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Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- Growing Pains (MF, reluc) by John Beard (jackstraw1832@altavista.com) * At fifteen I boarded away from home to attend high school. One night after the town pump reneged on her promise of sex I caught my landlady's daughter masturbating. My attempt at rape was frustrated by my quick-trigger but I succeeded with a more conventional seduction. * I grew up a long time ago in a small village. It was, shortly after the end of the Second World War and, when I was fifteen and entering Grade Eleven, I had to board away from home to finish High School. This was before the advent of Regional High Schools. Like most fifteen-year-old boys at that time, I was a virgin and, like fifteen-year-old boys of any era, I was horny and I hungered for sex. The only sex I had, however, was compliments of the 'five fingered widow' who gave me solace every night, sometimes more than once a night. That year I boarded at a farm on the edge of the small town where I was going to school. My hosts were an army veteran, Lou, his matronly, busty wife, Mary, and their plump fourteen-year-old daughter, Brenda. They were a religious, church-going family although Mary seemed to be the driving force on the religion front. Lou complained about going to church except on Sunday and Brenda seemed often to be ill whenever church was scheduled, especially for the twice-weekly Prayer Meetings. I wasn't a member of the family, not even figuratively. Lou and Brenda generally ignored me and, although Mrs. H- -- looked after my creature comforts, it was a distant, duty-bound type of care. As a consequence of this, I overheard the family squabbles, and there were lots of these. The family fights were generally subdued and they revolved around Lou's drinking and Brenda's rebellious refusal to do what she was told. Their daughter didn't seem to be too fond of me. It may have been partly because, although I was only about a year older than she, I was two grades ahead of her in school. It was mainly, though, because they had given me what used to be her room. It was a big room with lots of space for the bed and dresser and even a desk where could work. The room she'd been moved to was most definitely small. It had likely been a sewing room or something like that before it became her bedroom. On the rare occasions that she left the door open I could see that there was barely enough room for her bed and dresser. The bed was just a door's width from the doorway so that, to get to her dresser at the foot of the bed, she had to close the door. It's not surprising that she resented me. Brenda was a frequent subject of my masturbatory fantasies. As I mentioned, she was a year younger and two grades behind me in school but she looked at least seventeen. Although her mother would not allow her to wear sweaters (and I overheard more than one argument about that), even her loose-fitting blouses couldn't disguise the fact that she was extremely well endowed in the breast department and I fantasized not only of having her plump body engulfing my manhood but having my hands filled with her voluminous titflesh. It was early November when something happened that altered my view of the family. They were all out to Prayer Meeting one evening when, bored, I went upstairs to Lou and Mary's room. I knew I was being dishonest but I wasn't going to steal anything so it didn't bother me to poke around their belongings. Wow! I couldn't believe it. In the bottom drawer of their dresser I found a small box, about ten inches by eight inches and three inches deep. I looked inside and I know I gasped with shock. There was a collection of grainy, black and white photos that were like nothing I'd ever seen before. Naked, hugely endowed men with their oversized organs penetrating equally naked, Rubenesque women in places I'd not thought possible. There were books, also, and a typewritten story that proved to be my favourite, a plotless tale that introduced me to such words as cunnilingus and clitoris. After that I looked forward to their absences so that I could enjoy their little treasure-trove of pornography. There was one other change that resulted from my discovery that old people like Mary and Lou had sexy thoughts. After that I looked at Mrs. H--- in a different way. She became a regular fantasy partner as I experimented in my imagination with the novel (to me) ways of having intercourse described in the books. As I mentioned, the family more or less ignored me. Now, at the dinner table, I would muse about what Lou would think if he knew what I pretended his wife and daughter were doing with me. It was about this time also that Brenda became careless around me. On several occasions I happened to see her returning to her room, across the hall from mine, from the shower, which was upstairs. It was then that I got my first look at her big, fat breasts bouncing nakedly as she hurried down the stairs, a towel covering only her lower body. I returned after Christmas holidays, looking forward to renewing my images of Brenda and Mary for my solitary nighttime pleasure. It was mid-January when, to my immense delight, Patsy said I could walk her home after next Wednesday's hockey game. Hockey was my other passion but I wasn't much good at it. I was the number three goalie on the High School team, which meant that I didn't get to even dress for games. The games were played on Wednesday and Friday at five o'clock; late enough that it didn't interfere with classes and early enough that it didn't interfere with homework and study. You may wonder why walking a girl home in the early evening was a big thing? Well, Patsy was a pretty, kind of skinny, Grade Seven girl who was probably twelve or thirteen years old. More importantly, everybody said that she went all the way. And, when she'd told me I could walk her home, there had been a certain look in her eyes, as if she was telling me it would be special. During the game, I stood close to the players' bench. Patsy stood close by my side and I was conscious of little other than the feel of her warm thigh pressed to mine. She kept looking at me with her pretty, red-lipped smile and I believed I saw an unspoken promise of intimacy in her eyes. I was a bit jealous when, several times, she leaned over and whispered to Leo, one of the star players on the team. I was almost nauseous with desire. When the game was over, one of my duties was to deliver the scoring summary to the reporter for the local weekly paper. He lived a few houses away. Patsy said she'd wait for me at the rink instead of going with me. It took longer than I expected to deliver the summary and, when I got back to the rink, most people had left. I looked around for Patsy but couldn't find her. I didn't ask anyone because I felt that they'd laugh at me because of her reputation. Finally, after checking every other location and concluding disappointedly, that she'd gone home without me, I went to the dressing room to get my schoolbooks. When I opened the door and started to enter I saw Patsy, flat on her back on the floor, her slender, white legs splayed wide with Leo on top of her, his naked bottom pumping up and down as he fucked her. She was looking up at the grimy ceiling tiles with a vacant, almost bored expression. I guess I must have gasped because she suddenly looked right at me and her expression changed, first to alarm and then to a sort of sheepish smile. Forgetting my books, I closed the door and stumbled outside. I was devastated. As I walked home my feelings alternated between jealousy and disappointment and then regret that I hadn't waited, just in case she'd still let me walk her home. A wet deck didn't deter me in the least. I was aching with frustrated desire and the only consolation I could find was that the H--- family would be at Prayer meeting until late so I could delve into the hidden trove of pictures and books. The widow would get a good workout tonight, for sure. Wasting no time when I got home, I undressed and headed upstairs to shower, almost tripping on a wet towel on the stairs. Brenda had likely left it there after her shower and I wished I could have been home to see her without even the towel to cover her voluptuous body. Putting on my pajamas, I went to Lou's room and noticed two things, immediately. First, the dresser drawer was open and, second, the box was gone. Had I slipped up and made him suspect that I had found the box? Where had he put it? I looked around carefully, not wanting to do anything to confirm his suspicions, but I couldn't find it. Disappointed for the second time that evening, I went back to my room without the hoped for substitute for Patsy's charms. What a bummer. I returned to my room, turned off the light and lay down, thinking of what it would have been like to have my throbbingly erect cock inside Patsy's cunt. My whole groin area was aching from four hours of erection and semi-erection. And I wasn't even going to be able to fantasize that I was emptying my load into one of the buxom girls in Lou's photo collection. Then I heard a sound. It was a sort of whimpering or crying noise. For a moment the thought of haunted house passed through my mind. I'd heard of them but didn't believe in them. Still, it was an old house and a shiver shot up my spine. Getting up my courage, I went out into the hallway. The noise was louder there and, as I bravely tracked it, it became obvious that it was coming from Brenda's little room. Had she left her radio on? That must be it. The sounds sort of came and went but I suspected that it was some artsy program on CBC. I listened a bit more, just to be sure it was from her room and then I opened the door. I'd already had one surprise and two disappointments that night and this was my second surprise. I pushed the door open to find the room brightly lit and, on the bed, less than four feet from where I stood, was Brenda. She was flat on her back; eyes squeezed shut, legs widespread and flexed at the knees. Her wide hips were twisting and squirming and, between her legs, one hand was rubbing furiously. Brenda's big breasts were jiggling and flopping like two bags filled with unset Jello. Beside her on the bed was the box from Lou's dresser and photos and all were scattered on the bed beside Brenda's lush, naked body. My erect penis was jutting out through the fly of my pajamas and I literally jumped on top of the defenseless girl, roughly dragging her hand from between her legs to expose the target of my lust. "Whuumph. Hunnhh?" she grunted as my weight came down on her, pinning her to the bed. But, quick though I was, I wasn't fast enough for, somehow, she got her legs closed before I could get between them. My throbbing tool drove blindly at her tightly closed thighs and, when the sensitive tip contacted the soft, warm flesh, it was like a blasting cap to my semen charge. I exploded even as I continued to try to force my way between those soft thighs and get to my objective, her cunt. As I spurted onto her naked flesh I was, for the briefest moment afraid. What if she told? But as quickly as my fear came, it went. She couldn't tell. Not without revealing that she had her Dad's pictures and books. "Nah...no...don't tell." Brenda gasped and she went limp beneath me, her plump body shaking with sobs. "Go Joe. hanh... leave." she sobbed. Even though I'd gone off, my teenaged libido was still in control and I wasn't about to pass up this opportunity. She resisted weakly as I kneed her legs apart and got my hand on her holy of holies. God, she was wet. I don't know how much of the greasy wetness was from her and how much was from me but it didn't matter. Brenda tried to push my hand away from her pussy as, sobbing piteously, she pleaded, "No...hanh...no Joe...hanh...don't." but I was not about to be deterred by a few tears. Her pussy was the softest thing I'd ever touched. Despite her futile, restraining grasp of my wrist, my fingers slid easily in the oily, wet fleshrolls as her body shook with desolate sobs. Unmoved by her blubbering I sought her clitoris, remembering how that body part was featured in some of the stories in Lou's collection. Brenda's legs were clasping my knee tightly as she struggled to close them. "Whannhh...Nahhh." she cried out when my finger pushed against a hard, slick nubbin. "Nahhh!" Although her fingers squeezed my wrist tighter, her leg grip on my knee suddenly loosened and her hips gave an upward jerk. Yes! I was sure I had found her clitoris. "Nahhh...don't...hanh...dohnnn't" Brenda whined and her body shook with another paroxysm of sobs. Moved, and a bit scared by her weeping, I pleaded, "Please, Brenda...please let me feel you." but I didn't lessen my assault on her swollen pussy. "Please, Brenda...you like it don't you?" "Nahhh...hanh...but...hanh...can't...scared." she whined weakly and plaintively. "Please Brenda...please?" I was concentrating my attention on the hard, little button now and I could tell that it was having an effect on her. Her legs were spread wider; her pelvis was wriggling and pushing at my finger. "Nahhh...but...will you promise? Just that...just touch me. promise?" "I promise, Brenda...just let me touch you." and, even before I spoke my promise, she released her grasp from my wrist and tilted her pelvis to give me better access to her pussy. My premature explosion had dampened the urgency of my need and, as the girl's resistance dissolved, I finally looked at her. Her pussy was a fat, wet pudding, and remnants of my semen were showing white on the pink flesh. A few fine hairs fringed her sex and, above on her bulging mound, she had a crown of thick, black curls. Her plump belly was convex and as I continued to finger her sensitive clit, it quivered and bulged. Then my gaze fixed on her breasts, two large globes that sagged from their own weight and jiggled and swayed with her heavy breathing. The tips were crowned with pink- pebbled aureoles and, projecting out from them were the nipples, thick as a large calibre bullet and almost an inch long. I touched them, rubbing the palm of my hand over their rubbery hardness, and Brenda uttered a whimpering gasp. "Does that feel good, Brenda," I asked as I took one of the cylinders between thumb and forefinger and gently squeezed it. "Hannh...yannh...yeah." she gasped. "Oohhh Joe...promise you won't tell?" "I promise, Brenda." and I slid my finger into the hot opening between her soft labia. The flesh had a fine, corrugated feel and it was even softer inside than out, the fleshy enclosure moulding snugly to my finger as I imagined how it would feel to have it moulding to my throbbing cock. "Hannh...Joe...touch me...feel me there," she gasped and she reached down to guide my fingers back to her clit. Holding my hand there she began to writhe against it as her breathing went from heavy to laboured to a breathless panting. Was she going to come? I got my answer as she uttered a low wail, her thighs locked on my wrist and her hips heaved and jerked against my hand. "Hannh...whooo...hannnhh." Brenda moaned. "Oohhhhh." and suddenly she pushed my hand away. "Nahhh...no more... don't." I moved my hand so that I was just cupping the fat softness of her vulva and she uttered a long sigh, her legs relaxing and opening again. I wasn't sure what was going on but, when I touched her clit again, her hips jerked and she tried to push my hand away. "Nahhh.don't touch me.don't." "Did you cum, Brenda? Did I make you cum?" "Hanh...annhh...yuh...I guess so...I...you better go, Joe...they might come home." "Please, Brenda...let me feel you some more." I knew that it was at least two hours before the H---'s would be home and I wasn't about to give up now. I moved my hand away from her pussy to feel her large, quivering breasts. They were marvelous, soft and heavy and warm though her nipples were smaller now, sort of retracted into her aureola. "B...but Joe? I'm scared?" "It's OK, Brenda...we have lots of time." I moved my hand down again and this time she didn't object when I touched her clit. "Please, Brenda...feel me, too?" Brenda raised her head and looked at my prick sticking out through the fly of my pajamas. "If? Like? Please... will you leave then... if I do?" "Mmm hmm...yeah," I lied as I renewed my caress of her hard, little clit and, with my other hand, pushed down my pajama bottoms. The girl reached out tentatively, sort of shyly, and her fingers touched my tool, making it jump in response. "Oh!" she gasped in surprise, and then she gingerly touched it again. A trickle of clear fluid dripped from the tip into her hand and she pulled it back again. "Did you? Like? Did you spend?" "Not yet, Brenda," I gasped as I guided her hand back to my tool, wrapping her fingers around it, or at least as far as they'd go around its thick girth. "But I want you to make me cum...Brend." Her legs were spread wide again and I could tell that my fingers were having the desired effect as I stroked and probed the soft wetness of her pussy-pudding. Brenda's own fingers were doing things to me as, shyness dissolving with her growing arousal, she explored my throbbing tool. "Easy," I gasped when she fondled my achingly swollen balls. "I'm tender there." "Why? Are they always tender," she asked, staring curiously at my genitals. "You made them that way, Brenda..." I got to my hands and knees above her then and she took her hand away to push at my chest. "Joe? No? What are you doing?" "It's OK, Brenda...just so's I can see you better," and I squatted back on my heels between her widely splayed legs and continued playing with her pussy while I also mauled her soft, floppy breasts. "Uh...Joe? Did'ja ever go all the way?" "No...but? Can I?" I thrilled with anticipation. I was going to fuck her anyway, whether she agreed or not but maybe she'd let me without fighting? "Nuh...no...I can't." she said but there was a note of uncertainty in her voice. I leaned forward over her and lowered my head to her breasts. Her nipples were sticking out again and I took one of the thick, rubbery tubes between my lips and sucked on it. Brenda uttered a whimpered gasp and I could tell that she liked what I was doing. Her arms and hands fluttered at her sides as I showered her voluminous titflesh with wet kisses, sucking and nibbling the hard nipples while I continued to caress her sloppy, soft pussy. Her breathing was becoming laboured and my groin area was afire with lust as I angled my hips lower until the tip of my cock contacted the moist warmth of her vulva. "Hanh! No Joe! No!" and her hands grasped my tool, pushing it away from my target. "Please Brenda...let me put the tip in...please...that's all I want." "Nah...no...scared." "Please Brenda...just the tip...that's all." And as I pleaded, her defensive grip on my cock lessened. "Promise? Just the tip? No more?" "I promise, Brenda." and my hand joined hers on my prick as I directed it lower to her hot, cuntal orifice. She squeezed me tighter as I pushed past her inner labia and felt the marvelous, moist warmth as she opened to me. It felt fabulous, so soft and warm and wet. I pushed in a bit more. "Nah...no more...hurts." Brenda moaned as the sensitive head of my cock was engulfed by her exquisitely snug softness. My ingress was hampered not only by her hands, which were now trying weakly to push me away, but also by an obstruction inside the humid channel. Oh God! I couldn't wait. Roughly I pulled her hands away and pushed in hard. "Hurrttsss!" She wailed as I exulted with the incredible feeling of being enclosed by her soft, moist flesh. "Take it owwwttt!" Ignoring her shrill cry, I penetrated the tight-fitting sheath, thrilling to the sensations her hotly clinging cuntflesh were imparting. My hips came to rest pressed closely to hers as I savoured the total sensuality of having a girl's inner fleshy tissue moulded snugly to my throbbing cock. "It's OK Brenda," I murmured. "Does it still hurt?" "Nah...not now...b b but? You promised?" Her body was tense and still beneath me for a moment and then it shook slightly with a stifled sob. With the motion, her hot cuntflesh fractioned my penis and I felt the churning, boiling sensation in my swollen balls that signaled an eruption. Holding my own body rigid and gritting my teeth I fought the urge to cum. My cock made a slight jerk and I backed off ever so little, hoping against hope that I could control myself. I squeezed my eyes shut and I squeezed the muscles that controlled my tool as hard as I could, restraining myself from doing what I really wanted to do, which was to thrust in and out of the hotly engulfing passage. There was a brief flash of fire in my loins and then the urgency was gone. I raised my upper body from Brenda's and looked down at her with a feeling of triumph. She wasn't looking at me. Her gaze seemed to be fixed on a picture on the wall, a forest scene. I tried a short, tentative thrust to confirm that I was in control of my body. I was. I felt no sense of urgency and, in fact, I was quite cool. I think I may have had a mini-orgasm, not enough to finish me but enough to take the edge off my teenage lust. Slowly, I began to withdraw, savouring the wet caress of Brenda's passage on my cock. "Are you taking it out?" Brenda looked at me then a soft, sort of wistful expression on her face. Did she want me to stay inside? "Not yet, Brenda. Let me stay in you for a moment more? Can I?" "Uh...just for a moment, Joe...a few seconds." I pushed back in. It was heaven. My hand would never satisfy me again. In and out. In and out. Slow, then faster. She laid there, legs widespread, arms at her sides, her big breasts jiggling with each breath that she took. Peeling off my pajama top, I lay on top of the buxom girl, enjoying the soft, pillowy feel, bare flesh to bare flesh, of her big, soft tits under me. At the bottom of my instrokes I ground my hips against hers, pushing her legs wider apart as I tried to worm even closer to my fleshy companion. "Hanh...annhh...hanh...annhh..." Brenda breathed in time with my thrusts. Then her arms went around me, hugging me, and her thighs began to clasp my hips on my upstroke, and then fall away loosely when I pushed in again. Her belly began to bulge and palpitate under mine and her sounds changed. "Aahhhh? Hunnh! Aahhhh? Hunnh!" she moaned, alternatively questioning and grunting. I felt the heat in my groin burst into a fire and I knew that, this time, there was no holding back. As the tempo and force of my thrusts increased, Brenda's arms hugged me tighter, her breath gusting with hot whoomphs each time I hammered her pneumatic frame. I ground against her breasts, enjoying the feel of their full softness under my chest but the overwhelming centre of my feeling was between my legs. It was incredible! It felt for a moment as if my balls were retracting up into my body as the rush of semen traversed its convoluted course from my testicles to my prostate-pump and then, as I moaned in ecstasy, to spurt into the cock-filled depths of my partner's inexperienced body. It seemed almost as if it was coming from my heels. I made a couple more short jabs and I felt the liquid of my ejaculation adding to the wetness of Brenda's vagina. I jerked reflexively against her warm, soft pelvis and, as I pumped my sperm up into her, her belly seemed to bulge with each frantic burst and she uttered sharp, little whimpers as if she could feel her cunt being flooded. Drained and weak, I slumped down, full weight, on the girl's body as, squirming beneath me, she hugged me tight. I enjoyed a brief moment of blissful lethargy and then reality intruded. What if the H---'s came home? What if Brenda told her mother what I'd done? What if I'd knocked her up? Fear induced adrenalin finished off whatever was left of my erection and I rolled off of her limply quivering body. "Are you done? Is it over, Joe?" Brenda sounded timid and maybe even disappointed but, as I looked at her pale nakedness, there was no more appeal. Her features were coarse, her breasts flabby, her belly, fat. Her hand moved down to the wet curls of her bush and I saw a trickle of red-stained jism oozing from the slightly gaping lips of her cunt. "They may come home, Brenda. I'd better go," I said as I grabbed my pajamas and headed for the door. "Uh...I guess you deflowered me, Joe?" she said as she examined the evidence on her fat cuntlips. "Mom'd be real mad at you if she knew." Those were the last words I heard from her that night. By morning I knew we hadn't been caught and I had convinced myself that she was too young to get knocked up. At the breakfast table, Brenda wouldn't look at me but by then, my libido was recharged and I got an instant erection as I looked at her buxom, chastely clad body. At dinner that night and breakfast the next day, she still ignored me, whether from embarrassment, shyness or whatever, I didn't know. And then I went home for the weekend. Brenda continued to ignore me after I returned although I couldn't help but notice that she was more careless than ever about what she wore when she was around me. I was going crazy with the desire to once again see and feel that body which, immediately after I'd had it last Wednesday, had no appeal at all. On Tuesday, Patsy sat beside me in Assembly and kept her hand on my thigh the whole time. 'Tomorrow night', she'd whispered intimately, 'after the hockey game. Mom's working so you can come to the apartment to visit.' What would it be like with a skinny stick like her? I couldn't wait to find out. Mrs. H--- said, at supper, that there was a special church meeting and, after supper, I went to my room as usual. Had Brenda put Lou's box back? They were going to church so I could read some of the other stuff in it, now that I had some experience. I did some homework and watched the clock, waiting for eight, when they'd all be gone to church. It was a few minutes before eight when I heard a soft knock on the door to my room. Damn, I thought. They didn't go to church. "Come in, Mrs. H---," I said from my chair at the desk. She only came in once in a while, usually to ask if I was satisfied with the care I was getting. "Uh...it's just me, Joe...Mom's gone to church...they're both gone. We're all alone. Uh...can I borrow your dictionary? I can't find mine." Brenda was wearing baby doll pajamas that she must have had for years. The short legs came right up to her crotch and the top threatened to split from containing her oversized jugs. Was she asking for it? She must be. "Uh, sure Brenda. Do you wanta sit and talk?" "Uh...yeah...I guess so...but...just talk...that's all." Of course, that wasn't all, but that's another story. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. You only have one body per lifetime, so take good care of it! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Kristen's collection - Directory 14