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Thank you for your consideration. ------------------------------------------------------ DADDY'S PAPERS (MF, father/daughter, inc) by Carl Manner (c) 1992 ** Author's note: Dear Reader - Several of my stories have been stolen and published under the nondeplume of "Unknown Author" if you happen to run across a story with this title without my name attached please email me at: cmanner@prodigy.com. Thank you. ** As a new mother...and new widow...I felt for Dad when Mom died. The whole thing was like a horrible nightmare at the time. I had only had Justin a month when Greg died at the hands of a drunk driver. I thought I'd never stop grieving and the entire time I persevered, both mom and dad were there for support and I am amazed to this day that I simply just did not die myself. Those fourteen months were agony not just for me but for my parents...they had liked Greg and our son - while not aware of the loss - seemed so much more sad in my arms at night as I fed him and tried hard to smile and laugh with him. Babies are a blessing - this one just happened to be the blessing I needed at a time I loathed. Thank God for my parents and the friends who helped me through those times. My grief support group was invaluable at helping me repiece my life together and having to move back home for financial reasons at age twenty was not simple for us three but...it was nostalgic. It was just when the nightmare got by us and it seemed as though things were improving that Mom got sick....diagnosed with cancer - a month or less to live. She barely made those 30 days though, and it was strange...there was not the horror or grief for her that there had been for Greg...maybe because she seemed so peaceful about it...so content with the life that she had. She was not by any means old...41 is certainly not prime-time for death...but oddly, both Dad and I sensed a sort of comfort when she finally passed...not a happiness...just a sense of relief that she had not suffered horribly and that we could cry at our loss but be moved by her peace. So it was that Dad and I wound up a couple of surviving relatives and slowly getting things back together. Dad was not afraid of showing his feelings... he cried...but he was also a strong man and saw no reason to wallow....he knew that Mom would have been best respected by not dying with her. We both took this principal to heart as we started to get out again. He started to go to local ball-games again with Mitch and Wally (his best friends for years now) and no longer tormented by the jealousy of their present husbands, I started visiting old friends. And Justin was turning one. What a wonderful time!!! That was when that old memory started to bother me again. A peculiar memory about which I was never certain how I felt...and sometimes as an adult....was certain it had been some bizarre dream or hoax of my youthful imagination. But illusion or not, as it had been many times here and there in my late teens and after Greg and I got married, it was there again. When I was about fourteen, I had been working on a project for a local academic fair....a sign for my project or something or other...and my marker ran out. Out in the yard, Mom and Dad were barbecuing and laughing at some radio program so I'd decided to just help myself to Dad's office and his office supplies. Dad had a huge desk upon which he sometimes laid a long blotter so that he could work at his models of old cars and I loved the smell of the hickory and the feel of the leather chair. Loving nothing better than to steal in there whenever I got the opportunity, I'd spin in that chair and savor the smell of everything and wonder what lurked in those drawers. Dad did some writing on the side and sold some of his stories to local publications...stories of his youth I simply never could bear listening to in whole...and so there was always a stack of paper on the desk-top and a basket full of waste. After finding the markers, I'd sat in the chair spinning around, listening intently for the coming of either of my parents as I was not supposed to trespass here without permission. I could hear them still out at the porch barbecuing and I could smell the hamburgers cooking and everything seemed wonderful. As I had an occasional tendency to do, to see what he was writing but not finding anything promising, I'd dug into the garbage pail, then noticing some crumpled pages at the bottom which seemed to draw me by their concealment, I'd fetched them out. Hearing my parent call for me, I'd panicked and running through the back entrance to the kitchen, round to the foyer and up the stairs, I hid them under my pillow. Then back down I went. Later that afternoon, when Mom and Dad went for a walk with the dogs (two very cute matching terriers named Fickle and Pickle) I enjoyed what I rarely had - twenty minutes with the house to myself. With lots of cupboards above a window-seat and ladder that slid back and forth for me to climb that Dad had built, I had a great room for hiding things. Even though it was still a bit girlish for a fourteen year old, I liked it..it kept me feeling young and innocent even though my mind was just unraveling the wonders of sex and lying and cheating (I had copied off a friends math test once and felt terribly guilty for it). Innocence going...going.... Anyhow, knowing full well there was nothing to see, but pleased with my petty thievery and excited by my successful getaway, I retrieved dad's papers. Only there was something to see....something to see indeed. Expecting the usual, `When I was ten...blah blah...', I read it unwittingly, but discovering a frightening tale of a fourteen year-old daughter her father was starting to fantasize about, and though feeling horrible about said fantasies...still found them instead....arousing. I'd never thought of my father that way and the reality was just much too frightening for me to digest, so I did not get far into the story before I was shaking and feeling overwhelmed. Hiding the papers in one of the very top cupboards where I knew even I rarely looked, stuffing them into a box of old Barbies I no longer played with...I just sat there wide-eyed. GOD! I know I felt uncomfortable around Dad for awhile, but somehow, I just forgot about it. Sometimes, the old memory would flutter back into my brain but for the most part it was a dream I had, a strangely erotic but frightening dream. Thinking back now, I think I was as terrified about how it made me feel as I was about how it made HIM feel. Children aren't supposed to feel those things about their parents - I had hardly felt them all that thoroughly about boys I knew at school, my age. Anyhow, the only times it seemed to come back were those times when Dad and Mom would be admiring my beauty and Dad would say something like, "You sure have grown into a gorgeous young woman,"; it would crop up out of nowhere and I'd feel that same blend of eroticism and fear and then it would be gone. Sometimes, I would look into the mirror at my blonde hair and blue eyes and admire my slender and shapely figure and think how it was true. I was pretty, very desirable. And I guess Greg had thought so too, because he could barely wait until our wedding night. But then, it would all slip away and life would go on. And the years passed. And now I was thinking about it again and the house felt empty without anyone but me: Dad out at a game, Greg gone, Mom gone, Justin with Greg's parents for the day. Not sure if I had left that box of Barbies or had thrown them out, out of curiosity, I went into my room and getting on the first rung of the white ladder (it still held me), I opened that cupboard. Even though I was only 21, it all seemed so long ago. To my surprise and sudden anticipation, just where I had left it that day, the box was still there. Were those papers really there? Had I thrown them out? Had it all been some dream? But the fear and eroticism of this secret seemed to excite me and I felt suddenly....alive. Almost too terrified to open it, I took the box down and opening it, there beneath the Barbie dolls, even more wrinkled from my handling of them that day when I shoved them in there, were those papers. Pulling them out gently, I lovingly eyed the pages... the words. Yes. This was it. This was that story, and now reading it and realizing how well it was written, I knew it was indeed his style (as I now loved and admired his work) and yes...there was no mistaking...this was my father and me in this story. Terrified again, just as I was when I was fourteen, but able to handle the graphic images of carnal indulgence, I was much more fascinated. In fact, I was able to mostly put aside my other complicated feelings and really become aroused by it all....somehow imagining the people in this story...as people no longer my father and myself, but people we once were. And admittedly, I think it aroused me more than I had ever been aroused before. Ever! Putting the pages and the box back, I spent most of that day thinking about the whole thing in my mind, not savoring the story but instead the thinking behind why my father wanted to so passionately have sex with me when I was fourteen. From what I knew, a normal father with a healthy sex life, he had no other strange sexual problems. I was pretty then...sexy I suppose in a way....boys seemed to like me and I knew there was talk...boys making up stories about me. But I was pure as the driven snow....that's what Greg said....that's what turned him on so much...that I was so....sweet. Was that Dad's attraction? I had wondered a few times if all fathers didn't have this secret urge to do these things with their daughters. Did they? Was my dad just average that way? Had it been just a phase? Anyhow, these were the things I wrestled with that day and by bedtime, I was glad to get back to the pages and reread them again, this time allowing myself a little less room for morality so that I could get aroused enough to masturbate (something I had only done three times in my whole life, all of them being after Greg's death when I was sexually frustrated). As I did, my head was filled with the images of the story...this girl..who had been me...eagerly performing oral sex on her father...once my father. GOD! Horribly mixed with guilt and shame, parts of those feelings blended into the excitement and somehow made it more arousing. Afterwards, with the arousal quelled, the whole thing seemed awfully silly and I laughed a bit. Elektra I was not!! But the next four days were not much different. Life was `normal' enough, but in the back of my mind, I started wondering if Dad still saw me that way, still wondered himself and invariably, like some sex-crazed teen ashamedly hiding under the covers to peek at Dad's Playboy, this tiny little obsession brought me back to those pages again and again. Only this Playboy was much more torrid, much more taboo. Thinking of those images, each time I masturbated, it got a little easier to feel a little less shame and a little more humor. After all, silly as it all was, it was not like he'd molested me. Truth is, maybe if he had approached me back then, I might have even enjoyed it. Might have? Probably. It probably would have scared the hell out of me, but from a sexual standpoint at that point of my life, it probably would have been terribly exciting. All the same, I was glad he hadn't. Who knows, maybe it would have destroyed me. No, this was much more innocuous, even laughable. GOD! Mom must be turning over in her grave! I sometimes thought. Both Dad and I were just....insane...that was it. A little crazy. Insisting that even a 14 month-old could appreciate it, the next day, Dad took Justin to the zoo. I guess he was right because Justin had a great time. And I had an interesting time of my own. Like the child I had been, trespassing into Dad's office now equipped with a computer instead of a typewriter, I spun in his chair, rooting through the innocent papers in his waste basket and the various things in his desk. This all inspired me. Blushing and giggling like I was playing some girlish game of Spin The Bottle, writing some love letter to a boy I knew loved me, going into Word Perfect on the computer, I started writing. Only this love letter was much more a story, and much more...well... It was about a man and his daughter whose respective spouses had died and the girl had found some story about her father and her when she was fourteen and now, she was just lusting to do the dirty deed, to throw moral caution to the wind and together do every unthinkably taboo act a daughter and her father could do! When I was finished I read it over and though I was terribly turned on, I erased it. Gone, thank God...if Dad ever saw it, he'd probably have a heart attack and die. Although only 42 and healthy and virile, handsome and happy, everyone has their limits. Putting Justin to bed that night, I returned downstairs just as Dad came out of his office. It struck me then that there might be a way to retrieve documents....weren't there people with that sort of know-how? Was Dad one of them? No!! And even if he was, having no idea I'd even used his computer, why would he be looking? Relieved at this, I made myself some tea and started reading the paper. Dad was flushing the nearby toilet and he came into the kitchen. "Write anything?" I asked a bit nervously...out of guilt I guess. "No. Actually I was reading. Is this still hot?" he asked pointing to the kettle. I nodded and started reading the comics. "I love these computers," he said and trying not to tremble, I picked up my tea. GEEZ! You'd think I was ten and had just broken his model and was hoping he hadn't found out. "They're idiot proof for old people like me. If you hit the wrong key and do something stupid, there's always a way around it." As he stirred in sugar, the tension in the room did not belong only to me. Dad sipped his tea. "Take that Word Perfect program. I was writing on it once - something for a local paper. I had been working on it for about an hour and hit the wrong key and BAM! Gone! I just about put my fist through the screen!" Seeing this somehow...very distantly inferring something ...ghostly ... I asked nervously, "What did you do?" "I called Mitch because his son's a technician for the machines. He told me the program has its own saving system. If you've been writing and you haven't saved it for sometime, it just kicks in and saves the writing into a nameless back-up file." OH GOD! My heart leapt into my throat as my hand almost zipped the cup off the counter. I had never been so terrified in my life!! "So I turned the machine back on when he called and started leafing through the files. There it was, a back-up file! It wasn't the whole thing...but it was most of it, so I didn't have to start from scratch. I just had to finish the last few paragraphs." "Uh...that's...great...it uh..." His hand went to my wrist and before I could say a word, Dad pulled me forcefully but not harshly from the chair, his hand pushing gently at my shoulder. Terrified and suddenly aroused, I complied without certainty what was happening, and suddenly, I was on my knees in front of him, his hands unfastening his pants excitedly - nervously - and as I watched, in front of me, his erect penis was there, his hand on the back of my head drawing me towards it. Guiding it to my lips, he said, "Suck it Karen...please, darling, suck it!" As though it had a mind of its own, my mouth opened willingly, and he slid in, filling me with his forbidden member. Its taste, the fullness and heat suddenly excited me beyond reason... "Oooo....that's it Karen...suck Daddy's cock...." Referring to himself as `Daddy' struck a chord and excited me even more. Wrapping my hand around the base of his cock, I slid up the head of him and then back down. "GOD! KAREN! I can't believe this is really happening...I never thought...it was just so...wrong." Pulling away nervously, excited at our breach of morality as I pumped his cock with my fist. I said breathlessly, "You've wanted me to do this for a long time, haven't you? Is it good?" "Mmmmmm....its incredible," he replied, stroking my hair. "Am I sucking you good, Daddy...is your little girl doing it the way you want?" I played with him, enjoying the role of myself only younger. "GOD! You're fantastic...." and as his hand pushed me back down over his cock, I squealed playfully as he thrust deep into my mouth. GOD! I could hardly believe this was happening....we were really nuts!!! Pantingly, Dad pumped his cock into my mouth. "That's it baby...suck Daddy's cock....oooooo...yeah...that feels good....I love watching it go in....love watching you suck it! Do you like it Karen....is Daddy's cock good?" GOD! This whole thing was so filthy and I was loving it....what was wrong with me??? Oh...who cared!!! I kept wanting to think....just enjoy it...you know you want to. And I did. Pausing again, pumping him with my fist again, I said in a girlish voice..."God Daddy....its so big...I like it how it feels in my mouth....its so...bad...so....naughty....", then excited by my own words, I gulped him back down again. "Mmmmm" Dad moaned. "GOD! I'm going to cum if you keep doing that....whoa....slow down..." Withdrawing him, I pumped him with my fist again. "Do you want to fuck me, Daddy....is that what you want to do? Want to fuck your little girl..?" "GOD KAREN! This is so......" My voice and manner normal, I stopped and looking up at him, said, "Kinky! But it's what you want, isn't it?" "You sure you're fine with it...is it scaring you...I just don't want to..." "Dad....I wouldn't be doing it if it wasn't what I wanted....I know it's weird...but God..I'm just so turned on... all I want to do...is...enjoy it..." I was nervous as I said it; aside from my moral fiber which was still providing that exciting side of `this is incest...this is wrong...' to the whole episode, most of me meant it. With this, Dad took my hand from his cock and used it to spin me like we were dancing. Putting me on my hands and knees, I could hear him rooting around for something in a nearby drawer. Finding the scissors, in seconds, he had cut a huge whole in the crotch of my jeans just like in my story and exploring me feverishly, plunged his finger deep into my wet crevice. "Dad!!! You're in me... right inside...ooo...yeah...deeper ....rub me, Daddy..." Gyrating against him, I moaned as my hands pressed against the linoleum and as I rocked on Dad's pumping finger, another finger joined to rub at my clitoris. "Don't stop," I panted, "Do both...yeah like that....GOD! Dad! This is incredible....GOD! Fuck me....I can't wait...fuck me please..." Dad seemed to have the same feeling of impatience! I felt his finger slip from me and his cock pushing into me right away. "GOD! DADDY! Ooooo...that feels good... all the way...push it in...fuck me, Daddy...." Filling me and then starting to plunge deeper into me, he started pushing in, pumping, his powerful hands pulling my waist so his cock could lunge deep into my grateful, forbidden crotch. "Yeah...that's it, Daddy...fuck me...fuck your little girl...fuck her harder...yeah... fuck me Daddy...ram it right in me..yeah...GOD!....GOD! FUCK ME DAD! FUCK ME!!" Enjoying the image of my father fucking me at 14 to 21 back to 14 as he fucked me, I was screaming and shouting as my excitement built. It was incredible! I knew how filthy the whole thing was...this was not like either of us...we weren't like that...but somehow... It was just so unbelievably erotic, and in spite of all else... physically...sexually...it was just great sex!! Dad panted as he kept pounding into me. "How about my fucking you up the ass..." The thought had never been arousing to me before but I had read it in his story. How when I was younger, he'd really had a thing for my ass, how much he'd wanted that part of his fantasy. By now, I realized how erotic it was and..."Yeah....fuck me up the ass now," I said. Dad withdrew anxiously and poised his cock at my crevice. Feeling him there and suddenly, it aroused me much more. My body bracing against the intrusion, his cock pushed into me as I gasped for air and reconsidered this invasion. "Do you want me to stop?" Dad asked, concerned. No. Yes. No. Yes. "Might as well go all the way," I gasped...but hurry," I panted. Dad pushed hard then and my throat releasing against the pleasurable pain, I groaned as his cock slid completely into me and then started pumping. By now, the pain was subsiding and the feel and thought of my Dad fucking my ass was just delicious. God, it was incredible! Once the pain was gone - (and there was still a twinge of it here and there) - the feel of him filling me like that while his hand rubbed my clit just drove me crazy. Hair flailing, I started rocking, my hands red against the linoleum as he rammed into me again and again. GOD! If this was incest and immoral...fine...but how was I not supposed to love it??!! Being ass-fucked while Dad rubbed me that way, I thought I was going to absolutely die from pleasure...and of course, that it was my Dad, and we both wanted it and it was wrong, and we were such moral people....normally....this was just like some wild roller coaster ride into a sexual DisneyWorld of depravity! "You like that...don't you," he was panting. "God Karen...you're really into this...do you want me to cum...I have to stop now if you want me to wait." I wanted him to cum inside me all right, but knowing at his age, Dad might not have the stamina to cum twice let alone three times, I begrudgingly told him to stop. Dad's withdrawal was pleasurable but saddening in a way. I had never done this before and it had been incredible!! But as he picked me up by the waist and sat me on the counter, I was not disappointed for long. From the hole he had made, down my thighs, his hands tore my jeans right off and into shards on the floor so that only the areas around my waist remained. What was left of my panties went too, and he bit into my crotch, his hand on my thighs as he hoisted them over his shoulders plunge his tongue into my forbidden flesh. "God!" I gasped and panting, never before imagining anything so lewd and exciting, watched wide-eyed as he covered my crotch with his mouth. Shoving his tongue into it, as I braced backwards against the counter-top and arched my back to get closer to him, he licked my insides. Bucking and whimpering, I was caught up in a tidal wave of pleasure as he sucked on me, my hips shivering and gyrating, my thighs heightening as he licked at my clit, thrusting his tongue into me again and again. I could feel the whole current in my hips and pelvis come at me as I watched him feverishly suck on me and I threw my head back and howled. "GOD! DAD! I'M GOING TO CUM!!!. DAD!! YEAH!! DAD!" My whole body shook and my hips were bucking wildly as I had the most exciting orgasm I have ever had. I kept whimpering as he brought me through it.... "GOD!" I panted as my legs slid from his shoulders. Dad pulled me off the counter and down into a kneeling position in front of him. His hands pushed me over his cock and feeling excited at the thought of bringing him to climax, I started bobbing fiercely, not the least bit concerned with my nudity or my knees or my aching neck... "GOD Karen!...suck me off GOD! Suck my cock...yeah..." I didn't need this encouragement but it certainly helped. I was eager now for the inevitable portion of this ....swallowing Dad's sperm. I had never done it to Greg and I still was not fond of the taste but I was going to savor this, only because it was the cherry on this sundae of taboo. Swallowing my Dad's cum! I didn't have to wait long. After another minute or so, Dad panted, "Oh GOD! Yeah...I'm cumming..." and eagerly, to leave as much room as possible, I went up to the tip of his cock to catch a mouthful of forbidden semen. It spurted into my mouth onto my tongue and savoring the smooth thick heat, swallowed it as two more spurts erupted into my mouth. "Oh GOD!" he panted. "Swallow it baby....swallow Daddy's cum!!" Dad was obviously excitedly-surprised by my enthusiasm. Three more spurts squirted out onto my tongue and I swallowed them, relishing the sensation and taste. BUT GOD! It was just the whole thought....my Dad's cock...my Dad's cum...it was just all so....nasty. Licking my lips as the final dribbles of semen went down my throat, I withdrew, pumping Dad's cock as I leaned back on my haunches. Justin was crying in the monitor. "I better get that," I said softly. Dad nodded. THE END ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author does not condone the described behavior in real life in anyway shape or form. Anyone tempted to act out any of the scenarios in this story; should seriously consider seeking professional help. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Kristen's collection - Directory 13