From hheat@accessus.net Tue Jan 14 18:56:50 1997
Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories
Subject: The Analyst 1/5
From: Hawaiian Heat <hheat@accessus.net>
Date: Tue, 14 Jan 1997 17:56:50 -0600
The Analyst
by - Hal
Chapter 1
Jan had started seeing Doctor Stevens only after getting tremendous
pressure from her best friend, Donna. Jan insisted that she really didn't have
a problem that required the services of a psychiatrist, but Donna insisted that
she talk to Dr. Stevens, so she went. Jan still believed that she didn't need
to go, but had been learning so much about herself and her life that she went
each week. Besides, she really liked the Doctor, and could afford the visits,
so why not.
I should pause, here to tell you a little about Jan. She is Vice
President of Sales with a medium size electronics manufacturer in the midwest.
She is respected by everyone who deals with her as a tough but fair executive
who knows her business and manages people very effectively. Her sales force
calls her "The Iron Lady" but not in her presence. It is obvious the first time
you meet her that she is a beautiful woman who could easily have become a top
paid model or actress but in her role as a business woman, she tones the beauty
down to "attractive" by her dress, demeanor and sparing use of makeup. She
wears very conservative business suits, doesn't smoke and drinks only a little
wine on social occasions. Jan is thirty-six, but most people believe she is
only in her late twenties. Those who know her a little better are aware of the
fact that she has been divorced for about three years from a man who tried for
five to deal with her strong personality but finally admitted defeat and went
to live with a woman almost ten years his junior and seems to be ecstatically
happy, now. Jan has seen three men off and on, since her divorce but is "too
busy" to think about a long term relationship. Her only close female friend is
Donna, whom she has known since college and whom she trusts with her deepest,
darkest secrets. In fact, Donna is one of the few people in the world who know
about Jan's "other life," the one that prompted her to insist that Jan talk
with Dr. Stevens.
Six months ago, Jan was on a business trip to Boston when she met a man
in the hotel bar and found her self talking with him for hours. Dan was unlike
anyone she had ever known. From the first, she was fascinated by his quiet
manner and soft speech and the contradiction represented by the "fire" she saw
in his eyes. He made no attempt to pick her up or hit on her. In fact, she was
the one who kept the conversation going and she began to realize that she would
have to say "goodnight" to this fascinating man and might never see him again.
That prospect made her sad and she resolved not to let it happen. When it was
time for her to return to her room, she initiated an exchange of phone numbers
and said she hoped they could get together on her next trip to Boston. He
smiled as they parted and kissed her very softly on the cheek (somehow, she had
hoped for more).
The next trip was only two weeks later. She told herself that it was
important that she follow up with the new potential customer right away but
deep inside she knew that the Northeast Regional Sales Manager was the best in
the company and could easily handle things at this early stage of negotiations.
She had never before arranged a business trip for personal reasons and refused
to admit to herself that she was doing so now. Dan picked her up at her hotel
and they talked of nothing in particular as he drove her to a small French
restaurant. Over dinner, she found herself drifting away from the conversation
several times as she tried to gain an understanding of what she was seeing and
feeling in his eyes. Over coffee, she told him that she really didn't want the
lovely evening to end (hoping he would take the hint). He said, "We could stop
by my place for a nightcap, if you like." She had to restrain herself from
blurting out "Oh, Yes!" and said, demurely, "I think that might be very nice."
Dan looked at her for several moments, then took her hand gently into both of
his. It was like an electric shock and she only half heard him say, "But, there
is something I think you need to know..." When he knew that his words had
reached her brain, he continued, "I am a very strong willed man and I require
my lovers to place themselves completely under my control. If you don't feel
comfortable with that, perhaps it would be better if we had our nightcap at the
bar in your hotel."
Jan only partly understood the meaning of his words, but she knew,
without question, that she had to be alone with him and the sooner, the better.
Her mouth was dry as she nodded slightly and replied, "I'd really prefer your
place." They talked a little as they drove to his house but Jan's mind was
filled with questions. She really didn't know Dan very well and had surprised
herself by saying she would go with him. She had a strong sense that she could
trust him and needed desperately to be in his arms and feel his body pressing
against hers.
It was a fairly large, old house on a quiet residential street and it was
obviously well cared for. Even in the dark, she could see that the lawn was
well manicured and dotted with big, old oak trees. He parked the car in the
drive and came around to open her door. He took her hand lightly as they walked
up the front steps. He unlocked the door and reached in to turn on the hall
light before allowing her to enter. When they were in, he closed and relocked
the door then, escorted her to a very modern looking great room. It was clear
that someone had remodeled the old house extensively and the great room had
probably once been a living room and dining room. She turned and offered
herself for the kiss that she fully expected. He took her (so gently) into his
arms and their lips met. Almost immediately, their tongues were teasing each
other and she felt a great welling up of need and desire. Too soon, he broke
the kiss and stepped back slightly, holding her hands in his.
"As I told you," he began, "I will expect you to do exactly as I ask.
If, at any time, you want to stop, you must say 'That's enough'. When you say
those words, our time together will be at an end and I will take you back to
your hotel. Do you understand?" She was shaken by the stern tone of his voice
and the seriousness of his words, but she nodded. Jan was beginning to
understand that she was to be submissive to his wishes and she found herself
both frightened and excited by the situation. "After all," she reassured
herself, "I can stop it any time I want." It never occurred to her that she
would soon lack any desire for her time with Dan to end.
"First, I want you to remove your pantyhose and panties.," he directed.
She started to protest, but he held up his hand. There was no mistaking the
meaning of his gesture and she found herself standing before him taking off her
shoes, followed by her undergarments as he had instructed. She looked around
for someplace to put the items she had just taken off but there was nothing
within reach so she just dropped them at her side. "Now, kneel down and open my
pants.," he said quietly. Her skirt was short enough that when she knelt, she
could feel the soft carpet against her knees, and she reached forward to
loosten his belt and unzip his fly. She was moving as if in a dream, now, and
lowered his pants and briefs to the floor. His semi-hard cock hung between his
legs and she was impressed with its size and shape and wanted to touch it but
wasn't sure if she was supposed to wait for instructions, so she did nothing.
Dan kicked off his shoes, pulled his socks free and pushed the pile of clothing
aside with his foot. He removed the rest of his clothes in silence as she knelt
motionless before him. When he was completely undressed, he said, "Show me how
you suck cock." The words stung her. "Why does he have to be so direct?," she
wondered and looked up into his eyes. He smiled and said, "Remember, you don't
have to do anything you don't want to do." Using both hands, she guided the
head of his penis between her lips and began to lick it with her tongue. She
was so aroused that she could feel her juices beginning to leak from her vagina
and run down the inside of her thighs.
This is essentially the story she told Dr. Stevens on her second visit.
The first visit had been spent getting to know one another a little and
learning to feel comfortable in the doctor's office. The second time, Dr.
Stevens had said, almost immediately, "Tell me about why you decided to see
me." Jan really didn't know how to begin so she just started talking about how
she had met Dan and ended up becoming his "slave" and how "out of character" it
was for her to behave this way but she didn't want to stop. Dr. Stevens rested
her chin on her fingers as she listened to Jan's story and when Jan had paused,
reflecting on the scene she was describing, the doctor asked, "How did you feel
when he was in your mouth?" "I wanted to taste his sperm.," Jan blurted out,
then said, "I'm.. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that." The doctor leaned
forward to touch her hand and said, "Of course you should. If that's how you
felt. I need to know your feelings and I don't want you to hold back because
you think you may shock me."
After a short pause, Jan went on. "It was really weird. Dan is an O.K.
looking guy but not the type I would usually be attracted to. But, when he told
me, straight out, that he wanted me to suck him, it was as though there was
nothing else in the world I wanted more than to make him come in my mouth. It
only took a few minutes before he tensed and I felt the fist spurts hit the
roof of my mouth and I had to start swallowing. He told me not to swallow but
just let it run out my mouth so I did as he said and I could feel it running
down my chin and neck. I've never really enjoyed the taste and feel of sperm
before, but I remember thinking how beautiful it was at that moment."
"When it was over, Dan told me to get down on my hands and knees and I
felt him lift my skirt all the way up and lay it on my back. I felt very
strange with my ass exposed like that but I couldn't do anything else.
Besides, I felt a thrill like I've never known before and wanted him to do
whatever he wanted to me. I think I knew he was going to use my ass, but I
pretended that I didn't know what he intended and just waited, kneeling on the
floor while he went to a table and took something out of a drawer. In one way,
I dearly wanted to look to see what he was doing, but in a more powerful way, I
didn't want to know. So, I stayed with my eyes focused on the carpet before me
as he returned and started applying some kind of lubricant between my cheeks.
He came around in front of me and held out a vibrator that was very narrow at
the end, but gradually widened a little. About half way along it's length, it
became much wider and stayed that width to its very large base. Dan said, 'This
will help you become ready for me and I think you'll find it quite interesting
on its own. Have you ever had a man in your ass?' I looked up at him and said
(quite truthfully) 'No.' Then, he went behind me and I felt the tip of the
vibrator nudge against my anus. He turned it on very low and moved it around a
little before working just the end into my opening. As he held it there, I was
aware that my vagina was positively flowing and I waited for more. He was so
slow and gentle, that there was never any pain as he moved the narrow end in
and out in a kind of rhythm and pushed more and more into me until he reached
the place where it bulged out wider. Dan put his hand on my back and said,
'This may hurt just a little, but it won't last long.' I tensed at his words
and he said, 'No. You must remain relaxed.' and he pushed forward steadily as
I felt myself stretching to accept the wider part. There was a sharp pain as I
opened farther than I would have thought possible, but it started to disappear
almost immediately as I felt the whole vibrator sliding in to the depths of my
bottom. He turned up the speed and started fucking me with this devilish toy as
I grunted and groaned and found myself pushing back to meet each thrust."
"Suddenly, he pulled it out. I gasped and I felt him place the head of
his cock against my slightly open anus. He pressed forward steadily until his
stomach was resting against my cheeks and his legs were tight against mine. I
could feel him all the way up inside me and I started to come. I kept coming as
he fucked my ass as deeply as he could until he finally came and slowly
withdrew."
Dr. Stevens was quiet for a while, then asked, "Jan, why do you think you
liked it?" "I think it's because I'm always in control at work," Jan replied,
"and I really don't have a very exciting life outside the office. I know I was
searching for something before I met Dan, and now I feel like I've found it.
The other thing is that it seems so 'dirty'. I was raised in a very strict
environment and all through college and my career, I've worked hard at being
very serious and straight. I remember thinking, as Dan's sperm was dripping
down my chin, 'If my sales people could only see their boss, now!' It was
really very exciting to think about but, of course, I could never let anyone
know I did anything like that (let alone, loved it). It's hard enough for a
woman to be taken seriously in the business world without having people think
you're some kind of nymphomaniac or pervert."
"Do you think you're a nymphomaniac or pervert?," Dr. Stevens asked. Jan
thought for a while, then replied, "I guess I don't know. In a way, what I let
Dan do to, and with, me seems perverted but when I'm with him, I just feel so
free. That sounds funny, doesn't it? That I would feel so free when I'm being
his slave?" Dr. Stevens was quiet for a few minutes, then said, softly, "Are
you going to keep seeing him?" Jan's response was immediate. "I don't think I
could stop. And, I don't think I want to. Do you think I should?" "I won't tell
you what to do," the doctor answered, "but I am a little concerned for your
safety. Suppose Dan decides to go too far and no one even knows you're with
him?" Jan said, "I really don't believe that will happen, but it's a good
point. Would it be all right if I leave a message on your answering machine
when I'm going to see him, so at least you'll know?" Dr. Stevens agreed, and
told Jan she wanted her to think through what she was doing and why, so they
could both understand it more fully. Jan said she would.
From hheat@accessus.net Tue Jan 14 18:57:13 1997
Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories
Subject: The Analyst 2/5
From: Hawaiian Heat <hheat@accessus.net>
Date: Tue, 14 Jan 1997 17:57:13 -0600
The Analyst
by - Hal
Chapter 2
Gradually, Jan's involvement with Dan became more intense and more
"perverted" as she started to think of it. He would tie her to the bed or a
table and use all of her openings with his hands, mouth, cock or any one of
several toys he kept on hand for the purpose. Occasionally, he used small clips
on her nipples and vaginal lips to "heighten her sensations", but when he could
see that he was causing any real pain, he would back off. As he introduced her
to new experiences, there were a couple of times she thought about saying
"that's enough", but in each case, she held it back and ended up enjoying some
new sensation. She continued to see Dr. Stevens regularly and report her
activities. After which, they would talk about how she was feeling and each new
adventure seemed to increase her sense of complete freedom. The doctor was
concerned that Jan was starting to think of her body as Dan's possession and
asked if her new private life had been effecting her business life. Jan said
she thought she was becoming even tougher at the office and that the knowledge
that she could let everything go with Dan gave her a new strength to face the
challenges of work.
One evening, she was standing, nude, before Dan as he probed her vagina
with his fingers. She was very wet and excited and he told her to put on her
blouse, skirt and shoes. They were going out for a little while. She started to
pull on her panties, but he said, "No. Just wear what I said." She had been
wearing a short skirt (about six inches above the knee) and a semi-transparent
silk blouse when he picked her up at her hotel and she knew that her nipples
would show clearly through the thin material. She also knew it would be almost
impossible to sit in the short skirt without revealing her nakedness beneath
it. She wanted to ask where they were going, but instead, she dressed as he had
instructed and went with him to the car. As they drove, he put his right hand
under her skirt to continue fingering her and told her that they were going to
a small private club where she would be seen by several men and women he knew.
Jan was to do nothing to conceal any part of her body from view while they were
in the club, and she should act like there was nothing at all unusual in the
way she was dressed.
She was very frightened when he parked the car and came around to let her
out. They entered an unmarked door to a large, brownstone row house in an area
of town that she didn't know. It was a quiet residential neighborhood similar
to Dan's, but seemed to be somewhat older. When they were in the house, she was
surprised to find it set up much like a small nightclub with a bar along one
wall and small tables around the large, open room. The back wall was covered by
a dark blue curtain and there was a rack of stage lights in front of the
curtain. She thought that there must be a stage of some sort behind the curtain
so that the club could offer entertainment. All in all, the club looked very
elegant. Each table had a linen table cloth and was surrounded by plush, padded
chairs. The walls were paneled in dark pine and she noted that the drinks were
served in crystal. There were, perhaps thirty people in the room when they
entered and Dan escorted her to a table near the back. An attractive couple was
seated there and they greeted Dan as he approached. Jan was introduced to
Robert and Denise and Dan held a chair for her to sit next to Robert. As she
seated herself, she was aware of Roberts eyes focused intently on hers. She
started to cross her legs but remembered her total lack of undergarments and,
instead, smoothed her skirt in her lap. She started to push the material
between her legs but caught a disapproving look from Dan and left it as it was.
Dan had placed the chair so that her legs were pointed at Robert and she knew
he could see most of her thighs (at least). She looked at Denise and saw that
the other woman was staring at her breasts. Denise was in a low cut green dress
and it was obvious that she was also braless. After a few seconds, Denise
raised her eyes to Jan's and smiled.
They talked for awhile and she noticed that Dan sometimes placed his hand
high up on Denise's thigh as they spoke. Finally, he turned to Jan and said,
"The members of this club are all very close and we tend not to be overly
possessive." Then, he smiled and nodded to Robert and reached out to grasp
Denise's nipples through the material of her dress. Jan could tell that he was
pressing very hard with his thumbs and forefingers as Denise closed her eyes,
tilted her head back slightly and said, "Ummmmm..." As she was watching, she
felt Robert's hand touch her knee and gave an involuntary jerk. She looked at
Dan who was watching her intently but he gave no indication of what she should
do. She was sure he knew what Robert was doing and decided she had better wait
for a signal. Robert's hand quickly found it's way up her smooth leg and when
he reached her bush, he immediately pushed his middle finger deep between her
wet lips and probed the top of her vagina for her G-spot. He found it and a
warm glow enveloped her as his finger moved back and forth. When Robert
withdrew his hand, he turned and placed the moist finger at Denise's lips. Dan
was still pinching her nipples as she parted her lips and, looking directly
into Jan's eyes, licked and sucked Jan's fresh juices into her mouth.
Jan couldn't believe what was happening. She was sitting in some sort of
private club with a couple she had just met and everyone seemed to take
complete liberties with everyone else. She looked around and saw that there was
quite a bit of kissing and touching going on at other tables as well and had
decided that it was the norm when she saw something two tables away that made
her sit up and gasp (she tried, but couldn't stop the gasp). A beautiful red
haired woman was kneeling between the legs of an attractive man and giving him
head. His hands were on the sides of her head and he was moving her up and down
on his shaft as he watched her intently. Suddenly, she saw him move her head
away from his lap and the redhead opened her mouth wide to accept his
ejaculation. Even at this distance, Jan could see it shooting into her mouth
and she suddenly felt extremely excited. She had seen a few porno movies, but
this was the first time she had actually watched something like this. Jan began
to realize that Dan was speaking to her very softly. "As you can see, we are
all very liberal in our attitude about sex here. I was just thinking how nice
it would be if you would show Robert that you are at least as accomplished in
the oral arts as Carol over there." (He nodded toward the redhead) Jan didn't
know what to do or say. She stammered, "I couldn't.. but he... please
don't...." Dan smiled at her, "You know that you must do as I request... Unless
you are ready for me to take you back to your hotel, of course."
A wild mix of crazy emotions raced through Jan's head. She was incredibly
aroused by what she had just witnessed and Robert's probing of her vagina, but
how could she possibly suck a man she had just met, in plain sight of anyone
who chose to watch? She looked at Robert and saw that he had opened his pants
and was holding a rather large erection in his hand, stroking it slowly. She
glanced at Denise who smiled and said, "Please, Jan, I'd like to see if you can
handle more of Robert than I can." She moved between his open legs as if in a
dream, but she knew that she was going to do as Dan had "asked". Up close,
Robert's cock was even bigger than her first impression had indicated. He
removed his hand and she guessed that it had to be at least eight or nine
inches long and very fat as well. She leaned forward to capture the head
between her lips and found that she had to open her mouth very wide to
accomplish even that. She closed her eyes so she wouldn't know if others were
watching and started moving up and down just a little as she switched her
tongue back and forth under the spongy head entering her mouth. Gradually, she
took a little more and felt it pressing against her tongue and the roof of her
mouth at the same time. In less than a minute, she was lost in what she was
doing and could think of nothing but making Robert give her his hot sperm. She
toyed with his balls as she opened her eyes and looked up to his face. He was
watching her and gave encouragement with small grunts and moans. She estimated
that she was taking a little over half his length, now and her jaw was starting
to ache a bit from its constant extension. That didn't matter. It didn't even
matter who might be watching. The only thing that mattered was that she accept
as much of him as possible and taste his cum soon.
Jan was consciously trying to accept more of Robert with each forward
thrust of her head. Without knowing what Denise's limits were, Jan felt
challenged to better them if she could. She thought that would make Dan very
proud of her. When the head brushed against the entrance to her throat, she
thought she might gag and backed off a fraction of an inch. Robert was holding
on to the arms of his chair (not trying to force her head down as some men
might do) and obviously very close to orgasm. She moved forward a little and
felt the head touch her again, but forced back the reflex and held him there.
Still holding her breath, she moved down a little more and felt him beginning
to enter the top of her throat. She had two or three inches left to go and was
contemplating if she could go all the way when she felt the first jerk along
the length of his shaft and new that he was coming. Reluctantly, she pulled
free and held him just beyond her wide open lips as a spurt of semen jetted far
back into her mouth. She worked him with her hands as he continued to rain cum
onto her tongue and over her lips. For the first time, she realized that Denise
had come to kneel beside her and was watching intently as she drained Robert
dry. When he was finished and beginning to soften, Denise turned Jan's head and
pushed her tongue deep into Jan's mouth to share Robert's salty flavor. Jan had
never been french kissed by a woman before and was startled at how soft
Denise's lips felt and at how small and frail Denise's tongue felt in her
mouth. When they broke the kiss, she had not swallowed and let a little of the
sperm drip from her lips. Denise licked it onto the tip of her tongue and took
it into her mouth, then smiled at Jan and said, "Congratulations, you have
broken my previous record. I guess I'll have to try harder, next time." and she
winked at Robert.
Retelling this tale of her first semi-public debauchery to Dr. Stevens,
Jan felt positively depraved that she had done anything so openly sexual but
also intensely excited to be sharing this most intimate story with another
woman. The doctor asked Jan why she thought she had been willing to expose
herself this way in front of strangers and she responded, "First, I knew it was
what Dan wanted me to do and didn't feel I had the power to refuse. When I saw
Robert with his cock in his hand, I knew that I would do it even before I was
ready to admit it to myself. And there was a strange feeling of power in being
able to make him come whenever I wanted to. I didn't know any of the people
there, other than Dan, and wouldn't ever have to see them again if I didn't
want to, so I felt that I could be an anonymous 'slut' (there, I've finally
said the word I've thought so many times) without anyone knowing in my 'real
life' and I found that extremely exciting."
From hheat@accessus.net Tue Jan 14 18:57:46 1997
Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories
Subject: The Analyst 3/5
From: Hawaiian Heat <hheat@accessus.net>
Date: Tue, 14 Jan 1997 17:57:46 -0600
The Analyst
by - Hal
Chapter 3
When the two women had returned to their seats, Jan was as hot as she
could ever remember being. If someone had asked, she thought, she would lie on
the table and let them fuck her right there. She glanced around the room and
saw that most of the other members were busy with each other and gave no
indication that they had seen her "performance" but one older gentleman smiled
at her and tipped an invisible hat. She felt herself beginning to blush and was
about to ask Dan if they could go back to his place when the lights dimmed
appreciably and a spotlight illuminated the center of the curtain before her.
A very handsome young man (about 25, she guessed) stepped through the
center opening and welcomed members and guests to the club. He was dressed in
formal attire and had a very full mustache. The time had arrived, he announced,
for the evening's entertainment. As a beginning, Member, Kathy had brought
along a young man she would like to introduce to the group. A petit, blonde
woman rose from a table to Jan's right and walked to the stage as the curtains
were parting to reveal a long, low, padded platform in the center of the stage.
New spotlights came up slowly to light the platform in shades of blue and
green. Kathy was accompanied by a huge, dark skinned man. He appeared to be at
least six feet, six and was very muscular with broad shoulders. Kathy had him
stand in front of the platform and spoke to the audience. "Fellow members, I
would like you all to meet Kevin. He has graciously consented to come with me
tonight (a slight giggle) to demonstrate his unique talent. Please, show them
what I mean, Kevin." Kevin's lips parted and the pink tip of his tongue
protruded between them. Before Jan's amazed eyes, and those of others in the
room, the tongue seemed to just keep coming farther and farther out of his
mouth. Fully extended, it looked to be almost six inches long and Jan thought,
"This has got to be some kind of a trick or joke." He began to move it up and
down and she knew that it was real. When he lowered it, the tip was well below
his chin and when he held it up, it completely obscured his nose and his
sparkling eyes could be seen on either side. As he was giving his little
display, Kathy was untying the sash at her waist and removed her wrap around
dress to reveal that she was wearing only a pink garter belt and white
stockings underneath.
Kathy lay on the low platform at an angle and Jan could clearly see her
hairless pussy between her wide spread legs. The difference in size between
this giant man and the tiny Kathy was almost comical and Jan had a momentary
vision of what it would look like if he were to try make love with little
Kathy. Her head would be about even with his stomach, she thought, and found
herself getting even more aroused as she tried to picture it. Kevin removed his
shirt and was nude to the waist as he knelt between the small woman's legs and
started to lick her calves and thighs. As he worked his way up to the exposed
lips of her shaved pussy, Jan couldn't resist the impulse to move her hand
under the edge of her short skirt and place two fingers on her clit. She
started to rub it lightly as she watched the show before her. A large TV
monitor lit up at the back of the stage and it was clear that there was a video
camera somewhere overhead in a position to give a clear, close up view of what
was happening on the platform. She wanted to look for the camera, but couldn't
tear her eyes away from Kevin's long tongue gently sweeping up and down Karen's
open slit. He inserted the tip between the lips and moved his head forward to
enter her two or three inches. Jan's eyes jumped to the monitor where she
could get a closer look as he inserted and withdrew his monster tongue. Kathy
was squeezing her nipples and running her hands over her breasts and flat
stomach as she moaned in obvious pleasure at the deep penetration Kevin was
able to achieve. Jan was fingering her clit faster and harder as Karen cried
out with the beginning of her orgasm and, in the monitor, she could see Kevin
extend his tongue as far as possible and move his head forward until his nose
was pressed tight against Kathy's pubic bone. He stayed that way while she
bucked and kneaded her firm breasts while she called out in release.
Finally, Kevin withdrew from Kathy and his face gleamed with her juices
in the spotlights. Kathy, still shaken from the intensity of her orgasm, raised
herself up on one elbow and said to the audience, "As you can see, Kevin is
quite unusual, but... there's more." She smiled up at Kevin and he released the
top of his pants. He was facing away from the audience as he lowered the pants
and stepped out of them. When he turned around, there was an audible gasp from
several tables (Jan thought she might have been one of them, but wasn't sure).
Kevin's cock was at least ten inches long and an inch and a half to two inches
in diameter. It wasn't completely hard, yet but seemed quite firm nonetheless.
Karen stood beside him and bending only a little took the large head between
her lips and sucked at it. She used both hands to slide along the sides of the
shaft and Jan could see that it was growing as she watched. When it was almost
twelve inches long (and fatter, if that was possible), Karen turned to the
members and guests and said, "Unfortunately, my pelvic anatomy is a bit small
to make full use of this wonderful member but we're working on it a little at a
time." She smiled up at the giant beside her and winked. "I would like to
suggest that a volunteer come up here so we can see how well Kevin uses that
which nature has provided.
Hands shot up all over the room and Jan heard calls of "Oh, God. Let me
do it." and "Please... me!" Dan stood and addressed Karen. He spoke quietly,
but the noise of the room quickly abated so he could be heard. Jan sensed that
Dan was one of the more dominant members of this group and he was granted
deference in all things. "I have with me a first time guest.", he said, and
Jan's heart began to pound in her throat. "And, I would like to ask the
indulgence of those here assembled to allow my friend, Jan, to sample this
marvelous discovery first." He can't really mean it.", she thought, "There is
no way I'm going to let that monster tear me apart." She looked at Dan with
fire in her eyes and mouthed the word, "NO!" He stood beside her, holding her
arm in his hand, and whispered, "Karen has already assured me that Kevin has
complete control and will not allow you to be hurt in any way. He will give you
only what you can accept and stop when you tell him to. You see, this is a
little gift that Karen and I worked up especially for you and I really hope you
won't spoil the surprise."
Suddenly, Jan understood the full extent of the power Dan had over her.
She knew without question that she would ascend to the stage, undress before
all these people and accept as much of that huge member into her body as she
could. She didn't know why, but she knew she was going to do it. Dan walked
with her to the edge of the stage and gave her hand to Karen who helped her
step up. As the petit blonde removed Jan's clothes, she was even more struck
with how small Karen really was. When Jan was completely nude (Karen had even
taken off her garter belt and stockings), she turned to face Kevin. His body
was well muscled without a hint of fat and his skin was a light brown. It was
hard to tell from his face if he was Italian, Spanish or a mix of several
nationalities, but one thing he was was beautiful. Not just handsome, but truly
beautiful. He bent quickly to kiss her lips and she tasted a hint of Karen's
musky wetness on his mouth. He pressed down lightly on her shoulders and she
found herself slowly descending along his gorgeous body. As she lowered herself
to her knees, she leaned forward to place a small kiss on his solid stomach,
then she was face to face with his tremendous member. She glanced to the side
to see if she could locate Dan, but the spotlights made it hard to make out
more than general shapes and she was glad that she couldn't see the audience
she knew was watching her.
Jan lifted Kevin's cock with both hands and placed the head against her
lips. It was quite heavy, as she had expected, but much smoother than she had
imagined. It felt almost like satin to the touch and she extended her tongue to
press against the small slit at its end. "How strange,", she thought, "that
such a large cock would have a normal size opening." She licked her lips to
moisten them and allowed them to part as she moved forward capturing the head.
She had thought Robert was large, but the best she could do with Kevin was the
head and one or two inches beyond. Her mouth simply wouldn't open far enough to
take more. Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed the TV monitor and saw
that there was apparently another camera at a low level as her face filled the
screen. She normally didn't think of herself as pretty and when she looked in
the mirror, all she seemed to notice were the small defects that no one else
ever saw. But, in the monitor, she saw for the first time what a truly
beautiful woman she was (or, at least, could be). She also saw her mouth
stretched wider than she would have imagined possible and Kevin's tremendous
member sliding in and out between her lips through a combination of her motion
and a gentle swaying of his hips. She thought how sad it was that he had
probably never experienced a real oral loving as most "normal" men were capable
of. While she was doing her best to make Kevin enjoy the limited access to her
warm, wet mouth, she felt Karen applying a liberal coating of slippery
lubricant around and in her pussy and suddenly remembered why she had been
brought on stage. She felt a slight panic race through her body and looked up
to see Kevin smiling down at her. She felt that Dan had told her the truth and
trusted Kevin to take it slow and allow her to adjust. He had most likely had
plenty of experience with that.
Soon, Karen lifted her gently away from Kevin and had her lay in the same
position Karen had occupied earlier. "Have to be in the right place for the
camera.", Jan thought with an internal chuckle, and realized that everything
was probably being recorded on video tape as well. She hoped this adventure
wouldn't come back to haunt her, but at the moment all she cared about was
having Kevin in her body and she could deal with everything else later. He
moved between her spread legs and leaned down to kiss her. He parted her lips
with the tip of his tongue and she half feared and half hoped he would fill her
mouth with it. He didn't, but raised back up on his hands to watch as she
reached down and guided him toward the thoroughly lubricated entrance to her
vagina. She slipped the head up and down along her slit a few times, then
released him to use her hands to spread the lips wide in anticipation of his
first attempt at entry. He came forward only enough to lodge the wide head
between her open lips and stopped. By tilting her head back only a little, she
was able to get an upside down view of his cock about to enter her body in the
large monitor. She watched in fascination as he came forward little by little
until the head had disappeared entirely. It was a weird sensation to watch that
other woman on the screen being penetrated by a huge male member as she felt
the pressure against the walls of her own vagina as it was entered
simultaneously.
She released her soft lips and raised her arms to stroke his strong sides
and what little of his back she could reach. "So far, so good.", she thought.
There was a definite sense of being stretched, but it seemed his girth was not
going to be an insurmountable problem. The head was all the way inside her and
she felt him flex back and forth a little rubbing the bulb against her inner
lips and the ridge that formed just beyond them. In addition to the more than
adequate lubrication Kathy had supplied, Jan could tell that she was producing
lots of fluid on her own and Kevin slid tightly, but easily in and out. She
looked down as about two inches of his cock followed the head into her depths
and felt the firm edges of his head touching deeper parts of her. She let out a
gasp and Kevin looked concerned that he might have hurt her. "It's all right.",
she whispered, "It just caught me by surprise a little." Reassured that she was
O.K., he started moving in and out, gaining just a little more depth with each
stroke. She was on the verge of an orgasm, now, and she put the back of her
hand against her mouth and bit against it so that she wouldn't cry out. When it
came, biting her hand didn't help much and she heard her self let out a sharp
squeak, followed by a long moan. She was coming hard and he hadn't even gotten
very far into her yet. What had she gotten herself into? Was it possible to be
fucked to death? He was still working himself deeper and she was feeling as
full as she had ever been in her life. When the head bumped against her cervix,
a new orgasm began even before the first one had subsided and she was pushed
even higher. He stopped moving and held himself all the way into her as her
head thrashed from side to side and she heard herself almost screaming with the
intensity of her climax. She caught occasional glimpses of the monitor and saw
that there were still at least four inches of Kevin outside her body. She
wanted it all! She wanted him into her until his stomach was pressing against
hers, but knew it was impossible. On impulse, she ran her hands across her flat
tummy and could feel the rise where his shaft was pressing against the top of
her vagina. He started fucking in and out from her depths to a point where the
head was just barely inside and back again. She was coming continuously and
thought she might actually pass out from the intensity of it, but she stayed
with him and sensed when he was getting close to his own orgasm. She pulled his
face against hers and kissed him hard, then whispered in his ear, "I want you
to come in my mouth!"
That was all he needed. Immediately, he pulled out of her and moved up to
kneel beside her head. Jan opened her mouth wide and worked his shaft with both
hands. She was desperate to feel him pumping and taste his warm cum. Her hands
were soaked with her own juices as she stroked his entire length and they slid
easily along his cock. She felt the first contractions with her thumbs along
the underside of this incredible instrument of pleasure. Almost at the same
time, a large spurt hit the inside of her cheek and ran down to her throat.
Soon, she felt as if she were taking a shower in his hot sperm as it fell all
over her face and into her mouth. She didn't think he was ever going to stop.
She was certain there had been at least ten strong spurts and he was still
releasing small ones every few seconds. Finally, it was over and she pulled him
to her mouth where she took in as much as she could and sucked hard as if
trying to drain him completely (which she was).
She was aware of riotous cheering and applause but couldn't seem to
remember where she was or why people were cheering for a minute. When it came
back to her, she saw that the curtain was closed and the monitor was off. Kevin
lay down beside her and covered her body with his strong arm as she drifted off
to sleep.
From hheat@accessus.net Tue Jan 14 18:58:09 1997
Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories
Subject: The Analyst 4/5
From: Hawaiian Heat <hheat@accessus.net>
Date: Tue, 14 Jan 1997 17:58:09 -0600
The Analyst
by - Hal
Chapter 4
She awoke with a start on a very comfortable bed in a darkened room. It
took a few minutes to shake off sleep as she thought about the very vivid dream
she had just had. Suddenly, Jan realized that it wasn't a dream at all. She had
actually performed sexual acts on a stage before complete strangers (and, most
likely on video tape as well). After her initial panic, she closed her eyes and
thought back to how aroused and excited she had felt while it was happening.
She began to accept the fact that she had loved every bit of it and knew that
the applause and cheering had been directed at her performance. She also knew
that she would do it again and the thought sent a thrill up her spine and made
her tingle with both desire and fear. She couldn't wait to talk with Dr.
Stevens about what she had been through (maybe, she did need a shrink after
all), and somehow knew the doctor would understand and help Jan understand too.
She really did want to understand why she was so excited by this desire to
display herself to others sexually. As she was thinking, the door opened a
crack and the light from outside made her open her eyes and look. Denise was
looking around the edge of the door and when she saw that Jan was awake, she
entered the room, closing the door behind her as she did. She came and knelt
beside the bed and reached out to stroke Jan's hair (matted with sweat) and
forehead.
Denise smiled and said, "I wanted to make sure you were all right. Kevin
was certain he hadn't hurt you, but when you passed out, we were a little
concerned. I checked you for damage and everything seemed to be in order, so we
decided to let you sleep awhile." Jan said, softly, "I feel fine. Just a little
stretched and completely exhausted. I don't think I've ever come that hard or
that long before. What will they do with the tape?", she asked, sure that there
was one. Denise reached over to a nightstand near the head of the bed and
lifted a video cassette which she gave to Jan. "It's for you to keep or erase
or destroy as you see fit. I promise you there are no copies. Our club is into
open sexuality, not coercion or blackmail. Dan removed the cassette and put it
here himself so he would be sure no one yielded to the temptation to make a
copy for their private collection. I'm sure every member would love to have it
(I know I would!), but we have very strict rules about the privacy of members
and guests." Jan was instantly reassured at having one of her main concerns
resolved. "I just hope I don't catch anything." she sighed. Denise smiled again
and lowered her hand to stroke lightly across Jan's nipples through the light
blanket. "That's something else we are very strict about. No one comes here
unless the board is absolutely convinced that they are free of disease. Dan had
to submit a lab test for you before he could arrange for your initiation. You
probably didn't even realize we he had taken a smear." Jan admitted that she
didn't and tried to think back to when he might have done it. He had certainly
had ample opportunities. Jan's nipples were beginning to stiffen under Denise's
soft stroking as the woman kneeling by the bed continued, "The blood test was a
little trickier, but Dan managed it. You can ask him about that if you want."
Jan felt her vagina starting to seep a little and wanted to encourage
Denise to continue her manipulations, so she slid the covers down to free her
breasts and Denise allowed her hands to roam freely around the firm globes,
pausing on occasion to lightly pinch the distended nipples, as she spoke. "You
are now a full member of our group, Jan (if you want to be, of course). You'll
have to sign a copy of the rules and a release form, but that's just a
formality. I've never seen a new member turn on an audience the way you did and
when Kevin started coming in your mouth, I think there must have been about
twenty simultaneous orgasms in the audience." Jan felt slightly embarrassed,
recalling the semen shooting into her waiting mouth and falling warmly on her
face ("I HAVE to see that tape.", she thought), but Denise was kissing and
licking her breasts, now, and she was having difficulty concentrating on her
memories or the conversation. Jan pulled Denise's face up and tasted her mouth.
The lips were every bit as soft as she had remembered and she forced her tongue
into the other woman's mouth as far as she could. She thought she detected the
slight saltiness of semen and assumed (correctly) that Denise had not been idle
while Jan slept.
Denise slid her smooth hand down Jan's firm stomach and into the bushy
growth between her legs. She entered Jan with three of her slim fingers at once
and did not pause until they were fully into her. Jan let out a gasp at the
rapid penetration and the look on Denise's face changed somehow. Her voice was
different as she spoke too, "You like it hard and fast, sometimes, don't you?"
It was more of a statement than a question and Jan moaned out a long, low,
"Yesssss..." as she was almost instantly grasped by the start of an orgasm.
Denise stopped moving and said, "I don't want you to come, yet, my love." Jan
wasn't sure how she could prevent it, but the release slowly subsided. When she
had relaxed a little, Denise withdrew her fingers and added a forth to the
tight bundle. She thrust deep into Jan's wet vagina and brought out another
sharp gasp as Jan felt the woman's fingertips brush against her cervix. She
wanted to come, but fought against the intense need as Denise worked her hand
in and around Jan's depths. Suddenly, the fingers were gone and she felt empty,
as though there was a vacuum where they had been.
Denise stood and removed her dress, then climbed over Jan's face. For the
first time, Jan was looking at another woman's pussy from a distance of not
more than two or three inches. She didn't think she wanted to do this, but knew
it was a requirement if she wanted Denise to make her come. Jan's hands went to
the soft mounds of Denise's ass and pulled her forward so Jan's tongue could
just reach the lips. Tentatively, she extended her tongue and licked along the
length of the slit. The lips were very wet and Jan found that the taste was
slightly tart, but not entirely unpleasant. Without warning, Denise pushed her
hips forward and down and Jan found her nose pressed hard against the
protruding clitoris. At first, she was afraid she would not be able to breath,
but soon learned that she could suck in air at the sides of her mouth as she
worked her tongue between the inner lips. She realized that Denise was
literally fucking her face, her hips moving in imitation of intercourse with a
man. Jan licked and sucked as best she could until Denise pushed hard against
her face and started coming. Liquid was leaking from her vagina onto Jan's face
and into her open mouth and Jan started sucking it into her mouth and
swallowing as it came.
Finally, Denise pulled away and knelt by Jan's side. She once again
inserted three fingers deep into Jan and scooped up some of the fluid that was
present in copious supply. She withdrew her wet fingers and brought them to
Jan's face which was shiny with Denise's own fluids. "Now, taste yourself, and
compare.", she instructed and the fingers were in Jan's mouth and she could
tell the difference. She didn't know if it was because of her incredible sate
of arousal, but she sucked hungrily at the fingers and found that she tasted
wonderful. Denise repeated the procedure twice, the last time rubbing the
liquid across Jan's forehead and into her hair. Then, she quickly inserted all
four fingers again and started to work the hand in and out of Jan's vagina
rapidly. She drew her hand out and when she started to push back in, Jan was
aware of something being different. The hand felt much bigger and Jan realized
that Denise was using her thumb as well. The other woman did not relent and Jan
felt her entire fist stretching the entrance and working its way fully into her
belly. Denise leaned down and said, "Come now, Jan." It wouldn't have mattered
if she had been told to or not. It couldn't be stopped and she heard herself
crying out again as Denise fucked her with her fist. Jan's hands went to her
stomach and felt the large knot rippling the surface as it moved up and down
the length of her vagina. Her body spasm'd and she was aware that she was
screaming as wave after wave of her climax ran through her. She was half aware
of Dan, standing by the bed watching as Denise took her over the edge and, once
again, she drifted away to oblivion.
From hheat@accessus.net Tue Jan 14 18:58:37 1997
Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories
Subject: The Analyst 5/5
From: Hawaiian Heat <hheat@accessus.net>
Date: Tue, 14 Jan 1997 17:58:37 -0600
The Analyst
by - Hal
Chapter 5
Dr. Stevens listened intently as Jan described her first visit to the
club. "Did you join?", she asked. "Yes, I really liked most of the people I met
there, and somehow, I felt like I belonged." Dr. Stevens moved to sit beside
Jan on the couch and took her hand. "Jan, I've been starting to feel that you
may be moving too fast into this second life and not exercising enough caution.
When you mentioned the cameras and video tape, I got a chill down my spine
because I've heard of people being blackmailed with something like that. And,
you really don't know that much about Dan. How can you be so sure you won't get
hurt?" Jan placed her other hand on top of the doctor's and looked into her
eyes. "Have you ever had the feeling that there is a part of you that has
always been there, but never come to the surface?" Dr. Stevens nodded and Jan
continued, "Well, I've had that feeling for a long time and when I got involved
with Dan, I began to realize what that hidden part was. I am a very sexual
creature. I'm finding that I love everything about my body and the bodies of
other people and I've never been as happy or free as when I'm having sex. My
parents were very strict and I went to a catholic school, so when I went to
college, and later in the business world, I accepted that sex was for
procreation and should only be pleasurable with a husband. Unfortunately, most
of my experiences with men tended to reinforce that belief and I always felt
guilty when sex felt good. Besides, the men I made love with seemed more
interested in relieving an itch than making me feel good. I think if I had had
a more "normal" sex life when I was younger, I might not have this tremendous
need that has built up inside me for a long time with no relief, but it's there
and I have to find a way to deal with it."
"The club made me afraid in the same way that Dan does, sometimes, but I
found that I liked the fear. It's partly a fear of being hurt or discovered,
but mostly, it's a fear of the unknown. I really believe Dan has everything
under control and won't let me get hurt. I don't know why I feel that way, but
I do and getting the video tape seemed to make me believe it even more. When I
first suspected that they were taping me with Kevin, I made up my mind that I
will NOT be coerced or blackmailed. They can show it on 'Sixty Minutes', if
they want, and I'll find a way to deal with it in my real world. I really do
believe it is the only copy, and I'm toying with the idea of giving a copy to
Dan and, maybe, Denise with the understanding that it will be for their
enjoyment only." Dr. Stevens looked concerned and suggested that Jan not do
that until she had thought it through completely and they had discussed it
together. Jan agreed, and went on, "You know, I've watched that tape at least a
dozen times since I got back from that trip and I'm just beginning to be able
to relate to that incredibly sexy woman on the screen being me. The first few
times, it was like watching someone else in a porno movie even though I could
clearly remember it happening."
Dr. Stevens was quiet for a few moments, then said, "Would you be willing
to let me see the tape?" She wasn't certain that her curiosity was entirely
professional in nature, but she found herself wanting desperately to see what
Jan had described and, perhaps it would help her to provide better guidance to
her patient. Jan nodded and said, "I have it in my purse. Would it be O.K. if I
watch it with you?" The doctor took the cassette and inserted it in the VCR
that was built in to the bookshelves that made up one entire wall of her
office. She pressed the play button and took a seat in a large, soft chair
where she could see both the TV screen and Jan, sitting on the couch. She
wanted to take note of Jan's reactions to what she was watching.
The tape began with Jan being helped to the stage by Kathy. ("My God,",
she thought, "she really is small. She almost looks like a miniature woman
beside Jan." As the video progressed, it became obvious that the club had at
least four different cameras to cover the low platform from several different
angles. From Jan's description of the club and what she could see on the
screen, they were most likely remotely controlled for pan, tilt and zoom and
whoever was doing the controlling appeared to be an expert at covering live
action. All in all, the tape was very professionally done. As Kevin was placing
the head of his huge cock against Jan's lips, Dr. Stevens shifted her eyes to
watch her patient. Jan's eyes were glued to the screen and her hand was
resting lightly in her lap. Her legs were pressed tightly together and
squeezing very slightly. It was clear that Jan was aroused by what she was
watching and the doctor encouraged her to describe her feelings as the tape
progressed. Jan talked very openly about how Kevin had felt and tasted in her
mouth and later, the sensations she felt as his giant member was entering her
body. Despite all her efforts at maintaining a professional aloofness, Dr.
Stevens felt the sexual stirings within her vagina and knew that her own fluids
were starting to flow as she listened to her patient and alternately watched
her patient and the highly charged action on the screen.
As Jan talked and watched, she stole quick glances at the doctor and
began to sense that she was also becoming very aroused. She started making her
descriptions and comments more vivid and new that she was intentionally trying
to turn Dr. Stevens on. She wanted her therapist to understand exactly how she
felt as she performed sexually before all those strangers and she slid her hand
under the waistband of her skirt and into the bikini panties she wore
underneath. She knew that the doctor could see what she was doing, even in the
low light of the office, but didn't care. Yes, she did care. She wanted to be
watched as she masturbated.
Dr. Stevens knew that she should stop the tape and get both Jan and
herself back under control. Her patient was masturbating feverishly in her
office and, worse still, the doctor wanted desperately to do the same thing.
Dr. Stevens had only been in practice for five years and had never had a
situation like this arise before. She had, of course, been warned many times
during her training that it was her responsibility to maintain control of the
session at all times, but what could it really hurt if Jan brought herself to
orgasm while watching herself on the screen? "If only I weren't so damned
turned on myself.." she thought.
When the video Kevin pulled out and moved up to position himself over the
waiting mouth of the video Jan, the live Jan cried out, "Oh, Yes! He's going
to come in my mouth!", and her real mouth opened wide in imitation of the one
she was watching, as her fingers dug deeply between her sopping lips and her
thumb pressed hard against her clit. Jan's orgasm began for real just as
Kevin's did on the tape.
The semen falling like big, white raindrops onto Jan's beautiful face and
parted lips was more than the doctor could take. She turned to see Jan's mouth
wide open as if wanting to feel and taste it yet again and Jan's hand was
working feverishly under her skirt as she reached her climax. Dr. Stevens
needed an orgasm as badly as she ever had in her life, but she also needed to
keep that fact hidden from her patient. Somehow, she managed to keep her
composure and suggested that Jan might want to go to the ladie's room in the
outer office and "freshen up". When Jan had left the room, the doctor went to
the small private bathroom beside her office and locked the door. She quickly
lowered her panty hose and panties and sat on the chair at the make up table.
She raised her skirt to her waist and drove two fingers into herself. She was
coming almost immediately and her fluids were running down the crack of her
bottom to pool on the velvet below her. She fingered her clit harder than she
could ever remember and found herself enjoying the slight pain she was causing
from such rough handling of her most sensitive spot.
When Dr. Stevens came back into the room, Jan was standing quietly,
looking out the window. The doctor walked up behind her and put her arms around
Jan's small waist. She leaned forward and placed a light kiss on the back of
Jan's neck, pushing the soft, shiny hair aside with her face. "Jan,", she said
quietly, "I'm going to refer you to Dr. Kelly. I think you'll really like him."
Jan didn't move. The arms around her waist felt very good, and she had half
expected Dr. Stevens to drop her case after what had just happened. The doctor
continued, "I'm afraid I can't maintain my objectivity where you're concerned
and I think it would be better if you see another therapist for awhile.
Besides, the next time you go to Boston... I'm going with you. If you and Dan
will have me."