I ate the last of the cake and pushed my face tight against her body." Looking at me, Jason went on, "When I did that, my mom let me push my face in between her legs and my lips were against her sex and I was curious, as my friends and I had often spoken about what it must be like to kiss and lick a girl between their legs." Jason paused and looked into my face, as if he need assurance to continue. I listened as Jason continued, "Mom kind of opened her legs a little wider and then told me that she would be in real trouble if my father found out what she had allowed me to do with her." "Perhaps we should go shower together, then maybe continue what you were doing to me," Jason said his mother told him. "Dot, once we were in the shower, I became excited and was hard and mom laughed about my being big." My hand reached out and captured his again erect manhood. "Then she washed me off and after a short while I was ready to squirt off but she must have known what was going to happen and she stopped." "Then we got out of the tub and after drying off, walked into my bedroom. Mom lay down on the bed and told me I could do some more of what I had commenced doing at the hot tub. At first I didn’t know what exactly I should do, but mom told me where to lick and kiss between her legs." Pausing a moment, as if he would be in trouble for breaking hid bond with his to never tell about what they had done, then he went on with his story. "Suddenly mom began to move her hips in all directions and her hands held me tight against her Just like you do when I make oral love to you, Dot." Jason looked at me, then started telling me the story once more, "After that, mom and I would do that at least once or twice a week. Mom told me no one had ever kissed or licked her between her legs, not even my dad. One time she told me dad thought anything but regular sex wasn’t right to do and he refused to kiss her thing." When I heard how long this had been going on, I wondered why Jason’s mother hadn’t had sex with him. "Dot, for the past five years I’ve made mom feel good by having oral sex with her. She would never do it to me or let me even put my penis against her sex. I asked her to jerk me off, that is what my friends and I called masturbation, but she wouldn’t do that all the way either." Jason backed up in his story to tell me about her stroking him, "The first time in the shower I told you about I was ready to go but she stopped and wouldn’t finish it for me. Mom would watch me do it to myself and let it splash against her sex but not let me put inside her." No wonder Jason seemed to be on the verge of frustration when we first had sex, I thought as I listened to his history with his mother. "Jason, has your mother never made you go off, I mean it seems so unfair for you to satisfy her, but lets you hanging." "Dot, for the past few months when mom and I are in the hot tub she will reach out and stroke me and make me go off," Jason added. "It started the day I turned eighteen, and I had just had oral sex with mom, and I asked her to jack me off just once, especially for my birthday," and Jason describe how she had continued doing so every so often since then. "Christ, Jason, how many times have you had oral sex with your mother?" "At least twice a week for the past five years but sometimes we would do it three or four times in a week." Pausing, Jason added, "I don’t really know, Dot, are you mad at me?" "No, Jason, but you mustn’t ever tell anyone else about your mother and you." "I would never tell anyone, but I felt safe in speaking to you about my mother and I, and Dot, you know how it would be for us, being Jewish and all." "Has she asked you anything about me, Jason?" "She wanted to know if I was with you when I stayed that night when we had fallen asleep? Dot, but I told her she didn’t need to know." "Dot, mom looked at me and said she already knew that I had engaged in sex with you, and she wanted me to be happy, but not to be a problem for you. What did she mean about being a problem for you? You know I’d never be a problem for you or hurt you, don’t you Dot," Looking at Jason, I smiled and replied, "Likely she was informing you that because of my professional work, you must never discuss our relationship with others." Thinking for a moment, I laughed loudly and continued, "Maybe it is because your large down there and she’s afraid you’ll hurt me with all that manhood." After a while, we again made love and this time Jason was gentle and made me desire he become more firm in taking me. When he ejaculated, I felt him shudder, from I knew, the easiness in his taking my body gently. No way could I ever forget this moment as I understood he was concerned about my joke of him being big and might hurt me. I begin telling him about what his mother may have meant when she had spoken about him being large, and he should taken it as a joke. About an hour after Jason left, I turned on the TV and the news was just coming on the air. I was surprised to see the screen had a view of the street just outside my building. The announcer was telling that a speeding vehicle had ran up onto the sidewalk, striking and killing three pedestrians. No names were available but looking closely at the screen, I thought the shoes sticking out from under the sheet on the one body looked familiar. "No, God no, it can’t be, I thought aloud!" Grabbing my purse and rushing out into the hallway, I waited impatiently for the elevator. When it finely arrived, I couldn’t wait until it reached the lobby of the building, and I ran outside to the scene of the accident. A police officer stopped me, but after explaining I was a doctor, and showing my university identification, allowed me to approach the bodies. Talking to the police and medical personnel near the body, I explained the one male was a close friend and if the police so desired, I would notify the parents, as my worst fears had been confirmed. The one body was Jason. I was stunned and remembered how vibrant Jason had been just a few minutes previously. Talking to the detectives again, I listened as the officers requested I contact the young man’s parents. They agreed it might help ease the pain for them, and the police captain would go with me, if I wished. I rang the entrance bell of the condo where Jason’s parents lived. What do I tell them, I wondered? END * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. You only have one body per lifetime, so take good care of it! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Kristen's collection - Directory 35