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Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- August In Midtown (MM, 1st-gay-expr) by Xander (xanderdg@hotmail.com) *** The unabridged and almost wholly true tale of a high school jock's first and only homosexual experience... *** When I was seventeen years old, in 1990, I had a summer job working at a deli on Cheshire Bridge in Atlanta, Georgia. Every day, I would carve meat up for the hungry masses for eight hours a day - this was probably the beginning of my becoming a vegetarian. Anyway, at the end of my shift I would change out of my sweaty, sometimes bloody work clothes, throw on some shorts and walk the two miles home to watch some TV or read a book - usually ending the evening with a rousing session of masturbation. My longtime girlfriend had started college in August, so my social and sexual life had found a new crimp. I lived in the Virginia Highlands neighborhood at the time, and my trek took me through Midtown - the "gay" part of town. Almost every day, I was cruised by one man or another. Their approaches ran the gamut from the benign ("how ya doing there?") to the lascivious. (One guy in a Yugo pulled up next to me and called me over - his cock was out and hard as a rock, simply massive, and he told me he wanted to break my ass with it. I often wonder what would have happened if I had gotten in instead of threatening to kick his ass before he sped away.) One august afternoon, it had to be in the upper nineties. I was soaked with sweat, peeled off my shirt and walked quickly through a residential neighborhood on the way home. I saw the familiar sight of a car passing me one way, turning around and going by the other, back and forth a couple of times. Finally, it pulled up to the curve a few feet in front of me, the automatic window on the passenger side rolling down with an audible buzz. I knew what was coming as I moved down the sidewalk. "You need a ride," asked the man inside. He was a big guy, overweight. He unbuckled his seatbelt as he leaned over to look out the open window. ""It's hot out here." I looked at him. He eyed me up and down. I was a letterman in wrestling and baseball back then; my body was taut even in the summer off-season. I opened my mouth with every intention of saying "no thanks, chief." But that wasn't what came out. "Sure," I said. He reached down and opened the door. It's funny the things you remember setting things down on paper. The car was a big Buick Regency, old and white with traces of rust around the tire wells. He looked at me for a moment, still leaning into the passenger side with his arm over the seat. I only stared. "Jump on in." I looked for another second before I did. The air conditioner was cranking, and even as I slipped into the seat, the wave of cool brushed against my bare chest breaking my skin out into gooseflesh. The man retreated into the driver's side, leaving his arm around the seat long enough to draw it over my slick shoulders when he reached to put the car back in drive. I shivered. Then I reached over and closed the door. He pulled away from the curb and we drove in silence for a moment. Finally, he asked: "where you headed?" It seemed my mouth was on autopilot, driven by some hormonal, adolescent need. Instead of guiding him to my apartment, I shrugged my shoulders. "I just got off work. Don't really have anything going on right now." "You want to come over to my place. Maybe watch a movie?" I couldn't look at him. I stared rigidly through the windshield at the stoplight we'd come to. Though I opened my mouth to answer, nothing came out. I only nodded. "Cool," the fat man said. I felt his eyes move over me. Felt them stop in my lap. The light turned green and he drove on. As we went, I remember that he spoke. That I even answered now and again. Nothing sexual, just small talk that I don't have the faintest recollection of - even his name. All I really remember hearing was my pulse in my ears, pounding, pounding. If I'd been standing up, my knees would have been shaking. We finally arrived at his apartment building - it was anonymous, white - and went inside. I hadn't seen him standing up before. The fat man was tall, as well. Maybe six-foot-three. I was five-nine, so he towered over me and probably weighed close to 275. The air was close in the stairwell, hot and wet with humidity. The contrast from the freezing car was marked and I began to sweat again. I thought about leaving, of going home, but I didn't. Even when we got to his door. Inside, the apartment was a sauna. The windows in the living room had a western exposure, so the place had been soaking up the heat all afternoon. The man walked over to a box fan in the window and switched it on - the air it blew in was only mildly cooler as evening began. "No a/c," he explained. He switched on the television - it was a rerun of cheers - then excused himself to the bathroom. I sat down on the couch and gawked at the TV. I wasn't really watching the show; I just stared, the canned laughter at every joke filtering into my head like static. After some time, the fat man came out, chattering amiably about something or other. He'd changed clothes. Gotten out of them, anyway. He wore a pair of gym shorts and was as shirtless as I was. His large body was almost perfectly smooth. Without meaning to, my eyes shifted down to his crotch. Under the thin, gray fabric, I could see his dick shift as he stepped forward. In the locker room, we would have given him shit for having a "chubber" - that time when your cock isn't hard, but it's leaning that way. He moved to the couch, reaching into the pocket of his shorts before he sat. I tried to keep my eyes on the TV as he extracted a condom and a small tube and laid them deliberately on the coffee table. He sat close to me, feet flat on the floor with his legs well apart. His knee touched mine, and though every instinct in my body told me to move mine away, I didn't. I could smell him faintly - sweat, some cologne underneath it. Maybe Polo, which I wore when I went on dates with women. We watched in silence for a few minutes. The fan was doing little to alleviate the heat, and coupled with my nervousness, I was sweating badly. My every nerve ending seemed alive. I felt the fabric of the couch against my back, my legs. His knee against mine. My eyes kept flicking down to the condom package, to the tube of ointment. It was as wrinkled as a toothpaste tube closer to empty than full, and was bore a label I'd never seen before: "KY Lubricating Jelly." Indeed, my eyes didn't heed any of my requests to watch Sam and Diane. I'd see their antics for a second or two, then they'd move down to the coffee table again. Then to the fat man's crotch. The bulge under his shorts was growing more pronounced. "Do you like pornos," he asked. I'd seen a lot. My dad had a collection that he was certain I didn't know about. I, of course, knew it like the back of my hand. My hand did a lot of work with them, in fact. Terrible stories, bad music, and very often, Ron Jeremy banging some nubile chick in over her head. I *loved* porn. "Yeah, man." He reached to the coffee table and picked up the remote control. Pressed a button, and the screen went blue. Pressed another, and the movie came on, shot on grainy video. The set-up was like just about every other skin flick I'd seen. A paperboy (who was probably in his late 20s) shows up at a house and knocks on the door. A man answers it and brings him inside. It took a few moments to understand what was missing - there was no bored housewife. Instead, two older guys were hanging out around the house. The paperboy was below his quota. He just *had* to sell five more subscriptions to win the big prize. The two men in the house could do that for him. All he had to do was work with them. The reluctant paperboy agreed (though he's never done anything like this before). Finally, my eyes stopped moving around as I was sucked into the movie. For a first time, that paperboy sure seemed to know what he was doing. The fat man put his arm around me as I watched. My eyes never left the screen as the paperboy worked the two guys giant dicks. I smelled his sweat, and my heart started beating faster in a weird mix of fear and excitement. My own cock began to expand. It felt warm, hot. On the screen, one of the men pushed the paperboy down and started fucking him. He moaned in pleasure, shouting "yes! Fuck me!" My girlfriend had complained once that I was too quiet during sex. I barely made a sound beyond the hitch in my throat when I came. The paperboy would get no such complaint, and neither would the guys having their way with him. They called him a whore and a sissy, and it seemed to get him off. "You like to fool around?" asked the fat man. He'd started softly rubbing my sweat-covered shoulder. At his question, adrenaline dumped into my stomach, a cocktail of terror and desire. I watched the boy being fucked on screen, the other man's huge shaft in his mouth. The fat man's shorts had created a tent as his cock strained against them, a small, wet stain at the tip - precum. Unbelievably, I answered. "Yeah," I whispered. The remote was still in his hand. Very calmly, he turned the television off. The only sound outside her breathing was the fan, and beneath it, the VCR still running. The paperboy was invisible now, but I knew what was happening to him. The fat man slid toward me, pushing my head up with the arm he had around me. He leaned in, kissing me on the mouth while his other hand pressed down on my sweating stomach at the navel. His tongue tasted of cigarettes when he pushed it into my mouth, and I remember a momentary feeling of distance from myself as I felt the stubble on his face touch mine. Girls were smoother, their kisses less demanding. He slid his hand up my torso, gathering sweat, pinching my nipple before pulling away from the kiss. I was breathing hard now, my hands resting by my side and shaking slightly. He squeezed my peck, then grabbed my far hand and put it on him so we were facing each other. I'd never had my hands on a man's body before - not like this anyway - and I didn't know what to do. Once I was touching him, he moved his hand back to my face and ran his wet fingers over my lips. Instinct took over and I opened my mouth, sucking on two of his fingers and tasting my own sweat. He started moving them in and out while he pulled me closer to him with the arm around me. Our bodies were touching now, my sweat-covered torso rubbing against his. He put a third finger in my mouth and I sucked harder. He responded by increasing the pace of his fingers, sticking them deeper into my mouth. At last, the fat man pulled them out and pulled me to him. He brought my face to his chest, pulling me toward his nipple. I licked it, again, then opened my mouth and sucked on it hungrily. My hand was still idle on his belly, and he put his own on top of it, moving it down. He laid it on top of his cock, and I could feel the hardness through his shorts. Then he closed my hand over the large head. I could feel the oily slickness of the precum through the fabric, and I started rubbing his dick. He moaned and took his hand away, reaching over me to rub my back with both hands. He stroked my back up and down a couple of times before he grabbed my waist and pulled up, guiding me. My feet were still on the floor, and I knew what he wanted. I stopped sucking on his nipples long enough to climb onto the couch on all fours. "Yeah. That's it," he whispered. "That's it." He was still sitting, and I was on me elbows and knees. I put my hand back on top of his shorts, rubbing his hardness for a moment before he reached down and moved my hand under the waistband. I was scared, my hand resting on the thatch of his pubic hair. He paid little mind to my stillness, shifting to move his crotch closer to my face and allow himself better access to reach down my back and under my shorts. "Jerk me off," he commanded. And it was a command, an imperative. I reached down under his shorts and wrapped my fingers around the base of his tool. It wasn't a porn star's cock, but it was big enough. I'd never felt a man's other than my own, but I knew what to do well enough. I rubbed it up and down. He reached as far under my shorts as the physics of our position would allow, snaking his meaty fingers between my cheeks and touching the rim of my asshole, this time I moaned, pleasure and fear intermingled. His cock jumped in my hand at the sound. He liked that. He shifted his hips up. "Pull 'em off," he said. I did as I was told, pushing the shorts off him, lifting the waistband to get them over his dick and down to his knees. I grabbed the shaft again, looking at it. For the first time in my life, I was staring down at a man's cock. I squeezed it, a drop of clear liquid emerging from the thick head. The smell is what got me. He was hot, sweaty, and the smell of his cock and balls acted like an aphrodisiac. He didn't have to tell me what to do next. I scooted closer on my knees, leaned down and licked the head. His dick jumped again as I continued to stroke it, and I relented completely to the desire. I took it in my mouth and began to suck. I was pouring sweat now, sucking and stroking. He took my idle hand and put it on his hot balls. I squeezed them slightly as I worked, the smell, the taste driving me into a frenzy. At that moment, all in the world I wanted was to make him come. He shifted again, getting even better access to my backside. Reaching over me, he worked the first digit of hi index finger into my ass. I moaned again, and he started thrusting his hips to match my down strokes. "Undo your pants." Still sucking, I let go of his shaft and balls and reached down to unbutton my shorts, unzip them. As soon as I did, he reached over my back and jerked them down, exposing my ass. The thrust jammed his cock to the back of my mouth and I gagged, pulling away. He quickly reached back to hold my head on either side. "Take it. Take it!" He gasped. And I tried. I took it as deep in my mouth as I could and held it there as he moaned. Then he started thrusting until I couldn't take any more and I coughed. My hands were doing their own thing. They pulled my pants down over my cock. With my nervousness, it still wasn't all the way hard. I pushed them down to my knees and wriggled out of them. "Take it, baby," he said again. Somehow being called "baby," the very thing I would whisper to my girlfriend when she made me talk while we fucked was even more of a turn-on. I was the submissive one here. He removed his hands from my head and rose to one knee on the couch, allowing me to take less of the cock, to use my hands to control the strokes. He reached over my back and started fingering my ass more completely. I groaned into his crotch as my cock grew harder. With his other hand, he reached down to play with my balls and my cock. There was no insistence needed here: I was moaning hard, especially when he stuck a second finger into my asshole and started reaming it in and out, finger fucking me. He leaned over me and pulled my cock so that it stuck out backwards between my legs. Jerking it, he popped the head into his mouth and sucked for a moment. It was really just perfunctory, though. What he was really interested in was my ass. Letting my hard dick go, he pulled his fingers from my ass and pulled my cheeks apart. "Suck my balls," he told me. I pulled his cock from my mouth and tried to, but the angle was awkward - all I could do was lick them with the very tip of my tongue. For his part, he absolutely devoured my ass. I felt his hot tongue against it, heard him spit on it and for a second I though I was going to come right there. "My balls!" he commanded. I strained, trying to get them, strangely obsessed by pleasing this stranger, but the angle wouldn't let me. "Come on!" He pulled his mouth away from my asshole and replaced it with a finger, then another. I moaned hoarsely, moving almost automatically back to his cock and taking it deeply into my mouth. He put a third finger inside me and started driving them in and out. With his other hand, he grabbed my cock and balls around the base and pulled on them eagerly. I'd never felt anything like it before. Then, suddenly, he let go and yanked his fingers free, pulling out of my mouth. "Come here," he said. He all but wrestled me from the couch, setting me on the floor in front of it with my back resting against the fabric. He stood above me, facing me and I moved to take his dick in my mouth when he grabbed it and pulled it up. "My balls," he said urgently, pushing them against my face. I opened my mouth, reaching up to hold his huge love handles as I sucked them. I soaked his sack, wantonly taking both in my drooling mouth at the same time. One of his arms pushed against the wall supporting him while he jerked off with the other. "Yeah baby, that's it. Just like that." He groaned, and I felt his balls tense up. I thought he was going to explode, but he didn't. Instead, he pulled up, balls popping from my mouth and turned around over me. I was facing his ass now. "Eat it," he said. I grabbed his large cheeks and guided him back. Then I drowned myself in him. Licking and sucking, I seemed to totally lose myself. I had become little more than a plaything, and I loved it. "Yeah," he whispered again. "Do you like to get fucked?" I stopped, a kind of conscious uncertainty creeping in for the first time. Get fucked? That's what *fags* do, screamed a voice deep in my mind. Get fucked? "Yes," I whispered. "Yeah. Fuck me." He stepped forward and turned around, grabbing me roughly by my shoulders and spinning me about. He pushed me up on the couch so that my knees were on the cushions and my arms were on the back. I faced the wall, heart racing as I heard him open the rubber that had been on the coffee table. Butterflies danced in my stomach when I heard the plastic tear, the liquid rustle as he pulled it onto his engorged member. They grew even more restless in my guts when I heard him pick up the tube, and I felt his fingers spread the cold lubricant on my asshole. He pushed a finger in, then another and another. I moaned deeply as he moved them in and out. "Will it hurt," I asked. "Just relax, honey." He pulled his fingers out and pushed my cheeks open. I cried out when I felt the smooth head against my butthole. Then he started pushing. "Ohhh, God," I groaned. The finger felt good, but this was hurting. I started to pull away, to pull forward. He grasped me around the waist and pulled me back. My asshole was spreading, spreading. "Shhh. Relax. Just." "God!" I shouted as his head popped inside me. He stopped pushing, just let me adjust. I was moaning continually. Then he started pulling me back again. I felt it getting deeper and deeper. I knew his cock - it had been in my mouth, my hands, but it seemed to go on forever. I groaned as he pulled. "That's it. That's it. Back onto it. Come on." he whispered. And I found that I was. He wasn't pulling. I was pushing back. I felt the thickness within me and I had never felt as full. Finally, I felt his expansive belly against my lower back. Felt myself completely speared, full. The pain was giving way to a kind of pleasure I'd never known existed. He started moving then, gently in and out in very short strokes. "Uh-huh, uh-huh, yeah." I grunted. He leaned all the way over me as he fucked reaching under my arms to hold my shoulders. "Keep moving," he demanded into my ear. I tried to match his strokes as they became faster. Longer. Deeper. My moaning became like an automatic response on every exhale, deep and wanton. I felt like one of the girls in those porn flicks, like the paperboy, completely abandoned to the feeling in my bowels as the fat man thrust. At last, he pace grew to the point that he released my shoulders and grasped my hips again. He started fucking me hard and I loved it. His belly was slapping against me wetly, a high smack every time he thrust. Every few strokes, he would alter his rhythm, grinding into me as deeply as he could. I was shaking uncontrollably. He pulled his cock out with a groan and all but threw me as he turned me over on my back. He pushed my legs back over his shoulders and jammed himself back inside - no gentleness now. He wanted to come. To *cum*. He fucked me hard, the motion slapping my own hard cock against my belly. I threw my arms up over his neck, pulling him down. His weight on top of me was hot, slick. As his belly rubbed against my dick, I felt myself beginning to orgasm. With his cock in my asshole, it seemed to be welling from deep in my stomach. Unlike with girlfriends, I wasn't quiet this time. I was all but yelling. He pulled away from me as I was about to come, reaching down to grab my cock in one hand and my balls in the other, squeezing them. "Come on, baby. Come for me!" He jerked my dick, and all it took was a few strokes to bring me to the most powerful orgasm of my life. I *did* yell as I came, the pleasure never seeming to end. My sperm sprayed across my chest, even hitting my chin. The fat man was close, to. Seeing me cum, feeling my contractions brought him to the brink. He my dick go and threw pressed down on my chest with his hands. He banged me hard, fast, slamming into me hard enough to bring some of the early pain back. Then he cried out as well, thrusting as deep into my asshole as he could. I felt his cock contracting in my anus as he came, practically vibrating. Then he collapsed on top of me. We laid like that for a while, gasping for breath. Then he pulled his softening dick out and stood, pulling off the rubber. He went into the bathroom as I lay on the couch, my own cum a paste across my torso. I grabbed my t-shirt and wiped myself off, struggling to pull on my shorts. When the fat man reemerged, I was fully dressed, still breathing hard. He asked if I wanted a ride home, and I declined. Fear had taken hold again, and I was ready to get the hell out of there. On the way out, he thanked me for the good time. The walk home was a long one, filled with conflicting emotions. The lube on my ass wall all I could seem to feel, and when I finally arrived, my first thought was to shower. I didn't though. That night, I jerked off again and again, probing my sore ass with my fingers. I smelled of sex - a different smell than the one you get with a woman. That was the only time I've been with a man, thirteen years as I write this. Yet the fantasy that that evening has become has been the one to visit me most regularly. END * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. You only have one body per lifetime, so take good care of it! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Kristen's collection - Directory 24