Remy's Story

by Marci Manseau



Chapter One  -  In the Beginning





	How can I describe my situation for you without sounding like
a total wimp, a complete failure as a man or a freak of nature?  I
suspect there's no easy way to do it; no other method than to relate
the simple facts, so sit back and be prepared.  Here's my story.

	At the inception of this story, I'm a man, twenty-eight years
of age and extraordinarily average in just about every aspect.  I
weigh in at one-hundred and thirty- five pounds, stand five-feet
six-inches tall.  I was born John Walsh and I've lived all of my life
in the same midwest city.  My hair is blonde and, I'm happy to say,
free of any sign of grey hair.  I know, I know.  Big deal, but most of
the men in my family were grey and bald by this age so I'm delighted
not to have inherited those family traits.

	Now comes the difficult part, the portrayal of what makes me
so different.  I hope I'm capable of conveying to you the true sense
of my new life and how it began.

	To begin with, I've never had a very high opinion of myself,
so when I met Marissa, my wife to be, I was overjoyed that any woman
would want to go out with me.  She is very beautiful; long, naturally
curly chestnut hair, and a perfect, slim body that would attract the
attention of any man.  On top of all that, she is one of the brightest
persons I've ever met.

	From the minute I met her, I did everything in my power to
please her, not wanting to risk angering her or losing the only love
of my life.  And, to be candid, she readily accepted this sort of
treatment as her due.  I know now she would have rejected me or any
other man who didn't idolize her as I did.  She'd grown up with a very
dominating father, I was later to learn, and early in life had
resolved never to let a man rule her as her father had her mother.

	Right from the first moment we met, she made all the
decisions, chose when we would go out and where we went.  I was
expected to arrive at her apartment precisely on time and dressed as
she had instructed me earlier in the day.  Flowers or some other token
of my affection for her was assumed.  Doors and chairs were always to
be held for her.

	She chose the movie, ordered the food and paid the check,
invariably with my money, not that she couldn't have afforded to use
her own.  She earned considerably more than I did and never ceased
reminding me of that fact.  As one of the most talented computer
programmers in the area, she had her own business and commanded a very
high hourly rate.  Most of her work was done from her office where she
employed a five woman support staff.

	After a few months of dating, she informed me that it was time
for us to move ahead with our relationship.  We were going to be
married in a month and I was to go out and buy her a diamond ring.
She described exactly what she wanted; size, shape and setting.  Of
course I was thrilled.  It was exactly what I'd been hoping for, but
it really wouldn't have mattered how I felt.  It was either do as she
had instructed or disappear, and she acted as if either alternative
would equally have pleased her.

	Our wedding was entirely planned without any input from me
and, soon after, we moved into a house in the country she had
purchased several months earlier without my knowledge.  I saw it for
the first time the day we moved in.  It was a lovely four- bedroom
home on eighty acres, a setting rather rural for my tastes, but I was
delighted to see there was a large in- ground pool as I dearly love
swimming.  The only other house nearby was one across the street,
which was then under construction but nearing completion.

	Marissa had decorated our new home entirely to her tastes;
pastel colors with an abundance of frills and flowers.  Very feminine,
but still very homey.  We quickly settled into a routine with both of
us working very hard all week.  I was expected to do all the cooking
and housework, either in the evening after work or on weekends.

	The day of our first anniversary, the last Friday in June, we
had just arrived home from a superb dinner at what was arguably the
best restaurant in the area.  I was hoping we'd go to bed early and
celebrate with some lovemaking, but I was badly mistaken.

	Marissa told me to go into the living room and sit down.  She
had a very important matter she wanted to talk to me about.  I could
tell from the tone of her voice that something serious was about to
occur.  "John, this house is a mess.  You don't have enough time or
energy to do a thorough job of maintaining it.  I've thought it out
and I've concluded that you must quit your job immediately.  I want
you to become a full time housekeeper.  I'm entirely dissatisfied with
the condition of this house, so you're to devote all your time and
effort to maintaining it."

	"But I like my job," I protested lamely.  "Please, Marissa.  I
know I can do better with the house if you'll only give me another
chance."

	"No, that's what I've decided and I won't change my mind.
Call you office tomorrow morning and tell them you won't be coming in
again, ever.  Give them any excuse you want, but you're never going
there again.  Do you understand me?"

	My heart wasn't in it, but I immediately agreed, knowing that
to argue would have been an exercise in total futility.

	"There's something else I have to tell you.  Since the day I
met you, you've been a complete failure as a man.  I'm hoping you'll
be more of a success as a full- time housewife.  Succeed at this or
I'm leaving you.  Is that clear?"

	Totally astonished by her pronouncement, I managed to mumble,
"I know I can do better, Marissa.  You'll see.  I'll be the perfect
househusband."

	"Maybe you didn't hear me.  I didn't say househusband.  I said
housewife.  You're so completely inept at both housekeeping and being
a man that I'm going to immediately dispose of all your male clothes.
From now on, you're going to be my housewife.  Maybe you'll be better
at that, but I doubt it.  You're going to dress the part completely as
well.  You're to look and act like a woman every minute of every day
from now on.  I intend to let your hair grow until it's at least
shoulder length, and then I'll have it professionally styled.  As soon
as I've finished explaining your new role, you will go upstairs and
shower.  While you're in there, you will shave off each and every one
of your disgusting body hairs.  That will be your daily routine from
now on.  One more thing.  The name John won't be at all appropriate
for your new role.  Your name is Remy now.  I never want to hear the
name John again."

	Naturally, I was completely appalled, but I knew it would be
completely pointless to argue with her.  My only choices were to do as
I had been instructed or move out, and I loved her far too much to
ever contemplate leaving her.

	"Now come with me, Remy," she ordered.  "There's something I
want to show you."  She led me down the long hall and into the spare
bedroom next to ours.  I obediently followed, wondering what horror
would occur next, hoping beyond hope that all this just might be a
joke she was playing on me to punish me for not keeping the house up
properly.  "This will be your bedroom from now on.  Go over to the
closet and open it up.  Your new wardrobe is in there.  These new
clothes are the only ones you will be allowed to wear from now on."

	I apprehensively opened the double bi-folding doors.  There,
in front of me, were dozens of dresses, skirts and blouses.  On the
floor were high-heeled shoes in a wide array of color.  I knew then
Marissa was absolutely committed to changing me into a woman and a
housewife.  My heart sank.

	"I know I've been a lousy housekeeper, Marissa," I pleaded,
"but isn't there some other way you can find to punish me?  I'll look
completely ridiculous in these clothes."

	"You may look ludicrous at first, Remy, but by the time I
finish with you, I know you'll be the perfect, pretty little
housefrau.  That's all you're really qualified for, and you haven't
even been able to manage that so far.  Any woman with half a brain
could do a better job than you've been doing.  Now go over to the
dresser and open the drawers.  You'll find all your lingerie there.
In the top right drawer are panties and bras.  The next drawer down is
half slips and slips, and in the bottom are your nighties.  On the
left, first makeup and jewelry, then pantyhose and stockings, and
finally accessories, scarves, belts and so forth.  I've gone to a
great deal of work to acquire all these lovely things for you so you'd
better take good care of them.  I think you'll look so pretty in all
this feminine funery, don't you?"

	The drawers were just as she had described them; filled with
silky underwear, mostly in pastel colors and lavishly trimmed with
lace.  I stood staring at them as I replied, "If you say so, Marissa,
but I'm not even sure what all these things are.  Who's going to show
me how to wear them?"

	"I'll show you at first, but I'll also expect you to take some
initiative for a change.  When I'm at the office and you've finished
with all your housework, I insist you try on everything here and
become familiar with each outfit.  I have no intention of leading you
by the hand forever like some brain-damaged child."

	I could only stand there with my head hanging, tears forming
in my eyes.  I knew then what was to become of me.  My manhood would
be erased.  The ultimate insult, and I was powerless, totally helpless
to prevent it.  Any effort on my part to change her mind would be in
vain.

	"Now get out of that suit and into the shower.  I want you
back in my bedroom in thirty minutes without a single hair on your
body below your neck, as hairless as a newborn baby.  Do you
understand me, Remy?"

	"Yes, I understand you," I whimpered, stung by hearing myself
called by a woman's name.  My eyes pleaded with her but she ignored me
entirely and stalked out of the room.  I stripped and went into the
adjoining bathroom.  It took me close to an hour to rid my body of all
it's hair, but thankfully I managed it with only a few minor nicks and
scrapes.  I dried off, then slipped into the pink terry cloth robe I
found hanging on the back of the door.  Marissa was in bed reading
when I walked into her room.

	"What took you so long, Remy?" she snapped.  "Didn't you hear
me tell you to be back in thirty minutes?"

	"I'm sorry," I stammered, "but it's hard to reach a lot of the
places I had to shave.  The razor kept jamming up with hair.  I
finished as quickly as I could."

	"Come over here and take off that robe.  Let me see if you've
finally managed to do something right."

	I moved next to the bed and dropped my robe at my feet.  She
looked me over very closely, making me turn around several times while
examining every inch of freshly shaven skin.

	"It seems you are capable of following my instructions when
you put your mind to it, Remy.  Now I want you to tuck me in and then
go to your room, take out a nightgown and panties for yourself and
then go to sleep.  In the morning, I'll go over everything in more
detail immediately after you've called in and quit your job."

	I made sure she was comfortable and then went back to what was
to be, from then on, my bedroom.  Three tries later I found the
dresser drawer that held the nightgowns and selected a peach nylon
gown with matching panties to sleep in.  Although I'm chagrined to
admit it, the gown and panties did feel very sexy and soft against my
newly shaven skin.  After several hours of tossing and turning, I
finally managed to drop off into a fitful sleep.



Chapter Two - The Dawning of a New Day and a New Life



	I awoke the next morning and, before I was fully awake, I
began to wonder where I was.  Then the memory of the previous night
rushed back into my mind.  For a minute I hoped it was a dream, but
then the realization that I was wearing a nightgown and silky panties
immediately put that hope to rest.

	When I trudged into the living room wearing my bathrobe to
cover up the peach gown, Marissa was sitting there, already dressed in
a beige silk shirt and flowing, dark green skirt.

	"It's about time you got out of bed, you lazy bitch," she
snarled at me.  "This was your last morning to sleep in.  No wonder
this house is such a mess.  You'll be up every day at five a.m. from
now on.  I want you to be showered, dressed up in something pretty,
and have my breakfast ready by seven.  Then you'll wait until I've
eaten and draw my bath.  I'll inform you of what I want to wear and,
while I bathe, you'll get my things ready.  Do you understand all
that, or will it be necessary for me to write it down?"

	"No, I understand you, Marissa.  Up at five and have
everything ready by seven."

	"Good.  Oh, and one more thing, Remy.  From now on you're to
call me mistress unless I tell that you're allowed to address me by my
name.  I want you to call your office now and quit your job, then get
my breakfast.  Orange juice, dry toast and black coffee.  I want it
served on the deck.  Make sure the toast is hot.  You know how I hate
cold toast."

	"Yes, Mistress," I obediently replied.  I immediately went
into the kitchen and started the coffee while I thought of what I'd
say to my office when I telephoned.  I eventually decided to contend
the reason I was resigning was for personal reasons and, when I
finally screwed up the courage to place the call several minutes
later, that's what I said.  I simply left it at that, knowing no
explanation was better than some lame one.  Surprisingly, my boss
didn't ask me any questions.  Happily for me, he seemed satisfied with
that reason.  I didn't know what I would have said if he'd pressed me
further.

	Marissa was sunning herself in a lounge chair on the deck when
I arrived with her rather spartan breakfast.  I informed her that I
had made my phone call and was no longer employed.  She seemed pleased
with the news but made no comment about it.

	"As soon as I'm finished here, Remy, I want you to take all
these dishes in, then prepare a bath for me.  You're to take a quick
shower and shave again.  Meet me in you room as soon as you're
finished and I'll pick out something for you to wear today."

	With my heart in my throat, I responded the only way possible.
"Yes, mistress."  I was so nervous that I was barely able to shave in
the shower.  The thought of wearing a dress for the rest of my life
was more than appalling.  I briefly wondered if I should just take the
razor and slit my wrists.  That way this nightmare would all be over,
but I knew I'd never have the courage to go through with it.  Besides,
it was possible Marissa would relent eventually if I managed to keep
the house in perfect order.  That prospect that I hoped would keep me
going.  I towelled off and stepped back into my room in the nude.
Marissa was waiting for me and she inspected my shave.  Seemingly
approving of it, she walked over to the dresser.

	"Just look at you," she said, "that skinny chest, and your
hips and ass have always looked more like a woman's than a man's.
That's a very good start.  Now, here's what I expect from you.  Every
day from now on you'll be wearing a bra and panties, either a full or
half slip and pantyhose.  As soon as you've learned which outfits are
appropriate and how to accessorize them, I'll let you pick out your
own clothes, subject to my approval, of course.  But, for the next few
weeks, I'll select every item you wear.  Today, I think I'd like to
see you in pink lingerie.  Would you like that, Remy?"

	"Pink sounds nice, mistress," I answered candidly.  It was one
of my favorite colors and I had always loved seeing her in frilly pink
underwear.

	"Very nice," she said as she selected my underwear after
rummaging through the dresser drawers.  "These tight, stretchy panties
will be perfect to hide that shrimpy little penis of yours.  Put them
on and tuck it back between your girlish cheeks, Remy."

	I ignored the insult and obediently stepped into the lacy pink
panties.  After pulling them up around my waist, I reached down and
stuffed my penis back between my legs.  Incredibly, no visible sign of
my male appendage remained.

	"That's perfect, Remy.  You're looking more like a girl every
minute.  Now put on this matching bra.  You'll notice it's very well
padded so you'll look like you have nice breasts.  Slip you arms
through the straps and then hook it in back."

	It took me more than one try to maneuver the two hooks
together, but I did manage and I was startled to find that I liked the
way it looked and felt on me.

	Marissa must have noticed because she smiled at me for the
first time in days.  "I see you're pleased to finally have a large
chest, Remy.  You do like it, don't you?"

	"Yes, mistress, I do," I blushingly admitted, "but I don't
know why."

	"It's because you've been a pussy all your life and now you're
finally able to look like what you actually are."  So much for the
friendly spirit, I realized.  Her smile had fooled me for a minute,
but I should have known better.  "These pantyhose are next.  Be
careful not to run them when you put them on.  I'm sure you know how
to do it because you've leered at me often enough while I was putting
mine on."

	I had watched her quite often and thought I had a fair idea of
what to do, so I sat on the edge of the bed and pulled them up my
freshly shaved legs with little difficulty.  The silky feeling of them
against my bare legs sent shivers of pleasure up to my tightly encased
penis.

	"Very good, Remy.  You're learning to be a woman very quickly.
I think I want you in a full slip today.  That will be pretty, won't
it?"

	"I guess so, Mistress.  I really don't know much about this
stuff.  I'll wear whatever you think is best."

	"I'm sure you'll learn very quickly.  Here, this one should do
nicely.  See all the delicate lace on the bodice and hem?  Don't you
think it's gorgeous?  You know, I've spent a lot of time and money
making sure you have a delightful collection of lingerie.  I hope you
appreciate it."

	"I have to admit it is very pretty, and I really do appreciate
all the trouble you went to.  I guess if I have to dress this way I
might as well have nice things."

	"That's the attitude I want you to have, Remy.  What a good
girl you are!  Here, put it on."

	The slip fit me perfectly and when I looked over in the
mirror, I was treated to a view of my body that appeared to be one of
an adequately built, well dressed woman.

	"Now it's time to select a dress for you.  I think a dress
would be the most appropriate thing for you to wear on your first day
as a woman.  Come over to the closet with me so I can hold some up to
you."

	I waited as she thumbed through the more than twenty dresses
hanging on pink plastic hangers.  She consider several she held
against me and then settled on a long-sleeved red knit with wide black
belt and a short skirt.  She helped me into it and slid the zipper up
the back.

	"Oh, that's wonderful, Remy.  It fits you perfectly, and it
looks very sexy on you.  These black pumps with three-inch heels will
be a terrific match.  It may take you some time to get used to wearing
them, but don't take them off until I tell you to, even if it's hard
for you to walk in them.  The best way to learn is by wearing them all
the time."

	I wiggled my stocking covered feet into the shoes and took a
few tentative steps.  After realizing that I had to keep my ankles
rigid, I did fairly well.

	"See, you are a natural!  I knew you would be.  In a few days
you're going to feel more at home in a dress and heels than you ever
did in a suit and wing tips.  I guarantee it," Marissa said.

	"I hope so, Mistress, because I feel a little foolish now.
Are you sure I'll look nice this way?"

	"A lot nicer than you ever looked as a man, that much I'm
convinced of.  You were always such an average looking person.  I'm
going to make you into a very pretty girl, and I know that eventually
you're going to like yourself a lot more, too.  I bet you even end up
thanking me.  It's time to do your face now.  Go over to the dresser
and get all the cosmetic there in the top left- hand drawer.  Bring
them into the bathroom.  I'll do your face in there."

	I located all the compacts, tubes and brushes, then scooped
them up and followed her into the bathroom.

	"This will be your job as soon as you learn to do it, so I
want you to pay close attention to each step.  First, I'm going to
pluck your eyebrows into a suitable feminine contour.  It may hurt a
bit, but I don't want to hear even the slightest whimper out of you.
Do you hear me, Remy?"

	"Yes, Mistress.  I'll be quiet, I promise," I replied
obediently.

	I managed to stay silent although it did hurt a bit.
Thankfully, it was over in only a few minutes.  Marissa rapidly
applied cover stick to my upper lip, chin and chin line then
camouflaged my entire face with a liquid makeup.  I watched closely as
she accented my cheek bones with blusher, and tried to memorize each
step as she expertly applied my eye shadow and liner.

	I had to look away as my lashes were liberally covered with
mascara, but she described each stroke for me so I got the basic idea.
With a small, slender brush she painted my lips a deep red, making
them seem wider and fuller than they actually were.

	"That's much better," she said after stepping back and
scrutinizing her work.  "You know, you actually do make a very lovely
woman.  Take a look and see if you aren't as pleased as I am."

	I peered at my reflection in the lighted mirror and was
genuinely delighted to see that I did look very attractive.  I would
never have believed that cosmetics could make that big a difference.
"I do look good, Marissa.  It's amazing!  You're very talented with
all this makeup.  Wow!"

	A surprised look crossed her face.  "Tell me the truth, Remy.
You're enjoying this, aren't you?"

	"I guess I am somewhat," I confessed.  "I look more attractive
now than I ever have at any time in my life.  It's much nicer to see a
pretty face looking back at me from the mirror than a plain, boring
one."

	"And what about the clothes?" she asked.  "Do you like the way
you look in themas well?  I know I do."

	"It's not so much the way I look, but the way they feel that I
like.  I've never experienced the feel of silky material again my skin
before.  It feels exquisite.  I guess I've been missing out on a lot
wearing all those cotton and wool things."

	"Well, you're not going to wear those awful clothes again,"
Marissa informed me.  "That much I guarantee you.  They're all being
shipped off to Goodwill today.  Let's get you in a wig.  I can't wait
to see the finished product.  Wait here a minute.  I'll be right
back."

	She left the bathroom and I quickly went back to the mirror to
study my face.  I was pretty for the first time ever and I couldn't
stop enjoying it.

	Marissa was back minutes later and pinned a blonde wig with
long, curly hair on my head.  She spent several minutes with a brush
adjusting it and then stepped out of the way so I could see how I
looked.  If I had been pleased before, then I was delighted!  I was
absolutely gorgeous, as lovely as any woman I've ever seen.

	"Oh, Mistress, I love it," I gushed.  "It's fabulous.  Thank
you so much.  I'm so sorry I ever doubted you."

	"You are too beautiful, Remy," she exclaimed.  "Shit, even I
never thought you'd look this good.  Come on, girl.  Let's get out of
this bathroom and finish you up."

	"You mean there's more to do?" I asked.

	"Of course.  I'm going to spray you with some perfume, paint
your nails and find some jewelry for you.  Then I want to set up a
purse for you.  No more male wallets or pockets to carry things in.
You'll need a handbag for money and cosmetics and a brush and mirror.
You know, just like all the things I have in mine."

	"I do have a lot to learn and I assure you I'll learn quickly.
I can't believe it, but this is fun!"

	"Well, it may be fun, but don't forget for a minute that you
have a lot of work to do now.  That's the reason all this began,
remember?"

	"Yes, I know.  I wasn't a very good husband.  That's all over.
You won't have any cause for complaints again.  I'm going to be the
perfect housewife.  I want to be sure you're as happy as I am,
Marissa."

	"Mistress, not Marissa!  And I intend to make sure you work
your fanny off, Remy."

	"I'm sorry, Mistress.  Can we do my nails now?"

	"Slow down, Remy.  First the perfume and the jewelry."

	She sprayed my neck, wrists, and the backs of my knees with a
wonderful scent, then gave me two rings, earrings, a bracelet, a watch
and a necklace to put on.  I got everything on but the earrings which
she had to help with because I kept getting them tangled in my hair.

	"I think I'll have you ears pierced so we can both wear the
same earrings, Remy.  There's no point in having two sets."

	"I hope they're more comfortable than these clip-ons.  They
really pinch my earlobes.  I'm not sure I'll be able to wear them for
very long."

	"You'll wear them until I tell you to take them off.  Now come
with me."  We went and sat in the kitchen while she showed me how to
do my nails.  While they were drying, she got out a medium sized black
handbag for me and collected all the feminine necessities I'd need to
carry in it.

	"That's it, Remy.  Now you're done.  A woman for today, and
for as long as you live here.  I think, to celebrate your new status,
we'll go out to lunch and then maybe do a bit of shopping.  There's a
new restaurant I've been wanting to try."

	I stopped breathing for a minute and then stared at her.  "You
don't really mean that you and I will go out to eat with me dressed
this way, do you?"

	"Of course that's what I mean, you idiot," she shouted.
"Haven't you been listening to me?  This is how you're going to spend
the rest of your life.  Did you think I was going to keep you locked
up in the house?"

	"No, I didn't think that.  I guess I never thought about it at
all.  It's all been so sudden.  I haven't really had any time to think
about how I'll live, or what I'll do."

	"That's why I've always had to do the thinking for you.  You
don't plan ahead at all.  You'd be a terribly sorry case if I hadn't
taken care of you, wouldn't you, Remy?"

	"Yes, Mistress, I guess I would.  It just makes me very
nervous to think about walking in a restaurant in this short red
dress.  Won't people know I'm really a man?"

	"God, you are totally moronic!  Didn't you see how you looked
in the mirror.  Is that the face or the body of a man?  Didn't you see
how wonderful your legs looked in those silky stockings?  Not another
word out of you, missy.  Let's get going.  I'm hungry."

	I knew better than to utter another word.  I started for the
door only to be called back abruptly by Marissa.

	"You forgot your purse, you air-head.  Get it and watch how I
carry mine.  From now on, you're to pay close attention to everything
I do and copy it.  It's the only way someone as dense as you will ever
learn to act like a woman."

	We left the house and I was visibly shaking as we went to the
car.  I walked over to the driver's side and opened the door for
Marissa.  Almost instantly, I knew I had screwed up again.

	"Have you ever seen a woman holding a car door for another
woman, Remy?  Start using your head. !Think about what you're going to
do before you do it.  Think like a woman and not like a man."

	Sheepishly, I let go of the door and watched her get in the
car.  I walked around and got in my side carefully, making sure I
straightened my skirt just as I had seen her do moments before.

	"That's more like it," she said, smiling as she watched me
cross my legs.  "Now you're paying attention.  Be sure you walk like I
do, and your manners must be that of a lady when were eating.  Don't
embarrass me with any of your male bad habits.  Just watch me and
imitate everything I do.  Then you'll be fine."

	"Yes, Mistress," I obediently replied, my voice quivering as I
wondered what the remainder of the day held for me.



Chapter Three - Out, and Out on the Town



	When we arrived at the restaurant, Marissa turned the car over
to the valet parking attendant.  As he held the door for me to get
out, I was pleasantly surprised to note he thoroughly enjoyed his
extensive view of my legs.  I realized that, until I became more
practiced at getting out of a car while wearing a short skirt, I'd
probably get many such admiring looks.  Maybe I shouldn't bother to
learn, I thought risquely!

	The restaurant was nearly filled, mostly it seemed, with women
lunching together.  Luckily, we were able to get a good table as some
other diners had just finished paying their bill.  I remembered not to
hold Marissa's chair and even smiled pleasantly at the waiter as he
held mine for me.

	"Not bad, Remy.  You're learning fast.  Let's have a drink and
then we'll order."

	The waiter came back and she ordered a very dry vodka martini
for both of us.  I sipped my drink, trying to be careful not to smear
my lipstick.  I soon felt the effects of the alcohol as I hadn't had
anything to eat all day.  For the first time, I relaxed a bit and
began to enjoy my new self.

	"I assume it's alright for me to call you Marissa while we're
out in public.  Can I ask you a question?"

	"Yes it is, and you may ask me anything, sweetie."

	"Did you know before today that I'd like being a woman, or did
that surprise you as much as it surprised me?"

	"I've known for a long time that you were a miserable failure
as a man," she replied in a low voice, "and I was just about to give
up on you completely.  Then I recognized there was still a good part
of you that could be salvaged, and that's your female aspect which has
always been a very strong part of your personality.  I just decided to
help you accent the good and suppress the undesirable traits.  The
only way I could think to do that was to turn you into what I knew
would make you like yourself more.  Then you'd feel free to experience
all the wonderful feminine traits that you'd suppressed for so long.
As usual, I was right about what's best for you."

	"Yes, I guess you were," I admitted.  "It's going to take me a
long time to completely adjust to being a different person but I know
now it's something I want to do very much.  Thanks for taking the time
to find the real me."

	"I still care a lot about you, Remy.  Otherwise I wouldn't
have bothered.  As far as I'm concerned, John is dead.  If you ever
try to revive him, I want you to know I'll throw you out and divorce
you.  Is that clear?"

	"He's dead and past revival, so that wouldn't ever happen, I
assure you.  I guess the only other question I have now is what's to
become of our relationship?  Are we going to live together as friends,
sleeping in separate bedrooms forever?"

	"We're still legally bound together by marriage, but I feel
it's important for each of us to retain her own identity.  We may have
sex in the future with each other or we may both decide to date other
people.  I'm just going to leave that part open.  I'll determine that
when it's time for a decision to be made and not before."

	"That's fine with me although I do admit I'll miss sleeping
with you."

	The waiter returned then so we ordered lunch and talked only
sporadically as we ate.  We opted not to have dessert, so Marissa paid
the check after we drank our coffee.

	On the way out, she informed me that she had to make a trip to
the ladies' room and that I was to come with her.  Immediately, my
nerves became frazzled again but I dutifully followed her in.  We both
went into stalls and, realizing I had to go as well, I put down my bag
and managed to hold my skirt and slip up while I slid my pantyhose
down to my knees.  I snuck my penis out the leg opening of my panties
and quickly peed.  While I was sitting there, I noticed how pretty my
legs looked in the silky hose framed by the pink lace of my slip.  How
could anyone ever want to be a man when they could wear such pretty
things if they were a woman, I thought.  It was more difficult to get
everything back in place, but I eventually managed to tuck myself away
and pull my hose back up, then smoothed down my slip and skirt.

	Marissa was standing at the sink washing her hands when I came
out.  As I had never been in a women's bathroom before, I just watched
what she did and copied her every move.  Although a bit clumsy about
it, I even managed to redo my lipstick and tuck in a few stray hairs.
The other women in the rest room didn't pay any more attention to me
than they did to anyone else, so I had to assume they thought of me as
a woman.  Their acceptance gave me a very warm, comforting feeling.

	As we were close to a mall and it was still early, Marissa
drove there so we could spend some time shopping.  I had a fabulous
time going through all the stores and trying on anything she thought
might look good on me.  She bought me several new outfits and some
wild breast forms that had perfect one-inch nipples poking out from
them.  Another treat for me was several garter belts and a colorful
variety of stockings to go with them.

	I found that walking in the mall was fun for more than one
reason.  I loved the feeling of my stocking covered thighs brushing
against one another as I walked, and the gentle caress of my skirt and
slip on my legs sent thrills through me.  Also, we received many
admiring glances from men as we walked from store to store.  Marissa
asked me how I felt about their lecherous looks and I truthfully
admitted they both pleased and excited me.

	One of the highlights of that day for me was having my ears
pierced.  Marissa had insisted on it and, at first, I was leery of it,
fearing it would be painful.  When I saw the beautiful assortment of
earrings available for pierced ears in the shop, I quickly changed my
mind.  It was soon over, and with a bare minimum of pain.  Gold posts
were inserted into the openings and then we spent almost an hour
picking out more than a dozen pairs of earrings that we both loved.

	As we were tired by then and my feet were killing me from
spending hours in heels, we left the mall and headed home.  Dinner
that evening was leftovers and then we retired early to our separate
rooms.



Chapter Four - Learning the Ways of Womanhood



	One morning, about two months after our anniversary, my
Mistress Marissa hit me with a real surprise.

	"Remy, I want you to prepare a very special dinner this
evening.  I think a roast pork with potatoes and some sort of
vegetable will do.  I've invited Annette over.  We have a new contract
to plan out and it will be easier to do here than at the office."

	Annette, a twenty-two year old brunette with the face and
figure of a fashion model, was her chief assistant and right-hand
woman at the office.  I knew Marissa hadn't forgotten that Annette
knew me very well.

	"Mistress, are you sure that's a good idea?  Annette may tell
the other women at the office about me."

	"Annette knew about this before you did.  Do you think I'm as
dense as you are?  She helped me pick out most of the clothes you own.
She's the same size you are, so I had her model them for me to be sure
they'd look right on you."

	"I'm sorry, Mistress.  I should have known better than to
question you.  Will she be comfortable being around me while I'm
wearing a dress?"

	"Why shouldn't she?  Unlike you, she's not an ignorant
housewife.  There's one more thing I think you should know, Remy.
Annette and I have been occasional lovers ever since I hired her.  I
don't want to hear a word out of you this evening if we decide to go
to bed together after we finish our work.  Is that clear?"

	"Yes, Mistress," I replied, hoping the shock I felt wasn't
apparent in my voice.  "Very clear.  I'll have drinks and dinner
waiting by six o'clock."

	Pictures of the two of them in bed together were flashing
through my head as I left to clean up the breakfast dishes.  I had a
very confusing range of emotions about this new development.  Jealousy
came first but then a wave of sexual curiosity took over.  As with
most men, the thought of two women making love was a real turn on for
me.  It would do me no good to object so I might as well accept it.

	I spent the morning tiding up the house, then went to the
market to get the ingredients for the pork roast dinner.  By that
time, the people in the local stores had come to know me as
Mrs. Wright, a very good customer, so I was assured of getting the
best cuts of meat and fresh vegetables.  I'd had to use Marissa's name
because the only way I had to pay for anything was with her credit
cards.

	I briefly stopped in at the liquor store and, with the owner's
help, selected two bottles of wine to complement the meal.  He was
always more than happy to see me come in his shop and never missed an
opportunity to flirt with me.  I was extremely flattered to discover
this very attractive man liked me and, had I been single, I might have
accepted one of his numerous dinner invitations.

	As it was a relatively easy dinner to fix, I was done by five
and went upstairs to change into something more appropriate for
company.  After looking over every outfit I owned, I ultimately
selected a low-cut blue silk sheath that fit me like a glove.  After
checking my hair and redoing my makeup, I slipped into black lace
lingerie and a matching garter belt.  I attached silky stockings in a
flattering shade of light beige to the garters, then pulled a slip and
my dress on over my head.  Having finally mastered the art of back
zippers, all I had left to do was find the shoes that matched the
dress and then spray on a bit of perfume.

	Crystal earrings and bracelet in place, I went to check the
roast.  Earlier, I had set the table using our best mauve Royal Dalton
dishes with a centerpiece of fresh pink impatiens from our own garden.
Those delicate flowers have always been one of my favorites.

	Marissa and Annette arrived a few minutes after six.  I
greeted them at the door with my warmest smile.  Marissa was wearing
the navy suit and while silk blouse I had laid out for her that
morning, while Annette looked delightful in a short sleeved cotton
print dress with a scoop neckline.

	"Welcome, Annette, it's nice to see you again," I said and
meant every word.  She was one of my favorite people and she'd always
been very pleasant to me, more than was necessary even to the husband
of her boss.

	"Hi, Remy," she said, giving me an affectionate hug.  "Wow!
You look fabulous.  Marissa told me you were pretty but I had no idea
you'd be so beautiful!  That blue dress is just perfect on you.  I was
sure it would be when I helped Marissa pick it out."

	Regrettably, I blushed, but I just couldn't help it.  "Thanks,
it's very nice of you to say that.  May I get you a drink?"

	"Some white wine would be nice if you have some open."

	"Of course, and what may I get for you, Mistress?"

	"I'll have the same, Remy.  Bring our drinks out on the deck
and have dinner on the table for us at seven.  No later.  We have a
contract to look over afterwards and I don't intend to waste the whole
evening with work."  She looked over at Annette and gave her a knowing
smile.  I knew then she was planning on taking her to bed.  Annette
looked her directly in the eye and smiled back.  Judging by her
response, Annette was as ready as Marissa.

	Dinner was ready on time and, after lighting the candles and
filling the wine glasses, I served it to them.  Marissa, obviously in
a good mood, allowed me to dine with them.  What a perfect occasion!
Just us three girls having dinner together!  We talked all through the
meal.  After coffee, Marissa and Annette went into the study to work.

	I cleared the table, cleaned up the kitchen then did the
dishes.  By that time, I was tired so I sat on the couch in the living
room and began to read a book.

	Just before ten, Marissa and Annette joined me in the living
room and asked for more wine.  I went back into the kitchen and took
the second bottle of wine out of the refrigerator.  I carefully poured
two glasses and put them on a tray.

	When I returned to the living room, Marissa and Annette were
sitting next to each other on the couch, with Marissa's arm around her
attractive assistant's shoulder.

	"Didn't Remy turn out well, Annette?" she said as I bent over
and placed their glasses on the coffee table.  "She was such a failure
as a man and a husband, but I do think she has genuine potential as a
pretty little housewife, don't you?"

	I know Marissa enjoyed taunting me and usually it didn't
bother me, but when she did it in front of Annette, someone I liked
and admired, I found it very humiliating.  I guess it must have shown
on my face because I could tell Marissa was really savoring it more
than usual.

	"She is very pretty," Annette said.  "I would never have
thought a man would be able to become such a pretty woman.  I think
you made the right choice, Marissa.  I like Remy much better this way
than I did when she was so butch."

	"She tried to be butch," Marissa again taunted, "but even
failed at that.  Just look at that body and especially those legs.  Do
they look like they ever belonged to a man?"

	"Well, from what I can see," Annette responded, "they're as
nice as mine but no man could match my legs so she must have been a
girl all along."

	"Remy, pull up your skirt and show Annette all of your legs.
There's no reason for you to hide you charms from other women in the
privacy of our own home, is there?"

	"No, Mistress, not if you tell me to."  I took hold of the
sides of my skirt and raised it and my slip up to the tops of my
stockings.

	"Oh, look.  The slut is even wearing stockings," Marissa said.
"Pull your skirt all the way up to your waist.  Do it now."

	I dutifully pulled my skirt all the way up to my waist and
raised my eyes to the ceiling so I wouldn't have to see their mocking
reactions.  Even though I found it completely humiliating to stand
there exposing myself in front of two women, I was starting to feel a
tingling in my crotch.  Thankfully, my penis was tightly compacted in
my stretchy panties or Marissa might have noticed and been angry with
me.

	"Her legs are fabulous," Annette finally said.  "Perfect, in
fact, but I have to ask one question.  What did you do with her male
organs?  I don't see any sign of them.  I hope you didn't cut them
off, Marissa."

	"No, I haven't cut them off - yet.  Because they were so small
to begin with, she's able to hide them between her legs.  It's almost
as if they didn't exist at all.  I like it this way, don't you?  She
looks so much more feminine."

	"I have to admit she does look very sexy in that black
lingerie.  I think she must have cut them off herself," Annette said.
"I can't believe any man could look so much like a woman between his
legs and still have a cock and balls."

	"Well, maybe Remy was a bad girl and decided to do a little
home surgery without telling me about it.  I think we'd better check
and see if she did.  Slide your panties down, Remy, and then take them
off."

	"Do I have to, Mistress?" I pleaded with her.  "I swear all my
things are still there."

	"You heard me, you silly bitch!  Do it now or we'll come over
there and do it for you."

	I knew then I had no choice so, while holding my skirt up
around my waist with one hand, I tugged my panties down with the other
and stepped out of them.  My semi- erect penis immediately sprung out
of it's hiding place and into the full view of my two tormentors.

	"Well, it seems she likes this kind of attention, Annette.
Just look at her little clit sticking out like it's something to be
proud of.  Come over here and stand right in front of us, Remy.  I
want to get a better look at it.  It's almost too small to be seen
from here."  The two steps over to the couch seemed like miles.  I
tried in vain to retain some semblance of my dignity as I moved in
front of them.

	"It is kind of cute," Annette said.  "Why don't you rub your
clit for me so I can see just how big it gets, Remy?"

	I looked pleadingly at Marissa but her only response was, "Do
it!  Rub your clit for her, just like the slut I know you are."

	My hand reached down and stroked my male member until I
attained a complete erection.  Marissa must have enjoyed the show
because I saw her hand slide up between her parted legs.  Annette
noticed it too and moments later she pulled up her skirt.  As she
wasn't wearing any pantyhose, her fingers quickly began fondling her
pussy lips through her panties.

	"Marissa, if it's all right with you, I'd like to watch Remy
stroke herself until she gets so excited that she cums on my legs and
my pussy."

	"Of course, my sweet one," Marissa repled, smiling.  "That's
fine with me.  Remy, come over and stand in front of Annette and help
her off with her panties, then do as she asked.  Just be careful you
don't get any on the couch or I'll have to give you a spanking."

	I didn't even bother to object, partly because I knew it was
useless and partly because I was hot enough by then that I was very
much looking forward to seeing Annette's pussy and coating it with my
ejaculation.  I bent over in front of her and pulled her panties down
as she momentarily raised her hips off the couch.  The smell of her
sparsely covered damp pussy rushed up to my nose as I slid her panties
down her shapely legs.

	As soon as they were off, she placed her heels up on the
cushion next to her bottom and spread her knees wide apart affording
me a clear view of her cunt.  Marissa began kissing her as Annette's
finger drew circles around her own swollen clit.  I leaned forward and
rapidly moved my hand back and forth over my clit until I could feel
my sperm about to burst forth.  I moved as close as I could just as
the first burst streamed out onto her bush.  In seconds, her upper
thighs and pussy were coated with the last of my white, milky fluid.
Her orgasm followed mine by only seconds.

	Marissa leaned over and kissed Annette again as soon as she
stopped climaxing, her hand slipping into the top of her dress and
capturing her breast.

	"I just love to see you cum, Annette," she said as she drew
back.  "Your face is at its most beautiful then."

	"Thank you.  That was fun but it's nowhere near as good as
when you turn me on, and now I'm all sticky and gooey."

	"Don't worry about that," Marissa said.  "I'll just have Remy
clean up the mess she made.  Remy, kneel down in front of Annette and
lick her clean.  Make sure you don't miss even the smallest drop.
When you're done with her sweetness, you can bathe mine.  After a long
day at the office, I don't feel as fresh as I'd like."

	"Yes, Mistress," I replied, thinking to myself that this was
one of the most pleasant tasks she'd ever assigned me.  I'd always
loved licking pussy and Annette was a very beautiful woman who I
thought had a particularly beautiful pussy.

	As I began my cleanup, Marissa stood up and began undressing.
Annette's eyes watched as she slowly removed each item of clothing.
As soon as she was completely naked, Marissa stepped over me and
straddled Annette by placing her knees on either side of Annette's
hips.  She smiled down at her seductively, then helped her pull her
dress up over her head.  Marissa's pussy was very close to Annette's,
making my job slightly more difficult but immensely more pleasant.
 	As soon as all the mess on Annette's thighs was gone, I moved
up to her very wet lips and licked them for much longer than was
necessary to clean them.  Her juices were flowing rapidly by then,
responding to my tongue below and Marissa's lips above.

	Marissa lowered herself so that their clits were touching,
then began a slow up and down movement.  I licked both pussies as best
I could, then moved back and watched as their passion rose,
culminating in screaming mutual orgasms.

	Minutes later Marissa had recovered enough to say, "That's all
for tonight, Remy.  Annette and I are going to bed now.  She'll be
here for breakfast so prepare something special.  Don't draw a bath
for me in the morning.  We'll shower together and then breakfast on
the deck."

	"Yes, Mistress," I said.  "Goodnight, Mistress.  Goodnight,
Annette.  Sleep well.  I hope you'll come back for dinner again very
soon."

	I left them after retrieving my panties and went to my room.
After a quick shower, I changed into a lovely, sheer, white nightgown
then got into bed and listened to their lovemaking in the next room as
I drifted off to sleep.



Chapter Five - My First Affair with a Man



	One evening after Marissa and I had been out shopping, she was
teasing me about all the attention I had received from an attractive
shoe salesman at one of the better shoe stores.  He had shown me
several dozen pairs of shoes and with each pair I tried on, he
attempted to peek under my skirt.  He was openly flirting with me and
I have to admit I'd liked it.  Several times, feeling exceedingly
daring, I made sure he got a unobstructed view of my lacy pink
panties.  By the time I was done, it was extremely obvious that he had
an erection and so did I.  When I paid for the three pairs of shoes I
had selected with Marissa's credit card, he boldly offered to deliver
them personally later that evening.  Of course I refused, but my heart
wasn't really in it.

	"You know, Remy," Marissa told me later, "I think you should
have accepted his offer for home delivery.  I know you wanted to.  I
think we'll go back there in a few days and buy you some more shoes.
If he offers to deliver them again, then I insist you tell him yes."

	"He was a hunk, and I wouldn't mind making out with him," I
admitted, surprising myself as much as Marissa, "but what would I do
if he wanted to get into my panties?  I don't think he'd appreciate
finding a penis instead of a pussy, do you?"

	"I'm sure you'll think of something.  If you don't, I will.
Every woman should have a least some experience with the opposite sex
and your's is way overdue.  I'll tell you this much.  If you don't end
up making love with him, it will be with some other man, and very
soon.  That much I promise you, Remy."

	As it turned out, we did go back to the shoe store several
days later, but unfortunately he wasn't working that night so we
abandoned that idea, at least for the time being.  I was truly
disappointed as I'd psyched myself up for more flirtation.  By that
time, I was more than ready to make love with him.  Although I was
unaware of it, Marissa had not abandoned her conviction that I should
acquire some experience with the opposite sex.  I found out a month or
so later that she had been looking for the proper man the whole time.

	One afternoon she called me from work in a surprisingly good
humor and informed me we were to have a guest for dinner that evening.
She had run into her old boyfriend Richard at lunch and had invited
him to dine with us.  She had explained to him that she was separated
from her husband and lived with a friend now, which I'm sure he was
more than pleased to discover.  She had also promised to have me cook
his favorite dinner, steak and wild rice with asparagus, so I was to
go out and immediately buy anything I needed.  She also ordered me get
his favorite wine.  Naturally, I was surprised and a bit concerned
that she'd be seeing her old lover, but I knew better than to object.
As soon as she hung up, I rushed to the market and the liquor store to
get the necessary ingredients.

	As the rice was the only thing that would need any advance
preparation, I spent the next hour making sure the house was in
perfect order, then quickly showered and changed into fresh lingerie
and a stunning floral print silk dress, one of my all-time favorites.
It was clingy, fairly low cut and stopped well above my knees.  After
redoing my face, I put out some fresh flowers from our garden and set
the table.

	Marissa arrived home a few minutes after six and, as soon as
she'd showered and changed, she checked over all my preparations to be
sure I had everything done precisely as she had instructed me.
Naturally, I had.  "Why did you invite Richard for dinner?" I inquired
peevishly, having finally mustered up enough courage to ask the
question that had been bothering me all afternoon.

	"Because I wanted to," Marissa responded sharply, "and that's
all the reason I need.  I like him and that's what matters.  He's
really very nice.  Who are you to question my decisions anyway?"

	I kept my mouth shut, knowing it would be useless for my to
protest further.  I had never met Richard but I knew they had been
very close, lovers for more than a year, and the thought of them
together again made me more than a little jealous.  I moped around the
kitchen until I heard the front door bell ring.  "That must be
Richard," Marissa said.  "Answer the door, Remy, and be sure you're
polite to him."

	I checked my face carefully in the front hall mirror and then
rushed to open the door.  It was Richard, and he smiled warmly at me
as I invited him in.  "You must be Richard," I said as I looked him
over.  In spite of my jealousy, I had to admit he was very attractive.
Around six feet tall with dark red hair and the build of an athlete,
his face that of the typically rugged male, strong features, well
formed.

	His smile was warm as he looked me over from head to toe.
"You must be Remy," he replied.  "Marissa told me she was living with
a friend but she didn't tell me you were so beautiful."  Almost
immediately I forgot my negative feelings towards him, plus I very
much liked what I saw.  No wonder Marissa had stayed with him for so
long, I thought.  He's handsome, sexy and quite charming.

	Marissa joined us moments later and kissed Richard lightly on
the lips.  "I'm glad you could make it, Richard.  Remy has been dying
to meet you.  I've told her all about us and she's had a hard time
understanding why I passed you up for that wimp John, didn't you
Remy?"

	I knew she had trapped me with a ploy to embarrass me and it
worked very well, but I was determined not to let her get to me.  I
decided to just play along and beat her at her own game.  "John was
nice, but I must admit that he was rather spineless.  Whatever
possessed you to marry him, Marissa?  Definitely a dumb move from what
I've seen."

	Marissa managed to glare at me without Richard noticing.
Round one to Remy, I thought happily.  "He seemed nice at the time,"
she finally replied.  "I've heard lately that he's turned gay and
living with some motorcycle bum who passes him around to all his
friends.  No doubt that makes him happy.  It's probably what he was
looking for all along."  She had definitely outfoxed me there, I
realized.  Verbal battling wasn't the sort of thing I enjoyed doing,
so I gave Marissa a look with surrender written all over it.  We
chatted more amicably for awhile and then I excused myself to finish
in the kitchen.  The steaks and asparagus took only a few minutes, so
I dressed the salad and poured the wine while I was waiting.

	As soon as everything was ready, I brought it to the dining
room table and then went to announce it was time to eat.  Much to my
dismay, I found Marissa and Richard necking passionately on the couch.
Her legs were parted, his hand was up under her skirt and she was
rubbing what was obviously his erection through his pants.

	I was angry and hurt but there wasn't a thing I could do about
it except interrupt them rudely.  "If you two can tear yourselves away
from one another, the dinner I've spent hours preparing is ready," I
said in a very huffy tone.

	"I'm sure Richard and I can pick up where we left off after
dinner, Remy," Marissa said.  "Let's see whether or not she's managed
to screw up the dinner, Richard."

	Richard looked a bit surprised at her remark and quickly came
to my defense.  "I'm sure it's fine, Marissa.  Remy looks very capable
to me."

	Marissa, sensing that Richard didn't like all the tension in
the room, softened her tone and said, "Sorry, Remy.  It was a hard day
at the office.  I shouldn't take it out on you."

	I knew her apology was for Richard's sake as she hadn't been
that nice to me in years.  "I understand, Marissa.  Let's go eat
before it's all cold."

	Richard held our chairs for us and it truly made me feel very
special.  That, combined with his valiant defense of me minutes
earlier, made me change my mind even more about him.  Unexpectedly, he
smiled at me and I realized then I had begun to like him.  I felt an
extraordinary warmth creep through me and settle in my clit.  Dinner
was a success and I blushed as Richard complimented me on my culinary
skills several times.  Naturally, Marissa had no comment whatsoever.

	When we were done eating and chatting, I shooed them back into
the living room, then quickly cleared the table as I didn't want to
leave them alone for too long.  Moments later, I joined them a
carrying a tray with coffee and cups.  They were sitting next to each
other on the couch so I sat in a chair facing them, making sure
Richard got a good look at my legs as I crossed them.  He thanked me
again for dinner and we began talking, filling each other in on our
backgrounds.  Mine, by necessity, was mostly a fabrication but I did
manage to make it sound very plausible.

	Marissa interrupted us peevishly.  "This is all very
interesting, Remy, but you forgot to tell Richard the most important
thing about yourself."

	Knowing she wouldn't reveal that I was actually a man, I
bewilderedly responded, "I don't know what you mean, Marissa."

	"Of course you do, Remy, but I don't blame you for acting dumb
and being embarrassed to tell anyone your little secret.  Richard,
would you believe that Remy is the only twenty-eight year old virgin
left in the world?"  Richard, obviously chagrined by Marissa's
revelation, turned and looked at me but said nothing.

	Knowing I just couldn't there sit silently, I angrily
stammered, "That's really low, Marissa.  You promised me you'd never
repeat that to anyone.  What kind of a friend are you?"

	For the second time that evening, I had crossed Marissa and I
could tell it had infuriated her.  "Maybe there's something else you
need to know, Richard," she snapped.  "Remy and I have agreed that as
long as she lives with me and I support her, she has to do everything
I tell her to do without question.  She's my lesbian house servant and
maid.  She actually needs to be dominated and is quite pleased with
this arrangement, aren't you Remy?"

	I realized then the game was up.  She would no longer allow
Richard to think of us as equals and, if I wanted to stay in that
house, I'd have to be candid.  "Yes, I'm very pleased that you allow
me to take care of you, Marissa," I reluctantly admitted.

	Richard sat back looking somewhat astonished, but he appeared
to be relishing the bombshell Marissa had just exploded.  Moments
later, he looked at Marissa and said, "I like that idea a lot.  I've
always wanted to find a submissive woman like Remy for myself.  That's
probably why you and I didn't stay together any longer, Marissa.  Both
of us wanted to be in control of our relationship.  If you ever tire
of her, I hope you'll send her over to my house.  I could put her to
very good use."

	"Right at this moment, I'm a bit tired of her," Marissa
replied, her irritation with me quite apparent in her tone of voice,
"but not enough to give her up permanently just yet, but if you'd like
to share her for the evening, I'd definitely agree to that.  It might
even be fun to watch."

	It was then I understood that that had been her plan all
along.  She had intended to share me with Richard from the first
minute.  I was appalled but also uncontrollably aroused.  I knew I
would soon have a man for the first time and I was thrilled!

	"I'd like that a lot," Richard said, staring at me.  "Remy,
would you like to be my slave for the rest of the night?"

	Marissa nodded to me, giving me approval to act as she knew I
actually was looking forward to doing.  "Do whatever he tells you to
do, Remy, and do it well!"

	I knelt down in front of Richard and said, "Yes, Master, I'd
very much enjoy being you slave.  Just tell me what to do and I'll try
my best to please you in any way I can."

	Marissa, being more in control at that moment than I was, took
hold of Richard's arm.  "There's only one restriction, Richard.  Remy
has her period, so her panties have to stay on."  I was extremely
relieved and very grateful that she'd thought of a way to keep Richard
from discovering my true gender.  He seemed slightly put out but
agreeable.

	"Remy, I know Richard loves blow jobs.  He always loved the
ones I gave him.  I think the first thing you should do is suck him
and have him cum in your mouth.  Is that all right with you, Richard?"

	"You must have read my mind, Marissa.  Strip down to your bra
and panties, Remy.  Then I want you to take out my cock and suck it.
Do you understand me?"

	"Yes, Master," I obediently replied, genuinely pleased to have
the opportunity to be subservient to such a hunk.  Suddenly, I was
very impatient to have his cock in my mouth.  "Thank you for allowing
me to please you."

	Marissa smiled, obviously delighted by my obedient tone.  "I
think she's getting the hang of being a good slave, don't you
Richard?"

	"It seems she likes it, too," he replied.  "I've decided I
want to see your tits, Remy.  Take off you bra as well."

	I stood in front of him and slowly stripped off my dress and
slip, hoping he liked what he saw.  I reached behind my back and
unfastened my bra, realizing that, although my breasts were small,
thankfully they were large enough for a man to appreciate.  I picked
up my clothes, folded them and put them on a chair, knowing how
Marissa hated messes.

	"Good girl, Remy," she said.  "You look very sexy in lacy
panties.  The stockings and garter belt will make Richard hot, I'm
sure.  Don't you think she's pretty, Richard?"

	"Sexy and pretty," he replied, his eyes roaming over my body
and lingered on my breasts.  "Play with your titties, Remy.  I want to
see you to make your nipples hard."  I quickly obeyed, cupping my
small breasts and teasingly offered them to him as my fingers gently
tugged at my nipples.  They immediately responded, stiffening, begging
to be sucked.  My clit had hardened and was straining against the
restraining crotch of my panties.  At that moment I was truly
gratified for the concealment the tight fabric provided.

	"Enough, Remy.  Come over here and take out my cock," Richard
ordered.  "It's almost hard and it wants to cum in your sweet mouth."

	"Yes, Master," I said as I knelt in front of Richard.  Smiling
up at him, I unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants.  "If you'd
please stand up for a minute Master, I'd be thrilled to take your
pants off."

	He stood up and I lowered his pants and briefs down to his
ankles.  His cock leapt forward and struck my cheek as I helped him
step out of his clothes.

	"It's very anxious to be sucked, I see," Marissa laughed.
"Make sure you do a good job, Remy.  If you don't, I may have to give
you a spanking.  Isn't his cock beautiful?  I used to love feeling it
inside me."

	"It's perfect," I truthfully admitted.  "I'll do a good job,
Mistress.  I promise."

	Richard sat back down on the couch and I leaned forward,
lowering my head until it was only inches from his erection.  I
tenderly kissed it's tip and smiled, pleased to see the pink ring my
lipstick left on it.  "Would you like me to lick it first, Master?" I
asked, making sure I sounded suitably submissive.

	"That would be nice, Remy.  Lick it until it gets very hard.
Make sure you do my balls as well.  They're very sensitive."

	"Thank you for allowing me to please you, Master," I said and
then lovingly proceeded to coat the more than seven inches of his
shaft with my saliva, making sure to taste every inch.  With the tip
of my tongue, I gently twirled the pubic hair on his balls and was
rewarded by his low moan.  I took his shaft in my hand as my tongue
worked it's way to the base of his testicles.  Carefully, I took each
globe into my mouth and bathed it.

	"Suck me now, bitch," he growled at me.  "I can't wait any
longer.  You really have a fantastic tongue."

	Pleased by the compliment and by knowing I'd been able to turn
him on so much, I smiled up at his gorgeous face and said with genuine
enthusiasm, "Oh, thank you, Master!  I'm thrilled to be able to serve
you.  I hope you like my cock sucking as much.  I've never done it
before but I promise I'll try and do my best."

	"See, I told you the stupid bitch was a virgin," Marissa said.
"She'll probably give you the worst blow job you've ever had.  If you
don't make him cum in your mouth, Remy, I'll make sure you never stop
regretting it.  Suck him now!  Do you hear me, bitch?"

	"Yes, Mistress, I hear you," I replied.  Tentatively, I began
to take him into my mouth, wanting to prolong the pleasure for both of
us but, all of a sudden I felt Marissa's hand on the back of my head
pushing me down until my bottom lip was touching his balls and his
cock was buried in the back of my throat.  I gagged and tried to pull
away but she held me firmly in place.  Somehow I managed to control my
gag reflex until she withdrew her hand.

	"Suck him and make him cum, Remy.  I want to see all of him in
you every time you go down.  When he cums, keep sucking until I tell
you to stop."

	Giving the only response possible, I began raising and
lowering my head on his erection while licking it's sensitive
underside.  It would have been impossible to determine which of us was
more excited by then.  Richard's hips were bucking in time to my
strokes, burying his sweet meat more deeply in my throat with each
thrust.  My clit, even though it was held tightly between my legs by
my pink panties, was fully erect and I could feel a climax building.

	"Ohhhh, Remy, that's perfect!" Richard moaned.  "You're a
fabulous cock sucker, you little bitch.  Do it faster!  I'm going to
cum any second."

	I took hold of the base of his cock and moved my hand in time
with my mouth.  I sucked him in and out as fast as I could, the velvet
exterior of his shaft sliding against my tongue.  Moments later, he
erupted into my eager mouth, his seed a delicious coating for my
tongue.  I kept up my suction, selfishly wanting each and every tasty
drop.  When his spasms subsided, I lay my cheek on his thigh and
rested, but for only a instant.

	"Remy, I could tell you really liked having a hard dick
between your pretty lips.  You're a natural at cock sucking, aren't
you?" Marissa mockingly said.

	"Yes, Mistress, I guess I am.  I hope you were pleased,
Richard."

	"You got a mouth full of man milk, didn't you?  That alone
should tell you I liked it.  It really turned me on watching you
swallow it, too.  You're a hot little bitch, Remy."

	"Thank you, Master," I responded with a smile, very pleased
with his compliment.  "I'd be happy to do it for you again anytime
Marissa approves."

	"See, I told you she was a slut," Marissa laughed.  "Just look
at her.  She's dying to suck you off again right now.  If I don't keep
an eye on her, she'll be licking every cock in town!"

	"I think you're right, Marissa," Richard said.  "I know a real
tramp when I see one.  She'd probably like me to fuck her up the ass,
too.  I bet that would drive her wild."

	Marissa sat back and roared at that.  "Next time I just might
let you fuck her butt, Richard.  You'd really enjoy feeling that big,
hard dick in your ass, wouldn't you Remy?"

	"I don't know, Mistress," I answered honestly, "I've never
done that before.  It looks like it might be too big to fit in me
though."

	"If I tell you to let a man fuck your ass," Marissa yelled,
"you'll do it and make it fit, bitch!  I don't care if it rips you
apart.  Do you understand me?"

	"Yes, Mistress, I understand you," I said bravely.  I liked
the idea of a man being inside me but not if it would be forced and
rough.  Somehow, I knew if she ever let a man fuck me, she'd make sure
it wasn't at all pleasant.

	"Good.  Now I think it's my turn.  You two have had your fun
and I want mine now.  Remy, I want you to kiss my feet and then work
your way up my legs.  When you get to the top, take off my pantyhose
and panties.  Lick my pussy just as I tell you to.  I want you to make
me cum with your tongue.  Be sure I have at least two orgasms or I'll
fuck you silly with my dildo.  Get busy, you slut.  Do it now!"  Of
course, I followed her instructions to the letter.  I lovingly kissed
her feet, licking her shoe tops with my tongue, then gradually moved
up her silky legs, covering every inch until my face was buried
between her thighs.

	By then she was very aroused and, in a second, raised her hips
so I could pull down her hose and panties.  I was careful not to run
her pantyhose as I eased them off of her feet.  She spread her legs as
I kissed my way back up, quickly reaching the center of her libido.
She moaned softly as my tongue parted her pussy lips and entered her.
I knew from past experience exactly how to drive her mad with lust.  I
plunged into her as deeply as I could, her juices oozing out and
coating my face with a pungent film.  When she was close to her first
orgasm, I found her jutting clit and delicately stimulated it.  Her
hips strained upwards until she began trembling.  I looked up to and
saw that Richard had one arm around her and his other hand down the
front of her dress massaging her breasts.

	"Oh, yes, Remy, that's it," she whimpered.  "Do it to me
there!  Don't stop.  Lick me.  Faster!"

	Her first orgasm almost tore my face from her pussy, but I
managed to continue stimulating her clittie until it subsided.  I
paused to let her rest for a few minutes and then made her cum again,
this time with two fingers inside her hot hole while my tongue brought
her to her peak.

	"That was just what I needed, Remy," Marissa eventually
managed to say.  "Thank you."

	I stood up and straighten up my hair.  Much to my surprise,
Richard had an erection again.  Marissa looked over and noticed it
immediately.  She wrapped her hand around it and smiled at him.

	"I think it's time for Richard and me to go to bed, Remy," she
said.  "I want him to fuck me.  It's been too long since I've felt a
real cock in my cunt.  You finish cleaning up in here.  I call you if
we need anything."  Finding out she intended to make love to Richard
hurt me and I wanted to object but I didn't, knowing it would be
useless.  I realized then I had forfeited that privilege when I first
began wearing dresses.  All I could do was to turn and walk
submissively into the kitchen.

	I put away the dinner dishes which had dried while I was
satisfying Marissa and Richard with my mouth.  When I walked back in
the living room, I could hear moaning coming from the bedroom.  I
couldn't decide if I was jealous of Richard making love to Marissa or,
more probably, envious that Marissa was the one who had all those
wonderful female parts and was able to use them to please Richard.  At
that point, I would have given anything to have been born a woman with
my own breasts and vagina.

	The cool night air had made me chilly so I quickly retrieved
my clothes from the chair and got dressed, then went to the bathroom
and fixed my face.

	I sat on the couch and watched an idiotic program about sharks
on television until I heard Marissa call me.

	"Remy," she ordered from the bedroom, "I want you in here
right now."

	I was reluctant to join them as I was positive they'd be in
bed and probably naked but I did as I was told.  When I entered the
room, I was greeted by the sight of their naked bodies lying on the
bed, their skin glistening from the effort of their lovemaking.
Richard smiled at me and made no attempt to cover himself.  His cock,
no longer hard, looked even more beautiful than it had when I was
licking it earlier.  I yearned to have it in my mouth once again but
knew I couldn't tell him.

	Marissa was laying on her back with her legs spread apart.
Her pussy was completely visible and I could see some of Richard's
jism on her pubic hair.

	I averted my eyes, feeling like some sort of invader in what
had been, only months ago, my own bedroom.  "Yes, Mistress.  What may
I do for you?" I asked trying very hard to keep emotion out of my
voice.

	"Bring us something cold to drink and then get some warm wash
cloths from the bathroom.  I want you to wash us off so we'll feel
fresh when we make love again.  Richard has made me cum so many times
I've lost count, but I still can't seem to get enough of him.  He's so
much better a lover than that jerky husband of mine ever was.  That
wimp never really got me excited."

	I quickly walked out of the room, not wanting to hear any more
of her abuse.  Thankfully, Richard had no idea she was referring to me
or I would have died of embarrassment.  I admit I had been no superman
when it came to lovemaking, but I was relatively sure I'd made her cum
many times and doubted she'd been faking it.  Marissa always made sure
her satisfaction came first whenever we had sex.  It had never
mattered to her if I came or not.

	I brought them iced tea and then went to get the hot cloths.
I quickly rinsed them in warm tap water and rung out the excess.
Steeling myself for what was sure to be more abuse, I brought them to
Marissa.

	"Wash us off, you stupid slut," she ordered me, "and, for
once, do something right.  I'm sick of your ineptness.  Nothing I tell
you to do ever seems to be done correctly."

	I carefully bathed her face and arms, then did her chest and
back.  I was just about to take the cloth and wipe off her pubic area
when she stopped me.

	"Don't use the wash cloth on my pussy," she barked.  "I want
you to lick that clean.  I know it's more than you deserve, but I'm
going to be generous with you.  Make sure you clean out my insides
with you tongue.  I'm stuffed full of Richard's juices now and I want
to be sure there's room for more."

	Embarrassed again, I knelt between her legs and placed my
blushing face between her sweaty thighs.  I cleaned up her pubic hair
first and then buried my tongue in her cunt, instantly happy I'd had
the opportunity.  Richard's sperm tasted almost as good oozing from
her pouting pussy lips as it had when he came in my mouth.  I eagerly
lapped it all up then began teasing her clit.

	"Stop that, you stupid slut!" she screamed.  "I didn't give
you permission to arouse me.  Why would I want a lame cunt like you to
do that when I have a real man here?  Don't you ever use your head?"

	More angry than humiliated, I jumped off the bed and glared at
her.  "You didn't tell me not to lick your clit, Mistress," I said
peevishly.  "I was just trying to please you, that's all.  You don't
have to get angry with me."

	"Don't ever assume anything, Remy," Marissa replied, her anger
at my outburst barely in check.  "I'll tell you when I want you to do
something for me.  Now finish me and then do Richard.  We've wasted
enough time.  Clean his cock up well because I'm going to bury it deep
inside me as soon as you're done."

	Again, Richard smiled at me as I moved over to his side of the
bed.  My heart was pounding as I sat on the edge of the mattress.  I
was amazed to find I was very aroused just being near him.  I took my
time cleaning his beautiful body, not caring if my slowness irritated
Marissa.  I tingled as my hands felt his skin, desire for him almost
overpowering me.  Our eyes were locked as I moved down his body,
finally arriving at his cock.  I held it with my left hand while I
gently used the cloth to wash it with my right, delighted to see my
tender attention causing him to slowly become erect.  My mouth yearned
to encircle it, suck it and make him cum again and Richard could
immediately sense it from the look on my face.

	Richard put his hand on my leg, smiled at me again, and then
moved it up under my skirt to where my garter hooked onto my stocking
top.  My clit throbbed in response to his touch and I knew that if he
continued caressing me, I would orgasm in seconds.  More aroused than
at any other time in my life, I dropped the cloth and held his cock,
lowering my head towards it, desperately hoping Marissa would let me
have him again.  His hand inched higher and I felt his fingertips
touch the lace on the leg opening of my panties.

	Just then Marissa shouted, "Stop it, you stupid slut!  You are
never to touch Richard again unless I tell you to!  Get out of this
room and don't come near it until I call you."  Dejected, I obediently
left them and went to my room.  I just wanted to go to sleep and try
and forget the whole evening, but I knew Marissa would probably summon
me later, so I lay on the bed and tried to read a book.  It didn't
make me stop thinking about Marissa and Richard, or what they were
doing in the room across the hall, but it did seem to make time pass
faster.

	Two hours later, Marissa called me again and informed me that
Richard would be staying all night.  She gave me instructions on what
to make for breakfast, then told me to retire for the night.  I gladly
left the room and was soon asleep.



Chapter Six - The Surprise of My Life



	The next morning I was up at five and took my shower quickly,
wanting to be sure I had plenty of time to choose an outfit and do my
hair and makeup.  I didn't want Richard to wake up and see me looking
anything but perfect.

	While shaving my body, I couldn't help reflecting on the
events of the previous evening.  Much to my surprise, I had completely
enjoyed oral sex with Richard, even more so than I ever had with
Marissa.  I blushed, realizing then I had developed a crush on him.
He was the first man I had ever been attracted to sexually, and that
morning I felt just like a teenaged girl must feel the morning after
her first date.

	Somehow, I managed to set my hair and do my face, even though
my hands were trembling.  Then I ran into my room and put on fresh
panties.  Too be safe, I slipped one of Marissa's sanitary napkins
into the crotch so that anyone exploring between my legs would
discover it instead of my cock.  Then I put on pantyhose, a bra and a
pretty pink full slip with delicate white lace trim which had been one
of my gifts from Marissa on my birthday three weeks before.  When she
had given it to me, I'd been overjoyed as it was so beautiful and the
first feminine gift I'd ever received.

	Throwing open the closet door, I carefully looked over ever
dress I owned.  Thankfully, Marissa had insisted I have a wide variety
of outfits because she adored having tons of clothes and demanded I
had to also.  After rejecting several things as either too dressy or
too casual, I ultimately decided on a simple pink silk shirt dress.  I
knew from having worn it in the past that it fit me perfectly and
showed off my shapely hips and legs nicely which I was very proud of.

	I stepped into it, buttoned it up leaving two less buttons
undone than I normally would have, then checked myself from every
possible angle in the mirror.  I was pleased to see a generous amount
of cleavage showing and just enough of my legs to be sure to catch a
man's eye.  I sprayed myself with my favorite perfume and hurriedly
choose some gold jewelry to accent my outfit.  Dangling gold earrings,
a dainty braided necklace and a watch would be enough for so early in
the day, I concluded.  After a final check in the full-length mirror
on the door, I went into the kitchen to start the coffee brewing.

	Marissa had instructed me to serve waffles, bacon and some
fresh fruit, so it was a relatively easy meal to prepare.  I mixed up
the waffle batter and cut up the fruit as the bacon was frying, then
set everything aside and waited for them to awaken.

	As it was Saturday morning, I knew Marissa would sleep late as
she always did.  Thoughts of Richard raced through my mind again as I
sat waiting at the table in the breakfast room and sipped my first cup
of coffee.  For the first time, the view of the surrounding hills with
the sun rising over them failed to impress me.

	Hearing footsteps in the hall a few minutes later, I turned to
see Richard coming into the kitchen.  He looked absolutely perfect,
even with his hair tousled from sleeping.  He was wearing Marissa's
white terry cloth robe and a big smile.  I stood up and tried to look
busy so he wouldn't notice me stealing glances at him.

	"Good morning, Remy," he said as his eyes completed a thorough
survey of my body.  "I hope you slept as well as I did.  You look
sensational this morning."

	I know I blushed because of his compliment, but I couldn't
help it.  "Thank you, Master," I replied.  "May I get you some
coffee?"

	"Thanks, I'd love a cup, and you can drop that master stuff.
That was fun last night but it seems a little weird this morning.
Just call me Richard, or Dick if you prefer."

	The idea of calling him Dick made me blush again and he
laughed, realizing why my face was so red.  "I meant Dick the name,
not dick the organ," he teased.

	"I knew what you meant," I stammered, quickly going over and
filling his cup, "but I think I'll stick to Richard, if you don't
mind."

	"Hmmm, the idea of you sticking to me is very sexy," he said
as I handed him his coffee.  "Would you really like to stick to me
again, Remy?"

	"If you mean what Marissa made me do last night, I guess I
would," I replied honestly.  "I've never done that before and I wasn't
even sure I was doing it right.  I hope I pleased you."

	"It was more than all right, but you know that, don't you?
You must have realized you really turned me on."

	Thankfully, I managed a smile instead of a blush.  "I guess I
did.  I was very embarrassed at first though, especially with Marissa
sitting there watching me."

	He took my hand and gently guided me onto his lap.  I realized
he was very interested in making love to me right then and there.  I
put my arm round his neck to help balance me as I positioned myself on
his lap.  Richard's one arm went around my waist and he immediately
put his other hand on my knee.

	Raising his head, he kissed me, lightly at first and then more
demandingly as I responded to him by molding my bottom against him.
His tongue parted my lips and slipped into my mouth.  He lifted up my
skirt and I willingly opened my legs so he could fondle my pussy.
Luckily for me, I could feel the pressure of his fingers on my
throbbing clit through the thick sanitary pad, and the sensation was
exquisite.  I would have let him do that all day but, after a few
minutes of caressing me, he tried to pull down my panties.

	Very gently so as not to dampen his passion, I took his hand
in mine and moved it back to me knee.  "I wish I could let you in my
panties, Richard, but I still have my period.  Sorry."

	"I forgot.  Maybe someday soon, though.  You really get to me,
Remy.  I want to fuck you very badly."

	"Well, maybe someday, but I'm a virgin and I'd like to stay
one."  I hated to lie, but it was impossible for me to make love to
him the way a real woman could and he would never have stopped
pestering me if I hadn't.  "I know it sounds old fashioned, but it
means a lot to me."

	"I can't believe you want to stay a virgin," he responded
incredulously.  "You're the first woman I've ever met who's said that.
Is there something wrong with your female parts?"

	"No, there's nothing wrong," I lied, "just my period.  I know
men can't understand how I feel, but that's the way I want it.  I'll
be more than happy to use my mouth on you, but that's as far as I'll
go."

	"Well, I guess I'll just have to settle for that.  You're too
good at it for me to pass it up."  He pulled me to him again and I
really started to get excited as his hand moved over my body, cupping
my breasts then moving down to my bottom.  I could feel his cock
harden against my bottom as we kissed passionately.

	He pulled his head back, still holding me and said, "I think
you're a very sexy lady, Remy.  Would you do me a favor if I were to
ask you nicely?  Would you suck me again?"

	"Yes, I'd love to, Richard," I replied shamelessly.  I kissed
his neck, then stood up and undid the belt on his robe.  Once it was
unfastened, I reached inside his robe and ran my fingers through the
hair on his chest.  I spread my legs and sat on his lap so that his
cock was pressing right against my crotch.  Moving slowly, I caressed
his cock with the silky fabric of my pantyhose.  After a few minutes
of that, I was more than eager to have his hard cock in my mouth
again.  If he had tried to stop me from sucking him then, he would
have found it impossible.

	"Sit down and finish your coffee, Dick," I said huskily,
turning his earlier joke back at him, "and I'll see if I can find the
cream for it."

	He leaned back in his chair and I knelt in front of him,
pushing his robe aside, very impatient to have him again.  His cock,
already half hard, stood straight up and looked as if was begging me
to kiss it.  I quickly lowered my head and, as my lips lightly brushed
against his smooth shaft, the smell of Marissa's pussy wafted up to my
nose.  The residue of their lovemaking the night before only served to
make me hotter.

	I teased the extremely sensitive area just below the tip with
the end of my tongue, then traced small circles on the underside of
his erection until I reached his balls.  Lovingly, I took each of them
into my mouth and tenderly massaged them with my tongue.  That was
enough to make him completely erect.

	"Oh, Remy, that feels wonderful," Richard said.  "I could
stand to have you do that for hours, but right now I'm too hot to take
much more of it without coming, and I really want to do that in your
mouth.  Suck my cock now, please?"  Without the slightest hesitation,
I willingly complied with his request.  Hungrily I sucked all of him
into me, caressing his balls with my hair as my lips neared them.
Pleasing him and having him fill my mouth with his sperm was all I
could think of.  As I pumped my head up and down his erection, I
squeezed my own hardness locked inside it's silken prison with my
thigh muscles.  Moments before he released his white milky treasure
into the back of my throat, I felt my orgasm expelling my fluid into
the napkin in my panties.  I continued both movements until we were
both as empty as possible.

	After kissing off the last drop of his cum, I looked up at him
and smiled.  "Thanks for letting me please you, Richard," I said.  "I
really love sucking your cock.  I had a wonderful orgasm too just as
you came.  You really turn me on, you sexy man."

	"You're the best when it comes to giving head, Remy.  No one
does it as well as you do.  It's hard to believe you never did it
before last night."

	"Well, it may be hard to believe, but it's true.  I swear it.
Now, what can I get you for breakfast?"

	"If you didn't have your period," he said with a lecherous
look on his face, "I'd want to have your pussy for breakfast but,
seeing as that's out of the question, I'll just have some more coffee
and wait until Marissa gets up.  Then the three of us can eat
together."

	I handed him a fresh cup of coffee and, as I did, I heard
noises from the bedroom.  "I think I hear Marissa in the shower now,
so it we'll probably eat very soon."

	Finishing breakfast took only a few minutes and then I went to
see if Marissa wanted my help to get dressed as she usually did.  She
was just coming out of the shower as I entered her room.

	"Good morning, Mistress," I greeted her cheerfully.  "I hope
you slept well.  Do you need any help?"

	"Of course I slept well after all that terrific sex," she
replied.  "I'll dress myself this morning.  What's made you so happy
this morning?"

	Realizing it probably would not be a good idea to let her know
what had happened between Richard and I earlier, I lied and said, "Oh,
nothing, really.  It's just a pretty day and I feel good.  Breakfast
should be ready in a few minutes.  Is that all right?"

	"Yes, I'll be dressed by then.  Serve it on the deck, Remy,
and be sure that everything stays hot.  You know I can't stand cold
food."

	"Of course, Mistress.  If you need me, I'll be in the kitchen.
Richard's already up and waiting for you."

	True to her word, she walked into the kitchen five minutes
later wearing a mauve jump suit and looking as if she'd just come from
her hairdresser.  She greeted Richard with a warm kiss and then we had
a leisurely breakfast on the deck overlooking the pool and the nearby
hills.



Chapter Seven - Adjusting to Being a Housewife



	As the weeks progressed into months, I became quite used to
feminine attire and more adept at coordinating my outfits.  By then,
it seemed quite natural for me to get up each morning and select some
pretty lingerie and a dress to wear.  Happily, I realized by then I
had always been intended for that kind of existence.  I felt better
about my new female self than I ever had about being a male.  The
previous years I had spent as a man I knew were completely wasted.  I
was then the woman I was unquestionably meant to be and more than
thrilled to have finally found my niche in life.

	My skills with makeup had even improved enough that Marissa
finally allowed me to do my own.  My hair, not exceptionally short to
begin with, had grown long enough that a wig was no longer necessary.
I loved fussing with it, often experimenting with several different
styles when time allowed.

	Marissa had almost immediately started me on female hormones,
much to my delight, and had informed me that in the months to come I
would begin to develop breasts and broader hips.  I was very pleased
by that idea but, to be truthful, I had mixed feelings when I
discovered that I might eventually lose the ability to attain an
erection.

	Additionally, she had signed me up for hourly electrolysis
sessions three times a week.  The woman who owned the shop was a
friend of hers and had promised Marissa her complete discretion.  My
beard was almost completely gone and all that would be left to remove
after that was my rather sparse chest hair.  As it was a fairly
painful procedure, I was rather looking forward to the end of my
treatments.

	The quality of my housework had improved immensely and, for
the first time, I actually enjoyed doing it.  Two weeks after my
conversion, I had gone to the library and checked out several
cookbooks intending to experiment with new recipes and improve my
culinary skills.

	Our relationship stayed much the same and I still had to refer
to Marissa as Mistress.  I'd been relegated to sleeping in the spare
room, which I had begun to think of as my room.  I finally adjusted to
getting up a five a.m., although I'll admit it wasn't easy.  Marissa
seemed pleased with my progress but never mentioned it or paid me any
compliments.

	During this time, a wonderful thing happened to me.  I made a
new friend.  The house across the street had finally been completed
and soon afterward our new neighbors moved in.  One morning I was out
getting the mail when I saw a woman across the street walking down her
driveway.  A slender brunette with short cropped hair, she appeared to
be in her late twenties.  I noted at once her delicate features and
tiny hands.  She waved to me and then walked over to where I was
standing, looking over the mail.

	"Hi," she said, "I'm your new neighbor, Elise McLean, but
everyone calls me Lisa."

	Although I was still uncomfortable about meeting new people as
Remy, I managed to seem pleasant and even somewhat relaxed.
Thankfully, Marissa required me to get completely dressed and put on
all my makeup first thing every morning, so I at least looked
presentable in my white silk blouse and rust colored slacks.

	"Hi, I'm Remy Walsh.  It's nice to meet you.  Welcome to our
humble neighborhood.  When did you move in?"

	"Just yesterday, although I don't think of myself as moved in
quite yet.  I still have about a million boxes to unpack and my
husband had to go to work this morning, so I'm stuck with most of it.
Can you tell me if there's any restaurants near here that serve
breakfast?  I haven't even begun to unpack the kitchen things and I'm
starving."

	"None nearby that I can think of," I said.  "Why don't you
come in and let me fix you something?  I was just about to make
something for myself and I'd love to have some company.  It's kind of
lonely being out here in the country all day with no one to talk to."

	"Oh, that would be wonderful, that is if you're sure you won't
mind.  I can't do a thing in the morning without a least one cup of
coffee."

	"It's no trouble at all," I replied.  "Come on in and I'll see
what I can find for us to eat."  Actually, I'd had coffee and toast
earlier, but as Lisa obviously accepted me as a woman and seemed to be
comfortable around me, I felt it would be nice to sit and chat with
her for a while.

	I had a coffee cake in the fridge, so I microwaved it while
some fresh coffee was brewing.  We sat at the table in the breakfast
room, talking about the neighborhood and I filled her in on all the
best nearby shopping areas.

	"You home is lovely, Remy.  Did you do the decorating
yourself?" Lisa asked as I refilled her cup for the third time.

	Surmising she was probably curious about who I lived with, I
quickly decided to tell her I shared the house with my sister.  It had
never occurred to me before that moment that I might have to describe
my living circumstances to anyone.  There was no way I could tell
anyone Marissa was my wife anymore and, as she certainly didn't look
like a man, describing her as my husband was even more out of the
question.  "No, it's mostly my sister Marissa's work.  She has a flair
for that sort of thing and I've never been very good at it.  She owns
a very successful computer software company nearby.  I used to work as
an office manager for an insurance firm, but the company I worked for
went out of business.  A few weeks afterwards, Marissa and I decided
that I'd stay home and take care of this house as we were never able
to find anyone capable of doing it for us.  As it turns out, I'm
happier now than I was when I was working."

	"I know what you mean, Remy," Lisa said.  "I'm glad I don't
have to hold down a job.  My husband Peter likes me being home and I
prefer it as well.  I worked for an advertising agency as a graphic
designer for three years before we were married and I'm happy not to
have that kind of pressure and daily grind anymore.  He's kind of old
fashioned when it comes to women but I'm slowly raising his
consciousness.  Also, we're hoping I'll get pregnant soon so that will
keep me quite busy if it ever happens."

	"Oh, I hope it does!  Neither of us has any children and it
would be exciting to have some little ones in the neighborhood," I
said enthusiastically, genuinely meaning it.  I have always loved
children and our childless marriage was one of my biggest
disappointments.  Marissa had refused to be tied down with a child and
nothing I said would change her mind.

	"We're both divorced," I lied, not knowing what else to say.
"No children but, under the circumstances, I guess it's just as well.
How long have you and Peter been married?"

	"Two years next month.  We were saving for a new home when I
came into an inheritance from an aunt that died up in Oregon.  As soon
as we got the money, we began construction of the house.  It seemed as
if it would never be done, but here we are, finally.  Did you and
Marissa have this house built or was it here already?"

	"No, it was three years old when we bought it.  Would you like
to see the rest of it?"

	"I'd love to.  I'm still trying to get ideas for our house.
It's incredibly difficult to get everything done in such a short
time."  I took her through the house, apologizing for the unmade beds
and, for the first time, thankful there were two messy beds instead of
one.  I don't know what she would have thought if it had appeared as
if Marissa and I were sleeping together.

	Lisa left shortly afterwards and I got busy with my housework.
Later that day when I was going to the store, I stopped by and asked
her if she like to go with me.  She jumped at the chance and we spent
a better part of the afternoon having lunch and shopping.  By the end
of the day, we had become fast friends.

	Most mornings after that, I would get Marissa ready for work
and, as soon as she had left for the office, either I would go over to
Lisa's house for coffee or she would come to our house.  Many
afternoons when our housework had been completed, we'd spend a few
hours shopping together.

	After a few weeks, it was as if we'd been friends all our
lives.  There was little we didn't know about each other.  We had even
thoroughly discussed her's and Peter's sex life.  She was trying very
hard to get pregnant and was very aggressive about making sure they
had sex several times a day.  I received almost daily reports of their
lovemaking.

	She had told me Peter loved blow jobs which she gave him often
as foreplay, but he wouldn't even consider going down on her.
Understandably, that seemed to frustrate her quite a bit.  I would
have been more than happy to volunteer to lick her pussy but I didn't
think she was the type of woman who would be comfortable with lesbian
sex and, as she knew me only as a woman, what else would she be able
to think of it as?

	Spring had finally given way to summer and I had called the
pool maintenance people very early on the first hot day, instructing
them to come over as soon as possible to set up the pool.  They
promised to come within the hour.  I couldn't wait to begin swimming,
my favorite form of exercise and the only one I ever seemed to find
time for other than my daily sit-ups to keep my waist trim.  I spent
almost an hour trying on the three bathing suits I'd purchased earlier
in the week.  All were one-piece but still fairly skimpy with built-in
bras and small push up pads sewn into them, which was all I really
needed to have a respectable bust line by that time, thanks to the
hormone therapy Marissa had insisted I be on.

	I finally decided that, although I looked good in all of them,
my pink spandex suit was by far the sexiest.  The low cut top pushed
up my breasts and, accented by the pads, exposed quite a bit of what
appeared to be even more than a B-cup.  The high cut bottom came all
the way up to the top of my hips and displayed an indecent amount of
my shapely fanny which, quite narcissistically, I never tired of
looking at in the mirror.

	There was only one problem; because it was so revealing, a
slight bulge was visible in my crotch even with my soft clit, as I'd
come to call my cock, pulled back between my legs.  After a bit of
experimentation, I was pleasantly surprised to discover that one of
Marissa's sanitary napkins was all that was necessary to conceal it,
and I have to admit I did feel very feminine wearing one.

	Checking my suit from every angle in the mirror, I was
delighted to find there was just enough material to hide what had to
be hidden but definitely not enough to make me look at all dowdy.  I
looked exactly like many of the sexy women in revealing bathing suits
I had often leered at when I was at the beach.  Over the suit, I put a
shorty terry cloth robe and then went back into the kitchen for my
second cup of coffee.

	Not long after, the front door bell rang.  It was the pool
man, or I should more accurately say, the pool hunk.  He looked to be
scarcely twenty, blonde with blue eyes, probably a college student
working for the summer.  Dressed only in a white tank top and brief
red shorts, his well developed body was clearly visible.  It was all I
could do to tear my eyes away from the large bulge in his crotch.

	Apparently not unaware of my interest, he blushed charmingly
and said, "Hi, I'm Rob the pool cleaner.  If it's okay with you, I'll
pull my truck in back and start working."

	"That's fine, Rob," I finally managed to say.  "My name's
Remy.  I'll be out in a few minutes to show you what I want done."

	Happily, before he turned away and headed for his truck, he
spent a few seconds sneaking a look at my breasts which were proudly
displayed by my low cut suit.  I smiled coyly but did absolutely
nothing to discourage his interest.  I have always loved being admired
by a man and he certainly qualified.

	Just as I was about to go out and meet him by the pool, Lisa
popped over.  When she saw me in my suit, she was nice enough to say,
"What's a terrific suit, Remy!  It's perfect on you.  You have a
fabulous figure."

	"Thanks, Lisa, but I'd much rather have a body like yours," I
declared quite honestly and enviously.  As she had no idea I wasn't
completely a woman, she couldn't possibly have understood my envy.

	"You're welcome to join me for a swim, Lisa," I said, hoping
she'd agree and I'd be able to see how she looked in a bathing suit.
"The pool man will be done in a few minutes and it's a perfect day for
it.  By the way, take a quick look out back and tell me what you think
of him."

	She walked to the sliding door which led to the deck and the
pool and peered through the glass at Rob, who had just begun skimming
the dead leaves from the water.  "Very cute, Remy," she exclaimed,
"and just look at those terrific buns!  Are you sure you want me to
come back?"  she asked teasingly.

	"If you weren't such a good friend, I'd probably say no, but
that body was meant to be stared at, so I guess I'll share with you."

	"Unfortunately," she said while continuing to watch Rob, "I
have a few small jobs to finish at home first, but if you'll still be
out there in a half hour or so, I'd love to.  I came over originally
to see if you had any silver polish I could borrow.  We're having
Peter's boss and his wife over for a late dinner tonight and I forgot
to buy any the last time we went shopping."

	I managed to find a jar hiding under the sink and gave it to
her, then walked her to the front door.  As soon as the door was
closed, I headed for the pool, shedding my robe on the way.

	"It's looks like you're doing a good job, Rob," I said.  "I
don't think you'll need any guidance from me.  Do you need anything?"

	He turned and again took more than a lingering glance at my
body.  "No, I guess I have everything I need.  I should be done in a
few minutes, Mrs. Walsh."

	"Call me Remy, please, and it isn't Mrs. as I'm single.  My
friend Lisa will be over soon, so I'll just watch you work until she
gets here, that is if that's all right with you."

	"Sure.  I like having someone to talk to while I work.
There's no one around for most of the pools I clean.  It gets pretty
lonely after a while."  Well, I was determined to be sure he wouldn't
be lonely, at least while he was at my home.  He was one of the most
beautiful men I had ever seen and more than worth the time I spent
ogling him.

	About twenty minutes later, Lisa was back and in her suit, an
infinitesimal red bikini that showed an indecent amount of her
absolutely perfect body.  I almost drooled but somehow managed to
control my very unladylike lust.

	"What about those jobs you had to do, Lisa?" I jokingly asked.
"Somehow I guessed you'd find a dip in the pool more interesting."

	"To hell with them.  They can wait.  For some reason, I had
this undeniable urge to go for a swim," she responded good-naturedly,
and then tilted her head towards Rob.  "Isn't that reason enough?"

	"Amen, sister," I laughed.  "More than enough.  When he sees
you in that bikini he'll forget I'm even alive!  You are fantastic.
If I was a man, perish the thought, I'd pull you away from the pool
and run you right into the bedroom."

	A warm smile lit up her pretty face.  "You are too kind, Remy.
Peter picked this suit out for me just before we went on our
honeymoon.  I've never the nerve to wear it in public before, though."

	I could see why.  Rob looked up from his work and noticed her
too.  Was it my imagination or did I see a definite swelling in his
pubic area?  Yes, a most desirable swelling I decided after looking
again.

	"Rob, this is my undernourished neighbor, Lisa.  We're both
waiting for a dip in the pool.  How much longer before you finish?"

	"I'm done now," he said.  "All I have to do is to pack up my
things in the truck and I'll be out of here.  I wouldn't want you two
pretty ladies to wait any longer."

	"Oh, thank you, kind sir," I said.  "Listen, I have a great
idea.  You look very warm after all that work.  If you don't have to
rush off and do another pool, why don't you have a swim with us before
you go, to cool you off?"

	"That sounds good," he replied instantly.  "I could really use
a swim.  I don't have another job scheduled until after lunch so I
guess I have a few hours to kill.  The only problem is I don't have a
suit with me.  Would you mind if I swam in these shorts?"

	"No, that's fine with me."  Yum!  The less the better, I
thought.  I could see that his shorts were made of a synthetic fabric
and would be nearly transparent after they got wet.  Lisa and I went
in the shallow end of the pool and took our time, not wanting to get
our hair wet.  I was amazed that she'd even attempt to swim in her
very skimpy bikini.  Of course, Rob, wanting to show off a bit,
stripped off his shirt and immediately dove in the deep end.  Lisa and
I giggled when he almost lost his shorts.

	"Serves you right for showing off," Lisa teased him as he
surfaced near us.  Rob didn't say anything because he was too busy
staring at Lisa.  Her top had slipped down and the uppermost part of
her areolae where clearly visible.  I could feel my own clit begin to
stir and I was willing to bet her's was also.  Rob looked over at me
and I smiled at him, pleased to see he was examining me as closely as
he had Lisa.

	"You can show off all you want, but just be careful you don't
get my hair wet, Rob," I asked as he began diving under water again.

	"I'm not showing off, Remy.  I just like to be under water.
Watch this."

	He went under again and circled both of us before surfacing,
his hand touching each of our bottoms as he passed by.  Lisa and I
looked at each other as he went to the other end of the pool.  There
was an unspoken understanding in that look, a conscious but never
expressed agreement that we both wanted him.

	"Let's swim down and see if those shorts come off as easily as
I think they will," Lisa said.  I nodded and we paddled our way to
where Rob was resting, his back to the side and his arms locked on the
lip of the pool.  We went on either side of him and, at Lisa's signal,
we reached under water and quickly stripped off his shorts.  A shocked
look crossed his face but he made no attempt to cover himself.  Even
through the distortion of the water I could see his cock was
impressive; large and almost hard.

	Lisa cuddled up against him and I took his erection in my hand
and looked him right in his beautiful blue eyes.  "I'll bet you won't
show off quite as much now," I dared him as soon as I could find my
voice.

	"I don't want to show off any more, Remy," he calmly replied.
"Is there somewhere we can go?"

	"Let's go in the living room and see if we can't help him with
his problem," Lisa suggested.

	Almost immediately, we got out of the pool and wrapped towels
around ourselves as we hurried through the sliding door and into the
house.

	As soon as we got in the living room, I had Rob sit on the
couch and unwrapped him.  I couldn't wait until I had that gorgeous,
hard cock in my mouth.  I looked over and saw Lisa had already removed
her suit.  Her naked body was a thing of beauty, more so than I had
ever imagined.  Much to my surprise, I looked down and saw that she
was completely shaven, not a hair on her body below her neck.  Then,
remembering how she had been deprived of oral sex for so long, I
graciously decided that my best, and truly my only friend, had to be
first.

	"Rob, I want you do make Lisa cum with your mouth and then I'm
going to do the same for you.  She really needs to feel your tongue in
her.  You don't mind, do you?"  A stupid question, if I'd ever asked
one.  In seconds he was kneeling in front of her, her head tilting
back as his tongue found her thighs and began bathing them.  She
parted her legs and he quickly moved up to caress her clit, then he
separated her puffy lips with his fingertips and inserted two of them
in her dripping slit while his mouth continued to drive her to a
frenzy.  I stood behind her and put my arms around her waist to steady
her, my cheek resting on the nape of her neck, my breasts pressing
into her back.  Lisa reached up and turned her head, then our lips met
for the first time.  She came moments later and Rob stood up then
backed away as soon as her tremors had ceased.

	"It's my turn now, Remy," he said, turning to me and rubbing
his cock as he approached me.  "Why don't you take off that wet suit
so I can eat your pussy as soon as you're done with me?"

	"There's absolutely nothing I'd like more but it's the wrong
time of the month for me.  I'll peel the top down if you'd like to
fondle my breasts, though."

	"Please," he said as Lisa walked over next to me.

	She smiled at me, then kissed me on the cheek.  "Let me do
that for you, Remy.  I've wanted to see your breasts bare for a long
time."

	Naturally, I was extremely surprised, never having had even a
clue that she found me attractive.  Her hands went to my shoulders and
slipped my top down until it was at my hips.  She cupped my breast as
I turned and kissed her.  My tongue parted her lips as my hand dropped
to her bottom.

	"Oh, that feels so nice," she moaned, "but let's wait a bit.
Rob deserves the treat you promised to give him.  He did a perfect job
on my pussy and I had one of the best orgasms of my life.  If you'd
rather not do him, I'll be more than happy to."

	I had been waiting a long time for a moment like this and I
wasn't about to give it up.  "No, I want to do him, Lisa.  You've had
your fun and now it's time I had mine."

	I sat him back on the couch then dropped to my knees and took
his sac in my hand.  His balls were as hard and as large as his cock,
which was staring me right in the face.  I parted my lips and let my
tongue trace the slit on the front, then slowly eased his erection
into my mouth.  It felt so wonderful to have a man I could please
again and, looking up at his handsome face, I could tell I was doing
just that.

	"Oh, Remy, that's perfect.  Suck me," he pleaded.  "Make me
cum in your mouth."

	I took all of him in me, gagging for a minute but then
adjusting to the feeling of fullness he brought me.  I began moving
back and forth, slowly at first and then, as his hands locked in my
hair at the back of my head, faster and faster until all at once his
sweet seed burst into the back of my throat.  I voraciously swallowed
as much of it as I could, not wanting to waste even the smallest bit,
but it was just too much for my small mouth.  I could feel the rest
dripping down my chin and onto my knees below.  I continued sucking
until I had the last of this special gift from Rob.

	Lisa smiled at me and then offered her hand to help me up from
my knees.  "It's my turn to have a taste, Remy," she said, drawing me
close to her.

	With the tip of her tongue, she slowly moved up my chin
capturing the remainder of Rob's cum.  When her tongue met my lips, I
opened my mouth and took it in, sucking it like it was the cock I had
moments ago satisfied.  My arms went around her and our bare breasts
compacted against one another, her pubic mound pressing into mine.  A
feeling of warmth swept over me, centering itself in my clit.
Suddenly, it strained to be free of it's spandex cage.  I wanted so
badly to feel it inside her, but I knew that would be impossible.  My
eyes filled with tears.  I despised not being the total woman I wanted
so desperately to be.

	Sensing my confusion, Lisa stepped back and looked into my
eyes.  She must have interpreted my tears as a fear of lesbian love
because she said softly, "It's alright, Remy.  Making love to another
woman is a beautiful thing."

	"I'm not afraid of that, Lisa.  There's nothing more I'd like
to do than to make love to you.  It's just that there's something you
don't know about me."

	Realizing then that something was really bothering me, she
quickly took charge of the situation.  "Rob, thank you for being here.
Both of us had a terrific time but I think it's time for you to go
now.  We'll see you the next time you're here, okay?"  @@ He must have
known there was a problem too because he quickly picked up his clothes
and, after saying a hasty goodbye, he left through the sliding door to
the deck.  Moments later, I heard his truck backing out of the
driveway.

	I was on the couch looking completely dejected.  Lisa, her
bikini back on, walked over to the front window and watched him leave.
As soon as she was satisfied that he was gone, she turned to me.
"Remy, there's something very wrong here, and I want to help you."

	"It something I can't talk about, Lisa.  I know you're a good
friend but some things are just too personal for me to be able to
discuss with someone I've only known for a few months."

	She sat next to me on the couch and put her arm around my
shoulder, drawing me close to her.  "It's true we've only been friends
for a few months, but in that time there's nothing we haven't
discussed, nothing I've felt I had to hold back from you.  I want you
to know I consider you my best friend and there's absolutely nothing
you could say that would change that.  I mean that with my whole
heart.  Other than Peter, you're the only person I've felt close to
since I was in high school and I can talk to you about things I would
never even think of mentioning to him.  You're the only other person I
care about in the whole world."

	"You're my best friend too, Lisa, in fact probably my only
good friend, but I'd be too embarrassed to tell you what's going on
with me.  First of all, I don't know if I could even say it and,
secondly, I'd be too afraid of losing you as a friend."

	"You couldn't say anything that would make me stop being your
friend and loving you, Remy.  If you don't tell me, our relationship
won't ever be the same.  Believe me, you can trust me.  Now what is
it?"

	I looked at her and knew she was right.  We'd never be this
close again if I didn't confide in her.I knew she cared about me as I
did about her and, if the shoe had been on the other foot, a
revelation such as I had to make wouldn't make me stop being her
friend.

	"Well, I don't know exactly where to start, but I guess
telling you is the only thing that will help.  Are you sure you won't
be shocked?"

	"No, Remy, I won't be the least bit shocked.  I've been around
quite a bit and nothing upsets me much anymore.  Just pull up your top
so I can concentrate on what you're going to say, okay?"

	That made me laugh and I tugged up the damp top, covering my
breasts.  "Okay, you asked for it.  Here goes," I said resignedly.
"First of all, Marissa isn't my sister, she's my wife."  I stopped
there and looked at Lisa, closely watching her reaction to that little
bombshell.

	"I think maybe you're saying it the wrong way, Remy," she
finally managed to say.  "I think you mean you and she are lesbian
lovers.  If Marissa really was your wife, you'd have to be a man and I
know you're a woman."

	It was time to admit my deception and it was easily the most
difficult thing I've ever had to do.  "No, Lisa, she is my wife.  I
may look, think and act like a woman but I'm really a man, that is if
you only count what's between someone's legs.  In my mind, heart, and
most of my body I'm female, but any doctor examining me wouldn't agree
with that."

	"Do you actually mean you were born a man?  You have a cock
and balls?"  amazement filling her voice.

	"That's exactly what I mean.  I was born a man, I married
Marissa as a man but now I live, look, think and act like a woman.  It
wasn't my idea at first.  It was Marissa's, and I thought she just
made me become a woman because she didn't like the man I was, but that
wasn't why she did it.  She sensed something in me that I had never
admitted to myself.  She took over my life and converted me from an
depressed, unsuccessful husband into a happy and proficient wife.  I
know it sounds crazy, but, as it turned out, it's really what's best
for me."

	It seemed she was relaxing and gaining some understanding as I
explained my situation more thoroughly.  Not for one second did I see
or even feel any negative reaction.  Thankfully, Lisa appeared was a
very compassionate and non-judgmental person.

	We talked for the rest of the afternoon, stopping only to fix
a small lunch which we carried out onto the deck and ate as we
continued talking.  I gave her a complete account of our life before I
became Remy, of how the transformation occurred, and ultimately how
much better I felt then about everything in my life.  Lisa asked
hundreds of questions and I answered each as openly and honestly as I
could.  By the end of the afternoon, it appeared as if she had
reconciled herself to the new me.  I was delighted to discover there
was no difference in the way she treated me then.

	"Well, Remy, I guess I understand it all now," she finally
said.  "I'm glad you're pleased to be a woman and, now that I think of
it, I couldn't even imagine you any other way.  Marissa, it seems, is
much wiser than I realized.  She knows what's best for you and I guess
I'll have to agree with her.  I could never think of you as anything
other than a woman, so I guess you are."

	"Thanks for understanding and being such a perfect friend,
Lisa," I said as I hugged her.  "Marissa may be hard on me but I guess
she's knows me quite well and truly has my best interests at heart.
The funny part is, I'm so much happier and much more comfortable now
than I ever was as a man.  I genuinely like myself for the first time
in my life."

	"I'm happy for you, Remy.  No one should go through life not
liking who they are.  There's only one more thing I have to ask you.
Were you gay or bisexual before you became a woman?  The only reason I
ask is because you seemed so pleased to be able to fellate Rob today."

	"Actually, I never had any urges towards men until I became a
woman and then it seemed so natural for me to be interested in men,
especially when they look like Rob.  He is such a hunk!  I still like
to make love to women, but more and more I find men attractive as
well."

	"Obviously, I feel the same way too," Lisa responded with a
smile.  "My primary orientation is to men, but a sexy woman has always
been a great temptation for me.  I've had several affairs with women
and it's never troubled me.  I know I'll always love Peter and crave
his body, but every now and then I love to cuddle up to a body that's
so much like mine.  It's sex that's, how can I say this, not better,
just different.  I guess that's the best way to explain it."

	"I know what you mean, Lisa.  I love women and I'm turned on
by them but there's something about a man that does it for me too.  I
don't think of myself as gay.  Although until now I've never had to
put a label on it.  I guess I must be bisexual."

	"I'm so happy you were confident enough of our friendship to
open up to me, Remy.  It's wonderful that you're comfortable with your
new self, and I know I like you just the way you are too.  Please
don't ever go back to being a man.  I'd really hate to lose my best
girlfriend."

	I was so happy then that there were tears streaming down my
cheeks.  I hugged Lisa again and this time she returned my hug.
"You're a wonderful friend.  Thanks for being so understanding.  I do
love you, you know that, don't you?"

	"Yes, and I love you too, girlfriend.  I think we'll always be
close even if one of us moves away.  I just hope you and Marissa can
temper your relationship so that you're more of a partner in it.  You
have too much to offer to be merely a housewife, unless that's what
you want to be."

	"You're right, of course, but for the meantime, I'm happy with
my role.  Certainly one day I'd like to be more than just a
housekeeper.  Nevertheless, it does give me the time and opportunity I
need to adjust to my new gender.  I don't think I'd be comfortable
right now having to go to work everyday as a woman."

	"I don't see why not, Remy.  You're as feminine as an woman
I've ever known and prettier than most.  I think you'd be a smash and
probably very successful."

	"Thanks again, Lisa.  It seems all I've done in the last hour
is thank you.  I'm really lucky to have a such a terrific friend."

	Lisa stood up and slipped into her robe.  "We both have
fabulous friends in each other.  Now, I'm going to have to run if I'm
ever going to have a dinner waiting for Peter and our guests.  Call me
after dinner, okay?"

	I hugged her, then walked her to the door with my arm around
her waist.  "Okay.  I have to start cooking too.  Bye good buddy and
thanks again for being there for me."



Chapter Eight - The Evolution of Our Relationship



	I could tell that the experience with Richard had changed our
relationship significantly.  For days after his dinner with us,
Marissa seemed to be in a funk.  Not quite depressed or unhappy, but
very introverted, much quieter than was normal for her.  Several
evenings she'd come home well after her office hours and, although I
was curious about where she'd been, I knew better than to ask.

	Finally, one day, I decided to confront her.  It was a
Saturday morning and we had just had our breakfast sitting on the deck
overlooking the pool still wearing our nighties and robes.  Marissa
seemed to be in a good mood, so I felt the time was perfect for a
discussion.

	"You've been acting a little distant lately," I began
tentatively.  "Is there anything we need to talk about?  I hate to see
you unhappy."

	"I'm not a bit unhappy," she replied after a moment's
hesitation.  "I just miss a man in my life, a large void so to speak.
To be honest with you, I still have a lot of feeling for Richard.  And
it seems as if he and you got along well.  I'm seriously considering
asking him to move in with us."

	For a second, I couldn't believe what I'd heard, but then it
all seemed to fall into place.  "Is he aware of how you feel?" I
managed to ask.

	"Of course he is, Remy.  He and I have been seeing each other
since his dinner here.  We've discussed it and he's all for it.  I've
just been considering how he would fit in here.  I don't plan on ever
giving up control of my life or this house to a man.  He understands
that and has agreed that I will be the head of our new household if I
invite him to live with us.  The only thing holding me back is how you
fit into all this."

	I realized she wasn't asking my permission, and then I began
to fear she might want me to move out.  "I'll be more than happy to
take care of both of you," I said, desperately hoping she'd see my
usefulness.  "I still love you very much and I certainly don't want to
leave you.

	"I know all that," she said, looking over at me.  "It never
entered my mind to ask you to go.  You wouldn't expect either Richard
or me to take care of this house, do you?  Don't worry, your place
here as the little housewife is secure."

	I was greatly relieved to hear that and I sat back in my
chair, thinking over what her dilemma might be.  I didn't have long to
wait.  She took me by the arm, pulling me around so that I was facing
her and said, "Richard knows all about you now, Remy.  I told him at
dinner last night and, believe it or not, he's very comfortable with
your dual gender role.  He admitted he's always been curious about
bisexuality but was reluctant to admit it to me."

	I smiled when I heard that bit of joyous news.  I was strongly
attracted to Richard but I wasn't sure how he'd react to my remaining
maleness.  Trying to cover up how pleased I was, I looked into
Marissa's eyes and said, "Then what's the problem?  I don't mind if he
lives with us as long as I don't have to hide anything from him."

	"The problem is, stupid," she replied angrily, "I don't want
you two screwing your brains out everyday and not having anything left
for me.  In this house, I am the most important person, and anyone who
thinks otherwise will be out of here in a minute!"

	Quickly, with my head down, I replied, "Of course you are,
Mistress.  You, and only you, control my life and I'm happy with that.
No one will ever change that.  If you're concerned about Richard and
me, all you have to do is to set limits for us."

	"Yes, I know that!  Do you think I'm brain damaged?" she
shouted.  "It's just that I'm not sure I can trust either one of you
to follow them.  All either of you ever seems to have on your minds is
sex."

	"You have my word that I will obey as always, Mistress," I
honestly responded.  "I love you and your pleasure will always be my
first concern."

	She released my arm, got up from her chair and walked over to
the railing at the edge of the deck.  Her long, chestnut hair rippled
in the gentle breeze as she stared out at our yard.  As always, I
looked with both great envy and lust at her lovely figure outlined by
the wind and her clinging silk robe.

	She turned back towards me then and I could tell from the
expression on her face that her mind was made up.  "Then, as long as
both of you understand the rules, I'll let Richard know today that
he's welcome.  Your status here won't change much, Remy," she said as
she walked closer to me.  You must first do as I instruct you and then
as Richard tells you.  And I still expect you to do all the household
chores.  Nothing here will be allowed to become shoddy; no standards
will be lowered.  Is that crystal clear?"

	"Yes, Ma'am," I said, leaving my answer purposely short.
Again, I lowered my head so that none of the excitement I felt would
be evident to Marissa.  I was actually tingling at the thought of
having that gorgeous man living here with us.

	"Then as soon as you've done the dishes, I want you to go into
my room and make some space for Richard's things in my closet.  He
will be sleeping with me, at least at first.  I'll call him now and
tell him to come over as soon as possible."

	Naturally, I happily did as I was told although I was a bit
jealous of Richard's bedroom privileges.  It hadn't occurred to me
that he'd be sleeping with Marissa.  I clear the dishes and cleaned up
the kitchen quickly, all the time planning what I'd wear for the day.

	Marissa went into the living room and I could hear her talking
on the phone but I couldn't make out what she was saying.  I assumed
she was calling Richard to inform him of her decision.

	Before she had finished the call, I was in her room and was
emptying what used to be my dresser for Richard's use.  It didn't take
long as almost all of my old clothing had been discarded months
earlier.  Then I rushed off to shower so that I'd be presentable if
Richard were to come over early.  Luckily I had showered and washed my
hair the night before, so I was out of the shower and powdering myself
in minutes.  I sprayed myself liberally with perfume, then rushed into
my bedroom and slipped into a lacy white demi-bra and skimpy lycra
bikini panties trimmed with lace around the waistband and leg
openings.

	As the weather man had promised us a glorious day, I opted to
wear a sleeveless pink cotton top that was cut low enough to show off
the tops of my breasts and fairly tight white shorts.  With just the
minimum of makeup covering my face, I quickly brushed my long hair
back and put it into a pony tail, secured by a pink ribbon tied into a
bow.  I was certainly happy with my looks and hoped Richard would be
as well.

	Richard arrived less than an hour later, looking totally
gorgeous is black shorts and a white polo shirt and carrying several
bags.  Marissa took us both into the living room, sat us down, then
proceeded to explain to us her rules for our new situation.

	"First of all," she began, "all of the household duties are
still to be done by Remy.  Remy, I explained all that to you earlier
so I won't go into it again.  Now I want both of you to assure me that
there will be no sex between you unless I approve it.  That's the
major issue here."

	Both Richard and I agreed to that, although I was hoping he'd
argue with Marissa about it.  I knew I couldn't.

	"Richard, as you're good with money," she continued, "you'll
be in charge of all the household expenses.  You'll pay all the bills
and provide Remy with household funds.  She's is far to stupid for
that task.  Is that ok with you?"

	"Of course, Marissa," he immediately replied.  "It's the least
I can do for you two pretty ladies."  I blushed a bit at hearing him
describe me that way, quite pleased with his image of me.

	"Then, I guess we understand one another," she concluded.  "If
either of you breaks the rules, Richard will have to move out.  Let's
consider the next three months as sort of a trial.  If this
arrangement works out during that period, then we can consider making
it permanent."

	Again, we both readily agreed.  At Marissa's instruction, I
took Richard's things into her bedroom and put them away, then carried
his suitcases to the attic for storage.

	For the following four months, we all got along quite well.
Richard was more than generous with the household expense money and,
much to my relief, having him there made Marissa a far more tolerant
Mistress.  She all but stopped verbally abusing me and, on occasion,
even allowed me to please both Richard and her orally.  Not enough as
I'd have liked, but certainly more than I'd expected.  Richard still
flirted with me and would often kiss me and run his hands over my
body, but that's as close as we came to breaking Marissa's prime
edict.

	Then, one evening when Marissa was away on a three day
business trip to Pittsburgh, things suddenly changed.  Much to my
surprise and delight, she'd given us permission to sleep together
while she was gone.  Knowing we'd be alone for the first time, I had
planned a special evening for us.  I'd arranged to prepare his
favorite dinner; steak and wild rice with asparagus.

	Late that morning, I had just stepped out of the shower, when
I heard Lisa's familiar knock at the back door.  I quickly slipped
into a robe, a fresh bra and panties, wrapped a towel around my wet
hair, then ran to answer the door.  Lisa's smiling face greeted me as
I opened it and, with a quick peck on my cheek, she got herself a cup
of coffee and we went to sit in the living room.  She had on a short
beach robe and her bikini.  I knew that meant she was in the mood for
a swim.

	By that time, she knew all about our new living arrangements
and had met Richard several times, quickly agreeing with me that he
was a superb male specimen.

	"How are things going with Marissa away, Remy?" she quizzed me
at once, a knowing smile crossing her pretty face.  She well aware
that I was more than infatuated with Richard.  "Have you seduced him
yet?"

	"Hardly," I replied, laughing.  "Marissa's only been gone a
few hours and he left for his office a few minutes after I took her to
the airport.  We haven't even been alone yet."

	"Well, I'm sure you'll think of a way, if I know you," she
teased.  "He's definitely worth the effort.  God, Marissa's so lucky
having the two of you to choose from!"

	Barely suppressing a giggle, I admitted, "I am planning to
make his favorite dinner, and I know he's more than ready for some
intimate moments with me.  He's made that plain ever since Marissa
gave us her approval while she's away in Pittsburgh."

	"So you've already learned the way to a man's pecker is
through his stomach," Lisa said, and with that, we both roared with
laughter.  "You're a quick study, hon," she continued when we'd
recovered a bit.  "What are you going to wear?"

	"Probably my Laura Ashley floral print dress.  I love how it
looks on me; so feminine."  Lisa knew the dress well as she'd helped
me select it on one of our many shopping trips.  It was a beautiful
blend of pinks and greens, fairly low cut with spaghetti straps and a
swirling full skirt that I'd shortened with her help, so it was well
above my knees.

	"Oh, perfect, Remy!  I know he'll love you in that, and I do
mean love you!"

	"I hope so," I candidly replied, smiling at her pun.  "It's
been far too long since I've had real sex.  All this oral stuff is ok,
but it's not quite what I've been hoping for with him."

	"I know," she commiserated.  "It sounds too much like Tom and
me.  He still won't do oral on me, and I've asked him at least a
zillion times."

	It was a understandable complaint I'd heard all too often from
her.  "I don't understand why he won't, hon," I said.  "If I were him,
I'd be doing it for you as often as you'd like.  It's not like women
taste bad.  I think it's one of the nicest flavors of all."

	I saw a dreamy look cover her face, and then she leaned
forward, closer to me.  "I loved it so much when you had Rob do me.
He really has a talented tongue for a boy.  Well, not a boy, but
almost a boy," she corrected herself.  Ever since the first visit from
our pool man, we'd been waiting for his return.  We both knew it would
be very soon and had talked about what might happen more than once
over our morning coffee.  "I really could use a good licking.  Nothing
seems to make me cum harder than that."

	Ever since our experience with Rob, and remembering how she'd
kissed me that day, I'd been more than willing to help her out, but
I'd been reluctant to offer, not willing to risk a breach in our
friendship.  But, having been in a very horny mood all day thinking of
what might happen with Richard, I elected to chance it.

	"You know I'd be more than happy to anytime," I began.  "I
just don't want our friendship to suffer.  I'm not sure I'd be as good
as Rob was, but I'm more than willing."

	With that, Lisa leaned even closer to me and touched her lips
to mine.  "I don't think it would," she replied in a soft voice, "as
long as you're ok with it, Remy."

	"I'm more than ok with it, hon," I replied truthfully, as my
fingers toyed with her curls.  "I've wanted to do it to you ever since
I met you.  You're so beautiful, in addition to being incredibly
sexy."

	Her only answer was to kiss me again and then put her delicate
hand inside my robe, cupping one of my very sensitive breasts inside
my bra.  At that time, I was easily up to a B cup.  My immediate
response was a low moan, then I parted her lips with my tongue.  My
hand moved to her silky thigh and I began to slowly caress the
insides.  She parted her legs and my searching fingers moved to her
already damp bikini bottom.  We slipped off our robes then removed
first my bra and then her top.  Happily, I realized how identical our
breasts were.  Both B cups and firm, our swollen nipples pleading for
attention.  Lisa's hands found mine again as my lips and mouth sought
hers.

	Moments later, we were lying next to each other on the couch,
legs intertwined, hands and mouths arousing our most sensitive areas.
I almost pulled away when I first felt her hands on my panties, but
then I realized she knew exactly what she was about to find.  I had no
secrets from Lisa.  The touch of her fingers on my clit through the
silky fabric of my panties made me hard almost instantly.  I knew she
could feel my excitement, and I was pleased she didn't shy away from
it.

	My hand moved down Lisa's velvety skin, tenderly caressing her
until my fingers found the waistband of her bikini bottom.  I inched
my way inside it, encountering first her downy pubic hair, then her
moist clitoris.  I manipulated it until I felt her begin to quiver
then, with her help, I removed the lower half of her suit.  My mouth
found both Lisa's enlarged nipples, giving each a gentle nibbling and
sucking.  I felt them harden even more in my nursing mouth.  Sliding
slowly to the floor and kneeling next to her, I continued to kiss my
way down her unblemished body until eventually my tongue began it's
carnal dance, massaging and fondling her magic button.  Then, to my
delight, I felt Lisa's hand reach down and slip into my panties.
After momentarily caressing it, she freed my clit by sliding it out
the leg opening, gaining access to me without undressing me
completely.  Her dainty fingers moved up and down it with a silk-like
touch, making me lick her even more frantically.

	When I felt Lisa's orgasm begin, I let myself go too.  As my
tongue swirled around her clitoris giving her the release she needed
so badly, her gentle hand stroked me, pumped me until we both quivered
with the utmost pleasure.

	Hoping to maintain some semblance of my feminine image, I
quickly tucked myself back in my panties before lying beside Lisa on
the couch.  We kissed and held one another, wallowing in the sweet
afterglow of our orgasms.

                                  *


	An hour before Richard was due home from his office, I
showered then dressed with inordinate attention to even the most
trivial detail.  My Laura Ashley dress was, as it turned out, the
perfect outfit for our first night together alone.  It was feminine
and sexy without making me look at all trashy.  Fitting like a second
skin from the bodice to the waist, it flared out from my hips to well
above my knees, brushing sensually against my stocking clad legs as I
walked.  It's low cut top was just enough to be suggestive.  Under the
dress, I'd opted for pink lingerie; a low cut lacy bra which made my
breasts appear almost a cup size larger, a matching lacy garter belt
with the briefest of panties, all topped with a new pink full slip I'd
purchased only a few days before.  It had lacy cups and straps with
more than six-inches of lace at the hem.  I knew the minute I saw it
hanging in the lingerie department that I had to have it.

	I took much more time than usual with my makeup and hair,
wanting my appearance to be perfect.  After checking myself out in the
full-length mirror, I tied my long hair back, using a pink bow to hold
it in place.  Pleased with the way it showed off my long neck and
dangly earrings, I sprayed myself with perfume, then lifted up my
skirt to be sure my slip was in place.  I smiled, noting how sexy my
legs looked in sheer stockings, framed by my pink lingerie.  I paused
a few moments, enjoying my totally feminine appearance, turning slowly
in front of the mirror to admire my bottom as well, before allowing my
skirt to fall back down.  Then I went into the kitchen to make sure
everything was in order there.

	When I heard Richard's car pull into the driveway, I felt a
very familiar tingling begin in my panties.  Ever since Marissa had
told us of her trip to Pittsburgh, then given us permission to make
love while she was gone, I'd looked forward to this night with the
hope that I'd lose my virginity.'  One of the few sexual things I
hadn't experienced was to take a man inside my pussy and, since our
first night with Richard, I'd longed to feel his exquisite cock buried
deep inside me.  I took off my apron and went to meet him.

	I greeted him at the front door, melted into his arms, and
gave him a sensual, open-mouthed kiss.  Then, to my delight, he
produced a dozen white roses from behind his back and handed them to
me saying, "These aren't quite as lovely as you are, Remy, but they're
as close as I could find."

	Naturally, I was more than surprised and overjoyed with the
roses and his words.  "Oh, Richard," I gushed, "thank you, thank you,
thank you so much!  These are the first flowers I've ever received."
I kissed him again, but this time I molded every possible inch of my
body to his.  When we finally managed to separate, I whispered in his
ear, "Maybe I can find some special way to thank you for them after
dinner."  I reached between our bodies and gently caressed the
delicious bulge in his pants.  Then, looking up at him, I said, "That
is, unless you'd rather have me show my appreciation now."

	He smiled down at me and replied, "I can't think of anything
I'd enjoy more, but first I'd like to get out of this suit and then
shower."

	"Then let me help you, you wonderful man," I responded, both
with my lips and hands.  I led him off to Marissa's bedroom.  I still
couldn't think of it as their bedroom although Marissa and Richard has
shared it for more than four months by then.  Once there, I took off
his jacket, put it on a hangar and then undid his tie.  I kissed his
lips softly as I unbuttoned his shirt which I had so lovingly ironed
that same morning for him, pulled it out of his pants and then dropped
it by the door.  Next, I undid his pants and belt, lingering just long
enough before kneeling in front of him to inhale his masculine scent,
and then slid them and his briefs off.  Finally, I untied his shoes
and removed his socks along with them.

	I began to nuzzle his thighs with both my hands and cheek,
placing tiny licks along their insides.  Groaning, he parted his legs
slightly, and I moved up to kiss the tip of his slowly hardening
shaft.  I carefully bathed each mouth- watering inch of it, delighted
to see it respond to my adoration.  With each touch of my tongue, it
pulsed with joy, hardening and raising up until it pointed almost to
the ceiling.

	"Remy, this is so wonderful," Richard moaned, "but are you
sure you want to do this now?  I must be a bit funky there after
working all day."

	I stopped just long enough to say, "You aren't funky, Richard.
You're completely scrumptious."  All discussion ended when I took him
into my mouth, quickly sliding my eager lips to the base of his cock.
My hands moved to his clenched cheeks, fondling his bottom and pulling
him even closer to me.  Slowly I began to slide my warm, wet mouth
back and forth, loving each and every inch of his manhood as it glided
easily over my tongue.

	Richard clasped his hands behind my head, holding me as if I
might escape.  "Oh, god, Remy," he sighed, "you really are a superb
cock-sucker, and you really love doing it, don't you?"

	"Ummm," I moaned, giving the only reply I was capable of then.
Encouraged by his words, I picked up the tempo, moving from his tip,
almost letting it elude me, then plunging back to his base.  My clit
had hardened as well in it's silky prison, and I squeezed my thighs
together making it twitch against the sheer fabric of my panties.

	Richard responded almost at once, "Yes, that's it, my hot
momma!  Suck it, pretty baby!  Put all of it in that hot mouth of
yours.  I'm going to fill it up!"  His hips began to push his cock
deeper and deeper into me with each thrust.  I felt it's velvety head
pass quickly from my lips to deep in my throat, then back again to be
sucked and licked, showing him how excited I was, begging him for each
drop of his luscious juice.

	"Soon, baby, soon," he moaned.  His hands locked my head to
his lunging shaft, his fingers clutched my curls as my lips pressed
into his pubic hair.  "I'm going to cum in that sweet mouth of yours
soon, Remy.  Suck it harder, woman!  I could fuck your mouth forever!"

	Then I felt the first taste of him on my tongue, his salty
juices began to cover my tongue, spilling out onto my lips, even
though I tried desperately to drink it.  I felt his grip on my head
and the pulsing in his cock slacken as I continued to milk him with my
sucking lips and cheeks.  His semen was far too delectable to waste.
I wanted it all, all of his gift to me.

	"Oh, sweet baby," he said as he eased away from me, "you are
truly talented.  No one sucks me like you do.  My legs are trembling.
I can hardly stand up."

	I was still too hot to stop, my clit still quivering in my
undies.  I slowed down my sucking, then began licking his shaft
gently, cleaning it off.  I bathed his shrinking balls, hoping for
just one more taste of him.  I didn't want to stop, ever.

	Richard pulled me up into his arms.  He kissed me, then held
my face in his hands.  "Leave some for later, Remy.  Don't forget, we
have three days."

	Realizing he was right, I kissed him tenderly for a few more
minutes, then said, "You go and shower while I fix us a drink,
Richard."

	I made a pitcher of martinis and checked on dinner; the
spaghetti sauce was simmering nicely on the stove and, as I'd already
made a spinach salad, all I had left was to cook the tortellini and
heat up the garlic bread just before we were ready to eat.

	Richard was on the couch with his feet up on the coffee table
when I returned.  I poured drinks for both of us and then sat next to
him on the couch.  He'd changed into a blue cable knit cotton sweater
and loose white cotton pants.  Carefully arranging my skirt, I made
sure just enough of my legs was showing, allowing just a inch or two
of pink lace from my slip to peak out from under the hem of my skirt.
We talked about what we'd do for the rest of our time alone as we
sipped our drinks.

	"I have a great idea, Remy," he said, suddenly sitting up.
"Why don't we go somewhere?  I bet it's been a long time since you've
had a vacation, and I know this wonderfully romantic inn not too far
from here."

	"That sounds lovely," Richard, I replied, "but what if Marissa
calls while we're away?  I think she'd be mad if I wasn't here."  The
idea of being alone with him at some romantic hideaway, away from my
daily duties, very much appealed to me, but I knew it would be very
risky for me if Marissa found out about it.

	"As I recall," he said, facing me, "she instructed you to
follow my orders while she was away.  Isn't that right?"  He pressed
his lips softly on mine before I had a chance to answer him.  "So, if
I tell you that you have to go with me, you really don't have a
choice, Remy.  Marissa won't have anyone but me to blame."  His rested
his hand on my closer leg and began stroking it as he talked to me,
inching his way higher and higher until I felt it brush against the
top of my stocking.

	"I guess that's true," I managed to gasp.  "She did say you
were in charge while she was away.  If you don't mind risking her
displeasure, then I'd love to go with you, sweet Richard."  I smiled
at him, kissed him and slipped my tongue into his mouth.  By that
time, his hand had reached the leg opening of my panties and I was
hardening rapidly.  When I felt him begin to trace my sex through the
delicate fabric, I utterly lost all resistance.

	"Then we're going, right after dinner," he said as we broke
our kiss momentarily.  I'll call for reservations while you serve it."

	With mixed feelings, I started to get up to go into the
kitchen.  Richard grabbed my arm, holding me on the couch, and said,
"I'm not ready for dinner just yet, Remy.  First I want some dessert."
He pressed his lips hard against mine and then grabbed my panties and,
with one tremendous yank, tore them completely off me.  My clit popped
right up, making an instantaneous, very unladylike bump in my skirt.
My face contorted into a shocked look but my body reacted quite
differently.  I was more excited than I'd ever been with Richard.

	He smiled at me, then looked down at my lap.  "Just relax,
Remy.  I've been waiting a long time to taste you, lady, and I mean to
do it right now.  I don't want you to do a damn thing.  Just lie back
and relax.  That's an order."

	"Yes, sir," I almost squealed with delight.  I eased back on
the couch and looked at him, wondering what was to happen next.  I
didn't have long to wait.

	Richard leaned back too and kissed me hard once again as I
felt him raising my skirt up almost to my hips.  Once I was uncovered,
he spread my legs with his hand then, with a feather like touch, he
traced every bit of my skin from the tip of my clit to the opening in
my bottom.  A low moan escaped from deep inside me as I felt him press
against it.  With his free hand, he slid the slender straps of my
dress off my shoulders, then pushed it down, exposing both my breasts.
He moved his mouth to my nipples, sucking them in turn as his finger
began to penetrate me.  Moments later, his mouth was below my waist
and his lips brushed against my clit.

	"Oh, Remy," he moaned, "your sex looks so beautiful framed by
all this pink lace."

	"I call it my clitoris, Richard," I told him as he began
kissing it.  "I hate to think of any part of me as other than female."
That was all I could manage to say before he slipped his mouth over it
and began licking and sucking me.  His other hand massaged the insides
of my thighs, sliding back and forth on my stockings from my knee to
the silky skin at the top.  Moments later, my orgasm gushed forth from
my clit and Richard milked me, taking all of it in his wet, steamy
mouth.  I ran my fingers through his hair, kissed the top of his head
and then collapsed on the couch, completely spent by his oral
suckling.

	As soon as I'd recovered a bit, I went into the kitchen and
finished the dinner preparations.  We ate by candlelight on the deck
and, judging by the amount of food Richard consumed, he completely
enjoyed his food.  It made me so happy to know that he liked my
cooking.  For some reason, it made me feel very good to be able to
please that wonderful man in other than sexual ways.

	While we ate, Richard told me more about the inn.  It sounded
lovely and quite romantic.  Just the place for a weekend getaway.  I
was still nervous about Marissa's reaction to us being away together,
but his smiles and the thought of us alone in a amorous setting
quickly alleviated my fears.

	As soon as we were done eating and I'd cleaned up the kitchen,
I went up to my room and quickly packed a suitcase with the things I
thought I'd need for the following two days.  As travelling as a woman
was new to me, I went over everything carefully, making sure I had the
correct accessories for each outfit I was taking.  I called Lisa and
asked her advice.  She was thrilled to hear that Richard had planned a
weekend away for us and made me promise to fill her in on all the
details on Monday morning.  I decided to leave the dress on that I'd
worn for dinner as I loved how it looked on me, but I did cover my
shoulders with a white cardigan just in case the night were to turn
cool.

	It took us less than two hours to get to the inn.  As Richard
had promised, it was one of the most romantic settings I've ever seen.
Set in the country on the sight of an old mill was a classically
designed stone building which had been converted into the main hotel.
Placed around the small lake in front of it were individual chalets,
each with it's own living room, fireplace and terrace overlooking the
water which was still the source of power for the mill.  As Richard
showed me around the grounds, he explained that it was rated as one of
the world's best 100 small hotels and the restaurant was four-star.
It couldn't have been more perfect.  I felt like a princess in a
dream.

	Our room looked like something out of a movie.  Furnished with
antiques interspersed with comfortable classic furniture, it seemed to
define the word elegance.  Although it was a warm evening, a fire was
already going when we arrived.  The doors to the terrace were open
providing a cooling breeze and a spectacular view of millions of stars
twinkling in the sky then being reflected by the nearly still water of
the lake.

	As I stood looking out at that lovely scene, Richard came up
behind me and put his arms around my waist, gently nuzzling and
kissing my neck.  "Isn't it perfect?" he said softly.  "As soon as I
thought of it, I knew it would be ideal for our weekend away."

	I turned, still in his strong arms, caressed the sides of his
face and kissed him, lingering just long enough to thrill to the sweet
taste of his lips on mine.  Looking up into his eyes, I smiled and
said, "It is perfect, Richard.  The perfect place to be with my
perfect man."  Our mouths met once more and, as I pressed against him,
I felt his manhood stir and harden against my belly.  Its warmth
seemed to penetrate my dress causing my own sex to tingle.  His tongue
entered my mouth as his hands slid down my back, over the silky fabric
of my dress, then cupped my bottom.  Hungrily, I sucked on his tongue,
rising up on my toes, letting him know how much I wanted him.  I felt
him slowly pull up the back of my dress and slip, then move to my
exposed behind.  I moaned as his hands began to lower my panties,
stopping just below the tops of my stockings.  My clit sprang free
from its silken confines and I momentarily moved my hips away from him
to allow it to rise up, meeting his manhood through our clothing.  I
pressed back into him once again, letting my hardness show him how
thrilled I was.

	Then Richard picked me up and carried me back into our room.
I cuddled against him, feeling so feminine in his arms.  Gently, he
stood me next to the bed which had been turned down earlier by the
inn's staff.  He reached behind me and unzipped my dress, then quickly
pushed it and my slip off my shoulders, letting them drift to the
floor around my pumps.  His eyes moved slowly down my then semi-naked
body as his hands moved up from my waist.  They met at my bra, and I
looked down, watching as he unhooked it.  My breasts sprang free and
he surrounded both of the firm spheres with his hands.  I was pleased
that he seemed to love them as much as I did.  Secretly, I thanked
Marissa for demanding I take hormones.

	I smiled up at him as I kicked off my shoes, then kissed his
chin and neck, moving closer to him, feeling somewhat shy as I was
clad only in my garter belt and stockings.  His hand moved between us,
capturing my clit in his grasp.  Again, a sensual moan escaped my lips
as me began to massage it.  I closed my eyes and let my head fall
back, lost in the erotic sensation of his warm hand caressing my more
than needy flesh.

	As Richard lowered me onto the bed, I attempted to cover up
the final remnant of my old self, but he tenderly brushed my hand
aside, smiling as he grazed it with his fingertips.  "Remy," he said
softly, "I love every part of you.  Please don't feel you need to hide
anything from me."

	My face reddened as I replied, "You might not mind it, sweet
man, but I do.  I'd much prefer to be all woman for you.  It's almost
as I'm neither sex now."

	"But that's what makes you so wonderful and unique, lovely
lady," he responded compassionately.  "You're the best of both
genders.  You're a beautiful woman with a very attractive extra.  As
far as I'm concerned, you beat either sex hands down.  For a bisexual
person like me, you are definitely the ultimate turn on."

	And then, as if to prove his words true, he took me in his
mouth and began to lick and suck my semi-flaccid member.  It quickly
responded to his tender loving care and I could feel it begin to swell
up in his warm, wet mouth.