My So-Called Sex Life
               By David Kelly 



              Author's Foreword:


Ok, first and foremost I am a big fan of the show and am
sorry to see it on hiatus. Since no one else has done this yet I
figured I may as well. 

I tried very hard to remain true to the show when writing this,
including a similar narrative. 

This story will chronicle Angela and her friends sexual
awakening. The story as it goes on will include all of the main
characters from the television show- except Danielle (sorry,
just can't write that in, it would go from "nice/kinky" to
"sick") Feel free to distribute this, giving proper credit and
what not. If you have any comments or suggestions for future
stories feel free to reply via e-mail. 


               Part One: Friends


(Fade In: Angela awakening) 

Angela Narrative: 

"Ever notice how life is filled with all these choices? One day
you're making decisions and the next day you are living with
the consequences.. and the next day, the cycle repeats." 

Today was Saturday, a normal enough day for Angela Chase.
Upon awakening she darted to the bathroom for the normal
morning rituals, then downstairs for a light breakfast, things
seemed relatively normal for the 15 year old girl. 

Last night had been amazing, a date with Jordan Catalano. A
perfect time of sitting, talking, and the pattern as of late - the
make-out session. Something was different this time
however, Angela had found herself wanting to go farther. 

Sex had been on Angela's mind a lot lately. For starters her
hormones had been kicking in, she had been masturbating
almost every night. Plus everyone thought of her as a "good
girl" and the idea of rebelling seemed very attractive. Not that
she hadn't. Just hanging out with the likes of Rayanne Graff
contrasted Angela's style and made her seem more
"innocent." Black against white stands out more. 

Aside from all that Jordan was working strange magic over
Angela, she was utterly devoted. When it came to sex
however she was unsure, well, not anymore. 

"I am going to do it." She thought, "probably." 

It was now twelve noon. All the obligatory Saturday rituals
had been completed, straightening the house, feeding the cat,
taking out the garbage, etc. Time for something to do.
Angela's 10 year old sister, Danielle was pestering her play
"dress up" and try on make-up and the what-not, and Angela
had an urgent impulse to escape. 

After grabbing her coat and deciding to head over to Sharon
Cherski's house, all she had left to do was inform her parents
- Graham and Patti. 

They were both in their bedroom. Angela thought it was nice
for both of them to be spending some quality time alone.
Seeing as her father had been so busy lately with his new
restaurant venture, he had being spending more time with his
partner Hallie Lowenthal than with Patti. 

"That's strange," Angela thought after knocking on the door,
no answer. "Oh well, the tv is on." she thought. 

Upon walking in Angela was shocked, there was her mom,
on her knees sucking her dad's cock, apparently he had just
climaxed - Patti had cum all over her face. On the television
was an adult video. "Oh God!" Angela said, and ran out. 

Patti was startled, she jumped up, looked at Graham who had
that concerned look on his face, and then rushed to the
bedroom door. "Angela!" she screamed, all she heard back
was the downstairs down slamming. 

"You have got to talk to her Patti," Graham said. As he buttoned his pants. 

"What's on your face mom?" Danielle asked, walking to the
door. 


"Holy shit!" Angela thought, she had just seen her mom
giving her dad head. Part of her laughed, part of her was in a
state of shock. "That was, like, um, weird."  She thought as
she walked to Sharon's house, "At least they weren't using
handcuffs." She smiled.  

Not that Angela was unfamiliar with the act of oral sex. Well,
ok, she was. She had given Jordan a hand job before, and
she liked it. It didn't do much for her sexually, but it gave her
a weird turn-on, to be in that position of power. Jordan had
wanted her to go down on him but something stopped her.
"Hmm, I wonder though.." This event had opened Angela's
mind a tad, "something to think about." 

She knocked on the door to Sharon's house, a door she had
knocked on many times before. Angela had known Sharon
most of her life and showing up unexpected was nothing
new. 

Sharon's mom answered the door, Sharon was over at
Rayanne's. "What?" Angela thought, "Those two are so
weird, they will hardly admit they like each other, but they
spend so much time together." 


Angela began the journey to Rayanne's house. This could be
good actually, both Rayanne and Sharon were sexually
experienced, this would be a good forum for Angela to
discuss these new thoughts. 

The music could be heard from Rayanne's driveway.  Just like
her to be blasting blaring guitar driven rock this loud. (REM's
"Star Me Kitten" for all the MSCL music list keepers)

"Fuck knocking," Angela thought and just walked in, "Her
mom must not be home for this to be going on." 

Nothing could have prepared Angela for what she saw next.
Upon entering Rayanne's bedroom Angela was startled by the
sight of Rayanne and Sharon's heads buried in each other's
crotches. 

There was Rayanne, her slender naked body on top of
Sharon. Her face was obscured by her braided hair while she
feasted on Sharon's womanly orifice. Angela couldn't quite
see clearly, but Sharon was doing the same to Rayanne. And
from the noises they were both making, they seemed to be
enjoying themselves. 

Neither noticed Angela, and she was too enthralled in the
show before her to say anything. She stood there and
watched. 

Rayanne was spreading Sharon's pink vaginal lips and
licking away at Sharon's clit while gently patting down on
Sharon's shaved pubic hair. Rayanne was doing this with an
expert's touch, sliding her tongue up and down, and gently
inserting it into her hole. 

Angela was getting turned on, she slid her hand down the
front of her pants to find her own arousal getting the to the
point of being unbearable. She started to finger herself,
overcome by the intensity that she saw before her.
Masturbation was nothing new to Angela, she had been doing
it since she was eleven. She was just amazed at how turned
on she was by the sight of her two best friends going at it
with wanton lesbian lust. She angled her head to get a better
view. 

She then saw Sharon going at Rayanne's hot box with a
passion, inserting her tongue in and out of her dripping
womanhood. Sharon's face was covered with Rayanne's
womanly juices as she frantically buried her face in
Rayanne's crotch. 

What she did next surprised Angela, Sharon took two
fingers, got them wet with Rayanne's fluid, then plunged
them into Rayanne's asshole. Rayanne moaned deep and said
"naughty girl" with a wicked smile on her face. Rayanne
plunged three fingers into Sharon's cunt and started to spread
her lips while spanking Sharon's clit. Rayanne was cumming
hard and she started to go crazy moaning. 

"Ooh, fuck my butthole while you eat my pussy, I'm
cummming, ahhh, ahhh, ahhh." Rayanne cooed as she came.
Then Sharon's orgasm took over while Rayanne kept
working away. 

"Yes, eat my cunt! Eat my cunt! Do it, do it! I'm cumming,
yes, suck my cunt! Oh, oh!" Sharon screamed as she came.
Angela was shocked to hear these words coming out of the
mouth of a girl she was in Girl Scouts with. 

"How funny." Angela thought. 

At the same time, Angela's orgasm set in. It hit her hard. She
was leaning up against the wall. She grunted and moaned,
she climaxed harder than she ever had before, excited by what
she had just witnessed. 

Almost immediately, Rayanne and Sharon noticed Angela's
presence. Rayanne laughed and said "Um, oh God!" Sharon
giggled, then freaked out, and ran into the bathroom.

"Um, hi." Angela said. Rayanne got up and turned down the
stereo. 

"Knock much?" Rayanne said. 

"The music was on," Angela said. "Um, so, what's up?" 

"Come on Cherski! Get your ass out here, what are ya
embarassed?" Rayanne barked. Sharon came out. 

"Um, like, hi." Sharon said, her hair straightened up from the
mess it was five minutes ago. 

There was silence for three minutes or so, no one could think
of what to say. 

"That was weird," Angela thought. "I never would have
guessed. Why didn't they ask me to join in before?" 

"So, you two been doing this long?" Angela asked. 

"Eh, about a month or so now, Sharon was complaining
about being so horny but no wanting to do it with Kyle, I
finally got the girl naked and it went downhill from there."
Rayanne said in her 'matter of fact' tone. 

"But I'm not like, a lesbian or anything." Sharon was quick
to point out, "It's just, like, different." 

"Oh you want" Rayanne said jokingly. "Sit down Chase.
What's up?" 

"Well, oddly enough I was coming over here to talk to you
two about sex." Angela said as the three girls sat there,
Rayanne in a robe, Sharon with a blanket on her, and Angela
clothed. 

"What? Did Jordan slip you the baloney pony" Rayanne said
laughing. 

"Shut up." Angela said. 

"Sorry," Rayanne said. 

"No, we were out last night.. and we were making out,"
Angela explained, "and when I came home, I was
masturbating like crazy, I think I want to do it." 

"You sure?" Said Sharon. 

"Well, pretty sure, but after what I just saw here I know that
if I saw him now, I would be all over him. Hell, if Brian
Krakow was here now I would jump him, that turned me on a
lot." Angela said. 

"Thanks," Rayanne said, "what are friends for?" 

"Thanks," Sharon said, "I think." 

"So, did it like hurt your first times?" Angela asked
"Not really," Rayanne said,
"then again I was pretty fucked
up at the time." 

"It did at first," Sharon said, "but I was so turned on the pain
only lasted a second." 

"Well, let me ask you this," Angela said, "What's it like
giving a guy head?" 

"Oh gross!" Sharon said. 

"Shut up!" Rayanne said, "you can eat a a twat but you can't go
down on a guy? Grow up!"  

"It's just, different." Sharon said. 

"It's no big deal, you just open up and say ahh!" Rayanne
explained, "you don't really taste anything, I mean, not
anything bad, just go up and down, you'll get the hang of it."

"What about when he cums?" Angela asked. 

"Ewww." Sharon chirped. 

"Fuck you Cherski, I'll make you my bitch and have you
sucking guys to put me through college!" Rayanne snapped
playfully. "It's kinda salty, but not that gross, think of it like
swallowing a lot of saliva or something. You won't know
unless you try it." 

"Wait, I gotta ask this. What was that thing you did Sharon,
putting your fingers in, Rayanne's, um, ass?" Angela
queried. 

Sharon blushed. 

"That's on the intermediate to advanced level Chase. Rayanne
said, "But I gotta tell you, it feels great. Just be kinda sloshed
the first time you do it, your ass is nowhere near as flexible as
your pussy." 

"Tell me about it. Kyle and I did it one night when we were
out of condoms, it took about two minutes for my ass to relax
enough, but after that, it felt fine." Sharon said, "It really
enhances my orgasms." 

"So how far have you gone good girl?" Rayanne asked
Angela. 

"I gave Jordan a hand job. It was... nice." Angela said. 

"Nice?" Rayanne said, "you make it sound like a Hallmark
card or something!" 

"Shut up!" Angela said, "What's the craziest stuff you two
have done?" 

"This girl here, 'nuff said" Sharon said, blushing, but
smiling. 

"I was out with Tino and some of his friends one night, it
was crazy. We were all pretty fucked up, I ended up doing
Tino and three other guys all at the same time. It was such a
turn-on, I'd be sucking one while fucking the other. Tino and
his friend Jeff even double fucked me - one in my ass and one
in my cunt. It felt amazing." Rayanne said. 

"Wow," Angela was amazed. "Didn't it hurt?" 

"No, not really, felt really good, they all ended up cumming
on me at the end, I was soaked. Luckily Tino told the guys if
they ever told anyone about it he'd kill them all. No one ever
talked, I really kinda liked it though." Rayanne said. 

Angela was really turned by this point. "Why not?" she
thought. She leaned over and kissed Rayanne, full on the
lips, opened her mouth, and slid her tongue in, tasting the
taste of Sharon's lingering juice that remained in her mouth.
Sharon, being turned on still slid her hand over Angela's ass. 

Rayanne started to unbutton Angela's top while Sharon took
of her pants. Rayanne moved down and started sucking on
Angela's nipples, stroking her hair while Angela moaned in
anticipation. 

"This is amazing," Angela thought, "It's like, so passionate.
She is making me feel so at ease, so good." Sharon started
rubbing Angela's crotch which was dripping wet. "How
should I do this," she asked, staring at Rayanne's crotch. 

"Dive in girl!" Rayanne said. 

Angela hesitated and tasted the outer lips of Rayanne's pussy.
It was mildly salty, somewhat sweet, not much unlike
herself. Angela had been afraid to admit that when she was
thirteen she had tasted her own juices while masturbating. 

Angela kept licking, licking around, sucking her clit,
plunging her tongue into the opening. "I can do this." Angela
thought starting to get into it. 

"Way to go Angela!" Rayanne said, "this feels good!" Angela
giggled in response as she kept sliding her tongue in and out
of Rayanne's cunt. "Don't stop!" 

Then Sharon took her tongue and traced along Angela's labia.
Angela moaned, she loved how this felt. 

Rayanne came quickly and scooted over behind Angela's ass.
Angela dove into Sharon's crotch and began licking away.
Rayanne spread Angela wide open, sticking her tongue into
Angela's pussy. Angela cooed as she continued licking
Sharon's cunt. "Do me baby," Sharon said. 

Angela's thoughts ceased, all she could do was keep licking
and experiencing the sensations she was. She felt so
comfortable, so free, just being with her two best friends in
this way. When Rayanne began pushing on her asshole,
Angela came hard. It was a mindblowing orgasm, unlike any
she had experienced before, Sharon came too. 

Afterwards, the three of them lay there together, covered in
sweat, giggling, talking, and hugging. Together, three
friends, spending a leisurely Saturday afternoon in each
other's company. 

Angela knew, tonight, she would give herself to Jordan
Catalano. 



         Part 2: A Night With Jordan


Angela in mid-thought narrative: 

"People are really, strange. It's like you know them, but there
is always something you don't know. You spend all your
time either getting closer to them, or pushing away. It's like
this weird strategic game that occupies all your relationships."

Angela pondered life, friendship, and sexuality as she walked
home on this winter afternoon from Rayanne's house.
Although Sharon Cherski walked along side her, Angela
remained fairly quiet, pondering the lesbian activities which
had happened less than an hour ago at Rayanne's house. 

"What does this mean?" Angela wondered. "It's not like I am
attracted to women, but it was, um, good. What if I do it too
much and become no longer attracted to guys? Time to
re-think this." 

Strangely enough, Sharon was thinking the same thing. With
Rayanne it had been one thing, but now that she had
expanded her sexual scope to include best friend number two-
she saw a pattern developing. Oh well, it beat the confusion
she had when she was sleeping with Kyle, and she could still
talk to Rayanne and Angela afterwards, which was a big plus.

"So give me a call tomorrow, and we'll, like, hang out or
something." Angela said to Sharon as they approached
Angela's house. 

"Yeah, and you have to tell me EVERYTHING that happens
tonight." Sharon said with a smile, "have fun." 

"Oh, I will!" Angela said, for the first time sure of her
sexuality and the path it was taking. "Later." 

"Later Chaseface!" Sharon said as she continued her walk
home. "Another Saturday night with Rayanne." she thought
and smiled to herself. Perhaps they would catch a movie first.
At the rate they had been spending free time in Rayanne's
bedroom people would start to question what they were
doing. 


"Angela!" Patti called after her 15 year old daughter as she ran
up the stairs. 

"What mom?" Angela replied, in a hurry to get upstairs to
start planning this evening. It was now 5 PM and she would
need to get ahold of Jordan to ensure they would be doing
something this evening. 

Patti lead Angela into the Chase master bedroom and sat her
down for what appeared to be another in an ongoing series of
"mother-daughter" talks. 

"Look," said Patti, "I wanted to talk to you about this
afternoon." 

"Oh.. that" Angela said with a strange giggle and blush. 

"I know you know all about sex and whatnot, but people do
things sometimes that may not seem that pure and simple in
the realm of love and compassion." Patti explained. 

"Like giving a guy head?" Angela asked. 

"Well, yes." Patti replied with her concerned demeanor. 

"Geez mom, don't worry. I understand." Angela pleaded. 

"I just want to make sure you are comfortable. At your age you are
being bombarded with sexual oppurtunities of all forms, and I
just want you to know that because something doesn't seem
traditional, it's not wrong." Patti explained. 

"I know mom." Angela said, she just wanted to get out of the
bedroom as quickly as possible. Once was humurous, but
talking to her mom about head, lesbianism, and bondage
didn't seem like a great idea at the moment the
conversation with her usual "you can talk to me about
anything" and Angela got the hell out of the room as quickly
as possible. 



"Hello?" Jordan said in his normal dazed and quizzical tone. 

"Hi." Angela said, "We still on for tonight?" 

After pondering about with useless chitchat and the whatnot,
they finally determined that Jordan would pick her up at 9 o'
clock and they would go out. It was very clear to both parties
what would happen that night, though neither made specific
mention of it. Needless to say, Angela was stoked in
anticipation. 

First things first, she took a shower, paying extra special
attention to the washing of those special parts - her small,
pink nipples, her moist crotch with the light brown pubic
hair, and even spent a little bit extra time washing her asshole,
which she was beginning to find was quite sensitive. 

Upon getting out of the shower she locked her bedroom door,
put on a song in the relevant context - Closer by Nine Inch
Nails (again for you MSCL list keepers), and began
masturbating furiously to images in her head of Jordan
"fucking her like an animal." She was beginning to notice the
submissive creature inside her that was dying to be attained
to, and realizing through that the power she could yield. 

"Sex is, um, interesting." Angela thought in the simplest
terms as she brought herself to two climaxes in a row with
her fingers, which afterwards she licked clean with a wicked
smile. "Better to still be turned on," she thought, "and keep
the mood on the right course." 

She then got dressed. She put on her "least innocent panties"
- a black lacy pair Rayanne had gotten her as a gag birthday
gift. She further complimented the outfit with her tightest
jeans and a pullover sweater- no bra. "Easy access." she
thought. 

At 8:55 the horn honked outside the Chase home. Without so
much as a formal goodbye Angela was out the door. 

"So, um, what do you want to do?" Jordan said. 

"This boy doesn't have a clue" Angela thought. She leaned
over, kissed Jordan Catalano- object of her desires and thirty
four seperate masturbation fantasies, and slid her hand over
his crotch. 

Jordan immediately drove the car to the most abandoned spot
he knew of, parked, and looked over at Angela, with that
glazed look on his face that Angela had fallen in teenage
puppy lust with. 

She leaned over to kiss him, deciding this was her game, her
event. He kissed back, but not like he had ever before. His
lips were more tense, tender in a sense, he had fear and
anticipation. The kiss alone drove Angela into a power
hungry lust, she loved that she could make him feel this way.
Jordan Catalano, the experienced boy who had had the upper
hand in their limited sexual goings-on in the past, was being
manipulated by Angela, the inexperienced one who up until
today had been sexually naive and untainted. 

She continued to manipulate his kisses as his shaking hands
reached up under her sweater and began to fondle her small
yet firm breasts. Her nipples hardened at the touch of Jordan's probing
hands.
Angela let out a soft moan while
working her tongue in and out Jordan's mouth. 

She began to kiss his neck and he in turn began to kiss hers.
Ears became a relevant playfield and after that it was only a
matter of time before both were topless and Angela was biting
at Jordan's smooth muscular chest with a feverent passion
that she had never been possessed by before. 

Signalling she wanted this to go further, Angela grabbed
Jordan's hand and moved it between her legs. From the
outside of her jeans Jordan could feel the heat emitting from
her nether womanhood. He also could sense a tinge of the
excessive amount of moisture that was emitting. Knowing the
extent of Angela's wishes, he began to unbutton her jeans and
remove them. 

Angela moved away his hand momentarily, teasing him. She
then proceeded to remove her jeans, but not her panties.
Jordan began to speak but Angela reached her hand down into
her wetness then put her womanly scented finger up to his
lips. Jordan inhaled deep and was intoxicated not only by the
entrancing smell, but also by the power of this crimson-haired
vixen before him. 

Angela began to grind her panty-covered crotch against
Jordan's leg while working kisses on his chest. Jordan could
feel how turned on she was and Angela began getting off on
the intense pressures his knee was providing. She then began to un button
his pants and remove his underwear. She
gently
slid her hand over his hard tool as Jordan got a clue and took
off his pants. 

"Why not?" Angela thought as she began to encase Jordan's
manhood with her hot mouth and pouty lips. "Tastes kinda
salty." She thought. "Not too bad." She couldn't conjure up a
comparable taste but she knew it had a sexual liking about it
that made it all fit in the context of the situation. 

She began to slide her lips up and down Jordan's shaft while
using one hand to stroke his balls. After a moment's
hesitation she took her under hand and placed it in between
the back side of his legs, right underneath his ass. Angela
then literally felt Jordan's cock grow bigger. Obviously she
had done a positive thing. 

Jordan moaned, he was in utter disbelief of the feelings
Angela was causing him. He had been with many girls before
but none with such ferocity and passion. He was enjoying
this very much and decided it was well worth the wait. 

Angela was loving every moment of this, the new feelings,
the new sensations, the reaction she was getting. Then Jordan
surprised her. He turned her around on the seat of his car and
stuck his head into her crotch. He pulled her panties down
and began to bury his nose in her fragrant moist vagina.
Angela went off like a rocket immediately launching into a
multiple orgasm that lasted longer than any she had ever
experienced before. 

"Oh.... yes," she groaned as the waves of pleasure began
overtaking her body. "Ahh.. eh.. uh.. I'm cumm..
cumming.." she said as her orgasm hit it's peak than faded
off pleasantly. 

Angela turned around and began kissing Jordan, tasting her
juices which were all over his face. She decided it was time to
give herself to him fully. 

Taking out a condom (this is remaining true to the characters
remember) she gave Jordan a wicked grin. She then
proceeded to slide the condom down over his long slender
cock. Jordan moaned in anticipation. 

Angela kneeled over him, holding his cock in the air as she
guided her virgin womanhood down onto his rock hard shaft.
She felt it enter, she felt her virgin lips spread open to new
extremes. She felt his pulsing crown part the folds of her
tender flower as she bucked down slowly onto him. 
 
Then she felt it hit her maidenhead. "Now or never." She
thought and dropped down completely. It hurt for a split
second but Angela was so blinded by the passion of the
moment that within seconds she was bucking up and down
on his cock. Kissing him, running her hands over his chest,
and fucking him with all her might. 

Jordan began to suck her nipples, Angela moaned in
excitement. That combined with the new sensation of having
a cock in her drove her to a new frenzy. She had loved what
her and Rayanne and Sharon had done but this was an
amazing new feeling. Being penetrated to such depths, having
parts of her insides touched that had never been touched
before. Feeling so full in an area that had up until today never
been touched by another person. 

She started to buck down against his rod harder, feeling his
cock hit the nether regions of her vagina. It felt so good she
never wanted it to end. They went on like this for minutes,
what seemed like a blissful eternity toh any end would
be too soon. 

Finally Angela's inner muscles started to contract spuradically
and she began the most intense climax of her life. Inside of
her she could feel Jordan's cock began to tighten and pulse,
she knew he was climaxing too. They looked into each
other's eyes. She saw Jordan's fear and trepidation, his
uneasiness - his humanity that she had never seen so exposed
before. She moaned low and kissed him with the most
passionate kiss she had ever layed on a man. He was in a
daze, and just knowing that she put him there put an ear to ear
grin on Angela's face. 

She pushed back her hair and held Jordan close, they turned
over and spent the rest of the night's journey into morning
talking about life's little whatnots. And later in the morning,
Angela was  dropped off, with a huge smile on her face. Not
only had she experienced the greatest sexual thrills of her life,
she had also experienced the closest human contact she had
ever know. 

First the experience with Rayanne and Sharon, now the loss
of her virginity to Jordan Catalano. 

"It's amazing the new ways you can get closer to someone."
Angela thought, "Sex can complicate things, but with
understanding lies a strange bond, that can never be erased."
While she was unsure where things were heading in the long
run, she felt good about herself and the people in her life. 

Even Brian Krakow who was bicycling in front of her house
got the warmest reaction he had received from Angela in ages.
She hugged him, kissed him on the cheek, fondled his curly
blonde hair. Angela was experiencing a new sensuality and
love for people she was close to she had not experienced
before. 

It was Sunday morning now. She would call Sharon, then
Rayanne - perhaps get together with the two of them by day's
end, and see where things led. 



It was indeed Sunday morning. Graham Chae awoke at 5:30
AM, not the usual Sunday  wake-up time but today was
different. He and Hallie Lowenthal had to go to the site of
their new restaurant and doing some touch - ups and light
renovation. He kissed his wife Patti on the cheek, got up
quietly, showered, and went downstairs to find his daughter Angela 
entering the house. 

"Good morning." He said in his Graham-like tone to his
daughter. 

"Um, hi Dad." was all Angela could reply. She shot him a
glance of utter happiness as she walked up the stairs. 

Graham was glad Angela was happy, but he was also glad he
didn't know why. At this hour he suspected what she had
been up to all night, but he trusted his daughter so the
thoughts didn't bother him - that much. He had his own
problems to worry about. 

While his marriage to Patti had hit an all-time level of comfort
lately, his new relationship with Hallie was straining his
sense of fidelity and commitment. Patti was great, but there
was little spark. Even her spectacular blow-jobs had been
getting run-of-the-mill lately - 17 years of something will do
that to you. 

Handcuffs and bondage had been interesting, until he found
out Patti really enjoyed being dominant, something that scared
him more than it excited him. 

"Patti's great." Graham thought, but in the back of his head
he still couldn't help but think of Hallie and the conversations
they had been having lately, or the thoughts he had been
having after her, him, and a bottle of massage lotion on the
cold marble floor of the restaurant they planned to open.
Today would truly be a test he thought as he left the house.