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(ronni_b@yahoo.com) *** Review by: LadyCyrrh Reviews Thrasher Girls part 1 [B-] Where posted: ASS When posted: 1/13/99 Author: Ronnie B Address: ronni_b@yahoo.com The author says of this story, "Here's my first story ever comments please!!" OK, Miss B., you got 'em. Ronni, Nikki P. and Tam-tams are three teenage girls into tattoos, body piercing, and having sex with black dudes from the projects in exchange for baggies of grass, and they gladly fuck each other as well. From the descriptions of these 14 and 15-year-olds, it's pretty clear the author is living in la-la-land: I've got five killer tatts-a barb-wire pattern on my tummy with roses, a sun and moon on each of my boobs, and two Zen characters on each of my butt cheeks-and my tongue is double pierced. I also have multiple pierces in my left eyebrow, my nose, my belly-button (of course) and one in my labes right where it can rub my clit when I fuck....She looks like a porno-star, and that's why we call her nikki p. The P is for porno. She's really pierced, too, all over, especially her tongue and puss, and she has tatts everywhere on her body. I love the big snake on her tummy that coils down to her crotch, which she shaves all the time. The tail curls up right around her labes and the tip goes up around her puss to her ass. On her ass she has a chick-demon with her tongue wedged in her butt crack. She has demons on both her big boobs, too, but these are both dude-demons. One looks like a devil with a spiked dick. The other is this kind of grim reaper dude with a hard cock made of bone. Then she has creeping ivies and roses all over bod and down to her ankles. She is pretty much the hottest chick around. The other chick in our set is Tamara, who we call tam- tams. She's a year younger than me and nikki, and is only a freshman while we're sophomores. tam-tams is like real thin and tall, like a model or something. She's maybe not even 100 pounds, and she's maybe 5'10" or 5'11", and over six feet when she wears heels, which she does all the time. OK, #1 a girl 5'11 and 100 pounds would be unable to breathe without a ventilator, and #2 minors can't get tattooed and pierced with parental permission, and #3 extensive piercing and tattoo jobs cost mucho dinero, very big bucks, which is why many of the extensively tattooed and pierced people you see on the streets live in shithole apartments, drive beamer cars, and have no medical insurance. Furthermore, if these teenyboppers happened to somehow get their bodily modifications done for free and on the sly they'd look like shit, because skilled professionals don't give away their services for nothing. Not even for a blow job from a teenage seductress. I am quite fond of tats and piercing, actually, but this major departure from reality, and the phony, contrived nature of the teenage sluts and their shenanigans, made this story one of the ones where I actually said "Yuck!" out loud. I do admit the piece has a raw sort of appeal, though, if you're into reading about teenage trash sucking off black men in a pimpmobile. Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories Subject: Thrasher Girls I-"The Lincoln" .. by ronni_b. (teen, inter, piercing, kinda n/c, kinda true) Date: Fri, 09 Jul 1999 17:09:24 GMT Thrasher Girls I - "The Lincoln" My friends and I hang out at a 24-hour coffee bar called "Magic Beans". We're there all hours of the day and night. It's usually six or seven of us, three girls and the three guys. There's me, Rhonda, but I go by ronni. I'm fifteen, long dark curly hair, and I'm about 5'4, 110 pounds. I have big boobs for a girl my age, 34C if you're into that. I guess my body is all right because a lot of guys hit on me and everyone is always trying to get me naked-guys and girls. I've got five killer tatts-a barb-wire pattern on my tummy with roses, a sun and moon on each of my boobs, and two Zen characters on each of my butt cheeks-and my tongue is double pierced. I also have multiple pierces in my left eyebrow, my nose, my belly-button (of course) and one in my labes right where it can rub my clit when I fuck. My best friend is Nicolette, who goes by the name nikki p. She's maybe an inch taller than me, red hair, about the same weight (maybe a little more, but in all the right places), and she's really got the killer body in our group-real flat tummy, curvy hips and like 38DD tits. She looks like a porno-star, and that's why we call her nikki p. The P is for porno. She's really pierced, too, all over, especially her tongue and puss, and she has tatts everywhere on her body. I love the big snake on her tummy that coils down to her crotch, which she shaves all the time. The tail curls up right around her labes and the tip goes up around her puss to her ass. On her ass she has a chick-demon with her tongue wedged in her butt crack. She has demons on both her big boobs, too, but these are both dude- demons. One looks like a devil with a spiked dick. The other is this kind of grim reaper dude with a hard cock made of bone. Then she has creeping ivies and roses all over bod and down to her ankles. She is pretty much the hottest chick around. The other chick in our set is Tamara, who we call tam- tams. She's a year younger than me and nikki, and is only a freshman while we're sophomores. tam-tams is like real thin and tall, like a model or something. She looks like she's maybe not even 100 pounds, and she's maybe 5'10" or 5'11", and over six feet when she wears heels, which she does all the time. She has these great, long, thin legs, and she wears real (I mean real) short dresses and skirts to school all the time and white stockings that go up her thighs leaving about a half-inch of bare leg flesh between the top of the stockings and her hem. She also wears all these weird types of panties, and she's always flashing guys, especially the teachers. Sometimes she'll wear black silk panties, sometimes white lace, sometimes baby-doll pink or hot red or sky blue thongs, and sometimes she'll even wear guys underwear, which really turns the guys on (me, too?). When she hangs with us, though, she mostly wears real tight jeans and boots. She has one tatt on her back, a unicorn, and her nose is pierced with a rhinestone stud, but that's all. She's kind of a wimp when it comes to piercing, and she gets all freaked when she sees needles or anything. nikk and I are always trying to get some more pierces, but she's always putting us off. The dudes in our set are Josh, Mikey and Nick (which is another reason we call Nicolette nikki p, so we don't confuse her with Nick). Josh is short, cute, with a goatee and he's pretty much a student. He reads all the time, and he tells great stories, and can talk about all sorts of wild stuff like ufos, government cover-ups and cults. He's kind of the leader in our set, and he works at the Magic Beans on the weekend. Mikey is a real doll. He used to play football so he's kind of jock. Now he just thrashes and works out. He's like six feet and pretty ripped, but he also has the gentle kind of way about him and all the girls in school are always after him. Nicky is the group psycho. He's shorter than Josh and kind of fat. He's funny and pissed off like all the time, and he'll rant about stuff real loud and cause a scene if we're out almost every time. He's also heavily into porn stuff and s-m stuff and tatts and piercing and his computer. He hacks all the time and he's got all these rad pictures which he'll show us all the time, like women with horses and dogs, little kids doing it, stuff that looks like rape. He also plays drums, and he and Josh jam all the time because Josh plays guitar. The other dude who also sometimes hangs with us is Sean, who's older than us by two years and he plays bass with Josh and Nicky in their band. Sean is real tall and real quiet and pretty much a loner. He's also an artist and he's the one who's come up with most of our tatts. So that's our set. We're all pretty tight, and like I said we spend almost all our time thrashing or sitting at Magic Beans playing Tekken or surfing on the net looking for trouble (that's usually Nicky or me). Like I said, we've been on tam-tams' case about getting some more pierces, and one night around ten o'clock we were at Beans and nikki and I were on her again. "You gotta get your belly done," nikki says. "EVERYONE gets that done." "I told you," tams says, "I don't want to do that yet." "You're some kind of pussy," I say. "Shit, it doesn't hurt that much. Just do it already. It's not like you're doing your labes or anything. It'd look so cool on you, too. Like a black pearl or something, or a ruby." Just then Mikey and Nicky come in. They've been out doing whatever, but now they're here for the night. We say "hi", and they sit down. "The Lincoln's out in the lot," Nicky says. "They've got some stuff." The Lincoln is driven by these four black guys from the projects who drive over to our side of town and sell shit. They hang out at Magic Beans almost every night because they have a lot of regular customers, including us. I look at nikki and then tams. "Are you guys in?" I ask, like they wouldn't be, but I always check to make sure. nikki nods and looks at tams. tams looks at me and nikk and then nods her head real quick, like she doesn't want a chance to reconsider. "Sean and Josh'll be here in a few, too, they were getting beers," Nicky says. "They'll want some." "Might as well do the deed and get it over with," nikki reached in her purse for the deck of airline playing cards she always carried for the occasion. tams and I watched as she shuffled them a few times. Then she gave them to tams to cut. Tams cut them and handed them back. Then nikki put them face-down on the table. "With Sean along they'll want double," she says. "So it's the two low cards, okay. High card coughs up the cash then." This was how we afforded the shit from the Lincoln. It was a deal the black guys had for regulars like us. They'd exchange shit for sex with us chicks, as long as one of us paid full price. It went like this. Let's say we wanted four baggies. They'd give us one for some head, two for head and a fuck, and then we'd have to buy the rest at full price. For more shit, we had to do more for them. On a night like tonight when we'd need a lot of shit, probably about six baggies, they'd want two girls working for it, plus cash for the rest. Two of us could work about four or five bags from them depending on what we did. It was Friday and we were all looking to get seriously wasted, so I figured we'd try and get everything we could from them. "Who's first?" I asked. "I'll go," nikki kind of laughed. "Here goes nothing." She drew a card from the middle of the deck and held it close to her chest. I nodded to tams. tams hated this, nikki and I knew it. But if she wanted to hang with us (and she did), this is what she had to do. None of us had the money to buy all the shit we always needed. We did this for the dudes because they always bought the beer, and that was the tough expensive part. Getting beers out of the Dairy Mart was a real challenge. You either had to find some guy over 21 to buy it for you, or you had to rip it off. The dudes did about 50-50, and Nicky had been caught once and thrown in jail for the weekend before his fucking parent bailed him out. They dudes also had the car, which was our only transportation because none of us chicks can drive yet. So it really was a fair trade off, even though when you were blowing dick it sometimes didn't seem like it. tams drew her card, and I drew mine, too, sneaking a peek before I pressed it to my chest. I swallowed my heart. Fuck, it was the three of spades. Unless nikk and tams both deuced, I was going to be sucking some black dick and whatever else tonight. Oh well, in a few hours I'd be so stoned it wouldn't fucking matter. I looked at tams and she was smiling, so I knew she must have had a good draw. "Last to draw, first to show," nikk says to me. I flip over my card, and Nicky chuckles. "Ooo, ronni's goin' to the G-Toe," Nicky says, and he slaps me on the back. "Your turn, tams," I say. She quickly set down her card, the Ace of Diamonds. She was pretty much guaranteed a safety, and she started digging around in her purse to make sure she had the cash for her end. She fished out two $10s and a wad of singles and started counting. "Not so fast, girl," nikk flipped her card over and it was an Ace, too, of Hearts. tams' face dropped, and she twitched a little, which is what she did when she got nervous or scared. I couldn't help but laughing. It wasn't over yet. "You want to draw first?" nikk offered. tams shook her head, and nikk drew a card. She flashed it immediately, an 8. tams quivered as she touched the deck and drew a card. Her face fell and Nicky erupted in a burst of laughter. "tam-tams gonna get a chocolate jaw-breaker," he says. We all laugh except tams who just gives a pained grin. "Shit," nikki curses. "This is going to blow all my money fro the weekend!" she dug in her purse now. "Hey, but the rules are the rules." "Get your money," I say. I stand up. I want to get this over as quick as possible, okay. It's fucking freezing out there." I turn to tams and motion her to get up. "Come on, tams. Let's go. You got your fucking money, nikk?" Nikk knew the rules. If she didn't have the cash, she'd have to trade with tams. tams looked at her hopefully. "Hah!" nikk snatched out a wadded up $20 and added it to her other bills, a $10 and a $5 and some singles. She got up then, and headed to the door in front of us. Part of the deal was that we all had to go out together for safety reasons. Even though the guys in the Lincoln had never pulled any kind of shit on us before, we still didn't trust their asses. Some chicks had complained about them getting rough and stuff. nikk was there to watch and go get help if they tried anything. I followed nikk out into the parking lot, and I could hear tams dragging her feet behind me. Like I said, she hated this shit. As for me, I didn't mind it so much once it started. I just hated this part, when I had to go up there and talk to them and work out the deal. It was pretty humiliating, these black guys eyeing you and saying "So what are you going to do for us, bitch?" and making us say "We'll give you some head or fuck you for the shit." Then they'd act all apprehensive, and make you practically beg them sometimes. I hated that shit, especially when it was so fucking cold like it was tonight. They'd make you stand outside in the fucking cold and talk shit with them, and only let you in the car after you'd frozen your ass off. nikki walked right up to their car window and knocked. She was always the one who did the talking with them because she didn't take shit from them. "Yo, bitch, what you want?" the guy at the window asked. I think his name was Duane, but I'm not really sure. We never really got their names, and they never tell us. "You guys got some shit, don't you?" nikki asked. "We want some." Four sets of cue-ball eyes peered out from the car at us, like they always did. "Hey, shit, we know you," the guy at the window smiled. "You bitches want to party-down, huh?" "You got it," nikki answered. "So whattaya got for us?" "Depends on what you got?" "You know what we got," nikki answered. She was shivering because it was so fucking cold. "Same deal we always do. We need like six baggies." "That'll be extra," he looks at me and tams. "You know the score. So whatta ya got for us." "They'll work it out," nikki points to me and tams. "Just let us in the fucking car, okay. We're freezing our fucking tits off out here." "What about you?" he asked nikk, obviously disappointed a little. They liked nikki, a lot. "I'm watching tonight." "Too bad." "You wanna take it or leave it," Nikki said. "Fuck, we'll take it, sweet," he laughed. "Just be cool." "Let us in the fucking car!" "Sure thing," he nodded and got out. "You guys cool." The back door opened and another guy got out. I climbed in the front and sat next to the driver. tams got in. Then the two guys got in, and finally nikki squeezed into the back. She closed the door and kind of knelt up with her back against the door. I was pressed in between the driver and the guy who'd been doing all the talking. Both their hands were already inside my coat and rubbing my crotch. "You gonna suck me, sweet?" the driver asked as he pulled my hand to his bulging crotch. I nodded as the other guy pulled my other hand to his crotch. The driver pulled my face around and stuck his tongue in my mouth. My coat was unzipped and my top was pulled up. Hands felt my tits and popped them one at a time out of my bra. "Man you got nice ones," the other guy said as he sucked on my hard nipples and worked the zipper on my jeans down. "Get to work," the driver told me pushing my head down. "You know what to do." I did know what to do, too. I'd been doing them almost every week for the last seven months. I got his zipper down and he scooted his as up off the car seat. I rolled down his shorts and fished his black cock out. He didn't have the biggest cock of them, that belonged to one of the guys in the backseat with tams. The driver's dick was about 8 inches, though, and the other guy sucking my tits had about 7 and his was real thick. I lowered my mouth to the driver's pipe and licked the black head, getting him slick before I slid it into my mouth. I jacked him with my hand, but he grabbed it and pulled it away. Then he took my hair with his other hand and began pumping my head up and down on his cock. It was only halfway hard when I started, but it grew in my mouth in a few seconds until it pressed against the side of my cheeks as he thrust up and down, in and out and sideways. When I came up for air, I realized my jeans were down past my crotch. I felt the other guy work them down my legs slowly to my knees. The air in the car was so cold I had goosebumps all down my thighs, and I shivered every time he touched my legs and puss with his cold hands. "Scoot up, bitch," he told me, roughly turning my hips around so that I was at an angle where he could get to my puss. He probed his wet fingers into my puss and finger- fucked me while he squeezed and pinched my tits with his other hand. "Hey, keep on sucking," the driver said and forced my mouth back down around his wet cock. "You can use your hand if you play with my balls," he offered, releasing my hand. "But don't touch my cock." I knew the drill by now. I cupped his brillo-covered balls and pumped them gently, letting him stick his cock deeper into my mouth. My puss was now wet enough, and the other guy just jabbed his thick cock deep into my hole. At that angle, it rubbed against my clit ring, and I knew i would come in like five minutes if he could keep it up inside me. "Suck 'em both now," I heard voices from the back seat, and I heard tams kind of squeal, too. Those guys in back liked to make us suck both their cocks in our mouths at the same time. I couldn't do it, and I knew tams couldn't either. Only nikk could manage it. Still, they always insisted, and I guess the fact that neither tams nor I could do it probably turned them on even more, because we tried so hard. "You like to watch, huh?" one of the backseat guys said to nikk. "You bet," nikk replied. "Just love you little bitches," the other backseat guy, the one with the huge cock said. "Let me see those freaky tits of yours," he said to nikki, obviously. "You gonna let me suck on 'em?" he asked a moment later, obviously nikk had popped out her tattooed boobs. I heard tams grunt. "Hey, take it easy on her, okay," nikk warned. I pulled my head up, suddenly concerned, and peered over the seat. "You wanna watch, too, huh?" the driver said. "That's cool." tam-tams' mouth was stuffed with the two black cocks, and they kept spilling out of her mouth almost every second. Then the guys would stuff them back in again. The one guy was sucking nikk's tits and kissing her tatt covered tummy. I felt my puss twinge as I watched my buds get molested and the guy drilled my puss and kept hitting my clit ring. He stiffened up and came inside me and I kind of barked, which I do just when I'm gonna cum. I came then, and the driver shoved my head back down on his prick. He fucked my face for about twenty more seconds and my jaw felt like it was gonna break. Then he shot a load of cum against the roof of my mouth. It was hot and sticky and I swallowed it so he wouldn't spray my face. "Shit!" he gasped, withdrawing his spent prick and wiping it on my lips. "That sure be some killer head, girl." "Let me get some of that," the other guy pulled out of my pussy and took me by the hair. I leaned back over and sucked his still hard cock while I jacked the driver. Meanwhile, in the back I heard a lot of shifting. Above the seat i could see nikk's head presed against the ceiling and the head and shoulders of one of the guys as he kissed nikk and sucked her tits. The other guy's back was pressed against the other door, and I saw one of tam's skinny, white-stockinged legs suddenly drape itself over the seat. I raised my head, and the guy I was sucking let me peer over the seat. The one guy with the big dick had his dick fucking tams' mouth while he played with nikki's tits, and the other guy had her skinny legs spread wide and was fucking her hard. tam-tams was squealing, but she was muffled. As the one guy fucked her, she started fucking back real good. The big dick guy pulled out of her mouth and let her cry out. "Pull down your jeans and let her suck your pussy," he whispered to nikk. "Give us an extra baggie," nikki panted. "Sure," he agreed, helping nikk unzip her jeans and work them down past her crotch. She rolled down her panties past her thighs and sat on tam-tams' face. This was nothing new to us. We'd all done each other plenty of times. In fact, tam-tams loved eating pussy, which is why started letting her hang with us in the first place. Before that, we kind of thought she was a stuck-up twit. I watched for another few seconds before my head was back down at the guy's hard cock. The driver scooted me around now so that my wet puss was on his side of the seat now. I had jacked him back up to a hard-on with my hand, so he now spread my ass-cheeks and doggied me up my cunt. As I bucked my hips, my ass hit the steering wheel, which hurt, but I couldn't change the angle. I knew I'd have a bruise there tomorrow. The whole Lincoln now rocked with fucking, and both the guys fucking us were really drilling us. tam-tams especially. When guys get at her thin body, they just fuck her brutal. She just kind of curls up and whimpers, and sometimes it's like she might break in half. But she never does. "Fuck, yeah, tams," nikk hissed, and I knew the sound of her coming. "Let me back in there," the guy with the big black dick said. "I wanna come in her pretty little mouth." The guy I was sucking came then, and he lifted my head so he sprayed on me. I used the chance to peek back over the seat and saw tams getting brutally face and puss fucked by the two guys while nikk swapped spit with the big-dick guy. Then the guy in tams' puss shot his load and buried his tool real deep inside her. The big dick guy took about another two minutes, probably the longest of tams' life, before he shot his load in her mouth. When he finally withdrew, some of it dribbled out of tams' mouth (she hates to swallow), and nikk rubbed her pussy into it, and tams spit the cum in nikk's pussy. The guy in my puss was the last to cum, and he fucking took it to me, too, battering my butt up against the steering wheel while I rode his black thunder-fuck. Then we kind of sat there and let the guys fell us all over while we hiked back on our panties and jeans. Someone emerged with seven baggies, and we crawled out the car back into the cold night. Total time, about half an hour. When we staggered back into Magic Beans, Sean and Josh were there. Nicky had a smile on his face. "So? What'd you get for us?" "You'll see," nikk laughed and pecked him on the cheek. I sat next to Josh who gave one of his concerned looks. He made no bones about not liking what us chicks did for shit, especially in the Lincoln. For all his liberal communist stuff, he doesn't like that we fuck black guys one bit. Nicky, on the other hand, can't get enough of listening to tales about his whore chick friends fucking black dick for shit. Sometimes when we're stoned, he'll insist we tell him all the details. Then he'll whip out his dick and nikk will usually suck him off while I tell the tale. Mikey doesn't seem to mind that much, even though he and tams are pretty tight. He always puts his arm around tams when she gets done. He's so protective. He always calls it taking one for the team, which he got from his football days, he says. He and tam will fuck like crazy later when we're all stoned, and I think the whole thing turns him on a lot more than he says. Besides, I think he loves tam-tams (who doesn't?), so it really doesn't matter. Sean's the only one I can't figure out. He seems to have no reaction at all to our exploits, even to thank us for working the extra baggie for him. Sometimes that pisses me off, but since he never even asks for stuff from us, I guess I really can't complain. "So back to your belly-button," nikki turns to tams after we're all back situated again. "We have to take care of that. Tonight," she adds. *** *** *** *** *** *** Thrasher Girls II - "Pierced" We had been discussing getting tam-tams pierced for about an hour after we did the guys in the Lincoln. tams was pretty much stalling on us, trying to change the subject. But nikk wouldn't let it alone, and neither would Nicky. He liked to watch us get pierced and tatted, and the idea of seeing tams get it really turned him on. She's so innocent looking, and the way she acts you'd think she wasn't a slut like me and nikki. Even now, after we'd just fucked four black guys for shit, she looked like a fucking model for some magazine. Sometimes that pissed me and nikk off, like tonight when she was acting all stuck-up about getting her belly-button pierced. Mikey wasn't much help either. He was so in love with her that he kept trying to change the subject, too, and get her off the hook. Josh was being Mr. Silent- Pissed-Off because I'd been fucking the black guys in the Lincoln again. He always gets all quiet and just stares at me, which pisses me off a lot because it's not like he doesn't take the shit I get for him. As for Sean, he was just being Sean like always. He was just sitting there watching us in his kind of creepy way. So it was up to me and nikk and Nicky to get tam-tams pierced, and we weren't taking "no" for an answer. "I'll do it next week, okay," tams said after nikk brought it up again. "Just not tonight. Let's just go do some shit and have some fun." She squeezed Mikey which meant she wanted to fuck him. This, of course, was putting Mikey on her side. "You aren't getting out of this AGAIN!" I said to her. "It's the same thing every god damned time with you." "Why is this such a BIG DEAL to you guys anyway?" tams asked. "Because it is!" I replied. "You're just such a little pussy sometimes." "Hey, listen, guys," Mikey said. "Just lay off her, okay. Besides it's way too late to get anything tonight. She'll do it next week." "Yeah," tams agreed. "It is way too late. I promise I'll get my belly button pierced next week. We can go after school some day. I swear. Really." I looked at nikk, who just flashed tams a pissed as hell look. "Well, it wouldn't have been so late if you weren't here dicking us around. Pussy-girl," she added. "I am not a pussy-girl," tams said under her breath. "It's just too late, okay. I'll go next week. You'll see." "It ain't too late," Sean suddenly spoke. We all turned to him because he never talked to any of us unless we asked him a question first. "What are you talking about, man?" Nicky asked. "I know a guy," Sean looked at Josh. "You know Simon," he half-asked Josh. "That guy you met the other week when we were scrounging for amps." Josh came out of his silence and nodded. "Yeah," Josh said. "Guy has tatts and shit all over his fucking body. So's his wife. Like some kind of bikers or something. Scary, too," he said. "He does pierces and tatts," Sean said to tams, "and he's probably home right now. He'd do your belly." nikk smiled at Sean and turned to tams. "So what is it going to be, pussy-girl? You gonna pussy out on us again?" "I ain't gonna go to some scary biker guy and get my belly pierced. I'll get AIDS or something," tams whined. "Pussy-girl!" I said. "That's what you are. nikk's right. You're a pussy-girl." "I am not," tams replied. "Say you're a pussy-girl," nikk teased her. "Say 'I'm a big pussy-girl.' Admit it!" "You guys can go fuck off," tams said. "Come on, tams. Just say you're a pussy-girl and we'll leave you alone, pussy-girl," I laughed. "tam-tams the pusy-girl, tam-tams the pussy girl." "Fuck you ronni!" tams looked like she was going to cry. "Oh, look, pussy-girl's gonna cry," I laughed. "Just like a pussy-girl." "You know, we're going to have to tell everyone what a pussy-girl you are now," nikk added. "That'll be your new nickname at school. No more tam-tams, just pussy- girl. How's that sound, huh, pussy-girl?" "Fuck you all!" tams said, standing up. "I ain't no pussy-girl." "Then prove it," I said. "I will .. like I said next week." "Tonight!" I said. "Tonight or never. You don't go and do it tonight, and you'll be pussy-girl from now on. That's it. That's the deal." She looked at me and then nikki, her two best friends. We weren't fucking around, and she knew this. Even Mikey was quiet now because he didn't want me or nikk pissed at him. We had all been tight for years, and tams was the newbie here, and her Miss Innocent act was getting old. It was time she did like the rest of us and became one of the set for good. She looked like she was going to cry at any second, and even though I felt bad for her I wasn't going to let her cop out of this. Neither was nikk. We just sat there and waited for her to make the next move. "Okay," she whispered, "I'll go over there and see this guy. But if he's some sick diseased fuck I'm outta there, okay." "You get the pierce tonight," nikk said. "No bullshit!" tams glared at nikk and me and stormed towards the door of Magic Beans. We all got up and followed her. She stopped when we were all outside and turned to us. "Where is this fucking guy?" she said to Sean. "Over on West 6th," Sean said. "About 10 minutes from here. I can drive." "I need some shit," tams reached out to nikk who handed her a baggie as we all followed Sean to his station wagon. nikk then doled out the rest of the goodies, and we were all getting wrecked in about five minutes as Sean slowly cruised down the streets to his friend's place. In the backseat, I got close with Josh, but he still acted all pissed off and shit. I licked his neck and squeezed his crotch. He tried to ignore me, but his breath picked up. nikk was in the front seat with Sean and Nicky and she was giggling. I looked over the back of the front seat and she had Nicky's cock out of his jeans and was stroking it, playing with the row of silver balls pierced on his cock. With her other hand she was stroking Sean's crotch and playing with his zipper. I looked bacj over to Mikey and tams who were next to me, swapping major spit, and tams was gasping hard as Mikey dug his big hands into her panties. I took some more hits and slapped my mouth over Josh's. he tried not to move at first, but he just kind of gave up when I wrestled his cock out of his pants. He has a nice cock with a killer tatt of a raven on the cock head. He also has a gold ring piercing his cockhead right by the piss hole. When he fucks me, this rubs against my labe and clit studs and it's like he's shredding my puss it feels so fucking excellent. I like big cocks up my cunt, like the black guys who'd just drilled me an hour earlier, but when I really want to get fucked its a thick cock with pierces in all the right places that makes me cum unbelievably. Josh's cock is pretty perfect in that respect, and even though it's not huge it's always hard-all the time-and it's over six inches which means it fills me pretty good, too, especially when I sit on it or he fucks me doggie-style real hard. When his cock is finally free, he bites my tongue a little and then takes me by my hair and pushes my head down. I take one last hit, and my brain is all fluffy. I start giggling and aim my tongue stud right at the raven tatt oh nis cock head. This is like Josh's target, and it's real sensitive, so I work the ball on my tongue right there for a few seconds before I move down to the ring piercing Josh's pisser. Two stabs and a few licks later, and he jerks around wildly and shoves my whole mouth down around his swollen cock. He jam fucks my throat, and I dig my hands into his shorts so I can play with his balls. He keeps pounding my mouth harder around his prick, and I can tell he's still very pissed about the black guys in the Lincoln. Whenever we fuck after I do those black guys, Josh is real hard on me because he's so pissed. It's like he wants to show me he can fuck me better than black guys. I think he's hung up about the size of his cock compared to them. I think this is kind of silly, but I never tell him that he really doesn't have anything to prove because it's so hot when he's this way. He'd never understand that between fucking black guys and white guys, not one's better for me than the other. It's just different, like chocolate and vanilla ice cream. I love them both. His cock head is bumping the back of my throat and I gag a little and squirm because it is a little hard to breath with some guy jam fucking your mouth. Josh pulls my hair a little, forces me to stay down a few seconds with my throat filled with his dick, before he pulls me up again real slow. This makes his dick seem so huge, and I drool down the sides just the way he likes me to. I swirl my tongue-stud around his pisser- ring and he jams me down again, even harder. His ass tightens up and lifts off the car seat, and he fucking rams his cock head into my throat and holds it there while he fires a hot load of cum. My jaws fucking ache and I gag a little, but I suck it all in. Then he yanks me up and down by the hair so that I can milk all the cum out of his prick. Some of the cum slops out of my mouth and greases his pole and balls. He moves my head around by my hair and I clean up all the cum with my tongue. Then he lets my head rest gently in his lap and I just lick and suck his still hard cock and he strokes my hair. Sometimes I really love Josh, I'm just sorry he gets angry so much. Mikey's huge cock is out in full view and tams is stroking it while he sucks on her small pointy tits. Her panties are down to her ankles, and I rub her pussy which is sopping wet. She turns to me and kind of smiles. She's still pissed at me I know because of before, but we're buds always, especially in situations like these. "Hey, you gonna fuck that big cock or what?" nikk asks from the front seat. "cause if you're not, I'll climb back there and do it for you." "Fuck off, nikk," tams gasps and then she slides her cunt up Mikey's leg and just sits on his big cock. He presses up into her and stuffs it between her thin, white legs. The car is still so cold that there are goosebumps all up her thin legs. I lean over and lick her goosebumpy thighs while she begins to slam up and down on Mikey's meat. "Oh, shit!" she gasps, biting Mikey on the shoulder while she rides his slam. Then we all just watch her body glide up and down and listen to the slap-slap of her wet cunt against his big balls. I play with her puss and his balls and nikk leans over the front seat so that she's kissing and biting the back of tam's neck and her ears. I hear another plop- snap and see that Nicky has gotten behind nikk and entered her cunt from behind. So there we are-tams is riding Mikey's big cock, while nikk and I are playing with her, and Nicky is slamming nikki's hot pussy from behind. I reach up with my other hand and play with nikk's tits which are now inches from my face. Her nips are like tootsie-rolls pressing out against her bra and her top. I lift her top up past her tummy and lick the piercings in her belly button. Her tummy gets all tight, and her abs tense up. I work the top up to her underarms, then I tug down her bra cups so that her boobies are free. I tickle her pierced nips, tugging on the tiny nipple rings, and she tightens up even more. Nicky is really drilling her, too, and she is wobbling back and forth like a blow-up doll. I run my tongue-stud over her pierced nips and bite down on the rings. I tug at them again and she grunts in true nikkie porno fashion. We all know when nikk is about to cum because she starts grunting like a horse or a seal or something, really! Over the seat I could see her slamming her ass up and down along Nicky's hard, pierced pole and I knew exactly what she was feeling in her cunt. Nicky has the short fat cock that's pierced all over, almost to the point where his dick is more metal than flesh. When he pumps you, it can fucking hurt, and scrape you so that there's blood. He fucks so hard and so good, though, that you just kind of put up with it, even though it sometimes feels like a cheese grater being shoved up there. When your puss is super hot, though, the pain is pure pleasure, and that's what nikk was getting now. Her whole body was shivering, and she was grunting even louder. This was getting tams and Mikey off big time, too, and Nicky especially, When you fuck nikki p. and she's grunting like that you just do it even faster and harder. It inspires you. I know when I'm eating her puss or dildo fucking her or we're rubbing our pierce clits together, I go wild when I hear her grunting. It makes you fuck her harder so you can hear more of it, it's so fucking hot. That's another reason we call her nikki porno, because she fucks so unbelievably hot she should be in pornos. Too bad she's only fifteen. Anyways, I bite her nips right when I feel her shaking like crazy because after fucking her so many times I now this makes her explode when she's cumming. She goes into a serious thrash when i do this, and Nicky is just pounding away. I feel Josh's hands on my puss now, and he's tearing down my jeans and panties. "Fuck me," I gaps to him as I scoot up and point my bare ass in his face. I feel his tongue lick my cunt and asshole which are already sopping wet. I am licking tam-tams' ass now and she is kissing nikk on the mouth and biting her tongue. Nicky is squeezing nikk's tits and tugging at her nip rings. Mikey is hammering up into tams and she is getting all tight now. Mikey blows suddenly on a down stroke, and his cum floods tams' pussy and spills out over her thighs and the seat. I lick her thighs, puss and asshole and the taste of Mikey's cum gets me going into warp-drive, too. "Fuck me!" I hiss at Josh again, and he stabs his pierced prick into my puss at just the right angle, his pisser-ring nudging my clit ring and pressing it deep into my cunt until it grinds against the bone between my leg and puss. "Right fucking there!" I yell as if he doesn't know. My own tummy gets all queasy and tight as Josh slaps in and out of my puss. tams' begins grinding her ass in circles around my tongue, and I bite her clit. "Fuck!" she cries, and she bucks up and down with Mikey's cock still hard and inside her puss. As she cums, I lick her clit hard imagining how much harder her skinny body would cum with a stud pierced right on the hood of her clit. I get a mouthful of her fresh puss juice mixed with Mikey's cum, and I drink it all up. "Hey, guys, I've been going around the block for like fifteen minutes," Sean suddenly says. "We gonna do this tonight or not?" "I'd say tams is ready," nikki giggles. She climbs off Nicky's cock and starts putting herself back together. tams shrugs her shoulders and smiles stupidly. Between getting stoned and boned, she's all blissed out and up for just about anything I'd imagine. I concentrate on Josh's cock now, and slam my butt down every time he thrusts his cock up. His pierces are rubbing mine just the right way, like always, and he's slamming my clit- stud into that cunt bone every time we mash together. "Fuck it, Josh, fuck me!" I holler and everyone in the car is cracking up. They know how loud I get when Josh fucks me hard, and they're always teasing me about it. "That's it, Josh, fuck her," nikk leans over and brushes her lips against me cheek. "Feels good, doesn't it, ron?" she whispers in her ear as she bites my ear lobe. "Fuck yeah," I yell back. I find her mouth, and we french, knocking our tongue studs together and biting the tips of out tongues until we both taste blood. Two more slams against my cunt bone, and Josh fucks me to a cum. My tummy gets even tighter and queasier, and I kind of go limp like a rag doll as he fucks his cock to its own cum. "Well, I'm fucking parking now," Sean tells us, and as Josh fires into my puss I feel and hear the car come to a stop. I look up and notice we're in a driveway in a real dark, old neighborhood. I remember Sean saying the guy's place was on West 6th, which is in a pretty bad part of town. Lots of bikers, gangs, blacks, puerto ricans, etc. I felt my cunt get wet all over again. Fucking in this neighborhood was making me hot. We started pulling ourselves together as Sean turned the car off, got out, and went up to the door to check if the guy was home. My cunt was filled and dripping with Josh's cum, which I loved the feel of. I hiked up my panties and pulled my jeans back on. tams was already together again and looking as sweet and innocent as ever ... DAMN HER! She just looked so pure sitting there, like she was untouchable. I didn't know how she did it. She was as much a slut as any of us, but yet she just seemed to be above all that. Fuck, sometimes it pissed me off. I guess that's why nikk and I wanted to see her get her belly pierced so much. We knew she'd cry like a little girl when that needle punctured her belly. She'd bawled like a baby when she gotten her little tatt, and it had turned us on so much, especially afterwards because we both fucked her raw and made her cry some more. This is the THING about tam-tams that makes us all want to fuck her so bad. She's all scared and shit, and she cries like a baby, but she'll still hang around and take it because she actually loves it like we all do. That's the fun, to make her do something she doesn't want to do, and then see her cry and shit but really get off on it. nikki is especially hard on her like this. After she got that tatt, when nikki and I fucked her, nikk did her ass with a big black dildo and tams was crying real hard. But nikk wouldn't stop, she just kept fucking her ass with that dildo and saying shit like, "You like getting fucked with my big black cock, don't you fucking slut?" tams would be crying "no," and begging nikk to stop, but she came like four times while nikk fucked her skinny ass and I ate her pussy, which was so wet I thought I was going to drown. Then, when we were all done, tams just kind of cuddled up to nikk and me and we kissed her for almost an hour. So, that's tams for you, and I knew tonight would be no different. Just by the way she rode Mikey's dick, you could tell that even though her mouth was saying "no," her cunt was screaming "yes." Still, her eyes had the frightened look of a lost puppy, and she seemed almost hopeful when Sean came back to the car. "Is he home?" she asked, rubbing her tummy where the piercing was to go. Sean smiled a creepy smile and said, "Yeah, come on." We all piled out of the car and walked up the drive to his garage. A light was on, and when we got inside I could feel a space heater warming the cold air. I looked through the steam of my breath and saw three older guys and two older chicks sitting around a flat table. Each of them was covered in tatts and pierces. Josh and Sean hadn't been kidding when they described them as scary biker guys. The chicks were probably in their late twenties, maybe early thirties. One had dirty blonde hair and a pretty ugly face with teeth missing. The other was almost gypsy looking, very dark hair, eyes, and a pretty face. Her teeth were fucked-up, too, though, with chips and a gap between her front teeth and her two pointy teeth which made her kind of look a vampire. One of the scary biker dudes was real fat and his hair was under a bandana. The other guy was real rad looking, kind of spiked hair and a hot face and bod. I noticed nikk checking him out, and I knew we would be fucking him in a few. The last guy was real thin and pale and he looked like a serial killer. He wasn't wearing a shirt and his tatts were like some huge mural all over his skinny, pale chest. Demons were coming up out of the ground, and they were fighting angels, and kicking the crap out of them. Some big demon was ass-raping what appeared to be Jesus with a huge spiked cock shaped like a crucifix. Other demons were gang- raping what appeared to the Virgin Mary. This guy was definitely creep-to-the-max, and I looked at nikk again. She smiled and I knew it. We were going to fuck all these guys tonight. We both looked at tam- tams who was shivering from the cold and her terror. nikki licked her lips and rubbed tams' skinny ass. tams would be getting it, too, tonight. nikk and I would make sure of it. "So these are them?" the skinny serial killer guy looked at all of us. His eyes flashed and it terrified the fuck out of me. I shivered and felt the cum in my puss get all hot and sticky as my own juices started flowing again. I had to fuck this guy. "Yeah," Sean replied, pointing to tams. "She wants her belly pierced." "How 'bout you girls?" he sneered at nikk and I. "What do you want?" He came across so pure evil that I couldn't speak. nikk just kind of shivered, too, and for nikk to get like that meant she was wigging big time. "I want to go," tams suddenly said, her teeth chattering. "Really, guys, I want to go." "Have it your way, bitch," serial killer guy sneered. He went back to the syringe lying on the table and the cable around his arm. "Hey, sorry, man," Sean glared at tams. "Fucking punk kids," he looked at the fat biker guy and tried to apologize. The fat guy grunted, and the five went back to what they were doing. "She'll get it," nikki suddenly got her voice back. "I mean we're here, and she's gonna get it. Don't listen to her. She's a pussy-girl. She'll do what I say." Serial killer guy looked up, interested again. "And who are you, her master or something." "Kind of," nikk nodded. She turned to tams. "Take off your shirt and bra, tams," she hissed. "Now!" she added when tams didn't make a move. The five turned their attention to tams who looked like she was going to puke she was so scared. Her eyes pled with everyone in the room, but even Mikey didn't look like he was about to cut her any slack. We all wanted to see little miss sweet and innocent take off her top in front of these five freaks. She started crying, and I suddenly walked over to her. With everyone watching, I told her to shut up and I began taking off her coat. She did nothing to stop me, not even when the coat came off and I lifted up her top. "Fucking flat as a fucking board," hot scary guy spoke for the first time. "What is she thirteen or something." "Fourteen," I found myself saying. "She's a freshman. We're sophomores, okay," I added. "Man, look at her shake," fat scary guy laughed. "How you cunts gonna pay for this?" serial killer guy asked. "I don't work for free." "You can fuck her," nikk said nervously. "Fuck her?" serial killer laughed. "She looks like a fucking cherry cunt. I'd fucking kill her." "I ain't no cherry," tams finally got her voice. "I fuck. Just ask them." Serial killer looked at Sean. "She fucks," Sean grinned. "Little girl likes to fuck nigger cock, too." "'Zat right, cunt," the fat guy got up now and walked over to where I was now sliding off tams' bra and exposing her tiny, pointy titties. "You fuck nigger cock?" he stretched out his beefy hands and stroked her cheek roughly. "You like nigger cock?" "I ... " she didn't finish, just nodded. "I'll fuck her, Simon," he turned to serial killer guy. "I'll fuck her nigger-lovin' ass real good. Show her what we do to nigger lovin' white trash whores." The five freaks laughed, and the chicks looked even more primed than they guys. "How's that sound, girly cunt? You want me to teach you what we do to nigger lovers around here?" tams burst out crying, the five laughed in response. The fat scary guy cupped tams tiny, egg-sized tits in his callused hands and rubbed, tweaked and squeezed them. She cried even harder and I rubbed her shoulder, her tears making me so fucking wet I couldn't believe it. By the end of the night, she was going to get fucked hard by all these scary freaks, and the thought of what lay ahead made my head and puss swim. "I take it you give skull, too," the fat guy gripped her chin with one hand, tilted her head up and made her look him in the eyes. "I ..." she couldn't finish. She broke it out into more tears. SLAP! the fat guy's blow cracked across tams' sobbing face, and she straightened up. "Answer me, girly cunt." She nodded her head desperately up and down. "You give Norm some good skull, and maybe I'll think about sticking your belly, okay," the serial killer guy called Simon told tams. "Now get down there and show us what you've got, girly cunt." tams hesitated, but I pushed down on her shoulders and she sank to the floor. "You wanna see your little girly cunt friend get skulled, don't you?" the hot scary guy looked in my eyes. "That turns you on, huh?" I smiled and nodded at him. "You wanna come over show me some of your skull?" he pointed to the bulge in his black jeans. I left tams' side and crossed the floor to where he sat. "You some kind of hot cunts, huh?" he laughed, grabbing me by the hair and yanking me down to my knees before his bulging crotch. "Show me some skull, then, cunt. Show me what kind of skull a hot little tough cunt like you can give me." As I wrestled with his zipper I felt nikk slide onto the floor next to me. SLUT! I told myself. She was always doing this, trying to take away my cocks. I looked out of the corner of my eyes, and she was licking the hot guy's outstretched hand. She pulled down his jeans after I worked the snaps apart and zipper down. I fished my hand in and got the first handful of cock, though, and I snatched it out into the cold air. It was hard, greasy and covered with some serious tatt action. Flames all over the shaft and balls. His nuts were seriously pierced, too. My nose wrinkled at the stench of his unwashed prick, which was even more locker-room rank than the black cocks I'd tasted earlier that night. There was also an oily, greasy layer of fluid coating his prick that was bitter to the taste. When i lifted up the shaft to lick the underside, I noticed a five-inch silver chain had been pierced into his prick flesh from the bottom of his cock head to the base of his cock where it met his scrot sack. nikk, the SLUT, saw it, too, and because she was at a better angle underneath his crotch, her tongue-stud found it first. She pressed it up against the top of the chain and then let loose with a raspberry. He fucking jumped out of his boots when she did this, and I knew the SLUT had him. She continued raspberrying his cock chain, up and down his shaft, leaving me with only his oily cock head to pleasure. Pissed at my slut friend, I gouged out his piss hole with my pierced tongue, slobbering and nibbling all around the fleshy helmet to let him know I was down there working him. When nikk took a breather, I took the opportunity to nudge her out of the way and inhale his pierced six-plus incher all the way down my throat. "That's it, girly cunt. Give me some skull," he yanked me up and down his cock by my hair, snarling it in tight bunches around his fingers. He fucked my face brutally, his nuts smacking my chin and throat while all the other freaks laughed. "Now let me have some of yours," he pulled me off his prick and shoved it's greasy length between nikki's slick sucking lips. He had her red hair tangled in his other hand, and she bobbed back and forth helplessly as he skull fucked her pretty face. I rubbed my puss as I watched my SLUT friend get hers. Without thinking, I reached over, unzipped her coat, and rubbed her big tits through her top. "Together now," he pressed my face against nikk's, took his cock out of her mouth, then aimed it between our open lips. We closed our lips together in a kiss with his cock sliding in and out between our lips. "That's good," he said. "Double skull fuck." He kept fucking between our lips for another minute or so before pulling away. Our lips collided again. and I devoured nikk's tongue. The taste of his foul, greasy cock on her lips got me cunt real wet, as we swapped his spit and pre-cum between our thristy mouth. "Fucking girly cunt whores," he spat at us and stabbed his cock between our mouths again. Through the haze of his cock and nikk's hot mouth I could hear the fat guy, Norm, also ranting. I twisted my eyes around so I could see what was happening to tams out of the corner of my eyes. Norm's cock was about nine-inches long, very fat and very uncut. His thick forsekin was hanging from the base of his cock like another set of nuts. His cock only had one piercing, right through the shaft where his cock head met the beefy stalk. It was a ring of silver balls that looked like a spiked dog collar. Every time he pumped his meaty shaft between tams' stretched-out lips, it scraped the corners of her mouth and drew a tiny trickle of blood that dribbled down her chin. "Clean out my foreskin, girly cunt," he dragged her mouth down his shaft by her hair and mashed her mouth into the thick pouch of foreskin hanging from the base of his cock. "Get your tongue in there, cunt," he gasped as she obeyed him. I could see the tears flowing from her eyes, and I could only imagine how foul the inside of the fat man's foreskin tasted. I could see some kind of cheesy shit seeping out from the wrinkles, and tams was forced to suck it in, too. "Suck it!" he commanded. "Suck my foreskin." She could do nothing else, and then I noticed for the first time that she had worked her skirt and panties down and was playing with her puss furiously as he dominated her mouth. "Pay attention, cunt," the hot freak I was sucking jerked my head back to his cock and slammed its full length into my mouth. Now nikk watched as he choke fucked me hard. I couldn't breath, and I began gagging as his cock head hit the lump in the back of my mouth. I started spitting up, but he didn't stop. nikk now opened my coat and pulled down my top, biting and sucking my tits while he skull fucked me and I choked. "You like watching them, huh?" Simon appeared to be asking Josh, Nicky and Mikey. "You like watching your cunt girlfriends?" "It's all right," Nicky said. "Yeah," Mikey said. Josh didn't say anything, and I could just imagine the look in his eyes as he watched me skull the hot freak. "Let's see that bod, whore," the gypsy freak chick was by me and nikk now. nikk was standing up, and the gypsy-looking chick was helping her strip. I could see nikk kissing her, and my puss was so hot. The hot freak had his cock shoved up to his nuts down my throat, and he shook his hips back and forth, drilling even more into my throat as his nuts slapped against the bottom of my chin. "Owww!" tams was sobbing, and I turned over to her. With all his pierced cock slab shoved down her throat, Norm was now strangling her thin neck with his ham hands as he skull fucked her like a rag doll. tams' face was turning purple, and for the first time in my life I actually found myself scared at getting fucked. This freak could actually be killing tams. I tried to wrestle free of the hot freak's grip, but his grasp was like iron. So I watched helplessly as the fat freak strangle fucked tams limp body. Then I saw what was really going on. tams was still playing with her pussy like a psycho. There was a fucking puddle on the floor beneath her puss. Then I saw her whole skinny body shake, and the fat freak let go. He took his beefy cock out of her coughing mouth and cum spurted from his piss hole like a burst water balloon. tams was shaking like a leaf as she strummed her clit like a crazy woman. Then her eyes went all hollow and glassy, and she collapsed with Norm's huge cumshot pouring out of the corners of her mouth. She had this weird smile on her mouth, too, and she started licking the fat guy's boots while he queezed even more cum out of his prick and it dripped on her face and neck. "You ever cum like that before, cunt?" Norm teased her. tams shook her head dumbly. "All you cunts like that, having the wind choke-fucked out of your cunt heads," he laughed. "Makes you fucking cum so fucking hard, doesn't it?" tams nodded dumbly. "You need to get you some of this. Simon," the fat freak laughed as took tams by the hair and dragged her over to where Simon stood by Josh and the rest. I wanted to watch what happened next, but the hot freak in my mouth picked right then to pull out of my mouth and spray a hot cumshot all over my eyes and nose. As I tried to clear my vision, he wiped his greasy prick all over my face and hair. "Hot fucking skull for a girly-cunt," he spit in my eyes again. "Your cunt as hot, whore?" he asked. "We'll fucking see, asshole," I replied without thinking. Then I saw the flat of his hand, heard a loud CRACK! and everything went dark for a second. When I snapped back to reality, I was only aware of a sharp aching pain all along my jaw. I tasted blood and figured it was my own. Another sharp pain in my scalp, and I helplessly raised my head to look in his eyes. "No one fucking talks to me like that," he spit in my eye, "especially some girly-cunt whore. You got that?" I could only nod as I tried to wipe all the cum out of my eyes. When my eyes cleared I saw that the gypsy chick had nikki naked, on all fours and lapping at her puss while the other freak chick was smacking nikk's pink, tattooed ass with a spiked paddle. While nikk squirmed and ate pussy, the dirty blond freak chick smacked away with one hand and spread nikk's pierced labes with another. First one finger, then two, then three, until she was shoving her four fingers into nikk's hot puss. Then I felt someone tearing at my jeans, and I turned to see Sean, his thin, tattoed, pierced eight-inch cock looming above me. I reached around and stroked his hot fuck stick and it reared back like it was snake. He was intently focused on my asshole, dabbing his fingers in my wet puss and using my fuck juice to lube my shitter. Watching the blond freak chick work over nikk's ass and puss, he was inspired to imitate her, and he smacked my ass and finger fucked my shit hole as I continued stroking his nice hard cock. "You want that, huh?" he asked me. "You know it," I said back to him and licked my lips. "Up your ass?" he asked, not that mattered, but I figured he wanted to hear me say it. "Yeah, babe, up my ass," I replied. "Hold her down," Simon interrupted us, and I turned back to where Norm, Simon and Nicky were struggling with tams. By the terrified look in her eyes, I guess she'd come down off her fuck high and was back in reality. Nicky was stripping her completely and the hot freak had joined them. She was forced onto her back and set down on the small table. Nicky had one leg, the hot freak the other, and Norm's fat body was sitting across her chest, facing her cunt. Norm's lard ass was smothering tams' face, and every time she struggled he sat down on her screaming mouth and farted. Simon had a needle gun prepped and began swabbing tams tight, skinny tummy. "Lick my asshole," Norm grunted at tams. He put his entire weight down on tams head, and kicked her skinny bare legs like a bug trapped under a sharp pin. "Lick it!" he ordered again, and I could see him ease up as tams went to work fucking her tongue in and out of his fat lard asshole. "Look at the cunt," Sean gasped in my ear as he bent over me and pressed his cock head against my sphincter. "Look at the little whore get stuck. You like that, don't you?" I nodded my head and gasped when he stabbed his cock into my ass. Although he'd lubed me up a little with my puss juice, my asshole was still pretty dry, and it hurt like hell as I could feel his pierced eight-inch cock scrape the tender skin inside my pooper as he drove it in. "Hey .. ouch .." I desperately tried to tell him to take it easy. "Shut the fuck up, whore," he sneered, as he bounced himself forward, feeding more and more of his thrasher cock up my shitter with every thrust. It stung like hell, and I could feel more and more of my ass-skin tear and bleed. I tried to reposition myself to take him at a less painful angle, but he was having none of that. He pressed his weight down on me and began really poring it on. "Hey, Josh, get over here," he called off. "I want to watch the whore suck your cock while I fuck her ass." I looked up at Josh who was staring into my eyes with pure pissed-off rage. He watched me drive my ass down to meet Sean's hard thrusts, and he saw how I was melting under the brutal buttfuck. I'm sorry, Josh, but I guess I'm a slut. I like to fuck. I'm sorry if that pisses you off because I'm not some kind of goody- girl who wants you to be my one and only. That's me, and that's my fucking life. Now come over here and let me suck your cock while Sean fucks my ass hard. Josh seemed to read what I was saying with my eyes because he crossed the room slowly and stood before me. I reached up and wrestled his cock out from his jeans and shorts and devoured it. I wanted to show him that I still wanted to make him feel good, that even though I like to fuck a lot of different people he was still special to me. I still loved his cock-the look of it, the taste of it, the feel of it. I ran my tongue stud all up and down the shaft, and he shuddered. "You were right, man," Sean gasped as he plugged my butt. "Her ass is a fucking dream." "You like that cock up your ass?" Josh asked me as he pumped into my throat. Unable to speak with my mouth filled with his meat, I just nodded and tried to smile. "Look at your whore friend," Sean moved my head sideways so I could suck Josh and look at tams. All the fight had gone out of her. She was limp like a skinny blow-up doll. Nicky and the hot freak had her legs spread apart like a wishbone. Norm was squatting on her face smothering her mouth with his shithole. Simon was standing between her split legs with his jeans down and his stiff, freakish cock pointing straight at her labes. I had never seen such a pierce job before. His seven- inch cock was covered in what appeared to be pieces of armor. The pieces seemed to joined together by some kind of chain mail mesh that must have folded up like an accordion when his cock was limp. It was the most beautiful terrifying cock I had ever seen, and tams could obviously see it every time Norm lifted his huge lard ass off her to give her some air. She was shrieking like a baby seal, and hearing her made my cunt get so wet it sloshed up and further lubed my shithole. Simon had the needle gun lying in wait against her belly button. Then, as the others held her perfectly immobile, he stabbed the needle into her navel at the same time he drove his armor-plated cock deep into her tight wet cunt. Her skinny body went rigid and she thrashed hard. The three guys holding her down did not allow her to wiggle one inch to either side, holding her perfectly still while the needle gun pierced her belly button and Simon ravaged her tight puss. "Fucking do her!" nikki called out as she rubbed her face in the gypsy freak chick's pussy and the blond freak chick pounded her fist into nikki porno's ultra- hot, ultra-wet puss. I know how hot and wet nikk can get when she's getting done hard and watching something as sexy as seeing tams get hardcore pierced. The blond freak chick just kept punching her fist into nikk's cunt while the gyspy freak chick came in buckets all over nikk's face. nikki licked and drank the gypsy's fuck all up like it was water and she'd been in the desert for two years. Meanwhile, Simon withdrew the needle gun from tams' belly button and began inserting a small silver ring. tams was weeping hard, and the harder she cried the harder Simon fucked her tight cunt. Judging by the way she was screeching, that cock must have felt like a fucking armadillo burrowing up tams puss. She was white as a sheet, too, and the more she curled up in pain the more savagely Simon tore into her. "Move up," Simon told Norm as he changed needles in the gun and groped one of tams tiny, pointy, egg-sized titties. tams felt the cold steel against her tender tit-flesh and howled even louder before the metal sunk into her pink nipple. She thrashed around like a wild rabid animal, but the guys were pumped now, and they weren't letting her budge an inch. A trickle of blood collected on tams' pierced nip and Simon sucked it up and smacked his lips. Then, quickly and skillfully, he withdrew the needle gun and slipped a nipple ring into the entry and exit wound. Her other puffy tit was next, and by this time tams was pretty much exhausted from fighting it. She only moaned now as the needle gun punched another hole in her tit-flesh and Simon sucked the blood from tender nipple. Norm, meanwhile, had been rimmed to the point of no return, and he took his beefy cock and dumped another load of cumshot on tams glassy-eyed face. She licked it up with a real zoned out expression on her face, as Simon finished her second tit and inserted another ring. He now produced a chain from his pocket and threaded it in between the rings on her belly button and matching nipples. He wove the chain into a triangular pattern that pointed down to her cunt, which he was shredding with his armadillo cock. Once the chain had been completely threaded, he tugged at it and stimulated the various pressure points he'd pierced-her belly button and her nips. Every time he tugged, tams would let loose a squeal that began as agony and then melted into ecstasy as he teased each spot and fucked her brutally. Sadistically, he seemed to be coaxing her skinny body just to the point of cumming before backing off and starting the whole process over again. Her whole body was shaking uncontrollably now, bathed in sweat. Her eyes were as big as saucers, and she was wildly impaling herself down his armored cock, trying everything she could to cum. Simon would not allow this, though, freezing his body in mid-thrust and taunting her, backing away and making her chase her cum down the length of his freaky cock while he tugged at the chain that sent sparks through her tummy and titties. "Please ..." she gasped, licking the sweat from her lips. "Please let me cum!" "Say 'Hail Satan!'" Simon the sick fuck spit at her. "Say 'Fuck me, Satan. Make me cum!'" "Hail Satan!" tams shrieked. "Fuck me. Make me cum!" she cried desperately as she tried to grind her tight puss down onto Simon's freak cock. "Do you want me to pierce your clit next, whore?" Simon asked. "Yes," she pleaded. "Pierce my clit. You can do whatever the fuck you want, just fuck me and make me cum. FUCK!" she howled as Simon stabbed into her and in one stroke had her cumming so hard I thought her head might explode. Sean watched this and plowed my ass like a madman. i was so turned on watching tams, though, that I'd almost forgotten I had cocks in my ass and mouth until Sean pulled out of my ass and stepped around to where Josh was ramming my mouth. Sean opened my mouth wider and slid his cock in alongside Josh's, and I was suddenly gagging on two cocks. I couldn't fucking breath, and it only got worse as both guys shoved their pricks even deeper into throat. Then I felt another cock at my asshole. It was Mikey who started banging my butt while I choked on my double decker dick sandwich. I went limp and Josh fired in my mouth and then Sean. I sucked them both dry til my jaw ached was numb. Then they slid their pricks out and wiped them on my face. I zoned out for a few, then, only slightly aware that Mikey was plowing my asshole. Then I felt him pull out, too, and shoot a hot cumshot all over my face. As I licked him clean, I could taste the unmistakable taste of tams on his balls and fuck stick, and this got me hot all over again. I got back to reality and moved my head up. tams was just lying there on the table limp while Simon pierced her clit and played with her tight puss. nikk was being fucked now by the hot freak lying down below her in her puss while Norm tried in vain to wedge his fat, pierced prick up her asshole. Now nikk's ass fucks like a dream, and I've seen her take a dp from two pretty well-hung niggers. But Norm's meat was not only super-thick but pierced with that weird stud collar right below his cock head. This made getting inside nikk's juicy asshole pretty hard, and as he huffed and puffed his vicious stabbing just turned nikki porno's cunt to butter. The hot freak fucking her felt her start going crazy and when she started her horse grunting he just about flipped. "Shove that fucking mule dick up her ass," he screamed to Norm. "You gotta feel this girly-cunt's hot fucking body. She fucking fucks like a fucking dream. She needs it up her ass, you fat faggot! Fuck her up the ass! She needs it in both holes. Come on, you cocksucking faggot. Slam it up that hot ass of hers!" "Fucking cunt!" Norm bellowed at the top of his lungs as he pounded up into her shitter and felt the inside of her asshole give way and open wide. "I'll fucking you up the ass, you fucking cunt!" "Do it, nikk!" Nicky cheered nikki porno on as he stood by her face and rubbed his short, thick, pierced cock along her drooling lips. "How do you like that big pierced cock in your ass?" "Fuck yeah!" nikk grunted and started snorting even louder. This got both guys frying, and they tore both her holes open with no mercy. Nicky then sprayed a heap of cum on nikk's snorting face which made her bark like a fucking seal. Norm's fat cock ripped her ass so wide it even fell out a few times on the his backstrokes. The same happened to the hot freak's cock in her puss, and at one point they both plopped out at the same time and then both entered her cunt at the same time. Two hot hard cocks fucking her puss at the same time sent nikk into a fuck frenzy like I'd never seen before. Her grunts and barks turned into a fucking banshee yell, and she slammed her body down on both cocks and then collapsed in a huge cum. They continued fucking her like a rag doll, Norm getting in her ass again and tearing it open once more. Then both freaks shot in seconds of each other and continued fucking her hard til they were drained completely. The two freak chicks now descended on nikk's blasted ass and puss and licked her clean while she purred. I looked back at tams, who was now on her stomach with her ass pointed in the air. Simon's freak cock plowed into her ass down to her balls, and as she lay there helplessly pinned under his weight he began drawing tatts all over her back and ass. She tried to wiggle herself up and down on Simon's cock, but he wouldn't let her move as drew. She was stuffed completely with his cock, and she just had to take it as he scoured her back with the sharp pencil. It was a wonder to watch him work. In the middle of a colorful pattern of scales and roses he put drew a big- titted demon whore. The when he reached her asscheeks, he withdrew his cock from her shitter and worked on her skinny, fleshy cheeks. He wrote "Girly" on her left cheek and "Cunt" on her right cheek in a real cool script that looked like old Gothic writing. Her skinny ass bled with every puncture, and by this time we were all sitting around getting stoned out of our minds while watched Simon use tams' body like a canvas. When he was done, tams couldn't even stand up. She was so weak she couldn't even dress herself. In that state, each of the freak guys and Nickey all fucked her doggie-style while she just shook like a leaf and drooled out of her cute mouth. Then nikk and I dressed our little doll and got her all put back together. We'd been there almost five hours when we left and it was starting to look like dawn when we drove home. I was cuddled up with my head in Josh's lap licking his never-ending hard-on. Mikey was holding tams and rocking her back and forth like a little baby. nikk was up in the front getting fucked doggie by Nickey as she sucked off Sean, who was trying to drive on the right side of the road. Somehow we all made it home ... *** *** *** *** *** *** Thrasher Girls III - "Geeks" It was a Wednesday afternoon a few weeks ago, and it was fucking cold. I was in my leather with a sweater on and about three tee-shirts underneath, and I was still freezing my tits off. Nikki, tams and I were sitting in Magic Beans at a back table after school. As always, we were discussing what we were going to do that weekend. We knew it would have to involve some serious partying and fucking, but we weren't quite sure of the details yet. For the last month or so, we'd been reading all the e-mails people were sending me and trying to come up with ideas of what we could possibly do so I could write about it in Thrasher Girls, part 3. A lot of people said they wanted to see us do some more whoring. One guy wrote me and said (I'm correcting his spelling and grammerJ): Dear Ronni, You and your friends sound so hot. I see a lot of hot young teens like you hanging out all the time. I think you all look so hot with all the tattoos and body piercings. I always think girls like you must be wild to fuck. That is why I like your stories so much because I like to think about girls I see that are like you and doing all that stuff. I always want to talk to hot teen girls, but I never know what to say. How does a guy start a conversation with you kinds of girls anyway? Do I just walk up and say, "Hey, how'd you like to fuck me for a hundred bucks?" What would you say if some older guy came up to you and just asked you that? Let's say you were at the mall or something, and I walked up to you. I'm 47 years old, and I'm married, and I have a son about your age. He has a girl friend, and I think about fucking her all the time when I see her. But I know that's not possible because I'm an old guy to you kids, and who would want to fuck an old guy? I'd be willing to pay to fuck a hot teenage girl, though. But how would I know you'd be willing to fuck me for money? Let's say I walk up to you at a mall. What do I say to you? How do I know you're not just going to call me a pervert or worse yet get a cop on me? You see, I think about this all the time, and I'm sure a lot of men my age do, especially if they're around teenagers a lot like I am. What I'd like you to write about is how a guy like me would be able to find a girl like you who would fuck me for money. You say you want to do stuff that would turn people on and write about it. What would turn me on is if you went out and found somebody like me and fucked him and then wrote about it so I could see what that would be like. Maybe that makes no sense to you, but at least think about it. I know you probably won't write me back, but if you want to here's my e-mail address. Noman@noplace.com (You don't really think I'm going to put his real name, here do youJ) After receiving that e-mail, I'd been writing back to Noman about two times a week for the last few weeks. In our e-mails we talked a lot more about his fantasy. He really wanted me to find some older guys like him and fuck them for money and write about it. Nikki and tams thought the idea was pretty hilarious. The three of us are always checking out all the hermans gawking at us when we go out. We know all those old guys would die to fuck us. We always thought it was fucking hilarious until I started writing to Noman and reading his e-mails. As always, nikki was the first one to really think about fucking hermans for cash. The more we talked about it, the more she kept saying we could make some serious cash doing it. Then she started talking about where we could do it and how we could do it without getting caught. Fucking black guys for dope out in the parking lot at Magic Beans is one thing. The cops go through there a lot, but it's just kids screwing kids. Some chicks have gotten busted in cars with guys, but nothing really happens except a lot of bullshit before they send you home to your parents. But there aren't any hermans cruising the lot at Magic Beans on a Friday night, so we couldn't score anything that way. Nikki then started talking about curb crawling, like the whores who work up the street about 20 blocks from Magic Beans. At about 11:00 PM or so they come out. Most are pretty skanky and old, and I'm sure they all have AIDS. There are also a lot of trippers driving around down there late at night, and that didn't appeal to us at all. You could get in some guy's car, and he could kill you, and dump your body somewhere, and no one would ever know. So, after thinking about it, nikki had decided that wasn't the way to go, and tams and I agreed. That's when I said we could just cruise the local mall like Noman said. The place was loaded with hermans all the time, and we could just hang out in the food court or out by the bike racks and pick up some hermans along the way. Tams didn't like that idea at all. She started worrying about how we'd get busted right away by all the narcs they always have cruising the mall. I told her that the narcs would never get us because they all make themselves out to look like they're younger so they can bust kids by posing as stoners. But, we'd be going after the real hermans, and no narc trying to bust kids with dope at the mall was going to look like a herman. Nikki thought about that for a minute, and then she agreed with me. Tams was still being a puss, though, and whining about how we were going to get caught because the cops don't let shit like that go on in a mall. Even going through what she'd been through with us in the last few months, tams could still be a real puss-bag. She still even freaked a little about fucking the black guys in the Lincoln when we needed shit. Nikk told her to shut up, though, and we went ahead and planned our little adventure further. It was about quarter to five when Josh and Nicky walked in. Josh had just about gotten over being mad at me for something stupid. It was always something stupid with him. He knows I'm a total slut, and that's all fine when it's him and me and our set, but when I fuck around with anybody else he gets all wiggy, especially if it's black guys. He saw me talking to a black guy in here last week, and he went all ape-shit, calling me a nigger lover and shit like that. I told him to go fuck himself, and we hadn't really been talking or fucking since then. His week was up, though, and he was friendly and forgiving because he hadn't had any pussy for awhile. I love the guy, but he is pathetic and so predictable. He always tries to come across as so smart with all the books he reads, but he's really stupid when it comes to me. I have him wrapped so tight, he'll never get out of it. Sorry if that sounds cold, but it's the TRUTH. Nicky was stoned already, and Josh looked buzzed, too, when they sat down. Tams asked where Mikey was, and Josh told her he was at the used CD shop across the street and he'd be over in a minute. Nicky asked us what was up, and nikki told him what we were talking about. He immediately started cracking up and asking us how much cash we thought we could rake in. Nikki told him at a $100 a pop, we could probably clear a few grand in one weekend. Nicky cracked up some more and offered to be our pimp. Josh told him to fuck off, and I could see nikki's little scheme had pissed off old Josh once again. "What's your problem?" I asked Josh. "I don't have a problem," Josh protested. "I just want Nicky to shut the fuck up, okay? You keep talking about this shit, and he's bound to think you're serious." "We are serious, asshole," I told him. "You are not fucking serious, ronni," he replied. "What makes you think we're not fucking serious?" nikki jumped on him now. "You guys aren't going to the mall and fucking old guys, okay?" Josh laughed at us. "That's the fucking stupidest thing I've ever heard." "Really?" nikki was pissed now. "Well, fuck you, Joshua. Now we really are going to do it. This fucking weekend," she added. "Right ronn?" "Fuck yeah," I responded. "Tams, too." "Hey, I didn't fucking say I was going to do anything," tam-tams protested. "You guys can go suck cock at the shopping mall. I ain't." We continued bickering like that until Mikey walked in. He sat next to tam-tams, and they sucked face for a minute while we all glared at them and each other. Nicky filled Mikey in on the conversation, and he cracked up, too. "So, are you going to make me some money this weekend, ho'?" he asked tam-tams. She got all red and flustered, and nikk and I picked up on the gag and started calling her a ho', too. Tam- tams wasn't real happy about that. "Mikey, you really don't want me to do that shit, do you..?" she whined. "Just think of all the money, tams?" he countered. "We could party the rest of the month on that kind of cash. You could buy some new clothes. Why the fuck wouldn't you want to do that? It sounds like a fucking cool plan to me." "Thank you, Michael!" I smiled at tams. "You see, tams?" I coaxed her in my nicest voice. "Come on, be a ho' with us, bitch. It'll be so tripping." Tams looked utterly pissed off, but she looked at Mikey's smile and just nodded her head. Josh didn't look too thrilled either. If he was looking for Mikey to help him out on this one, he was looking at the wrong guy. Mikey loved tams, so much that it made us all want to hurl. But Mikey was also into seeing and hearing about tams fucking other guys. It especially got him off because she hated to do it so much. At least, she pretended to hate it. Nikk and I knew the real tams. She acted like a whining, prissy puss-bag, but when she got into slamming she was a real slut, just like me and nikki p. She just needed someone to force her to do things, I guess so she didn't feel guilty. I think a part of tam-tams would have loved it if she and Mikey could have been the perfect little high school couple. But Mikey had been hanging with us way too long to go for that bullshit. Nikk and I knew tams had only started hanging with us to move in on Mikey. She was our bud by now, but she could always be a stuck-up pain in the ass, too. It wasn't that she thought she was better than us, just different, like we were real sluts and she was just along for the ride because of Mikey. Josh was major wigging now, and just sitting there sulking. Nicky smirked at him, looked around the coffee house, and smiled. "Hey, man, guess who's here?" he nudged Josh on the shoulder. "Who?" Josh looked up, only half-interested. He was enjoying his pissed-off mood way too much to be that easily distracted. "Hillary Wukowski," Nicky pointed to a table of three girls sitting up front by the windows. "She's been checking you out ever since we got here. Hubba hubba," Nicky mocked. Nikki, Mikey, tams and I started cracking up while Josh got even more pissed-off. Hillary Wukowski was this fat, pep-squad bitch who spent her entire life chasing guys who never even looked at her fat ass, except to make fun of her. She was sitting with Cheryl Davies, who really wasn't that bad looking for a chub, and Manel Bernar, this brown-skinned Indian chick who would have been hot looking except for the moustache and sideburns. They were all pep-squad bitches who would have done anything to get a guy, except doing the one thing that could really get them a guy - put out! Hillary had been stalking Joshy all year. It started at lunch when she'd sit across from our table with her freak friends, look at him, and then giggle like middle school geeks. Then, when she found out Josh hung out here at Magic Beans, she and her pep-squad buds started hanging here after school. She was such a stupid cunt. She had no chance with a guy like Josh. I wanted to tell her that, but then that would look like I even fucking cared, and I certainly DID NOT CARE! "She could be all yours, man," Nicky kept at Josh. "All that flesh! You could be swimming in it, man." "Shut the fuck up, Nicky," Josh hissed. "You ever fuck a fat girl like that, Joshua?" Nicky badgered. "Huh?" "I did," Mikey laughed, and now tam-tams started scowling. "Like two summers ago. That fat cow who used to hang out at the pool all the time, the one from Saint Bernadette's with the big blonde hair and the blue swimsuit. What the fuck was her name again?" "Dolly?" nikki howled. "You fucked Dolly?" I started laughing, too. We all remembered Dolly. She was about three years older than us, and real fat with big blonde hair. That's why someone started calling her Dolly, like Dolly Parton. I almost peed my panties imagining Mikey fucking that fat, bleached cow. "How the fuck did that ever happen?" I asked Mikey, aware that the more we talked about it, the more pissed tam-tams was getting. I don't know why exactly, but I liked to see tams get all pissed off at me. It actually gets me hot in a way, to push her buttons and watch her get all wiggy. I guess that makes me a sadist, but at least I'm not alone. Nikki, Nicky and Mikey love doing it, too. Sometimes it's like we play with her, like she's a doll. "She was stalking me big time," Mikey gloated. "So one day I just walked up to her and said, 'Hey, would you like to go back to my place and get some beers. My parents aren't home, and we can have the whole house to ourselves and shit.' So she does. I mean she knew what was going on. You don't ask some fat girl back to your house for beers 'cause you wanna fucking talk, you know." "Why the fuck would you EVER want to fuck her, man?" Josh asked. Totally bewildered. "Christ. Man, what the fuck were you thinking?" "He was thinking how fucking wild it would be to fuck some fat ugly shit who'd do just about anything to get some attention and affection, weren't you, Mikey?" I answered for Mikey. "I just wanted to fuck, and I knew she would," Mikey replied. "I bet that shit was pretty wild, huh?" Nicky asked. "So what the fuck did you do with her when you had her there?" "Well, we got there, and I got us some beers, and while we pounded down the first one I asked her if I could see her tits. I told her I liked her tits because they were so big, and she pulled down her top for me, and I played with her tits while we slammed another couple of beers. She was pretty trashed by then, so I took out my cock, stood up over her, and put it in her mouth. She had never sucked dick before, I guess, because she just kind of let it sit there and sucked on it a little. So, I started fucking her face with it, and I could tell she didn't like that, but she let me do it anyway. And after a minute or so, I came in her mouth, and she swallowed it. Then I told her to take off her bathing suit, and boy was she fat. I told her to suck me hard again, and she did, and then I told her to turn around, and when I saw that huge fucking ass I started slapping it real hard and finger fucking her pussy. She probably didn't like that much either, but she just sat there and took it until I took my dick and shoved it up her fat cunt. I fucked her doggy style real hard, and was just about to fuck her ass when I heard my parents coming home. So she ran out my back door with her big, blue bathing suit half off." Everyone, even Josh, was laughing at the image except for tam-tams. "So, did you fuck her fat ass again or what?" nikki asked maliciously, obviously aware how pissed-off tams was getting. "Oh, yeah," Mikey boomed. "I called her up later that night and asked her when we could fuck again. She thought I was her boyfriend or something, so she was all giggly and nice and shit. She told me her parents would be gone to a movie that night and to come over after 7:00 because only her older brother would be home. When I got there, he was smoking a bowl so he couldn't give two shits what his fat-assed sister was doing. She got us some pot, and we got stoned ourselves out in the garage. Then she sucked me off again, and I bent her over the hood of her family's Taurus, and I fucked her fat ass so hard she was crying. Afterward, she fucking told me how much it hurt, but that she didn't mind it because she loved me. I told her I loved her, too, and she bought that shit, too. So I fucked her shit a few more times that summer until she started telling these chicks down at the pool. Then I cooled it because I didn't want anyone thinking I was going with some fat chick." "I thought all that stuff about you and her was all bullshit," nikki said. "You mean it wasn't? You mean you fucked that fat freaky bitch?" "Sure as fuck," Mikey snickered. "I fucked that fat- ass bitch silly . G'dang, g'dang" he shouted, slapping his thighs and imitating a hard, thrusting motion with his hips. "Fucked her til I made her moo." "So how 'bout it, stud boy?" I slapped Josh playfully on the arm. "You think you could make old Hillary over there moo?" "Fuck off, ronn," Josh shot back. "She may be more woman than you can handle, Joshua," nikki got in on the act now. "You gotta have a lot of motion to paddle across that ocean," she joked, gyrating her hips all around while we watched her and laughed. "Come on, man," Nicky jumped in. "Hillary's been big- time stalking you, man. Go on over and talk to her." "Fuck you, Nick!" "What are you, afraid?" I challenged. "You afraid to go over and talk to some fat, pep-club bitch?" "I just don't see the fucking point," Josh replied. "So just fuck off, okay?" "The point is you could walk right in there and fuck that fat ass and take what you want, Joshua," nikki mocked him. "Or maybe that ain't your type. Maybe you'd rather be over there hitting on the sallies," she pointed to a table of obvious flamers. "Fuck you, nikki! You're nothing but a fucking slut- bag, you know that ..?" Josh was so mad he could barely see straight. "You pass up on free, guaranteed pussy, that makes you a sallie in my book, Joshua," nikki kept at him. "Makes you fucking queer." She cupped her fingers around in a circle, jammed her tongue against the inside of her cheek, and made like she was sucking a cock. "Sucky, sucky, sailor boy. Me show you number one blow-job," she teased him in a fake gook accent that sounded kind of like Cartman on Southpark. We all really loved that one, and Nicky just about sat his ass on the floor he was laughing so hard. "Fuck all of you!" Josh spit as he stood up and stormed out. "There goes my fucking ride, see ya'," Nicky blurted, as he chased Josh out the door. Mikey went back to sucking face with tam-tams, leaving nikki and I to amuse ourselves. She tapped me on the shoulder. "Let's go have some fun with the cows, okay?" I smiled at her, and we stood up. I followed nikki to the front of the coffee shop where Hillary, Cheryl and Manel sat, engrossed in conversation. Judging from the way they looked when they realized we were approaching their table, I guessed they'd been talking about Josh and our set. "Hey, Hil," nikk broke the ice as she pulled up a chair. "What's up?" "Not much," Hillary looked nervous, but not unfriendly. I tried to remember if nikk or I had ever had a bad run-in with any of these geeks, but I couldn't recall. We just kind of mocked them behind their backs, that's all. They probably had a pretty good idea what we thought of them, but since we never said or did anything to them they couldn't really be sure. They were such "nice girls," it probably never occurred to them to suspect us of screwing with them. Besides, nikk's a real charmer when she sets her mind to it, and when she smiled at Hillary, Cheryl and Manel even I thought for a moment that she really wanted to be friends. "That is such a cool stud!" nikki gushed like a schoolgirl over Manel's pierced nose. "Where did you get it?" "It .. I .." Manel seemed flabbergasted at nikki's friendliness. "She got it at some Indian shop," Cheryl answered for Manel. Because of Manel's hairy face, Cheryl was definitely the hottest of the three. I was pretty sure old Cheryl had seen some dick in her life before. This is probably what made her the most confident among them, and the first to adjust to nikki's new-found interest. "Isn't it cool," Cheryl gushed to nikki. "That's a real ruby, too. It's like worth a thousand bucks or something." "It's only about $750," Manel quickly corrected. "Still, it is soo cool," nikki kept gushing. "It's cultural with Indians, you know," Cheryl jumped right in. "Indian girls have been getting their noses pierced for like centuries. It's part of their religion." "Is that like mehndi, too?" nikki asked. "Y .. yes, it can be," Manel replied. "Does the place that did your nose do real mehndi stuff, too?" nikki asked. "I'd really like to get some great body art, you know. I mean I get bored with all this," she indicated the tatts that were visible on her arms and upper chest. "And sometimes I want to get something, but I don't want it permanent, you know. Like maybe for a party or something. Would your place do that?" "I .. I guess so," Manel replied. "That would be so cool," nikki squeezed her arm. "Let's go there tomorrow after school or something, okay?" "I .." Manel began. "Yeah, Manel, let's ." Cheryl interrupted. "Maybe I can get my nose done, too." She turned to nikki. "You know I've been wanting to get a stud like hers." "That would look so cool," nikk was smiling so sincerely I was beginning to wig. "They .. ah .. you need to get permission from your parents," Manel cut in. "They don't do piercings or anything except ears unless you have your parents with you." "Shit, you're right," Cheryl cursed.. "That's bullshit," I finally spoke up. "You don't need your fucking parents permission. I got all this shit all over me, and I never had my parents permission for any of it." "How?" Cheryl asked. "Let's just say we know people who think all that permission stuff is bullshit," nikki laughed. "How much did that cost, then?" Cheryl was definitely intrigued. "Not much," I joked. "We worked it off." "Worked it off ..?" I answered her by sticking my tongue against the inside of my cheek, cupping my hand, and rocking it back and forth while mimicking a monster blow job. "Word of mouth discount," nikk joked. "You guys are kidding, right?" Cheryl giggled nervously. "I wouldn't joke about shit like that," I replied. "My fucking jaw ached for a week. It was worth it, though, wasn't it, nikk?" "Sure as fuck was," nikk smiled, getting off on the shocked looks plastered across Hillary's, Cheryl's and Manel's faces. "You should come with us next time. A pierced nose would probably only cost you a hand job." "He'd probably want to come on your tits, too," I added. "Charlie's into that shit. He likes little high school girls with big tits." The conversation had obviously drifted into uncomfortable places for the three geeks. Hillary coughed nervously while Manel stared at the floor and Cheryl giggled. "You mean to tell me that Indian place wouldn't even give you some body art without parents' permission?" nikk asked Manel. "No," Manel shook her head quickly. "They wouldn't." "Well that sucks," nikki pouted. "That would have been pretty rad." "Yeah," Cheryl agreed, "it would have." "You guys want to score some shit with us tonight?" nikk suddenly changed topics. "We're going to come back up here tonight and party a little. You want in?" "I .. uh .. it's a school night," Hillary stuttered. "I have to stay in." "Shit, that sucks," I replied. "You mean you guys don't have to stay in on school nights?" Manel asked, as if she'd never heard of such a thing before. "My parents don't care what the fuck I do as long as I maintain my A average," I explained. I don't really like to mention this, but for a thrasher girl I'm also pretty much a geek when it comes to school. I kind of have the highest GPA in my class, which is a riot because I don't work at it at all. School is just so fucking easy. "My parents just don't fucking care what I do," nikki added, "school night or no school night." "I could probably get out," Cheryl jumped in, ignoring the looks her friends shot her. "I mean if it's not too late. How late do you guys stay out, anyway?" "How late can you hang?" I asked. "I'd probably have to be in by ten." "Ten?" I laughed. "Nothing starts happening here til about then. Couldn't you like stretch it to 11:30 or something?" "I guess ." Cheryl looked like she was already planning how she'd manage this. Being the geek that she was meant she had a lot of slack to cut with her parents. She probably hadn't missed a curfew ever, especially on a school night. She was primed to break out a little. This was going to be fucking hilarious. "I guess I could stay out to 11:30 or midnight," she said after thinking about it for a few seconds. "That's it, girlfriend," nikki beamed at her. "You need a ride or anything? 'Cause Josh can pick you up," nikki asked innocently while sneaking a glance at Hillary. By this point, Hillary had stopped staring at Cheryl like she was crazy, and had begun looking way- jealous. "We'll pick you up about 8," I cut in, savoring the expression on Hillary's face. "How much money do I need .. you know .. for stuff?" Cheryl asked. If she was aware of Hillary's feelings, she didn't show it. "Bring like $30," I told her. "If you play your cards right, you won't even need that." I winked at nikki, who got the inside joke. For those of you who didn't read my first two stories, nikki, tam-tams and I play this card game to see who has to pay for shit, and who has to fuck for it. I almost peed my panties thinking about chubby little Cheryl the pep-squad girl sucking black cock for a baggy of weed. I knew she'd puss out on us, but the thought of us fucking with her lily- white brain got me so fucking wet. She'd run out of here tonight, screaming for her mommy and daddy. It was going to be fucking hilarious. "I might be able to get up here," Hillary suddenly broke into the conversation. "I could tell my mom I'm working on a project with you guys, and that you'll all be up here. This is a coffee bar, and a lot of kids do hang up here and study, don't they?" she asked. "Sure," I told her. "Tell your mom I'm an A student, and I study up here all the time. If she doesn't believe you, show her the fucking honor roll. I've got the highest GPA in the fucking class." Hillary nodded. "D .. do you think you could come over and m..meet my mom before we go?" she shook as she asked me. "I mean, she'd probably let me go if she met you, but ." she paused. "But what?" I asked. "You . Could you ..?" she paused and looked positively embarrassed. "She wants to tell you that you look like a fucking freak, ronn!" nikk cut in with a loud laugh. "She wants you to clean up nice. Right?" she asked Hillary. "I guess," Hillary whispered. "I'm sorry, it's not that I care, it's just that ." "No problem," I cut her off. "I'll make myself look all sally schoolgirl for your mommy. You just be ready at 7:30. Josh and I will pick you up first." "Josh?" Hillary turned pale. "Yeah, is there a problem with that?" I asked. "No," she answered softly. "Hillary has like the majors for Josh," Cheryl giggled. "Cheryl!" Hillary snapped. "You do, Hil!" Cheryl shot back before turning to me. "Aren't you like going out with Josh?" she asked me. "We go out sometimes," I tried to sound totally casual. "I go out with lots of guys. Why? Do you really like him or something?" I asked Hillary. "I don't know," she answered. "Kind of, I guess." "Kind of, my ass," Cheryl bated her friend. "You like want to have his fucking babies or something." "Oooo," nikki giggled. "True love!" "I guess I think he's pretty cool," Hillary admitted. "Listen, hon, he's all yours," I laughed. "There are plenty more fish out there for me." "Are you serious?" she asked me. "Really? You aren't mad?" "Why would I be mad? Josh is hot, you want to jump his bones. I say all's fair in love and war, girlfriend. I'll even give you some help, okay?" "Are you really serious?" Hillary asked again. "Listen, you're cool. Josh needs to get out with some other chicks. He keeps hanging on me all the time. You'd be doing me a fucking favor." "You guys are so cool," Cheryl giggled. "This is going to be so .. rad .. tonight." "Sure you can't make it?" nikk asked Manel. Manel shook her head, her eyes a mixture of confusion and jealousy. In just a few short minutes, nikk and I had walked into her life and turned it completely upside down. She looked so helpless sitting there, I started getting wet and wishing she was coming along tonight, too. I'd do anything to see her dark, hairy Indian face in total shock. Like I said, she'd be pretty hot if it wasn't for the moustache and sideburns. But even now, as I looked at her closely, I began not to be so grossed out by the facial fur. It was kind of exotic in a way. It made her look wild somehow - innocent AND wild. "Come on," I coaxed her, reaching out and stroking her hand gently. "Can't you even make it out for a little while?" "My parents are very strict," she said softly. "They won't let me." "Will they let you go over Hillary's house?" I asked, not wanting to give up just yet. "Maybe?" "You get over to Hillary's house by 7:30," I assured her, "and I'll handle the rest. Trust me, okay?" For the first time that afternoon she smiled. She smiled at me, and I knew I had her. She'd be at Hillary's. She'd do anything to fit in with us, anything not to lose her old friends. I was really fucking wet by now. "We'd better get going guys," Cheryl announced. She turned to nikk as the geeks stood up and faced the door. "I'll see you guys around 8, okay?" "Yeppers," nikk replied. "You guys be ready at 7:30," I told Hillary and Manel. They nodded, waved and scurried out of the coffee house. Nikk and I walked back to our old table laughing our asses off. "What in the fuck was that all about?" Mikey asked as we sat down. "You were like talking to those geeks for half an hour." "They're hanging with us tonight," nikki giggled. "You're fucking shitting me!" tam-tams exploded. "I know those fucking geeks. They are totally gawkers. I used to hang with that crowd, you know. They are total losers. What the fuck are you doing asking them to hang with us?" tam-tams was really a little snot sometimes. "We're going to have us some fun with them," nikk giggled. "We're gonna freak their geeky fucking brains out. Come on, tams." Nikki Porno nuzzled up against tam-tams, sliding her hand under tams' leather coat and copping a feel. "Don't you wanna play with the little geeks?" she whispered in tams' ears. "Blow their fucking minds? It'll be tripping, you'll see. Come on, tam- tams ." Tams melted under nikk's touch, just like she always did. She smiled, probably relieved that nikk's cruel intentions were fixed on someone besides her tonight. I could tell what else tams was thinking, too. Play along with nikk and I on this one, and we'd forget about cruising the mall for hermans this weekend. I smiled. Of course, we'd let her think that for now. We'd let her think anything as long as she played along with us tonight. The only person we had to worry about was Josh. This wouldn't be any fun if he didn't join the game, too. "What the fuck are you supposed to be?" Josh laughed at me as I crawled in his puke-green, beater Plymouth station wagon. "Sally schoolgirl?" "You like?" I smiled at him, fluffing back my hair like some brainless cheerleader. Josh was right. I was dressed like Sally Schoolgirl. I had on a black skirt, white thigh-high stockings, and this old pair of thrift store saddle shoes I got for last Halloween. In fact, I was wearing my entire "schoolgirl hooker" costume from Halloween-minus all the rouge, eye-shadow, lipstick and bondage gear, of course. I had my long black hair done up in a braid, and it was killing me. I have pretty thick curly hair, and braiding it had been a bitch. I finished out the outfit with a white blouse-a lacy collar and cuffs-and a bulky cable sweater that pretty much matched the puke-green color of Josh's station wagon. In my red wool coat, I looked like a fucking Mormon. Fortunately, I had some real clothes and my docs in the backpack I carried. "What the fuck is up with you?" Josh asked again. "I'll explain as we drive," I told him, chucking my bag into the back. "We're going over to Hillary Wukowski's house, okay?" I fished out the directions she'd given me over the phone half hour ago. He was even more stunned by what I'd just said than how I was dressed. "Hillary Wu . No, that is not fucking OKAY. Now you'd better tell me what the fuck is going on here." "Are you going to pull out of here and drive, or what?" He glared at me, slammed the car into reverse, and backed out. "Nikki and I started talking to them up at Beans when you guys left," I explained. Josh knew who "them" was. He was pretty pissed. "Nikk invited them along tonight." "Them?!" Josh exploded. "What the fuck do you mean them?" "Hillary, Cheryl and Manel," I always got off on Josh's little temper tantrums. He is so fucking hot when he gets all wiggy. His eyes get all big and fiery, and he looks pretty much like a psycho-killer, which is a real hot- look on him. Some guys are like that. Other guys just look queer when they throw a fit. "They're going to party with us tonight," I continued explaining. "Turn right on Harvard and go down to Walker and make a left," I read off the directions. "She lives off Walker on Merrymount. You got that?" "You and nikk are fucking screwed in your heads," Josh replied, following my directions and turning right off my street onto Harvard. "What the fuck do you think you're doing anyway?" "Trying to get you laid, sissy boy," I joked, snaking my left hand down to his crotch and squeezing his cock. Despite acting all pissed at me, Josh was already hard. I unsnapped his baggy jeans, leaned over, and licked his neck, fucking my tongue-stud in and out of his ear hole. I know this drives him fucking bananas. "We're going to get you a fat chick, Joshy" I whispered in his ear. "Maybe a couple of them. Doesn't that sound good, Joshy? Fucking some fat chicks?" I teased him, sliding down the elastic band on his jockeys. "I want to watch you, Joshy. I want to watch you fuck a fat chick." I yanked out his hard 6 «-inch cock, and it snapped to attention. I spit on my right palm, and then rubbed it over his pierced cockhead. He loves when I do this, and I could feel him go all tense, raising his butt off the car seat and trying to get his jeans and shorts down further. "You gonna fuck Hillary's fat pussy for me, Joshy?" I fucked his ear again with my tongue-stud. "Are you?" I kept up the dirty talk while I jacked his shaft and palmed his pierced cockhead. "Fuck .. ronn ." he gasped, almost losing control of the car when I dipped my right hand deep into his crotch and found his balls. I tugged the two rings pierced through his wrinkly nut sack, and did a taffy pull on his hard pole. "I want to see you fuck that fat bitch's fat asshole, Joshy," I bit his earlobe and scratched his balls with my fingernails. "Okay?" He nodded helplessly. "This is my early Valentine's Day present for you, Joshy," I kept tongue-stud fucking his ear while I twisted his scrote rings and palmed the ball sticking through his cockhead. "I'm giving you a big fat ass to fuck. How does that sound, baby?" "Shit ." he hissed, collapsing against the steering wheel as I pumped a load of cum out of his aching cock and nuts. I scooped up the gobs with my fingers and smeared them across my lips. With my tongue-stud I gathered up the whole mess, then pulled his face to mine. We kissed, and I rammed my cum-covered tongue- stud against his own pierced tongue, spitting his own salty splooge hard into his mouth. "So how does that sound?" I giggled, wiping off my hands on his jeans. I pulled away from him slightly, and readjusted myself in the rearview mirror. "Why are you doing this, ronn?" he sighed, still trembling from the intense nut he'd just popped. "What do you mean?" "Why do you want to see me fuck some fat chick? I mean you're not some porno psycho like nikki. You're a smart girl. You don't need to do all this shit all the time. We could just chill and fuck, you know. There's nothing wrong with that." "Sometimes you are such a fag." "And what the fuck is that supposed to mean? Just because I don't fuck everything that moves like you and nikk and Nicky, I'm a fag. Well, that's real mature." "You don't like the way I am, then don't hang with me. It's that simple." "What the fuck is up with you?" Josh repeated. "Why the hell would you want to see me fuck some fat chick? How could that possibly get you off? I think you'd be jealous if I was fucking around on you." "Listen, I don't know what the fuck goes on in your head, but fucking is just FUCKING, okay. It's not anything deeper." "How can you say that?" he asked. "Is that what you mean? That it's all just fucking, even me and you . Just fucking?" "You don't understand," I yelled at him. "You've never understood, have you?" "Well, maybe you can explain it to me, then." "You act all pissed when I fuck guys, like the black guys in the Lincoln. After I fuck around with them, you act all pissed for days. And just last week, you went ape- shit on me for talking to that black guy at Beans. I was just talking to him." "I saw you ronni," Josh shot back. "I know the way you are, the way you were looking at him. You were going to go fuck him or something. I can tell when you get that way." "So, what the fuck if I do? What the fuck if I go out there and suck his big black cock? What the fuck is it to you anyway?" "You say I don't understand? Listen to what the fuck you're saying, would you? I don't like you fucking other guys, and I'm the bad guy here? I don't fuck around on you, ronn ." "Maybe you fucking should," I interrupted him. "What?" "That's what I'm telling you, Joshua. Maybe you fucking should. Maybe you wouldn't be such a psycho all the time." "What are you talking about?" "You don't want me to fuck those niggers out in the Lincoln, do you?" "No," he replied. "I don't." "That's a fucking lie, Joshua." "You're fucking insane, you know that, ronni." "I'm not the one with fucking problem, Joshua. It's you. You've got the problem. You've got some kind of fucked-up hang-up about me fucking black guys. It's like you're prejudiced or something. Yet, after I fuck those guys, and we fuck, you're all over me. Me fucking niggers turns you on, only you don't have the balls to admit it. I feel how hard your dick gets, Josh, how hard you fuck me. I see the look in your eyes when you fuck me after I've just been fucked by some black guy. You act like you hate it, but it gets you fucking off. Don't lie to me." "You're fucking crazy!" "Don't lie to me Joshua. I can take all your psycho bullshit, just don't lie to me. Don't lie to me!" He said nothing, and I looked down at the sheet of directions. "You need to turn here," I told him, looking a head and pointing to the next intersection. "This is Merrymount." "I know that," he hissed. "Listen," I lowered my voice and spoke quickly. "I know how you feel about me, and I feel the same way about you, okay? I just like to fuck, and you should, too. You get off on me fucking black guys, and I get off thinking about you fucking some fat chick who's in love with you. It makes me feel .. you know .. like I'm special to you." "You are going to have to explain that," Josh said as he turned onto Merrymount. "This I have to fucking hear." "I know how you feel about me, and that you'd just be FUCKING Hillary. She has this big thing for you, and to you she's just a fat cow. She can fuck you all she wants, and she can try to do anything to get you to love her, but you won't because you love me," I smiled at him. "So it's like I have this fat little fuck toy at my disposal. You fuck her, and I can watch you break her fucking heart. That's what gets me off." "You are seriously warped," Josh told me. "You know that?" "You wanted to fucking know," I laughed. "Seeing me fuck this fat cow would really get you off, then?" I nodded and stroked his cock. "Now put your dick back in your jeans. You don't want to give her a heart attack, do you?" I looked at the address on my paper and compared it to the street addresses. "45701," I announced. "There," I pointed to a house on our left with the porchlight on. Josh pulled in, and I got out. "Stay here," I told him. "I've got a show to do." He didn't reply. I turned around and hustled up the drive to the porch. I pressed the doorbell, and Hillary answered. "Hi, ronni," she beamed at me. I could see her peering out into the car, trying to catch a glimpse of Josh without appearing to be too obvious. "Come in." I walked into the warmth of her house, and it was like Good fucking Housekeeping. It even smelled like baked bread. I guess people really do live like this. Manel was standing by the stairs with a nervous smile on her face. Both she and Hillary looked so white I thought they might puke. Manel was dressed in almost a navy blue reflection of my Sally Schoolgirl outfit. She had on a dark skirt, white tights, bulky blue sweater and a white shirt underneath. Her hair was also up in a braid like mine. She was wearing some lipstick, though, the first time I'd ever seen any on her, and I noticed some mascara, too. She was trying to look hot. I imagined she and Hillary had spent the last few hours wigging over the way they looked, trying to look hot, but not TOO hot . you know, slutty, like me and nikk. Hillary had obviously spent a lot of time getting ready, too. She was wearing a gray blazer, white sweater, dark jumbo jeans and short kid boots. I could almost see her an hour or so ago, bawling in front of the mirror to Manel that she was too fat. I could see Manel calming her down and telling her she wasn't fat. They probably went through about a hundred outfits trying to find the one that made Hillary look the least repulsive. I found it hilarious that she was so fucking clueless she thought she actually had a chance with a guy like Josh. Granted, she did have kind of a cute, pudgy face, but she was a fucking beast - probably 180 lbs, and I am not exaggerating. I tried to imagine her stripped naked. I had never seen a really fat girl naked before. What the hell would she look like? What would her tits look like, and her stomach, and her ass , and her legs. I knew I should have been hurling at the thought, but I was getting very wet just thinking about it, thinking about Josh slam-fucking her fat-ass doggie style, making her moo. I twitched a little I was so hot. "You must be Rhonda," this fat old lady came into the living room. "I've heard so much about you." She looked like Hillary would in about 25 years. "I'm Mrs. Wukowski," she studied me as she took my hand and gently squeezed it. I was dressed in full geek regalia, and I obviously met her approval. "Hi, Mrs. Wukowski," I beamed at her. "It's nice to meet you." "Hillary said something about a school project?" Mrs. Wukowski asked. "Yes, we have to poll people on a current event topic," I explained. "We need to get at least a hundred people." "That sounds like a lot of people," Mrs. Wukowski commented. "It is," I explained, kicking my 4.0 brain into high gear. "That's why we're going to the coffee house. We need to get 100 people by Friday, so we have this weekend to tabulate the results and write our report." "This is a school night, you know?" she observed skeptically. "I don't usually let Hillary go out on school nights." "I know, Mrs. Wukowski, my mom's the same way," I tried to keep a straight face. "But we need to get this assignment done." "But why do you need to do it tonight?" she asked. "Why can't it wait to the weekend. I can drive you all up to the mall, and you can get plenty of people there." "I don't like putting things off to the last minute," I answered. "We not only have to do the poll, we have to score the results and do the report. That's a lot of work, and I don't want to rush it. I want an A on this." "You do, do you?" she seemed pleasantly amused. "That's my secret to good grades, Mrs. Wukowski. I do all my work early, so that I have plenty of time to finish. If we get all the polling done in the next couple of days, I can turn it in to Mrs. Rivers on Friday for her to look over. If we've made any mistakes, she'll point them out to us before we even do the rest. That way we're sure to get an A." "A's are very important to you, aren't they?" she asked me, obviously impressed. "I want to go to college .. a good college," I added. "Ronni has the highest GPA in our class, mom," Hillary spoke up. "I know," Mrs. Wukowski nodded. "Grades are very important, dear," she smiled patronizingly at me. "But you need to have some fun, too, you know." I didn't say anything, afraid I might pee my panties right then and there. "Like tonight," Mrs. Wukowski prattled on. "I know this is school work, and it's a school night, but try and have some fun, too, okay. All work and no play makes Jill a dull girl, you know." She stroked Hilary affectionately on the chin. I nodded slowly, biting my tongue to keep from laughing in the fat old bitch's face. "Who knows?" Mrs. Wukowski laughed. "There may even be some boys there tonight." She looked hopefully at her fat daughter, and they exchanged smiles. It was so pitiful I wanted to bust my shit right there. The fat cow mother knew her daughter didn't stand a chance in life being such a fat beast, but she still tried to keep her faith. She still tried to fool herself and her fat daughter that Hillary could actually find a guy. I twitched again. I couldn't help it. The more pathetic things got, the wetter I became. "Here," Mrs. Wukowsi handed Hillary a $20. "Have some fun. You girls are certainly old enough to do a little socializing while you work." "Can I ask you a favor, Mrs. Wukowski?" I asked. "Certainly, Rhonda." "Manel's parents are real strict. They wouldn't have let her come over here if they knew we were going out. I'm real sorry, but I told her to lie to them and say we were going to be over here so we could do this project tonight." "Is that true, Manel?" Mrs. Wukowski asked. "Yes, ma'am," Manel nodded. "I don't approve of lying," Mrs. Wukowski started. "She couldn't tell them the truth, mom." Hillary picked up the ball now. "You know they wouldn't let her out, even to do a school project. She had to beg like crazy just to come over here. This is really important, mom. Could you please just cover for us? You already said I could be out til 11:30. Just cover for us if Mrs. Bernar calls, please. Manel never gets to do anything." Mrs. Wukowski looked at us. We were three sickeningly straight geeks, or at least she thought. "You be home here at 11:30 sharp," she ordered us all. "Now go and have a good time." She followed us to the door and peered out into the drive. "Who's that driving?" she asked. "That's my older brother, Josh," I replied. "He works at the coffee house. Mom has him keep an eye on me when I go up there." "How thoughtful," Mrs. Wukowski commented. She watched as Manel put on her blue wool jacket, and Hillary threw on a huge, bulky overcoat atop her blazer. Then the three of us hurried out the door and down the drive. "You get in front with Josh, Hillary," I ordered when we reached the car. "I have to get out of this shit," I patted my clothes. "Come on, Manel. Get in. I'm freezing my tits off out here." The two geeks giggled nervously, and obeyed my every command. This was going to be so much fucking fun. Hillary piled into the front seat next to Josh, and Manel slid in the back with me right behind her. "Where to next?" Josh asked. He seemed to have cooled off slightly, which was good. "We hit nikki's and then Cheryl's," I told him as I hauled my sweater up over my head and through my hair. "Can you hand me that bag?" I asked Manel, pointing to my backpack. "Sure," she handed me the bag and watched me with fascination as I took off my blouse. The combination of cold and the fact that I was horny as hell made my nips jet out like bullets. When I slid my bra off, and my boobs wobbled free, poor Manel's eyes practically shot out of her skull. Now she could see practically everything - my pierced nips, my belly rings - but she was definitely zeroing in on my boobies. I think I've already mentioned in my previous stories that I have some nice-sized tits for a chick my age, 34Cs if you need to be reminded. I've got a pretty thin waist and flat tummy, which makes them look even bigger I guess. Swollen and pierced, they must have looked real impressive to old Manel, because she couldn't take her eyes off them. Even when she looked away and tried staring out the window, I could see her obsessing on my reflection in the window. When I started sliding out of my geeky skirt, she glanced over "accidentally" and took even more eyefuls of my bod. "Fucking innocent, my ass," I laughed to myself. As I peeled down my stockings, I couldn't help but graze the back of my fingers against my sopping panties. The second I bumped my pierced puss and puffy clit, I shuddered, and the whole back seat vibrated. "It's cold," Manel observed softly. "Fuck the cold, I'm fucking hot," I joked, making an obscene gesture with my fingers and rubbing them dramatically across my wet crotch. The poor girl's jaw practically hit the floor when I peeled back my panties and she saw my pierced puss. Now she wasn't even trying to look away. Her eyes were so wide, I thought her forehead was going to crack open. "I've gotta get me some hard cock tonight," I announced to everyone in the car, especially Josh and Hillary. I wanted Joshy to know that I wouldn't be fucking him tonight, and that I fully expected him to slam Hillary's fat ass. I also wanted Hillary to know Josh and I weren't "together." Both geeks giggled, and I could almost hear Josh scowling as he drove. Manel looked slightly relieved because I had expressed a desire for cock. She was obviously wigging because I was playing with myself in front of her, and she was really freaking because of how she responded. She seemed to relax a little, though, and start putting my lez show out of her mind. Too bad for her. I certainly wasn't about to let her off that easy. I put my finger in my mouth and drooled on it until it was nice and gooey. Then I traced it down my chin, neck and between my tits. I flashed her a smile and licked my lips, locking my eyes into hers as I began to lightly swirl wet circles around my puffies and tug on my nip rings. With my other hand, I peeled back my panties again and resumed stroking my pierced puss. She couldn't take her eyes off my puss rings, and I could just hear her silent thoughts . Doesn't that fucking hurt? When she began to hyperventilate, I put my index finger up to my lips and gave her a silent "shhh." She shivered now, and tried to look away, fully aware by now where this whole thing was going. I pouted, took her dark hand, and placed it on my bare pale thigh. And that's all I did. I just set her hand there, and she didn't move it. She didn't even try. Holding her hand there, I resumed stroking around my clit and tugging at my puss rings, trying my hardest to contain the moans welling up inside me. Manel's eyes had dilated to the size of baseball's now, and she was shaking like a leaf in a tornado. When I dug my fingers into my wet slot, she looked like she was going to throw up. But she didn't. She didn't do anything but bore her eyes into my whole body - my eyes, my cunt, my tits, my tummy, every square inch. I knew she was transfixed for good now, so I slowly removed my hand from hers. Her sweaty palm and fingers remained glued to the goose pimples on my bare thighs, and she even started squeezing my flesh as she watched me rev up my puss at an even faster pace. She was so innocent and corruptible, that I found myself skimming my free hand up her arm to her bare neck. She curled her head sideways, trapping my fingers between her jaw and shoulder and nodding up and down. I caressed her hairy cheeks softly, fascinated by the feel of her sideburns against the backs of my fingers. She shuddered again, this time chattering her teeth so loud that Josh and Hillary heard her. "Need me to crank up the heat?" he asked, oblivious to what was happening a mere two feet away from him. His voice suddenly broke the spell, and Manel instinctively jerked her hand and face away from me. Embarrassed beyond belief, she went back to staring out the window. I thought I might have even seen a tear in her eye. The Indian goody-girl obviously had some serious lez issues going on, and I was freaking her big time. "Oh, I think we're hot enough," I joked, trying to catch Manel's eyes again, with no luck. The poor little brown-skinned geek had probably been creaming over chicks for quite some time, maybe even her cow friends. Seeing how straight her crowd was, though, I knew she'd never acted or even mentioned her "evil, perverted desires." But here I was, some strange hot chick showing her some attention, giving her a taste of what she craved, and she responded like a lab rat going after a piece of cheese. I was going to nail this little Indian princess in no time, probably even tonight. Having lost the moment, I skipped finishing myself off. Sometimes I like torturing myself like this, frustrating myself until I feel like my puss is a bottle of champagne ready to pop. I kicked off my shoes and fished out a pair of jeans from my backpack. In seconds, I was squirming around on the back seat scooting them up my bare, cold legs. I intentionally bumped my ass and hips into Manel, and she shivered every time our bodies made contact. By the time I had my jeans on, the poor girl was pressed up against the door and hyperventilating. A minute later, just as I was putting on my doc martens, we were pulling into nikki porno's driveway. Josh hit his horn, and she shot out of her house. As she neared the car, I couldn't help checking her out. Even through the darkness, it was clear she was dressed to slay. Nikki p. looked totally scooter-trash. Her auburn hair was teased up higher than Wynona Judd's, and her lips shimmered red in the moonlight. She had on a tight, low-cut, white tee-shirt, and her firm D-cup boobies jutted out against her black leather like she was in a comic-book. She finished off her look with a black leather mini (very mini!), fishnets, stillettos, and a heavy crucifix chain around her neck. In the bitter cold starlight, she looked like the world's hottest vampire-bitch. As she scooted into the backseat next to Manel, I could actually feel the geek's heart pounding. "What's up girlfriend?" nikki put her arm around Manel and kissed the Indian on her hairy cheek. "Ready to party?" "Uh .. sure," Manel managed a weak smile. If she was freaked by me, nikki's presence must have made her psychotic. Nikki didn't remove her arm from Manel's shoulder, but instead began cuddling her close, petting the Indian girl like a shivering puppy. Not to be out- maneuvered by nikki porno, I slid my hand down until it rested on Manel's thigh. She gasped slightly when I started rubbing her leg right above her knee, sinking lower and lower down the backseat as I wormed my hand higher and higher up her thighs. "So where does Cheryl live?" Josh asked aloud. He was clearly pissed off by now. Molesting my little Indian plaything, I blew him off and let Hillary answer. Chattering like a five-year-old twit, she gave Josh directions and a rambling, babbling description of her day at school, her impressions of certain teachers, and her future plans. I looked at nikki behind Manel's back and winked. Manel was sitting as stiff as a statue, not allowing herself to say or do anything to encourage or discourage our combined molestation of her dark-skinned body. Her attempts to ignore us only made nikki and I more abusive. I snaked my hand up the geek's preppy skirt and rubbed her crotch. "Fuck," I almost snorted out loud. "She's got panties on under her fucking tights." The two layers covering her puss were soaked, and it wasn't sweat. I pressed my fingers into the padding between her legs and curled my knuckle against her labes. As the car lurched forward, I groped further. Even through two layers, a thick wad of moist pubes greeted my touch. She had a fucking forest down there. Usually, on most chicks, lots of cunt hair makes me want to hurl. There's nothing worse than licking a hot snatch and getting a mouthful of pubes. It's like kissing a hairbrush or something. On Manel, though, a furry bush made me even fucking wetter. Here was a good little geek who would never even consider shaving her twat down smooth. She was like totally natural, totally pure, totally corruptible. Nikki smiled at me, and I knew she was thinking the same thing. She had her left arm wrapped around Manel's waist, and her fingers had worked under the bottom of Manel's wool coat. I watched as her fingers pried up the girl's sweater and blouse until they struck bare, brown tummy. With her other hand, nikki porno had begun rubbing Manel's other leg. Not be outdone, I removed my right hand from Manel's leg and draped it around her shoulders. I resumed stroking her hairy cheek with my fingers while reaching over and massaging her left leg with my left hand. It was like a game of Twister in Josh's backseat. Manel was torn between moaning and screaming "Rape!" Nikki stuck her hand under Manel's blouse and tickled her rib cage. Manel was so wigged at this point, her breath was barely a whisper through her clenched teeth. Her body was like a coiled spring ready to snap, and she was trembling so violently I thought Josh and Hillary would say something for sure. But Hillary was too obsessed with Josh and babbling her life story to notice anything out of the ordinary. Meanwhile, Josh was too busy trying to navigate the way to Cheryl's house from Hillary's shitty directions. I heard him curse when he found out he'd made a few wrong turns and had to turn around. When I'd talked to Hillary on the phone around 6:00, she'd told me Cheryl lived about three minutes from nikki. This was taking a lot longer, though. Manel must have sensed we were lost, too, because when nikki's fingers found her pointy tits the poor geek just whimpered, went limp, and accepted her fate. "This is it!" Hillary's voice exploded after another ten minutes of driving and mauling Manel's body. "Right here," she told Josh. "The one with the light on." Josh pulled the car in the drive, and nikki and I looked up to see Cheryl exit her front door. She jumped down the porch steps, and jogged out to the car. She'd obviously dressed to impress. Her fat hips were packed into a pair of tight, ripped jeans, and she was wearing an old leather bomber jacket that looked like it was probably her brother's or something. A maroon turtleneck peaked above the collar of the coat, and she topped her outfit off with a pair of short, black stiletto boots. She peered inside the car, saw the three of us in back and went for the front door. "There's no room up here," Josh snapped as the door opened. I wondered if Hillary caught that he was ripping on her fat cow body. "You're going to have to squeeze in back," he told Cheryl. "Come on, Cheryl," nikki cackled, yanking her hands from Manel's body and kicking open the door to welcome the newest piece of fresh, geek meat. "Get your ass in here," nikki teased, dragging Cheryl in by her arm. I pressed myself as far against my side as I could. Nikki shoved Manel into me, and I used the opportunity to get a good grope of her firm tits. "You're going to by my bitch tonight, girlfriend!" nikki laughed and placed a big smooch on Cheryl's cheek. Cheryl giggled somewhat uncomfortably and made a move to brush off the bright red lip-print etched on her rosy complexion. "You don't wipe that off, girlfriend," nikki batted the chunky blonde's hand away. "You're my bitch tonight. The lipstick stays. It shows everyone you're my bitch, ain't that right, ronn?" she turned to me. Cheryl looked absolutely bewildered. Nikk and I were laughing, though, so she must have figured it was some kind of game we played. "When your nikk's bitch, the lipstick stays," I played along. Cheryl giggled again and shrugged her shoulders. The chubby geek wanted to hang with us so much she'd probably be willing to do anything nikk or I said. Between her and Manel, this was shaping up to be a killer night. I'd almost forgotten the real reason behind this little adventure, to see Josh fuck and use Hillary's fat cow ass. Well, there certainly was no problem with nikk and I getting a little geek puss for ourselves. "I got about $30 from my mom," Cheryl announced proudly as she wrestled with nikki. "I told her we needed to buy some supplies for our project." She sounded so proud of herself. "Hey, bitch, did I say you could speak?" nikki poked her flabby tummy and tickled her. "Did I?" she continued teasing Cheryl while the chubby girl quaked with laughter. "Did I?" "Stop, please ." Cheryl laughed. "I'm sorry." "When you're nikk's bitch for the night, you don't speak without her permission," I informed her. "And you do whatever I say, bitch," nikki continued tickling the plump geek until I thought she might have a heart attack. "You got that? Everything!" "Yes," Cheryl wept through her laughter. "I'm sorry. Stop, please stop." "Just remember what I said," nikki giggled, releasing Cheryl from her grasp and kissing her on the other cheek. "Yes, ma'am," Cheryl laughed. She now had two lipstick-prints on either cheek. She kept laughing, though, and it suddenly struck me that she was absolutely clueless to nikk's twisted horniness. The stupid cow thought this was just some kind of innocent game we "wild girls" played. In her own way, she was even more stupid and more pathetic than Hillary or Manel. She wasn't looking at this as a one-night walk on the edge. She was actually thinking tonight was the start of a whole new life for her. She actually thought if she played along and did everything right she could hang with us. For some reason, this really pissed me off. If I felt any pity for these geeks, it vanished at that moment. Whatever we did to them, whatever happened, they deserved it. They could have blown us off this afternoon. They could have stayed home tonight. They could have accepted who they were instead of thinking they were something different. They weren't us, so what made them think they could be? I felt like they were looking down on us, like they thought we were so stupid or beneath them that if they were just nice to us we'd automatically let them hang with us. Well, if they really wanted to hang with us, we'd show them what it meant to be a thrasher girl. I resumed molesting Manel, and she just kind of slumped against me, keeping perfectly still and allowing me to do whatever I wanted. Stupid geek cunt! Nikki was whispering in Cheryl's ears, and the two were giggling like brownies or something. Hillary was still prattling on about something, and I just zoned out while we drove, concentrating on nothing but the feel of my fingers against Manel's hot, brown bod. I dug under Manel's bulky sweater and mauled the dark, slick flesh stretched tightly across her tumm and ribs. Once in awhile, I'd sneak a tweak at her firm tits and pinch her hard nipples. She bit her dark lips and jerked forward in little spazzes. Cheryl was too busy with nikk to even notice. When we pulled into the lot behind Magic Beans, I quickly scanned for the Lincoln. There was no sign of any action. It was still early. We piled out of the car and sprinted through the bitter cold to the back door. The warmth washed over our faces as we plowed through the doorway. I noticed Manel and Hillary breathe a sigh of relief as we entered the familiar surroundings. I half expected them to make a mad dash for freedom, but they didn't. Cheryl, on the other hand, darted her eyes about the room. She was obviously freaking about the two, big smoochies on her chubby cheeks. No one in the place seemed to notice, though, and she kind of chilled. Hillary followed Josh to a large table in back. Nicky, Mikey and tam-tams were nowhere to be seen. I looked down at my watch. It wasn't even 8:30 yet. Shit usually doesn't start going down until at least 9:30 or 10:00. It was way too early yet. We sat down, and Josh played waiter boy like he always did. Hillary and Manel ordered some caps. Cheryl went with a latte. Nikk and I ordered our usuals - double espressos. Josh went behind the bar, bullshitted with Gwen, the assistant manager, and made our drinks. Since Josh worked at Beans on weekends, they expected him to wait on himself and his friends when he came in. This meant we could pretty much drink for free when Gwen or Ted, the other assistant manager, were working. Only Norma, the owner, made sure we paid our tab. Luckily, she was nowhere to be seen on weeknights. I noticed Josh was taking his sweet old time with the drinks. He was seriously pissed by now, glaring at me every once in awhile. I smiled back each time and stuck out my tongue. He flipped me off, finished the drinks, and returned to the table carrying our stuff on a tray. Manel was seated at my right, and nikki at her right. Cheryl was on the other side of nikk. Hillary was at my immediate left, putting Josh between her and Cheryl. He didn't look too pleased as he passed out our drinks and finally sat down. We talked about nothing - movies and shit - for about half an hour. Then Nicky came bustling in the back. Tams and Mikey were right behind. They saw us. Nicky cracked a big smile when he spied nikki's mark on Cheryl's cheeks. Obviously something was up. Mikey looked totally casual with the whole deal, but tams sneered at nikk and me when the geeks weren't looking. "Lincoln just pulled up," Nicky announced, picking up a chair and scooting between Josh and Cheryl. "Right behind us." "Hey, they're early," I said, quickly scooting to my right, cutting off Josh from using tam-tams and Mikey as wedges between him and Hillary. Manel and nikki scooted down, too, and Mikey stuck two chairs in the gap. Tam-tams sat next to me and kicked my shin. I showed her my tongue-stud, and then we both kind of smiled. Tams knew better than to make waves when nikk and I were scamming. Besides, the three geeks meant we'd be letting her bony ass off easy tonight. "So we gonna score some shit or what?" Nicky smirked at the lipstick branding Cheryl's cheeks. She tried to ignore him, but I guess it was pretty impossible. "I say let's get this show on the road," Nicky turned to me then nikk. "We brought money," Cheryl cut in. She knew how stupid she looked and was trying desperately to regain some kind of dignity. "We all brought money," she flashed nervous glances at Hillary and Manel. "We're in for whatever." Josh rolled his eyes, and Nicky just smiled at Cheryl. "Great. How much?" "I've got $30, Hillary's got $20, and how much do you have Manel?" "I .. uh .. $20!" she stammered, half-terrified at the prospect of buying illegal drugs, and half-mortified that my hand was molesting her thigh. Under the table and out of sight, I squeezed her legs and stroked her tights. "Well, that's enough for .. what ..?" nikki asked. "About half, maybe?" I caught on to her game right away. "Yeah, if that," I jumped in. "Looks like we're short again," Nicky giggled, obviously knowing what nikk and I were cooking up. "I'm pretty much tapped." "Me, too," Mikey added. Tams shrugged her shoulders. She was ready to play at just about anything tonight as long as it meant she wouldn't be the one getting shit on. Josh glared at me and said nothing. I shot him a smile back. "Well, you know me," I laughed. "I'm like always busted. You know I really should get a job now that I'm 16." Nikk, Nicky and Mikey cracked up. "You mean you guys didn't bring any money?" Cheryl was already starting to freak. "I mean how much is this going to cost." "$20 a baggie," nikki smiled. "We've got $70. All we need is $120. We should be able to work this out, wouldn't you say, ronn ..?" "No problem," I smiled at nikk. "Those guys are always willing to cut a deal, especially with some fresh faces around." By now, the three geeks had a clue something was going down, but no fucking idea what it could be. Their little geek minds couldn't even comprehend what was going to happen next. "How are we going to get the rest of the money?" Cheryl asked nervously, like she didn't really want to know. "We don't need any more money," nikki answered. "But you said ." Cheryl started. "Did I say you could talk, bitch," nikk laughed and stroked the lipstick print on Cheryl's left cheek. "Just relax, okay. You're in my hands tonight, aren't you, bitch ..?" she joked. "I forgot," Cheryl laughed and nodded, foolishly relieved for the moment. "Now, who's my bitch?" nikki continued teasing her and stroking her cheek. "I am," Cheryl giggled, desperately wanting nikki to think she was cool. "Good, that's what I want to hear," nikki patted Cheryl's cheek and started rummaging through her purse. In a second, she produced the infamous deck of airline playing cards. "Cool, we're going to play cards?" Hillary burst out. "Yeah," nikki started shuffling. "What game?" Hillary asked. "It's called 'Who Sucks the Big Black Dick?'," tams cracked. No one but nikki, Nicky, Mikey and I laughed. Our three little pep squad twats just sat there with their mouths hanging open before Cheryl spoke up. "What? Is that like 'Oh, Heck', or something?" "Not quite," I replied. "Your money goes in the pot." I pointed to the center of the table, and the girls slowly tossed their cash into the center of the table. "I thought we were using this money to .. to buy .. stuff," Manel stammered. "We are, girlfriend," nikki laughed. "Now pay attention. In our little set here, we all share stuff . shit, food, money, everything. This money will get us almost half of what we need. What we've gotta do now is see who gets us the other half. Let's see . 9 bags, minus the 4 we can get for this." She pointed to the $70. "That's like 5 more bags, right, ronn ..?" "Yeppers," I answered, working my hand farther up Manel's tights until she was squirming around like a brown beetle caught under a pin. "That means two of us," nikki explained. "Two of us, what ..?" Cheryl asked. "The guys we get the shit from," I began. "If we don't have all the money, they let us work off the rest of what we owe them." "What?" Hillary had no fucking clue what was going down. "You go out there and suck their dicks and fuck 'em," tams suddenly cut in. "What are you, chicks, dense or something?" The three geeks just stared at her in utter disbelief. "We give 'em half the money, and then we screw 'em for the difference," tams continued explaining. "That's what the card game is for, to see who pays and who plays." "You're kidding us, right?" Hillary demanded. "You've got to be kidding us." "What?" nikki snapped at her. "You got a problem with this?" "I sure do," Hillary shot back. "Come on, Hil, can't you see they're just screwing around?" Cheryl looked at me and nikk hopefully, waiting for us to bust out laughing and let everyone know it was a gag. "It's no joke, bitch," I thought silently to myself. "You guys are kidding around, aren't you ..?" Cheryl laughed nervously. "Aren't you?" "We're dead serious," nikk responded, staring straight in Cheryl's eyes. "Now are you in with us, or not?" "Absolutely not!" Hillary exclaimed. "How on earth could you expect us to be 'in with you'?" "You see, nikk, I told you they were fucking geeks," tams cut in all bitchy-like. For once, she wasn't the one getting picked on, and it must have felt good. Now was her turn to be the bitch. "Oh, I'm a geek now because I don't want to prostitute myself for drugs?" Hillary fired back. She was suuuch a geek! "Uh, basically, yeah," nikki replied. "How 'bout you, girlfriend?" she turned back to Cheryl. "You in, or are you going back to being a fucking geek?" Cheryl looked at her friends. Hillary was ready to take off. Manel was slumped low in her chair with a look on her face like she was going to hurl. The whole entire scene was freaking Cheryl out. She finally had her big chance to quit being a geek. If she punked out now, she'd lose out forever. "Since it's my money, I .. I shouldn't have to play the game," she spoke up. "I'm willing to put in my $30. Since none of you have any money, I kind of win by default, don't I ..?" she reasoned. "The same goes for me," Hillary spoke up now, suddenly brave. "I'm willing to put in my $20, too. That means I shouldn't have to .. do that either," she couldn't even say the words. "It should only be who doesn't have the money." "Who said we don't have any money?" tams smirked. She took out her handbag and ripped out three $20s. "Here's money for ronni, nikki and me. Now we're all playing, I guess." Cheryl's and Hillary's jaws hit the floor. Manel was too busy getting mauled by me under the table to react. I had the elastic waistband of her tights pulled down to her thighs, and I was rubbing her hairy bush beneath the flimsy cotton of her panties. Neither of her geek friends even noticed she was whimpering like a cold kitty cat. I snaked my fingers further up her frillies and started strumming her puss like it was a banjo. "This is getting out of hand," Hillary protested. "We already said we'd pay. This isn't fair." "This is how we play the game," nikki told her. "You're either in or not. There's six of us here, and only two need to go. Chances are you'll get off scot free." "Listen, we really don't want to play this game," Cheryl tried to reason with nikki. "Why can't you just take our money?" "Why, because you think you're too good for this?" I was really pissed now. The louder I talked, the harder I rubbed Manel's puss. "You think you're better than us, don't you ..? It's no big deal for us to go out and suck some nigger's cock for shit, but NOT YOU! You're too fucking special. You're too fucking good. You're not trash like us. That is what you think we are, isn't it, bitch?" I got in her face. "Trash?" "I didn't ." Cheryl began. "She thinks we're trash, nikk," I cut her off as I screwed like two fingers hard into Manel's slickery snatch. "This little geek bitch thinks we're trash." "Is that right, Cheryl?" nikki pressed her. "Is that what you think? You think we're trash?" "No!" she pleaded. "That's not what I meant. It's just that.." "What?!" nikki demanded. "Say it, bitch!" "Listen, we don't want to do this," Hillary was trying to be all rational. "Why don't we just take off, okay ..?" "Fucking puss-bag geeks," tams spit at Hillary. "Go and run back home. You see, ron?," she turned to me. "I told you these bitches were just going to pussy out on us. Like you said, they think we're trash." "Come on, guys," Cheryl pleaded. "We didn't say that. We don't think that." "Fuck this," nikk dealt six cards faced down, one each in front of every chick at the table. "You either play, or you lose your money anyway." "You can't take our money," Hillary protested. "You gonna stop me," nikki glared at her. "Huh?" "We won't do this," Hillary was shaking. "Now give us back our money .. please ." "Fuck you," nikki didn't flinch. "Now turn over your card. The two low cards lose." "I'm not playing," Hillary refused. "How about you?" nikki asked Cheryl. "You gonna be a geek the rest of your fucking life? Is that what you want, to go back home and be a fucking puss-bag geek?" Cheryl bit her lip and looked around the table at the other five cards. She suddenly shot out her hand and flipped over the card. 4 of hearts. Her jaw hit the fucking floor. nikki snorted espresso through her nose. "Looks like we have a winner," tams giggled, flipping over her card. Jack of diamonds. I went next. 10 of Diamonds. I pinched Manel's clit hard, and she got the hint. She reached over and flipped her card. Jack of Hearts. She let loose a sigh that sounded like relief to everyone else, except me. I felt her puss start frothing and her little tummy stiffen, and I knew I'd jacked her off to a hard cum. I could even see the flush through her dark skin. I was so hot I was psychotic. Nikki stared at Hillary showdown style. It was down to the two of them. One was going to lose, maybe both. Cheryl looked like she was going to blow chunks. I'd ever been so horny in my whole life. The very thought that both these fat geek cows could be out in the parking lot sucking black cocks for shit blew my fucking mind. I looked in nikki's eyes, and she winked at me. Then I knew the truth. She'd fixed the deck while everyone was bitching. She'd done this to tams and me a few times before we'd caught on. Now Hillary was going to learn her lesson. I half expected the geek to be smart enough to head out the door and lose her $20. But she just stared at nikk. "Come on," nikki teased her. "Have some fucking balls, why don't you ..? Wouldn't you just love to see me lose? Wouldn't you just love to put me in my fucking place? Wouldn't you love to see me lose and go out there and suck some black guy's cock while you sit in here, drinking a latte and laughing your ass off at me? Come on. You know you wanna see me lose. You know you wanna take your $20 back and laugh in my fucking face. You know you do. So come on and put me in my place. Or maybe you don't have the fucking guts. Here's your one big chance. Are you gonna take it or what?" "You can't psych me out into doing this like you did Cheryl," Hillary replied, her fat cow body quivering in rage and terror. "You really did want some shit tonight, didn't you, Josh?" Nikk turned to Josh and played her final card, the fucking ace she had up her sleeve. We all looked at Josh, especially me. He'd figured out the situation, too. He'd seen nikk stack a deck before, and knew she'd probably dealt herself an ace or king. That would make my card the second lowest next to Cheryl's. Josh hated when I went out and did the Lincoln, possibly more than anything else I did. He also couldn't stand Hillary. The choice was obvious . for anybody but Josh. He was always so self-righteous, I knew nikk's little maneuver was really fucking with his "ethics." Sacrifice his "girlfriend," or screw over some fat geek too stupid to know what she'd gotten herself into. This was going to be interesting. Hillary was pleading her big fat cow eyes at Josh. Her lip was starting to tremble, and she looked like she might cry or puke or do both. That must have tipped it. "Yeah," Josh kind of gave a sick smile. "I really wanted to get wasted tonight." He looked at Hillary. "I thought you did, too, Hil..? I thought you were with me tonight." Way to go, Josh! I almost screamed. For once, Joshy was showing some fucking nuts. I could tell by the glint in his eye that his dick was raging. He tried to fight it all the time, but he was as twisted as the rest of us. He wanted to see these two cows get fucked tonight, too. Hillary turned white as a sheet. "Come on," Josh whispered as he touched her hand. "Just get it over with so we can get some shit and get stoned. I want to have some fun." He rubbed her fat shoulder, and she fucking melted. "Some fun," he repeated even more softly in her ear, and then he kissed her fat, pale cheek. "Okay," she whispered back, putting on a brave, pathetic smile. "Here goes nothing." She stared right into nikk's eyes as she flipped the card over. 2 of spades. Nikki smirked and casually flipped over the King of diamonds. Hillary and Cheryl were major shitting. Tams was almost rolling on the floor. I slammed the rest of my espresso, and nikki picked up the cards. "Please tell me this was some kind of joke," Cheryl begged. "Please." "No joke, baby," nikk porno was suddenly all sweetness and light again. "It'll be all right, though. Don't worry. We do this all the time. It's over before you know it. And we'll go out there to make sure everything's cool. In a half-hour or so, you'll be so high it'll all be a big fucking joke by then. Believe me. It's not half as bad as it sounds. You may even get off on it. I do." "I'm not doing this," Hillary wept. "I'm not. I want my money back, and I'm leaving." Nikki shot Josh a look. He nodded. "Come on, Hillary, it's all right," he rubbed her fat shoulders. "Come on, don't cry.""I don't want to do this," she kept bawling. "Guys, let me talk to Hil for a second, okay ..?" Josh took her hand. He stood up, and she rose, too, following him back into a corner by the restroom. I tried not to watch what was going down, but I couldn't help it. Josh was suddenly acting so weird, like he was suddenly into this shit. Like he was enjoying it. That, in turn, made me feel weird, too. "Nikki, I can't .. I can't do this ." Cheryl was sobbing now, too. "Really, I can't. I can't ." "I thought we were buds." Nikki Porno put her arm around Cheryl. "I thought you wanted to party tonight ." she continued soothing Cheryl's fears and mind fucking her. I turned back to Josh. In under two minutes, he'd managed to get Hillary pressed into a corner where he was sucking her face and running his hands all over her fat body. She was so into him, he'd have her back here ready to suck black dick in no time. Mikey and tams were already in a deep clench. Which left me with my little Indian princess. I still had my hands in her panties, and she'd finally come down off her first cum. Her puss was drying up slightly. I couldn't have that. "I'm going to put my fingers up your puss," I whispered in her ear. "You just rock back and forth slowly in your chair, not hard, just nice and easy, and fuck your puss with my fingers. You got that?" She nodded dumbly and immediately obeyed, rocking back and forth slowly in her chair. "You want to go and get some more piercings sometime?" I asked her aloud as if we were just talking normal. "Sure," she gasped. "You know, I think the hair on your face is real hot," I laughed, stroking her moustache with my free hand. "I bet it would feel pretty cool kissing you." "Please don't," she whimpered. "Why not?" I acted all hurt. "Don't you like me?" "Yes," she sobbed softly. "Just not here. Please not here. Not in front of everyone." "You don't want to kiss a girl in public?" I teased her. "Or you don't want to kiss a trash girl in public?" "Please," she begged me. "Please don't." "I'm going to eat that hairy pussy .. tonight," I leaned over and whispered in her ear again, fucking my tongue-stud in and out as I spoke. "I'm going to lick you all over til you cum. You want me to do that, don't you ..?" She nodded, her whole bod shaking. I brushed my lips against her hairy lips, flicking my tongue-stud against her chattering teeth. She instinctively replied with her own tongue. I pressed my mouth over hers, and tickled her tongue with my stud. She gasped, hesitated, and then started grinding her puss against my palm. I worked another finger into her slice, making it three. I strummed her clit with my thumb and squeezed her mound hard. She jammed her tongue into my throat and then tensed up so hard she slid off the chair and onto the floor. The crash turned everyone's heads towards our table. Josh and Hillary were just returning. Manel scooted back up in her chair, readjusting her tights and bunched up panties. I leaned back and began licking my fingers. Nikki, Nicky, Mikey and tams caught on immediately, and tams flashed me a "you go, girl" smile. "You guys ready?" Josh broke the confused silence and looked at nikk, me and Cheryl. "She playing?" I asked Josh, gesturing to Hillary. "Yeah," Josh tried not to smile. "How 'bout you?" he asked Cheryl. "The sooner we work this out, the sooner we can get wasted." "She's in," nikk smiled while Cheryl nodded slightly. "She's my bitch, ain't ya', baby ..?" Cheryl flashed a weak smile and looked off into space. I noticed that she and Hillary wouldn't even look at each other. Each one turned away whenever their eyes met. "Then let's get this show on the road," Josh pointed to the door. Nikk scooped up the money on the table, handing Hillary and Cheryl their bills. Armed with Manel's $20 and the $60 tams had thrown in, she rose and took Cheryl's hand. Cheryl stood up slowly, and I could see her whole body was shivering. I stood up and leaned into Manel's ear. "You stay in here with tams and Mikey and Nickey. I'll be back in a few, okay ..? Don't LEAVE." "Okay?" she whimpered, looking down at the ground as she spoke. She was so ashamed of herself. I just wanted to ravish her right there, in front of the whole fucking coffee house. Make her cry and beg for it. But first things first . I followed Josh, Hillary, Cheryl and nikki out the back door and into the parking lot. The wind slammed our faces and we all said "fuck" at the same time. The Lincoln was in its usual place at the back of the lot, away from the lights. Josh stopped in his tracks and stamped his feet. "Okay," he patted Hillary's fat shoulders. "Go do it." "Aren't you coming. You said you'd ." Hillary began blubbering, the tears freezing as soon as they touched her cheeks. "They'll only deal with us girls," nikki took Hillary by the arm and pulled her ahead into the bitter chill. "They see guys and shit, and they start seriously wigging." She dragged both her and Cheryl across the lot, telling them the score. "You let me do all the talking unless they say something to you directly, then you answer them. You do whatever they say unless you hear me or ronn tell you not to. The important thing is that once this starts we don't piss them off and leave without the shit. Got that? You start acting like a couple of geeks, and they won't give us any shit. And then me and ronn and tams will be on their shit list. We don't fucking need that, okay ..?" "I don't think I can ." Hillary started whining. "Listen, shut the fuck up or I will pound the shit out of you right here!" nikk hissed at Hillary. "And don't think I won't. You make me look like some kind of puss-bag in front of these guys, and I will seriously fuck you up .. a lot worse than these assholes can." "But, I've never .. I never ." Hillary couldn't even get the words out. "You never what?" I asked. "Sucked dick? Well, now's a good time to learn." "I feel like I'm going to throw up," Cheryl whined as we closed in to about ten feet from the car. "You'll be all right," nikki hugged her. "Remember, you're my bitch, right ..?" Cheryl nodded. "Right?" "Yes," Cheryl gritted her teeth as nikki wrapped on the window of the Lincoln. The car was running with its heater on high. Through the steamed-up window, I could see the eyeballs and teeth of the black guy on the passenger side. He smiled when he made out nikki porno's figure in the darkness. The windows whirred down, leaving a sizable crack for negotiation. "Ladies," the black guy on the front passenger side sounded happy to see us. It was a cold fucking night to be sitting out in a parking lot selling dope to high school kids. Nikki Porno always brought a little excitement into their usual routine. "Was'sup with your FINE selves this evening?" he looked past nikki to see me standing behind the two geeks. His eyebrow arched, and he checked out the fat white bitches standing outside in the cold. "We need nine bags," nikki kept it short because of the cold. "We've got half the money. We're willing to work something out for the rest." "So, what you got?" "Some fresh meat for you, " nikk joked and pointed to the shivering geeks. "That's a lot of meat there," he joked. "That one bitch look like a whole fucking side of meat to me," one of the black guys in back piped up. Hillary almost burst out into tears, but nikki's glance killed it. "I thought you guys might like a little more .. you know .back," she kept on talking. "These ain't no skinny little white girls here." "You tellin' me," the guy at the window laughed. "I do like me some cushion, though." He studied Cheryl for a long three seconds. "Hey, you're kind of cute, bitch. Why don't you come in here and warm up? How's that sound? You wanna party a little with me and Tyrone?" he indicated the driver, who just sneered in reply. Cheryl didn't move or say anything. "He's talking to you, Cheryl," nikki elbowed the chub in the ribs. "Answer him." "Sure," Cheryl shivered and let nikki shove her towards the side of the car. "Guess I'm fucking Shamoo, then," the guy in the back grinned. "Well, I hate to break it you, ladies. But this backseat ain't big enough for me and Dante and her." "My friend has a station wagon," I suddenly cut in. "If we fold down the backseat, there'll be plenty of room for all three of you." "Sounds good by me," he crawled out the back of the car followed by the black guy he called Dante. I took Hillary by the arm and pushed her back across the lot to where Josh's car was parked. She just kind of staggered, like she was paralyzed or something. Josh was standing inside the back doorway of the coffeehouse making sure everything was cool. When he saw us heading towards his station wagon, he sprinted out to see what was up. "Who the fuck is this?" Dante challenged. "That's my friend," I told him. "It's his fucking car. He has the fucking keys. Now just chill." "What's up, ronn?" Josh asked as he walked up. "These guys need more room," I explained. "I offered them the back of your station wagon." "Josh ." Hillary started whining. "No fucking problem," Josh cut her off and dealt with Dante. "If you're in the car and the engine's running, I just gotta be in the car, okay ..? You understand? I ain't letting anyone alone in my car with the engine running." "Whatever, man ." Dante put his arm around Hillary and she shuddered so hard her teeth chattered. "It's colder than shit out here. I need to warm me up fast." He rubbed his hands over Hillary's massive body before squeezing her hard. Hillary's eyes shot out of her fucking skull. She was absolutely trapped in the situation, and there was no way out. Josh opened his back doors and kicked down the backseat. While the black guys hustled Hillary inside, I walked around to the front. Josh let me in the front passenger door. One by one, the car doors slammed, and we were all inside. Josh put the key in the ignition and hit the engine. Cool air poured in from the heaters, but it got warmer in seconds. "Jesus, bitch, you're shaking," Dante laughed. "I'll warm you up, baby," the other black guy spoke up. "How 'bout something hot to suck on." I turned around to see him snake his long, black fuck pole out of his baggy jeans and wave it in Hillary's face. She tried hiding her eyes in her hands, but he slapped them away. "Don't close your eyes, baby," he cuffed her on the cheeks with his swollen black cockhead. "That ain't no fun, is it ..?" "Man, you are one monster bitch," Dante commented, drawing her arms behind her back and working off her overcoat. With her arms pinned helplessly behind her back, Hillary couldn't push away the black cock smashing into her mouth. As the thick cockhead slapped against her lips, she tried jerking her head back, but the black guy doing her mouth wasn't playing around. He grabbed her by her hair and guided her face back towards his long thick tool. She clenched her jaws tight, and closed her eyes, like that could make it all go away. But Dante pulled her arms back again, working off her blazer. He pinned her shoulders together, and she winced in pain. Her mouth gaped opened. The other black guy stuck his fingers inside her cheek like a fishhook, then pressed her jaws apart. "Man, bitch what is up with you?" he asked. "Don't be fighting me." "She likes it rough like that," I told him. "You know how freaky fat bitches are. She wants you to really give it to her . hard," I added. "'Zat right, baby?" he cackled at Hillary. "Like it all nasty and shit, huh?" He wedged his cockhead between her glossy lips and jammed it up against the inside of her chubby cheeks. "How's that feel, huh, bitch? Suck that cock, you fat freaky bitch." "This gotta be the fattest white bitch I ever fucked," Dante told everyone in the car. "Look at this shit?" he laughed, rubbing Hillary's belly through her tight white sweater. "This shit is wild." He grabbed the rolls of fat bunched up between Hillary's bra and tight jumbo jeans and jiggled them roughly. "She likes that," I told him. "Do it some more. Play with her fat while he fucks her face." "You one sick-ass white bitch," the black guy in her mouth said to me. "You like to see your fat friend fucked, don't you ..?" "Yeah," I had fished Josh's cock out of his jeans, and it was raging. "Make her fat mouth gag on that big black dick," I hissed at the black guy. I played with Josh's pierced dickhead and pumped his cock stalk. "Pull that sweater up and slap her fat," I told Dante. He yanked at the sleeves of Hillary's sweater and pulled. Her fat arms slid down the sleeves, until he stretched the sweater out over her back and arms. As he kept tugging, she had to move her arms forward to avoid the sharp pain under her shoulders, and suddenly her big fat arms were wobbling free. The sweater was now hanging over Hillary's back and around her neck. With his left hand, Dante grabbed onto it like a leash and yanked the fat cow's head back. The black guy in her mouth scooted up to keep his prick lodged between her lips. With her neck snapped back, she had to look straight up into the mammoth black tool plunging into her mouth like an oil drill. With his right hand, Dante took a handful of Hillary's flab and kneaded it hard, scooping it up and stretching it away from her ribcage. Her muffled howls vibrated against the other black guy's hard cock. "Come on, slap that fat!" I told him. "Let me hear it." "Woo-eee," Dante boomed. He let go of flab he was twisting and then smacked it hard. A dull, wet, thwacking sound cut through Josh's station wagon. Dante continued slapping the rolls of fat, and the sound filled the car. "Lick those balls now, you fat bitch," the black guy in Hillary's mouth snarled, rubbing is brillowy balls against Hillary's sobbing lips. Dante yanked on the sweater-leash, and she opened her mouth, taking his partner's whole scrote. "Suck 'em. Suck 'em," he barked. "You like watching this, too, huh," Dante knocked the back of Josh's seat to catch his attention. "Watching your fat friend get worked over?" Josh said nothing, his eyes riveted to the warped reflection of the scene playing against the windshield. His hard cock told me that Dante was right. Joshy was getting off on this .. big time. He wasn't going to say anything, though. That just wasn't Josh's way. "You sure are some sick- ass motherfucking kids, I'll tell you that," Dante shook his head. "Not that we complaining," the other black guy laughed. He drummed his cockhead against Hillary's nose while she sucked his balls. "Hey, Dante, let's see this bitch's big fat tits." Dante unsnapped Hillary's jumbo bra, and let it fall to the seat. Her fat tits wobbled free. Dante began to bat them back and forth with both hands while he licked Hillary's fleshy back up and down. Hillary shuddered and lowered her head. When she did, she found the black guy's huge cock reinserted deep into her mouth again, fucking in and out until the cockhead hit her tonsils. She gagged on it. "Come on, suck his cock, baby," Dante hissed in Hillary's ear. "Suck it good." "Fat white bitches are the fucking freakiest around," the other black guy laughed, taking Hillary's hair and wrapping it around each of his hands. He then pulled on her hair and slammed her mouth down around his cock so hard it choked her. As she spit up, he withdrew his prick and shot his load all over her face. The cum mixed with her tears, and he smeared the mess all over her face with his cockhead. "This is probably the hottest fucking you ever had, ain't it, bitch?" Dante asked. He reached around Hillary's thick waist and began unsnapping her jumbo jeans. "Big-ass white bitch like you must not get much. No wonder you such a fucking freaky bitch. Well, don't worry, bitch. I'll fuck your fat ass so good you won't need no cock for a few fucking months. You ever been done by a black guy before, bitch? Have you?" "No," Hillary whimpered. "She's a fucking virgin, man," I told him as I jerked off Josh's cock. "Just look at her. Who the fuck would want to fuck her fat ass?" "'Zat right, baby? You a virgin?" Dante asked. "Yes," she sobbed. "Please . please don't rape me." "We a little past that now, bitch, ain't we," the other black guy said, stroking his cock and dangling it back in front of Hillary's bawling mouth. "Now suck on this and get me hard again. I'm going to bust that fat ass of yours wide open after Dante's done with your pussy." "You want her ass, then?" Dante asked He pulled down Hillary's jumbo jeans past her hips and huge ass. "She's got herself some virgin skank, figured you'd want first stab at that, homes." "Look at this fat fucking ass, though," Dante pulled down her jumbo panties and slapped her ass so hard the car rocked. "Be like fucking a whale, all this blubber and shit." He smacked her ass even harder for emphasis. "You sure you want her ass?" "I like me plenty a' back, you know that." "This ain't back, it's fucking blubber." "I said I'd fuck the fat bitch's white ass. You gotta a problem with that?" "No problem, man." He licked his fingers and jabbed them into Hillary's fat cunt. "You hear that, baby. I'm going to pop that fat-ass white cherry of yours. How you feel about that, bitch? I'm going to fucking spoil your fat ass, you know ..?" he continued ranting as he took out his hard black tool. It wasn't as long as the other guy's, but it was a lot thicker, like a can of Campbell's Soup. "Probably be the only time you ever get a hot cock shoved up that cunt of yours. But don't worry, baby, I'll take real good care of you. Bust you in real good. Be the best fuck of your life. Now scoot that big sweet ass of yours back, bitch. My cock's back here, baby," he slapped her ass hard, and she crawled back helplessly to accept his thick cock. At this point, Hillary was a freaked-out mess. She was crying hysterically, but the black guys just seemed to think it was some kind of act or something. I looked into her eyes as I pumped Josh's cock. He looked straight ahead into the windshield. Both Josh and Hillary had the same vacant, zombie eyes. Josh was facing a part of himself he'd always denied. Hillary was facing what she'd never been able to deny. This would no doubt be the worst night in Hillary's entire life. She must have been so psyched earlier. She was finally going to get to hang with her "true love" Josh. Maybe she could get him to like her for who she really was underneath all that fat blubber. She'd spent hours trying to decide what to wear so she'd look hot, as if she could ever look hot. She'd fucking convinced herself she had a chance with Josh. For a few hours, she'd actually believed all the bullshit. She thought she had new friends and a new life. Now she was in the backseat of Josh's car being double- slammed by two low-life niggers who were treating her like trash. Meanwhile, Josh, her true beloved, sat calmly in the front seat smoking a cigarette and getting jacked off by me. Her expensive white sweater was stretched-out and looped around her neck like a dog collar. Her jumbo jeans were down past her fat thighs, and her jumbo panties were torn in shreds around her gaping crotch. To make things worse, she was scooting her fat ass back, chasing some black guy's cock so he could bust her geek cherry. She was sobbing like a baby, muffled beneath the black cock shoved in her face. "Come on, baby, back up!" Dante slapped her ass like bongo drums. "My cock's back here, baby!" He was enjoying teasing her, making her humiliate her fat ass even further. She desperately kept scooting back, trying to aim her fat pussy at his thick, huge cock. As he toyed with her, Dante kept licking his fingers and working them deeper into her virgin puss. Even though she was fat and flabby, her puss was still bound to be tight, and he wanted it as nice and slick as possible for his thick tool. "Back here, baby," he mocked, tickling his cockhead against her puss. Feeling the swollen helmet against her labes, Hillary shoved her fat ass back, sucking an inch or so of Dante's thick black fuck pole into her wet snatch. He let her have some of his meat for a second or two before drawing back and making her scoot back further for it, like her puss was begging his black cock to fuck it. "Come on, baby, back here," he kept on jeering. She desperately tried to engulf his prick with her fat cunt. "Fat freaky bitch can't find my dick through all that blubber," he joked. "That's all right, baby," he leaned down and licked her ass crack. "We got all night, don't we ..?" "Please," Hillary finally pleaded. "Just do it." "Do what?" "Fuck me," she sobbed. "Please just get it over with." "What the fuck you say?!" Dante shouted. "Please fuck me," she wailed. "You said 'Get it over with,' bitch. What the fuck does that mean, bitch? What? You think your fat white ass is too good for me or some shit. I'll show you 'too good,' you fat bitch." Dante spit as he jammed his thick black cock deep into Hillary's fat puss. "Shit!" she howled as he slammed into her, obviously ripping her cherry. "Oh, shit, please stop ." she kept screeching as he drove his thick black fuck pole deeper and deeper into her fat virgin puss. "Look," I whispered in Josh's ear, fucking it with my tongue-stud. "Turn around and look at her." He followed my voice and turned around. His pierced cockhead was throbbing in my hand, and I knew it was about to shoot. He stared into the back of his station wagon, and licked his lips. I tugged at his scrote rings and pumped his shaft. Dante was royally raping Hillary's fat ass. He was slapping it hard every time he downstroked, and all the flab on her fat cow body wobbled and jiggled. "Fuck that fat-ass white bitch," the other guy shouted as sweat poured down Dante's face. "Fuck her fat pussy good, man. Fuck that white whale blubber bitch." To make matters even more twisted, Hillary's fat puss had begun farting every time Dante upstroked. The sound of her pussy farts and his ass-slapping shook the car. Josh's whole body tensed as he watched the grotesque spectacle. "Fuck her," he finally whispered, fucking his own-tongue into my ear. His cock and balls quivered, and his piss-hole sprayed a hot load of splooge. I milked his pierced prick all over my hands. "Fuck her fat ass. Fuck it hard." I jammed my cum-covered fingers in his mouth. He sucked off all his spunk while he watched Hillary's fat ass get repeatedly slammed. "Fuck, I'm cumming," Dante hissed. He buried his thick fuck tool so deep into Hillary's fat cunt that he butted her head against the door about ten times while he drained his hot load in her fat virgin puss. "Shit, man, you fucking killing the fat-ass bitch," the other black guy told Dante. He pushed Dante off Hillary. "You wanna get us arrested or some shit. What the fuck is with you, nigger?" "Fat ass white bitch whore," Dante continued slapping Hillary's ass. She huddled against the door, crying her eyes out. "Man, you really fucking hurt her," the other guy was trying to scramble out the car. 'Get your black ass outta the car, nigger." As Dante hoisted up his pants, he leaned over and spit in Hillary's weeping face. "Thatta teach you to say "get it over with,' you fat fucking freak. You should be thanking God I fucked your fat ugly ass. Only time you'll ever get any hard dick up that skank-ass cunt of yours, ho'. 'Get it over with,' my black ass, you white trash whore." He spit in her eyes again, and allowed his friend to hustle him out the car. Before Josh could stop me, I sprang out of the car after them. I wasn't going to let them out of my sight. Not when they still owed us some shit. They trotted up to the Lincoln with dante still cursing out Hillary at the top of his lungs. As the other guy tried to calm him down, the door opened and nikki slid out. Cheryl followed her on wobbly legs. Her hair was all messed up, and her make-up all smeared on her face like she was a clown. Her bomber jacket was thrown over her shoulders, and I could tell right away that her turtleneck was on insides-out, and she'd lost her bra. Then I noticed it crumbled up in nikki's hands. Cheryl's jeans were unbuttoned, too, and the fly was halfway down her crotch. She staggered on her stilleto boots and leaned against nikki, who was laughing like a psycho. Nikki waved the baggies at me as Dante approached the car. "Fucking fat bitch," he was still cursing. "Wass'sup?" the guy named Tyrone cackled at his friend. "Dante went off, man." "You didn't hurt the bitch did you, Dante?" Tyrone asked. "Fucking fat bitch told me to 'get it over with.' Told ME to 'get it over with.' Fat fucking bitch should be thanking God this nigger fucked her fat sorry ass. Best fucking cock that fat cunt will ever ride." "Get in the car, Dante," Tyrone laughed. He turned to nikki. "We square now?" he asked. "Fuck yeah," nikk smiled at him, waved the baggies and blew him a kiss. "You come back and see us real soon," Tyrone smirked at Cheryl. She smiled at him weakly. "Come her and give us a kiss, bitch," he laughed, and wagged his finger. She stumbled over to him, barely able to stand, let alone walk. With her knees wobbling, she pressed her tits against his chest, and they shared a hot, open- mouthed kiss. Tyrone planted his strong black hands on Cheryl's chub butt and spanked her. "You my bitch, ain't ya?" he asked her. She nodded with a shy smile. "Now get your white asses outta her," Tyrone smiled, "before I freeze my black ass off." We all trotted over to the station wagon. As we closed in, I could see that Josh had crawled into the back seat. Hillary had her head in his lap, and for a moment I thought he was comforting her. Then I saw that his hands were firmly planted on the back of her head. "Go in, I'll be there in a minute," I told nikki. She smiled, pulled Cheryl behind her and headed to the door. "Hey, give us our shit," I called to her. She turned around and tossed me three baggies one at a time. Then she ran inside. I looked in the bags as I slid back into the station wagon through the front passenger door. Josh looked up, saw me, and smiled. "That's it, you fat bitch, suck my cock," he went back to hissing in Hillary's ear as he pulled her hair. "Suck my cock like you sucked that nigger's cock. You liked that nigger's big black cock in your mouth, didn't you, you fat fucking cunt ..? I always knew you were a fucking nigger loving freak, you fat cow. You wanted me so bad, well here I am," he sneered. He jammed her head down even harder around his pierced cock. "Here's your big chance, cunt. Show me how bad you want me. Convince me I should take pity and even fuck a fat ugly cow like you. Do you love me, cunt?" he asked her, yanking her head off his cock. "Yes, Josh," she was bawling like a baby. "Yes, I love you so much." "Then prove it, bitch. Prove it!" "I did prove it to you," she bawled. "I did what you wanted. You said that's what I needed to do ." "Fucking fat bitch," Josh slapped her face, and she cringed. "Shut your fucking mouth and suck my cock. Suck it good, or I'll never talk to you again." She bent back down and accepted his pierced cock with her sobbing mouth. As she sucked, Josh reached over and slapped her fat ass, which was already covered with bruises and welts. "Go on and slap her ass, ronn," he told me. "It's fun, see?" He pounded her hard with his fist. "She's a fat fucking cow. What the fuck does she care?" I bent over the seat and slapped Hillary's ass along with Josh. She kept crying and sucking. "Come on, bitch," Josh snarled. "That's the worst fucking head I've ever had. You've been sucking on that thing for ten straight minutes, and I'm not even close to cumming yet. SUCK IT, you fat cunt. You wanna be my girlfriend, and you can't even suck my cock. Fucking geek, SUCK IT!" "You want some shit?" I asked him, fishing my pipe and lighter out of my pockets. "Fuck yeah," he reached over and handed me his own pipe. I packed some bowls and watched him slap her ass harder and harder as she pathetically sucked his cock. I fired his pipe up and handed it back to him. We kind of saluted each other and took a simultaneous hit, letting the herb cut through the numbness in our brains and bodies before snorting it out in a giggle. "Give her some," I gestured to Josh's pipe. "Fat fucking bitch earned it. Man, he slam-fucked your fat ass, didn't he, Hil?" I talked to our victim for the first time in well over an hour. "How did that feel, that nigger fucking your fat ass like that? Did you cum?" Hillary just kind of sobbed as Josh yanked her head up. "She asked you a fucking question, bitch," Josh yelled at her. "What? You still too good to talk to ronni?" "Did you cum?" I repeated. "No," she sobbed. "No, I didn't cum, you fucking bitch!" she wept. "You let those niggers rape me." "Can't rape the willing," I sneered. "You were the one who crawled back here with those niggers. You could have run." "Fuck you!" "Got your cherry busted by a couple niggers in the backseat of a car whoring for dope," I kept at her. "Bet your mommy told you all about 'saving yourself' for Mr. Right, huh ..? Bet you had all these little fucking fantasies about how beautiful it would be, huh, Hil ..? Never thought you'd be giving it up to two niggers for a bag of dope, did you ..? Shit, girl, they fucked you up good, didn't they ..? How did that fucking feel? How did it feel being trash?" "Shut the fuck up!" Hillary bawled. "Just shut up." "No, you shut up and suck on this," Josh put the pipe to her lips. "It'll make you feel better. Come on. Listen to Josh," he smiled and rubbed her fat ass. After all she'd been through, she was still under Josh's spell. She put her lips to the pipe and did exactly as he said, drawing the smoke into her lungs. "Hold it in," Josh instructed her. "Okay let it out. Take another hit ." he coached her through about six more hits until she was giggling like a schoolgirl despite her situation. When Josh resumed spanking her fat ass and feeding her his prick, the tears had stopped. As he slapped her ass, I took some more hits and admired the utter massiveness of Hillary's ass cheeks. Getting stoned, her plush, fleshy dimensions seemed even more grotesque and absurd, especially her ass. It was like the size of two, huge squishy watermelons put together. I had to touch that ass. I had to see Josh fuck that huge gross ass. I wet my fingers and started teasing her fat ass hole. She whimpered slightly. My cold fingers jabbed into her butt crack. "Fucking quit your whining," Josh hissed at her. "Ronni can do whatever the fuck she wants to. You got that?" Hillary let loose a stoned giggle and said something impossible to understand through Josh's throat jamming. "I'm getting her ass ready for you to fuck," I told Josh as I continued working and spreading apart her fat, fleshy ass cheeks. "I want to watch you fuck her big fat ass an then blow your wad right in her fat ugly face." I jabbed three fingers into Hillary's ass, and she squirmed around like a stuck piggy. "Her ass is so fucking gross, Joshy. Would you look at the size of her fucking ass? I want to see you fuck it with your hard pierced dick sooo bad." "You hear that, cow. I'm going to fuck your ass and ronni's going to watch me," Josh pulled up on her hair so that his cock almost came out of her mouth before he shoved it back down again . hard. She gagged, and he laughed, repeating the process three more times in a row, until she collapsed against his lap in a heap of giggles. "Her ass ready yet?" Josh asked me. I spread her massive cheeks apart and pressed my face into her ass crack and vibrated my lips into her asshole. Then I spit deep into her asshole, and I withdrew, watching my spit dribble out her hole. "Go ahead, Joshy. Her fat ass is all yours." "Come here, bitch," Josh dragged her around by her hair until she was on all fours, her huge ass resting against his shins. "Stick that fat ass up, bitch," he slapped her hard with one hand and held his pipe up to his mouth with the other. I undid my jeans and scooted them down my hips and thighs. "I said stick it up, and scoot back, just like you did for the nigger. Come on, bitch, find my cock with your fat ass. Back further, bitch. My cock's back here. How am I going to fuck your fat ass if you can't even find my cock." She tried to reach underneath and grab his dick with her hands so she could guide it to her asshole. But Josh slapped away her hands. "I watched you fuck that nigger, you fat bitch," he slapped her ass again. "You didn't use your hands on him. You backed up right on his cock, just like he fucking told you. Maybe you liked fucking his nigger cock more than me, huh ..?" he punched her ass hard now. "Huh, Hillary, is that it? You wanted his nigger cock inside you more than you want mine? I thought you loved me, you fat bitch. You told me you loved me." "I do," she moaned, pressing her fat ass into Josh's crotch, desperately swishing her big butthole around trying to snare his cock. "I love you, Josh. I do ." "You ain't showing me that, Hillary," Josh scolded her. "Now get your ass on my cock before I go limp." She did her best to comply, bumping her ass against Josh's stomach while he spanked her flabby buttcheeks with his pierced cockhead. Cracking up, I reached over and jammed my pipe in her mouth. "Take a hit," I told her. She complied while Josh took a few more hits on his own pipe. Then he pressed the pipe back against her mouth. She didn't even hesitate before taking both pipes between her lips, and then taking three monster double-hits. I took my own pipe back and took a long drag, drifting deeper into the high. I rubbed my pierced tummy, found my clit and puss rings and started strumming real hard. I had left myself at the brink of a cum almost two hours ago, and I'd been on edge ever since. Now that I was getting stoned, the urge to cum was almost psychotic. I was going to jack myself off while I watched what I'd been wanting to see all evening-Josh go totally ape-shit fucking this bitch's fat ass with his pierced prick. "That's it, bitch, right there," Josh told her when she finally managed to back up her asshole over his cockhead. "Now scoot that fat ass back and fuck my fuck in your asshole." "Please ." was all Hillary could manage to giggle while she slammed her massive butt backwards and Josh jabbed his pierced cockhead forwards. Josh is a mean ass fucker. Even I don't like it when he fucks my ass sometimes, especially with his piercings in. That's why he always takes them out with me now. Hillary wasn't so lucky, though. She was going to get the full treatment. Josh was about as gentle as a pitbull when he was ass fucking. I used to think he just didn't know how to do it, because he's nowhere near as brutal when he's in my pussy. But then one day it just occurred to me that Josh really got off on fucking chicks hard up the ass. Hillary was in for a nightmare ride. "How does that look, ronn?" he asked me as he butted his cock against Hillary's narrow hole. "Can you see? I'm stuffing it in her ass now." "No, her fat ass cheek's in the way," I answered. "Move your fat fucking ass around to the left so ronni can see me ram your ass," Josh slapped her on the left butt cheek, prompting her to swivel around. Now that she'd engulfed his prick, she was no longer freaking, and with the shit frying her brains she'd begun giggling again. "That good?" he asked me as she repositioned herself. "Can you see now?" "Yeah," I laughed. "Now ride that fat beast, cowboy." I took a deep hit off the pipe and pinched my clit hard. "Yee-fucking-hah!" Josh jabbed his pierced cock right into Hillary's pooper and grasped her ass cheeks. He raised his knees slightly and slammed downward, prying her fat ass open even further. "That's it, bitch," he jeered. "It's going right up your fat ass. What do you think of that?" He took a few more draws off his pipe then leaned over and shoved it in her mouth. She sucked hard on the pipe, and then collapsed slightly as he drove in harder and deeper, jarring her so hard her head hit the door again. Only now, instead of weeping, she was laughing hysterically. Josh was raping her fat ass, and she was laughing hysterically. I listened to him slam into her, imagining how his pierced cockhead must have felt in her fat ass . like a fucking cheese grater. Like I said, my ass had been on the other end of Josh's pierced prick before, and when he was slam-fucking your ass laughing was the furthest thing from your mind. Even when I was stoned, I just bit my tongue and took his ass-stretching like a bitch, playing with my clit and praying for him to finish quick. But this fat cow was laughing. She was fucking getting off on it. She really was a fucking freak. I felt the car shake all around us. I tugged my labe rings, diddled my puss and hit the sweet spot right above my clit, pressing it into my cunt bone and rubbing like crazy. I took another hit off my pipe, and then another. Time froze, and everything kind of just settled into this warm, fuzzy haze of pure fucking horny nirvana. Josh grabbed Hillary's ass cheeks in both hands, and used them to steer his cock back and forth, and up and down in her stretched-out asshole. He was fucking her so hard, the whole car was shaking. The sound of his balls slapping against her ass was now drowning out the heater. "Come on, bitch, ride it ." he hissed. "Take that fucking cock up your fat ass! Do you love me, bitch?" he asked again. "Yes!" she groaned, and I suddenly noticed something. Hillary had her fingers jammed up under fat belly and into her crotch. She was playing with her puss while Josh fucked her ass. "Josh, look at her," I said. "She's playing with her fucking cunt while you fuck her fat ass. She's going to cum with your dick in her ass. Fuck her, Josh. Fuck that fat cow's ass." "Come on, bitch, cum for me. Make yourself cum," Josh hissed. "I love you, Josh," Hillary bawled, not even paying attention to what Josh or I was saying. "Oh, I love you." I burst out laughing. The shit I was smoking and my cum merged together in a huge rush that swept over me in a hot wave. "I love you, Joshy," I mocked Hillary. "Oooo, honey, I love you. Fuck my fat ass. I love you!" I was peeing my puss now, rolling around on the front seat of the car while Josh slammed Hillary's fat cow ass and she jacked her pussy off. I heard more groans, more slapping, more groans, and then Josh howling, "Fuck I'm cumming." The car shook, and I heard something slamming into the backdoor. I looked over the front seat and saw that Hillary's head was again banging into the side of the car. Josh pulled his cock out of her gaping asshole and squeezed it tight, cutting off the flow of cum behind his pierced cockhead. He grabbed her by the hair and pulled her face up. At point blank range, he aimed his pisshole right in her eyes and uncorked a huge spurt of splooge all over her dazed face. "Suck all that cum up," he demanded, shoving his pierced prick between her gasping lips and firing jet after jet of cum deep into her throat. "Clean my prick off. Lick it," he barked orders, jamming his prick in and out of her mouth, and then rubbing it across her fat, smiling face. "Cum on, bitch. Clean all that cum off. I don't want one drop of cum in my fucking shorts." "Yes, Josh," she purred pathetically, licking his cock to a glistening shine. "I'm outta here," I giggled, scooting my jeans back on and reaching for the door. I staggered out into the cold night and headed for the coffee house's rear entrance. The warm air tingled the hair on my scalp as I pushed my way inside towards our table. Everyone was gone except for Manel. She sat there with a stupid look on her face. She looked like she'd been crying. "What's up, girlfriend?" I plopped down in the seat next to her. "Where is everyone?" "They went out over to .. Sean's?" she spoke the name uncertainly. "To ." "To get high," I nodded. "How come you didn't go with them?" "You told me to wait for you," Manel looked down at the table. "And you did?" I was totally surprised. "Sure," she smiled. "You want to go out in Josh's car and smoke a bowl?" I asked her. "Sure, okay," she still kept smiling at me. "Let's go then," I took her hand and led her out back. Josh and Hillary were still in the car partying when we came up to the door. I opened the door, and Manel and I crawled into the back of the station wagon with Josh and Hillary. Josh still had his cock out, and was jacking it off into Hillary's mouth. "Don't move," he kept whispering to her in between hits on his pipe. "Don't fucking move an inch." His cock was making this really cool wet- smacking sound as he stroked it fast inside her lips. Hillary was just lying there, perfectly still, like a fat statue, a big stupid grin on her face. I slapped the cow's huge flabby ass and pulled Manel over to me. As we kissed, Josh looked over at me and smiled. "Get us some more shit, okay ..?" I told him in between mouthfuls of Manels' hairy lips and tongue. He nodded and stopped pumping his dick into Hillary's mouth. "Just let it sit in your mouth," he commanded her. "Don't suck it, don't touch it, nothing. Just lie there perfectly still with my cock in your mouth," he ordered. "Ughh huhhh," she gurgled, her mouth stuffed with his pierced prick. "Good girl," he complimented her as he began packing a bowl. "Just like that." He finished packing the bowl while he watched me tear into Manel, the Indian princess. I had her pinned against the door panel on the driver's side. She had pretty much gone limp after our first deep kiss. Now she was just breathing shallow, and letting me do whatever I wanted to her. I knew her type - hot for puss, yet too freaked to say or do anything, even when it was jammed in their face. If she wanted to play like a little blow-up doll, that was fine by me. I'd have her crawling out of her skin and inhaling my puss in no time. I always did. "Let's see her tits, ronn," Josh took a long hit off the freshly-packed bowl and then passed it to me. I sucked off a little, put my mouth over Manel's, and then blew the smoke down her lungs. She retched a little, so I did the same thing again and again until she could take me blowing full force into her lungs without heaving. She really was a little blow-up doll. I yanked off her coat and tore at her sweater, mauling her tits in the process. I stuck the pipe in between her hairy lips then. She took a long drag while I lifted up her sweater and groped her firm little boobs through her blouse. The shit the black guys had sold us was particularly strong tonight, and like Hillary my little Indian princess had never had any kind of taste before. So a few tokes, and she was zooming in no time. I watched a stupid, stoned smile spread across her hairy face as she sucked on the pipe, and I knew she was wasted already. I pulled her arms one at a time through the sleeves on her sweater until it was bunched up around her neck. Then I went back to her blouse, biting at her buttons one at a time, and popping them off in my mouth. She watched me ruining her nice white blouse, but said nothing. She was too busy getting high and getting off on the feel of my hands as they molested her dark skin. Her blouse was completely open now. I lifted her back up and slid the white sleeves down her brown arms. She didn't shiver anymore when I touched her. In fact, she kind of curled into me and hugged me. I worked off the last of her blouse and started on her bra. "This what you wanted to see?" I asked Josh as I unsnapped Manel's bra, scooted the straps down her shoulders, and let it fall into her lap. "Nice and firm," I showed Josh, pinching her hard nipples. They looked like ripe black cherries in the darkness of the car. "These puppies would look positively darling with a two big rings right through the nips," I observed, tweaking each tit hard. "How does that sound, baby? We'll go and get you your nips pierced just like mine, huh ..? How'd you like that?" "Yes," she gasped slightly. I slapped my mouth on each nip and teased them with my tongue-stud. "She's got hair on her boobs," I informed Josh as I licked a soft patch of fur on her right tit. "Not like one or two hairs like I get, but a whole bunch of hair. Like a tit moustache or something. These little puppies are wild." "Cool," was all he said, feasting his eyes on my lez action. I was really intrigued by Manel's hairy body, especially her furry tits. The hair was thin and fine and seemed to everywhere. I licked around her tits to the underside, then moved over to her armpits and licked there. These she'd shaved, but they were stubbly, and I raked my tongue across the burrs causing her to fidget around beneath me. With one hand kneading her boobs, I snaked the other down her flat tummy to the top of her skirt. She lifted her ass up automatically. I slid the skirt down her waist, hips and thighs to her knees. I moved my hand back up to her tights while she kicked her legs and worked the skirt the rest of the way down her legs. With her ass still lifted, I had an easy time working the tights and panties down her sweaty brown legs. She was kicking off her shoes when the tights reached her knees, and together we managed to slide them down her legs and over her feet. Now I had her brown little hairy body bare-assed naked. She was sucking on the pipe like there was no tomorrow, and I knew I could do pretty much whatever I wanted to her. I kicked her legs apart and spread her thighs wide like a wishbone. Then I licked up her legs starting at her calves, rubbing my hands over her brown skin while she snorted on the pipe. I was a little disappointed that she shaved her legs. For some reason, the thought of her having hairy legs turned me on even more. "Don't shave your fucking legs anymore, okay," I whispered to her as I kissed her thighs. "I want them to be all furry when I fuck you next, okay ..?" "Okay," she gasped. "We're gonna get some nice tatts running all up your hairy legs, like Indian symbols and pictures and shit, you know. All those fucked up gods and goddesses fucking each other. How does that sound?" "Okay," she mumbled through her stoned, horny haze. "Then we're going to get that hairy puss pierced just like mine and nikki's and tams, and your hairy tits, too. And you're going to be my hairy little Indian thrasher bitch, okay ..?" "Okay," she smiled and sucked on the pipe. "That's beautiful, ronn," Josh whispered. "Make her fucking squirm." The wet-smacking popping sound started up again. I glanced up to see Josh had resumed using Hillary's fat face like a fuck hole, jacking his cock off into her mouth. The fat cow moved slightly and tried to get control over his pierced dick, but he slapped her hard on the ass. "No!" he snapped at her. "Perfectly still. You're mouth is just a fuck hole," he ranted. "That's all, you fat bitch. Your mouth is just a fuck hole for my cock to cum in. Got it?" She nodded in agreement. He smacked her lard ass again, and she winced. "I said 'Perfectly still'," he hissed again. "I don't think she understands you, Joshy," I giggled. "Slap her fat ass again and teach her." Hillary cringed as she saw Josh raise his hand yet again. Even through her monster high, Josh's abuse was sinking in past the numbness. She flinched even before the blow, moving her head again. He pounded her on the ass once, and then again, even harder. Her whole sweaty, blubbery body shook and jiggled after each blow. The rolls of fat wobbled and glistened in the scattered light filtering through the shadows. "So how do you like your fat bitch. Joshy?" I giggled, working my tongue-stud up Manel's left thigh. I hoisted up her legs behind her head so I could get at her ass. "Isn't she fun?" "Yeah," he slapped her ass again. "She's a fucking riot. How's your little geek fuck toy?" "I'm going to let you fuck this hairy pussy when I'm done," I told him, rubbing the thick bush of dark fur that engulfed Manel's slick snatch. "She's got as much hair down here as I have on my whole fucking head," I joked. "Don't you, baby?" I asked her, stabbing my tongue-stud deep into the forest of her pubes. "Yes," she gasped, taking the pipe out of her mouth after another monster hit. "Oh, yes," she repeated, thrashing her hips around and mashing her puss into my mouth as I feasted away at her labes. "You like that, bitch?" Josh sneered at her through the cramped darkness. "You like having ronni lez your hairy pussy?" "Yes," she whimpered, bucking around like crazy. I danced my tongue-stud all around her clit, teasing her love bump out of its hood until it stuck out like a little brown nose. She had a whopper of a clit, too, the biggest I'd ever seen in real life. Like something from one of the jpegs Nicky was always downloading from all the porno newsgroups. "Slap it," Josh groaned at me, still pumping his dick noisily into Hillary's fat cow mouth. "Slap her pussy so I can hear it." I reached my hand up and smacked Manel right on her swollen clitty. She jumped up so hard she hit her head on the roof of the wagon. She crumpled down in a daze, and I smacked her clit again, and again. She thrashed around after every blow, kicking her legs and trying to break free. But she was majorly wasted by now, and I'm a pretty strong little bitch when I'm horny, so I just held her there and kept smacking her puss - Hard. Josh started slapping Hillary's fat ass then, and the two of us traded blows one-for-one on our fuck toys. The beating was like a rhythm beneath the constant wet- smacking-popping sound of Josh's cock jacking off in Hillary's mouth. After about ten or fifteen smacks, Manel just quit fighting me. She slumped back against the door panel and took it. Her pussy was sopping wet and soaking everything underneath us. Her ass kept jerking up after every slap to her puss, and when I kissed her huge clit, she freaked. Before I could react, she wrapped her thighs tight around my head, squeezing so hard I thought she was going to crush my skull. Everything went silent, then, as her sweaty thighs closed around my ears. I was lost in a total vacuum. I twirled my tongue-stud in a series of geometric patterns across her clit - triangles, circles, squares, diamonds - and I could feel her hands grabbing my hair and pressing my face deeper into her steamy, hairy puss. When I felt her whole body start spazzing, I worked my tongue even faster. I pressed my nose hard against her puss, and with my tongue-stud I smashed her clit hard against her cunt bone. She jerked up hard, and I felt a thud. She must have hit her head on the roof of the wagon again. I was getting dizzier as her thighs clenched like a vise around my head. It felt like she was trying to crush my skull into pulp and then cram it up her puss. She jerked up again and then once more, hitting her head each time. Then she went totally limp, releasing my head from her thighs and letting me slide my face free. The sound of the night came rushing back into my ears. I could hear someone really groaning and swearing. It was Manel. Her face was bathed in sweat, and she was just moaning "Fuck" and "Yes" over and over again. I heard Josh's voice over the wet-smacking sound of his pumping dick. He was asking Manel how she liked having her puss lezzed out. He was calling her a rug munching lezbo geek, and she just kept saying "Yes" to everything he said. As I drifted back into reality, I began losing my top. My tits were free in a second, and I slapped them against Manel's gasping face. "I saw you looking at these before," I teased her, smothering her hairy brown face in my cleav. "So now's your chance, baby. Suck on 'em." She smiled up at me and devoured my right boob likeshe was breastfeeding. Being a chick, she pretty much knew what fely good on a pair of tits. She licked and sucked each nipple hard while I rubbed my pierced tummy across her sweaty brown body. "Bite down on my boob rings and yank on them," I told her. She did so gently. "No," I told her. "Harder. Bite down and yank on them, til you almost think you're going to tear my nips off." She tried again, a little harder. "Harder," I slapped my boob in her face, and she chomped down on my nip ring and tugged hard. "That's it. Even harder now, make it sting!" Finally after about five minutes of this, I pulled away from her, kicked off my doc martens, and began scooting off my jeans and panties. When I'm hot, I can get naked pretty much faster than anyone I know, even nikki porno. In a few seconds, I was saddling up on Manel's face and feeding her my pierced puss. Like I said, even though this was obviously her first lez fest, Manel was a chick, and chicks just kind of know what to do when there's a puss jammed in their face. It comes from all those years of playing with yourself at night. Granted, we all like it a little different, but there are certain moves that always feel good no matter whose puss it is. Besides, Manel had already seen me jacking off my puss earlier that night, so she pretty much knew where my hot spots were. She sunk her tongue in like a rugmuncher, then, as I mashed my puss against her face. "Stuff it in her mouth," Josh told me. "Make her eat that pussy til you cum in her fucking mouth." Guys can be such dweebs sometimes. Like I needed Josh to tell me what to do. I worked my crotch up her mouth and rolled my ass forward. Although I was digging the feel of her tongue against my clit and labe rings, I was really in the mood for something a little nastier. I now had my shit-hole planted right over her tongue, and she didn't even hesitate. She started rimming away like she'd been lezzing for years. I swiveled my hips around so she hit every nook and cranny. She somehow knew to alternate between long tongue stabs up my hole and licking around the flap of skin between my puss and ass. I'm real sensitive right there, and I started humping her face against my crotch. While she worked me, I began strumming my pierced puss - tugging on my labe rings and pinching my clit hard. "Eat me!" I hissed. "Come on, baby, eat that hot puss. Stuff your hairy face up there and lick my ass. Shit!" I started humping her face real hard, feeling a cum- quake rip through my pierced tummy and out my labes. As I started flooding, I rubbed my cunt up and down her hairy face, smearing it with my puss juice til it glistened. If she thought I was done, she was crazy. I was just getting warmed up. "Get over here and fuck her hairy puss, Josh," I told him. I turned completely around on her face so I was facing Josh as he crawled over. His pierced dick was raging and wagging like a dog's tale. As he sidled up to us, he leaned over, and we locked lips, swapping some serious spit and bumping tongue- studs. "I can still taste her hairy cunt on you," he told me. "Hump her face hard while I fuck her." "Spread her legs," I told him. "I want to see when you stick her." I kept rubbing my puss and ass up and down Manel's hairy face. She was absolutely devouring me now, tugging at my labe rings with her teeth and stretching my puss out til it stung. "You a virgin?" Josh asked Manel as he split her thighs wide and prepared to mount her. "Yes," she groaned between mouthfuls of my puss and ass. "This is going to hurt, especially 'cause my dick is pierced," he warned her, pressing his pierced, swollen cockhead against her slick labes and stabbing slowly into her puss. "Fuck!" she howled as I slammed my crotch back and forth, and up and down against her face. She started thrashing around, just like she did when I lezzed her puss. With my weight on top of her and Josh's strong grip, we kept her pressed down and under control. "No," she whimpered softly, Josh's sharp cock cutting through the stoned haze in her brain. "Fuck .. no .. stop ..fuck .. it hurts." "Fuck her cunt, Joshy," I drowned out her cries. "Jam that hot hairy puss with your pierced cock. Rip her cunt off!" He gritted his teeth and rammed into her puss. We kissed and knocked our tongue-studs together. He looped his pinkies through my nip rings and yanked them hard. I mashed my puss so hard into Manel's mouth I thought I might crush her. She jammed her tongue hard against puss rings and drove them up into my cunt bone. I rode her face like a cowgirl, and looked down to see Josh's pierced cockhead slice in and out of her hairy puss. Her cunt was so wet and slick, he could almost withdraw his entire cock after each backstroke before her hairy snatch sucked him back in again. With each backstroke, the length of his shaft appeared darker and bloodier. His pierced cock had shredded her virgin pink - not only popping her cherry, but scraping her tender cunt walls as well. He fucked Manel's hairy pussy as savagely as he'd fucked Hillary's fat flabby asshole. It was a good thing Manel was so wasted, or she probably would have been fetal by now. "Pull out before you shoot," I gasped at him. "I want to taste your cum and her cherry." I trembled and pounded another cum out of my puss, driving down hard into Manel's face. She was bucking around like crazy, too. Her tummy tensed, and she went all spastic beneath us, biting so hard into my puss I thought maybe she'd drawn blood. This little Indian princess was one hot fuck toy. As I humped her face even faster, she rode Josh's slam-fuck like a porno star. I came again, drowning her face in more puss juice. Josh had already come a few times that night, and since he was stoned I knew he could probably fuck her tight, hairy box all night. I looked over to Hillary. She was just lying in a heap, sucking a pipe, and playing with her fat cunt. "Get over here," I told her. She crawled over like a zombie. "Stick your right hand under him and play with his balls. Then take your other hand and play with her pussy while he fucks her. Don't touch his cock, though, just his balls and her pussy." Hillary obeyed me. I thrashed out another cum as I watched the fat cow play with Josh and Manel. Manel reacted to Hillary's touch like a psycho. She came again as Josh pounded and pounded away inside her slot. "Tug his scrote rings," I told Hillary, "and rake your fingernails across his balls. Hard. He likes it hard. Dig your nails in and yank his scrote rings. Harder!" I barked. I wanted Josh to cum so fucking bad. We needed to get Hillary and Manel home before Mrs. Wukowski called the fucking cops and they found us in the Magic Beans parking lot fucking the two geeks. Hillary was working Josh's nuts like crazy, and he was tensing up. Even with three cums behind him, Josh still can't take it when you manhandle his balls. It makes him cum every fucking time, and now was no different. His eyes got all crazy and glaring, and he snapped his head back moaning. "Fuck!" he started hissing. "Fuck I'm going to fucking cum." "Pull it the fuck out, Joshy," I ordered. "Don't you dare fucking cum in that pussy," I barked as I pulled off Manel's face, bent down and jerked Josh's dick out of her wet, hairy pussy. While he freaked, I sucked his blood-streaked cock into my mouth. I licked up Manel's cherry juice while Josh's hot spurts exploded against the back of my throat. I swirled my tongue-stud around his pierced cockhead just the way he loved. He smashed his cock deeper into my throat, firing another two spurts. When I had his whole load, I pulled out his prick and grabbed Hillary by the hair. "Now you can clean off your boyfriend's prick," I commanded her. "Just like a good little girlfriend does after her man's just fucked some fresh pussy." She obeyed me and began washing Josh's pierced prick off with her tongue. He fucked her mouth hard as she worked, jabbing his cockhead into her nose and eyes. She didn't flinch, though, and like a good fat bitch she tried to get every last bit of cum, blood and puss juice off his shaft and knob. I nestled up next to Manel, and we kissed for a minute before I pulled up. "We've got to get you bitches home," I told them. "Now get your fucking clothes on. We're already late." And that's the end of part 3 of my ongoing saga. If you want to know what happened in the car with nikki and Cheryl and the two black guys, and what happened over at Sean's with nikki, Cheryl, Mikey, tam-tams and Nicky let me know. Nikki filled me in, and it's hot. Then there's also the matter of nikk, tams and I fucking the hermans for $ at the shopping mall, plus some other adventures along the way. *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Thrasher Girls IV - "Nikki's Story" "So, anyway, what the fuck happened with Cheryl last night?" I asked nikki p. the moment I sat down. Nicky, Mikey and tams were sitting with nikki at one of the back tables in the high school's cafetorium. Nicky was major wigging. His pupils were the size of dimes, obviously still coming off the shit from last night. Tams was just cuddling up to Mikey, all lovey and droopy. He was eating it up, too, lapping at her face like big old dog. I was beat to hell myself, and in a weird way their smoochy kissy-faces kind of made me wish I had someone to hang onto. "It was so fucked up, ronn," nikki giggled behind the sunners that almost covered her whole face. If her eyes were anything like mine, they were flaming this morning. It's a good thing I wear my regular glasses to school because they're tinted a little, and when I'm hung-over no one even notices, not even my mom. Nikki lets everyone know, though - the dark sunners, the floppy gray hat, and the total flannel look going on. I can smell her from across the table, too-sweat, smoke and stale beer. It gets in her clothes, skin and breath, and it can be pretty gross. She probably hadn't even slept yet. Nicky wasn't looking too good either. He was chugging OJ and kept trying to crack his neck. I noticed the flannel nikki was wearing was one of his old shirts. It didn't take Sherlock Fucking Holmes to guess where she'd spent the night. Nicky's was the easiest place to crash because his parents were like non-existent. Sometimes I try to imagine what it would be like being him, my parents never around and not giving three shits when they were. My mom can be a real pain in the ass, but at least she's around, usually being a pain in the ass. I just show her my report card, and it always shuts her up, though. My teachers tell her how great I am, and she gets off my case for awhile. Nikki always says I'm lucky because at least I've got a place to sleep at night no matter what. Nikki's parents quit wasting their breath on her last year when we were freshmen. Nikk stayed out late a few nights, and she found her ass locked out and on the street. That's when she started hanging with Nicky because she always had a place to crash. Nicky knew Josh, and Josh and I were going together, so that's how nikk and I got tight. Nicky and nikki fuck a lot, but that's all it is with them. They both go ape-shit over porno, too, and nikki is always over in his room looking at all the dirty pics Nicky downloads. Then they fuck I guess, but I never really ask her about it anymore. I figure she'd tell me if she wanted me to know. "So what the fuck happened with Cheryl anyway?" I looked at my watch. We had about ten minutes before the first bell. "She fucking freaked when we got in the car, Ron," nikki laughed. "I mean fucking freaked. That guy Tyrone made her get in the backseat, then he and the other guy got back there with her." "Where were you? In front?" "Yeah, they told me to keep an eye out. I kept a fucking eye out all right." "So what the fuck happened?" I kicked her under the table. "Jesus, aren't you all Miss Fucking Nosy-Ass?" nikki smiled. "So how 'bout you, ronn? What's that I see caught between your teeth?" "You tell me what happened first, then I'll tell you." She looked around to the other tables then raised her voice. "You never would have believed it. Cheryl Davies sucked both their big black cocks at once," she said loud enough so that everyone in the fucking place could hear her. Nicky and Mikey started cracking up, and even tam-tams giggled. "That girl flipped her shit when they got her ass back there. That one guy, he ripped off her fucking turtleneck and started sucking on her boobs, and, Tyrone, he tore her shoes off and pulled down her jeans. The other guy made her take out his dick then. She just kind of laid there not doing anything at first, but then he told her take out his dick, and she did. Then she sucked his cock ." "His big black cock?!" Nicky added loud enough so that everyone could here. "Yeah," nikki caught on, "his big black cock. Cheryl Davies sucked his big black cock and he fucked her fucking face with it, too." Nikk was getting off on the crowd now. "Tyrone, he rubbed her puss and kept slapping her ass til she leaned back far enough and spread her legs so he could fuck her. Then he fucked her hard," nikki told the growing crowd. "That nigger fucked Cheryl Davies so hard the fucking car was rocking. Then the other guy shot his load right in her face and wiped it off in her hair." "You fucking losers make me sick," a guy from the next table spat at us. "No one believes a fucking word you're saying, you stupid cunt." He looked right at nikki. "So why don't you just shut the fuck up?!" "Was I even fucking talking to you, asshole?" nikki shot back. "Shut the fuck up, whore," one of his buddies joined in. The second guy was Todd Petrokowski, a major macho asshole who picked on just about everybody. "Who you calling a whore?" Mikey suddenly woke up from his nap with tams and spun around. Mikey is one scary motherfucker when he stares you down. He's big and his eyes go right through you. "I'm calling your slut friend a whore, you cocksucker!" Petro stood up. "Really?" Mikey stood up, too, now, and everyone cleared out. It was just Mikey and Petro ... and nikki p. No one saw it coming. I sure as fuck didn't. Nikki flew across two fucking tables. She tackled Petro like some WWF lady, and his lame ass was pinned to the floor. Her fingernails went right for his fucking eyes, and she jumped up and down on his chest. She knocked the fucking wind out of him and gouged his fucking eyes. When Mikey dragged her off, the lamer was crying like a fucking baby. He started going at nikki. Nikki was being held by Mikey, but she could still kick. Her docs landed smack in the guy's nuts. He went down hard then, his chin hit the fucking floor. He was lying on the floor moaning, groping his nuts and crying. Teachers started moving in now that it was over. I was trying to calm nikki. Someone grabbed me. I was pumped from seeing nikk kick ass. I swung so hard my glasses fell off. I started swinging like crazy when all the arms started grabbing me. Someone picked me up and bear-hugged me hard. I was kicking my legs like crazy trying to hurt anyone I could kick. "That's enough Rhonda!" the arms bear-hugging me said. "Enough!" I kind of drifted back into reality and recognized Mr. Lodge. He was my government teacher and an assistant basketball coach. He was a pretty huge guy, and he had me so I couldn't move my upper body. I saw three teachers hauling nikki away. Lodge followed them, holding onto me so tight I just got tired. Other teachers were questioning Mikey and tams. Somebody called the nurse for the lamer rolling around on his ass. I wanted to spit on him, but I was too far away. "Just calm down," Mr. Lodge told me. "Rhonda, calm down." "That fucking bastard deserved it," I screamed at everyone. "Nikki kicked his fucking ass and he deserved it." "Don't you remember what I told in class - Everything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law?" he seemed so calm, almost like he thought the whole thing was funny. Lodge is a cool guy, and definitely the best teacher in this piss hole. He used to run the school newspaper before I got here. The students printed an article about how Principle Ormsden parked in a handicapped spot in the school parking lot, and Lodge approved it. Ormsden kicked him off the newspaper after that, but didn't fire him. Lodge was the only teacher anybody ever really listened to. The more I calmed down the stupider I felt. I didn't want Lodge thinking I was stupid. "Miranda rights," I blurted, thinking about what he'd just said. "You're lucky I'm not a cop, or I'd have to testify you confirmed Nicolette's guilt," he kind of laughed. "The next time you girls decide to rumble, remember to keep your mouth shut afterwards." He reached around me and put my glasses back on. He must have picked them up before he grabbed me. I thought that was really sweet, and I calmed down some more. "He started it," I argued. "He called nikki a whore." "You're a little too old and much too intelligent for me to give you the 'sticks and stones' speech," he half-laughed. "So save it for the Inquisition, okay?" He set me down on my feet and let me go. "We're like in deep shit, huh?" I asked him when we started walking again. "You could say that," he chuckled. "You don't seem so pissed," I noticed. "I figure Petrokowski had it coming to him," Lodge grinned. "I'm kind of glad he got it from Nicolette in front of the whole school. He won't be acting so macho now. Maybe some of the freshmen will get a break for awhile." "What do I say to them?" I asked. We turned the corner, and the office was straight ahead. "The truth if they ask you. I'd keep anything else to yourself if they don't ask." Lodge was the coolest. It had felt weird being bear-hugged by him, almost safe in a way, like he wasn't going to let anything happen to me. I thought about fucking Lodge as we approached the office door. I thought about fucking him good and hard and listening to him call me Rhonda. I hated my fucking name, but when he said it I liked it, probably because he wasn't using it just because he was mad at me, like mom and step-dad did. "Thanks," I told him when we went through the doors. Nikki was already sitting in Principle Ormsden's office. Lodge led me in right behind her. Ormsden looked at Lodge. Lodge pointed to a chair and I sat down. Ormsden looked at Lodge again, but Lodge just took a spot against the wall and stood there. I took it that Ormsden wanted to ask Lodge to leave. Ormsden looked pretty pissed. "If that boy goes to the hospital, you'll both be responsible," Ormsden started right off being a prick. But it wasn't like I expected a hell of a lot more. "Ronni didn't do shit," nikki shot back. "She was just sitting there." "Not from what I saw!" Ormsden glared at me. "It took Mr. Lodge and three teachers to restrain her." "Rhonda wasn't involved in the fight," Lodge cut in. "I saw the ending of it. Rhonda was nowhere near the fight. It was two tables over. She ran over to nikki when it was over. Mr. Althen grabbed her from behind her back and twisted her arm. That's when she broke free and started swingng. I grabbed her before she could even hit anyone." "And did you see the whole fight, Norm?" Ormsden asked. "I saw enough of it." "But not the WHOLE fight." "No," Lodge shook his head. "You are both suspended," Ormsden declared. "You will sit in my office here while we call your parents. You are to stay off school grounds for one week." "Mr. Ormsden do you really think ..?" Lodge began. "I don't remember consulting with you on this, Mr. Lodge," Ormsden interrupted him. "But suspension, sir, don't you think ..?" "I think one week's suspension is hopelessly inadequate to deal with fighting in my school, Mr. Lodge. These young ladies here probably think this is all some big joke, isn't that right" he glared at nikki. "Your stupid principal just gave you a week off. Isn't that how you look at it?" "I look at it that you're an asshole," nikki cracked under her breath. Ormsden bit his lip like he was tough. "Do you see now, Mr.Lodge?" "I see a fifteen-year-old acting like a kid, Mr. Ormsden," Lodge was going to stand his ground no matter what. It kind of made me wonder who he was doing it for, himself or us, or to get some shots in at Ormsden. "With all due respect," he added not too sarcastically. Ormsden stood up and walked out of the office. Lodge followed him. Nikk and I were by ourselves. "Think I fucking split his nuts?" she asked me, not even trying to speak low. "You fucking baked his ass," I told her. "Did you see him lying there holding his dick in his hands, crying like a fucking little baby." I looked outside the office and noticed Ormsden's secretary, Ms. Turner, was listening in on us. Turner's like 35 or so, real skinny and her face is kind of strained all the time. She looks like she's on meds for her nerves or something, and whenever she walks by she reeks of menthols. Tams calls her the "white witch" because she is always so pale. "Fucker won't be calling us whores again," nikki smiled. "Tell me what else happened last night." "Here?" nikki looked a little surprised. "Why the fuck not?" I replied. "We're suspended, aren't we .?. What the fuck does it matter?" I jerked my head towards Ms. Turner. Nikk looked over and saw the bitch was listening in. Nikk Porno always likes a fucking audience .. she fucking loves an audience. "So where the fuck did I leave off, anyway? "Cheryl had just gotten in the car." I remind her. "Oh, yeah .. well, she got in the car, in the backseat with Tyrone and Jimmy, I think his name is. And she was scared as shit. She kept looking at me, but I was like, 'You wanted to hang with us, girlfriend, and this is what we do .. who we are, you know ..?" "Yeah," I nodded, knowing exactly what she was talking about. "So what the fuck did she say to them?" "At first she was like real quiet, just sitting there letting these guys molest her ass, you know. When Jimmy started trying to kiss her, she freaked and started trying to get away, but he was like 'What's wrong, bitch? You prejudiced or something? You don't want to kiss a black guy? You afraid what all your little white-ass friends are going to say to you and shit?' "So he turns over to me and says, 'Hey, freaky girl, you're white, right ..? What you think of your little friend here fucking black guys.' "And I said, 'As long as she gets us our shit, I don't care who the fuck she fucks.' But then I told them to take it easy on her 'cause she ain't never fucked no black guys before. And Tyrone says they'll be real 'gentlemen,' and then he started taking off her shoes." "She must have been flipping her shit," I laughed, looking over at the White Witch and watching her squirm around in her chair. "You better fucking believe she was wigging," nikki caught my eyes when I was checking out Turner, then spoke even louder. "She was like, 'Why are you taking off my shoes?' "And Tyrone says, 'I'm going to fuck you, that's why.' Then he asked her if that was all right. Can you fucking believe that shit? Those niggers never asked us if it was all right. So she just looked at me, and I told her it'd be cool, to just do it so we could our shit and get out of there. "Then she got all quite again," nikki kept going, "while Jimmy took off her coat and started pulling off her sweater." "Did she say anything?" I asked. "Yeah, like she kept saying 'no,' only it wasn't NO like 'Get your fucking hands off me!' but like 'No, you're making me so horny I feel like a slut and I'm fucking embarrassed or something.'" "So they got her bare-assed naked?" I cracked up. "Yeah, fucking took them a few minutes, too, because she wasn't doing anything to help them, you know. She was just lying there on the backseat letting these two niggers strip her ass naked." "You mean she didn't do anything?" "She started moaning a little when Jimmy started sucking her tits. She does have some nice boobs, too. She'd fucking rip if she'd lose a few, but even then she's kind of hot, don't you think?" "Yeah, I guess, kind of ..." "Is my widdle ronn-bon jealous?" nikki did that baby- voice thing that drives me up the wall. "Screw you." "You'll always be my little munchy-kin, ronn," nikki dropped the b-talk and got her voice all sweet like she can. "You know that .." She melted me right there ... the slut. "I fucking better be ..." I cracked her a smile and checked out Turner. She wasn't stupid. She'd probably seen "Bound" or "Chasing Amy." She may have even lezzed a few times herself. I tried to imagine the White Witch going down on me, or anybody for that matter. I could see it - real soft and lacy, like with a fireplace, bearskin rug and white zin - Turner lapping labes with Mrs. Krause the phys ed dyke. "But now get this," nikki's voice pulled me back on line. "She's just lying there on her side, Tyrone's got his tongue shoved in her snatch, and Jimmy parks his cock in her mouth, and she's just still lying there, moaning a little, but nothing else. And Jimmy says, 'You gotta suck me, baby.' Then he turns to me and says, 'Tell your friend here she's gotta suck some cock for your shit.' "So I'm like, 'Hey Cherry, you never sucked cock before?' And she shakes her head, but his dick is still in her mouth, and he goes, 'That's it, baby, start working it,' like she was doing his dick instead of answering me." "So what the fuck did she do?" I watched White Witch do fucking dominiques in her chair. "What did SHE do? More like what I fucking did," nikki exploded. "I had to like teach the girl how to suck cock. I'm like, 'Lick the head and jack it up and down. Slide some in now, a little more', like I'm her fucking coach or something. And she's doing it, too, everything I tell her. I'm like, 'Lick his balls now,' and she buries her nose in his scrotes and does it." "She licked his balls?" I was fucking impressed. Cherry might just be a thrasher afterall. "Yeah," nikki's voice got deeper and I could tell she was getting hot now from all the talk, and the remembering, and knowing the entire principal's office was listening to her explain how she taught some pep squad cow to suck black cock. "Then I told her to .. put 'em in her mouth and suck 'em," she imitated Chef on Southpark. "You fucking crack me up," I burst out laughing. "So she's sucking his balls and he is going ape shit. He's like crawling up the backseat of the car she was sucking his shit so hard. And he's like, 'Yo, baby, not so hard. Go back to my cock now. I wanna give you some of my cock.' "So, she gets off his balls and opens wide, and he stuffs her face with his big black cock. And by now, I don't have to tell her nothing 'cause she's in it all the way. I mean that girl was feasting, and her first time, too, like with nine maybe ten inches. And she's just plugging away, really getting into it. Then after a few minutes of slurping, Tyrone tells her to get on her back, and she does, because she thinks he's going to fuck her like he said he was. But then he says 'Double-stuff the Oreo' to Jimmy, and then Jimmy and him both get on top of her and shove both their dicks in her mouth." "You are fucking shitting me?" I spoke up so Turner was sure to hear every word. "Those niggers made her suck both their big black cocks at once?" Nikki was busting by now. "Yes, they shoved their big black dicks in her mouth at the same time, and she fucking choked on them," nikki was practically shouting now. "She had so much hard nigger cock shoved down her throat she was gasping for air. What do you think that felt like, ronn, to be sucking cock for the first time in your life and have two huge nigger cocks shoved in your mouth and you have to suck the shit out of them because they are fucking your face and choking you and shit?" "That will be enough, girls!" Ormsden burst back into his office followed by Lodge. Lodge was trying not to smile, but I could see he was busting, too. "You both get out of this office right now! I will be speaking with both your parents tonight." "Why? Are you going to be down at the Circus Circus?" nikki got her last shot in. Circus Circus was the town's most notorious tit bar. "Mom tells me you're a big tipper." Nikk's mom really worked in a convenience store. "My mom will be walking on the corner between Shea and Seventh after midnight," I joined in, referring to the notorious hookerville 20 blocks down from Magic Beans. "You can hit her up there after the Circus if you want to chat." "You think you're being so clever, don't you?" Ormsden was popping a fucking vein by now. "Well, we'll see if your mothers think it's so funny when I tell them what you said." "My mom probably won't be able to laugh with your dick stuck in her mouth," I heard myself say out of nowhere. There was absolute pin-drop silence before nikki busted. "You are both expelled!" Ormsden hollered. "Mr. Lodge get this trash out of my school at once." Lodge pointed to the door and we took it. He was following us out about three steps behind until we rounded the corner. "Not smart, Rhonda," he shook his head. "But funny!" I added. "You know, some day you'll learn you don't have to win every battle. The war is much more important," he really did seem worried or maybe disappointed. "You win all the battles, you win the war," I fired back, my mind still racing. "Ormsden's a pud-wacker. He won't expel us, and he's certainly not going to tell my mom I called her a cocksucking whore, now is he?" "You know, Rhonda, I can't wait to see how smart you THINK you are when you're my age," he almost smiled. "Don't try and psych me, Lodge," I laughed. "Can't psych a psycho.""You're certainly not a psycho, Rhonda." "I'd say she's pretty fucking close," nikk put her arm aroundme and smooched me. Even though she smelled like last night's beer and reefer, it felt good. "We're outta here," she told Lodge. "Listen, school rules say you have to remain on property until a parent or guardian comes and picks you up." "So expel us again!" nikki dragged me out the doors. "We've got some partying to do." We marched passed the security guard, who came running out of his little booth and tried to cut us off. "Lay off," nikki snapped at him. "We were just expelled. Just ask." The guard stepped aside when nikki pushed him out of the way. "So what the fuck are we going to do now?" My mind was flying, high, like I was speeding. My heart was pounding in my ears, to the rhythm of my footsteps. We hurried up the sidewalk. It was cold, and my coat was pretty much useless against the wind. "I say we go to the mall, you know, pick up some hermans," nikki still had her arm around my shoulder. "Make some cash like we talked about, then party our asses off for a fucking week straight." The idea made me shiver, not from fear, but from the kind of cold head rush you get just before you swipe some beers at the Quick-Mart. "Okay, I'm in," I replied. "Too bad tam-tams isn't here." "Tams is a puss-bag," nikki kissed my cheek. "You're my little warrior princess. Did you see the look on Ormsden's face when you said that? Who the fuck cares if we're expelled? That was fucking worth it." "So what else happened with the guys in the Lincoln?" I wanted to keep us talking and take my mind off the cold. My bones were already numb. I figured listening to nikk tell me about how Cherry got herself fucked last night would warm me up quick. "Where did I leave off again?" "The guys had their dicks stuffed in her mouth," I laughed. "How the fuck could you forget that?" "So did I tell you yet how they came on her face." "Yeah, just now you did, you stupid bitch." "Well, fuck you, I just won't tell you then," nikki kicked me. "Coome onn," I tugged at her arm. "You've got to tell me. The suspense is killing me. I saw the way she was drooling over Tyrone big-time when we left. What was that all about?" "Those boys slammed her white-ass good," nikki's breath steamed around her face while she talked. "First they fucked her in the mouth. I thought she was going to fucking choke on all that dick at first, but she fucking hung in there. Man her jaws and lips must hurt right now, probably won't be able to chew for a week." "They fucked her mouth hard, huh?" I was trying to envision what that looked like, all that cock shoved in pep-squad Cherry's mouth. "She was squealing," nikki laughed. "Then they put both their sacks in her mouth, and she sucked til they came all over her face. When they finally got off, her face was covered in cum. She just kind of looked up at me all dopey and shit before Jimmy put his dick back in her mouth. Then she sucked it while Tyrone slides down and throws her legs up. Then he rubs his prick against her labes and clit for like five minutes, and she fucking goes nuts. You know what that feels like, when some big cock is just driving you crazy and you just want it shoved up inside you. I think she probably cummed, too, because she started thrashing around pretty good when Tyrone finally slammed her. Then he fucked her good. You know what I mean, the way he can fuck you so you feel like his cock is the only fucking thing in the world. "So I'm watching her," nikki was really worked up now. "Her thighs are wobbling, and she grabs him around his ass and starts feeling up his butt. He keeps slamming her, and Jimmy's playing with her tits. She's getting banged so hard she's moaning and Jimmy's cock plops out of her mouth. She can't fucking suck it 'cause she's getting fucked so hard. So she just rides Tyrone cock and Jimmy rubs his cock on her face while he plays with her tits. Then she really cummed! Jimmy's like, 'Yo, man, I gotta get me some of that.' So Tyrone quits fucking her, and they just spun her around until her puss was on Jimmy's cock. Then he sliced her and she sucked off Tyrone." "You're making this shit up!" I laughed. "It's the fucking truth, ronn," she punched my shoulder. "Now listen, I was so fucking hot by then I leaned over the front seat and started playing with her tits and Tyrone's cock while he fucked her face. She was sucking him real hard, too, like she really wanted his cum in her mouth. He was jamming it, too, as far down as it could go. Then he went off right down her throat. She got all smoochy with his cock, kissing it and his nuts. And I was like, 'Shit, this bitch will stay here all night now. We gotta get our shit and get out of here. I ain't staying in this car all night watching Cherry fuck these niggers.' "So I reach under and grab Jimmy's nut sack and blow him off in like thirty seconds. Then I say, 'That's enough. Now give us our shit, and we're out of here.' But Cherry just keeps slurping at Tyrone's cock, and she still has her fucking legs spread like she wants some more. So I say, 'Move your ass, Cherry. You ain't giving your shit away.' Then I started throwing her clothes at her and telling her to get her ass dressed. She's still all kissy with Tyrone and shit, but I finally get her ass out of the car, and that's when you guys came up." "You want to know what happened with Hillary and Manel?" I asked. "Fuck, yeah," she laughed and took out some smokes. She handed me one. She got out her lighter, cupped her hand around the end and tried to light it. The wind kept knocking it out, so I stood in front of her, my back to the wind, and shielded her. She finally got it lit and then used hers to light mine. We turned back into the wind and I told her what had happened to me last night after she and Cherry had gotten in the Lincoln then left for Sean's. By the time I was finished, we were at the mall. When we finally got inside, the warm air felt so good I felt like ripping off my coat and running through the Food Court naked. Instead we settled for a couple espressos at the Java Hut and slumped down at a table. I hate the fucking mall. I sometimes wish I never had to set foot in a fucking mall again as long as I lived. I guess maybe it starts with the lighting. It hurts my eyes. Or maybe it's all the lamers and losers who work there. I hate when people wear nametags. I know they have to, but it's always like they are shouting at me when I see them -- KATHY .. MICHAEL .. ROBERT. I couldn't give two shits what their fucking names are, yet I'm forced to learn them. Then there's the rent-a- cops with their "What are you doing here?" or "You kids move along" hard-ass bullshit. FUCK THEM! That's why I hate the mall, plus the coffee is piss, and the scenery sucks. "So how do you want to do this?" I asked nikki. "Chill a few," she said, scoping out the Food Court. "We gotta do this right." "Whatever?!" "Don't be a bitch, ronn-bon." "This sucks." I gulped my espresso. "Come on, let's do something. I want to get out of here." "Jesus, aren't you being a bitch." 'Just pick some herman and let's do it. I'm bored." "Shit, I think we just got spotted," nikk hissed. "Don't turn around. It's a fucking rent-a-cop. She's over by Slice of Heaven getting her fucking lunch. Shit, she does see us. Act cool." I waited the eternity it took the rent-a-cop to walk her ass over to our table. "I didn't know school was canceled today, girls," she started right off on us. BOBBI her chest yelled at me. She was maybe twenty-five, cute but kind of butch. Lady rent-a-cops are worse than the men. They don't put up with shit from girls. I was just hoping I was smarter than her. "They had to shut down. Some pipes burst or something," I explained. "Now I didn't hear anything about that," BOBBI smirked. "Is that my fault or something?" I asked. "Where are you girls from? What are your names?" she glared at me. "Hillary," I told her. "Cheryl," nikki added. "We're from Tennyson," I searched for the furthest possible school that was still within mall range. "You want to talk to my mom, she's in Ann Taylor." "Well, then, let's go and find her," BOBBI motioned us to stand up. "You go find her," I shot back. "She told us to park our asses right here and not move. I get up from here, and she'll kick my butt when I get home." "Come on, girls," she waved. "Let's go." "I'm not moving," I defied her. "I listen to my mom, not you. My mom tells me to sit my ass down and stay put, and that's what I do. I don't need to get my butt beat because I listened to some rent-a-cop instead of my mom." My reasoning threw BOBBI good. She looked around kind of desperately, then she spotted a guy in a white shirt and tie. "Don, over here!" she called to him. He turned from where he was going and trotted over. I could see his name badge from across the fucking Food Court. "Yeah, BOB," he said, studying us. DON - MALL MGMT knew trouble when he saw it. "This girl says her mother is in Ann Taylor's and she told them to stay here. She says she's from Tennyson and they closed because of burst pipes. Did you hear anything?" "No, but I haven't been in the office," DON - MALL MGMT replied. "You want me to call the cops?" "No," BOBBIE shook her head. "I'm going to check it out." She turned to me. "What's your mom's name, Hillary?" "Clarice." I was prepared for that one. Never hesitate when you're shitting someone. They can see through that right away. "Clarice Winoski. She's got on a blue ski jacket and she's got dark hair like me." "Anything else?" BOBBI asked. "You're supposed to be the detective, aren't you ..?" I shot back. "Listen," DON - MALL MGMT tried to be all calm. "There's no call for that. We're just trying to do our jobs. You know there are restrictions on minors here during the weekdays." "Whatever?!" I shook my head. "Just sit tight, and we'll sort this out," DON - MALL MGMT assured us. "Can I have another espresso?" nikki turned her lasers on DON. "S..sure," he stammered. "I'll get you girls some more coffee while Bobbi finds your mother." I handed him a $5 out of my purse, and DON and BOBBI walked off together whispering. "How long do you think we have?" nikki whispered. "Right now, DON is trying to decide whether pissing off my 'mother' is really worth enforcing his bullshit rules," I analyzed. "BOBBI doesn't believe our asses one bit. She's trying to convince DON to run us in. DON is looking ahead at some huge complaint letter written by an angry mom to his boss. Since we weren't really doing anything but sitting here, he's wondering if he should just let our asses slide and not deal with the hassle." "How the fuck can you know all that?" nikk asked. "It's like you're psychic or some shit." "I watch adults all the time," I explained, "and I listen to what my mom and step-dad say about work. No one wants to get complaints or lawsuits. That's why people get away with so much shit." "So, you think we'll like be able to sit here all afternoon?" "At least an hour or so, maybe longer. They're bound to find some other shit to do besides mess with us. When they finally get around to it, we'll be gone." "Wope," nikki cut me off. "He's coming back with our espressos." "Tell me about Sean's .. quick!" I added with a smile. Nikk caught on right away. "Well, we all went over to Sean's to party, and Nicky and Sean started working on Cherry right away. A couple of monster bongs, and she was just flopping around on the couch with them." Nikki looked up at DON - MALL MGMT as he handed us our espree's. "So who did her first?" I asked, checking out DON in the corner of my eye. Nikki had been talking loud enough to get his attention, and his jaw was fucking dragging the floor when he realized what the hell we were gabbing about. "Sean got her shirt off. He was going fucking nuts with her boobs. Then I told him, 'She's got two loads of nigger cum in her snatch.' And you know how much he hates black guys. He's worse than Josh that way. And he starts in on her, calling her a fat cow whore, and she's too fucking primed to do anything but giggle. And the more she giggles, the madder he gets. So he gets his cock out and starts beating her face with it, calling her a nigger lover and telling her what he does to nigger loving cows. "Nicky was really digging this, too. He gets her shoes and jeans off, and he starts fucking eating out her pussy. She's still got some cum in there, and he fucking takes it in his mouth, takes her mouth away from Sean's dick, and then spits their cum back in her mouth. Sean is like, 'That's it, cow. You like that nigger cum so much, here's some fucking more.'" "That fucking Sean can be a real bastard," I laugh, just trying to imagine the scene. "You're telling me. I start saying shit like, 'You should have seen the way she was sucking those guys and fucking them. She fucking loved it!' And Sean really started going ape-shit. Then he asks her, 'Did any of those niggers fuck your asshole, cow?', and she's like, 'No way.' And he says, 'That's good, because I want to make sure you feel this.'" "He fucked her ass?!" I was getting pretty hot now, especially since DON was obviously flipping his shit, standing a foot away from nikki porno listening to us. "Yeah, he drags her by the hair and gets her on all fours on the floor, and then he fucks her ass hard, no lube , no nothing .. and you know how much that hurts when he hits you with that prince alby. She's crying so hard, I think Nicky feels a little sorry for her, and he gives her like four more monster bongs. And after that, she's so ripped, she doesn't care who or what is shoved up her fat ass. Sean tells Mikey and Nicky they get her ass next, and they're like out of their fucking pants waiting their turns. "Tams starts sucking off Mikey, and I think she's digging the whole thing, seeing this cow get the shit she usually gets. Mikey's like, 'You watch me, tams. I'm going to fuck her ass good.' Then he's like, 'You know what would really turn me on is if you crawled under her and ate her cunt and licked my cock while I fucked her ass.' And she was so stoned by then she was like, 'Okay!'" "Tams?! Eating Cherry's puss?!" I burst out laughing. "I would have loved to see that shit!" Judging by DON's expression, he would have, too. "Yeah, it was so cool," nikki was really into playing miss narrator it now. "I was like so hot by then watching Cherry get fucked twice that I stripped down and shoved my cunt in her face. I was like, 'Now you're going to learn how to eat puss, baby.' And she was so stoned she just started feasting. I moved her head around and showed her where to work her tongue right along my clit ring, and her face just kept mashing into my puss because Sean was fucking her so hard, and tams was licking her, and she was all spazzed out. "Then Sean finally shot in her ass, and tams licked it out, then she crawls up to me and Cherry and starts kissing us both and shooting us snowballs. Mikey's next then, and he plows into her ass with his big pierced dick, and tams gets back down there licking his scrote and Cherry's puss while he slams her. She fucking cums like crazy then, and tams' face is all drenched, and she's got Mikey's balls in her mouth, sucking them while he fucks Cherry's ass. "I start cumming now, too, and Cherry licks me all up, you know, like she's been eating puss for years. Nicky gives me his cock, and he jacks it off between my lips, getting ready to slam her ass, too." "How long did Mikey fuck her ass?" I asked, knowing from experience how long his big cock could go without cumming if he was stoned. "He did her ass for like fifteen minutes straight. Tams got so tired, she just lay there under Cherry waiting for him to sploogey. Then he just kind of collapsed on Cherry's back, and she fucking crushed into tams, and Mikey's cock slid out of Cherry's ass and was just spurting and dripping all over the fucking place." "How does that fucking sound to you?" I looked up at DON and licked my lips. "I .. uh ..." he was like heart attack city. "You like listening to that shit, don't you?" I smiled at him. He'd been standing only a foot away from us, but when we kept talking, he backed off until now he was maybe five or six feet away. I downed my espresso in a shot, and nikki did the same. "Hey," I took out some money, "can you get us some more?" I wagged my finger at him and nikki giggled. "Come on, Mr. Mall Manager, we won't bite," I teased him. He didn't move for another second, then stepped towards us, legs all stiff like Frankenstein or something. Nikki moved her chair up closer to the table when he got up next to us. I held the money out with my right hand, far enough to make him lean over the table for it. When he did, I reached under the table with my left hand and grabbed his dick. It was hard and felt like a candy bar, all flat and mashed up inside his shorts. It must have hurt like hell. I stroked it and locked eyes with him for a second, and he almost looked like he was going to cry. Still pumping his cock, I dangled the cash further out of his reach and turned back to nikki. She was cracking up, and her hand went under the table too. I could feel her fingers passing mine and settling on DON's balls. His pants started wrinkling against my hand, and I could tell she was rubbing his balls and ass crack. "So, that was pretty much all that happened," nikki started talking again like there was nothing going on. "You went over to Nicky's to crash, then?" I asked, my eyes totally on hers while I listened to DON groaning under his breath. "Yeah, Mikey dropped Cherry home, and she was so wasted she could barely stand up, so we had to drag her up her steps. I think she probably puked, too." "Did her parents come down or anything?" "I don't know. We got the fuck out of there." "So what did you do over at Nickey's?" I smiled at her and tickled her hand under the table. DON's dick was doing fucking somersaults in his jockeys. "We went on his computer and downloaded some porn," she giggled. "There was a big flood of horsey pics and Ajax stuff on alt.beast. Then we found some fisting stuff and a bunch of Jap schoolgirl bondage stuff." "What were the horsey pics like?" I felt DON's cock give a little wiggle when he heard nikki say 'horsey.' "You know, the usual. Some Mexican lady sucking some horse's dick. There were some mpg's, too, and, you know, that one where the lady is sucking off the horse and it blows in her mouth and she's like choking and shit. Some guy posted that one again. Then another guy posted a bunch of new Ajax mpgs." "You know who Ajax is?" I asked DON, scraping my fingernails lightly over his bulge. "N .. no," he pretty much whimpered. "He's a big-ass Great Dane," nikki explained. "And his owner is this real hot chick and she makes movies of her and her friends fucking and sucking this huge motherfucking Great Dane. And these aren't Euro or Mex shit either, this stuff is made right here. Why the fuck are all those movies German and Mexican and shit anyway?" she asked me. "Animal fucking is legal over there," I told her. "Well, in this one Ajax mpg last night this lady is trying to suck his cock, and it keeps falling out, and then the lady who's his owner she gets down there, and she's like putting the dog's cock back in her friend's mouth and making her suck it. Then that same lady in another clip is just getting the shit fucked out of her by Ajax and the lady owner is like holding her friend down and kissing her. Major freak-show. Hey, ronn?" nikk stopped herself. "Why do you think she named her dog Ajax after some sink-cleanser stuff anyway?" "Ajax is the name of a hero in mythology, from the Trojan War," I answered. "You know the Odyssey and Iliad? Homer?" I was registering nothing with nikki porno. "Forget it." "You ever see a chick get balled by a dog before?" nikki asked DON. "N .. no," he whispered. "I .. I thought that stuff was illegal. How do you kids see that stuff?" "It's simple if you have a computer," I told him. "You just gotta know where to lurk. It's all out there." "We're going to fuck a dog aren't we, ronn?" nikki asked. "I don't know," I answered quickly, not wanting to get into this right then. "These guys write us e-mails all the time and ask us to do stuff so that ronni can write about it," nikki explained. "Like right now. We're getting you off under this table, and we'll make you cum in your pants or something, and ronni will write about this in a story. She'll change your name, though, so nobody knows it's you." "Maybe," I laugh, "if he doesn't give us any more shit. Are you going to give us any more shit Mr. Mall Manager?" "No," he gasped, and I could feel his cock twinge. He was about to sploogey. "Would you like to see us fuck a dog?" nikki asked, sensing he was ready to blow, too. "Huh? I bet you'd like to see us fucking and sucking some dog, wouldn't you? I've never fucked a dog before. I bet it would hurt, especially if they shoved their knot up your puss. I bet I'd be crying and shit, and trying to get away, but you would hold me there and make me fuck the dog, wouldn't you? And I'd have to fuck the dog because you wanted to watch me." "Shit," he moaned real low, his knees shaking. I knocked nikki's hands away from his crotch and pulled mine away, too. "Why did you stop?" he was almost crying. "Don't stop. I was just about to ..." "We want to watch you jack yourself off," I told him. "Fuck the espressos, we'll give you the $5," I added, reaching over and sliding the bill into his shirt pocket. "What are you talking about?" he was flipping. "You're going to be our little jack-off whore," I smiled, lighting up a cigarette. Nikki did, too. I folded over the 'No Smoking' table-tent and used it as an ashtray. "Play with your cock for us. Open your fly so we can see it. Then just play with it and cum in this," I picked up my espresso cup. "You girls are nuts," he whined. "Fuck off then," I turned to nikki. "Come on, this guy's a lamer. Let's get out of here." "Don't go," he pleaded. He reached down, unzipped his fly and let his prick peek out. "See?" he begged. "Don't go." "Gotta show us more than that," nikki laughed. He fished out more of his prick until it was hanging out of his fly. "Cute cock," she took over. "Now pump it, mall guy. Fist that motherfucking cock of yours." "F.. fuck," he gasped, jerking off, but trying not to draw attention to himself. He was still being pretty much shielded by me and nikk, but the Food Court was getting more crowded and someone was bound to catch an eyeful sooner or later. "Ooo, ronn, I think he's gonna cum," nikki laughed. "Look at him pull his cute little cock." "Come on, Mr. Mall Manager," I snapped at him. "We don't got all fucking day." "Sh..shit," he practically collapsed, and the cum started shooting out his pisser. "That's a good bitch," I stuck my espresso cup under his piss hole, and he aimed his sploogey so that it spattered inside. "Get it all out, that's it, pump out every last drop. Fill the fucking cup." "Now we're gonna watch you drink it," niki laughed when he was all splooged out, and his slimy cock was back inside his pants. "No way," he gasped. "You girls are nuts if you think ..." "We've got a cup of your cum, asshole," I cut him off. "We take this to the cops and they take a DNA test and match it you, we can get your ass in jail for all sorts of sick shit." "Yeah," nikki added, all innocent-like. "We're minors." "So just drink up," I handed him the cup. "It'll be like you're disposing of evidence." He took the cup. He looked like he was going hurl, and his hands were shaking like crazy. "You try and spill that shit and run, I'll cry 'Rape!'" I told him. "You girls are fucking sick," he whined. "So are you, perv," nikki laughed. "You're the one who pulled your prick out and started playing with yourself in front of two high school girls." "Drink it up, and get the fuck out of here," I told him. "Or I will cry 'Rape!'" He put the cup to his lips and hesitated. "Please ..." he begged. "Chug it, asshole," I finished my cigarette and stamped it out in the 'No Smoking' sign. I tensed up and pretended I was going to scream. He tipped the cup back quick and tried to drain it, but his splooge was so thick it just gobbed down the cup until it spilled into his mouth. "Slurp it up," I told him. "We want to hear it." He closed his eyes and slurped it into his mouth. Then he lowered the cup. "Let me see the cup," I told him. He showed it to me. "There's still some cum left in there. You need to get it all clean. Then we'll let you go." He put the cup back up to his lips with no protest. He stuck his tongue inside and cleaned out the rest. He then showed me the cup. "Okay, you can go," I told him, taking back the cup. "Just make sure that rent-a-cop bitch stays off our ass. This cup still has enough cum in it to get your ass busted." He stood there and stared at us for another second. "I said get the fuck out of here." DON - MALL MANAGEMENT was gone in a second, dick between his fucking legs. "You are one sick bitch," nikki cracked up. "I can't believe we just pulled that shit off." "We came here to fuck some hermans and make some cash, didn't we?" I smiled. "Yeah, but THEY'RE supposed to pay OUR asses," she bitched. "That was our $5 you gave him." "But he was such a nice little slut," I cracked. "Now I know how those guys in the Lincoln feel. We've got our own little bitch now." We both turned our eyes back out on the food court and started scoping out the afternoon's action. *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Thrasher Girls V "Hermans" This was definitely something new for me. Usually when I'm scoping guys I'm looking for hotties-you know, ripped bods, cool hair or a rad razor cut, maybe an imperial beneath the lower lip or a goatee, the necessary tatts or pierces, tie-dye and bags if they're slacking or thrashing, leather and docs if they're bitch serious. The guy has to LOOK like he's packing some heat, too, or be seriously twisted if he isn't. I can practically look into their eyes and KNOW if they're going to go godzilla on me or scooby-doo. When I start scoping, nikki porno calls it my "lay- dar," and she swears I have the best around - even better than her. If I say a guy's going to be monster, he ALWAYS is, even if he doesn't LOOK that way on the outside. You see, nikki tends to set her sites on the surface - how the guy LOOKS-while I go deeper, into attitude and they way they move. Some guys are like sleek cats - cheetahs or panthers or jaguars. Others are bigger, more predatory, like lions of tigers. Then there are the dog boys - beagles, dobermans, rotties - or horses, bulls, elephants, monkeys, apes, dolphins. I classify guys like animals all the time. A thoroughbred is going to slam you a lot different than german shepherd, or a goat. Not better, but different. I don't know when I started looking at guys like this. I just do it all the time now, like when I'm fucking a guy I'll sometimes turn him into an animal in my mind, whatever type he is to me. Maybe that's why I find beasty pics so hot, because those women are really DOING animals, not just imagining they are. I read a book on Native American mythology where they talked about spirit guides and different totems that take the shape of animals. Everybody is supposed to have one, like a guardian angel or something. So maybe what I'm seeing is a guy's spirit guide superimposed on his body or something. All I know is that it's weird, but it works. I can tell how monster a guy is going to fuck just by his eyes and the way he moves. Some guys will rape your pupils when you lock eyes with them, or literally fuck the air with every motion, like when they light a cigarette or especially when they dance. They have a certain awareness of their bodies that they just kick off naturally into the world. It's kind of like a visual scent, and I can somehow pick up on it. None of this metaphysical shit is doing me any good right now, though. Nikki and I are right where you left us - in the mall food court, scoping the hermans, trying to decide which of these losers we should hustle. I'm looking at these old farts and nothing is registering on my lay-dar, though. In my mind's eye, they are all basset hounds, or walruses or catfish. Their gazes are stagnant, like gutter water, and their bodies slosh through air. They are tired and pissed off and dying. When we catch their glances, they look through us like we're ghosts, or they're ghosts. There is some kind of reality wall between us and the oldies. I never really noticed it before today. It's like something out of Star Trek, where we can both see each other, yet we exist on two different planes of space and can never touch. "This is creeping me out, nikk," I tell nikki p. She is kind of freaking, too, because we've been hanging so long. Nikk is not a watcher, she's a doer. She throws herself right into the hurricane when she wants to get through it. I'm always looking to get in through the eye of the storm. "It's like we're in the land of the dead or something," I finish my thought, not knowing if she's even listening to me. "Let's just pick someone and get it over with, okay ..?" nikki snaps at me. "That guy over there." She points to a herman who's about 70 or so, sitting at a table by himself reading the newspaper. I put on my glasses and squint to see what section he's reading. There's a lot of small type, so I guess it must be stocks. He's wearing a shiny blue and white warm-up suit, tennis shoes and a baseball cap. Under the ball cap are headphones connected to a Walkman. He's smiling while he reads, so he's obviously listening to the radio or a tape. I notice his winter coat draped over the chair across from him. It matches the sweats, which means he bought the whole thing as a set, the way oldies do. "He looks like he's got cash," I observe. "He's reading the stocks and he's dressed nice. Those are expensive sweats, definitely NOT WalMart. He looks like he's in shape, too, for an oldie. I don't know, though. He looks REAL Republican, you know, like he's probably listening to Rush Limbaugh on that Walkman or something. He looks like he might freak or something if we started hustling him." "Then who then?" nikki asks me for the twentieth time since we started scoping. "You've been dogging every single herman in here for some reason or another. It's like I'm sitting here with fucking tam- tams or something. Since when did you go puss-ass on me anyway?" "Listen, we aren't jerking off boys at some fucking rave, okay ..?" I snap back. I'm getting impatient now, too, and a little anxious to just call this whole thing quits and go home. I got suspended today. Somewhere down the road I'm going to have to face the music, and it might as well be sooner or later. "We can't just walk over, grab their dicks and start slamming them." "Why the fuck not?" nikki laughs, gets up, and starts over towards Mr. Stock Page. "I say we do this shit now and fuck what happens next." She gets about twenty feet from the table before I realize she isn't fucking around. We're going LIVE right now. I stash my glasses and hit her heels. "This is fucking crazy, you know," I remind her. "Oh yeah," she giggles. "Feels great, doesn't it ..?" I can't help but nod. We're up to the herman's table in another few seconds. He looks up before nikki even speaks. "Heya," nikki announces her presence by flopping into the chair next to him. "How you doing today?" "O .. kayyy," he drawls. He is taken off-guard, and when he sees me sitting down in the chair with his jacket he gets kind of nervous. "Can I help you gals?" he asks, keeping his eye on his winter coat. He obviously thinks I'm going to steal it, like I'm some girl- gangstah and he's holding a Raiders starter jacket or something. "Yeah, you can help us," nikki smiles at him. With her sunners, floppy hat and flannel she looks like a cross between Pam Anderson and Jewel on a grunge binge. A lot of the color is back in her face by now, and the hangover from last night is fading. She still smells a little funky, though, like day-old fuck. In a way, that's kind of hot now, too, considering the old herman sitting there can obviously smell it to. He's been around awhile, so I'm sure he knows what he's smelling. "We were watching you," nikki touches his hand, and his eyes pop out of his skull. "You look kind of cool, so we thought we'd come over and shoot the shit. Is that all right?" "What do you want?" he isn't buying the sunshine act for a minute. This is one seriously paranoid old herman. I am getting bad vibes like ambulance sirens flashing in my brain. He is looking right at me and his precious winter coat. Suddenly I start cracking up. This whole scene is so totally fucked up. "We want to fuck your brains out," I laugh. "You ever fuck two fifteen-year-old girls?" I try to stop laughing and get serious, but it's hard. "Is this some kind of joke?" he gets all pricky, and looks around, like he's trying to find a cop. "No joke, baby," nikki snakes her hand under the table, and he pops right up in his chair, like a jack-in-the-box. "You heard her. We want to fuck your brains out. Oooo," she giggles like a porno slut acting all school- girl, "what's that in there?" "Uhh," he grunts and shimmies in his chair, like he's trying to slither out of his skin. I've got his animal pegged now. He's a snake, must be a retired lawyer or politician or something. I like fucking snakes. They always have a lot tricks up their sleeves. "I'm hungry," I catch his rolling eyes and smile. I stick my tongue against the inside of my cheek, open my mouth into an 'O', cup my hand, and begin stoking an imaginary dick into my lips. I fuck my tongue back and forth against my cheek and it pops in and out. He is absolutely fucking hypnotized. "You look hungry, too. Maybe you'd like to BUY us all lunch?" "I .. uh .." he stutters. "Yeah," nikki picks up the game. "I'm reeaallly hungry, too." She is total porno brat now. "I want to eat right now." Her shoulder is swiveling, so I can tell she's jacking his dick under the table. "Let's go somewhere and get some lunch, okay ..?" "What are you girls talking about?" he gasps, still not believing what's happening. "You got someplace we can go for LUNCH?" I ask. "'Cause if you don't, we'll go find someone else who's hungry." "Are you girls talking about what I think you're talking about?" he asks, still stupefied. "You got $100 a piece, and you can have lunch with us," nikki breathes in his face, pouring her entire nikki porno presence into his tiny, pea-sized herman mind. "How does that sound?" "You girls are .. prostitutes ..?" he whispers slowly. "We're just hungry and horny," I reply. "You want to join us for lunch, or not. Let us know now." "I .. Let me .. I can get some money out of the bank machine," he finally tells us. "I don't have $200 on me right at the moment." "Okay," nikki says. "There's a machine out by the doorway." She points to the exit of the food court. "Let's go." She stands up, still holding his dick for insurance. He gets up slowly, in a daze, and she pats his crotch like he's a good doggie - good herman, good boy ... I get behind him as he puts on his coat and they start walking out. We all cross the food court together, and Nikk is still holding his cock as they walk, right in front of anyone who is bothering to notice. "Two hundred?" he asks again as he go through the first set of doors and enter the alcove. "An extra $50 a piece if you want to fuck our asses," nikki adds. "You ever fuck a 15-year-old's ass before?" "N..no .." he stutters. He is being honest. That is sooo sweet. "D..do you girls do .. you know?" he was actually shaking. Like I said-soooo sweet. "Lez?" I ask him, wrapping my arms around nikki porno and licking the back of her neck. He nods, not even able to say the words. I never realized a herman could be soooo fucking cute. "Maybe," I laugh. "You got another $50 a piece for that?" I don't know where the hustle comes from. It just pops in brain and out my mouth, like it's natural or something for me to be wheeling and dealing sex with a herman. "Okay," he tries to stop shaking and clear his head. "What's this going to cost me .. I mean everything?" he asks. "$200 a piece gets you whatever you want for an hour," nikki tells him. "And that's a full hour?" he asks nervously. "I mean we can do it a couple of times ." "You cum pretty quick, huh?" nikki smiles at him and pats his crotch. He kind of nods. "Hey, that's cool. We'll let you cum twice. You think you can cum any more than that, it'll be $50 more." "Why don't I just give you $250 a piece?" he offers. "How does that sound. $250 a piece and anything goes, okay ..? As many times as I can." Nikki looks at me, and I nod. I mean that's $500 fucking bucks we've talked this old guy up to. I can live with that shit. "One hour," nikki repeats. As he puts his card in the machine, she rubs his ass. "Shit," he curses when the machine makes a bad beeping noise. His hands are shaking so much, he can't enter in his PIN number. "You need help with that?' nikki laughs. "I'll get it," he chokes, furiously pounding the buttons. This time the machine makes a nice beep, and a few seconds later the metal door yawns open and a whole pile of twenties slides into view. "Cool," nikki says as he scoops the money up and puts it in his coat pocket. He zips up the pocket right away, and heads for the door real quick. He's still thinking we're trying to rip him off or something. Not that we couldn't have. But why should we? I mean me and nikk are horny, and there is something about the thought of fucking this old herman that is getting me seriously wet. I've never fucked an old fart before. Up until now, the oldest guy I've banged was maybe thirty-five. It was when I was thirteen, and it was ... Wait a minute, that's another story. Right now we're following this 70-year-old herman out to his car. It is fucking cold, like the fucking North fucking Pole, as we cross the parking lot. Luckily, he's parked in a spot close to the door. He has a big Chrysler, a real old herman's car. He opens the door with a pocket car alarm, and the buzzer squawks. He is shaking, and it isn't all just the bone-chilling cold. "You know," he says as he fumbles with opening the passenger doors. "You never told me your names." "I'm Cherry," nikki does a real porno-brat voice. "I'm Candy," I pick up on the gag. "Don't you want to know my name?" he asks as he goes over to the driver's side. "We know your name," I tell him as I slide into the front seat before nikki can. I see all sorts of power buttons on the dash and door. I like to play with power buttons in cars. "It's herman," I tell him. "My name isn't herman," he laughs, getting inside next to me. "It is to us," nikki catches on with my joke as she slides into the backseat and closes the door. "I mean do you really think we should know your REAL name?" "Maybe you're right," he thinks about that for a second. "I guess that wouldn't be smart." "So we'll just call you herman," I tell him. "Or Mr. Herman if you want," nikki adds, and I almost crack up. "I really don't like the name Herm ..." he starts. "Can I take out your cock and suck on it now, Mr. Herman," I cut him off with best my porno-schoolgirl voice. "I want to see your cock, Mr. Herman. Don't you want to see Mr. Herman's cock, Cherry?" I ask nikki. "Yeah, Mr. Herman," nikki reaches over from the backseat and tickles his neck. "Come on, show us your cock. I've never seen an old guy's cock before. I bet it looks cool." She sticks her head over the seat so that she's peering over his shoulder at his crotch. "Take his cock out, Candy," she tells me. "Let's see Mr. Herman's cock." "It feels kind of big," I get all girlie on him. "Do you have a big cock, Mr. Herman?" I ask him as pull down his shiny sweats. He scoots his ass off the front seat and lets me work the waistband down his hips. Everyone in the car is breathing steam, and it is freezing so bad our teeth are all chattering. He puts the key in the ignition as I roll his sweats down to his thighs. "Oooo, Cherry," I squeal when I see the outline of his prick in his boxers. "Look! Do you see his cock?" "Yeah, cool," nikki gushes like she's never seen a cock in her life before. He gasps when I stroke his bulge, and then he revs up the engine. His cock is hard and stretches sideways in his shorts. It's probably five inches, maybe five-and-a-half. There's also a wet spot leaking through to the outside of his boxers, right at the tip of his prick. "Did you cum already, Mr. Herman?" I scold him while I pull down his boxers. He nods slowly. His eyes are closed and his breathing is getting real shallow. "Look, Cherry. Mr. Herman already came," I giggle. "No wonder he was all worried before about how many times he could cum. He already came in his pants before. When did you shoot your load, Mr. Herman?" I ask him. "Did you go sploogie when Cherry was jacking you off at the table?" "Y..yes," he stammers. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to ..." "That is sooooo cute," I nuzzle up to him and stick my tongue in his ear. "Isn't he just so cute, Cherry? I just want to eat him all up!" "Take his dick out!" nikki pouts. "I want to see his dick. Mr. Herman, tell Candy to take out your dick so I can see it." "Yeah, Mr. Herman," I pick up on her game. "Tell me to take your dick out and show it to Cherry. I'm not going to take it out unless you tell me to," I tease. "Take my dick out and show it to her," he barely whispers. "You can open your eyes, Mr. Herman," I laugh, snaking his hard, slimy cock out of his shorts. "Don't you want to watch me suck your cock? Most guys like that .. a lot." He opens his eyes and stares down at me fishing out his prick and french-kissing the piss hole. His cock isn't like one I've ever seen before. It has a big scar running down the shaft, and even though it's hard the skin sags around it, like maybe it was once six or seven inches and now it's shrunk and only the skin is left. All this loose skin fascinates me, and I keep stretching it over his hard cock, almost pulling it out two inches past his cockhead. "Oh, shit," he groans over the car's heater, which is pumping out heat on high. With my other hand, I start playing with the radio. "Do you mind?" I ask him when the radio crackles over 107.9 "TheHole" and "Deranged" by My Three Scum slices through the speakers. "No," he kind of whimpers. "Whatever you girls want to listen to." "This'll be cool to suck to," I lean over and nip at the bunch of loose cock skin I've pulled up like a hood over his cock-head. As I get eyeball to pisshole with his prick, I notice his pubic hair for the first time. It's all gray, just like the hair on his head, and his scrote is big and floppy, like a tiny laundry bag with only two rolled-up socks inside. "Wow!" nikki gasps. "That's like the freakiest cock I've ever seen. It is so cooool," she quickly adds when she sees his face droop. "You gotta feel this, Cherry," I tell her as I begin jacking it off in my hands. "It feels so cool in my hands, like you could pull on it forever." "Here," nikki takes it from me and pulls on it herself. "Yeah, that does feel cool. It doesn't feel like any other cock I've ever played with." "You girls have seen a lot of cocks, then, I take it," he moans as nikki continues pumping. "You could say that," I giggle, sliding down on the front seat so my tongue can get a clear shot at licking his balls. "Yeah," nikki laughs, "a lot of cocks, but not like this one. What's this scar from anyway?" she asks. "It looks cool." "That was from prostate surgery," he grunts when I finally get one of his nuts in my mouth and suck on it hard. It feels like a big lima bean against my tongue. "Shit!" he yelps when he feels my tongue-stud start running down his scrote to his asshole. "Christ .. shit," he keeps groaning, squirming like a snake trying to slither out of its skin. "Am I a good ball licker, Mr. Herman?" I ask him, raking my tongue-stud back up his scrote and pressing it deep into the wrinkly folds until I spear one of his nuts. "Guys tell me I'm a real good ball licker." "Yes," he whispers. "Christ yes." "I like sucking guys' balls," I continue, rolling one ball and then the other over my tongue like jawbreakers. "I've sucked a lot of balls, Mr. Herman, but you have like the coolest balls I've ever sucked. Do you know that, Mr. Herman?" "Shit, that feels so good," he grunted, his eyes darting back from my sucking mouth to nikki's pumping hands, trying to keep up with both of us. "I've .. I've never felt anything like that in my life. Shit that feels so good. How the hell do you do that?" "Practice," I tease him, slurping his scrote and making him shudder all down his body. I can feel every muscle in his body twitching, too. Not like guys my age whose bods always feel so powerful when they're in your mouth. It wasn't like this old guy was feeding me himself; it was like I was eating him alive. "Lots of practice," I worm my hand up under his butt and stick my finger in his asshole. He jerks up so hard he hits his head on the roof of the car. "Shit!" he curses. "Jesus, Mr. Herman," nikki giggles. "Don't go killing yourself. We still gotta fuck you." "Oh, shit .. oh shit," he just keeps babbling as I suck more scrote and dig my finger deeper up his ass. His butt cheeks clench and unclench around my finger, like he can't make up his mind whether he wants me to stick it in deeper or pull out. Maybe he's never had a girl stick her finger up his ass before. Imagine that. He's like in his 70s, and he's never had a girl diddle his hole while she sucks his scrote. I don't know why, but that kind of makes me feel funny in way - sad for him, but happy, too, that I can make him feel so good before he dies. Then I think of him and his life and what's left of it. He is so alive right now in my mouth, this old herman wriggling around like a snake in my grasp, but he'll be dead soon. I'll be going through high school, college probably, then getting a job and living a whole life, and he'll be long gone by then. It makes me feel weird, like my mouth on his cock is the only thing keeping him alive, and if I stop sucking he'll stop breathing, too. I can't describe it any more than that, but I am starting to seriously freak. "Let go of his cock, Cherry," I snap at nikki, and she backs off with a real surprised look. "I want to deep throat him while the song is still going," I quickly explain. "You know I love this song.". "How old are you girls again?" he asks. "Fifteen," nikki chirps. "You like that, Mr. Herman? You like getting sucked off by a hot fifteen-year-old slut?" "Shit," he whines when my lips make a seal over his cock-head and start working down the bulb real slow. I slap my tongue against the ridge between his cock-head and his dick shaft. Then the tip of my tongue grazes his scar, and I trace my tongue-stud down the entire length of the incision, fascinated by the roughness. He tastes like some kind of medicine or something, like the stuff my mom rubs on herself when she gets aching joints. The smell is everyone on him. "Shit!" he yelps again when I inhale his shaft and begin bobbing my head up and down. "Put your hands in her hair," nikki tells him, taking his hands and putting them on top my head. "Then bounce her up and down on your meat." She starts him off, and in a few seconds she lets go and he's on his own, pumping my mouth over his hard cock. "She likes that, see?" nikki giggles and starts kissing him. He cranes his head back, and their tongues are darting in and out of each other's mouths. His whole body is wheezing, and I can feel his heart pounding through his entire body, the vibrations pulsing out of his cock and reverberating against my tongue. "Come on, Candy," she rubs my hair and pulls it a little. "Suck it, bitch," she yanks my hair harder, and I wince a little. I'm used to nikki playing rough when she gets worked up. After what we'd been through earlier today, I knew she was worked up, and when she's worked up she pretty much does whatever she wants to blow off steam. "God you look so sexy fucking her 15- year-old mouth, Mr. Herman" she kisses him again, giving him her tongue to suck on. "Come on, she wants more cock," she takes his hands, forcing him to press down on my head hard. "Jam that fucking cock down her throat!" Unable to resist nikki porno, he stabs his cock up into my throat, and I gag a little, trying to jerk up. But nikki porno makes him hold down my head right there. "Count to ten .. real slow," she tells him. "I .. I'm choking her," he whines. "She can fucking take it," nikki presses my head down even harder on his cock. I start gagging again, my eyes watering and snot starts running out my nose. "Can't you, Candy?" nikki teases me, petting my hair. I try to nod to get the old fart to start counting. I'm sure nikki's not going to hurt me really, but I'm choking on the guy's dick. And when nikki porno gets something in her mind and she's horny, she doesn't let it go. I try nodding even harder so he gets the idea. "Ten .. nine .. eight," he begins. "Seven .. six .. five," I count down in my mind with him, his cock-head wedged in my windpipe like an ice-cube that isn't melting. "Four .. three .. two .. one .." "Fuck!" I hiss, finally coming up for air. I lick the spit off my lips, and it drools down his shiny cock, making a puddle in his gray pubes. "How did that feel, fucking the back of her throat?" nikki asks. "I bet that felt real good, choking her with your cock, huh, Mr. Herman?" "Oh, shit ..." he gasps, rubbing his hands all through my hair and pressing my mouth back down around his cock. I take one more quick breath before I take another gulp of his cock. He doesn't need nikki's hands to force him any more. He was getting off on my deep throat, and now he wants more, deeper, harder. "Oh, that feels so good," he gasps. "I can't believe how good that feels." He holds my head down, his cock- head stuffed back in my throat, and he holds it there, then jams it down even harder for a few seconds until I start getting dizzy. I try to push up, but the old fart is stronger than he looks. I kind of punch him on the thighs with my hands, and he gets the hint. He pulls my head up slow, by my hair, taking his sweet fucking time so he can feel every inch of his cock slither out of my mouth. Meanwhile, I'm sucking in air like I'm drowning on the Titanic. The last chords of "Deranged" pound through my head with the oxygen I'm sucking into my lungs. I nuzzle up to the herman's cock and lick it all along the scar again. I look up into his eyes, and he's crying .. he's actually crying. His face is all weirded out, with a kind of sick smile twisting across his lips. "You got somewhere we can go?" nikki asks him. "I want to fuck you, stud." "Yeah," he pets my head, and holds me down gently to his cock, which tells me he wants me to keep licking and sucking, like he never wants me to stop. He puts the car in gear, and backs out. I feel every bump in the parking lot vibrate up through the tip of his dick as I suck it back into my mouth. "Oh, shit," he grabs my hair and pushes his dick right back into my throat. His whole body is twitching. He's lifting his butt off the seat and jamming his dick up into my throat. "Shit!" he says again, and his cock starts pulsing. I know the feeling anywhere. He's going to cum, and he wants to spray his load down my throat, make me drink him. I jab my finger back up his asshole and milk his flabby scrote with my other hand. His cock jerks back in my mouth and the a warm flood of splooge just oozes out. It doesn't spurt like with other guys I've sucked off. It just pours out. It tastes real salty, too, saltier than any cum of eaten before. I swallow everything I can, and let the last little bit dribble down my lips. I raise my head and he lets me go, his dick just throbbing in his lap. I stroke the loose skin some more and feel it go soft. I look up over the seat and niki porno is smiling at me. I roll up my tongue and stick it out with a big puddle of his sperm dripping off the end. Nikki leans over and kisses me, and I snowball the herman's splooge into her slutty mouth. He watches us and almost hits an oncoming car before we swerve. Nikk and I don't miss a beat, swapping our spit and his salty old man cum between our pierced tongues. "Christ, you girls are like something out of a dirty movie," he gasps. "Where you taking us, Mr. Herman?" nikki asks, sticking her cum-covered tongue in his ear. "We going to your house?" I ask. "No," he shudders. "We couldn't go there. My wife's there." "So?" I reply. "We'll fuck her, too, won't we Cherry ..? No extra charge." "I .. " he shakes his head and laughs. "No. You have no idea what she's like." "Does she suck your cock?" I ask. "I mean I always wonder if old ladies suck dick. I've seen pictures posted on newsgroups like that, but I think that's just pornos, you know." "Believe me, my wife doesn't suck cock," he laughs again, only he doesn't sound amused. "But she used to, right?" I ask. "No," he shakes his head again, and he sounds a little pissed now. "Back when .. you see," he stops. "Girls from my era, they .. Blow jobs just weren't done," he finally blurts out. "Only prostitutes performed oral sex. It was like that up until the 60s, I think, which was already way too late for us. We just fucked. That's all I've done for the last 50 years, just fuck, and I haven't done that in over a year. Th last blow job I had was .. it must have been back when I was in the Army. I was in Guam. I got some blow jobs back then. But not like that," he adds. "Certainly not like that." "Then I sucked your cock good?" I ask him, already knowing the answer. For some reason, though, I always like to hear guys say it, this time especially. I mean the guy hasn't gotten a hummer in like 50 years. I hope mine was worth the wait. "You sucked my cock incredibly," he whispers. "I never felt anything like that in my life." "I suck cock even better than Candy," nikki sticks her sploogey tongue out at me. "You'll see. I'll lick out your asshole, too. How does that sound, Mr. Herman? Ever have your asshole rimmed?" "N..no," he stammers. "No, I haven't." "Jesus," nikki pats him playfully on the shoulders. "Hurry up and park somewhere so we can fuck. I am so fucking horny." "You girls really are fifteen?" he asks us. "I mean I just can't believe this. I just can't goddam believe this. It's like .. it's impossible." "You look at girls our age a lot, don't ya, Mr. Herman?" nikki asks. "You sit there in the mall and think about fucking all the hot young girls all the time, huh ..?" "Yes," he whispers. "I know it's not right, but .. I .. I know this is wrong. What I'm doing, it's just wrong, it's just that I ..." "Fuck that!" I cut him off. "You want to fuck us, we want to fuck you. You give us money. We give you the monster fuck of your life. So who the fuck loses here? Why is that wrong for fucking anybody?" "You're both so young," he answers. "What I'm doing here is illegal. I could go to jail." "But you won't," I tell him. "You're just gonna fuck us. You're just gonna fuck our fifteen-year-old asses." "This is so .. absolutely .. dirty .. perverted," he shakes his head. "Yeah, ain't it fucking great," nikki licks his neck. "My sister lives here," he tells us as he pulls into the driveway of a condo. "She's down in Florida, and I feed her cat. We can be alone here." "Sure beats the hell out of fucking in a car," I giggle as I begin pushing all the knobs on his dashboard. "Don't ." he starts. "Ah, what the hell," he laughs as he pulls into a parking space. Nikk and I pile out of the car while he puts his sweats back on. Then he gets out and walks kind of wobbly to the door. He opens it, and we ran inside ahead of him. It's warm in there, and nikki just starts peeling off her clothes. The herman is just staring at her, drooling when he sees her big tits, flat tummy, and all the tatts and pierces everywhere. Nikki Porno is always stealing the show when we tag-team some guy, but this time it's going to be different. I peel off my jacket and top and start playing with my tits, pinching my nips and getting them hard like little cocktail wienies. Nikki flops on the couch, totally naked, spreads her legs and starts rubbing her puss. "You wanna see her eat me out, Mr. Herman?" she asks him. "Uh .. yes," he stammers. "Drag your tits over here, bitch," nikki cackles, "and eat my fucking puss, you slut." I walk over, stepping out of my shoes and sliding down my jeans. I leave my socks and panties on, and kneel down on the floor, taking a whiff of last night's fuck which is still lingering on nikki's puss. She grabs my hair and smashes my face into her ripe labes. I dig my tongue- stud hard into her clit hood, and worm it around until she's climbing up the back of the couch. "She eats your pussy well, doesn't she?" he asks nikki. "Yeah, she's my little rugmunching bitch-toy," nikki groans when I don't let up on her clit. "You got any booze in here?" I pop my head up from nikk's pussy and kiss her tummy. "I .. I think there's some, yes," he answers, making his way towards a liquor cabinet. "You got Vodka?" nikki asks. "We just want straight Vodka, right out of the fucking bottle." "Absolut," he answers, taking out the large, clear bottle with distinctive blue lettering. "Bring that shit over here and pour it in my puss," nikki tells him. "My little bitch here will drink it right out of my puss, won't you, Candy ..?" "Fuck yeah," I snarl, tugging at nikki's nip rings and growling like a doggie. "Get that fucking bottle over here, herman. I want to fucking party." "Here you go," he's standing over us in a second. "Like this?" he asks, splashing some Abs on nikki's cunt. "No, like this," nikk grabs the bottle, takes a helacious swig and then pours like four shots worth into her puss. "Come on, baby, lap it up," she takes my hair and shoves my mouth into her puss. I suck the Abs out of her snatch, and she goes ape-shit. The hermn has his dick out of his sweats again, and in a few seconds he's completely naked, too. "Kiss my ass," I tell him between mouthfuls of nikk's drenched puss. "Jam your tongue up my fifteen-year-old asshole, you fucking old pervo." He obeys immediately, sliding my panties aside and burying his tongue up my butt crack. "That's it, you sick old fuck, lick my asshole. Kiss my ass." "Shut up and eat me, bitch," nikki mashes my face back into her cunt and showers her snatch with more Abs. I haven't eaten all day, so the vodka shoots directly to my head, and I'm swimming in the buzz. "Tug on my labe rings while you rim my asshole, pervo," I growl at the herman. "That's it," I tell him when I feel the sharp, pulling twinge of his fingers working my labe rings. Obviously he's not that clueless. "Harder, you sick old fuck. Now jam that tongue of yours up my asshole." He rams his tongue all the way into my ass hard, and it feels like a snake wriggling into my hole. Then he keeps tugging my labe rings even harder, until I think he might tear my puss lips off. It feels so fucking good, and I am so fucking horny, I cum right there in a flood. It starts at my toes and shoots up my spine into my buzzing brain like a dagger. I feel like I'm being ripped apart from the inside out, and I groan into nikk's puss, sucking even more Abs into my brain. "You hard yet, Mr. Herman?" nikk asked. "'Cause when you are, you gotta fuck me. I wanna feel that hard old dick of your make my fifteen-year-old pussy cum. I'm about ready to cum," she whines. "Cum on, fuck me .. please!" He slides up beside me, and I back off. He aims his cock at nikki's puss and slices into her. She wraps her legs around him and slams him inside her as deep as he'll go. Then she humps the hell out of him until I think she's going to give him a heart attack. He pumps away like a psycho inside her, sweat pouring down his old, flabby body, and his knees wobbling. I crawl around behind him and stick my face up into his ass, spearing my tongue up his butt crack and fucking my tongue-stud in and out of his sphincter. I love rimming guys. I love the taste of their assholes. Even if they keep them real clean, there's still that musky, earthy taste, and I love the feel of their hair around my tongue when I jam up their ass-pipe. It's like fur lining or something, and sometimes there's a stray kernel of shit sticking a clump of pubies together, and it's jammed up their butt like a pebble. This herman has a couple dry shit stones clogging his tunnel, so I bite down on them with my teeth and rip them loose - pubes and everything. "Christ .. shit .. what the hell was that?" he cries out after I tear out the first patch. "I'm cleaning your asshole out, you dirty old pervert," I bark at him. Then I take my hand, open it up and slap his meaty, old, flabby ass hard while nikki thrashes him between her thighs. "Didn't anyone ever teach you how to wipe after you shit?" I slap him hard again - once more, again, again - until big red welts burst out on his pale white ass flab. "Oh ..." he whimpers, collapsing into nikki as she slams him into warp-drive. I think I hear some bones in his back or hips crack every time she crushes her thighs around him. I smack his ass a few more times before sinking my mouth back into his ass crack and rooting out more of the dried shit stones. I rip out two more from his ass-pipe, then jam my tongue-stud so far up his hole my cheeks are pressed flat against his butt-flaps. I spread his cheeks as far as they can go, and move my tongue-stud around inside him like I'm snaking a clogged drain. "Jesus Christ!" he bellows. Nikki porno and I are both at maximum warp. She's practically breaking his spine, and he just twists around between her thighs like a wriggling snake. Meanwhile, I'm splitting open his ass-cheeks like a big, fleshy walnut, and his asshole is so gaping and slickery I can now shove my whole fucking fist up there. "How's that feel, Mr. Herman?" I tease him, punching my fist into his asshole and working it in like a drill. His flesh slowly parts around my hand as I worm it up his butt. It's warm and hugs my fist and wrist, like a tight, rubbery sleeve. "You ever been fisted before, you fucking pervo?" "Oh .. shit .. stoppppp," he sobs. "Oh, Christ, shit!" "Fuck me, you fucking old bastard!" nikki yips. She clamps down like she's trying to kill him, and I can tell she's cumming. She humps up and down, flopping around like a seal, trapping him between her thighs and squeezing the life out of him. I try to time my punches up his asshole between her thrusts, so that my fist is driving up his butt the same time she's releasing pressure. This way, the old fart gets no fucking break. She slams him hard inside her, then he slides out for a split second, before I punch my fist into his hole. No fucking relief. His wasted old bod goes limp after a minute of this. "Oh, Christ," he mutters over and over again. "Oh Christ." His whole body is quaking, and I think he might be having a heart attack or something, so I stop fisting him. Nikki slides out from under him, not even paying attention to his heavy breathing and sweat. She kisses his cock, which is still hard and dangling in the air. Then she begins rummaging around in her coat pockets. "You all right, Mr. Herman?" I cuddle up to him and kiss his ear. "I've never .. what .. Christ," he finally gasps, then kisses me on the lips. "You girls are sick, you know that ..?" he pants. "Really sick." "Yeah, I know," I kiss him long and hard, feeling his tongue snake in and out of my mouth. He's like a guy who hasn't eaten in years sitting down at a smorgasbord. He jams his tongue into my mouth like his whole fucking life depends on frenching me, on tasting me. "You're a horny old fucker yourself," I tickle him and grab his cock. "See? Still hard." "My head is pounding .. heart is like .. shit. You girls are going to fucking kill me if you keep this up. I haven't fucked like this .. ever!" "I want to feel your cock up my ass," I suck on his saggy man-tit. "Okay? Can you do that for me, Mr. Herman?" I really want to feel this old perv fuck my ass, too. I'm tripping that he's like been fucking for probably 60 years or something, and me and nikki porno are the best lays he's ever had. Since he may not ever get fucked so good again, I want to make sure he gets everything coming to him. I want to feel him fucking my ass, knowing I am the best lay he will ever have in his whole life. "You do want to fuck my ass, don't you ..?" "I sure as hell do, " his breathing slows down some, and he gets this blissed-out glow over his eyes like he's stoned. "Bend over the couch," nikki tells me. She produces a tube of KY and squirts a glob in her fingers. "I want to watch him fuck your ass," she leans over and kisses him while I shuffle around to the sofa. "You gotta fuck her ass hard, though, Mr. Herman, so she cums. Okay? Think you can do that?" "I can sure as hell try," he replies, playfully spanking my butt as I crawl over him and lay my stomach down on the couch. Nikki is at my ass in a second, playing with my sphinx, dipping the cold gel into my butt crack and making me quiver. "She's got a nice ass, doesn't she?" nikki asks him. "Hell yes," he pants. "I'm gonna watch you stick your hard cock up her fifteen-year-old ass, you old pervert," nikki informs him. "How does that sound, ass fucking this little teenage slut?" "Great," he gasps. She slops enough of the cold gel up my butt to get me all slickery for herman. Then she moves back down to him, grips his cock and leads him up over me until he's mounting me from behind like a dog. "Can you feel his cock, Candy?" she asks me, rubbing his cockhead around the puckering ring of my sphinx. "Mr. Herman here is going to fuck your tight little asshole, isn't that right, Mr. Herman." "Hell, yes," he repeats, his breath turning into a panting again. "You ever fucked a girl's asshole before, Mr. Herman?" I moan as nikki teases his cock against my hole. "No," he whispers, which is reeeaally cute. This old herman is so fucking cute. I can't believe how fucking cute he is. Like 70 something, and he's never stretched a girl's sphinx before. Poor old fucker. I hope he fucking loves my ass. I want him to fucking love my ass, and cum deep inside it. I want to feel his cum inside my ass the rest of the day. "She's ready, Mr. Herman," nikki kisses my ass and pokes the herman's cock-head through my sphinx. My ass-pipe yawns open to accept his hard dick, and I try to relax, so I can take it all at once. "Jesus Christ that's tight," he groans, plowing ahead into my ass and separating my cheeks like their sections in a juicy orange. "Does that hurt?" he asks me real sweet. "Fuck that!" nikki answers for me. "Of course it hurts. You're fucking her fifteen-year-old ass, you dirty pervert. You're splitting her apart. But she's a fucking teenage pain-slut, aren't you, Candy girl ..?" "Yeah," I grunt, "I'm a fucking teenage pain-slut. Fuck that hurts!" I exaggerate as he keeps plowing into me. "Fuck, you're like tearing my asshole apart with your cock. It feels fucking huge, like it's a foot- fucking-long or something. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" I pound the couch cushions like I'm in utter agony. He stops, obviously convinced I'm in extreme pain. That is so sweet and pathetic, I almost crack up. "Don't listen to her!" nikki tells him. "She's just being a puss bag. She's always like this when guys fuck her ass. She cries like a little baby." "I think I'm really hurting her," the herman says. "Who the fuck cares? She's just your little fuck-toy," nikki explains. "It doesn't matter what she says or feels. Your cock is all that matters. Now fuck her ass hard. Believe me, she'll quit whining and start getting off on the pain in a minute. If she doesn't, who the fuck cares? Now fuck her ass. I want to see you make her scream!" She pushes him hard inside me. His instincts take over, and he starts fucking my ass .. hard, harder, even harder. "Oh, Jesus Fucking Christ!" I carry on like he's Jake Steed or something. "It' too fucking big. Your cock is too fucking huge, Mr. Herman. You've gotta stop. Please .. Oooo ... Please stop!" "Shut the fuck up, bitch," nikki grabs my hair and jerks my head back. Then she slaps her arm- pit over my mouth and I start licking her stubbly underarm while she spanks my ass with her other hand. "Fuck her ass, Mr. Herman. Make her scream." He really starts slamming me, and I mean hard, not just for an old fart. "Ooooooo," I moan into nikki's arm pit. She's beating my ass, too, and with every thrust I feel his cock-head dig deeper into my ass. I feel his balls slap against my butt. I feel his heart pounding every time our bodies slam together. "That's it, you dirty old bastard," nikki hisses at him. "Now you're fucking her teenage slut-ass good and hard, just the way she fucking needs it. Fucking little pain-slut loves it hard up the ass, don't you, bitch ..?" she takes her arm-pit away. "Fuck! Fuck! Jesus you're so fucking huge, Mr. Herman. Your cock feels so huge blasting my asshole!" When some guy is stretching my sphinx, I always try to remember all the fuck moans I've heard in pornos. Guys love when you make noise and say all sorts of filthy shit. Mr. Herman in my ass is no different. The more I carry on, the harder he pounds my ass-pipe. I reach down and play with my labe rings and clit. His cock and nikki's hands keep abusing my ass, until I feel another cum rip through my guts. "Fuck! Pound my asshole. FUCK!" I start sucking nikki's tits as I cum. He collapses on top of me and starts spewing in my ass. I flex my ass muscles down hard around his prick and start milking all the splooge out of his dick. He groans every time I clench my sphinx and squeeze more sperm out. Finally he gets too soft and just slithers out my hole. Nikki gets her mouth around to my butt- hole, sticks her tongue-stud up my ass and starts felching me like crazy. After a few minutes of this, I slowly drift down off my cum and back into my body, twisting around so that I'm facing nikki. She snowballs his cum and her spit down into my mouth and we swap the goo between us while we feel each other up. "That's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen," the herman gasps from behind us. We turn around to see him collapsed on the floor, just staring at us. I crawl over to him and nikki follows me, and we just cuddle up with the old fart. He puts his arm around us, real protective like, almost like he thinks he's our daddy or something. It feels kind of cool, making out with nikk while he pets our hair and rubs his hands over our bodies. "We've got like five more minutes, Mr. Herman," nikki says. "Do you want to do anything else?" "I just want to lie here with you two, is that all right?" he asks. "That's sweet," I giggle and kiss him. "You really are a sweet old perv, you know. And you fuck like a stud," I squeeze his limp cock. "I bet you could fuck us all day, huh?" "No," he laughed. "That's more of workout than my dick has ever seen. Unfortunately, I'm an old fart now. I wish I was your age again. You must fuck the guys silly." "I think you should make your wife suck your cock," nikki tells him. "A horny old stud like you should get his cock sucked on a regular basis. I'd also make her take it up the ass, too. I mean what kind of wife is she if she won't take it up the ass for a studly like you?" "I wish it was that simple," he laughs. "I'll give you our pager number, if you ever want to fuck us again," nikki tells him. "Would you?" he seems surprised, almost like he's honored. "I'd like that." "We really should print up cards, you know," I tell nikki. "We could pass them out to all you horny old pervs at the mall." "You girls are seriously deranged," he chuckles. "Can I ask you a question?" "Sure," I reply. "Why did you pick me. I mean there were other guys in the mall. Why did you pick me?" "'Cause I can always tell a stud when I see one," I tickle him. "And you had stud written all over you." "Can you tell me something else?" he asks. "Sure, anything." "Did I really fuck you good?" he asks slowly. "I mean I know you girls did this for the money, but .. I don't know, I just .. I hope you girls had a little fun at least." "Listen, studly," nikki kisses him on the lips and licks his chin. "We can fake pretty good, but not that good. You fucked our brains out. Your cock is like awesome, you know that. You fucked us better than most of the guys of our age." "You're not just saying that," he smiles. "Listen, we might be sluts, but we're not liars," I answer. "You fucking slammed us good. I almost never cum twice like that, real quick. You got some cock there, stud." "Can we shower up?" nikki asks him. "Sure," he tells us, "the bathroom is down the hall to your left." "Last one in fucks the dog," I jump up and scramble through the living room with nikki at my heels. I jump in the tub and turn on the water, then hit the shower switch, and I'm drenched in warm water. I feel nikki scoot in beside me and rub my shoulders. I reach over to a shelf and get this bottle of perfumy shampoo and glob it on my hands. Nikki takes the bottle from me and does the same, then we smear it all over each other's bodies as the warm water cascades down our sweaty flesh. We scrub out each other's every nook and cranny. I pump about a gallon of the shampoo into her ass and pussy and work both hands into her holes while she bends over with her face in the shower stream. Then I switch to one hand, sticking my thumb up her butt and my index finger up her puss. I get more shampoo and begin washing her hair with my other hand, and scrubbing the suds along her back. "You need a fucking bath, bitch," I scold her as I scrub her down. "You've smelled like last night's fuck all day." "Let's go back to the mall and go shopping," nikki sighs as I massage the shampoo into her scalp. "I want to get a real hot outfit, and you can get one, too, then we'll pick up tams from school, get her dressed up, and then go out and cruise some fancy restaurant for more hermans." "You really got off on this, huh ..?" I ask her. "It was awesome. We've got $500, for fucking, would you believe that? Makes me wonder why a chick would do anything but whore. I mean $500 fucking bucks. We do two or three more hermans today, and we'll be fucking loaded." "Listen, don't get carried away," I warn her. "We could get fucking caught, you know, if we're not careful." "Listen, who the fuck is going to think two fifteen-year-olds are going to go out whoring hermans at the mall? Get a grip? This is easy fucking cash, so don't go all puss-bag on me." "Don't call me a puss- bag," I snap, whacking her ass hard. "Bitch!" she giggles. "No, you're the bitch!" I hiss back at her, smacking her ass hard, over and over again while I scrub out her pussy. She relaxes and lets me beat a cum out of her. I knead her ass cheeks hard, and her puss grips my fingers like a vise when she finally cums in my hands. Then I lather her up again, and scrub her down. When we both get out of the shower we smell like roses. We towel each other off, and run back out into the living room. The herman is sprawled across the floor. I think he might be dead until I see his chest moving up and down. He is sleeping. We get the money out of his pockets and get dressed. Then we try to wake him up, but he won't move. He only grumbles and turns over. "This sucks!" nikki fumes. "We gotta get back to the mall." "Well, how the fuck are we going to that?" "We'll take his car," she scoops up the keys and sprints out the door. This is insane. I'm right behind her at her heels, trying to stop her. "Listen, nikk, quit fucking around. We're not going to take this guy's car. Besides, neither one of us can drive yet. Remember?" "Fuck you, I can SO drive. I'm a good driver." She opened the door and climbed in. "Come on, bitch. Let's go!" She revs up the engine, and I can see she's going to do this. That means I might as well, too. I run around to the passenger side and climb in. She backs out of the drive with a lurch and barrels out onto the road. I am actually driving in a car with nikki porno at the wheel. We're both drunk as hell from the Abs, and neither of us knows where we're going or what the fuck we're doing. I should be scared shitless, but instead I'm laughing my ass off. I kiss my nikki p. and cuddle up to her as she plows through the traffic. Horns beep at us from every angle. When we stop at a red light, this woman next to us glares at us when she pulls up. I guess we cut her off or something. I flip her off, and then nikk and I start sucking face right in front of her. The woman has a little girl in the car with her, maybe nine or ten, and the little girl is just staring at us like we're animals in a zoo. Nikki lifts up her shirts and pops out her tattooed tit, flashing the woman and the little girl while I lick her nipple. When the light turns green, the woman hits the gas and shoots ahead of us. "Do you know how the fuck to get back to the mall, bitch?" I am laughing hysterically. "Yeah .. 'I'm an excellent driver,' " nikki starts goofing in this funny voice, like Dustin Hoffman in Rainman, and shoots the big Chrysler ahead into the traffic. I press her close to me and start screaming as she floors the gas and we're like doing 60, flying past these cars and swerving like an amusement park ride. "Hey, that's the road," I scream at her, pointing to a street I recognize. "Make a left there. That goes right to the mall. Shit, you're going right past ." "No, I'm not," Nikki pitches the wheel suddenly, and we careen across three lanes of traffic and screech onto the street. Then she guns the old mans boat, and floors it again. I look at the speedometer and she gets it up to 60, 70, 80, flying through a stop sign. "This is so fucking COOL!" she screams. "I could fucking cum from just this. You gotta fucking try this, ronn. This is so motherfucking COOL!" The mall appears ahead of us, and there's a lot of traffic. Nikki breaks and slows and we get in this turn lane. A minute later, we're pulling back into the mall. We park in the back of the lot, pile out, and then run all the way through the cold to the entrance. When we get inside, it's like we never left. Nikki pulls me by the hand and drags me down the promenade to Frederick's. The lady clerk gives us the eye the minute we stumble in. She's in her twenties, very petite, lots of mascara, great tan, wearing a wonder bra under her tight white, cable turtleneck so she looks like a B-cup instead of an A. She's showing off her legs, too, with white stockings under a black-and-blue plaid skirt and a wide belt buckle. If I didn't know she was going to be a real bitch, I'd probably be hitting on her big time right now because she is hot. Fuck, maybe I'll come on to her anyway. She looks like she needs a good fucking spanking. "Can I help you girls?" she snips. "Yeah, we want to spend this here," nikki whips out the wad of money. "We want to get something hot. We're going to a big party tonight." The woman sees the cash, and she bristles. She wants to chase our asses out, not wait on us. "What kind of party is it?" she asks. "An orgy," I answer. "But one where everybody dresses real hot before they rip off their clothes and fuck like pigs." "I think you girls had better leave before I call security," she gets in nikki's face. "Why don't you call Don, the Mall Manager?" I push in between her and nikk. I see the look in nikk's eyes, and I know she's about to go ballistic and kick this bitch's ass into a bloody, pulpy puddle. "We're his nieces. He told us to come in here. He SAID you'd wait on us .. DARLA," I read her nametag. "He said ask for Darla. That's you, isn't it?" "We could go somewhere else," nikk put the money away. "Maybe Structure isn't run by bitches," she sneers at the lady. "Bet they'd like to take our money, huh ..?" Darla thinks about this for a second, and then smiles slightly. "If you shop here, I'm going to have to hold your purses .. and the money," DARLA tells us. She thinks she's so clever. She'll get us stuck in here, call the mall, and get our asses busted. Bitch! Won't she be in for a surprise. "Whatever," I toss my purse at her, nikk copies me, and we run into the back of the store. I stop in front of a mirror and watch her reflection go to the phone and punch a number. She's paging DON, MALL MANAGEMENT. She things she's got us busted. She thinks maybe we stole the money she's holding. She thinks maybe she's going to get a reward. She thinks she's going to get to laugh at our asses when the cops drag us out of there. She hangs up. She waits about thirteen seconds, and the phone rings. She picks up and starts talking real low, telling someone on the other end all about us. Then she stops cold, scowls and hangs up. She shakes her head and walks back to where we are. "This is cool, Hillary," nikki starts using my other fake name now. She lifts up a black spandex tank-top with no belly and flattens it against her tits. "Don't you think this is cool, Darla?" she asks the clerk, who is now standing there trying to think of the fastest way to get rid of us. "Yes, that's nice," Darla grits her teeth. "That would really show off your tits, Cherry," I tell her. "She's got nice tits, doesn't she, Darla?" "Um .." Darla is major pissed right now. It's all stitched across her tanning-salon face, like a fright mask. "Do women like ever lezz each other in the dressing rooms here?" I ask. "I mean all these hot bitches trying on sexy clothes and shit. There must be some kind of action going on here." "This really isn't the place for that, girls" Darla tries to keep her cool. "You ever lezz?" Nikki asks. "You've got a smoking little bod there, doesn't she Hill ..?" "Yeah, I'd fucking love some of that shit," I stick my tongue- stud out and wag my mouth at her. "So how 'bout it, Dar, you wanna go in back and let me eat you out?" "I .. You .. Pick out some clothes or leave," she finally gets the words out. She's shaking and it looks like she either wants to rip my neck with her fingernails or cry. "Hey, Hill, I think this would look great on you," nikk tosses me red, zipper-tube top. "Try it on." "Okay," I slide my coat off, then slink out of my shirts until I'm just in my bra. Darla's jaw hits the fucking floor when she gets a load of my tatts and my firm tits. I slide the red tuber over my belly and then pull my bra up and over my tits until it's hanging from my neck. I flash some bare, pierced tit for a few seconds before the tuber is in place over my boobs and I zip it up halfway. "Jesus, doesn't she have a nice rack, Darla?" nikki licks her lips, and the bitch clerk is just speechless. Her eyes are zeroing in on my bod, and I step over to her, giving her a little show. "I'm taking this," I tell her. "I need some really wild hip-huggers now. You got anything with like a real low tummy?" I take my index fingers and draw a V down the front of my jeans until the tips of my fingers meet right above my crotch. "And maybe rhinestones," I add. "You know, real porno-chic?" "I .. I ... " Darla the sales bitch is stupefied. She tears her eyes away from me when she spots nikki taking off her clothes, too. "You can't do that!?" she finally yells. "You have to do that in the dressing room. This isn't a fucking whore house." "Hey, sorry," nikki stops and laughs. "Jesus, Darla, chill already, would ya'?" Nikk turns to me. "You wanna go back in the dressing rooms and try shit on?" she asks. "She is staying RIGHT OUT HERE!" Darla is shaking all crazy, like one of those homeless people you see ranting on a street corner. "You are not going back into the dressing rooms. Neither of you!" "Hey, what's up? Is everything all right, Darla?" this adorable, sweet-faced blond pops up out of nowhere. She looks younger than DARLA, but her nametag says KAT - ASST. MGR. She's got on this hot little navy-blue conservative business-looking suit with red stockings and a white cotton shirt unbuttoned so low you can see her red bra and a lot of cleavage. She is absolutely, postively scrumptious. "Yeah, we wanted to go and try this stuff on," I tell Kat, "and we wanted Darla to come with us tell us how it looks. But she's like being mean or something," I put on my best clueless voice. "I mean what is up with that? We just wanted someone else's opinion. I mean that is what you're here for, isn't it .. customer service ..? Well. We're customers, and we need service. I mean don't treat us like shit 'cause we're teenagers, because we're Don the Mall Manager's nieces, and we have a lot of money to spend here, and we don't like being treated like shit .. DARLA!" I locked lasers right in her eyes. "Certainly," Kat apologized. "I understand. Come on, let's all go in back and try these on. Darla and I would be more than glad to help, won't we Darla ..?" "But, Kat?" Darla starts. Kat ignores her and waves us to the back dressing rooms. Nikki starts stripping the minute she steps behind the curtain into the dressing area. The room is big and square with eight mirrors on every wall. Nikki slides out of her tee and flannel and then bends over with her back to Darla. "Can you unsnap my bra in back?" she asks. Darla looks at Kat, and her manager glares at her. Darla's fingers are shaking and she undoes the back of nikki porno's bra. Nikki lets it fall to the floor, turns around and jiggles her tits. "Shit that feel good letting the puppies out, you know," she smiles at Kat. "Bras kind of suck, don't you think?" "It's probably your bra," Kat observes, trying not to gawk at all the tatts on nikk's hot bod. "We have some that are really comfortable." "Hey could we try some of those?" I ask. "'Cause my bra makes my tits hurt all the time, too." I unzip the zipper-tube and show Kat my pierced tits. "The cups rub against my nip rings and they chafe," I tell her. Kat tries to stay cool. I can see she is trying to guess how old we are, trying to figure out how we seem so young but act and look like such total sluts. "See how irritated they get?" I pout, stretching my nips out so Kat can get a better look. "We have some kind of cream for that," Kat breathes sharply. "We started carrying it since everybody's getting pierced these days. Let me see if one of the girls at the counter can dig that up." "Let me come with you." I put the tuber back on. "I saw something else out there I wanted to try out, too." "Okay," Kat is all cheerful, and I follow her back out onto the floor. There are two other sales clerks looking at us as Kat starts going through the bras. I walk up to one of them at the counter. Her nametag says NANCY "Hey, I need some cream for my tits," I tell her, then lower my voice, "and Kat wants you get those two dildos over there for her." The girl pauses, and I see I'm going to have do some maneuvering here. "This is where I get the stuff, isn't it, Kat?" I call out loudly to her. She turns around. "Yes, right there," she looks a little annoyed. "Come on, Nancy, get the girl what she wants!" NANCY shrugs her shoulders, produces a jar of cream and then turns to the array of marital aids on the wall behind her. "That one there," I point to a black two-headed dildo, and that strap-on, too." I keep my voice low, and check out Kat in the mirror. She is still picking out bras like a good little assistant manager. "Put those in a bag, okay," I tell NANCY. "I don't think Kat wants me walking across the floor with that stuff, you know." NANCY nods and gives me an odd look as she stuffs the items in a bag. I take the bag from her and walk back towards the dressing room, stopping at spinner full of hip-huggers. I find three styles in my size and two in nikki's size and drape them over the bag. Next I move up to a shoe and boot display. I pick out a two pairs of big-ass black platforms in nikki's and my sizes. Then I walk back up to Kat. "I'll be back there in a minute," Kat sings out when she spots me. "I'm just trying to get an assortment, okay. Go on ahead," she urges me. "Sure, see you back there," I try not to crack up as I slide through the curtain. Nikki has Darla on her back in a 69. Her thighs are locked around Darla's ears, and she's grinding her pussy and ass into the sales bitch's face. Nikki has Darla's skirt pulled up above her tummy, and she's wearing Darla's panties around her forehead like a headband. Nikki sees me, looks up and smiles. She lifts her ass off Darla's face and I can see the sales bitch has mascara smeared all over her eyes and what looks like a fat lip. Obviously nikki needed to use some persuasion to get the bitch into such a compromising position. Now, however, Darla's rug-munching away like a well-trained bitch. "Heya, girlfriend!" nikki laughs as she spanks Darla's clit, and the petite, tanning booth bitch yelps into nikki's puss. "Me and Darla here decided to work out our problems. She's really a sweet thing, once you get to know her. Ain't that right, sweets?" Nikki smacks her puss again, and Darla yips again. "How does she eat puss?" I ask nikk, slinking out of my jeans, and then dropping the red tuber so my tits are bare again. "Pretty good for a virg," nikki grunts. "You did say you never ate puss before, right, bitch ..?" She slaps Darla's puss again. "Yhhh," Darla's huffs. "Man, that Kat is a little hottie," nikki tells me. "You gonna fuck her?" "You bet'cher sweet ass," I take out one of the dildos - the black two-headed one - and tear off the packaging. Just then the curtains slide open and Kat walks in with an armload of bras. She drops the whole mess when she sees nikki and Darla lezzing. The she reallystarts freaking when she spots me licking the head of the dildo getting it all slicked up. "What the hell?" Kat is so freaked, she can only whisper, and it's barely even that. "Strip and join the party!" I invite her. "Wh ..I will do no such thing!" "Okay," I smile, "I guess I'll cry 'rape' and get the whole fucking mall in here, then." "This is insane!" "Here I go." I open my mouth and take a deep breath. "Don't," Kat gasps at the last minute. "Please, God, don't. This is my job. What do you ..? What do you want?" "Strip and I'll show you," I lick the head of the dildo some more. "Otherwise you're going to have to explain to the cops how you have two fifteen-year-old girls back here, stripped naked and having lesbian sex with one of your clerks. I don't think they'll believe anything out of your mouth after they see that. Do you?" "Please, are you trying to rob us or something? Just take the money. You can have the money." "We don't want your fucking money, bitch, we just want to screw," nikki tells her. "Now get naked or she WILL scream her lungs out. She can be a real bitch that way." "This is insane," Kat shudders as she begins slinking out of her cute little suit. "Strip for me," I keep slicking up the dildo-head. "You know slow. You've got a luscious bod there, sweets. Sexy fucking red bra, too." I whisper taking her blazer from and put it on over my naked torso. Then I model in the mirror while she looks at me, her eyes bugging out of her shiny forehaed. "You like flashing it around when you wear this, don't you, sweets," I tease as I continue posing with the blazer. "Regular little pussy tease, aren't you?" "Please," Kat kind of whimpers, slowly popping the buttons on her white cotton blouse. "You don't want to do this." "Like fuck I don't," I sneer. "Now slide the bra down on your tummy, and don't take it off. It looks so sexy," I stroke her smooth white skin, from her shoulders, down her puffy boobs to her belly button. "Hey, you're pierced?" I exclaim, kneeling down and kissing her navel. "We got ourselves a real little thrasher slut here, Cherry," I giggle to nikki. Kat shudders when she feels my lips graze the fine blond hair on her tummy. I bathe her belly button with my tongue and work the dildo up her skirt and between her legs. "Please .. stop," she mewls, but I'm not listening to a word she says. I flip her skirt up and take her hands. "Hold up your skirt," I tell her, and she does it, her whole body shaking. "Oooo these stockings are so cute," I coo, rubbing my hands up her silky red legs and snapping her garters against her thighs. They're definitely toned. Her whole hot body is pretty ripped. I start licking her calves all up to her thighs and then worming my tongue into her red silk panties. I tug on the waistband, so the silk bunches all up and slices into her puss. "Oh .. please .. don't," she sobs real soft, almost like she doesn't want me to hear her. "Shhhh, sweetie," I kiss her on the labes and flick my tongue- stud across her clit hood. Her bump peeks out, and I swirl my tongue around the perimeter, feeling her knees turn to jelly. Then, I ease the dry end of the dildo up between her cleavge to her pouting mouth. "Suck it," I tell her, feeding the black rubber between her sobbing lips. "I'm gonna stick this end up my puss and the other end up your puss. Then we're gonna fuck each other. How does that sound, sweets? Huh? How does that sound?" "Uh .. no .. oh .. oh ..." she gasps every time the dildo slides back in her mouth. She's drooling out of the corners of her mouth now, and we're ready. I lower the dildo back down to my puss and slide it in. Then I back her up against the mirror, and tease the other end up against her labes. I spread back her red silk panties and rub the huge dildo-head across her clit. With my fingers, I feel her juicing, I mean really juicing, and I slip the big black dildo head up between her labes and then thrust my hips forward. The dildo slides up her puss and my puss simultaneously as I bump our bodies together. "That's it, sweets," I whisper before I shove my tongue-stud into her ear. "Fuck me with that luscious little puss of yours." "No .. no .. no .." she bites my shoulder suddenly and hugs me like I'm her long-lost sister. "Oh .. please .." she begs me. "Oh .. God .. please." "That's it, fuck me back," I kiss her on the mouth, and she jams her tongue up against mine. She sucks on my tongue and teases my stud. I grab her ass and squeeze it real hard. She's got nice tight bunnies and I stick my finger up her sphinx. Then I fuck the dildo harder into her, and she fucks me back. She's taller than I am, so I have to scoot up on my tippytoes so we can bump bumps. She slithers down, and we meet halfway, grinding the dildo between our slippery pussies and biting each other's tongues. "You're gonna cum for me, aren't you, sweets?" I whisper in her mouth. "Yes," she answers. "God, yes ... " "Ohhhh," I hear Darla's muffled moans now. I look in the mirror and see that nikki has the tanning-salon bitch bent over a chair. She's creamed up the strap-on with the moisturizing cream I got out at the counter, and she's stuffing the dildo-head between Darla's narrow, tanned ass-cheeks. Darla's turtleneck is pulled all the way up to her neck, and her wonder-bra is balled up in her mouth and wrapped back around her neck like a leash. Nikki is yanking the bra with one hand and playing pony girl with Darla. With her other hand, nikki porno is molesting the sales bitch's small tits. That's when I notice Darla is diddling her own pussy while nikki wedges the strap-on head between her sphinx. The tanning-salon bitch is getting off being nikki's pony-girl, grinding her ass back along the dildo, trying to get nikki to stuff more into sphinx. "You like watching that, huh?" I ask Kat, and she just nods. She shudders and practically faints in my arms. "That makes you cum, doesn't it ..?" I keep at her. "Watching that bitch get ass-fucked?" "Yes," she pouts into my shoulders, limp like a rag doll. "You want me to cum, too, don't you ..?" I ask, slamming my hips into her and bumping my clit against her cunt bone. "Yes .. please .. please .." I fuck her like that, feeling her ripped body contort every time I thrust up into her. I kiss her, look in her eyes, then watch nikki fuck Darla up the ass, and listen to the sales bitch moan. I jam my tongue-stud down Kat's mouth, almost like I think it might be able to lick the tip of the dildo I'm pumping into Kat's puss. My tummy does a dominique, and my mind leaves my body again, and the rush explodes up from my toes and rockets like a missile into my brain. I stumble against the mirror, and Kat and I drop to the floor still flopping around like humping dolphins when I hear voices, and my mind drifts back into my body. "Is everything al right in there?" NANCY's voice cuts through my fresh-fucked haze. "Yes," Kat gasps. "We'll be out in a minute." "Gotta go, Cherry," I hop off Kat and pull nikk off Darla. "Shit, ronn, I was making the bitch cum," nikk snaps at me. "Look at her. You fucking want this, don't you, bitch ..?" Nikki wags the strap-on cock in Darla's runny mascara. "We gotta go!" I throw nikk her new clothes. She shrugs her shoulders, then slithers into the black spandex bra top and a pair of faded hip-huggers with buttons down the front crotch. I put on my new red zipper-tuber and a pair of black hip-huggers with big bells and rhinestones. I throw nikki her new pair of shoes before I put mine on, and throw the dildos, our old clothes and shoes, the tit cream, and everything in the bag. "Will like $200 cover all this?" I ask Kat. "I .. I'll have to ring it up," she gasps, still in utter fresh-fucked shock. "Listen, take $300, and keep the difference, okay?" I hustle her up, and she rearranges all her clothes. Then, when she's all set we go back out on the floor followed by nikki porno. Darla just sits there on the floor with her head between her knees .. laughing, not even trying to pull herself together. I mean .. whatever. Kat hands us our purses, and nikki gives her $300 like I said, and we scoot out the door, dressed to kill and looking for trouble. It's like every eye in the mall is looking at us, like we're aliens from another planet. I've pretty much sweated out the Abs by now, and I need something. "Hey, let's head up to Houlihans," I tell nikk. "It's afternoon, I'm sure we can find some hermans up there who will by us some drinks." "Lead the way, girlfriend," she cackles, loving every perverted stare flashed at her awesome, tatt-covered bod. Houlihan's is restaurant bar at the end of the mall. When we walk in the doors, every guy in the place turns to us. I spot two hermans at a table. They're like in their forties or fifties and wearing business suits and ties. They're kind of fat and doughy looking, but they look like salesmen or something, and I know they'll have cash and want to play. Without giving myself a chance to rethink, I walk right over, nikki behind me. "Heya," I scoot in the booth and kiss the first guy right on his red cheek. I can smell the booze on both of them right away ... gin. I spot the martini glasses and that solves any other mystery. "Wha ..?" the other guy starts as nikki slides in next to him. "Listen, we want to get drunk and fuck your brains out," nikk whispers to her guy, and I see her hand snake under the table. No doubt where it's going. "$250 a piece gets you everything if you've got a place to go," she hustles. "Cunt, mouth, ass, lezz, anything?" she adds. "Is this some kind of joke?" my guy freaks when I grab his cock under the table and give him a playful squeeze. "No, joke, baby," I whisper in his ear. "We're fifteen years old, and we'll monster fuck you both for $500. Now buy us some shots, so we can get to know each other first. I mean I don't screw strangers." I fish his dick-head out of his fly and stroke it so he knows we aren't just some teenage fluff-teases goofing on them. "So what do you say? You guys game?" Nikki's guy has his tongue probing down her throat, not giving a shit who's watching him he's so drunk. My guy catches on right away, draping his arm over my shoulder, squeezing me tight, groping his hand into my red tuber and mauling my tit. When I cuddle up to him, spit on my hand, and start polishing his knobbie again, he calls for a round of shots. "What do you girls want?" he asks as the waitress walks over. "Lemon Drops," nikki whines. "Four lemon drops," my herman tells the waitress. She gives us a look. "I need to see Ids," she says. "No, you don't," nikki takes out a few twenties, stuffs them in the waitresses breast pocket and winks at her. "This is my daddy," she kisses her herman, "and he says its all right." The waitress just stares at us. "Our daddies like to get us shit-faced before they fuck our brains out," I scoot up and whisper in her ear. "Come on, girlfriend, help us out here, okay ..?" I lick her pierced earlobe, and she pauses, shivers a little, then just walks back to the bar and put the order in. "We do four rounds, and we blow this place," nikki tells them. "You do have some place nice we can fuck, don't you? I want to get real wild, you know ..?" "Who the hell are you girls?" my herman finally asks, and his buddy cracks up. "We're Nikki Porno and Ronni_b, the Thrasher Girls," I tell them. "We're fucking famous. We find lucky guys with cash and fuck their brains out, and then we write about it and put the stories on the internet. We have fucking fans all over the world - China, Russia, South Africa, Yugoslavia. We are the best fucking lays you will ever have in your lives. Now where's my Lemon Drop?" The waitress appears with our shots, four lemon sections and four packs of sugar. Nikki and I help her dole out the glasses and condiments, then we slam the Abs back, suck the lemons dry and dump the sugar in our mouths. The hermans try to keep up with us. "Another one!" nikki giggles. "We need to get ripped." She runs her hand through her herman's hair and then shoves her pierced tongue down his throat. I slip my head under the table and dance my tongue-stud across my herman's cock-head before inhaling his dick stalk and stretching it hard in my mouth. He has a nice-sized cock, too, over seven inches at least, and it tastes like Old Spice or something. I keep sucking and he strokes my hair. I hear footsteps, and I look up. The waitress starts doling out the Lemon Drops again, and I smile at her with a mouthful of my drool and my herman's pre-cum. She shoots me a an utter shellshock look, and just stands there watching nikki and I slam another round of lemon droppers. With my mouthful of the lemon, sugar, slobber and pre-cum, I go dip back down and stuff my herman's cock back between my lips. "Fuckin' A," his whole shudders through the tip of his piss hole and her floods my mouth with his cum. I suck it all in, but don't swallow. Then I reach up, and spit the froth into two empty shot glasses. "Cheers," I hand nikki a glass, and we down the cum shots as the waitress comes back up and she and the herman's just stare at us. "They're fucking crazy," nikki's herman whispers. "Fucking crazy," he laughs. "And we're fucking lucky," my herman downs his shot before the rest of us finish our round. "One more!" I cough, my head swimming in the sudden rush. "Then we'll get out of here and fuck." "Make that quick," my herman barks to the waitress. "I don't know what I did to deserve this," nikki's herman cracks. "But whatever is, thank you God." "How big is his dick, nikk?" I ask. "My herman's got like seven inches at least." "Hmm, I'd say he's about seven, too. Real fucking thick, too," she kisses her herman on the cheek. "Think I can fit two hermans in my mouth at once?" she giggles. "What is that you keep calling us?" my herman asks me. "Hermans," I smile at him. "What does that mean?" "It's like stud," I try not to crack up. "You know, like Herman Monster." "You mean Herman Munster," he replies, puzzled. "Yeah, whatever," I laugh. "Like a monster stud, you know." "Oh." Nikki buries her face in her hands and snickers. "What's so funny?" her herman asks. "I get like this when I'm horny," she kisses his hands and licks his wrist. "You don't mind, do you?" "No, not at all," he gasps. The waitress returns with our final round. We down the lemon droppers and pull the hermans up. "Come on," I whine. "Let's go and party." The hermans can barely walk straight. "Do you guys need to go the bank machine?" nikki asks. "Yeah," my herman slurs, and we walk them over to the bank machine in the entrance alcove. "That's $500," I tell them. We step back and watch them fumble pathetically with their bank cards. It takes like five minutes for my herman to get his money out. Nikki's herman is so plowed, he just lets her take his card, and tells her his PIN number. She gets out $300 and we stuff all their cash in our pockets. "We're gonna have to drive," nikki tells them. "You guys are too fucked up. You'll get us killed." They bitch a little, but when we squeeze their crotches, they follow us like good little bitches. We drag them through the lot to the old herman's big Chrysler. We dump them in the back seat, climb inside and nikki guns the motor. We shoot out of the lot, and the road is coming at us like a video game. Nikki and I are giggling and screaming at the top of lungs as we twist and turn through the traffic. The guys are passed out. I start playing with all the knobbies on the dashboard. The windshield wipers start going, stuff on the dash starts blinking and glowing, and the radio blares into infinity. "Let's just dump their asses in the road," nikki yells at the top of her lungs. "I remember the one guy's PIN number. We could go find an ATM machine and clean his ass out." "Let's fucking do it!" are the last words I hear in my mind before I see the road snake into a hairpin and hear a screech like a thousand crows in my ears ... *** *** *** *** *** *** ** Thrasher Girls VI "Flashbacks" Subject - Rhonda Barnes Attending: Dr. Bronwen Session One Bronwen: Hello, Rhonda. Ronni: Yeah, hi .. Bronwen: You look tired. Have you been sleeping? Ronni: Not really. It's kind of hard when the chick in the bed next to me is talking to Jesus all night. You think if you were talking to God and he could hear everything you were thinking, you wouldn't have to talk so fucking loud, you know. Bronwen: Does prayer bother you? Ronni: No, this fucking place bothers me. Bronwen: Really, why is that? Ronni: Listen, lady, don't try the psych shit on me, okay ..? Save it for all the skizzies. I'm just here coz my mom put me here. That's it. Bronwen: And why do you think she put you here? Ronni: So I wouldn't go to juvie. Duh! Bronwen: You've been here how long now, Rhonda? Ronni: Three Days .. yeah, three days .. three full days. Bronwen: You seem agitated. Maybe we could do something to relax. What do you say? Ronni: Okay, I'm game. What did you have in mind? Bronwen: Well, what do you do to relax? We could try that. Ronni: I like my puss licked, you know, real slow .. and kissed, real soft. Bronwen: Pardon me? Ronni: You want me to relax, you can eat me, okay . .? Bronwen: Rhonda I really think we need to set some boundaries here .. Ronni: Good idea. Here's my boundary. You call me by my fucking name, okay. Bronwen: Okay ..? Ronni: My name's ronni. Not Rhonda, ronni. Bronwen: And why is that so important to you? Ronni: Because it's my fucking name. How would you fucking feel if I called you 'Cunt,' cunt. Bronwen: Language is very important to you, isn't it? Ronni: It's what I speak .. you know, communication? You should fucking try it sometime. Bronwen: I've been reading your stories, the ones you put on the web. Ronni: Usenet .. Bronwen: Pardon me? Ronni: I don't put my stories on 'the web,' I post them on usenet. There's a big fucking difference. The web is for lamers and hermans who pay for their perversion. I'm on usenet .. newsgroups. We don't pay for shit. Bronwen: Okay ..? Ronni: You have no fucking clue what I'm talking about, do you ,,? Bronwen: As far as computers go, no, I don't. I do know about your stories, though, and your e-mails. The juvenile authorities forwarded me your file. Ronni: Yeah, after they jacked off to it. Bronwen: And why do you say that? Ronni: Listen, you think I don't know what fucking goes on around here. Bronwen: I'm not sure what you're talking about. Ronni: Did you ever hear of Karen Kaczinski? Bronwen: No, why don't you tell me about her ..? Ronni: I thought you were supposed to be some big expert. Bronwen: Why don't you just tell me about this Karen Kaczinski? Ronni: You should fucking know who Karen Kaczinski is. Don't you fucking watch the news? Bronwen: I'm sorry, ronni, I don't know who this person is. Why don't you just tell me, okay ..? Ronni: She's a girl I know .. from West High. Bronwen: And how did you meet? Ronni: The coffee bar, I guess .. yeah .. Bronwen: Magic Beans. Ronni: Oo, you did read my stories. Bronwen: Yes, that's your hang out, isn't it ..? Ronni: Whatever ..? Bronwen: You were telling me about Karen. Ronni: Yeah, she and her peeps did porno vids. Bronwen: Pornographic video tapes ..? Ronni: Yeah .. Bronwen: She'd watch them ..? Ronni: No, she fucking made them .. her and her peeps .. they made pornos. Bronwen: This was a friend of yours ..? Ronni: No, I didn't know her that well. I just met her a few times. We were going to hook up, but we never did. Bronwen: You wanted to make pornographic videos with this girl? Ronni: I was thinking about it. I mean it was a pretty rad idea. She's like my age .. 15, these guys were like 17 and 18, I guess. But she got busted last year for making kiddie porn. Bronwen: I see .. Ronni: No, you fucking don't. The shit made it in all the newspapers and they even did some story on CNN. Fucking bullshit! Bronwen: What, ronni? What exactly is 'bullshit'? Ronni: Bullshit from the Quo .. Bronwen: The 'Quo'? Ronni: The status quo .. Bronwen: Okay ..? Ronni: FUCKING bullshit .. Bronwen: I'm still not sure I'm following you. Ronni: Fucking Quo bullshit, you know, "underage" girls can't possibly want to fuck anybody. They couldn't possibly want to do pornos. They must be being raped, or exploited. Either that, or they're fucking criminals .. or crazy. Bronwen: And you don't think this Karen girl did anything wrong? Ronni: What? She fucked some guys on video, and just because she's not the 'magic age of 18,' all of the sudden she's into kiddie porn. Big fucking outlaw gangster .. Bronwen: This Karen girl was under the age of consent obviously. There is a law against minors having sex on film and those images being sold. It's there to protect young people. Are you telling me you think child pornography should be made legal? Ronni: She's 15. She's my fucking age. She can decide who she wants to fuck, and who she doesn't. Bronwen: And you don't think she did anything wrong? Ronni: I take it you do. Bronwen: Minors shouldn't be having sex, certainly not on film for adults to view. Yes, I think that's wrong. What really matters, though, is what you think? Ronni: Well, I think it's bullshit. It was her decision. Nobody was forcing her. She did it for fucking kicks and cash. No one got hurt. Bronwen: You don't think this hurt her? Ronni: What? Bronwen: Selling her own innocence, her own sexuality? Putting all that on videotape for hundreds, maybe thousands of people to watch for years and years to come. You don't think that's harming anyone? Ronni: The only people it hurt were you people. Bronwen: And what 'people' would that be? Ronni: Adults. Bronwen: Maybe you could explain that .. Ronni: None of you made any money off it. Some 15-year-old girl makes her own pornos, and you bust her ass coz she didn't make any of you any money .. coz she's 15 years old, and she did it herself. Bronwen: I'm sure that's not why she was arrested. Ronni: Really? You think? Bronwen: You appear to be very angry about this. Ronni: No shit, sherlock. Bronwen: Maybe you could explain your anger. Let's start with your anger towards adults .. Ronni: Fucking pigs .. Bronwen: Adults? Ronni: No, cops. Bronwen: The police ..? Ronni: BULLSHIT MOTHERFUCKING COCKSUCKERS I WANT TO FUCK THEM ALL UP THE ASS WITH A BLACK FOOT-LONG DILDO TIL THEY FUCKING SHIT BLOOD! Then we'll see who the fucking victim is ..bee- yatches! Bronwen: You see yourself and this Karen Kaczinski as victims .. Ronni: Fuck yeah .. Bronwen: Victims of what? Of who? Ronni: The fucking Quo. All you hypocrite fuckers. Bronwen: So you don't believe the laws against child pornography or prostitution protect anyone? Ronni: When it's a girl my age's own choice whether or not she wants to fuck-no fucking way. That's total bullshit. Bronwen: And you believe girls your age need no protection ..? Ronni: You tell me. WHO THE FUCK ARE ALL YOU TRYING TO PROTECT ANYWAY? It sure ain't me, so it must be you .. from yourselves. Bronwen: I'm not sure I understand. Ronni: Hey, at least the fucking pervs and hermans I deal with admit who and what they are. You bullshit quos in your suits and uniforms all want to see the same shit, too, only you'd never fucking admit it. So you just bust everybody else, then take the stuff, and 'examine' it as 'evidence.' Bronwen: And that's really what you think? Ronni: Listen, don't talk tome like I'm some kind of fucking kid, okay ..? You can't tell me that all the cops and prosecutors and judges and all you fucking shrinks don't take all the 'kiddie porn' and beasty stuff you bust, go off into some little room somewhere and jack off to it just like everyone else. All you fucking assholes get to see that stuff anytime you fucking want to, and it's all legal for you. But not for us. No, it's not legal for some 15-year-old girl to film herself having sex and make some cash off it, coz none of you fucking quo assholes get your fucking cut. Bronwen: We're not talking about Karen Kaczinski anymore, are we ..? Ronni: No, we're talking about girls .. girls my age getting fucked over. Bronwen: What about them? Ronni: A girl my age who wants to fuck should be able to without all the bullshit. Nobody gives a shit if a 15- year-old guy fucks, or if he's 14 or 13 or even 12. But girls are soooo fucking fragile, and stupid, and they couldn't possibly want to fuck, could they ..? Bronwen: You have a point. There does seem to be a double- standard at work, and I certainly don't agree with that. Ronni: No wonder guys are so fucked up, and then they go out and rape girls. Bronwen: And why do you think that is? Ronni: Coz the Quo tells them this is like the only fucking way they can ever get girls, coz - you know-girls hate sex. Unless they're whores, of course, or crazy. Then you lock their asses up in places like this, FOR THEIR OWN GOOD, right ..? Coz they're damaged and exploited, right ..? All us poor girls are just so fucking helpless and pathetic. We really all hate sex, we're just too stupid to realize that. And we can't possibly be allowed to decide anything for ourselves, can we ..? So, it's up to all of you to protect us, right ..? Bronwen: You do bring up some interesting points, ronni. Ronni: Really? Bronwen: Of course. I've read what you've written, talked to your teachers, seen your grades. You're an incredibly smart, perceptive young lady. I truly am interested in what you have to say .. your opinions. Ronni: Okay .. that's cool. Can I tell you something else? Bronwen: Certainly. Ronni: Go fuck yourself in the ear, okay ..? Session Two Bronwen: How are we doing today, Rhonda? Ronni: What happened to ronni? Bronwen: I prefer to call you Rhonda. It denotes my respect for you. Ronni: Fuck respect. Bronwen: You may not respect me or yourself, Rhonda, but that doesn't mean I don't respect you. Ronni: Eat me! Bronwen: Before we begin, I would like to apologize to you, Rhonda. You acted out against me during our last session, and I reacted in an unprofessional manner. That won't happen again. Ronni: Too bad, I was starting to respect you after you threw me out of here. Bronwen: You respect strength, don't you ..? Ronni: Yeah .. Bronwen: I'd like to talk about that. Would you like talk about that, too? Ronni: Do I have a fucking choice? Bronwen: We all have choices, Rhonda. In fact, you could decide to end this session right now and go back to your room. Ronni: No thanks. Jesus-girl is having Bible study in there right now. Bronwen: You're still not getting along with your roommate I take it. Ronni: I've got two roommates - her and Jesus. It gets a little crowded in there, you know. Bronwen: Maybe we should start with your roommate. What is it about her that you don't like? Ronni: The Jesus stuff. She fucking asked him what she should eat for breakfast in the morning - oatmeal or pancakes. Bronwen: Could you describe for me in three adjectives what it is about your roommate you dislike? Ronni: Let's see - insipid, drooling, psychotic ..? Bronwen: Are you asking me, or telling me? Ronni: Ooo, I just love playing Socratic Jeopardy. Let's see- What is 'Fuck Off!' Bronwen: All the words you used to describe your roommate are indicative of weakness somehow. You see her as weak, don't you ..? Ronni: Amongst other things. Bronwen: You've already told me you respect strength. But what do you think of weakness? Ronni: It makes me sick. Bronwen: Let's talk about that for awhile, shall we ..? Ronni: It's your fucking quarter .. Bronwen: I'm interested in strength and weakness and how they relate to your sexuality. Do you think we could explore this? Ronni: Sure, why the fuck not ..? Bronwen: Could you describe to me your first sexual experience ..? Ronni: You mean by myself, or with somebody else ..? Bronwen: I assume you masturbated before you had your first sexual experience with a partner. Ronni: Who the hell doesn't? Bronwen: Could you tell me what you used to think about? What your fantasies were? Ronni: Sure. Batgirl, on the TV show, you know, Batman ..? The old show, not the cartoon. Bronwen: Go on. What did you visualize? What stimulated you? Ronni: She was this tough little bad ass in a skin-tight purple outfit. She rode a motorcycle, and she kicked the shit out of big tough bad guys - at least that's what it looked like when I was little. I had this big crush on her, I guess. I'd come home every day from school and turn on Batman on the rerun channel. If she wasn't on, I'd get real pissed. One time I even kicked over the TV set. Good thing it didn't break, or I would have been in deep shit. Bronwen: You fantasized about her .. Ronni: Yeah, you know, kid stuff. Like riding around on the back of her bike with her dressed in this little Batgirl costume .. hugging her, you know, feeling her body in that vinyl rubbing against me. I'd sometimes rub against this vinyl chair when no one was home and pretend it was her. When I was like 8 or 9, I felt something .. like I was sick or something .. as I kept rubbing against the chair. Then I felt like this rubberband pop inside my stomach, and I kind of got dizzy, and I thought I'd hurt myself or something. I started crying. Then it passed, and I felt real .. buzzed, you know. I decide the feeling was pretty cool, and I tried it again in a few days with the chair. I sat on the arm in my panties with my top off, and I humped the fucking chair imagining it was Batgirl. The same thing happened, only it didn't scare me this time - well, maybe a little, but it was the kind of scared that comes from doing something you know is wrong, something that'd get you punished if mom ever found out. Bronwen: Do you remember what else went on in your mind while you did this? What else you thought about? What else you visualized? Ronni: People stripping Batgirl, peeling the suit off her - guys, all of these crooks looking at her bare tits. Then taking off her mask. That's when I always came during that fantasy. Bronwen: You had other Batgirl fantasies ..? Ronni: Yeah, there was another one I really liked. She was strapped to this table with her legs spread apart and this big saw was cutting straight up to her crotch. I think that actually might have been in an episode. She'd be squirming, and then Catwoman would be standing there next to her, purring and teasing her, peeling off her clothes while all these guys watched. Bronwen: Catwoman ..? Never anybody else? Ronni: Sometimes one of the others - the Joker, or Penguin or Egghead. His big bald head turned me on. I guess it looked like a dick, huh ..? Bronwen: Did it? Ronni: I guess. Bronwen: Tell me more about Catwoman. Ronni: I liked her, too, but she was bad so I knew I shouldn't. She was always dressed in black - tight vinyl, too, and she had a whip. I used to imagine her whipping Batgirl and stripping her. I'd imaginethem fighting, too. I mean not the stupid kicking they used to so, but really fighting. Tearing off each other's clothes. I didn't know about lezzing back then, but I guess that's what I was trying to think about. Bronwen: Did you ever fantasize about men .. Batman or Robin? Ronni: No way. They were total sissy boys. My guy was Donnie, you know, New Kids on the Block. And Steven Tyler from Aerosmith. That was when I was older, though, about 10 or 11. New Kids were pretty finished by then, but I liked them when I was little and all the girls liked them, and it just stayed, although I didn't tell anyone. Bronwen: Tell me about those fantasies. Ronni: I knew about sex by then. I had Family Living in school. I thought a lot about guys dicks after that. That was like all I thought about. I mean every guy had one, and I just wanted to see them all. I tried to imagine what one would look like, especially Donnie's and Steven Tyler's. I would think about them being on stage and singing, and I'd be in the front row, reaching up, and I'd touch their bulges. And they'd smile, and lift me up on stage, and we'd dance, and they'd strip, and I'd play with their cocks while we danced. Either that, or I'd be in the audience, and they'd see me, and their dicks would get hard, and I'd see them inside their pants, and they'd get so hard they'd like burst through their pants and hang above me. And I'd jump up and down, reaching up and trying to touch their cocks. Bronwen: When did you start having actual sexual intercourse fantasies? Ronni: A little later. By then, it was straight Steven Tyler. I read this book by this rock-star groupie - some girl was passing it around the middle school - and she described how she'd fuck rock stars after the show in their dressing rooms, and their orgies, and stuff. I masturbated about 100 times to that book in one month. Then, at night when I was going to sleep, I'd have my own groupie scenes with all these different bands, but mostly Aerosmith. They'd all fuck me and use me, and I'd let them because Steven told me, too. Bronwen: You were submissive in these fantasies? Ronni: Not really. Sometimes I'd blow like three security guards, maybe fuck their road manager before I got to Steven and the band. Sometimes these fantasies would take over an hour and I'd get off like three times before I went to sleep. Bronwen: When did you have your first experience with another person? Ronni: Shortly after I started masturbating like three or four times a day. I was 12 by then. It was summer, and I was always watching this guy who lived down the street - Jeff Torrance. I knew his sister, Amy. She was two grades younger than me. I was going into Middle School the next fall. She was going into fifth grade. I didn't want to hang out with her because she was still into kid stuff, but I wanted to be around her brother. He was going to be a sophomore in high school, and he'd be getting his license in like October. Bronwen: So you became friends with this girl so you could be around her brother? Ronni: Yeah, I mean I liked her, I guess, but she acted so immature at times. So I decided to make her act older, so we could really hang out together and talk. I told her about sex. I lied to her and told her I sucked guy's dicks and fucked them already. She acted pretty grossed out, but I could tell she wanted me to tell her more coz she'd always bring it up whenever she could. So I'd just make up all these stories about all these guys I'd fucked. I knew she'd eventually tell her brother all this, and one day when I was over there and she was inside he came over to me and I could just tell what he wanted. The way he looked at me, you know, like he was hungry and I was food. Bronwen: What did he say to you? Ronni: He was like, 'Hey, you're way to cool to be hanging out with my little sister. Do you do pot?' And I was like, 'Yeah, sure, all the time. Why do you have any?' And he said, "Yeah, me and my friends will get some tonight, and we'll be over this one guy's house.' Then he gave me the address and asked me if I'd come over and party with them. And I said, 'Yeah.' Bronwen: What happened then? Did you go over? Ronni: Mm hm. I told my mom I was going over to Amy's after supper and I'd be back by 9 which was my curfew. I took my bike over to this guy's house, his name was Breck, and he kind of lived out in the boonies. He was a minister's son. They had this big barn in the back of the church, and the guys were already there when I got there. I was real nervous coz I pretty much knew what was going to happen. Bronwen: What do you mean? Ronni: I mean Amy had told him all he shit I told her. There was no big secret why he asked me over there. He thought I would fuck, especially if they got me stoned. I knew he'd told all the other guys this, too, coz they all just looked at me when I went inside. One guy whistled and said, 'Hey, the pussy is here.' That freaked me pretty bad, and I wanted to run. But all these guys were looking at me, and they were all older, and a lot of them, like jack, were real hot, and I was real wet. I'd been wet all the way over, and then when I was standing in front of them, and they were checking me out, I just even wetter. Bronwen: What else were you feeling? Did you want to run away? Ronni: Sure, a part of me, I guess. But I didn't. I mean this was exactly what I wanted. I was just like, 'Hey, it's time.' Bronwen: What happened then? Ronni: I smoked a j with them, then another one. It was on the second one that this guy, Breck, put his arm around me and kissed me with his tongue. I had never even done that before, so I was pretty scared he'd know. So I tried really hard to be cool. But it wasn't that hard, you know. I mean after like three seconds I got it, and I was frenching him back. And all the guys were like, 'Hey, will you kiss me next, ronni?' That really got me hot, that all these older guys wanted me. Bronwen: And that was all you were thinking? Do you remember thinking anything else? Ronni: Yeah, that I wanted to see their cocks, that I wanted to be naked in front of them, and see them naked, and that I wanted to touch their cocks, just like I'd heard about. I remember thinking about sucking their cocks, too, and that I'd probably get fucked, too. That made me real hot, and I started kissing another guy. Bronwen: Did they force you to kiss them? Ronni: No, not really. I mean they took charge of the situation, if that's what you mean. But I was hot, and I'd never done anything like that before, and that's what I wanted. I started frenching them all, one at time, and somebody started feeling my tits. I was wearing this tight pink tee shirt, and I'd slipped my bra off when I was away from my house and put it in my bike pack. So I was wearing no bra, and my nips were sticking out, and the tee shirt was one of those short ones, so my tummy was showing. Some guy lifted my arms, and I held them up while he slid the tee shirt up. I remember how that felt when my tits were out like that, naked, you know, with all those guys staring at them. Bronwen: So how did that feel? Ronni: Weird .. I mean no one had ever seen me naked before, except my mom. But this was different. They started touching my tits and playing with them. Now that I'm older I know this was probably the first pair of tits most of the guys had ever seen in real life. They were amazed with them. I felt real good, too, coz I knew I had big tits already for a girl my age. My mom was buying me regular bras, you know. I never had a training bra. My tits started growing in fifth grade, like overnight. I went down for breakfast one morning, and they were just poking out of this tee shirt I had on. And my mom said, 'You have to change. You can't wear that shirt anymore unless you're wearing a bra.' I was like, 'Whatever/' Then she took after school and we bought three bras. Bronwen: How did you feel about that? Ronni: My tits? I fucking love my tits. They're big, but they're not like HUGE, you know, probably coz I'm not some cow, you know. I notice all the girls with HUGE tits in school are all fat. Mine look so big because I'm small and I'm not fat, I guess. I also wear stuff that shows them off, too - you know, tight tee shirts and stuff. Bronwen: And you don't mind that people look at your breasts? Ronni: Fuck no! I'm not some uptight bitch. I've got nice tits. Big fucking deal. Bronwen: Let's get back to the boys in the barn when you were 12. Tell me more about how you felt. Ronni: Like I said, I was wet and real excited, especially when they started sucking on my tits. Bronwen: How did that happen? Did someone force you to let them? Ronni: Like I said, nobody was forcing me to do anything. I was there doing that shit coz I wanted to. When they started sucking my tits, that felt excellent. Bronwen: You didn't tell them to stop? Ronni: Fuck no! Bronwen: But no one asked you if they could? They just started doing it? Ronni: Listen, I was there to fuck. They knew it, and I knew it. If I wouldn't have wanted to do that shit, I wouldn't have gone over there. I may have been 12, but I wasn't stupid, okay ..? Bronwen: Okay. What else can you remember about that night - what they did, what you did, how you felt? Ronni: I felt scared as hell. I mean I was shaking, like I did when I did piano recitals. Bronwen: You play the piano? Ronni: Yeah, I mean I did, when I was young up to when I got out of elementary school. All the kids in 5th and 6th grade had to do an instrument. I didn't want to fucking carry some stupid instrument case back and forth from school, so I picked piano coz they were right there in the school. Then twice a year we'd do these recitals. Since I was playing piano, I had to do solos in front of everyone. The kids playing the band instruments got to play in a group. I always thought that sucked. Bronwen: So why didn't you just play a band instrument? Ronni: Coz I thought lugging that case around would suck worse, you know. Bronwen: But you didn't like performing solo, did you? Ronni: No .. I mean, yeah .. I mean it was weird. I hated going out there all by myself and having all those people looking at me, but once I started playing I forgot about that and it didn't matter. Bronwen: Why do you think that was? Ronni: I don't know. I mean I was still scared and shit, but I'd stop shaking all the sudden, and the fear or whatever it was started to feel like a real rush. I'd play for like three minutes maybe, but it seemed like an hour, and I was terrified I'd fuck up - you know, make a mistake in front of everyone, or get lost in the music .. Bronwen: And did you ever? Ronni: Once. I once hit a wrong note, one wrong note, and this kid laughed. I froze, you know, cold shivers, and I just quit,and it was the worst fucking feeling I'd ever had. I cried for like a week after that every time I thought of that, making an asshole of myself in front of all those people. Bronwen: And that was the only time? Ronni: Once was enough, you know. After that I practiced that fucking piano every chance I got. I was never going to let that fucking kid or anyone else laugh at me again. I mean I was being forced to play that fucking piano, but it's not like I didn't care how I did. Bronwen: And why do you think you cared? Ronni: Coz it was me up there, you know. And I didn't want people laughing at me and thinking I sucked. Bronwen: What other people think of you really matters to you, doesn't it? Ronni: Fuck you, you fat bitch! Bronwen: Something about that observation angers you? Ronni: I know what you're trying to do, bitch. I ain't fucking stupid. Bronwen: Of course, you're not. So what is it exactly that you think I'm trying to do. Ronni: Psych me. Bronwen: Maybe you could explain that more. Ronni: Listen, you say, 'What other people think of you matters to you, doesn't it?' And that's supposed to be some big revelation to me or something. Like I didn't fucking know that before, or that everybody's not fucking like that. Bronwen: It was just an observation. Ronni: Well, keep your fucking observations to yourself. I don't need the psych bullshit, okay ..? Bronwen: I am interested in these piano recitals, Rhonda. Maybe you could tell me a little more about them, about how you felt ..? Ronni: You want to know how I felt? Well, when I was done I'd feel like I was going to hurl, you know, like I'd just run around the fucking block chased by dog. Bronwen: I'm interested more about how you felt during the recitals. You said you felt fear, yet exhilaration, too. Ronni: Yeah, that's about right. Bronwen: And was this how you felt with the boys in the barn that night? Ronni: I said, don't try the psych shit on me, bitch. Bronwen: You were the one who first made the comparison between that night in the barn and your piano recitals. I'm only trying to clear this up, so I understand it .. understand why you made the comparison. Ronni: It was just a comparison .. the way I felt. Bronwen: The feelings were similar ..? Ronni: Mm hmm .. nervous, then a real rush, you know, same way .. like they were all watching me, waiting for me to do something, or make a mistake, but I didn't .. Bronwen: And that was important to you ..? Ronni: Yeah .. I guess. Bronwen: These mistakes, Rhonda .. What kind of mistakes are you talking about? Ronni: Like I said, wrong notes or getting lost. Bronwen: I'm talking about the barn now. Let's go back to the barn. What kind of mistakes were you afraid of making in the barn? Ronni: Doing something wrong, you know, that maybe one of the guys would laugh at me or something .. you know, how I kissed, or how my tits looked .. stuff like that. Bronwen: And did they? Ronni: What do you think? Bronwen: I don't know. That's why I'm asking you? Ronni: Well, they sure as hell didn't laugh, I'll tell you that. For all those guys I was probably the best fucking time they'll ever have in their pathetic lives. Bronwen: So what did happen? What do you remember? What do you recall feeling? Ronni: You get off on this shit, don't you ..? Just like I said before. Anybody else listens to this shit, and it's like 'sexual abuse' or 'contributing to the delinquency of a minor'. But coz you're some shrink you get to hear all this shit and it's all legal. Nice fucking deal, lady. Maybe I'll become a shrink so I can listen to kids talk about fucking. Bet you go home and tell your hubby all about all the shit you hear from us 'kids' while he humps your brains out. Bronwen: Can we get back to the barn, ronni? And what happened that night ..? Ronni: Sure, I want to make sure and give you everything so you can get off. You know, I'll lick your puss while I tell you. How does that sound, bitch. You get me on my knees, eating you out and telling you all about what those 'bad boys' did to poor, li'l old me. Bronwen: You seem apprehensive to discuss this. Maybe you can tell me why. Ronni: I'm not apprehensive at all, bitch. I'll fucking tell you. My tee-shirt was off, and all these guys were frenching me and sucking my tits and playing with them. And then Breck, the guy whose dad was the minister, he takes out his cock and says, 'This is what you really want, isn't it, baby ..?' And I looked at it, my first real live cock, and I nodded real dumb-like, you know, coz here I was, exactly what I wanted, and what the fuck do I do next. I was scared, but he just took me by the back of my head and guided my mouth right up to his cock. You want to know how big it was, bitch ..? Bronwen: If you feel that's important .. Ronni: When the fuck is dick size not important? Bronwen: I don't know, Rhonda, why don't you tell me ..? Ronni: More psych shit, huh ..? Well, fuck you. You want the story, every fucking little detail so you can play with your puss when I'm out of here. But you don't want to fucking admit, coz 'that isn't right.' That's your fucking problem, bitch. You want to hear all the fucking details, so I'll tell you, and you can write whatever you want in your stupid little report. ---- Okay, well, his cock was probably like 5 inches or so, maybe a little longer, but coz it was the first dick I'd ever seen in real life and it was going in my mouth it looked fucking huge. 'Kiss it first,' he told me, so I did. Then I started licking it, just like I'd heard about. I did that all by myself without him telling me. And all the guys were just watching me, and Breck says, 'You're right, Jack, this girl gives some killer head.' That made me so hot to hear that, that I opened up and slid his cock in my mouth. I closed my lips around it, and it felt like a rubber sausage or something. I kind of felt like biting down, you know, coz it reminded me of food somehow, but I knew not to, that was just what I felt like. So I started sucking just like I'd heard about. He just stood there, real still, his hands in my hair. I got shivers all down my spine when I felt his cock twitching inside my mouth, along my tongue, like it was alive. I kept sucking, and he just stood there, real still, shivering. Now when I look back I guess that even though he acted all experienced, that I was probably his first fucking blow job, or at least the first one that was any good. I tasted something dribbling out his piss hole in a few seconds, and it was warm and sticky and salty .. kind of like snot, I guess, or runny eggs. Then he got real tense a second later and gripped my hair real tight. I kind of knew what was coming next, but it still took me by surprise. His cock just burst in my mouth, like that gum that has the liquid stuff in the center. I could taste all that salty, sticky slime running down my throat, and I wanted to pull away, but he held me there and made me suck it all in. Then he must have gotten real sensitive down there, coz he kind of let go and pushed me away. When I looked up, all the guys had their dicks out, and they were all hard, and Breck was like, 'Jack, you're next.' And I crawled over to Jack, and his cock was maybe a little shorter than Breck's, but it was a lot thicker. I kissed it and looked up at him and he had his eyes closed. I wanted him to look at me and tell me he liked me or something, but he just had his head back and his eyes closed, just standing there. I barely had his dick in my mouth for a few seconds before he came. That took me by surprise, and I kind of jerked back and it ran over my face. I crawled over to the next guy,and he had a lot bigger dick, probably 7 inches at least. He wasn't that good looking, though, so I wasn't eal turned on. I remember thinking it would have been cool if Jack's cock was that big, coz I would have really liked sucking it a lot better. Bronwen: Did you perform oral sex on all the boys? Ronni: Yeah .. Bronwen: And how many were there? Ronni: I think there were 5 along with Breck and Jack. It was a while ago, and I get it mixed up with other times. Bronwen: So there were other times with these boys? Ronni: Fuck yeah, like sometimes twice a week if they had shit on them. That was my little deal. They had drugs, I'd fuck them. Bronwen: So, you always exchanged sex for drugs, then? Ronni: That's just how it worked, okay ..? We were partying. You know, sex, drugs and rock and roll ..? Bronwen: When did you first have intercourse? Was it with those boys? Ronni: Mm hmm .. the second time I was there. Breck asked me after a few j's if I wanted to fuck him. I said 'Sure', and we did it. They all put this blanket over this mattress on the floor, and I stripped for them - which really made me wet - and then I got on my back and spread my legs. All the guys had their dicks out, and they were all real hard, playing with them. Breck got on top of me and put his dick in real slowly. I kind of winced, but it was smaller than my hand, and I'd been playing inside my puss for like a year by then, so I didn't freak too much. Although I guess I might have wigged a little coz it wasn't me, you know, but a guy, and I wasn't controlling it when it went in. I kind of scooted up so I could get more of him inside me coz it felt pretty cool, but then he just came .. just like that. He tried to be cool about it, and pretend he hadn't, so I let him keep fucking me, but he was getting soft and he slopped out in a minute. Then he's like telling his friends, 'She ain't no virgin, that's for sure. Look, no blood.' And all the guys liked this and I did too coz it meant I wasn't some kid anymore to them. I was the experienced one, and I kind of took control, then, even though these guys were older than me. I told them they'd have to wash my puss before anyone else fucked, and they did it. I thought that was hilarious, lying there, feeling these guys wash my puss like they were my slaves or something. Bronwen: That's an interesting choice of words .. slaves. Could you explain that more? Why did they feel like your slaves. Ronni: Coz they were doing what I told them to, anything I said just so they'd get to fuck me. Bronwen: And you liked that feeling? Ronni: Still fucking do .. Bronwen: I noticed you didn't mention that the boys were using any protection. Were they? Ronni: Yeah, they were. Bronwen: Why do you think you left that out? Ronni: Coz rubbers don't belong in a sex story. They turn me off. Bronwen: And that's what this is to you ..? What we're doing here ..? Is a sex story ..? Ronni: Sure. I talk and get horny. You listen and get horny. Just like one of my stories. Bronwen: But this really happened to you. This is not some fantasy story you're putting on the internet for people to read. Ronni: Who knows? Maybe it is ..? Maybe when I get out of this fucking hole, and I get back to my real life, maybe I'll put this all in a story .. you, too, bitch. What do you think of that? Bronwen: And why would you do that, Rhonda? Ronni: Coz it'd turn people on, to hear how I lost my virg. People are asking me that shit all the time. In a story, you become them, you know, asking me all sorts of questions, pretending you're doing it out of curiosity and shit, but really just wanting to hear about some teenage girl sucking cock and getting fucked. That's all any of you want to hear, anyway. That's why I do it, coz it gets you all off, and knowing that gets me off, too. If I didn't think you'd strap me up in some straight jacket, I'd be playing with my puss right now. How'd you like that, bitch, watching me play with my teenage pussy while I tell you how I lost my virg ..? Bronwen: Our session is over for today, Rhonda. For next time, I 'd like you to work on more memories, getting the details together, and more importantly how you felt. Ronni: More fuck stories. Okay! That's cool .. Session Three Bronwen: How are you today, Rhonda? Ronni: My leg FUCKING HURTS! Fucking cast, fucking crutches. I'm a fucking freak! Bronwen: Your pain medication has been cut back. You'll have to get used it .. Ronni: Fuck that! Bronwen: We haven't discussed your leg yet. Maybe we should talk about that today for a bit. Ronni: Nothing to fucking talk about. It hurts like fucking hell. EOS! Bronwen: EOS? Ronni: End of story, you fucking lamer. Bronwen: Okay .. We've dealt with the physical aspects of your injury, but maybe we should talk about the mental for a moment. Ronni: Nothing to talk about. Bronwen: Okay, then, then this shouldn't tale very long. How do you feel about your injury, not physically, but emotionally. Ronni: I think it sucks. Bronwen: What exactly sucks? Ronni: I'm a fucking freak now. Bronwen: And why is that? Ronni: Coz I've got a big fucking cats on, and I have to use crutches, okay ..? Bronwen: Let's discuss the future, then. Ronni: What about it? Bronwen: You know you may never regain full use of your left leg again. There was significant nerve damage .. Ronni: Listen, I got all that shit in the hospital from the doctors. I've dealt with all that shit already, okay ..? Bronwen: I'd be curious, then, how you plan to cope with this situation. You could be affected by this your whole life. Have you thought about that? Ronni: Enough. Listen, my therapy shit for my leg is going good. I already have some feeling back. I ain't going to be some gimp girl, okay ..? That just ain't going to happen. So I don't need the psych-out, and I don't need your fucking pity. I busted up my fucking leg. Life goes on, just like before. Bronwen: Okay .. Ronni: I thought we were going to talk more about fucking. Bronwen: That is what you want to talk about ..? Ronni: That's why I'm here, ain't it ..? That's my fucking 'problem' according to you. Bronwen: I never told you that, Rhonda. Ronni: Well, then, why aren't we talking about macram‚? Bronwen: Would you like to talk about macram‚? Ronni: Fuck you .. Bronwen: I gather you want to talk about sex, then? Ronni: Sure, that's what turns us both on, right? Bronwen: So what aspect of sex would you like to talk about? Ronni: Well, first off I'd like to ask you some questions. You are a sex expert, right ..? Bronwen: I guess you could say that? Ronni: Okay, then, I've always wondered some stuff, and maybe you could help me out. Bronwen: I can try. What would you like to know? Ronni: Well, for one, if you're in the middle of some Dom/sub scene, and stuff starts getting too rough, and you forget your safe word, what the fuck do you do? Bronwen: I .. I'm not sure I'm understanding you. Ronni: I thought you were a sex expert. You mean you don't know what I'm talking about? Bronwen: It's not that I don't know what you're talking about, it's that .. Ronni: What's a 'safe word?' Bronwen: Rhonda, I .. Ronni: Tell me what a 'safe word' is. Bronwen: Rhonda, this really isn't .. Ronni: You don't fucking know, do you ..? Bronwen: I fail to see how this is relevant. Ronni: It's fucking relevant, all right? What does it feel like to be fucked by a dog? Bronwen: I .. I wouldn't know .. Ronni: Question 3 - You've got one guy up your ass, one in your puss, and another guy jamming your throat. You've got one more hard dick to take care of, what the fuck do you do? Bronwen: I am not going to cooperate here, Rhonda. We can either stop this, or quit right now. Ronni: How am I supposed to consider you some fucking sex expert if you can't answer those fucking questions? Bronwen: A 'safe word' is a word used in role playing which the submissive uses to tell the dominant to stop. Ronni: Okay, now tell me about fucking dogs. Bronwen: This subject interests you, I take it from reading your stories. You refer to it several times. Ronni: I'm curious, yeah .. Bronwen: And why would you want to do this? What do you desire from having sex with animal? Ronni: A monster fucking cum, that's what. Bronwen: And you don't experience these with human partners - male or female ..? Ronni: Sure I do. I'm the cum queen. Only nikki porno gets off more than me, and even she can't pull a stringer like I can. Bronwen: Pull a stringer ..? Ronni: Multiples, you know, pusscrackers .. Bronwen: Multiple orgasms .. Ronni: Duh! Bronwen: And you experience these? Ronni: Fuck yeah .. Bronwen: On a regular basis. Ronni: Yeppers .. Bronwen: When did you start experiencing these? Ronni: A couple of years ago, when I was 13. Bronwen: By yourself? Ronni: Not then, no. I mean I can now. I do it all the time, but back then, no, only when I was with someone. Bronwen: When did you first reach orgasm with another person? Ronni: When I was 13. Bronwen: Was this with the boys you told me about last time? Ronni: Fuck no. Bronwen: What do you mean by that? Ronni: Those guys were kids. They didn't know what the fuck they were doing. They wouldn't have even gotten off if it wasn't for me. Bronwen: Then why did you continue with them if you didn't achieve orgasm? Ronni: I didn't say it wasn't hot. Sometimes, after we were doing it for awhile, they'd fuck me real good, and that felt great, and I'd almost get there. But I just didn't know how, you know ..? Bronwen: I'm not sure. Why don't you tell me? Ronni: Well, it was like I'd try to get them to fuck me so that they'd bump my clit, but they just didn't get it. Bronwen: Why didn't you show them. You told me last time you were in control. Ronni: I was a kid. I didn't know how to do that, then. I mean now I just tell the guy, but back then I didn't want to look like a slut, you know. Bronwen: That's interesting. Ronni: What? Bronwen: First, tell me if I have this right. You were exchanging sex for drugs with these boys, having sexual relations with them often, yet you felt that asking them to give you pleasure would make you a slut? Ronni: I was 12. What do you expect? I was still sucking up all that crap you people in the Quo are always telling girls - bad girls screw, good girls wait for 'the right boy.' Bronwen: So, you felt you were being a bad girl with these boys? Ronni: Like I said, I was 12. I didn't know any better. Bronwen: And when do you feel you 'learned better'? Ronni: Like I said, when I was 13, that next year in school. Bronwen: Maybe we should talk about that, then? Ronni: Whatever lubes your engine .. Bronwen: What happened when you were 13, Rhonda? And please, start at the beginning, and try and remember details, and what you were feeling, too. These things are very important. Ronni: I know, I tell guys that e-mail me this all the time. Bronwen: You tell them what? Ronni: About details and emotions. They'll e- me and say they fucked some chick and it was hot. EOS. Guys could be so much hotter, you know. Which is funny .. Bronwen: Why is that funny? Ronni: Coz we're talking about what happened to me when I was 13. That's when I first really learned about guys and how fucking monster sex could be. Bronwen: What happened? Ronni: I'd been fucking Jack and his friends like all summer when school started. They were in high school, but they had friends, and they talked you know. By like the end of September, I was like Queen Slut of the seventh grade. Everybody knew what I did. It was my rep, you know ..? Bronwen: And how did you feel about this? Ronni: Like a slut, just like they said, so I quit doing it. Bronwen: What happened then? How did you feel? Ronni: It didn't fucking change anything. If anything, I got even more bullshit coz now I'd pissed those guys off so they really started spreading shit about me. I guess to get even. So, even though I wasn't fucking anymore, my slut rep got bigger and bigger. Kids'd say I was screwing teachers, the principal, that I made videos of myself fucking guys, that I pulled trains with guys .. shit like that. Bronwen: But you didn't ..? Ronni: No, I didn't even go out with guys. They'd ask me, but I could see why they did. Some really cute guys, too. But I was a slut to them. I mean I want to start fucking again, coz I really missed it, but I hated all the people calling me a slut, so I didn't. Bronwen: And how long did this last? Ronni: Til October, late October, Halloween. Bronwen: And why did you start having sex again? Ronni: Coz it was different. Bronwen: How was it different? Ronni: My best friend and I .. her name was Sarah, Sarah Sheppard. We went to this lame Halloween Dance at the Rec Center. It was for kids - costumes, you know - she wanted to go real bad coz she'd heard this guy was going to go from another school, and she liked him. Bronwen: But you didn't want to go .. Why? Ronni: Coz it was kid stuff, you know, with adults everywhere. Bullshit. Bronwen: But you went anyway ..? Ronni: Sarah was my best friend. We'd just met like at the beginning of school. She was from a different elementary school. She was this real quite brainy girl. We were in all the advanced classes together. Since all the other girls thought I was a slut, I guess I kind of gravitated to her. She was really nice, just quiet and real 'young,' you know. She reminded me of Amy. It was like I had to show her how to be more grown-up, you know ..? Bronwen: How did you do this? Ronni: I told her about sex, mostly, and boys, and what that was all like. She giggled a lot at first, but then she'd get real serious and ask me all these questions, wanting details, just like you .. Bronwen: How did you feel about her? Did you care about her? Ronni: Yeah, she was like my best friend. I told her everything. That's why I went to the Halloween dance, coz she wanted me to. Bronwen: Did you have a good time? Ronni: It was lame-city. All these kids in costumes. Real kid stuff, you know ..? Bronwen: Did you wear a costume? Ronni: Kind of. Bronwen: What did you go as? Ronni: A greaser. Bronwen: A greaser ..? Ronni: Yeah, like from The Outsiders, you know, and Grease. Me and Sarah watched that movie, which was kind of stupid, but I loved how that lady, Olivia Newton John, looked in it. Bronwen: So how were you dressed? Ronni: I had on these tight jeans, and my jeans jacket, and this white tummy tee-shirt, and my mom let me put on a lot more make-up since it was a Halloween party. So I got my lips all done up, and teased my hair up real big, and with lots of rouge, and I gave myself this Madonna mole on my cheek. I looked pretty fucking slutty. Bronwen: And what about Sarah? Ronni: I tried with her, but she just didn't have a real bod yet - I mean no tits or anything. Like the guys used to say - Carpenter's Dream, flat as a board and never been screwed. Bronwen: That's what you thought of her? Ronni: No, not me. The guys. That's what they'd say. That call us Slut and Dweeb. That really hurt Sarah's feelings, too, coz she wanted to be pretty, she just wasn't growing yet, you know ..? Bronwen: So what happened at this party? Ronni: Like I said, LA-MER. And Judy Watts and Loretta Galbertson were there, so I was like, Let's get out of here, Sarah.' But she wanted to stay, so we did. Bronwen: Who were the girls you just mentioned? Ronni: These real bitches .. pep girls, you know, cheerleaders .. all perfect. Judy was like one who started the whole 'ronni's Queen Slut', shit. I didn't even know the girl hardly. She just saw me the first day of school and started talking about me, spreading rumors and stuff. Lori was her best friend, and she did even more talking behind my back. I saw them, and they started 'pss-pssing' to all these kids from Valley they were with. They all looked like total peps, so I guess they knew each other from cheerleading or something. Sarah and I tried to stay away from them, but Lori would look at us wherever we were and start talking again to all her friends, and they'd look at us and laugh. That's when I got pissed. Bronwen: So what did you do? Ronni: Well, I was going to kick her ass in. I mean I couldn't in school coz there were too many people around, teachers and stuff, and I didn't want to get in trouble. But there, at the Rec, I figured what the fuck, you know ..? We were up at the bar, and I was telling Sarah I was going to move on her, and this guy behind the bar, he overhears us and he says, 'You aren't talking about starting a fight here, are you?' And I look at him and say, 'Yeah, I am, so what's it to you?' And he says, 'Listen, why don't you tell me why you're going to start a fight in here.' And I tell him, 'Coz those girls over there keep calling me a slut.' And he says, 'Well, are you a slut?' And I say, 'No way.' And he says, 'Then why does it matter what they say? It's just words.' And then the three of us start talking - me, Sarah and him. Bronwen: You said he was behind the bar. Was he younger, a teenager? Ronni: No, he was a guy. His name was Paul. He was like the guy putting on the party. The Rec hired him out. He does kids parties - you know, DJing, Magic Tricks, and he brings this stuff along like a bar, and they make you drinks, but like with pop, not booze. He was all dressed up in this tuxedo thingie, only he didn't have the coat on then coz he was tending bar I guess. Bronwen: And how old was he? Ronni: Thirty-five. Bronwen: And you started talking to this man? Ronni: Yeah, he was pretty much the coolest guy there. He was funny, and he showed us some neat stuff. Bronwen: Like what? Ronni: Mind reading stuff, magic tricks. He showed us how to make a quarter disappear. Bronwen: How long did you talk to him? Ronni: Like the rest of the night. We'd kind of go off and see if there was anyone else to talk to, and he'd move around and stuff, checking on things, but we always seemed to go back to the bar when we saw him there, or the DJ booth if he was there. He played all this stuff we wanted, too, and then he'd put on this real dweeb shit like Sinatra and say into the mike, 'This is a special request from ronni and Sarah.' We'd run up there yelling at him, and he'd laugh, keep teasing us. He made us all these drinks, and called them screwdrivers, and martinis, like they were real drinks, and then he'd give us these drunk tests, you know, like close your eyes and touch your nose or walk a straight line or say the alphabet backwards - which always fucked us up. He was a riot. Bronwen: He sounds like it. You never said anything more about the fight you wanted to get into. Ronni: That's coz he talked me out of it, I guess. I mean he just got me thinking about other things, and then when I saw Lori looking at me and I'd get pissed again, he'd get me talking about stuff, and I wouldn't be so pissed anymore coz he'd make me laugh. Then, when he did his magic act, and he needed volunteers from the audience, he chose us. Bronwen: That sounds like a lot of fun, Ronni: Yeah, and what was really cool was fooling all those dweebs. Bronwen: What do you mean? Ronni: It was a mind reading trick he taught us at the bar. It had this secret code. He'd blindfold himself and turn away from the audience, then we'd go out, find people, have them show us shit in their pockets or purses, and he say exactly what it was. Bronwen: How did he do that? I've always wondered how magicians did that. Ronni: It's a code. Like if you're doing a girl's ring you say one thing, or if it's a set of keys you say another thing. That's how he knows what it is. Then we started doing names - like someone's dog, or their grandmother, or their algebra teacher. All the kids started freaking out when he was right all the time. This one girl, Donna Martine, she's this major pep who's always talking behind my back, she's like, 'Can you see into the future?' to him, and he's like, 'Absolutely,' and he does this trick where he predicts exactly what they're going to write on a piece of paper, then he seals it in an envelope, then they write down what they were thinking, then he opens the envelope and they match. She freaked out. Then all these kids started asking him all these questions like, 'Am I going to meet a cute guy?' or 'What's the essay question going to be on my history test tomorrow?' I couldn't believe how stupid they were. I mean it was so obvious how he was doing it. Bronwen: Obvious once you knew the trick ..? Ronni: I could have figured it out pretty quick if I didn't know. You just have to pay attention to what he's doing when he's talking and seems like he's doing nothing. You also have to figure out who in the audience is playing along coz magicians always cheat. Bronwen: You're interested in magic? Ronni: I like fooling people. Bronwen: Why? Ronni: Because it's fun. Paul was pretty good at it, too, and he like purposely made Lori look like a dweeb. He had her so convinced he was psychic that she was like following him all around after stuff was breaking up and asking him all these questions. Sarah and I just fucking laughed. Then, after she leaves, he comes up to us and says, 'That's how you get even with someone.' Bronwen: That's an interesting observation. Why do you think he said that? Ronni: Coz he kept telling me that beating some girl up wasn't going to prove anything, coz once you've done that they win, and you lower yourself to their level. He kept telling me I was smart and should be using my brains if I wanted to get Lori and Judy off my case. Bronwen: He sounds like a smart guy. Ronni: He was. We pretty much told him everything by the end of the night. Bronwen: What do you mean by that? Ronni: I told him why the kids called me slut .. I mean not EVERYTHING, but enough so he got the picture. We told him how Sarah liked this guy who was there, and he told us how we should go up and talk to him, and .. Bronwen: Pardon me, Rhonda, can we go back to something? Ronni: Sure, whatever .. Bronwen: When you say you told him why the girls were calling you a slut, do you mean you told him you were sexually active? Roni: Mm hmm .. Bronwen: How did you feel about that? Telling a strange man you were sexually active? Ronni: He was cool about it. He didn't freak out or anything. It felt kind of cool really, coz he didn't treat me or Sarah like stupid kids, but like we were older, you know ..? Bronwen: Would you say he was flirting with you? Ronni: Sure, yeah, like I said, just like Sarah and I were older. Not like we were kids. Bronwen: Did this make you uncomfortable at all? Ronni: You mean wet? Bronwen: Um .. I mean in any way. Ronni: Well, I did get real hot for him while we were talking, and especially when we were helping him with the mind reading act. He wasn't some gorgeous guy or anything, but he just seemed so powerful, you know, and he just made me laugh and feel so .. you know .. Bronwen: Please, tell me. Ronni: This sounds so geeky. Bronwen: What? Ronni: He made me feel special, real hot. Not like Jack and Breck and the guys made me feel, but like I really wanted to fuck HIM, you know, not like I just wanted to fuck .. but HIM. Bronwen: What did Sarah think of him? Ronni: Well, by the end of the night she'd forgot about the guy she was there to see, and we both pretty much had the majors for Paul. Bronwen: The majors? Ronni: Major hots. Bronwen: Did anything else happen? Ronni: Yeah, before we left, I told him my mom was planning a birthday party for me, and would he want to do it, you know ..? Bronwen: Your mother wasn't planning a party, was she ..? Ronni: How'd you guess? Bronwen: Just a hunch. Ronni: So he gave us his card, you know, to give my mom. That way I had his name and phone number and e-mail. Bronwen: What did you do with that? Ronni: I e-mailed him from school. We all have these e-mail boxes in the computer labs. The teachers read everything that goes in and out, but they're so fucking stupid they never thought kids would just get free e-mails at DejaNews or one of the search engines. So we can pretty much do whatever the fuck we want online, except look at porno pics coz they have those pretty much blocked out. Bronwen: You mean you got a free e-mail box ..? Ronni: Yeah, so no one could read my shit, you know. And it was DejaNews, too, so I could go in and read newsgroups .. anything I wanted. I'd download dirty stories and print them out in the middle of all this research bullshit, and the lab teacher would see like thirty pages of stuff on ocelots and would just let me out with it. That's how I started getting the idea to write fuck fiction. I thought most of the shit about teenagers was total bullshit. Bronwen: When did you start putting your stories online? Ronni: I did one story then, which really wasn't good at all, but it felt so hot posting this fuck story that people would read. I maybe posted two more in the next couple of years. Bronwen: What were these stories about? Ronni: The first one was about a TV show - X Files. It was just Scully and Mulder fuck, you know ..? The second story was about a model who goes to a photo shoot only it's a porno shoot, but she needs the money so she does it. Then I did this story about a groupie, like the lady in the book I read. None of them were very good. Bronwen: How old were the characters in the stories - the second and third ones? Ronni: I never said - twenties I guess. Bronwen: They weren't girls your age. Ronni: No, I was afraid to write that stuff. I thought I would get busted, you know, kp ..? Bronwen: KP? Ronni: Kiddie Porn. Bronwen: So you felt kiddie porn would have been wrong ..? Ronni: No, I just didn't want to get busted, that's all. Bronwen: I know we talked about this at our last session, but I need to understand some things better. Ronni: Like what? Bronwen: Well, to start off with I need to know what you think of child pornography. Ronni: It's all right, I guess. Bronwen: Al ..? What do you mean by that? Ronni: I like it, I guess. Bronwen: You've seen child pornography before? Ronni: Sure, all the time, on newsgroups. People post kp pics all the time. Bronwen: These don't bother you? Ronni: No. I mean why should adults have all the porn to themselves. I'm young, I want to see people my age fucking and sucking, too. I mean that's who I'm hot for, you know ..? Bronwen: You don't think those children are being victimized at al? Ronni: Not really. I mean, sure, some of them are being forced, but most of them aren't. I bet most of the kids like it. I know I would. Bronwen: Why would you like that? Ronni: It would get me hot having people watch me fuck, and knowing they were breaking the law to do it. Bronwen: And what about that would 'get you hot'? Ronni: You know, that kind of desire, people desiring to see me THAT much. Bronwen: You don't think adults having sex with minors is any way abusive? Ronni: Well, maybe real little kids .. babies .. Bronwen: At what age, then, do you think it's all right for kids to have sex? Ronni: I don't know, depends on them. Bronwen: What about a seven-year-old girl? Is that too young to have sex? Ronni: If she wants to? Bronwen: Does it matter? Ronni: Sure. I've seen pics where girls that young are fucking and sucking, and they're having a kick ass time. Bronwen: How would you know that? Ronni: They're smiling and shit. Bronwen: And you don't think those smiles are faked, that they're being forced to smile ..? Ronni: No, why should I? Bronwen: Because .. because they're so young. It's obviously not their choice to .. Ronni: Let me ask you. If you see a picture of a kid smiling, do you always assume their being forced to smile, or do you just think they're happy? Bronwen: I .. that's different. Ronni: Why? Why couldn't some kid enjoy having sex? Bronwen: Because they can't. They're too young. They don't know what they're doing. Ronni: Kids in bush tribes in Africa have sex when they're five. They imitate the adults. Moms and dads have sex at night in the hut. It's no big deal to them. Bronwen: This is completely different. We're not talking about the bush people in Africa. Ronni: Well, why aren't we? Why is there one set of rules for us, and one set for them? Bronwen: It has to do with society, Rhonda, the way things are structured .. Ronni: So you're saying bush kids in Africa are somehow better able to deal with sex at an early age than we are? Bronwen: It's not as simple as that. There are a lot of psychological factors present in our society that .. Ronni: So we're more fucked up here is what you're saying. The problem isn't kids having sex, it's all you fucking adults with the fucking problems. Bronwen: This really isn't what we're here to discuss, Rhonda. We're here to discuss you and your situation. Ronni: Well, this is my situation. I'm a teenage girl who likes to fuck, and you've got me locked up in here for it, like I'm some crazy retard you have to keep up in the attic. I think I deserve to know why the Quo has all these bullshit rules, seeing as I'm the one who has to pay for them. So, yeah, when we're talking about the bush people in Africa, we are talking about my situation. Bronwen: Maybe we could come back to that, then, after we've gotten a little more perspective on your personal situation and issues. Ronni: You just know I'm right, bitch, and now you have to go back and read all your books so you can find some bullshit answer to feed me so you can feel better about all your little theories that kids shouldn't fuck and any kid who does is either some kind of fucking victim or crazy .. Bronwen: Let's talk about the computer at school some more, Rhonda. Now what about these e-mails you were sending out? Is this when you started e-mailing people? Ronni: Yeah, me and Sarah both. We got the box together. Bronwen: Who did you write to? Ronni: People we saw on newsgroups, like, you know, 'You're hot, send us dirty e-mails,' and they would. And we started writing Paul all the time. Bronwen: Paul .. good .. let's get back to him for a moment. What did you write to him? Ronni: You know, goofy stuff to start - 'Hi,' lots of smiley faces. 'What are you doing? When are you doing another party?' Bronwen: And he answered you? Ronni: Mm hmm. We started writing like almost every day. He told us he was doing this dance party over at the Trailside Rec, and it was a magic show, too, and then asked us if we wanted to come along and be his assistants again. He told us he'd get us in free. Bronwen: He invited you to this dance? Ronni: Yeah, you know, to be his magic assistants. Bronwen: How did you feel about that? Ronni: Sarah was like, 'We have to go!' I guess I wanted to go, even though dances and stuff are kind of lame. But I figured he'd be there, so it would probably be fun like last time, and he'd show us some more tricks. Bronwen: Didn't this seem odd to you at all? I mean couldn't he find other kids at that party to help him. Ronni: He told us 'no,' not like us .. that other kids never caught on like we did. Kids are pretty stupid, you know. Bronwen: I see .. what happened then? Ronni: Well, we went to the dance, and we kind of got dressed up a little, I guess. I mean Trailside isn't our Rec Center, and there really wasn't anybody we knew there except for Paul, so we wanted to look real hot if there were any cool guys there. Bronwen: And your parents let you go? Ronni: It was advertised in the paper. I just showed her the ad and said, 'Can you take me and Sarah there?' And she called Trailside and checked out that everything would be supervised, and said, 'okay.' Bronwen: And you didn't tell her about Paul? Ronni: Why should I have? Bronwen: Okay .. what happened then? When you got to the dance? Ronni: Well, we get there and Paul is all busy with stuff, and he like doesn't even see us for awhile, until we finally see him at the bar and we walk up, and he looks up and says, 'Man, you girls look great!' Like I said, we'd spent like all afternoon picking out clothes and stuff for him, so I guess we did look pretty good. I got Sarah this old dress I have, and it was kind of short on her, so everyone would look at her legs and not notice the rest of her bod, which like I said was pretty flat. Bronwen: You've mentioned this a few times already. Did Sarah's body somehow make you uncomfortable? Ronni: What do you mean? Bronwen: You've commented twice already that she was not developed as much as you or, perhaps, other girls your age. Ronni: So? She wasn't. Bronwen: Why was this so important to you? Ronni: Coz .. I don't know .. I felt bad for her, coz she was so self-conscious about it. She'd always be ragging on herself coz she had no boobs. That's why I figured if she showed her legs, guys wouldn't notice as much. And I was right .. Bronwen: How were you right? Ronni: Well, take Paul for instance. He was like checking her legs out in that short dress. And then I said, 'Doesn't she have nice legs' to him, and he's like, 'Yeah, Sarah, you've got nice legs.' She was like so totally gone after that, like a different girl, you know. We'd talk to guys, and she wouldn't be all quiet and shit. She was real into it, you know, teasing everybody off. I was cracking up. Bronwen: How were you dressed? Ronni: I had on my tight jeans again and this white sweater that was pretty tight, too, and with this low neckline so you could see some cleav, you know. All the guys there were looking at me, and Paul, too. I could tell he thought I was hot, just by the way I'd catch him looking at my tits. I felt so HOT, too, that he was checking me out like that. Bronwen: What else happened? Ronni: Pretty much like before. We hung up at the bar and talked and goofed around. He showed us this trick where he was going to convince people he could make them psychic. He was going to pick me and Sarah as his 'controls,' so that the kids didn't think he was cheating. Then we were to ask them like 5 questions, like 'Think of a color,' and then they'd write it down and we'd write it down without seeing what they were doing. Then we'd compare answers and they'd all match. Then he'd reverse the trick, and they'd do the same to us and read our minds. It was so stupid, but they fell for it every time. Then he made Sarah disappear, only they wouldn't tell me how he did it, which kind of pissed me off. But he told me you can't learn the secret unless you do the trick, so I made him promise he'd make me disappear at the next show we went to. Bronwen: Did anything else happen, or did you just help him with the magic? Ronni: Well, afterwards, he was like, 'I have another party next weekend at a Jewish Community Center, do you girls want to come as my assistants?' And we were like, 'Sure,' you know, and he even said he'd pay us, so we were really into that. He said we'd need to practice some, though, because he had some more complicated tricks he wanted us to learn. So he e-mailed us in school on Monday and asked if we could come over his house that Friday after school. Bronwen: And what did you say? Ronni: What do you think we said? Bronwen: Why don't you tell me, Rhonda .. what you said, and what you were feeling. Ronni: We said, fuck, yeah. I mean the guy was totally hot, and we were going to be his assistants and get paid. So why the fuck would we say, 'no.' Bronwen: And that's all you thought? That's all you were thinking about? Ronni: Pretty much. Why? Bronwen: I just want to know your frame of mind at the time, that's all. Ronni: Well, it was pretty fucking good. Bronwen: So, you did go over his house? Ronni: Mm hmm, on that Friday after school. Bronwen: Did you ask your parents' permission to do this? Ronni: Kind of. Bronwen: What does kind of mean? Ronni: Well, I told her about the party on Saturday, and that we were going to be Paul's assistants, that he had asked us after the Trailside dance. Bronwen: And what did she say to that? Ronni: She asked me some questions, like why I wanted to go. I told her Paul was teaching me magic tricks and that I liked doing magic. I told her maybe I'd like to be a magician. I showed her some tricks then, and she knew I wasn't just goofing around. My mom's always like Miss Mother when it comes to stuff I'm interested in. When I was 10 and into bugs, she bought me this Backyard Biology Kit, and we'd do all these experiments together on Saturday mornings. I guess this was like that to her. She's always trying to get me to 'use my brains.' So she called some people up and checked Paul out and found out he'd been doing parties and stuff for a year or so and was real popular. Then she even called him up, and they talked for about half an hour. Then she said I could go to the party, but she'd go along with me coz she said she wanted to see me perform. Bronwen: How did that make you feel? Ronni: Kind of like she was in my business, you know. But I figured, 'what the hell,' as long as I got to go. Bronwen: Did you tell her about the 'practice session' over his house? Ronni: Fuck no. Bronwen: Why? Ronni: Hey, I might have been 13, but I wasn't fucking stupid, you know ..? I knew what was going to happen. Bronwen: And what did you think was going to happen? Ronni: He was going to fuck us .. or me at least. Bronwen: And why did you think that? Ronni: Coz of the way he looked at me over at Trailside, and the stuff he'd write in his e-mails. Bronwen: What 'stuff' in his e-mails. Ronni: Shit like, 'Maybe I can teach you some more tricks' with a smiley face, or a wink at the end. Shit like that. I'd get so hot reading that sometimes I'd go in the girls john and get off. Bronwen: He was writing you sexually suggestive e-mails?! Ronni: Jesus, what got the bug up your butt? Bronwen: Could you please just answer my question? Was this man sending you sexually suggestive e-mails? Ronni: Like coming right out and saying, 'Hey, I want to fuck your thirteen-year-old puss'? Bronwen: Did he? Ronni: He didn't have to. I mean I was the one writing all the dirty stuff. Bronwen: What do you mean? Ronni: Well, after I figured he was interested , I started sending him notes like 'How big is your dick when it gets hard?' 'How many women have you fucked?' 'Did you ever fuck a lady up the ass?' 'When did you lose your virg?' You know, shit like that. Sarah and I would just come up with these crazy questions, and e- mail him. Bronwen: Did he answer these questions? Ronni: Sure, like I said, he was totally cool. He wasn't like some horny kid my age. You knew what he was thinking, but he never came on real strong or nothing, you know. He'd wait for us to ask these tripped out questions, and then he'd just answer it, like we weren't just stupid kids or anything. That's what made him so hot, coz he was so cool about shit like that. It like kept you on pins and needles. Bronwen: So you went over there with Sarah, knowing that you would probably become sexually involved with him that afternoon? Ronni: Fuck yeah. By then I wanted to screw his brains out. Bronwen: And what about Sarah? Did you tell her about your suspicions? Ronni: Kind of. Bronwen: What did you tell her exactly? Ronni: Not to act like a kid when we got there. To follow what I did, so we wouldn't look like a couple of stupid kids. Bronwen: But you didn't tell her you expected to have sex with this man ..? Ronni: Shit, you are starting to sound real pissed. What's up with that? Bronwen: I'm sorry. Please, go on .. Ronni: Well, we went over there. It was a Friday afternoon, right after school. I told Sarah we had to look hot, so we went in the girls john after school and put on make-up and shit. We were wearing what we had to the Trailside dance coz he had said how hot we looked, and Sarah begged me to wear that dress again. Then we took this city bus out to where he lived, which was about a half-hour ride. Bronwen: Go on .. Ronni: Man, you sound like you're major pissed or something .. Bronwen: Go on, Rhonda .. Ronni: Listen, you're the one who wanted to know about this. Bronwen: Could we please just continue? Ronni: Well, when we got there, he was real happy to see us. He gave us these really big hugs .. which made me feel so good I didn't want to let go. Sarah was real hot after that, too, coz her face and the top of her chest was all red and flushed, especially when he came right out and said, 'Hey, you're wearing my favorite dress again, sexy legs.' Bronwen: He .. he said that? Ronni: Yeah. You should have seen her wig out after that. She was so cute. Bronwen: You said he hugged you both. What did he do when he hugged you? Ronni: You mean like did he feel us up or something? Bronwen: Did he? Ronni: You are really one uptight bitch, you know ..? Bronwen: You're not answering my question. Ronni: Okay .. yeah, maybe, a little, but it wasn't like he was all over us or anything .. not like some kid our age. It felt great .. real great! Bronwen: What did he do next? Ronni: Man, you should see yourself. You are like seriously bent .. Bronwen: Are you going to continue? Ronni: Sure .. Next he wanted to know if we wanted anything to drink. I said, yeah, but could he make us real drinks instead of bullshit pop drinks. He was like, 'You know, I shouldn't,' and I'm like, 'We've had booze and shit before. Just one drink. It's not like we're driving.' That cracked him up coz it was like a private joke with us coz he was always giving us these goofy drunk tests at the bar. So he made us these drinks - screwdrivers-and I see him put like major Abs in. Bronwen: Abs? Ronni: Absolut - Vodka, you know ..? Jesus, what planet are you from? Bronwen: Go on. Ronni: We sit down and start drinking these drinks, and I'm like buzzing in a minute, and so is Sarah. She starts giggling and shit. He sits next to me and starts telling me about this magic trick we're going to help him on. He blindfolds himself and gets out a deck of cards, and deals one to me and one to Sarah. Then he tells us to look at them, but not show them to each other. Then we put the cards back in the deck and he shuffles them. Then he cuts the cards and gives each of us a stack. Then he tells us to count down the number of cards from the top that correspond to the card we chose. An ace means you'd count down 1 card .. three cards if it was a three, you know, and 11 for a jack, 12 for a queen, 13 for a king. When we count down the cards and turn them over, we each have the other one's card. We did this five times, and I couldn't figure out how he was doing it. He told us he'd tell us the secret later, and then he moved to some other tricks that he was showing Sarah, but I just sat there on the couch and kept playing with the deck. I was sure it had to be a trick deck or something. Then, after like half-an-hour I found out how he did it. The cards were sliced so that they weren't rectangles, but like a little off, so that if you turned a card around you could draw it right out of the deck when you cut. So I figured that's how he did it. When he put our cards back, he'd turn them upside down. But that still didn't explain how he knew what cards we'd chosen and how he got them exactly right in the deck. Bronwen: I'm sure it was a clever trick, Rhonda, but is that really the issue here? Ronni: It sure the fuck is. You do want to know what happened next, don't you ..? Bronwen: Yes .. Ronni: Well, it has to do with the cards. Bronwen: Go on .. Ronni: I looked the cards over and over and then I finally noticed something else - the backs were all different, up in the corners .. marked, you know ..? You'd never notice it at first, but when you did it was real obvious. I went through all the cards and separated them into suits, then numbers, and I figured out the system pretty quick. Bronwen: I'm still not sure I see what this has to do with .. Ronni: When I figured it out, I suddenly got this idea, okay ..? Bronwen: What idea? Ronni: I wanted to .. It's kind of hard to explain. Bronwen: Just take your time, Rhonda. Ronni: I got real hot when I figured it out, like this huge rush came over me. I .. I was still a little pissed that Sarah knew how the disappearing act worked and I didn't. So I decided to play a trick on her that she didn't know. Bronwen: And you used the cards .? Ronni: Yeah, I asked for another drink, and Paul made me one, and Sarah, too, and this one was even stronger. So I was like, cool, this guy does want to party. He's trying to get us both hammered. So we just sat there and bs'd for awhile, and I watched Sarah get even more toasted. Then I'm like, 'Hey, why don't we take a break from magic tricks play a game?' And Sarah's like, 'What game?' And I say, 'How about Truth or Dare?' And Paul looks at me shuffling the cards, and he suddenly smiles at me, and says, 'You sure you want to play that?' And I say, 'Yeah, it's my favorite.' Sarah is pretty drunk, and she says, 'Yeah, that's cool.' So I tell them my rules. The dealer cuts the cards into two piles and the other two players take the top cards, and then the low card has to tell the truth or take a dare that the dealer tells them to. I deal first, and I cut Sarah a 2 and Paul a 3. He shows his card first, and Sarah is all giggly and shit, until she turns over her card and she realizes she's lost. Bronwen: So, you deliberately fixed it so your best friend lost ..? Ronni: You make it sound so malicious. Bronwen: And how do you see it? Ronni: We were partying. I just wanted to start things going, you know ..? Bronwen: But why did you involve her? Why did you make that decision for her? Ronni: Coz .. Listen, you don't understand .. Bronwen: Then explain it to me. Ronni: It was like she .. she needed a push. She was so .. she was a kid, you know, and she .. it was what she wanted. She talked about it all the time. Bronwen: Talked about what? Ronni: Sex .. and Paul. She talked about him all the time, whether I thought he thought she was hot. We'd talk about fucking him, and she'd say, 'Yeah, I'd really like to fuck him.' So I was like doing her a favor, really, coz I knew she'd never do anything herself. She'd just sit there and have the majors for him and never do anything, and then I'd have to listen to her wig about it later. I wanted her to get over it, you know, the whole sex thing. I didn't want her being a kid anymore. She was like so girly about stuff all the time. Bronwen: So you took it upon yourself to change her life ..? Ronni: Maybe .. yeah, I guess. Bronwen: Did this excite you sexually, to be doing this? Ronni: Mm hmm. When she lost that first hand, and I saw the look on her face, I got real wet. She was so scared, and she was looking at me, begging with her eyes. I looked at Paul, and I could see it in his eyes. You know, what he wanted, too. Bronwen: What happened next? Ronni: I was like 'truth or dare?' And she chose truth. So I asked her, 'How big do you think Paul's cock is?' I mean just like that. I don't know where the words came from, but they did. Bronwen: That's interesting. Where do you think they came from? Ronni: My need to see her get fucked. Bronwen: Your need? Ronni: Yeah, I'd thought about watching Sarah get fucked for a long time. I wanted to see her get fucked. That made me wet. Bronwen: I see .. And how did she respond to your 'Truth' demand. Ronni: She was like 'No way' at first, and giggling, and trying to get out of it. But I was like 'Listen, you agreed to play the game, right ..? And you'll get your turn to deal, too. So lighten up and play.' Bronwen: And did she? Ronni: Not right away, no. Bronwen: And what was Paul doing during this? Ronni: Nothing. Just sitting there getting hard I guess. Like I said, he was real cool. He looked like he didn't care if she played along or not. Bronwen: But you weren't feeling that way ..? Ronni: Fuck no. I wanted to see her get fucked, and I wanted to see Paul do it. Bronwen: Why? Ronni: Coz I knew he had a big dick. Bronwen: And how did you know that? Ronni: His bulge, you know ..? It was pretty monster in his jeans. The more we talked, the bigger it got. I wanted to see him take it out and fuck her with it, then fuck me. That's why I wanted her to answer that question. It was part of my plan. Bronwen: Go on .. Ronni: Well, finally I get her take a few more hits of her Abs&OJ, and she like gets all silly and she starts saying, 'Okay, Truth time.' And I'm like, 'Okay, spill. How big do you think Paul's cock is?' And she's like, 'I don't know. Six inches.' And I just say, 'Okay, see that wasn't so hard?' Then I give him the cards, and we started playing again. Bronwen: He didn't say anything? Ronni: No, he just smiled and dealt the cards out again, and me and Sarah cut. And she lost again .. big surprise. Bronwen: Paul was cheating, too? Ronni: Sure, why the fuck wouldn't he. We had Sarah right where we both wanted her. Bronwen: What happened then, when Sarah lost ..? Ronni: She got all freaked again, but I told her to shut up and quit acting like a kid. Then he asks her, 'Truth or Dare?' And she says, 'Truth.' So he says, 'Have you ever seen a guys cock before in real life, not just magazines or vids?' And she's like, 'No!' right off, no hesitation or nothing. Then it's her turn to deal. So she does, and me and Paul cut, and he loses, and I'm like, "Ask him, Sarah-Truth or Dare?' But she was giggling so much that I kind of had to shake her, you know, to get her serious again. Then she finally asks him, 'Truth or Dare?', and he's like, 'Dare, taking Truth is for pussies.' Sarah just freaked then, and she like runs out of the living room into the kitchen, and I chase her. And she's like, 'I don't know what to do.' And I'm like, 'You were the one bitching about losing, so make him do a dare.' And she's like, 'What kind of dare? What should I have him do?' And I'm like, 'What do you want him to do? It's your dare.' But she's all freaked and giggly, saying 'I don't know.' So I ask her, 'Do you want to see his dick?' And she's like, 'Yeah, I guess.' So I tell her to dare him to show us his dick, and she's still all giggly, but I dragged her shit back out there, and she just looks at him and goes, 'I dare you to show us your dick.' Bronwen: What did he do? Ronni: He fucking whipped it out, bitch, what do you think he did ..? The guy was so fucking hard. I could tell that while he was sitting there. You want to know how big his cock was? Bronwen: Is that important to you? Ronni: Sure as fuck is. His was the first real big cock I'd ever seen. It's still one of the biggest, too, for a white guy. It was like 9 inches at least. He just pulled it out, and we're both like, 'Holy shit!' Sarah was really freaking coz it was the first live cock she'd ever seen. I mean I was freaking, too, coz it was so big, but I'd seen some dicks before so I was a little more prepared. What's the biggest cock you've ever seen, huh ..? Bronwen: I really don't see how that's relevant, Rhonda. Ronni: Well, I do. I mean how am I going to talk to you about how great it feels fucking and sucking a big cock when you don't know what the fuck I'm talking about? Bronwen: That really isn't the issue here, Rhonda. Ronni: Sure it is. You've got me locked up in here coz you think I'm some kind of psycho who's been abused or something and turned into this psycho-chick, but you don't have a fucking clue coz you don't even know what I'm talking about. Bronwen: Well, that's what we're trying to find out here, Rhonda. We're trying to learn what you're talking about. Ronni: But you have no fucking idea what I'm saying! I say this guy has this monster cock, and I want to suck it, and you write down on your little pad there that I'm crazy, coz in your fucking mind only a crazy girl would want to suck some guy's dick, right ..? Bronwen: Why don't you stop being concerned with what you think I'm writing about you, and just tell me about what happened, and what you were feeling. We'll have plenty of time to discuss my opinions when we get your whole story out. Then I'll let you know exactly what I think and how I think we can help you. Ronni: You can help me by answering my question and telling me what the biggest you've ever seen is. Bronwen: Rhonda, I'm not going to answer that question. Now go on. Ronni: Must not have been very big, coz when you heard me say 9 inches, your fucking eyes went ape shit .. .. .. Okay, well .. his dick is just out there, you know, and it's fucking huge, and I'm all wet loking at it and looking at Sarah's eyes coz she's just like in shock. And then I deal the cards, and they cut, and this time I make Paul lose coz I want to see him jack off. Bronwen: You wanted to see him masturbate. Ronni: That's what is aid, wasn't it ..? Anyways, he takes the 'Dare', and I'm like, 'Jack off for us til you cum.' And Sarah fucking runs out of the room like a little fucking girl when he says, 'Okay' and starts pounding his meat. So I have to run in and chase her and pull her back in the living room, and sit her ass down, and sit on top of her and make her watch Paul jack off. Bronwen: You forced her to watch him masturbate? Ronni: It wasn't like 'forcing her,' coz she wanted to so bad, I could tell. She was just being a puss, you know. She just needed someone to like 'make' her do it, so she didn't feel guilty about it. She was all screwed up with all that girlie shit, that good girls aren't supposed to want to do anything with sex and that if they're forced to then it's all right, but only if they make everyone else think it's not. I know a lot of girls like that. They let you 'make' them do things so they don't feel guilty, when it's what they really wanted to do all along. Bronwen: And this is how you saw what happened ..? You were sitting on top your best friend making her watch a grown man masturbate. Ronni: Like I said, you've obviously never seen a guy with a real big dick before coz you're like all wigged out about this now. You weren't there, bitch. You don't know what Sarah was like. She quit acting all freaky after a minute, and then she just sat there and watched, you know. She couldn't take her eyes off that big cock. And he was beating it, too. He was putting on a real fucking show for us. He got real close and pumped that prick right in front of our eyes so we could see the skin move up and down over the big fucking veins. We were so close we could have sucked it, but we just watched, and Sarah never took her fucking eyes off it. And she started really getting into when I started saying shit like, 'Beat that fucking big cock. Jack it off for us. Stroke that fucking dick. We want to see you fucking cum. We want to see all that cum cum shooting out of that big prick.' Then I'm like, 'Don't we, Sarah?' And she's like, 'Mm hmm .' And she keeps saying that over and over again after everything I say. Then finally, he blows his nuts, and this glob lands right on Sarah's bare knee and thigh, and she tries to wipe it off, but I'm like 'No way, leave it there.' Then we all drink some more, and Paul deals the cards, and his cock is still hard even after he just sploogied, and I'm like, 'Shit!' coz whenever Jack and those guys would cum they'd go soft for a few minutes. But he didn't. That big dick just stayed fucking hard. Bronwen: How long did this game go on? Ronni: Not much longer. He dealt the next hand, and I could tell by the marked cards that he was dealing me the low card. But by then I just wanted to fuck, you know, so I'm like, 'Dare' when I turned it over. And he's like, 'I dare you to make out with me.' So I say, 'Okay, come over here.' And he did. He came right over to the couch and got next to me, and I moved over so that I was in the middle between him and Sarah. Bronwen: What happened then? Ronni: You're fucking getting hot, aren't you ..? Bronwen: Rhonda, please continue. If you don't care to, we can end the session right now. Ronni: Well he leans over and starts kissing my neck, I mean real fucking hot kisses .. then like right above my tits. He puts his arms around me and starts feeling all over my body while he kisses me everywhere. I was so fucking wet, too, coz he was making me feel so fucking hot. I know I'm supposed to have my eyes closed, but the whole fucking time I'm peeking down my nose at his crotch, and I can see his cock, and I just want to grab it. But I didn't want to be a slut or anything, so I just sat there with him real close like that, and just got hotter and hotter. Then I finally just did it. I just put my hands in his lap. He was real cool about it, too, only jumped a little. Then I saw him smiling at me, and he winked at me when I started tugging on his cock. And he's like, 'You weren't lying. You have done this before.' Then he starts telling me how good it felt, and that made me feel so great, and I got even wetter, coz I had this big dick in my hands, and I was this older guy and I was making him feel real good. I just wanted it to go on forever, you know. Bronwen: What was Sarah doing during all this? Ronni: She was on the other side of the couch, right next to me, you know, and I could feel her squirming around coz she was getting so hot. And I'd look up at her, and her eyes were so fucking big, and that made me even wetter, you know, having her watching me and him. And I'm like, 'You can play with your puss, Sarah. It's cool. Why don't you play with your puss while you watch us. That'd be cool, wouldn't it ..?' And she kind of nodded, and the next time I looked over she had her dress up and her panties pushed aside, and she was playing with herself. And Paul was like, 'That is so fucking beautiful. You're so beautiful, Sarah.' Which really got her hot coz her face and everything got all flushed. I kept squeezing his cock, and he was breathing real heavy, and then I saw his face over mine, and he pressed his lips up to mine. He fucking kissed me so hot I just melted, you know. His lips were so soft, but so .. you know .. experienced. He nibbled on my lips, and when he put his tongue in my mouth he didn't just jam it in like the boys did. We kissed like in the movies. I felt dizzy, from the booze I guess, but I think I would have been just as dizzy if I were kissing him straight. He was that hot. Bronwen: You told me before that Sarah had a crush on Paul. How did that make you feel, engaging in sexual contact with him while she watched you both? Did that bother you at all? Ronni: No .. I mean, yeah .. I mean, I was thinking of her there, all jealous probably, looking at me making out with Paul. I mean, we'd talk about him ALL THE TIME. But I didn't think she was pissed or anything coz, like I said, she was playing with herself pretty fierce, and when I'd look at her she didn't shoot me daggers or anything, she was just sitting there, getting off looking at me making out with him and wishing it was her, I guess. But I really wasn't paying that much attention, coz he just kept kissing me - my lips, my neck, my chest right above my sweater's neckline - and then he lifted my sweater and started kissing my tummy. Then I'm like, 'Will you lick my puss?' and he's like, 'Relax, we have all afternoon.' And he just kept kissing my tummy and licking my belly button, and I was moving my hips up and down trying to get him to take off me jeans, but he wouldn't right away. He must have kissed my tummy and shit for like ten minutes, and I was major freaking it felt so good. I took off my bra and he played with my tits while he licked my belly-button, then he slid his tongue up my tummy, licked my ribs, and then put his lips down around my one nipple and sucked and licked it til I thought I was going to pee my panties I was so fucking wet. He licked every part of my tits, too, all around them, and .. Bronwen: I think I get the picture, Rhonda. Now what else happened. Did he have oral contact with your vagina? Ronni: Fuck yeah he ate my pussy. Best fucking pussy eater I've ever had for a guy. He finally got my jeans and panties off, and just fucking ate me. As soon as his tongue hit my nobby, I just came in a big fucking puddle. He had me that hot, you know. I fucking flooded his face. Then he stayed down there and did me all over again. It was the first time I'd ever cum with a guy or anyone else. And he got me off with his mouth so hard I felt like I was going to have a heart attack. Shit, he could eat pussy. He was real into it, too, not like a lot of guys who just do it coz they know it'll get them some head. He fucking loved my young puss. He fucking ate my pussy good. Bronwen: What happened then? Ronni: After I came again, he just worked his way up my body again with mouth until he was standing over me, his dick in my face, then he just pushed it between my lips. Bronwen: He forced you to have oral sex with him? Ronni: Forced, my ass! I wanted to suck his dick so bad I practically bit it off I was sucking so hard. I wante dto make him feel good just like he did me. He showed me what to do .. how he liked it. He took my hands off his shaft and put them on his balls and told me to play with balls. Then he fucked my face with his big dick, real slow at first til he was sure I was into it. Then he started jamming it deeper into my mouth until I started gagging. Then he'd let up and let me catch my breath, and then he'd start all over again, jamming it even faster and deeper. Whenever I tried to put my hands on his cock to slow him down, he'd gently put them back on his balls, and keep fucking my face. At first it freaked me out coz I was like in no control at all, and he was just fucking my face. But after a few minutes, I was like 'This is cool.' I liked feeling him control me. I mean he was pretty gentle and all that, but he was in complete control and I was just sucking him down my mouth with no control. Bronwen: Did you feel like you were being forced to do this? Ronni: In a way, yeah, like when I'd gag a little on his cock and he's make me leave it in my mouth for a few seconds before taking it out and let me breathe. But he wasn't like raping me or anything, just dominating me, you know. I've done that a lot since then, and I like it if the guy's good at it. You ever do Dom/sub stuff? Bronwen: What other sexual activities did you engage in with him that afternoon? Ronni: Well, he fucked my face like that for a few, then he pulled out of my mouth and he looks over at Sarah and he's like, 'Come over here andyou try.' But Sarah just sits there, so I kind of pull her over and take his cock and put it against her lips and tell her, 'Just kiss it if you don't want to suck it.' So she kisses it, and I rub it all over face, and it looks so cool coz it's so big and her face was so small and cute. Then I'm like, 'Okay, lick it now.' And she started licking it, until finally I tell her, 'Just open your mouth and let him put it inside, then suck on it.' So she does, and he's real gentle with her and lets her use her hands to kind of control it. Bronwen: She performed oral sex on him? Ronni: We both did. He got in between us, and we put our mouths on the sides of his cock, and he like slid it back and forth between us while we licked and sucked. And then he pulled his prick away, and we were kissing each other. Sarah tried to pull away, but I hugged her and in a second she was into it, too, and we kissed for a minute or so before he put his dick between our mouths and slid it back and forth again while we licked it. Then he'd pull away again, and we'd kiss again, and he kept this up for awhile, you know. Bronwen: So he coerced you and Sarah into interacting sexually with each other. Ronni: It's not like he forced us. I mean we would have done shit eventually .. Bronwen: Why do you say that? Ronni: Coz I would have done something. I mean I'd been wanting to kiss her and like feel her bod for a long time, and I think she did, too. I mean I know she did coz I could see her looking at me a lot. She loved my body. She was always saying I had such nice tits and how she wished she had tits like mine. Bronwen: What else happened that afternoon? Ronni: He told us to strip each other, and we did, and he took off all his clothes, and we went into his bedroom, and started fooling around again. And he's like, 'Do you girls want to watch a video while we fuck around?' And I'm like, 'Yeah.' So he shwos us where he keeps his pornos, and we look through them and I ask him, 'What's your fav?' And he picks out this one called "Amateur Auditions" and says, 'Let's watch this.' And it has these women in it, and this guy interviews them, and finds out what they want to do, and then he makes it happen, you know. Like this one chick says she wants to do two guys, and he brings in these two guys and they fuck her. Bronwen: And you watched this whole video? Ronni: Yeah, while we fooled around. It like gave me ideas, you know. I'd see the women doing something, and I'd try it. Bronwen: Did he have sexual intercourse with you. Ronni: Mm hmm, twice, the second time was doggie style and I came like crazy. He fucked me hard and his cock was so huge I thought it was going to like rip me open at first. Bronwen: Did he have sex with Sarah? Ronni: Mm hmm .. We were fooling around, me and her, and I ate her out til she was real wet, and then he busted her cherry. She could only take like half his cock inside her, though, she was so tight. She looked so cool lying there getting fucked by this huge dick. He came on her tummy, and I licked it off. Then I ate her out so she came. Bronwen: This was the first time you'd ever had a lesbian experience .? Ronni: Yeah, it was no big deal, though, coz like I said I'd been thinking about lezzing since I was a kid, I guess. And it wasn't like I didn't know what to do. I just licked her puss the way I knew it would feel good on me, and she came. But she wouldn't eat me .. at least not then. Bronwen: I take it you has several encounters with Paul after this. Ronni: Yep. Bronwen: You and Sarah? Ronni: For awhile, yeah. Bronwen: What do you mean by that? Ronni: She got pissed at us, I guess. Bronwen: Why? Ronni: Coz of the other girls. Bronwen: What other girls? Ronni: The ones Paul had us bring over. She really liked him, and she just couldn't deal. Bronwen: Back up here. What other girls are you talking about. Ronni: The ones from all the parties we started doing with him. We'd go to the parties he did, and he'd have us find girls who wanted to party with us. Bronwen: He .. he had you recruiting girls .. for sex parties. Ronni: Yeah, I mean it wasn't just him. It was me, too. I was kind of like the one who started it. We went to the Jewish party, and it was a bat mitzvah, which is like a bar mitzvah, only for a girl and not a boy .. Bronwen: And what happened at this party? Ronni: I like .. you know .. I started hanging out with the girls, and I saw these three that looked pretty cool, so I watched them, and then I saw them sneak outside when no one wa slooking. So I figured they were grabbing a smoke, so I went out with them while Sarah was helping Paul, and I found them behind the building smoking. And I'm like, 'Hey, what's up?' And they're like, 'You're with that magician guy, huh ..?' And I'm like, 'Yep.' And we get to talking, and I start telling them shit, you know .. Bronwen: No, I don't, Rhonda. Tell me. Ronni: Well, they're like, 'You work for that guy. He's pretty hot. How much does he pay you?' And I'm like, '$50 bucks.' And they're like, 'Shit, that's cool.' Then I tell them that ain't even the best part. And they're like, 'What do you mean by that?' And so I tell them how he has me and Sarah over to his house to party, and how he has this huge dick and how he eats pussy and fucks us. And they're blown away. And I'm like, 'You girls like to party?' And they're like, 'Sure.' So I tell them I'll ask Paul if they can come over next time and party with us. I tell them he's got booze and pot and he'll give you money and stuff .. Bronwen: He .. he gave you drugs, too .. and money ..? Ronni: Sure. He had shit there, and we smoked it. Then, like after that first time, he's like, 'Hey, go buy yourself some sexy clothes for next time,' and he handed us a $100 bill each. Bronwen: You prostituted yourselves? Ronni: No, it wasn't like that coz we didn't even ask him for the money. He just gave it to us. We would have still kept fucking him without the money. It just made everything .. you know .. a lot more fun. We went up to the mall that night and bought ourselves these real cool matching outfits - white shirts, black pants and vests - so that we looked like magicians. I got mine real tight, too, so that my ass showed and my boobs stuck out .. Bronwen: You started bringing girls over to his house .. under- aged girls you met at these parties .. and you would drink, take drugs and have sexual relations with him, and he would pay you all money? Ronni: Mm hmm .. pretty cool, huh ..? Bronwen: Rhonda, that's all for today, okay ..? We'll pick this up where we left off next time. All right ..? Ronni: Sure thing, bitch. Session Four Bronwen: Hello, Rhonda. How are we doing today? Ronni: I'm locked up this dump, my leg fucking hurts, and you're a bitch. Does that answer your question? Bronwen: You seem angry today. Do you want to talk about that? Ronni: Not really. Bronwen: Well, what do you want to talk about? Ronni: Getting out of this fucking hole. Bronwen: You don't like being here ..? Ronni: Would you? This is a fucking jail. Bronwen: You are staying here as an alternative to the juvenile detention center. You were found guilty of .. Ronni: I know what I fucking did. I was there. Remember? Bronwen: But do you remember? We haven't talked about what happened in the car, have we? Ronni: We crashed. Nikki and I hit the air bags. I busted my fucking leg up. She fucked up her back. Those guys .. Bronwen: What? What Rhonda? Ronni: They're all right. I saw them at the hearing. Bronwen: You think they're 'all right.' Ronni: Sure. Bronwen: The one man, Mr. Secrist, is in a wheelchair. The other man lost an eye. Ronni: They didn't fucking die, did they? Bronwen: And that makes them all right? Ronni: Listen, the whole thing was fucked up. It's not like nikki and I walked away from that shit. Look at me, I'm locked up in here, and nikki's in juvy. Those fucking hermans got a fucking lawyer, paid a fucking fine, and they're walking around. I'd say they're fucking doing all right .. yeah! Bronwen: One of them is crippled, the other lost an eye, their names were in the newspapers, they lost their jobs and their families .. you think that's all right, Rhonda? Do you? Ronni: They knew what the fuck they were getting into. They could have just told us to fuck off when we went up to them in that restaurant. It was their fucking decision. All they had to do was fucking say, 'no.' But they're just fucking hermans, and anything that happened was their fault, too. Bronwen: And what about Mr. Urbanski? Was it his fault, too? He had a stroke because of you and your friend. Ronni: You can't fucking prove that. They never fucking proved that. He could have had that fucking stroke any time. Bronwen: Rhonda, your own account says he was unconscious when you and Nicolette left his house and stole his car. He was discovered hours later by his wife just as you left him. Ronni: That's a fucking lie. We left him in the living room, they found his old-fart ass in the kitchen by the 'fridge. The 'fridge was open. He was going to get something to feed his fucking face and he popped a vein. That had nothing to do with me and nikki. Bronwen: You stole his car. He can't even speak anymore. He's in a nursing home now. Is he all right? Ronni: We gave him the monster fuck of his fucking life. You weren't there. He was fucking happy when we left him. That old fart loved. We didn't fucking do anything to him that he didn't want to do. Bronwen: That's not the point, Rhonda. What about the consequences of your actions? You seem to think it justifies anything you or anyone else does if someone desires it or orgasms because of it. You don't see any of the consequences from your actions. That's why you're here. That's what we're trying to get through to you. No matter what you might think, we don't think you're bad or crazy. Ronni: So what do you fucking think then? Bronwen: That you're a very confused young lady who's been through a lot and hasn't been able to sort it all out yet. So you act out against all the pain you feel inside. Ronni: What fucking pain? I didn't have any pain til you locked me up in this fucking hole. I was doing fucking fine without your fucking help you fucking bitch. Bronwen: Prostituting your sexuality for money and drugs .. hurting people .. being treated like a piece of garbage .. you call that doing fine? Tell me how that's fine, Rhonda. You tell me how that's fine! Ronni: When was the last you got fucked, bitch? I mean really fucked .. so your fucking toes curled, and your insides got all smooshy, and your fucking head is like twelve miles higher than your body ..? When was the last time you fucking had a big dick slamming inside you, or your face buried in a hot puss ..? Bronwen: Is that all life is to you, Rhonda? Big dicks and hot pussies? That's all you're ever going to aspire to? That's all that's out there for the rest of your life? Does that sound right to you? Ronni: Sounds a lot better than the Quo bullshit life you lead, bitch. The only way you get off is mind-fucking girls like me, remembering how it was when you were young and maybe had a puss worth fucking, you fat fucking cow! But now you can't fucking have that so you have to make it so I can't, too. But not until after you make me tell you all the shit I've done, so you can go home and play with yourself. YOU FUCKING MAKE ME SICK!! You fucking sick fucking fat uptight cow .. BITCH .. CUNT .. Bronwen: I've paged the orderlies. We will be calling this session short today until you've calmed down .. Ronni: That's it, you fucking cow! Drag my ass out of here so you don't have to hear the fucking truth .. cunt .. Session Five Bronwen: You seem quite today. Ronni: Don't want to go back to the hole. What do you expect? Bronwen: You were .. You do know you were out of control, don't you ..? Ronni: Whatever. Bronwen: When you pose a danger to yourself and others, you will be secured, Rhonda. Ronni: You mean tied up, don't you ..? Bronwen: We can't allow you to hurt yourself or anyone else, Rhonda. Maybe you can't understand this now, but .. Ronni: Listen, I don't want to talk about this, okay ..? Bronwen: I think it's important we address your anger, not let it build up again. Obviously, you were angry about something before our last session, and I touched something off. Maybe, with some distance, we can understand it better now. How does that sound? Ronni: Do I have a choice? Bronwen: We could end the session right now and you could go back to your room. Ronni: No thanks. Bronwen: You're still not getting along with your roommate I take it. Ronni: She's a fruit-loop. Bronwen: Is that why you've been feeling so angry lately, or is it something else? Ronni: It's being in this fucking hole, okay ..? Bronwen: Could we talk about your friends, Rhonda? Would you like to talk about them? Ronni: Whatever. Bronwen: Let's talk about your boyfriend, Joshua. Ronni: He ain't my fucking boyfriend. Bronwen: I'm sorry. By your stories, I assumed that .. Ronni: He's a guy I fuck. That's all they are now, just guys I fuck. Bronwen: But he was your boyfriend ..? Ronni: I guess so, if you want to call him that. Bronwen: That's what you wrote in your stories. Ronni: Okay, when we first met and went out, yeah, he was my boyfriend. Bronwen: When was this? Ronni: When I was 14. Bronwen: Were you still having sexual relations with Paul at the time? Ronni: Yeah, sometimes. He had a lot more girls coming over then. Bronwen: Girls you procured for him. Ronni: Yeah .. whatever. Bronwen: How did you feel about that? Ronni: It didn't matter really. I was like ready to move on, too, you know. He'd pretty much fucked me every way he could by then, and I was getting bored with it, you know. He had the other girls bringing girls over, too. So I just quit going over and doing the magic shows. Bronwen: What about Sarah? Were you still friends? Ronni: Not really. We kind of drifted. I was kind of loning it, you know. Then I started hanging up at the coffee place .. Bronwen: Magic Beans ..? Ronni: Yeah, you know, after school. I was heavy into reading then. I'd like read a book a day, and not stupid girly shit, either, but real books, you know. I was into cults a lot then, like Charles Manson and that stuff. I was reading this book called "The Ultimate Evil" about how Charles Manson and the Son of Sam belonged to the same cult, this killer cult called the Four Pi's. This guy researched the whole book. It was pretty cool. So I was hanging up there and reading this book when this guy who works there comes over and says, 'Hey, do you like that book?' And I'm like, 'Yeah, it's cool.' So we started talking about cults and secret conspiracies and stuff, and he tells me about all these books he's read, and the next time I come in he loans me a book about conspiracies and how they're connected to Christianity. So, we started hanging out together, me, him, and his best friend, Nickey. Bronwen: This boy was Joshua, I take it. Ronni: Yeah .. that's how we met. I mean I had no idea who he was coz he was a sophomore in High School, and I was still in Middle School. But we started going out after awhile, and hanging out over at Nickey's coz his parents weren't around so we could drink and party and fuck. Nickey was in my grade, and he knew Josh coz they grew up down the street from each other. Nickey was heavy into skateboards, too, and so was Josh, so I kind of got into it, too. Not so much the skateboarding with me, but the style, you know - thrashing .. the music, how we dressed, all that shit. Bronwen: How were your sexual relations with Joshua? Ronni: He was a virg before me. Hadn't even had his dick sucked. I had to like teach him all sorts of stuff, and sometime she didn't like that. Bronwen: Why? Ronni: Coz he was older than me, I guess, and I was more experienced, you know, so it made me like a slut, maybe. I'd be like, 'Fuck my ass,' and he'd be, 'Where'd you learn about that shit?' And then I'd tell him about the Jack and the guys, or the shit I did with Paul, and he'd get pissed a lot. But we always made up coz I fucked him so good, I guess. Bronwen: Did you enjoy having sex with him? Ronni: Yeah, it was cool. I mean we were friends first, and he was cute, and after I got him into fucking he could like monster fuck me coz I told him exactly what I liked. He liked fucking my ass the best, I guess, coz when he'd do that he'd go ape shit. It fucking hurt, you know .. sometimes. Bronwen: Were you having sex with anyone else at the time? Ronni: Yeah .. I mean we'd sometimes fuck around with Nickey when he was drunk. Nickey's just a perv, so he'd do anything. He'd download all this porn off the net, and we'd look at that, get stoned, and mess around together. Bronwen: When you say 'together', you mean all three of you at the same time ..? Ronni: Yeah, like I'd blow them both, or I'd blow one and fuck the other. Or Nickey would blow Josh while I watched or sucked him. Bronwen: Nickey and Josh engaged in homosexual activity together. Ronni: Yeah, if Josh was stoned enough. He's not gay or anything, it's just that I'd tell him how much it turned me on .. you know, gay sex .. and he'd let Nickey do it to him, but he wouldn't do Nickey coz that would make him gay in his mind, I guess. Bronwen: Was Nickey gay? Ronni: Fuck no. He's just a perv, gets off on just about anything, the weirder the better. Bronwen: How long did this three-way relationship last? Ronni: Like a few months, almost to the end of the year. Then nikki porno came around. Bronwen: In one of your stories, you said that Nicolette started hanging around because she became friends Nickey. Ronni: Yeah, they were always in detention together. I knew who she was, and we were like 'Hi' to each other and shit, but I was in all the Advanced Classes, and she was like in Basic everything, so we didn't know each other. But I thought she was cool, I mean she was so fucking hot. No one gave her shit, either, and people talked about her like they talked about me. So one day, she comes over when we're all at Nickey's and we pack some bowls, and she says, 'Hey, did you really fuck all those guys like they say?' And I'm like, 'Yeah, how about you?' And she's like, "Mm hmm. Do you go lezz, too?' And I'm like, 'Want to find out?' And while this shit is going on, Josh and Nickey are like sitting there flipping their shit, watching us. Bronwen: You two had sex in front of Joshua and Nickey? Ronni: Fuck yeah! And it was like the most monster fucking intense shit I'd ever had. We were both like trying to show each other how hot we were, meanwhile we thought each other were so hot, too. I mean I fucking wanted her so bad, and she was the same way. So we fucked each other for like an hour straight and we both came like three times, and then Josh and Nickey joined in, and we fucked all afternoon and night until his mom came home from work like 10:00 o'clock. One of us would cum, and we'd go take a piss or get something to eat, and be walking around his house naked, and then one of us would go find them and start fucking all over again. We like fucked in every room of his house. After that, it was always like that, going over to Nickey's after school, partying our asses off and fucking. One day, this other guy Josh was friends with in High School came by, this big guy who was like a big jock but totally cool .. Bronwen: Was that Mikey? Ronni: You really did read my stories, huh ..? Bronwen: Yes, I did. Ronni: Well, it was the five of us, then. We hung out all spring and then the summer together. Then the next year, Nickey, nikki and I were up in high school with Josh and Mikey, so we got even tighter. Mikey was still doing the jock thing, though, so he'd get these fluff girls all over him, and kind of break away from us for awhile til he dumped them and started hanging around us again. Meanwhile, ee just kept partying on. Bronwen: When did you start engaging in sex with the drug dealers in the coffeehouse parking lot? Ronni: Later, that year. Nikki had been doing it before then for awhile .. Bronwen: Nickey, or Nicolette? Ronni: Nikki .. nikki porno. She'd been doing that for shit since the year before. She'd tell me about it, and ask me if I wanted to, but I'd say 'No' coz I was like with Josh and he had this thing about niggers, and he was getting me all prejudiced, too. He'd always be on nikki's case when she'd bring in some shit and tell us how she fucked these niggers for it. Bronwen: Why do you insist on using the term 'niggers.' I would prefer you didn't. Ronni: Listen, I ain't a racist. That's just the term, you know. They're all like 'Nigger this' and 'Nigger that.' So that's what we call them. Not all black guys are niggers, but those guys are, you know. Bronwen: Still, the term is offensive. Ronni: You mean you find it offensive ..? Bronwen: It is an offensive, demeaning term, Rhonda, no matter how you may try and rationalize it. Ronni: Whatever. Bronwen: Tell me about the first time you had sex with these men in exchange for drugs. Ronni: It was after this one time me and Josh got in this fight, and nikki and I wanted to get stoned, but we didn't have any money. And she's like, 'I know where we can get some shit.' And I knew what she was talking about, and since I was pissed at Josh I was like, 'Fuck him, let's do it.' Bronwen: Did you feel Nicolette was coercing you in any way? Ronni: No way. I was totally into it. I wanted to see what it was like, especially because they were black, you know. I'd always wondered what that was like coz you hear about how big black guys are all the time. I'd ask nikki, but she'd just say, 'You'll see.' So I was psyched about that. Bronwen: You went up to the coffeehouse, then, and found them ..? Ronni: Yeah, same fucking Lincoln, too. Nikki just walks up, and they're like, 'Who's the new bitch? She's fine. You gonna party, too, baby?' And I was fucking wet out of my mind. I was hot, I was scared, I was going fucking crazy. Half of me wanted to run, but nikki just got me inside the car, and we started dealing. This guy pushes my face down to his crotch and tells me, 'Take it out and suck on it, baby.' So I take out his cock and I fucking freaked it was so long, and hard and black. It was like sucking the first dick I ever sucked all over again. Thanks to Paul, I knew how to take that shit deep and not use my hands like a little girl, and the guy was like, 'Shit, this bitch knows how to suck. Look at this shit!' And all the guys are like, 'Shit, we want some of that.' So, I sucked them all off while nikki kept a look out. Bronwen: Nicolette didn't participate at all. Ronni: She like stroked some of them to get them real hard for me, but no, she didn't suck no dick that time. It was just me. When it was over, my fucking jaw ached, and we climbed out of there, and we got FUCKING STONED! Then we fucked, too, and nikki had me tell her all about how it felt sucking my first black cock. Bronwen: So, this was when you started prostituting yourself for drugs? Ronni: Mm hmm. Bronwen: How often did you do this? Ronni: A lot at first, like five times in the next few weeks. Whenever we needed shit. I kind of got back with Josh after that, so we kind of cooled it for awhile, but then we'd just do it, you know, coz we wanted shit, and it was easy that way. At first, Josh wouldn't touch any of the shit we got from the Lincoln, but after awhile he just accepted it, I guess, coz he started partying with us again. I mean he still gave us shit, but he wasn't going to control us. Bronwen: You've told others you were raped. Did this really happen? Ronni: Yeah, I guess. Bronwen: Yes or no? Were you raped, Rhonda? Ronni: Yeah, but it was my stupid fault. Bronwen: Why do you say that? Ronni: Coz I was being stupid. I was up at Magic Beans one night without nikki or Josh or anyone, just myself. Bronwen: Where were they? Ronni: Over at Nickey's, I guess. I was just tired of hanging with them. I wanted to be by myself. I guess I wanted to see this guy, too, one of the black guys, but I didn't want nikk or Josh or anyone around. He was pretty hot. I guess I liked him. So I walk up to his car, and he's with his peeps, and he's like, 'Ronita?' coz that's what they called me. 'What's up, baby?' And I'm like, 'Hey, you want to grab a cup of coffee inside?' I was like asking this guy out or something. His peeps were all laughing and shit, but he says, 'Okay,' and he comes in with me, and we just sit and talk for a few until he says, 'I got some killer shit back at my crib, baby. You want to party a little?' And I'm like, 'Yeah!' So we go out to his car, and we take off, and his peeps drop us off at this house, and we go inside. And he just takes me by the hair and puts me down on the floor, right there in the doorway with the door still fucking open, and he's like, 'You know what to do, bitch!' I was pretty hot now, so it was cool, you know. I took out his dick and started sucking him off. Then he came, and he's like, 'Let's go in and get comfortable.' I crawl into the living room behind him, and he gets out some crack, and I'm like 'I don't do that pipe shit.' And he's like, 'Just try it, baby, just a little.' So, I try it, and my head like splits apart after one hit. And I start freaking out a little, and he has me take another hit, and suddenly its like something's cut the string that's holding my brain inside my head. And I'm floating. I suck his dick some more, and he's all hard again, and I'm like, 'Fuck me!' And he pins me up against this couch, spreads my legs real far and just slams me. I'm so fucking cracked, I cum like monster unreal. I'm crying and shit, then I feel him turn me on my stomach, and start slapping my ass, and then I know what he wants. So I start screaming at him, 'No, don't do that! Don't fuck my ass, you fucking nigger!' But I guess that pissed him off or something coz he shoved my face in the couch and he just rammed his cock up my asshole. It fucking hurt so much, and he just kept fucking me. So I'm like looking all around, trying not to cry, trying just to get through it, you know. And I start counting the tiles on his floor, one at a time, real slow, like if I finished and he wasn't done I'd fucking lose my mind. I counted 126 tiles before I felt him cum in my ass. Then he gets off me and gets a beer. He's like, 'Do you want a beer, baby?' And I'm like, 'Sure.' I mean what the fuck was I supposed to do. I finish my beer and he says, 'You going?' And I'm like, 'Yeah.' So I get out of there, and I'm in this strange neighborhood, walking around and this cop car pulls up, and they start hassling me, and I guess I passed out coz when I wake up I'm in the hospital emergency room. Then these doctors check me out, and my mom's there, and everyone's asking me questions. So I tell them I was getting high with these guys, and I passed out. They're like, 'What guys? What are their names?' But I knew they'd been checking my puss and ass and stuff and knew I'd been fucking. So I'm start telling them about these white guys on motorcycles coz I didn't want my mom knowing about the Lincoln and shit coz she would have freaked. She was bad enough thinking it was white guys who'd fucked my ass. I spent the night in the hospital, and I was so scared I swore I'd never do drugs or fuck another guy as long as I lived. Bronwen: What happened after that? How long was it before you became sexually active again? Ronni: Not fucking long. I kind of wandered around in a daze for a few days, and stayed away from nikki and Josh and everyone. My mom was watching me, too, and I stayed in for like a week, and I called Sarah, and I'm like telling her all this stuff that's happened to me. And I'm begging her to be my friend again, but she's like, 'I'm so sorry, ronni, but I really gotta go.' So I think, 'Fuck this!' and I sneak out after my mom falls asleep around 10:00 and walk all the way up to the coffeehouse. And he's sitting there at this table talking to these girls, the nigger who raped me. So he sees me, and he comes over, and he's like, 'Hey, baby.' But I tell him to fuck off. So he keeps at me, asking me what's wrong, so finally I'm like, 'You fucking raped me, you fucking nigger!' And he just gets all quiet, and then he says, 'Wow, I didn't know. I thought that's what you wanted. You were so into it. You told me to 'fuck' you. I thought that's what you wanted. Why did you tell me to 'fuck' you if you didn't want me to?' He got me all confused. I started thinking if I maybe wasn't remembering everything wrong coz I was stoned. I mean remembered being all hot and asking him to fuck me. So then I start thinking maybe this rape stuff was all bullshit I just said at the hospital to get everyone off my case. He was so fucking nice, too. He bought me a coffee, and we just sat and talked, until he's like let me take you home. So we left together, and he started moving on me out in the car, and we were making out and shit, and then he pulls up back to the house we were at before. He's like, 'Let's go inside for a minute. I've got some good shit.' Bronwen: You went inside with him ..? Ronni: Yeah, like I said, pretty stupid, huh ..? Bronwen: Why, Rhonda? Why did you go inside? Ronni: Coz I wanted to .. I wanted .. I thought it was different. I'd been in this daze for over a week, and being there with him was the first time I'd felt anything in days. I just .. I didn't want it to stop. So I went in, and we partied a little, and I sucked his dick again, and he got my clothes off, and then I knew what was going to happen, but by that time I knew it was too late to tell him, 'No,' coz shit had already happened. Bronwen: So you didn't say anything to him? You didn't tell him you didn't want to have sex? Ronni: No, I just let him fuck me again. It was my stupid fault. I knew what was going to happen, so it was my fucking fault I was there. Bronwen: What happened after that? Ronni: Well, this time I made him fucking drive me back to Nickey's. Josh and nikki were over there. They were like, 'What's up, ronni?' And I told them I needed to sleep over there. So I crashed there on nickey's floor, and later nikki gets next to me and I just hug her. And she's like, 'What's up, girlfriend?' And I tell her everything, real soft coz Josh and Nickey are over at Nickey's computer looking at dirty pics. Nikki was like, 'Shit, ronn, why didn't you tell me this?' I was crying, and she was just holding me, and I guess I fell asleep. Bronwen: What did you do about this man who raped you? Did you do anything? Ronni: No, he just kind of disappeared. I still see him sometimes, but he doesn't hang out at the coffeehouse much at all anymore. I stay the fuck away from him when he does, though. Bronwen: But even after all that, you still continued exchanging sex for drugs. Ronni: Mm hmm. Bronwen: Why? Ronni: After awhile, it was just something else that had happened, you know, like Jack and the guys in the barn, or Paul. As long as I was with nikki, we were always in control of shit. We'd fuck for shit, or for tatts or pierces, but no one ever did that shit to me again. If I fucked someone, even if it got freaky, that was my choice. I never let anyone fuck me again if I didn't want to. That's what that taught me. Bronwen: Yet, you've forced others to have sex against their will, haven't you ..? Ronni: No. Bronwen: What about what you did to your friend Tammy, or to Manel, or the woman in the shopping mall store? Ronni: That's different. Bronwen: Why is that different? Ronni: It just is. Bronwen: Why? Explain that. Explain how it's different. Ronni: .. Bronwen: Rhonda? Ronni: Listen, I'm tired of explaining shit to you, okay ..? I want to go back to my room. Bronwen: You're avoiding the issue, Rhonda. Tell me how those women are different than you. Tell me. Ronni: .. Session Six Bronwen: You know what I'd like to talk about today, don't you ..? Ronni: No, what ..? Bronwen: You tried to escape two nights ago. Would you like to tell me why you tried to do that? Ronni: To get out of this fucking hole, bitch. Bronwen: You know, we could have sent you immediately into juvenile detention ..? Ronni: So, why the fuck didn't you? Bronwen: Do you really want to go to juvenile detention? Ronni: Maybe I do. Bronwen: Why would you want to go there, Rhonda? Ronni: At least nikki would be there. Bronwen: Nicolette ..? Ronni: Nikki, you bitch. Her name is nikki. Bronwen: Nicolette isn't the juvenile detention center, Rhonda. She was released from there weeks ago. Ronni: That's bullshit. Bronwen: No, it's not, Rhonda. Nicolette was granted early probation. Ronni: Jesus, what scam did she pull? Bronwen: Do you mean you didn't know about this? Ronni: No. Bronwen: Have you been in contact with Nicolette, Rhonda? Ronni: How the fuck could I be. I'm locked up in here and she's in fucking juvy. You haven't let me get any mail from her, and they probably didn't give her any of the letters I sent her either. Bronwen: We don't stop mail here, Rhonda. We may read it for content, but we wouldn't keep your mail from you. They don't do that in the juvenile detention center either. Ronni: That's fucking bullshit, and you know it. you know I've sent nikki like 30 letters. You fucking know coz you fucking bastards have read them, every one of them, and then you probably throw them away, don't you ..? Bronwen: They were delivered, Rhonda, all of them. Ronni: You're fucking lying, bitch! Bronwen: No, I'm not. We've delivered all the mail you sent, and we've given you all the mail sent to you. Ronni: I know you're fucking lying, bitch. I know all about all your psych shit. You can't mind fuck me with this shit. Bronwen: Nobody's 'mind fucking' you, Rhonda. I'm telling you the truth. We sent your letters to Nicolette. We've given you all your mail. Ronni: Fuck you! Bronwen: Why don't you think Nicolette has written you, Rhonda? Ronni: She has, you fucking bitch! She's probably written me more letters than I wrote her. You just won't give them to me coz you're trying to mind fuck me. Bronwen: That's not true, Rhonda. None of your old friends have written to you, have they ..? Ronni: I know what fucking happened, bitch. Nikki Porno busted out of juvy, and she's coming here, and she's going to bust me out of here, and we're going to come and find you, you fat fucking cow, and nikki's going to get a dildo out and we're going to fuck your fat fucking ass, you fucking cunt! Bronwen: Rhonda, I think we'll continue this at another session. Ronni: Nikki porno's coming, you fucking cunt. She's coming for your fat cow ass. And we're going to double fuck your fat cunt and fat ass, you fucking cunt! You'll see! You'll fucking see .. I Dream of Her Death Roomful of God, Carbon-black cinder-bent Leaves petitioning What has called her back To dust Then some country road Dry to the miles I have tramped Over both our lives To where even she Cannot follow, To the shore of a field I can never cross How the asphalt Can never be the grass Or the empty spaces Now a freedom That I could once take Into my hands To murder Or hold To that last instant Where there would be A cease of being Two Is the way the wind Would have it be To the dust To the char-spent leaves Wailing In a room full of God. *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Thrasher Girls VII "Mormons" The last time I breathed fresh "free" air, it was like inhaling a trillion little ice cubes, each one cutting my lungs like quantum-sized razor blades. That was in January, before nikki porno and I got busted jacking that herman's car. Eight months later, and it's August, and the air between the front door of Springvale Youth Home and moms' car is hot and wet, just like the air inside the infirmary's laundry. I won't miss that fucking laundry, that's for sure. Even when it was 30 below outside, I'd rather have been freezing my tits off in my room with Jesus-Girl and her Bible Avengers than shaking out wet sheets in the laundry. That's what they did when a girl exercised a little freedom of thought in Gulag Springvale; they'd stick your ass in the laundry and have you unload these huge, monstrosity washing machines and shake out 800 pounds of wet sheets. All water-logged, though, the 800 pounds was more like 3,000 pounds, and the shit coming out of the compartments was over a 1000 degrees. No gloves either - no nothing. The skin used to peel off the sides of my arms in chunks like I was a well-done steak. FUCK THAT SHIT! I did my fucking time. They tried their psych-out, Clockwork Orange, voodoo shit on the little thrasher grl, and she came out-brain in- fucking-tact! Can't say the same for the body, though. Just my fucking leg, really; too much nerve damage down my spine from the accident they tell me. Slamming 80 miles an hour into an air bag will do that to you, I guess. I'll never walk without a limp again, and on bad days I have to use this aluminum crutch that looks like something out of L.L. Geek Catalog. The crutch is definitely going. I'm going to get nikki p., and we're going to go hardcore thrifting until I find a kick-ass cane, one that goes with being an outlaw. I'm thinking some kind of shiny black deal with a jeweled handle that pulls out into a stiletto. The kind a Bond villainess would whack with. Let's see someone start something with the little gimp chick then. First things first, though, and that means surviving the ride home with moms, the step-Goober and Peanut. Peanut's my little brother, half-brother actually. I can't remember if I've really written about him or moms or the step-Goober before. If I have, I apologize for the redundant redundancy. If I haven't, here's all the data for your hard-drive. Peanut is nine .. wait ten-years-old now. His birthday is in July. I didn't get him anything. Shit! That's something else I've got to do now that I'm sprung. Moms was like 5-months knocked up with the Nut when she and the Goober tripped over the altar. I was in kindergarten. Moms and dads had been busted apart for over a year, each managing their respective affairs almost from the time I'd been born I guess. My first day of kindergarten was also the day moms told me dads was moving out. She'd tried to explain it to me like her and dads had been 'best friends', but now they weren't anymore, so they had to live apart. I kind of understood what was going on, but I was starting school, and nothing really sank in until around Halloween when dads didn't take me trick-or- treating. That's when the Goober appeared on the scene. Instead of dads with his piggy-back rides and big bear hugs I got a big-footed, clumsy dork who made it a point of not touching me at any time. When she was preggers, I once heard mom ask Goobs to lift me into the back of his van because she couldn't manage. He stared at me, stupefied, then barely took my hand and told me I needed to start acting like a big girl. I tried to jump up, but I couldn't, and I fell and scraped my knee. Then he just stood there with an even stupider look on his face while moms came back and lifted me up into the van. I heard them discussing this whole deal later on, and moms asked him why he hadn't lifted me. He'd replied that 'physical contact' between us didn't seem 'appropriate' at that point in our relationship. The funny thing is, I remember actually understanding what he was saying and agreeing with him. I was pissed I'd scraped my knee, but I didn't want him holding me and touching me like dads did. Later that day, I could tell he was still upset by the whole thing, so I went over to him and said: "I'm all right. And you're right, I should be a big girl by now and get in the van myself." From then on, that's exactly what I did, and since that day me and the Goobs kind of have this understanding - he lets me be a big girl and only helps me when I ask him, which is next to never. Moms has picked up on this arrangement, I guess, and she kind of treats me the same way. I make the grades in school and score high on all the Proficiency Tests, and she leaves me to fuck up on my own. She'd handled the visits to the principals and counselors all right, and even gave them a piece of her mind. In moms' opinion, my discipline problems are the fault of an education system, which has no idea how to handle a "brilliant, gifted young lady." She might be right there, really. Even when I was in elementary school, I was always finishing my work way ahead of everyone else, and this was when I'd get in trouble for talking, passing notes, or doodling on my desk. My teachers always tried to solve my 'idle hands' problems with dumping extra work on me, or making me class monitor, or some other bullshit. FUCK THAT! Just because I'm smarter and faster than everyone, I get punished with more work? I just refused to play that game, which sent all the counselors into a tailspin because that's always SUPPOSED to work with smart troublemakers. I guess they could never comprehend that a seven-year-old girl would be able to see through that crap. That's when my ongoing war with the public education system started. Nine grades later, and all the counselors' prophecies had finally turned true. Ronni really is the Bad-Seed, the Antichrist 666, the Whore of fucking Babylon. I felt sorry for moms more than anyone, really. She is so idealistic and so post-70s femme. She really thought if she let me 'do my own thing' while 'accentuating the positive' that I'd eventually outgrow the 'rebellious stage' and mature into a 'self- actualized' young woman without all the 'girlish' weakness and 'phallocratic social conditioning' she always bitched about. Moms only ever said two things to me about sex and drugs. One -- never let drugs or sex control you. Two-always think of your personal safety first. Another time, she once told me that 'No kick is worth dying for.' It seemed to me now, as I crowded into the backseat of her car, that I'd broken all three of these motherly commandments, and things were probably going to be a lot different between us now. I'd disappointed and embarrassed her, exposed her to all the other moms as a 'bad mother.' Moms has an ego. She should. She's brilliant, successful, and still looks great for a lady her age. She's busted more balls than I can count, and when she speaks her mind EVERYONE in the room listens. I felt bad that I'd tarnished her image. She didn't deserve that. She didn't deserve to be judged because of my actions. That wasn't fair. I'd fucked up all on my own. Well, at least one of her kids was turning out right. The Peanut is a great kid. I wish we were closer, but he's just so young, and he has no idea where I'm at in life. When I was around 10, and he was 4, we would play together all the time. I'd baby-sit him, and he would hug me like every chance he got. We haven't hugged since I was 11 and started doing teenage stuff with my friends. He'd ask me to play with him, but I always had something better to do, and then he just quit asking. I kind of want to reach over the backseat and hug him now, but that would just be too weird for both us. Instead, I smile at him, and he smiles back .. well, sort of. He knows I was in trouble, and that I did something wrong, and that I was 'in jail.' No wonder he's scared of me now. "I thought we'd go out to lunch," moms tells us all when we're finally out of the parking lot and headed back to civilization. "Rhonda, do you have anywhere in particular you'd like to go?" Test time. Can ronni re-integrate successfully into the suburban family social dynamic? Asking to just go home so I can lie on my own bed in my own room and try to put the last seven months out of my mind is not an option here. Ronni must demonstrate she can think of other people's feelings aside from her own. "What about Mr. Toads?" I offer, my mind still on the Peanut. Mr. Toads is his favorite restaurant - unlimited pizza and videogames. I also figure the general cacophony will cover up any awkward silences that erupt. I can tag along with the Nut, play Mortal Kombat and big sister Rhonda, and start rebuilding at least some of the seven-month's worth of bridges I've burned behind me. I catch the Peanut smile at me .. for real this time .. and we're off to Never Never Land. Moms and the Goober order two large 'Big Toad' pizzas when we get there, and the Peanut and I hit the videogames. He's still nervous, I can tell. His hands shake when I press a handful of tokens into his palm. "It's your token, Peanut .." I tell him. "Now what do you want to lose at first?" He brightens up a little when he hears me tease him like I used to do when we were younger. Beating his big sister at any game is always a big thing to him, especially if I trash-talk him a little first. He drags me over to "Xtreme Vengeance," a combat game with super-powered beings and lots of gore. We play and trash-talk each other while our animated fighters deal out lots of carnage. After fifteen minutes, we are laughing and teasing each other so hard I find it hard to remember that just one day before I was still locked up and hadn't even broken a smile for weeks. A part of my wants to tell Peanut something, something about being his big sister, and loving him, and being sorry for what I might have done to upset him. The stronger part of me knows, though, that naming my emotions would kill this moment forever. Peanut doesn't need 'reconciliation,' he just needs his big sister back. I'm glad I've trained myself not to cry. "Would you mind if I called nikki?" I ask moms after we've returned home and it's about 7:00PM. "I haven't heard from her in months. I just want to see how she's doing, that's all," I add. "She is my best friend," I keep on explaining while moms just looks at me. "A lot can happen in seven months," moms tells me slowly. "People can change. I hope you've changed .. a little at least," she smiles weakly. "Can I call her or not?" I ask, unsure of what moms is talking about. It's not like her to be so yoda. Usually the answers are straight and sure, like gunfire. "I can't stop you from calling her," moms smiles. "I just want you to know that things change and people change, that's all. You have to be prepared for that in life. I want you to remember that. Change isn't something you should judge. You can accept it or fight it, but never judge it." "O..kay..?" What is with all the Yoda shit? "I'm calling her then .. just for a few minutes." I go over to the kitchen phone and dial nikki. This is an effort on my part to show moms I'm not hiding anything from her. I just got home, and I don't'need 'issues' my first night back. "Hello?" The voice belongs to nikki's mom. Her and nikk sound so much alike, but I can always tell. "Is nikki there?" "Yes, this is Nicole .." Pause. "Rhonda?" Shit, it is nikki. I must really have been gone a long time. I could always tell the difference between nikki porno and her mom before. And what is with the 'Rhonda' shit? Moms, Gobbs and the Nut were all calling me Rhonda, too, all fucking day. "P-slut ..?" I laugh. "What's up, girlfriend?" "Are you home?" nikk asks, not answering my question. Typical nikki porno, always wants to know everything else that's going on before she'll tell you what's on her mind. "Yeah, I was sprung today," I answer. "Is it all right to talk?" "Sure .." she responds after a long pause. "Sure," she repeats quickly. "I didn't know," I keep talking. "I figured you had some kind of .. you know .. restriction on you since I never heard anything from you. Is everything cool now?" "Everything's real cool," she replies quickly and hse catches her breath. "It's just .. it's weird hearing your voice .. that's all. After everything that happened. So much's happened since .. well, you know." "Like what? Tell me everything, p--." "I .. ah .." she pauses. "Could you ..?" she pauses again. "Could I what?" "Could you .. could you call me Nicole, or even just Nikki?" "I .. uh .. sure." She sounds freaked or something, like she's talking to a ghost. What is wrong with her? "Sure, Nikki. I'm sorry," I add, only I don't know why. "It's no biggie," she laughs. "I just .. I like that better, okay." "Sure," I shake my head. Whatever?! "So what you been up to? I feel like it's been forever." "Yeah, me, too .." she pauses again. "How are you? Is you leg still busted?" "Yeppers," I try to laugh. "I'm ronni the gimper now. We need to do some hardcore thrifting and get me a killer cane so I can lose this lame crutch they got me walking on. Can't have me thrashing looking like a geek, can we?" "Um .." she sounds like she hasn't even been listening to me. "I'm kind of in the middle of a family thing here. I .. I really kind of have to go." "Sure," I try to sound casual. "I understand. Moms doesn't like me rapping with juvies either," I manage a laugh which she doesn't return. "So you wanna go thrifting maybe tomorrow or something?" "Um .. let me check .. hold on .." Her hand muffles the phone, and I'm like in limbo for almost five minutes, listening to muffled voices. "Hey, Rhonda ..?" Nikki finally comes back. "My mom wants to know if you'd like to come over tomorrow afternoon .. around 2:00 .. for lunch ..?" Never in the two-plus years we'd known each other had Nikki's mom ever invited me over to their house for anything .. EVER! I have no idea how to respond to this, but find myself answering: "Yeah, sure, Nikk. We can go thrifting after that, okay ..?" "Sure .." she still sounds a tad freaked out. "That'd be great." "See you tomorrow then." We say bye and hang up. I turn to moms who's been listening the whole time to my side of the whole conversation. "You're going over there tomorrow?" she asks me. "Mm hmm," I nod. "Oh," is all moms says. "For lunch .. her mom invited me," I add. "I didn't think you'd mind. I promise it'll just be lunch and then going to some thrift stores. I need a cane," I explain. "This crutch thing is so lame. I can't be walking around with it my whole life. I .. uh .. I'm sorry, I guess I should have asked you first, huh ..?" I wait for an answer, but she just keeps looking at me, like she'd trying to decide whether to tell me something or not. "It's just that her invitation took me by surprise," I fill the silence. "I mean Nikki's mom has never invited me over for anything. I think I've only met her once or something. I got kind of put on the spot, you know ..?" "I don't mind if you go over there for lunch and go shopping," moms comes out of her daze-thing and nods her head. "Just remember what I said about change. People do change, okay ..? It's .. inevitable," she says softly. I nod. Whatever?! I go outside to find the Peanut and see if he wants to watch TV with me. I haven't seen television in months. Maybe we can find a cool movie. Fantasies and clit diddling. I haven't been able to really enjoy either in over six months. There was no way I could've strummed my puss with Bible Girl talking to Jesus not even ten feet away. My room was small enough, but throw in the utter lack of personal privacy, and the only time I could jack off was if I played sick. Even then, I had nurses in and out of my room at all times. I think preventing me from masturbating was part of my "therapy." Ronni the wild little thrasher slut needs some cooling down. All prevention did, though, was make me nuttier. Nothing to take the edge off, you know, especially when all that cunt therapist ever wanted to talk about was sex. She'd go home, listen to a tape of me telling some fuck story from when I was thirteen, and pop her puss good every night. I was stuck with maybe squeaking one out in the toilet, or doing a comatose stroke some night under the covers when I couldn't take it anymore. Funny - I got over craving booze and drugs quick enough, but never quit jonesing for a nice, slow finger fuck to my own private porno movie. That night, then, my first night home, I'm itching to get to bed, to get under my covers and inside myself. I missed myself the last seven months, missed the way I feel, missed the way my mind could take me to another world and drop me off a bottomless cliff. It feels weird when I finally get the lights off and my panties off. I must have jacked myself to sleep a thousand times over the years, but this time it's like I'm somehow uncomfortable with myself again, like I was when I first started playing with myself at eleven. I try to think of the wildest thing I can imagine - I am the President's daughter and I am on Air Force One getting gangraped by a group of terrorists. They have a nuclear bomb on board and they are going to blow up New York City unless I do everything they say. They make me perform in front of everyone on board - the President, the First Lady, all the news media. They make the television crews film the whole thing and broadcast it worldwide. They are all around me, tearing off my clothes, making me strip for them and the cameras. They are wearing these fucked-up turbans, waving around machine guns, and they smell like piss. They make me take out each of their cocks one-by-one while the television crews film it and the whole world watches. Their cocks are thick and beefy and all uncircumcised. Their foreskins hang out over the ends of their pricks, and I have to pump each one to get it really hard. They laugh at me, and bat my head back and forth between their cocks like a volleyball. "Look at the little American slut," the leader mocks me as he seizes me and jams his smelly cock down my throat. "She sucks cock like a whore, like all American sluts. They are all cocksucking whores. She sucks cock just like her mother taught her, don't you American girl slut ..?" he keeps shoving his cock down my throat before another man grabs my hair and impales my mouth on his cock. "I fuck the throat of the daughter of the president of the United States. Soon all teenage American girls will be on their knees sucking our cocks, brothers," he tells his men. I am surrounded by these gang-raping terrorists, and they make me perform every sexual act imaginable while the cameras roll. Then they drag these flight attendants into the fray, and force us all to eat each other out and fist fuck each others' pusses and asses while they cut our flesh with knives and carve words like "Slut" "Pig," and "Whore" into our backs and butt cheeks. Then one guy gets the idea to snuff one of us while he's fucking her ass because he once heard that dying girls give the best ride. They choose this little blonde flight attendant who is begging for her life. To shut her up, they bury her mouth in my snatch and start fucking her sphinx hard with a gun to her head. I am crying and screaming, but I am also anxious .. anxious to see what will happen. They are mashing the girl's screaming mouth into my puss, and despite my terror and I am fucking my puss into the poor girl's face. All the terrorist guys are screaming "Snuff her. Snuff the American bitch. Snuff all of them while we fuck them." I don't want to die, but I start cumming like crazy. The guy with the gun is pulling the trigger. I close my eyes and bite down on my palm to suppress my moan. I black out. A couple seconds later the room comes whirling back into my senses. My room .. my bed .. my fingers .. my puss .. my body .. my mind. MY FUCKING MIND! I hug the damp sheets and lick my taste off my fingers. I miss the feel of another naked body next to mine. I look out my window and watch the breeze seethe through the curtains. MY FUCKING MIND! Moms wants to drop me off at Nikki's the next afternoon. I want to walk. She's worried about my leg. I tell her I'm no cripple and that I want to walk. She doesn't argue with me and then hands me her cell phone. "Call me if anything happens, okay ..?" she tells me, like she expects to hear from me. I'm pretty stupefied, I mean moms trusting me with her cell phone after all the shit I've pulled. She just gives me this odd kind of grimace-smile when she sees me limp off into the afternoon sunlight. It's still fucking hot out, and after I reach the end of my street I realize how fucking uncomfortable crutches can be. Another mile. What the fuck was I thinking? I almost turn back, but I can feel moms' eyes on my back, and for some reason I feel like this is a test. How strong am I? How much am I going to have to lean on everyone else now? I keep on walking and actually start kicking on the pain in a way. Pain - mental, emotional or physical-always focuses me. All the million thoughts screaming in my brain quiet and coalesce into one point of white-hot light. It's like when you tune all the fuzz out of a radio station and everything comes in clear finally. I march forward inside that clarity for the next half-hour until I see Nikki's house. Nikki's house? Someone painted it and cleaned up the yard and trimmed the hedges. There's one of those fake miniature wells and a tiny cobblestone path leading up to it from the sidewalk. A small, plaster lawn-gnome sunning himself on a rock grins at me. What the ..? I start to check the address when I see Nikki appear at the front screen door. She's in a flowery dress that practically covers her whole body, and she's carrying what looks like a pitcher of lemonade. All the red is gone from her hair, and I realize I've never seen the natural strawberry blonde of her hair. No make-up or lipstick, either. "Nikk ..?" I laugh as I walk up the tiny cobblestone path. "Hi, Rhonda," she smiles. "You walked over here?" she seems surprised and a little troubled when she sees me sweating and limping in obvious pain. "Are you okay?" "Hell yes," I grin, then pause. "Wow!" I finally say what's on my mind as she opens the door and nothing stands between us. "You look sooo different. Rehab, huh ..?" I'm fishing for some kind of explanation. "Yeah," she smiles like she has some kind of secret she's not so sure she wants to share. "Kind of .." "You're playing it smart," I whisper to her as I enter her house. "Keeps 'em off your case." She doesn't reply, and I quickly forget her silence as I soak up the new interior surrounding me. It's like someone came in and removed everything familiar from her living room and replaced it with the keepsakes from another family. There are family photos everywhere - - Nikki and her parents and her brother in a bunch of different locations doing a bunch of shit I never heard about. Then I notice all the pics feature the new Nikki, and I figure it out. Seven years worth of photos in seven months. Then I see Jesus. He is everywhere, just like God's supposed to be I guess. He's laughing, he's talking to children, and he's preaching to American Indians. Then Nikki's mom comes into the room. "Rhonda!" she gushes, and it actually seems genuine. "Oh, please, sit down. You must be exhausted." She actually takes my forearm under my elbow and leads me to what has to be a brand new couch. It even smells like the furniture store. The cushions are soft, and I sink into cumfiness despite myself. "Dear," Nikki's mom smiles at her, "get Rhonda a glass of lemonade. She has to be parched." Parched? The word strikes me as even odder than the lady's outfit. The only thing I ever saw Nikki's mom wearing was her work uniform over a pale complexion. Now she's all scrubbed down and suburban - cotton summer dress, same flower pattern as Nikki's, and a deep tan. She looks like she could run the marathon or something. But it's the word 'parched' that really gets my radar up. It's like hearing someone you've known for years suddenly speak a foreign language. 'Parched' sounds like a word Jesus would use, not nikki porno's mother. "We'll eat in a few minutes," she pats my knee affectionately, and I want to squirm, but I don't. I'm too wigged to even move. "You do like tuna salad, don't you ..?" "Um .. yeah .. that'd be great," I don't know what else to say. "You look good .. strong .." she adds quickly, obviously aware I just limped into her house after a mile trek. "I'm so happy you're here. I know Nicolette has missed you. But you know how she is. It's very hard for her to talk about her feelings .. still," she adds. "She's starting to come out of her shell, though. We all are. These last several months have been hard for us .. but good," she smiles firmly. "Adversity makes us grow. But you know that, don't you ..?" "Yeah," I find myself nodding. "Nicolette has some other friends joining us," she looks up and smiles at Nikki when she re-enters the room with a tray of lemonade and three glasses. "I hope you don't mind," she turns back to me. "Tams?" I ask Nicole. Nicole shakes her head and shoots me a weird look. "No, you don't know them." "Huh .." I can't think of anything else to say. I take my glass of lemonade and drain it in one long gulp. I'm that 'parched.' Nikki smiles at me and refills my glass. The scene is so freaky that part of me wants to crawl out of my skin and slither back out onto the street. My curiosity gets the best of me, though, and I find myself settling into the surreality. Nikk is scamming something here, and I'm dying to find out what the deal is. "I'm going to check on lunch," Nikk's mom sips her lemonade and stands up. "I'm sure you girls have some catching up to do. We'll be eating in a few minutes. You did tell Eld .. ah .. Jason, Scott and Loren two o'clock, didn't you ..?" She looks over at the clock on the fake fireplace mantle next to the "Jesus Preaches to the Indians" picture. "Yes, mom," Nikk seems slightly annoyed for a second, but then she smiles. "I told them two o'clock. You know how they are when they're out. They'll be here." She smiles back at Nikk. "It'll just be a few minutes, Rhonda," she tells me again, then leaves the room. "Okay, Nikk, what the hell is going on here?" I laugh under my breath. She winces. Not the reaction I expected. "Rhonda, could you ..?" she cuts herself off, glances towards the kitchen, then back to me. "I'm not sure you're going to understand all this, but could you at least wait and give it a chance." "Give what a chance?" "I can't explain it .. not now at least .. just promise me you'll give it a chance." "What .. a chance?" "Things are different now," she started. "I'm different. I know how this is going to look, but if we're going to be friends this is how it's going to be." "What do you mean 'if we're going to be friends?'" "Like I said, I can't explain it. You'll just have to see. Just promise me you'll wait. Can you promise me?" "Sure, Nikk?" I shake my head. "Whatever you're scamming, it's got be good. I mean look at you .." The sound of a car in the drive interrupts us. Nikki springs up from her chair and sprints to the door, the way she used to when Josh and I would pull into her driveway. I find myself standing, too, and peeking through the screen door behind her. The kids getting out of the car are dressed up like they're going to church - the two guys in dark suits and ties, and the girl in a navy blue skirt and blazer with a starched white blouse. I see the leather-covered books clutched in their hands, and then the surreality turns absolutely X-Files. For the first time I notice the books and magazines strategically arrayed across the brand new coffee table: "New Era," "The Ensign," "The Holy Bible," "The Book of Mormon." Oh, shit .. The bible-pushers enter the house with a clamor of greetings and hugs for Nikki. I try to back off, but gimpy ronni isn't quick enough. "You must be Rhonda," the bible-girl closes in on me and hugs me warmly. She's covered in rusty hair and freckles over her pale skin. She can't hide her scrumptious bod beneath her geeky little bible-girl suit, and her green eyes just pierce me. I feel myself go all squishy in her arms, and I realize I haven't felt another girl's embrace in over half-a- year. Unconsciously, I hold on, pressing her into me. She is totally huggable, and she doesn't freak. She holds me until I slowly come back to reality - She's a church-geek, ronni! Gradually, reluctantly, I release my embrace. "I'm Loren," she clutches my hands and shakes them. "It's so great to finally meet you. Nicolette has told us so much about you. I'm so glad to see you're up and doing well. We have so much to talk about." She's a talker, this one. "I'm .. Scott," one of the Mormo-guys offers his hand, shaking mine briskly. He's scrubbed, and with his red hair and freckles he could be Loren's brother. I assume he's not, though, because they have way different accents. He sounds like he's from down south; she sounds like she's from Boston or New York or something. "It's so nice to meet you." He still won't let go of my hand, and his thin, wiry body shakes nervously. He's a fag - okay, bi probably-if I ever met one. Nothing worse than a fag hiding behind his bible. "This is Jason," Nikk blurts out before the other Mormo-boy can get a word in. Jason's a big beefy jock- type with short, curly brown hair. I notice how Nikki hunches up to him, and the sound in her voice suddenly registers .. possession. So that's what's going on with Nikki Porno. I shake Jason's hand, but he seems slightly less comfortable with my presence than the other two Mormos. He can't look me in the eye or any other part of my body, yet I'm conscious that he's absorbing all of me. He makes me conscious of what I'm wearing - white belly T-shirt and cut-offs. My months at Springvale took off a few pounds around my tummy, leaving it flat and pierced and demanding attention. I smile at Nikk when I see her bible-boy get all wiggy, but she isn't smiling back. If anything, she seems pissed at his reaction, hunching into him more tightly. What is up with her? "Oh, you're all here," Nikki's mom comes out of the kitchen suddenly. "You all must be starved. Come on in. Lunch is served." The next half-hour or so is a real slice of Bizzaro World. I feel like I'm in some episode from Seventh Heaven or something. We pray over the fucking tuna salad, and then the conversation turns lumpy, white and tasteless, just like the Wonder Bread sticking to the roof of my mouth. Nikki says about three total words to me, and I catch Jason's eyes trying not to drool over me about every other second. Loren, my little rusty-haired treat, single-handedly keeps the conversation chattering, mostly in my direction. I envision myself stuffing my puss in her eager-beaver face and burying my tongue in her fiery bush. I've never devoured a real redhead before, and I wonder if she has freckles all over her body, like on her tummy and her thighs. As I eat the tuna salad, I pretend it's her puss, licking the mayo off my lips and gazing into her piercing green eyes. She never releases my gaze, always waiting for me to turn away first. After awhile, I don't even look down anymore, just zeroing in on her, and it's like we're the only two at the table. I want this little bible- girl on all fours. I want to hear her begging me, praying to ME in her eager-beaver voice. In fact, I want all three of them, bare-assed naked and slithering around on the floor in dog leashes and choke chains. I've never fucked a bible-geeks before, and I know they must be horny as hell. All that talk about sin really has to fuck their minds into warp-drive. So this was Nikki's scam. Go Jesus and thump the bible-thumpers, slam the God out of their puny zombie minds. Total corruption! Fucking brilliant, a plan so worthy of me I can't believe I didn't think of it first. This way she gets all cock and puss she wants with no bullshit because she's hanging with 'good kids.' Judging by the way she's all over Jason, she must be banging him regularly, which must be why she's pissed he's checking me out. But jealousy? Nikki Porno jealous? I guess there's a first for everything. Like moms says, people change whether we like it or not. Still, once we get all naked and tasty with each other that bullshit will fade away, and we'll be back to where we were, thrashing the shit out of these lamers. I just need to play the game cool, like Nikki. I can do this, no problem. Just eat up what they spoon out until their guard's down, then make them violate each of the Ten Commandments in order. Peace of fucking cake! After lunch, we go into the living room with more lemonade. By now I'm dying for a Coke, but I know the Mormos have something against caffeine or something. Guess they won't be hanging at Magic Beans with us then. Everyone finds a seat, and I plop down on the couch right next to Loren. Before I know it, she's holding my hand again and starting another prayer. "Thank you for leading us to our newest dear Sister, Rhonda .." she prattles amid all the God-stuff, squeezing my hand and piercing me with her eyes. "Would you like to pray, too, Sister?" Scott asks me after they're all done. Sister?! Okay, I'll play along. "I'm not really religious, bro'," I tell him. Loren's grip tightens on my hand, and I instinctively pull away, but she's strong for a geek-girl. "You don't have to be 'religious' to pray, Rhonda," Scott beams. "You just have to believe someone is listening." "That's kind of the problem," I reply. "You doubt the Lord, Sister" he nods understandingly. "Given what's happened to you, that's understandable." "What do you mean by that?" "There aren't any secrets here, Rhonda," Scott explains. "Nicolette has told us pretty much everything about her .. your past." "Everything?" I snicker. "We're not here to judge anyone, Rhonda, just to pray, just to lead the lost sheep back to the Lord." Scott's keeping at me like a pit-bull, the fire of faith flashing in his eyes every time we lock eyes. Or is it something else ..? "So you heard about us sucking big nigger dicks for drugs?" I offer. "How about when we pimped out those geek girls to the niggers for shit. Or the old fart we fucked so hard he had a fucking stroke. You know about all that, Jason?" I turn my attention to him. He's hardly spoken all afternoon. I can tell he's trying everything in his power not to rape me with his eyes, rape the wild little thrasher girl he's been hearing so much about. His cock is so hard he can't even sit up straight. He's beyond temptation. I've got his ass pussy-whipped, and he hasn't even had a taste yet. Poor little bible-boy wants a thrill fuck, he wants to bang the little wild-child. Okay, baby, once I get this whole scam figured out with Nikki Porno, we'll be getting biblical on your cherry geek ass. We'll thump you so silly your dick will look like it was wearing a crown of thorns. "W.. would you leave Jason alone?" Nikki's voice seems to have lost all its strength inside that stupid flowered dress. "Please, Rhonda, just .." "Just what?" I laugh. "Enough with all this shit, Nikk. Let's blow this lamer crusade and go thrifting. Come on, p --. You can go to bible study some other time." "We're here to pray with you today, Rhonda," Scott re- enters the fray. "And why should I pray?" I snap back. "You're looking for peace, Rhonda," Scott nods his head like he's some kind of fucking authority on ME. "It's right here in front of you. You will find peace with the Lord. You just need to open your heart to him." "Sorry, don't think he's listening .." "You've had a troubling few years. I know God seems like he's not there to you, but he is. He's been here the whole time, you just haven't opened your eyes. When we experience personal crisis, even the noblest among us often turn away from Him when we need Him the most. He's always there, though, waiting patiently." He pauses when I don't automatically react with a ready 'Amen' or 'Hallelujah.' "Tell you what ..?" he offers. "Would you do something for yourself?" "What?" "Just try praying with us .. one prayer?" he asks. "Why?" "It might make you feel better," he gives me this patronizing smile that makes me want to shove a dildo up his skinny, white, freckle-covered ass. "I don't think so," I try to laugh, hoping that'll back him off. "Why not at least try?" he presses "I'm not going to become a Mormon," I blurt out. "You're wasting your time, okay ..? No offense," I add when I see Nikki shoot me another pissed-off look. "Rhonda," Nikki kind of started scolding me. "Remember you said you'd wait until .." "I know what I said," I cut her off. "But I didn't know this was about all this Mormon crap. No offense," I add again, "but no way, okay ..?" "We're not asking you to do anything but pray with us, Rhonda," Loren starts in on me now, her hands are like freckle-covered lobster claws. "Fuck that," I fire back, loving the sound of the word slamming into their holier-than-Jesus ear-drums. "I'll sit here and play all nice with you geeks, but I ain't praying to your fucking God. I don't care what scam you got going here, Nikk, that's bullshit, and you know it." "I'm not sure I understand what's upset you so much, Rhonda .?" Scott tries to be peacemaker. "Why don't we just calm down for a moment and .." "No need to calm down," I get up from the couch, reaching for my crutch. Fucking thing. How the fuck am I supposed to make an exit when I'm reaching for a fucking crutch. "I'm out of here. You guys have a fucking ball, okay ..?" I storm out the door as best I can, and I'm hobbling half-way up the street before I notice the car pull up alongside me. "Rhonda, at least let us drive you home," a voice calls from the front passenger window. It's the two bible- boys minus Big Red. She must be staying behind with Nikki. I imagine Nikk's pretty pissed at me right now. Serves her fucking right. She knows how I feel about bible bullshit. Then it strikes me. She DOES know how I feel about bible bullshit. That's what was wigging her out all this time .. yesterday on the phone, today when I got to her house. She knew how I'd react. That's why she was begging me to 'wait and see.' She's serious. Nikki Porno is serious. Nikki Porno is fucking Nikki Mormo. If I didn't have a million icy daggers of pain shooting up my leg, I'd be laughing my fucking ass off. Then an image slices across my brain, and for an instant I see Nikki Porno, sitting in church and praying like some geeked-out cult zombie. Not if I can fucking help it! I bend my foot the wrong way and stumble. In a second, I'm smooching the concrete. Then I hear the car's breaks screech, and an instant later I'm eyeball-to-eyeball with Jason. With his big hands, the bible-boy gently pries my face off the pavement. "Are you all right?" he asks, quickly joined by Scott. Together they pull me up into a sitting position. "You're in no condition to walk all the way home," Scott chimes in. "Help me get her into the back seat." I don't say anything as they lift me off the ground and start towards their gray Chevy Citation. I've got their geeky, bible-thumping asses right where I want them. If Nikki Porno wants to go all God on me, then she deserves to see the whole story, the whole TRUTH. She needs to see what these bible-thumping geeks are all about, for her own fucking good. "My leg is numb," I whine as they open the back door and slide me into the seat. "I think I twisted it somehow. Do either of you know First Aid?" "I do," Jason volunteers. "Scott, you drive," he orders while he climbs in the back with me. Scott hesitates a second, then goes around to the front. Jason closes the back door behind us. In a few seconds, we're on the road. "Should we go to the hospital?" Scott asks. "Hold on, let me check out her leg," Jason replies as his hands start feeling up my bare white calves. "Can you feel that?" "I guess," I nod, doing my best porno- star pout. "The more you rub it, yeah .. I can feel it more now. Since the accident, I sometimes I lose feeling in it. My therapist says I need to get it massages then to stimulate the nerves. That feels real good. Keep doing that .. Yeah, right there." I'm giving him my best ronni-slut voice, and it's working. He's shifting uncomfortably in the backseat. I rub my bare leg against his crotch, and he fucking spazzes like I just gave him a million volts, but not before I feel a pudgy growing in the pouch of his double-knit suit pants. So, bible-boy's got some action going. I continue wriggling my legs, and no matter where he moves my bare calves and thighs are all over him. Suddenly we lock eyes and I lift up my white belly T- shirt. His gaze leaves mine and just glides down my neck to my pierced nips. I tug the two rings, pulling my nips out a full inch, his eyes practically bugging out the same length. The rest of him is just frozen, though, and the only other things moving are his hands, which continue stroking up and down my bare legs. "Take it out," I whisper to him, but loud enough so Scott can hear. The bible-boy behind the steering wheel shoots his eyes back for a second. I tug my nips again to give him a shot, then reach up and start rubbing the pudgy in Jason's lap. "Come on, baby," I whine. "Jesus, it's so fucking hard. You've gotta have a monster cock in there, bible-boy. Take it out, pleeeease. I wanna see it," I porno-pout. "I'll suck it if you take it out. I promise I will. I just gotta see your dick, gotta feel it in my hands. It's been such a long time since I had a hot hard cock. I'll do anything, please, just take it out." "Jason .." Scott starts. "I want your cock, too, stud," I cut him off. "Take me back to your apartment. You fucking guys have an apartment, don't you ..?" "Yes," Jason barely chokes. "Take me back there and fuck my brains out. My fucking pussy is so wet. I haven't had hard cock in seven months. I just want to fuck and suck all afternoon long, you know. Just take out that big dick of yours, baby." I lean over and lick the bulge in his polyester double-knits. "I am so fucking hungry for cock." I start tearing at his fly now and he lifts his ass off the car seat. When I get his pants open, he scoots them down, then tears at the waistband of his jockey shorts. I open the bottom buttons of his white shirt and kiss his stomach. Suddenly I feel his firm, strong hands on the top of my head and he's shoving my face down his bas until his cock knock snaps up and knocks against my chin. "Oh, shit .." he gasps as he forces my lips over the head of his prick and jams his hips up, driving his cock shaft up along my tongue. "Oh .. oh .. oh .." he repeats, speaking every time he plows his prick up into my throat. So, the bible-boy isn't so holier-than-thou after all. I wonder if Nikk knows that her big bad boyfriend likes to jam fuck girls in the fucking throat. He's really giving it to me, too. Who knows how many years of Jesus he's trying to fuck out of the end of his dick. My fucking neck hurts he's bouncing my head up and down so hard around his cock. I'm out of practice. I work my hands around his balls and try to ease my lips off his prick and give him some tongue. But he just keeps jamming his prick up into my mouth, butting his cock head all the way back past my tonsils. Bible-boy doesn't have a bad cock either, around seven-and-a-half inches judging by the feel in my throat. "Shit, man, fuck her throat," I hear Scott's hoarse whisper cut above the sound of Jason's "ohs." I feel the car stop and listen to Scott slam the shift into park. "You want some of this, bible-boy," I gasp as I finally tear my mouth of Jason's cock and twirl my tongue-stud around the rim of his prick-helmet then spear it deep in his piss-hole. "Oh, Jesus fuck .." Jason moans, running his hands through my hair. "Jesus fucking Christ .. suck it .. suck it .." He slams my mouth back down on his dick, and a second later it starts burping a thick load of Mormo-splooge. I let bible-boy's cum gush out of the corners of my mouth so I look like I just choked on a McDonalds vanilla shake. I smile, keep licking Jason's dribbling piss hole and turn to Scott. "I'm still thirsty," I whine. "Wipe that shit off your face," he snaps at me, his eyes bugging out wildly. "If someone from the stake sees us we're going to be in deep shit." "Chill, Scott," Jason has suddenly become Mr. Cool now that he's jam fucked my throat. "Wipe your face off on my shirt," he tells me, leaving the flaps of his white shirt untucked as he gets his cock all snug in his jockeys and zips up. I do as he says. Then they quickly open the door and Scott gets out. His eyes dart around all jittery and paranoid, like he's had a shit-load of bong hits, then he waves at me and Jason that the coast is clear. Jason picks me up in his arms and sprints up the back steps of this apartment building. A few seconds later, I'm in this dingy two-bedroom deal. Scott starts closing the curtains and pulling down his pants at the same time. I laugh when I see his little four-inch prick, all hard and red, like a beat. His whole lower body is flushed, and it makes his pale freckled torso look pink in comparison. I nip at his small, stubborn dick and he grabs me by the hair like he saw Jason do. "Oh, suck it, shit .. suck me cock," he moans as I inhale his skinny, red cock. "Oh, fuck .. Jesus Christ .. FUCK!" he yelps suddenly as a flood of bible-boy cum spurts into my mouth. "Oh fuck .. I came .. I fucking came .. FUCK!" "That's all right, bible-boy, it'll stay hard," I giggle. "Get over here," I tell Jason. He already has his cock out and wagging in my face. I grip both pricks and suck them into my mouth together. When they feel their cocks slip sliding against each other, the bible-boys start freaking and trying o pull away, but this time I'm the one in control. I close my jaws and fingers down around their pricks and start bobbing my head back and forth, stuffing both their pricks as deep into my mouth as they will go. The fact that their dicks are touching each other and the feel is getting them off starts my puss-juices flooding. Fucking bible-boys are all closet fags, and they've probably been dying to suck each others' dicks for months. But Jesus won't let them. Well, fuck Him, because He's not here. Ronni's here now, and ronni wants to see these two bible-boys get all queer with each other. Not that I'm going to have any problems. They're all cozy in my mouth now, slip sliding away and smiling at each other like drooling crack-heads. "Keep him hard," I tell Scott as I back my lips off their pricks and start scooting out of my T- and cut offs. "Jack him with your hand," I order the skinny, pale redhead. He obeys without thinking, his mouth watering as he pumps and slithers his fingers up and down his bible-buddy's hard cock-shaft. "He's nice and big, isn't he ..?" I egg Scott on and lick his balls. "Isn't he ..?" "Mm hm .." Scott grins, starting to turn red with embarrassment. He's still stroking, though, harder than ever. Jason's just gritting his teeth, frozen in disbelief at how good his bible-buddy's hand feels pumping his meat. He kind of reaches up with his hand, then, and strokes the back of Scott's neck. "Get down on your knees, bible-boys." I tug at Scott, and he's down next to me in a second, not losing his grip on Jason's dick for one second. "You, too, stud," I tell Jason, who slowly sinks to his knees, too. "Now you stuff that big cock of his up my puss," I order Scott, spinning around, lowering my face to the carpet, arching my back and sticking my ass up in the air. Scott obeys and I can him feel him clumsily trying to stick Jason's cock-head inside my pussy. As he bumps it against my labes, I get even wetter. "Come on, man," Jason grunts in frustration. "Get it in there .. I can't .. Oh FUCK!" he growls when he finally slips inside. I tense my puss and make him grunt every inch inside me. "FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! That is so God damned tight!" "Play with his balls now while he fucks my puss," I tell Scott. "Play with your little bible-buddy's balls. You like that, don't you, bible-boy, playing with bible-buddy's big hairy balls ..?" Scott nods dumbly, and just keeps nodding while Jason begins slamming his cock in my, slapping his lower belly into my ass. His cock feel so huge in my puss. I haven't had a hard cock inside me for months, and the flesh inside is so tender it feels like it's tearing. His cock head feels like rubber mallet pounding up inside my stomach, and I start bucking my hips back to meet ever slam. "Get down underneath there and lick my puss while he fucks me," I hiss at Scott. I feel him wedge his face beneath my cunt and his tongue stb up at the top of my puss. "That bump right on top there. That's my fucking clit, bible-boy, right under that flap of skin. Stick your fucking tongue right fucking there. That's it, right fucking there. That's all right. You can lick his big dick, too, when it comes sliding out. You don't mind him licking your dick, do you, bible-boy ..?" I ask Jason. "You don't mind if your little bible-body licks your cock and balls while you fuck my pussy, do you .?" "FUCK!" is all Jason replies. He starts tearing away inside me so hard, fast and deep that I can feel the outside air sucking up into tummy after every back-thrust. Scott's tongue is everywhere - my clit-hood, Jason's cock, Jason's balls, snaking between my labes alongside Jason's dick and double- stuffing my puss. "I want to cum so bad," I whine, enjoying my utter mastery over them. "But I can't. You're fucking me so good, but I just can't cum. You want to make me cum, don't you..?" "Yes," Jason grunts. "Yes .." "I need you to pray to God to let me cum," I hiss, slapping my ass back into his belly and feeling him impale my puss all the way up to his balls. "You both have to pray to God and beg him to let me cum. Please .. I want to cum so bad .." "God, please let ronni cum!" Jason hisses. "I beseech you, Lord. Please let her cum while I fuck her. I want to feel her cunt cum while cock is inside it." "Please, God," Scott follows suit. "Let ronni cum. Please!" "I can feel HIM," I cry. "I can feel God inside me now. Can you feel him?" I wail. "Can you feel God inside my cunt with your cock, fucking me. Can you feel God fucking me right alongside you? Can you feel him?" "Yes," Jason bawls. "I can feel God with us." "I can, too," Scott sobs. "Tell God to fuck me," I snarl. "Say 'Fuck her, God. Fuck ronni's tight, teenage cunt!'" "Fuck her, God!" both bible-boys exhort in unison. "Fuck ronni's tight teenage cunt!" "More .. I need more prayer to deliver me," I hiss. The two bible-boys are yelling at the tops of their lungs now for God to fuck my cunt. I grind my hips around in circles trying to stroke the inside of my puss with every inch of Jason's stiff prick. I am so fucking close to cumming, but I can't. Something is wrong. Something is missing. Out of the corner of my eye, I spot my purse. My mind wanders a moment to earlier that day - Nikki's house, my house, last night in bed, the fantasy of the gang- rape, performing in front of TV cameras for everyone to see, back to this morning, waking up, then this afternoon, talking to moms in the kitchen before I left for Nikki's - scenes swirling around until they all jumble into one crystal-clear image. Fuck YES! I reach for my purse, and as Jason and Scott beseech God to fuck me and make me cum I snatch out my cell phone. I dial Nikki's number without thinking. "Hello?" Nikki Porno's voice answers. I turn the phone receiver up. Jason and Scott are totally fucking clueless, and they just keep screaming. "Fuck her, God. Fuck ronni's cunt. Make her cum, God. Please let ronni cum!" "Did you ever fuck Nikki like this, baby?" I ask Jason as he batters into me. "Fuck no," he grunts, oblivious to the fact she's listening to every word. "She wouldn't let you touch her, huh .. since she found God .?" I keep at him. "No, fucking slut .." he gasps. "That's why you started going out with her isn't it, coz you knew she was a fucking slut and you could get some, huh ..?" "Fucking slut won't even let me see her tits .." "You just want to fuck cunts, don't you ..? And get your big hard cock sucked, huh ..?" "Fuck, yeah!" "Did you like how I sucked your cock, baby?" "Fuck yeah!" "How does my puss feel fucking your hard cock, baby?" "Fucking excellent .. fucking tight teenage cunt!" "Fuck Jesus, and fuck my tight cunt, huh ..?" "Yeah, fuck Jesus and fuck your tight cunt .." I don't know how long Nikki listens to this. When I put the phone back to my ear, there's just silence. I dial again, and after a few rings it's Nikki's mom who picks up. "Hello?" she asks. Pressing the phone to my face and trying to cut off all the background noise, I manage to steady my voice. "Th..this is ronni," I speak slowly. "Could you tell Nikki I'm all right. In fact, I'm over here at Jason's and Scott's apartment praying right now. Tell her I think everything's going to be all right now." "Don't you call here or speak to my daughter ever again you .. you whore!" "Is Loren still there?" I ask all sweet-and-innocent. "Tell her we have another spot open in the prayer circle if she's interested." CLICK! As soon as the phone slams in my ear, I cum like a hot wave of lava imploding inside my tummy. I'm only slightly aware of Jason pumping a load of bible-spunk into me before sliding out of my puss and finding Scott's mouth. Out of the corner of my consciousness, I watch the two bible-buddy's cuddle up to one another and slowly, cautiously begin exploring each other's bodies. Time stands still, then, as I drift lazily down off the peak of my fuck and float back into my body. When everything becomes solid again, Scott's and Jason's bodies are wrapped up inside each other, joined in a 69 with Scott on top. I crawl over to them and start slapping Scott's ass hard until it pinks up on me. In my purse, I get out some moisturizer and grease his sphinx open until I can get three whole fingers up there. "You want his big dick up your ass, don't you, bible-boy ..?" I hiss as I slap Scott's bony white ass. "You want to feel him split you open with that hard cock of his, don't you ..?" All Scott can do is whimper. I push him off Jason and sit down across his shoulders, facing his ass. I continue beating his cherry white ass with one hand and grabbing Jason's hard-on with the other. I pull him up so that he crawls over us. He looks at me and bites his lip. I point to Scott's ass and pry it wide open with my fingers. Scott keeps whimpering, trying to sound like he doesn't want the ass fucking he craves. "Fuck the little bible-boy's ass, stud." I yank Jason down onto Scott by his cock. "I got him all greased up and ready. You think my puss was tight, wait 'til you sink that cock-meat into his cherry white shinx. Look at it. All puckered and ready to be popped." I press his cock-head down so that it slides into Scott's pale, freckled ass crack. Jason is biting his lip so hard it's bleeding. I kiss him and suck his blood into my mouth, letting some dribble out the corners of my mouth. I slap Scott's ass again while Jason looks on, stroking his cock against Scott's tight white buns. I pry open Scott's cherry white ass even further, and he bawls something unintelligible. "Fuck it!" I hiss under my breath. Closing his eyes, Jason shudders his cock head between Scott's ass-cheeks and then slowly skewers his little bible-buddy while the smaller boy thrashes around bleating like a sacrificial lamb. "FUCK!" Jason's whole body shivers with every thrust up Scott's tight ass pipe. As he begins to pick up the pace into a steady pounding, I rub my puss against Scott's bony shoulder blades and hump the wind out of his gasping lungs. This is the exact position we're in when the door opens and Loren storms in, her red-hair raging like frizzy fire. An old guy and two other bible-boys in suits follow her into the dingy apartment. Everyone starts screaming. I climb off Scott and start getting dressed. They are all screaming at each other, but no one says a word to me except Loren, and all she does is scream the word "Whore" in my face over and over again until one of the new bible-boys drags her away. "Hey, let's do this again sometime," I smirk once I'm outside the apartment and in the hall. Loren dives at me from the couch, but she's held back. When I close the door, the last thing I see is Jason and Scott, naked, their limp cocks glistening with each other's spit. They are crying at the feet of the old man while the others huddle on the couch, praying at the tops of their lungs. I make it down the stairs and out onto the street without even using my crutch. I have no idea where I am, and I don't care. I just start walking, knowing I'll find my way back somehow. I'm home now. MY MIND! MY FUCKING MIND! *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Thrasher Girls VIII "Jocks" There was an TV old show called "The Twilight Zone" that I remember watching when I was little. Every week they would do these weird stories where people would wake up and find themselves in some fucked-up alternate reality where they never existed, or they were trapped in the past or future, or everyone else on the planet had just vanished into thin air. I remember thinking those shows were pretty cool back then with that creepy "doo-da-doo-da doo-da-doo-da" music and the narrator dressed all in black. James Taylor's "Fire & Rain" is playing on the jukebox at Magic Beans now. I only know the song because moms and the step-goober listen to that oldies stuff whenever I'm in the car with them. When I go up to the jukebox to put on some REAL tunes, I can't fucking believe it. No more Toad Chokers, no more PeekABuddha - fucking James Taylor and Celine Dion. How the fuck am I supposed to read with this shit on? So I go back to my table and pass by two herman hippies sitting at the counter and talking about medical marijuana. I've been in here for three straight weeks during the day and haven't seen one face I know - not tam-tams, Mikey, Nicky, Josh or even the geeks like Manel or Cheryl. The hippie-chick behind the counter didn't even know who the fuck I was talking about when I asked. She looked at me odd, too, like it was weird to see a kid my age in there. Come to think of it, I haven't seen one fucking kid my age in this dump in three weeks. Doo-da-doo-da doo-da-doo-da .. But, heya, it's summer. I'm sure everyone's just out and about. It's not like they knew I was springing from the nuthouse. Plus, they probably all hang at night, and with my new curfew I'm in by 8:00 every night. You think someone would have heard I was home and called, though. Then again, I could always phone them I guess. But after all the bullshit that went down with nikki porno .. oh, I'm sorry Saint Nicolette the FUCKING Mormon .. I'm not sure I'm ready to get back into anyone else's life. So, I'm just going to sit here and read my serial killer book. The author has four volumes out: a veritable A-Z encyclopedia of sex, murder and mayhem. It just makes me wonder, though. Why the fuck aren't there any female serial killers? There was one lady, some truck- stop whore who snuffed a few hermans and stole their money; and then there was that lesbian girl-gang who tortured and killed that little prep bitch - but no real, Ted Bundy-esque, bad-ass, thrashing, serial killing bitch goddesses from hell. Why not? It can't be that fucking hard. I mean I could fucking do that - honestly. I'd be like Bundy was, too. I've got this fucked-up limp now and my new cane, and I look all vulnerable. I'd choose some Bible- boy, too, maybe one of those church youth group leaders who act like they're all Mr. Understanding when all they really want is a taste of all the young puss that's hanging around at Bible Camp. Or, better yet, I'd choose one of those TV preachers who's always acting so high and Almighty. I'd go to one of those big hoe-down church services they have, and I'd dress all church-girlie and sit in a wheelchair in the front row and pretend they healed me so I could walk. Then afterward, I'd wait for them out in the parking lot and start my best Bundy shit-"Oh, please, could you help me lift this big heavy wheelchair into my car? I'm so weak and fragile .." Then, when he had his back turned, I'd jab him in the ass with a syringe of pure Demerol, and when he woke up a few hours later he'd be chained up to this massive torture table. "Ugglp!" he'd cry out under his leather hood. "You want that mouth flap open, bitch?" I'd tease him. "Ygglp!" he'd wail. "Pleaglp!" "Okay, then, bitch," I'd sneer, unzipping the mouth and eye flaps. Then he'd be staring right in the face of foot-long, black strap-on as it hovered right there in front of his terrified, whimpering face. "You wanted it!" Then I'd beat his face with the black dildo. "You like that big black dick, don't you, bitch?" I'd keep taunting him while I pried open his lips and made him suck on the black rubber dick. "Nooo .." he'd gasp before I started choking him with the big rubber cock. I'd jam it all the way in, to, just to see his eyes bulge out and hear him gasp and gag on it. "How's that, preacher boy?" I'd take a pack of cigarettes, then, and start putting them out on his dick and balls one at a time. "Welcome to Loserville, bitch!" I'd say each time one of the butts fizzed out and seared into his skin. "Population, one fucking dick-sucking, pain-toy bitch!" When he was sufficiently beaten and burned down to a quivering mass of useless man-flesh, I'd smear my big black rubber strap-on dick with an oily substance containing tiny shards of broken glass. Then I'd bend the Preacher Man's ass over a pommel horse and make him spread his own flabby butt cheeks. "Beg me for it, bitch," I'd order him, sticking him over and over with a cattle until he gripped his sorry white butt flaps and made his sphinx pucker for me. "Fuck my fat white ass!" Preacher Man would start howling as I jammed his cherry butthole with the dildo, slicing it to bloody ribbons on the shards of broken glass. "Jack off your dick for me while I fuck your fat white ass, you queer bitch!" I'd keep yelling at him while I raped his ass raw with the black rubber dick. When he finally came, I'd make him lick his own cum off the floor, then I'd strap him back to the table on his back and smother him to death by sitting on his fucking face while he ate my puss to like twenty cums. Oh yeah, and I'd film the whole thing, too, just like Leonard Lake and Paul Bernardo did. Then I'd send the tape to his Pray TV network and post mpegs from it on alt.snuff.canibalism. Let the fucking cops chew on that! They'd never fucking find me, either. I could travel across the country like fucking ronni lee lucas - the skankho' killer, the femme avenger. I'd find some self-righteous, Promise Keeper herman thumping his fucking Bible and upholding his family values. He'd take one look at my teenage ass, though, and throw Chay-sus out the fucking window for a chance to get his shriveled-up dick sucked. Then they'd find him weeks later with his King James shoved up his fucking asshole and his severed dick crammed down his "Praise the Lord" throat. They'd have to write a whole fucking book on me after that, especially if I got the body count high, like maybe twenty or so. The whole time I could be writing letters to the cops, too, like the Joker or something- "Riddle me this, PIGS..? What do you call a razor- studded black dildo shoved up a famous evangelist's ripped asshole? Answer - A Billy Graham Cracker!" Maybe I'd send them the guy's testicles in a McDonald's Happy Meal box. Let's see how fucking smart they are then. "Ronni?!" I look up from my book, recognizing the voice immediately. "Tams!" I laugh. "Shit, I was starting to think I was lost in the Twilight Zone or something around here. What the fuck happened to everyone? Where is everyone?" I look all around the empty coffee bar. "We don't hang here anymore," tams kind of looks around before she sits down. "I thought you knew that. Didn't anyone tell you?" "I .. uh .. I've kind of been away ..?" "Oh, yeah, right ..?" she looks at my cane. "Your leg still busted up?" "Yeah, but it's no big deal," I add quickly. "Doesn't even fucking hurt today. I just like carrying this rad cane I found at the thrift." I lift up the handle slightly to show her the short knife sheathed inside. "I made some modifications." "Cool .." "So what's been happening? What happened here?" "New owner, some hippie guy and his wife. They started having the cops bust all the kids for curfew every night. So we just quit hanging out, you know." "What's it like at night?" I ask. "I've only been back here during the day." "They got the lot cleared out, too," tams kind of smiles. "If you know what I mean." I do. No more Lincoln. No more easy shit even if I wanted any. "So what are you doing here now then?" "I get my hair done down the street. I stopped in for a fat-free muffin." "No new tatts?" I check her out for any new body art. "Nah, I .. I just haven't been doing that anymore, you know ." "You DO know about nikki porno right?" I ask. "Oh, yeah!" tams screws up her face. "She came by with her Bible-buddies one night when we were still hanging up here. You should have seen Josh. He went fucking ballistic." "I can imagine," I laugh. "By the way, what's up with him .. and Mikey and Nicky? I haven't seen anyone since I got back, except NICOLETTE and now you." "I don't know," she shakes her head. "Mikey and I broke up awhile back." "You guys broke up?" The idea is total cognitive dissonance. "What the fuck happened?" "Loser," she whines, then presses her fingers to her forehead and makes one of those annoying "L" shaped gestures. "Total Loser." "Shit, I'm .. that's so weird. I thought you guys were like totally in love." "Him? No way .." she shakes her head like can't even remember sucking Mikey's dick. "He was a phase. That was so totally freshman." "So do you see anybody anymore?" "No, they're all losers. Josh got all weird." "What do you mean?" Okay, so I'm curious. I did fuck the guy for awhile, you know. "You know how he was always Mr. Politics," she explains. "Well, he really started tripping on that shit. Him and Nicky don't even hang out together anymore. He hangs out at this place up on Davis with the skins." "Josh is a skin?" "Oh, yeah! You should see him. They hang out on the corner of Davis and 65th handing out these stupid flyers to their stupid concerts. Him and Sean are in some kind of Oi band now .." "You are fucking kidding me? Josh the Commie is a fucking skin?" "Like I said, ronn - total losers, all of them," she pauses. "Listen, I've gotta run, okay, but .." she pauses again, and then she kind of smiles. "Listen, do you want to hang some night? We all go up to this country club out in Clearwater on Wednesday nights .." "Clearwater? You go out to a country club in quo- ville?" "It's cool. My boyfriend Dave works there on the golf course, and they have this big ballroom, and every week on Wednesday they do this Rock and Roll night deal, and the owner needs to make money, so he lets us all in and we can drink and shit all night." "He lets you guys drink?" "No one is in there except for us. We get like thirty or forty kids going, and since it's like a private club they never get busted by the cops or anything. The DJ plays cool music, and we party til 2 or 3 AM sometimes. You can drink anything you want, too, no hassle." "Any shit?" "No .. ah .. no one's really into that shit anymore." She wrinkles her nose slightly. "Plenty of booze, though. I mean plenty of booze. You can drink Absolut all night if you want. The guys all buy, so it doesn't cost a cent." "I .. uh, you know .. since I got back, I can't go out at night. New rules and shit." "Shit, ronn, just tell your mom it's a Teen Dance at a country club out in Clearwater. She'll let you go. These aren't freak kids like you were hanging with before. She'll let you go." "Wednesday?" "Yeah, call me, and we'll pick you up. I really gotta go. Bye-ya .." She got up and ran out without her muffin. Country club? Clearwater? Different, yeah, but maybe not TOO bad. Tams looked good, though. A little preppy maybe, but she always did, even when she was hanging with us. All her little jock friends are probably sooo cute, too, all stupid, and horny and oh- so corruptible. It's almost too easy. Nikki and I will .. Shit! I keep forgetting. There is no nikki porno now. There's just me .. and tams I guess. Maybe this won't be so bad. Like moms says, "people change." Nikki becomes a Mormo, tams a prep. Josh a skin - why not ronni the country club quo-vert? All those hard jock cocks and sweet preppy pusses. A thrasher grl can do a helluvalot worse. "You had a call," moms tells me as soon as I get in the door. It's almost five. I'd been reading up at Magic Beans all day until the Step-Goober picked me up. Now he's pulling the car in the garage and the Peanut is setting the table. I go to the fridge and poor myself a glass of OJ. I see four carrots on the cutting board along with a knife, and get to work, hacking them up like little hard dicks. Moms smiles because she doesn't have to ask or tell me to help her with dinner. Since I'm back home now, I just do domestic shit like this to avoid hassle. I also figure the good-daughter brownie points will add up, too, if I want to go out and hang with tams on Wednesday. Ronni the Reformed. Whatever?! "Don't you want to know who it was?" moms asks, almost a little annoyed. She's not real big on ambivalence. "Sure, I'll play," I reply. "You want me to guess?" "It was nikki," the Peanut butts in with a smile. "I talked to her." "What the f .. um .. heck did she want?" I catch myself. "She wants you to call her," the Nut tells me as Step-Goober walks in. "Who wants you to call her?" Step-Goober asks, snatching a carrot chip from the cutting board. He's been Mr. Concerned Dad lately after talking to the shrink. I guess you don't get many gold stars for being a non-entity. "Saint Nicolette," I snap. "Don't you mean 'Latter Day Saint' Nicolette?" he jokes .. a real member of the Quip Squad he is. I laugh with him because it's easier that way. Otherwise he'll think I didn't get his little witticism, and then he'd be obliged to explain it to me. "Nikki sounds different," the Nut observes. "She's weird." You don't know the half of it, little brother. "Maybe you should call her after supper," moms offers. "I don't think so," I shake my head. All I told moms was that nikki and I aren't talking anymore because she's a Jesus Freak. I didn't tell her about fucking nikk's Mormo boyfriend and turning him into a cocksucker. "Well, that's up to you," she kind of half-smiles. "You two were such good friends, though, it's just hard to believe you have NOTHING in common anymore." "Well, we don't," I finish slicing the carrots. "I'm going to go upstairs and jump online for a few minutes before dinner, okay ..?" I ask. "We're eating at 5:15," moms tells me as I head upstairs. I boot up, log on, and go to my web mail. Three messages in my inbox. Two are spam, one is from my peep Stahrrman. I'm just about to open it when I hear the phone ring. A second later the peanut is yelling "Ronni!" at the top of his lungs. I pick up my cordless. "You got me, go for it .." I talk into the receiver as I start typing a reply to Stahrrzy. "Hey, ronn, what's up ..?" a guy's voice asks. "Nicky?" "Hey, I heard you were back." "Yeah, for like three weeks already. Thanks for calling, you butt-muncher." "I've been .. I didn't .. shit, you know how it is." "Yeah, I'm starting to. I just ran into tam-tams today. Shit, what the fuck happened to her?" "She went over to the Dark Side," Nicky imitated Darth Vader. "Definitely." "You been hanging anywhere? I mean I haven't seen you around either." "They keep me in at night - you know, probation. I'm going to try and get out on Wednesday and go out with tams. Some country club or something .." "Tell me you're NOT going to hang with those fucking lumps," he sounds extremely agitated. "What's your prob. Tams says its free booze all night." "Those fucking jocks are fucking Nazis, ronni. Listen to me. Why don't you just hang with me and nikki .." "YOU & nikki? Saint Nicolette the Mormo? You mean she got to you, too." "It ain't like that, ronni. Listen to me. You .." "I gotta go, Nicky. Nice try, Bible Boy. Shit! Get a fucking life!" SLAM! Fuck them. Fuck them both in the fucking ear! Moms is letting me go to the country club. Tams was right. I told her it was Teen Dance out in quo-ville, and she only hesitated about an hour before telling me I could go. I'm waiting for tams and some chick to pick me up. I decided to go thrash-prep-hippie tonight - tight white tummy T-shirt, my new pair of bell-bottoms, sandles, with my hair all down and a white elastic slut-tie around my wrist for when I want to put my hair back later. BEEP!! I look out my window, and I see tams in the front seat of a Volvo parked in my drive. A fucking Volvo! "I'm outta here!" I call to moms as I head down the stairs, picking up my cane from the foyer table. "Have a good time, dear!" moms calls out after me as I close the front door and head down the drive. "Looking good, girlfriend!" tams laughs when I crawl in the backseat. "This is Molly," she points to the prep- bitch driving. This chick is totally blonde MTV Beach Party. "Heya," I nod to the prep-bitch. "Hi," she smiles back. "Woooooo! Rock & roll!" tams screams into the night as we pull out the drive and head down my street. "Tammy tells me you were in the DH," blondie makes conversation. "The nuthouse actually," I reply. "You know, where they put all the psycho-bitches and future serial killers." "You used to hang out with Nikki Cooperman, didn't you?" she asks, as if she can't believe it. "Yeah," I nod. "A long fucking time ago." "Total loser," tams butts in. "So tell me," I ignore her. "Who're the hot guys at this place?" They giggle. It is SOOO annoying. I could slip the blade out of my cane right now and slit their preppy throats before they even had a chance to scream. For some reason, I draw comfort in that thought. "You have to check out Horst," tams keeps giggling. "What the fuck is a Horst?" I ask. "We call him 'horse', if you know what I mean," blondie giggles. "He's like huge," tams explains like I'm a retard. "Bigger than all the nigger cocks you sucked behind the coffee bar?" I ask. Silence. Score one for ronni. "Any other hot guys?" I ask after a very awkward minute. "Plenty," tams kind of huffs at me. "You'll see." The rest of the way there, we talk about school next year and Belgium, where blondie is going to spend her junior year abroad with the Foreign Exchange program. As far as I'm concerned, they can have her stuck-up white ass. I hope she chokes on a fucking waffle. When we finally reach the country club, I can't wait to get out of the car. I follow them inside and pay the $5 admission at the door. The herman who takes the money is short, bald, in his 50s, and all eyes and hands with tams and blondie. "You ladies look so lovely tonight," he slobbers as he mauls them. Major Herman City! After they do all the huggy-how-ya'-doin' crap and let him cop some feels, he moves on me. "And who do we have here?" he drools. "I'm Rhonda," I smile and stick out my face like I want to kiss him. "Could you smooch me here?" I ask, tilting the left side of my face to him. "I still have a few herpos over here," I lick the right side of my lips. "Ah .. sure .." he makes it REAL QUICK, not even a peck. Seconds later, we're working our way into the hall. Tams and blondie are laughing their asses off. "Shit, how come we never thought of that?" blondie Belgium girl asks. "I don't know," I laugh to myself. "Maybe it could have something to do with the fact that you're dumber than used Kleenex." The music is already going full blast, and there are about thirty kids hanging at the back tables of the hall and another five or six on the dance floor. The DJ is playing some Hole, so it isn't TOO bad. I guess this is the jock version of thrashing. Wonder if the DJ has any REAL music. We scoot into one of the tables, and this guy is on me right away. His name is Darren. Big, tall, blonde, golf shirt. He offers to get me what I want at the bar, and I tell him Absolute and cranberry. He leaves, and two more guys are on me. One of them is Horst, who is a big red-haired jock who reminds me of Richie on Happy Days. The other is Todd Petrokowski, the jock asshole who nikki porno beat up in the cafeteria on that famous day when my whole life turned to shit. What the fuck is he doing here? What the fuck is tams hanging out with his sorry white-boy ass for? My drink appears before I even have a chance to tell Petro to go fuck himself. I haven't had booze or anything mind-altering in such a long time .. over half a fucking year. I just blot everything out for a second and slam it down, savoring the cool energy as it slides down my throat into my tummy. Refreshed and suddenly alert, I start listening to the meaningless jock-prattle blathering around me. Bored in about 12 seconds, I find myself scoping out the hall and checking out the DJ. She's in her late 30s, very sharp, dressed in black stretch pants, a white ruffly blouse, and a fake tuxedo vest with gold lame' stitching. Then I notice someone .. a girl, maybe 14 or 15 .. wearing the same exact outfit. She appears to be working with the DJ. She is ABSOLUTELY HOT! - tall, long brown hair, a bod like Jennifer Love Hewitt. "I'm gonna check out the DJ," I tell tams, picking up my cane and crossing the dance floor. "Heya!" I smile at the HOT GIRL when I get up to the bandstand. "Hi," she smiles back. "Do you have any REAL rap stuff?" I ask. "REAL rap stuff?" she asks back, kind of laughing. "Yeah, like Busta Nut or Coltrane Wreck?" I answer. "You know, the REAL shit." "Mom?" the girl looks back to the DJ. Shit, the DJ is her fucking mother. Oh well, looks like this little slice won't be licking my puss tonight. "'Fool Killin' Dope Fiend' all right?" the DJ holds up a Busta Nut CD. "Shit, you got that?" I ask, amazed and impressed. "What do you want to hear?" she nods. "Shit, anything I guess." I look back to TOTALLY HOT GIRL!! She can't be more than 15. Her bod is so trim she looks like a comic-book drawing, like she should be in the X-Men or something. I mean she is that flawless. "You dance?" I ask her. "Yeah," she smiles, then looks up at her mom. "Can I go dance, mom?" The DJ looks me over again, smiles and nods. TOTALLY HOT GIRL jumps off the bandstand, and we walk out to the dance floor. "What's wrong with your leg?" she notices the cane. "Busted it up in a car accident," I tell her. "Cool cane," she smiles. "I'm ronni," I don't know what else to say. "I'm Jessie .. that's my mom," she says after a long pause. "Yeah, I kind of figured that out," I turn to her when the CD changes. "Zero Hour" by Busta Nut starts playing. It's about this guy who buys a gun and he's talking to himself about using it in a drive-by. "You like this?" I ask. "Yeah," she nods, getting into the beat. A second later, she just starts taking off. I just stop and watch her dance. I think everyone in the world just stops and watches. I mean this grl is just so FUCKING INCREDIBLY GORGEOUS and YOUNG and HOT. Her hips meld with the rhythm, and she takes it over, trapping it inside her body until she IS the rhythm, like if she stopped dancing the music would just stop .. like all music everywhere would just STOP. Then she raises her arms, lunges in and smiles at me. "Come on," she laughs, nudging my inert hips into movement. Her breath grazes my cheek, and I just pee my panties. She keeps bumping her hips into me playfully, and we start laughing like we're the only two sentient beings in the entire cosmos. Before I know it, she takes my cane and starts doing this kind of slut-majorette-baton-twirling thing with it. I am so wet all over, I can't tell my sweat from puss juice. It is like her whole essence has totally soaked into every pore of my being. Time stands still .. I AM NOT FUCKING KIDDING!! .. and then the world comes colliding back around my ears when the song shifts to some lame-ass Greenday rip-off shit. "You wanna sit down?" she asks. "Mmm hm .." I still can't take my eyes off her presence. "How old are you?" I ask suddenly when we collapse at a table. "I'll be fifteen in November," she answers as if she was expecting the question. "You are THE best dancer I have ever seen," I blurt without thinking. "I mean REALLY!" I add, sounding even more pathetic. "Thanks," her whole body just smiles. "I'm ronni," I tell her. "I know," she giggles. But it's not like one of tams' or blondie's preppy, chalkboard-scratching giggles. It sends fireworks across the space between us. "You already told me." "Oh," I feel SO stupid. What the fuck is wrong with me? Snap out of it, ronni .. NOW! Shit! I blew it. I fucking blew it! Why am I such stupid twat sometimes? FUCK! Fuck myself!! "You want to dance some more later?" she asks, TOTALLY innocent. How can she have no idea I absolutely worship her? Can't she see the fucking drool dripping down my chin? "Um .. yeah .. uh .. sure .." Good, ronni, that's real fucking smooth. FUCK me! "I'd better go back and help my mom," she squeezes my hand. "She's teaching me how to DJ. I'm thinking about doing kids parties, you know, like school dances and stuff. My mom's gonna let me use her equipment. Do you know how much money I can make?" she just keeps talking, and I could listen to her forever. "Like $200 just for spinning records." "That would be so cool," I can't believe how moronic I sound. She is going to think I am SO Downs Syndrome. "I'll talk to you in a bit," she slides out of the chair. As she glides like a swan, I watch her hips take my entire life back across the dance floor and up to the bandstand. "Hey, we're going out on the back porch," tams and blondie are suddenly at my side. "Come on." They practically have to drag me up and across the floor. Someone puts a another Absolute and cran in my hands, and I start swigging. The mob moves me back into the hall and out these swinging doors into a whole other room. We're on an enclosed deck now that looks out over a small lake. Outside, on the patio, a bunch of guys are sitting around slamming beers. Tams and blondie drag me through the patio door and suddenly I'm outside, the cool night air tingling all the sweat on my body in tiny, chilly shockwaves. "Hey, ronni," Darren shoots me a smile and motions me over to his bench. Before I can move, tams and blondie push me over there, and I plop down. "You want some?" he raises a full bottle of Absolut from the floor and hands it to me. I down the rest of my drink, set the glass down, and start swigging the Abs straight from the bottle. Another guy sits down next to me, squeezing me in between him and Darren. I turn and it's fucking Petro! "I always heard you liked to party," Petro slobbers before I have a chance to say anything. He slides his arm around me and grabs hold of my tits through my T- shirt. "Tams's told us all about you," he pinches my nipple, and I try to squirm away. "You're a real party girl, huh ..?" "Fuck you, asshole," I laugh, pushing him back and taking another big swig of Abs. My head is totally gone. I haven't had booze in months, and I'm starting to get real wrecked. "No, fuck you, cunt!" he grabs my arm again and twists me back into him. I try to push away again, but his grip is a lot stronger this time. His other hand is now lifting up my T, and he slaps my tummy hard when I start squirming again. "Get your fucking hands off .." I try to shout, but the other guy, Darren, slaps his hand across my mouth. He's starting to tear at me, too, his fingers popping my jeans open and tugging them down past my hips, down my thighs. "Sit still, bitch!" Petro snarls in my ear as he pulls up my T- and starts pinching my tits through my bra. "That's it, Todd," tams' voice cuts through. "She likes it rough. Don't you, ronni?" she jeers at me. "Remember? Fucking bitch is a fucking slut, I told you," she keeps laughing. "A real fucking slut," blondie chimes in while I try to fight off the two Neandra-fucks and get to my cane. "That's it, cunt, fight some more," Petro is laughing his ass off as he pops my boobs out of my bra and starts slapping them. "Get her jeans off Darren," he barks, tugging hard on my nip rings. "Oh, boy," he starts really cracking up. "Now you've had it. Here comes the Horse!" Someone grabs my head and cranks my neck around so that I think it's going to snap. I keep kicking, but my good leg is pinned, and my bad leg is just flapping around like a broken wing. A pair of hands smash my face into some guy's crotch. My cheeks burn against the denim and I feel the sharp prick of his zipper. Petro starts rubbing my face against the guy's crotch, and I feel the zipper start tug down against my chin. I keep reaching for my cane, for the blade inside, but it's just out of my reach. "You want this, bitch?" tams' voice cuts through the haze in my brain, and I see her skinny hand snatch the cane away. She pops out the handle and shows everyone the blade hidden inside. "The little slut was going for this." "Fuck the little thrasher slut," blondie hisses, grabbing my arms and rendering them immobile. "Rape her cunt!" "How does it feel, ronni?" tams kisses me on the cheek and then bites my lips hard til I taste blood. "Remember? Remember?" "Fucking cunt!" I manage to gasp before the guy named Horse shoves his dick in my mouth. IT IS HUGE, at least it feels huge with my brain fried on the Abs. FUCK YOU! I try to bite down on the guy's meat, but I feel the blade from my cane tickle against my throat now. Tams presses it into my neck and starts petting my hair. "Suck his cock, slut! Suck it like the fucking slut you are!" she sneers. "Suck it good! Come on, slut, SUCK IT!" "Fuck you, you fucking c .." I cry out before Horse slams his prick hard down my throat again. Then there's a sharp pain on my tits and I realize Petro is biting my nips. I'm numb from the Abs, but not that numb. I'm thrashing around trying to get free, when I feel Darren's hand slice into my panties and plow up my puss. "She's wet all right," he announces, withdrawing his hand. Out of the corner of my eye, I catch it glistening in the moonlight. "Fucking slut loves it." He goes back to finger fucking my puss before he jabs his whole fucking hand in and starts twisting it around. I try to pull away. He's ramming his whole hand up there. I try to yank away again. He slaps my ass, then kidney punches me. "Come on, bitch, sit still." "Suck it, cunt!" Horse spits in my face and rams his cock back down my throat. "Shit, I thought you were supposed to be some kind of superslut or something. What's wrong, can't you take it, slut? Can't you take a little cock down your fucking throat?" I can't breathe. His cock is lodged in my windpipe and he's just holding it there. Meanwhile, Petro and some other Neandra-fuck are pulling my tits apart. Each one has his fingers looped in one of nip rings, and they are just tearing them apart. "Give her some dick, Darren," blondie's voice cuts through the haze. "That's it. Give the bitch some dick doggie style." I don't even feel his cock enter my puss at first, but then he slams his hips against my ass and starts pounding me like a rag doll. I'm flopping all around. Petro is biting my tits again, and Horse is fucking my face, pulling my mouth down over his cock by my hair. "Hey, go get Jessie," tams tells someone. "Tell her ronni wants to talk to her out here. Quick!" Horse takes his dick out of my mouth. "Anybody else want any of this shit?" he calls to the growing crowd of Neandra-fucks. "I'll take some," a new voice calls out before yanking my mouth to his dick by my hair. "See if she can take two cocks in there," tams squeals. "Horse, shove your cock in there, too, and double fuck her mouth. She likes lots of cock in her mouth, don't you, ronni ..? Remember? Remember all the FUN we used to have? Remember all the games you and nikki used to play with me? I just wish I had nikki porno's slut ass here, too. Payback is a bitch, isn't it, slut?" I can't say a word, not with the new guy's dick shoved in my mouth and Horse trying to pry my lips open and stuff his cock back inside. "You want it up the ass now, slut?" Darren slaps my ass hard, and all I can do is whimper. "Is that a 'yes'?" he laughs, taking his dick out of my puss and spanking it against my labes. "Spread your ass cheeks for us, slut," he orders with another slap. "Spread them like a slut who wants her asshole raped." "Fuck you, you fucking cocksucker!" I manage to spit before the dicks re-submerge in my throat. "You're going to spread them, ronni!" tams hisses in my ear as she dances the blade across my eyelid. As my vision clouds over with blood, I realize the fucking skinny cunt has drawn blood. "Spread your ass cheeks so Darren can rape your butt!" Blondie loosens her grip on my arms and pulls them back to my ass. "Nice ass, slut," she laughs as she places my palms on my cheeks. "Now spread it like a slut so he can fuck your ass." "Do it, ronni!" tams spits in my eye. I grip my butt and pull my cheeks apart, suddenly aware that I am crying. The tears are mixing with the blood in my eyes and burning my pupils like sunburn. I am crying and blubbering, completely out of control. My body and mind just shut down, and all that's left is my soul-shriveled up in a dark corner of the universe .. crying. JUST CRYING! I sob around the two cocks shoved in my mouth and feel Darren slice into my butt crack. My sphinx holds out for about ten seconds of excruciating pain as he tries to wedge inside and blast me open. I can barely feel the flesh inside my ass tear away as he crouches over me, gets up on his feet, and then butts his hips forward. His balls slap into my puss crack, and I can feel the hair on his nut sack scratching and rubbing my labes. "Can you get your cock up the slut's cunt?" tams asks Petro. "I want to see her fucked in every hole - her ass, mouth and cunt." "Fucking slut!" Petro sneers as he works down his jeans and then jabs his cock into my stomach. He keeps ramming his cockhead into my tummy, missing my puss repeatedly as Darren and blondie scoot my hips up and try to aim my puss at the proper angle. "How's that feel slut?" he finally taunts me in triumph as he stabs up between my labes and fills my puss with his brutal cock. "Now jack off on her face!" tams tells another guy, and before I can flinch I feel a warm splash of splooge slap my cheek. "You, too, that's it, cum on the little slut's face!" tams howls while another and then another Neandra-fuck unloads a cum smear across my face. I can feel the guys rubbing their dicks off in my hair when I hear voices at the patio entrance. "Where's ron ..?" a voice blurts, then suddenly cuts off. NO, NOT HER. NOT my TOTALLY HOT GIRL. NOT NOW! "Here she is, Jessie," tams laughs and pulls my mouth away from the two cocks fucking my face. "Don't you want to say, hi, to Jessie, ronni?" "Hwwllpp," I try to gasp a plea for help, but Horse's cock sinks right between my lips as I start to speak. My eyes lock with Jessica, and the look she returns is one of disgust and horror. "Doesn't she look great?" tams asks Jessica. "Ronni is a real fucking slut. Aren't you, ronn?" "Here's what you wanted, slut!" Horse grunts, taking his cock out of my mouth and covering my face and eyes with cum. I try to pull away, but blondie grabs my hair and holds me in place, making me take all of it. The other guy in my mouth starts cumming, too, and it all starts dribbling out the corners of my mouth while I fight for air. Through all the blood and cum in my eyes, I watch Jessica turn around and run off the back porch. Before I can scream anything, another dick shoves inside my mouth, and I feel Darren shoot deep in my ass. Petro is bouncing me up and down on his dick and tugging at my nip rings. Blondie lifts my ass up, and another guy crams his dick between my butt cheeks. Tams yanks my mouth off the cock, and pours another big swig of Abs down my throat til I gag on it. Then the cock rams right back down my throat. My mind spins out of control. Sometime later, I am aware of being turned over and laid on my back. My legs are spread apart and someone fucks my puss while someone else sits on my stomach and slides his dick between my tits. Another guy sits on my face and presses his asshole right up to my mouth. Lick my ass, slut," the guy grunts. "Rim my ass like a fucking whore!" "Fuck her!" tams keeps cheering. "Fuck the little slut. Remember, ronni? Remember?" How long this all lasts I don't really know. They crowd around me and gape and gnaw at my body like a pride of lions shredding a gazelle. As they tear away inside me, my body just melts, then shatters in fragments like a clay pot before slowly drying up and blowing away. I am trampled like a dirt stain. I feel the jaws of absolute darkness close in around me .. "Get the fuck away from her!" That voice, it can't be .. HER. The voice sears across my eyes with a tidal wave of light. I can't make out the shadowy figures slicing through the blinding glare, separating the mass of bodies congealed around me. I feel weight lifted off me, pulled out from inside me .. my as, my puss, my mouth. I hear shouts, screams, and the sound of footsteps padding like animals into the darkness. "Ronni! Ronni!" That voice .. oh, my God, that voice. HER! "Get her the fuck out of here!" a man's voice barks. It's the herman from the country club, the one with the hands. "Get this piece of trash off my property." "It's all right, ronni." That voice. HER! "We're going to get you out of here. Come on, my little warrior princess. Let's get you the fuck out of here." "You missed the party, nikki porno!" tams' voice scalds my ear drums, scampering like a moving target into the night. "You're fucking dead, tams!" the voice shrieks. "You are SO fucking dead!" "Is she going to be all right?" another voice asks. Nicky?? "We need to get in her to the car. Cherry, you and Manel get her legs. Nicky help me with her shoulders. Try not to move her too roughly. Come on .." "Get that whore off my property," the herman keeps shouting. "Get her the hell out of here before I call the cops." "Go ahead, asshole," the VOICE spits. "Why don't you just fucking go ahead .." Light floods back into my skull, like a sudden pair of headlights cutting through a dark windshield during a thunderstorm. Then complete white-out. Nothing but a flurry of crazed light. "Ronni?" "Is she going to be all right?" Nicky's voice. "We should take her to the hospital, nikki. We should .." "Ronni?" "I'm all right," I sputter, taking all my strength to say three words. "We need to go to the police," the voice is Manel's. I haven't heard it in months, but I can't forget it. "We need to take her to the hospital and go to the police. She was raped!" "Do you think they're going to believe that?" nikki snaps back. "Do you think the fucking cops are ever going to believe that? Believe her? Do you think that fucking herman at the country club is ever going to admit to anything? Those fucking jocks probably all have alibis out their assholes now. All the cops will do is throw her back in the nuthouse again. Do you fucking want that?" "But she could need a doctor," Cherry's voice suddenly speaks up. "She could be seriously injured." "Doctors mean cops," nikki hisses back. "No cops .." I manage to croak. "No doctors." My vision clears for a second, and I scan where I am. It's Nicky's house, his room. Nikki Porno is leaning over me, and I suddenly feel her hand stroking my forehead. Nicky is on my other side, and Manel and Cherry are sitting on the floor. Everyone is crying. "My cane!" I say without thinking. "Got it, ronn," nikki lifts it up and pulls out the handle so I can see the blade inside. "I ripped it out of that skinny little cunt's hands before I kicked her in the fucking tits. Fucking little cunt ran away like a fucking little scared cunt rabbit .." "It's you," I gasp, cutting her off. "It's you .." I start crying now, along with everyone. "It's you .." I just repeat over and over again. "It's you .." "Of course it's me, bitch," nikki kisses my cheek. "Who the fuck else is going to save your sorry little thrasher ass?" "I love you nikki .." "Get some sleep, bitch," she kisses my lips. "Don't leave, nikki, please .." "I ain't going anywhere," she lays her head down against my breasts. "I'll be right here when you get up. I promise." END