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A Slightly Sexier Christmas Carol" Stave 1 - Marley's Frustration ------------------------------ Marley was dead. Let's get beyond that point, but make sure that you don't misunderstand. The death certificate was signed. A factual, if not much else, obituary had been published. Old Marley was as dead as modern medicine would allow him to be. Mind. Modern medicine can do wonders, especially when a rich man is willing to spend millions of dollars to delay the inevitable meeting with his Redeemer. Now, you might be thinking "There's dead and then there's D*E*A*D. But when doctors, making that much money from one patient, say he's beyond the reach of their money- grubbing hands, I can emphatically assert the man was dead as a door-nail. Ebon knew he was dead. Of course, he did. I mean, Ebon and Marley had been full partners for 5 years. Ebon was his CEO, the hand-picked heir to Marley's business (even if it was Ebon that made the business what it was at Marley's death), his only friend, his sole mourner. Ebon wasn't really very sorrowful at the sad event though: but he was an excellent man of business on that day but probably only because the business was his alone now. Oh yeah, that brings us back. There is no more dead than Marley was. You must accept this or you really won't be able to go much further. And there is ever so much wonder from here. Let's face it if we don't accept that Hamlet's Daddy is really gone, then there wouldn't be anything all that great about his being out and about at night. You might as well find something remarkable about six- year olds getting dirty when you let them play around mud. Ebon never renamed the company even after being told by everyone he should. It stood as it was even after Ebon moved them to a modern office building: Marley Security Specialties. The firm was known as Marley's. Sometimes high profile customers called Ebon Ebon (if they knew who the man behind the best Security consulting firm was), others called him Marley. He didn't mind either. Probably even preferred Marley. Oh, but he was a workaholic at the grindstone. Working, shaping, molding, finding new niches for his firm, traveling to be sure every detail was taken care off when many of his staff could have accomplished the job as well. Hard and sharp, that no competitor would find merciful nor could they get ahead of him and his firm; secretive, unyielding to any challenge business or personal, an island onto himself. The cold inside hardened his features, his lips an unmoving line, and spoke commandingly in a voice echoing the deep timbre of drums. Snow prematurely flecked brown hair, ice-blue eyes showed no warmth to the world. He carried the hardness around him like a blanket preventing anyone from attempting to cross that barrier. And for Christmas the blanket seemed thickened. He ignored the elements. The sun could not force the suit-jacket from his shoulders, and the cold could not make him grimace. No winter wind could cool a room like his implacable stare, no fire more heartless about its purpose, no tide less carrying of who it drowned. Foul weather didn't know where to have him. The heaviest rain, and snow, and hail and sleet could boast only one advantage over him. If you were caught in one of them, the warm confines of your home could protect you. Ebon followed you inside. Nobody ever looked at him across a conference table and with gladsome looks said "Mr. Razz, wonderful to see you. When will you come to see the family?" No charity came to his door without a financial report of the deductions he would receive for signing a check to them, no babies crawled to be taken into his lap. Even seeing-eye dogs appeared to understand him, and moved their charges from his path as if to say "A runaway bus would notice you under its wheels more than this man, my master." But what did Ebon care. It was the very thing he wanted. To tread his way through the crowded path of life if need be, warning all human warmth to stand to the left or right or be mowed down, was what the knowing ones call nuts to Ebonezer Razz. Once upon a time - of all days not to be, on Christmas Eve - Ebon sat busy in his corporate office planning the move of his company into providing Internet security. The windows at his back were battered by the cold, bleak, biting weather. Through the open door of his office he could hear the muted enjoyment of his employees at the necessary, if foolish annual Christmas office party. The black clock on the wall chimed three, but outside the dark struggled to douse the light shining from the building. From the windows could be seen the valiant battle other offices lights fought to bring the gaiety of Christmas parties to the darkening city. The night fought back with fathomless dark that obscured sight giving other buildings and their lights a touch of fey. To see the black clouds lurking above, hiding the stars, one would have thought that Nature lived hard by, and birthed something darker still. Through the open door, he could hear the swelling and ebbing of the party; make sure his personal secretary stayed at her desk typing up his most recent proposals. Ebon worked day and night, and his secretary had to follow at his pace. She couldn't slow down, for Ebon never did and the stare Ebon gave when he had to wait for her was as close to real anger from him as she ever wanted to see. Wherefore she squared her shoulders, and tromped along in a race she couldn't win or even compete in. "Mr. Razz, I'm sorry. She.." came over the intercom seconds before a bright, if well-covered tornado exploded into the room. "A Merry Christmas, Eb. God keep you." cried a muffled cheery voice. A voice that was the torment of Ebonezer's soul. His foster sister, born after her parents had given him a home. "Yeah." said Ebon softly, "Right." She had so covered herself that it took a comical struggle to unwind the lengthy scarf from her face. Her clean complexion came into view, as she slowly defeated her adversary. The heat of battle flamed her pretty face, and sparked in her blue eyes. "Come on, Ebon." she said as she threw her defeated opponent down. "You might as well play the part to the hilt and shout from the rafters 'Bah.. Humbug." She laughed warmly taking in how he watched her. "Yeah...Right" said Ebon "Merry Christmas.. You have as little reason as I do to be merry on that day.. more actually." "Come, then." said Brenda Rollins shaking off the deep sadness that swallowed the fire in her eyes for a long moment. "What reason do you have to be so dismal. What reason do you have to be so morose.. less than me after all you're so rich most of MY friends want your number." Ebon having no better answer and not wanting to see the sadness again, said, "Yeah." and followed it up with "Right." "Not even one.'Bah..Humbug.'" she said amidst a giggle; almost a ghost of a smile touched his face. "Can't you even try even for me?" "No, Brenda." the ghost fled, " I won't celebrate in remembrance of your parents. Maybe there's reason them to overindulge, or overcharge your credit cards on this holiday. I won't stop you, or anyone else, Bren. I'll even let them throw the Christmas Party and give them Christmas bonuses so they won't be asking for advances come the New Year's. I'll think hard about your Christmas gift, because you are your parents' child. But don't ask more from me." "But..Ebon." she almost pleaded as she had done for many years. "No." the voice cooled the room, "Have your Christmas, sister, but leave me to my memories of your parents." "They were your parents too." He nodded solemnly. "But I'm not your sister." she said firmly and then smiling mischievously, "Not where it would count anyway." "Leave it, Bren." Ebon growled, "That was a mistake. It never did you any good." "Bah..Humbug!" she said in a strong voice. "That was no mistake. Maybe you're right and I should be sad on the anniversary of someone killing my parents but it is the anniversary of some of my best memories, too.. My first bicycle and how you taught me to ride in two feet of snow. Remember how you shoveled for three hours to give me enough space. Both of us sitting between Mom and Dad in church as I learned that Christmas wasn't about gifts." "That memory got me through their deaths, Ebon. That they were in Heaven. Yeah! I spend too much, and so do a lot of people, but you're the only one who doesn't give me a smile that says it was all worth it. You know what, that's okay too, Ebon. No Christmas memory is ever going to compare to the one we share. So okay, my.. our parents died on Christmas but every other memory is happy so 'Thank You, God.'" The secretary standing at the door gasped in wide-eyed wonder. Gasped again, realizing her boss wouldn't appreciate an audience and fled to her typing. Ebon stared at his not-blood sister on the edge of showing emotion that only she could raise in him. The muscles in his jaw moving as he struggled to hold everything inside. She smiled innocently at him. "Come on." she said, "Don't be mad. Come have dinner at my place." She bent down to pick up the scarf, bravely moved to his side, grabbing his arm she started tugging him toward the party. He stood up and let her drag him towards the noise. "No, Brenda. I don't think so." "But why not?" she said as she passed the secretary's desk and winked at the typing woman. She moved toward circling the party to get to the elevators. "Why? Why do you date that empty-headed blonde girl?" "Because it annoys the shit out of the only man I ever wanted..maybe he'll try to save me from boring conversation. Plus she's great in bed." She froze as what she had peeked through an almost closed door registered. She took a step back, and in front of him to see through the crack. He looked over her head into the office of his new head of the computer security section. The man had the office manager back against his desk with his lower body. His hands were underneath her skirt pushing it up so that he could caress the outside of her thighs. The woman had her head back exposing a wealth of skin at her neck for him to nibble, lick, suckle. He was taking full advantage as the occasional moan from her accentuated an especially pleasurable touch from his mouth. Ebon tried to move Brenda past the door, but she backed up into him and planted herself in place. He reached around her to close the door, but she put a death grip on the knob and fighting her would have gotten the attention of the couple. The man inside was good at his job, but was even better at getting the best computer security people to come work for Ebon. Ebon needed him for that, so allowed the man his liberties even at the office. The woman inside pulled herself onto the desk. When the man pushed her skirt high enough, she wrapped a long leg around him, pinning him and the skirt. She began to use him as a living rubbing post. The man didn't fight the motion but mirrored it. His hands pushed the skirt up higher. They kissed frantically, the pressure must have been building for awhile. Ebon knew they had an active flirtation going, but hadn't heard that it had gone further. The pace they were using to drive themselves had all the impatience of new lovers desperately wanting the wonder of that first completion together. The office manager brought her hands around to grab him by the hair and used that to pull his head back so she could bite into the juncture of his neck, shoulder, and shirt. The man reacted as she meant him to. He started to try to shove her skirt out of the way, trying madly to get to her core. Ebon felt himself get hard from viewing the scene. He heard Brenda's breathing deepen and briefly struggled for control of the door. Brenda's grip had not softened and when the door squealed he stopped. The office manager had had enough. She put her hands on the desk and used them to hold herself off the desk. The man immediately grasped the elevated seriousness of the situation. He pushed her skirt past her hips and onto her waist, he reversed the motion this time using his hands to strip her pantyhose down. She let herself down, watching him continue slowly down the incredible length of her legs. Ebon could hear her ragged breathing as the man's obvious enjoyment heightened hers. The head of the computer section kept the pantyhose moving downward slowly, enjoying the unwrapping, taking longer so as to gain control of himself. Ebon recognized the deliberateness of the motion for what it was. The man wanted this woman satisfied completely. Finally, he pushed her shoes of and took the pantyhose completely off her body. As he straightened, she held his eyes with her own. She reached out and pulled him between her legs. They shared a slow grinding kiss that promised an end to a lot of waiting. She pushed him away and started working on the buttons of his dress shirt. The man had taken off his jacket and tie, before Ebon and Brenda had started their voyeur's adventure. The woman started running her nails on his upper body taking the same slow pleasure that the man had while removing her pantyhose. The head of the computer section reached between them and did something out of the view of the watcher's that propelled the office manager to the next step of anticipation. He continued to work furiously between her legs as she started to work on his belt and slacks. His pants dropped suddenly and her hands dived into silk boxers. He hit the next step of anticipation. She reached to his waist and lowered the boxers to give herself free access. He reached down to take another one of those slow grinding kisses. They stopped for a second as she whispered something to him. He smiled beatifically and reached for an upside down coffee cup on his desk. He lifted the cup to expose a single condom. She stared at it for a second and dug a hand's worth of nails into his chest. He smiled down at her and extended himself far enough to place a bite between shoulder and neck. She reached over to the condom with one hand and tore it open with her teeth. Ebon decided that was enough. He put his arms around Brenda, lifted and pulled her back. Her grip on the door worked to close the door. She started kicking but stopped and just dropped her back onto his shoulder. He put her down slowly, stepping back quickly when she made a slow caressing motion with her hips into his. "But that was fun." she teased sexily. "They deserve a little privacy." Ebon said purposefully misinterpreting what she meant. "Spoilsport!" she said pouting her lips and walking toward the elevators. He sighed and followed. She pressed the button and waited pensively. The elevator arrived and she stepped inside. She turned around and pressed a button. He stood outside the elevator watching her. As the doors were closing, her face broke into a smile. "By the way, I didn't take my Christmas present from your desk so you're just going to have to bring it to me tomorrow." He watched the elevator doors close and stood staring at the numbers as they descended. He shook his head and turned to walk back to his office. He considered reprimanding his computer section head but figured he would have to explain how he managed to be standing outside the door. He stopped at his secretary's desk. "Are the charity people still here, Ms. Cratchit?" he asked. "Yes sir. They're eating some of the party food." "Ask them to come in." He told her as he walked into his office. A couple of minutes later a man and a woman walked into his office. The two took a moment to study the man behind the desk as he stared out into the darkness caught in a rare moment of introspection. Ebon turned the chair to face them and nodded for them to sit. The woman gave one meaningful look to her partner that said quite clearly that she would handle this. The man nodded. They came to talk to Ebon twice a year. The first meeting had been nearly disastrous, it was only the fact that the woman had come to understand very quickly that for Ebon this was strictly a business transaction that had saved them from having a big contributor find another charity. The man had thought to appeal to Ebon's softer side, and when he had been rebuked had tried an eloquent speech that did nothing more than try to shame Ebon into giving charitably for the "right reasons". Ebon had sat through the entire speech watching the man carefully. Afterwards had even given the man advice about how he should control the raising and lowering of pitch to manipulate an audience better. The man had not taken that well, but took Ebon's asking for the name of some other institution that would deal with him as he wanted to be dealt with even worse. The woman who had been the junior partner when the two came in for that occasion immediately intercepted that movement. She started to discuss with Ebon whether he wanted the publicity from his charitable contribution to be aimed towards him or towards his company. Ebon had ignored the man for the rest of the meeting while he discussed with the woman exactly how he wanted things to be. By the end of that first meeting it had been established that the focus of any media attention would be on Marley's Security Specialties, and that the woman would be the one to deal with Ebon for as long as her relationship lasted with her charity. The man came to the meetings as window dressing. The meeting went smoothly and the pair walked out with a very generous payment for publicity rendered during the Christmas holidays. Ebon remained in his office even after the party had died down, and everyone except he and his secretary had gone home. Outside the windows, the clouds hung even more threateningly. Ms. Cratchit finally gave up on outlasting her boss. She walked into the office with the work he had wanted done for the day. He looked up from his work. She put the work down on his desk and stood back. He nodded. "Will you need me tomorrow, sir?" she asked trying to keep the hope that he would say no out of her eyes. He sighed to himself. He turned the chair and tried to cut through the darkness with a cold stare but it ignored him. "No, Ms. Cratchit. I'll get whatever I need done by myself." She grimaced to his back as she realized that meant she would have not only the 26th's worth of work to get done, but whatever he managed to produce on the 25th. "Thank you, sir." She said squeakily polite. He nodded in dismissal. He sat still staring out the window after she had gone. He was trying to find a way to avoid visiting Brenda tomorrow. He knew he would not be able to control his disapproval of her present lover. It was not that she was female, he cared too little about the rest of the world to care about what it thought was proper. It that was that the woman was malicious in a petty way. Maliciousness with intent was one thing, but petty malice was a waste of effort by Ebon's standards. He packed several things into his briefcase and walked past the janitorial staff on the way out of the building without acknowledging their existence. They, on the other hand, watched him carefully enough to be sure they were not on his way as he left the building. It was bitterly cold outside and he made a quick decision on the way to his car. He drove to a small restaurant he frequented. No one on the staff was surprised to see him. They sat him down where he usually sat and the waiter took a quick order. Everyone at the restaurant knew only a select few waiters were allowed to serve him. It didn't have to do with any preference on Ebon's part. It was that he tipped well over even a generous amount as long he was served efficiently with no problems beyond the normal human control. He asked the waiter if he could use the restaurant's phone for a local call. The waiter went to get the phone for him. He dialed a number from memory. "Good afternoon?" a husky feminine voice. "Hello, is anyone available?" Ebon asked as businesslike as any other transaction. "And who may I ask is speaking?" the voice asked. "Ebon." "Yessir. A few people are available. Any preference, sir." "Is Asa available?" "Yessir. At your domicile or should we have her meet you elsewhere?" "My penthouse is fine." "The normal billing procedure?" "Yes." "A tip?" "The usual." "Thank you, sir." "Goodbye." "Goodbye, sir." Ebon hung the phone up. The waiter was there to take it out of his hand. Ebon ate without tasting his food. He looked out into the night trying not to think about Brenda's teasing but unable to stop. He finished, paid and walked out to his car. He drove home mechanically, still trying to avoid thinking of things in his life by not thinking of anything. Suddenly a luminescent shape floated out of the darkness and smashed into his windshield, decapitating. He had turned the wheel to the right trying to avoid it but ducked as it hit the windshield. "Jacob?" he exclaimed as he reacted to get his car back on the road. The apparition had seemed solid enough. It had glowed slightly as if from a distance, the fog it was made of had a bright light shining through it. He shook himself as he pondered what he had seen. He looked at the rearview mirror. The apparition had looked like his deceased partner, Jacob Marley. He shook himself again. When he had to stop for a red light, he rubbed at his eyes. "Next, I'll be seeing him on my door knocker." he whispered sarcastically. "Oh, wait. I don't have a door knocker." he laughed for a second. The light turned green and he finished the drive home. He parked his car in building parking lot, walked inside and took the elevator to his penthouse. It had been Marley's penthouse but as with everything else; Ebon had inherited it. It was a large place that had plenty of space for decorating but Ebon kept it Spartan. The only distinctiveness to it was that it was done completely in black and glass with surgical white walls. Every room followed the same austere, modern coloring from the deep black bathtub, to glass top on the table next to his bed. No splash of color marred the entire place. He removed his coat and put into the closet in his bedroom. He took off his suit and walked into the bathroom off from his bedroom to take a quick shower. He got out, put on a black bathrobe and mixed himself a drink in his livingroom. He stared out into what little he could see into the city as he waited. Few men and women in the city knew the number he had dialed and even fewer could afford to use it often. Jacob Marley had introduced him to it saying simply that some things you were better of not fighting but deflecting the pressure worked just as well. Discreteness was not a way life for the people on the other end of the line, it was life. At several thousand dollars per visit they had to ensure non-disclosure no matter what the circumstances. After ensuring himself of their reputation, Ebon had made use of them in situations like tonight. Brenda had teased him but the damage was done with the reminder of a long gone Christmas night. The spectacle of his computer section head and the office manager had only added to the pressure. The doorbell rang. The agency's discreteness was matched only by the building doorman's. He called ahead to warn Ebon of Brenda's "surprise" visits but never bothered him past the initial explanation when a woman fitting a particular mold came to visit. It was of course a sign of the amount of money that Ebon doled out for services efficiently rendered. He opened the door. The woman gave him a warm smile as he stepped aside for her to walk in. She removed her coat and dropped it onto the couch. The movement spoke of understanding this man's need. She was Asian. He had never found anything else about her nationality. She was short with curves proportional to her size. Most people would not have looked her and thought she was paid thousands for what she did but most people could not afford to find out why she was. She was Ebon's choice at the agency and rarely cared for anyone to take her place. She was not beautiful, only slightly above pretty. Makeup only added a touch of false class so she never wore it especially when it was Ebon. He turned around she motioned for him to sit on one end of the couch. He smiled at the efficiency of services rendered. With one look, she had understood his needs. He moved to the end of the couch, sat down and leaned back against the corner. She was wearing a black mini- skirt and top. She hiked the mini-skirt out of her way and kneeled between his legs long enough to undo the robe and spread it open. He was already semi-hard and the immediate full hardening when her hand encircled him told her everything else she wanted to know about what he wanted. She moved away from him and as her body descended to lie on the couch on her stomach, she took him completely into her mouth at the end of her motion. He moved his hips up trying to drive deeper, she had him completely inside her but moved her head up to give his hips room to move. She had been here at times when he wanted to take his time, she had been here at times when he wanted her to scream in the wild abandon of pleasure, and she had been here at times like this when he needed a vehicle for release. She brought one hand up to caress his balls and ball sac. He was driving and she allowed him to. He dropped his hips down to the couch, but she kept her head in place. Only when he did not immediately plunge upward into her mouth, did she move her head to take him completely out of her mouth. She held him towards the top of his dick to allow her thumb movement on the underside of the head of his dick. She moved down to place small licks on his balls. She used her forefinger to rub against the underside of his crown. He reacted to that so she moved up to take him into her mouth, when she had him in place she took her hand off him and allowed a full range of movement. He immediately drove up into her mouth and dropped his hips again. This time as he held himself away from her, she used her tongue to bathe the head of his dick. She felt the bunching of effort, relaxed as he drove into her mouth again. This time he pumped three times before settling back down. She waited to ensure he had stopped, took him in an inch ran her tongue hard against the bottom of his dick, took another inch, repeated the tongue action on the bottom of his penis, took him another inch, the hard caress with her tongue, she continued this until he was fully embedded in her mouth again. She unwound herself from him, only to receive a thrust into her mouth from him as he surged. She waited patiently allowing him freedom to thrust in and to the edge of her mouth and back in again. He started to press up and moved onto her knees leaning forward. He got up but continued to guide her back with his dick still inside her mouth. She looked up at him and he nodded for her to lay back. She released him and moved her legs around and lay back with her head propped by a corner cushion. He moved towards her until his dick was pointing at her mouth, she opened and received him inside her mouth. She got as comfortable as she could, reached up to rake nails as far up his torso as she could reached. Ebon dropped his back and began a slow deliberate in and out pace that would carry him slowly over the edge. He wanted nothing more than to thrust viciously but he let her get used to him being completely in charge of the pace. She would use her nails on his stomach and rake them down as if driving the pressure toward his dick, guiding it slowly where it could get release into her mouth. He picked up the pace slowly, she moved her tongue on him as much as she could as he withdrew and accepted thrusts into her mouth. She reached up and fondled his balls as his thrusts became more purposeful and let him use her mouth to relieve his need. He withdrew himself almost completely out of her mouth, and with one final thrust growled as he buried himself into her mouth. She accepted him that final time, and started to furiously work on the sensitized head of his penis as he finished coming. He tried to move away but she wrapped her arms around his thighs giving him no movement except forward into her mouth. He leaned over her, but she continued to overload the nerves on the crown of his dick. He fought her but it only added to the sensations as she had to continuously adjust to keep him in place. She continued her licking, sucking, rubbing until his nerve- endings shut down. She felt him relax above her and just caressed him with her mouth and tongue. She waited to see what he would do now. He climbed off her and sat back on the other end of the couch. His breathing started to slowly even out. He didn't move so she got up and walked to the nearby bathroom. She came out moments later. Eye contact told her she could leave. She allowed him to assist her with putting on her coat and allowed him to walk her to the door. He closed the door behind her. He walked to the phone and dialed the number. "Hello" a different voice not as husky as the previous one. "Ebon" "Yessir" "Everything was satisfactory." "We were happy to help." He hung up the phone knowing it would show up on his next charge card statement. He reached for his liquor glass and took a careful sip. "That was beautiful." He turned around as the voice came to him from the door to his bedroom. He blinked. Blinked again. He looked at his liquor glass and at the door to his penthouse. He looked back at the man he refused to believe was standing at the entrance to his bedroom. "No, I'm serious Ebon. That was truly beautiful. Is she one of Malorie's?" Ebon nodded as Jacob Marley, his dead, very dead partner walked toward him. He took a step back. Jacob waved his hand at him, chiding him for that step. Jacob sat down on one of the seats that matched the couch. He looked around the living room before he spoke again. "God, man. What's with the black and glass? Even I had enough class to go for antiques." Ebon sat down heavily on the couch. He looked at his liquor glass again. He shook his head briskly and looked at Jacob again. Incredibly, enough the thought that Jacob had never looked better flashed through his mind. Jacob was looking much better than when he died or any of the years that Ebon knew him. He seemed vital again. Ebon could not quite see through him but he could make out the black of the couch through Jacob. "Well, boy. You gonna continue fucking your life up?" Jacob said in a frustrated but still friendly voice. "Fucking up? The business is doing much better than when you died." "Ah to the hell with business. Well, not totally to hell. I mean it's a nice way to make money no matter what anybody says." "And you certainly made a lot of it." "Yeah, but not much of anything else." Jacob lamented. "What's wrong with that?" "Well, I'm fucking here talking to you." Jacob replied. "That's not all to wonderful compared to the alternative." Jacob raised an eyebrow slowly beginning to accept the whole thing as a hallucination. "You don't believe I'm really here, son?" Jacob said suspiciously. "Not at all." Ebon replied honestly. Jacob laughed at that. "Too bad, kid. Cause I am and I got some shitty news." Ebon leaned back waiting. "You're fucking your life up according to the powers that be. And I'm supposed to help you get a life." Jacob said. "Get a life. I have a life." Ebon said heatedly. "No, Ebon. You have an existence, just like I did." Jacob turned his head but not before Ebon saw the wave of sadness that shadowed his eyes. "What's wrong with that? You did well enough. Look at you now. You look better than you ever did. You can't tell me that's too bad." Jacob turned around and his eyes burning with pain. "That's the worst part." Ebon waited not so sure it was all a dream again. "They let you look into the other side. They let you see everything that you could have had if you had lived and then they take it away and they let you go." "What's so bad about that at least you're not on fire? If I have the who they are part of this right." "Yeah, I'm not on fire. But now, I'm alive and I get to watch life pass me by as I did WHEN I was flesh." "Pass you by?" "Yes, Ebon. I get to watch people live. I get to want to be a part of their life. I get to remember perfection. I get to remember love and I get to watch it. But I can't touch any of it, ever." "Hmm, I still don't see what's wrong with that." Jacob sighed quietly and stared at the only person he had ever been close to. "We weren't evil, Ebon. We just weren't good." "I give to charity." Ebon defended himself. "No, Ebon. You buy good publicity for the company. You don't actually give anything." "What's the difference?" Ebon asked sarcastically. "Living and living like me." Jacob answered. "You know I'm not the only one that gets to do this." "I'm still not clear on what this is." Ebon replied. Jacob shook his head, "This is being horny like a 14 year old boy, being able to watch someone get what that woman just gave you and only having it build more. You can't complete anything on this side, Ebon. You just get to feel it build. Sometimes it subsides, but it all comes rushing back the next time you walk into someone having sex. It all just gets to build and build, until you go crazy. Then you go sane again, and find out none of the incredible pressure ever went away." Ebon shuddered remembering what that had been like, being 14 and the mindless horniness that came with some physical maturity. "It's like that with everything. We can't ever escape that we didn't live life, Ebon. They make us continue to live the exact same way, but they open up whatever that place in your soul it is that you hid what the rest of the world should have been able to touch." Ebon sat quietly listening. "You know we can do anything." Ebon shook his head again. "Yeah, I walked up into the clouds one time and watched the sun that way, kept walking. Never got tired, only bored, and then I came back. I think I could have walked to the sun. Imagine how long that would have taken." "You can't move faster." "No. I can only move faster if I'm with someone moving faster than I can walk." "Why are you here, Jacob?" Ebon asked. "I told you. I have to help you get a life." "Why you?" "I don't know, beyond the only one you know on this side that can still interact somewhat with you." Ebon nodded. "I guess I have to give you a real warning about what's on this side." "You're not doing a good job." "Can you see how much I hurt every now and then." "Yeah." "How do you remember me, Ebon?" Ebon froze. "Yes, Ebon. It's that bad. Worse even." Jacob lifted his right arm exposing his wrist encircling it was a rusty bracelet. "It's the only thing I can feel physically. The weight of my life and how worthless it was to other people. Supposedly when it gets lighter my penance is being relieved bit by bit." "Has it gotten lighter." A tear seemed to form and move down Jacob's cheek as he replied, "I don't know. I can't remember how much it weighed, ever. I don't even know if it's true. Maybe it's not, maybe it's a hope they dangle in front of you like everything else. You wait and wait, hoping for something that's never going to come." Ebon looked away. "You have to change son. They gave you this opportunity because there's people that will be here like this if you don't move because they needed you. They are more than happy to punish you, but not if it means taking down everyone that needs you too." "So how does one change? Give a little more to charity." Ebon smirked. Jacob stared at him until Ebon looked away again. "You'll be visited by three spirits." "You gotta be fucking kidding me. What is this a remake of The Christmas Carol starring Ebonezer? Does this have something to do with your name?" Jacob surged up from the chair. Ebon stood up to face the challenge but Jacob just watched him. "Three spirits, you know the deal. One at midnight, one at the stroke of two, one at four. Change or live wanting to touch and being unable to. Change or watch the people whom you hid your soul from live like this with you." Jacob waved for Ebon to follow. Ebon shook his head but his legs were moving. Jacob walked to the window and opened it. He stepped up to the sill and stepped into air. As he did this, the window was hit with a wave of painful sound. It struck Ebon full on and he fell to his knees as the sound washed through him. It was a chorus of uncounted millions crying incoherent sounds of inexpressible sorrow, self-accusation, lamentation and regret. It was mindless. Millions of souls driven to insanity and beyond by viewing everything they could have had and denied themselves. Ebon covered his ears and the sound lessened, not because of his hands. The sound lessened of its own volition. He could still hear the loss but it did not attack him. He looked up at Jacob who was watching him. "Three spirits, Ebon. Joke about it if you will, but each is a lesson about the path back. Learn each one well, you're not the only one you have to bring back." Jacob then screamed his own pain at Ebon. The voices rose again assaulting Ebon. His mind tried to rebel against the sound but the emotions that battered at the place he hid his own. He covered his ears again but they continued mercilessly driving every ounce of sorrow, and pain into him, driving into him, digging for the core of his soul. He blacked out as the chorus reached the natural crescendo of touching the living wound on his soul. Stave 2 - Boy from the past... ------------------------------ Ebon woke up on the floor. He had the echo of pain still floating through his brain. He sat up slowly, looking around. The window was open, the cold of the evening taking advantage and entering his room. He stood up carefully and walked the three steps to the window. "No fucking way." He whispered to himself as he looked outside for something he refused to accept he might see. A heavy bell from somewhere in the night struck eleven times. He turned around to stare at his own clock. The thought that he would know the truth soon flashed through his mind. He reached out to close the window, still struggling with his disbelief. He thought, and thought and thought it over; fighting with his rational mind against the echo of sorrow that was dancing in his soul. The more he thought, the more the confusion built as the echo became more noticeable and the headache more pronounced. He sat down on the edge of the bed holding his hands to his head. He started screaming inside himself letting rage drown out sorrow. Rage won, shouting down the accusation in the chorus of voices. He lay back, determined to win a thorough victory. He resolved to wait for whatever demons his mind cared to throw at him. He was sure none of it was real anyway. The alarm clock woke him up. He smiled before opening his eyes, relieved. He opened his eyes to realize it was still dark in his room. He slept with the shades open so his room should not have been so dark. He looked over at the alarm clock next his bed. 12:00 AM. He didn't remember setting the alarm for that time. The door to his bedroom opened. His eyes snapped to see who could be opening the door; another demon had come. A boy stood in the doorway, just above the height that said he should be a teenager but too underdeveloped to look like one. His face shone with innocence. Light brown hair fell past his shoulders as he looked at Ebon. His eyes were cloudy blue that spoke of sadness for the things that have come and gone. He stared at Ebon before he stepped inside. "I expected a little more light." Ebon said as he stepped away from the bed. The boy smiled which suffused his entire body with a soft light. "Like that?" the boy asked. Ebon sat down on the bed, and shook his head. "I'll take the non-nightlight Ghost of Christmas Past." Ebon said to the boy. The child laughed as the light around him died. Ebon stared at the boy for a second. He was dressed in red shorts, with bright green trimmings: an escaped elf from Santa's workshop. The boy smiled again as if he could read Ebon's mind. "So you ARE the Spirit of Christmas past." "None other." the Spirit answered. He made a leap across the room, over Ebon's head, and onto the bed. The Spirit started a spirited bed bouncing episode. Ebon got off the bed quickly and turned to face the boy. The boy was laughing freely as he sat down hard and allowed the bounce in the mattress to bring him to his feet again. Ebon watched him for a moment again, before speaking. " I forgot my next line." he said. "Long Past?" the boy giggled out. "Huh?" Ebon said confused. "You're supposed to ask me if I'm the Spirit of Christmas Long Past, or is it the Long Spirit of Christmas Past." the spirit took a powerful bounce and jumped towards Ebon. Ebon reached out to catch him. The child looked with those sad blue eyes into Ebon's own. The child wriggled and Ebon let him go. Ebon watched as the Spirit began to pick up different things in the bedroom and toss them aside when he saw they were thing only adults could be interested in. "So are you?" "Am I what?" the spirit said not looking at Ebon but mischief lacing his voice. "Are you the Spirit of Christmas Long Past, or is it the Long Spirit of Christmas Past?" The child turned around, pulled his shorts from his waist, and looked inside. "Well, not the Long Spirit.." he replied, "Not yet anyway." Ebon broke into a second's worth of laughter. The child smiled peacefully. Ebon stopped his laugh, and tried to look down at the boy. "Your Christmas past." green eyes turned sadder as he approached Ebon. "What?" Ebon asked. "I'm here to try to help you, Ebon. Not everything that can help you, but a small part." "What part do you serve?" "Memory" Ebon nodded, trying to understand the cryptic remark. The spirit walked to the open window, and reached a hand back to Ebon. "Do we really have to do the whole flying through the night thing? I'm not really all that into heights without parachutes." The spirit laughed, walked back to Ebon and took him by the arm. Ebon felt warmth spread to his extremities as the child's hand touched him. "You are going to hold me up right. No letting go, and then flying down to catch me. 'Cause that's definitely not a thing to do." "You weren't that type of child.", the Spirit replied. The child stepped up to and over the sill. Ebon followed absentmindedly; trying to figure out what the child had meant by the last remark. They were soaring through the night air, before Ebon started to pay attention. They moved into a low level cloud. On the other side everything below them had changed. There were fewer lights and none had the harshness of city night lights. They came down onto a porch. "I haven't been here in a while." Ebon said quietly. The Spirit nodded. He pulled Ebon toward the door, and passed with him through it. They should have entered into the front hallway, with the steps to upstairs directly in front of them. Instead, they entered the kitchen. "Mom!" Ebon exclaimed as soon as he saw the couple standing in the kitchen of his old home. "They can't hear you Ebon, or see you." Ebon stared at the woman leaning against the sink. He turned to look at the man sitting down at the table looking up at the woman. "You never called her mom before." the boy said coming to stand by Ebon. "Did you tell him?" the woman said walking to the oven. She opened the oven door and looked at a sheet of Christmas cookies. "Yes, I did." The man replied standing up and pacing around the kitchen. She closed the oven door slowly, straightened up, but kept her back to him. Ebon smiled as he recognized her reaction to having to ask questions she didn't want to. "What did he say?" The man sat down and looked at her back before he replied, "He asked if he would be moving out now." Her head dropped. She reached around behind her. Her hand touched one of the kitchen chairs and she collapsed into it crying softly. The man shot to her side, and started to stroke her hair. "It's not us, babe. You know it's not us. His parents died a year ago... He doesn't understand... He's only six." Ebon turned toward the door to the living room. He knew it would be open. Not a lot, just enough for a six year old face to watch the man and woman that had taken him in crying over his loss. He knelt down so he could look at the face. He remembered every emotion and watched them color his young face. The shock that these people cried over him when their own child was going to come into the world, the guilt of feeling for someone when he could still remember his own parents, the acceptance that his parents weren't going to come get him; he watched emotion fight emotion. The door closed. Ebon knew the child would go up his room, and cry a last time for dead parents before burying them in his heart. "Come." the child said to Ebon taking his hands. "Wait!" Ebon said staring at his foster mother. "No, Come!" the boy insisted dragging Ebon to the door leading out into the living room. They walked through the door into a spacious living room. Ebon knew they were in a different time in his past. Memories flooded him threatening to overwhelm. "NO!" he exclaimed angrily. He ripped his arm from the boy's gripped. He turned to walk back into the kitchen but the door swung open and he was beaten. A teenage girl walked through the door carrying a small tray of cups smiling at someone in the room. Ebon heart skipped beats as he saw the excitement shining in her eyes. It was Brenda at sixteen. He turned to see himself at 23 sitting on the floor in front of the couch. The younger version of himself was staring at the tree, unsuspecting of what his foster sister had planned for him. Brenda sat down next to the younger Ebon putting the tray up on the couch. She handed Ebon a cup. The older Ebon smiled as he remembered that first taste of alcohol in the eggnog. The younger Ebon reacted as he remembered. "Bren, what the hell did you put in this stuff?" he said, a hint of laughter was in his voice as he took another careful sip. "I thought you needed to relax. I mean you've been all studying and stuff," she whispered. The older Ebon saw everything he should have noticed at the time. How she watched him drink carefully (he had not had much experience with alcohol), how she didn't drink but only used the cup to warm her hands, how her breathing had nervous hitches in it, the shining in her eyes as her decision solidified the more and more the alcohol hit the younger Ebon. The scene blurred and he knew that time had passed. He took a step back not wanting to relive what was coming but he felt a wall behind him. He turned to look but there was nothing behind him. He scanned the room and saw the Spirit sitting on the back of the couch watching the two people on the floor. Ebon looked down at himself and Brenda. She had taken of the sweater and was dressed in only jeans and a t-shirt. He remembered his own surprise when he noticed she wasn't wearing a bra. His hands itched as the old blast of pure lust hit him again. Brenda reached up and started running her hands along the younger Ebon's face. Ebon knew what the younger version of himself was thinking. The alcohol had fuzzed the thinking process, he had known what was happening but was rationalizing that it was just a sisterly touch, just holding onto that thought until it was too late. And by then it would be too late. She started tickling him. That started a wrestling match, he knew how much she didn't like to be tickled so it was a fight to make her stop without retaliating. She ended up on top of him, their faces inches away. Too late. The first kiss was a tentative touch of lips, a suggestion, a hope. The second deepened the hope into prayer, as long built-up pressure came out. Ebon admitted to himself that he had wanted her. She had been his in a special way from her first day. He had protected her, cared for her more than himself since he could remember. He had never loved her as a sister, this was what he had felt for her. The kiss deepened as tongues fought to say more than they could with words. The younger Ebon's hands came around to caress her ass through her jeans. The hands touched, cupped, became more insistent as the clothing kept them away from skin. Ebon pulled the t-shirt from her jeans and let his hands run along her lower back. She started grinding her hips into him. The older Ebon saw what he had denied afterward that he had not hurt her. She had wanted this, probably more than he had. He felt his knees buckle. He sat down with his eyes frozen on the couple. She disconnected their lips long enough to take the t- shirt off. She was coming back down but was stopped as Ebon brought his hands around to hold her breasts. His thumbs began a light pass over nipples. She groaned at the initial contact, and her breathing deepened as he continued the pass. She gasped as Ebon reached up to capture one nipple in his mouth and applied gentle suction. She grabbed his head lending him support, needing him to continue. He switched breasts and she gasped at the assault of sensation from a different place. Ebon knew what was about to come; maybe it would have been better if it had been more careful. He shook his head, no nothing would have dimmed the guilt he had felt at betraying his foster.. No, his parents. The younger Ebon sat up holding Brenda in place and turned so she was on her back. He reached to her jeans undoing the belt, and buttons of her jeans in frantic motions. Ebon shuddered as he saw the loss of control the younger man was going through. But he saw why he had been so successful, she was just as frantic to remove her clothing. It was her who started pushing her jeans and panties down her thighs, he started helping but she was still the lead in that portion of her disrobing. The younger man hesitated when she lay naked beneath her. It was only the older Ebon that saw the victory in her eyes. The younger man dove to the juncture of her thighs, as the older man remembered how badly he had wanted to taste her. The victory fled from her eyes, as pleasure flooded her body from her center. Ebon wasn't being careful or giving, he was there for himself to drink from her but the results were the same. She had been waiting since her first knowledge of the difference between men and women for him. She gasped and reached down to run her fingers through his hair. The older Ebon watched her face as lust continued to overpower him. He remembered. "Ebon!" she nearly screamed as she went over the climax of pleasure. Her toes flexed attempting to make themselves fists, her hands tried to get a grip on the carpet, her thigh muscles began to vibrate as she reached the apex of sensation. She bit her lips to stop from screaming but as her eyes rolled back she couldn't control the mindless chanting of her lover's name. She had just begun to come down again when the younger Ebon knelt between her legs using his to keep them spread. He was taking off clothing as fast as he could. She had not completely drifted down when he was naked with a rampant erection pointing towards her. He reached down to grip her just below one knee. He pushed her leg up and reached with his other hand to get a grip on himself. He placed himself at the entrance to her pussy. She gasped as the hard warmth bumped her clitoris, it stopped her downward movement from pleasure. She opened her eyes to look at him; her hands moved to grab him at his hips to pull him into her. It was unnecessary, a small adjustment had put his dickhead in a position to open her pussylips with the very tip of his penis. Her hands touched his hips but the forward movement into her had already begun. She dug her nails in as he moved inexorably forward. It was one unstoppable thrust to sink him completely inside her. Her cry of pain jolted both the younger and older Ebon. The older came out of his trance as guilt assaulted his lust, but the younger man didn't understand. His eyes looked lost as he looked down. He needed completion; of the act, of every fantasy he wouldn't admit, of love he couldn't admit. The guilt was enough to buy her a small reprieve to give her body time to accept him. She dug her nails into his hips and began to slowly gyrate her hips, much faster than the older Ebon remembered. He remembered it as a small eternity where every part of his body wanted to pull out and thrust back in but he had to wait for her. The younger Ebon pulled out slowly and thrust back inside. He had wanted it to last to give her pleasure beyond what any man ever could. She had different plans as nails scored his side spurring him faster. He could have held against that but she started helping by moving her hips the two inches that she could move them; trying to ride him from beneath. Ebon's head moved back as he started pistoning both of them into climax. This time there was no loss of volume as she screamed his name at the beginning of her orgasm. He leaned down to kiss her to take her screams into himself as he exploded inside her. He ground his hips releasing into her body as her arms came around him to bring him tighter against her body. They lay shivering in pleasure for a long moment. The Spirit came to stand in front of the older Ebon blocking his view. Ebon stood up and let the Spirit take him by the hand. He refused to look back at the couple intertwined as sleep slowly overcame them. The spirit turned him toward the door. Ebon felt them shift as they touched the door. The office party of his first job. It had been a good experience. He had met one of the firm's best client's Jacob Marley at this party but somehow he didn't think that would be what he was here to see. He saw her. Sylvia. Blonde hair streamed down her back as her blue eyes searched the people for the only face that she would recognize here. He had met her in their freshman year at law school. He had been purpose but she had been passion. She defended every one of her beliefs with a passion he could not match with cold logic. They had been friends but in the time after his sex with Brenda she had become more. He still didn't know if it had been because he wanted someone between him and Brenda or because he had touched something in those few moments and knew he could have the same with this attractive woman. "We don't have to be here." he told the Christmas Spirit. "Yes, we do, Ebon." "Fuck!" Ebon said knowing what was coming. Sylvia finally found saw another version of Ebon in a corner talking to Jacob Marley. The two men were engrossed in a conversation. The older Ebon couldn't remember exactly what; considering what happened he should have. Sylvia walked towards them. The older Ebon followed as if he could stop what was about to happen. He watched as she politely said hello to Jacob but motioned for Ebon to talk with her into the conference room. The older Ebon was already moving in that direction. He was inside the room when the younger version of himself slammed the door closed. "Sylvia, what are you doing? I needed to talk to that man." "Why? Is he going to fund your first grab at a million dollars?" she yelled at him. Both Ebons turned to look outside, but no one had noticed her voice raising. "Goddamit, don't yell! You know I hate that." "So what? Am I supposed to accept that you don't have time for anything but work anymore? That you fucking treat me like I'm like a sex-stop on the way to your success." "You know it's not like that, Sylvia." he said losing some of his temper. "I know it's not like THAT, Ebon. But that's how you make it feel." "If you know it's not like that, then what is this about?" The older Ebon winced at the stupidity of that remark. Sylvia froze looking at him. The older Ebon could see the pain in her eyes. The younger man did not. "Why did you cancel our Christmas visit to your house?" she asked simply. The older Ebon nodded, this had been the one thing she couldn't understand. The breakup had been his fault, but the last straw was not something he could have ever avoided giving her. "I need to work on the 26th," the younger Ebon said simply. The older man watched as the young woman searched for an opening that wasn't there in the younger man's face. His face had shut-out all emotion, he stared back at her eyes that said nothing. That gave nothing. "You know it's over right," she said as tears started to fall out of her eyes. The face still gave nothing. She nodded, squared her shoulders and walked out of the room proudly. The older Ebon watched her smiling that she had not left defeated even though he knew; as he had known then, that she had truly loved him. They had both known the relationship was collapsing, the younger Ebon could not give enough. Neither the older or younger version blamed her for leaving. The younger Ebon stared out the window for a few minutes. There was a knock on the door. Both Ebons turned to the door. Jacob Marley stuck his head and smiled. "Women problems, son." The younger Ebon smirked confirmation. "Well, here's as good a solution as I know." Jacob said lifting up a bottle of Jack Daniels. The younger Ebon smiled and nodded walking towards his future. "That's the end of my painful Christmas pasts. We can go home now." "No." the Spirit said. Ebon nodded, steeling himself for what was coming. The Spirit took his hand and walked him to the door. Ebon felt himself shutting down inside. This part he did not need to remember, every part was burned into his soul. They walked through the door, and onto the porch of his parents' home. They waited, Ebon saw the police cars in front of the house, that he hadn't notice at the time of the scene. He turned to look up the street just as the taxicab made the turn. It stopped in front of the home. Ebon stepped out of the cab, paid and started up to the door. The older version remembered that he had been thinking about the goals for Marley's firm for the next year. He rang the doorbell, he had his own keys but never used them out of respect for his parents. The door opened and a tall black policeman was stood staring at Ebon. Ebon took a step back to look darkly at the uniformed cop. Brenda came to the door. "Ebon!" she cried before jumping into his surprised arms. They had not touched since two Christmases ago. She started sobbing uncontrollably. She was gasping words between sobs but both Ebons only heard the important ones. "Mom..Dad..mugger..dead!" The older Ebon shut his eyes in pain, as Brenda fainted; the assault too much for her. The younger Ebon fell onto the porch, his eyes empty again; the child inside resurged as a remembered pain was echoed by his new life. "We leave, now!" Ebon said to the Spirit. He turned to confront the boy, but behind him was his bedroom. He turned back to look at the younger Ebon and Brenda, but all he could see was the other half of his bedroom. He looked around the room. Nothing. He reached up to wipe the tears that had bled out of his eyes as the loss of his second mother and father had come back. He turned and lay on the bed. Stave 3 - Three lost women in the present ------------------------------------------ The light woke him up. It was pouring from underneath the door to the living room. He thought for a second to stay in his bed. "Ebon!!! GET IN HERE!!" an exuberant male voice shouted from the other side of the door precluding any further thoughts in not heading in that direction. He stood up angrily, stomped toward the door, and threw it open. The tableau in front of him nailed his feet to the ground him in place. The light was coming from a massive Christmas tree with lights festooned on every branch and a torch beside a throne-like chair. There were thousands of gifts around the bottom of the tree. Ebon thought that was impossible but he stopped counting at one hundred and hadn't made a dent into the stacks of gifts they spread out from the tree in an ocean of wrapping paper washing over every piece of his furniture. He looked to the chair to see a giant of a man sitting with three sprite-like versions of women kneeling at his feet. They were attacking a penis proportionally sized for a man Ebon thought had to top 7 feet without a problem. The sprites were wrestling the massive dick from each other for an opportunity to lick it. One won out for a second and managed to get the head in her mouth, Ebon moved unconsciously to get a better view and she tried to impale her head onto the penis. He knew it was impossible, so did she but she tried anyway. Her cheeks collapsed as she gave up and started suckling him. Ebon looked at the women again and realized they weren't really tiny. Just small for women, but beside the man they seemed to be children. The man reached down with one hand to caress a well-developed breast and as the one of the women climbed onto him to share a kiss, the other hand moved to cup her ass. That left two women at his dick and they seemed to have decided to share pleasures instead of fighting over them. One had begun a vigorous licking of the man's ball-sac as the other one treated his penis to the same. They switched but this time, a woman took one of the man's testicles completely into her mouth as her companion did the same to the bulbous head of the man's penis. The third woman seemed to have gotten tired of just kissing, she put one foot on one woman and pushed her of the man's penis. She did the same to the other woman. She straddled the sitting man, reached between them to place the huge head between her pussylips. "Not a fucking chance!" Ebon said as he compared the size of the woman, and the man's cock. She was determined though. She hyperventilated and pressed inexorably downward, her pussylips spread obscenely, as she dropped her head back and gasped in a mixture of pain and pleasure. She held each millimeter she gained for a length of time before dropping another millimeter onto the man's dick. "Not a fucking chance!" Ebon said as she accepted more and more of the man's penis inside herself. It was obvious that each tiny bit gained only heightened her pleasure. She finally hit bottom and orgasmed with only about half of the man's penis inside her. Her body trembled uncontrollably as the man reached to hold her weight up so she wouldn't collapsed; her weight driving him farther than she could take. She regained control and began a slow trip up, at the apex she began to move downward again. The pace that her pussy allowed her to move had increased with the wetness caused by her orgasm but it would have driven a normal man crazy in its slowness. The giant seemed unconcerned, pleasured by it, but not driven mad by her slow travel up and down his dick. It was having an effect on Ebon and the other two women though. One stood up and moved determinedly toward Ebon, he backed up but his movement had taken him from the door so he hit solid wall. The third woman had climbed the throne and dropped her pussy onto the man's face. The woman hit Ebon low, dropping him sideways beside the wall. She sat on his thighs and loosed the robe around his waist. She smiled gleefully at the erect penis. There was no real foreplay, no hesitation. She looked him in the eyes, and crawled into position. She crawled herself where her pussy was just beyond the head of his penis. She then dropped her hips onto his stomach and started sliding backward. The angle was wrong for penetration, but she was obviously being driving them both upward. She moved down until his penis stood up against her pussy. She took a playful bite at his nipples looking up at him, smiling sex. She moved towards him, his dick sliding lower and lower. She gasped as the alignment became right, she hitched her hips to capture the head of his dick just inside her pussylips. She smiled sex at him again as he pushed up with his hips to lodge the head of his penis again. She stopped smiling as pleasure moved through her body when Ebon gripped her shoulders and slid her completely onto his dick. She sat up and began to rotate her hips, she leaned forward until she seemed to get the right amount of contact between her clit and him. She began to grind again. He lifted his hips and dropped letting her weight drop her forcefully onto his penis again. She grunted as the sudden drop drove her higher on her trip to orgasm. Ebon knew this position left him in a great deal of control as her grinding stimulated him but didn't make him climb towards orgasm. He had not counted on her need for more stimulation when her orgasm hit. It began with her grinding her hips on him madly, but when orgasm hit her pussy began to flex and unflex uncontrollably. She wanted to stay in the middle of orgasm, wanted that one more unreachable step higher in pleasure. She began to do everything she could to reach it. Everything included moving up and down on his penis while flexing as tight she could. He grabbed her hips trying to stop her but that little bit of extra girth his dick gained as he approached his own cumming drove her that half-step higher and she needed more. She began to pump harder, until he joined her motion with the force of his own. He came and she reached that next level at the same time. "Fuck!" he shouted as he felt a wave of dizziness hit him as she continued to stimulate his dick as smaller waves of pleasure crashed into her body. Finally as he thought he might have to forcibly remove her from his dick to survive, she collapsed onto his chest breathing heavily. He looked up at the ceiling trying to control his own breathing. He didn't even know how long it had lasted. "How you doing there, Ebon?", the giant asked as he came to stand at Ebon's head. He had put on a Christmas green robe with fur trimmings. "Oh, it's pretty good." Ebon answered trying to get out from underneath the woman. The man knelt down and spanked her buttocks firmly. She snapped up and look at the giant with playful anger seemingly prepared for round two. The giant laughed heartily as he shared a distracting kiss with her. Ebon stood up and tied the robe around himself. The giant stood up. "Thanks, Ebon. I mean I can handle one or maybe two of them. But three well, I ain't got THAT much dick." the giant laughed at his own joke. Ebon nodded his head being pretty sure one of these three women would have been more than he could handle to begin with. Ebon stuck his hand out to be shaken, "The Spirit of Christmas Present?" he asked. The giant wrapped his massive hand around Ebon's own, "Yeap, that's me. Got a present for me." The giant collapsed in laughter again. Ebon couldn't help smiling. The man had life and the joy of it pouring out of him infectiously. "Well, I guess you know the story, right. The scary ghost, past, present, and then hoodoovoodoo future." Ebon nodded. "Well, come on let's go. I'm the nice one." He stopped. "I'm sad but I'm not, you know, heart wrenching the way the other two are." Ebon thought about the people he knew. "There's no Tiny Tim so how will you really affect me?" he asked. "Child, there's always a Tiny Tim in someone's life. They just don't pay enough attention. Just like you haven't.", the ghost replied seriously. The Spirit stuck his arm toward Ebon, "Grab my robe, and we can get this show on the road." Ebon shrugged and grabbed the robe. At his contact the room flowed and solidified into a living room he had never been in. "Roberta?" he asked the Spirit as he noticed his secretary with a teenage boy and a younger girl decorating a Christmas tree. There was an older woman that resembled Roberta sitting on a loveseat near the tree giving a running commentary on uncovered spots. "Tif, why don't you come help us." Roberta said towards Ebon and the Spirit. Ebon turned around to see a girl looking out the window. "Tiny Tim?" he asked the Spirit without turning away from the girl. "Yes." Ebon walked to get a better look at the girl. She was beautiful in the same way her mother was beautiful. Raven hair, the same green eyes, every feature in her face saying she would grow up to be a twin to her mother. "What's wrong with her?" he asked the spirit while continuing to admire her. He knew he was attracted to Roberta but had never done much about it, believing their working relationship was too comfortable to put pressure on it. The girl's eyes stared out into the road. He moved so he could look deeply into her eyes. He could see a spark of life but it was so deep and as he watched it grew dimmer. "It was an in-house robbery," the Spirit said. "What?" "They broke into the house in the middle of the day. Tiffany was with her father. They killed her father." Ebon nodded, with the understanding of one who has lost parents too. "Did they hurt her?" he asked. "No, the killing of her father surprised them just as much. They fled." Ebon watched as Roberta walked over to the young woman. She sat next to her and started stroking her hair. "Honey, Peter and Michelle would really like you to help decorate the tree. Why don't you go and join them?" Tiffany turned to look at the two children still decorating the tree. Ebon saw the flash of need in her eyes, before loss overwhelmed it and she shook her head. Roberta nodded, "Maybe later, baby?" she asked. It was obvious to Ebon she was trying to keep desperation out of her voice. Roberta got up and walked to a door, opening it she stepped into that room. The older woman followed Roberta into the next room. Ebon did the same. He walked into Roberta's kitchen. She was sitting down on one of the chairs with tears obviously threatening to escape. The older woman sat next to her. "Baby, I know you don't want to but we might have to. It's beginning to affect the other children. Peter has been in two fights over Tiffany, already." "I know, mother. But I don't want to hospitalize her. She should be in college not in a mental institution." "We don't have a choice, she's going in deeper, and we can't stop her." "But if we leave her, she won't have any reason to stop herself, mother." The older woman nodded and sat back. It was obvious to Ebon this was an argument they had gone over quite a few times. It was tougher on both women because a part of them agreed with the other argument. Tiffany's mother having to deal with Tiffany's problems affecting her other children, and being unable to stop her downward descent. Tiffany's grandmother not wanting to let the girl go. "So have you asked that Scrooge of a boss of yours for a raise." the older woman said with a smile on her face. "Mother. You know he pays me enough, for being a personal secretary." Roberta defended her boss, "He pays all of his people a lot." "Bah. You're not his secretary. By now, you can run that place on your own like clockwork." "It really helped in my management classes." "Bah, again." "Come on, mom. He's a machine when it comes to business. You can't look at what he's doing, you always have to see why he's doing it, and then you understand how." "Still for everything he has you doing, you should get more money and one of those fancy titles." the older woman insisted but more weakly. "Mom, you know he pays me enough to pay the bills and a lot more. After all I'm a secretary." "But you have that fancy piece of paper. You could get better." "Better for my ego, but not better for my family. Plus maybe someday I'll tell him about my "fancy piece of paper" and see if he gives me a different position, but once the kids are all taken care of, mom." "But" the old woman began "No, mom." Roberta replied. "I get paid much more than the entry-level management, believe me. We don't need the pay cut right now." The older woman nodded. Roberta looked around the room for a minute. "Can you take care of the kids for a bit, mom. I need to lie down." The older woman nodded and walked into the living room. Roberta waited a few minutes and then walked into the living room also. "Come on," the spirit told Ebon. "What?" "Come on," the spirit said following Roberta through the living room, up the steps and into what seemed to be her bedroom. "What are we doing?" Ebon asked as he trailed behind them. "You need to see this," the spirit replied. Roberta closed the door, but the spirit and Ebon just walked through it. She sat down on the bed for a few minutes just staring. "What am I supposed to see?" "She got a lot of nervous energy building up." the ghost said. "The kids are about to drop but her energy is different. She is stressed and hasn't been with a man since her husband's death." "This is about to get perverted." Ebon said. "No, Ebon. It's about to get human. You better see that other people have needed you for years now. This was one of them." "You want me to sleep with her?" Ebon exclaimed surprised. "Yes, no. That's up to you, but she needed a friend as much as you did. You could have been a lot to each other if you had let someone else in. Maybe not for sex but you should have been there for her." "Fuck!" Ebon said realizing that she had worked for him for years and he hadn't even known her husband had been killed. She must have used sick days or vacation to mourn. She stood up and walked over to the mirror. She began to remove clothing. "Shit!" Ebon said as his eyes became glued to her. He walked over to get a better view, forgetting that he had argued against it. She took off all her clothes and stood naked looking at herself in front of the mirror. Ebon did a lot of looking himself. Her body was obviously not the one that her daughter had, but it was mature, womanly. The slight sag in her breasts made them seem fuller, her hips more capable of cradling a man. She seemed to make a decision as she cupped her breasts. She went to lie on the bed on her back. "She's not going to?!" Ebon said as he followed. He felt himself get hard again. She spread her legs a comfortable amount but didn't begin at their juncture. Ebon stopped to study her. She began to run small circles around her nipples not quite coming into contact with their tips. Ebon felt a shiver run down his spine from the base of his neck. She ran her fingertips on her stomach, and up her legs as far as she could reach without touching. She started to play with her pubic hair. "Man, she has really needed a man for a long time." the Spirit said clinically as he came to stand by Ebon. "This was a mistake." Ebon whispered mesmerized by Roberta as she reached between her legs after one long sweep of her hands through all the skin she could touch. "What was a mistake?" the spirit said smiling. "Me and her not, that was a huge mistake." Ebon admitted as Roberta made contact with her clitoris with the pad of one finger. Her hips reaction to the contact was paralleled by a pulsing in Ebon's penis. The contact also ended Roberta's playfulness with herself. She got down to business rubbing her clit in small circles every now and then changing the direction of the circles. "She knows what she wants, doesn't she?" "You hired her for that very reason, didn't you. Pay her well because she's so..hmm..efficient." The pressure must have been immense inside Roberta because after only a few minutes her hand motions became just a straight up and down rubbing on her clit as her hips came off the bed to grind at her hand. Ebon felt his dick get even harder. She grabbed a pillow and bit into it to stop from yelling as her orgasm broke on her body. She kept rubbing through it trying to maintain it; Ebon felt his hands began to itch with the need to keep her on the orgasmic high. Finally, her hips dropped onto the bed and she let the pillow go slowly drifting down. "Dammit." Ebon said as he looked at the Spirit. "Hey, you're the idiot. I would have been waiting at her door after the year of mourning passed. You could been in her bed the last two years instead of paying for it. She would have given you more the first time, then you got all of the times you called that fancy little number." Ebon nodded accepting the truth of it as he looked down at Roberta. She had begun to fall asleep. The Spirit dragged Ebon to the door. "Come on, it's time for our next visit." "Brenda?" Ebon asked looking back at the peaceful shape of Roberta. "You have been a sore disappointment in the life of your women, my friend." Ebon blushed. They passed through the door into a wide-open space that Ebon recognized as Brenda's living room. She had too much space in her house for one woman but Ebon was generous with her making sure she had everything she wanted except him, of course. There was an intimate party going on. He didn't recognize most of the 10 people in the room. Just Brenda's most recent fling, and her two best friends. They were all sitting by the sofa, talking. "So Brenda." one of the Ebon didn't recognized said "you ever going to give one of us guys a chance with you." Brenda's best friends laughed. It was obviously a joke as the man had his arm wrapped around another man. The other man acted jealous for a second but smiled. Brenda's fling didn't react well to the joke. The malicious look in the questioner's eyes said the question had been pointed at her anyway. Obviously, Ebon wasn't the only one present that didn't like the blonde. It would have been fine if she had just been stupid but she carried a grudge against the rest of the world. He didn't understand how Brenda got along with her, never mind having sex with her. Brenda smiled and nodded her head at the questioner. She didn't look angry at the question or that it was meant to needle her lover. Ebon saw his own coldness in her eyes toward her lover. He blinked in surprise. He looked at the Spirit. "You helped raised her, Ebon. Some of you rubbed into her, probably a lot of you. She finds the blonde attractive but understands her cruelty too. It won't last the night." "I already gave my heart away, Michael. You know that. I have to be absolutely sure he's not a factor before I try another.. man." Everyone in the room laughed. "Why do you pine over him, he's your brother? That's disgusting?" the blonde spit out. Several people turned toward Brenda with fascination in their eyes. "He's not my brother." "What is he then?" one of the other men asked. "His mom and my dad were very close in college. Never lovers but really good friends. They died in an accident so my dad and mom took him in. It was an agreement between everybody; if either died the other's families would take in any children. Ebon was five when they died. Seven when I was born. He was never even adopted. My mom and dad were just his legal guardians." "They didn't want to adopt him?" one of the women asked disapprovingly. "They asked him, a lot. But you haven't met Ebon, Melisa. Especially back then, but if you met him now, realize that he's the same person at thirty-five as he was at 9, he's probably nicer now or at least more civilized. He always said no to them." She looked at her lover with anger in her eyes, "So he's not my brother, by blood or even legally." "You were raised with him." the blonde retorted. Brenda laughed. "No, dear. His body grew up while I was being raised. He helped raise me, but we weren't raised together." "That doesn't say why he's the ONE." Melisa asked. "You have a big brother right, Mel?" Melisa nodded. "I was six years old and I followed Ebon around like we were attached by leashes. You know that he never said anything about it. Even when his friends wouldn't play with him because he insisted I had to play too. He would just nod, walk to a corner of the playground and play with me." "Oh! Forget it. She's gone." Michael's male friend said. "She's been in love with him since she could remember if he always treated her like that." "He won't do anything with you?" Melisa asked. "No, damn him." Brenda said angrily. "You're not still a ..." Michael asked. "Nope." Brenda said blushing. "But wait, you wont' let another man touch you, and Ebon won't have anything to do with you. Did you just take some man one drunk night?" Melisa asked curiously. "I said he won't have anything to do with me, I didn't say he didn't." Brenda said triumphantly. "YOU DID NOT!!" Melisa said eyes wide. Brenda's lover sniffed, stood up and stomped to the kitchen. "Damn right, I did. Seduced him really good one Christmas night." "On Christmas?! Now, that's a Christmas gift." Michael said. "Shut up, Michael. So what happened?" Melisa asked. "I don't know. We were like just sleeping there. I woke up and he was gone. He went back to law school. I didn't see him the next Christmas. I tried to talk to him but he always had a reason to cut me off as soon as I started talking about us. The Christmas after that my parents were murdered and I needed him too much to push him." Brenda said as she looked off into space. "And now?" Melisa asked. "I'm trying to get through to him. Every now and then I can see I'm getting to him but then I lose him." she said sadly. Melisa walked over to sit next to her; she took Brenda's hand in her own. Both women smiled at each other leaving all the rest of the people in the room out of their communion. "Come, Ebon. It's time to go." the Spirit whispered. Ebon nodded as he turned from the two women. He looked at the Spirit for a moment. He seemed to think for a moment. "Are we done?" he asked. "Unless you can think of something else." the spirit said looking at Ebon curiously. "Sylvia?" Ebon asked quietly. The Spirit looked at Ebon for a moment and nodded. He extended the edge of his robe for Ebon to grab onto. Ebon grabbed it. The room blurred for a moment and they were in a child's bedroom. Ebon looked around confused. There was a sleeping girl on the bed. "This isn't what I.." he started but the door to the bedroom opened and in walked an older Sylvia. She was everything he remembered; the long blonde hair, the eyes. She walked over to look at the little girl. She moved the covers to better keep the little girl warm. She smiled down at the child as she caressed her cheek for a moment. A man walked into the room. Sylvia looked up to smile at him. The child on the bed resembled the man much more than Sylvia but Ebon could see Sylvia's cheekbones on the girl's face. The man hugged Sylvia as she stood up. "Merry Christmas, baby." he said kissing her hair. Sylvia leaned into him comfortably. Ebon nodded to himself and turned to the Spirit. "We can leave now," he said. The Spirit nodded, and extended his robe again. The room blurred again and Ebon was back in his own bedroom. Stave 4 - A lonely woman in the future -------------------------------------- Ebon did not look around his room. He stood facing the wall. He prepared himself for the next Spirit. He knew what it would be about. He already knew something's in his life that had to change but others didn't have to. He would not move on those. He felt the door open behind him as a breeze entered the room. He turned to confront the dark Spirit of Christmas Yet To Come. She wasn't dark. Ebon took a step back as her unearthly beauty hit his eyes. She glowed, she was so beautiful. She was an albino. White hair, white eyebrows, he could see white eyelashes. She was so beautiful it took him a minute to realize she was naked. He finally noticed and backed up all the way to the wall. If her face was unearthly, her body was divine. Proportional breasts that would convince men they were fake, and to make women hope the same. Her hips had the right of dip and spread for a woman her height. Her legs shouldn't have been that long but even when he shook his head their length remained the same. Her pubic hair was the same white as the hair on her head. He looked at all of her for a moment. She seemed to stand in a wind tunnel, her hair blowing behind her in a wind he couldn't feel. He had been expecting a dark spirit but this woman was nothing like he imagined until he saw her eyes. She was worse. Her eyes were the pink of a real albino, but the perfection of her body was rivaled by the emptiness in her eyes. He saw nothing. Not the nothing of a dead person eyes, the eyes moved, the pupils dilated, they stared at him with life but utterly empty of emotion. They saw him, took notice of him, but were not moved by him. He turned from her eyes, wishing that Scrooge's robed Spirit had come instead. The woman pointed to the door. Ebon nodded. He waited for her to stand aside before he walked through the door. He tried not to make it look like he was trying to avoid her touching him but he was sure her touch would burn like ice. "Shit!" he said angrily as he saw the girl hanging from the roof. It was Tiffany. He was in what looked to be her bedroom. It didn't have the hospital feel so he was sure they had not committed her. He looked around to see if Roberta was in the room but she wasn't. He knew it would destroy her when she saw this. Every doubt she had about not institutionalizing the girl would return to haunt her as guilt. He heard the door opening and he moved to block the view of the person coming in, forgetting they couldn't see him. He was too late as Roberta's scream of loss washed over him. He turned from the pain that echoed through his body as he remembered the losses of his parents. He heard movement on steps as older versions of Roberta's children and her mother came to look into the room. The grandmother also sobbed her pain. The children looked lost as tears began to pour down their faces. The older women were not in any shape to comfort them so the children were swamped by their sorrow. Ebon turned from them. He could see the Spirit staring from him to the girl and back. "I would have tried to fix this." Ebon said angrily. "You didn't have to bring me here. I know I could help her. I didn't need anymore convincing." The Spirit just stared at him with unfeeling eyes. "Bitch!" Ebon said with feeling. The Spirit gave him a small smile that had no more emotion to it than her eyes. The Spirit waved her hands and the colors of the room flowed and changed. They solidified and Ebon smiled. He looked at the Spirit knowingly as he took in the cemetery. "Seeing my own gravesite won't affect me you know," he said knowingly. "I'm not exactly afraid to die." The Spirit pointed behind Ebon. Ebon gave her an inconstant smile as he already knew what he would see. He turned to see his own gravestone. The date surprised him, he had lived longer than he expected. The gravesite didn't touch him as he looked at it with coldness that matched the Spirit's emptiness. He looked around the gravesite and felt relief that there were no other gravesites near it. He turned to the Spirit, "I died, so what. Scrooge's fear was that he died with no one caring. It's not the truth, Brenda cared about me. He died alone. But it was always what I wanted; to leave no one behind alone. Like my parents did to me. It wasn't their fault, I've always known that but I was alone." The Spirit stared at him. "We can go. I'll change what I have to change to save Tiffany, to help Roberta, to make Brenda go on with her life. But I won't crawl for you in fear. I died with few mourners and leaving behind those who knew me better. Brenda will have my money and be happy for it." The Spirit smiled again, and pointed towards an approaching figure. Ebon felt a fist wrap around his heart and squeeze. It was a much older Brenda that walked toward the grave carrying flowers. She walked alone. The Spirit and Ebon waited for her to reach them. She stooped slowly to remove the flowers from his grave and replace them with new ones. She sat heavily beside the gravesite. She started telling him what her week had been like, and that she was sorry to be late. Ebon walked around her to kneel by her. "No. Goddamit, Brenda. Don't do this." he said quietly to her unhearing face. "I played with Melisa's grandchildren, today." she said. "Sometimes I wish I had had children, but..." "Fuck!" Ebon exclaimed standing up, and kicking the gravestone. "You fucking waited. How the FUCK could you wait for me, Brenda?" Ebon knelt by her again, getting close to her face. "I am not so special that you have to give up your life, everything you want to wait for me." She kept talking about Melisa's grandchildren. Ebon sat down next to her. "You're supposed to be happy, baby. Get married, like Sylvia. Have children, I'm supposed to be their disgustingly generous uncle. They give you, grandchildren that I spoil too. You're not supposed to become a shadow of me. You were never supposed to become me." He sat by her with tears for her on his cheeks as she continued her litany to the grave. The Spirit came and put her hand on Ebon's shoulder. Her touch did burn cold. Ebon tried to shake it off, but the grip would not relent. He looked up at her. There was feeling in her eyes as she used her hand to cover his eyes and push him back. Stave 5 - An end ----------------- The alarm woke Ebon up. He turned to read the numbers. 11:00 am. He had overslept. Somehow, it did not surprise him. He lay in bed staring at his ceiling feeling the plates that made up his personality shifting. He sighed to himself. He smiled as he wondered who the changes he meant to implement in his life would surprise the most. He got out of bed and walked to the bathroom. As he did his morning wash and showered he began to plan. Obviously, the Christmas presents he had bought were woefully inappropriate for the new Ebon. He shrugged he was rich enough that a few of his clients would be happy to open their doors if he made it worth his while. Actually, he only really needed one, and the man had a family who were all miserly enough to make Scrooge's heart cringe. He got out of the shower, put on a bathrobe, and walked to the phone. He opened his personal phone book and dialed the proper number. He spoke to the man on the other side. The other man sounded extremely unappreciative until Ebon started naming things he planned to buy for people. He could feel the false wattage across the phone line as a greedy smile split the other's man face. Ebon gave him a half-hour to get to the shop before he would call someone else in his phonebook. He continued to wonder who would be the most surprised on the drive to the store. Finally, deciding on Brenda for the obvious reason that she probably hoped he would change but knew exactly why he wouldn't. He parked his car in front of the jewelry shop. The owner was waiting by the door and happily held the door open for him. Ebon saw the man's wife standing behind the jewelry case. She gave the fake's salesperson smile to Ebon as he approached. "We have a few things to show you," the wife said anxiously. They both knew that Ebon spared no expense when he moved, so they knew even their greedy hearts might be impressed by Ebon Razz shopping spree. Ebon waved the woman's suggestion away. He walked through the jewelry cases. He stopped at the bracelets. "The diamond tennis bracelet." he said. "Wrap it." He thought for a moment. "The emerald one also, they almost compare to Tiffany's eyes." He continued walking through the cases. He stopped at the necklaces. He had seen it before and had wanted to buy it for her, but didn't think it appropriate. It was even more perfect now. "The half diamond, half ruby heart-charm." He started thinking about Roberta's second little girl. He didn't know she liked but he had a few innocent suggestions that would impress most little girls. He walked to the case of earrings and pointed imperiously at the most brilliant of the diamond studs. Completely inappropriate for her, but it should make her heart sing. He figured diamonds couldn't hurt any, plus he would make sure she could return and use the money for anything else she might want. The boy was harder. He couldn't really buy anything for him here. He tapped the inside pocket to his jacket. Season tickets to the local football team, with a man willing to take to every game should do it. He remembered at the last moment as he left the apartment the young man had been wearing the jersey of the starting quarterback. It wasn't diamonds but he smirked at the concept of what young boys thought was the best. He handed his American Express to the man, as his wife was busy humming Christmas carols as she wrapped his gifts. "Shit," he said. "The grandmother." The man smile widened if that could be believed as Ebon turned around and started walking through the aisles again. He didn't know the woman well so he settled on a beautiful yellow and red gold herringbone necklace. The wife rushed over to take it out of the case, and hurried to finish his wrapping. Ebon signed for everything and barely noticed that the man went over to his wife to hover. The finally finished and gave Ebon a bag. He nodded and thanked them as he opened the door and walked to his car. Brenda had planned for him to come over at this time. He knew most of the people he had seen would be there, but that was better. He rang the doorbell at her door. The door opened. He looked inside; Melisa had been the one to open the door. He could hear laughter in the livingroom. He smiled at Melisa. "The brother?" Melisa asked. "Nope. I was never adopted." he replied stepping past her. He heard her intake of breath. She understood the significance of his words. He walked into the livingroom with purpose. The room froze as he stepped into it and towards Brenda. He had separated the gifts in the car so he had hers in his hand. She looked at him; her eyes hopeful. He stopped and stared at her blonde lover. The woman stared back at him challenging him. He smiled at her dismissively. The people in the room that could see his smile came near to gasping as they also recognized the significance of it. He looked at Brenda, looked at her lover and stood still. His eyebrows rose in a question to Brenda. Brenda looked at her lover, but her choice had been made too long ago as tears wet her eyes. Ebon nodded and finished his walk to her. He stopped in front of her letting only inches separate their lips. He put the package into her hand, and took a step back. He looked at the people around the room. They were still staring as if nothing could possibly make them look away. He took a step back to let her open the gift. She still looked at him with questions in her eyes, but he just nodded at her present. She shredded the paper and managed to get the box open in record time. She gasped at the charm. He took a step toward her, reached into the box, pulled the charm out. He opened the clasp and reached behind her neck to put it on her. She shivered in pleasure at his touch. He smiled at her. "It's not what I wanted to give you, but I thought something material is customary," he said. "What did you want to give me?" she asked quietly staring up at him. He shrugged as he used his arms to bring her close for a kiss. It was like that first kiss. A gentle touch, a question asked. Lips touching in wonder. The second kiss was stronger. Passion, love in questing tongues. She leaned against him when he broke the kiss. He leaned into her too. Taking her hand, he took a step back. "Want to introduce me around?" he asked. She nodded still wondering what was going on. They walked around the room hand in hand making small talk with everyone after a half-hour it was obvious that she just wanted to corner him but he wouldn't let her. The people in the room watched them with great amusement as they danced around each other. He pulled her to the door. "Listen Brenda. I have to stop at Roberta's house." "No." she said. He kissed her, "I have to, baby. I really need to talk to her and her daughter." "Ebon!" she complained.. "Stop by my place tonight okay. We'll celebrate privately." He kissed her again with a promise that nothing would change. "I'm the one that waited. You come by here." she said. He smiled, kissed her hard. "Come by my place, Brenda. Tonight." He turned around and walked to his car. As he drove away, he could still see her in the doorway watching his car. The drive to Roberta's home was uneventful. He had already made a few decisions in her direction, but what seemed to be a future with Brenda more than solidified the belief that he would have to extend Roberta's influence. He parked the car in her driveway. He got out with the bag of gifts in one hand. He had wanted to stay with Brenda but there were people here that needed him, too. He rang the doorbell. Roberta's mother answered; it was obvious she didn't recognize him. "Hello, Ebon Razz." he said extending a hand to him. She looked at him coldly as she took her hand. "Mother, who is it?" he heard Roberta's voice from inside the house. "It's your boss, dear." she yelled into the house. Roberta showed up at the door. "Mr. Razz. Is something wrong? Do you need me for something?" she asked nervously as she saw that her mother was not kidding. "I believe that it is customary to exchange gifts on Christmas day." he replied. She blinked. Her mother blinked twice. Ebon lifted his bag of gifts, "May I come in?" he asked. Roberta got out of his way automatically. Ebon walked into the house looking around. Roberta's younger child stood in the doorway to livingroom looking at Ebon. "Hello." Ebon said to her. "Hi," she said brightly. "I'm Michele." Ebon stretched his hand out to shake her hand seriously. "That's Peter." she continued pointing to her older brother sitting by Tiffany. The young man looked over at Ebon curiously as he tried to get his older sister's attention. Ebon smiled at him. He put the bag down. The little girl looked into the bag curiously, she looked up at Ebon in severe curiosity as she saw the small gift wrapped boxes inside. Ebon started laughing at her avid want to destroy wrapping paper. Roberta and her mother came to stand by him. "Actually Roberta," Ebon said looking at her. "I do need to do some business while I'm here." Roberta nodded knowingly. "I'd like you to help me find your replacement." Roberta's eyes widened fearfully. Her mother's face reddened in anger. "I've been thinking," Ebon continued staring at Tiffany. "You do much more than a secretary. You know more about the whole company than most of my department heads. I still need you as an assistant but most of your secretarial duties can be done by someone else." He turned to look at her before he continued, "You're much more of an executive assistant anyway. We'll just use that as a way to get you into running the everyday things at the firm. I'm tired of that anyway, especially since you've been doing it for the last six months anyway. I figure eventually we'll just make you the CEO. After all, I own the place, why not reap some of the benefits." Her mother's face had blanched, but Roberta's face framed a smile that accepted the new Ebon. He had guessed right; Brenda did have a harder time accepting the changes he had to make for her. He reached into the bag for a small box to give to Michele. "They are a bit expensive, Roberta. But it was a last minute thing, if you don't approve next time I'll spend less money." The girl nearly squealed at the perfection of the diamonds. Roberta smiled at her, but looked into the bag worried. Ebon saw a flash of Christmas greed, too. "You should see what I got you," he said. "Much, much more beautiful but then again she's just a girl." He laughed when Roberta fought to keep control. Peter had come to investigate after the cry of wonder from his little sister. "Hi, Peter. I'm your mother's boss." Ebon said. He extended his hand out to the young man. Peter shook it firmly. Ebon reached into his pocket and pulled out the tickets. He passed them to Peter seriously. Peter's eyes widened as he read them. He looked at Ebon. "I had those lying around. I don't really know much about football. But since you're a fan I figured you might want to drag me along and teach me a thing or too." Peter's head nearly fell off in vigorous nodding. He stopped the motion for a second remembering his mother. He looked at her pleading with his eyes. She relented instantly. Ebon reached inside pulled out the boxes for Roberta and her mother. He handed them over. They ripped them open as anxiously as the children, exclaiming just as much. Ebon studied Tiffany. He knew what he had to do, to pull her out of her shell. He just doubted he could actually do it. "Roberta?" he said. She looked up at him. "Do you mind if I take Tiffany for a drive? I'd like to talk to her." She looked at Tiffany and at Ebon, "I don't think that would be a good idea." "Honey, let Ebon do it." her mother told her studying Ebon. "But Mom." Roberta protested. "No, honey. I see it in his eyes." "What?" Roberta asked studying Ebon as he looked at her daughter. "Remember how you felt when your dad died." her mother said. Roberta nodded. "Tiffany hasn't let go. But this man hasn't either." her mother declared moving toward a closet to get Tiffany's coat. She walked to Tiffany and helped her into it. She stood her up and delivered the young woman to Ebon. She was young, but obviously over eighteen. He knew that from the records he kept on his employees. "Do you know my home phone number?" he asked. Roberta nodded. "I don't really know how long this will take. She and I have a lot to say to each other," he told Roberta. Tiffany looked up at him. The emptiness was not like the one he had seen in Spirit of Christmas Yet to Come. It wasn't even close. She looked at him curiously but shrugged her shoulders. He took her arm, walked her outside and to his car. He waved at the family at the door. Roberta's mother nodded at him, as he got into the car. He drove. He didn't know where they were going. He was just driving to hold off the onslaught of demons he would have to resurrect to give Tiffany someone to hold onto. He stopped the car on the water's edge. He had not really come here. He got out of the car and walked to open her door. She looked at him with a spark of curiosity. She was not far gone, he knew that. She just couldn't hold on alone. Her family tried but it wasn't what she needed. She moved to take it. She hadn't done as much for her family but the newness of the experience was garnering some reaction. He walked with her to the front of the car. He still held her hand. He also needed her as something to hold onto. The day wasn't as cold as it should have been or he would have picked someplace else. They sat watching the water for minutes on end. "I lost four parents violently." he said finally. He could hear her head snap towards him. He turned to look at her. "Yeah, four of them." he answered her untoward question. "My real parents died in a car accident." he turned to look at the water moving back in time inside his emotions. " We were just driving along. No bad weather, no drunk driver, no nothing. The car just spun out of control. It was a back road, people knew it was there but most of the time it was faster to use the main road. We just slid off the road and into a ditch. We weren't even going that fast but the car flipped over a couple of times. It landed on it's top. We were all pinned. I ended up okay. Too small for the car to have hurt me seriously. My parents weren't so lucky. They died in inches. Right in front of my eyes. Pain does nasty things, and when I close my eyes I could still hear them crying. Children aren't supposed to hear parents crying. You can see them teary eyed at your graduation, or wedding. But they were sobbing from the pain. I couldn't cry, I couldn't make a sound. I was that scared. I wanted to help but I was just as pinned. I thought hearing them crying was the worst but it wasn't. Hearing them stop breathing. That was the worst." He reached up to wipe tears out of his eyes. Tiffany stood in front of him, she reached to grab his other hand in support. She looked at him. "I can't read the police report. I always wanted to know what happened but I can't make myself read it." He took a deep breath. Tiffany leaned her forehead against his chest. He could feel her begin to sob. "My second parents were Brenda's parents. You don't know Brenda but you'll like her. You know I didn't call her mom, until last night. I mean they took me in, dealt with my pain when most people would have passed me off. I never said that I loved them. I just.. I just. Well, they were murdered by a mugger. He was so fucking high that he didn't know he had killed them. They were gone on Christmas day and I never said thank you, or I love you, or nothing. I didn't have to watch, but I lost them just when I thought they would always be there. I hated him. The fucker that killed them. I wanted to kill him too, I wanted to go back and tear apart that section of road. But they were still gone." He moved down as Tiffany collapsed into grief-stricken sobs. He held her tightly against his chest as his own pent-up sobs escaped into her hair. * He was staring at the fire in his livingroom later on that night. He had moved out here at the phone call from the doorman. He was in his robe again. Most of the day seemed like a dream except for the weight that wasn't on his chest anymore. He heard the key to his door. He looked at it smiling. Brenda was the only one with his house keys. She opened the door and walked inside. She looked at him sitting leaning against the bottom of his couch. "I've been waiting." he said to her. "So have I. Did you enjoy it?" she asked as she moved to stand at his feet. "I'm more imaginative than you are, baby. I just let myself fantasize about the next few nights. I hope you've exercised frequently." "What's going on here Ebon?" she asked suddenly. "Take off your coat.. some clothes and maybe I'll tell you." he replied. She stared at him for a moment. She took off her coat and scarf and threw them on the couch. She put her hands on her hips. "Come on, Ebon. What's going on here?" she insisted. "Let's say that it was pointed out to me that as things stand I would be dying alone." he said simply. "That bothers you?" she asked surprised. "Nope." he said. "Then?" "Ah, you see the cruelty of the whole thing is that I might want to die alone but you would wait for me to live." She looked at him, not understanding his point. "Baby, if you wait for me, and I die alone. You die alone." he whispered. She moved and straddled his thighs to look at him. "You were mine. You were always mine. I waited for you when mom and dad told me you were going to be born. I knew you would be a girl. No doubt in my mind. I would have given everything to make you smile from day one, and I did. But how am I supposed to let you die alone, because I can't give you this." Her eyes were wet with tears as he confessed. "What I did with you was wrong, Brenda?" She shook her head, but he stopped her by touching her chin. "No, baby. You were too young. In our parents home. No matter, how much we both wanted, how much I needed you. It was a betrayal of mom and dad. A few years and they would have been happy to see us together. It would have probably meant the world to them. But we were still wrong." "But Ebon.." "We were wrong, Brenda." he insisted. "But that doesn't matter. What matters is you need me, and I can't go on like this if it hurts you like that." She reached down to silence him with her lips. They kissed for a long moment before she put distance between them. "So what now?" she asked. "Well, I'm naked underneath this robe so the obvious would be to make love." he said hopefully. "No, Ebon. After that." "Uh, we..do it.. again more slowly?" he asked even more hopefully. She kissed him hard. "Stop that, Ebon. You know I mean the more distant future." she said when she broke the kiss. "Marriage, kids, grandchildren, much sex in between." he said as he reached up to bring her back down for a kiss. She let him take a slow deep kiss from her lips before she struggled against him. "What's wrong?" he asked concerned. "I waited. I'm in charge." "I don't like that all too much." he said. "I know but I didn't like waiting. Plus you go to be on top last time. It's my turn." "I meant the whole lack of foreplay." he said. "I've waited 12 years, we can have foreplay afterwards." She pulled the t-shirt off to quiet him. She hadn't been wearing a bra again. He reached up reflexively to caress her breasts. "Oh, God. It wasn't a dream." she said as his thumbs passed over her nipples. She moved her hands around him to untie his robe and push it out of her way. Her hand went immediately around his erection. He gasped as she encircled it in her grip. She let go of his penis and stretched languidly down to kiss him. He remembered his role in this situation, and his hands went around to cup her ass. He took a firm grip to stop his inclination of repeating the movement of their last lovemaking by flipping them over. Every second, she held the kiss, moved her ass in his hands he thanked and regretted his strength. She bit into his chest on the edge of painfulness. His hands reached between them to play with nipples as she tried to deepen a kiss to deep for their own good. He reached between them to cup her pelvic mound and rub his hands on her denim covered pussy. "More!" she said into his mouths. "I'm the naked one, Brenda." he said as he plunged his tongue into her mouth. She got off him for a minute. She pulled her belt off her jeans, attacked the button and zipper. He looked at her, taking the seconds to gain a modicum of control. She took the jeans off finally, and remounted him. The initial warmth of her body touching him almost snapped his control. She started kissing him and rubbing her crotch on him. She knew what she wanted, and even knew the mechanics but it was different to be faced with the reality. He reached between them again and cupped her pussy. She melted into his mouth in reaction. He ran one finger, splitting her pussylips with it in one up motion and then brought the finger back down. She was wet, he didn't remember anyone becoming ready for sex that fast. She became unreasonable on the third pass of his finger. She reached between them to grip his penis. Her touch was inexperienced, frantic but uncontrolled. She placed his head at the entrance of her pussy but could move no further. He moved his hips towards her pussy seating his head inside her. "Go slow, Brenda. You haven't done this in years." he managed to get out as his dickhead was surrounded by warm, wet velvet. She was beyond reason though. She sat up and dropped herself on him. He penetrated her fully. He heard her small gasp of pain, and a sigh of acceptance as her body spread to accept him. She held inside moist warmth for the longest time before she started moving. He smiled to himself, put his head back and reached up to touch any skin he could reach. It felt good to be inside her. Her tightness caressing every inch of his penis. She was too inexperienced to know how to drive him towards the edge. Her motions sought her own pleasure but she couldn't recognize his. She ground her hips into his, making contact with her clitoris on his body, driving herself higher into pleasure but it just stimulated him. It didn't drive him. Anytime that she found an up and down rhythm on his hard penis, he would lift her from the floor with his legs and hips, taking away her leverage. She would start to grind again. He felt her orgasm hit her, and she screamed her release. He pumped in and out of her to keep her from drifting down. She came down slightly but his motion took her back up again. He stopped but she was already on the way up so she started her inexperienced motion again. He reached up to take one nipple into his mouth and sucked on it. He licked it and traded it for the other nipple. He didn't want it to end, but his pumping in and out of her had brought him too close to the edge. He dropped his head back down and waited as she moved her hips back and forth, and in circles trying to reach her orgasm. She started small panting breaths that told him she was close. He began his own motions up into her and dropping out of her letting her weight impale her on his dick. She understood what he wanted and began to mirror the motion. Neither had to move much, but the contact at the depth of her was with force. She moved up as he moved down and both drove to get him inside her. He grabbed her hips suddenly and ground his hips into her. It forced her over the edge, as he shot into her body. She scratched his chest as he continued to grind his hips over stimulating himself but unable to control his need to spend himself inside her. The drop from the top was fast for him, slow for her. They lay like that until his penis softened enough to slip out of her. She was dropping small kisses onto his chest mewling her pleasure at the skin to skin contact. Brenda jumped as a third hand joined both of Ebon's in caressing her back. She looked beside her, and just behind her. She saw an attractive raven-haired, green- eyed woman, green flashed on the woman's wrist. "What the?" she said fighting the pleasure the three hands were giving her to let surprise show. Ebon opened his eyes. "Oh, Brenda meet Tiffany; Tiffany, Brenda. You two will like each other, at least you seem to share the same interest in being on top." Tiffany was wearing one of Ebon's robes. She wasn't really wearing it; it was just kind of draped on her. Ebon looked between both of them. Brenda looked at him curiously. "Well, see. You like women and I like women, so I thought the whole sharing option was open. Plus I didn't really plan it you know. I think women have a thing for this whole " big brother the way big brothers are supposed to be" sexual thing. It's kinda perverted if you ask me." Brenda bit him in the chest. Tiffany reached down and pulled her mouth off of Ebon by playfully tugging on Brenda's hair. Brenda looked up as Tiffany pulled her head up. "No fighting." Tiffany said smiling at her. "So how are you going to stop me, little girl?" Brenda challenged. Ebon could see the sexual electricity between the two women. He laughed as Tiffany tackled Brenda off his body by kissing her hard. He looked at the two women as they warred for control of the kiss and settled on just experiencing it. He felt motion in his dick. "Not a fucking chance." he said out loud. Brenda started to struggle to take the robe off Tiffany. His penis started to gain girth. "Not a fucking chance." he said even more loudly looking at himself and at them as they settled into a slow pace of exploration. Tiffany looked up at him. He saw blue eyes and green eyes staring at him hungrily. "God bless us every one." both women said as they moved towards him to share in their pleasure of discovery. END * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. You only have one body per lifetime, so take good care of it! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Kristen's collection - Directory 16