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 a questioner would make it easier to tell you a little about my self.  I am
a forty year old white male, Grew up in one of the Beach cites of southern
California.  I don't know where to start.  when I was young, I enjoyed sex,
a lot in fact may be too much to the point of giving my self a bad
reputation threw gossip my close friend can definitely tell you that I am
definitely not gay, it was a rumor started from childhood and living a
round the surfer community it will go up and down the cost from Monterey to
San Diego, a couple times in my teens I would be at a party, and hear the
comment "hay man your that fag dude" well you can guess what happened.  I
enjoyed being open with my sexuality this was in the sixties my teen years
started about 1968 I wanted to be open about sex I was ready and wanted
take part in the free love but the girls that had sex, had no time for
young boys I needed to grow up a little.  and the girls my age, sex was a
dirty deed, a duty that a woman performed for her husband, any way.  my
most enjoyable sexual experiences where between the ages of six and twelve.
I never had sexual intercourse until I was fifteen.  most of my sex play
was touch and feel, masturbation, and rubbing on a partner.  there where
many girls lived in my neighborhood.  from time to time a group of us would
get to gather and find a play house or a garage, where the had people moved
out.  we would find a shelter or someone's play house and would play doctor
or other sex games.  After a while other kids would show up and take part.
It would be like a kids orgy, and then there would be the one kid that
would tell on us.  A parent would show up " quick run and hide, OK you kids
get out of hear" .  The first time I was six, she was an older girl that
lived up the street named Pam.  She took me behind my garage and pulled
down her panties.  I was fascinated, I began to touch her vulva I liked how
she felt her soft, smooth skin.  I started to feel her all over, up and
down her lags, between her legs, her crouch and her bottom.  This was
great, this made up for all the sissy things that girls did.  This was
going to be something that I was going to do a lot.  This went on all
afternoon till my father came home from work and she had to go home.  The
next day the Pam came over with her little sister Sherry, she was younger
then me.  The Pam told her sister to pull down her panties, Sherry did not
want to.  Pam pulled down her sisters panties the little Sherry began to
cry.  Pam holding up Sherry's dress exposing her vulva to me.  I began
touching her she stopped crying she enjoyed it.  I spent the rest of the
afternoon touching them both all over.  Pam and Sherry would come over
every afternoon from that day on.  Then one day her father caught us, he
said that I could see them any more.  Pam being much older started hang out
with the older kids and they moved a way.  A girl that lived a cross the
street named Susan, I ask her if she wanted to play doctor.  She said yes,
we went behind her garage she pulled down her panties and I just started to
touch her.  From out of the kitchen window I herd a scream and then. 
Running out the door the girls mother"Young lady you pull up your panties."
Then grabbing me by the arm and pulling me a cross the street, kicking and
screaming.  She was telling me how my father was going to spank the living
day lights out of me and how God was going to punish me for being an evil
little boy.  My father just looked at her and told me to get in to house.
This woman was Hysterically talking at my dad he said nothing and just
starred at her.  My Father came back into the house.  He said to me "you
stay a way from that little girl" that was all he had to say on the mater.
The next day a much older girl that lived up the street.  Came up to me
with her small group of little miss prissies.  Told me that the little girl
had to go to the doctor and that I had tried to hurt her and how an evil a
thing I tried to do to her.  In my sex play, this girl and her group, where
the ones that would run off and tell.  playing doctor was a sin and God
would send me to hell for it.  I blew them off, there where other girls. 
The three girls that lived next-door to me, enjoyed sexual play.  The girl
that was the same age as me did not like to be touched.  She seemed to
enjoy the visual part of sex, the voyeur.  Her older sister loved to be
touched and The younger one liked to do touching.  I enjoyed doing the
touching girls just felt good I liked to feel a girls vulva.  Becky was my
age, she did not like being touched, she would jump back and giggle.  Becky
injoyed exposing her self to me.  the youngest girl Patty, would touch my
penis and say how silky it felt.  the older girl Carol, would go off with
me and we would have our own little privet session, where I would touch
her. Being she was older then me, she grew out of it and did not want to
play any more.  The other girls did not get out of the house much.  They
had their piano lessens and school home work.  They could only come out to
play, during the summer.  Down the street lived a girl named Jenny.  She
would come over in the afternoon, after school.  She was a year younger
then me, we would go behind my garage.  I liked how she would let me
undress her all the way, but I did not feel comfortable about being nude.
It was that we might get caught, by some one.  I loved being nude even by
my self masturbating, I was always masturbating you could say that I was
the master masturbator I loved it.  I loved to touch her when she was
completely nude.  Then one day I thought that it might too risky for our
sex play.  She said, that we could go to her house, that no one would be
home except, for her five older brothers and the baby sitter.  At her house
there must have be a hundred kids it seemed, it was this way all the time.
we wanted to find a place that we could get completely naked and no one to
bother us.  first we went in to her garage her brothers and their friends
where going in and out all the time.  Her older sister that was a round
sixteen or seventeen, shared the bedroom with Jenny.  She had gone out with
her friends, so we could go in to her bedroom and be a lone.  That would be
our place to go and get naked and rub on each other.  Then one day her twin
brother found us, he wanted to join us or he would tell.  I did not like
this but went a long with it.  When I would start to touch Jenny, Mike
would try to join in, he sheared our play for a few days.  we had sword
fight games and he would want to rub on his sister or me.  Then one day her
Father came home from work and found us and we had to find another place. I
would be at her house and it would be time to take her bath.  The baby
sitter would start her bath and go off, there where so many kids there all
the time, it was a mad house.  She ask me to go in to the bathroom with her
while she took her bath.  In there I could touch her in privet, I started
to rub soap all over her, I liked how she felt and I took off my cloths and
got in to the tub with her.  I began to rubbed my penis on her, she was
slippery with soap, this felt good.  Her twine brother Mike, came in to the
bathroom.  He had to join in, then the baby sitter found us said nothing,
dryad us off and told us to get dressed.  There where so many kids there, I
don't think she knew who was who.  There was a another girl that lived a
cross the street.  One summer day, I made a tent out of blankets in the
backyard.  The girl and I played in the tent we played doctor of course and
other games.  I told her that I was going to spend the night in the tent.
it was a warm summer night and no school, and it would be OK to camp out in
the backyard.  I asked the girl to come over that night, for her to sneak
out and spend the night.  late that night she came over, we took off our
cloths.  When I was young I liked the idea of being nude out side.  We walk
a round nude, I liked this, something forbidding, I don't know why but I
enjoyed it.  We went back in to the tent, where I could touch her all over.
Every one was a sleep no one could bother us.  I started to rub on her we
did this all night long.  My father went to work the sun was coming up. 
The girl went home and she snuck back in to the house.  Being nude was
something that I enjoyed.  One day the Becky the girl that lived next-door.
We where behind my garage we where both ten at the time.  I ask her if she
would like to play doctor she said no.  Then I suggested that we take off
our cloths, she said that she did not want to but it would be OK if I did.
So I did she examined my penis and she told me the proper name for my
penis. She said that she had learned about it, in the girls only film at
school.  I ask her to tell me more about the film, she did not want to talk
about it.  Then she asked me if I wanted to see her breasts and she lifted
her shirt to show me.  At that age, I did not understand what the big deal
was about breasts.  A friend of mine from school, who had an older brother
in high school.  Said that as we got older, girl breasts would become a big
turn on and seeing them would give us hardons.  seeing grown up adults nude
was repulsive to me body hair, smell skin things.  Two girls that lived
down street, went in to a garage to a house.  We would play doctors there,
we did this for two weeks.  Some man told us to get out of there.  The next
day the garage was locked, in the back of this garage was a little room
that was hidden.  One of the girls and I went in to the little room and
took off our cloths.  In the room was a couch, I began to touch and feel
the girl all over.  I undressed her and laid on top of her, and started
rubbing my penis on her vulva.  We did this all day long, till the man
stuck his head in to the window, and told us to get out of there.  The next
day the room was boarded up and we had to find a new place.  One day I was
home a lone, in my room I was masturbating having a good time with my self.
Two older boys that I knew snuck in to my house, with out my knowing it. 
all of a sudden my door opened and there they stood.  They are the ones
that started the fag thing, It was all over school.  When I was in the
sixth grade, after school two girls asked me to come home with them.  one
of the girls was the sister of one of the boys that snuck in to my house.
We got to the one girls house, her parent where not home, they were at
work. The one girl ask me to go in to the bed room, it was a girls room
canopy bed white room white shag carpet, stuffed animals.  In the room the
girls ask me to take off my cloths, and I did.  I asked them why they where
not taking off their cloths.  They said that we aren't going to take off
our cloths, you are, we want to see you, do your thing.  One of the girls
started to examine me and then she ask me, how do you do your sperm.  She
gently squeezing my penis and lifting it.  Do your sperm for us, we want to
see what it looks like.  I had never ejaculated before, I did not know how
it worked.  The girls where pulling and squeezing, poking and probing at
me. Having me lie back on the bed, looking me over from all angles. 
discussing the situation with each other, an asking me how I do my sperm,
do your sperm for us.  They where determined to make me ejaculate.  One of
the girls put her finger in to my rectum she used Vaseline on her finger,
it hurt an she stooped.  this went on for most of the afternoon, the next
day at school the two girls sat next to me in class.  teasing me, your dick
is long, we are going to tell all the girls in school that you have a big
dick.  she would threaten to say to the hole class, that my penis is big
and long.  Then she would stand up an ask the teacher a question.  Or tell
the class that she saw my penis.  this went on all day.  that summer I had
a friend who had two sisters.  his step father was a photographer, who did
a lot of nude photography.  he had a lot of nude magazines we would look at
them and masturbate we would have his sisters get naked and masturbate with
us.  one day we where doing our little sessions and I had my first
ejaculation.  His sisters saw this and said yew sperm, and after that my
sexual stimulation went a way.  It took a while for it to come back, then
they did not want to masturbate, not if you are going to do your sperm. 
The next day we masturbated, I ejaculated a gain, the girls and my friend
did not like this, you might get your sperm on the magazines.  The girls
did not want to get any on them we would tease the girls.  Saying to them,
that if that any got any sperm on them, that they would get pregnant.  at
that time kiddy porn was legal, I would have jumped right in to it.  I was
pretty lucky that I had never run into any adults that would given me a
place to go to enjoy sex or child molester, may be for my own good, at that
age I was pretty open about sex.  but I did not think of adults as being
sexuaI.  Did not want my parents to know about my sex life.  I would hide
it from them by keeping it a secret from adults.  I manage to hidden from
adults sex play was something that did not want them to catch me at.  I am
sorry about the first E-mail with all the mistakes an type O's something
came up and I rushed it off.