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What you are about to read is a true story! I remind you again it depicts VERY GRAPHIC, SEXUALLY VIOLENT, and DISTURBING scenes! If you choose to follow and use any part of this story for your own personal use, as a guide line for some sort of crime, THEN YOU ARE A FOOL AND WILL BE CAUGHT AND SENT TO PRISON FOR YOUR CRIMINAL ACTIONS, FOREVER! DO NOT proceed if any of the above statements concern you in any way. I HAVE WARNED YOU...

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Death by Passion...




I am a "normal" man, that tries to lead a normal life in society. I have urges like any other human being. I enjoy a good job, live in a nice home, have a very attractive wife, and 2 young children. I also have a darker side in my life that pull's me away from the world that I live...

It all began after a late night of work, I packed up my tools from the job site where I was 2 days into a 3 day job. Like I did every other night after it got dark, first rolled up the electrical cords, hung them up on the hooks on the inside of my cargo van. Then the ladder, which was hung on the cieling's hooks, the big toolbox with all the small hand tools was next, and lastly the portable compressor on the back end, held in with bungie cords so it wont roll around when I was driving. I shut the doors on the back, left side then right side, I slid the key in the keyhole and locked the door. All done I thought to myself. I climbed into the drivers seat, started the van and left the job site. It was about 6:20 PM, I was starving, so I made a detour to pick up a hamburger at the McDonalds drive-thru, think it was a Big Mac and fries. This night seemed no different than any other night, I was on my way home to see my wife and kids, maybe have some late dessert with them. But it was not to be. For an unexplained reason I chose to drive further into the city and cruise around, specifically to check out the hookers. They were pushed out of the residential areas and now they populate the industrial areas of town, late at night of course. After about a 20 minute drive I was in the "bad" part of town with hookers on every corner. There is a hooker for any need or desire that you may have. They are eager to make conversation with you as you slowly drive by them, if you stop they will come up to your vehicle window and ask things like "feeling lonely tonight big boy?" It's kind of like window shopping. Depending on what area you are in, some hookers are very young, perhaps 13 or 14, others are much much older, at least they appear that way. I drove past the child hookers, they are just too young, they should not be on the streets, period.

This area was about 15 blocks long and 5 or 6 blocks deep with hookers that seemed to be strategically placed on each corner, some corners had several hookers, perhaps for a more secure feeling. I drove around the area to sort of check out the hookers, to see what there was to offer for my desire to get fucked. She had to be good looking, not some old hag that would make you puke, and there were lots of them. I happen to drive around this one corner and saw this hot looking babe, so I stopped and asked her "how much?" she walked up to my van and said "depends, what you looking for?" I said "I want to get fucked", without hesitation she replied "that will be 60" hhmm... I told her no, too much, and I pulled away. In the distance I could hear her say "how about a blow for 40?", I chuckled a little as I rolled up the window, I could see her in the rear view mirror motioning some sort of gesture to me and I could definetly make out that her mouth was spitting out the words "fuck you!". I give her full marks for effort, but she was not getting my 40 bucks for a blow. I needed my dick fucked, not sucked. I drove around some more looking at all the hookers that would just love to take my money, but none of them really turned my crank much. Until I happen to be going down this one dimly lit street, where I saw this hooker standing all by herself, I pulled over to the curb, she came up to my vehicle right away and asked me "what are you looking for?" I chose the same words as before "I want to get fucked", she said with an immediate reply "40 bucks" my reply was "not bad, get in" she walked around the front of the vehicle to get in, as she did so, my headlights shone on her, I could see she was wearing tight blue spandex and some sort of a tight fitting top under her flashy jean jacket. Her blonde hair flowed over her shoulders by 4 or 5 inches, I thought to myself, "not bad". She opened the passenger door and climbed onto the passenger seat, the first thing she said was "got a light?" "sure, use this" I pushed in the cigarette lighter and said it will take a sec to get hot. She took out a smoke from her jacket pocket and held it between her fingers, the end of the smoke was shaking, bad nerves I thought, or she needs a fix. She was just sitting there staring out the front window when she blurted out "you a cop?" I laughed out loud a and told her no! "Feel me", I said "what?" she said "feel me if your not a cop" before I could react again to her question she grabbed ahold of my hand and put it on her breast and moved it around, so I squeezed it, it felt pretty good. She grabbed ahold of my crotch and gave my cock a bit of a squeeze too. "There now we're ok" she says to me. Just then the lighter popped and she pulled it out to light the smoke. A couple of quick puffs to get it going and then one big inhale to suck the pleasure that she got from it, into her. She let out a long slow exhale filling up the front cab of the van with smoke. Must of felt good I thought. She put the lighter back into it's slot on the dash. I asked her "ok, where to?" she told me to take her to her place, and that it's not far from here. So I put the van in gear and away we went...

We drove around the block, took a couple of right turns then a left and another left, she tells me we're almost there, a little further down the street and she yells out "stop there, on the side there, thats good". "Here" I said, "ya, thats good". The area we stopped in has your typical run down 4 or 5 story brick apartment buildings, all made in the early 50's and 60's. "That's my building over there" she was pointing to the one accross the street. It looked like every other one that lined the street to me. She grabbed her bag from the floor and got out of the van. She shut the door, I reached over and locked it (no power locks). I got out on my side, locked the door, then shut it. As she started to cross the street I said to her "just a sec, I gotta get my wallet, I left it in my toolbox in the back". I put the door key into the keyhole of the back door, I turned it to the right, the lock clicked and the door was now able to be opened. I reached into the back, it was dark, but I found the toolbox quite easily, I opened the lid and rummaged around for the one tool that I knew would do the best job! I could feel the slender shape of it as I wrapped my hands around the handle, it felt cold, it felt powerful. "What's taking you so long" I could hear the hooker saying from accross the street. "Nothing", I said back to her, "I got it now, hang on". I quickly ripped a 6" piece of duct tape off of the roll that was in the box too. I stuck about an inch of the tape's end onto the handle, then lifted up the back of my shirt and taped the tool to the lower part of my back. She could not see me do this as she was unlocking the front door of the apartment building. I pulled down my shirt over the tool. I quickly shut and locked the door again, and started accross the street towards her.

The time was about 9:05 PM, the streets were not that busy, I did not see anyone in the area that we were in. No witness's, I thought to my self. She just got the door opened to the apartment building when I stepped up. She said to me "I'm on the third", "oh, ok" I replied. We walked in and it was an old building alright, it was very rundown, torn wallpaper, dirty yellow colored paint that was in need of a good scrub, combine that with an old musty smell, made for a real classy dump. She started up the stairs on the left, there was a hallway down the right side with several doors along the way. We walked up one flight then turned the corner to go up the next flight and finally one more flight, we went through the door that had the words "third floor" written on it, we proceeded down the hall past two apartment doors, one on the left and one on the right. It was the third door that she stopped at, the one at the end. She just walked in, the door was not locked. I followed her in, had a glance back out the door to see if anyone was there, no one was. The place was a disaster with shit everywhere, magazines, clothes, food, and dishes, were all over the small one roomed place. There was a TV on in the main room, I could see some guy's legs stretched out on the couch, I assumed he was watching it. The hooker walked into the room and said something to the guy, and he got up and walked out, she directed me to go into the bedroom just before she told him this, so he did not see me from the front. She locked the door behind him, it made a loud clunk when she turned the deadbolt...

When I sat down on the chair in the bedroom I could really notice the presence of the tool that was taped to my back. The tape was pulling on my skin when I bent over to sit down and now it was uncomfortable. I tried not to squirm in the chair as that may have started a line of questions from her that I did not need to deal with at the moment. She walked into the room, left the light on, and went over to what I thought was probably her dresser, it had a small standup mirror on top of it which she looked into to, to freshen up I guess. "So what now" I boldy blurted out. She turned to me and said "40 bucks right, no money, no fuck". I replied with "ya that's what it was". I reached into my right pants pocket to get out the cash, I grabbed a small wad of what felt like paper, pulled it out and started to thumb through it for a couple of twenties. I found the two twenties and handed them over to her, she took them and put them into a small bag, no bigger than the twenties themselves, then she put that into a purse on the dresser. She turned to me and started to take off her top first, she grabbed the bottom half of her top and pulled it over her head like all females seem to do. She had a nice pair of tits, they filled up her bra very nicely, I could see her nipples were actually getting stiff, maybe she was getting excited to fuck me, I figured that that was the case, her flat stomach was well formed, almost as if she worked out to get it that way. I could feel that I was starting to get aroused by watching her strip for me as my cock was getting larger in my jeans. She threw her shirt on the pile already started on the floor, and said to me "well, take your pants off" Like an idiot I said to myself "DOH, get with the program" but out loud I said "I'm going to leave my shirt on, if that's ok with you?" "ya, whatever, I don't care" she replied. While I was kicking off my shoes, I watched her take off her bra, with a quick snap it was undone and then onto the floor too. Just as I thought, her nipples were hard and sticking out a mile. For a hooker she had an awesome set of tits, round, perky, just waiting for my mouth. I stood up and undid the belt around my waist, popped the buttons on my 501's and slipped the jeans and underwear off. I threw them on the floor and slid them under the chair with my foot. She had gotten her pants off at about the same time as I did. She told me to lie on the bed on my back, so I did. She pulled out a condom from somewhere on the dresser and bit it open with her mouth. She pulled it out, put the garbage on the dresser with the other wrappers, and started to unroll it a bit. I was on my back thinking about the tool that was digging into it again, but that quickly passed as she climbed on the bed with me and grabbed my half erect cock with her left hand and placed the condom over the head of it, she rolled it dowm part way then she bent over and put her warm mouth on my cock. She started to suck on it, sliding her lips down the shaft, up and down, up and down, until she thought it would be hard enough to fuck with. I wasn't about to let her get off that easy with just a couple of sucks, so I put both my hands on her head and started to push her deeper onto my cock as she pummped it into her mouth. This was starting to feel real good but not for long as she suddenly stopped, jerked her head off of my cock and told me to move over so she could lay down on the bed too. I sat up, I tried to face her with my body all the time so she would not see what was taped to my back.

I kept thinking to myself, I'm going to fuck you good bitch. She lay there on her back with her legs spread wide for me, I could see the pink pussy lips of hers just aching to have my big hard cock ramming her deep. I moved in between her legs, I grabbed my cock and put the head of it just inside the opening of her pussy lips, I slid it up and down to get the wet juices of hers to cover the head of my shaft and her pussy lips, she had one hand under her head for support and with her other hand reached down to grab onto my cock and pull it into what was now her very wet pussy hole. I had to put my left arm onto the bed by her shoulder for support or I would be have fallen right on top of her, that would have not be very good at that moment. My other hand was free to do whatever I wanted to. My cock slid in and out of her wet pussy with a steady rythm, I put my hand on her tit and started to massage it, I squeezed her nipple hard enough for her to scream, but she did not, just a wimper, thats it. I started to bend over to get a taste of that nipple now that it was good and hard and probably a little sore too, but she put her hand on my chest and said "NO, no mouth", "ahh FUCK, why not" I replied she said "because". Well shit that made me pissed off that I could not lick her nipple. I could feel her starting to squeeze my hard cock with her pussy everytime I would thrust it in. I felt pretty good at that time, after a few minutes of steady thrusting she reached down under her leg to squeeze my balls, I told her the same thing, "no, don't do that, you'll get me off faster, I don't want to", she stopped doing it, put her arms above her head again, and let me just fuck her. I was starting to get into my own little world while I was fucking her, shoving my cock deeper and deeper into her pussy until it would go no deeper, banging my body into hers, when all of a sudden she put both of her hands on my ass, then slid them higher up onto my hips to pull me in deeper to her pussy's pelvic thrusts. My body jerked out of its world of ecstacy and abrubtly stopped fucking her, I yanked her arms off of me and told her not to ever do that again, she looked at me with this puzzled glare in her eyes. "Fuck, don't put your hands on me, ok?" she said to me "hmmff k, whatever" I thought to myself if I'm going to do this it's going to be now.

I was thinking about every thrust into her pussy, how good it felt to fuck her, how tight her cunt was wrapped around my cock, to see her face, her tits bouncing everytime I slammed my cock into her. I had one hand by her head on the bed and the other one was just on her leg, I was going a little slower now with the pumping of her pussy, I did not want to cum too early, her eyes were closed, she was just putting up with me now, I reached around to my back and grabbed ahold of the tool's handle, I was able to pull it off of the tape quick enough for her not to notice, I put my hand with the tool beside her head so she could not see what was in my grasp. Her eyes opened to look at me, I continued to slide my cock in and out of her pussy. I made a few moaning sounds, because it did feel good... I pulled out my cock with a sudden jerk, I pounced up onto her chest so my legs were on her arms, and my cock was at her mouth, I was now stradled ontop of her, all she could do was move her legs behind me. She looked at me with a slight worried look on her face, "what the fuck are you doing?" she blurted out. I said "suck my cock bitch" "fuck you, get off me" she started to squirm to get me off, but I was to big and heavy for her. With my free hand I grabbed her face to stop it from shaking back and forth, and told her to suck my cock again, "get off me you asshole" she closed her mouth tight, that's when I brought the utility knife into her view, I slowly slid the very sharp blade out of the handle, it made several click's as I pushed it out, a half inch at a time, until it was extended about 3 inches or so. Her eyes went wide with fear, she panicked, she was going to scream, I put my hand over her mouth so she could not get it out, she tried to bite me but was unable, her body jumped and bounced with panick to try and get out from under me but could not do it. I told her "listen, don't scream, I just want you to suck my cock, that's it ok." she looked at me intently to see what I was going to do with the blade. "I'm going to take my hand off and you are not going to scream right?" she nodded yes to me. I placed the knifes blade onto the right side of her neck. It pressed ever so lightly into her soft skin. she winced a little. "ok, I'm taking my hand off now, don't scream. Don't even think about doing it." I pulled my hand off slowly, she seemed ok, no noise, my hands imprint was left on her face from pressing so hard, I ripped the condom off of my not so hard cock, and put it against her lips, "don't even think about taking a bite you bitch, I'll have you cut up so bad if you even try" I had to force open her mouth a little, she did not resist with much effort, I slid my cock into her mouth and she started to suck slowly at first, her mouth was trembling a bit, I told her to do better or she's gonna get sliced. I started to arch my back, my head tilted up, it felt so good having her wet, warm lips, slide down the shaft of my cock, I pushed my cock deeper into her mouth with big thrusts from my hips, in and out, she was doing a pretty good job sucking on it, I was rock hard, I had pulled the knife away from her delicate neck so as not to cut her, just yet.

"Oooohhhh...that feels good bitch, that's enough" I pulled out, I was ready to explode, but I did not want her to suck the cum out of my balls just yet. I told her not to fuck with me, I reached down the side of the bed and was able to get the pants she was wearing earlier. I tied them around her wrists and then around the headboard's leg. She was now hogtied, well sort of, she unable to use her hands in any way. I climbed back down between her legs, I spread them wide, forced my hard cock into her wet little pussy again and started to fuck her like a beast with a mission. When I pushed my cock into her she moaned with agony, like it hurt her a little. "Feels good huh bitch?" I kept pumping away, both of my hands were beside her head, I stared right into her eys and said "how do you feel about being fucked to death?", "NO, YOU DON'T YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!" she started to scream and kick but I managed to stuff part of the blanket into her mouth to muffle the sound. I remembered the peice of tape still stuck to my back, I tore it off, stuck it over her mouth with the blanket still hanging out. "Now you can scream all you want bitch" she tried but was getting nowhere and slowly got tired of doing it, so she stopped, she watched my every move to see what I might be doing next. In a soft voice I asked her "Tell me what it feels like to die fucking", I brought the blade to her neck line, I could see the artery pumping much needed blood to the brain, her heart must be just a racing right about now, her eyes were looking down, trying to see the knife but could not. I smiled with an evil grin, I thrust my cock in then out, slowly, so she could feel me fucking her. I pressed the sharp blade harder into the skin, The artery bulged out a little, my cock slid in, her pussy was getting tighter with fear now, I bent down to her nipple and licked it, I put it between my teeth and bit it hard, she squirmed, I slid my tongue over the nipple again, gave it a kiss, I turned my head, looked into her eyes and said "no mouth huh?". I sat up, looked at the knife on her neck, looked back at her, and then pulled the blade down towards me slowly, she squished her face with pain as the blade peirced the skin, she let out a muffled scream, I pulled my cock almost out of her pussy, then thrust it in again, she opened her eyes wide to look at me. I pulled the blade back up to where it started, the deep red blood slowly came out of the small slice in her neck, she turned her head back and forth as to say no, don't do it, I grabbed her hair and held her head still, "what's the matter, don't like to feel a little pain when you get fucked?" she just stared with fear in her eyes. This was starting to feel very good, sliding my hard cock in and out of her pussy. I told her I was going to cum inside of her, so that the cum was oozing out of her pussy when I was done fucking her. "Are you ready to feel it bitch?" I yelled out. I put the blade onto her neck where the red blood was slowly coming out from, had her hair in one hand to hold her head, then pushed hard on the handle of the knife to dig deeper into her neck, I buried the blade to its width of about an inch, she let out a painful scream, I thrust my cock harder, I was ready to cum when she screamed, I gave the knife a gentle, steady pull downwards and she freaked out bigtime, I started to feel my balls tighten up, I shot my hot load into the deepest part of her cunt, the blade travelled its whole length of 3 inches over her neck, as soon as it exited, blood started to squirt out, it sprayed onto the bed, all over her face, on my arms, she got her hands loose and tried to fight me, she managed to get her hands around my neck, squeezing as hard as she could, but it was not that hard, she had become weak from the loss of blood to the brain. I was able to put my hand onto the wound where the blood was pumping out, I was uncontrollably pumping my cock into her cunt, shooting load after load of cum into her, "Oh ya, fuck me you bitch, fuck me hard". Blood was all over my hands now, her arms started to go limp, they fell to the bed, she was not moving very much, she was looking right at me, I could see that she was fading from existance, "HEY, where you going, feels good to be fucked to death doesn't it". Her eyes started to have this glazed look in them, I watched them slowly turn up into her head. Her eyelids closed almost all of the way. Blood was not exiting from the wound with much force now, just a little trickle, It was very arousing to watch the blood actually squirt a few inches from her neck everytime I pounded my cock deep into her pussy, it made me cum again. When I stopped fucking, the blood stopped squirting and just trickled down onto the bed sheet. I continued sticking my cock into her a few more times, just to get the last of the cum out of me. I pulled out my cock, stroked it a few times, "hhhmmmm....ya...", squeezing my balls and forcing the last couple of drops of cum out. I reached for the blanket on the bed to wipe off my hand and arm, the blood was thick and starting to dry already. She just lay there, motionless, except for the blood that oozed from her neck still, a little at a time with the ever fainter pump of her heart. She stopped breathing already, I don't remember when she actually took her last breath, hhhmmmm.... Must have been preoccupied.

I thought to myself, oh man that felt good.... fuck'in doesn't take long for them to go. I got up from the bed walked over to the dresser and had a look in the small mirror to see how much blood was on my face. Hhmmmm...not bad, there was a few smudges on my cheek and forehead, that's it. In the mirror I could see the hooker lying on the bed, blood all over her face and tits. On top of the dresser I also saw the small bag that had my 40 bucks in it, I took it out, as well as some other cash that was in there too, and stuffed it in my pocket. Then I went over to her and pulled the blanket up to her neck, wiped most of the blood off of her face, untied the pants from the leg post and threw them on the floor. I moved aside the ragged sheet that was covering the window beside the bed, I could see my van accross the street, there was a couple walking along the sidewalk towards it. Shit, gotta get going, I thought. I glanced down at the hooker, she was peacful now, I reached over to the chair where my pants were and gave it a nudge so I could get at my clothes easier. I pulled on the pants and underwear one leg at a time, did the buttons up, hooked the belt together, then sat on the edge of the bed and put my shoes on. I had just stood up and was ready to leave when I heard a key slide into the door lock. HOLY FUCK, OH SHIT, OH SHIT, think fast, what to do, SHIT. I panicked, I reached for the light switch and pulled it down, the lights went out, it was very dark in the room now. The deadbolt slipped out of its slot and retracted back into the door with a solid bang. The door opened and a male voice called out "Deb!, you home", silence, I was standing just on the inside of the bedroom door, it was open about a third of the way. Through the crack where the hinges are at the back of the door, I could see the guy coming into the apartment. He walked down the short hallway towards me and called out for Deb again, no answer. His fingers curled around the end of the bedroom door and he gave it a push open a little further, then stopped, "Deb, you in there?" My heart was just a pounding right about now, I did not breath in or out, I'm sure my face was turning red and blue by this time. He did not come into the room, he just stood in the doorway and looked in, but could not see much as it was pretty dark. I could hear him breathing heavy, as if he just walked up a dozen flights of stairs, I knew he smoked too, because he smelled like an ashtray. I was staring him right in the face as I looked at the mirror on the dresser, I guess he could not see me as it was dark, like I said earlier. I was motionless. His fingers slid from the door and I could hear him say "bitch" under his breath as he walked away, the TV went on in the other room, I could here the voice of Homer Simpson talking. That's when I let out a big breath, and sigh of relief, I sucked in another one for the replenishing effects it has on the body. All I could do now was to sneak out and make a RUN for it. I peeked around the corner to see where he was, and like when I came in, he was laying on the couch. I could just see his legs, they were not the same pants as the first time I saw the guy, must be another guy, I thought. luckily he was facing away from me. I took a deep breath and started to walk towards the only exit available to me, with long delicate steps. One step..., two steps..., three..., four..., five..., my hand reaches out to the knob, I barely get to touch it and out of nowhere a bolt of lightning flashes through my body, THE KNIFE!!! Thoughts of panic race through me, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, get it, no leave it, fingerprints are on it, FUCK, FUCK. I turn to see if he can see me but the wall is in the way, I give my body instructions, ok go get it, now turn, walk, One..., two..., three..., four..., five... I reach the bedroom again, I grab another breath once I'm inside, wheh... releif, sort of. I feel around on the bed, fuck, I know I put it down here somewhere. I rummage under the covers, my hand slides over her body, I was surprised how much cooler it felt already. I turn to look at the bedroom door and out of the corner of my eye I see glint of light, it turns out a street light from outside happen to be in the right spot, it was sending in a small stream of light through the window from where I moved the sheet earlier, it was only about six inches wide but thats all I needed in order to see where the knife was. I yanked it from it's place on the bed, it was still extended, damn, it's too loud to close it, I knew this, so I put it under the blanket and bent the thin blade so it would break off, I had to press pretty hard before I heard the very faint snap that it made, there, got it. I took the broken blade and handle out from under the blanket, slid them into my back pocket and started for the door again. Same thing as before I told myself, peek around the corner then its one, two, three... Once I got to the door again I put my hand around the knob, turned my head back to take a look down the hall, waited for some loud sounds to come from the TV, It seemed to take forever, but when it did finally happen, I turned back to look at the knob again, I took a deep breath in and with a quick twist the door was open!

I was out the door and down the hall to the exit before you could blink an eye, I slammed the exit door open, I didn't even look back to see if he heard any of the camotion going on, from his door being opened, to my slamming the exit door open. I took three steps at a time down each flight of stairs, made for the front door to the apartment building, thats where I stopped, looked up the stairs, took a few long deep breaths to calm my nerves. I gave the door a gentle push open and I was free! I looked up and down the street to check out the situation, everything seemed fine, I chose to walk up the block beside the building first, then accross the street to the other side and back down towards my van. As I reached for my van keys to open the drivers door, I had a look up at the third floor where I thought the room might be. A light flicked on in one of them, I saw nothing for a few moments, I climbed into the van, put the key into the ignition, all the while watching the room that just had the light turned on. Thats when I could see a figure moving about the window, it's shadow moved frantically about, arms were flying everywhere, the sheet covering the window was moved open further, a head looked out, I moved back as far as I could in my seat so I would not be seen. When I saw the figure disappear I cranked over the engine, popped the lights on, stuck it in gear and drove away, normally... Woo Hoo!


Until passion strikes me again. And yes, there is another "incident"...


Incident: Death by Passion... Number 3 in the series.
Author: Stalker
Date: 12/28/96.






Murder Series History:
Incident #1:Bushwacked.
Incident #2:Wired for Sound.
Incident #3:Death by Passion...
Incident #4:Knock at the Door.
Incident #5:Virgin Territory.
Incident #6:On the Cutting Edge.