Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 1

   First Before I start writing this, I want to tell you why I am writing
this..Two reasons, first.- I want to document what has happen to me over
the last 13 years.  Second- maybe some girl thinking of becoming a nun like
I did may just think twice if she finds sex to be what she desires most in
life like I do!

   My name was Phyllis, I became an orphan at a very early age.  My parents
were killed an a car crash, with no known living relatives, our family
priest arranged for me to go to a all catholic girls live in school.  (prep
school for girls that may want, or thought they wanted to be a nun).

   I was 11 and soon to be 12.  From the beginning moment I stayed at Saint
Mary's, I fell right into the swing of things.  After classes I liked to go
to the auditorium behind the stage and sit among the stage props.  It was
one of the few places I found I could go to be alone.  With a school full
of 135 girls, over 100 Novice's, 18 Nuns privacy was at premium.

   During the summer months, the school would put on three different plays
to keep us girls busy.  However, during the school year, the stage seldom
got used, and the front doors to the auditorium were always locked, the
only way to the stage was up through the tunnel door under the stage that
went to the Laundry room.

   I thought I was the only one who found the unlocked door.  It was my
secrete place.I would go back, sit on in a chair, or the couch and just
relax, close my eyes, and pretend I was in the play.

   One day As I walked up the back stairs behind the curtains I heard a
noise like two girls giggling.  I became very quite and listened very
closely.  I realized that the two girls where on my couch, on the other
side of the big heavy red curtain.  Very quietly I moved right behind them
and I found the opening so I could peek to see what it was that had them
making such strange exciting noises.  When I parted the curtains, I could
see very clearly in to the stage area where the couch sat, between the back
and front curtains.  I saw two of the older girls that were going on into
the order and become nuns that year after graduation.

   Since I was 4 years behind them, I did not know their names at the time.
One girl was on her back, she had one leg up over the back of the couch,
and the other on the floor her panties were off, and I could see she had a
dark patch of hair between her legs.

   The other girl was kneeling on the floor, and she had her hands rubbing
the girl on her back.  Her hands were rubbing right between the girls legs.
Her fingers were every where in and around that black patch.

   The girl on her back kept lifting her butt as if she was going after the
hand touching her.  Every once and awhile, the girl on the floor that was
touching the girl on the couch, would lean forward and put her mouth where
her hands had been working.  I t seemed like every thing she did, made the
girl on the couch moan, and moan and tell her to do it some more

   As I stood above them peeking at them, I could see that what ever the
girl on the floor was doing caused great pleasure to the girl on her back.
The girl on the floor had her mouth working very fast and I could see her
tongue as she was licking and working on the other girls opening

   The lips were parted and the dark bush was opened and I could see the
pink inner flesh all open and swollen.  The girl on her back all of a
sudden grabbed the other girls head, and while holding it tight against
herself kept saying, " Oh fuck, eat it baby, eat it, don't stop, don't
stop"

   She held her face tight against herself and I swear I saw her grinding
herself against the others girls mouth, her hips were shaking and she made
sounds I never heard anyone make before.  Then all of a sudden every thing
slowed down.  Well I really should say, the girl on her back slowed down.

   The girl licking her slit, was going wild, and is anything, maybe she
was getting a little wilder.  The girl on her back let go of her head, and
moved her hands under her bra, and shoved it up exposing her breast.  Hers
were larger than mine, and I watched her as she pinched her nipples, she
pinched them very hard and kept pinching them as the other girl kept
working between her legs.

   I heard the girl on her back say "Fingers, use your fingers, Yea, that's
it, right there" I could not help but wonder how it felt, the girl on her
back kept moaning and moaning, She started to raise her knees up and she
raised them to a point then she using her hands grabbed the knees at her
knee caps and pulled her legs up and more open.  "Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh,
fuck that feels so good, it feels sooooo good, Oh Jesus, Oh Jesus, yes,
yes, but two in there to, yes, Oh yes, Oh shit, fuck me, fuck me."

   The girl on the floor was now using two hands and I could see the
fingers of both hands.  She had them straight and I watched the hand on
top, sliding in and out of the girls open slit, slowly I am sure I saw
three fingers standing above them looking through my opening.  I could also
see the girls second hand doing the same thing under the first hand.  It
was obvious to me she had the other three fingers in the girls butt hole.

   The girl on her back started to go crazy, I thought she was loosing her
mind.  She was talking and acting like I have never seen a person act.  All
that came from her mouth was "Oh Jesus, Oh Jesus, Oh Jesus, Oh Jesus, fuck
me baby, fuck me baby, fuck me baby."

   If I could not tell that this was pure pleasure to the girl on her back,
I may have thought it hurt.  But every now and then, she would add "Harder,
Harder, Deeper, deeper, Fuck me don't stop"

   Standing there I realized all of a sudden how my own area between my own
legs was feeling.  It was very warm, as I stood there looking at them from
above, I also realized that the edge of the couch was just in front of me
on the other side of the curtain I could feel the edge level with my mound,
I put a little pressure against the couch, and the movement from the two
girls made the couch move ever so slightly.  And what amazed me was, I
could feel it move against my own mound..

   What also amazed me was, it felt good and I put pressure on it.I did not
want them to know I was watching them, so I did not want to do anything to
cause them to stop.  I heard the girl on her back say :Oh Fuck, I'm coming,
I'm coming" what ever that meant to the girl on the floor I don't know, but
she started to move her long fingers faster and faster in and out of the
other girls opening.  "FUCK MY PUSSY FUCK IT, HARDER!  AND MY ASSHOLE, FUCK
IT FUCK ITTTTTTTT"

   I watched as her body shook again.  Pussy, Pussy, so that's what it was
called.  I was pushing my own pussy hard against the back edge of the couch
and I could feel something build between my legs that something started out
just as a warm glow, and then I was feeling sort of wet, I don't know how I
could tell I was wet, it just felt real different.

   I knew some how If I kept doing what I was doing, I just might get a
real good feeling something like I was watching.

   The girl after a few minutes, started to slow her "fucking" as the other
girl called it, but she never stopped, in fact she slowed down to a very
slow, pace, it seemed she was trying to work another finger from each hand
into each hole.  The girl doing the fucking said "are you ready Judy?" Well
II found out the girls name on the couch, she said "yes, do it" the girl
doing the fucking stopped, reached down, and held a green thing in her
right hand, I looked at it and looked before I realized it was a cucumber.
It was maybe 4-6 inches long, and a pretty good size around.

   Then she reached for and brought up another thing that I recognized
right away, it was a big, fat carrot, the point was gone, and it looked as
if it was made to be about as long as the cucumber.  All of a sudden I knew
what they were for, she was going to use them instead of her fingers.

   I looked no, I stared, I kept grinding my pussy against the back edge of
the couch through the curtain, my own breathing was hard, I just knew they
could heard me, and my heart was pounding.  I watched as the girl started
to slide the green monster in Judy, Not knowing what to expect, I felt
something as Judy gave out a long low moan, and I could see her raising her
hips and shoving forward to help the girl on the floor get it in her.  "Oh
Mary, Oh Mary, get it in get it in" Judy help her knees and her legs wide
open.

   I could see it slide in, and then I saw the carrot disappear under it, I
knew it was sliding in her asshole.  Mary was not going fast enough for
Judy, Judy started to raise her hips faster and moving them hard against
Mary's hands that held the things that she was now fucking her with.  It
was nasty it was very nasty, it made me shake wishing it was me on my back
and Mary was doing those things to me.

   Mary started to rotate the cucumber and the carrot, she would slide one
in as deep as she could and then as she pulled it out, she would slide in
the other to the hilt.  It did not matter what Mary did it was never enough
for Judy.  She wanted more, she kept telling her "to fuck her, to fuck her
good" I let go of the curtain with one hand and I held open the tiny
opening I was looking through with my fingers.  I slid my left hand down
and unbuttoned the top 4 buttons to allow my hand the room to slide down
past the waist and into my panties so I could touch myself as I watched.

   I was so surprised when I touched the crotch area, I thought for a
minute I had peed my self, because I was so wet.  But, I realized I was way
to slippery for peeing my self, it was so soft, so slippery, so smooth.  I
moved my fingers up and touched the top of my crack and I found a spot that
when I touched it, it sent something like a very lovely wonderful feeling
down my legs, up my belly, and into my brain.  I kept rubbing and rubbing
as I watched.  I knew I must have a hole like Judy did, I just had to find
it..  Up to that moment I just thought pee came from the front and poop
from the back.

   God it felt so good, I had my hand down into my skirt and panties, and I
could smell myself.  I found that hole I was looking for and started to
push inn a finger, it was hard at first and it started to hurt.  I decided
to continue, it had to get better, I just knew it.  It hurt like hell at
first, but just like I thought, it started to feel real good.  I never
stopped watching Mary and Judy.

   I think Mary wanted to feel the way Judy had been feeling, she slowed
down and after a while she said "it's my turn, come on, you promised" Judy
said "OK, you did it real good, now I'll make it good for you" I stood
there being as quite as I could, I watched as Mary pulled out the two
things and stuck the cucumber in her mouth.  "Hmmmm" she went, "you taste
so good"Judy stood up her skirt and panties where on the corner of the
couch.

   Mary took her skirt and panties off and laid them with hers.  "First
some good old pussy eating, then today, you are going to get it in your
asshole, that is if you still want it?" Mary turned, laid on her back and
said "yes, I want it I want to know what it is you feel when I do it with
both" Judy said "Oh you will, honey, you will, now lift up that legs"

   As Mary lifted her leg her foot hit the curtain, I thought for a minute
would tough me and give me away.  It did not.  I watched as Judy started
touching Mary around the top of her slit.  "Oh, my, Mary, your clit is all
stiff and big"

   So now I knew what that thing was called that I had found.  It is a
clit. "your pussy is all wet, you are so fucking hot aren't you honey?"
Mary said "yes, I'm so hot, eat me, finger me, fuck me, make me cum"In my
mind I was screaming "MAKE HER CUM, MAKE HER CUM"

   I watched as Judy started running her fingers all around Mary's pussy,
then I saw how easily Judy slid three fingers into Mary, I looked for pain,
but saw none.  All that I could hear was Mary breathing hard and saying
`yes, yes, yes, fuck that cunt, fuck it, God it is so good, fuck me, use
the cucumber."

   Judy reached for the green thing and I saw it slide into Mary so fast
and easy.  Judy said "Jesus Mary, you are hot, do you want me to do your
asshole today?" Mary said yes, yes, but make me cum first, make me cummmmm,
Oh shit here it comes, I'm cumming, I'm cumming"

   Mary was bucking hard against the cucumber fucking her, Judy was
slamming the thing all the way in deep inside and with her finger tips
pulled it out, then rammed it back inside.  Mary said "Harder, Faster
HARDER, HARDER, FASTER, FASTER OH FUCK" she was almost yelling.  She was so
loud I thought someone may hear her and stop them.  This was something I
did not want to happen.

   After Mary started to relax, Judy pulled out the cucumber and put her
mouth on her open pussy, or cunt what ever it was called and she started to
lick and suck and make all kinds of noises.  That only made Mary seem to
want more.  "roll over" Judy told Mary, yes, now open those legs" Mary had
one leg on the floor (her knee) and the other with her foot over the couch
back.  Judy put her face down between Mary's ass cheeks and pulled them
apart.

   I watched as she started to kiss the insides of her ass, and work to
Mary's asshole.  Then I saw her stick her tongue in Mary's asshole.  The
response from that was amazing, Mary was pushing up back against Judy.  I
saw Judy spit in her butt hole and start to work a finger in side it.  It
took forever, and I also think she was putting fingers under her into
Mary's cunt hole.  Mary was moaning, and moaning and moving her ass all
around.  It was obvious she like the feelings that Judy was giving her.

   Judy asked "are you ready for the second finger?" Mary said, "yes, do
it, Ohhhh that feels good, yes, nice and slow, yes, that's it, ohhhh, not
to fast" Judy said "I'm not Hon, let me know if it is to fast.  Remember,
in this area, we have to be very slow, it takes time for the butt to
expand, but once it opens up, you are going to love it"

   I had never felt anything as wonderful as I was feeling with my finger
sliding in and out of my cunt hole.  I could feel myself going someplace I
never knew before, it was making my mind float, my body shake, my desire
for more even stronger.

   Somehow I just knew I should not be making myself feel the way I was
doing, and I also knew I should not be watching Mary and Judy.  I knew that
they did not want to be seen because they were here in my secret hiding
place with all the known doors locked.

   I wanted to feel what it felt like to have a finger in my butt, watching
Judy and Mary and the way Mary kept pushing back against Judy's fingers
made me believe that it must feel good, why else would they do it, why
would Mary have used the carrot in Judy?  It had to feel good!  I pulled my
hand from my slippery wet hole and up my gash in front then I slid my hand
to my ass searching with my fingers as I watched, I spread my cheeks and
found my butt hole.  Every so softly I played with my hole and every so
gently I worked in first one then two fingers all the time watching Judy
doing the same to Mary right in front of me.  I watched as Judy now had
three fingers in Mary, Judy paused long enough to reach for the cucumber
again and put the head right at Mary's hole in her pussy.  I watched as
Judy slowly pushed it in, and she kept fingering Mary's asshole with her
fingers.

   "OH SHIT" Mary said, "yes, yes, do it.  Fuck me.  Fuck me" I could see
Judy looking around on the couch for something and when she saw it she
pulled out her fingers from Mary's asshole, grabbed the carrot, and slide
it back inside of Mary in one smooth motion.  All I could hear from Mary
was a deep deep moan, Judy started to fuck Mary with both things at the
same time.  Instead of rotating them like Mary did to her, Judy slide them
both in deep together, and pulled them out together.  Mary was bucking back
against Judy and since she was on her hands and knees, she bucked back with
force.

   Watching I actually think I saw Judy just holding the things in one
place and it was Mary that was doing the fucking by moving herself back and
forth.  Mary started a long low moan that started to grow louder, Mary was
making noises I never have heard before in my life.

   When Mary was bouncing back and forth, she was slamming into Judy's
hands holding the things fucking her.  My own fingers felt absolutely
wonderful in my own asshole, I could not help but wonder what it would feel
like to have the carrot or cucumber in it?  I wanted so badly to let go of
the curtain and use my other hand rubbing my front so that I would have
fingers working both holes at the same time.  But, I did not want to miss
any moment of what I was watching.

   Several times Mary would stop when she pushed back and she would sort of
shake then she would move some more and shove back and moan some more. 
After a 4 times, Mary leaned forward and laid on her tummy.  Judy moved up
behind her and started kissing her ass, her back and as she moved up, Mary
turned over so Judy could kiss her on her mouth.

   It was Mary that spoke first.  "we better get out of here, before they
miss us." Judy said "yea, lets go, wipe these off, and put them back" Mary
grabbed the two fuck things , sprayed them with a spray bottle, wiped them
off with her skirt and lifted the center cushion.  She laid them there and
replaced the cushion.  Judy said "come on, lets go."

   Mary quickly got up and went over to Judy, they kissed one more time and
I saw Mary reach down and lift up Judy's skirt.  Judy did not put her
panties back on.  Judy reached for Mary and I saw that Mary was not wearing
any panties either .  I looked around on the floor and on the couch, I
could not see any.  I thought to myself, maybe they did not wear any in
here.  I could not wait for them to leave.

   My heart was racing, I wanted to try their things, I want to use them in
me.  I want to feel like I saw they made them selves feel.  After they left
I pulled out my fingers from my asshole, grabbed the top of my skirt, and
walked through the curtain to the couch.  I lifted the cushion and pulled
out the two things.  I brought the cucumber to my nose and took in a deep
breath, I could smell that they both left the sent of sex on the now clean
cucumber.

   I did the same with the carrot and smelled the smell of musk.  I put
them on the couch just long enough to take off my panties, lay down on my
back on the couch, and start fingering my cunt sliding fingers in my
slippery wet hole.  With my other hand I reach around and start to finger
my asshole some more.  I am determined to feel the pleasure that I just
watched Mary and Judy have.  I pick up the green warm cucumber and bring it
to my self.

   I know it can go in I saw it go in Mary and Judy, but they are older,
bigger, I wonder if it is to much, if I am to young, maybe to small, I
wonder if it is going to hurt like it did when I first put my two fingers
inside?

   All the time I am thinking these things I am trying to get the end into
my hole.  I want to feel it in me.I feel the pressure, it is hard to pull
the end in, I can feel my self stretching, I am glad it is not one of those
fat ones I have seen, but it still seems to big to get in, slowly I can
feel my hands coming toward my belly, I know it is going in, I can feel it
starting to fill me, I can feel the area between my legs, it feels like I
have a log between them.

   Yet, How do I describe it, I feel something else, something more, it is
a feeling of being on a pole.  Yet it is not hurting like I thought it may.
I know I am very slippery and it is because of that that the thing slides
in so easy.  I feel all warm between my legs, it feels good, I realize that
it is starting to feel similar yet different than when I was using my
fingers inside.It is feeling better, stronger, much more intense, I realize
my breath is a lot shorter, a lot faster, I start to move the thing in and
out now just like I saw the other girls do it.

   Oh Shit, it is starting to feel good, real good, no Wonderful, NO better
than that..  I find I can move it in and out very easily and it feels so
good.  Ohh God, it is good, It is good, Oh shit I can't breath, I can't
breath, Oh shit, fuck me, fuck meI am sliding it in and out as fast as I
can, yet it is not enough, it gives me a feeling like nothing I have ever
felt before in my life.  I want more, much more, I don't' want to stop, I
want this feeling to last forever.

   I feel something building and building it is making my legs shake, my
body is shaking, Oh this feeling , my belly is pulsing, it is sucking in
the green thing.  I feel my cunt pulse, it is throbbing in a way that feels
so good.  Higher, and higher, better and better.

   Now I know why Mary went so crazy, I can hardly control my self, I can't
control my breathing, my body or my hands every thing is working for one
goal.  It is to make my body feel wonderful, to make me feel better than
anything in my life has ever made me feel before.

   Doe's it ever stop I wonder to my self, will I ever get to any kind of a
peek?  I can't help but wonder if it gets any better and I no longer think
that, and it feels even better.  It is like a wonderful exciting ride that
never ends and only gets better and faster wanting you to desire more and
more.I feel it, all of a sudden it hits it is so great, so hard so moving I
am paralyzed, my legs clamp shut, my hands hold the thing in me, I shudder,
I feel like my mind is melting.

   Slowly ever so slowly it starts to drift down, back down, after a long
while I realize what I did, I some how know I should never tell anyone of
this, as I lay on the couch my legs relax, and I feel sore between my legs
almost to the point of hurting I can feel my breath returning to normal, It
must take me 15-20 mins to relax and drift back to reality.  I feel the
thing slide out of me between my closed legs and my body feels so relaxed,
just like it was a tight rubber band that had just been let loose.

   Getting up, I could not help but wonder what that stuff tasted like that
made me so wet.  I tasted myself I am sweet, Hmmmm so sweet.  I had no idea
what time it was, I know it must be close to supper time, yet I could still
hear the girls out side playing, I knew I did not have to rush.  Taking my
time I grabbed my panties that were on the floor, and wiped down the warm
green thing and put it back under the cushion with the carrot.

   After what I just went through I decided to wait for another day to try
it.  Looking at my panties, I wondered what it would be like to not put
them back on, after all Mary and Judy did not have any on when they left, I
wondered if they even had any on when they came on to the stage.  Taking my
panties I balled them up and put them in my pocket.  They were all wet
anyway, and I am sure it would not have felt to comfortable putting them
back on.

   I had a lot to think about and as I walked back to the laundry room door
through the passage, I wondered if Mary and Judy were going to become nuns?
If it was all right for nuns to do what I saw them do.

   Did the nuns working here at the school do those things?  Did they touch
them selves?  My mind was racing with ideas, questions.  Walking past the
dirty cloths, I pulled out my balled up panties and dropped them in the
bin.

   Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 2

   Living here at Saint Mary's we all had to do our chores to help out
everyone would be assigned different things and of course we all got
rotated between them all.  The chores I really likes was working the
laundry room and the kitchen.  The outside chores (the yard, flowers and
stuff like that) I did not care for.  When ever I was given one of those I
would trade with another girl and take her laundry room detail or kitchen
detail.  The house cleaning inside I sort of liked, only because it allowed
me to look around other places in the School/Convent We even had a tool
shop for our outside tools and things.

   It was during the times in the laundry room that allowed me the most
time to go watch the two older girls that also used the stage for their own
private secret place.  The days I would not have the laundry room, I would
always hurry to get done so I could go watch them.  Because they also had
chores, it seemed as if we were always free for close to a hour and a half
before supper.  So by 3:30 every day I made it my schedule to sneak in
through the laundry hidden doorway and go on up to the stage.

   Only now as every day progressed, I would live to see what they would do
next.  Since they obviously had been doing this for a long time, they had
all kinds of lovely nasty things they did.  With things.  I remember the
second time I watched them (the next day) they did something a lot
different.  When I got close enough to the stage I could hear them talking
and giggling.  I just knew I had times it right.  I slowly made my way to
the back curtains found the opening and peeked in over the couch again.

   They were standing in front of the couch and like the day before the
front stage curtain was closed giving them what they thought I am sure
privacy.  I watched as they looked at each other and then gently kissed,
embracing each other.  I watched as they both started to caress each others
breast.  Theirs were so much larger than my little ones.  The way they were
moaning, made it obvious to me that what they ere doing to each other felt
good to them.  So I held the curtain with one hand and with my other,
started to touch my small breast, I found it felt different, and yet nice,
some how, it made me tingle a little between my legs.

   Mary was the first to bring down her hand and start to raise up Judy's
skirt, and just as I suspected Judy was not wearing any panties.  I watched
as Judy move and opened her legs for Mary's finger to touch her.  It did
not take long before Judy brought down her hand and groped for Mary's skirt
lifting it.  And just like Judy, she was not wearing any panty's.  I don't
know who it was that moved, but they moved over to the edge of the couch.
Some how, Judy ended up on her back on the couch, and

   Mary laid on top of her, only she moved around and she put her head
between Judy's legs and her mouth went to Judy's pussy.  As if they were
thinking as one, Judy was pulling Mary's legs over her head and was
hungrily licking at Mary's gash.

   I moved a little to get a closer look, I have never seen another girls
gash let alone this close and in this position.  I could see how pink it
was, how it glistened from her wetness, I could see her pink / brown butt
hole.  and I could see it flexing as Judy licked her.  I could see how the
lips around her opening were all swollen, and I could see an opening right
in the middle of her gash.  It was like a small dark hole.

   Judy hand her hands and arms wrapped under Mary's hips and was pulling
her gash hard to her face.  She even pulled herself up to lick Mary's butt
hole.

   She must have stuck her tongue inside it, because what ever she did made
Mary's moan very loudly and she then attacked Judy's gash in the same
manner.  I could stand it no longer, I slowly moved my hand from my nipples
and slid it down to my skirt.  I undid the buttons again and unzipped it.
This allowed me to slide my hand down inside my waist down into my panty's
and I touched that lovely spot I had found the day before.  Just like the
day before, I was all slimy, I was so slick and it was so wet between my
own swollen lips.

   I ran a finger up and down that little bump I would learn later was
called a clit.  And I would slide a finger inside my own hole.  Oh how I
had wished I had something to put in me to get that feeling I got yesterday
using their cucumbers and carrot.  It was then I decided I would get my own
small cucumber from the kitchen as soon as I was able to get one for
myself.

   I watched as Judy while licking Mary's slit and every now and then
sucking on Mary's own little bump (I would find out many years later it was
called a clit.) when ever Judy did it, Mary would grind her self into
Judy's mouth.  And moan.  I watched as Judy brought up her hands and
started to slide one finger in her open wet gash.  and Judy also slid one
finger into Mary's butt hole also.  From where I was standing, I could not
see what Mary was doing to Judy, I can only imagine she was doing the same
to her.

   I watched as Judy would raise up her legs and also moan out loud.  As I
watched I saw Judy change from one finger to using two in Mary's two holes,
and she was moving them both very fast.I could not help myself, I had to
get that same feeling, I fingered my self now very fast and I could feel
myself starting to climb that wonderful feeling of a climax.

   I wanted to moan myself.  But I did not want to give myself away, and I
wanted to watch the two girls so I could learn more nasty things.  I have
to tell you, at this point in my life, I was not told what I was watching
or what I was doing was considered nasty.  Somehow I just knew it was, and
knowing that made me want to do it more.

   Somehow it made it much more exciting more intense.  I could feel that
lovely feeling starting to come on fast, I stared at Judy fingering Mary's
two holes, Judy was fucking her hard and fast, they were both making hungry
wanting noises.

   My legs started to shake my tummy was feeling tight, my head feeling
light.  I breathing fast and hard biting my lower lip hard I wanted to cry
out how good I was feeling.  The feeling is so intense, I started feeling a
throbbing between my legs that only got stronger with each movement of my
fingers.  I try to rub my clit and to slide my fingers in and out of my wet
hole all at the same time.  I want to use both hands but I don't want to
miss watching Judy and Mary going wild with their own fun.

   I watch as Mary's ass starts to shake and as it and Mary ass is humping
up and down as it shakes.  Judy pulls out her fingers from Mary's wide open
gash, and puts her mouth there.  While she still is fingering Mary's
asshole she is licking, sucking and caressing Mary's gash with her lips and
mouth.  Oh how I wish I could feel what that felt like.  I just knew it
must feel good, I am sure it feels better than with just fingers touching
and rubbing.

   It had to feel good with the way Mary was moaning and whimpering.  I
could hear her, it was almost like she was crying yet maybe it was more
like wining.  She kept saying between her moaning and crying out for more
things like "eat it, finger it, fuck me, suck it, faster, faster, I'm
coming, don't stop, harder, harder" This told me she loved what Judy was
doing to her.  I wanted it so bad I placed myself in her position it was me
squatting over Judy, it was me that Judy was licking, eating and fingering
all at the same time.

   I had another strong climax.  My fingers were so wet, my once very tight
hole was now open and so wanting.  It was like my own gash could not live
with out my hole being touched.

   It was easy at this point to slide my two fingers in and out, I wanted
to put three in as I was watching Judy fucking Mary with three in her
asshole.  Once I started to climax and shake, it was never ending, I would
start to feel my body relax, feel it start to, (for lack of a better
description) come down from that wonderful mountain high I went to. 
However just as it seemed I was almost ready to relax, I could feel my body
start to tense all over again.

   I could feel my gash start to throb all over again, to feel my legs
shake, my belly feel all warm, my nipples so sensitive touching my blouse
(I had not started to wear a bra yet) I stood there watching as Mary and
Judy seemed to slow down, they were resting as I was going wild wanting to
keep this feeling going.  I knew it would be only a matter of time before I
gave my self away.  I did not want them or anyone to know what I was doing
to myself and how I made my body feel so wonderful.

   When I felt myself start to come back down to earth for the fourth or
fifth time I made myself pull my fingers and hand from my crouchI let go of
the curtain and buttoned my skirt back up.  Slowly so I would not make any
noise, I backed up and left the stage, I went to the tunnel and walked to
the laundry room.  Before I opened the door, I quickly took off my panty's
again.

   Why I did it I am not sure, I only know that it feels real good to walk
with them off and with that slick wet feeling between my legs.  Walking
into the laundry room I again toss them in the dirty cloths bin.  I have to
pee real bad, and I head to the toilets.  In our bath rooms we have a 10
sinks facing each other with a shelf between the sinks.  We have 10 stalls
with doors and 10 separate showers.  I head for a stall.

   Sitting down I let it go, What a relief, as I sit there, I picture the
two girls on the couch.  I can see the fingers sliding in and out, I can
see Mary's ass moving up and down, grinding into Judy's face.  I could see
them so clearly in my mind.  Sitting there, I opened my legs and started to
touch myself some more.  Oh it felt so good.  I wanted to have that small
cucumber to use or that carrot I used the day before.  I looked at the
toilet paper holder, I wonder if I can get the paper off, and get the
wooden stick off, it looks the right size, I feel very excited, I can't
wait to try it.  I get the roll off, and then the wooden stick.

   Sitting there I slide it in me, Oh it feels so good, I expected it to
hurt me just a little, but it did just the opposite., it slid in so easily
and felt so wonderful, as I sat there I leaned back opened my legs and
fucked my hot little gash nice and slow.  Talk about a sensation, I could
feel every stroke all over my body.  With two fingers I held the wooden
pin, and closing my eyes I felt Judy's fingers fucking me.  It was her
fingers moving so slow in and out.  It was her hand holding the wooden
stick.

   I wondered what it would feel like if I touched my clit at the same
time, using my free hand, I reached down, and it felt like an electrical
shock as my fingers found my little clit.  It is so sensitive, I must have
looked a sight, if anyone would have seen me, I would have died.

   However all I kept thinking was.  Come, Come, make it feel good, nice
and slow, nice and deep, one sensation fighting the other.  One great
feeling from the wooded stick, and the other great sensation from my
fingers.  The two different feelings were becoming one.

   My body started to shake and convulse, my groin area was throbbing, I
could feel this deep warm feeling everywhere in my body.  My climax's were
getting stronger, and the stronger they became, the more I wanted.

   I heard the dinner bell, and knew I had to go to the dienning room for
the evening meal.  My time for the next 4-5 hours would be strictly
regimented.  I had to go.

   Very slowly I pulled out the wooded stick, and I carefully wiped it off.
I put the roll of toilet paper back on it and put it back on the wall.  I
took some paper and wiped the insides of my upper thighs.  I did not want
to wipe the area of my gash, I wanted to still feel that slipperiness down
there

   Standing up I flushed the toilet, unlatched the door, washed my hands
and went to the dining room.

   Our Dining room was very large, and the only sounds you could hear were
the sounds of metal trays and utensils We did not talk in the dining room,
we were to thing of Vespers the started 1 hour after supper.  Since my job
today was to work in the kitchen cleaning the dish's I would have to eat
and start working right away to make vespers.  I ate and I kept looking
around trying to see If I could find Mary and Judy eating their supper.

   I never saw Judy, but I did see Mary, her face was beaming, and she had
a smile that made her look beautiful.Since we were not in the convent part
yet we did not have veils.  All the girls on the Novices side wore them
from the time the started into the convent training until they get their
finial nuns habit.

   I guess they always wore them except when they went to bed.  They had
different types, but that has nothing to do with this right now.  We
students sat all together and the nuns sat on there side of the dining
room. I ate and took my try to the trash window, cleaned it and went to
work in the kitchen.

   Today I was to empty the dishwasher, we never spoke (it was frowned upon
to speak between the dinner bell and call to vespers) every one knew what
to do, and it all went smoothly as a well practiced play.

   Time went by, and I was so busy I forgot all about the pleasure I had
newly discovered.  The Kitchen was clean, and we all folded and put away
our aprons.  We no more than finished when the Call to vespers chimed
(something like a door chime) Going into chapel I pick up the white veil
from the basket and place it over my head and tie it under my chin. 
(everyone has to wear a veil in chapel)I started to think of that feeling I
had in the toilet stall, how using my fingers and that thing in me brought
me the strongest climax yet.

   I went in and took the end seat of pew, I knelt down folded my hands and
closed my eyes.  All I could see was Judy and Mary on the couch, I could
see them as they were the day before using the carrot and the small
cucumber.  I could see myself standing there watching, and touching myself.


   I know I should be thinking of Mother Mary, and how I should strive to
be like her.  Did she ever feel like I do?  I don't think so.  I should be
praying, but the only thing I wanted to think about was those nasty
thoughts.  I hear the rosary being started, I take my rosary from my pocket
and I stay kneeling.  I did something I knew I was not to think of such
things.  I started looking around at the other girls then over at the
Novice's going through the convent and at the Sister's that sat up front
that ran the school and convent.

   I could not help but wonder if any of them felt like I do, How many here
were not wearing panty's how many thought of the things I was thinking. 
Most likely none of the nuns, I tried to see Judy or Mary, I knew they were
there, but I could not find see them.  I wondered if they put panty's on
before coming to chapel.  I just know I am a sinner, I know that if anyone
found out I would be mortified

   I felt a tap on my shoulder, I was brought back to reality Sister Mary
Agnes asked me if I was all right?  I looked around and saw everyone was
standing, and I was kneeling.  I looked at her and said "I wanted to say
another rosary, and I was just praying"

   She said "Pray your rosary tonight, right now we are at vespers" (I told
you, the were sticklers for order every thing had to be done every time,
exactly the same way.) I stood up and forced my mind to get back on what I
should be doing It is very hard when my body is saying one thing and my
mind is saying another.

   After Vespers, we all shower clean up and get ready for bed, before
going into the big bay dorm, I checked the bulletin board to see where it
was I had chores for tomorrow.  I saw I had out side clean up.  I went to
my bed, and sat on the edge waiting for the night prayer.  Again, we are
not to be talking at this time.  We are to be reflecting on the day, and
preparing ourselves for prayer.

   Sitting there I kept thinking of how disappointed I was that I would not
be able to get inside to go the hiding place (I can't say it was mine alone
anymore) I knew that the out side clean up was always the longest chores,
and we always had to work right up until it was almost time to eat.  We
would be excused just long enough to clean up before supper.

   Sitting there I looked around me, all the other girls were sitting
there, no one talking, I looked at each one face that I could see, and I
wondered if she ever did anything like what I had done, or like what I had
seen.  Somehow, I knew that I was the only one with this problem.  In my
section we are all the same age 12 going on 13.  We were all allowed to
have one stuffed toy on our beds and mine was a teddy bear.  I held it
while I waited and I wondered what it would feel like to rub one of the
arms or legs against myself between my legs.

   I heard the buzzer for our bay, it was time to kneel and say our night
prayers.I knelt down and could not get my mind off of how it may feel to
have the thick brown teddy bears leg between mine.  I was disappointed with
my self for not getting into the vegetable bin and looking for a small
cucumber like Judy and Mary had in the couch.  With my mind on all the
nasty stuff I did not notice that all the other girls were getting up and
getting in bed one by one.

   My eyes were closed and I was picturing myself in the toilet stall,
remembering how wonderful it felt when I climaxed.  Trying to relive every
detail of it in my mind.  I started to hear some talking and it brought me
back to reality, I opened my eyes and found I was the last girl kneeling,
and I got up and got under the covers.  Sister Mary Bernadine stood by to
make sure everyone was accounted for and we were all ready for sleep.  (She
is in charge of our sleeping bay, sort of like a home room teacher only
live in) her room is at the end of our bay.  She sleeps there and not in
the nun's sleeping area.

   It was not long before the lights were turned out, and I always found it
easy to drop off to sleep, Our days all started very early, This night was
different, I had been thinking about that wooden toilet paper holder and
how wonderful it felt, I could not just drop off to sleep.  I reached down
between my legs, opened my legs and touched my self, God, I was so wet and
it felt so good.  I decided to try and see if I used my bear's leg, if it
would feel good or not.

   I turned on my side and put the bear down between my legs.  I found that
if I just laid on my side with the bears main body against me, it felt
best. Once there, I started to sort of move my hips and the bears body
would in turn rub my gash, and make that one spot tingle soooo good.

   I climaxed many times and fell asleep.  When I woke the next morning,
Puggy (my bear) was still between my legs, I was clamped around him very
tightly.  It was still dark outside and the morning buzzer had not sounded
yet.

   I knew almost every one else was still sleeping, I started to move my
hips again, "How nice" I thought to myself, "to go to sleep with that
wonderful feeling and to wake up to it"

   I was right at the edge of a climax when the buzzer sounded and the
lights came on, talk about a eye opening experience.  I froze, slowly I
pulled up Puggy hoping no one saw me pull him up from between my legs.  I
pulled down my long flannel night gown and got out of bed, knelt down and
said my morning prayer.  Or I should say I knelt down thinking to my self
"just one more minute, one more minute, I could have finished, I would have
been there"

   I was truly disappointed.  My bottom ached, I wanted to finish in the
worse way.  After prayers, it was every girl for herself, we would all move
fast to the toilet stalls to pee.

   This morning I hurried not to pee, but to have the privacy to finish
what Puggy and I started.  I had to stand in line and when it was my turn,
I locked the door, sat down, opened my legs and went to work with one hand
I rubbed my little button and with the other I put a finger in me, I wanted
that double feeling again.  It did not take me long (I thought) but then I
heard a knock on the door.

   "Come on Phyllis, hurry up, I got to go too" It was Maggie, My climax
was just finishing and I had not peed yet, I said I would be right out, and
I peed.I went to the dressing room and took my socks, skirt, blouse, and
shoes.  I did not take any panty's, I wanted to go the day with out wearing
any, (just like Judy and Mary do.

   After dressing, we went down to Mass and then the dining room, I have to
tell you, it was like a getting hooked on the best thing I have ever had or
experienced.  The more I wanted.  I did not know it at the time, but I was
more than "hooked" sitting down to eat breakfast before giving thanks, I
was looking at the fruit bowl and kept looking at the bananas they were all
way to big.  Maybe if I peeled a small one?

   After the prayer I asked them to pass the fruit.  I choose the smallest
one and stuck it in my skirt pocket.  Since I was on the outside chores
today, I had to return to our bay, and help clean up, I went back and went
straight to the toilet stalls, I peeled the banana and found it still to
big to try and put inside me and on top of that, it was to soft (to ripe)
So I just ate it.

   I went out and went to brush me teeth and comb my hair.  When I picked
up the hair brush, I felt the handle, it was small, almost the size of the
small cucumber and the carrot, no, it was bigger than the carrot.  I
slipped it in my pocket and hoped no one would notice, I returned to the
stall, I spit on the end, opened my legs and found that I was as wet as
ever.  I put the end against my opening and found that it slid in as easy
as the small cucumber.

   Pulling it into myself, it felt so filling, so hard and so good, I again
rubbed that wonderful little button that gives so much pleasure, and
holding the brush's of the hair brush, I moved the handle in and out
slowly, very slowly as the feeling got stronger, needles to say I moved it
just a little faster as the feeling got stronger and I could feel myself
climbing that lovely mind melting mountain.

   I was lost in my lust to get that feeling.  I lost track of time, of
where I was, who I was, all I could think about was that feeling, Oh that
feeling.  I did not hear the buzzer for moving to the classrooms, I could
only think of what I was doing and the effect it had on me

   I heard Sister Mary Berdine's voice, and her knocking on the stall door.
"Phyllis, are you in there?" she asked.  I could hear her voice, but I did
not want to stop.  I knew I had to and I knew I could not let her know what
I was doing.  "Honey, are you all right?" she asked again.

   I managed to tell her I had the runs, and my tummy felt funny.  Well, it
did, it felt real funny, every time my gash would throb and I would
shudder, my tummy sort of bounced in and out.  So I was not really lying
about that part.  I heard her say "OK, when you come out well go down to
the infirmary and have Sister Kelly check you out" She is the convent
nurse. I heard her leave, and felt I better hurry and hide my brush before
Sister found out I was not being totally honest with her.  I stood up,
smoothed out my skirt, straightened my blouse put the brush back in my
bathroom bin and walked out to the bay to get Sister from her room.

   Sister Kelly examined me and said to go to class.  I did, and I could
not wait until I could go out to the shed.  I knew I would find something
in there that I could try out next.

   Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 3

   Class's all day were very slow, Math, History, English, Religion,
Science, PE all crept by.  The only thing I thought about all day was what
could I use and what may be in the work shed that I could use and stick in
me that may give me that wonderful feeling again.  Even in the classrooms I
saw all kinds of things I wanted to try and use.  Especially in Science
class, we have glass tubes I kept thinking that some would fit, but they
seemed to be so thin.  But there are some nice fat stirs.

   A couple other things that caught my eyes was, when we went to Chapel
and I saw the smaller candles.  I saw some that I just knew that If I could
get my hands on may just fit.

   I know my mind was were it should not have been, I had that feeling on
my mind, I wondered what it would feel like to have Judy or Mary licking
me. Oh I bet the tongue would be softer that my finger.  Walking out to the
shed I could hear Mr.  Johnson's was barking we are all afraid to get to
close to Mr.  Johnson's stuff because of his big dog.  It is a Collie and
his name I think is Buster.  Sister told me I was to work in the rear
flower garden, to use the hand hoe, and take the weeds out.  I know the
hands tools are on the side of the shed, but I wanted to go inside and look
around.

   Buster did not scare me with his barking, we made friends about a year
ago when I first got here, in fact I would run off and hide just talking to
him.  He was a good listener and friend.  I wanted some privacy and I knew
I would have it there.  That is if Mr.  Johnson was not there.  But being
the maintenance man, he was always working in the building.  And the last
time I saw him today he was in the boiler room working.

   Going in the shed door I saw Buster, Mr.  Johnson had him tied up, he
knows that we girls have to from times to time go in the shed for shovels
and other stuff when he was not around.  And if Buster was loose, most of
the girls would not go inside because they were afraid of him.  I was very
happy to see Mr.  Johnson was not in here.  I walked over to Buster and
squatted down and gave him a big hug.  He was wagging his tail so hard, his
whole body was moving.  He licked my face and wined as if he was telling me
how happy he was to see me.  Hugging him I said "Hi Buster, how have you
been boy, look, you lay down, I have to find something" I got up and saw
all the tools laying around, lots of things caught my eyes, first were all
the smooth wooden screwdrivers of all sizes, then the different handles on
the hand tools.

   I picked up this one screwdriver with the perfect size handle, it was
fat at one end and then smaller and smooth.  It looked the size of the
small cucumber I used, and maybe a little bigger than my hair brush handle.
The only chair in the shed was at Mr.  Johnson's desk, I really had no idea
about positions or different ways to do my self at the time, so far every
time used the cucumber and the hair brush I was sitting down.  I walked
past Buster who was laying down watching me and sat on the edge of the
chair, I opened my legs, lifted my skirt, and started rubbing myself. 
Buster laid there looking at me.  I had been waiting all day for this, and
it did not take much to make that wonderful pleasure too raise up and take
me away.  When the first wave hit, I could not move my fingers fast enough.


   I slid first one then two fingers in myself, I did something different
this time, and it felt great, as I pulled my fingers out I slid them up my
wet gash up over my little button that was so sensitive.  Then I ran them
back down and inside.  Wow, did that ever feel good.  I closed my eyes and
went away in pure pleasure wave after wave of marvelous pleasure made my
body shake.  It was time for that handle, I opened my eyes and Buster was
standing right in front of me.  He was watching me, and he cocked his head
to the side.  I said "watch me Buster, watch me, it feels good, to bad your
a dog, you don't know what your missing" I brought the handle to my hole
and it slid in so easy, and the way the handle was, I could feel myself
open and close around it, as I would move it in and out, that sensation in
it self made it feel even better than with a straight handle.  I could feel
the lips of myself trying to grip the handle as it slid and made the
opening expand, then as it got to the smaller part I could feel my hole
relaxing.

   Something I discovered doing this was on one stroke when I was pulling
it out, it came all the way out, and I went to pull it back into my self,
well the sensation I got when it came out and my hole closing, well when I
pulled it back in, it made my hole open up faster than I expected and it
gave me suck a thrill, Oh, was it ever a thrill, I wanted it again.  I
started to pull it all the way out and then pausing a few seconds and then
pulling it deep inside me in one stroke.  I could feel my hole expand and
contract with the handle.  It was the very best feeling I had experienced
to that point.  I could hear the sound of a plopping sound as the handle
came out and suck a slurping sound as it slid in and out.  My body shook,
my eyes rolled around in my head, sweat was poring out of my entire body,
my mind was burning, my breathing was fast and hard.  It was like a never
ending fast ride.  I could not go on, my arm was tired, my opening was
getting sore, after one of the most intense shuddering experience, I pulled
it out and dropped it on the floor, I laid my head back, and rested.

   I felt buster licking my feet and it felt good, he in the past would
lick me as I rubbed his ears.  His tongue was cool and wet.  I just closed
my eyes and relaxed.  Buster started licking up my sweaty legs, that also
felt good, he licked my inner thighs, and licked off all the sweat.  His
tongue kept going up my thigh, the higher he licked it felt good.  all of a
sudden, I wanted to feel him lick my gash, I wanted to feel his tongue on
my gash, on my hole and most of all, I wanted to feel his tongue on that
little button that made me feel so great.

   When his tongue finely reached my gash my body was starting to shake
again.  When his tongue started to go inside my hole, I felt like my head
was spinning.  I could feel his tongue up inside, up inside my hole.  I
mean it was deep.  I started to push against his tongue, I pushed forward
and slid off the chair onto the floor.  Buster never stopped licking, I
wanted to get back up on the chair.  It was hard to get up, Buster was
licking me so good, and my body would not stop shaking.

   Struggling I managed to get one hand up on the seat and I started to
pull myself up.  I slipped again and fell back down, this time I
accidentally spun myself around and ended up on my face.  Buster was sort
of startled by this, and backed away for a moment.  I started to push
myself up and Buster put his head under my skirt and was licking me again.

   I realized that in this position, his tongue went even deeper, and in
this position, he would once and awhile lick my butt hole.  When he licked
me there, he was forcing his tongue in my butt hole and it felt good.  His
tongue was not soft, it felt prickly, It felt as he had tiny little bumps
that made every thing feel even more intense.  I reached down and when he
was licking and running his tongue in my butt hole, I started rubbing my
little bud.

   Oh how can I describe the feeling, I don't know how.  It was like
nothing I had ever experienced before.  And I loved it.  My body kept
shaking and I had no control over it, my hips moved my legs just shook. 
And I could not get enough of this feeling.

   I felt Buster stop, and I wanted to cry out no, then he was on me.  I
wanted him off of me, I wanted him to lick me, I felt this thing all wet
hitting me in my butt cheeks, when what ever it was slid right in my butt
hole, I have no idea, what Buster was doing, but it started to feel real
good to me.  I stopped trying to get him off of me, and I laid my head down
to look under me, I wanted to see what was happening if I could.

   All I could see was his rear legs and I felt his front legs locked
around me holding me tight.  I started to feel a new sensation, one I knew
I liked, it came from deep inside my tummy, and spread very fast up my
spine, to my brain.  My body shook and shook and shook.  I felt like
something was making my butt hole stretch, yet at the same time my whole
bottom throbbed with this most wonderful feeling.

   I felt this thing slamming into me so fast, so hard, what ever it was
that buster had in me started to get bigger, and I think longer, it started
to hurt, and in a very strange way, started to make it feel different, not
a bad different, a good different.  Oh how great a good different.  I could
not catch my breath, I was gasping for air as my body shook.  I felt Buster
thing inside me start to throb, and when it did, I felt real warm deep
inside my tummy, My body stopped shaking and I noticed so did buster's. 
after a few minutes he hopped off of me an laid back down I fell tot he
floor and watched as he licked this big purple thing between his rear legs.
Funny, I don't remember ever seeing that thing there before, yet here he
was licking it.

   I was fascinated as I watched him lick his thing and after a long time,
it started to get smaller, and smaller, the smaller it got, it started to
change from a dark purple to a pretty ping thing.  Finely it disappeared
into his belly, well it was covered by a furry tube that hung from him, but
I could not see the pink thing any longer.  I cant believe I am admitting
to this, but I wanted him to do it again only this time I wanted him to put
that thing in the hole in my gash, something told me it would even feel
better there.  I got up off the floor, sat in the chair, opened my legs and
called Buster, I wanted to feel him lick me some more.  Buster looked at
me, and went back to licking himself.  I heard voices outside the shed.  I
jumped up, smoothed out my skirt, and acted like I was looking for a hand
shovel just in case who ever it was out side the shed decided to walk in.

   buster also heard them and he started to bark, he barked loud and long
until they left.  I walked to him, petted his head, and said "good boy,
good boy" he started to sniff and his head went under the front of my
skirt. I knew where I wanted him to lick so I opened my legs as much as I
could with out falling down.  He licked me right where I wanted him to.  Oh
it was so good, I felt like I was on fire between my legs, I was throbbing,
and it was so wonderful.  I stood there, my body stared it's shaking again
and my breathing started to get hard again.  God did I ever love this.  I
forced myself to try and turn around.  I wanted to get on my hands and
knees again.  I wanted Buster to put his thing in the hole of my gash.

   I tried to turn but Buster would not stop licking, I finely stepped over
his back all the time he kept licking.  I got down on my knees and he
jumped on me again just like I wanted him to.  I felt his thing hitting my
cheeks again, and I reached under my belly grabbed it and brought it to my
hole.  I felt it stab me a few times and then all of a sudden, it hit,
buster slammed it hard and deep, I was surprised as to how fast Buster went
his thing was slamming into me so hard and fast it made me shudder.  I
started that shaking again and throbbing.  I could feel his thing starting
to swell up and get longer.  It was better than before, much better, so
much better.  I wanted to yell, I wanted to scream.  I wanted this feeling
never to stop.

   Buster some how brought me to a peak of the most wonderful feeling I
have ever had, and just as I got there, His thing started to throb again
and I felt all warm as something came out of his thing inside me.  My hole
was so stretched, it hurt, after the wonderful feeling started to fade
away, a different feeling started.  It was pain, all of a sudden the hole
in my gash was hurting.  Buster pulled back from me and I felt the worse
pain I ever felt in my life, I heard a plopping sound and then no more
pressure.  I looked at buster and I saw this huge round thing way up on his
thing.  I knew then that it was the cause of my pain.

   One thing about that, it took all the desire from me.  I did not want to
touch it, I did not want to think of sticking anything in me ever again.  I
did not want that pain ever again.  I got to my feet, checked my skirt and
blouse, I was filthy, my white blouse had dirt all over it, my skirt had
dirt all over it.  I knew I would get in trouble with the Sisters if they
saw my messy cloths.  I brushed myself off as good as I could and looked
around the yard.  No one was around, I quickly made it out of the shed, and
made my way to the laundeyr room.  I made sure no one saw me.  I grabbed a
blouse and skirt that fit and went in the tunnel to change.  Once in the
tunnel, I decided to go see if Judy and Mary were there today.  I made my
way to the stage and I heard them.  I got up behind them and watched as
they played with each other and used the cucumber and carrot again.  I was
sore as could be.  I was not tempted to touch my self, but I wanted to
watch.  I told myself the it was to bad they were afraid of buster, that he
had something that was better than the cucumber and carrot.

   They left, and I went around to the couch, I pulled out the cucumber and
brought it to my mouth.  It had the most wonderful taste.  And smell. 
Almost like fish, yet a little different.  I decided to take it with me and
put it in the pocket of my skirt.  I walked up to my bay before supper and
put it under my pillow.  All through supper and vespers, I could feel my
bottom sore, when it was time to go to bed, my bottom was not sore, but I
was not going to do anything to bring it back.  After prayers and the
lights went out, I laid on my back, thinking over the day.  From the
morning using the hair brush, to the screwdriver handle and of course
Buster.

   I don't know what made me do it, but I slid my hands down between my
legs.  I found my little bud, and found it was not sore.  I rubbed it ever
so slowly and after a very long time I was able to make myself feel good
again.  I drifted off to sleep.  When I slept I dreamed of Buster, of Mary
licking me, Of Judy using the cucumber in me as she licked me.  When I woke
up my hand was between my legs and I had two fingers in my very wet hole.
It was still dark and no one was awake yet.  I reached under my pillow and
got the cucumber, I got out of bed and went to the toilet stall.

   Closing the door I sat down and slid it in my hole.  I expected it to
hurt and I did not care.  To my surprise, it did not hurt or for that
matter feel uncomfortable.  In fact it felt real good.  So good that I
started to forget where I was, I started to get noisy, I did not realize
it, but I was talking to Buster telling him "to do it, give it to me,
faster, faster" I never heard Sister Mary Bernie walk into the bathroom, I
did not hear her as she put her key in the lock to unlock the door, but
when the door was pulled open and I saw Sister looking at me with my legs
wide open, and my hand sliding that green cucumber in and out my hole.  I
froze, I had pulled it as deep as I could and as I sat there only the tip
could be seen.

   Sister reached in, grabbed my hand that was holding it in, pulled me to
my feet, and as I stood up, we heard the cucumber drop to the floor.  "Pick
that disgusting thing up young lady" sister said.  I did, and she said "now
flush it" I drooped it in the toilet and flushed it away.  Sister pulled me
to her room.  She half threw me to the chair in her room.  And started in
on me.  "You are a child of god, your body is his temple.  You defiled it,
and god will punish you for it.  I don't know when , but god will bring on
you the curse.  Maybe if you pray, and fast, and beg forgiveness, he will
let it pass." I ask Sister "what curse?" She told me "every girl that
touches herself between her legs for pleasure god send a punishment for the
whole world to know that she is a sinner, once a month blood will come from
you down there, and your whole life you will have to hide your shame."

   I started to cry, I had forgotten that God sees all, that he knows all.
And I did the most disgusting things.  And even with a dog.  I knew I was
going to hell.  Sister said "look Phyllis, don't cry.  Some girls bleed for
one day while others bleed for a week.  It all depends on how bad you were
and how much you ask for forgiveness.  He will forgive you, and maybe it
will pass from you.  If you start to bleed between your legs, come to me, I
will help you through those times every month.

   Do not tell anyone of your curse, not even the Priest during confession.
We sisters keep that curse to ourselves.  And one last thing.  Pray hard
when the devil tempts you, I know you will be tempted again and again, but
remember the curse, and remember only the devil wants you to do nasty
things too your self, that is why he make it feels so good.  Now go back to
bed, and say a rosary.  We will be getting up soon, do not mention this to
anyone, I will pray that the curse pass's you, remember, If you do start to
bleed between your legs get right to me.  I have the pads for it"

   I got up and went back to my bed, I said my rosary and just as I was
going back to sleep, the lights came on.  When I got up, I saw Sister
looking at me.  I hung my head and moved to brush my teeth.  I picked up my
brush, I looked at it remembering what I did the morning before with it.  I
became excited and embarrassed all at the same time.  I remembered what
Sister told me just about a hour earlier, and became very ashamed knowing
that she saw me and that god saw me and may give me this curse she told me
about.  I brushed my hair, and prayed to myself because I wanted to use
this brush in my hand again.  I needed the strength.

   I showered and got dressed, this time I took panty's and decided I
better wear them I went to Mass and then breakfast.  At breakfast I looked
at things again and looking at the knife handle had a flash that it may
feel good to try it, then I realized what I was thinking and began to pray
again to stop the devil from tempting me.  All during the day I found my
mind wanting to think of that feeling, of how my fingers felt, of how
Buster made me feel, of how the screwdriver felt.

   I prayed in math class, in English class, in History, almost every class
I had to pray to get my mind off of that wonderful feeling I could give my
self.  Around noon, I had to pee, and I went to the toilet, sitting down I
peed and went to wipe myself.  when I did, I felt a tingle, no, more than a
tingle, I wiped my self a second time, then a third, and then I felt my bud
start to tingle and get warm I closed my eyes and touched it, it felt good,
I rubbed it a few times and it felt better.

   Hoping that god was busy and not watching, I started to rub it more and
more.  I knew I was getting that feeling and I wanted it, I did not care if
anyone saw me, besides, I did not have this curse that Sister told me
about, and maybe she did not know what she was talking about, I never heard
of such a thing before.  The feeling started to become very intense, my
body started to shake, and my legs became weak I knew I was there, my
breathing was fast and hard, my mind felt like it was melting.

   I could not rub myself fast enough, I slid fingers in my hole and
created another wonderful feeling.  I felt my body start that
uncontrollable shaking, I knew I had reached the peak of the feeling.  I
started to calm down and I heard the buzzer.  It brought me back to reality
and I felt so ashamed, so alone, I hoped that what Sister had told me was
incorrect and that maybe god was busy and did not see me touching myself.

   Today I had kitchen duty, that meant I helped the Sisters and the
Novices prepare dinner.  (during classes the Sisters and Novices only
worked in the kitchen) I reported to the kitchen, I had to peel potatoes
along with a Novice.  She told me what to do, and sitting there I wanted so
badly to talk to her, to ask her questions about her training, questions
about the curse sister told me about.  How could I bring up the question
that Sister told me was such a secret?  Instead I just peeled the potatoes.
When we finished Sister John Michael told me I could take a break before
supper that I would be serving the gravy during supper.  Having over a hour
free I first thought of running to the stage and talk to Judy and Mary,
then I had this strong desire to run to the shed to see if Buster was
alone.

   I decided to go to the stage, Judy and Mary were there all right and
they were kissing and touching each other.  I watched as I always did.  And
of course I touched myself and times my peak with all of theirs.  I could
never find a time I felt safe to let them know I was there and I was
watching.  I was afraid of how they would react in finding me there
watching.  And now that my suspicions were right, that this was wrong.  I
felt even more alone.

   I struggled like this for about a week touching myself every day at
least once a day sometimes two to three times a day, then on a Thursday
night I took a banana from the dining room and brought it into my bed. 
After everyone was asleep I stuck it in myself, and made my body shake and
shudder for maybe an hour.  The once stiff banana was now soft and if I
peeled it I'm sure it would be mush.  I fell asleep very confused between
wanting this feeling and being afraid I would get the curse.

   Friday morning I woke up and my sheet had blood on it, I was bleeding
from between my legs just like Sister had said.  I had the curse, I guess
God was watching after all.  I laid in bed, not wanting to get up, one of
the girls went and got Sister, she came to my bed sat on the edge and asked
"what is it child?  Did the curse come?"

   I looked at her and shook my head yes.  "I was afraid of that, no one
that touches themselves gets away with it.  God knows, now once all the
other girls have gone to breakfast, I'll come back, we will clean up the
mess, and I'll show you what we have to do each month, and Phyllis, this
has to be done every month for the rest of your life"

   I laid there, and after it was all quite, Sister came back told me to go
shower, and she would meet me there when I got out.  I showered and after
getting out Sister came up to me.  She handed me this funny looking strap,
and this big white pad.  She showed me how to put the pad on the belt and
how to wear it under my panty's.

   She said "don't worry Phyllis, you are not the first girl to get the
curse and you will not be the last, I think every girl here will get the
curse, al because we can't fight off those nasty desires.  I was your age
when I got the curse, and I found that only with a lot of hard prayer could
I fight off those nasty desires.  Now pray with me" We both knelt down and
prayed, I got up dressed and went straight to class's.

   Over the years Phyllis would hear other girls moaning late at night, she
knew they would be paying the price as she had.  After graduating I made
the choice I think I knew I would always make.  I became a Novice and began
to study teaching.  I decided to become a Nun

   Four years later I took my final vows.  I became Sister Mary Jean, soon
after I took my vows, I was sent to a Large dioceses in LA On my arrival I
met with Mother Superior.  She told me I would be teaching History.  I had
studied to be a History teacher and I was a very good at it.  My training
at St.  Mary's did not prepare me for teaching High school boys and girls.
I had dealt with 6 & 7 grades as a Novice.  After about 1 week in her new
convent she started to bleed.

   Not knowing who to turn to and not having any pads I went to Mother
Superior, I told her I had the curse, and asked for some pads.  Mother
Superior asked me if I meant I was menstruating.  I told her I did not know
what ministration was.  Looking at me she asked "what where you told about
your bleeding when you started?" I told her my bay Sister told me it was
how god punished us girls that touched themselves.  And we where not to
tell anyone not even the priest" Mother looked at me and told me the truth
about ministration why a girl had it and what we should do every month
about it.

   I was in shock, all those years of torture, having fought the temptation
to touch myself and when I gave in to the temptation all the days weeks and
months of guilt.  Mother also told me that women were able to deal with
each other better and easier when they had to relieve the tension in their
bodies.  It was also a way to not be tempted to have sex with any man. 
While she and the church did not condemn any woman from masturbating, it
was still looked on as something not to be talked about.  And that the
subject would not be talked about with her again after tonight.  She asked
me if I had questions she could answer because I was so misled as a younger
child.

   My mind was whirling, I had so many questions, but had no way to ask her
one.  All I could think of was all those years sneaking around and the
guilt.  By now I knew the proper name for my vagina, and that my little
buddy was called a clitoris My butt hole was called a anus and my chest
where breast.  That is all I knew.  Oh yes I knew boys/men had a penis. 
And it was only used to make women pregnant not for pleasure.

   We all had a very small private room it consisted of only a bed, night
stand, dresser on top of it was two good size candles and a cross.  There
was also a small chair next to a lamp for reading.  The best thing about
this room was IT WAS PRIVATE.  That night at supper, I saw that the fruit
bowls had lots of fruit, but the ones that stood out the most were the
bananas I saw many nuns take an apple and banana to snack on later some
choose just an apple or peach but by far many took banana's seeing this

   I chose a large banana and but it in my inside habit pocket.  After
vespers I went to my room with only one thing in mind.  I wanted to eat
that banana with my vagina, I took off my habit, my bra, my panty's, my
socks and laid on the bed naked, opened my legs and started in on my
clitoris.  I did love it so.

   I laid there thinking back at Judy who was now Sister Mary Francis and
Mary who was now Sister Mary Long.  I wondered if they were assigned
together in Detroit and if they were still messing with each other.  I
remembered Buster and that day he mounted me.  I remembered the times
listening to other girls in the bay touching them selves.  I felt myself
ready, my vagina was so wet, it seem to get wetter over the years.  I could
actually hear the slurping sounds coming from it that night in my quite
room.  I was ready for that big stiff banana and I glanced over at the
candles on the dresser.  That night I was going to masturbate until I was
sore.  I used the banana until it became soft and I ate it.  Then I got up,
took both candles and brought them to my small bed.  I put one in my vagina
and started sliding it in and out then I moved it to my anus.  Once in
place I brought the other one to my vagina and went to work.

   I have now idea how many times I went to the top of my peaks, I just
knew I was exhausted and needed a shower.  Me and the Sister next to me
shared a bathroom with a tub and shower.  I got up and found it was empty,
so I ran a warm bath.  I was beaming.

   For the very first time I had no guilt.  Oh it started, but I remembered
what Mother had said.  Masturbating was not condemned, it was normal.

   And I knew one thing.  It was the most wonderful thing I had ever
experienced in my entire life.  I could not wait for morning, I wanted to
wake up and do it again

   Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 4

   This went on for about 7 months, going to my room masturbate at night,
shower and go to bed, wake up, and masturbate, put my stockings on, my
habit and then off to class's to teach (I still do not wear any, I just
can't stand them covering my groin.  I even hate it when I have to wear
those pads).

   Now something happen today that I really hit me and I mean hard.  I had
my 5th period class reading and I saw one boy Jeremy Jones in the rear of
the class he was so engrossed in his history book, I was truly amazed.  He
hardly ever read, his grades were low, something told me it was to good to
be true.  I decided to get up and walk around.  Maybe he had his eyes
closed and I just could not see them.  I got up, walked over to the window,
looked out, turned and started just walking around.

   Jeremy glanced up once when I walked to the window, then went back too
reading his book.  I slowly made my way to the rear of the class room, and
slowly over in back of Jeremy.  He had a small pocket book inside his
History book and was engrossed in reading it.

   I reached over and snatched it up.  And said "Jeremy, in history, we
read the history book, not some romance novel" I slipped it inside my habit
with out looking at it.  The look on his face was of fright.  He turned
beat red, and stuck his head in his book.

   I walked back to my desk, and waited for the buzzer for 5th to end and
6th to come in.  Jeremy rushed out the door.  I expected him to come up to
me and ask for his book back.  He did not, and I figured he would come back
after school.  During 6th period I had the class read the same chapter. 
Sitting there I decided to look at that book

   I slipped it out of my habit and for the first time, looked at the
cover. In big black letters, the cover read "Young Slut Housewife whore"
and there was a illustration of a girl naked with three men.  One man was
laying down on his back, she was straddling him, another man was standing.
The man on his back had something coming up going into her.

   The man standing she had something from between his legs in her mouth
and she was holding it with one hand.  I think it was called a penis.  I
have never seen one, so I could only make a guess at this point.  There was
a third man kneeling behind her, and it looked like his penis was going in
her ass.  In the back ground there was a guy looking through a door, and he
was stroking his penis as he watched.

   My breathing became hard, I felt my groin start to ache just like it
does when I know I need to masturbate.  I knew I was holding a book I
wanted to read and no one could ever see or know that I had it let alone
read it.  By now my bottom was throbbing, I don't mean a little, I mean I
fought my self from touching myself right there behind my desk.  Oh I
wanted to, but I knew I could not take any chance like that, ever.  I
quickly put the book back in my habit.

   When the last period ended, I could not wait for the last student to
leave.  I knew the students would leave right away, and all the sisters
would be in there class rooms for two more hours doing papers and things we
had to do.  I got up, closed my door, and put up my "reading" sign.  (It
was something we did so we did not bother each other, and we could get our
reading done for the next day.

   Well I don't have to tell you what I was reading, it sure wasn't any
history book.  For the next few hours I read that book from front to back.
I could not put it down.  I now knew what fucking meant, what I called my
bottom was called a pussy and a cunt.

   I now knew what a Gang bang was and that men had cock's and dick's. 
that men loved there cocks to be sucked, and at least this girl loved to
have men eat her, and the lady next door was a Lesbian eat and fuck her
(during the day time when her husband was at work) with things called
Dildo's.

   The book was full of illustrations showing all the most exciting things
I swear I climaxed 4-5 times and never once did I touch myself.  all I did
was sit there and as I read I started squeezing my legs together with out
realizing it.  And before I knew it, I started to cum as she was fucking
her teenage paperboy.

   After the first climax, they just seemed to come in one wave after
another as I read.  I became that young house wife in the book, My brow was
soaked, my habit cap that was white I am sure was also soaked with sweat.
My hands trembled as I sat there.  This poor girl, she got married young
just like I did, only she married a man, I married the church.  She had
sexual urges in her that she could not control.

   She masturbated morning, noon and night, she let the teenage paper boy
catch her masturbating and fucked him.  She caught him peeking at her
through the window, and got him to come inside.  Where she sucked his rock
hard cock.  When I got to that page there was this illustration of her
kneeling sucking him, then he fingered and licked her cunt.  I don't wish
to bore you, but it went on and on picture after picture, act after act.

   When her husband told her he had to take a part time job to meet the
bills She was crushed, she would be alone a night, yet then she thought, it
would allow her to maybe have sex with a stranger or someone that did not
know her husband.  She decided she would walk the park across the street
from her house.  The first night she met a man that fucked her in the dark
on a picnic table.  He fucked her in her wanting cunt.

   She had read a lot about anal sex and asked the stranger to fuck her in
her asshole.  After the initial pain went away, it made her climax harder
than she had ever before.

   She agreed to meet him the next night, and they fucked and ate each
other at the same time.  A Black man walking his dog in the park came on
them, and she was so hot and wanted more, so as the first guy watched, the
black man fucked her.  The book said he had a monster of a cock.  The first
guy left and when the man finished fucking her, she laid there and his dog
licked her pussy bringing her to another climax.

   Boy did that ever bring back memories.  I kept think the dog would fuck
her, but he didn't (that first night) On the third night, her new friend
invited her to his place, and he took pictures of her fucking herself with
her fingers, and with things, she used Vibrators, Rubber cocks and Rubber
vibrators, then he took pictures of them fucking.  The guy really love to
fuck her in her asshole, and she wanted it more and more.

   She wanted to get the Black man again and asked her new friend to see if
he could have him there the next night.  He did better than that, he had
two black men, and his brother.  He taught her the pleasure of having a
Gang-bang.  And the man brought his dog to lick her and the dog fucked her.
The man took pictures of her doing all this lovely stuff.  She loved making
pictures, and he asked her if she would make a sex movie with them.

   She could not wait.  They made 5 very nasty movies with her fucking
everything and anything, movies with her and one or two girls fucking each
other with dildo's.  Then after a while the thrill was gone, she wanted
only strangers, any stranger.  So she would dress as a whore, wearing
short, short skirts, hose, no panty's no bra and very low cut blouses.  She
walked the park and fuck the men

   Now what made this also interesting was, she really loved her husband.
She would be full of other men's cum when he came to bed, and she loved to
get him to lick her, and she got the biggest thrill out of having him lay
on his back, with her over him sucking his rock hard cock, and she would
have her cum dripping cunt over his mouth as he licked her cunt lips, and
the cum dripped into his mouth.

   The first time he noticed, she told him that he turned him on so much,
that she was dripping with anticipation of his cock..  She got a thrill out
of doing this to him.  And it seemed the more cum that dripped out into his
mouth, the hotter it got him.  Which in turn made her suck harder and
faster on his cock.

   They would have long lovemaking sessions.  Not sex sessions like with
her and the boys, but real soft/hard love.  Mind melting love.  She had the
best of both worlds mind melting hard nasty filthy sex with the boys, and
passionate loving sex with the man she loved.

   The last chapter blew my mind.  It was all a roes her husband did not
have a second part time job.  He observed her fucking the paper boy, it
turned him on watching, so he made up the thing about the job, he had a
friend meet her in the park, and he let him take it from there.  All the
pictures where for him, (and of course the other guys.  The dog was a
unexpected pleasure, and he watched her every night getting fucked over and
over.

   He would watch her dress up as a cock hungry slut and walk around
picking up men in the park.

   Word passes around fast, there would maybe one or two guys at night
around the park at first, but by the end of the book, she could go from man
to man, she would fuck 8-10 men a night then go home and wait for her
husband to get back from work.  He would always get there 10-15 min.  after
her.

   The last time in the book, that she knelt over him, he said "You taste
so good, you taste as if you fucked 10 guys and you are full of cum." She
did that night.  When they finished making wonderful passionate love he
told her he bought a 4 movies that he wanted her to see.  He started the
first one, and she sat shocked, she did not move, she sat she watched the
others.

   She did not know what to say or how to act.  She was caught, not only
that, but watching made her hot as hell seeing herself climaxing with so
many men, so many times.  Hearing herself begging for cock, more cock. 
Then her husband handed her all the pictures they had taken of her doing
nasty things.

   After many minutes of silence He told her the truth.  That is when the
reader found out it was his sexual kick to watch his wife fuck other men
and have many, many climaxes.  It was then he told her he knew that she
loved to fuck men and to fuck strangers.  And she could do what ever she
wanted to do.  If she wanted to she could stop and just let it be the two
of them.

   However he did not think she would or could stop.  He also said she
could continue going out and fucking strangers, that was all up to her. 
All he wanted to do was watch and take pictures and movies for them so hey
both could watch them later.  Putting his hand between her legs he found
her sopping wet, he knew that watching herself made her hot and horny.  She
told him that she felt lucky and was so happy that the man she loved, would
let her indulge herself in so much sexual pleasure to have a man that she
loved and one that would give her a wonderful life of love.  A husband that
enjoyed watching his wife have all the nasty sex she wanted.

   My legs hurt because I had squeezed them so much.  I got up and I felt
how slippery I was between my legs, I could feel my wetness running down my
legs as I walked to the convent.  I went to my room.  closed and leaned
back against the door.  I lifted the front of my habit, opened my legs and
went straight for my own "hungry pussy" I closed my eyes, and I saw myself
in the park dressed as a cock hungry slut, wanting to fuck the first man I
saw.  I stood there with three fingers in me from my right hand, and my two
other fingers from my left rubbing my clit.  I opened my eyes and I saw
Sister Margaret Mary (The Sister I shared my adjoining bath with) watching
me from the door that I forgot to close on my side for the bathroom.  I was
in the middle of a hard strong climax, I could not stop.  I was lost in my
lust, I told myself "let her watch, I'm sure she does this" and I closed my
eyes.

   When I finished my climax, I opened my eyes expecting to see Sister
gone, she was standing in front of me.  She knelt down, and brought her
lips to my fingers.  She took my habit that was all bunched up around my
wrist and pulled it over her head and it fell down her back.  I opened my
legs more as she licked past my fingers right onto my wet patch of hair
between my legs.

   I felt her putting something up inside me, it felt big, soft and oh so
wonderful.  I felt what ever it was go up deep inside of me and she pulled
it back out almost all the way, so much so, that I thought it would come
out.  I did not want that to happen.  I brought my hands up under my habit
to my tits, I played with my nipples and climbed the highest mind melting
mountain.  I started to shake, I mean shake harder than I ever did before.
I was squatting hard to meet her thrust into me.

   When I came, I was squeezing my nipples so hard my fingers hurt.  Sister
some how knew the right time and she stuffed me as deep as she could with
it.  I lost all control and I peed all over her hand.

   She never stopped sucking my clit.  I felt her head as she herself shook
kneeling before me.  I knew she was climaxing and climaxing hard.  I felt
so pleased, so happy.  I look down and I see my dark black habit moving
with her under it.

   I wish I could see her face, but then if I could, her mouth would not be
in my crotch.  Sister very slowly pulls out what ever it was she used
inside of me, I feel myself feel empty.  Her lips and tongue work in and
around my opening, or better yet, the girl in the book called it her cunt,
her pussy, the guys called it her cunt, her fuck hole.

   I kind of like the word cunt, it is a nasty word, it's a word for what I
have between my legs, because my hole needs to be fucked, fucked by my
fingers, by Sisters fingers, by anything I can get in it.

   Why did I have to go and get married to the church, I know I will never
feel the joys I read about in that nasty dirty book.  I feel Sister moving
out from under my habit.  She is holding this long pink thing it looks like
a penis, no, it looks just like a rock hard cock that I saw in that book.
Standing I look at her, she has her Veil off.  Her face is all shiny from
my wetness he brings the rubber cock up to my face and says "lick it, lick
your juices from my lover" she puts the end of it to my lips and I open my
mouth.

   I expected her to put it in my mouth, she doesn't, I lean forward and
with my lips I pull it in my mouth, I taste my self, I taste so sweet and
good.  The buzzer sounded for Vespers, Sister pulled it out of my mouth,
she said "Kiss it good by for now, I'll leave him with you, use him for a
few days and return him to me."

   I kissed it and she handed it to me.  "we better get going, we'll be
late" she said.  Sister turned and went over to her room.  I put the rubber
cock under my pillow and went to the chapel.  Sister Margaret Mary looked
at me and winked.  I had all kinds of pictures of Judy and Mary going
through my mind.  All the things I saw them do and all the things I wanted
to do.  Now I could do them and maybe more.  I knelt there saying the
rosary in cadence but my mind wondered if all nuns were like myself.  did
we all make a mistake by taking a vow of celibacy.

   I understood that to be promising God I would not have sex with a man.
Because I was married to his church.  Yet I ache between my legs wanting to
feel what it would be like to have a real man fuck me.  Would he be better
than the dog was when I was younger, would a man be better than the rubber
cock that Sister Margaret is letting me use?

   So many questions, so much hunger, so much lust in my soul.  I knew
lusting was wrong, yet I lusted for sexual pleasure.  I gripped my hands as
hard as I could.  Why?  Because I wanted to touch myself right there ,
right at that moment, in Chapel, in Vespers.  I wanted to rebel and do the
most disgusting thing all because I now feel I made the wrong decision.  So
many lies, if Sister had not lied to me about memstruation, about boys,
about self sexual pleasure.  I may have left the school at 18, gone out,
got a job, met a boy and who knows.  As it is, I am trapped now in a
marriage I now feel I may not want.  Oh sure all my needs are met, all but
one.  My sexual needs, but am I the only one?  Well no, Sister Margaret
showed me she at least has sexual needs.

   I started to pray and pray hard.  I needed too find the answers to my
questions.  After vespers, I returned to my room, decided to take a bath,
and retire for the night with that lovely rubber thing Sister gave me.  In
the bath, I tried to open Sisters adjoining door.  However she locked it
form her side.  Looking at myself in the mirror, I knew I was a beautiful
woman.  My red hair was short, but very lovely, my face is smooth, my body
is supple ready wanting to be held and used.  but by whom?  I could never
go out and have sex with a man like I read about.  I knew that.  Could I
leave the church?  Could I leave the order?  What do I do?

   After the bath, I went to bed, I used that lovely thing first in my
pussy, then I had to see how it felt in my asshole, so using my Vaseline I
had for my hands to keep them soft, I used it.  Boy did it ever feel good.

   I remembered how that girl had one guy in her cunt and one in her ass,
so I pulled out my fat cucumber from my drawer that I picked up the day
before from the convent kitchen.  Speaking of which, I assume every kitchen
has two bins of cucumbers in them.  As we do.  The sisters sure must love
eating them, Oh we have them in everything, and we never run out.  Anyway,
talk about the most wonderful feeling.  I rocked on y cot, I did not
realize how loud I was until Sister Margaret knocked on my door and said
"be quite, Mother Superior will hear you" I froze, I wondered how many
other sisters heard me?

   After my climax's started to loose their hard impact, I knew it was time
for sleep.  I woke up and like every morning, I started with my fingers in
my cunt, only this day, I added that lovely fat rubber cock to the morning
fun.  I went to breakfast with the biggest smile, I was a very happy nun.
Walking to my class room, I could feel the tingle between my legs.  And the
air on my open crotch felt good.  I could not wait to see Jeremy this day,
I wanted to look into his eyes, some how I wanted to thank him for his
little nasty book that taught me so much in so little time.  When he walked
in for 5th period, he looked at me he hung his head, and went to his seat.

   I looked at him, I knew I could not say a word about it.  I knew I was
to act offended, to act like what he was reading was the worse thing
possible for a young man to read.  Before he sat down, I spotted the
outline of a book in his back pocket.  Could he have another one of those
nasty books?  How do I get it from him?  I had a idea.  As the class was
taking their seats I stood up, went to the back, right up to Jeremy who was
still standing.

   Speaking softly I said "hand it over young man" he looked at me I said
again "hand it over now, I will not ask again" I held out my hand he
reached in his back pocket pulled the book out and put it in my hand.  I
quickly put it inside my habit.  And returned to my desk.  Jeremy sat down
very red in the face.

   By now everyone was looking at what happen.  I then said "If any one of
you bring reading material in my class, like Jeremy, if it is not history,
or assigned reading.  It get thrown away just like these romance pocket
books I have taken from him" now open your books.  I wont bore you, for the
next few days nothing happen out of my daily routine.  I read that second
book it was just as good as the first one.  It was called "pussy on the
prowl" another young wife fucking and sucking men, any man, any where, any
time.  She like myself had a insatiable appetite for sexual pleasure.

   About 4 days later, I wanted to rush back to my room, right after my
last period.  I left my room, and started to leave the building when I
noticed Bob form my 2nd period, Ann from my 1st period and John from my
last period going into the school auditorium.  It should have been locked,
yet some how Bob unlocked it.  I decide to follow them but when I went to
open the door, it was locked.  I went to the office and asked the secretary
for the key so I could check out what was available for a school play I was
thinking of heading.

   She gave me the key and I went into the auditorium.  It was empty,
unlike the stage I played on for many years this stage had no props, and
only one curtain.

   I walked around not know what to look for, all I knew was three kids
walked in here for a reason, and I wanted to know what that reason was.

   Walking up on stage I looked around, I saw a spiral stair case going
down from the side of the stage.  Walking over to it, I went down to the
rooms in the basement under the stage.  I realized they were the prop
rooms, the changing rooms.  Slowly walking down the dark unlit hall way I
was listening for sounds, any sounds at all.

   Then I heard it, moaning.  It was coming from an open door ahead of me.
I quietly walked up to the open door and peeked inside.  There on the floor
knelt Ann on her hands and knees, her school skirt was up over her hips,
Bob was standing in front of her, his pants were down on his ankles his
cock sticking straight out, it was hard and it was in her mouth, and john
was behind her, he was fucking her.

   My cunt started to ache I mean tingle, it let me know very fast that it
wanted to be there on the floor with johns cock fucking it.  The hall way
was very dark and there was only one lamp on in the room, I could see
clearly and I knew they could not see me standing there in the dark I could
see Johns cock as it slid out, it shined, Ann moaned with each stroke.  Bob
said `hurry up John, hurry I got to fuck this hot bitch" John said "hold
on, I'm close" Ann was going nuts, she was rocking pushing back against
Johns shoving his cock into her.  Her eyes were closed, she moaned a
continuos moan of pure pleasure.

   John grabbed her hips and held on to her as he shoved every inch of his
cock deep in her.  Bob, pulled his cock from her mouth and went behind Ann.
John got up and went in front of her.  Bob aimed his big dick at her and
put it in.  Ann said come here, let me lick it.  John moved close to her,
and Ann attacked his now limp cock.  Licking and sucking making lovely
sounds of sucking.  I watched as his cock started to get stiff again.  Bob
was pounding her from behind.  He said "That's it cunt, suck his cock, get
him hard again.  Ohh you feel so hot bitch, Oh your pussy is so warm" john
said "fuck her, fuck her hard, give it to her" Bob held onto her hips and
shoved himself deep in her, then he said "Ready John, ready for some more
hot pussy?" he pulled out and Ann said "lay down, I want to ride it"

   John laid on his back and Ann straddled his hips.  She grabbed his now
stiff cock and squatted down on it.  Moving her legs, she got in a position
so she could move up and down easily.  She started to go fast, real fast.

   Bob walked up to her and she attacked his limp soft wet dripping cock.
How she managed to keep it in her mouth as she pounced up and down I will
never know.  I finely saw what sex was between boys and girls.  Just what
it was to fuck.  To suck.  My cunt was on fire, I wanted to be Ann, I
wanted to have johns cock in me, Bobs cock in my mouth.

   I lifted the front of my habit enough to get my hands (both) and fingers
working on my own cunt as I watched.  I managed to time my climaxes with
Ann's.  I was her, in my mind it was me they were fucking.

   This went on for a long time.  I have no idea how many times I climaxed,
or how many times Ann did, when I saw the boys pull up their pants, and Ann
stand up to straighten her self I started to inch away.  I heard her say to
them "same time tomorrow?" they both said yes.

   Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 5

   I knew I could not get out before they saw me, since it is dark in the
hallway, and my habit is black maybe the easiest thing to do was stand in a
doorway further down the hall, away from the stairs.  I moved quickly and
since I have a large white collar and a white front head cover I turned my
back to them.  I heard them talking along with Ann Giggling.  I heard them
walking away and up the stairs.  God that was close, and so hot.  My heart
is pounding and my breath is so heavy and fast.  I know that Ann is 17 and
John was 18, I am not sure about Bob.  They are so young and yet all three
experience what I can only dream about.

   After reading that dirty book about that lucky wife, and the session
with Sister Margaret, that lovely rubber lover, then to witness these three
seniors in real life seemed to make my cunt throb, it ached, it felt on
fire.  I can feel my own asshole also throbbing, I wanted something in it.
Standing there with my back to the hall, I had raised the front of my habit
even before they reached the stairs, and had two fingers working in myself
by the time I heard the first foot started up the stairs.  When I knew they
were gone, I turned around and went into the room they had been in.  I
turned on the over head light and looked around.  There was 4 chairs
sitting at a built in vanity with a large mirror.  There was nothing on it
but three empty coke bottles.  My eyes caught them and my heart pounded. 
Perfect, they were perfect.  I went over and grabbed two.

   I did not want to take off my habit, so I pulled it up and using my
waist rope, I tied the hem up around my waist.  Looking in the mirror I
looked so hot, so horny.  From my waist up, I was 100 nun, from the waist
down I saw my bare legs, my uncovered groin, my red patch between my legs.
100 wanting.  Wanting to feel myself loose control under a very hard long
climax.  Wanting it to last a very long time and wanting both of my holes
to feel pleasure.

   Wishing I could be with two men at the same time.  Wanting them to fuck
me over and over like I read about and like I just saw.  Standing next to
the vanity, I put my right foot on a chair and rested my left cheek against
the vanity.  I took the first long neck bottle and slid it into my wet
wanting cunt.  God do I ever get turned on talking like this.  I pulled it
slowly into myself, and the way it went from small to big, gave me so much
pleasure.  Then sliding it out, and feeling my wide open pussy contract as
the smaller end came out.

   I had to taste my self.  I pulled the bottle out and brought it to my
mouth, Oh, do I ever taste good.  but as I licked it and cleaned the bottle
with my lips and mouth.  My cunt ached, I mean hurt with lust.  I had to
feel something in my ass, I brought it back down, turning around, I leaned
forward over the vanity and slowly started the small end into my ass. 
Having been doing this to myself for so many years, I knew I had to go slow
to start.  But once in, and relaxed, nothing, I mean nothing felt so good.
Well, maybe when fucked myself in my cunt and asshole.  Having never used a
long neck bottle like these, I was not sure how safe they would be.  But
once inside, I knew I made the right choice.

   I felt myself relaxing and boy did it ever feel wonderful.  Holding the
end of it with my one hand, I grab the other, shift my feet, reach under
myself and find my cunt hole.  Oh, fuck the feeling of it going in, the
feeling of being stretched far beyond what it has ever been opened in the
past.  Candles, cucumbers, bananas, every thing in the past I had ever
used, nothing ever opened me like these bottles do.  right on the edge of
pain yet full of pleasure.

   Sweating heavily and moaning beyond control I can feel my self climbing
to a great hard strong climax.  The more I built to that wonderful end in
sight, the further I would pull out the bottles and slide them back inside.
At first I started rotating them, first one them the other.

   But Now, I wanted them to go in both at the same time.  Oh God, what a
feeling, both going in and both coming out together.  I could feel myself
moving my body to meet my hands and bottles.  Just like that young hot
horny wife in that book when she had two guys hard fat cocks slamming into
both of her hot horny holes.  I was her and these bottles were their hard
fat cocks.

   When I hit my climax it was a flood gate of emotional release.  I was
the wife in the book, I was Ann here with the boys, I was in my room with
Sister Margaret fucking me with two fat rubber dicks.  I was everything all
at once.  Yet I was nothing, I was standing in an empty room, dressed in my
Habit, all alone, no one to hold me, to tell me how nice I felt, how good I
was at sex.  No one but God watching me.

   Seeing me degrading my self, my vows, my Order.  I knew the difference
between masturbation and this lustful, gut drenching sexual hunger I had.
Masturbation is something to help with the strain and stress and the
natural sexual desires we all have once and a while.  What I have is not
normal, it is not the natural sexual desires.  And for that I am ashamed.
After I climax, I want to hide, to hang my head in shame.  I vowed to never
have sex.  Yet, I long for the feel of it, I long for the moment I will
ever experience what it will be to have sex with a man.

   Hear that?  I guess I feel it is going to happen.  Not that it is a
fantasy, not that it is something that could possibly happen.  No, I am
talking as though I know it is going to happen.  On top of that I am
thinking like that horny young wife, one man will never be enough.

   I look at my self in the mirror.  What I see makes me sick.  I see this
beautiful nun, with her Habit tied around her waist holding two coke
bottles deep inside of her.  I see a very sick Nun, I see a Nun that needs
to ask for forgiveness and never touch herself again.  Do you know what
else?  I see a nun that I know will never stop, that will go through life
disillusioned with her self.  A Nun that needs to get to the convent before
Mother Superior sends some one to look for me.

   I slowly pull out the two bottles, one is coated in a creamy fluid with
fluid inside the empty bottle.  The other one is covered in the brown
stuff, even inside of the bottle has residue of the nasty act I just
finished.

   Setting them on the vanity, I untied my Habit and let the Hem drop.  I
know I can't leave the one bottle around with the brown stuff, so I took it
to the sink and clean it then the other one.

   Feeling sick to my stomach because of the person I now know I am, I walk
up the stairs and out of the auditorium.  I locked the door, and went to
the Office.  To my surprise what I thought was over a hour had passed had
only been 35 minutes.  The secretary was still there and I went to give her
the key, "finished already?" she asked.

   I said "for today, maybe I'll look some more tomorrow" then she said "Oh
I'm sorry Sister, I was to give you that key when I gave you the key to
your class room, all the Sisters have a key so they can take classes in
when ever they want, just let me know when you intend to use it, I'll
reserve it for you.  just put Just put it on your key ring."

   I thanked her and walked to the convent.  Walking I could not help it, I
was thinking of tomorrow, thinking of following the kids down there again,
to watch, to masturbate as I watched.  I caught myself in my sinful desires
and went straight to Chapel.

   I knelt and prayed, I prayed right through supper and was still praying
when Vespers started.  My desires that I had, I knew were wrong for the
life I had chosen.  And I knew that I would have this battle in me for a
long, long time.  How many other Nuns felt this way?  Who could I talk to?
Better yet, what do I say?  Do I tell them everything?  Or just my sick
desires?  Now you know what I was praying about, for wisdom to deal with
this problem that I had between my legs, this yearning, this wanting, this
lusting for the pleasures of the flesh.  I was in tears when the Sisters
came in.  I did not know what to do, or who to talk to.

   After Vespers, I went straight to my room.  I vowed I would not touch
myself tonight, or ever again if I could only find the inner strength to
fight it off.  Laying on the bed I heard a soft tapping on my bath door, I
knew it was Sister Margaret, I heard her ask me to open the door, I could
hear her almost begging me to let her in, I laid on my back with tears in
my eyes.

   I wanted her to come in, I wanted to put my mouth on her pussy, I wanted
to taste her, to use that rubber cock in her and have her use it in me. 
But..  I could not get up, I was frozen to my bed, I could not move.  I did
not want God to see me acting depraved again, ever again.  I finely fell to
sleep.  Waking up I felt the strong desire to masturbate as I had been
doing for so long.  Instead I got out of bed, knelt down and prayed, I
prayed that god would take this sinful desire from me.

   I got dressed and for the very first time that I could remember I pulled
out a pair of panties.  Yes, I actually put a pair on.  From the moment the
covered me, I felt uncomfortable.  Very uncomfortable.

   Yet I wanted something to cover my self.  I went to breakfast and
sitting there I felt so confined however I told myself I could get through
this day wearing them.  I told myself they were just a little more than
that skinny strap that held the pads I had to wear once every month for a
few days.

   I managed to get my mind on my teaching, that is until Ann walked into
my class during 1st period.  She always sat in one of the front desk. 
Today was no different.  What was different was how I kept looking at her
legs, I saw when she sat down, that her school skirt rode up her thighs,
and when she sat for a while, she would move her legs in all different
positions.  Every time she moved I would move my eyes to her legs.

   The first time she put her right ankle on her left knee, I saw her bushy
black hair between her legs.  She did not wear panty's either.  She did not
stay long in that position, just long enough for me to see her nakedness. I
fought myself all during class not to look and stare at her crotch.  I was
glad to hear the buzzer.

   I was relieved when she left.  I was mad at myself for even looking at
her.  She may be a senior and she may be 18, but she was my student and I
was a Nun.  These desire are wrong and that is that.  Then In walks Bob for
second period.  He always sat in back, I was glad of that, I did not want
to be looking at his crotch all during the class.  The trouble I did have
was every time I saw his face I saw his long fat cock sliding in and out of
Ann or her sucking it, all swollen what she could get of it in her mouth.

   Once 2nd period was over I was able to concentrate on what I was there
to do.  Teach, After 3rd period buzzer when the class got up to leave for
lunch, I saw s magazine drop from a group of kids walking out the door just
inside the doorway.  I went over to pick it up, I looked down at it, I
froze, It was called "Screw" it had a picture of a naked girl on the cover
with her legs open, and her fingers between her legs.  I looked around to
see if any one of the kids would return to pick it up.  They all kept
walking.  I close my door, and picked it up.  I took my "Do Not Disturb, In
meditation" sign and put it on the door.  I walked to my desk, sat down and
discovered a new sexual adventure, I saw the most sexually stimulating
nasty pictures.  I saw pictures of men and women in all kinds of pictures
in all positions fucking.  This was so much more of a turn on than those
illustrations.

   These were people who posed, who had another person photograph them.  I
found a letter section, one of the stories a girl talked about how she was
so horny, she took two kotex pads, rolled them length way.  Then she rolled
three Condoms over them.  Thus making herself a home made dildo.  I sat
there engrossed in every word I read.  They were so descriptive.  I sat
there maybe 10 minutes before I stood up and took off those fucking
panties. I noticed how wet they were in the crotch, my clit was pounding,
my hole was throbbing, I found myself looking at hard at the pictures, it
was me in the pictures, it was me the men were fucking.  It was me with my
lips wrapped around their rock hard cocks.

   I had to masturbate, I had to make one of those things, I had one pad in
my bottom drawer for an emergency.  I knew all of us Sisters kept at least
one around.  I also knew with all the kids around I could not do it here at
my desk, I knew I would be noisy.  (I realized I was getting wilder each
time.) I had to find two things, no, three things.  First, another pad,
Second, some condoms and last, a private place.  I also realized I was
running out of time.  Taking the magazine I put it under my Habit got up
and left the class room.  Walking out the door, I went next door to Sister
Julian, She gave me her emergency pad.  Now, where do I find the condoms?
The church is against birth control in a big way, however Our school
counselor thought more about girl pregnancy.  She had a bowl full for
anyone to take with out anyone knowing.  I found no one around, well, two
down and little time wasted.  Now for a safe place.

   I had no idea where I was going, all I knew I wanted, I wanted to be
alone.  I knew I could not go to the auditorium with out someone seeing.  I
could not go to my room at the convent, not during the day and besides, I
only had 30-35 minutes left before 4th period started.  Walking the halls I
thought of the Teacher/Nuns lounge.  I realized that would not work,
walking by the girls room I thought it may be free, walking in I saw one of
the girls brushing her hair.  I walked out and thought here on the first
floor all the girls room would be busy, but what about the third floor? 
Going up the stairs, I saw no one, I walked up and down the hall ways, no
one was around.  I went to the girls room and it was also empty.  I went
into the last stall sat down and took out the items I collected.  I took
out the magazine and did what the girl said she did in making the "home
made cock" as she put it.

   It looked lovely, so firm, so fat, and the perfect length.  I stood up,
tied the hem of my Habit to my waist.  I put my foot on the stool, leaned
back against the wall, and started it in.  Oh, My, it felt like nothing I
had ever felt.  Nothing up to this time ever felt so smooth, so soft, so
firm, so filling.  I closed my eyes and enjoyed the wonderful feeling.  I
do mean wonderful, having never felt what a real cock felt like, I knew
this was as close as I would ever come to feeling what a real one would
feel like.

   I wondered what it would feel like with another one of these in my
asshole.  I was sorry I could not make two for this lunch session.  The
feeling sent my mind in a whirl.  I rubbed my clit with one hand as I
slowly slid this lovely tool in and out.

   I know I climaxed more than three times, and I also knew I had been in
there much to long.  I climaxed one last time and pulled out that lovely
tool.  I brought it to my mouth and tasted myself,.  I took my foot off of
the stool and as I did I noticed this hole in the wall about the size of a
half dollar.  I also saw an eye, it was looking at me.  I froze, when the
person realized I saw him or her they moved away from the hole.  I noticed
light form the other side, I pulled my rope and let my hem drop.  I felt
hot in my face, I looked through the hole only to see an empty room.  It
looked like a storage room.  I had to leave, I hid every thing in my Habit
and started down the stairs.  I saw no one, I heard no one, yet I know,
some one saw me.  I could only hope who ever it was would not say anything.
I did not want to know who saw me, I did not ever want to put my self in
that type of situation again.  How stupid of me to do this here at school
during school.

   I told my self I could have waited, I could have knelt and prayed.  I
could have done a lot of things, yet what did I do?  I got hot, horny, and
put everything I had ever worked at risk.  Was it one of the boys here at
school?  Was it a girl?  Maybe it was one of the 5 cleaning staff?  I got
to my class room, sat down and almost cried.  The kids coming in brought me
back to reality.  It wasn't until 6th period started that my mind set
started to change.  When I saw Bob walk into the class room, his pants
seemed to fit very tight in the front.  He always sat in the front row, and
today was no different.  What seemed different to me was, his crotch.  I
really think I can see his dick out lined through his pants.  Like the
other class's I gave them a reading assignment for the first half of the
class so we could discuss it the second half.

   I don't know I f John was aware of it or not, but as he read he kept
slowly rubbing himself through his pants.  I watched his every move.  He
would get to the top or end of his dick and play with it, then he would
slowly run his fingers down the shat, then back up.  Was it him?  Did he
follow me up stairs, go into the store room and watch me.  was he giving me
a show?  He was one of the held back seniors, I knew for a fact he was 18,
I was 22, could I even think of him sexually?  No, it was out of the
question.  I sat there looking at his fingers and remembering how his dick
looked yesterday fucking Ann.  He did have a nice long smooth skinned dick.
When my desk timer went off, I almost jumped out of my chair.  Every one
closed their books and we started talking.  I have to tell you, all I could
think about was John watching me through that hole.  watching me and
stroking his hard cock.

   I knew it was him, the way he looked at me, the way he kept touching him
self.  To anyone else it would have looked as he just sat there with his
hand in his lap, but from my angle, I could see his rock hard stiff cock. I
could see Ann with both hands wrapped around it as she had it in her mouth.
I was sorry when I heard the buzzer.  Class was over, John stood up and
walked out.  I knew where he was going.  I waited for 15 minutes.  At that
time of day, the school emptied fast.  I went to the auditorium, unlocked
the door, and went down stairs.  Standing in the dark hallway, I could
again look into the lit up room at them and not worry about being seen. 
There they were, going at it.  Ann was on her back, Bob was eating her, and
John had his cock in her mouth.

   Ann pulled her mouth away and said to Bob "Come on Bob, fuck me, fuck me
please" Bob looked up and said "not yet, your not hot enough" Ann responded
"Come on Bob, fuck me, use your fingers, use something, I need it bad" She
had her blouse on and her school skirt on but it was all around her waist.
Bob said "John, hold her ankles up, I'm going to use one of these bottles"
Bob started lifting Ann's legs, then John took her ankles.  He spread her
legs wide open and pulled her back.

   "Oh my" Bob said, look at that cunt it is open, it is wet and it is so
big I want this tight little asshole" with that he moved his face to her
ass, and stuck his tongue right inside her asshole.  Ann moaned it was a
deep lustful moan.  Bob got up and grabbed one of the bottles I had used
yesterday.  Going back to Ann He started licking her open pussy, and her
asshole.  I watched as he started at the top of her cunt and slowly moved
down to her asshole.  Then work his way back up slowly.  Ann again stopped
sucking John and was screaming "God damnit, Bob fuck me, fuck my cunt ,fuck
me ass, just fuck me please" John said Yea Bob, fuck this hot bitch, use
that bottle fuck her cunt and then fuck her ass at the same time.

   I watched as Bob slide the bottle into Ann, When it was in and sliding
in and out freely, bob told Ann to hold it in her while he got ready.  I
watched as she moved her ass around and watched as she started fucking
herself with the bottle.  I could hear her deep moan, I could tell she
loved it.  I saw bob with his free hands undo his pants, then shift himself
so he could aim his cock into her asshole.  He spit on the end and started
to push it in.

   John said "Remember Bob, easy, real easy" I could not stand it, I
reached in and took my home made tool out of my inner pocket.  I knelt down
in the hallway, reaching under myself I slide it inside my hot hole so
easy, I was so wet a slippery.  I wanted to coat my tool real good, then I
pulled it out, aimed it into my asshole and started to slowly shove it in.
all the time I never took my eyes off of Bob, John and Ann.

   Bob had worked his cock into Ann now, and when he was deep enough Ann
moved her hand away, the top of Bob's groin was pushing the bottle in and
out as he moved in and out of her ass.

   By now I had the fuxck tool of mine deep inside of me.  I was kneeling,
no sort of sitting on the floor, watching and as I was there I was rubbing
my clit and fingering my self at the same time.

   I was Ann, it was me Bob was fucking.  Ann screamed out very loud "Oh
God, I'm coming, I'm coming.  Harder, fuck me harder" That was all I
needed, I started to shake with a very hard climax myself.  this went on
for a while then John and Bob changed places.  Ann was going nuts with her
many climax's and my knees started to hurt from my position that I had
gotten myself into.

   This time I would leave first, I came I saw now it was time to leave. 
That night I went to bed with the one thing in mind.  I was going to use
the rubber cock from my Sister Margaret and my new tool I made up.

   I was going to use them just like the bottles the day before.  I know, I
know, I said I would not do it again, but I have to, I won't sleep I will
never get to sleep wondering what it will feel like with these two lovely
fuck tools.

   Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 6

   I decided to make this long and drawn out, I asked Sister Margaret if
she needed the Bath, that I wanted to take a nice long hot bath.  She
seemed a little put out with me.  I assume it was because of last night
when I would not let her into my room.  I did not lock her door keeping her
out of the bathroom, To be honest, I don't know what I was thinking, or
even If I was.

   I started to fill the tub, I got in, laid back, closed my eyes and
started to relax.  My mind was going over what I had witnessed.  I knew it
would be only a minute or two before I would be touching myself.  I decided
to get up and get the two lovely things I had most recently discovered.  I
grabbed Sisters Rubber dick and my new toy the rolled up Kotex.  Going back
to the tub I was dismayed as to how little water was in there.  (No wonder
everyone like showers so much, they are so much faster) I laid back down ,
opened my legs and ran my fingers lightly over my red bush.  I had the two
things on each side of me.

   I found it so relaxing, looking down at the water pouring in, I ran my
toes under the stream, it felt good.  I wondered how it would feel to have
the water hitting me between my legs right onto my hole and opening, or
maybe the clit area.  Thinking of it made me want to try.  I decided I had
to much water in the tub to lay back so I had to pull the plug.

   That was the easy part.  Next was the most difficult.  Some how I had to
scoot myself down to the end, some how raise my legs in the air and open
them at the same time.

   It did take some doing but there I was with my butt at the end, water
streaming down onto my clit and slit.  It was warm, and the sensation told
me that from now on, I would never take another shower.  God, I could feel
myself building faster than ever before, to my climax.  To my mountain top
to that place of sheer bliss, the one place where time stopped.  My cunt is
throbbing as the water streams on and inside of it.  With my heals against
the wall, I can lift my ass up in many positions to give the water access
to the most sensitive spots I desire.  Moving my ass around it was like Ann
was doing when the boys were fucking her.

   I closed my eyes and pictured myself with Bob or John fucking me.  I
could see Bob's fat hard cock sliding in and out of me.  with my eyes
closed and my cunt throbbing with pleasure I reached for the kotex toy and
brought it to my butt hole.  I wanted to feel it inside.  Along with the
pleasure of the water hitting the front.  I pushed and pushed, but my butt
hole would not let it in.  I knew I needed something else as a lubricant,
that the water by it self was not enough.

   Giving up, I brought it to my now open water filled gaping hole.  (well
maybe not gaping, it just felt like it) I slid it in and began fucking
myself as the water hit my clit area.  I heard my self moaning very loudly,
and I was trashing against the tub and wall.  Oh the bliss I wanted to try
the rubber dick, and to just lay back and not use my hands.

   I switched the fake dick's and I let the base of the rubber one, rest
against the tub wall, this allowed me the freedom to just relax, grind my
hips, close my eyes and climax all that I wanted.  This went on for a nice
long time.  I was having my 10th or 11th climax when I shifted and opened
my eye to adjust my self.  When I did open my eyes I saw Sister Mary
Margaret standing in the doorway, she was still in her habit, she was
standing there watching.

   I smiled and did not stop, I wanted her to watch me, I wanted her to do
more than watch, however, at this moment, I was content to have Sister
watch.

   I decided to moan a little louder and to talk like Ann did when the boys
fucked her.  I started in nice and nasty "Give it to me, fuck me, fuck that
hot pussy, more, more" I kept on and on.  "Oh I love your cock, it's so
big, so hard"

   I kept waiting for some sort of response from Sister.  I opened my eyes
and she was kneeling along side the tub.  She reached over to my hair and
stroked it.  "poor baby" she said "poor baby, so hot, so hot, do you like
it?" looking at her I said "yes, I love it, I love it!" She leaned over the
tub and kissed me.  it was a soft gentle kiss, it was hot, wet, I felt my
cunt start to spasm again.  Her kissing me seemed to take me over the edge.

   One thing I have noticed lately.  I can have many wonderful climax's. 
however, after 7-8 they seem to take a little longer each time to reach
that wonderful peak.  When Sister Kissed me it helped take me over that
crest.  I wanted her to never stop kissing me.  Her lips were so soft, so
hot.  I could feel her own heat right through her mouth.

   She was breathing very hard through her nose.  I could feel her heat
right through her nose.  I though her head piece was going to fall off of
her, I closed my eyes and lingered in the wonderful sinful pleasure.

   My mind was swimming, I could feel the cock sliding in and out as I
ground my cunt up against the tub wall, and the water falling and hitting
my sensitive swollen clit.

   As I started back down from that climax, I felt Sister hand on my tummy,
slowly moving to my clit.  I had to do something for her.  I knew with the
position that Sister kneeling and my right arm, it would be hard, but I
wanted to touch her, I wanted to take her over the edge.  I wanted her to
feel what I was feeling.  Shifting and reaching I was able to get my hand
under her habit.

   Her legs were opening up for me to get to her.  I found her crotch and
found it covered with soaked panty's.  Moving the edge to the side I found
her wet hole and sought out her clit.  Her clit was so big it seemed as if
it was half the size of my pinkie.  It seemed so stiff.  Taking my thumb
and finger I grabbed it.  And started stroking it.  If it a tit on an
utter, it would be milking.  Sister kept kissing me and moaning herself.  I
knew I struck a wonderful cord.  I knew she loved it.  I started stroking
her faster and almost pinching it hard as I stroked it..

   Sister broke her kiss, and shifted her body making it easier for me.  I
heard her tell me "Oh yes, Oh God yes, faster, faster, squeeze it harder,
Oh shit, I'm coming sister, I'm coming" Hearing her along with the rubber
cock I was fucking and the water made me climax myself.  I can't explain
it, all I know is I get suck a wonderful feeling knowing I am responsible
for another person obtaining that glorious feeling.

   I don't want to bore you, I got out of the tub and we went into my room,
I got Sister out of her habit and we ended up licking , each other and
using our wonderful toys on each other at the same time.  Even though
Sister Mary Margaret is close to 50, her body is nice and trim, and so
sensitive.  Everywhere I touched her, she loved it.  After a long while
Sister got up, took her habit and returned to her own room.

   Falling asleep, I realized that of all the days of sexual discovery up
to this point of my life, this day was the very best.  I was so relaxed, so
content, so pleased with myself until I realized who I was and where I was.
I was married to Christ, and I was in a total woman environment.

   I knew I wanted to feel a real man's cock, I knew I wanted to do more
than just feel it, I wanted a man a real man's cock fucking me in my hot
little cunt and my asshole.  Yet I knew I would never be able to feel it.
At a very early age locked myself into this life.  Don't' get me wrong, I
do love being a nun.  I do love teaching, I love the prayer times, the
mass's in the morning and prayer time at night.  Yet, this undeniable
strong urges between my legs.  The need for the lovely, wonderful feeling
climax's.  I was trapped, trapped like Sister Mary Margaret.  I guess I
would have to just I would have to resign myself to the pleasures of sex
only with my Sisters and myself using the make believe dicks.

   After morning Mass, I headed to my class room.  I unlocked the door and
when I opened it I saw a white envelope, It was a little bulky.  I stood
there opened it up and felt myself turn beet red.  I felt the blood rush to
my face.  I froze, I looked around and saw no one.  I closed the door and
went to my desk, sitting down I felt sick to my stomach I had 20- 24
pictures in my hands.

   The first one was a picture of me from over head.  I had my foot on the
toilet in the girls room and I was inserting the home made kotex cock in
myself.  there was pictures of myself making the dildo.  Then I felt I was
going to die when I found the picture of the dressing room under the stage.
And saw Ann with the two boys.  My mind was racing.  To my self I was
saying "please, please, no pictures of what I did"

   I hoped and hoped as I flipped the pictures that who ever took these did
not see me or take picture of me when I used the two bottles.  Then I saw
them.  I wanted to throw up.  Someone not only saw me doing the most
disgusting things to myself.  but took pictures of me doing them.  I felt
the tears swell up in my eyes.

   Who?  Who did this?  How?  Taped to the back of the last photo was a
note.  It was typed and it said "After school today, come down to the
Dressing room, you can watch Ann and the boys, when they leave, go the end
of the hall, and go into the girls room.  Go to the last stall, go in, sit
down and shut the door.  Wait, I will contact you there.  I folded the note
and put it along with the sick photos inside my habit inside pocket.  I sat
there for the longest time just dazed.  I heard the door open and the kids
start to come in.  several noticed my eyes and my look.  Many came up to
ask me if I was all right.  I told them I wasn't feeling well, and my sinus
were acting up to make my eyes water.

   I looked at Ann as she came in, she smiled and walked up to the desk and
said "are you OK Sister?  You look as your about to cry." I told her the
same thing I told every one else that asked.  As she walked away I wondered
if she knew someone had taken pictures of her with John and Bob.

   She sat where she normally sat.  then I wondered, was she part of it? 
Was she in on this sick thing.  The note said to meet in the girls room, it
had to be a girl that was doing this, was it Ann?  I wanted to go see how
the person took the pictures of me in the third floor girls room.  At lunch
time I went up there looking at the ceiling I saw the small camera pointing
down from the heat vent.

   I decided to go check out the dressing room to see if I could find the
cameras in there.  From the pictures it had to be two one in the ceiling
and one from the wall.  Walking inside I found the one in the heat vent in
the ceiling the one from the side wall had to be behind the long vanity
mirror.

   I did not know what to do, I was over being sick and mad at myself, I
was starting to feel mad at the person who took these pictures.  I could
feel myself really getting mad.  I wanted to meet this girl, I wanted to
hit her, slap her, hurt her.  The last period did not get there fast
enough. I wanted to see this girl.  Every time I thought about it I could
feel my blood boil.

   I waited for the hall to empty out, and I went to the auditorium.  As I
walked to the stairs to go down to the dressing room I started to become
afraid.  I was no longer mad, I was starting to feel weak in the knees.  As
I got down to the bottom of the stairs it seemed as if Ann and the boys
were louder than they had been, I could hear her so clearly, the hall was
dark and I moved slowly to go past the open door.  I had decided to go
straight to the girls room and not watch the little slut fucking her two
boys.

   As I moved past the doorway in the shadows I saw Ann with three other
young men.  I only knew one, and he was one of the school custodians.  He
was a young black man and the size of his cock was so big.  It was so fat
and long.  Ann was on her knees and was holding his cock with both hands as
she was sucking it, her cheeks where full, I could tell from where I was
that she was having a time sucking it because of it's size.

   There was one man standing almost next to him stroking his own cock . 
another man was behind Ann, he had both of his hands between her legs.  One
hand was working on and inn her asshole the other was working in and around
her pussy.  One last guy was kneeling on the other side of her and was
working on her breast.  Ann's eyes were closed and I could tell she was
beyond bliss, she was so turned on, they were talking and one guy said
"Look at her, the little slut's pussy is sopping wet" the guy fingering her
said " her asshole is wide open.  I bet she can take your cock deep inside
of her there Pete!"

   Pete said "would you like that bitch?  Do you want my cock in your
asshole?" Ann moved her head up and down saying yes.  I wanted to move past
the door, yet I wanted to see if she was actually going to let him fuck her
in her asshole.

   I watched as Ann's body shook and shook from the fingering the guy
behind her was giving her.  How I don't know, but I was no longer mad, I
was no longer sick, I had only one thing on my mind,

   I wanted to see all four guys fuck Ann.  I wanted to watch Ann climax
and climax and climax.  I was frozen to the back wall.  Watching I could
feel my own groin start to feel warm vary, very warm.  It turned into a
small throbbing and then a pounding.  I could feel the wetness running down
my legs.

   I watched as the guy fingering Ann stopped, undid his pants, pointed his
hard cock at her and I saw it disappear.  I think it went into her pussy,
but I would not bet on it.  After he came he got up and the guy that was
stroking him self got behind her.  He fucked her.  He went for the longest
time.  Ann enjoyed it so much she could not suck the long fat cock in her
mouth.

   She pulled away hung her head and said "fuck it, come on, fuck it, give
it to me, Oh I love it, I love it so much" the guy she was sucking started
to stroke him self.  I never saw any thing as big as he was.  But then up
to this day I had only seen the pictures in the books and John and Bob. 
Pictures, Shit Pictures.

   I looked up and I could see the end of the camera, I also assumed the
one in the wall was still there.  And whoever it was that put them there
was also watching this lovely beautiful girl going crazy with lust.  Going
crazy for cock.  When the second guy came in her, she laid on her back, the
guy working her tits was next.  From my point of view I don't know who was
fucking who, they both were slamming against each other.

   The first guy knelt next to her head and she took his half limp cock
into her mouth.  It was still glistening from her and his juices that came
out of her.  God how I wanted my mouth around it, cleaning his cock,
tasting the juice they mixed together.  I watched as the third guy slammed
into her hard emptying himself deep inside.

   It was Peters turn.  He knelt down, between her legs.  Ann reached for
him and guide his huge cock to her open hole.

   I heard her moan the deepest most lustful moan I had ever heard as it
started to disappear into her.  It was almost all the way in.  I saw Ann
put up her arms and stop him from going any deeper.  She said "That's it,
it to long, it hurts" then Peter started to pump, in and out slid the huge
fat cock.

   I watched as Ann head went from side to side.  Her expression of
complete bliss on her face.  Peter started out slowly and began to pick up
speed as fucked.  I was lost in my own lust.  I had my fingers working my
own hole.  Watching I could see his cock glisten from all the cum seeping
out of her.  I could see her cunt stretched, the cum oozing out from the
sides.  Ann was going crazy with pleasure.

   I watched her climax very hard, When finished, Peter asked her if she
wanted her ass fucked.  Peter pulled out of her, lifted her legs to his
shoulders and aimed his hard cock at her asshole.  I could see clearly as
the cum that had oozed out covered her asshole.  Giving Peter all the
lubrication he could possibly want or need.

   Ann said "Slowly honey, put it in slowly.  As I watched I reached behind
myself and slid my own cum covered finger into my own asshole.  It took
Peter the longest time to get the head in her, but once in, I watched as he
very slowly slid it in deeper.  Every once and a while he would pull back
and then start going deeper.

   With every movement of his cock in her ass.  Ann moaned.  I don't mean
just moaned.  She gave a deep wanting sexual lusting moan, and she kept
saying over and over between moans "more, more, more, give me more" she was
lost in her pleasure.

   I watched as peter was slamming every inch in and out of her.  Burying
it hard and deep.  When he climaxed they both convulsed and shook I watched
as the other three each took turns fucking Ann in her ass.  When the last
one came in her, she told Peter to lay down on his back, I watched as she
straddled his cock One of the other boys got behind her and she said
"Please, Please, put it in, give it to me, I want both your cocks" I
watched as he got behind her and inserted his cock into her open asshole.
One of the other guys knelt in front of her and she took his cock in her
mouth.

   I have no idea how many times I climaxed as I watched.  I stood there
masturbating both holes right up to the time I watched them start to get
dressed.  I started to move to the stairs when I remembered what I was
there for.  I was there because I was told to be there and to go to the
girls room.

   I pulled out my fingers dropped the hem of my habit, and moved quietly
and slowly to the girls room.  Going inside I found the lights already on.
I looked all around all the cubicles were empty.  I looked at the heat
vents, I did not see any cameras above.  I saw a small tape player on the
counter with a note.  It said "push play and follow the instructions to the
letter" trembling I pushed the play button.

   I heard "welcome Sister Mary Jean, We hope you enjoyed watching Ann
again.  If you do every thing you are told, you will get the negatives of
you and our promise not to show any pictures to anyone.  On the other hand,
if you fail to do what you are told.  We will have the school flooded with
those pictures.  Now, go to the last stall, close the door, read the note
open the paper bag and do what the note says" the tape ended .  with tears
in my eyes walked to the last cubical.  I went in, shut the door seeing the
note taped to the back of the door I pulled it off and read it.

   it said "take your habit and tie it up around your waist the same way
you did when you use the two bottles to fuck yourself, when it is tied,
take the things out of the bag at your feet and find the one or two things
you want to fuck yourself with, sit down on the edge of the toilet, and
fuck both of your holes.  When you will climax, and you will tell your hand
lovers how much you love them.

   When the time comes you will see a real cock, you will suck it, and when
you hear a tap on the wall you will stand up, and put your backside up
against the wall.  You will stay in that position until I come into the
bathroom and have you make me climax.  If you do not do just one thing the
way I want.  The picture will be all around school tomorrow.

   If you even hesitate or I get the suspension that you are not enjoying
this, the pictures will show up.  You know you do not have any choice.  You
also know I know how hot you get.  I bet you masturbated as you watched Ann
getting fucked before you cane in here.

   You love the feeling of cumming, and I will make you climax more than
you can imagine.  What ever happens do not move from the wall until I come
in the cubical stall and pull you away.  No matter what"

   I looked in the bag.  I saw a fat cucumber, a fat sausage, a white
plastic thing that looked like a straight dick.  On the bottom was a
switch, I turned it on and it vibrated in my hand.  There was a fat black
rubber cock and last a Kotex fake cock just like the one I made up.  I knew
what I had to do.

   Trembling I looked at the wall, there was a funny looking hole that
looked patched.  I did not see anything out of the ordinary I tied the hem
up with my waist rope and reached for the kotex fake cock and the white
plastic thing.  I looked around and could not see anything, how would
they/he or she know?

   Then I saw the wall move to my right or a small portion of it.  then I
saw an eye.  I was being watched.  I knew I could not hesitate I sat on the
edge of the toilet, put the kotex cock on the floor, I turned on the
plastic thing, I put it against myself.  It made my clit tingle.  It did
not take long before I began to feel that wonderful feeling start to
appear. I was starting to get turned on doing this, I was being told what
to do while somebody watched.  I was not comfortable sitting there, so I
stood up and turned my back to the hole.  I climaxed very hard with that
plastic thing.  After the first climax I wanted to feel it inside.

   Boy what a mistake.  It felt OK, but nothing like my kotex cock or when
it was on my clit.  I reached down and grabbed the kotex cock.

   Bending over I put it in from the back while I held the plastic thing on
my clit again I completely forgot why I was doing this, I only knew I did
not want to stop.  I climaxed again twice, I knew I wanted to try that big
black fat cock, I knew I wanted to feel both holes full, I put down the
plastic thing and picked up the lovely black cock.

   I remembered they wanted me to sit down and fuck myself so I sat on the
edge.  I moved the kotex cock to my ass, and the black cock to my cunt.  I
also remembered I was to tell my fuck tools how much I liked them.

   No problem, I loved them.  I opened my legs wide so they could see, I
inserted first the kotex one in my ass and then the black one in my cunt.
God I am so hot, I just hope the person watching is enjoying it as much as
I am.  I look at the hole and see the eye move away, I felt disappointed,
then the eye came back.

   I started in "Oh God, Oh God, I love it, I love this cock, fuck me baby,
fuck that cunt, fuck that asshole, I love it, do you hear me?  I love it, I
can't get enough, Oh Fuck Oh Fuck I'm going to cum, oh Jesus, fuck I'm
cumming." I moaned as I climaxed, it felt to strong to talk, I could not do
anything but shake and shudder as I climaxed.

   I heard a noise just to my right, I looked and saw one of the panels
being pulled off from the other side.  It looked as though the wall had
opened up.  There was a huge square hole.  I saw the whole groin area of a
man/boy I don't know.

   I can see his cock, it is rock hard, it is nice and big.  I can see the
hair all around it, even the hairy legs, I guess he was a man after all. 
Whoever it was stuck his hard cock through the huge hole and it was right
at my shoulder.

   I knew two things, first I knew I better not hesitate, and make the
person believe I wanted it.

   Second, I knew I wanted taste a real cock in my mouth, more than that I
wanted that cock in me

   Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 7

   Up to this point, I had not violated my vows.  I had vowed that my body
would only be given to God.  Yet here I was being forced to give it to a
man.  Yes, that's it, I was being forced, it was like a rape, being nasty
and vulgar up to this point was skirting my vows.  But I know, once I cross
over and let it happen, There would be no denying it, As a Nun, I had to be
the worst person on this earth.

   As I sat on the edge of the toilet with all this racing through my mind,
I see him bouncing his cock inches from my face.  Then I heard a faint
voice say "Suck it Sister, suck my cock, remember the pictures" I had no
choice, either I do it and pretend I like it, or he will plaster the school
with those filthy pictures.  I opened my mouth and took the head in, I
covered it with my lips and ran my tongue around the head.

   Something came over me, I reached for his cock with my right hand and it
felt so hard, yet the skin so soft, at that moment I wanted nothing else
but to make him feel good, I wanted him to feel the pleasure that I saw Bob
and John did when Ann sucked their dicks.

   At that moment this cock in my mouth became my life.  I caressed it, I
sucked it, I loved it.  All this time I had been holding onto the big black
rubber cock inside of me, the way I had shifted made the seat edge hold the
cock in my asshole.

   All of a sudden I had a wave of pleasure sweep through my body.  I
started to climax and to shake.  I thought in my mind that I heard voices
cheering me on, or maybe it was my own voice, all I know is I was climaxing
harder than I had ever had in my life.

   I felt the cock trying to pull back, trying to come out of my mouth and
my grasp.  I held it, I did not want it to leave.

   I then heard a faint "Let go, let it go Sister, God, Sister.  Let it go"
he was pulling harder now and since his cock was all wet from my saliva, I
could not hold it.  Some how I thought I heard him say to him self or me.
"Geez, she is one hot cunt, I bet she cum's the minute my cock slides in
her" He then said very clear.  "stand up, leave the toys in you, and back
up to this hole, pull apart your ass cheeks and push back against the hole,
do not move until I come to pull you off the wall and give you the
pictures, Understand?"

   I said nothing, trying to stand and turn around in that small stall is
not the easiest thing to do.  I held both cocks in me as long as I could. I
had to let go as my cheeks touched the wall.  The second I let go, his
hands grabbed both of them and started to slide them in and out.  I reached
back and did what he told me, I pulled my cheeks apart then pushed back. 
The hole was perfect, it was like bending over and resting up against a
wall.

   The pleasure was like nothing I had ever experienced.  He was fucking me
faster than I had ever done in my life.  He had that fat cock slamming in
and out of my cunt.  And the kotex cock being shoved all the way in and
being pulled all the way out.  I had never did anything like that, yet I
knew I would do it that way the next time I fucked myself.  I was heading
for one of the hardest climax's I had ever had up until this point.  Better
than anything before.

   Maybe it was because I had no choice, or because it was so nasty having
a man doing this nasty thing to me.  I started to moan, I was not thinking
of making him think I was enjoying it, at this point in time all I could
think about was the unbelievable pleasure he was giving me.

   I felt myself ready to explode and just as the throbbing was to begin,
he pulled both out at the same time.  "No, No, I was ready to cum, Please
don't stop" I said loud enough for him to hear.  "Please, put them back,
PLEASE" I think I heard a voice say, "go on, fuck her, she's ready, fuck
her good" I then felt this wonderful sensation fill my pussy, it was warm
it was hard, it was smooth, it was a man's cock.  I felt it slide in, my
mind was in a whirl, it wasn't as long as I wanted, but I felt every lovely
inch.

   Then I heard "Is it in her cunt or her asshole?" It was then I realized
there was someone with the person that made me do this.  I should have
gotten scared, or mad or something but all I could think about was that he
did not stop.  I could feel myself starting to get ready to climax.  I
tried to push hard back against him as much as I could with my ass against
the wall.

   Just as I started to throb and climax He pulled out of me and shoved
back against me, it took me by surprise and it hurt, it slid into my
asshole, I cried out in pain and in lust as it slid in, my climax
continued, I reached under myself and found my clit, I wanted to experience
what I saw Ann do.  I started rubbing it.

   My climax was so strong I thought I was going to faint.  My body shook
my legs trembled I reached over to the opposite wall and to push back
harder.  I felt this pulsing inside of my ass, I knew it was him emptying
his sperm in me.  I shoved back, I wanted it all.  He pulled out of me, and
I stayed there.  Not because he told me in his note.  But because I could
not move.  No because I did not want to move.

   Then I felt another dick slide in my pussy.  I guess the other guy
wanted to take his turn with me.  his cock was skinner yet seemed longer,
so long in fact I could feel him deep inside of me.  This was so nasty,
this was so sick, I was so bad to be liking this, No So bad for LOVING IT.
God forgive me, I did love it so much.  I was not thinking of pregnancy, I
was not thinking of sinning, I was not thinking of God, I was only thinking
of the most wonderful feeling I had ever experienced in my life, every
moment was a new glorious feeling.

   I felt like I was on this mountain top, this plateau it was not like
climaxing and then coming down, it was like I was not going to come down
from this feeling.  I felt his cock pulsing into me, he pulled out and I
felt another.  It went into my asshole.  I heard "Oh her asshole is so
tight, it is so hot, take this Sister, Take this in your ass" He was not
whispering, none of them were, but how many men were there?  I could heard
more than two to three voices.  My mind was racing again, How many?

   How many men?  How many knew?  Would they all fuck me?  do I want them
all?  Can I climax with them all?  My mind would not stop.  I felt the cock
in my asshole pulsate and I felt him empty his sperm in me.  I felt my
heart pounding waiting for him to pull out of me, waiting to see if another
would replace him.  I felt fingers probing both holes, two different types
of fingers one felt fat while the other felt skinny.  I knew it was two men
probing me, and another cock slide in my asshole.

   The man said "shit, I got her asshole, fuck, " then I felt him pull out
of my ass and felt the cock slide into my cunt.  I moaned and did not stop
moaning.  This went on for I don't know how long.  I counted 8 different
size cocks that were in my asshole and pussy did the guy that I sucked his
cock fuck me?  he had to.  He just had to I heard a voice say, stay there
Sister, don't move."

   I don't know why, but I had no intention of moving, Yes I do know why,
inside of me I was hoping there was one more cock to fuck me.  I heard the
Bathroom door open and I froze, then the door to my stall opened.

   It was The black custodian that was fucking Ann.  He reached for my hand
and said come here sister.  I took his hand and stood up, my legs were
weak, I was trembling, I reached for my waist rope and pulled it letting my
Habit fall.  He said you did good Sister, here are your pictures and the
negatives.

   He handed me an envelope.  I did not say a thing.  I hung my head
ashamed of the way I acted, ashamed that I did not want it to stop.  I
asked him "is that all the pictures?" He said yes, these are all the
pictures of you in the third floor girls room, there are no more still
pictures for you to worry about." I looked at his face he was smiling.  I
said "Still pictures?  What do you mean?"

   He walked over to the stall I was in and said we don't need them
anymore, we now have you on Video.  I was sick all over again, I felt tears
swell up in my eyes, I said "No, I looked, I looked there was no camera up
there." Walking in he pointed at the floor there were two small things that
looked like little tootsy rolls then he pointed at the door hinge, there
was another one, then he pointed at the paper holder, just below it was two
things "One's a mike, the other is another camera.

   I went numb, I sat down on the stool, I looked at the envelope I was
holding, I said "It was all for nothing, you tricked me, I did it all for
nothing." He said "no you didn't Sister, you did it because you wanted it,
you did it because you have a hot pussy, and because you wanted to get
fucked.  You did it because you wish you were like Ann, admit it."

   I looked up at him and he reached for his Zipper, he slowly pulled it
down standing right in front of my face.  You loved sucking Peters cock
didn't you, you were not going to let him go were you?  He said your mouth
was good, and he said you licked his cock and made love to it with your
mouth.  I watched you fuck your self as you sucked him.  you love cock
don't you sister?"

   I did not answer, I kept watching his hand slowly bring down his zipper.
"DON'T you Sister" he said more sternly and at the same time he reached in
and pulled out his fat hard cock.  "I wish you could see your face Sister,
you look like a sex hungry slut, waiting and wanting to put your mouth
around this cock of mine" he moved closer to me.  I barely could hear him
talking, all I could think about was his cock, it was so hard, so big, so
beautiful, right in front of me, he inched closer and closer the head of
his cock was almost touching my lips.  "That's it Sister, that's it, you
want to taste me don't you, see that clear stuff coming out of the head? 
Lick it off" I sat there mesmerized, "Come on Sister, you know you want to
taste it, stick out your tongue and lick it."

   I dropped the envelope reached for his cock and put it in my mouth.  I
attacked his cock like a cock hungry slut that he said.  I ran my hand up
and down his shaft as I sucked him.  I heard him say "I hope you guys have
the cameras rolling, I want this, get her sucking my black cock.  He put
his hands on my veil and held my head.

   He started pumping into my mouth I brought up my other hand and wrapped
it around his long fat shaft to make sure he did not choke me.  he kept
saying all kinds of nasty things.  Things that only made me want to get
nastier, to be a cunt like Ann was, no, worse, worse because I was a Nun,
and I loved cock, I loved pussy, I loved to climax.

   "That's it cunt" he said "suck it, make me feel real good, suck your
black lover, do you like it sister, do you like that black cock?" I could
not answer him all I could think about was this lovely cock in my mouth, I
wanted it to explode in my mouth, I stroked him hard and lovingly sucked,
and sucked.  I could feel him pulling my head back, I fought him, I did not
want to let go of his dick.

   "Come on Sister, look at me, tell me if you like sucking my black cock."
He said.  He pushed hard and I could not hold him in my mouth.  I looked up
at him.  and he said "do you like sucking my cock Sister?"

   I looked in his eyes and then at his cock, I tried to put my mouth on it
again.  "No Sister" He said "you can't suck it unless you tell me, do you
like my black cock?, don't look at it, look me in the eye and tell me." I
looked up at him and said "Yes, damn you, yes I love your black cock,
please let me suck it" I felt his hands pull me to him, I went after his
hard cock like a thirsty man to water.

   I heard him say "God, you are good, you are so good, no one has ever
gave me head as good as you do, nobody ever, you love it, don't you
Sister." I shook my head up and down letting him know yes that I do.  I sat
on the edge of the seat and could feel my own pussy begin to throb,

   I was not touching it, yet I could feel myself climbing to a orgasm.  I
felt a climax rising I knew I was going to climax and I was not touching
myself.  yet my God, I was going to cum.  I started stroking him harder and
harder, I wanted him to shoot his sperm in my mouth and I wanted him to do
it as I climaxed.  It was like my own climax was somehow tied to his.

   I felt his cock start to pulsate and the second it started my own climax
started my pussy throbbed my stomach shook, my cunt throbbed.  I felt my
whole body shake.  I heard him say "swallow it Sister, swallow it" I did
swallow it not because he told me to but because I had to , I just had to
in order to sustain my own climax.

   I did not want to let go of him.  I held him and gently sucked his cock
and then kissing it.  he held my head in his hands.  He then said "My God
sister, you really do love sucking cock, no one has ever given me such a
good blow job.  I can't wait to fuck you with this, I bet you would love it
right now wouldn't you Sister?"

   I was starting to come back to my sense's Oh my God, what had I done. 
Oh Jesus, no I can't be like this, I felt him pull back and he said
"tomorrow Sister you will come down to the dressing room, you will be there
instead of Ann, I will tell you what you must do to get the video's we just
took of you" again, I felt my eyes swell up with tears.  I had to ask "will
this ever end?" he looked at me and said, maybe, maybe some day, but for
right now you will do everything I say, no matter what it is.  Do you
understand?  You have no choice in this.  If you make me happy and do what
you are told I will give you these tapes.  If you don't, or you freek out,
I will make copies of it and send them everyone.

   I asked him "what do you want?  What do you want me to do?  I'm a Nun, I
can't do this, I can't do this" "Wrong Sister" he said "you not only can do
this, you did it, you did it and you loved every moment of it.  you loved
it so much you sat there and climaxed while you sucked my dick, what I
want? I don't know, I will thing about what I will have you doing.  As for
what do I want?  I want your cunt being full of cum, I want for asshole
full of cum I want your mouth sucking my cock and eating pussy, I want you
to fuck your self so I can watch.  Now get up and you better get over to
your girls dorm, I mean your convent before they come look for you. 
Sister, we have only just begun to enjoy sex.  You will fuck who I tell you
to, you will suck who I tell you to, now go.

   I did not know what to say, I just hung my head and started out the
door, he said, "wait a minute, you forgot your pictures" I stopped looked
at him and said "what difference does it make?  Throw them away" I turned
and walked out the door.

   I walked to the Convent straight to supper, I felt all the cum running
down my legs.  I was sick, I felt all alone, I took my tray and sat down.
Mother Superior came up to me and said "I was beginning to get worried,
what kept you?" I looked at her, smiled and said " Sorry Mother, I was
doing work and lost track of time." She patted my sholder and said "we'll
see you in vespers" then walked away.

   Sister mary Margret came over to me and sat down, wispering she said
"you look flushed, are you all right?  What have you been doing, and what
is that white stuff under your chin?"

   Oh My God I thought his cum is on my chin.  Sister Mary whispered "If I
didn't know better I would have said it looked like a man's sperm.  You
haven't been you know?  I looked at her and started to cry.  She said,
"come on Sister, lets get out of here before Mother see you crying."

   We got up and walked to the Chapel.  We sat down and I told her every
thing.  She sat there looking at me shocked, she said "you poor child, you
poor, poor child, do you want me to help you?  Tell me." I looked at her
and said "I don't know what I can do, I have to get those video tapes."
Sister then said "I will help you anyway I can"

   We talked and taalked untill the other sisters came in for Vespers. 
After vespers Mother came up to me and said "I'm glad you finely wiped off
what ever it was under your chin, you can't imagain what it looked like" I
must have turned 6 shades of red.  Then she said "now you go have a good
night sleep sister I'll see you at breakfast and morning mass, goodnight"
and she walked away.

   I had no idea what to think, She could not know it was sperm, no way.  I
went to my room, I was thinking of the Custidioun Mother superior, and
sister Mary.  For the very first time in months and months I went to sleep
with out masturbating.  I prayed and prayed myself to sleep.

   After mass I walked to my classroom because of every thing that had been
going on and my not doing my own work, things were building and I had to
get caught up.  I sat down and went to work.  I was not watching the time
and the door opened.  Ann walked in, she walked up to my desk, lifted her
left leg and sat on the edge of my desk.  She was wearing a very short
skirt.  Sitting on the edge she pulled up her hem even higher.  Since her
legs were open it was obvious she was naked under her skirt and her labia
was swollen.  "Close your legs Ann" I said.

   Smiling at me she said "Come on sister, you have been looking at my
pussy now for three days, I just wanted you to see it close up, I wanted
you to see what it is you will be licking and sucking on." I froze, how
could she talk to me this way, She continued "harry told me you are going
to do the guys today instead of me, and I was to be there so you could put
your mouth in and on my freshly fucked cunt, you do want to do that don't
you Sister?, here, look, how wet I am, I bet your pussy is starting to get
wet just looking at me.  I would bet under your black robe you are as bare
as I am..

   Look close Sister, see the goo?  See the cum seeping out, I watched as
you gobbled Harry's cum when you sucked him yesterday after you fucked Bob,
John, Mr.  Collier, Phil, Mr.  Johnson, Harry, James, Bill, Mr.  Harris and
of course me."

   "You?" I said surprised "yes me," Ann said "who do you think was fucking
you with that lovely kotex thing you made up and that big fat rubber cock,
it was yours truly, You should see your face, you are in total bliss, you
are a very bad nun you know."

   I sat there numb, I could not say a word, then she said "I would bet
that if we were down stairs right now, you would be under my skirt so fast,
sucking harries cum out of me and I bet you would climax while you ate me
just like you came sucking Harry.  What do you think?  Do you thing you
would like to taste his cum mixed with mine?  Do you?, here give me your
hand"

   She reached down and took my hand, pulling my fingers she brought them
to her pussy.  "Stick them in, that's it, yes slide them up inside, don't I
feel warm?  My, you sure know how to finger a girl, do they teach you that
over there in that convent?"

   I don't know what I was thinking, what I was doing, I felt the goo on my
fingers and her words, she said "taste your fingers Sister, taste our cum"
she said.

   I pulled my fingers out of her and as I was bringing them to my lips the
door opened, Ann hopped off the desk leaned over and said "Oh by the way
Sister every one in the class get A's this semester,"

   I looked at her and she said "everyone,." And walked to her desk right
in front of me.  when she sat down she sat with her legs open and showing
me her slick cum covered cunt.  I had the hardest time to make my eyes look
else where.  But I would find myself drawn to her open crotch.

   She was right, my own pussy was wet, I was hot as hell, once Ann brought
her hand down between her legs ran her fingers in herself and brought her
fingers up to her mouth and slowly sucked on them after words she licked
her lips.  The bell rung and every one left, on the way out Ann walked in
front of Bill and said "we'll taste you later Sister won't we Bill?" Bill
said "yea, only this time I get her pussy"

   I sat in Horror, it was that Bill, Oh God, no I let one of my students
fuck me, oh God what do I do?  the day went by way to fast.  When the last
period bell rang I knew I had to go down to the dressing room.  I could
only imagine what I was in store for me.

   I walked with two feelings running through me.  One of being afraid and
sick of what was going to happen of what Harry was going to make me do. 
and the other that shocked me.  it was excitement, my pussy was wet, very,
very wet.

   With each step I took I wondered if he would make me feel what I felt
the day before and who would be there, how many people knew.  I was
trembling as I went down the stairs.  I walked to the dressing room door
and I saw Harry, Ann was sitting on the counter next to him.  As I walked
in he said "Ann tells me you wanted to eat my cum out of her pussy this
morning, My you are a nasty Nun aren't you Sister?"

   I did not know what to say, so I just said "I'm here, what is it you
want me to do?" Harry said "I like that Sister, you are here ready to do
what I tell you to right?" I glared at him and said "yes" "Good" he said,
come over here, kneel down and suck on Ann's pussy till the boys get here,
then you will be sucking every cock that fucked you yesterday, you will
suck us all, then we will all first fuck your hot little asshole then your
wet dripping pussy."

   I could not believe my ears, he was sick, so sick, making me do these
things.  These nasty , nasty things.  I went over to Ann she sat on the
counter opened her legs and said "take off your veil Sister" harry said
"No, she leaves her veil on, it will be good for the camera" I froze, I
turned to harry and said "camera, your going to keep taping me doing these
nasty things?  Please don't, " harry unzipped his zipper and said Sister,
you have only one thing to worry about and that is to please me, you are my
bitch, you will do what you are told, and I know you will love every minute
of it, now eat Ann, make Ann cum" I started to cry as my mouth touched
Ann's opening.

   She smelled like cum, she was wet, and slimy, white stuff was oozing
from her.  I knew it was cum, my mind snapped, I wanted to taste it, I
wanted to lick her.  I went at her pussy licking and sucking the cum from
her.  I could hear harry telling someone where to set the cameras up at,
then telling them to get a shot of me close up.  He told me to reach behind
myself and to finger my asshole to get it ready for the boys to fuck.  He
wanted me to work three fingers in myself as I ate Ann.

   A older man said `we need to get that habit off so we can get a clear
shot of that asshole and pussy" Harry said "No the habit and veil stay, it
makes the movie worth more, just tie it up like she did yesterday, use her
waist rope" I felt someone pull up my hem and tie it off with my rope.  I
heard flashes and saw the white light I knew they were taking pictures of
me fingering my asshole with the three fingers inside and my mouth sucking
out Ann's pussy.

   Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 8

   Her Vagina felt so soft, so wet, the aroma made my nostrils flared, I
could not get enough of this wonderful smell.  I would lick and pull back
to watch more cum oozing out of her.  Harry said "is the sound set up?  I
want to get every thing very clear today" I felt someone come up behind me,
he pulled my fingers out of me and inserted himself inside..  Because I had
worked my asshole open hiss cock slid in this time with only minor
discomfort.  I had to rub my self, I found my clit and after a while I put
two fingers inside.

   I could feel the cock against my fingers, it was wild.  He said "Eat
that cunt Sister, suck it all out" I can't tell you what if anything I was
thinking, all I was aware of was this sweet pussy, tasting so good, and the
cock fucking me.  my mind was in a whirl of pleasure.

   I hardly noticed all the flashes going on and there were more voices in
the room.  I heard more voices.  The guy in me said "some one get ready,
her ass is going to be ready for another cock, I'm coming" I faintly heard
him and I felt his cock pulsate as it emptied its slimy sperm into me.  I
relished it as my own body shook in a hard climax, it was all I could do to
keep licking Ann, my body shuddered.

   I had not stopped shaking and shuddering when he pulled out.  The
instant he pulled out another cock filled me, with the pumping so fast in
and out of me it was like my climax would not stop.

   "Look at her" on voice said "She can't stop cumming, my god she is a
horny hot little cunt in a habit, I know what we can tittle the movie, lets
call it, "The Nasty Sister" " hearing them talk about me in such a way some
how made me feel real nasty, I wanted all them in the room to hurry and
fuck me in my ass, then in my hot horny cunt, my nasty wet cock wanting
cunt.

   Ann said "Come on sister, eat me, make me cum, suck that clit" I went to
work on her as my own climax rocked through my body.  It seemed endless.

   Some one stuck the big black rubber cock near my breast and said "here,
use this in that cunt of yours Sister, fuck your self with it, it will be
like having two cocks in you at the same time.  I pulled out my fingers and
grabbed it.  I could not wait to get it in.  The guy fucking me said "Oh
Christ, that makes your asshole tighter, oh shit, it feels good" I could
care less what he felt, I could care less what he wanted.

   I wanted my pleasure, my pussy to throb more and more, I wanted my
asshole to feel the cock explode the sperm inside.  Oh God forgive me I
loved it so much.  Ann grabbed my head and screamed that she was cumming,

   The person fucking me slammed in and out harder and faster, I knew he
was going to climax.  He lunged into me and held my hips.  I felt him empty
inside of me, again it was like my body would not stop it's long, long
climax, it seemed just as I would start to come down from my climax
something would happen and take me right back to the top.

   One of the boys said "Come on Mr.  Johnson, I got to fuck her, come on"
Mr.  Johnson held me tight and I could feel every inch of his cock
throbbing, all it did was make my climax prolong itself, I did not want the
throbbing to stop, I did not want his cock to come out.  I clamped my butt
hole as tight as I could and I kept fucking myself with the cock they gave
me.

   I felt Mr.  Johnson pull out and he was replaced with another, this one
was much fatter, it really made me feel like he was stretching my ass to
it's maximum opening size.  I heard a couple cheer on the young man fucking
me.  "give it to her Pat, fuck her good" they said.  Then I heard Harry's
voice say "I told you she would fuck you didn't I kid, fuck her good.  give
her that big black cock of yours"

   It hit me, I had a rubber black cock in my cunt and another black cock
in my asshole.  I don't know what made it so special, all I know is he and
Harry cock seemed to be a little larger than the white guys cocks.  I
thrilled as it slid in and out.  Harry said "Pull your cock all the way out
Pat, I want to get a close up of her asshole open waiting for it to go back
in"

   I felt Pat pull out and cool air fill my open hole.  "look at that" a
voice said "her asshole is wide open" Harry asked "do you want him to put
it back in Sister?" I said "yes, please yes, I need it" I did need it, I
was starting to come down from my climax high, I knew I had to have him
back in me, I tried to make up for it by fucking myself harder and faster.

   I could not compensate for the lack of the real cock in my ass.  I felt
him slide back inside.  Oh god did it ever feel good as it went deep.  Then
Harry said "pull it back out" Pat did he waited a second then shoved it
back inside.

   This new feeling and fucking began to not only feel different but also
feel better than just keeping it in and fucking.  It gave me a wonderful
feeling of being used, being used as a fucking machine,

   I knew every time as his cock pulled out and he waited to put it back, I
was waiting for that filling feeling, and when he would fill me, it made me
all warm with a sexual desire that I loved.  When Pat finely did cum, his
huge cock throbbed harder than the others.

   When he pulled out, no one came to replace him.  I waited and waited,
Ann had gotten up and moved, I was now on my knees on the floor with my ass
high in the air, I had my face on the floor I never stopped fucking my self
and my moaning was why beyond being under control.  I felt my climax
dwindling, and I knew if I did not get a cock back inside of me I would
come back to the realization that I was a nun being made to do disgusting
things for some men and student boys at my school.  I began to realize no
one was going to replace the last boy.

   Harry asked "What's the matter Sister, does your asshole want another
cock to fuck you?" I just moaned as I worked the rubber cock in and out,
however I was very aware they were all waiting for me to let them know how
bad I wanted a cock.  I knew they wanted me to turn and beg them I also
knew that they were filming me do these nasty things and I felt up to this
point I had not shown my face.

   Harry said "Sister, Sister stand up, don't take the cock out of you and
stand, I want you to see the guys who fucked you yesterday and meet my kid
brother, oh, that's right you already met his cock, get up Sister" I was
now back to reality, I was very aware I was being made to do these things.
I had no choice but to stand and face them.  It was not easy to stand up
and keep that thing in me, but I managed.

   I saw two video cameras on tripods and two men had cameras they were
holding.  All the men had shirts on, but no pants, they all stood there
naked from the waist down.  I counted 11 men/boys everyone had a very hard
dick standing out from between there loins.  Four looked like monsters
three looked rather lovely and the rest varied in size and thickness.

   I kept looking from dick to dick, two were black, and the younger one
looked like his belonged on a horse.  Ann was working one of the video
cameras she had her skirt and top still on.

   Harry said "when I introduce you to each man, you will walk up to him,
kneel down, kiss his dick, stand up and tell him how you can't wait for him
to fuck you.  Do you understand Sister?" I looked at him, I said nothing
and just shook my head.  "Oh yes" he continued "keep fucking your self all
the time I want to see if you can cum some more for the cameras"

   I was horrified, I was nothing but a toy for these men, they could do
what ever they wanted to do with me, and I had to do what ever they wanted.
Harry motioned to a man and said "This is Mr.  Johnson, it is with his help
we have that nice hole in the girls toilet down here, show and tell him how
much you appreciate him and his talents, and by the way Sister, make sure
he is convinced that you appreciate his talents"

   On top of every thing else they were humiliating me, they were abusing
me, and making me abuse my own body.  I moved over to Mr.  Johnson, I knew
I had to make him believe that I wanted him, I put my face right up to his,
I moved my lips slowly and said " Your cock looks so hard, may I suck it a
minute?  I can't wait for you to fuck me with it" I did not wait for a
reply, I knelt down never missing a stroke of fucking myself and took his
cock in my mouth.

   I kissed it, and with all I could muster I made love to it with my
mouth. Harry said "Come on Sister, don't forget the other guys" I stopped
stood back up, looked into Mr.  Johnson's face and said "You taste good,
don't you want to put it in me right now?" I wanted to some how torture
them.  I knew no other way "I bet you can make me scream with pleasure" His
face told it all, he did not know what to say.

   Harry said "sister this is Pat, my younger brother" I moved to him, and
put my face close to his, I said very softly "You have one wonderful cock,
it is so big, it is so fat, my hot little pussy can't wait to feel it
inside, hear that noise, it's my juices lubricating my self for it, hear
this black cock sloshing in it, I'm so wet wanting it, my fingers are all
covered, I felt it when you fucked me, I did not want you to pull out, I
wanted you to fuck me more." I said it as sexy as I knew how.  He was in
shock, I knelt down and kissed his cock, I kissed it two more times and
then I put the head in my mouth, he was oozing with stuff from the head of
it.  he said "I have to fuck her, she needs it Harry" I heard Harry say
"no, she has to do this to all you guys, don't worry, she's got a hour and
a half, you will all get to fuck her at least twice, that is if you can get
em back up when she finishes you" I kept working on Pat's cock and he stood
there moaning.  I stood up and said "kiss me you fucker, if you can't fuck
me right now at least kiss me".

   I was getting caught up in this, I was anxious to go to the next guy,
Pat and I kissed my head was swimming.  I had never kissed anyone before,
never, and here I was kissing the boy that fucked me so wonderful in my
asshole, I just sucked his lovely cock and now I was kissing him.  I wanted
him I wanted him in me, I needed him.  I broke the kiss and said "I need
you Pat, I need you bad I need that cock of yours fucking me right now."
Harry pulled my arm and took me to the guy standing next to Pat.

   He said "you already know John here don't' you, you have been watching
him for a few days, haven't you?" I said "yes, I have been, I watched you
fucking ann, I watched you eating her, I watched as your lovely cock slide
in and out of her hot little cunt, I watched you as you made her climax,
and do you know what I was thinking John?" I did not wait for him to answer


   "I was wishing it was me, I wanted your cock in my hot pussy, were you
one of the boys who fucked my yesterday, did you shove your lovley cock in
my pussy or did you fuck my ass?" He said "In your hot sweet asshole
Sister" I said "good, cuz, I want you to fuck me again in my asshole and
then I want your hard cock in my pussy, I kept talking as I knelt down.  I
could feel a climax coming on, I knelt and started kissing his hard cock as
I said "this cock is mine, it is all mine, I want it in me, I want you to
fuck me , to fuck me hard" I kissed it and said "I can see the head, want
me to suck it?"

   I took it in my mouth.  I loved it and I felt it starting to hit.  I
took as much of it as I could.  I was struggling to breath due to my hard
climax, the talking like a sex hungry cunt made me ever so hot, beyond hot,
I was, no I am the sex cunt they wanted, I am the fuck tool they could
film, I was the slut that would suck anyone, fuck anyone and beg for more.

   All this was screaming through my head as I climaxed, my body shook as I
knelt in front of John I sucked his cock very lovingly.  I knelt there
shaking as he pulled out of me.  he said "Sister, wait, I `m ready to cum,
you better stop" I heard that and I let go of the rubber cock, I grabbed
his hard cock with both hands, I took his cock in my mouth and went after
his sperm I wanted him to cum, I wanted it in my mouth

   I could hear the guys say "Jesus, look at her, she's possessed, she
wants his cum, look at her go, she's hotter than any of the other girls we
did.  Look at her she won't let him go" they were right I was not about to
let him go, I was ready to climax again and nothing was touching me I only
had this wonderful fat cock in my mouth and I was going to cum when he
exploded in my mouth.  When his sperm emptied in me I knew I was going to
climax and climax hard.  I felt his cock start to contract and pulsate then
it happen my own cunt throbbed as he emptied into my wanting waiting mouth.

   I heard Harry ask Ann "did you get that Ann?" "Shit yes I did, she is
the hottest one we ever had, how can she be a Nun?" she answered I heard
that and said to my self, yes, as hot as you are how can you be a nun?  I
started to get up when Harry said "Don't forget your dick sister,

   I reached for it.  stood up and went to the next man.  Harry said this
is Mr.  Collins, he's the boys Gym teacher here, I bet you never met him
before today have you?  Oh I forgot, you met him yesterday in the bathroom
didn't you?"

   I went to Mr.  Collins I kissed him with my wet lips I kissed him hard
and then said "I hope you can fuck me today as good as you did yesterday, I
want you to fuck me, I want you to fuck my ass and my cunt I want you to
fuck my face" I knelt down and went to work on his dick, it was nice and
fat not to long, with a very big head.

   I heard him say "come on Harry, she wants to fuck now, can't we do this
later, look at her, shit she is fucking herself so hard and fast, she need
us to fuck her now" Harry said you guys know the drill, we do this all the
time just because we have the hottest cunt in the world here don't mean we
stop our plan, if she is hot now, just think what she will be like when he
have got to phase 3" they were right I was hot I was on fire, I wanted to
climax again and I was working my way to that end.

   I did not stand up, and I did not wait for Harry to introduce the next
man.  I moved to his waiting cock and started in on it.  Harry said "This
is Bill, Yes Sister, make him feel real good.  He's in one of your class's,
do you recognize him, he was with Peter & Phil yesterday, he told me every
time he saw you he got a big hard on.

   I bet it turns you on knowing guys get hard thinking about you" I moaned
loud to let him know it did make me feel good knowing that.  In this state
of mind anything nasty made me excited.

   I stood up and asked him the same question "Did you fuck me yesterday
also?" he said "No, I just watched you on the monitor, I saved it for
today" I smiled and kissed him, I gave him a very hot wet kiss, I felt his
tongue slide in my mouth, it excited me even more.  I did the same to him,
I reached for his cock with my hand, I grabbed it and squeezed it.

   I broke the kiss and said "Bill, I need this in me, I need you to fuck
me, I want this cock of your in my pussy, I want you to fuck me hard, real
hard, I want you to make me climax, to shoot your hot sperm deep inside of
me" As I said that, I knew that I meant it, I meant every word, I was not
saying these things because they made me any more, I was saying them
because I really wanted to say them I wanted them to know how bad I needed
them all to fuck me, to make me cum.

   I knelt back down and took his cock in my mouth.  Harry said "Come on
sister, you have three more, before you can get what you so badly want and
need, come over here to Peter, he had you twice yesterday" I got up, went
to him and said "so you liked fucking me do you, I watched you yesterday,
you have style, you have a lovely cock.  You made Ann come real hard, I bet
you can make me come hard also"

   I kissed him and this time I stuck my tongue in his mouth, ( I catch on
fast) he wrapped his arms around me.  and held me close as we kissed.  He
held me so tight, I could not move my hand to fuck myself with the rubber
dick.

   What made me realize this was, I was climbing to another orgasm, and
fast.  With my arms held I could not move it the way I wanted and the way I
knew I needed to in order to go over the edge.  I twisted enough to get
free to continue my stroking myself.

   I knelt back down and started to kiss his cock from the base to the tip
to under his fat vein, I got to his hanging balls and sucked hanging ball
after another in my mouth.  He grabbed his cock and started to stroke it. I
had never seen a guy do this, I stopped and watched him.  I from time to
time would lean forward and put the head of his cock in my mouth.

   Harry grabbed my sholders and said "come on Sister, this is Mr Harris,
he's the genius that worked out where and how to set up our hidden camaras.
He's the man that you need to thank for the pictures and the Video's, he's
the man that is making us all lots of money, and you Sister will be a star,
thanks to him many men and woman are going to watch you from now till the
end of time" The words hit me, I mean really hit me hard.  Video tapes,
pictures, They had no intention of stopping, they had no intention on
giving me the tapes and film.  My once hot horny body was now getting cold
very, very fast.  I knew I had to some how stop them, I had to some how get
the tapes and somehow stop them forever.  I had no idea how, but I knew I
had to do it.

   All of a sudden I did not want these men, I did not want them to fuck me
as I had told them, I did not want to suck there dicks.  I knew I had to
somehow gain their confidece and get the movies and pictures.  maybe if I
could make them think I wanted to some how join in on what they were doing
could I find out the place they kept the tapes and pictures.

   I Looked at Mr Harris, his face made me want to throw up, his smile made
me want to spit on him, he spoke "are you going to kiss me Sister?  I don't
kiss cunt who suck cock, If you want to kiss me kiss my ass, I want you to
stick your tongue in my asshole and watch me as I jack off and cum on your
face"

   I was shocked, stunned and amazed.  He was not like the others he was
mean, he was nasty, I think he hated woman and especially hated me being a
Nun and being the way I was.  He turned around, bent over pulled his cheeks
apart and said "get a close up of this bitch tongue fucking me" Ann aimed
the camera at us shaking I leaned forward and stuck my tongue in his
stinking brown hole.  I never felt hate in my life, yet I knew I hated this
man, he was the cause of my humiliation, he was the cause of my being used
and abused.  He was the cause of ruining the rest of my life.

   I felt his body shaking as I guess he was stroking his dick.  then with
out warning he stood up, turned and his dick squirted all over my face on
my white veil on my white collar, he kept saying "take this cunt, take
this" he was a mean man.  I felt rage I wanted to hurt him.  I closed my
eyes bit my inner lip and said "thank you, I can't wait to do this again" I
quickly turned to the next to the last guy.  I had no desire to do anything
but run away.  I knew at this time I had to act, so I acted the way I knew
they wanted me to.  "this is Phil" Harry said " Jeremy and he had the idea
to tempt, he got the fuck book for Jeremy that you took and I would think
you still have, do you still have it Sister?"

   I looked straight into Phil's eyes and said "yes, I have it, I have read
it many times, It makes me hot, it makes me want to climax.  Thank you,
thank you very much" I went to turn to Jeremy and Phil said "come on sister
where's my kiss, aren't you going to tell me you want my cock in your cunt?
Aren't you going to suck it?"

   I was caught, I wanted to just get this over with, I wanted them to
think I was into this, yet Mr.  Harris's sick mind really turned me off. 
Harry caught it right away he said "I told you Harris, damnit why don't you
ever listen, she was hotter than hell, now you and your sick fucking
attitude has ruined it all" Don't worry Phil, it won't take long but she
will be begging you for your cock in a short while.

   Jeremy stood there, he had a smile on his face he said "I thought you
were going to get mad at me Sister, I thought you would slap my face, I
never thought you would ever get turned on like this, I bet you are a hot
little fuck.  Is my cock big enough for you Sister?" I looked at him and
looked down at his stiff cock.  I looked back at him and said what I knew
they all wanted to hear "Honey I can't wait to feel it fucking me, my cunt
is waiting for it, I am so wet this rubber cock is not enough for me."

   Harry took control again and said, "That's better Sister, now come over
here and lay tummy down on the mattress, this is what we are going to do.
you will start by sucking the cock that is going to fuck you next.  We are
all going to finish fucking your asshole, then your pussy.  If we have time
and you want, we may do both holes today at the same time, just like you
read, do you think you would like two cocks in you at the same time and
suck another cock?" I knew he and the others wanted to hear me say yes.  I
said "yes, oh yes I want to try it, can we do it?" saying that I was hoping
the time would run out and I would not have to do it.  somehow I knew that
deep inside I would loose control again and become the nasty slut they
wanted.

   Jeremy laid down in front of me I started to suck his dick and I felt
another move in behind me.  he opened my legs and I felt the head of his
cock against my asshole.  He said God, there is still cum oozing from her,
get a picture of this.  It sounded like Mr.  collier.  I herd clicks of
cameras and then the head of the cock push inside of me.  I am thankful
that he was so slow.

   I went to work on Jeremy, I was kind of hoping to make him cum so he
would not fuck my ass.  I was not enjoying this now, I was not moaning, I
was not loving the cock as I sucked it.  I was praying to myself.  asking
god to help me get through this and to help me stop these men and ann.

   I felt myself relaxing, my butt bounced as he shoved into me, he said
"that's it sister, fuck back, shove your ass into my cock" I guess my
bouncing made him think I was getting into it and was pushing back.  I was
bouncing so hard from sucking and stroking Jeremy as I sucked him that my
vail came loose, it fell my red hair fell out and down around the side of
my face.

   It must have kept the camera from seeing my face because Ann said "move
her hair, I can't get her face" some one moved my hair.  I felt the guy
fucking me pulsate inside and I was glad he finely came.

   As he pulled out, Jeremy jumped up and slid his dick into me.  as he
did, Peter laid down, I took his cock in my mouth and started to stroke it
as I sucked it.

   Jeremy was like a jack hammer, he was fucking me fast, real fast.  I
started to feel that unrecognizable feeling.  It was making the fire start
to kindle.  I was hoping he would climax before I would start to feel good.
Thank god, I thought as I felt his cock contract and empty into me.

   Jeremy pulled out and said "next" Peter jumped up moved in back of me I
knew my asshole was wide open because of the air I felt inside of it.  I
felt his cock enter and he was just like Jeremy, hammering in and out.

   Pat laid down in front of me, his huge black cock looked magnificent.  I
grabbed it, stroked it and started sucking the head.  Unlike the others, I
started to really get into sucking him.  the cock in my ass was starting to
really feel good, I mean real good.

   Now I started to push back, I pushed back because I wanted him to
climax, I wanted him out of my asshole, I wanted him to move away so Pat
could put his long fat hard cock inside.  I ground my ass against him, I
moaned as I sucked pat's cock and stroking it.  I felt Peter pulsate and
empty inside.  I let go of pat's cock and said "Next" even before peter had
pulled all the way out.  Pat did not jump up, he moved slowly behind me, I
felt the head of his cock slowly slide inside, I could not wait, I pushed
up and back against him.

   Bob laid down and I went to work on his cock, it was to late I was
caught up in this, I would stroke, and suck and stroke and suck.  I pulled
my mouth up and said "Like this Bob?  Like my mouth?  You want to fuck my
ass don't you Bob.  Can you fuck me better that Pat is?"

   I did not wait for a answer, I went back to sucking his cock.  I stopped
again and said "Bob I can taste you, you taste sweet, I want your cum, cum
for me baby, cum in my mouth" I went back to sucking.  Bob was moaning and
so was I.

   I felt like a log was fucking my ass when Pat started to pulsate and
contract.  He emptied his sperm in me.  I felt Bob's cock start to contract
in my hands and mouth.  He started cumming and I gulped down his cum.  I
heard him saying "Oh shit, Oh shit, I couldn't wait, Oh shit suck it
sister, take it all"

   I heard some one say "good, I didn't want her sucking me anyway, I want
that ass.  As Pat got up the crude guy mounted me.  he slammed into me I
think he wanted to hurt me, surprise, his dick was much smaller than Pat's,
I could barley feel it, it did not hurt a bit.  He said "take this bitch,
take it and know I will fuck you any time and any place I want, you are
mine, your cunt and asshole are for me to use, got that bitch, you are
nothing but a cock sucking horny slut bitch"

   I knew it was Mr.  Harris.  Mr.  Johnson laid down in front of me.  he
said "don't listen to him sister, he's an asshole" Mr.  Johnson's cock was
hard and nice and fat.  I wanted to get keep that feeling that I was
getting before that bastard started in with his nasty mouth.  I blocked his
voice out of my mind.  I looked at the dick in front of me.  I grabbed it,
and very slowly and very lovingly started to suck it, I wanted him to feel
good since he was so nice to me.

   Harris climaxed, I barley felt him as he came.  When he pulled out I
said "Thank god, he's out, now put this lovely fat cock in me, I really
need to feel a man's cock in there, the last one was so small I could
barley feel it" I heard the room roar with laughter, harry said "that's the
spirit Sister, don't let Harris get to you" I said "he can't his dick is to
small to make me feel it" Mr.  Harris got mad and said "you fucking cunt,
you will pay for that remark."

   I guess he put his pants on and left.  I heard Harry say "God I love
this girl, she know how to get to Harris" as Mr.  Johnson started to slide
his dick in, I moaned very loud and said "Now, that's a cock, that's the
way I like it, hard and fast"

   Harry laid down in front of me.  I took his black cock and started my
work, he was so ready, he said "easy Sister, I don't want to cum in your
mouth yet, I want that asshole"

   it did not take long before I felt the cock in my ass explode.  It felt
like it would never stop as it pulsed.  He pulled out and harry got behind
me.  he slid in and just as he was all the way in he pulsated.  He climaxed
before he could even take one stroke.

   I felt sorry for him, I closed my eyes and ground my ass back hard
against him.  Harry said "fuck, I knew it, she is just to fucking hot, god
I love her, that's it Oh yea, that feels good"

   I herd my self say "Oh Fuck, Oh shit, it feels so fucking good, give it
to me" I opened my eyes and saw John ready for my mouth.

   I went after it like what I had finally become, a wild sex hungry slut
would go after a cock that she wanted to fuck her.

   Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 9

   it did not take long before I felt the cock in my ass explode.  It felt
like it would never stop as it pulsed.  He pulled out and harry got behind
me.  he slid in and just as he was all the way in he pulsated.  He climaxed
before he could even take one stroke.  I felt sorry for him, I closed my
eyes and ground my ass back hard against him.  Harry said "fuck, I knew it,
she is just to fucking hot, god I love her, that's it Oh yea, that feels
good" I herd my self say "Oh Fuck, Oh shit, it feels so fucking good, give
it to me" I opened my eyes and saw John ready for my mouth.  I went after
it like a wild sex hungry slut would go after a cock that she wanted to
fuck her.

   This went on and on, each taking their turns and with me getting them
ready.  I have to tell you, I don't know which I enjoyed the most the anal
intercourse or the vagina intercourse.  I can tell you, I just loved
sucking them and getting them ready each time.  I lost track of time and I
am thankful Harry didn't.  He made an announcement While I had Jim's cock
in my mouth working it nice and hard "OK Jim, your the last one, Sister has
to get going before she is missed"

   I was lost in my lust, I had forgotten all about the world, all about
who I was, all I could think of was getting another climax and wanting it
to last longer than the last one.  I know some would think I was all dry
and sore, however you have to realize I had sperm oozing out of both holes,
lubrication was at no means any kind of a problem.  I also heard Harry tell
them we better lock up the tapes in the office so we can copy tomorrow

   Jim got behind me and entered, it took him some time to climax again,
but it felt just as good that last time as it did the first time.  Harry
kept on everyone to hurry and get out of there.

   Ann helped me up, I untied my rope and let the habit hem fall.  Ann
stood in front of me and said "Sister, you are hot, you are the hottest
girl we ever had fuck the boys, just remember, in your class every one gets
A's, No wait a min.  I want you to Give every boy A's Myself and June.  Let
the rest of the girls work for it" She reached down lifted the front of my
habit and ran her fingers up to my swollen open vagina.  "My God Sister,
you should feel the cum coming out of you, you are so slippery, so soft."
She pulled her hand away and dropped my hem.

   Harry walked up to me and said as he handed my veil cap that came off
"Sister, you have cum stains on your collar and all over your veil cap, you
may have a hard time explaining this if anyone sees it" I saw the stains as
he gave me my cap and veil I was shocked back into reality.  Oh No, What do
I do?  how can I get to my room with out being seen?  I knew I was
embarrassed, and frightened all at the same time.

   I started to tremble and started to pray at the same time.  I asked god
to get me safely to my room with out anyone seeing me.  I made it out of
the school to the convent side door, So far so good, I was going up the
stairs when I saw Sister Mary Margaret coming down the stairs.

   She looked at me stopped and said "We have got to get you to your room,
before Mother sees you, take off your cap and veil and give them to me."
She grabbed my arm and lead the way saying "If anyone ask, You feel sick
and I am taking you to the infirmary"

   We made it to my room we went inside and Sister leaned against the door.
I went to my bed sat down on the edge and started crying.  I was crying for
many reason's.

   The biggest reason was my disgust with myself.  I hated myself for not
being able to control my own body.

   I was embarrassed that someone else saw me in the state I was in, I was
so ashamed of what I did, of what I was and that I not only let myself get
into this mess, but that I was so lost in the lust with those disgusting
men and boys and Ann.  She was as bad as they were if not worse.  Sister
put down my veil and sat next to me, holding me, she said "Come on dear,
tell me all about it, nothing is all that bad"

   I heard those words and cried even harder.  Sister said We have got to
get you out of this and wash them off and get you into a shower, you smell
of men's spunk, and by the cum on your collar and cap I can only guess what
has happen" I could not stop crying, Sister undressed me and got me in the
shower.  She said "it looks as if you took them in both holes, you better
douche both of them" I had stopped drying by now and after I got out of the
shower, Sister dried me off.

   Sister helped dry me off and said "while you were in the shower, Mother
came by and asked for you, I told her you were very sick and I was helping
you, she said she would have the Sister's at Vespers pray for you and If
you did not feel up to Mass in the morning to stay in bed.  She would get
Sister Ruth to substitute for you class" Sister lead me to my bed, I got
under the covers and she sat there waiting.  She rubbed my head and said
"OK, now, I want you to tell me everything, I will help you, what ever it
is, you can trust me to be here for you" I turned my face away from her and
started.  I told her all about following Ann down stairs under the stage
where she went to the dressing room.  I told her every thing.  I did not
leave out one thing.

   I wanted to tell somebody, I knew I could not keep this sick mess all to
myself.  all the time Sister did not say a word, she just sat there
stroking my forehead.  When I was finished, she took my chin and turned my
face to her and said "My dear, dear girl, you are a human, God made our
bodies with very strong desires, you and I took a vow to be celibate, yet
we make mistakes.  You and I have shared things we should never have, It
does not change you love for God, and it does not change mine.  You choose
to be a Nun, so did I, we are a sister hood and together we can do wonders.
I am going to help you get those Video's, and pictures.  together we will
stop this from going on.  It will be our secret, during Vespers we will go
over to the school and search for them, I think we should start with Mr. 
Harris Office and then the janitors room.  If we don't find them there, we
will search Mr.  Johnson's room.

   I got up, we hugged and I got dressed, and we planned everything out
what we would do when we got our hands on the video's and pictures.  We
waited for Vespers to start and we went over to the school, Sister Mary
knew where the fire keys were locked up, so she got the keys to get into
all the rooms.  Since Mr.  Harris's Office was outside down the hill, on
the back side of the school We felt his office should be first.  As we
walked out side I noticed the huge wall and asked, "what is that, Sister?"
Pointing to the wall, Sister said "Oh it's the auditorium," as we walked
down the steps, I then asked `Is Mr.  Harris's office down here behind the
auditorium?" She looked at me and said "are you thinking what I am
thinking?" I said I think so, I bet his office is on the other side of the
dressing rooms and girls rooms" Sister said "Hurry"

   She unlocked the door, I found the light switch and turned on the
lights. Mr.  Harris had a rather large office space.  We looked around and
found a home made dark room, 8 video machines, and 40-50 video tapes.  I
went looking for the wall where they pulled out the panel.  I found it and
showed it to Sister.  We also found 4 different televisions It did not take
long to locate the two video tapes they shot of me today, and I took every
negative with my picture in it.  they were very easy to find with the white
collar and head cap.  I wanted to set the place on fire, but Sister pointed
out that would never stop them from doing this again.  We had to do
something different, something we could use to not only stop them but to
make sure they never did anything like this again.  I agreed and we went to
work.  Our plan was not elaborate, in fact it was very simple.  While I
made up new labels of my afternoon I put them on two blank tapes and put
them right back where the were.  I took the negatives and pictures, cut
them up, and flushed them down the drain.  Sister set up every thing else.
We made it back to the convent and to our rooms with out anyone knowing
anything.  Sister said "now, get some sleep, and remember, what to tell Ann
in the morning" she kissed me gently and went to her room.  I fell asleep,
and woke up with a purpose.  I went to breakfast, Mass and off to my
classroom.  I thought Ann would show up early.  I could not wait to tell
her, to get the plan in motion.

   Sure enough, Ann walked in the door with a very smug look on her face,
she walked up to me, sat on the edge of my desk just like before.  Her
short skirt rising high on her thigh.  She sat there with her legs slightly
open and said" how's your holes feeling?  Bet you can't wait till after
school today can you sister?" I smiled, I knew the words she was going to
say, for 17, she is a real controlling person.  I knew what I was going to
say next would set her back, Sister and I decided in order for our plan to
work, they all had to believe that I was lost to my own lust, that I would
do absolutely anything to have guys fuck me, and the nastier the more
believing.  I reach up with my hand and started to run it on the inside of
her open thigh, slowly bringing it up to her crotch.  Finding her gash
uncovered and wet, I slid one finger then another into her.

   Ann closed her eyes and said "that's nice, I wanted you to do that" I
then said "Ann, the other day when I was in the girls bathroom and I did
all the guys through the hole in the wall when they took out that panel, I
hate to admit it, but it really turned me on hotter than anything I ever
did.  Do you think you could talk to Harry and let him know I would really
love to do it again today.?" Ann's eyes lit up, she smiled and said
"Sister, I know Harry will do it, that's Mr.  Harris's and his biggest
kicks, just plan on it, come down there after school, How long can you stay
before you have to get to the convent?" Now at this point I was to tell her
I was pressed for time, but I have to tell you, sitting there and fingering
this little she devil really got my own sick lust going, I mean really
going strong, I was rubbing her clit with my thumb.  And I could feel my
own pussy starting to throb.  I wanted to touch my own gash, or better yet
have this little cunt touch it.  Sister and I felt it would be good to ask
Mr.  Harris, Mr.  Collier, Mr.  Johnson and Harry to be the ones to fuck me
through the hole.

   Ann said "your so fucking hot Sister, I bet you could fuck the football
team." I said "as hot as I am, I bet I could also." Ann said "so, sister,
how many guys do you want to take on?" I looked at her, my cunt is
throbbing, I feel it wet as can be I then say "You work that out, I can
stay for two hours, can you join me in the stall?" Ann's body started to
stiffen and her leg started to twitch, she was breathing very hard and I
knew it would be just seconds before she would climax.  She said " Yes, Oh
GOD, yes, Oh fuck harder" I heard talking coming to the door and quickly
pulled my hand out, Ann moved off the desk, I felt like I was on cloud
nine, I made the little bitch suffer, I could see it all over her face, she
was so fucking close, one more second and she would have climaxed.  She
stood there glaring at me her eyes said it all.  I smiled and said "Ann
dear, you may want to take your seat we can finish this talk later"

   Ann smiled a forced smile and sat right in front of my desk.  I loved
looking at her that first hour and watched as she would once and a while
bring a hand down between her legs to touch her self I would wait a few min
until I felt it was getting real good for her, then I would quickly ask the
class a question and call on her for the answer.  It should be a sin to
feel the way I felt every time I caught her right at the edge.  God forgive
me, I do love it so.

   At lunch Sister Mary Margaret stopped by and said every thing was set
up. To make sure I did not look at any camera.  And not to say one word in
my own voice.  Knowing me the way she does she did say I could moan if I
had to but if I said anything to use falsetto, if I did say one word in my
own voice, I would make the plan back fire.  I went through the rest of the
day waiting, and I hate to say this wanting.  I did want the day to end so
I could get down to the girls bathroom.  The thing that makes it so bad is,
I wanted to get down there not because of our plan but because I wanted to
feel for the last time and I knew this would be the last time cock, yes
cock, lots of hard cock, since I knew this was going to be it, I decided I
wanted as much as I could get.

   After the last bell, I did not wait for the school to clear before I
went down the auditorium stage stairs, I got there as fast as I could.  I
went in to the girls room, making sure not to get in front of the mirror, I
took off my habit and my veil, I placed them in a paper sack which O had
brought, I wrapped a scarf around my face and a rain coat Sister got for me
from lost and found.  I walked to the last stall I sat down on the toilet
seat opened my legs and started to finger my self to a long wanted hard
climax, I could see the camera pointed at my crotch, I put on a show for
it. I looked at the two that shot my face and saw them covered with thick
grease, Sister was true to her word.  I saw the mike next to me and
remembered I had to make sure I disguised my voice.  I felt very wicked,
very nasty.  I heard the panel being removed and I saw a hard thick cock
poke through it right at my face.

   I said "Oh, no, do I have to?  Do I have to suck this thing?" I heard a
familiar voice it was Mr.  Harris.  "yes bitch, suck that cock if you know
what's best for you, stick it in your mouth a make me cum" I was glad it
was him.  I could not wait to spring this on him and to see his face .  I
sucked it I stroked it and did it fast, I wanted it over with for this
bustard, yes he is a bustard, a fucking asshole bustard.  I felt him start
to cum and I pulled my face away, I was not about to let him cum in my
mouth.  I could hear him bitch and moan and complain as he shot his sperm
all over the front of my open rain coat.  He was bitching as he pulled
away. I also heard him say "you fucking bitch, your going to pay for this,
you are going to pay big, do you hear me cunt, you are going to pay, you
will do what your told or I'll blackmail your ass the rest of your life" I
saw a big black cock poke through and I knew where I wanted it, I stood up,
and backed up to the big open panel, I aimed his huge cock into my wanting
wet open hungry cunt.  It slid in and as it did I moaned out loud, I said
in my fake voice, "Oh God, I need this, I need this after that small puny
dick Give it to me, fuck me." I felt his cock going in and out, I loved
every stroke, I felt a climax starting and I knew I was going to climax the
second I felt his spill his sperm into my hot wanting hole.  I felt it and
putting my hands on the opposite wall I shoved back hard and wanted every
inch he could give me.

   He pulled out and I felt another big cock fill me.  I loved it, moaning
I let him know to fuck me hard and fast.  He climaxed and I felt my own
cunt spasm and I made it flex to give him the most pleasure I could.  This
went on and on until I could not stand any longer, After one of the guys
climaxed I had to sit down and rest, as I turned and sat down another cock
came through the wall, I took it in my mouth and went after his cum.  I
hate to say this but all of a sudden I wished we had not planned to stop
this perversion, I wanted it, I wanted to be used and used by whoever
wanted to empty there sperm into me.  I almost started to fix it so our
plan would not work.  I tried to reach down and wipe off the thick grease
on the one camera that would get my face from the front.  I just could not
reach it.  I wanted to use my own voice to blow the plan, but the cock in
my mouth and my own lust would not let me let go of his dick to say
anything.

   I felt his cock pulsate and I climaxed with him as I swallowed his
sperm. He pulled out and I came back to my senses .  I was glad I did not
uncover the tiny camera and could not use my voice.  I sucked three more
guys and wanted one of these hard cock in my cunt some more.

   I switched and shoved my ass against the open panel.  I felt fingers and
heard the guys talking I really loved it when I heard Mr.  Harris announce
to who ever was there.  "come on guys, step right up, this cunt will drain
your pipes dry, she has no choice, it only cost you $1.00 for one of the
hottest cunt we ever hooked." I knew every time he opened his mouth, just
made our plan better.

   I could just picture him on the other side of the wall collecting dollar
bills from whoever was there wanting to fuck me.  I heard one guy ask "can
I fuck her ass?" Harris said, Son you fuck her asshole if you want, she
likes it in her asshole, don't you cunt?" I knew I had to answer him, so I
just said "do I have to?" I could hear him mad as hell, "Yes, bitch, you
will fuck who ever I say and however I say, do you understand?" I moaned
and said "Only If I have to" I felt fingers work roughly in my asshole and
probe inside.  Again I hate to admit it, but it felt so wonderful, I almost
could not wait for the guy to fuck me there.  Once he started almost all
the rest wanted my asshole.  I had to rest again from standing bent over
and sat down again.  I stated to suck this guy when I heard a very loud
commotion from the other side of the wall.

   "Freeze, every one stand still, don't move, this is the police" I let go
of the dick I was sucking and froze.  The cock pulled back and I saw a face
from the other side.  The man said.  Stay right there, don't move, there is
another Officer on the way over there." My mind was racing, I knew I had to
get out of there, I could not let the police catch me there, I knew this
was going to ruin my whole life.  I got up, grabbed my sack and started out
the door.  As I opened the door, Sister Mary Margaret was standing there,
she said "slow down Sister, it's all right, just put your habit back on and
lets get out of here.  My brother is going to take care of them.

   I was stunned, Sister did not tell me about this part.  We were going to
get the tape she set up and use it to make them stop.  I dressed and we
walked to Supper, sitting together Sister said "from now on Sister, they
will never do this again.  Clark has all the evidence he needs to stop
them. We will meet him after Vespers, You will never have to worry about
them again.  I sat there, still stunned and oozing from both holes, I just
knew I had stained my habit in the back.  Because I did not have time to
wipe myself.

   After Vespers, We met Clark in our parlor, he started with "Sister, I am
so sorry they tricked you into doing what they did, Jane, I mean Sister
Mary Margaret set up the camera that caught it all on tape, we have Mr. 
Harris collecting money and telling you had no choice but to do what he
said.  He have all 23 boys that paid to have sex with you through the wall.


   We have Ann in custody and we collected enough master tapes to prosecute
the men that made all those girls have sex.  I have to tell you that you
did a great job disguising your self.  And the last thing you can thank god
for, you will not have to make any statement of go to court.  As far as the
men working for me, you just got away.  Oh Harris tried to tell them that
it was a nun he made do this, but thankfully all my men are good hard
Catholics and they all know a nun would never get put in a position like
that.

   My sister told me you needed help and she did not tell me what they had
on you to make you do those things, you don't have to tell me, but I am
curious" Sister Mary spoke up and said "Clark, I told you, not to ask,
trust me she had no choice" Clark said "OK, OK I won't ask.  Just be
careful Sister and make sure you don't get put in that type of situation
again"

   I looked at him as he spoke, I was sitting there and on one hand I was
so relieved, yet on the other hand I was feeling like I lost something.

   I stood up, shook Clarks hand and said "thank you Officer, trust me, it
won't" Sister and I left and went up to our rooms.

   Sister came into my room and said "put this behind you and from now on,
call me when you get horny and your toys are not enough" she gently kissed
me and said as she walked to her room, "Clark can be trusted, so don't
worry about a thing, nothing will be leaked out about this" Only those sick
men and boys will pay for this

   Over the next weeks Sister kept me informed, and it turned out that
Harris had previous convictions for sex crimes and rape.  The other men all
sentenced to 6-9 years for the raping of 5 girls and blackmail.  True to
his word, nothing hit the papers or news.  Every thing happened behind
closed doors.  Ann was convicted as an adult and sent to prison for 5
years.

   Everything seemed to settle down.  I wish I could say I had a very easy
time of it, the truth is, I would lay in bed at night and relive every
nasty thing I did.  I was torn between my own pleasure and my vows.  I knew
I choose a life that was by far the hardest life anyone could choose.  I
had tasted the fruit and I desired more.  The struggle with in me is almost
more than I can stand.

   I read that nasty sex book so much, I memorized the story.  I would lay
in bed and fantasize, sit at my desk during class and fantasize of some of
the most perverse sex possible.

   Once while sitting at my desk I glanced outside and saw a good looking
German Shepherd male dog.  I immediately remembered Buster and what I did
when I was so young.  I knew if I ever had the opportunity I would try it
again.  hmm the thought became very appealing as I think about it.

   Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 10

   It wasn't long before I began to plan and connive a way to get what I
desired so badly.  I was very lucky once, and I knew I had to make sure I
did not place myself in any kind of a position that would let anyone else
get control over me.  While I would lay in bed at night and in the mornings
before Mass and breakfast, I would touch myself and vividly go over in my
mind those nasty days I was tricked into being a unwilling, no I can't say
unwilling, because I did love it so much, yet, I did not want to be
controlled the way those sick bastards, Op.'s, that book has put words in
my vocabulary that I never knew before, yet, they fit those men.  As for
the boys and Ann, well I think they all got caught up in there own lust,
just as I had.

   I keep thinking about how the woman in the book kept going out for walks
and meeting men.  Being a Nun, I could never go out of the convent alone
let alone at night for a walk.  I know I said this before, but the church
has found that nuns are safer when they are in pairs.  Safer from being
attacked, abused, ridiculed, and when temptation is there, your sister can
help you overcome the temptation.  I know Sister Mary and I love our own
way of releasing our sexual tension, but She would never allow me to get
involved with a man again, that is knowingly.

   I have discovered that over the last few weeks that I have begun to
desire more and more from masturbation.  I would want to use different
things in myself in order to try and find that perfect thing that may fill
that empty desire I so desperately had for a man's penis.  While cucumbers,
and other vegetables along with all the other things I could think of felt
good, nothing was the same.  Oh the Kotex toy was better than most, yet
still not enough.  I would sit or lay and picture my self being fucked by
three men at the same time.

   I could see myself straddling one man, and bouncing up and down on a
lovely fat dick, while another man knelt behind me inserting himself in my
ass, and of course my hands would be wrapped around a nice long fat hard
cock as I sucked the head wanting all three to climax in me at the same
time.

   These images in my head would always take me over the top to a good
climax, and if I was at my desk, well, I would have to leave to go to the
Teachers lounge to the ladies room.  Where I would lock the door, and
masturbate like crazy.  I did not know, or realize that I had a bad
problem, As you well know by now, my knowledge of sex and sexual pleasure
was learned incorrectly and I thought all women fought the same desires
that I fought.

   To be honest I was not fighting those desires as I knew I should.  In
fact I was loosing to my desires it seemed like daily.  I was always horny,
always turned on, and always wanting to feel another climax.  My pussy was
wet all the time and my lips were always swollen.  It seemed like the only
time I did not think of sex was at Mass, and when I was sleeping.  I
figured that is what caused women to have such large families.  They had to
feel the same type of desires.

   I started to realize that if I kept on this way, a few things would
happen.  First I would most likely end up a basket case.  Wanting and
needing something I know I can't have, or maybe I would have to give up the
only life I knew and start over, all alone, outside the church again all
alone.  I just knew that was out of the question.  Then of course maybe I
would end up having sex in secret with a man or men if I was lucky.  But
then I knew that was also out of the question, Oh not because I didn't want
to , but because I did not know how to with out being caught or used again.
Talk about a dilemma, and something to drive a girl crazy.  All the
thinking in the last weeks would not help me devise a way to get what I
wanted.  During lunch some of the heavier nun's would walk around the
school.  I would walk the halls and around the school also, I did not have
any weight problem at all, Oh my tummy was maybe a tiny bit bigger but I
surely was not pudgy.  As I walked I found myself looking at the young men,
looking at their crotch's trying to imagine what they may look like naked,
what there cock's looked like out of their pants.

   I felt very lucky in one aspect, there was talk about a big sex ring
busted up here at the school, and that school was not the same now with Mr.
Harris and Harry gone while some kids spoke of a nun being involved, others
would quell that kind of talk..  The only ones that really knew where gone
and would never be allowed back at this school.  Part of my walking was
looking around for something new to use that night in bed, we did not have
a tool shed at the school like we did at the girls school.  Only a wood
shop, and all the other shops that are at a high school.  Since our school
was built on hilly soil, we had three different levels.  Our stadium was
sheltered by trees and a hill.

   This went on for two to three days, then while I was walking over near
the stadium, I saw him he was the one I saw before, he was alone, he was so
big and he looked so strong.  I stopped and watched, I looked all around
me. I could not see a soul.  I walked over to him and to my surprise he did
not run away.

   My mind was racing, I mean I was thinking of every thing sexually I
could do with him.  I knew I could not do what I would love to here in the
open, so I frantically looked around for some safe place, somewhere we
could go and not be seen by roving eyes or roving nuns out for a walk.

   I looked at my watch, I had 30 lovely long minutes before I had to be in
my classroom.  Plenty of time I thought with a smile on my face.  I saw the
outside rest rooms near the snack stands, I knew they were always left
unlocked because the kids used them during PE I looked at him and said "you
have no idea, what you are in store for do you?  Come on follow me" to my
surprise he followed right behind me.  I walked in the girls bathroom and
held the door open, he stopped and gave me the strangest look, I said "get
in here, you won't be sorry you did" he slowly walked in.  I closed the
door and leaned against it, I slowly pulled up my long habit hem, and tied
it off around my waist.

   I stood there, and he looked at me.  I opened my legs and said "come
here, that's it, I put my hand on his head, and guided him to my now very
wet wanting crotch, I said lick it, he arched his head up and his long
tongue started it's work.  First one lick then another.  I guess it did not
take him long to realize the taste because after the third lick he was
going after my juices in a big hurry.

   I thought he would like my taste, (I know Sister Mary and I both do) It
did not take him long to bring me to a climax, I must have looked a fright,
I leaned against the door, and slid down just enough to open my legs nice
and wide for him hungry attack.  I had to put my arms against the door to
steady myself I new this climax was going to be a hard strong one, I could
feel myself climbing higher and higher.  I knew it was a matter of seconds,
My body started to shake, and it was all I could do to stay standing.  He
never missed a lick, I felt his tongue going inside of me, It felt like it
was going deep, very deep.  Even after I climaxed, he kept licking, he
licked and licked.  I sure was not going to stop him, it was clear to me
that he loved licking a woman's vagina, oh, I can't believe I said the V
word, I meant to say Pussy or in my case CUNT.  He kept at me between my
legs.  The way he was doing it made me think, this was not his first time.

   It was all I could do to remain standing, I ended up sliding all the way
down to the floor.  Once on the floor, I turned my body around and he was
licking me from the rear.  I could feel his tongue digging deep in me and
he even started licking my asshole (I started to say Butt hole, God I love
talking dirty!) I knelt there on my hands and knees, he just licked and
licked, I wanted to feel him in me, as big as he was I knew it would not be
a problem for him, if only he would do it.  Oh but the pleasure I was
having with his tongue working it's way in me, and going so deep, I felt
another climax starting and I was shoving back at his tongue.  I put my
mouth on my habit sleeve and bit it, I wanted to scream out, I knew I was
alone but I did not want to take a chance someone walked down to this area.
I muffled myself as he took me way over the top of a glorious climax, and I
relished every moment of it.

   Before I had a chance to come down from that wonderful mountain top that
he took me to, I felt him on my back, his strong front legs grabbed me on
each side of my hips, I could feel his pointed dick poking and poking at me
searching for my hole.  I dropped from my hands to my left elbow, I reached
back with my right hand and guided his slippery dick into me.  Once inside
he was a fucking jack hammer, pounding into me faster than I remember
Buster when we did it so long ago.  I can't explain how it happen or why it
happen.  All I know is, I never came down from the climax with his tongue,
and when he started it immediately took me to that wonderful feeling.  But
then something happen, it felt like, Oh I have no way to put it into words.
Lets just say it got better, no, better then that.  I started to feel
something deep inside me, a feeling I never felt before, nothing ever made
me feel this before.  I did not want to move for fear the feeling would
stop, I felt hot all over my body, my face was hot, I could hardly breath,
I closed my eyes and relished every second of this feeling.

   I felt his cock grow bigger and bigger, all it did was intensify the
feeling more.  I was moaning and moaning, trying to catch my breath all at
the same time.  I was not building to any climax, I was experiencing things
I never experienced while having a climax.  I was at a place that I never
wanted to leave, I was at a place I would give everything up to stay at.  I
saw stars in my mind, clouds moving at light speed, it felt like my mind
was melting.  I was there for the longest time.  Then I felt his huge dick
or prick or cock, what ever you want to call it start to rupture, I felt a
very strong shot of his cum slam into me deep inside.  I could feel myself
clenching each time his dick pulsated.  Some how it only made the felling
better still.

   He stayed in me for some time, and I felt him push off my back, it was
almost painful as his dick came out, so painful I thought he may have
ripped me or something.  I turned to look at him and I saw this ungodly
huge knot on his dick.  he walked funny over to the side wall laid down and
started to lick himself.  I heard a woman's voice calling out and coming
closer to the girls toilets.

   The girl was calling "Franklin, Franklin, come here boy, Franklin" I did
not want to move, but I knew I better get up quick before she tried to come
in here.  I got up untied my rope and let my habit fall, I made a quick
check and made sure I did not show any signs of being down ion the floor
with Franklin.  Just as I went top open the door the girl pushed it in, she
was startled.

   I looked at her, she was almost the same age I am, and almost the same
size, her hair was long and blond she was dressed in PE shorts and top I
said "Oh I'm sorry, I didn't mean to startle you" she smiled and said "Oh
Sister, I'm sorry, I was looking for my dog, he's a big brute, brown short
coat, huge head" I wanted to stand so she could not see past me, and I
asked her "do you work here?" she said "yes, I'm the PE teacher filling in
since Mr.  Collier got fired.  My name is Cheryl"

   "My name is Sister Mary Jean" I replied, and stepped out the doorway
hoping she would turn and keep talking to me.  then I heard "Oh there you
are Franklin, Oh my, baby, what have you been doing?  Don't tell me you, Oh
no, Franklin" I almost froze, I was caught.  Then I heard her say "so you
are the one" I stopped turned and said, "excuse me?" she walked up to me
looking me straight in the eyes and said it very slowly "So you are the
one."

   I did not know what to say, or how to react, I just said "what do you
mean, I'm the one?" "oh every one has been telling me that one of the nun's
is into sex in a big way and it was because of her that the sex ring got
busted up, by looking at buster in there licking him self after he has sex,
I think you are the one that everyone around here is whispering about, now,
tell me I `m wrong if you dare."

   I must have turned three shades of red, my face was flush and hot.  I
looked at her and could not find any words to say, my heart was pounding.
Then she said "It's OK with me Sister, hell who do you think taught
Franklin to do what he did to you anyway?  I bet you have his cum running
down your legs right now as we are standing here" She was right, I could
feel his cum running down both of my inside thighs moving down to my
calves. The I heard another Voice walking toward u.  "Oh Sister Mary Jean,
I was hoping to introduce you two, but I see you already met Cheryl here,
she's taking over for Mr.  Collier" It was Sister Gerard, she is in charge
of the civilian teachers that do the things we as nun's can't or are not
allowed to do.

   "yes" I said "we just met and having a wonderful discussion" "Oh" Sister
Gerard said.  "yes" Cheryl said "I was telling Sister Mary Jean about my
dog Franklin that you have so graciously allowed me to bring here to work,
Sister met him and fell for him just the way I did" Oh good, well, I have
to walk my laps around the track, talk to you later" and she walked to the
track.  I looked at Cheryl and said "so now what, are you going to try and
blackmail me, like Harris and Collier did?" Cheryl said "Oh for heavens
sake no, I trust Franklin, obviously he thinks you are of good character
and your secret is my secret, I will only hope you will not get me fired" I
looked at her she was telling me the truth, she was afraid, I could see it
in her face.  All of a sudden I felt like a mother talking to a child
"there, there, Cheryl, I will never say a word, but do you think it is wise
to let Franklin roam around here with the girls all around?"

   Cheryl looked at me and said "Oh, I always have him tied up the bastard
Oh, I'm sorry Sister, I mean, well he chewed his rope again" I wanted to
some how ease her feelings and said "No honey, Harris and Collier are the
bastards, Franklin is a lover, he's a doll, he's" Cheryl cut me off and put
her finger to my lips.  Then said "Sister, I know, I know, but we don't
have to tell the whole school, I like you Sister, maybe we can become
friends, is it allowed?" I looked at her and said "I don't know, I never
had a friend that was not a Nun, or a novice, we are not allowed to have
any male friends, but I don't think there is anything wrong with teachers
being friends, and we are teachers.

   Cheryl's eyes lit up, and she said "Is it possible for you to come over
to my apartment?" I felt sad and said, I don't think so, we have some
pretty strict rules, one is no Nun can leave the convent with out another
nun" I saw her joy turn to sadness, and my heart also turned.  I then said
"I have a friend, maybe she would like to take a walk with me, and we could
stop by your place, do you live far from here?" looking at me puzzled she
said as she pointed "I live right over there in that corner apartment
second floor.  But I have to tell you, I was hoping we would be alone, If
you are as turned on to sex as I hope, I was hoping to show you more along
those lines." Smiling I reached up to her chin, I stroked it and said
"Don't worry little one, If my friend will escort me to your place, we can
be alone, who knows what might happen?"

   I heard the bell and said "I have to go, lets meet here tomorrow at
lunch, we can talk then" Cheryl's eyes lit up again and she said "should I
bring Franklin?"

   I said "No, I don't think that would be wise, what happen today should
not have happen, you showed me how easy it is to get caught with your pants
down so to speak, it may be better to leave him tied up" Cheryl responded
"OK, but it is lunch time I take him down here to run awhile"

   I said OK hon., but all we will do is talk OK?" "OK" she said and I
walked quickly to my classroom.  It felt like I had a stream running down
my legs then about half way to my classroom I guess it dried up, and I felt
sort of sticky the rest of the day.

   I finished my work after class's and went to my room to get ready for
supper and vespers.  I went in Sister Mary Margaret's room and told her I
was so horny, I could not wait to get back after vespers, we giggled and
went off to supper.

   Later after Vespers, some of the sisters went to the reading room, while
others like Sister Mary Margaret and my self retired to our rooms.  I got
undressed and met Sister in the shower, where we washed each other and
played and kissed.

   At times like this we take nice long slow showers, just caressing and
touching and caring with one another.

   We dried off and went into her room where we laid and played and kissed
and oh, you know.  As we laid in each others arms Sister asked me "What got
you all worked up today, don't tell me the boys were acting nasty again
were they?"

   I laughed a quiet laugh and said Oh no, I just met a wonderful girl my
age today at lunch time, she' the new PE teacher, her name is Cheryl and I
found out we think a lot alike.  I kept imagining her like this in my arms,
holding her and doing what we just did"

   "Oh my, Sister" sister Mary said "You better not get caught up in
another thing like the last one.  It took a lot to get you out of that, and
my brother said never again."

   I stroked her hair and said "I know sister, but this is a lot different,
besides, I don't think she is interested in men.  She just wants to be
friends, you know me, I want to have sex with everyone I see, if it wasn't
for you keeping me satisfied, I would go crazy" I wanted to play up to her
ego, I needed her help and I was conniving my way into getting it. 
"Besides sister" I continued "with you around you will make sure I don't
get into any trouble, right?"

   "Right" she said.  "Good" I said "then you will go with me to make sure
I don't fall into my old habits?"

   "Or out of your habit, is more like it" she said which made us both roar
in laughter "is she pretty?" Sister asked "Oh no more than others, she just
has a nice way about her" I said

   I thought she was very lovely, but I didn't want to make Sister jealous,
besides, she would see soon enough and she could decide for her self.

   Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 11

   I was sleeping and realized I was dreaming of some very nasty sick
sexual things that I had done and things I guess I wanted to do, I was
dreaming that I was being fucked over and over by a bunch of guys and as
hard as I wanted and tried I could not climax, it was at that point I knew
I was sleeping and dreaming, I told myself to wake up, I could feel myself
struggling in my own mind and my sleeping mind told me to hang in there
that if I kept thinking all these nasty things I would eventually climax,
and I found myself arguing with it saying I should just wake up and
masturbate and use something to fuck myself with in order to climax.

   I forced myself to wake up, I realized I had my hand between my legs and
my vagina was sopping wet, I swear it felt like I peed the bed.  I brought
my fingers to my mouth and started to lick and suck them one at a time not
wanting to miss one bit of my moisture from them.  I realized that I would
not be able to settle for just my fingers, I would have to really work
myself over good if I wanted to get any more sleep.

   I got up and grabbed my two toys, Oh God how I loved them, I had been
dreaming that guys were fucking me in my pussy, in my asshole and I was
sucking there cock's, I could almost taste my own juices from their dicks
as I would suck them after they fucked me and deposited there cum in me.  I
took the harder one and brought it to my mouth, I lovingly sucked it as I
inserted my sweet Kotex tool in my wanting hole.

   God was I ever hot, open and wet, I had the most wonderful feeling as I
felt it filling me and as I would slide it in and out.  As hot as I was I
wanted to feel full, I pulled it as far as I could then using my finger
tips I pushed it in as deep as I could, once I had it all deep inside of
me, I shut my legs and slowly moved my hips.

   I swear it felt like I was being fucked, it felt wonderful and I knew if
I did nothing else, I would have one very strong climax just from that.  My
problem was I wanted more, I wanted much more.  My dream was so real I felt
like a nasty fucking slut that wanted only one thing in order to live, I
wanted cocks lots of cocks, I wanted them fucking my pussy, fucking my ass
and fuckin my face.

   I closed my eyes and pretended I had a man on me fucking me very slowly,
while another man was kneeling at my head so I could suck his rock hard
prick.  I rocked my ass up and down feeling that lovely kotex doing it's
job.  Since I had used the fake rubber dicks and had experienced a real
dick, I knew that my invention of wrapping two kotex in three - four
rubbers was the closest thing to a real one that was possible.  I sucked on
the rubber cock, and wanted to get a climax before I stuck it in my ass.

   I felt a climax coming and just like I thought, it was a real hard one,
it was a mind blower, I was bouncing up and down fast and hard on my little
bed.  And the springs were loud, the rubber cock in my mouth became real,
the Kotex cock became real.  I was getting what I wanted my body shook and
shook, I was heaving my groin in the air to meet my imaginary lover.

   As I climaxed I slowed my pace and slowly, very slowly started to relax,
I wanted more, I needed more, I took the cock I was sucking and rolled over
onto my stomach.  I needed very little lubrication, the juices that ran
from my crack when I was on my back coated my asshole, and my own saliva
helped.

   I opened my legs just enough to insert the rubber cock in my ass, once
inside I just held it as I started to move my hips again.  This time I
imagined I was laying on top of a man with his hard cock deep inside of me,
while another man laid on my back fucking my asshole.  God did I ever want
a cock to suck on, with my one free hand I bunched up the end of my pillow
and made it into a long thing to stick in my mouth.  I was sucking Harry in
my mind, and I had Pat under me with that asshole Harris fucking my
asshole. I could hear him in my mind, I could hear him talking his filth.
His word burned as I got to the point of reaching that climax I wanted so
bad.

   I could hear his voice so clear in my mind saying "Take that cock you
fucking cunt, feel it deep in your ass, you are my bitch, you will fuck who
ever I want you to won't you" I spoke out "Yes, Yes, anyone anybody, just
fuck me, FUCK ME" I then heard him say "You love cock don't you, you love
to be fucked in your pussy and your asshole don't you bitch?" again I spoke
out "YES, Oh fuck yes, do it, just do it"

   Then the voice said "it's fat, it's long, you love fats cock's you love
to suck dick, you love the feeling of a hard fat cock in your ass, you love
to eat pussy and most of all you love dogs to fuck you don't you, you nasty
fucking sick bitch, don't you?" again I said "YES, yes, Oh god yes, I love
it, I love it, I'm so close, so fucking close" I saw a flash of light
through my closed eye lids.  I opened my eyes to see Sister Mary Margaret
standing in the connecting bathroom door.  I froze..

   I heard her say, "no, for god sake, don't stop, you look hot as hell"
she walked over to the side of my bed, knelt down and said "Not so loud
Sister, you will wake up the whole floor, Let me hold that for you" she
reached for the rubber cock in my asshole and held it, I slowly started to
move my hips up and down again and I heard her say "That's it Sister, move
your ass, come on, it feels good, come on, fuck it" she did not realize
that I had my Kotex thing in me and I was getting pleasure from both of the
toys at the same time.

   With the light on I could see that she had one hand under her nightly
working her own pussy, she bent over to my face and started to kiss me, I
went wild.  We kissed and kissed as I worked to my goal.  I don't know if
it was my moving my ass or if

   Sister was fucking the rubber cock in and out of my ass, but I was going
nuts as I reached my climax, I was bouncing up and down hard trying to
shove my ass back against her hand as the fat cock went deep in me, almost
to the pint of starting to hurt deep inside.

   After I climaxed again, I slowly came back to my senses, I laid there
trying to catch my breath, trying to put together in my mind what I had
been doing and why.  I kept flexing my inner muscles that made the Kotex
cock move deep in me.  Sister kept moving the rubber cock slowly in and
out, not with big strokes just lovely short ones that made me not want her
to stop.

   Then she asked "have you had enough yet Sister?" I looked at her smiled
and said "I don't thing so, I feel so nasty right now, I want to just lay
here and die with a lovely strong climax" she leaned over again and kissed
me saying "Oh no you don't kid, you can climax all you want, but I won't
let you die, you are the only one I have ever been able to be with like
this, I'm not giving you up for one minute, how do you feel about eating a
horny old nun that has one hot pussy?"

   In answer I reached back, grabbed the rubber cock from her hand and
rolled over onto my back I let the end of the cock rest on the bed, at the
same time Sister got on the bed with me and kneeled over my head.  I could
smell her, she had the most wonderful aroma coming from her, I could smell
her sex, I could smell how hot and ready she was.

   The light did not illuminate her between her legs, but I did not need it
to know her lips were wet, open and wanting.  I felt her fingers find my
clit and start to rub as she lowered her self down to my face.  The smell
became intoxicating, my nose flared to pull in that lovely smell. 
Something between a fish smell and something else that I can not describe.
I felt her pubic hair touch my chin and I went after her open hole and
protruding clit like a thirsty man to water.  I felt her lift and pull my
legs back locking them under her shoulders.  As she did this, my rubber
lover slid out.  I made a disappointing sound to let her know I was
disappointed.  "Want it in your Pussy Sister?" she asked.  I stopped
licking her long enough to say "Asshole, stick it inn my ass" I did not
want to take the time to explain the Kotex toy.

   The next thing I felt was her mouth on my clit and the rubber cock being
pushed back inside of my asshole.  I brought both my hands up to her
crotch, I used both thumbs to work her opening of her cunt while I licked
and sucked her clit.

   Using my index and middle fingers from both hands I started to work on
her own asshole.  It did not take long before I had them fucking her in
rhythm with her fucking me.

   I could not think, I could only feel, and I felt nasty, I felt hot, I
felt so good, I was licking and kissing and sucking this lovely woman while
I fingered both of her holes.  It was driving her wild and in turn she was
licking and eating my own nasty hot cunt as she was hammering a rubber cock
in me.  knowing how much I loved it.  I had no idea of time, noise or
anything the only thing I had on my mind was pleasure, first my own
pleasure and then of course hers.

   I was racing to a hard strong climax and the wilder I became the wilder
Sister was.  I changed my fingers around and I had every finger of both
hands working on both of her hot holes.  I was sucking her clit hard and I
mean hard, I was trying to pull it off.

   By the way she responded, I knew she like what I was doing.  I finely
worked my thumb and two fingers of each hand into her wet pussy, and the
two end fingers of each hand were slamming into her asshole, my nose was
right at her open cunt, and the smell itself was mind blowing.  I could
feel her shoving back at my fingers as I plunged then into her.

   Sister in turn worked her fingers into my own cunt and found the tied
off end of my Kotex toy, using her own mouth she sucked on my clit as I was
doing to her, she pulled out the Kotex out enough to use her fingers and
fuck me, I could not move my legs because she had them locked open under
her arm pits.

   I was at her mercy, I had no choice in the matter, and I loved it, I
swear it was the hottest I had ever been.  I lost track of my own pleasure,
my body was taking me there with her hands and mouth, I concentrated on
making Sister climax, I wanted her to climax hard and long as I became
obsessed with that one goal I felt her inner muscles start to contract and
pulse, I knew she was climaxing.

   She shoved back hard against my mouth and hands.  Then I realized I was
also starting to climax.  Her hips shook at the same time my started to
shake and convulse.  Some how she lost the end of my Kotex toy and I felt
it being pulled inside with each pulse my cunt contracted.  Sister never
stopped moving the rubber cock and by her moving is slowly, it prolonged my
wonderful climax even more.

   I kept my fingers deep in her and worked them enough to prolong her own
climax.  How long we remained like this I don't know.  After some time I
felt Sister move and get off the bed.  The rubber cock had all ready slid
out of me and I was so relaxed.

   Sister turned kissed me and said "we better get some sleep, lets hope
none of the other Sisters heard us, do you want me to pull out your other
toy?' I felt her hand touch my opening and I brought my own hand down and
said "No, lets let it stay a while, I think it will feel good to go to
sleep with it in there" She kissed me again and said "OK, honey, but do
sleep, if you start in again, I am afraid I can't help you, I have to get
some sleep" and off to her room she went

   When I woke up again, I still had my fingers between my legs, I was
again just as wet and horny as I was when I woke up during the night.  I
knew I had to do something before I went to Mass and breakfast or I would
be a basket case all day.  It was still very early and I knew I had lots of
time.  I felt the rubber cock against my leg, I was afraid to look at it
because I just knew it had to be dirty and crusted.  I picked it up and to
my surprise it was not.  I reached down and started in on my own clit.

   I flexed my inner muscles and with in a mill-a-second I was feeling that
wonderful deep fuckin feeling.  I raised my left leg back rubbed the head
of the rubber cock up and down my crack to get the wetness on it, then I
aimed the head into my butt hole.  I heard Sister Mary's Voice say "Good
god Sister can't you ever get enough?" I turned my head and said "I don't
know, I just seem to be so turned on, I need it so bad" "Well" she said,
you better hurry, time is running late and if you don't want Mother
Superior to come up asking questions, you better be on time for Mass and
breakfast"

   I knew she was right, I started to work myself hard and fast to a
climax, I heard the Buzzer for Mass and knew I had only a few minutes. 
Leaving myself hanging I pulled out the rubber cock and started to reach
for the Kotex toy inside.  I had left it in and slept so good, I wondered
if I could walk with it inside of me.  I decided to try it and stood up, I
took my habit off the hook and but on my collar then my head piece followed
by my veil.  I looked in the mirror on my way out and saw I looked natural,
no one would know I was suck a nasty person, a woman that had no business
being a nun, a woman that could be a whore if I had not chosen this life in
the church.

   I walked in to the Chapel I thought after Mass I would go to my room
before class and remove it.  Oh what a feeling, how can I describe it,
Walking kept the kotex toy inside, yet with every step I could feel the
pressure of it moving inside.  To say it was a turn on would be lying,
however, it did feel quite nice.  I could feel it inside moving, I am sure
If I had put my mind to it, I could have obtained a great deal of pleasure
while walking.  No matter what I did or how I sat knelt, or stood I was so
aware of it inside.  I did get the greatest amount of pleasure while
walking.  After Mass as I went to breakfast I decided not to go to back to
my room and see how long I could leave it inside of myself before it became
uncomfortable or it became more pleasurable, then see what may come of it

   Going to my class I had the naughtiest thoughts, I was sorry I asked
Cheryl to leave Franklin at home, I kept thinking what it would be like to
taste her as she would be tasting me.  I got to my door and unlocked it, as
I opened it on the floor was a big brown envelope, I could tell it had
something in it, My heart started to pound, I just knew I was somehow being
blackmailed again.  With hands trembling I opened the seal and looked
inside.  I found a note, I did not want to read it, I unfolded it was typed
and read:

   Hi Sister I wanted to drop this off for you, these are three of my nasty
sex books, we did not get a chance to talk about what you like, so I
thought at least one of these you may just like.  The book called D'jour is
from France, it is quite nasty and of course the girls in it love to use
toys in themselves.  The One called Letters is a book with the nastiest
filthiest letters written by people like us.  I have to tell you it is one
of my favorite books.  Now the last one Big boys has the biggest penis's I
have ever seen.  Myself I like other things, but I heard you do like guys
with big fat one's, so enjoy and I'll see you at lunch.  Don't be mad, I
just wanted to share something's that I treasure and turn me on.  With Love
Cheryl and Franklin

   My fear melted, Cheryl and I were truly alike, I looked at the covers
and they were the dirtiest things I had ever seen.

   The "letter's" book was better than the nasty book I had.  It was from
other girls and guys with story's from their lives.  My legs were weak, I
could feel my vagina pulse with each heart beat.  I went to my desk and sat
down.  I knew I could not read these nasty books with out some how
concealing them.

   My mind went to work, I wanted to read them all and to examine every
nasty picture before I would see Cheryl at lunch.  I picked out three
folders and put one book in each.  I also decided that I would have the
class read the whole hour instead of discussion as I had originally
planned.

   By the lunch bell I knew I was dripping, I had sat at my desk and by
only flexing my inner muscles I managed 5 small climax's while they were
climax's they were not the mind blowing screaming one's they were the ones
to close my eyes and see fire works in my mind.  When the bell rang I
wanted to jump from my desk and get to the field as fast as I could.

   I decided not to move so fast that the kids or the other teachers may
think it was unusual.  One thing I did not want was to draw attention to my
self.  I made it to the bleachers and saw Cheryl.  She waved and waved back
she was sitting about four seats up from the bottom and was wearing her
baggy shorts and a school PE shirt .  As I approached her I stopped right
in front of her witch made me eye level with her knees, I looked long and
hard trying to look up her baggy shorts.

   She said "Did you get my package I left this morning?" I smiled and said
"You are a very nasty girl, I like you !  , yes I did, It has made my
morning both good and bad.  I was not able to do all the things I had
planned but I did get the time to go through the three one page at a time
If I told you It did not turn me on would be a lie, they have made me so
hot I am throbbing right now" Cheryl smiled and said "Oh I'm sorry Sister,
I just wanted to let you know the kind of things I like sexually" I smiled
and said "Oh I have a wonderful idea now, from what I read, you lean to
other women and toys don't you?" Cheryl looked at me deep and said in a low
voice.  "nothing turns me on more than making another climax with my hands,
my mouth my toys or with Franklin" waiting for some response and with out
my responding then she said "Don't tell me I shocked you Sister, I thought
you were like me, one hot turned on lady"

   I finallly said " I could not answer because I did not have any idea
what to say.  You have not shocked me, what you did do was let me see
myself if I had not become a nun ,and make myself wonder if I could live
without the cravings I have for a man's penis"

   Cheryl smiled then said "Sister I have been so hot for you, I was hoping
you would have the same interest.  Can you see up my shorts?" I looked very
hard and had to say "I can see your legs but nothing else" "To bad " Cheryl
said "If you could you would see that I am very wet, and that I shaved
myself this morning just for you" "Shaved" I said "do you mean like those
pictures in D'Jour"

   Cheryl shook her head yes and said "yea, my lips are nice and smooth,
they are like velvet, wait here a few minutes and then follow me into the
girls toilet, I want to show you, and I want to have you touch me, to see
If I am lying" Cheryl got up and I watched her as she to the girls toilets.
I looked all around to make sure no one was with in sight, not seeing a
soul I walked around a bit then went into the toilets.

   The only closed stall door was on the end, I went to it and pushed it
open.  Sitting in front of me was Cheryl.  Her shorts were off, she was
sitting on the edge of the seat, her legs open, and she was sliding two
fingers up and down her smooth slick opening, looking at me She said "I
never did this before, normally I have my lovers come to my place or go to
theirs, but want you so bad, I will have to just do it here.  Do you want
to touch me?"

   I was mesmerized as I watched, I knelt down in front of her and reached
out, Cheryl said "yes, yes touch me" as she pulled her fingers away.  I
touched the softest thing I had ever touched, she was so wet, so open and
so inflamed.  Her lips were swollen and open I could see the opening of her
hole.  Cheryl was as hot as I have ever seen another woman.  Even Sister
Mary as hot as she gets was no match for Cheryl pussy and need.

   I touched, and probed I slid one then two then three fingers inside of
her.  She sat back arched her back and moaned, she was moaning every second
I was stroking her.  All I could think of was making her climax and climax
and climax more.  Cheryl lifted her legs up and using her hands she pulled
them back giving me even more room to touch her.

   I watched her face, it was in pure bliss.  Kneeling the way I was my
kotex toy was pushing out which only made it easy for me to reach down and
with my free hand slide it in and out.  I kept fingering Cheryl and kept
moving my face closer, when I was close enough I pulled out my fingers and
used my tongue.  Oh she is so soft, so sweet, her clit was bigger than I
have ever seen.  Every time I licked her open hole her body would shudder,
I used my lips and started to pull softly on her big clit.  I felt her legs
tense up and her body convulse as she obviously climaxed.  It was a hard
climax and rather a long one.

   I was so caught up in her climax, I forgot about myself and my toy fell
out as I started using both of my hands on and in her as I licked and
sucked her clit.  I had fingers in her cunt and her ass.  I felt her hands
on my veil and cap.  She brought her arched back down and again sat on the
edge of the seat.  I never stopped.  It was only by her pulling up my face
from her that stopped me.  I heard her tell me to stand up.  As I did she
saw my toy and picked it up.  Looking at it she said "My, this is warm and
wet, where did you have it Sister?  Did you have this lovely thing in you
when you met me?"

   I knew I was blushing, as I spoke "Yes, I have had it in me all morning
waiting for this meeting" Cheryl brought it to her mouth and started to
suckk it, she then said "My you taiste good, may I lick the source?" I
smiled and she went to her knees in front of me.  I lifted my habit and she
went for me.  I opened my legs and gave her all the room she wanted.

   I felt her fingers in me and her mouth, her lovely mouth gently licking
and her tounge probing for my own clit.  I grabbed her head to hold on, as
my legs were so weak and they began to shudder.  It was truly heaven.  She
was not just eating me, or just licking me, she was loving my cunt, she was
adoring my pussy she was taking great care to make each stroke of her
tongue come from her soul.  I started to feel a climax start when I felt
her put the end of my Kotex toy at my opening.  I felt her slowly slide it
in me.  I mean slower than I have ever would have imagined.  As caring as I
am with myself I would never have brought it in as lovingly as she was or
as slow as she was.  To say it was wonderful is in no way to accurately
describe the feeling.

   By the time she had it in me, my climax was well underway, it was as my
body shook and my balance was all I could think of.  I did not want to
loose it and have her stop, it was to beautiful, to great to loose.  As I
climaxed it was one of the hardest ones I have experienced, I knew it was
going to only be one, yet the way it felt I feel this one was all I would
need for a while.  I started to regain my senses and presence.  I was lost
in my pleasure with Cheryl and started to come back to reality.  I have no
idea what I looked like if anyone would have walked in and caught us, I do
know my legs were so wide apart and how I did not fall I don't know.  My
habit was over Cheryl as she slowly started to decrease her fucking me and
licking my clit.  I reached down and pulled up my habit as I did Cheryl
stood up she looked at me and I at her.  I wanted to kiss her so bad
nothing mattered, she moved to me, I moved to her, we kissed softly, gently
and passionately I tasted her sweet tongue that was covered with my own
juices.  I held her, she held me, I was spinning with emotion Cheryl broke
the kiss and said.  "Sister, I know this was one of the wildest things I
have ever done, but I can't do it like this again, I want you in my bed, I
want you and I need you so badly it hurts.  Can you come to my place
tonight?" I said "yes, Sister Mary Margaret said she would accompany me to
your place.  We will come after Vespers around 7:30 tonight, is that a good
time?" Cheryl smiled and said, what about this Sister Mary Margaret, will
she let you come into my bedroom alone with me?"

   I stroked her hair and said "She will let me do anything I want with
you, and allow you to do what ever you wish with me, she has but one
request." Cheryl looked at me and said "really?  So she likes to watch, do
you think she would like to join us?  Or just be a spectator?"

   I smiled and said "honey, she is my lover in the convent and we will
have complete freedom, her limits are up to you."

   "What about Franklin, did you tell her about him?" I said "Oh that I did
not tell her, I guess she can just be surprised who knows maybe she might
want to try him" Sister Mary Jeans Struggle Chapter 12

   Vespers could not end soon enough, Sister Mary Margaret and my self
informed Mother Superior that we were going to go visit Cheryl, the new PE
teacher, after giving her the address we left.  The rule is we had to
return by 9:30 PM.  It was only 6:45, so we had all kinds of time.  On the
way over Sister asked me what she should do when we got there.  I told her
we would just play it by ear.  I had no idea, and I did not know what
Cheryl had in mind.  All I knew was, we were going over to have the kind of
sex we could not have in the convent, that I had told Cheryl that she and I
were lovers and Cheryl was just like myself, a very wicked girl when it
came to sex.

   This was the very first time I had ever gone out of the convent onto
public streets since I went into the Girls school so many years ago.  In a
way I felt very strange because of the looks we were getting.  I know many
Orders have gone more stylish, but our order has kept the black and white
habits and needless to say we stand out in a crowd.  We arrived at Cheryl's
door and was met with a big grin.

   Taking us both by our arms she led us to the living room couch.  As we
sat down she asked us if we would like a glass of wine.  I told her I never
had any and would like to try some, Sister said yes she would so that's how
we started our evening.  I heard the Franklin whimpering and scratching a
door, I asked Cheryl if Franklin was OK and she said "He's OK, I think it
would be best to leave him in the bedroom for right now, he wants out here
so bad, I'm afraid he would be a nuisance"

   Then she said "would you both like to get more comfortable, and take off
your robes?" I looked at Sister and said "I would like to, what do you
think?" Sister looked back at me and said "Yea, it may be best so we don't
mess the habits up" We all knew why we were there, and it felt so awkward
at first.  The wine helped, but it was not the same as it was with just
Sister and myself or Cheryl and myself.  Sister and I sat on the couch
while Cheryl sat on the matching love seat next to us.

   We both got out of our habits and I was surprised to see that Sister
Mary wore underwear, for some reason I thought she like myself did not wear
any.  Cheryl slipped out of her robe and was wearing a real sexy frilly
white thing, it looked like a very short see through top, with matching
panties.

   I sat there in my bra and nothing else, while Sister took off her bra
and had only her panties on.  I told Cheryl how much I liked her outfit and
asked what was it called.  She told me it was called baby doll's then
Cheryl said "I am still hot from this afternoon, what about you Sister?"

   I turned beat red, I did not tell Sister Mary what happened, and now it
was out.  Sister Mary Margaret picked up on it right away and said smiling
with a big grin "Oh, so you two did something already today?, where at and
I want to hear every little detail" I was so embarrassed, and I could not
say a word.  Cheryl started telling her all about our lunch date and what
we did in the girls toilet.  At first I was embarrassed, but the way Cheryl
told Sister what and how we did what we did, I was really starting to get
turned on as I started to relive every thing in my mind and it was like we
were doing it all over again.

   I kept sipping my wine and sister sat there listening and breathing
hard, she started to rub herself between her legs, all this did was make
Cheryl go more in depth.  When she saw the effect it was having with Sister
Mary, she really started in with such detail I swear I could feel it all
over again.  By the time she was telling about us on the floor, all three
of us where touching our selves.  I decided I wanted to do something more
than just that, after all, I could touch myself any time I wanted, this was
a first and who knows maybe it would never happen again.  What ever the
case, I was not going to waste my time when I had two lovely hot turned on
woman that wanted sexual pleasure as much as I did.  I knelt down and moved
over to the love seat to show Cheryl the way I wanted to love her.  I moved
to her legs and I parted them, I started to kiss her inner thighs as she
spoke.  Knowing what I wanted, Cheryl stood up, and slid her bottoms down.
When she sat back down I was going for her gash.  Cheryl never missed a
beat in telling what happen, in fact she started to tell us what was going
through her mind as we did what we did this afternoon.

   As I licked Cheryl's opening it was so wet, I could acutely see her open
hole, I knew she was hot, I could not see Sister, but I knew she must be as
well, I know how little it takes to turn her on, and just hearing Cheryl
talk and moan would turn on Mother Superior.  Cheryl had her butt right on
the edge of the couch giving me all the room I wanted and allowing me free
access to her.  I inserted two fingers into her as I licked and tugged at
her clit with my lips.  In the back ground I could hear Franklin going
nuts.

   I knew he could smell his mistress and I am sure he could smell me.  But
what I was hoping was, I hoped he could smell Sister Mary Margaret.  When
Cheryl got to the part of our leaving the girls room and going back to our
class's, I thought that would be it, but Cheryl went on.  This time I was
all ears as I licked and worked to bring her to a loving climax.

   "I went back to my office and sat waiting for the girls to come down"
She went on, "I sat there thinking of tonight, of what we could all three
do, of the nasty things I wanted to do to Sister Mary Jean and have her do
to me, I kept thinking how her tongue felt licking me, how her lips would
pull and tug at my clit, of her fingers fucking me, and how I would use my
mouth on her, and on her lover.  I kept thinking of how I would get things
started.  I wanted it to be fast, yet not to fast to make it filthy.

   I envisioned her and you on my bed eating each other while I got up
behind one of you and licked your asshole and used one of my toys to fuck
one of you, then I pictured us all on the bed all eating each other at the
same time.  Using things in each other.  I wanted to tie one of you up on
your hands and knees, then keep you on the edge of a climax." This was all
to much, I started to climax, my body shook as I licked Cheryl and I
fingered myself.  I could hear Cheryl's voice as she kept talking as she
herself climaxed from my efforts.  I could not hear Sister because of her
sitting away from me, but some how I knew, she was also enjoying listening
to Cheryl and if she had not yet brought herself to a climax, (which I
doubted) that she would be close.  The thought of seeing sister tied up and
keeping her right on the edge of a climax made me hot, very, very hot.

   After Cheryl stopped shaking, she pulled my head back and said "lets go
to my bedroom" we all got up, and went into her bedroom.  She had a huge
bed, and she laid down first on her back, sister went right for her pussy,
her butt was in the air so I went for her.  I started working on her clit
and moved up her gash to her open hole, I move past her hole to her
asshole, I worked my tongue inside and then back down to her clit.  as she
knelt there working on Cheryl she was moving her ass around making sure to
enjoy every lick and probe I gave her with my tongue.

   From the noise coming from Cheryl I knew Sister was doing a real good
job on her.  Cheryl said "OK, who's first, who wants to get tied up" Before
I could bring my face from Sister and answer, I heard Sister say "Me.  tie
me up, make me beg to cum" we all moved around and Cheryl brought up four
ropes from each corner of the bed.  She had sister lay on her tummy then we
tied her hands and feet.  She was spread eagle yet she had enough slack
with her legs so she could get up on her knees.  I thought that would be
where we stopped, but Cheryl brought up two more ropes, these ropes where
tied to Sister knees, so she in fact was tied in a kneeling position, with
her ass in the air.  Her face was on the bed, but her legs were wide open,
nothing could stop us from playing and touching her.  I started to lick her
as Cheryl finished tying her nice and tight.  Insuring she could not move.
Cheryl said "remember Sister, don't let her cum, bring her right to the
edge, and pull away" I knew this was going to be fun and cruel, I knew I
wanted to be the one tied up, and I wanted to make Sister pay for beating
me to it and going first.  Cheryl went to her night stand drawer and pulled
out 6 lovely sex toys, one she plugged in the wall and when she turned on
the switch it vibrated and I knew it had to feel great.

   Because before she put it on Sister, she put it on herself and with in a
second or two she was shaking with a huge climax.  I grabbed this thing
that looked like two dicks in one, she had three of them one about the size
of my Kotex toy, then the other one that was a little bigger, and the last
one that was so big I just knew it was for looks and not to be used inside
of a woman.  (little did I know)

   I took the one I felt comfortable with and brought it to my self, I
inserted the longer end in my vagina opening and as it slid in, the
attached rubber cock pushed against my asshole and up inside, Oh God, did
it ever feel wonderful.  I went back to eating Sister until I felt her
start to respond and knowing her, I knew she was ready to climax.  I pulled
away, Sister moaned and said "Oh please don't stop" I sat back and rocked
on my new toy.

   It felt so good inside I almost did not want to stop and give Sister
pleasure.  I watched Cheryl as she had taken one of her toys and inserted
in herself.  She was sitting in a chair she had next to the bed.  She said
"That's it sister, don't let her cum, I have something special for her" she
laid back in her chair and worked herself as she watched us on the bed.

   After about 6-7 times of my pulling back, Cheryl said "use the massager,
but it on her cunt, on her clit, watch her close because that baby will get
her off so fast it will surprise you" I picked it up, turned it on and
brought it to myself, with my two rubber cock's inside I rested it against
the one on my cunt against my clit.  it was a instant climax, a very hard,
very long climax.  I watched as Sister was kneeling in front of me, humping
air, begging for me to let her cum.  I knew that I had to watch her closely
when I used this wonderful thing as it was sure to take her to the top in
seconds.

   After I finished climaxing I told Sister how wonderful it felt, how it
was the best climax ever, how she would love it.  and as I talked I brought
it to her wide open cunt,.  I mean her hole was wide open, her lips were
swollen the hole was begging for something to fill it.  I brought the
massager to her and rested it on her open hole, her body tightened like she
had just been shocked with electricity.  I counted out loud 1-2-3 and
pulled it off.  I reached for the medium double rubber cock and started to
slide it in Sister as she knelt there I was amazed as to how easy it slid
into her hole and when the smaller cock touched her asshole, how she pushed
back against it I had to spit on the end a little to make it easy to slide
in her.

   I slowly slid it in deeper and deeper.  Sister kept saying, yes, yes, Oh
yes, don't stop, please don't stop" I had half of it in when I saw her toes
start to curl, that is what always gave her away, I knew she was going to
climax.  I pulled it out so fast both holes made a sound as the ends came
out.  sister was going nuts.

   I was not paying any attention to Cheryl as I worked on Sister, I heard
Sister say "My God, look what she's doing" I looked to my right the way
sister was looking and saw that Cheryl had gotten Franklin, she was on her
hands and knees, and Franklin was licking her.  I brought the massager back
up to Sisters hole and counted again, this time 1-2-3-4.  I saw her toes
start to curl and pulled it away, I spit again on the end of the short cock
and with one stroke slid it back inside of her.

   All the time Sister kept her eyes glued on Cheryl.  I started to fuck
sister and I watched her toes like a hawk looking for food.  I saw the sing
and pulled it out.  Sister was thrashing on the bed.  Cheryl was moaning
and climaxing herself.  I kept rocking on my own rubber cocks in my holes.
I kept switching back and fourth from the double cocks and the massager I
knew that the two different pleasures working against each other was
driving Sister out of her mind.

   I knew this when I kept hearing Sister saying "Oh Jesus, please, please
let me cum, let me cum.  I will do anything, only let me cum.  I heard her
start to whimper and I knew tears would soon follow.  I heard Cheryl say,
"come on boy, I got a nice hot pussy for you, she wants it bad.  I knew
what she meant, but I know Sister did not.  Cheryl brought her face to
Sister's and she kissed her hot and wet, she broke the kiss and asked "are
you ready to climax sister?" are you ready for the best fuck you ever had?"


   Sister answered yes to each question.  Cheryl told me to move back, I
did and Franklin started in on Sister, He licked first her cunt and then
her asshole.  Sister was moaning and moaning I watched her toes curl real
tight I knew she was climaxing.  Along with her muttering and moaning.  I
then watched as her toes started to uncurl, it was then that Franklin
mounted her, when his front paws wrapped around her back Sister started to
yell, "NO, NO, NO, get him OFF, get him off, I watched as she shook her but
trying to shake him off and trying to make it so his could not get his dick
in her.  She was bucking and moving.  It did not discourage Franklin.  He
found his mark and started like a jack hammer.

   I was mesmerized as I watched and listen to Sister.  She started out
yelling at us to get him off.  Then every thing changed.  "GET HIM OFF YOU
BITCH, GET HIM OFF OF ME" she yelled, Oh God, please don't let him do it,
PLEASE, OH PLEASE, Oh god, oh God, OH SHIT, OH GOD, MY GOD, OH IT, IT'S
inside YOU BITCH, IT'S INSIDE OH SHIT YOU GOD DAMN BITCH HE'S INSIDE"

   Then, suddenly, she stopped yelling "It's inside, oh god, stop him, oh
my god, oh my god" (and she started getting loud again) Oh my GOD, OH
JESUS, OH JESUS, OH, OH, OH, FUCK, DON'T STOP, DON'T STOP, GO BOY, GO BOY,
FUCK ME, FUCK ME, OH FUCK, FUCK ME, FUCK ME, OH SHIT, FUCK ME" she was
screaming, screaming so loud Cheryl and I were concerned that the neighbors
may hear.

   Cheryl said "not so loud sister, quite down" Sister kept screaming "FUCK
ME, OH GOD, GIVE IT TO ME" Cheryl but her hand over Sisters mouth which
finely made sister stop yelling.  "Oh Sister" she said to me, "He's so
good, he's so fast, he's so big, I can't stop cumming, I can't stop
cumming" with that she just started making sounds and noises of pure
pleasure.  I watched as Franklin hammered into her and held her tight.  I
looked at Cheryl and she was rubbing her clit fast as she watched Franklin
change sister's mind and attitude.

   I sat back slowly sliding the double cocks in me as I watched.  I wished
it was me tied up and Franklin was fucking me.  I have no idea how long it
was before Franklin stopped and pulled out of Sister, I sat there watching
not wanting to miss one little thing.  I watched as Franklin pulled out and
was amazed at the huge size his dick was, I saw this huge knot and how red
it was.  When he pulled out he jumped off the bed and laid down licking
himself.  Sister just knelt there shaking, her hole was wide open and stuff
was dripping out of her, no, dripping is not correct, it was running out of
her.  I felt as nasty as I had ever felt before in my life.  I reached for
the huge double cock and caught some of the juice coming from Sister on
both ends, I wanted to see if she could take such a big thing, and all of a
sudden I could not care if she could or not, I just knew I was going to put
it in her period.  I brought the big end to her open hole and pushed, I was
astonished as it slid in and how she pushed back, I brought the end of the
smaller cock the was aimed at her asshole and watched as it slid in.  I did
not wish to hurt her, only to fuck her and make her climax one last time.
As much as I tried, I could not make Sister climax again, Oh she liked the
fucking I was giving her, but between her tired legs and all the climaxing
Franklin gave her she was just wore out.  I felt jealous, she went to a
place in pleasure that I knew I had never been.  Cheryl grabbed my wrist
and stopped me.  she said "Come on Sister, it's your turn now" she pulled
my hand back which in turn pulled out the monster double cock from Sister
Mary.

   I was moving in a zombie state, I wanted more, I wanted to watch her
climax and at the same time I wanted to be her.  Cheryl untied her and
Sister very slowly moved.  She sat up and kissed me then Cheryl.  She said
"Oh thank you, thank you, you have no idea what that meant to me, no idea"
she held Cheryl then me.  Cheryl said "OK Sister Mary Jean, it's your turn,
your turn to get taken off of this planet and taken to goo goo land" I
smiled at her as I knelt in position for her to tie me up.

   I was tied so good I could not move, I could not do anything but kneel
in that position as both Cheryl and Sister Mary worked on me, I could try
to tell you blow by blow what they did, but to be honest I would only be
guessing, all I know is they kept me on the edge of a climax for so long,
that I would have killed to climax.  I mean that with all the inner being I
have.  I was crazy wanting to climax.  I know they used different toys in
me, and Franklin licked me as well as I licked Sister and Cheryl hoping to
please them to let me come.

   Just like I did sister, they worked the different things bringing me
right to the edge of a climax and just as I thought I may slip one by them
they would change things around and I would start to build all over again.
By the time they let Franklin mount me I was beyond sanity, I climaxed and
climaxed and climaxed, It was a never ending mind melting climax.  Cheryl
asked me after Franklin got off if I was finished, I had my eyes closed and
said "Oh, I loved it so much, could we do it a little more?"

   Cheryl said "I have an idea, why don't I tie you both up side by side,
and work you both?" by this time Sister Mary Margaret was nice and hot all
over again and she was game.  You know I was, it took a few minutes and
Sister and I were kneeling side by side.  Cheryl started working us both,
she was good.

   It did not take long before I was starting to beg for release begging
her to let me climax, Sister along side of me was doing the same.  Cheryl
said "I have a surprise for you girls, first I have to hide your habits and
then you will be in for the fuck of your lives" something in me snapped,
all of a sudden I was not turned on anymore, all of a sudden I was sacred,
so was Sister Mary Margaret.  I pulled and tossed and tried to break loose
of my ropes as well as Sister.

   I heard Cheryl dial the telephone and say "OK, Patrick, I have them
ready, hurry up before they break free" I panicked, I was pulling so hard
at the ropes I was hurting my knees, wrist, and ankles.  Sister looked at
me with the same panic and said "what's she going to do, who is Patrick?" I
started to cry, I just knew I had fallen into another blackmail only this
time and that I brought Sister Mary Margaret with me.  I was begging and so
was Sister, pleading with Cheryl to let us go.

   She said "look Sisters, I know what I am doing, you will be thanking me
after we finish here tonight, right now the boys only know I have two very
hot kinky girls that want to be fucked over and over, they have no idea who
you are, and they won't, that is why I hid your habits, now if you girls
blow this for me, I will let them know who they are gang-banging, now I do
not want to hear another word, not one, do not say another word unless it
is to climax."

   From where we were on the bed I turned my head and I could see through
the living room to the front door, I could also see Cheryl setting up a
video camera.  And there was a light tap on the door, I turned my head and
watched as Cheryl opened the door.  Pat (Harry's brother) walked in, and
5-6 other guys to closed my eyes, I did not want to see who was with him. I
turned my head to Sister Mary Margaret I said "It's Harry's brother, and he
has friends." I heard Cheryl say "Remember boys the deal is, no one looks
at their face's and I keep the tapes and pictures.

   You can fuck them in there cunts and asshole, as long as you want and as
many times as you want but you have to leave here at or before 9 pm, oh
yes, you can also eat them, but you can not see their faces" one boy said
What about having them suck my cock after I fuck one of them?" Cheryl said
"I get to do that, now, do you all agree to my terms?  If not, you can
leave and you never get any more ass from me." they all said that they
agreed.  They stripped out of their cloths, and cheryl walked back to the
big bed and put something over our heads as she did she said "don't worry
kids when you leave you will understand, for right now just enjoy"

   ENJOY, was she crazy?  Enjoy being blackmailed again, enjoy guys fucking
us with out our permission enjoy 5 guys, boys we did not know.  I felt
hands touching me.  I had been dripping wet before Cheryl announced her
surprise.  And because of that and the fucking Franklin gave me I was still
sloppy wet.  The boys were talking and touching, I felt fingers working in
my holes and in my ass.  Probing then I felt someone kneel behind me, I
knew what was coming,.  I felt it, the head touched my asshole and he
pushed in, I felt some one crawling under me and a tounge touch my clit.  I
was frightened yet all of a sudden excited.  I felt my asshole being
filled.

   The attention on my clit and finger's working in my cunt made me snap,
all of a sudden I was no longer frightened, I was instant horny, no not
just horny, I was instant flame.  I pushed back against the cock sliding in
me and shut my eyes tight as I lingered in the pleasure from the tongue and
fingers.  I didn't make a sound.  I did not want Sister Mary Margaret to
know I had become lost in my lust again.  Then I heard her.  My eyes opened
and I moaned as she did.  I heard her say "Oh God, you're so big, so big,
oh fuck me baby, fuck me"

   I just laid and moaned, I moaned and moaned as I felt the guy fucking me
empty his sperm in me.

   I moaned as he pulled from me and moaned as I felt a fat cock push
against the fingers in my cunt causing the fingers to retreat, I moaned as
the tongue reached out and licked at my clit while the guy fucked me.  I
moaned as I felt his cock swell up and pulsate in me filling me with more
cum.

   I became lost in my own climax as I started to convulse and shake as I
climaxed hard.  I was getting two feeling at once, my clit and pussy.

   Both alone were fantastic, yet together nothing felt like it.  when he
pulled out I started begging "More, more.  Give me more"

   I felt another cock slide in.  he was nice and slow, he would shove it
deep inside and then he would pull it all the way out I could hear my cunt
make a smacking sound as it pulled free, then he would slide it all the way
back inside.

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