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Young and Ignorant (bb, bg, bi, 1st)
By Carl (landumature@dejavu.com)

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(The Beginning)

We were good friends, ever since we were 10 and 12 respectfully. We 
first met when we were both involved in a local multi-city boy's choir. 
When we traveled - once a year - across the states, we often stayed in 
private homes of families that were willing to put up a couple of boys 
for the night. The choir group linked up "veterans" with "rookies" so 
they'd learn the ropes a bit easier. So I was linked with James. Yeah 
not Jim, or Jimmy... just James.

Well on one of these trips, a house we stayed in was fairly large they 
said they would take four boys instead of the usual two. So James and I 
were with a couple of "older boys", around 16 years old. That night we 
all bunked down in the basement with our sleeping bags. It didn't take 
long before the "other" two boys conversation's got to sex. Actually 
masturbation. Neither James or I knew of this and it sounded weird. One 
of the boys then stripped completely naked and showed us what a "boner" 
looked like. My gosh his was huge! It must have been 7 to 8 inches of 
hard straight cock! I was used to seeing my own which at my age was very 
small - maybe 4 to 5 inches. Anyway I digress, the naked kid, "Mark" 
show us some things that would "feel good" to do with out young members. 

The first thing he did was to bob his body up and down so that his prick 
would go up and down - slapping his stomach on each upswing. He said 
that it feels kind of like when you're ridding in a car and then you go 
over a hill, kind of tingly "down there". Well neither James nor I were 
ready to strip let alone try to create a "hard on" for these guys, so 
Mark showed us how to masturbate. 

Gripping the cock like a bicycle handlebar, he began to stroke it 
slowly, but quickly getting faster until he "came". Wow that was 
something! I never knew something beside piss could come from a dick!

Well the show was over and we all went to sleep. James turned to me in 
the dark and quietly asked if we should try to do what Mark did. I said 
sure and so we each started stroking inside our pajamas. We both did it 
quite a while and I guess James "achieved" some kind of orgasm. Me? I 
eventually fell asleep without anything more that doing something that 
"felt good". The next morning nothing more was said but I noticed my 
pajamas were kind of wet "down there" and I must have had my first "wet 
dream". Yea, we heard about them too but really didn't know what it was 
about until then. The rest of the trip was uneventful and soon we were 
back home.

I was 13 when James and I became good friends; mainly because of being 
in the choir together and we both like photography. He had his own 
Darkroom and could develop his own black and white pictures. I thought 
photography was neat and making you own pictures was like magic! James 
then showed me some "new" photos he had done. They were of naked women! 
I was instantly hard and was afraid it would show so I quickly shot my 
hands in my pockets and said, "Cool! Where did you get these?" James 
told me his Dad was a Mailman and got magazines like these all the time 
from work! (Well that's what he told me...) His dad had a whole 
storehouse under the basement stairs - under lock and key of course. 

James knew where the key was kept and soon our afternoons were filled 
with massive "reading"! I knew these gave me instant hard-ons but I 
couldn't tell if James felt the same as me. I guessed he did since we 
both were so quiet when we looked at them.

Then one Friday night James asked me to stay at his house for a sleep 
over. We instantly went up to his room (The whole upstairs of this small 
one-&-half-story house was his - including the bathroom/ Darkroom) and 
started going through the magazines, taking pictures of them with his 
camera and then making black and white prints of them. We even made some 
real small ones to carry around in our wallet or even taped to the back 
of our wristwatches. This was fun for a while but James wanted to make 
some live photos! We soon realized that we knew of no girls that would 
pose for us... Damn! 

Then he had an idea; how about ourselves! I was kind of shy but he 
explained; at this age we were both hairless except for a little at the 
base of our dicks. He said if we tuck our dicks backwards between our 
legs, it would look like a girl! He was right, it did work and so we 
took a few shots of each of us from the waist area only.

Then James decided to take some pictures of our hard-ons in different 
positions. I was afraid of someone finding the negatives of pictures so 
he agreed to shoot from the neck down instead. He had shot a few 
"singles" of me when he suggested that we try doing some shots with both 
of us in it. I asked how he could do that and he explained that he has a 
release cable that was about 30 feet long and he could trigger the 
camera with it. I had this perpetual boner and was already naked so 
anything that allowed me to touch some skin other than my own sounded 
great to me! 

He immediately stripped and was trying to position me so that the photos 
would look like he was screwing a girl. I looked at his cock and noticed 
it was large but not hard at all. I was getting very self-conscious 
since I could not make my boner even slightly flaccid. He positioned me 
on my back with my dick painfully tucked between my legs. He focused the 
camera on me, which was on a tripod at my feet, and soon was straddling 
me at my knees. He took a couple of rear shots of his limp cock dangling 
over my pseudo-cunt. When his bare thighs touched mine I though I'd cum 
right then! Soon he had me in all kinds of positions, always making sure 
not to get our faces in the shot.

Then he grew even more bold and said we should take some of us 
"touching" each other... YES! This sounded better and I knew He was 
getting horny because he was now sporting a sizable hard-on. He grabbed 
my dick nonchalantly and told me to do the same. I immediately got that 
"tingle" in my lower stomach and knew this was a good thing! I grasp his 
and stroked it a little to get it completely hard. A couple pictures of 
this and we decided that we needed relief or our balls would burst!

So we lay on the bed next to each other and stroked each other's dick. 
His was much larger than mine, longer and thicker - my fingers didn't 
quite touch each other. It felt great and we both agreed to tell each 
other when we were ready to cum so as not to "mess" on each others hand, 
and whoever came first would finish the other guy so as not to leave him 
"blue-balled". I of course came first after about 10-15 strokes and 
cleaned up with my underwear. James was almost there so I gripped a 
little harder and stroked a few more times and he came also. This fused 
our friendship and we never thought that what we had done was bad 
because we always said that we did this while thinking of girls. (Well 
"he" did anyway.)

I was in a perpetual state of sexual hunger and my erection would not go 
down! We both agreed that it would be fun to sleep in the nude -his Mom 
would not come upstairs without knocking and even then it was very 
doubtful she would bother us at all. We put up a cot next to his bed so 
we would be close enough to talk, etc. We both jumped into our own beds 
and off went the lights. We talked for a little bit but soon he was 
asleep. I was wide-awake and my heart was beating quickly, all I could 
think of was a naked body was so close! I wanted to feel that cock in my 
hands again, and have it touch my cock too!

I waited nearly an hour before I started to slowly, very slowly, 
untucking his sheets on my side of the bed. I thought the sound or 
movement might wake him so I often stopped and listened for him beyond 
my controlled heavy breathing and quickening heartbeats. I finally got 
the sheets untucked to about my waist and paused. There was quite a 
large opening now but it wasn't enough, I wanted to get my side of his 
bed completely open so I could eventually crawl in next to him! So I 
started back to work with the rest of the sheets, quietly and slowly 
loosening them with my left foot until the whole side was undone. 

Now I was on his right so I slowly worked my left hand under the covers. 
The back of my hand brushed his stomach and I knew he was sleeping on 
his side facing me! What luck! At first I thought he was pretending that 
he was sleeping but as I was undoing the sheets, (approximately a half 
an hour's worth of work) he shifted and turned enough that I figured it 
was too real to be fake. Anyway I was glad he was facing my direction 
and brushed against him with the back of my hand a few more times to 
make sure he wouldn't wake.

No movement or change so I slowly and quietly worked my hand down until 
it found what I had been so patiently waiting for! His cock was limp as 
I gently fondled it, exploring it completely, the way I couldn't while 
he had been awake. As I stroked, it slowly stiffened and filled my hand 
until it stuck straight out and touched the bottom of my forearm. All 
the while I slowly stroked my own with my right hand. This was great! To 
feel the warm and hard but softness of his cock in my hand, to gently 
squeeze it and play and feel the weight of balls much larger and heavier 
than mine. Even when his cock was hard it still maintained a slight 
squishiness, which was so different than mine. When I got hard it was 
like a steel pipe with thin layer of skin on it. I slowly slid off of my 
cot and slid up next to his body. I could feel the heat from his torso 
as I move closer and closer. I finally was close enough to touch my 
cock-head to his. 

Ooohhhh that was great! It felt so good I didn't realize that I was 
stroking him until I felt his cock start to pulse and jump. I hung on as 
I felt his jism squirt onto the bed a moment later. I had never held on 
while he was coming, feeling it pulsing and throbbing through its spasms 
as it got slick and sticky - and I loved it! I immediately came too but 
gripped my dick as tight as possible so as not to cum on the sheet that 
was on top of us. We came together, I had done it to both of us, and it 
felt good! I soon had to let go as he started to move around. I quickly 
retreated to my own cot, spent and finally tired!
So the rules between us had been set; we only fooled around with each 
other for lack of women! 

How true, where could a 13 year old find a girl willing to do anything 
where we lived? We were still in the boy-germs/girl-germs stage even 
though our hormones were screaming to get closer to a girl! I knew I 
liked being with James just because he was James, not because he was a 
stand-in for a girl. He did not seem to feel the same way so I kept the 
quiet and played "the game" as long as possible, not letting on how much 
I really enjoyed it.

(Dildo Discovery)

I often stayed overnight because we didn't live close enough to walk or 
bike. And every time I stayed over, we would wind up doing at least a 36 
exposure of film if not more. Plus we tried other things too. Like James 
had this thing for technical stuff and decide we needed to measure our 
hard-ons to the precise millimeter; like on some mechanical drawing. Out 
came his dick and a Micrometer. He soon had every detail down and was 
ready to do mine. This was a bit embarrassing since I knew he was bigger 
but went along since he was so into it. I thought it would be fun but it 
wound up being dull and a bit painful since the edges of the Micrometer 
were kind of sharp.

We also wanted have rubbers on hand in case we ever got "lucky". (Yea, 
right!) Because we were too chicken to attempt to buy one, we decide 
that we could make some by making replicas of our dicks and then coating 
them with some kind of rubber. We came upon aquarium sealer and it 
seemed like it would be perfect for the job. We made tinfoil molds of 
our cocks and then poured wax into them. This worked all right but there 
wasn't much detail. It was still fun having it around though. We coated 
the wax copies with the aquarium sealer and waited for it to dry. We 
then peeled back the homemade rubber and tried to put them on... They 
ripped right off! Oh well.

This got me going about making a better detailed copy of my dick though. 
I had the idea to do it differently and decide I would do it the next 
time my parents went to the cabin. The following weekend they did just 
that and I got out the tools. I clipped and shaved all around my cock to 
be sure there wasn't any hair. I then mixed up a large batch of Plaster 
of Paris in an old gallon ice cream bucket. I then took a large piece of 
plastic and poked a hole in it to shove my dick through. Once I had my 
dick and balls through, I lay down on the floor and poured a small 
amount of plaster onto my stomach to the base of my cock. I was so hard 
by all of this that I had to have a layer of plaster down between by 
rock-hard cock and my stomach or I'd never get a cast of the top part of 
my dick. Once that amount of plaster was semi-hard, I poured the rest of 
the plaster all over my cock and balls.

I forgot that plaster gets warm when hardening and this only made my 
cock get bigger and harder! I didn't think this would get so erotic but 
the tightness and warmth was getting to me. Of course at 16 my hormones 
had kicked in at such a heavy rate that I'd get horny just about every 
10 minutes anyway! Fortunately I poured the plaster thick enough not to 
crack from my cock's straining to get bigger. Finally the plaster was 
hard enough that I decided to take it off. I didn't realize what a tight 
fit it would be. It felt like a super-suction blowjob! Every time I'd 
try to pull free, the cast would hang on tight and give me the best 
feeling. I could not get it off before I got off! And that happened 
after a couple more pulls. It was unbelievable, I just kept spasming 
over and over with warm flashes up and down my spine as I came and came.

I finally removed the cast whole and in one piece and it looked perfect! 
I washed it out and let it dry for a day or so and then poured in the 
liquid latex-molding compound. It is carried at many hobby stores for 
people to make molds of knick-knacks and then make wax candles from the 
mould. 

Anyway, I allow some curing time so I'd get a thick enough layer of 
latex built up on the inside and then poured the rest of the latex out. 
The latex was about 1/8" thick and I allowed it to dry completely, which 
took about 3-4 days. Once I was confident it was completely dry, I 
pulled the rubber cast out of the dick-hole of the plaster. Perfect! It 
looked exactly like mine, with every little bump and vein! I made a 
couple more from the mould before I destroyed it. They were real fun to 
have around but many years later I threw them out for fear of someone 
finding them.

(The End of James)

James' and I were always trying to find out the ultimate question: what 
a real cunt felt like. We first started by alternately putting our dicks 
into the other's underarm pit. Not great. We didn't know of oral sex but 
thought that might feel good. I liked doing it to James, the feel of the 
head in my mouth - soft and yet hard and velvet like. 

When he did it to me I thought it was great but he didn't do it for more 
than a minute and wasn't satisfied with the feel - he wanted more! He 
then asked about putting it into my butt! I was positive anything that 
big would never fit and I was just too damn scared of ripping my ass 
hole wide open! He said I could do it him first. It never occurred to us 
to use a lubricant of any kind and so all I wound up doing is pushing my 
dick backwards up into me, which was not real comfortable. I liked 
trying though but since I couldn't achieve penetration, James got bored 
and wanted to try himself. 

Doggie-style he attempted to mount me. NO WAY! I tried to be brave but 
it felt like he was about to rip me in two so I yelled for him to stop! 
I was scared, all I could think was that if he did it again I would have 
to go to the emergency room at the hospital and try to explain how I 
permanently ripped open my ass hole!!! (I wish now I had thought of 
Vaseline or the like, we might have never stopped then!) 

We settled for mutual jack-off and that ended that.

We once tried to use my parent's foot vibrator against my cheek while 
his dick was in my mouth - again I enjoyed it but he just wasn't 
satisfied. One of my favorite positions was to have him lay on his back 
and then I lay on my back on top of him. I was about a head shorter than 
he and so my head would be on his chest while his dick was resting 
against my scrotum, right between my legs and poking out like I had a 
second dick or something. 

It felt great to have it there, rubbing against that spot between the 
scrotum and ass hole, sensitive, smooth and fleshy. I pretended it was 
mine and imagined what it would be like to have one so big I could 
actually screw myself! Another great position was to sit face to face, 
my legs over his, with our cocks pressed together with our hands. We 
would both grip the double-cock and move our handfuls up and down until 
we were about to cum. 

I loved that kind of stuff and wanted to keep doing it until I did cum 
but James didn't like to. He just wanted to finish himself off all the 
time. Besides, I figured I must be way over sexed since I would just cum 
and then want to do it again. James was satisfied once he got his rocks 
off, and then he wasn't interested in any playing around until much 
later.

(1st Time)

My friendship with James lost its way once I found girls! I say found me 
because even though I was a well renowned class-clown, I was very shy 
around girls. So they had to nearly throw themselves at me before I 
would ask one out. I was fortunate that even though I was on the short 
side (perpetually 5' 6") I had my 1/2 Italian background that made me 
attractive to girls my age and sometimes older. Which reminds me...

There was a girl who made it known she wanted me in a big way, and at 
that point (I was 15 she was 14) I had no experience with girls at all. 
I mean yeah, I knew where that parts were, just not what they "really" 
felt like. Well she was willing to show me and I didn't turn her down! 
We were outside in a local park late at night and I started to give her 
a backrub. She was enjoying it and so I went underneath the top she was 
wearing to get to the "flesh" of her back.

She said she really liked that but would undo her bra so the straps 
wouldn't be in the way. Fine, fine with me! As I reached back up under 
her top I didn't remember such large zits! Gross I thought until I 
realized she was on her back and these were her nipples! No way! 

Here I was rubbing them like everything and it must have hurt but she 
didn't say a word! I was so embarrassed and I thought she knew I was too 
but just didn't say anything. I kept my cool (what was left) and kept 
fondling her, slowly exploring her upper regions until I got up enough 
guts to go for the crotch. I slid my hand down her belly to the edge of 
her panties. I swam my hand all around the area to see if she would 
resist. Nothing. So I slipped my hand underneath her panties until I 
felt the little mound of pubic hair, passing it I found the soft, wet 
surprise. 

I fingered her as she grabbed at my crotch in my jeans. Just then 
someone came over the hill we were on and we quickly ended our groping. 
So much for that night. Damn. She then told me here parents would be 
gone for most of Saturday and we could finish there. I stumbled out Ok 
and walked bent over until then. ;-)

She answered the door wearing cutoffs and some kind of t-shirt I don't 
remember. We immediately went up to the bedroom I began to grope her 
again. This time it was during the day and I could see everything! Wow 
this was what my mind had constantly dreaming of! 

I got her shorts to her knees and then I grabbed her pussy and fingered 
it for all I was worth. She went right for my zipper and had my shorts 
to my knees in no time as we lay on our sides facing each other. She 
took hold of my member, which was rock hard as soon as I left my house, 
and immediately pumped it! I grabbed her hand once to slow it down or 
I'd cum and/or get rug-burned by her heavy fist action. 

I had little control once a "real girl's hand" was on me, so it wasn't 
long before I came all over her hand. She got up for a towel and that 
was that! We never did it again and she asked me later why I didn't even 
kiss her. What a selfish dope I had been, I just wanted to please myself 
and then high-tail it out of there. Really, to me a kiss was more 
serious than a grope. I figured I'd grope or let myself be groped by 
anyone, but a kiss is for someone I loved. Yea, well it made sense to 
me!

(Other Girls)

I found other girls (or they found me) that were willing to fool around 
but I always felt the same way; after cumming I wanted to leave and not 
see her until I was horny again. 

I went with a girl in my senior year of high school that was cute and 
short - my favorite! It took a while for us to go beyond the kissing 
stage; I guess I really liked her. Well it began after about two months 
of dating, in her driveway. She was on top of me passionately kissing 
away when my hands dared to wander... wander to her ass. I kneaded them 
and push-pulled them as I ground my crotch against hers. I worked a 
couple of fingers down to the outside of her jeans-clad crotch. She 
started to squirm and her hips were doing circles on top of me - she 
loved it! Yes! 

I had thought for sure she was a virgin but she knew she liked this! I 
then reached around the front to undo her pants when she stopped me. 
Double-damn! But then she said we could go inside to her room. 
Alllllright! She locked her door - her parent's room was at the other 
end of the huge house so no problem. We flopped onto the bed and quickly 
got back into the mood of things. 

I think I made her cum but she made no noise at all. Not that I expected 
anything, after all James' magazines didn't have audio. I had no idea 
how a girl reacted to an orgasm anyway! Again though, once I had shot my 
load I was out the door.

The next time we were in her room we began the mutual fondling when I 
decided I wanted her to give me a blowjob big time! The only way for 
that was to do her too, so with her pants at her knees, over my head she 
went until she was laying on my stomach with my dick in her face! 

I began with what was near me and started to lick. I didn't really like 
the smell but it wasn't REEEEAAAL bad so I kept going. She got the hint 
and began on my member too. Her mouth felt so warm that it was only a 
minute or two and I shot - missing her mouth and onto my stomach. 
Ahhhhhh that was nice! Just then there was a knock at her door and then 
it opened to reveal her little brother who thought the cat might be in 
her room! 

She immediately started yelling at her brother to stay out and never to 
open the door unless she said so! I went for her closet with my hands 
trying to keep hold of my pants! I don't think he saw anything because 
the way her room was laid out, her dresser was between us on the floor 
and her door. Needless to say that kind of ended the mood.

One time when she was over at my house we started going at it on my bed. 
Now she had been asking for me to go all the way with her for a while 
(Yea, I know most GUYS do that but I never wanted to go all the way with 
any girl because I was so afraid that I'd get the girl pregnant) and so 
I planted the "wax copy" of my dick, that James and I had made, under my 
pillow. As we kept going I slowly worked my hand to the pillow and took 
the "copy" out.

When she started to really get heavy with the French-kissing I started 
using the wax dildo on the outer edges of her pussy. I could tell she 
thought it was really me! So I slowly started to insert it but pretty 
soon had a regular rhythm going with it. I almost lost it up her pussy 
twice but she was having to good of a time to notice I guess. Anyway 
after she seemed to have enough, I removed it and hid the dildo until 
later. I really don't think she knew that it wasn't me.

Most of the time we were at her house since it was empty most of the 
time and her parents had been separated since she was 4-5 years old. 
"They stayed together for the kids..." yeah, real smart. As if they 
didn't know what dad was doing in his own apartment. Well anyway we 
tried different places to fool around. Once, late at night, we took her 
dad's speedboat out to the middle of the lake the house was on, and 
started to have some fun.

Just as she got her hand in my pants she jumped and said that she was 
sure she saw a bat. Sure enough they were flying around catching bugs 
and stuff. Well she wasn't convinced that they would leave us alone so 
we went back to shore. We then swam out to a floating raft about 50ft 
from shore that was made for swimming from. You've seen them; covered 
with indoor/outdoor carpeting, all kept afloat with about six large 
empty barrels.

We swam underneath the raft and hung on while we removed our swimsuits. 
It was a very freeing impression to feel the cool water breeze by my 
crotch. She felt great all slippery and everything against me, but it 
was too light out to get out of the water and onto the raft so horny as 
hell; back to the house.

Ok so here comes an embarrassing part... We knew her parents were gone 
for the whole weekend and while I was drying off, she lined the master 
bath's sunken bathtub with candles. We got in and being naked and 
slippery from the bubble bath made us both very hot! She wanted me very 
badly but I didn't have a rubber and refused to do it without 
protection. She didn't want to give up and somehow we came up with the 
stupid idea that we could try using a Baggie! You know, sandwich bag 
type Baggie?

Well I slipped one on and somehow wrapped it around my dick enough that 
we went for insertion. It worked and fortunately we were both in the 
bubble bath so we really could not see how ridiculous it probably 
looked. And it was not working for her at all! She couldn't feel a thing 
and so in the passion of the moment we threw away the Baggie and went 
for it with no protection at all. Double stupid! I came in her and it 
DID feel great, but not 3 days went by before she called me and said she 
thought she was pregnant! I told her I was willing to go with her to get 
an abortion but a few days later she told me she was Ok and had her 
period.

Later I found out from a mutual friend that she made the whole thing up 
because she wanted me to marry her. I was still in high school and found 
it really odd that she wanted to marry so young. I knew that she wanted 
out of her home as soon as possible so I guess I was to be her ticket! 
Needless to say our relationship cooled a bit! By her first year at 
college she had gotten engaged to some other poor soul and although I 
was crushed I didn't fight it. I felt a bit betrayed since it was the 
guy that drove her home on the weekends to see me!

That was the first and last time I ever made love to a girl until I 
married a wonderful girl seven years later. How did I manage to abstain 
for so long? Fear was a good motivating factor. Secondly, I did not want 
to mess up my mind with conflicting feelings for someone because I went 
all the way with them. I found that it became much easier to deal with 
relationships when "the other brain" didn't have input...

I really love it when people say, "How do you know you're compatible if 
you don't fool around before getting married?" Well as I got older I 
realized no matter how passionate you are, there will be more time spent 
together NOT having sex than having sex.

So if you have a good relationship outside of sex, it will follow that 
you will enjoy sex together too! [Thank you Dr. Ruth! ;-)] Sorry to get 
so windy about it, I just felt the need to explain...

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Hope you' all enjoy it! What a weird young life eh'? Heh heh, it DID all 
work out Ok in the end though. Happy reading folks!