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Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- Emails To My Master - 1 (Mdom/F, ws, reluc, bdsm) by Fairfax (fairfax888@yahoo.com) *** This is not fiction. These are real emails, dated when they were sent and apart note: This is not fiction. These are real emails, dated when they were sent and apart from the clearly indicated fantasies, everything described actually happened. I have edited them very slightly, but only to remove anything that would identify us. October 2 four hours on a cramped train ,stressed needed to unwind. It only took 15 minutes for me to have your cock in my mouth. followed by a bloody good shag, nice deep orgasm with your spunk dripping out of me, ankles and wrists chafed by my rubber restraints. Ah 'tis only day one, 6 more to go, ye gods what have I let myself in for. slaveslut 0ctober 3 - 3.56 pm Think back to conversation of you giving me œ5 to spend on any item whatsoever, bearing in mind that it is to go inside my cunt and my arsehole. When I went into that shop to buy myself a flannel to wash my oh so sensitive and well used cunt, I found myself thinking of what suitable objects this Aladdin's cave could offer. I found myself smiling over a skipping rope of rainbow cord and dildo shaped wood handles. I looked at it closely to see if there were any splinters in the wood and was it too big to fit inside me. I found myself thinking of me being bent over and well lubricated and you slipping inside my sore and sloppy cunt, one of the skipping rope handles, then well and truly greasing up my arse and sliding in the other handle. You could then take hold of the handles and push them in and out of me, till I'm squirming and writhing around on the floor (or wherever you have me). Then you could either slowly pull one or the other out of me to be replaced by your cock(I can guess which would be your first choice) or you could grab hold of the rope connecting both impromptu dildos and with one pull sharply yank both of them out of me at the same time, leaving my cunt and arse empty and ready to be filled by something warmer and livelier. the wood may fill me up but its cold and not as good as the real thing. Do you like? October 4 Dear Master: Aaaaaaaargh, You're making me write this, and I can't think of anything to write. We talk of sex all day, we fuck each other senseless all day, the be all and end all of my being at the moment is to be completely and utterly used in every possible way, which of course you do with great ease, then you command me to write you an e-mail, and my brain goes blank. I suppose I'm going to get punished for this but I really can't think of anything rude crude and obscene to write about right now. You've had me every possible way today. We have discussed in great detail many forms of sexual perversion, all of which I'm up for, as well you know. All I can say is please continue to use me the way you have been. make my cunt wet and eager for you. Fill my arse with your cock, make me and watch me fuck my arse with your vibrator, tell me your darkest and dirtiest fantasies and Ill tell you mine. Make me scream with pain and ecstasy, thoroughly piss off your neighbors. Make passers by stop in the street outside and look up at your flat and smile and think my god someone up there is having a good time. Well I think I did it, and now unless I displease you in some other way perhaps I no longer deserve punishment for failing at my task. Ever your horny and obedient slut. October 5 Dear Slaveslut: You are a cunt, a mouth, and an arsehole for me to use. You are a total slut. Your body is just a blank page on which I can write my darkest desires, and you are such a complete whore that I know that simply stating this will make your well-used cunt wet. Although I am your master, I am human and occasionally make mistakes, so it is only fair that I admit that I have been neglecting your whipping in the last few days. This will be rectified, you will be marked and squirming with pain soon. October 5 Dear Master: We talk of deep dark stuff. I say to you tell me, anything at all, whatever your dark desires need to be spoken out loud. You smile as though to say, right you asked for this. You tell me to lay down on the bed, and wait as there is something you need to do. I lay down on the bed, full of anticipation, wondering what delicious delights you are going to subject me to, I wait and I wait and I start to wonder what you are doing. I can hear noises in the hall behind your bedroom and I'm wondering what you are looking for, what insane objects of torture you are going to bring in to me. Just when I can hardly bear the wait any longer. I hear you tell me to sit up on the bed and close my eyes. I do this, I hear the curtain swish and you step into the room. It sounds to my straining ears that you are wearing boots. I wonder at this. With my eyes still closed you tell, no you order me, to kneel up and lift my head up because you have something to give me. I do this, and I am expecting to feel you put your cock in my mouth. To my surprise instead of my feeling something warm and alive being slipped into my mouth, I feel something cold and hard being held under my chin. I then feel you lean close to me and whisper in my ear. "You wanted something deep and dark, well here it is, now open your eyes." I do so and to my utter shock I see you standing there in complete SS uniform. I can't believe you could possess such a thing and I am horrified. for the first time I am on the very edge of saying STOP, this is too much , this is beyond what I agreed to, but at the same moment my mouth opens to form the words I realise I am wet right inside my cunt this is so vile I cant help myself to be completely utterly desperate for you to use me in the most depraved way, You are wearing clothes that completely symbolize the utter depravity of man. And the complete utter slut in me craves that you use me in any form that you desire. I am kneeling there with you standing over me, a riding crop held under my chin. Your brown eyes are full of passion and power and I know that whatever you desire of me I am powerless to deny you. Ever your compliant and eager slut. 0ctober 6 - 11.26 a.m. Dear Master: So there I am, on my knees looking up at you, riding crop pressing into my throat so hard that when I swallow nervously I see the crop quiver. You smile and slowly move the crop down till it is resting on my breasts. you say "right it is time that this blouse came off" As I lift up my hand to undo the buttons you bring the crop down smart onto my hand and say "no not like that like this," and you swish the crop again, this time right onto my breast. I howl and jerk my head backwards and at that point you thrust the stiff handle of the crop into the gaping front of my blouse and with a sharp savage flick upwards the top button pings off, You do the same with the next button and then reach down and grabbing hold of the open top of my blouse you savagely tear the rest of it off me. Then you push me hard so that I fall backwards onto the bed, my knees still bent behind me, forcing my hips to thrust up at you. With a sneer you say "look at you shameless whore, are you offering your cunt to me? waste of time because I'm going to take it anyway whether you want me to or not" Reaching into a pocket you bring out a small flick knife and pulling on the waist band of my skirt you bring the knife down and slice right through the fabric top to bottom till I am laid there amid the ruins of my clothes wearing only bra, pants and stockings. Pushing me over onto my belly you suddenly without warning slash the crop down onto my buttocks. "That," you say, "is punishment for wearing underwear in my presence." While I am still writhing in agony once again the crop comes down hard on me, not once but twice and leaning over me you pull my head back by my hair and whisper into my ear "those two were a reward for wearing stockings. Now my little whore stop those tears because this has only just started save them for later when you will really know what it is like to suffer." From a whore to her cruel Master. October 7 Dear Master: Lying face down with my arse cheeks burning, face pushed down onto the bed I can hardly breathe, what breath I have is coming out in short sharp gasps and moans. you slap me hard and say, "stop mewing bitch you know you want it, you deserve it for being such a slut." I can hear the sound of your uniform rustling as you are doing something unseen behind me. The next thing I know is suddenly you yank my pants further down and with a sudden shock you spread my cheeks and savagely plunge your cock right up my arse the pain is unbearable and I want to scream. I know if I do I will suffer more, so all I can do is lie there and take your cock up my arse and experience all the different pain it brings. The feeling of your cock almost tearing my unprepared arse, the sharp buckle of your belt digging in with every thrust, pinching and nipping parts of my skin as you push in and out, the coarse serge cloth of your uniform is being chafed up and down on the raised welts you marked me with, I'm stretched, I'm burning, I can't escape.... Your thrusts get faster and with an almighty shove and a long drawn out groan you fill up my arse with searing come pumping and pumping every last scalding drop into me. you withdraw leaving me jerking and gasping with a sensation of both relief and regret that its over. I hear you doing up the buttons of your fly, then you shout at me to sit up because I've done something wrong. I'm confused, what could I have done wrong? "Please master how have I displeased you?" You point to the front of your flies, there's a tiny spot of your semen there. You are so proud of your uniform, the power it gives you, and how dare I allow such a thing to happen, grabbing my hair you pull my face to the offending mark and order me to clean it off, use my mouth and my tongue, suck it off, lick and lick until there's only a wet patch which will dry clean, the harsh cloth rasps my tongue and tiny pieces of fluff clog into my mouth making me retch and choke. It seems like an eternity until you are satisfied that I've cleaned you properly. "that's all for now you worthless cunt, I have other duties to perform, lie here on this bed till I get back and if there is the slightest hint that you have moved for any reason I will make you suffer" You leave me waiting and aching and wanting... Hoping always to please you Master. 0ctober 8 Dear Master: You come back in to the room, a while later and find me in the same position as you left me. "there's a good girl, it pleases me when you do exactly as I say, if you continue to please me I will give you a treat, but as you have been laid there cold for so long its time for me to warm you up" you roll me onto my belly and start to spank me, your first are really hard but after the first 10 slaps or so you get ever so slightly gentler until your hand is caressing my bright pink buttocks. I find this so wonderful I'm writhing on the bed begging you "Please Master take me, use me, I'm your obedient slut!" You command me to lie on my back, spread my legs apart, and hold open my cunt as wide as I can. I'm more than pleased to do this as I hope it means you are going to fuck me. You ram your finger onto me and inform me that I am not wet enough for you to take your pleasure from me. I try to hold your finger inside me as I don't want you to stop. "Please Master don't stop, if you keep doing that I will be wet enough for you." You pull out your finger and slap my open cunt with the flat of your hand. "Little slut I will do as I please with you, I will get you wet in a manner that is purely for my own pleasure not yours." You command me to raise my arms to the top of the bed, so you can bind my wrists to the wrought iron headboard. You then also bind my ankles to the bottom rail, my legs spread wide apart. I'm now completely at your mercy, my gaping cunt in full view. You then coldly inform me that you are going to warm up my cunt and thighs by beating them severely, but as I was such a good little slut I could choose which implement to use on me, that was to be my promised treat. you hold up for me to see, the crop, a cane, a flail and a tawse. "Now choose little slut, this is the only choice you will get from me today" I can't make up my mind, I want it all, I know if I don't say so right away you we decide for me. My mouth and cunt is watering and looking up at you I say in a tiny whisper, "The flail Master" "Very well bitch take what I'm going to give you with obedience and pleasure." I then find myself start to scream as you lay into my inner thighs swift and hard, the heat is agonizing, it spreads up into my cunt making it gulp and quiver. you enjoy this and spend a lot of time deliberating where the next stroke will fall, till finally with one searing slash you bring the flail right down on my cunt. I scream like I feel I've never screamed before, I'm still screaming when your hard cock is tearing into me, fucking me hard and violently. Oh my god I can't help it I'm starting to come, I'm sorry Master I can't help it. my cunt is on fire, it grips and tightens around your cock. Even though you didn't give me permission you like the way my orgasm throbs around you. You slap me once across my face as my convulsions lessen, and then you are out of me, your cock pushing into my mouth, and seconds later you grunt and my mouth is filling up with your spunk. I swallow every last drop. you stay in my mouth until you are completely empty. Then you get up, untie my chafed ankles and wrists, and tell me to go, you have finished with me for today. you will command for me to come when you need me again. I kneel down and thank you and leave, feeling satisfied, knowing that you are. I know it will not be long until you command me to attend you again. From a humble slave to her beloved Master October 8 You have pleased me. I am satisfied with the way you have made your cunt, arsehole and mouth available. The way your body jerks when you are being whipped has given me great enjoyment. You are, at times, not quite respectful enough, but this is a minor fault and could be... corrected... at a later date. You are, in fact, the best obedient whore I've ever had. Looking forward to using you mercilessly, Your Master October 10 Dear Master Ah well, poor me. Must go to bed unfulfilled. Lying on the floor watching music, associations, wanting to bear my arse, to be used mercilessly. In a room with a person who can't fulfill those needs. Who knows my using e-mail is part of my slave thing. I wanted you. My arse wanted you. My cunt wanted you. My mouth wanted you. I go to my bed unfulfilled Goodnight Master October 11 This is an order. You will, at the first opportunity, Lie on your bed. Lubricate your arsehole and insert a butt-plug. push a vibrator up your cunt. Bring yourself to orgasm while thinking about how much of a cheap slut you are and how you only exist to please me, thinking about how I am going to whip you until you cry, how I am going to piss in your mouth, and many other things. You will do this on a regular basis, your arsehole must be kept stretched for me to use when I next see you. Being away from me is no excuse for not keeping yourself in readiness, in antici----pation. Your Master October 13 Dear Master A Contract - Proviso, for as long as I am amenable. I promise to offer and make available whenever you desire: a/ my arse b/my cunt c/my mouth d/ whatever part of me you desire I promise to available myself to you in any form you desire. I promise to be your toilet. in fact I actually desire that you piss on me any time you need to. I desire that you tie me up and use me whenever you desire. I will hold my cunt open for your inspection. I will lie on my belly and hold open my arse for you. I will take your cock in my mouth whenever you need me to. I will wear clothing uncomfortable to me if you desire me to do so. I will take your cock into any part of me in the early hours of the morning before I am fully awake, if that is what you desire. I will offer my arse to be spanked, whipped, caned, flailed, or whatever instrument you desire to use upon me. This and more I will offer to you. Our imagination knows no bounds. ........................................ Will you in turn offer me Ultimate pleasure Delicious pain Desire Fulfill my every fantasy and of course the occasional orgasm!!!!!!! The only limits are physical and conception. For as long as this is what I/we want we are free to explore every sexual avenue available to us. Long may we want to enjoy it. My body is yours Tip of toes to top of head. Use it all. From your eager and compliant(occasionally uppity) slave. xxxxx October 12 I accept! From this point on your body does not belong to you, it is my property. I promise to provide you with your stated needs. In between now and when you bring your body here for my use, you will devise some method of marking your body with my initial, on, or as near to your cunt as possible (Henna tattoo?). This will be a constant reminder that you are my slaveslut, that I value you, love you and own you. Every morning when you wake up and every evening before you go to sleep, you will say to yourself 'I only exist for my master'. This will strengthen you. XXX (One kiss for each orifice) October 15 When I bought the switch today, I thought of what fun it would be to use this on someone, I guess it didn't really occur to me that it would be used on me. How terribly remiss of me, I guess I must be punished for that(grin). I'm quite pleased that the sound of my voice gives you a hard on. Very flattering. Have very nice(or evil) thoughts tonight. Do tell if anything interesting pops into that wicked mind of yours. Think of my cunt wrapped around you. my mouth taking your cock into me, tongue sliding around you. My arse prepared and waiting for your ministrations. Me pinned down on the bed ready for anything you are going to do to me. Versatile little slut am I not? I'm a slut. I'm a whore for you I'm a slave to be used mercilessly I am your toy Play with me Luv from your slaveslut to her Master ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author does not condone the described behavior in real life in anyway shape or form. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Kristen's collection - Directory 20