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This story was produced as adult entertainment o o and should not be read by minors. o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o Young and Ignorant (bb, bg, bi, 1st) By Carl (landumature@dejavu.com) * (The Beginning) We were good friends, ever since we were 10 and 12 respectfully. We first met when we were both involved in a local multi-city boy's choir. When we traveled - once a year - across the states, we often stayed in private homes of families that were willing to put up a couple of boys for the night. The choir group linked up "veterans" with "rookies" so they'd learn the ropes a bit easier. So I was linked with James. Yeah not Jim, or Jimmy... just James. Well on one of these trips, a house we stayed in was fairly large they said they would take four boys instead of the usual two. So James and I were with a couple of "older boys", around 16 years old. That night we all bunked down in the basement with our sleeping bags. It didn't take long before the "other" two boys conversation's got to sex. Actually masturbation. Neither James or I knew of this and it sounded weird. One of the boys then stripped completely naked and showed us what a "boner" looked like. My gosh his was huge! It must have been 7 to 8 inches of hard straight cock! I was used to seeing my own which at my age was very small - maybe 4 to 5 inches. Anyway I digress, the naked kid, "Mark" show us some things that would "feel good" to do with out young members. The first thing he did was to bob his body up and down so that his prick would go up and down - slapping his stomach on each upswing. He said that it feels kind of like when you're ridding in a car and then you go over a hill, kind of tingly "down there". Well neither James nor I were ready to strip let alone try to create a "hard on" for these guys, so Mark showed us how to masturbate. Gripping the cock like a bicycle handlebar, he began to stroke it slowly, but quickly getting faster until he "came". Wow that was something! I never knew something beside piss could come from a dick! Well the show was over and we all went to sleep. James turned to me in the dark and quietly asked if we should try to do what Mark did. I said sure and so we each started stroking inside our pajamas. We both did it quite a while and I guess James "achieved" some kind of orgasm. Me? I eventually fell asleep without anything more that doing something that "felt good". The next morning nothing more was said but I noticed my pajamas were kind of wet "down there" and I must have had my first "wet dream". Yea, we heard about them too but really didn't know what it was about until then. The rest of the trip was uneventful and soon we were back home. I was 13 when James and I became good friends; mainly because of being in the choir together and we both like photography. He had his own Darkroom and could develop his own black and white pictures. I thought photography was neat and making you own pictures was like magic! James then showed me some "new" photos he had done. They were of naked women! I was instantly hard and was afraid it would show so I quickly shot my hands in my pockets and said, "Cool! Where did you get these?" James told me his Dad was a Mailman and got magazines like these all the time from work! (Well that's what he told me...) His dad had a whole storehouse under the basement stairs - under lock and key of course. James knew where the key was kept and soon our afternoons were filled with massive "reading"! I knew these gave me instant hard-ons but I couldn't tell if James felt the same as me. I guessed he did since we both were so quiet when we looked at them. Then one Friday night James asked me to stay at his house for a sleep over. We instantly went up to his room (The whole upstairs of this small one-&-half-story house was his - including the bathroom/ Darkroom) and started going through the magazines, taking pictures of them with his camera and then making black and white prints of them. We even made some real small ones to carry around in our wallet or even taped to the back of our wristwatches. This was fun for a while but James wanted to make some live photos! We soon realized that we knew of no girls that would pose for us... Damn! Then he had an idea; how about ourselves! I was kind of shy but he explained; at this age we were both hairless except for a little at the base of our dicks. He said if we tuck our dicks backwards between our legs, it would look like a girl! He was right, it did work and so we took a few shots of each of us from the waist area only. Then James decided to take some pictures of our hard-ons in different positions. I was afraid of someone finding the negatives of pictures so he agreed to shoot from the neck down instead. He had shot a few "singles" of me when he suggested that we try doing some shots with both of us in it. I asked how he could do that and he explained that he has a release cable that was about 30 feet long and he could trigger the camera with it. I had this perpetual boner and was already naked so anything that allowed me to touch some skin other than my own sounded great to me! He immediately stripped and was trying to position me so that the photos would look like he was screwing a girl. I looked at his cock and noticed it was large but not hard at all. I was getting very self-conscious since I could not make my boner even slightly flaccid. He positioned me on my back with my dick painfully tucked between my legs. He focused the camera on me, which was on a tripod at my feet, and soon was straddling me at my knees. He took a couple of rear shots of his limp cock dangling over my pseudo-cunt. When his bare thighs touched mine I though I'd cum right then! Soon he had me in all kinds of positions, always making sure not to get our faces in the shot. Then he grew even more bold and said we should take some of us "touching" each other... YES! This sounded better and I knew He was getting horny because he was now sporting a sizable hard-on. He grabbed my dick nonchalantly and told me to do the same. I immediately got that "tingle" in my lower stomach and knew this was a good thing! I grasp his and stroked it a little to get it completely hard. A couple pictures of this and we decided that we needed relief or our balls would burst! So we lay on the bed next to each other and stroked each other's dick. His was much larger than mine, longer and thicker - my fingers didn't quite touch each other. It felt great and we both agreed to tell each other when we were ready to cum so as not to "mess" on each others hand, and whoever came first would finish the other guy so as not to leave him "blue-balled". I of course came first after about 10-15 strokes and cleaned up with my underwear. James was almost there so I gripped a little harder and stroked a few more times and he came also. This fused our friendship and we never thought that what we had done was bad because we always said that we did this while thinking of girls. (Well "he" did anyway.) I was in a perpetual state of sexual hunger and my erection would not go down! We both agreed that it would be fun to sleep in the nude -his Mom would not come upstairs without knocking and even then it was very doubtful she would bother us at all. We put up a cot next to his bed so we would be close enough to talk, etc. We both jumped into our own beds and off went the lights. We talked for a little bit but soon he was asleep. I was wide-awake and my heart was beating quickly, all I could think of was a naked body was so close! I wanted to feel that cock in my hands again, and have it touch my cock too! I waited nearly an hour before I started to slowly, very slowly, untucking his sheets on my side of the bed. I thought the sound or movement might wake him so I often stopped and listened for him beyond my controlled heavy breathing and quickening heartbeats. I finally got the sheets untucked to about my waist and paused. There was quite a large opening now but it wasn't enough, I wanted to get my side of his bed completely open so I could eventually crawl in next to him! So I started back to work with the rest of the sheets, quietly and slowly loosening them with my left foot until the whole side was undone. Now I was on his right so I slowly worked my left hand under the covers. The back of my hand brushed his stomach and I knew he was sleeping on his side facing me! What luck! At first I thought he was pretending that he was sleeping but as I was undoing the sheets, (approximately a half an hour's worth of work) he shifted and turned enough that I figured it was too real to be fake. Anyway I was glad he was facing my direction and brushed against him with the back of my hand a few more times to make sure he wouldn't wake. No movement or change so I slowly and quietly worked my hand down until it found what I had been so patiently waiting for! His cock was limp as I gently fondled it, exploring it completely, the way I couldn't while he had been awake. As I stroked, it slowly stiffened and filled my hand until it stuck straight out and touched the bottom of my forearm. All the while I slowly stroked my own with my right hand. This was great! To feel the warm and hard but softness of his cock in my hand, to gently squeeze it and play and feel the weight of balls much larger and heavier than mine. Even when his cock was hard it still maintained a slight squishiness, which was so different than mine. When I got hard it was like a steel pipe with thin layer of skin on it. I slowly slid off of my cot and slid up next to his body. I could feel the heat from his torso as I move closer and closer. I finally was close enough to touch my cock-head to his. Ooohhhh that was great! It felt so good I didn't realize that I was stroking him until I felt his cock start to pulse and jump. I hung on as I felt his jism squirt onto the bed a moment later. I had never held on while he was coming, feeling it pulsing and throbbing through its spasms as it got slick and sticky - and I loved it! I immediately came too but gripped my dick as tight as possible so as not to cum on the sheet that was on top of us. We came together, I had done it to both of us, and it felt good! I soon had to let go as he started to move around. I quickly retreated to my own cot, spent and finally tired! So the rules between us had been set; we only fooled around with each other for lack of women! How true, where could a 13 year old find a girl willing to do anything where we lived? We were still in the boy-germs/girl-germs stage even though our hormones were screaming to get closer to a girl! I knew I liked being with James just because he was James, not because he was a stand-in for a girl. He did not seem to feel the same way so I kept the quiet and played "the game" as long as possible, not letting on how much I really enjoyed it. (Dildo Discovery) I often stayed overnight because we didn't live close enough to walk or bike. And every time I stayed over, we would wind up doing at least a 36 exposure of film if not more. Plus we tried other things too. Like James had this thing for technical stuff and decide we needed to measure our hard-ons to the precise millimeter; like on some mechanical drawing. Out came his dick and a Micrometer. He soon had every detail down and was ready to do mine. This was a bit embarrassing since I knew he was bigger but went along since he was so into it. I thought it would be fun but it wound up being dull and a bit painful since the edges of the Micrometer were kind of sharp. We also wanted have rubbers on hand in case we ever got "lucky". (Yea, right!) Because we were too chicken to attempt to buy one, we decide that we could make some by making replicas of our dicks and then coating them with some kind of rubber. We came upon aquarium sealer and it seemed like it would be perfect for the job. We made tinfoil molds of our cocks and then poured wax into them. This worked all right but there wasn't much detail. It was still fun having it around though. We coated the wax copies with the aquarium sealer and waited for it to dry. We then peeled back the homemade rubber and tried to put them on... They ripped right off! Oh well. This got me going about making a better detailed copy of my dick though. I had the idea to do it differently and decide I would do it the next time my parents went to the cabin. The following weekend they did just that and I got out the tools. I clipped and shaved all around my cock to be sure there wasn't any hair. I then mixed up a large batch of Plaster of Paris in an old gallon ice cream bucket. I then took a large piece of plastic and poked a hole in it to shove my dick through. Once I had my dick and balls through, I lay down on the floor and poured a small amount of plaster onto my stomach to the base of my cock. I was so hard by all of this that I had to have a layer of plaster down between by rock-hard cock and my stomach or I'd never get a cast of the top part of my dick. Once that amount of plaster was semi-hard, I poured the rest of the plaster all over my cock and balls. I forgot that plaster gets warm when hardening and this only made my cock get bigger and harder! I didn't think this would get so erotic but the tightness and warmth was getting to me. Of course at 16 my hormones had kicked in at such a heavy rate that I'd get horny just about every 10 minutes anyway! Fortunately I poured the plaster thick enough not to crack from my cock's straining to get bigger. Finally the plaster was hard enough that I decided to take it off. I didn't realize what a tight fit it would be. It felt like a super-suction blowjob! Every time I'd try to pull free, the cast would hang on tight and give me the best feeling. I could not get it off before I got off! And that happened after a couple more pulls. It was unbelievable, I just kept spasming over and over with warm flashes up and down my spine as I came and came. I finally removed the cast whole and in one piece and it looked perfect! I washed it out and let it dry for a day or so and then poured in the liquid latex-molding compound. It is carried at many hobby stores for people to make molds of knick-knacks and then make wax candles from the mould. Anyway, I allow some curing time so I'd get a thick enough layer of latex built up on the inside and then poured the rest of the latex out. The latex was about 1/8" thick and I allowed it to dry completely, which took about 3-4 days. Once I was confident it was completely dry, I pulled the rubber cast out of the dick-hole of the plaster. Perfect! It looked exactly like mine, with every little bump and vein! I made a couple more from the mould before I destroyed it. They were real fun to have around but many years later I threw them out for fear of someone finding them. (The End of James) James' and I were always trying to find out the ultimate question: what a real cunt felt like. We first started by alternately putting our dicks into the other's underarm pit. Not great. We didn't know of oral sex but thought that might feel good. I liked doing it to James, the feel of the head in my mouth - soft and yet hard and velvet like. When he did it to me I thought it was great but he didn't do it for more than a minute and wasn't satisfied with the feel - he wanted more! He then asked about putting it into my butt! I was positive anything that big would never fit and I was just too damn scared of ripping my ass hole wide open! He said I could do it him first. It never occurred to us to use a lubricant of any kind and so all I wound up doing is pushing my dick backwards up into me, which was not real comfortable. I liked trying though but since I couldn't achieve penetration, James got bored and wanted to try himself. Doggie-style he attempted to mount me. NO WAY! I tried to be brave but it felt like he was about to rip me in two so I yelled for him to stop! I was scared, all I could think was that if he did it again I would have to go to the emergency room at the hospital and try to explain how I permanently ripped open my ass hole!!! (I wish now I had thought of Vaseline or the like, we might have never stopped then!) We settled for mutual jack-off and that ended that. We once tried to use my parent's foot vibrator against my cheek while his dick was in my mouth - again I enjoyed it but he just wasn't satisfied. One of my favorite positions was to have him lay on his back and then I lay on my back on top of him. I was about a head shorter than he and so my head would be on his chest while his dick was resting against my scrotum, right between my legs and poking out like I had a second dick or something. It felt great to have it there, rubbing against that spot between the scrotum and ass hole, sensitive, smooth and fleshy. I pretended it was mine and imagined what it would be like to have one so big I could actually screw myself! Another great position was to sit face to face, my legs over his, with our cocks pressed together with our hands. We would both grip the double-cock and move our handfuls up and down until we were about to cum. I loved that kind of stuff and wanted to keep doing it until I did cum but James didn't like to. He just wanted to finish himself off all the time. Besides, I figured I must be way over sexed since I would just cum and then want to do it again. James was satisfied once he got his rocks off, and then he wasn't interested in any playing around until much later. (1st Time) My friendship with James lost its way once I found girls! I say found me because even though I was a well renowned class-clown, I was very shy around girls. So they had to nearly throw themselves at me before I would ask one out. I was fortunate that even though I was on the short side (perpetually 5' 6") I had my 1/2 Italian background that made me attractive to girls my age and sometimes older. Which reminds me... There was a girl who made it known she wanted me in a big way, and at that point (I was 15 she was 14) I had no experience with girls at all. I mean yeah, I knew where that parts were, just not what they "really" felt like. Well she was willing to show me and I didn't turn her down! We were outside in a local park late at night and I started to give her a backrub. She was enjoying it and so I went underneath the top she was wearing to get to the "flesh" of her back. She said she really liked that but would undo her bra so the straps wouldn't be in the way. Fine, fine with me! As I reached back up under her top I didn't remember such large zits! Gross I thought until I realized she was on her back and these were her nipples! No way! Here I was rubbing them like everything and it must have hurt but she didn't say a word! I was so embarrassed and I thought she knew I was too but just didn't say anything. I kept my cool (what was left) and kept fondling her, slowly exploring her upper regions until I got up enough guts to go for the crotch. I slid my hand down her belly to the edge of her panties. I swam my hand all around the area to see if she would resist. Nothing. So I slipped my hand underneath her panties until I felt the little mound of pubic hair, passing it I found the soft, wet surprise. I fingered her as she grabbed at my crotch in my jeans. Just then someone came over the hill we were on and we quickly ended our groping. So much for that night. Damn. She then told me here parents would be gone for most of Saturday and we could finish there. I stumbled out Ok and walked bent over until then. ;-) She answered the door wearing cutoffs and some kind of t-shirt I don't remember. We immediately went up to the bedroom I began to grope her again. This time it was during the day and I could see everything! Wow this was what my mind had constantly dreaming of! I got her shorts to her knees and then I grabbed her pussy and fingered it for all I was worth. She went right for my zipper and had my shorts to my knees in no time as we lay on our sides facing each other. She took hold of my member, which was rock hard as soon as I left my house, and immediately pumped it! I grabbed her hand once to slow it down or I'd cum and/or get rug-burned by her heavy fist action. I had little control once a "real girl's hand" was on me, so it wasn't long before I came all over her hand. She got up for a towel and that was that! We never did it again and she asked me later why I didn't even kiss her. What a selfish dope I had been, I just wanted to please myself and then high-tail it out of there. Really, to me a kiss was more serious than a grope. I figured I'd grope or let myself be groped by anyone, but a kiss is for someone I loved. Yea, well it made sense to me! (Other Girls) I found other girls (or they found me) that were willing to fool around but I always felt the same way; after cumming I wanted to leave and not see her until I was horny again. I went with a girl in my senior year of high school that was cute and short - my favorite! It took a while for us to go beyond the kissing stage; I guess I really liked her. Well it began after about two months of dating, in her driveway. She was on top of me passionately kissing away when my hands dared to wander... wander to her ass. I kneaded them and push-pulled them as I ground my crotch against hers. I worked a couple of fingers down to the outside of her jeans-clad crotch. She started to squirm and her hips were doing circles on top of me - she loved it! Yes! I had thought for sure she was a virgin but she knew she liked this! I then reached around the front to undo her pants when she stopped me. Double-damn! But then she said we could go inside to her room. Alllllright! She locked her door - her parent's room was at the other end of the huge house so no problem. We flopped onto the bed and quickly got back into the mood of things. I think I made her cum but she made no noise at all. Not that I expected anything, after all James' magazines didn't have audio. I had no idea how a girl reacted to an orgasm anyway! Again though, once I had shot my load I was out the door. The next time we were in her room we began the mutual fondling when I decided I wanted her to give me a blowjob big time! The only way for that was to do her too, so with her pants at her knees, over my head she went until she was laying on my stomach with my dick in her face! I began with what was near me and started to lick. I didn't really like the smell but it wasn't REEEEAAAL bad so I kept going. She got the hint and began on my member too. Her mouth felt so warm that it was only a minute or two and I shot - missing her mouth and onto my stomach. Ahhhhhh that was nice! Just then there was a knock at her door and then it opened to reveal her little brother who thought the cat might be in her room! She immediately started yelling at her brother to stay out and never to open the door unless she said so! I went for her closet with my hands trying to keep hold of my pants! I don't think he saw anything because the way her room was laid out, her dresser was between us on the floor and her door. Needless to say that kind of ended the mood. One time when she was over at my house we started going at it on my bed. Now she had been asking for me to go all the way with her for a while (Yea, I know most GUYS do that but I never wanted to go all the way with any girl because I was so afraid that I'd get the girl pregnant) and so I planted the "wax copy" of my dick, that James and I had made, under my pillow. As we kept going I slowly worked my hand to the pillow and took the "copy" out. When she started to really get heavy with the French-kissing I started using the wax dildo on the outer edges of her pussy. I could tell she thought it was really me! So I slowly started to insert it but pretty soon had a regular rhythm going with it. I almost lost it up her pussy twice but she was having to good of a time to notice I guess. Anyway after she seemed to have enough, I removed it and hid the dildo until later. I really don't think she knew that it wasn't me. Most of the time we were at her house since it was empty most of the time and her parents had been separated since she was 4-5 years old. "They stayed together for the kids..." yeah, real smart. As if they didn't know what dad was doing in his own apartment. Well anyway we tried different places to fool around. Once, late at night, we took her dad's speedboat out to the middle of the lake the house was on, and started to have some fun. Just as she got her hand in my pants she jumped and said that she was sure she saw a bat. Sure enough they were flying around catching bugs and stuff. Well she wasn't convinced that they would leave us alone so we went back to shore. We then swam out to a floating raft about 50ft from shore that was made for swimming from. You've seen them; covered with indoor/outdoor carpeting, all kept afloat with about six large empty barrels. We swam underneath the raft and hung on while we removed our swimsuits. It was a very freeing impression to feel the cool water breeze by my crotch. She felt great all slippery and everything against me, but it was too light out to get out of the water and onto the raft so horny as hell; back to the house. Ok so here comes an embarrassing part... We knew her parents were gone for the whole weekend and while I was drying off, she lined the master bath's sunken bathtub with candles. We got in and being naked and slippery from the bubble bath made us both very hot! She wanted me very badly but I didn't have a rubber and refused to do it without protection. She didn't want to give up and somehow we came up with the stupid idea that we could try using a Baggie! You know, sandwich bag type Baggie? Well I slipped one on and somehow wrapped it around my dick enough that we went for insertion. It worked and fortunately we were both in the bubble bath so we really could not see how ridiculous it probably looked. And it was not working for her at all! She couldn't feel a thing and so in the passion of the moment we threw away the Baggie and went for it with no protection at all. Double stupid! I came in her and it DID feel great, but not 3 days went by before she called me and said she thought she was pregnant! I told her I was willing to go with her to get an abortion but a few days later she told me she was Ok and had her period. Later I found out from a mutual friend that she made the whole thing up because she wanted me to marry her. I was still in high school and found it really odd that she wanted to marry so young. I knew that she wanted out of her home as soon as possible so I guess I was to be her ticket! Needless to say our relationship cooled a bit! By her first year at college she had gotten engaged to some other poor soul and although I was crushed I didn't fight it. I felt a bit betrayed since it was the guy that drove her home on the weekends to see me! That was the first and last time I ever made love to a girl until I married a wonderful girl seven years later. How did I manage to abstain for so long? Fear was a good motivating factor. Secondly, I did not want to mess up my mind with conflicting feelings for someone because I went all the way with them. I found that it became much easier to deal with relationships when "the other brain" didn't have input... I really love it when people say, "How do you know you're compatible if you don't fool around before getting married?" Well as I got older I realized no matter how passionate you are, there will be more time spent together NOT having sex than having sex. So if you have a good relationship outside of sex, it will follow that you will enjoy sex together too! [Thank you Dr. Ruth! ;-)] Sorry to get so windy about it, I just felt the need to explain... -- Hope you' all enjoy it! What a weird young life eh'? Heh heh, it DID all work out Ok in the end though. Happy reading folks!