Soul Search part 4
By POC
CHAPTER TEN - Seduction
Elisabeth Campbell was both excited and nervous over having
been asked to help the Reverend. Excited because of all the people he
could have chosen he had asked her, and nervous because she wasn't
at all certain she was worthy of the honor.
At just before seven she parked her car in the large dirt lot in
front of the massive tent and walked toward the entrance. She was just
about to enter when one of the large flaps was drawn aside by Earnest
Bishop. He greeted her then pleasantly thanked her for being prompt
and ushered her inside. He lead the way through the congregation
area, then beyond the dark purple velvet drapes to the back rooms.
Elisabeth's nervousness was expressed by the wringing of her
hands as stood quietly waiting to be addressed by his holiness. She had
never been alone with him before and felt very self consciences but
still very honored.
"Elisabeth," He said calmly. "you have been favored as the
vessel for the resurrection of good that will stay an impending evil.
Satan's army is once again on the march and without intervention
eternal darkness shall blanket the heavens and earth."
She heard his words, and he looked to be serious, and of
course she would never have doubted his sincerity, and she absolutely
believed he spoke with God..... After all had she not seen him perform
miracle after miracle time and time again, surely only someone that
was divine could perform such wonders..... yet, what he had just told
her sounded more like something out of a nineteen fifties biblical
movie staring Charlton Heston, it seemed so bizarre that if anyone
other than he had spoken to her about Satan's army she would have
pushed it aside as a joke or insanity. But it hadn't been anyone else....
it was the Reverend Earnest Bishop himself, a man that was more than
just a man. He spoke with God! He performed miracle's. He was
angelic. She remained motionless unable to sort out her thoughts or
true feelings.
Bishop took her shoulders into his hands and looked deep
into her eyes. His eyes penetrated beyond a normal stare, they
immersed themselves into the deepest recess of her mind. She felt as if
he were capable of reading her every thought regardless of how deep
or personal. She seemed to lose some control over her mind and
thoughts, but the feeling was not alarming and was even somewhat
restful. She became relaxed and comfortable.
"Yes...." His soothing voice commanded her . "...just relax,
you feel wonderful. That's fine. Now how do you feel?"
"Wonderful. Yes. I feel wonderful." She answered him
honestly because she did feel wonderful.
"Good." He said, knowing all to well she would feel anyway
he wanted her to feel. That was but another of his unique abilities.
"That's good Elisabeth. I want you to feel wonderful. Now.... Do you
remember what I told you about your having been chosen and about
Satan?"
"Yes." She answered him.
"Good. Tell me what you think about that." He asked.
She wasn't in a trance and she could still think for herself, in
addition to the current state of relaxation, she felt completely
comfortable speaking her mind even in the presents of someone she
held in such high reverence. "I didn't really understand..... but what
little I did understand... it sounded.... you know... far fetched.
Honestly, if it had been anyone else I would have assumed they were a
little crazy."
"Yes. I can well understand that, but let me assure you this is
not a trivial matter. You are the blessed weapon that shall break the
impending darkness." He paused then asked. "Do you believe that
Elisabeth?"
"Yes. Yes I do." She answered and she knew everything he
had told her was true and therefore, having been chosen she must be
capable.
"And are you willing to challenge the inferno for the sake of
mankind?"
"Yes I am!" She answered confidently and thought she was.
"Good." He released his grip from her shoulders but
maintained eye contact. "You must first divest yourself of vainglorious
trappings."
"I'm... I'm sorry. I don't understand." She hadn't
comprehend the last request at all, but she felt compelled to do
whatever it was and felt a little nervous not being able to do it.
"Undress and stand un-imcombered by vain coverings." His
words entered her ears and the tone seemed to convey that removing
her clothing was the proper thing to do.
"Oh! Okay. Now I understand. Undress. I need to get
undressed." She answered, feeling better now that she understood and
she started unbuttoning her blouse.
She removed her blouse, then stepped out of her shoes and
slacks, but as she reached behind her back to unfasten her bra, the
realization struck her that she was undressing in front of Reverend
Bishop, a man other than her husband, and a momentary flash of self-
consciousness stopped her from proceeding as her sub-consciousness
mind tried to tell her a true man of God would not expect her to
undress.
"Its all right." His calm voice assured her. "Continue. Stand
before me naked and unashamed, also understand I wish you to do
this..... No, I demand you do this."
Just the fact that he demanded her to undressed was enough
to remove the momentary hesitation and she un-clasp the bra then
removed it. Reaching down she slip her panties along her thighs and
stepped out of them. Now completely nude another moment of
discomfort enveloped her. No man other than her husband had ever
seen her like this before and she felt pangs of guilt and shame. She
knew what she was doing was not proper conduct for a married
woman..... yet she had been chosen... therefore it must be acceptable
and appropriate. Was it not?
"Relax." He told her and she did seem to relax. In fact, She
became completely relaxed. It was even a little curious to her, that
whenever he spoke, his voice had such a tranquilizing effect on her
mind and body, but somehow it didn't seem reasonable questioning
why that was.
He walked around behind her softly speaking as he did.
"Your beautiful. There's nothing to fear. Your are completely
relaxed." She felt one of his hands slide along her rear end and she
involuntary flinched. "Just relax." His calming voice told her.
"Nothing to fear." Then he circled around to face her once again.
She noticed him focus his attention on her breasts for
several minutes then his eyes drifted downward to her pubic mound.
He reached out and she felt him cup her pussy in his hand, while with
the other hand he kneaded the soft flesh of her left breast between his
fingers. "Your doing just fine Elisabeth." He told her. "Your enjoying
this. You want me to excite you. It feels good to you. You don't ever
want me to stop." She felt one of his fingers slip between her legs and
expertly massage along her clit and another momentary flash of
abashment surged through her at such intimacy but was soon dispelled
by the feeling of arousal as his hands caressed her breast and between
her legs. She felt her nipples hardening with excitement and moistness
permeated between her legs from heated stimulation and she felt just
as he had told her she would feel. Without and conscience thought or
shame she spread her thigh's farther apart allowing him freer access to
her womanhood and erotic zone. He drew her left nipple into his
mouth running his tongue around its rough surface sending renewed
flashes of sexual pleasure through out her body, then she felt one of his
fingers slip between the folds of flesh surrounding her vaginal opening
and push inside her.
Her back arched, and her legs twitched then jerked on the
carpeted floor. She felt another of his fingers pushing deeper, sliding
upwards, digging into her labia, finding her clit. He probed at it,
holding her open as he worked his fingers expertly, driving her
shivering and shaking just at the verge of a tremendous, mind
shattering orgasm, then abruptly he slid his fingers out of her leaving
her unsatisfied.
"Ahaaa.... Noooo.." She moaned with displeasure and
discomfort. Her head twisted back and forth as her body craved for
sexual stimuli, setting her nerve endings tingling, demanding
fulfillment.
"You want to cum don't you Elisabeth? You have to cum
don't you? You'd do anything to have an orgasm won't you?
Anything. But you can't do it by yourself." His voice still held the
same soothing effect on her but was incapable of dispelling any of the
agony brought on by the heated sexually aroused state she was in.
"Tell me Elisabeth. Tell me what you want."
"I..... I want.... I must cum. Please!" She managed to say.
"Tell me Elisabeth. Tell me what you would have me to do."
He pinched both of her nipples between her fingers.
"Please... Make me.... Let me cum.... Please." She pleaded
with him.
"And how shall I do that Elisabeth? You can't do it by yourself.
If you want me to fuck you, you'll have to ask. Perhaps even beg."
Yes! Please. Fuck me! Please fuck me now!" She was almost
yelling.
"All right Elisabeth. Have patience I'll fuck you. But first you
must taste the sword of flesh." He opened his robe and Elisabeth saw
he was naked underneath it. She could see his stiff manhood standing
hard and erect out from his body. Her first impression of his members
was of how much larger it was than her husbands, at least one or two
inches longer and much thicker in diameter. Both its size and the mere
fact that she was staring at another man's sex organ paralyzed her
momentarily. "Down Elisabeth. Get down on your knees and worship
the flesh." His words snapped her out of the initial shock and
rekindled the desire in her loins. She knew he wanted her to do
something, but she wasn't clear on what it was.
"Huh? What.... I...?"
"Onto your knees and take the flesh into your mouth. You
will find it extremely pleasurable and sexually arousing." He answered
her unfinished question.
Now she understood. He wanted her to perform oral sex on
him. She had never taken a man into her mouth, not even her
husband... not that he hadn't wanted her too on several occasions, but
she had always considered the idea discussing and refused. Now
however, with the burning appeal of her body demanding sexual
satisfaction she dropped to her knees and without a moments
hesitation took his stiff tool in her hand and guided it into her open
mouth. She felt the swollen head slide past her lips and across her
tongue. She began bobbing her head forward and back jacking him off
with her mouth almost enjoying the vained texture of the shaft filling
her mouth. She felt pressure on the back of her head when he used his
hands to force her mouth toward his groin. She felt The head of his
cock push at the back of her throat and she began to gag but he pulled
his cock back dispelling the reflex. She knew what he wanted now and
thrust her mouth forward taking as much of him into her mouth as she
could, even allowing the head to slip down her throat and feeling utter
sexual excitement whenever it did, just as he had said.
"Oh yes!" He told her. "You are a little cock sucking whore
aren't you! Yes, go ahead and enjoy sucking the rod but don't cum...
Ohooo... Noo... Don't you cum!"
She sucked deeper and harder on the cock in her mouth
feeling it's texture and taking pleasure in it's taste. She shuddered as a
wave of sexual rapture blistered along her spine but was not satisfied
by an orgasm. His meat slipping back and forth in her mouth brought
on a pleasant tingling up from her crotch and then a sudden sharp
twinge from deep inside, and her body felt like an inferno, with a rush
of sizzling energy rippling up and down. Her body screamed but her
mind could not bring on the orgasm she so badly needed, then she felt
the cock in her mouth pulse and she knew he was going to climax. All
her previous beliefs about how disgusting the act of a man ejaculating
in a woman's mouth was, vanished and she wanted him to spew his
sperm. She wanted to taste it.... she wanted to eat it, and he did not
disappoint her. Glob after glob gushed out of his cock onto her tongue
and the back of her throat. Her feeling of arousal was even stronger
and more sensual while she hungrily sucked up his emission
swallowing as much of his discharged seed as she could. She took him
deep until his balls and pubic hairs were pressed tightly against her
lips not wanting any of the sex fluids to escape. She allowed his semen
to slide down her throat allured with its salty, forbidden taste. She
moaned in response to her body's overwhelming sexual plea as he
came in her mouth, but she was still denied any true sexual
gratification.
She reluctantly allowed him to pull his cock from her mouth
after he finished coming believing if only she could suck him a little
longer she might be able to have an orgasm.
"Aw... You enjoy the rod of flesh." He told her stroking his
softening cock with one hand and patting her on the head with his
other.
"Yes.... Yes... But, please... Please fuck me. You must .....
Please fuck me now!" She remained on her knees her lips glinting
with saliva and sperm.
"Show me. Show me where you would have me pleasure you
slut!" He taunted her.
She knew he was trying to make her feel cheap but that didn't
matter, the only thing that mattered was relieve for her thirsty body.
She laid down on the carpet and spread her legs wide apart completely
exposing her wet dripping vulva to his view. Shamelessly she used two
fingers to spread her vagina lips apart and opened her sex hole. "Here!
Fuck me here... please!"
He smiled down at her and it seemed his member was
beginning to stiffen again. Pulling his robe aside he lay down on top of
her and whispered into her ear. "Yes. I will satisfy your lust. But
first... ask me to penetrate your rear hole. Tell me you are my slut and
you want me to fuck you in the ass. Tell me!"
Never in her wildest dreams would she have imagined
allowing anyone to do that to her but, was it not her voice that
whispered back. "Yes.... anything.... anything.... I'm your slut. Fuck
me... Fuck my ass......"
She felt him rise up to his knees between her spread thighs.
"Draw your knees up to your chest and use your hands to spread your
cheeks so I can fuck you in the ass." His words cut deep into her mind
making her feel like the slut she was, but she couldn't fight the heat of
her body and did as he told her. Her fingers found the delicate skin
surrounding her anus opening and she parted its surface sending
renewed erotic pulses throughout her body in spite of her minds
revolution of knowing she was about to take a cock into her forbidden
hole.
Waves of pleasure filled her when he rubbed his hand over
her wet burning vagina covering it with her juices and used the wet
hand to lubricate her rear opening. She felt the head of his cock
pressing at the entrance of her ass, then the head of his cock was
forced into her tight hole. Sexual pleasure was replace by pain from
the invasion of his thick member into her virgin hole. Elisabeth could
not swallowed the cry that escaped her lips caused by both pain and
shameful regret for what she was allowing him to do to her. She felt
him push deeper and it felt like a red hot poker ripping her bottom
apart, then his shaft was buried to its hilt and his balls slapped against
her ass flesh. He took on a slow rhythm of sliding back and forth
several times then said. "Tight... Aaaa... So tight. Only whore's take
cock up the ass Elisabeth. Don't you know that?"
She was disgusted with herself. Her sore rear hole was a
constant reminder of what appalling things she had allowed to happen.
She had held herself open to be sodomized. Any and all sexual desire's
she had previously felt were completely gone. She didn't care what
happened to her now. She would let him do anything. She knew after
this, she couldn't live with herself, but most of her self pity was lost on
Richard, her dear husband Richard. How could she had done this to
him? A dark cloud covered her brain. She didn't know how long it had
been there, but she knew it was there. The cloud was like the cloak of
Satan. She knew it was evil and un-clean, but it didn't matter. Didn't
matter.
She felt him withdraw from her bottom and plunge into her
vagina in a single motion. "Your cunt is sloppy wet but its still tight.
You may cum now. Take pleasure in the flesh and in being fucked.
Enjoy the feeling of a cock buried in your slit." His soft voice told her,
and he took on the task of driving rhythmic fucking. Her body
shivered as she fought to stay completely detached from the powerful
fucking her body was undergoing. She could actually see where his
hard, veined cock shaft was sliding back and forth against her clit,
sending rippling bursts of pleasure surging through her cramped,
squashed body in spite of her feelings of shame, hate and loathing.
Without warning Elisabeth found herself exploding with lustful
pleasure, her entire lower body seemed to radiate heat and sexual
spark. God, could she use that name? She had never had an orgasm as
strong as this. Her thighs jerked against his ribcage, as her orgasm
coursed through her body. She screamed out hotly and hunched her
hips back up at the flesh sword stabbing her, and she was only vaguely
aware when he started spurting into her, his cock jerked as he released
his load of hot cum into her trembling pussy. She clenched her vaginal
lips, milking his withering cock until he finally emptied his balls, then
suddenly she felt his cock growing and stretching. It became no
thicker than her little finger and seemed to take on a life of it's own,
winding it's way up her vaginal canal up into her stomach.
Momentary nausea overtook her as her mind's eye recalled drawings
she had seen of fifteenth century women fornicating with the devil.
The drawings had depicted a cloven hoofed being with a long snake
like organ penetrating deep inside a woman's vaginal opening. She
almost panicked with the thought that such a vile thing was happening
to her. Then as suddenly as the nausea had overtaken her a new even
more intense orgasm blasted through her body, and she was only
vaguely aware as the thing lodged well up inside her stomach spewed
forth a dark brown liquid offering Bishop the only true sexual
satisfaction he could achieve. "Ahaaaaa......" He moaned in bliss and
total conquest. After the unholy orgasm his organ shrank back to its
normal size and he slowly slid it out of her. He wiped the head against
her thigh leaving a wet brown stain then he stood up. She lay back on
the carpet, panting and resting, unaware of any thoughts other than
complete and extraordinary sexual gratification.
"You are my whore now, to do with as I please. I own you
body and soul slut. You will give yourself to me or anyone else of my
choosing on demanded. Is that perfectly clear?"
All she had the strength to do was nod.
CHAPTER ELEVEN - Friends
Karen sat on one of several wooden benches next to a large
gazebo in McNeil town square. She was becoming a little concerned
because it was well after nine PM and there still was no sign of
Elisabeth. She thought about their new friendship. They had only just
meet but somehow Karen felt close to Elisabeth. There was no
explainable reason for the way she felt about someone she had only
spent a few hours with other than Elisabeth's open joy and passion for
life, something Karen had never felt, but wished she could. She
reflected fondly on the short period of time they had spent sharing
conversation and laughs in the parking lot before the sermon, and even
those moments seemed far away now. Karen knew that she would
always have a place in her heart for Elisabeth no matter what
happened to their relationship.
Earlier in the day Karen had questioned several of the local
boarding house's and motel's in McNeil about Art and Louie. She
found out that they had indeed attempted to find lodging but probably
ended up as Karen had in Fayetteville. After returning to Fayetteville
Karen located Art and Louie at a hotel not half a mile from where she
was staying. She had hung around their hotel lobby for a couple of
hours and was eventually rewarded by seeing Art and Louie enter the
hotel. She purposely walked passed them not more than a foot or so
away, and even though both men appraised her as men will do with
any good looking woman, not the slightest hint of recognition crossed
their faces. Karen enjoyed the masquerade, achieving a kind of rousing
and almost sexual pleasure in the shrouded encounter. She waited, and
again felt the thrill of adrenaline rush when they passed her for a
second time as the left the hotel for lunch but it wasn't nearly as
stimulating as it had been the first time. Now that she had
accomplished the thing she had set out to do it felt almost anti-climatic
and even perhaps a little childish, but she had seen it to closure,
something she rarely attained in the past.
Concern for Elisabeth over came her again and she found a
public phone and called for a cab to take her out to Magnesia Springs.
The taxi cab's headlights illuminated the empty parking lot in
front of reverend Bishop's tent and spilled over the metal surface of a
lone car that Karen recognized as Elisabeth's vehicle.
After discerning Elisabeth seated in the drivers seat Karen
paid the driver and dismissed him.
She approached the driver's door and lightly rapped her
knuckles on the rolled up window. "Elisabeth it's me Karen. Are you
all right?" Elisabeth sat motionless, both of her hands tightly gripping
the top of the steering wheel while stared blankly out the front
windshield.
Karen tried the car door but it was locked. She banged harder
on the window and called out. "Elisabeth! What's wrong! It's me
Karen! Are you all right? Come on, unlock the door!"
Karen continued pounding on the window and eventually
Elisabeth turned toward her. Karen saw Elisabeth's face was streaked
with tears and she looked to be in shock and didn't seem to recognize
Karen at all. "Elisabeth! It's me Karen. Open the door!" Karen
frantically yelled through the window.
A spark of recollection crossed Elisabeth's face and her lips
mouthed the word "Karen" and she mechanically pushed the switch
unlocking the car. Karen wrenched the car door open flooding the car
interior with light affording Karen an even clearer view of how
disheveled Elisabeth was. Gripping her friend by the shoulders she
turned her so she could look directly into her eyes, then calmly as
possible asked. "What is it Elisabeth? What's wrong?"
"I.... Oh God! I..... " A fresh supply of tears flowed down
Elisabeth's cheeks and body wrenching sobs made it impossible for
her to speak."
"Slide over honey. It'll be all right." Karen told her friend
gently pushing her toward the passenger seat.
With Karen's help Elisabeth slid across the bench seat the
side of her face coming to rest on the window. Karen got into the car
then closed and locked the doors behind her.
Reaching across the seat she gently patted Elisabeth on the
thigh. "It'll be okay. But you've got to tell me what's wrong. I can't
help if I don't know what it is."
"I.... He.... I'm filth....." A new round of crying silenced
Elisabeth,
"That's okay Honey. Just take your time. I'm here." Karen
soothed her.
After several minutes Elisabeth bit down on her lower lip
then turned toward Karen. "Oh... Karen it's you isn't it. Oh God!
Karen......" Elisabeth began nervously wringing her hands together.
Karen took both of Elisabeth's hand into hers and squeezed
them gently. "Yes. It's me. Take all the time you need. I'll be here."
Elisabeth clamped her eyes shut as if trying not to see the
pain she felt. "I..... He did... I did.... sinful, vulgar, detestable things.
I... I didn't want to... As God is my witness... I didn't want to... But...
But then ....." She broke down in tears and began quickly rocking her
body forward and back as a child might do. "Oh dear God. Then I.. I..
enjoyed it! How could I have.... How? How? How?"
"Take it easy Elisabeth. Try and relax." Karen slipped her
arm around Elisabeth's shoulder and drew her head into her breast
comforting her. "No matter how horrible it seems right now, we can
work it out. I promise."
"You don't know.... You just don't know....." Elisabeth
sobbed.
"Your right. I don't know. But I promise you... I'm no
stranger to hurt and pain. We will work this thing out." Karen
whispered.
"He sodomized me Karen! He sodomized me.......!" She was
close to screaming.
"It's all right. It's not the end of the world. I know you don't
believe that now, but it's not the end of the world, honest. I know....
I've been there." Karen was attempting to keep Elisabeth from getting
hysterical.
Karen couldn't be sure if Elisabeth had understood her or not
as Elisabeth continued. "....and other things. Cruel. Disgusting.
Degrading things." She buried her face in her hands crying
uncontrollably once again.
Karen now felt that she had a pretty fair idea of what had
happened to Elisabeth. She didn't feel qualified or even necessarily
comfortable taking on the roll of psychologist, but she remembered
how confused she had felt after her father had raped her the first time.
If someone, anyone had been there to help snap her out of self guilt it
could have been easier.
Karen pulled Elisabeth's hand's away from her face, then
turned her head so she could look straight into her eye's. "You listen
to me Elisabeth!" She said harshly. "I mean it! You listen to me. Your
not the first woman to be raped, and you won't be the last. And no
matter what you felt during the act, it was still rape. There are certain
uncontrollable physical things that can happen, but it doesn't change
the fact of rape." She paused momentarily letting her words soak in
before continuing. " Now you listen. This is the most important thing
for you to understand. I mean it! You listen to me! A man can only
rape your body... but only you can allow him to rape your mind. Do
you understand me? Don't let that bastard fuck your mind. Your a
wonderful person Elisabeth. I love you, but more importantly you must
love yourself. Do you hear me Elisabeth? Do you understand?"
Elisabeth took in several sharp breaths then nodded. "Yes. I
think so." She whispered uncertainly.
"Good." Karen answered. "Where are your keys Honey. Let's
get out of this depressing lot. We'll go get some coffee or something."
Elisabeth fumbled inside her handbag and handed Karen a
ring of keys. As Karen was pulling out of the dirt lot she looked over
at Elisabeth and said. "Now you use the vanity mirror and fix up your
face and hair. You'll feel better about yourself then." Karen needed to
keep Elisabeth busy and not dwelling on what had happened to her.
Elisabeth was looking in the mirror applying lipstick to her
lips when she suddenly stopped and looked over at Karen. "Oh God!
Richard. How can I tell Richard. Oh how can I Karen. How can I?"
Karen turned toward Elisabeth. "Don't you worry about him
right now. We'll take care of that in good time. Right now your what's
important. You just worry about getting your makeup on straight.
Richard is doing just fine. Okay?"
Elisabeth didn't answer, but she did return to the task of
applying her lipstick.
The two woman sat across form each other in an isolated
booth inside the Del Monaco restaurant in McNeil. Steam whiffed
upward from the coffee cup's placed in front of them.
"Elisabeth," Karen asserted softly, taking hold of Elisabeth's
hands. "Please know that you can tell me anything. I'm here for you."
Physically Elisabeth looked much better, but Karen could tell
mentally she was still in shock. Karen instinctively felt getting
Elisabeth to talk about what had happened would be the best therapy .
What she didn't know was how Elisabeth would react once some of
the initial shock wore off. She had assumed, which had later been
confirmed by Elisabeth that the rapist had indeed been the reverend
Bishop himself. Karen knew what he had done to her was only that
much more vial and devastating because it had been him. Elisabeth
had worshipped Bishop. She felt he talked with God. And Karen also
knew Elisabeth blamed herself somehow for what had taken place.
The one curious aspect that Karen couldn't put a finger on, was
throughout Elisabeth's sketchy and disjointed recounting of the rape,
the sense of something more than just physical assault was involved.
Something unnatural, something unholy, something almost
supernatural.
"He's not human Karen." Elisabeth asserted. "You believe me
don't you? He's not human. I know he isn't. He could be Satan
himself." Elisabeth wondered if she were loosing her mind after
hearing her own words.
"Sometimes going through what you did can make us see or
feel things that aren't really there. It's a normal reaction to highly
traumatic situations. Maybe that's what you felt honey." Karen offered
taking a sip of coffee.
"No!" Elisabeth insisted a little too loudly for the quite
atmosphere of the restaurant, causing a few patrons to glance in their
direction. "No. It's wasn't like that. I know what's real and what
isn't." she said more softly and self-consciously.
Karen looked into Elisabeth's large, kind brown eyes and
furrowed her brow. "I'm glad you're able to talk about it anyway. Just
seeing you open up a little makes me feel better. I was so worried for
you." Elisabeth's eyes watered and Karen leaned closer.
"What is it Elisabeth. Tell me what hurts." Karen said softly.
"I'm.... I'm not a whore. I'm not." Elisabeth cried.
"Of course your not. Why in God's name would you even
think such a thing. What you are is one thing I'm absolutely certain
about. Your a beautiful, loving, kind woman." Karen talked softly but
sternly.
"He... He told me I was a whore... and a slut.... and... and...."
Fresh tears formed at the corners of Elisabeth's eyes.
"Fuck him honey. He's filth and anything he say's is filth!"
Karen was all to familiar with the feelings of being degraded by a
man.
"Maybe I am." Elisabeth drove a clinched fist savagely into
her thigh. "Maybe I am.... a whore."
"Now stop that!" Karen said angrily reaching across the table
to stop Elisabeth from hitting herself again.
"Well, you don't know everything I did..... Oh God! I had
orgasm's Karen. I had orgasm's....." Elisabeth face turned pale and
tortured.
"Like hell I don't know! If there's anybody in this world that
knows it's me. Besides, we've already gone over all that. Stop blaming
yourself. It wasn't you. He's the guilty one. Not you. Remember telling
me about Bishop not being human. Maybe that's why your body
deceived you. Maybe.... " Karen suddenly lost her voice unexpectedly
evoking the dark sinister memory of the vial feeling's she herself had
experienced when Bishop first looked down on her in the tent. She
became chilled and frightened recounting the devastating fear he had
roused in her. At that moment if Karen had been any less of a realist
then she was she could have easily accepted Elisabeth's explanation of
Bishop being Satan.
"I'm sorry." Karen said shaking off her own fears knowing
she still needed to deal with Elisabeth's. "But damn it Elisabeth you've
got to stop feeling responsible for your body's natural reactions. That
doesn't mean you wanted it to happen. Can you understand that?"
Elisabeth's face relaxed a little taking special comfort in
Karen's words. "I hear you, and I tell myself everything your saying is
right..... it's just so difficult.... so painful." She took a sip of coffee
with a shaky hand.
Karen took Elisabeth's drinking coffee as a good sign. "I
know. It'll hurt for a long time. But right now you have some tough
decisions to make. If you decide to go to the police with this it'll have
to be tonight so they can collect semen samples before there all gone."
The mention of semen brought a buried memory to
Elisabeth's conscious mind rekindling the disgust and horror. She bit
down on her thumb and said to Karen through clinched teeth. "I'd
almost forgotten." She looked at Karen and shook her head. "How can
this be?" Her voice turned to a whisper. "Karen, after he entered me
something grew inside and entered my stomach. All the up into my
stomach."
"You mean like a mechanical device of some kind or
something." Karen asked.
"No. It was his thing..... his penis. It stretched while it was
inside me and worked it way up into my stomach. Oh...! Oh...!"
Elisabeth nervously yanked forward and back on the thumb in her
mouth. "I remember associating what was happening to me to those
mid-evil pictures of woman fornicating with the devil. How can that be
Karen? How can that be?"
"Stress. I'm sure it was only the stress. Have some more
coffee." Karen responded, holding out her slender hand.
Elisabeth lifted her hand to take Karen's. "Of course your
right.' She finally squeaked out. Not fully believing her words.
"Karen," She asked after taking another sip of coffee. "how do you
know so much? I'm older than you are, yet you seem so much more
mature. Don't get me wrong. I can't begin to tell you how much I
appreciate you being here. In spite of my strong religious convictions I
was trying to work up the nerve to kill myself before you found me...
and I think I would have gone through with it had it not been for your
friendship, it's just that you seem so insightful for someone so young."
"Some girls are forced to grow up long before their time I
guess. It's either grow up, or grow angry and insane. I was one of the
lucky one's, I didn't allow the hurt to destroy me..... Just like your
doing now." She squeezed Elisabeth's hand and smiled.
"I love you Karen. Thank you for being here." Elisabeth's
eyes filled with a different kind of tears.
"I love you too. And your welcome." Karen answered softly
feeling a tear of her own find its way down her cheek.
"So." Karen asked after both woman composed themselves.
"What about reporting this?"
"I can't." Elisabeth answered honestly. "I still don't even
understand all of what happened. I guess I don't even understand
myself."
"What are you going to do then?" Karen questioned.
"For now," Elisabeth still felt guilty, but listening to Karen at
least helped reinforce her sanity and with a new-found confidence she
answered. "I need to do some real soul searching. I'm completely
convinced now that I was under some sort of spell, but nothing like
being hypnotized or anything. I don't know..... but through out the....
the.... you know act, it was like some immoral cloud was covering my
mind, blanking out all goodness, and restraint, making me weak.
Thinking back on that cloud scares me a lot more now than it did at
the time, but it was very powerful and it was completely evil and I got
the perception that Bishop controlled it, and through it, he controlled
me. I need to do a lot of thinking. I just pray, after I get home Richard
doesn't want any... any sex. I'm not sure I could deal with that right
now."
CHAPTER TWELVE - Discovery
A light mist of rain enticed Karen to use the wiper blades as
she drove back to Elisabeth's house in one of the more expensive
neighborhood's of McNeil. Their mutual silence during the short trip
from the restaurant was occasionally interrupted by the shifting of
gears and revving of the engine as Karen stopped and started at traffic
lights. She pulled up to the house and quickly got out to open the car
door for Elisabeth.
The rain had stopped only minutes before and the first smell
of autumn was in the air. "Are you okay, Elisabeth? Karen asked as
she closed the door and walked with Elisabeth to the front steps of her
house.
"Better now, thanks to you. I just hope I have the courage to
face Richard." Elisabeth answered nervously.
Karen sensed Elisabeth's deep concern. As she studied her
face, the light from a nearby street lamp reflected in her black eyes
making them sparkle with an almost childlike delight that Karen
understood was an uncontrollable prevalent part of Elisabeth's charm
no matter how concerned or upset she became.
"You can handle it." Karen assured her.
Elisabeth's face tensed and her heartbeat began to race as she
turned the door knob and entered the house.
Karen stood at the open doorway as Elisabeth tentatively
called out. "Richard! I'm home!" There wasn't any response and
Elisabeth beckoned Karen to enter. "I wonder where he is?" She
rhetorically questioned.
Elisabeth quickly walked through the living room into the
spacious open kitchen area. She returned after a few seconds holding a
note in her hand. "Gee, that's strange." She commented to Karen re-
reading the note. "He left me a note saying he had an appointment. I
guess he thought I'd be home earlier and couldn't wait for me." She
shook her head questionably. "I can't even begin to imagine what kind
of appointment he'd have at this late hour."
Karen felt a strong premonition of something being terribly
wrong. She couldn't put a name to it but it was strong. She summarize
this alarming impression must have the reverend Bishop at it's root,
and although the factors of the vile feelings she'd had when he looked
at her, Elisabeth's rape, as well as Elisabeth's contention of him not
being human certainly added fuel to that fire, they were not the
predominate factors for feeling the way she did now. No, it was much
more than that. It was something much deeper inside her gut,
something much less tangible that told her Bishop was total and
ultimate corruption, and must be stopped.
Her interest with stopping Bishop was as foreign to her as
was her feeling's about him. Throughout her young life she had been
surrounded by selfish, self-serving, disgustingly evil men and had
either accepted them as fact or just run away. "Why then," She asked
herself. "did she this time feel absolutely compelled to do something
about it?" No answer came to her, only the reinforcement that she
somehow must do something. "God damn!" She thought. "One new
wardrobe of clothing and suddenly your the queen of sensitivity,
fighting for truth, justice and the American way? What the fuck!" But
it didn't change the errant conviction that now commanded her.
She tore her mind away from the unfamiliar thoughts and
looked at Elisabeth thinking the worst seemed to be over for her. She
looked and talked a lot better than even a half hour before. "Want me
to hang around until your husband gets home to keep you company?"
"Only if you want." Was Elisabeth's reply as she turned away
from Karen and sat down on the sofa so she could kick her shoes off.
"Right now I'm going to take a long hot bath. The water won't wash
the filth from my mind but it'll go a long way to get it off my body."
Karen hoped her earlier assessment of Elisabeth's mental
state were correct and she wasn't just pretending not to be as disturbed
as she had been. "You sure your okay?" Karen asked now re-
concerned for Elisabeth's well being.
"I'm okay." Elisabeth answered offering Karen a weak smile.
"Not as good as I use to be... but a lot better than if you hadn't been
there for me. I owe you a lot Karen, I'll never forget it. But for right
now, yes... I'm okay." Then in a slightly lighter tone she continued.
"And... after a hot bath I'll be even a little more okay." She pause
momentarily then said with conviction in her voice. "You know
what... I've even made up my mind about Richard.... for now I'm not
going to say anything about this. At best it would cause him a lot of
pain, and at worst, he just might want to do something about it, and
honestly Karen... I'm still convinced reverend Bishop is something
other than mortal, and Richard could get hurt. There's no way I could
have Richard's pain or even worse on my conscience compounded
with what's already there. Does that make any sense?"
"The best of sense." Karen replied returning the smile.
Elisabeth's rational thinking put her at ease again. "Okay. I'm outa
here. You go and jump into that hot tub and try to relax. Call me at the
hotel if you need anything. I mean it, no matter how small, call me.
Okay."
"You bet I will." Elisabeth joked. "The Chinese believe if you
save the life of another, you belong to that person for eternity. Guess I
own you Karen... like it or not."
"You could find it's like owning Pandora's box." Karen joked
back.
"With out a doubt, there's more to you than the eye can see,
but I know I'd like all of it." Elisabeth replied then changed the
subject. "Oh yeah. Yo can go ahead and take my car, I won't be
needing it tonight anyway."
"Okay, I'll bring it back sometime tomorrow if that's okay."
"When ever, don't worry about it." Elisabeth said casually.
Almost a little too casually for Karen.
"Hey." Karen wrinkled her nose and forehead. "This isn't one
of those movie things where the heroin talks and acts like everything
is cool then goes and does something really stupid as soon as she's
alone, is it?"
"No this isn't one of those move things." Elisabeth answered
somberly. "This is a reality thing. With your help I've found I'm a lot
mentally stronger than I thought I was. After you leave I'm not going
to do anything stupid. After you leave I'm going to rest my mind and
body until I have the strength to stop that bastard whether he's the
Devil incarnate or not. Revenge shall be mine saith the Lord. Well in
this case I'm going with an eye for an eye."
"I can't stop you.... Hell, I'm not even sure I'd want to. Just
promise me one thing, that you won't do anything before talking to
me. Okay." Karen could easily understand revenge and felt the feeling
was the best thing for Elisabeth. "Shit yes." she thought to herself.
"Dey was really gonna' foake up de mudder foarker."
"I promise." Elisabeth nodded. "Not one move without you."
It was close to eleven thirty when Karen backed the car out of
the driveway onto the street.
Karen drove slowly trying to sort things out inside her mind.
She was having a difficult time understanding they way she felt and at
having seemingly matured overnight. Her previous self centered child
self was gone, replaced by a sympathetic thoughtful adult person
concerned for other's even more than herself. "This is just way to
weird." She told herself and could only guess that something powerful
had changed her either during or after the reverend Bishop's sermon.
Karen felt a little dizzy as she turned left heading out of town
toward her hotel. She still could not believe all the strange and evil
feelings that haunted her mind. "It just doesn't seem like real life," she
thought to herself as she momentarily looked at her reflection in the
rear view mirror and sighed. Karen saw a very timid young woman
looking back at her. Her eyes lacked luster, and her face seemed gray
and overburdened by the very act of living. "What the hell is
happening to me?" She wondered with concern.
Almost without thinking, as if by behest she spun the car
around making a ill-legal U-turn in the middle of the street and
headed toward Magnesia Springs.
After parking the car by the side of the road where it couldn't
be easily seen by anyone from the tent, Karen wondered what she was
doing. "This is stupid. Bishop is a dangerous man. What the hell are
you doing here girl? Go home." She told herself as she made her way
through the parking lot toward the tent entrance. Her mouth was full
of saliva. and her heart was pounding with both terror and dread as the
same vial feeling's she had felt when Bishop had looked at her surged
through her body sending renewed cold fingers of ice along her spine.
She pushed her frightened limbs forward feeling the rough texture of
the canvas flap scrape along her skin as she entered the tent.
She stood momentarily giving her eyes time to adjust to the
darker interior, then she heard what sounded like muffled cry's or
voices coming from behind tall drawn purple velvet drapes at the back
of the tent, and she tentatively made her way toward the noise.
With extreme caution she parted the drapes just enough to
look through. What she saw filled her with shock and sudden rage, her
innards boiled with vehemence, and her eyes welled up with a mixture
of horror and pain, but she was unable to move or intervene any more
than a cinema spectator is able to change the outcome of a movie.
What see saw took her back to the disgusting times of her father
raping her night after night in a drunken stupor, and was a grim
reminder of her father forcing her to do things no child should ever be
coerced to experience, and after.... oh yes after the ordeal....of feeling
the guilt for having done something to bring it all on herself.
She strained to turn away and bound for the exit, but found
she was unable, paralyzed with memories, pain and fear, she stood
immobile and docile.
Bishop stood dressed in his robes with hands on hips staring
down at a young girl of thirteen or fourteen years old. Behind the girl,
forming a partial circle were three other men, one of which Karen
immediately recognized as Elisabeth's husband Richard.
The girl looked frightened almost to death and had obviously
done a lot of crying. She had been striped of all clothing other than
her brassiere and panties. The bra was thin and only partially covered
the girl's surprisingly large breasts to just above the nipple line
exposing round breast meat above the thin material. Her panties were
little more than a thong, cut extremely high at the hips leaving her
buttocks almost entirely exposed, with a little triangle of cloth over her
crotch that did just manage to cover her mound.
Bishop reached down and grabbed the girl by the hair and
yanked her back. The girl screamed, and Bishop lashed out with his
fist and caught her in the face which drove the girl backwards into one
of the three men. She slumped down to the floor dazed, while the men
laughed sickly at her pain. "This is yours," Bishop told the men
pointing toward the girl. "I give you this virgin offering. She is yours
to soil at your will."
One of the men, tall and thin, went over and grabbed the girl
by the hair, dragging her to her feet. She screamed in pain, but he only
laughed harder. The thin man pinned her arms behind her back and
pulled her head up as the others grinned and snickered. Richard
reached for the top of her bra and pulled the cups downward to bare
her firm round young breasts. She sobbed in terror, blood trickling
from her lip as the men fought each other to get a feel of the now
exposed orbs. Hands frantically pinched, groped, squeezed and slapped
at her rounded breasts and nipples. Then the bra was ripped entirely
away from her body by Richard while at the same time the thin man
was grabbing the crouch of her panties and tore them off leaving the
girl completely nude. The men fought like dogs over a bone, shoving
at each other as they flung the young teenager to the carpet.
The girl screamed and a fist caught her on the side of the
face, stunning her once again. The third man, heavier set that the
other two, forced her legs apart and groped at her soft pussy mound,
then he yanked his cock out and pressed it against her opening. The
girl whimpered fearfully, then cried out in pain as he tore her pussy
lips apart and thrust into her with crude lust. She cried out again, and
again as he slammed his hips downward and stabbed his cock into her
tight little slit. The other men only laughed and joked as the girl was
being raped. The girl couldn't comprehend what the men were
laughing or joking about, because her mind was only filled with pain,
terror, and humiliation as a fat, hairy man grunted above her and
forced his hard cock meat deep into her pussy tunnel taking her
virginity with it. Her insides burned with agony as his cock twisted
around in her soft belly, churning up her guts. He laughed down at
her, drooling on her face as he thrust into her again and again. Pain
flared inside the young woman as his cock drove back and forth in her
tender flesh. The man lunged against her time and time again, his
thick prong ripping through the tight meat of her insides and
punching against her cervix. Then he lifted his head and mooned,
"Aaaaa... Yeah.... ohoooo..." and he pumped his seed inside the young
girl. The others knelt around her, giggling, watching, and groping at
her flesh as they waited their turn to spew their fluids into her.
Hearing the cries of the pain and torment was more than
Karen could bare, and even knowing full well there was little she
could do to stop what was happening, raw blinding rage compelled her
to do something, to do anything, even if it meant being raped or killed
herself. She made a move to enter the room, when suddenly she was
yanked backwards and fell tumbling onto the floor.
"No!" A voice whispered to her as hands pressed down on her
shoulders holding her down. "They'll only kill us. There's nothing we
can do to help."
Karen's eyes re-focused and she recognized Elisabeth leaning
over her. "Elisabeth?" She whispered back.
"Yes it's me."
"How...? Why are you here?" Karen asked quietly.
"That's not important now. Come on let's get out of here
before we're discovered." Elisabeth whispered taking Karen's hand
and helping to pull her up onto her feet.
"We've got to do something! I can't just walk away. That
poor girl. I can't stand it." Karen yanked attempting to free her hand
from Elisabeth's grip.
"And just what are you going to do?" Elisabeth whispered
back angrily. "You can't help her. You'll only get us both killed and
then we'll never be able to stop him. Is that what you want? If we go in
there now he'll just keep on doing the same things to girl after girl.
We can't help this one but by God we can come up with a plan to
insure he doesn't get his hands on another one."
"But...." Karen began to argue then stopped when she heard
renewed yelling from behind the curtain.
"Fucking little whore! You like this don't you?"
"Filthy slut!" She heard another one yell.
"Now you see what you're worth, bitch!"
"You like a man's cock inside you, don't you bitch?"
"Stinking young whores!"
Karen didn't understand what or why, but something
compelled her to look through the curtain once again. It was as if she
had lost all self control and some powerful command willed her to do
its bidding.
The girl was laying spread-eagled on the carpet, the heavy set
man was pulling her hair as he crushed his lips against hers and thrust
his tongue into her mouth. She was whimpering and moaning, but she
no longer resisted. The heavy set man got off and Richard gripped her
legs and shoved them back against her slender young chest. Karen
could see the girl's exposed crotch, with traces of blood around it.
Karen knew the girl had been a virgin before this violation. Richard
leaned over the girl plunging his cock deep into her and began
pounded his hips down against her upturned buttocks. The girl's knees
were grinding down onto her chest as Richard let all his weight press
downward behind his thrusting cock. He fucked for long minutes
skewering the gasping, moaning girl as his hips crushed her buttocks,
then he moved aside allowing the thin man to move into position over
the girl. The thin man rolled the girl onto her belly, then gripping her
hair he put one arm under her waist while jerking her up onto her
hands and knees. The girl sobbed in pain as her head was yanked
back, but she only received several hard slaps on the head as
compensation. The thin man thrust into her womanhood cruelly, and
soon she was shaking and jerking violently under the hard impact of
his pounding hips driving into her.
Her breasts were wobbling back and forth below her, when
Richard or the heavy set man weren't groping or slapping or pinching
them as the thin man fucked her from behind. Richard pulled up a
chair and sat down then leaned far forward, and took a hold of the
girl's hair. He pulled her towards him forcing the thin man to follow if
he expected to continue his hard fucking. Once Richard had the girl's
head in his lap he pulled the teenager's lips down against his hard
erection. She moaned and tried to turn her head away but he reached
under chest and crushed one of her soft breasts in his hand until she
screamed.
"You suck some cock, whore! Suck my cock you little slut or
I'll rip off this tit!"
He yanked her hair hard and shoved his cock into her open
screaming mouth, then fucked hard and fast as the other man
continued pounding his meat into her crack. Richard pulled her head
back hard by the hair until her chin was almost pointing up, then he
leaned forward and thrust his cock down into the girl's throat. Karen
could actually see the girl's slim throat bulge outward as Richard's
cock entered it and slid down. It silenced the girl's whining and
moaning, for which Karen was momentarily thankful. Richard pushed
his cock deep down her throat until her face was crushed up against
his groin. The girl was writhing and thrashing about, but Richard only
laughed and held her easily, the thin man behind her was still rutting
like a maddened dog, pounding his thick prick inside her fuck hole
like he hadn't had a woman in years.
Richard continued fucking his cock in and out of the girl's
small mouth. Her eyes were bulging and she was still straining to
escape, but as Karen watched, the girl's face became flushed and
turned white and her eyes started to glaze over. Richard must have
noticed the girl was about to expire and quickly pulled his cock out of
her mouth. It emerged, glistening wet, and the girl coughed and
gulped in air, gasping and moaning as the man behind her never lost a
beat rutting into her pussy hole. The heavy set man laughed as Richard
held the girl tightly by the hair and rubbed his spit-wet cock all over
her face and lips. Then Richard made her scream by pulling hard on
her hair, and forcing his cock into her open mouth once again. His
cock plunged down her throat and he began to fuck in and out cutting
of the girl's air supply as before.
What was being done to the girl was far beyond abhorrent, or
even detestable, and much more than Karen could with stand yet she
was still unable tear her eyes away like when passing a gory wreck on
the highway, the powerfully purposeful force that demanded she
remain watching was relentless.
The man rutting into the girl from behind halted, his cock
buried deep in her young belly. He groaned and his eyes fluttered as he
hugged her close to him. He ground his pelvis against her buttocks
slowly, then halted again, before gradually easing back, and Karen
knew he had just experienced an orgasm. Richard was still fucking her
face but pulled out too, just before she would have passed out for the
second time, and got up. He dragged the girl over the side of the chair
then moved up behind her. He spread her legs as she trembled and
coughed and moaned, then he positioned his spit coated cock against
the entrance to the girl's rectum and press forward slowly forcing her
rear hole to open wider and wider as it accepted this harsh invader into
her anus.
. Karen caught her breath in horror and a kind of sick nausea
filled her, making her head spin, and she knew she was about to pass
out, when without warning the force that had demanded she remain
witness to the vial, corrupt, disgusting crime before her, vanished, and
she fell limply to the ground with a complete understanding of why
she had been forced to be a spectator.
END CHAPTER TWELVE
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