It started when I was about 14 yrs old. I was in my older sister's bedroom when I spotted it. A panty girdle. A panty girdle made of LATEX! I couldn't resist touching it. It felt good. No one else was home, so I did what was racing through my mind. Try it on! Try it on! I tried it on. My dick was rock hard even before I had my jockey shorts taken off. I slowly pulled on the panty girdle and loved the feeling of wearing something forbidden to men: Lingerie! I stood in the mirror and what I saw wasn't a guy wearing a panty girdle, but a whole new ME wearing a panty girdle. I finally had to take it off though for 2 reasons. First, I was afraid of getting caught and second, I felt like I was going to cum any minute and I didn't want to shoot my wad into my sisters girdle. I put the girdle back where I found it and left for the bathroom where I stroked myself to the biggest orgasm I've ever had! I didn't actively pursue this feeling until after I got out of the Navy. I was living in an apartment and had just finished drying my clothes in the buildings' laundry when I discovered a lacy pair of panties in my pile of clothes. They must have been left in the dryer. No one was around, so I took them home with me. While I put my laundry away, all I could think about was those panties. When I was done, I took a hot shower, dried myself off and walked into the living room, where the panties were sitting on the couch. I turned on some soft music and looked again at the panties. They seemed to beckon me. I turned the lights down low and put them on. They weren't my size, but God, what a feeling! I layed down on the couch and carressed myself and in my mind I was fondling a young vivacious woman. What a feeling! I knew then that I was more than just facinated with lingerie, I wanted some to wear. I was a closet transvestite! More to come from Xdresser. Keep looking for me.