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Winner of the 1999 Abortion on Demand Award: Thrasher Girls
by Ronnie B. (ronni_b@yahoo.com)

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Review by: LadyCyrrh Reviews

Thrasher Girls part 1 [B-]
Where posted: ASS
When posted: 1/13/99
Author: Ronnie B
Address: ronni_b@yahoo.com
 
The author says of this story, "Here's my first story 
ever comments please!!" OK, Miss B., you got 'em.

Ronni, Nikki P. and Tam-tams are three teenage girls 
into tattoos, body piercing, and having sex with black 
dudes from the projects in exchange for baggies of 
grass, and they gladly fuck each other as well. From 
the descriptions of these 14 and 15-year-olds, it's 
pretty clear the author is living in la-la-land:

I've got five killer tatts-a barb-wire pattern on my 
tummy with roses, a sun and moon on each of my boobs, 
and two Zen characters on each of my butt cheeks-and my 
tongue is double pierced.  I also have multiple pierces 
in my left eyebrow, my nose, my belly-button (of 
course) and one in my labes right where it can rub my 
clit when I fuck....She looks like a porno-star, and 
that's why we call her nikki p.  The P is for porno.  

She's really pierced, too, all over, especially her 
tongue and puss, and she has tatts everywhere on her 
body.  I love the big snake on her tummy that coils 
down to her crotch, which she shaves all the time.  The 
tail curls up right around her labes and the tip goes 
up around her puss to her ass.  On her ass she has a 
chick-demon with her tongue wedged in her butt crack.  
She has demons on both her big boobs, too, but these 
are both dude-demons. One looks like a devil with a 
spiked dick.  The other is this kind of grim reaper 
dude with a hard cock made of bone.  Then she has 
creeping ivies and roses all over bod and down to her 
ankles.  She is pretty much the hottest chick around.  
The other chick in our set is Tamara, who we call tam-
tams.  She's a year younger than me and nikki, and is 
only a freshman while we're sophomores.  

tam-tams is like real thin and tall, like a model or 
something.  She's maybe not even 100 pounds, and she's 
maybe 5'10" or 5'11", and over six feet when she wears 
heels, which she does all the time.

OK, #1  a girl 5'11 and 100 pounds would be unable to 
breathe without a ventilator, and #2 minors can't get 
tattooed and pierced with parental permission, and #3 
extensive piercing and tattoo jobs cost mucho dinero, 
very big bucks, which is why many of the extensively 
tattooed and pierced people you see on the streets live 
in shithole apartments, drive beamer cars, and have no 
medical insurance. Furthermore, if these teenyboppers 
happened to somehow get their bodily modifications done 
for free and on the sly they'd look like shit, because 
skilled professionals don't give away their services 
for nothing. Not even for a blow job from a teenage 
seductress. I am quite fond of tats and piercing, 
actually, but this major departure from reality, and 
the phony, contrived nature of the teenage sluts and 
their shenanigans, made this story one of the ones 
where I actually said "Yuck!" out loud. I do admit the 
piece has a raw sort of appeal, though, if you're into 
reading about teenage trash sucking off black men in a 
pimpmobile. 

Newsgroups:	alt.sex.stories
Subject:	Thrasher Girls I-"The Lincoln" .. by ronni_b. 
(teen, inter, piercing, kinda n/c, kinda true)
Date:	Fri, 09 Jul 1999 17:09:24 GMT



Thrasher Girls I - "The Lincoln"


My friends and I hang out at a 24-hour coffee bar 
called "Magic Beans".  We're there all hours of the day 
and night.  It's usually six or seven of us, three 
girls and the three guys.  There's me, Rhonda, but I go 
by ronni.  I'm fifteen, long dark curly hair, and I'm 
about 5'4, 110 pounds.  I have big boobs for a girl my 
age, 34C if you're into that.  I guess my body is all 
right because a lot of guys hit on me and everyone is 
always trying to get me naked-guys and girls.  I've got 
five killer tatts-a barb-wire pattern on my tummy with 
roses, a sun and moon on each of my boobs, and two Zen 
characters on each of my butt cheeks-and my tongue is 
double pierced.  I also have multiple pierces in my 
left eyebrow, my nose, my belly-button (of course) and 
one in my labes right where it can rub my clit when I 
fuck.  

My best friend is Nicolette, who goes by the name nikki 
p. She's maybe an inch taller than me, red hair, about 
the same weight (maybe a little more, but in all the 
right places), and she's really got the killer body in 
our group-real flat tummy, curvy hips and like 38DD 
tits.   She looks like a porno-star, and that's why we 
call her nikki p.  The P is for porno.  She's really 
pierced, too, all over, especially her tongue and puss, 
and she has tatts everywhere on her body.  I love the 
big snake on her tummy that coils down to her crotch, 
which she shaves all the time.  The tail curls up right 
around her labes and the tip goes up around her puss to 
her ass.  On her ass she has a chick-demon with her 
tongue wedged in her butt crack.  She has demons on 
both her big boobs, too, but these are both dude-
demons.

One looks like a devil with a spiked dick.  The other 
is this kind of grim reaper dude with a hard cock made 
of bone.  Then she has creeping ivies and roses all 
over bod and down to her ankles.  She is pretty much 
the hottest chick around.

The other chick in our set is Tamara, who we call tam-
tams.  She's a year younger than me and nikki, and is 
only a freshman while we're sophomores.  tam-tams is 
like real thin and tall, like a model or something.  
She looks like she's maybe not even 100 pounds, and 
she's maybe 5'10" or 5'11", and over six feet when she 
wears heels, which she does all the time.  She has 
these great, long, thin legs, and she wears real (I 
mean real) short dresses and skirts to school all the 
time and white stockings that go up her thighs leaving 
about a half-inch of bare leg flesh between the top of 
the stockings and her hem.  She also wears all these 
weird types of panties, and she's always flashing guys, 
especially the teachers.  Sometimes she'll wear black 
silk panties, sometimes white lace, sometimes baby-doll 
pink or hot red or sky blue thongs, and sometimes 
she'll even wear guys underwear, which really turns the 
guys on (me, too?).  

When she hangs with us, though, she mostly wears real 
tight jeans and boots. She has one tatt on her back, a 
unicorn, and her nose is pierced with a rhinestone 
stud, but that's all.  She's kind of a wimp when it 
comes to piercing, and she gets all freaked when she 
sees needles or anything.  nikk and I are always trying 
to get some more pierces, but she's always putting us 
off.

The dudes in our set are Josh, Mikey and Nick (which is 
another reason we call Nicolette nikki p, so we don't 
confuse her with Nick).  Josh is short, cute, with a 
goatee and he's pretty much a student.  He reads all 
the time, and he tells great stories, and can talk 
about all sorts of wild stuff like ufos, government 
cover-ups and cults.  He's kind of the leader in our 
set, and he works at the Magic Beans on the weekend.  

Mikey is a real doll.  He used to play football so he's 
kind of jock.  Now he just thrashes and works out.  
He's like six feet and pretty ripped, but he also has 
the gentle kind of way about him and all the girls in 
school are always after him.  Nicky is the group 
psycho.  He's shorter than Josh and kind of fat.  He's 
funny and pissed off like all the time, and he'll rant 
about stuff real loud and cause a scene if we're out 
almost every time.  He's also heavily into porn stuff 
and s-m stuff and tatts and piercing and his computer.

He hacks all the time and he's got all these rad 
pictures which he'll show us all the time, like women 
with horses and dogs, little kids doing it, stuff that 
looks like rape.  He also plays drums, and he and Josh 
jam all the time because Josh plays guitar.  The other 
dude who also sometimes hangs with us is Sean, who's 
older than us by two years and he plays bass with Josh 
and Nicky in their band.  Sean is real tall and real 
quiet and pretty much a loner.  He's also an artist and 
he's the one who's come up with most of our tatts.

So that's our set.  We're all pretty tight, and like I 
said we spend almost all our time thrashing or sitting 
at Magic Beans playing Tekken or surfing on the net 
looking for trouble (that's usually Nicky or me).  Like 
I said, we've been on tam-tams' case about getting some 
more pierces, and one night around ten o'clock we were 
at Beans and nikki and I were on her again.  "You gotta 
get your belly done," nikki says.  "EVERYONE gets that 
done."

"I told you," tams says, "I don't want to do that yet."
"You're some kind of pussy," I say.  "Shit, it doesn't 
hurt that much.  Just do it already.  It's not like 
you're doing your labes or anything.  It'd look so cool 
on you, too.  Like a black pearl or something, or a 
ruby."

Just then Mikey and Nicky come in.  They've been out 
doing whatever, but now they're here for the night.  We 
say "hi", and they sit down.  "The Lincoln's out in the 
lot," Nicky says.  "They've got some stuff."  The 
Lincoln is driven by these four black guys from the 
projects who drive over to our side of town and sell 
shit.  They hang out at Magic Beans almost every night 
because they have a lot of regular customers, including 
us.

I look at nikki and then tams.  "Are you guys in?" I 
ask, like they wouldn't be, but I always check to make 
sure. nikki nods and looks at tams.  tams looks at me 
and nikk and then nods her head real quick, like she 
doesn't want a chance to reconsider.

"Sean and Josh'll be here in a few, too, they were 
getting beers," Nicky says.  "They'll want some."

"Might as well do the deed and get it over with," nikki 
reached in her purse for the deck of airline playing 
cards she always carried for the occasion.  tams and I 
watched as she shuffled them a few times.  Then she 
gave them to tams to cut.  Tams cut them and handed 
them back.  Then nikki put them face-down on the table.  
"With Sean along they'll want double," she says.  "So 
it's the two low cards, okay.  High card coughs up the 
cash then."

This was how we afforded the shit from the Lincoln.  It 
was a deal the black guys had for regulars like us.  
They'd exchange shit for sex with us chicks, as long as 
one of us paid full price.  It went like this.  Let's 
say we wanted four baggies.  They'd give us one for 
some head, two for head and a fuck, and then we'd have 
to buy the rest at full price.  For more shit, we had 
to do more for them.  

On a night like tonight when we'd need a lot of shit, 
probably about six baggies, they'd want two girls 
working for it, plus cash for the rest.  Two of us 
could work about four or five bags from them depending 
on what we did.  It was Friday and we were all looking 
to get seriously wasted, so I figured we'd try and get 
everything we could from them.

"Who's first?" I asked.

"I'll go," nikki kind of laughed.  "Here goes nothing."

She drew a card from the middle of the deck and held it 
close to her chest.  I nodded to tams.  tams hated 
this, nikki and I knew it.  But if she wanted to hang 
with us (and she did), this is what she had to
do.  None of us had the money to buy all the shit we 
always needed.

We did this for the dudes because they always bought 
the beer, and that was the tough expensive part. 
Getting beers out of the Dairy Mart was a real 
challenge.  You either had to find some guy over 21 to 
buy it for you, or you had to rip it off.  The dudes 
did about 50-50, and Nicky had been caught once and 
thrown in jail for the weekend before his fucking 
parent bailed him out.  They dudes also had the car, 
which was our only transportation because none of us 
chicks can drive yet.

So it really was a fair trade off, even though when you 
were blowing dick it sometimes didn't seem like it. 
tams drew her card, and I drew mine, too, sneaking a 
peek before I pressed it to my chest.  I swallowed my 
heart.  Fuck, it was the three of spades.  Unless nikk 
and tams both deuced, I was going to be sucking some 
black dick and whatever else tonight.  Oh well, in a 
few hours I'd be so stoned it wouldn't fucking matter.  

I looked at tams and she was smiling, so I knew she 
must have had a good draw. "Last to draw, first to 
show," nikk says to me.  I flip over my card, and Nicky 
chuckles.

"Ooo, ronni's goin' to the G-Toe," Nicky says, and he 
slaps me on the back.

"Your turn, tams," I say.

She quickly set down her card, the Ace of Diamonds.  
She was pretty much guaranteed a safety, and she 
started digging around in her purse to make sure she 
had the cash for her end.  She fished out two $10s and 
a wad of singles and started counting.

"Not so fast, girl," nikk flipped her card over and it 
was an Ace, too, of Hearts.  tams' face dropped, and 
she twitched a little, which is what she did when she 
got nervous or scared.  I couldn't help but laughing.  
It wasn't over yet.  "You want to draw first?" nikk 
offered.

tams shook her head, and nikk drew a card.  She flashed 
it immediately, an 8.  tams quivered as she touched the 
deck and drew a card.  Her face fell and Nicky erupted 
in a burst of laughter.

"tam-tams gonna get a chocolate jaw-breaker," he says.  
We all laugh except tams who just gives a pained grin.
"Shit," nikki curses.  "This is going to blow all my 
money fro the weekend!" she dug in her purse now.  

"Hey, but the rules are the rules."

"Get your money," I say.  I stand up.  I want to get 
this over as quick as possible, okay.  It's fucking 
freezing out there."  I turn to tams and motion her to 
get up.  "Come on, tams.  Let's go.  You got your 
fucking money, nikk?"  Nikk knew the rules.  If she 
didn't have the cash, she'd have to trade with tams.  
tams looked at her hopefully.

"Hah!" nikk snatched out a wadded up $20 and added it 
to her other bills, a $10 and a $5 and some singles.  
She got up then, and headed to the door in front of us.  
Part of the deal was that we all had to go out together 
for safety reasons.  Even though the guys in the 
Lincoln had never pulled any kind of shit on us before, 
we still didn't trust their asses.  Some chicks had 
complained about them getting rough and stuff.  nikk 
was there to watch and go get help if they tried 
anything.

I followed nikk out into the parking lot, and I could 
hear tams dragging her feet behind me.  Like I said, 
she hated this shit.

As for me, I didn't mind it so much once it started.  I 
just hated this part, when I had to go up there and 
talk to them and work out the deal.  It was pretty 
humiliating, these black guys eyeing you and saying "So 
what are you going to do for us, bitch?" and making us 
say "We'll give you some head or fuck you for the 
shit."  Then they'd act all apprehensive, and make you 
practically beg them sometimes.  I hated that shit, 
especially when it was so fucking cold like it was 
tonight.  They'd make you stand outside in the fucking 
cold and talk shit with them, and only let you in the 
car after you'd frozen your ass off. 

nikki walked right up to their car window and knocked.  
She was always the one who did the talking with them 
because she didn't take shit from them.

"Yo, bitch, what you want?" the guy at the window 
asked.  I think his name was Duane, but I'm not really 
sure.  We never really got their names, and they never 
tell us.

"You guys got some shit, don't you?" nikki asked.  "We 
want some."

Four sets of cue-ball eyes peered out from the car at 
us, like they always did.  "Hey, shit, we know you," 
the guy at the window smiled.  "You bitches want to 
party-down, huh?"

"You got it," nikki answered. "So whattaya got for us?"

"Depends on what you got?"

"You know what we got," nikki answered.  She was 
shivering because it was so fucking cold.  "Same deal 
we always do.  We need like six baggies."

"That'll be extra," he looks at me and tams.  "You know 
the score.  So whatta ya got for us."

"They'll work it out," nikki points to me and tams.  
"Just let us in the fucking car, okay.  We're freezing 
our fucking tits off out here."  

"What about you?" he asked nikk, obviously disappointed 
a little.  They liked nikki, a lot.

"I'm watching tonight."

"Too bad."

"You wanna take it or leave it," Nikki said.

"Fuck, we'll take it, sweet," he laughed. "Just be 
cool."

"Let us in the fucking car!"

"Sure thing," he nodded and got out.  "You guys cool."  
The back door opened and another guy got out.  I 
climbed in the front and sat next to the driver.  tams 
got in.  Then the two guys got in, and finally nikki 
squeezed into the back.  

She closed the door and kind of knelt up with her back 
against the door.  I was pressed in between the driver 
and the guy who'd been doing all the talking.  
Both their hands were already inside my coat and 
rubbing my crotch. "You gonna suck me, sweet?" the 
driver asked as he pulled my hand to his bulging 
crotch.  I nodded as the other guy pulled my other hand 
to his crotch.  The driver pulled my face around and 
stuck his tongue in my mouth.  My coat was unzipped and 
my top was pulled up.

Hands felt my tits and popped them one at a time out of 
my bra.

"Man you got nice ones," the other guy said as he 
sucked on my hard nipples and worked the zipper on my 
jeans down.

"Get to work," the driver told me pushing my head down.  
"You know what to do."

I did know what to do, too.  I'd been doing them almost 
every week for the last seven months.  I got his zipper 
down and he scooted his as up off the car seat.  I 
rolled down his shorts and fished his black cock out.  
He didn't have the biggest cock of them, that belonged 
to one of the guys in the backseat with tams.  The 
driver's dick was about 8 inches, though, and the other 
guy sucking my tits had about 7 and his was real thick.

I lowered my mouth to the driver's pipe and licked the 
black head, getting him slick before I slid it into my 
mouth.  I jacked him with my hand, but he grabbed it 
and pulled it away.  Then he took my hair with his 
other hand and began pumping my head up and down on his 
cock.  It was only halfway hard when I started, but it 
grew in my mouth in a few seconds until it pressed 
against the side of my cheeks as he thrust up and down, 
in and out and sideways.

When I came up for air, I realized my jeans were down 
past my crotch.  I felt the other guy work them down my 
legs slowly to my knees.  The air in the car was so 
cold I had goosebumps all down my thighs, and I 
shivered every time he touched my legs and puss with 
his cold hands.  "Scoot up, bitch," he told me, roughly 
turning my hips around so that I was at an angle where 
he could get to my puss.

He probed his wet fingers into my puss and finger-
fucked me while he squeezed and pinched my tits with 
his other hand.

"Hey, keep on sucking," the driver said and forced my 
mouth back down around his wet cock.  "You can use your 
hand if you play with my balls," he offered, releasing 
my hand.  "But don't touch my cock."

I knew the drill by now.  I cupped his brillo-covered 
balls and pumped them gently, letting him stick his 
cock deeper into my mouth.  My puss was now wet enough, 
and the other guy just jabbed his thick cock deep into 
my hole.  At that angle, it rubbed against my clit 
ring, and I knew i would come in like five minutes if 
he could keep it up inside me.

"Suck 'em both now," I heard voices from the back seat, 
and I heard tams kind of squeal, too.  Those guys in 
back liked to make us suck both their cocks in our 
mouths at the same time.  I couldn't do it, and I knew 
tams couldn't either.  Only nikk could manage it.

Still, they always insisted, and I guess the fact that 
neither tams nor I could do it probably turned them on 
even more, because we tried so hard.

"You like to watch, huh?" one of the backseat guys said 
to nikk.

"You bet," nikk replied.

"Just love you little bitches," the other backseat guy, 
the one with the huge cock said.  "Let me see those 
freaky tits of yours," he said to nikki, obviously.  
"You gonna let me suck on 'em?" he asked a moment 
later, obviously nikk had popped out her tattooed 
boobs.

I heard tams grunt.  "Hey, take it easy on her, okay," 
nikk warned.

I pulled my head up, suddenly concerned, and peered 
over the seat.

"You wanna watch, too, huh?" the driver said.  "That's 
cool."

tam-tams' mouth was stuffed with the two black cocks, 
and they kept spilling out of her mouth almost every 
second.  Then the guys would stuff them back in again.  
The one guy was sucking nikk's tits and kissing her 
tatt covered tummy.

I felt my puss twinge as I watched my buds get molested 
and the guy drilled my puss and kept hitting my clit 
ring.  He stiffened up and came inside me and I kind of 
barked, which I do just when I'm gonna cum.  I came 
then, and the driver shoved my head back down on his 
prick.  He fucked my face for about twenty more seconds 
and my jaw felt like it was gonna break.  Then he shot 
a load of cum against the roof of my mouth.  It was hot 
and sticky and I swallowed it so he wouldn't spray my 
face.

"Shit!" he gasped, withdrawing his spent prick and 
wiping it on my lips.  "That sure be some killer head, 
girl."

"Let me get some of that," the other guy pulled out of 
my pussy and took me by the hair.  I leaned back over 
and sucked his still hard cock while I jacked the 
driver.

Meanwhile, in the back I heard a lot of shifting.  
Above the seat i could see nikk's head presed against 
the ceiling and the head and shoulders of one of the 
guys as he kissed nikk and sucked her tits.  The other 
guy's back was pressed against the other door, and I 
saw one of tam's skinny, white-stockinged legs suddenly 
drape itself over the seat.  I raised my head, and the 
guy I was sucking let me peer over the seat.

The one guy with the big dick had his dick fucking 
tams' mouth while he played with nikki's tits, and the 
other guy had her skinny legs spread wide and was 
fucking her hard.  tam-tams was squealing, but she was 
muffled.  As the one guy fucked her, she started 
fucking back real good.  The big dick guy pulled out of 
her mouth and let her cry out.  "Pull down your jeans 
and let her suck your pussy," he whispered to nikk.

"Give us an extra baggie," nikki panted.

"Sure," he agreed, helping nikk unzip her jeans and 
work them down past her crotch.  She rolled down her 
panties past her thighs and sat on tam-tams' face.  
This was nothing new to us.  We'd all done each other 
plenty of times.  In fact, tam-tams loved eating pussy, 
which is why started letting her hang with us in the 
first place.

Before that, we kind of thought she was a stuck-up 
twit.

I watched for another few seconds before my head was 
back down at the guy's hard cock.  The driver scooted 
me around now so that my wet puss was on his side of 
the seat now. I had jacked him back up to a hard-on 
with my hand, so he now spread my ass-cheeks and 
doggied me up my cunt.  As I bucked my hips, my ass hit 
the steering wheel, which hurt, but I couldn't change 
the angle.  I knew I'd have a bruise there tomorrow.

The whole Lincoln now rocked with fucking, and both the 
guys fucking us were really drilling us.  tam-tams 
especially.  When guys get at her thin body, they just 
fuck her brutal.  She just kind of curls up and 
whimpers, and sometimes it's like she might break in 
half.  But she never does.

"Fuck, yeah, tams," nikk hissed, and I knew the sound 
of her coming.

"Let me back in there," the guy with the big black dick 
said.

"I wanna come in her pretty little mouth."

The guy I was sucking came then, and he lifted my head 
so he sprayed on me.  I used the chance to peek back 
over the seat and saw tams getting brutally face and 
puss fucked by the two guys while nikk swapped spit 
with the big-dick guy.  Then the guy in tams' puss shot 
his load and buried his tool real deep inside her.  The 
big dick guy took about another two minutes, probably 
the longest of tams' life, before he shot his load in 
her mouth.  When he finally withdrew, some of it 
dribbled out of tams' mouth (she hates to swallow), and 
nikk rubbed her pussy into it, and tams spit the cum in 
nikk's pussy.

The guy in my puss was the last to cum, and he fucking 
took it to me, too, battering my butt up against the 
steering wheel while I rode his black thunder-fuck.  

Then we kind of sat there and let the guys fell us all 
over while we hiked back on our panties and jeans. 
Someone emerged with seven baggies, and we crawled out 
the car back into the cold night.  Total time, about 
half an hour.

When we staggered back into Magic Beans, Sean and Josh 
were there.  Nicky had a smile on his face.  "So?  
What'd you get for us?"

"You'll see," nikk laughed and pecked him on the cheek.

I sat next to Josh who gave one of his concerned looks.  
He made no bones about not liking what us chicks did 
for shit, especially in the Lincoln.  For all his 
liberal communist stuff, he doesn't like that we fuck 
black guys one bit.  Nicky, on the other hand, can't 
get enough of listening to tales about his whore chick 
friends fucking black dick for shit.  Sometimes when 
we're stoned, he'll insist we tell him all the details.  
Then he'll whip out his dick and nikk will usually suck 
him off while I tell the tale.

Mikey doesn't seem to mind that much, even though he 
and tams are pretty tight.  He always puts his arm 
around tams when she gets done.  He's so protective.  
He always calls it taking one for the team, which he 
got from his football days, he says.  He and tam will 
fuck like crazy later when we're all stoned, and I 
think the whole thing turns him on a lot more than he 
says.  Besides, I think he loves tam-tams (who 
doesn't?), so it really doesn't matter.

Sean's the only one I can't figure out.  He seems to 
have no reaction at all to our exploits, even to thank 
us for working the extra baggie for him.  Sometimes 
that pisses me off, but since he never even asks for 
stuff from us, I guess I really can't complain.

"So back to your belly-button," nikki turns to tams 
after we're all back situated again. "We have to take 
care of that. Tonight," she adds.



*** *** *** *** *** ***

Thrasher Girls II - "Pierced"

We had been discussing getting tam-tams pierced for 
about an hour after we did the guys in the Lincoln.  
tams was pretty much stalling on us, trying to change 
the subject.  But nikk wouldn't let it alone, and 
neither would Nicky.  He liked to watch us get pierced 
and tatted, and the idea of seeing tams get it really 
turned him on.  

She's so innocent looking, and the way she acts you'd 
think she wasn't a slut like me and nikki.  Even now, 
after we'd just fucked four black guys for shit, she 
looked like a fucking model for some magazine.  

Sometimes that pissed me and nikk off, like tonight 
when she was acting all stuck-up about getting her 
belly-button pierced.


Mikey wasn't much help either.  He was so in love with 
her that he kept trying to change the subject, too, and 
get her off the hook.  Josh was being Mr. Silent-
Pissed-Off because I'd been fucking the black guys in 
the Lincoln again.  He always gets all quiet and 
just stares at me, which pisses me off a lot because 
it's not like he doesn't take the shit I get for him.  

As for Sean, he was just being Sean like always.  He 
was just sitting there watching us in his kind 
of creepy way.  So it was up to me and nikk and Nicky 
to get tam-tams pierced, and we weren't taking "no" for 
an answer.

"I'll do it next week, okay," tams said after nikk 
brought it up again.  "Just not tonight.  Let's just go 
do some shit and have some fun."  She squeezed Mikey 
which meant she wanted to fuck him.  


This, of course, was putting Mikey on her side.

"You aren't getting out of this AGAIN!" I said to her.  
"It's the same thing every god damned time with you."

"Why is this such a BIG DEAL to you guys anyway?" tams 
asked.

"Because it is!" I replied.  "You're just such a little 
pussy sometimes."

"Hey, listen, guys," Mikey said.  "Just lay off her, 
okay.  Besides it's way too late to get anything 
tonight.  She'll do it next week."

"Yeah," tams agreed.  "It is way too late.  I promise 
I'll get my belly button pierced next week.  We can go 
after school some day.  I swear.  Really."

I looked at nikk, who just flashed tams a pissed as 
hell look.  

"Well, it wouldn't have been so late if you weren't 
here dicking us around.  Pussy-girl," she added.

"I am not a pussy-girl," tams said under her breath.  
"It's just too late, okay.  I'll go next week.  You'll 
see."

"It ain't too late," Sean suddenly spoke.  We all 
turned to him because he never talked to any of us 
unless we asked him a question first.

"What are you talking about, man?" Nicky asked.

"I know a guy," Sean looked at Josh.  "You know Simon," 
he half-asked Josh.  "That guy you met the other week 
when we were scrounging for amps."

Josh came out of his silence and nodded.  "Yeah," Josh 
said.

"Guy has tatts and shit all over his fucking body.  
So's his wife.

Like some kind of bikers or something.  Scary, too," he 
said.

"He does pierces and tatts," Sean said to tams, "and 
he's 
probably home right now.  He'd do your belly."

nikk smiled at Sean and turned to tams.  "So what is it 
going to be, pussy-girl?  You gonna pussy out on us 
again?"

"I ain't gonna go to some scary biker guy and get my 
belly pierced.  I'll get AIDS or something," tams 
whined.

"Pussy-girl!" I said.  "That's what you are.  nikk's 
right.

You're a pussy-girl."

"I am not," tams replied.

"Say you're a pussy-girl," nikk teased her.  "Say 'I'm 
a big pussy-girl.'  Admit it!"

"You guys can go fuck off," tams said.

"Come on, tams.  Just say you're a pussy-girl and we'll 
leave you alone, pussy-girl," I laughed.  "tam-tams the 
pusy-girl, tam-tams the pussy girl."

"Fuck you ronni!" tams looked like she was going to 
cry.

"Oh, look, pussy-girl's gonna cry," I laughed.  "Just 
like a pussy-girl."

"You know, we're going to have to tell everyone what a 
pussy-girl you are now," nikk added.  "That'll be your 
new nickname at school.  No more tam-tams, just pussy-
girl.  How's that sound, huh, pussy-girl?"

"Fuck you all!" tams said, standing up.  "I ain't no 
pussy-girl."

"Then prove it," I said.

"I will .. like I said next week."

"Tonight!" I said.  "Tonight or never.  You don't go 
and do it tonight, and you'll be pussy-girl from now 
on.  That's it.  That's the deal."

She looked at me and then nikki, her two best friends.  
We weren't fucking around, and she knew this.  Even 
Mikey was quiet now because he didn't want me or nikk 
pissed at him.  We had all been tight for years, and 
tams was the newbie here, and her Miss Innocent 
act was getting old.  It was time she did like the rest 
of us and became one of the set for good.

She looked like she was going to cry at any second, and 
even though I felt bad for her I wasn't going to let 
her cop out of this.  

Neither was nikk.  We just sat there and waited for her 
to make the next move.  "Okay," she whispered, "I'll go 
over there and see this guy.  But if he's some sick 
diseased fuck I'm outta there, okay."

"You get the pierce tonight," nikk said.  "No 
bullshit!"

tams glared at nikk and me and stormed towards the door 
of Magic Beans.  We all got up and followed her.  She 
stopped when we were all outside and turned to us.  
"Where is this fucking guy?" she said to Sean.

"Over on West 6th," Sean said.  "About 10 minutes from 
here. I can drive."

"I need some shit," tams reached out to nikk who handed 
her a baggie as we all followed Sean to his station 
wagon.  nikk then doled out the rest of the goodies, 
and we were all getting wrecked in about five minutes 
as Sean slowly cruised down the streets to his friend's 
place.  In the backseat, I got close with Josh, but he 
still acted all pissed off and shit.  I licked his neck 
and squeezed his crotch.  He tried to ignore me, but 
his breath picked up.

nikk was in the front seat with Sean and Nicky and she 
was giggling.  I looked over the back of the front seat 
and she had Nicky's cock out of his jeans and was 
stroking it, playing with the row of silver balls 
pierced on his cock.  With her other hand she was 
stroking Sean's crotch and playing with his zipper.  I 
looked bacj over to Mikey and tams who were next to me, 
swapping major spit, and tams was gasping hard as Mikey 
dug his big hands into her panties.

I took some more hits and slapped my mouth over Josh's.  
he tried not to move at first, but he just kind of gave 
up when I wrestled his cock out of his pants.  He has a 
nice cock with a killer tatt of a raven on the cock 
head.  He also has a gold ring piercing his cockhead 
right by the piss hole.  When he fucks me, this rubs 
against my labe and clit studs and it's like he's 
shredding my puss it feels so fucking excellent.  I 
like big cocks up my cunt, like the black guys who'd 
just drilled me an hour earlier, but when I really 
want to get fucked its a thick cock with pierces in all 
the right places that makes me cum unbelievably.  

Josh's cock is pretty perfect in that respect, and even 
though it's not huge it's always hard-all the time-and 
it's over six inches which means it fills me pretty 
good, too, especially when I sit on it or he fucks me 
doggie-style real hard.

When his cock is finally free, he bites my tongue a 
little and then takes me by my hair and pushes my head 
down.  I take one last hit, and my brain is all fluffy.  
I start giggling and aim my tongue stud right at the 
raven tatt oh nis cock head.  This is like Josh's 
target, and it's real sensitive, so I work the ball on 
my tongue right there for a few seconds before I move 
down to the ring piercing Josh's pisser.  Two stabs and 
a few licks later, and he jerks around wildly and 
shoves my whole mouth down around his swollen cock.  He 
jam fucks my throat, and I dig my hands into his shorts 
so I can play with his balls.  He keeps pounding my 
mouth harder around his prick, and I can tell he's 
still very pissed about the black guys in the Lincoln.  


Whenever we fuck after I do those black guys, Josh is 
real hard on me because he's so pissed.  It's like he 
wants to show me he can fuck me better than black guys.  
I think he's hung up about the size of his cock 
compared to them.  I think this is kind of silly, but I 
never tell him that he really doesn't have anything to 
prove because it's so hot when he's this way.  He'd 
never understand that between fucking black guys and 
white guys, not one's better for me than the other.  

It's just different, like chocolate and vanilla ice 
cream.  I love them both.

His cock head is bumping the back of my throat and I 
gag a little and squirm because it is a little hard to 
breath with some guy jam fucking your mouth.  Josh 
pulls my hair a little, forces me to stay down a few 
seconds with my throat filled with his dick, before he 
pulls me up again real slow.  This makes his dick seem 
so huge, and I drool down the sides just the way he 
likes me to.  I swirl my tongue-stud around his pisser-
ring and he jams me down again, even harder.  His ass 
tightens up and lifts off the car seat, and he fucking 
rams his cock head into my throat and holds it there 
while he fires a hot load of cum.  My jaws fucking ache 
and I gag a little, but I suck it all in.  Then he 
yanks me up and down by the hair so that I can milk all 
the cum out of his prick.  Some of the cum slops out of 
my mouth and greases his pole and balls.  He moves my 
head around by my hair and I clean up all the cum with 
my tongue.

Then he lets my head rest gently in his lap and I just 
lick and suck his still hard cock and he strokes my 
hair.  Sometimes I really love Josh, I'm just sorry he 
gets angry so much.

Mikey's huge cock is out in full view and tams is 
stroking it while he sucks on her small pointy tits.  
Her panties are down to her ankles, and I rub her pussy 
which is sopping wet.  She turns to me and kind of 
smiles.  She's still pissed at me I know because of 
before, but we're buds always, especially in situations 
like these.

"Hey, you gonna fuck that big cock or what?" nikk asks 
from the front seat.  "cause if you're not, I'll climb 
back there and do it for you."

"Fuck off, nikk," tams gasps and then she slides her 
cunt up Mikey's leg and just sits on his big cock.  He 
presses up into her and stuffs it between her thin, 
white legs.  The car is still so cold that there are 
goosebumps all up her thin legs.  I lean over and lick 
her goosebumpy thighs while she begins to slam up and 
down on Mikey's meat.  "Oh, shit!" she gasps, biting 
Mikey on the shoulder while she rides his slam. Then we 
all just watch her body glide up and down and listen to 
the slap-slap of her wet cunt against his big balls.  I 
play with her puss and his balls and nikk leans over 
the front seat so that she's kissing and biting the 
back of tam's neck and her ears.  I hear another plop-
snap and see that Nicky has gotten behind nikk and 
entered her cunt from behind.

So there we are-tams is riding Mikey's big cock, while 
nikk and I are playing with her, and Nicky is slamming 
nikki's hot pussy from behind.  I reach up with my 
other hand and play with nikk's tits which are now 
inches from my face.  Her nips are like tootsie-rolls 
pressing out against her bra and her top.  I lift her 
top up past her tummy and lick the piercings in her 
belly button.  Her tummy gets all tight, and her abs 
tense up.  I work the top up to her underarms, then 
I tug down her bra cups so that her boobies are free.  

I tickle her pierced nips, tugging on the tiny nipple 
rings, and she tightens up even more.  Nicky is really 
drilling her, too, and she is wobbling back and forth 
like a blow-up doll.  I run my tongue-stud over her 
pierced nips and bite down on the rings.  I tug at them 
again and she grunts in true nikkie porno fashion.  We 
all know when nikk is about to cum because she starts 
grunting like a horse or a seal or something, really!  

Over the seat I could see her slamming her ass up 
and down along Nicky's hard, pierced pole and I knew 
exactly what she was feeling in her cunt.  Nicky has 
the short fat cock that's pierced all over, almost to 
the point where his dick is more metal than flesh.  

When he pumps you, it can fucking hurt, and scrape you 
so that there's blood.  He fucks so hard and so good, 
though, that you just kind of put up with it, even 
though it sometimes feels like a cheese grater 
being shoved up there.  When your puss is super hot, 
though, the pain is pure pleasure, and that's what nikk 
was getting now.

Her whole body was shivering, and she was grunting even 
louder.  This was getting tams and Mikey off big time, 
too, and Nicky especially,  When you fuck nikki p. and 
she's grunting like that you just do it even faster and 
harder.  It inspires you.  I know when I'm eating her 
puss or dildo fucking her or we're rubbing our pierce 
clits together, I go wild when I hear her grunting.  It 
makes you fuck her harder so you can hear more of it, 
it's so fucking hot.  That's another reason we call her 
nikki porno, because she fucks so unbelievably hot she 
should be in pornos.  Too bad she's only fifteen.

Anyways, I bite her nips right when I feel her shaking 
like crazy because after fucking her so many times I 
now this makes her explode when she's cumming.  She 
goes into a serious thrash when i do this, and Nicky is 
just pounding away.  I feel Josh's hands on my puss 
now, and he's tearing down my jeans and panties.  "Fuck 
me," I gaps to him as I scoot up and point my bare ass 
in his face.  I feel his tongue lick my cunt and 
asshole which are already sopping wet.  I am licking  
tam-tams' ass now and she is kissing nikk on the mouth 
and biting her tongue.  Nicky is squeezing nikk's tits 
and tugging at her nip rings.  Mikey is hammering up 
into tams and she is getting all tight now.  

Mikey blows suddenly on a down stroke, and his cum 
floods tams' pussy and spills out over her thighs and 
the seat.  I lick her thighs, puss and asshole and the 
taste of Mikey's cum gets me going into warp-drive, 
too.  "Fuck me!" I hiss at Josh again, and he stabs 
his pierced prick into my puss at just the right angle, 
his pisser-ring nudging my clit ring and pressing it 
deep into my cunt until it grinds against the bone 
between my leg and puss.  "Right fucking there!" I yell 
as if he doesn't know.  My own tummy gets all queasy 
and tight as Josh slaps in and out of my puss.

tams' begins grinding her ass in circles around my 
tongue, and I bite her clit.  "Fuck!" she cries, and 
she bucks up and down with Mikey's cock still hard and 
inside her puss.  As she cums, I lick her clit hard 
imagining how much harder her skinny body would cum 
with a stud pierced right on the hood of her clit.  I 
get a mouthful of her fresh puss juice mixed with 
Mikey's cum, and I drink it all up.

"Hey, guys, I've been going around the block for like 
fifteen minutes," Sean suddenly says.  "We gonna do 
this tonight or not?"

"I'd say tams is ready," nikki giggles.  She climbs off 
Nicky's cock and starts putting herself back together.
tams shrugs her shoulders and smiles stupidly.  Between 
getting stoned and boned, she's all blissed out and up 
for just about anything I'd imagine.  I concentrate on 
Josh's cock now, and slam my butt down every time he 
thrusts his cock up.  His pierces are rubbing mine just 
the right way, like always, and he's slamming my clit-
stud into that cunt bone every time we mash together. 

"Fuck it, Josh, fuck me!" I holler and everyone in the 
car is cracking up.  They know how loud I get when Josh 
fucks me hard, and they're always teasing me about it.

"That's it, Josh, fuck her," nikk leans over and 
brushes her lips against me cheek.  "Feels good, 
doesn't it, ron?" she whispers in her ear as she bites 
my ear lobe.

"Fuck yeah," I yell back.  I find her mouth, and we 
french, knocking our tongue studs together and biting 
the tips of out tongues until we both taste blood.  Two 
more slams against my cunt bone, and Josh fucks me to a 
cum.  My tummy gets even tighter and queasier, and 
I kind of go limp like a rag doll as he fucks his cock 
to its own cum.

"Well, I'm fucking parking now," Sean tells us, and as 
Josh fires into my puss I feel and hear the car come to 
a stop.  I look up and notice we're in a driveway in a 
real dark, old neighborhood.  I remember Sean saying 
the guy's place was on West 6th, which is in a pretty 
bad part of town.  Lots of bikers, gangs, blacks, 
puerto ricans, etc.  I felt my cunt get wet all over 
again.  Fucking in this neighborhood was making me hot.
We started pulling ourselves together as Sean turned 
the car off, got out, and went up to the door to check 
if the guy was home.  

My cunt was filled and dripping with Josh's cum, which 
I loved the feel of.  I hiked up my panties and pulled 
my jeans back on.  tams was already together again and 
looking as sweet and innocent as ever ...  DAMN HER!  

She just looked so pure sitting there, like she was 
untouchable.  I didn't know how she did it.  She was as 
much a slut as any of us, but yet she just seemed to be 
above all that.  Fuck, sometimes it pissed me off.

I guess that's why nikk and I wanted to see her get her 
belly pierced so much.  We knew she'd cry like a little 
girl when that needle punctured her belly.  She'd 
bawled like a baby when she gotten her little tatt, and 
it had turned us on so much, especially afterwards 
because we both fucked her raw and made her cry some 
more.  

This is the THING about tam-tams that makes us all want 
to fuck her so bad.  She's all scared and shit, and she 
cries like a baby, but she'll still hang around and 
take it  because she actually loves it like we all do.  
That's the fun, to make her do something she doesn't 
want to do, and then see her cry and shit but really 
get off on it.  nikki is especially hard on her like 
this.  After she got that tatt, when nikki and I fucked 
her, nikk did her ass with a big black dildo and tams 
was crying real hard.  But nikk wouldn't stop, she just 
kept fucking her ass with that dildo and saying shit 
like, "You like getting fucked with my big black cock, 
don't you fucking slut?"  tams would be crying "no," 
and begging nikk to stop, but she came like four times 
while nikk fucked her skinny ass and I ate her pussy, 
which was so wet I thought I was going to drown.  Then, 
when we were all done, tams just kind of cuddled up to 
nikk and me and we kissed her for almost an hour.

So, that's tams for you, and I knew tonight would be no 
different.  Just by the way she rode Mikey's dick, you 
could tell that even though her mouth was saying "no," 
her cunt was screaming "yes." 

Still, her eyes had the frightened look of a lost 
puppy, and she seemed almost hopeful when Sean came 
back to the car.  "Is he home?" she asked, rubbing her 
tummy where the piercing was to go.

Sean smiled a creepy smile and said, "Yeah, come on."
We all piled out of the car and walked up the drive to 
his garage.  A light was on, and when we got inside I 
could feel a space heater warming the cold air.  I 
looked through the steam of my breath and saw three 
older guys and two older chicks sitting around a flat 
table.  Each of them was covered in tatts and pierces. 

Josh and Sean hadn't been kidding when they described 
them as scary biker guys. 

The chicks were probably in their late twenties, maybe 
early thirties. One had dirty blonde hair and a pretty 
ugly face with teeth missing. The other was almost 
gypsy looking, very dark hair, eyes, and a pretty 
face.  Her teeth were fucked-up, too, though, with 
chips and a gap between her front teeth and her two 
pointy teeth which made her kind of look a vampire.

One of the scary biker dudes was real fat and his hair 
was under a bandana.  The other guy was real rad 
looking, kind of spiked hair and a hot face and bod. I 
noticed nikk checking him out, and I knew we would be 
fucking him in a few.  The last guy was real thin and 
pale and he looked like a serial killer.  He wasn't 
wearing a shirt and his tatts were like some huge mural 
all over his skinny, pale chest.  Demons were coming up 
out of the ground, and they were fighting angels, and 
kicking the crap out of them.  Some big demon was 
ass-raping what appeared to be Jesus with a huge spiked 
cock shaped like a crucifix.  Other demons were gang-
raping what appeared to the Virgin Mary.  This guy was 
definitely creep-to-the-max, and I looked at nikk 
again.  She smiled and I knew it.  We were going to 
fuck all these guys tonight.  We both looked at tam-
tams who was shivering from the cold and her terror.  
nikki licked her lips and rubbed tams' skinny ass.  
tams would be getting it, too, tonight.

nikk and I would make sure of it.

"So these are them?" the skinny serial killer guy 
looked at all of us.  His eyes flashed and it terrified 
the fuck out of me.  I shivered and felt the cum in my 
puss get all hot and sticky as my own juices started 
flowing again.  I had to fuck this guy.

"Yeah," Sean replied, pointing to tams.  "She wants her 
belly pierced."

"How 'bout you girls?" he sneered at nikk and I.  "What 
do you want?"

He came across so pure evil that I couldn't speak.  
nikk just kind of shivered, too, and for nikk to get 
like that meant she was wigging big time.

"I want to go," tams suddenly said, her teeth 
chattering.

"Really, guys, I want to go."

"Have it your way, bitch," serial killer guy sneered.  
He went back to the syringe lying on the table and the 
cable around his arm.

"Hey, sorry, man," Sean glared at tams.  "Fucking punk 
kids," he looked at the fat biker guy and tried to 
apologize.

The fat guy grunted, and the five went back to what 
they were doing.

"She'll get it," nikki suddenly got her voice back.  "I 
mean we're here, and she's gonna get it.  Don't listen 
to her.  She's a pussy-girl.  She'll do what I say."
Serial killer guy looked up, interested again.  "And 
who are you, her master or something."

"Kind of," nikk nodded.  She turned to tams.  "Take off 
your shirt and bra, tams," she hissed.  "Now!" she 
added when tams didn't make a move.

The five turned their attention to tams who looked like 
she was going to puke she was so scared.  Her eyes pled 
with everyone in the room, but even Mikey didn't look 
like he was about to cut her any slack.  We all wanted 
to see little miss sweet and innocent take off her top 
in front of these five freaks.  She started crying, and 
I suddenly walked over to her.  With everyone watching, 
I told her to shut up and I began taking off her coat. 

She did nothing to stop me, not even when the coat came 
off and I lifted up her top.

"Fucking flat as a fucking board," hot scary guy spoke 
for the first time.  "What is she thirteen or 
something."

"Fourteen," I found myself saying.  "She's a freshman.  
We're sophomores, okay," I added.

"Man, look at her shake," fat scary guy laughed.

"How you cunts gonna pay for this?" serial killer guy 
asked.

"I don't work for free."

"You can fuck her," nikk said nervously.

"Fuck her?" serial killer laughed.  "She looks like a 
fucking cherry cunt.  I'd fucking kill her."

"I ain't no cherry," tams finally got her voice.  "I 
fuck. Just ask them."

Serial killer looked at Sean.  "She fucks," Sean 
grinned.

"Little girl likes to fuck nigger cock, too."

"'Zat right, cunt," the fat guy got up now and walked 
over to where I was now sliding off tams' bra and 
exposing her tiny, pointy titties.  "You fuck nigger 
cock?"  he stretched out his beefy hands and stroked 
her cheek roughly.  "You like nigger cock?"

"I ... " she didn't finish, just nodded.

"I'll fuck her, Simon," he turned to serial killer guy.  

"I'll fuck her nigger-lovin' ass real good.  Show her 
what we do to nigger lovin' white trash whores."  The 
five freaks laughed, and the chicks looked even more 
primed than they guys.  "How's that sound, girly 
cunt?  You want me to teach you what we do to nigger 
lovers around here?"

tams burst out crying, the five laughed in response.  
The fat scary guy cupped tams tiny, egg-sized tits in 
his callused hands and rubbed, tweaked and squeezed 
them.  She cried even harder and I rubbed her shoulder, 
her tears making me so fucking wet I couldn't believe 
it.  By the end of the night, she was going to get 
fucked hard by all these scary freaks, and the thought 
of what lay ahead made my head and puss swim.

"I take it you give skull, too," the fat guy gripped 
her chin with one hand, tilted her head up and made her 
look him in the eyes. "I ..." she couldn't finish.  She 
broke it out into more tears.

SLAP!  the fat guy's blow cracked across tams' sobbing 
face, and she straightened up.  "Answer me, girly 
cunt."

She nodded her head desperately up and down.

"You give Norm some good skull, and maybe I'll think 
about sticking your belly, okay," the serial killer guy 
called Simon told tams.  "Now get down there and show 
us what you've got, girly cunt." 

tams hesitated, but I pushed down on her shoulders and 
she sank to the floor.

"You wanna see your little girly cunt friend get 
skulled, don't you?" the hot scary guy looked in my 
eyes.  "That turns you on, huh?"  I smiled and nodded 
at him.  "You wanna come over show me some of your 
skull?" he pointed to the bulge in his black jeans.  I 
left tams' side and crossed the floor to where he sat.  

"You some kind of hot cunts, huh?" he laughed, grabbing 
me by the hair and yanking me down to my knees before 
his bulging crotch.  "Show me some skull, then, cunt.  
Show me what kind of skull a hot little tough cunt like 
you can give me."

As I wrestled with his zipper I felt nikk slide onto 
the floor next to me.  SLUT! I told myself.  She was 
always doing this, trying to take away my cocks.  I 
looked out of the corner of my eyes, and she was 
licking the hot guy's outstretched hand.  She pulled 
down his jeans after I worked the snaps apart and 
zipper down.  I fished my hand in and got the first 
handful of cock, though, and I snatched it out into the 
cold air.  It was hard, greasy and covered with some 
serious tatt action.  Flames all over the shaft and 
balls.  His nuts were seriously pierced, too.

My nose wrinkled at the stench of his unwashed prick, 
which was even more locker-room rank than the black 
cocks I'd tasted earlier that night.  There was also an 
oily, greasy layer of fluid coating his prick that was 
bitter to the taste.  When i lifted up the shaft to 
lick the underside, I noticed a five-inch silver chain 
had been pierced into his prick flesh from the bottom 
of his cock head to the base of his cock where it met 
his scrot sack.

nikk, the SLUT, saw it, too, and because she was at a 
better angle underneath his crotch, her tongue-stud 
found it first.  She pressed it up against the top of 
the chain and then let loose with a raspberry.  He 
fucking jumped out of his boots when she did this, and 
I knew the SLUT had him.  She continued raspberrying 
his cock chain, up and down his shaft, leaving me with 
only his oily cock head to pleasure.

Pissed at my slut friend, I gouged out his piss hole 
with my pierced tongue, slobbering and nibbling all 
around the fleshy helmet to let him know I was down 
there working him.  When nikk took a breather, I took 
the opportunity to nudge her out of the way and inhale 
his pierced six-plus incher all the way down my throat.

"That's it, girly cunt.  Give me some skull," he yanked 
me up and down his cock by my hair, snarling it in 
tight bunches around his fingers.  He fucked my face 
brutally, his nuts smacking my chin and throat while 
all the other freaks laughed.  "Now let me have some of 
yours," he pulled me off his prick and shoved it's 
greasy length between nikki's slick sucking lips.  He 
had her red hair tangled in his other hand, and she 
bobbed back and forth helplessly as he skull fucked her 
pretty face.

I rubbed my puss as I watched my SLUT friend get hers.  
Without thinking, I reached over, unzipped her coat, 
and rubbed her big tits through her top.

"Together now," he pressed my face against nikk's, took 
his cock out of her mouth, then aimed it between our 
open lips.  We closed our lips together in a kiss with 
his cock sliding in and out between our lips.  "That's 
good," he said.  "Double skull fuck."  He kept  fucking 
between our lips for another minute or so before 
pulling away.  

Our lips collided again. and I devoured nikk's tongue.  
The taste of his foul, greasy cock on her lips got me 
cunt real wet, as we swapped his spit and pre-cum 
between our thristy mouth.  "Fucking girly cunt 
whores," he spat at us and stabbed his cock between our 
mouths again.

Through the haze of his cock and nikk's hot mouth I 
could hear the fat guy, Norm, also ranting.  I twisted 
my eyes around so I could see what was happening to 
tams out of the corner of my eyes.  Norm's cock was 
about nine-inches long, very fat and very uncut.  His 
thick forsekin was hanging from the base of his cock 
like another set of nuts.  His cock only had one 
piercing, right through the shaft where his cock head 
met the beefy stalk.  It was a ring of silver balls 
that looked like a spiked dog collar.  Every time he 
pumped his meaty shaft between tams' stretched-out 
lips, it scraped the corners of her mouth and drew a 
tiny trickle of blood that dribbled down her chin.

"Clean out my foreskin, girly cunt," he dragged her 
mouth down his shaft by her hair and mashed her mouth 
into the thick pouch of foreskin hanging from the base 
of his cock.  "Get your tongue in there, cunt," he 
gasped as she obeyed him.  I could see the tears 
flowing from her eyes, and I could only imagine how 
foul the inside of the fat man's foreskin tasted.  I 
could see some kind of cheesy shit seeping out from the 
wrinkles, and tams was forced to suck it in, too.  

"Suck it!" he commanded.  "Suck my foreskin."  She 
could do nothing else, and then I noticed for the first 
time that she had worked her skirt and panties down and 
was playing with her puss furiously as he dominated her 
mouth.

"Pay attention, cunt," the hot freak I was sucking 
jerked my head back to his cock and slammed its full 
length into my mouth.  Now nikk watched as he choke 
fucked me hard.  I couldn't breath, and I began gagging 
as his cock head hit the lump in the back of my mouth. 
 
I started spitting up, but he didn't stop.  nikk now 
opened my coat and pulled down my top, biting and 
sucking my tits while he skull fucked me and I choked.

"You like watching them, huh?" Simon appeared to be 
asking Josh, Nicky and Mikey.   "You like watching your 
cunt girlfriends?"

"It's all right," Nicky said.

"Yeah," Mikey said.

Josh didn't say anything, and I could just imagine the 
look in his eyes as he watched me skull the hot freak.
"Let's see that bod, whore," the gypsy freak chick was 
by me and nikk now.  nikk was standing up, and the 
gypsy-looking chick was helping her strip.  I could see 
nikk kissing her, and my puss was so hot.  The hot 
freak had his cock shoved up to his nuts down my 
throat, and he shook his hips back and forth, drilling 
even more into my throat as his nuts slapped against 
the bottom of my chin.

"Owww!" tams was sobbing, and I turned over to her.  
With all his pierced cock slab shoved down her throat, 
Norm was now strangling her thin neck with his ham 
hands as he skull fucked her like a rag doll.  tams' 
face was turning purple, and for the first time in my 
life I actually found myself scared at getting fucked. 

This freak could actually be killing tams.  I tried to 
wrestle free of the hot freak's grip, but his grasp was 
like iron.  So I watched helplessly as the fat freak 
strangle fucked tams limp body.  Then I saw what was 
really going on.

tams was still playing with her pussy like a psycho.  
There was a fucking puddle on the floor beneath her 
puss.  Then I saw her whole skinny body shake, and the 
fat freak let go.  He took his beefy cock out of her 
coughing mouth and cum spurted from his piss hole like 
a burst water balloon.  tams was shaking like a leaf as 
she strummed her clit like a crazy woman.  Then her 
eyes went all hollow and glassy, and she collapsed with 
Norm's huge cumshot pouring out of the corners of her 
mouth.  She had this weird smile on her mouth, too, and 
she started licking the fat guy's boots while he 
queezed even more cum out of his prick and it dripped 
on her face and neck.

"You ever cum like that before, cunt?"  Norm teased 
her.  tams shook her head dumbly.  "All you cunts like 
that, having the wind choke-fucked out of your cunt 
heads," he laughed.  "Makes you fucking cum so fucking 
hard, doesn't it?"  tams nodded dumbly.  "You need to 
get you some of this. Simon," the fat freak laughed as 
took tams by the hair and dragged her over to where 
Simon stood by Josh and the rest.

I wanted to watch what happened next, but the hot freak 
in my mouth picked right then to pull out of my mouth 
and spray a hot cumshot all over my eyes and nose.  As 
I tried to clear my vision, he wiped his greasy prick 
all over my face and hair.  "Hot fucking skull for a 
girly-cunt," he spit in my eyes again.  "Your cunt as 
hot, whore?" he asked.

"We'll fucking see, asshole," I replied without 
thinking.  Then I saw the flat of his hand, heard a 
loud CRACK! and everything went dark for a second.  
When I snapped back to reality, I was only aware of a 
sharp aching pain all along my jaw.  I tasted blood and 
figured it was my own.  Another sharp pain in my scalp, 
and I helplessly raised my head to look in his eyes.

"No one fucking talks to me like that," he spit in my 
eye, "especially some girly-cunt whore.  You got that?"
I could only nod as I tried to wipe all the cum out of 
my eyes.  When my eyes cleared I saw that the gypsy 
chick had nikki naked, on all fours and lapping at her 
puss while the other freak chick was smacking nikk's 
pink, tattooed ass with a spiked paddle.  

While nikk squirmed and ate pussy, the dirty blond 
freak chick smacked away with one hand and spread 
nikk's pierced labes with another.  

First one finger, then two, then three, until she was 
shoving her four fingers into nikk's hot puss. Then I 
felt someone tearing at my jeans, and I turned to see 
Sean, his thin, tattoed, pierced eight-inch cock 
looming above me.  I reached around and stroked his hot 
fuck stick and it reared back like it was snake.  He 
was intently focused on my asshole, dabbing his fingers 
in my wet puss and using my fuck juice to lube my 
shitter.  

Watching the blond freak chick work over nikk's ass and 
puss, he was inspired to imitate her, and he smacked my 
ass and finger fucked my shit hole as I continued 
stroking his nice hard cock.

"You want that, huh?" he asked me.

"You know it," I said back to him and licked my lips.

"Up your ass?" he asked, not that mattered, but I 
figured he wanted to hear me say it.

"Yeah, babe, up my ass," I replied.

"Hold her down," Simon interrupted us, and I turned 
back to where Norm, Simon and Nicky were struggling 
with tams.  By the terrified look in her eyes, I guess 
she'd come down off her fuck high and was back in 
reality.  Nicky was stripping her completely and the 
hot freak had joined them.  She was forced onto her 
back and set down on the small table.  Nicky had one 
leg, the hot freak the other, and Norm's fat body was 
sitting across her chest, facing her cunt.  Norm's lard 
ass was smothering tams' face, and every time she 
struggled he sat down on her screaming mouth and 
farted.  Simon had a needle gun prepped and began 
swabbing tams tight, skinny tummy.

"Lick my asshole," Norm grunted at tams.  He put his 
entire weight down on tams head, and kicked her skinny 
bare legs like a bug trapped under a sharp pin.  "Lick 
it!"  he ordered again, and I could see him ease up as 
tams went to work fucking her tongue in and out of 
his fat lard asshole.

"Look at the cunt," Sean gasped in my ear as he bent 
over me and pressed his cock head against my sphincter.  
"Look at the little whore get stuck.  You like that, 
don't you?"

I nodded my head and gasped when he stabbed his cock 
into my ass.  Although he'd lubed me up a little with 
my puss juice, my asshole was still pretty dry, and it 
hurt like hell as I could feel his pierced eight-inch 
cock scrape the tender skin inside my pooper as he 
drove it in.   "Hey .. ouch .." I desperately tried to 
tell him to take it easy.

"Shut the fuck up, whore," he sneered, as he bounced 
himself forward, feeding more and more of his thrasher 
cock up my shitter with every thrust.  It stung like 
hell, and I could feel more and more of my ass-skin 
tear and bleed.  I tried to reposition myself to take 
him at a less painful angle, but he was having none of 
that.  He pressed his weight down on me and began 
really poring it on.  "Hey, Josh, get over here," he 
called off.  "I want to watch the whore suck your cock 
while I fuck her ass."

I looked up at Josh who was staring into my eyes with 
pure pissed-off rage.  He watched me drive my ass down 
to meet Sean's hard thrusts, and he saw how I was 
melting under the brutal buttfuck.  I'm sorry, Josh, 
but I guess I'm a slut.  I like to fuck.  I'm sorry if 
that pisses you off because I'm not some kind of goody-
girl who wants you to be my one and only.  That's me, 
and that's my fucking life.  

Now come over here and let me suck your cock while Sean 
fucks my ass hard.

Josh seemed to read what I was saying with my eyes 
because he crossed the room slowly and stood before me.  
I reached up and wrestled his cock out from his jeans 
and shorts and devoured it.  I wanted to show him that 
I still wanted to make him feel good, that even though 
I like to fuck a lot of different people he was still 
special to me.  I still loved his cock-the look of it, 
the taste of it, the feel of it.  I ran my tongue stud 
all up and down the shaft, and he shuddered.

"You were right, man," Sean gasped as he plugged my 
butt.

"Her ass is a fucking dream."

"You like that cock up your ass?" Josh asked me as he 
pumped into my throat.  Unable to speak with my mouth 
filled with his meat, I just nodded and tried to smile.
"Look at your whore friend," Sean moved my head 
sideways so I could suck Josh and look at tams.

All the fight had gone out of her.  She was limp like a 
skinny blow-up doll.  Nicky and the hot freak had her 
legs spread apart like a wishbone.  Norm was squatting 
on her face smothering her mouth with his shithole.  
Simon was standing between her split legs with his 
jeans down and his stiff, freakish cock pointing 
straight at her labes.  

I had never seen such a pierce job before.  His seven-
inch cock was covered in what appeared to be pieces of 
armor.  The pieces seemed to joined together by some 
kind of chain mail mesh that must have folded up like 
an accordion when his cock was limp.  It was the most 
beautiful terrifying cock I had ever seen, and tams 
could obviously see it every time Norm lifted his huge 
lard ass off her to give her some air.  She was 
shrieking like a baby seal, and hearing her made my 
cunt get so wet it sloshed up and further lubed my 
shithole.

Simon had the needle gun lying in wait against her 
belly button.  Then, as the others held her perfectly 
immobile, he stabbed the needle into her navel at the 
same time he drove his armor-plated cock deep into her 
tight wet cunt.  Her skinny body went rigid and she 
thrashed hard.  The three guys holding her down did not 
allow her to wiggle one inch to either side, holding 
her perfectly still while the needle gun pierced her 
belly button and Simon ravaged her tight puss.

"Fucking do her!" nikki called out as she rubbed her 
face in the gypsy freak chick's pussy and the blond 
freak chick pounded her fist into nikki porno's ultra-
hot, ultra-wet puss.  I know how hot and wet nikk can 
get when she's getting done hard and watching something 
as sexy as seeing tams get hardcore pierced.  The blond 
freak chick just kept punching her fist into nikk's 
cunt while the gyspy freak chick came in buckets all 
over nikk's face.  nikki licked and drank the gypsy's 
fuck all up like it was water and she'd been in the 
desert for two years.

Meanwhile, Simon withdrew the needle gun from tams' 
belly button and began inserting a small silver ring.  
tams was weeping hard, and the harder she cried the 
harder Simon fucked her tight cunt.  

Judging by the way she was screeching, that cock must 
have felt like a fucking armadillo burrowing up tams 
puss.  She was white as a sheet, too, and the more she 
curled up in pain the more savagely Simon tore into 
her.

"Move up," Simon told Norm as he changed needles in the 
gun and groped one of tams tiny, pointy, egg-sized 
titties.  tams felt the cold steel against her tender 
tit-flesh and howled even louder before the metal sunk 
into her pink nipple.  She thrashed around like a wild 
rabid animal, but the guys were pumped now, and they 
weren't letting her budge an inch.  A trickle of blood 
collected on tams' pierced nip and Simon sucked it up 
and smacked his lips.  Then, quickly and skillfully, he 
withdrew the needle gun and slipped a nipple ring into 
the entry and exit wound.

Her other puffy tit was next, and by this time tams was 
pretty much exhausted from fighting it.  She only 
moaned now as the needle gun punched another hole in 
her tit-flesh and Simon sucked the blood from tender 
nipple.  Norm, meanwhile, had been rimmed to the point 
of no return, and he took his beefy cock and dumped 
another load of cumshot on tams glassy-eyed face.  She 
licked it up with a real zoned out expression on her 
face, as Simon finished her second tit and inserted 
another ring.  He now produced a chain from his pocket 
and threaded it in between the rings on her belly 
button and matching nipples.  He wove the chain into a 
triangular pattern that pointed down to her cunt, which 
he was shredding with his armadillo cock.

Once the chain had been completely threaded, he tugged 
at it and stimulated the various pressure points he'd 
pierced-her belly button and her nips.  Every time he 
tugged, tams would let loose a squeal that began as 
agony and then melted into ecstasy as he teased each 
spot and fucked her brutally.   Sadistically, he seemed 
to be coaxing her skinny body just to the point of 
cumming before backing off and starting the whole 
process over again.

Her whole body was shaking uncontrollably now, bathed 
in sweat.  Her eyes were as big as saucers, and she was 
wildly impaling herself down his armored cock, trying 
everything she could to cum.  

Simon would not allow this, though, freezing his body 
in mid-thrust and taunting her, backing away and making 
her chase her cum down the length of his freaky cock 
while he tugged at the chain that sent sparks through 
her tummy and titties.

"Please ..." she gasped, licking the sweat from her 
lips.

"Please let me cum!"

"Say 'Hail Satan!'" Simon the sick fuck spit at her.  

"Say 'Fuck me, Satan.  Make me cum!'"

"Hail Satan!" tams shrieked.  "Fuck me.  Make me cum!" 
she cried desperately as she tried to grind her tight 
puss down onto Simon's freak cock.

"Do you want me to pierce your clit next, whore?" Simon 
asked.

"Yes," she pleaded.  "Pierce my clit.  You can do 
whatever the fuck you want, just fuck me and make me 
cum.  FUCK!" she howled as Simon stabbed into her and 
in one stroke had her cumming so hard I thought her 
head might explode.

Sean watched this and plowed my ass like a madman.  i 
was so turned on watching tams, though, that I'd almost 
forgotten I had cocks in my ass and mouth until Sean 
pulled out of my ass and stepped around to where Josh 
was ramming my mouth.  Sean opened my mouth wider and 
slid his cock in alongside Josh's, and I was suddenly 
gagging on two cocks.  I couldn't fucking breath, and 
it only got worse as both guys shoved their pricks even 
deeper into throat.

Then I felt another cock at my asshole.  It was Mikey 
who started banging my butt while I choked on my double 
decker dick sandwich.  I went limp and Josh fired in my 
mouth and then Sean.  I sucked them both dry til my jaw 
ached was numb.  Then they slid their pricks out and 
wiped them on my face.  I zoned out for a few, then, 
only slightly aware that Mikey was plowing my asshole.  

Then I felt him pull out, too, and shoot a hot cumshot 
all over my face.  As I licked him clean, I could taste 
the unmistakable taste of tams on his balls and fuck 
stick, and this got me hot all over again.

I got back to reality and moved my head up.  tams was 
just lying there on the table limp while Simon pierced 
her clit and played with her tight puss.  nikk was 
being fucked now by the hot freak lying down below her 
in her puss while Norm tried in vain to wedge his fat, 
pierced prick up her asshole.  Now nikk's ass fucks 
like a dream, and I've seen her take a dp from two 
pretty well-hung niggers.  But Norm's meat was not only 
super-thick but pierced with that weird stud collar 
right below his cock head.  This made getting inside 
nikk's juicy asshole pretty hard, and as he huffed and 
puffed his vicious stabbing just turned nikki porno's 
cunt to butter.

The hot freak fucking her felt her start going crazy 
and when she started her horse grunting he just about 
flipped.  "Shove that fucking mule dick up her ass," he 
screamed to Norm.  "You gotta feel this girly-cunt's 
hot fucking body.  She fucking fucks like a fucking 
dream.  She needs it up her ass, you fat faggot!  Fuck 
her up the ass!  

She needs it in both holes.  Come on, you cocksucking 
faggot.  Slam it up that hot ass of hers!"

"Fucking cunt!" Norm bellowed at the top of his lungs 
as he pounded up into her shitter and felt the inside 
of her asshole give way and open wide.  "I'll fucking 
you up the ass, you fucking cunt!"

"Do it, nikk!" Nicky cheered nikki porno on as he stood 
by her face and rubbed his short, thick, pierced cock 
along her drooling lips.  "How do you like that big 
pierced cock in your ass?"

"Fuck yeah!" nikk grunted and started snorting even 
louder.  

This got both guys frying, and they tore both her holes 
open with no mercy.  Nicky then sprayed a heap of cum 
on nikk's snorting face which made her bark like a 
fucking seal.  Norm's fat cock ripped her ass so wide 
it even fell out a few times on the his backstrokes.  

The same happened to the hot freak's cock in her puss, 
and at one point they both plopped out at the same time 
and then both entered her cunt at the same time.  Two 
hot hard cocks fucking her puss at the same time sent 
nikk into a fuck frenzy like I'd never seen before.

Her grunts and barks turned into a fucking banshee 
yell, and she slammed her body down on both cocks and 
then collapsed in a huge cum.  They continued fucking 
her like a rag doll, Norm getting in her ass again and 
tearing it open once more.   Then both freaks shot in 
seconds of each other and continued fucking her hard 
til they were drained completely.

The two freak chicks now descended on nikk's blasted 
ass and puss and licked her clean while she purred.  I 
looked back at tams, who was now on her stomach with 
her ass pointed in the air.  Simon's freak cock plowed 
into her ass down to her balls, and as she lay there 
helplessly pinned under his weight he began drawing 
tatts all over her back and ass.  She tried to wiggle 
herself up and down on Simon's cock, but he wouldn't 
let her move as drew.  She was stuffed completely with 
his cock, and she just had to take it as he scoured 
her back with the sharp pencil.

It was a wonder to watch him work.  In the middle of a 
colorful pattern of scales and roses he put drew a big-
titted demon whore.  The when he reached her asscheeks, 
he withdrew his cock from her shitter and worked on her 
skinny, fleshy cheeks.  He wrote "Girly" on her left 
cheek and "Cunt" on her right cheek in a real cool 
script that looked like old Gothic writing.  Her skinny 
ass bled with every puncture, and by this time we were 
all sitting around getting stoned out of our minds 
while watched Simon use tams' body like a canvas.

When he was done, tams couldn't even stand up.  She was 
so weak she couldn't even dress herself.  In that 
state, each of the freak guys and Nickey all fucked her 
doggie-style while she just shook like a leaf and 
drooled out of her cute mouth.  Then nikk and I dressed 
our little doll and got her all put back together.  
We'd been there almost five hours when we left and it 
was starting to look like dawn when we drove home.  I 
was cuddled up with my head in Josh's lap licking his 
never-ending hard-on.  Mikey was holding tams and 
rocking her back and forth like a little baby.  nikk 
was up in the front getting fucked doggie by Nickey as 
she sucked off Sean, who was trying to drive on the 
right side of the road. 

Somehow we all made it home ...



*** *** *** *** *** ***
Thrasher Girls III - "Geeks"

It was a Wednesday afternoon a few weeks ago, and it 
was fucking cold.  I was in my leather with a sweater 
on and about three tee-shirts underneath, and I was 
still freezing my tits off.  Nikki, tams and I were 
sitting in Magic Beans at a back table after school.  
As always, we were discussing what we were going to do 
that weekend.  We knew it would have to involve some 
serious partying and fucking, but we weren't quite sure 
of the details yet.  For the last month or so, we'd 
been reading all the e-mails people were sending me and 
trying to come up with ideas of what we could possibly 
do so I could write about it in Thrasher Girls, part 3.  
A lot of people said they wanted to see us do some more 
whoring.  One guy wrote me and said (I'm correcting his 
spelling and grammerJ):
Dear Ronni,
You and your friends sound so hot.  I see a lot of hot 
young teens like you hanging out all the time.  I think 
you all look so hot with all the tattoos and body 
piercings.  I always think girls like you must be wild 
to fuck.  That is why I like your stories so much 
because I like to think about girls I see that are like 
you and doing all that stuff.  I always want to talk to 
hot teen girls, but I never know what to say.  How does 
a guy start a conversation with you kinds of girls 
anyway?  Do I just walk up and say, "Hey, how'd you 
like to fuck me for a hundred bucks?"  What would you 
say if some older guy came up to you and just asked you 
that?  Let's say you were at the mall or something, and 
I walked up to you.  I'm 47 years old, and I'm married, 
and I have a son about your age.  He has a girl friend, 
and I think about fucking her all the time when I see 
her.  But I know that's not possible because I'm an old 
guy to you kids, and who would want to fuck an old guy?  
I'd be willing to pay to fuck a hot teenage girl, 
though.  But how would I know you'd be willing to fuck 
me for money?  Let's say I walk up to you at a mall.  
What do I say to you?  How do I know you're not just 
going to call me a pervert or worse yet get a cop on 
me?  You see, I think about this all the time, and I'm 
sure a lot of men my age do, especially if they're 
around teenagers a lot like I am.  What I'd like you to 
write about is how a guy like me would be able to find 
a girl like you who would fuck me for money.  You say 
you want to do stuff that would turn people on and 
write about it.  What would turn me on is if you went 
out and found somebody like me and fucked him and then 
wrote about it so I could see what that would be like.  
Maybe that makes no sense to you, but at least think 
about it.  I know you probably won't write me back, but 
if you want to here's my e-mail address.
Noman@noplace.com (You don't really think I'm going to 
put his real name, here do youJ)
After receiving that e-mail, I'd been writing back to 
Noman about two times a week for the last few weeks.  
In our e-mails we talked a lot more about his fantasy.  
He really wanted me to find some older guys like him 
and fuck them for money and write about it.  Nikki and 
tams thought the idea was pretty hilarious.  The three 
of us are always checking out all the hermans gawking 
at us when we go out.  We know all those old guys would 
die to fuck us.  We always thought it was fucking 
hilarious until I started writing to Noman and reading 
his e-mails.
As always, nikki was the first one to really think 
about fucking hermans for cash.  The more we talked 
about it, the more she kept saying we could make some 
serious cash doing it.  Then she started talking about 
where we could do it and how we could do it without 
getting caught.  Fucking black guys for dope out in the 
parking lot at Magic Beans is one thing.  The cops go 
through there a lot, but it's just kids screwing kids.  
Some chicks have gotten busted in cars with guys, but 
nothing really happens except a lot of bullshit before 
they send you home to your parents.  But there aren't 
any hermans cruising the lot at Magic Beans on a Friday 
night, so we couldn't score anything that way.
Nikki then started talking about curb crawling, like 
the whores who work up the street about 20 blocks from 
Magic Beans.  At about 11:00 PM or so they come out.  
Most are pretty skanky and old, and I'm sure they all 
have AIDS.  There are also a lot of trippers driving 
around down there late at night, and that didn't appeal 
to us at all.  You could get in some guy's car, and he 
could kill you, and dump your body somewhere, and no 
one would ever know.  So, after thinking about it, 
nikki had decided that wasn't the way to go, and tams 
and I agreed.
That's when I said we could just cruise the local mall 
like Noman said.  The place was loaded with hermans all 
the time, and we could just hang out in the food court 
or out by the bike racks and pick up some hermans along 
the way.  Tams didn't like that idea at all.  She 
started worrying about how we'd get busted right away 
by all the narcs they always have cruising the mall.  I 
told her that the narcs would never get us because they 
all make themselves out to look like they're younger so 
they can bust kids by posing as stoners.  But, we'd be 
going after the real hermans, and no narc trying to 
bust kids with dope at the mall was going to look like 
a herman.
Nikki thought about that for a minute, and then she 
agreed with me.  Tams was still being a puss, though, 
and whining about how we were going to get caught 
because the cops don't let shit like that go on in a 
mall.  Even going through what she'd been through with 
us in the last few months, tams could still be a real 
puss-bag.  She still even freaked a little about 
fucking the black guys in the Lincoln when we needed 
shit.  Nikk told her to shut up, though, and we went 
ahead and planned our little adventure further.
It was about quarter to five when Josh and Nicky 
walked in.
Josh had just about gotten over being mad at me for 
something stupid.  It was always something stupid with 
him.  He knows I'm a total slut, and that's all fine 
when it's him and me and our set, but when I fuck 
around with anybody else he gets all wiggy, especially 
if it's black guys.  He saw me talking to a black guy 
in here last week, and he went all ape-shit, calling me 
a nigger lover and shit like that.  I told him to go 
fuck himself, and we hadn't really been talking or 
fucking since then.
His week was up, though, and he was friendly and 
forgiving because he hadn't had any pussy for awhile.  
I love the guy, but he is pathetic and so predictable.  
He always tries to come across as so smart with all the 
books he reads, but he's really stupid when it comes to 
me.  I have him wrapped so tight, he'll never get out 
of it.  Sorry if that sounds cold, but it's the TRUTH.
Nicky was stoned already, and Josh looked buzzed, too, 
when they sat down.  Tams asked where Mikey was, and 
Josh told her he was at the used CD shop across the 
street and he'd be over in a minute.  Nicky asked us 
what was up, and nikki told him what we were talking 
about.  He immediately started cracking up and asking 
us how much cash we thought we could rake in.  Nikki 
told him at a $100 a pop, we could probably clear a few 
grand in one weekend.  Nicky cracked up some more and 
offered to be our pimp.  Josh told him to fuck off, and 
I could see nikki's little scheme had pissed off old 
Josh once again.

"What's your problem?" I asked Josh.

"I don't have a problem," Josh protested.  "I just want 
Nicky to shut the fuck up, okay?  You keep talking 
about this shit, and he's bound to think you're 
serious."

"We are serious, asshole," I told him.

"You are not fucking serious, ronni," he replied.

"What makes you think we're not fucking serious?" nikki 
jumped on him now.
"You guys aren't going to the mall and fucking old 
guys, okay?" Josh laughed at us.  "That's the fucking 
stupidest thing I've ever heard."
"Really?" nikki was pissed now.  "Well, fuck you, 
Joshua.  Now we really are going to do it.  This 
fucking weekend," she added.  "Right ronn?"
"Fuck yeah," I responded.  "Tams, too."
"Hey, I didn't fucking say I was going to do 
anything,"
tam-tams protested.  "You guys can go suck cock at the 
shopping mall.
I ain't."
We continued bickering like that until Mikey walked in.  
He sat next to tam-tams, and they sucked face for a 
minute while we all glared at them and each other.  
Nicky filled Mikey in on the conversation, and he 
cracked up, too.  "So, are you going to make me some 
money this weekend, ho'?" he asked tam-tams.
She got all red and flustered, and nikk and I picked up 
on the gag and started calling her a ho', too.  Tam-
tams wasn't real happy about that.  "Mikey, you really 
don't want me to do that shit, do you..?" she whined.
"Just think of all the money, tams?" he countered.  "We 
could party the rest of the month on that kind of cash.  
You could buy some new clothes.  Why the fuck wouldn't 
you want to do that?  It sounds like a fucking cool 
plan to me."
"Thank you, Michael!" I smiled at tams.  "You see, 
tams?" I coaxed her in my nicest voice.  "Come on, be a 
ho' with us, bitch.  It'll be so tripping."
Tams looked utterly pissed off, but she looked at 
Mikey's smile and just nodded her head.  Josh didn't 
look too thrilled either.  If he was looking for Mikey 
to help him out on this one, he was looking at the 
wrong guy.  Mikey loved tams, so much that it made us 
all want to hurl.  But Mikey was also into seeing and 
hearing about tams fucking other guys.  It especially 
got him off because she hated to do it so much.  At 
least, she pretended to hate it.  Nikk and I knew the 
real tams.  She acted like a whining, prissy puss-bag, 
but when she got into slamming she was a real slut, 
just like me and nikki p.  She just needed someone to 
force her to do things, I guess so she didn't feel 
guilty.  
I think a part of tam-tams would have loved it if she 
and Mikey could have been the perfect little high 
school couple.  But Mikey had been hanging with us way 
too long to go for that bullshit.  Nikk and I knew tams 
had only started hanging with us to move in on Mikey.  
She was our bud by now, but she could always be a 
stuck-up pain in the ass, too.   It wasn't that she 
thought she was better than us, just different, like we 
were real sluts and she was just along for the ride 
because of Mikey.
Josh was major wigging now, and just sitting there 
sulking.
Nicky smirked at him, looked around the coffee house, 
and smiled.
"Hey, man, guess who's here?" he nudged Josh on the 
shoulder.
"Who?" Josh looked up, only half-interested.  He was 
enjoying his pissed-off mood way too much to be that 
easily distracted.
"Hillary Wukowski," Nicky pointed to a table of three 
girls sitting up front by the windows.  "She's been 
checking you out ever since we got here.  Hubba hubba," 
Nicky mocked.
Nikki, Mikey, tams and I started cracking up while Josh 
got even more pissed-off.  Hillary Wukowski was this 
fat, pep-squad bitch who spent her entire life chasing 
guys who never even looked at her fat ass, except to 
make fun of her.  She was sitting with Cheryl Davies, 
who really wasn't that bad looking for a chub, and 
Manel Bernar, this brown-skinned Indian chick who would 
have been hot looking except for the moustache and 
sideburns.  They were all pep-squad bitches who would 
have done anything to get a guy, except doing the one 
thing that could really get them a guy - put out!
Hillary had been stalking Joshy all year.  It started 
at lunch when she'd sit across from our table with her 
freak friends, look at him, and then giggle like middle 
school geeks.  Then, when she found out Josh hung out 
here at Magic Beans, she and her pep-squad buds started 
hanging here after school.  She was such a stupid cunt.  
She had no chance with a guy like Josh.  I wanted to 
tell her that, but then that would look like I even 
fucking cared, and I certainly DID NOT CARE!
"She could be all yours, man," Nicky kept at Josh.  
"All that flesh!  You could be swimming in it, man."
"Shut the fuck up, Nicky," Josh hissed.
"You ever fuck a fat girl like that, Joshua?" 
Nicky badgered.
"Huh?"
"I did," Mikey laughed, and now tam-tams started 
scowling.  "Like two summers ago.  That fat cow who 
used to hang out at the pool all the time, the one from 
Saint Bernadette's with the big blonde hair and the 
blue swimsuit.  What the fuck was her name again?"
"Dolly?" nikki howled.  "You fucked Dolly?"
I started laughing, too.  We all remembered Dolly.  
She was
about three years older than us, and real fat with big 
blonde hair.  That's why someone started calling her 
Dolly, like Dolly Parton.  I almost peed my panties 
imagining Mikey fucking that fat, bleached cow.
"How the fuck did that ever happen?" I asked Mikey, 
aware that the more we talked about it, the more pissed 
tam-tams was getting.  I don't know why exactly, but I 
liked to see tams get all pissed off at me.  It 
actually gets me hot in a way, to push her buttons and 
watch her get all wiggy.  I guess that makes me a 
sadist, but at least I'm not alone.  Nikki, Nicky and 
Mikey love doing it, too.  Sometimes it's like we play 
with her, like she's a doll.
"She was stalking me big time," Mikey gloated.  "So one 
day I just walked up to her and said, 'Hey, would you 
like to go back to my place and get some beers.  My 
parents aren't home, and we can have the whole house to 
ourselves and shit.'  So she does.  I mean she knew 
what was going on.  You don't ask some fat girl back to 
your house for beers 'cause you wanna fucking talk, you 
know."
"Why the fuck would you EVER want to fuck her, man?" 
Josh asked. Totally bewildered.  "Christ. Man, what the 
fuck were you thinking?"
"He was thinking how fucking wild it would be to fuck 
some fat ugly shit who'd do just about anything to get 
some attention and affection, weren't you, Mikey?" I 
answered for Mikey.
"I just wanted to fuck, and I knew she would," 
Mikey replied.
"I bet that shit was pretty wild, huh?" Nicky 
asked.  "So what
the fuck did you do with her when you had her there?"
"Well, we got there, and I got us some beers, and while 
we pounded down the first one I asked her if I could 
see her tits.  I told her I liked her tits because they 
were so big, and she pulled down her top for me, and I 
played with her tits while we slammed another couple of 
beers.  She was pretty trashed by then, so I took out 
my cock, stood up over her, and put it in her mouth.  
She had never sucked dick before, I guess, because she 
just kind of let it sit there and sucked on it a 
little.  So, I started fucking her face with it, and I 
could tell she didn't like that, but she let me do it 
anyway.  And after a minute or so, I came in her mouth, 
and she swallowed it.  Then I told her to take off her 
bathing suit, and boy was she fat.  I told her to suck 
me hard again, and she did, and then I told her to turn 
around, and when I saw that huge fucking ass I started 
slapping it real hard and finger fucking her pussy.  
She probably didn't like that much either, but she just 
sat there and took it until I took my dick and shoved 
it up her fat cunt.  I fucked her doggy style real 
hard, and was just about to fuck her ass when I heard 
my parents coming home.  So she ran out my back door 
with her big, blue bathing suit half off."
Everyone, even Josh, was laughing at the image except 
for tam-tams.  "So, did you fuck her fat ass again or 
what?" nikki asked maliciously, obviously aware how 
pissed-off tams was getting.
"Oh, yeah," Mikey boomed.  "I called her up later that 
night and asked her when we could fuck again.  She 
thought I was her boyfriend or something, so she was 
all giggly and nice and shit.  She told me her parents 
would be gone to a movie that night and to come over 
after 7:00 because only her older brother would be 
home.  When I got there, he was smoking a bowl so he 
couldn't give two shits what his fat-assed sister was 
doing.  She got us some pot, and we got stoned 
ourselves out in the garage.  Then she sucked me off 
again, and I bent her over the hood of her family's 
Taurus, and I fucked her fat ass so hard she was 
crying.  Afterward, she fucking told me how much it 
hurt, but that she didn't mind it because she loved me.  
I told her I loved her, too, and she bought that shit, 
too.  So I fucked her shit a few more times that summer 
until she started telling these chicks down at the 
pool.  Then I cooled it because I didn't want anyone 
thinking I was going with some fat chick."
"I thought all that stuff about you and her was all 
bullshit," nikki said.  "You mean it wasn't?  You mean 
you fucked that fat freaky bitch?"
"Sure as fuck," Mikey snickered.  "I fucked that fat-
ass bitch silly . G'dang, g'dang" he shouted, slapping 
his thighs and imitating a hard, thrusting motion with 
his hips.  "Fucked her til I made her moo."
"So how 'bout it, stud boy?" I slapped Josh playfully 
on the arm.  "You think you could make old Hillary over 
there moo?"
"Fuck off, ronn," Josh shot back.
"She may be more woman than you can handle, 
Joshua," nikki got
in on the act now.  "You gotta have a lot of motion to 
paddle across that ocean," she joked, gyrating her hips 
all around while we watched her and laughed.
"Come on, man," Nicky jumped in.  "Hillary's been big-
time stalking you, man.  Go on over and talk to her."
"Fuck you, Nick!"
"What are you, afraid?" I challenged.  "You afraid 
to go over
and talk to some fat, pep-club bitch?"
"I just don't see the fucking point," Josh replied.  
"So just fuck off, okay?"
"The point is you could walk right in there and fuck 
that fat ass and take what you want, Joshua," nikki 
mocked him.  "Or maybe that ain't your type.  Maybe 
you'd rather be over there hitting on the sallies," she 
pointed to a table of obvious flamers.
"Fuck you, nikki!  You're nothing but a fucking slut-
bag, you know that ..?" Josh was so mad he could barely 
see straight.
"You pass up on free, guaranteed pussy, that makes you 
a sallie in my book, Joshua," nikki kept at him.  
"Makes you fucking queer."  She cupped her fingers 
around in a circle, jammed her tongue against the 
inside of her cheek, and made like she was sucking a 
cock.  "Sucky, sucky, sailor boy.  Me show you number 
one blow-job," she teased him in a fake gook accent 
that sounded kind of like Cartman on Southpark.  We all 
really loved that one, and Nicky just about sat his ass 
on the floor he was laughing so hard.
"Fuck all of you!" Josh spit as he stood up and 
stormed out.
"There goes my fucking ride, see ya'," Nicky 
blurted, as he
chased Josh out the door.
Mikey went back to sucking face with tam-tams, leaving 
nikki and I to amuse ourselves.  She tapped me on the 
shoulder.  "Let's go have some fun with the cows, 
okay?"
I smiled at her, and we stood up.  I followed nikki to 
the front of the coffee shop where Hillary, Cheryl and 
Manel sat, engrossed in conversation.  Judging from the 
way they looked when they realized we were approaching 
their table, I guessed they'd been talking about Josh 
and our set.
"Hey, Hil," nikk broke the ice as she pulled up a 
chair.
"What's up?"
"Not much," Hillary looked nervous, but not unfriendly.  
I tried to remember if nikk or I had ever had a bad 
run-in with any of these geeks, but I couldn't recall.  
We just kind of mocked them behind their backs, that's 
all.  They probably had a pretty good idea what we 
thought of them, but since we never said or did 
anything to them they couldn't really be sure.  They 
were such "nice girls," it probably never occurred to 
them to suspect us of screwing with them.  Besides, 
nikk's a real charmer when she sets her mind to it, and 
when she smiled at Hillary, Cheryl and Manel even I 
thought for a moment that she really wanted to be 
friends.
"That is such a cool stud!" nikki gushed like a 
schoolgirl over Manel's pierced nose.  "Where did you 
get it?"
"It .. I .." Manel seemed flabbergasted at nikki's 
friendliness.
"She got it at some Indian shop," Cheryl answered for 
Manel.  Because of Manel's hairy face, Cheryl was 
definitely the hottest of the three.  I was pretty sure 
old Cheryl had seen some dick in her life before.  This 
is probably what made her the most confident among 
them, and the first to adjust to nikki's new-found 
interest.  "Isn't it cool," Cheryl gushed to nikki.  
"That's a real ruby, too.  It's like worth a thousand 
bucks or something."
"It's only about $750," Manel quickly corrected.
"Still, it is soo cool," nikki kept gushing.
"It's cultural with Indians, you know," Cheryl 
jumped right
in.  "Indian girls have been getting their noses 
pierced for like centuries.  It's part of their 
religion."
"Is that like mehndi, too?" nikki asked.
"Y .. yes, it can be," Manel replied.
"Does the place that did your nose do real mehndi 
stuff, too?"
nikki asked.  "I'd really like to get some great body 
art, you know.  I mean I get bored with all this," she 
indicated the tatts that were visible on her arms and 
upper chest.  "And sometimes I want to get something, 
but I don't want it permanent, you know.  Like maybe 
for a party or something.  Would your place do that?"
"I .. I guess so," Manel replied.
"That would be so cool," nikki squeezed her arm.  
"Let's go
there tomorrow after school or something, okay?"
"I .." Manel began.
"Yeah, Manel, let's ." Cheryl interrupted.  "Maybe 
I can get
my nose done, too."  She turned to nikki.  "You know 
I've been wanting to get a stud like hers."
"That would look so cool," nikk was smiling so 
sincerely I was beginning to wig.
"They .. ah .. you need to get permission from your 
parents," Manel cut in.  "They don't do piercings or 
anything except ears unless you have your parents with 
you."
"Shit, you're right," Cheryl cursed..
"That's bullshit," I finally spoke up.  "You don't 
need your
fucking parents permission.  I got all this shit all 
over me, and I never had my parents permission for any 
of it."
"How?" Cheryl asked.
"Let's just say we know people who think all that 
permission
stuff is bullshit," nikki laughed.
"How much did that cost, then?" Cheryl was definitely 
intrigued.
"Not much," I joked.  "We worked it off."
"Worked it off ..?"
I answered her by sticking my tongue against the 
inside of my
cheek, cupping my hand, and rocking it back and forth 
while mimicking a monster blow job.
"Word of mouth discount," nikk joked.
"You guys are kidding, right?" Cheryl giggled 
nervously.
"I wouldn't joke about shit like that," I replied.  
"My
fucking jaw ached for a week.  It was worth it, though, 
wasn't it, nikk?"
"Sure as fuck was," nikk smiled, getting off on the 
shocked looks plastered across Hillary's, Cheryl's and 
Manel's faces.  "You should come with us next time.  A 
pierced nose would probably only cost you a hand job."
"He'd probably want to come on your tits, too," I 
added.  "Charlie's into that shit.  He likes little 
high school girls with big tits."
The conversation had obviously drifted into 
uncomfortable places for the three geeks.  Hillary 
coughed nervously while Manel stared at the floor and 
Cheryl giggled.
"You mean to tell me that Indian place wouldn't even 
give you some body art without parents' permission?" 
nikk asked Manel.
"No," Manel shook her head quickly.  "They 
wouldn't."
"Well that sucks," nikki pouted.  "That would have 
been pretty
rad."
"Yeah," Cheryl agreed, "it would have."
"You guys want to score some shit with us 
tonight?" nikk
suddenly changed topics.  "We're going to come back up 
here tonight and party a little.  You want in?"
"I .. uh .. it's a school night," Hillary stuttered.  
"I have to stay in."
"Shit, that sucks," I replied.
"You mean you guys don't have to stay in on school 
nights?"
Manel asked, as if she'd never heard of such a thing 
before.
"My parents don't care what the fuck I do as long as I 
maintain my A average," I explained.  I don't really 
like to mention this, but for a thrasher girl I'm also 
pretty much a geek when it comes to school.  I kind of 
have the highest GPA in my class, which is a riot 
because I don't work at it at all.  School is just so 
fucking easy.
"My parents just don't fucking care what I do," nikki 
added, "school night or no school night."
"I could probably get out," Cheryl jumped in, ignoring 
the looks her friends shot her.  "I mean if it's not 
too late.  How late do you guys stay out, anyway?"
"How late can you hang?" I asked.
"I'd probably have to be in by ten."
"Ten?" I laughed.  "Nothing starts happening here 
til about
then.  Couldn't you like stretch it to 11:30 or 
something?"
"I guess ." Cheryl looked like she was already planning 
how she'd manage this.  Being the geek that she was 
meant she had a lot of slack to cut with her parents.  
She probably hadn't missed a curfew ever, especially on 
a school night.  She was primed to break out a little.  
This was going to be fucking hilarious.  "I guess I 
could stay out to 11:30 or midnight," she said after 
thinking about it for a few seconds.
"That's it, girlfriend," nikki beamed at her.  "You 
need a ride or anything?  'Cause Josh can pick you up," 
nikki asked innocently while sneaking a glance at 
Hillary.  By this point, Hillary had stopped staring at 
Cheryl like she was crazy, and had begun looking way-
jealous.
"We'll pick you up about 8," I cut in, savoring the 
expression on Hillary's face.
"How much money do I need .. you know .. for stuff?" 
Cheryl asked.  If she was aware of Hillary's feelings, 
she didn't show it.
"Bring like $30," I told her.  "If you play your cards 
right, you won't even need that."  I winked at nikki, 
who got the inside joke.  For those of you who didn't 
read my first two stories, nikki, tam-tams and I play 
this card game to see who has to pay for shit, and who 
has to fuck for it.  I almost peed my panties thinking 
about chubby little Cheryl the pep-squad girl sucking 
black cock for a baggy of weed.  I knew she'd puss out 
on us, but the thought of us fucking with her lily-
white brain got me so fucking wet.  She'd run out of 
here tonight, screaming for her mommy and daddy.  It 
was going to be fucking hilarious. 
"I might be able to get up here," Hillary suddenly 
broke into the conversation.  "I could tell my mom I'm 
working on a project with you guys, and that you'll all 
be up here.  This is a coffee bar, and a lot of kids do 
hang up here and study, don't they?" she asked.
"Sure," I told her.  "Tell your mom I'm an A student, 
and I study up here all the time.  If she doesn't 
believe you, show her the fucking honor roll.  I've got 
the highest GPA in the fucking class."
Hillary nodded.  "D .. do you think you could come over 
and m..meet my mom before we go?" she shook as she 
asked me.  "I mean, she'd probably let me go if she met 
you, but ." she paused.
"But what?" I asked.
"You . Could you ..?" she paused and looked 
positively
embarrassed. 
"She wants to tell you that you look like a fucking 
freak, ronn!" nikk cut in with a loud laugh.  "She 
wants you to clean up nice.  Right?" she asked Hillary.
"I guess," Hillary whispered.  "I'm sorry, it's 
not that I
care, it's just that ."
"No problem," I cut her off.  "I'll make myself look 
all sally schoolgirl for your mommy.  You just be ready 
at 7:30.  Josh and I will pick you up first."
"Josh?" Hillary turned pale.
"Yeah, is there a problem with that?" I asked.
"No," she answered softly.
"Hillary has like the majors for Josh," Cheryl 
giggled.
"Cheryl!" Hillary snapped.
"You do, Hil!" Cheryl shot back before turning to 
me.  "Aren't
you like going out with Josh?" she asked me.
"We go out sometimes," I tried to sound totally casual.  
"I go out with lots of guys.  Why?  Do you really like 
him or something?" I asked Hillary.
"I don't know," she answered.  "Kind of, I guess."
"Kind of, my ass," Cheryl bated her friend.  "You 
like want to
have his fucking babies or something."
"Oooo," nikki giggled.  "True love!"
"I guess I think he's pretty cool," Hillary 
admitted.
"Listen, hon, he's all yours," I laughed.  "There 
are plenty
more fish out there for me."
"Are you serious?" she asked me.  "Really?  You 
aren't mad?"
"Why would I be mad?  Josh is hot, you want to 
jump his bones.
I say all's fair in love and war, girlfriend.  I'll 
even give you some help, okay?"
"Are you really serious?" Hillary asked again.
"Listen, you're cool.   Josh needs to get out with 
some other
chicks.  He keeps hanging on me all the time.  You'd be 
doing me a fucking favor."
"You guys are so cool," Cheryl giggled.  "This is going 
to be so .. rad .. tonight."
"Sure you can't make it?" nikk asked Manel.
Manel shook her head, her eyes a mixture of 
confusion and
jealousy.  In just a few short minutes, nikk and I had 
walked into her life and turned it completely upside 
down.  She looked so helpless sitting there, I started 
getting wet and wishing she was coming along tonight, 
too.  I'd do anything to see her dark, hairy Indian 
face in total shock.  Like I said, she'd be pretty hot 
if it wasn't for the moustache and sideburns.  But even 
now, as I looked at her closely, I began not to be so 
grossed out by the facial fur.  It was kind of exotic 
in a way.  It made her look wild somehow - innocent AND 
wild.
"Come on," I coaxed her, reaching out and stroking her 
hand gently.  "Can't you even make it out for a little 
while?"
"My parents are very strict," she said softly.  "They 
won't let me."
"Will they let you go over Hillary's house?" I asked, 
not wanting to give up just yet.
"Maybe?"
"You get over to Hillary's house by 7:30," I 
assured her, "and
I'll handle the rest.  Trust me, okay?"
For the first time that afternoon she smiled.  She 
smiled at me, and I knew I had her.  She'd be at 
Hillary's.  She'd do anything to fit in with us, 
anything not to lose her old friends.  I was really 
fucking wet by now.
"We'd better get going guys," Cheryl announced.  She 
turned to nikk as the geeks stood up and faced the 
door.  "I'll see you guys around 8, okay?"
"Yeppers," nikk replied.
"You guys be ready at 7:30," I told Hillary and 
Manel.  They
nodded, waved and scurried out of the coffee house.  
Nikk and I walked back to our old table laughing our 
asses off.
"What in the fuck was that all about?" Mikey asked as 
we sat down.  "You were like talking to those geeks for 
half an hour."
"They're hanging with us tonight," nikki giggled.
"You're fucking shitting me!" tam-tams exploded.  
"I know
those fucking geeks.  They are totally gawkers.  I used 
to hang with that crowd, you know.  They are total 
losers.  What the fuck are you doing asking them to 
hang with us?" tam-tams was really a little snot 
sometimes.
"We're going to have us some fun with them," nikk 
giggled.
"We're gonna freak their geeky fucking brains out.  
Come on, tams."
Nikki Porno nuzzled up against tam-tams, sliding her 
hand under tams'
leather coat and copping a feel.  "Don't you wanna play 
with the
little geeks?" she whispered in tams' ears.  "Blow 
their fucking
minds?  It'll be tripping, you'll see.  Come on, tam-
tams ."  
Tams melted under nikk's touch, just like she always 
did.  She smiled, probably relieved that nikk's cruel 
intentions were fixed on someone besides her tonight.  
I could tell what else tams was thinking, too.  Play 
along with nikk and I on this one, and we'd forget 
about cruising the mall for hermans this weekend.  I 
smiled.  Of course, we'd let her think that for now.  
We'd let her think anything as long as she played along 
with us tonight.  The only person we had to worry about 
was Josh.  This wouldn't be any fun if he didn't join 
the game, too.
"What the fuck are you supposed to be?" Josh laughed at 
me as I crawled in his puke-green, beater Plymouth 
station wagon.  "Sally schoolgirl?"
"You like?" I smiled at him, fluffing back my hair like 
some brainless cheerleader.  Josh was right.  I was 
dressed like Sally Schoolgirl.  I had on a black skirt, 
white thigh-high stockings, and this old pair of thrift 
store saddle shoes I got for last Halloween.  In fact, 
I was wearing my entire "schoolgirl hooker" costume 
from Halloween-minus all the rouge, eye-shadow, 
lipstick and bondage gear, of course.  I had my long 
black hair done up in a braid, and it was killing me.  
I have pretty thick curly hair, and braiding it had 
been a bitch.  I finished out the outfit with a white 
blouse-a lacy collar and cuffs-and a bulky cable 
sweater that pretty much matched the puke-green color 
of Josh's station wagon.  In my red wool coat, I looked 
like a fucking Mormon.  Fortunately, I had some real 
clothes and my docs in the backpack I carried.
"What the fuck is up with you?" Josh asked again.
"I'll explain as we drive," I told him, chucking 
my bag into
the back.  "We're going over to Hillary Wukowski's 
house, okay?"  I fished out the directions she'd given 
me over the phone half hour ago.
He was even more stunned by what I'd just said than how 
I was dressed.  "Hillary Wu .  No, that is not fucking 
OKAY.  Now you'd better tell me what the fuck is going 
on here."
"Are you going to pull out of here and drive, or 
what?"
He glared at me, slammed the car into reverse, and 
backed out.
"Nikki and I started talking to them up at Beans 
when you guys
left," I explained.  Josh knew who "them" was.  He was 
pretty pissed.
"Nikk invited them along tonight."
"Them?!" Josh exploded.  "What the fuck do you 
mean them?"
"Hillary, Cheryl and Manel," I always got off on 
Josh's little
temper tantrums.  He is so fucking hot when he gets all 
wiggy.  His eyes get all big and fiery, and he looks 
pretty much like a psycho-killer, which is a real hot-
look on him.  Some guys are like that.  Other guys just 
look queer when they throw a fit.  "They're going to 
party with us tonight," I continued explaining.  "Turn 
right on Harvard and go down to Walker and make a 
left," I read off the directions.  "She lives off 
Walker on Merrymount.  You got that?"
"You and nikk are fucking screwed in your heads," Josh 
replied, following my directions and turning right off 
my street onto Harvard.  "What the fuck do you think 
you're doing anyway?"
"Trying to get you laid, sissy boy," I joked, snaking 
my left hand down to his crotch and squeezing his cock.  
Despite acting all pissed at me, Josh was already hard.  
I unsnapped his baggy jeans, leaned over, and licked 
his neck, fucking my tongue-stud in and out of his ear 
hole.  I know this drives him fucking bananas.  "We're 
going to get you a fat chick, Joshy" I whispered in his 
ear.  "Maybe a couple of them.  Doesn't that sound 
good, Joshy?  Fucking some fat chicks?" I teased him, 
sliding down the elastic band on his jockeys.  "I want 
to watch you, Joshy.  I want to watch you fuck a fat 
chick."
I yanked out his hard 6 «-inch cock, and it snapped to 
attention.  I spit on my right palm, and then rubbed it 
over his pierced cockhead.  He loves when I do this, 
and I could feel him go all tense, raising his butt off 
the car seat and trying to get his jeans and shorts 
down further.
"You gonna fuck Hillary's fat pussy for me, Joshy?" I 
fucked his ear again with my tongue-stud.  "Are you?" I 
kept up the dirty talk while I jacked his shaft and 
palmed his pierced cockhead.
"Fuck .. ronn ." he gasped, almost losing control of 
the car when I dipped my right hand deep into his 
crotch and found his balls.  I tugged the two rings 
pierced through his wrinkly nut sack, and did a taffy 
pull on his hard pole.
"I want to see you fuck that fat bitch's fat asshole, 
Joshy," I bit his earlobe and scratched his balls with 
my fingernails.  "Okay?"
He nodded helplessly.  
"This is my early Valentine's Day present for you, 
Joshy," I
kept tongue-stud fucking his ear while I twisted his 
scrote rings and palmed the ball sticking through his 
cockhead.  "I'm giving you a big fat ass to fuck.  How 
does that sound, baby?"
"Shit ." he hissed, collapsing against the steering 
wheel as I pumped a load of cum out of his aching cock 
and nuts.  I scooped up the gobs with my fingers and 
smeared them across my lips.  With my tongue-stud I 
gathered up the whole mess, then pulled his face to 
mine.  We kissed, and I rammed my cum-covered tongue-
stud against his own pierced tongue, spitting his own 
salty splooge hard into his mouth.
"So how does that sound?" I giggled, wiping off my 
hands on his jeans.  I pulled away from him slightly, 
and readjusted myself in the rearview mirror.
"Why are you doing this, ronn?" he sighed, still 
trembling from the intense nut he'd just popped.
"What do you mean?"
"Why do you want to see me fuck some fat chick?  I 
mean you're
not some porno psycho like nikki.  You're a smart girl.  
You don't need to do all this shit all the time.  We 
could just chill and fuck, you know.  There's nothing 
wrong with that."
"Sometimes you are such a fag."
"And what the fuck is that supposed to mean?  Just 
because I
don't fuck everything that moves like you and nikk and 
Nicky, I'm a fag.  Well, that's real mature."
"You don't like the way I am, then don't hang with me.  
It's that simple."
"What the fuck is up with you?" Josh repeated.  "Why 
the hell would you want to see me fuck some fat chick?  
How could that possibly get you off?  I think you'd be 
jealous if I was fucking around on you."
"Listen, I don't know what the fuck goes on in your 
head, but fucking is just FUCKING, okay.  It's not 
anything deeper."
"How can you say that?" he asked.  "Is that what 
you mean?
That it's all just fucking, even me and you . Just 
fucking?"
"You don't understand," I yelled at him.  "You've never 
understood, have you?"
"Well, maybe you can explain it to me, then."
"You act all pissed when I fuck guys, like the 
black guys in
the Lincoln.  After I fuck around with them, you act 
all pissed for days.  And just last week, you went ape-
shit on me for talking to that black guy at Beans.  I 
was just talking to him."
"I saw you ronni," Josh shot back.  "I know the way you 
are, the way you were looking at him.  You were going 
to go fuck him or something.  I can tell when you get 
that way."
"So, what the fuck if I do?  What the fuck if I go out 
there and suck his big black cock?  What the fuck is it 
to you anyway?"
"You say I don't understand?  Listen to what the 
fuck you're
saying, would you?  I don't like you fucking other 
guys, and I'm the
bad guy here?  I don't fuck around on you, ronn ."
"Maybe you fucking should," I interrupted him.
"What?"
"That's what I'm telling you, Joshua.  Maybe you 
fucking
should.  Maybe you wouldn't be such a psycho all the 
time."
"What are you talking about?"
"You don't want me to fuck those niggers out in 
the Lincoln,
do you?"
"No," he replied.  "I don't."
"That's a fucking lie, Joshua."
"You're fucking insane, you know that, ronni."
"I'm not the one with fucking problem, Joshua.  
It's you.
You've got the problem.  You've got some kind of 
fucked-up hang-up about me fucking black guys.  It's 
like you're prejudiced or something.  Yet, after I fuck 
those guys, and we fuck, you're all over me.  Me 
fucking niggers turns you on, only you don't have the 
balls to admit it.  I feel how hard your dick gets, 
Josh, how hard you fuck me.  I see the look in your 
eyes when you fuck me after I've just been fucked by 
some black guy.  You act like you hate it, but it gets 
you fucking off.  Don't lie to me."
"You're fucking crazy!"
"Don't lie to me Joshua.  I can take all your 
psycho bullshit,
just don't lie to me.  Don't lie to me!"  He said 
nothing, and I looked down at the sheet of directions.  
"You need to turn here," I told him, looking a head and 
pointing to the next intersection.  "This is 
Merrymount."
"I know that," he hissed.
"Listen," I lowered my voice and spoke quickly.  
"I know how
you feel about me, and I feel the same way about you, 
okay?  I just like to fuck, and you should, too.  You 
get off on me fucking black guys, and I get off 
thinking about you fucking some fat chick who's in love 
with you.  It makes me feel .. you know .. like I'm 
special to you."
"You are going to have to explain that," Josh said as 
he turned onto Merrymount.  "This I have to fucking 
hear."
"I know how you feel about me, and that you'd just be 
FUCKING Hillary.  She has this big thing for you, and 
to you she's just a fat cow.  She can fuck you all she 
wants, and she can try to do anything to get you to 
love her, but you won't because you love me," I smiled 
at him.  "So it's like I have this fat little fuck toy 
at my disposal.  You fuck her, and I can watch you 
break her fucking heart.  That's what gets me off."
"You are seriously warped," Josh told me.  "You 
know that?"
"You wanted to fucking know," I laughed.
"Seeing me fuck this fat cow would really get you 
off, then?"
I nodded and stroked his cock.  "Now put your dick 
back in
your jeans.  You don't want to give her a heart attack, 
do you?"  I looked at the address on my paper and 
compared it to the street addresses.  "45701," I 
announced.  "There," I pointed to a house on our left 
with the porchlight on.
Josh pulled in, and I got out.  "Stay here," I told 
him.  "I've got a show to do."  He didn't reply.  I 
turned around and hustled up the drive to the porch.  I 
pressed the doorbell, and Hillary answered.
"Hi, ronni," she beamed at me.  I could see her peering 
out into the car, trying to catch a glimpse of Josh 
without appearing to be too obvious.  "Come in."
I walked into the warmth of her house, and it was like 
Good fucking Housekeeping.  It even smelled like baked 
bread.  I guess people really do live like this.  Manel 
was standing by the stairs with a nervous smile on her 
face.  Both she and Hillary looked so white I thought 
they might puke.  
Manel was dressed in almost a navy blue reflection of 
my Sally Schoolgirl outfit.  She had on a dark skirt, 
white tights, bulky blue sweater and a white shirt 
underneath.  Her hair was also up in a braid like mine.  
She was wearing some lipstick, though, the first time 
I'd ever seen any on her, and I noticed some mascara, 
too.  She was trying to look hot.  I imagined she and 
Hillary had spent the last few hours wigging over the 
way they looked, trying to look hot, but not TOO hot . 
you know, slutty, like me and nikk.
Hillary had obviously spent a lot of time getting 
ready, too.  She was wearing a gray blazer, white 
sweater, dark jumbo jeans and short kid boots.  I could 
almost see her an hour or so ago, bawling in front of 
the mirror to Manel that she was too fat.  I could see 
Manel calming her down and telling her she wasn't fat.   
They probably went through about a hundred outfits 
trying to find the one that made Hillary look the least 
repulsive.  I found it hilarious that she was so 
fucking clueless she thought she actually had a chance 
with a guy like Josh.  Granted, she did have kind of a 
cute, pudgy face, but she was a fucking beast - 
probably 180 lbs, and I am not exaggerating.
I tried to imagine her stripped naked.  I had never 
seen a really fat girl naked before.  What the hell 
would she look like?  What would her tits look like, 
and her stomach, and her ass , and her legs.  I knew I 
should have been hurling at the thought, but I was 
getting very wet just thinking about it, thinking about 
Josh slam-fucking her fat-ass doggie style, making her 
moo.  I twitched a little I was so hot.
"You must be Rhonda," this fat old lady came into the 
living room.  "I've heard so much about you."  She 
looked like Hillary would in about 25 years.  "I'm Mrs. 
Wukowski," she studied me as she took my hand and 
gently squeezed it.  I was dressed in full geek 
regalia, and I obviously met her approval.
"Hi, Mrs. Wukowski," I beamed at her.  "It's nice to 
meet you."
"Hillary said something about a school project?" Mrs. 
Wukowski asked.
"Yes, we have to poll people on a current event topic," 
I explained.  "We need to get at least a hundred 
people."
"That sounds like a lot of people," Mrs. Wukowski 
commented.
"It is," I explained, kicking my 4.0 brain into 
high gear.
"That's why we're going to the coffee house.  We need 
to get 100 people by Friday, so we have this weekend to 
tabulate the results and write our report."
"This is a school night, you know?" she observed 
skeptically.
"I don't usually let Hillary go out on school nights."
"I know, Mrs. Wukowski, my mom's the same way," I tried 
to keep a straight face.  "But we need to get this 
assignment done."
"But why do you need to do it tonight?" she asked.  
"Why can't it wait to the weekend.  I can drive you all 
up to the mall, and you can get plenty of people 
there."
"I don't like putting things off to the last minute," I 
answered.  "We not only have to do the poll, we have to 
score the results and do the report.  That's a lot of 
work, and I don't want to rush it.  I want an A on 
this."
"You do, do you?" she seemed pleasantly amused.
"That's my secret to good grades, Mrs. Wukowski.  
I do all my
work early, so that I have plenty of time to finish.  
If we get all the polling done in the next couple of 
days, I can turn it in to Mrs.  Rivers on Friday for 
her to look over.  If we've made any mistakes, she'll 
point them out to us before we even do the rest.  That 
way we're sure to get an A."
"A's are very important to you, aren't they?" she asked 
me, obviously impressed.
"I want to go to college .. a good college," I 
added.
"Ronni has the highest GPA in our class, mom," 
Hillary spoke
up.
"I know," Mrs. Wukowski nodded.  "Grades are very 
important, dear," she smiled patronizingly at me.  "But 
you need to have some fun, too, you know."  
I didn't say anything, afraid I might pee my panties 
right then and there.  
"Like tonight," Mrs. Wukowski prattled on.  "I know 
this is school work, and it's a school night, but try 
and have some fun, too, okay.  All work and no play 
makes Jill a dull girl, you know."  She stroked Hilary 
affectionately on the chin.  
I nodded slowly, biting my tongue to keep from laughing 
in the fat old bitch's face.
"Who knows?" Mrs. Wukowski laughed.  "There may even be 
some boys there tonight."  She looked hopefully at her 
fat daughter, and they exchanged smiles.  It was so 
pitiful I wanted to bust my shit right there.  The fat 
cow mother knew her daughter didn't stand a chance in 
life being such a fat beast, but she still tried to 
keep her faith.  She still tried to fool herself and 
her fat daughter that Hillary could actually find a 
guy.  
I twitched again.  I couldn't help it.  The more 
pathetic things got, the wetter I became.
"Here," Mrs. Wukowsi handed Hillary a $20.  "Have some 
fun.  You girls are certainly old enough to do a little 
socializing while you work."
"Can I ask you a favor, Mrs. Wukowski?" I asked.
"Certainly, Rhonda."
"Manel's parents are real strict.  They wouldn't 
have let her
come over here if they knew we were going out.  I'm 
real sorry, but I told her to lie to them and say we 
were going to be over here so we could do this project 
tonight."
"Is that true, Manel?" Mrs. Wukowski asked.
"Yes, ma'am," Manel nodded.
"I don't approve of lying," Mrs. Wukowski started.
"She couldn't tell them the truth, mom." Hillary 
picked up the
ball now.  "You know they wouldn't let her out, even to 
do a school project.  She had to beg like crazy just to 
come over here.  This is really important, mom.  Could 
you please just cover for us?  You already said I could 
be out til 11:30.  Just cover for us if Mrs.  Bernar 
calls, please.  Manel never gets to do anything."
Mrs. Wukowski looked at us.  We were three sickeningly 
straight geeks, or at least she thought.  "You be home 
here at 11:30 sharp," she ordered us all.  "Now go and 
have a good time."  She followed us to the door and 
peered out into the drive.  "Who's that driving?" she 
asked.
"That's my older brother, Josh," I replied.  "He works 
at the coffee house.  Mom has him keep an eye on me 
when I go up there."
"How thoughtful," Mrs. Wukowski commented.  She watched 
as Manel put on her blue wool jacket, and Hillary threw 
on a huge, bulky overcoat atop her blazer.  Then the 
three of us hurried out the door and down the drive.
"You get in front with Josh, Hillary," I ordered when 
we reached the car.  "I have to get out of this shit," 
I patted my clothes.  "Come on, Manel.  Get in.  I'm 
freezing my tits off out here."
The two geeks giggled nervously, and obeyed my every 
command.  This was going to be so much fucking fun.  
Hillary piled into the front seat next to Josh, and 
Manel slid in the back with me right behind her.
"Where to next?" Josh asked.  He seemed to have cooled 
off slightly, which was good.
"We hit nikki's and then Cheryl's," I told him as I 
hauled my sweater up over my head and through my hair.  
"Can you hand me that bag?" I asked Manel, pointing to 
my backpack.
"Sure," she handed me the bag and watched me with 
fascination as I took off my blouse.  The combination 
of cold and the fact that I was horny as hell made my 
nips jet out like bullets.  When I slid my bra off, and 
my boobs wobbled free, poor Manel's eyes practically 
shot out of her skull.  Now she could see practically 
everything - my pierced nips, my belly rings - but she 
was definitely zeroing in on my boobies.  I think I've 
already mentioned in my previous stories that I have 
some nice-sized tits for a chick my age, 34Cs if you 
need to be reminded.  I've got a pretty thin waist and 
flat tummy, which makes them look even bigger I guess.
Swollen and pierced, they must have looked real 
impressive to old Manel, because she couldn't take her 
eyes off them.  Even when she looked away and tried 
staring out the window, I could see her obsessing on my 
reflection in the window.  When I started sliding out 
of my geeky skirt, she glanced over "accidentally" and 
took even more eyefuls of my bod.  "Fucking innocent, 
my ass," I laughed to myself.  As I peeled down my 
stockings, I couldn't help but graze the back of my 
fingers against my sopping panties.  The second I 
bumped my pierced puss and puffy clit, I shuddered, and 
the whole back seat vibrated.
"It's cold," Manel observed softly.
"Fuck the cold, I'm fucking hot," I joked, making 
an obscene
gesture with my fingers and rubbing them dramatically 
across my wet crotch.  The poor girl's jaw practically 
hit the floor when I peeled back my panties and she saw 
my pierced puss.  Now she wasn't even trying to look 
away.  Her eyes were so wide, I thought her forehead 
was going to crack open.  "I've gotta get me some hard 
cock tonight," I announced to everyone in the car, 
especially Josh and Hillary.  I wanted Joshy to know 
that I wouldn't be fucking him tonight, and that I 
fully expected him to slam Hillary's fat ass.  I also 
wanted Hillary to know Josh and I weren't "together."
Both geeks giggled, and I could almost hear Josh 
scowling as he drove.  Manel looked slightly relieved 
because I had expressed a desire for cock.  She was 
obviously wigging because I was playing with myself in 
front of her, and she was really freaking because of 
how she responded.  She seemed to relax a little, 
though, and start putting my lez show out of her mind.  
Too bad for her.  I certainly wasn't about to let her 
off that easy.
I put my finger in my mouth and drooled on it until it 
was nice and gooey.  Then I traced it down my chin, 
neck and between my tits.  I flashed her a smile and 
licked my lips, locking my eyes into hers as I began to 
lightly swirl wet circles around my puffies and tug on 
my nip rings.  With my other hand, I peeled back my 
panties again and resumed stroking my pierced puss.   
She couldn't take her eyes off my puss rings, and I 
could just hear her silent thoughts . Doesn't that 
fucking hurt?  When she began to hyperventilate, I put 
my index finger up to my lips and gave her a silent 
"shhh."
She shivered now, and tried to look away, fully aware 
by now where this whole thing was going.  I pouted, 
took her dark hand, and placed it on my bare pale 
thigh.  And that's all I did.  I just set her hand 
there, and she didn't move it.  She didn't even try.  
Holding her hand there, I resumed stroking around my 
clit and tugging at my puss rings, trying my hardest to 
contain the moans welling up inside me.  Manel's eyes 
had dilated to the size of baseball's now, and she was 
shaking like a leaf in a tornado.  When I dug my 
fingers into my wet slot, she looked like she was going 
to throw up.
But she didn't.  She didn't do anything but bore her 
eyes into my whole body - my eyes, my cunt, my tits, my 
tummy, every square inch.  I knew she was transfixed 
for good now, so I slowly removed my hand from hers.  
Her sweaty palm and fingers remained glued to the goose 
pimples on my bare thighs, and she even started 
squeezing my flesh as she watched me rev up my puss at 
an even faster pace.
She was so innocent and corruptible, that I found 
myself skimming my free hand up her arm to her bare 
neck.  She curled her head sideways, trapping my 
fingers between her jaw and shoulder and nodding up and 
down.  I caressed her hairy cheeks softly, fascinated 
by the feel of her sideburns against the backs of my 
fingers.  She shuddered again, this time chattering her 
teeth so loud that Josh and Hillary heard her.
"Need me to crank up the heat?" he asked, oblivious to 
what was happening a mere two feet away from him.
His voice suddenly broke the spell, and Manel 
instinctively jerked her hand and face away from me.  
Embarrassed beyond belief, she went back to staring out 
the window.  I thought I might have even seen a tear in 
her eye.  The Indian goody-girl obviously had some 
serious lez issues going on, and I was freaking her big 
time.  
"Oh, I think we're hot enough," I joked, trying to 
catch Manel's eyes again, with no luck.  The poor 
little brown-skinned geek had probably been creaming 
over chicks for quite some time, maybe even her cow 
friends.  Seeing how straight her crowd was, though, I 
knew she'd never acted or even mentioned her "evil, 
perverted desires." But here I was, some strange hot 
chick showing her some attention, giving her a taste of 
what she craved, and she responded like a lab rat going 
after a piece of cheese.  I was going to nail this 
little Indian princess in no time, probably even 
tonight.
Having lost the moment, I skipped finishing myself off.  
Sometimes I like torturing myself like this, 
frustrating myself until I feel like my puss is a 
bottle of champagne ready to pop.  I kicked off my 
shoes and fished out a pair of jeans from my backpack.  
In seconds, I was squirming around on the back seat 
scooting them up my bare, cold legs.  I intentionally 
bumped my ass and hips into Manel, and she shivered 
every time our bodies made contact.  By the time I had 
my jeans on, the poor girl was pressed up against the 
door and hyperventilating.
A minute later, just as I was putting on my doc 
martens, we were pulling into nikki porno's driveway.  
Josh hit his horn, and she shot out of her house.  As 
she neared the car, I couldn't help checking her out.   
Even through the darkness, it was clear she was dressed 
to slay.
Nikki p. looked totally scooter-trash.  Her auburn hair 
was teased up higher than Wynona Judd's, and her lips 
shimmered red in the moonlight.  She had on a tight, 
low-cut, white tee-shirt, and her firm D-cup boobies 
jutted out against her black leather like she was in a 
comic-book.   She finished off her look with a black 
leather mini (very mini!), fishnets, stillettos, and a 
heavy crucifix chain around her neck.  In the bitter 
cold starlight, she looked like the world's hottest 
vampire-bitch.  As she scooted into the backseat next 
to Manel, I could actually feel the geek's heart 
pounding.
"What's up girlfriend?" nikki put her arm around Manel 
and kissed the Indian on her hairy cheek.   "Ready to 
party?"
"Uh .. sure," Manel managed a weak smile.  If she was 
freaked by me, nikki's presence must have made her 
psychotic.  Nikki didn't remove her arm from Manel's 
shoulder, but instead began cuddling her close, petting 
the Indian girl like a shivering puppy.  Not to be out-
maneuvered by nikki porno, I slid my hand down until it 
rested on Manel's thigh.  She gasped slightly when I 
started rubbing her leg right above her knee, sinking 
lower and lower down the backseat as I wormed my hand 
higher and higher up her thighs.
"So where does Cheryl live?" Josh asked aloud.  He was 
clearly pissed off by now.  Molesting my little Indian 
plaything, I blew him off and let Hillary answer.  
Chattering like a five-year-old twit, she gave Josh 
directions and a rambling, babbling description of her 
day at school, her impressions of certain teachers, and 
her future plans.
I looked at nikki behind Manel's back and winked.  
Manel was sitting as stiff as a statue, not allowing 
herself to say or do anything to encourage or 
discourage our combined molestation of her dark-skinned 
body.  Her attempts to ignore us only made nikki and I 
more abusive.  I snaked my hand up the geek's preppy 
skirt and rubbed her crotch.  "Fuck," I almost snorted 
out loud.  "She's got panties on under her fucking 
tights."  The two layers covering her puss were soaked, 
and it wasn't sweat.  I pressed my fingers into the 
padding between her legs and curled my knuckle against 
her labes. 
As the car lurched forward, I groped further.  Even 
through two layers, a  thick wad of  moist pubes 
greeted my touch.  She had a fucking forest down there.  
Usually, on most chicks, lots of cunt hair makes me 
want to hurl.  There's nothing worse than licking a hot 
snatch and getting a mouthful of pubes.  It's like 
kissing a hairbrush or something.  On Manel, though, a 
furry bush made me even fucking wetter.  Here was a 
good little geek who would never even consider shaving 
her twat down smooth.  She was like totally natural, 
totally pure, totally corruptible.
Nikki smiled at me, and I knew she was thinking the 
same thing.  She had her left arm wrapped around 
Manel's waist, and her fingers had worked under the 
bottom of Manel's wool coat.  I watched as her fingers 
pried up the girl's sweater and blouse until they 
struck bare, brown tummy.  With her other hand, nikki 
porno had begun rubbing Manel's other leg.  Not be 
outdone, I removed my right hand from Manel's leg and 
draped it around her shoulders.  I resumed stroking her 
hairy cheek with my fingers while reaching over and 
massaging her left leg with my left hand.
It was like a game of Twister in Josh's backseat.  
Manel was torn between moaning and screaming "Rape!"  
Nikki stuck her hand under Manel's blouse and tickled 
her rib cage.  Manel was so wigged at this point, her 
breath was barely a whisper through her clenched teeth.  
Her body was like a coiled spring ready to snap, and 
she was trembling so violently I thought Josh and 
Hillary would say something for sure.
But Hillary was too obsessed with Josh and babbling her 
life story to notice anything out of the ordinary.  
Meanwhile, Josh was too busy trying to navigate the way 
to Cheryl's house from Hillary's shitty directions.  I 
heard him curse when he found out he'd made a few wrong 
turns and had to turn around.  When I'd talked to 
Hillary on the phone around 6:00, she'd told me Cheryl 
lived about three minutes from nikki.  This was taking 
a lot longer, though.  Manel must have sensed we were 
lost, too, because when nikki's fingers found her 
pointy tits the poor geek just whimpered, went limp, 
and accepted her fate.
"This is it!" Hillary's voice exploded after another 
ten minutes of driving and mauling Manel's body.  
"Right here," she told Josh.  "The one with the light 
on."
Josh pulled the car in the drive, and nikki and I 
looked up to see Cheryl exit her front door.  She 
jumped down the porch steps, and jogged out to the car.  
She'd obviously dressed to impress.  Her fat hips were 
packed into a pair of tight, ripped jeans, and she was 
wearing an old leather bomber jacket that looked like 
it was probably her brother's or something.  A maroon 
turtleneck peaked above the collar of the coat, and she 
topped her outfit off with a pair of short, black 
stiletto boots.  She peered inside the car, saw the 
three of us in back and went for the front door.
"There's no room up here," Josh snapped as the door 
opened.  I wondered if Hillary caught that he was 
ripping on her fat cow body.  "You're going to have to 
squeeze in back," he told Cheryl.
"Come on, Cheryl," nikki cackled, yanking her hands 
from Manel's body and kicking open the door to welcome 
the newest piece of fresh, geek meat.  "Get your ass in 
here," nikki teased, dragging Cheryl in by her arm.  I 
pressed myself as far against my side as I could.  
Nikki shoved Manel into me, and I used the opportunity 
to get a good grope of her firm tits.  "You're going to 
by my bitch tonight, girlfriend!" nikki laughed and 
placed a big smooch on Cheryl's cheek.
Cheryl giggled somewhat uncomfortably and made a move 
to brush off the bright red lip-print etched on her 
rosy complexion.
"You don't wipe that off, girlfriend," nikki batted the 
chunky blonde's hand away.  "You're my bitch tonight.  
The lipstick stays.  It shows everyone you're my bitch, 
ain't that right, ronn?" she turned to me.
Cheryl looked absolutely bewildered.  Nikk and I were 
laughing, though, so she must have figured it was some 
kind of game we played.
"When your nikk's bitch, the lipstick stays," I 
played along.
Cheryl giggled again and shrugged her shoulders.  
The chubby
geek wanted to hang with us so much she'd probably be 
willing to do anything nikk or I said.  Between her and 
Manel, this was shaping up to be a killer night.  I'd 
almost forgotten the real reason behind this little 
adventure, to see Josh fuck and use Hillary's fat cow 
ass.  Well, there certainly was no problem with nikk 
and I getting a little geek puss for ourselves.
"I got about $30 from my mom," Cheryl announced proudly 
as she wrestled with nikki.  "I told her we needed to 
buy some supplies for our project."  She sounded so 
proud of herself.
"Hey, bitch, did I say you could speak?" nikki poked 
her flabby tummy and tickled her.  "Did I?" she 
continued teasing Cheryl while the chubby girl quaked 
with laughter.  "Did I?"
"Stop, please ." Cheryl laughed.  "I'm sorry."
"When you're nikk's bitch for the night, you don't 
speak
without her permission," I informed her.
"And you do whatever I say, bitch," nikki continued 
tickling the plump geek until I thought she might have 
a heart attack.  "You got that?  Everything!"
"Yes," Cheryl wept through her laughter.  "I'm sorry.  
Stop, please stop."
"Just remember what I said," nikki giggled, releasing 
Cheryl from her grasp and kissing her on the other 
cheek.
"Yes, ma'am," Cheryl laughed.  She now had two 
lipstick-prints on either cheek.  She kept laughing, 
though, and it suddenly struck me that she was 
absolutely clueless to nikk's twisted horniness.  The 
stupid cow thought this was just some kind of innocent 
game we "wild girls" played.  In her own way, she was 
even more stupid and more pathetic than Hillary or 
Manel.  She wasn't looking at this as a one-night walk 
on the edge.  She was actually thinking tonight was the 
start of a whole new life for her.  She actually 
thought if she played along and did everything right 
she could hang with us.
For some reason, this really pissed me off.  If I felt 
any pity for these geeks, it vanished at that moment.  
Whatever we did to them, whatever happened, they 
deserved it.  They could have blown us off this 
afternoon.  They could have stayed home tonight.  They 
could have accepted who they were instead of thinking 
they were something different.  
They weren't us, so what made them think they could be?  
I felt like they were looking down on us, like they 
thought we were so stupid or beneath them that if they 
were just nice to us we'd automatically let them hang 
with us.  Well, if they really wanted to hang with us, 
we'd show them what it meant to be a thrasher girl.  I 
resumed molesting Manel, and she just kind of slumped 
against me, keeping perfectly still and allowing me to 
do whatever I wanted.  Stupid geek cunt!
Nikki was whispering in Cheryl's ears, and the two were 
giggling like brownies or something.  Hillary was still 
prattling on about something, and I just zoned out 
while we drove, concentrating on nothing but the feel 
of my fingers against Manel's hot, brown bod.   I dug 
under Manel's bulky sweater and mauled the dark, slick 
flesh stretched tightly across her tumm and ribs.  Once 
in awhile, I'd sneak a tweak at her firm tits and pinch 
her hard nipples.  She bit her dark lips and jerked 
forward in little spazzes.  Cheryl was too busy with 
nikk to even notice.
When we pulled into the lot behind Magic Beans, I 
quickly scanned for the Lincoln.  There was no sign of 
any action.  It was still early.  We piled out of the 
car and sprinted through the bitter cold to the back 
door.  The warmth washed over our faces as we plowed 
through the doorway.  I noticed Manel and Hillary 
breathe a sigh of relief as we entered the familiar 
surroundings.  I half expected them to make a mad dash 
for freedom, but they didn't.
Cheryl, on the other hand, darted her eyes about the 
room.  She was obviously freaking about the two, big 
smoochies on her chubby cheeks.  No one in the place 
seemed to notice, though, and she kind of chilled.  
Hillary followed Josh to a large table in back.  Nicky, 
Mikey and tam-tams were nowhere to be seen.  I looked 
down at my watch.  It wasn't even 8:30 yet.  Shit 
usually doesn't start going down until at least 9:30 or 
10:00.  It was way too early yet.  We sat down, and 
Josh played waiter boy like he always did.  Hillary and 
Manel ordered some caps. Cheryl went with a latte.  
Nikk and I ordered our usuals - double espressos. 
Josh went behind the bar, bullshitted with Gwen, the 
assistant manager, and made our drinks.  Since Josh 
worked at Beans on weekends, they expected him to wait 
on himself and his friends when he came in.  This meant 
we could pretty much drink for free when Gwen or Ted, 
the other assistant manager, were working.  Only Norma, 
the owner, made sure we paid our tab.  Luckily, she was 
nowhere to be seen on weeknights.
I noticed Josh was taking his sweet old time with the 
drinks.  He was seriously pissed by now, glaring at me 
every once in awhile.  I smiled back each time and 
stuck out my tongue.  He flipped me off, finished the 
drinks, and returned to the table carrying our stuff on 
a tray.  Manel was seated at my right, and nikki at her 
right.  Cheryl was on the other side of nikk.  Hillary 
was at my immediate left, putting Josh between her and 
Cheryl.  He didn't look too pleased as he passed out 
our drinks and finally sat down.
We talked about nothing - movies and shit - for about 
half an hour.  Then Nicky came bustling in the back.  
Tams and Mikey were right behind.   They saw us.  Nicky 
cracked a big smile when he spied nikki's mark on 
Cheryl's cheeks.  Obviously something was up.  Mikey 
looked totally casual with the whole deal, but tams 
sneered at nikk and me when the geeks weren't looking.
"Lincoln just pulled up," Nicky announced, picking up a 
chair and scooting between Josh and Cheryl.  "Right 
behind us."
"Hey, they're early," I said, quickly scooting to my 
right, cutting off Josh from using tam-tams and Mikey 
as wedges between him and Hillary.   Manel and nikki 
scooted down, too, and Mikey stuck two chairs in the 
gap.  Tam-tams sat next to me and kicked my shin.  I 
showed her my tongue-stud, and then we both kind of 
smiled.  Tams knew better than to make waves when nikk 
and I were scamming.  Besides, the three geeks meant 
we'd be letting her bony ass off easy tonight.
"So we gonna score some shit or what?" Nicky smirked at 
the lipstick branding Cheryl's cheeks.  She tried to 
ignore him, but I guess it was pretty impossible.  "I 
say let's get this show on the road," Nicky turned to 
me then nikk.
"We brought money," Cheryl cut in.  She knew how stupid 
she looked and was trying desperately to regain some 
kind of dignity.  "We all brought money," she flashed 
nervous glances at Hillary and Manel.  "We're in for 
whatever."
Josh rolled his eyes, and Nicky just smiled at 
Cheryl.
"Great.  How much?"
"I've got $30, Hillary's got $20, and how much do you 
have Manel?"
"I .. uh .. $20!" she stammered, half-terrified at the 
prospect of buying illegal drugs, and half-mortified 
that my hand was molesting her thigh.  Under the table 
and out of sight, I squeezed her legs and stroked her 
tights. 
"Well, that's enough for .. what ..?"  nikki asked.  
"About half, maybe?"
I caught on to her game right away.  "Yeah, if that," I 
jumped in.
"Looks like we're short again," Nicky giggled, 
obviously knowing what nikk and I were cooking up.  
"I'm pretty much tapped."
"Me, too," Mikey added.  Tams shrugged her shoulders.  
She was ready to play at just about anything tonight as 
long as it meant she wouldn't be the one getting shit 
on.
Josh glared at me and said nothing.  I shot him a smile 
back.  "Well, you know me," I laughed.  "I'm like 
always busted.  You know I really should get a job now 
that I'm 16."  Nikk, Nicky and Mikey cracked up.
"You mean you guys didn't bring any money?" Cheryl was 
already starting to freak.  "I mean how much is this 
going to cost."
"$20 a baggie," nikki smiled.  "We've got $70.  All we 
need is $120.  We should be able to work this out, 
wouldn't you say, ronn ..?"
"No problem," I smiled at nikk.  "Those guys are always 
willing to cut a deal, especially with some fresh faces 
around."
By now, the three geeks had a clue something was going 
down, but no fucking idea what it could be.  Their 
little geek minds couldn't even comprehend what was 
going to happen next.
"How are we going to get the rest of the money?" Cheryl 
asked nervously, like she didn't really want to know.
"We don't need any more money," nikki answered.
"But you said ." Cheryl started.

"Did I say you could talk, bitch," nikk laughed and 
stroked the lipstick print on Cheryl's left cheek.  
"Just relax, okay.  You're in my hands tonight, aren't 
you, bitch ..?" she joked.  "I forgot," Cheryl laughed 
and nodded, foolishly relieved for the moment.

"Now, who's my bitch?" nikki continued teasing her and 
stroking her cheek.
"I am," Cheryl giggled, desperately wanting nikki to 
think she was cool.
"Good, that's what I want to hear," nikki patted 
Cheryl's cheek and started rummaging through her purse.  
In a second, she produced the infamous deck of airline 
playing cards.
"Cool, we're going to play cards?" Hillary burst 
out.
"Yeah," nikki started shuffling.
"What game?" Hillary asked.
"It's called 'Who Sucks the Big Black Dick?'," 
tams cracked.

No one but nikki, Nicky, Mikey and I laughed.  Our 
three little pep squad twats just sat there with their 
mouths hanging open before Cheryl spoke up.  "What?  Is 
that like 'Oh, Heck', or something?"

"Not quite," I replied.  "Your money goes in the pot."  
I pointed to the center of the table, and the girls 
slowly tossed their cash into the center of the table.
"I thought we were using this money to .. to buy .. 
stuff," Manel stammered.
"We are, girlfriend," nikki laughed.  "Now pay 
attention.  In our little set here, we all share stuff 
. shit, food, money, everything.  This money will get 
us almost half of what we need.  What we've gotta do 
now is see who gets us the other half.  Let's see . 9 
bags, minus the 4 we can get for this."  She pointed to 
the $70.  "That's like 5 more bags, right, ronn ..?"
"Yeppers," I answered, working my hand farther up 
Manel's tights until she was squirming around like a 
brown beetle caught under a pin.
"That means two of us," nikki explained.
"Two of us, what ..?" Cheryl asked.

"The guys we get the shit from," I began.  "If we don't 
have all the money, they let us work off the rest of 
what we owe them."
"What?" Hillary had no fucking clue what was going 
down.

"You go out there and suck their dicks and fuck 'em," 
tams suddenly cut in.  "What are you, chicks, dense or 
something?"  The three geeks just stared at her in 
utter disbelief.  "We give 'em half the money, and then 
we screw 'em for the difference," tams continued 
explaining.  "That's what the card game is for, to see 
who pays and who plays."
"You're kidding us, right?" Hillary demanded.  "You've 
got to be kidding us."
"What?" nikki snapped at her.  "You got a problem 
with this?"
"I sure do," Hillary shot back.
"Come on, Hil, can't you see they're just screwing 
around?"

Cheryl looked at me and nikk hopefully, waiting for us 
to bust out laughing and let everyone know it was a 
gag.

"It's no joke, bitch," I thought silently to myself.

"You guys are kidding around, aren't you ..?" Cheryl 
laughed nervously.  "Aren't you?"

"We're dead serious," nikk responded, staring straight 
in Cheryl's eyes.  "Now are you in with us, or not?"
"Absolutely not!" Hillary exclaimed.  "How on earth 
could you expect us to be 'in with you'?"
"You see, nikk, I told you they were fucking geeks," 
tams cut in all bitchy-like.  For once, she wasn't the 
one getting picked on, and it must have felt good.  Now 
was her turn to be the bitch.
"Oh, I'm a geek now because I don't want to prostitute 
myself for drugs?" Hillary fired back.  She was suuuch 
a geek!
"Uh, basically, yeah," nikki replied.  "How 'bout you, 
girlfriend?" she turned back to Cheryl.  "You in, or 
are you going back to being a fucking geek?"
Cheryl looked at her friends.  Hillary was ready to 
take off.  Manel was slumped low in her chair with a 
look on her face like she was going to hurl.  The whole 
entire scene was freaking Cheryl out.  She finally had 
her big chance to quit being a geek.  If she punked out 
now, she'd lose out forever.  "Since it's my money, I 
.. I shouldn't have to play the game," she spoke up.  
"I'm willing to put in my $30.  Since none of you have 
any money, I kind of win by default, don't I ..?" she 
reasoned.
"The same goes for me," Hillary spoke up now, suddenly 
brave.  "I'm willing to put in my $20, too.  That means 
I shouldn't have to ..  do that either," she couldn't 
even say the words.  "It should only be who doesn't 
have the money."
"Who said we don't have any money?" tams smirked.  She 
took out her handbag and ripped out three $20s.  
"Here's money for ronni, nikki and me.  Now we're all 
playing, I guess."
Cheryl's and Hillary's jaws hit the floor.  Manel was 
too busy getting mauled by me under the table to react.  
I had the elastic waistband of her tights pulled down 
to her thighs, and I was rubbing her hairy bush beneath 
the flimsy cotton of her panties.  Neither of her geek 
friends even noticed she was whimpering like a cold 
kitty cat.  I snaked my fingers further up her frillies 
and started strumming her puss like it was a banjo.
"This is getting out of hand," Hillary protested.  "We 
already said we'd pay.  This isn't fair."
"This is how we play the game," nikki told her.  
"You're either in or not.  There's six of us here, and 
only two need to go.  Chances are you'll get off scot 
free."
"Listen, we really don't want to play this game," 
Cheryl tried to reason with nikki.  "Why can't you just 
take our money?"
"Why, because you think you're too good for this?" I 
was really pissed now.  The louder I talked, the harder 
I rubbed Manel's puss.  "You think you're better than 
us, don't you ..?  It's no big deal for us to go out 
and suck some nigger's cock for shit, but NOT YOU!  
You're too fucking special.  You're too fucking good.  
You're not trash like us.  That is what you think we 
are, isn't it, bitch?" I got in her face.  "Trash?"
"I didn't ." Cheryl began.
"She thinks we're trash, nikk," I cut her off as I 
screwed like two fingers hard into Manel's slickery 
snatch.  "This little geek bitch thinks we're trash."

"Is that right, Cheryl?" nikki pressed her.  "Is that 
what you think?  You think we're trash?"
"No!" she pleaded.  "That's not what I meant.  It's 
just that.."
"What?!" nikki demanded.  "Say it, bitch!"
"Listen, we don't want to do this," Hillary was trying 
to be all rational.  "Why don't we just take off, okay 
..?"

"Fucking puss-bag geeks," tams spit at Hillary.  "Go 
and run back home.  You see, ron?," she turned to me.  
"I told you these bitches were just going to pussy out 
on us.  Like you said, they think we're trash."
"Come on, guys," Cheryl pleaded.  "We didn't say that.  
We don't think that."
"Fuck this," nikk dealt six cards faced down, one each 
in front of every chick at the table.  "You either 
play, or you lose your money anyway."
"You can't take our money," Hillary protested.
"You gonna stop me," nikki glared at her.  "Huh?"
"We won't do this," Hillary was shaking.  "Now give us 
back our money .. please ."

"Fuck you," nikki didn't flinch.  "Now turn over 
your card.
The two low cards lose."
"I'm not playing," Hillary refused.

"How about you?" nikki asked Cheryl.  "You gonna be a 
geek the rest of your fucking life?  Is that what you 
want, to go back home and be a fucking puss-bag geek?"
Cheryl bit her lip and looked around the table at the 
other five cards.  She suddenly shot out her hand and 
flipped over the card.  4 of hearts.  Her jaw hit the 
fucking floor.  nikki snorted espresso through her 
nose.
"Looks like we have a winner," tams giggled, flipping 
over her card.  Jack of diamonds.
I went next.  10 of Diamonds.  I pinched Manel's clit 
hard, and she got the hint.  She reached over and 
flipped her card.  Jack of Hearts.  She let loose a 
sigh that sounded like relief to everyone else, except 
me.  I felt her puss start frothing and her little 
tummy stiffen, and I knew I'd jacked her off  to a hard 
cum.  I could even see the flush through her dark skin.  
I was so hot I was psychotic.
Nikki stared at Hillary showdown style.  It was down to 
the two of them.  One was going to lose, maybe both.  
Cheryl looked like she was going to blow chunks.  I'd 
ever been so horny in my whole life.  The very thought 
that both these fat geek cows could be out in the 
parking lot sucking black cocks for shit blew my 
fucking mind.  I looked in nikki's eyes, and she winked 
at me.  Then I knew the truth.
She'd fixed the deck while everyone was bitching.  
She'd done this to tams and me a few times before we'd 
caught on.  Now Hillary was going to learn her lesson.  
I half expected the geek to be smart enough to head out 
the door and lose her $20.  But she just stared at 
nikk.
"Come on," nikki teased her.  "Have some fucking balls, 
why don't you ..?  Wouldn't you just love to see me 
lose?  Wouldn't you just love to put me in my fucking 
place?  Wouldn't you love to see me lose and go out 
there and suck some black guy's cock while you sit in 
here, drinking a latte and laughing your ass off at me?  
Come on.  You know you wanna see me lose.  You know you 
wanna take your $20 back and laugh in my fucking face.  
You know you do.  So come on and put me in my place.  
Or maybe you don't have the fucking guts.  Here's your 
one big chance.  Are you gonna take it or what?"
"You can't psych me out into doing this like you did 
Cheryl," Hillary replied, her fat cow body quivering in 
rage and terror.
"You really did want some shit tonight, didn't you, 
Josh?" Nikk turned to Josh and played her final card, 
the fucking ace she had up her sleeve.
We all looked at Josh, especially me.  He'd figured out 
the situation, too.  He'd seen nikk stack a deck 
before, and knew she'd probably dealt herself an ace or 
king.  That would make my card the second lowest next 
to Cheryl's.  Josh hated when I went out and did the 
Lincoln, possibly more than anything else I did.  He 
also couldn't stand Hillary.  The choice was obvious . 
for anybody but Josh.  He was always so self-righteous, 
I knew nikk's little maneuver was really fucking with 
his "ethics."  Sacrifice his "girlfriend," or screw 
over some fat geek too stupid to know what she'd gotten 
herself into.  This was going to be interesting.
Hillary was pleading her big fat cow eyes at Josh.  Her 
lip was starting to tremble, and she looked like she 
might cry or puke or do both.  That must have tipped 
it.
"Yeah," Josh kind of gave a sick smile.  "I really 
wanted to get wasted tonight."  He looked at Hillary.  
"I thought you did, too, Hil..?  I thought you were 
with me tonight."
Way to go, Josh!  I almost screamed.  For once, Joshy 
was showing some fucking nuts.  I could tell by the 
glint in his eye that his dick was raging.  He tried to 
fight it all the time, but he was as twisted as the 
rest of us.  He wanted to see these two cows get fucked 
tonight, too.
Hillary turned white as a sheet.

"Come on," Josh whispered as he touched her hand.

"Just get it over with so we can get some shit and get 
stoned.  I want to have some fun."  He rubbed her fat 
shoulder, and she fucking melted.  "Some fun," he 
repeated even more softly in her ear, and then he 
kissed her fat, pale cheek.

"Okay," she whispered back, putting on a brave, 
pathetic smile.  "Here goes nothing."  She stared right 
into nikk's eyes as she flipped the card over.
2 of spades.

Nikki smirked and casually flipped over the King of 
diamonds.

Hillary and Cheryl were major shitting.  Tams was 
almost rolling on the floor.  I slammed the rest of my 
espresso, and nikki picked up the cards.

"Please tell me this was some kind of joke," Cheryl 
begged.

"Please."

"No joke, baby," nikk porno was suddenly all sweetness 
and light again.  "It'll be all right, though.  Don't 
worry.  We do this all the time.  It's over before you 
know it.  And we'll go out there to make sure 
everything's cool.  In a half-hour or so, you'll be so 
high it'll all be a big fucking joke by then.  Believe 
me.  It's not half as bad as it sounds.  You may even 
get off on it.  I do."

"I'm not doing this," Hillary wept.  "I'm not.  I want 
my money back, and I'm leaving."

Nikki shot Josh a look.  He nodded.  "Come on, Hillary, 
it's all right," he rubbed her fat shoulders.  "Come 
on, don't cry.""I don't want to do this," she kept 
bawling.

"Guys, let me talk to Hil for a second, okay ..?"

Josh took her hand.  He stood up, and she rose, too, 
following him back into a corner by the restroom.  I 
tried not to watch what was going down, but I couldn't 
help it.  Josh was suddenly acting so weird, like he 
was suddenly into this shit.  Like he was enjoying it.  
That, in turn, made me feel weird, too.

"Nikki, I can't .. I can't do this ." Cheryl was 
sobbing now, too.  "Really, I can't.  I can't ."

"I thought we were buds."  Nikki Porno put her arm 
around Cheryl.  "I thought you wanted to party tonight 
." she continued soothing Cheryl's fears and mind 
fucking her.  I turned back to Josh.  In under two 
minutes, he'd managed to get Hillary pressed into a 
corner where he was sucking her face and running his 
hands all over her fat body.  She was so into him, he'd 
have her back here ready to suck black dick in no time.  
Mikey and tams were already in a deep clench.  Which 
left me with my little Indian princess.  I still had my 
hands in her panties, and she'd finally come down off 
her first cum.  Her puss was drying up slightly.  I 
couldn't have that.
"I'm going to put my fingers up your puss," I whispered 
in her ear.  "You just rock back and forth slowly in 
your chair, not hard, just nice and easy, and fuck your 
puss with my fingers.  You got that?"  She nodded 
dumbly and immediately obeyed, rocking back and forth 
slowly in her chair.  "You want to go and get some more 
piercings sometime?" I asked her aloud as if we were 
just talking normal.
"Sure," she gasped.

"You know, I think the hair on your face is real hot," 
I laughed, stroking her moustache with my free hand.  
"I bet it would feel pretty cool kissing you."

"Please don't," she whimpered.
"Why not?" I acted all hurt.  "Don't you like me?"
"Yes," she sobbed softly.  "Just not here.  Please 
not here.
Not in front of everyone."
"You don't want to kiss a girl in public?" I teased 
her.  "Or you don't want to kiss a trash girl in 
public?"
"Please," she begged me.  "Please don't."

"I'm going to eat that hairy pussy .. tonight," I 
leaned over and whispered in her ear again, fucking my 
tongue-stud in and out as I spoke.  "I'm going to lick 
you all over til you cum.  You want me to do that, 
don't you ..?"

She nodded, her whole bod shaking.  I brushed my lips 
against her hairy lips, flicking my tongue-stud against 
her chattering teeth.  She instinctively replied with 
her own tongue.  I pressed my mouth over hers, and 
tickled her tongue with my stud.  She gasped, 
hesitated, and then started grinding her puss against 
my palm.  I worked another finger into her slice, 
making it three.  I strummed her clit with my thumb and 
squeezed her mound hard.  She jammed her tongue into my 
throat and then tensed up so hard she slid off the 
chair and onto the floor.
The crash turned everyone's heads towards our table.  
Josh and Hillary were just returning.  Manel scooted 
back up in her chair, readjusting her tights and 
bunched up panties.   I leaned back and began licking 
my fingers.  Nikki, Nicky, Mikey and tams caught on 
immediately, and tams flashed me a "you go, girl" 
smile.
"You guys ready?" Josh broke the confused silence and 
looked at nikk, me and Cheryl.

"She playing?" I asked Josh, gesturing to Hillary.

"Yeah," Josh tried not to smile.  "How 'bout you?" he 
asked Cheryl.  "The sooner we work this out, the sooner 
we can get wasted."

"She's in," nikk smiled while Cheryl nodded slightly.  
"She's my bitch, ain't ya', baby ..?"

Cheryl flashed a weak smile and looked off into space.  
I noticed that she and Hillary wouldn't even look at 
each other.  Each one turned away whenever their eyes 
met.
"Then let's get this show on the road," Josh pointed to 
the door.  Nikk scooped up the money on the table, 
handing Hillary and Cheryl their bills.  Armed with 
Manel's $20 and the $60 tams had thrown in, she rose 
and took Cheryl's hand.  Cheryl stood up slowly, and I 
could see her whole body was shivering.
I stood up and leaned into Manel's ear.  "You stay in 
here with tams and Mikey and Nickey.  I'll be back in a 
few, okay ..?  Don't LEAVE."

"Okay?" she whimpered, looking down at the ground as 
she spoke.  She was so ashamed of herself.  I just 
wanted to ravish her right there, in front of the whole 
fucking coffee house.  Make her cry and beg for it.  
But first things first .

I followed Josh, Hillary, Cheryl and nikki out the back 
door and into the parking lot.  The wind slammed our 
faces and we all said "fuck" at the same time.  The 
Lincoln was in its usual place at the back of the lot, 
away from the lights.  Josh stopped in his tracks and 
stamped his feet.  "Okay," he patted Hillary's fat 
shoulders.  "Go do it."

"Aren't you coming.  You said you'd ." Hillary began 
blubbering, the tears freezing as soon as they touched 
her cheeks.
"They'll only deal with us girls," nikki took Hillary 
by the arm and pulled her ahead into the bitter chill.  
"They see guys and shit, and they start seriously 
wigging."  She dragged both her and Cheryl across the 
lot, telling them the score.  "You let me do all the 
talking unless they say something to you directly, then 
you answer them.  You do whatever they say unless you 
hear me or ronn tell you not to.  The important thing 
is that once this starts we don't piss them off and 
leave without the shit.  Got that?  You start acting 
like a couple of geeks, and they won't give us any 
shit.  And then me and ronn and tams will be on their 
shit list.  We don't fucking need that, okay ..?"

"I don't think I can ." Hillary started whining.

"Listen, shut the fuck up or I will pound the shit out 
of you right here!" nikk hissed at Hillary.  "And don't 
think I won't.  You make me look like some kind of 
puss-bag in front of these guys, and I will seriously 
fuck you up .. a lot worse than these assholes can."

"But, I've never .. I never ." Hillary couldn't even 
get the words out.
"You never what?" I asked.  "Sucked dick?  Well, now's 
a good time to learn."
"I feel like I'm going to throw up," Cheryl whined as 
we closed in to about ten feet from the car.
"You'll be all right," nikki hugged her.  "Remember, 
you're my bitch, right ..?"  Cheryl nodded.  "Right?"
"Yes," Cheryl gritted her teeth as nikki wrapped on the 
window of the Lincoln.  The car was running with its 
heater on high.  Through the steamed-up window, I could 
see the eyeballs and teeth of the black guy on the 
passenger side.  He smiled when he made out nikki 
porno's figure in the darkness.  The windows whirred 
down, leaving a sizable crack for negotiation.
"Ladies," the black guy on the front passenger side 
sounded happy to see us.  It was a cold fucking night 
to be sitting out in a parking lot selling dope to high 
school kids.  Nikki Porno always brought a little 
excitement into their usual routine.  "Was'sup with 
your FINE selves this evening?"  he looked past nikki 
to see me standing behind the two geeks.  His eyebrow 
arched, and he checked out the fat white bitches 
standing outside in the cold.
"We need nine bags," nikki kept it short because of the 
cold.  "We've got half the money.  We're willing to 
work something out for the rest."
"So, what you got?"
"Some fresh meat for you, " nikk joked and pointed to 
the shivering geeks.

"That's a lot of meat there," he joked.

"That one bitch look like a whole fucking side of meat 
to me," one of the black guys in back piped up.

Hillary almost burst out into tears, but nikki's glance 
killed it.
"I thought you guys might like a little more .. you 
know .back," she kept on talking.   "These ain't no 
skinny little white girls here."

"You tellin' me,"  the guy at the window laughed.  "I 
do like me some cushion, though."  He studied Cheryl 
for a long three seconds.  "Hey, you're kind of cute, 
bitch.  Why don't you come in here and warm up?  How's 
that sound?  You wanna party a little with me and 
Tyrone?" he indicated the driver, who just sneered in 
reply.
Cheryl didn't move or say anything.

"He's talking to you, Cheryl," nikki elbowed the chub 
in the ribs.  "Answer him."

"Sure," Cheryl shivered and let nikki shove her towards 
the side of the car.

"Guess I'm fucking Shamoo, then," the guy in the back 
grinned.  "Well, I hate to break it you, ladies.  But 
this backseat ain't big enough for me and Dante and 
her."

"My friend has a station wagon," I suddenly cut in.  
"If we fold down the backseat, there'll be plenty of 
room for all three of you."

"Sounds good by me," he crawled out the back of the car 
followed by the black guy he called Dante.  I took 
Hillary by the arm and pushed her back across the lot 
to where Josh's car was parked.  She just kind of 
staggered, like she was paralyzed or something.  Josh 
was standing inside the back doorway of the coffeehouse 
making sure everything was cool.  When he saw us 
heading towards his station wagon, he sprinted out to 
see what was up.
"Who the fuck is this?" Dante challenged.

"That's my friend," I told him.  "It's his fucking car.  
He has the fucking keys.  Now just chill."

"What's up, ronn?" Josh asked as he walked up.

"These guys need more room," I explained.  "I offered 
them the back of your station wagon."

"Josh ." Hillary started whining.

"No fucking problem," Josh cut her off and dealt with 
Dante.

"If you're in the car and the engine's running, I just 
gotta be in the car, okay ..?  You understand?  I ain't 
letting anyone alone in my car with the engine 
running."

"Whatever, man ." Dante put his arm around Hillary and 
she shuddered so hard her teeth chattered.  "It's 
colder than shit out here.  I need to warm me up fast."  
He rubbed his hands over Hillary's massive body before 
squeezing her hard.

Hillary's eyes shot out of her fucking skull.  She was 
absolutely trapped in the situation, and there was no 
way out.  Josh opened his back doors and kicked down 
the backseat.  While the black guys hustled Hillary 
inside, I walked around to the front.  Josh let me in 
the front passenger door.  One by one, the car doors 
slammed, and we were all inside.  Josh put the key in 
the ignition and hit the engine.  Cool air poured in  
from the heaters, but it got warmer in seconds.
"Jesus, bitch, you're shaking," Dante laughed.
"I'll warm you up, baby," the other black guy spoke up.  
"How 'bout something hot to suck on."  I turned around 
to see him snake his long, black fuck pole out of his 
baggy jeans and wave it in Hillary's face.  She tried 
hiding her eyes in her hands, but he slapped them away.  
"Don't close your eyes, baby," he cuffed her on the 
cheeks with his swollen black cockhead.  "That ain't no 
fun, is it ..?"
"Man, you are one monster bitch," Dante commented, 
drawing her arms behind her back and working off her 
overcoat.  With her arms pinned helplessly behind her 
back, Hillary couldn't push away the black cock 
smashing into her mouth.  As the thick cockhead slapped 
against her lips, she tried jerking her head back, but 
the black guy doing her mouth wasn't playing around.
He grabbed her by her hair and guided her face back 
towards his long thick tool.  She clenched her jaws 
tight, and closed her eyes, like that could make it all 
go away.  But Dante pulled her arms back again, working 
off her blazer.  He pinned her shoulders together, and 
she winced in pain.  Her mouth gaped opened.  The other 
black guy stuck his fingers inside her cheek like a 
fishhook, then pressed her jaws apart.  "Man, bitch 
what is up with you?" he asked.  "Don't be fighting 
me."
"She likes it rough like that," I told him.  "You know 
how freaky fat bitches are.  She wants you to really 
give it to her . hard," I added.
"'Zat right, baby?" he cackled at Hillary.  "Like it 
all nasty and shit, huh?"  He wedged his cockhead 
between her glossy lips and jammed it up against the 
inside of her chubby cheeks.  "How's that feel, huh, 
bitch?  Suck that cock, you fat freaky bitch."
"This gotta be the fattest white bitch I ever fucked," 
Dante told everyone in the car.  "Look at this shit?" 
he laughed, rubbing Hillary's belly through her tight 
white sweater.  "This shit is wild." He grabbed the 
rolls of fat bunched up between Hillary's bra and tight 
jumbo jeans and jiggled them roughly.
"She likes that," I told him.  "Do it some more.  Play 
with her fat while he fucks her face."
"You one sick-ass white bitch," the black guy in her 
mouth said to me.  "You like to see your fat friend 
fucked, don't you ..?"
"Yeah," I had fished Josh's cock out of his jeans, and 
it was raging.  "Make her fat mouth gag on that big 
black dick," I hissed at the black guy.  I played with 
Josh's pierced dickhead and pumped his cock stalk.  
"Pull that sweater up and slap her fat," I told Dante.
He yanked at the sleeves of Hillary's sweater and 
pulled.  Her fat arms slid down the sleeves, until he 
stretched the sweater out over her back and arms.  As 
he kept tugging, she had to move her arms forward to 
avoid the sharp pain under her shoulders, and suddenly 
her big fat arms were wobbling free.
The sweater was now hanging over Hillary's back and 
around her neck.  With his left hand, Dante grabbed 
onto it like a leash and yanked the fat cow's head 
back.  The black guy in her mouth scooted up to keep 
his prick lodged between her lips.  With her neck 
snapped back, she had to look straight up into the 
mammoth black tool plunging into her mouth like an oil 
drill.  With his right hand, Dante took a handful of 
Hillary's flab and kneaded it hard, scooping it up and 
stretching it away from her ribcage.  Her muffled howls 
vibrated against the other black guy's hard cock.

"Come on, slap that fat!" I told him.  "Let me hear 
it."

"Woo-eee," Dante boomed.  He let go of flab he was 
twisting and then smacked it hard.  A dull, wet, 
thwacking sound cut through Josh's station wagon.  
Dante continued slapping the rolls of fat, and the 
sound filled the car.

"Lick those balls now, you fat bitch," the black guy in 
Hillary's mouth snarled, rubbing is brillowy balls 
against Hillary's sobbing lips.  Dante yanked on the 
sweater-leash, and she opened her mouth, taking his 
partner's whole scrote.  "Suck 'em.  Suck 'em," he 
barked. 
"You like watching this, too, huh," Dante knocked the 
back of Josh's seat to catch his attention.  "Watching 
your fat friend get worked over?"  Josh said nothing, 
his eyes riveted to the warped reflection of the scene 
playing against the windshield.  His hard cock told me 
that Dante was right.  Joshy was getting off on this .. 
big time.  He wasn't going to say anything, though.  
That just wasn't Josh's way.  "You sure are some sick-
ass motherfucking kids, I'll tell you that," Dante 
shook his head.

"Not that we complaining," the other black guy laughed.  
He drummed his cockhead against Hillary's nose while 
she sucked his balls.  "Hey, Dante, let's see this 
bitch's big fat tits."

Dante unsnapped Hillary's jumbo bra, and let it fall to 
the seat.  Her fat tits wobbled free.  Dante began to 
bat them back and forth with both hands while he licked 
Hillary's fleshy back up and down.  Hillary shuddered 
and lowered her head.  When she did, she found the 
black guy's huge cock reinserted deep into her mouth 
again, fucking in and out until the cockhead hit her 
tonsils.  She gagged on it.
"Come on, suck his cock, baby," Dante hissed in 
Hillary's ear.

"Suck it good."

"Fat white bitches are the fucking freakiest around," 
the other black guy laughed, taking Hillary's hair and 
wrapping it around each of his hands.  He then pulled 
on her hair and slammed her mouth down around his cock 
so hard it choked her.  As she spit up, he withdrew his 
prick and shot his load all over her face.  The cum 
mixed with her tears, and he smeared the mess all over 
her face with his cockhead.

"This is probably the hottest fucking you ever had, 
ain't it, bitch?" Dante asked.  He reached around 
Hillary's thick waist and began unsnapping her jumbo 
jeans.  "Big-ass white bitch like you must not get 
much.  No wonder you such a fucking freaky bitch.  
Well, don't worry, bitch.  I'll fuck your fat ass so 
good you won't need no cock for a few fucking months.  
You ever been done by a black guy before, bitch?  Have 
you?"

"No," Hillary whimpered.

"She's a fucking virgin, man," I told him as I jerked 
off Josh's cock.  "Just look at her.  Who the fuck 
would want to fuck her fat ass?"

"'Zat right, baby?  You a virgin?" Dante asked.

"Yes," she sobbed.  "Please .  please don't rape me."

"We a little past that now, bitch, ain't we," the other 
black guy said, stroking his cock and dangling it back 
in front of Hillary's bawling mouth.  "Now suck on this 
and get me hard again.  I'm going to bust that fat ass 
of yours wide open after Dante's done with your pussy."
"You want her ass, then?" Dante asked  He pulled down 
Hillary's jumbo jeans past her hips and huge ass.
"She's got herself some virgin skank, figured you'd 
want first stab at that, homes."
"Look at this fat fucking ass, though," Dante pulled 
down her jumbo panties and slapped her ass so hard the 
car rocked.  "Be like fucking a whale, all this blubber 
and shit."  He smacked her ass even harder for 
emphasis.  "You sure you want her ass?"
"I like me plenty a' back, you know that."
"This ain't back, it's fucking blubber."
"I said I'd fuck the fat bitch's white ass.  You gotta 
a problem with that?"

"No problem, man."  He licked his fingers and jabbed 
them into Hillary's fat cunt.  "You hear that, baby.  
I'm going to pop that fat-ass white cherry of yours.  
How you feel about that, bitch?  I'm going to fucking 
spoil your fat ass, you know ..?" he continued ranting 
as he took out his hard black tool.  It wasn't as long 
as the other guy's, but it was a lot thicker, like a 
can of Campbell's Soup.  "Probably be the only time you 
ever get a hot cock shoved up that cunt of yours.  But 
don't worry, baby, I'll take real good care of you.  
Bust you in real good.  Be the best fuck of your life.  
Now scoot that big sweet ass of yours back, bitch.  My 
cock's back here, baby," he slapped her ass hard, and 
she crawled back helplessly to accept his thick cock.
At this point, Hillary was a freaked-out mess.  She was 
crying hysterically, but the black guys just seemed to 
think it was some kind of act or something.  I looked 
into her eyes as I pumped Josh's cock.  He looked 
straight ahead into the windshield.  Both Josh and 
Hillary had the same vacant, zombie eyes.  Josh was 
facing a part of himself he'd always denied.  Hillary 
was facing what she'd never been able to deny.
This would no doubt be the worst night in Hillary's 
entire life.  She must have been so psyched earlier.  
She was finally going to get to hang with her "true 
love" Josh.  Maybe she could get him to like her for 
who she really was underneath all that fat blubber.  
She'd spent hours trying to decide what to wear so 
she'd look hot, as if she could ever look hot.  She'd 
fucking convinced herself she had a chance with Josh.  
For a few hours, she'd actually believed all the 
bullshit.
She thought she had new friends and a new life.  Now 
she was in the backseat of Josh's car being double-
slammed by two low-life niggers who were treating her 
like trash.  Meanwhile, Josh, her true beloved, sat 
calmly in the front seat smoking a cigarette and 
getting jacked off by me.  Her expensive white sweater 
was stretched-out and looped around her neck like a dog 
collar.  Her jumbo jeans were down past her fat thighs, 
and her jumbo panties were torn in shreds around her 
gaping crotch.
To make things worse, she was scooting her fat ass 
back, chasing some black guy's cock so he could bust 
her geek cherry.  She was sobbing like a baby, muffled 
beneath the black cock shoved in her face.
"Come on, baby, back up!" Dante slapped her ass like 
bongo drums.  "My cock's back here, baby!"  He was 
enjoying teasing her, making her humiliate her fat ass 
even further.  She desperately kept scooting back, 
trying to aim her fat pussy at his thick, huge cock.  
As he toyed with her, Dante kept licking his fingers 
and working them deeper into her virgin puss.  Even 
though she was fat and flabby, her puss was still bound 
to be tight, and he wanted it as nice and slick as 
possible for his thick tool.  "Back here, baby," he 
mocked, tickling his cockhead against her puss.

Feeling the swollen helmet against her labes, Hillary 
shoved her fat ass back, sucking an inch or so of 
Dante's thick black fuck pole into her wet snatch.  He 
let her have some of his meat for a second or two 
before drawing back and making her scoot back further 
for it, like her puss was begging his black cock to 
fuck it.  "Come on, baby, back here," he kept on 
jeering.  She desperately tried to engulf his prick 
with her fat cunt.  "Fat freaky bitch can't find my 
dick through all that blubber," he joked.  "That's all 
right, baby," he leaned down and licked her ass crack. 

"We got all night, don't we ..?"

"Please," Hillary finally pleaded.  "Just do it."

"Do what?"

"Fuck me," she sobbed.  "Please just get it over with."

"What the fuck you say?!" Dante shouted.

"Please fuck me," she wailed.

"You said 'Get it over with,' bitch.  What the fuck 
does that mean, bitch?  What?  You think your fat white 
ass is too good for me or some shit.  I'll show you 
'too good,' you fat bitch."  Dante spit as he jammed 
his thick black cock deep into Hillary's fat puss.

"Shit!" she howled as he slammed into her, obviously 
ripping her cherry.  "Oh, shit, please stop ."  she 
kept screeching as he drove his thick black fuck pole 
deeper and deeper into her fat virgin puss.
"Look," I whispered in Josh's ear, fucking it with my 
tongue-stud.  "Turn around and look at her."  He 
followed my voice and turned around.  His pierced 
cockhead was throbbing in my hand, and I knew it was 
about to shoot.  He stared into the back of his station 
wagon, and licked his lips.  I tugged at his scrote 
rings and pumped his shaft.
Dante was royally raping Hillary's fat ass.  He was 
slapping it hard every time he downstroked, and all the 
flab on her fat cow body wobbled and jiggled.  "Fuck 
that fat-ass white bitch," the other guy shouted as 
sweat poured down Dante's face.  "Fuck her fat pussy 
good, man.  Fuck that white whale blubber bitch."  To 
make matters even more twisted, Hillary's fat puss had 
begun farting every time Dante upstroked.  The sound of 
her pussy farts and his ass-slapping shook the car.
Josh's whole body tensed as he watched the grotesque 
spectacle.  "Fuck her," he finally whispered, fucking 
his own-tongue into my ear.  His cock and balls 
quivered, and his piss-hole sprayed a hot load of 
splooge.  I milked his pierced prick all over my hands.  
"Fuck her fat ass.  Fuck it hard."
I jammed my cum-covered fingers in his mouth.  He 
sucked off all his spunk while he watched Hillary's fat 
ass get repeatedly slammed.
"Fuck, I'm cumming," Dante hissed.  He buried his thick 
fuck tool so deep into Hillary's fat cunt that he 
butted her head against the door about ten times while 
he drained his hot load in her fat virgin puss.
"Shit, man, you fucking killing the fat-ass bitch," the 
other black guy told Dante.  He pushed Dante off 
Hillary.  "You wanna get us arrested or some shit.  
What the fuck is with you, nigger?"
"Fat ass white bitch whore," Dante continued slapping 
Hillary's ass.  She huddled against the door, crying 
her eyes out.
"Man, you really fucking hurt her," the other guy was 
trying to scramble out the car. 'Get your black ass 
outta the car, nigger."
As Dante hoisted up his pants, he leaned over and spit 
in Hillary's weeping face.  "Thatta teach you to say 
"get it over with,' you fat fucking freak.  You should 
be thanking God I fucked your fat ugly ass.  Only time 
you'll ever get any hard dick up that skank-ass cunt of 
yours, ho'.  'Get it over with,' my black ass, you 
white trash whore."  He spit in her eyes again, and 
allowed his friend to hustle him out the car.
Before Josh could stop me, I sprang out of the car 
after them.  I wasn't going to let them out of my 
sight.  Not when they still owed us some shit.  They 
trotted up to the Lincoln with dante still cursing out 
Hillary at the top of his lungs.  As the other guy 
tried to calm him down, the door opened and nikki slid 
out.  Cheryl followed her on wobbly legs.  Her hair was 
all messed up, and her make-up all smeared on her face 
like she was a clown.  Her bomber jacket was thrown 
over her shoulders, and I could tell right away that 
her turtleneck was on insides-out, and she'd lost her 
bra.  Then I noticed it crumbled up in nikki's hands.  
Cheryl's jeans were unbuttoned, too, and the fly was 
halfway down her crotch.  She staggered on her stilleto 
boots and leaned against nikki, who was laughing like a 
psycho.
Nikki waved the baggies at me as Dante approached 
the car.
"Fucking fat bitch," he was still cursing.
"Wass'sup?" the guy named Tyrone cackled at his 
friend.
"Dante went off, man."
"You didn't hurt the bitch did you, Dante?" Tyrone 
asked.
"Fucking fat bitch told me to 'get it over with.'   
Told ME to 'get it over with.'  Fat fucking bitch 
should be thanking God this nigger fucked her fat sorry 
ass.  Best fucking cock that fat cunt will ever ride."

"Get in the car, Dante," Tyrone laughed.  He 
turned to nikki.
"We square now?" he asked.
"Fuck yeah," nikk smiled at him, waved the baggies and 
blew him a kiss.
"You come back and see us real soon," Tyrone smirked at 
Cheryl.  She smiled at him weakly.  "Come her and give 
us a kiss, bitch," he laughed, and wagged his finger.  
She stumbled over to him, barely able to stand, let 
alone walk.  With her knees wobbling, she pressed her 
tits against his chest, and they shared a hot, open-
mouthed kiss.  Tyrone planted his strong black hands on 
Cheryl's chub butt and spanked her.  "You my bitch, 
ain't ya?" he asked her.  She nodded with a shy smile.  
"Now get your white asses outta her," Tyrone smiled, 
"before I freeze my black ass off."
We all trotted over to the station wagon.  As we closed 
in, I could see that Josh had crawled into the back 
seat.  Hillary had her head in his lap, and for a 
moment I thought he was comforting her.  Then I saw 
that his hands were firmly planted on the back of her 
head.
"Go in, I'll be there in a minute," I told nikki.  She 
smiled, pulled Cheryl behind her and headed to the 
door.  "Hey, give us our shit," I called to her.
She turned around and tossed me three baggies one at a 
time.  Then she ran inside.  I looked in the bags as I 
slid back into the station wagon through the front 
passenger door.  
Josh looked up, saw me, and smiled.  "That's it, you 
fat bitch, suck my cock," he went back to hissing in 
Hillary's ear as he pulled her hair.  "Suck my cock 
like you sucked that nigger's cock.  You liked that 
nigger's big black cock in your mouth, didn't you, you 
fat fucking cunt ..?  I always knew you were a fucking 
nigger loving freak, you fat cow.  You wanted me so 
bad, well here I am," he sneered.  He jammed her head 
down even harder around his pierced cock.  "Here's your 
big chance, cunt.  Show me how bad you want me.  
Convince me I should take pity and even fuck a fat ugly 
cow like you.  Do you love me, cunt?" he asked her, 
yanking her head off his cock.
"Yes, Josh," she was bawling like a baby.  "Yes, I love 
you so much."
"Then prove it, bitch.  Prove it!"
"I did prove it to you," she bawled.  "I did what 
you wanted.
You said that's what I needed to do ."
"Fucking fat bitch," Josh slapped her face, and she 
cringed.  "Shut your fucking mouth and suck my cock.  
Suck it good, or I'll never talk to you again."  She 
bent back down and accepted his pierced cock with her 
sobbing mouth.   As she sucked, Josh reached over and 
slapped her fat ass, which was already covered with 
bruises and welts.  "Go on and slap her ass, ronn," he 
told me.  "It's fun, see?"  He pounded her hard with 
his fist.  "She's a fat fucking cow.  What the fuck 
does she care?"
I bent over the seat and slapped Hillary's ass along 
with Josh.  She kept crying and sucking.  "Come on, 
bitch," Josh snarled.  "That's the worst fucking head 
I've ever had.  You've been sucking on that thing for 
ten straight minutes, and I'm not even close to cumming 
yet.  SUCK IT, you fat cunt.  You wanna be my 
girlfriend, and you can't even suck my cock.  Fucking 
geek, SUCK IT!"
"You want some shit?" I asked him, fishing my pipe and 
lighter out of my pockets.
"Fuck yeah," he reached over and handed me his own 
pipe.  I packed some bowls and watched him slap her ass 
harder and harder as she pathetically sucked his cock.  
I fired his pipe up and handed it back to him.  We kind 
of saluted each other and took a simultaneous hit, 
letting the herb cut through the numbness in our brains 
and bodies before snorting it out in a giggle.
"Give her some," I gestured to Josh's pipe.  "Fat 
fucking bitch earned it.  Man, he slam-fucked your fat 
ass, didn't he, Hil?" I talked to our victim for the 
first time in well over an hour.  "How did that feel, 
that nigger fucking your fat ass like that?  Did you 
cum?"
Hillary just kind of sobbed as Josh yanked her head up.  
"She asked you a fucking question, bitch," Josh yelled 
at her.  "What?  You still too good to talk to ronni?"
"Did you cum?" I repeated.
"No," she sobbed.  "No, I didn't cum, you fucking 
bitch!" she wept.  "You let those niggers rape me."

"Can't rape the willing," I sneered.  "You were the one 
who crawled back here with those niggers.  You could 
have run."
"Fuck you!"
"Got your cherry busted by a couple niggers in the 
backseat of a car whoring for dope," I kept at her.  
"Bet your mommy told you all about 'saving yourself' 
for Mr. Right, huh ..?  
Bet you had all these little fucking fantasies about 
how beautiful it would be, huh, Hil ..?  Never thought 
you'd be giving it up to two niggers for a bag of dope, 
did you ..?  Shit, girl, they fucked you up good, 
didn't they ..?  How did that fucking feel?  How did it 
feel being trash?"
"Shut the fuck up!" Hillary bawled.  "Just shut 
up."
"No, you shut up and suck on this," Josh put the pipe 
to her lips.  "It'll make you feel better.  Come on.  
Listen to Josh," he smiled and rubbed her fat ass.  
After all she'd been through, she was still under 
Josh's spell.  She put her lips to the pipe and did 
exactly as he said, drawing the smoke into her lungs.  
"Hold it in," Josh instructed her.  "Okay let it out.  
Take another hit ." he coached her through about six 
more hits until she was giggling like a schoolgirl 
despite her situation.
When Josh resumed spanking her fat ass and feeding her 
his prick, the tears had stopped.  As he slapped her 
ass, I took some more hits and admired the utter 
massiveness of Hillary's ass cheeks.  Getting stoned, 
her plush, fleshy dimensions seemed even more grotesque 
and absurd, especially her ass.  It was like the size 
of two, huge squishy watermelons put together.  I had 
to touch that ass.  I had to see Josh fuck that huge 
gross ass.  I wet my fingers and started teasing her 
fat ass hole.  She whimpered slightly.  My cold fingers 
jabbed into her butt crack.
"Fucking quit your whining," Josh hissed at her.  
"Ronni can do whatever the fuck she wants to.  You got 
that?"
Hillary let loose a stoned giggle and said something 
impossible to understand through Josh's throat jamming.
"I'm getting her ass ready for you to fuck," I told 
Josh as I continued working and spreading apart her 
fat, fleshy ass cheeks.  "I want to watch you fuck her 
big fat ass an then blow your wad right in her fat ugly 
face."  I jabbed three fingers into Hillary's ass, and 
she squirmed around like a stuck piggy.  "Her ass is so 
fucking gross, Joshy.  Would you look at the size of 
her fucking ass?  I want to see you fuck it with your 
hard pierced dick sooo bad."
"You hear that, cow.  I'm going to fuck your ass and 
ronni's going to watch me," Josh pulled up on her hair 
so that his cock almost came out of her mouth before he 
shoved it back down again . hard.  She gagged, and he 
laughed, repeating the process three more times in a 
row, until she collapsed against his lap in a heap of 
giggles.  "Her ass ready yet?" Josh asked me.
I spread her massive cheeks apart and pressed my face 
into her ass crack and vibrated my lips into her 
asshole.  Then I spit deep into her asshole, and I 
withdrew, watching my spit dribble out her hole.  "Go 
ahead, Joshy.  Her fat ass is all yours."
"Come here, bitch," Josh dragged her around by her hair 
until she was on all fours, her huge ass resting 
against his shins.  "Stick that fat ass up, bitch," he 
slapped her hard with one hand and held his pipe up to 
his mouth with the other.  
I undid my jeans and scooted them down my hips and 
thighs.
"I said stick it up, and scoot back, just like you did 
for the nigger.  Come on, bitch, find my cock with your 
fat ass.  Back further, bitch.  My cock's back here.  
How am I going to fuck your fat ass if you can't even 
find my cock."

She tried to reach underneath and grab his dick with 
her hands so she could guide it to her asshole.  But 
Josh slapped away her hands.
"I watched you fuck that nigger, you fat bitch," he 
slapped her ass again.  "You didn't use your hands on 
him.  You backed up right on his cock, just like he 
fucking told you.  Maybe you liked fucking his nigger 
cock more than me, huh ..?" he punched her ass hard 
now.  "Huh, Hillary, is that it?  You wanted his nigger 
cock inside you more than you want mine?  I thought you 
loved me, you fat bitch.  You told me you loved me."
"I do," she moaned, pressing her fat ass into Josh's 
crotch, desperately swishing her big butthole around 
trying to snare his cock.
"I love you, Josh.  I do ."
"You ain't showing me that, Hillary," Josh scolded her.  
"Now get your ass on my cock before I go limp."
She did her best to comply, bumping her ass against 
Josh's stomach while he spanked her flabby buttcheeks 
with his pierced cockhead.  Cracking up, I reached over 
and jammed my pipe in her mouth.  "Take a hit," I told 
her.  She complied while Josh took a few more hits on 
his own pipe.  Then he pressed the pipe back against 
her mouth.  She didn't even hesitate before taking both 
pipes between her lips, and then taking three monster 
double-hits.  I took my own pipe back and took a long 
drag, drifting deeper into the high.  I rubbed my 
pierced tummy, found my clit and puss rings and started 
strumming real hard.  I had left myself at the brink of 
a cum almost two hours ago, and I'd been on edge ever 
since.  Now that I was getting stoned, the urge to cum 
was almost psychotic.  I was going to jack myself off 
while I watched what I'd been wanting to see all 
evening-Josh go totally ape-shit fucking this bitch's 
fat ass with his pierced prick.
"That's it, bitch, right there," Josh told her when she 
finally managed to back up her asshole over his 
cockhead.  "Now scoot that fat ass back and fuck my 
fuck in your asshole."
"Please ." was all Hillary could manage to giggle while 
she slammed her massive butt backwards and Josh jabbed 
his pierced cockhead forwards.  Josh is a mean ass 
fucker.  Even I don't like it when he fucks my ass 
sometimes, especially with his piercings in.  That's 
why he always takes them out with me now.  Hillary 
wasn't so lucky, though.  She was going to get the full 
treatment.  Josh was about as gentle as a pitbull when 
he was ass fucking.  I used to think he just didn't 
know how to do it, because he's nowhere near as brutal 
when he's in my pussy.  But then one day it just 
occurred to me that Josh really got off on fucking 
chicks hard up the ass.   Hillary was in for a 
nightmare ride.
"How does that look, ronn?" he asked me as he butted 
his cock against Hillary's narrow hole.  "Can you see?  
I'm stuffing it in her ass now."
"No, her fat ass cheek's in the way," I answered.
"Move your fat fucking ass around to the left so ronni 
can see me ram your ass," Josh slapped her on the left 
butt cheek, prompting her to swivel around.

Now that she'd engulfed his prick, she was no longer 
freaking, and with the shit frying her brains she'd 
begun giggling again.
"That good?" he asked me as she repositioned herself.  
"Can you see now?"
"Yeah," I laughed.  "Now ride that fat beast, cowboy."  
I took a deep hit off the pipe and pinched my clit 
hard.
"Yee-fucking-hah!" Josh jabbed his pierced cock right 
into Hillary's pooper and grasped her ass cheeks.  He 
raised his knees slightly and slammed downward, prying 
her fat ass open even further.  "That's it, bitch," he 
jeered.  "It's going right up your fat ass.  What do 
you think of that?"  He took a few more draws off his 
pipe then leaned over and shoved it in her mouth.  She 
sucked hard on the pipe, and then collapsed slightly as 
he drove in harder and deeper, jarring her so hard her 
head hit the door again.
Only now, instead of weeping, she was laughing 
hysterically.  Josh was raping her fat ass, and she was 
laughing hysterically.  I listened to him slam into 
her, imagining how his pierced cockhead must have felt 
in her fat ass . like a fucking cheese grater.  
Like I said, my ass had been on the other end of Josh's 
pierced prick before, and when he was slam-fucking your 
ass laughing was the furthest thing from your mind.  
Even when I was stoned, I just bit my tongue and took 
his ass-stretching like a bitch, playing with my clit 
and praying for him to finish quick.  But this fat cow 
was laughing.  She was fucking getting off on it.  She 
really was a fucking freak.
I felt the car shake all around us.  I tugged my labe 
rings, diddled my puss and hit the sweet spot right 
above my clit, pressing it into my cunt bone and 
rubbing like crazy.  I took another hit off my pipe, 
and then another.  Time froze, and everything kind of 
just settled into this warm, fuzzy haze of pure fucking 
horny nirvana.
Josh grabbed Hillary's ass cheeks in both hands, and 
used them to steer his cock back and forth, and up and 
down in her stretched-out asshole.  He was fucking her 
so hard, the whole car was shaking.  The sound of his 
balls slapping against her ass was now drowning out the 
heater.  "Come on, bitch, ride it ." he hissed.  "Take 
that fucking cock up your fat ass!  Do you love me, 
bitch?" he asked again.
"Yes!" she groaned, and I suddenly noticed something.  
Hillary had her fingers jammed up under fat belly and 
into her crotch.  She was playing with her puss while 
Josh fucked her ass. 
"Josh, look at her," I said.  "She's playing with her 
fucking cunt while you fuck her fat ass.  She's going 
to cum with your dick in her ass.  Fuck her, Josh.  
Fuck that fat cow's ass."
"Come on, bitch, cum for me.  Make yourself cum," 
Josh hissed.
"I love you, Josh," Hillary bawled, not even paying 
attention to what Josh or I was saying.  "Oh, I love 
you."

I burst out laughing.  The shit I was smoking and my 
cum merged together in a huge rush that swept over me 
in a hot wave.  "I love you, Joshy," I mocked Hillary.  
"Oooo, honey, I love you.  Fuck my fat ass.  I love 
you!"  I was peeing my puss now, rolling around on the 
front seat of the car while Josh slammed Hillary's fat 
cow ass and she jacked her pussy off.
I heard more groans, more slapping, more groans, and 
then Josh howling, "Fuck I'm cumming."  The car shook, 
and I heard something slamming into the backdoor.  I 
looked over the front seat and saw that Hillary's head 
was again banging into the side of the car.  Josh 
pulled his cock out of her gaping asshole and squeezed 
it tight, cutting off the flow of cum behind his 
pierced cockhead.  He grabbed her by the hair and 
pulled her face up.  At point blank range, he aimed his 
pisshole right in her eyes and uncorked a huge spurt of 
splooge all over her dazed face.
"Suck all that cum up," he demanded, shoving his 
pierced prick between her gasping lips and firing jet 
after jet of cum deep into her throat.  "Clean my prick 
off.  Lick it," he barked orders, jamming his prick in 
and out of her mouth, and then rubbing it across her 
fat, smiling face.  "Cum on, bitch.  Clean all that cum 
off.  I don't want one drop of cum in my fucking 
shorts."
"Yes, Josh," she purred pathetically, licking his cock 
to a glistening shine.
"I'm outta here," I giggled, scooting my jeans back on 
and reaching for the door.  I staggered out into the 
cold night and headed for the coffee house's rear 
entrance.  The warm air tingled the hair on my scalp as 
I pushed my way inside towards our table.  Everyone was 
gone except for Manel.  She sat there with a stupid 
look on her face.  She looked like she'd been crying.
"What's up, girlfriend?" I plopped down in the seat 
next to her.  "Where is everyone?"
"They went out over to .. Sean's?" she spoke the name
uncertainly.  "To ."

"To get high," I nodded.  "How come you didn't go 
with them?"

"You told me to wait for you," Manel looked down 
at the table.

"And you did?"  I was totally surprised.

"Sure," she smiled.

"You want to go out in Josh's car and smoke a bowl?" I 
asked her.

"Sure, okay," she still kept smiling at me.
"Let's go then," I took her hand and led her out back.  
Josh and Hillary were still in the car partying when we 
came up to the door.

I opened the door, and Manel and I crawled into the 
back of the station wagon with Josh and Hillary.  Josh 
still had his cock out, and was jacking it off into 
Hillary's mouth.  "Don't move," he kept whispering to 
her in between hits on his pipe.  "Don't fucking move 
an inch."  His cock was making this really cool wet-
smacking sound as he stroked it fast inside her lips.  
Hillary was just lying there, perfectly still, like a 
fat statue, a big stupid grin on her face.  I slapped 
the cow's huge flabby ass and pulled Manel over to me.  
As we kissed, Josh looked over at me and smiled.  
"Get us some more shit, okay ..?" I told him in between 
mouthfuls of Manels' hairy lips and tongue.  
He nodded and stopped pumping his dick into Hillary's 
mouth.  "Just let it sit in your mouth," he commanded 
her.  "Don't suck it, don't touch it, nothing.  Just 
lie there perfectly still with my cock in your mouth," 
he ordered.
"Ughh huhhh," she gurgled, her mouth stuffed with his 
pierced prick.
"Good girl," he complimented her as he began packing a 
bowl.  "Just like that."  He finished packing the bowl 
while he watched me tear into Manel, the Indian 
princess.  
I had her pinned against the door panel on the driver's 
side.  She had pretty much gone limp after our first 
deep kiss.  Now she was just breathing shallow, and 
letting me do whatever I wanted to her.  I knew her 
type - hot for puss, yet too freaked to say or do 
anything, even when it was jammed in their face.  If 
she wanted to play like a little blow-up doll, that was 
fine by me.  I'd have her crawling out of her skin and 
inhaling my puss in no time.  I always did.
"Let's see her tits, ronn," Josh took a long hit off 
the freshly-packed bowl and then passed it to me.
I sucked off a little, put my mouth over Manel's, and 
then blew the smoke down her lungs.  She retched a 
little, so I did the same thing again and again until 
she could take me blowing full force into her lungs 
without heaving.  She really was a little blow-up doll.  
I yanked off her coat and tore at her sweater, mauling 
her tits in the process.  I stuck the pipe in between 
her hairy lips then.  She took a long drag while I 
lifted up her sweater and groped her firm little boobs 
through her blouse.  
The shit the black guys had sold us was particularly 
strong tonight, and like Hillary my little Indian 
princess had never had any kind of taste before.  So a 
few tokes, and she was zooming in no time.  I watched a 
stupid, stoned smile spread across her hairy face as 
she sucked on the pipe, and I knew she was wasted 
already.  I pulled her arms one at a time through the 
sleeves on her sweater until it was bunched up around 
her neck.  Then I went back to her blouse, biting at 
her buttons one at a time, and popping them off in my 
mouth. 
She watched me ruining her nice white blouse, but said 
nothing.  She was too busy getting high and getting off 
on the feel of my hands as they molested her dark skin.  
Her blouse was completely open now.  I lifted her back 
up and slid the white sleeves down her brown arms.  She 
didn't shiver anymore when I touched her.  In fact, she 
kind of curled into me and hugged me.  I worked off the 
last of her blouse and started on her bra.
"This what you wanted to see?" I asked Josh as I 
unsnapped Manel's bra, scooted the straps down her 
shoulders, and let it fall into her lap.  "Nice and 
firm," I showed Josh, pinching her hard nipples.  They 
looked like ripe black cherries in the darkness of the 
car.  "These puppies would look positively darling with 
a two big rings right through the nips," I observed, 
tweaking each tit hard.  "How does that sound, baby?  
We'll go and get you your nips pierced just like mine, 
huh ..?  How'd you like that?"
"Yes," she gasped slightly.  I slapped my mouth on each 
nip and teased them with my tongue-stud.
"She's got hair on her boobs," I informed Josh as I 
licked a soft patch of fur on her right tit.  "Not like 
one or two hairs like I get, but a whole bunch of hair.  
Like a tit moustache or something.  These little 
puppies are wild."
"Cool," was all he said, feasting his eyes on my 
lez action.
I was really intrigued by Manel's hairy body, 
especially her furry tits.  The hair was thin and fine 
and seemed to everywhere.  I licked around her tits to 
the underside, then moved over to her armpits and 
licked there.  These she'd shaved, but they were 
stubbly, and I raked my tongue across the burrs causing 
her to fidget around beneath me.  With one hand 
kneading her boobs, I snaked the other down her flat 
tummy to the top of her skirt.
She lifted her ass up automatically.  I slid the skirt 
down her waist, hips and thighs to her knees.  I moved 
my hand back up to her tights while she kicked her legs 
and worked the skirt the rest of the way down her legs.  
With her ass still lifted, I had an easy time working 
the tights and panties down her sweaty brown legs.  She 
was kicking off her shoes when the tights reached her 
knees, and together we managed to slide them down her 
legs and over her feet.
Now I had her brown little hairy body bare-assed naked.  
She was sucking on the pipe like there was no tomorrow, 
and I knew I could do pretty much whatever I wanted to 
her.  I kicked her legs apart and spread her thighs 
wide like a wishbone.  Then I licked up her legs 
starting at her calves, rubbing my hands over her brown 
skin while she snorted on the pipe.
I was a little disappointed that she shaved her legs.  
For some reason, the thought of her having hairy legs 
turned me on even more.  "Don't shave your fucking legs 
anymore, okay," I whispered to her as I kissed her 
thighs.  "I want them to be all furry when I fuck you 
next, okay ..?"
"Okay," she gasped.
"We're gonna get some nice tatts running all up your 
hairy legs, like Indian symbols and pictures and shit, 
you know.  All those fucked up gods and goddesses 
fucking each other.  How does that sound?"

"Okay," she mumbled through her stoned, horny 
haze.
"Then we're going to get that hairy puss pierced 
just like
mine and nikki's and tams, and your hairy tits, too.  
And you're going to be my hairy little Indian thrasher 
bitch, okay ..?"
"Okay," she smiled and sucked on the pipe.
"That's beautiful, ronn," Josh whispered.  "Make her 
fucking squirm."  The wet-smacking popping sound 
started up again.  I glanced up to see Josh had resumed 
using Hillary's fat face like a fuck hole, jacking his 
cock off into her mouth.  The fat cow moved slightly 
and tried to get control over his pierced dick, but he 
slapped her hard on the ass.  "No!" he snapped at her.  
"Perfectly still.  You're mouth is just a fuck hole," 
he ranted.  "That's all, you fat bitch.  Your mouth is 
just a fuck hole for my cock to cum in.  Got it?"
She nodded in agreement.  He smacked her lard ass 
again, and she winced.
"I said 'Perfectly still'," he hissed again.

"I don't think she understands you, Joshy," I giggled.  
"Slap her fat ass again and teach her."

Hillary cringed as she saw Josh raise his hand yet 
again.  Even through her monster high, Josh's abuse was 
sinking in past the numbness.   She flinched even 
before the blow, moving her head again.  He pounded her 
on the ass once, and then again, even harder.  Her 
whole sweaty, blubbery body shook and jiggled after 
each blow.  The rolls of fat wobbled and glistened in 
the scattered light filtering through the shadows.  
"So how do you like your fat bitch. Joshy?" I giggled, 
working my tongue-stud up Manel's left thigh.   I 
hoisted up her legs behind her head so I could get at 
her ass.  "Isn't she fun?"
"Yeah," he slapped her ass again.  "She's a fucking 
riot.
How's your little geek fuck toy?"
"I'm going to let you fuck this hairy pussy when I'm 
done," I told him, rubbing the thick bush of dark fur 
that engulfed Manel's slick snatch.  "She's got as much 
hair down here as I have on my whole fucking head," I 
joked.  "Don't you, baby?" I asked her, stabbing my 
tongue-stud deep into the forest of her pubes.
"Yes," she gasped, taking the pipe out of her mouth 
after another monster hit.  "Oh, yes," she repeated, 
thrashing her hips around and mashing her puss into my 
mouth as I feasted away at her labes.
"You like that, bitch?" Josh sneered at her through the 
cramped darkness.  "You like having ronni lez your 
hairy pussy?"
"Yes," she whimpered, bucking around like crazy.  I 
danced my tongue-stud all around her clit, teasing her 
love bump out of its hood until it stuck out like a 
little brown nose.  She had a whopper of a clit, too, 
the biggest I'd ever seen in real life.  Like something 
from one of the jpegs Nicky was always downloading from 
all the porno newsgroups.
"Slap it," Josh groaned at me, still pumping his dick 
noisily into Hillary's fat cow mouth.  "Slap her pussy 
so I can hear it."
I reached my hand up and smacked Manel right on her 
swollen clitty.  She jumped up so hard she hit her head 
on the roof of the wagon.  She crumpled down in a daze, 
and I smacked her clit again, and again.  She thrashed 
around after every blow, kicking her legs and trying to 
break free.  But she was majorly wasted by now, and I'm 
a pretty strong little bitch when I'm horny, so I just 
held her there and kept smacking her puss - Hard.  Josh 
started slapping Hillary's fat ass then, and the two of 
us traded blows one-for-one on our fuck toys.  The 
beating was like a rhythm beneath the constant wet-
smacking-popping sound of  Josh's cock jacking off in 
Hillary's mouth.
After about ten or fifteen smacks, Manel just quit 
fighting me.  She slumped back against the door panel 
and took it.  Her pussy was sopping wet and soaking 
everything underneath us.  Her ass kept jerking up 
after every slap to her puss, and when I kissed her 
huge clit, she freaked.  Before I could react, she 
wrapped her thighs tight around my head, squeezing so 
hard I thought she was going to crush my skull.
Everything went silent, then, as her sweaty thighs 
closed around my ears.  I was lost in a total vacuum.  
I twirled my tongue-stud in a series of geometric 
patterns across her clit - triangles, circles, squares, 
diamonds - and I could feel her hands grabbing my hair 
and pressing my face deeper into her steamy, hairy 
puss.  When I felt her whole body start spazzing,  I 
worked my tongue even faster.  I pressed my nose hard 
against her puss, and with my tongue-stud I smashed her 
clit hard against her cunt bone.
She jerked up hard, and I felt a thud.  She must have 
hit her head on the roof of the wagon again.  I was 
getting dizzier as her thighs clenched like a vise 
around my head.  It felt like she was trying to crush 
my skull into pulp and then cram it up her puss.  She 
jerked up again and then once more, hitting her head 
each time.  Then she went totally limp, releasing my 
head from her thighs and letting me slide my face free.
The sound of the night came rushing back into my ears.  
I could hear someone really groaning and swearing.  It 
was Manel.  Her face was bathed in sweat, and she was 
just moaning "Fuck" and "Yes" over and over again.  I 
heard Josh's voice over the wet-smacking sound of his 
pumping dick.  He was asking Manel how she liked having 
her puss lezzed out.  He was calling her a rug munching 
lezbo geek, and she just kept saying "Yes" to 
everything he said.
As I drifted back into reality, I began losing my top.  
My tits were free in a second, and I slapped them 
against Manel's gasping face.  "I saw you looking at 
these before," I teased her, smothering her hairy brown 
face in my cleav.  "So now's your chance, baby.  Suck 
on 'em."
She smiled up at me and devoured my right boob likeshe 
was breastfeeding.   Being a chick, she pretty much 
knew what fely good on a pair of tits.  She licked and 
sucked each nipple hard while I rubbed my pierced tummy 
across her sweaty brown body.  
"Bite down on my boob rings and yank on them," I told 
her.  She did so gently.  "No," I told her.  "Harder.  
Bite down and yank on them, til you almost think you're 
going to tear my nips off."  She tried again, a little 
harder.  "Harder," I slapped my boob in her face, and 
she chomped down on my nip ring and tugged hard.  
"That's it.  Even harder now, make it sting!"
Finally after about five minutes of this, I pulled away 
from her, kicked off my doc martens, and began scooting 
off my jeans and panties.  When I'm hot, I can get 
naked pretty much faster than anyone I know, even nikki 
porno.  In a few seconds,  I was saddling up on Manel's 
face and feeding her my pierced puss.
Like I said, even though this was obviously her first 
lez fest, Manel was a chick, and chicks just kind of 
know what to do when there's a puss jammed in their 
face.  It comes from all those years of playing with 
yourself at night.  Granted, we all like it a little 
different, but there are certain moves that always feel 
good no matter whose puss it is.  Besides, Manel had 
already seen me jacking off my puss earlier that night, 
so she pretty much knew where my hot spots were.  She 
sunk her tongue in like a rugmuncher, then, as I mashed 
my puss against her face.
"Stuff it in her mouth," Josh told me.  "Make her eat 
that pussy til you cum in her fucking mouth."
Guys can be such dweebs sometimes.  Like I needed Josh 
to tell me what to do.  I worked my crotch up her mouth 
and rolled my ass forward.  Although I was digging the 
feel of her tongue against my clit and labe rings, I 
was really in the mood for something a little nastier.  
I now had my shit-hole planted right over her tongue, 
and she didn't even hesitate.  She started rimming away 
like she'd been lezzing for years.  I swiveled my hips 
around so she hit every nook and cranny.  She somehow 
knew to alternate between long tongue stabs up my hole 
and licking around the flap of skin between my puss and 
ass.  I'm real sensitive right there, and I started 
humping her face against my crotch.
While she worked me, I began strumming my pierced puss 
- tugging on my labe rings and pinching my clit hard.  
"Eat me!" I hissed.  "Come on, baby, eat that hot puss.  
Stuff your hairy face up there and lick my ass.  Shit!" 
I started humping her face real hard, feeling a cum-
quake rip through my pierced tummy and out my labes.  
As I started flooding, I rubbed my cunt up and down her 
hairy face, smearing it with my puss juice til it 
glistened.
If she thought I was done, she was crazy.  I was just 
getting warmed up.  "Get over here and fuck her hairy 
puss, Josh," I told him.  I turned completely around on 
her face so I was facing Josh as he crawled over.  His 
pierced dick was raging and wagging like a dog's tale.
As he sidled up to us, he leaned over, and we locked 
lips, swapping some serious spit and bumping tongue-
studs.  "I can still taste her hairy cunt on you," he 
told me.  "Hump her face hard while I fuck her."
"Spread her legs," I told him.  "I want to see when you 
stick her."  I kept rubbing my puss and ass up and down 
Manel's hairy face.  She was absolutely devouring me 
now, tugging at my labe rings with her teeth and 
stretching my puss out til it stung.
"You a virgin?" Josh asked Manel as he split her thighs 
wide and prepared to mount her.
"Yes," she groaned between mouthfuls of my puss and 
ass.
"This is going to hurt, especially 'cause my dick is 
pierced," he warned her, pressing his pierced, swollen 
cockhead against her slick labes and stabbing slowly 
into her puss.

"Fuck!" she howled as I slammed my crotch back and 
forth, and up and down against her face.  She started 
thrashing around, just like she did when I lezzed her 
puss.  With my weight on top of her and Josh's strong 
grip, we kept her pressed down and under control.  
"No," she whimpered softly, Josh's sharp cock cutting 
through the stoned haze in her brain. "Fuck .. no .. 
stop ..fuck  .. it hurts."
"Fuck her cunt, Joshy," I drowned out her cries.  "Jam 
that hot hairy puss with your pierced cock.  Rip her 
cunt off!"
He gritted his teeth and rammed into her puss.  We 
kissed and knocked our tongue-studs together.  He 
looped his pinkies through my nip rings and yanked them 
hard.  I mashed my puss so hard into Manel's mouth I 
thought I might crush her.  She jammed her tongue hard 
against puss rings and drove them up into my cunt bone.  
I rode her face like a cowgirl, and looked down to see 
Josh's pierced cockhead slice in and out of her hairy 
puss.
Her cunt was so wet and slick, he could almost withdraw 
his entire cock after each backstroke before her hairy 
snatch sucked him back in again.  With each backstroke, 
the length of his shaft appeared darker and bloodier.  
His pierced cock had shredded her virgin pink - not 
only popping her cherry, but scraping her tender cunt 
walls as well.  He fucked Manel's hairy pussy as 
savagely as he'd fucked Hillary's fat flabby asshole.  
It was a good thing Manel was so wasted, or she 
probably would have been fetal by now.
"Pull out before you shoot," I gasped at him.  "I want 
to taste your cum and her cherry."  I trembled and 
pounded another cum out of my puss, driving down hard 
into Manel's face.  She was bucking around like crazy, 
too.  Her tummy tensed, and she went all spastic 
beneath us, biting so hard into my puss I thought maybe 
she'd drawn blood.
This little Indian princess was one hot fuck toy.  As I 
humped her face even faster, she rode Josh's slam-fuck 
like a porno star.  I came again, drowning her face in 
more puss juice.  Josh had already come a few times 
that night, and since he was stoned I knew he could 
probably fuck her tight, hairy box all night.  I looked 
over to Hillary.  She was just lying in a heap, sucking 
a pipe, and playing with her fat cunt.
"Get over here," I told her.  She crawled over like a 
zombie.  "Stick your right hand under him and play with 
his balls.  Then take your other hand and play with her 
pussy while he fucks her.  Don't touch his cock, 
though, just his balls and her pussy."
Hillary obeyed me.  I thrashed out another cum as I 
watched the fat cow play with Josh and Manel.  Manel 
reacted to Hillary's touch like a psycho.  She came 
again as Josh pounded and pounded away inside her slot.
"Tug his scrote rings," I told Hillary, "and rake your 
fingernails across his balls.  Hard.  He likes it hard.  
Dig your nails in and yank his scrote rings.  Harder!" 
I barked.
I wanted Josh to cum so fucking bad.  We needed to get 
Hillary and Manel home before Mrs. Wukowski called the 
fucking cops and they found us in the Magic Beans 
parking lot fucking the two geeks.  Hillary was working 
Josh's nuts like crazy, and he was tensing up.  Even 
with three cums behind him, Josh still can't take it 
when you manhandle his balls. It makes him cum every 
fucking time, and now was no different.
His eyes got all crazy and glaring, and he snapped his 
head back moaning.  "Fuck!" he started hissing.  "Fuck 
I'm going to fucking cum."
"Pull it the fuck out, Joshy," I ordered.  "Don't you 
dare fucking cum in that pussy," I barked as I pulled 
off Manel's face, bent down and jerked Josh's dick out 
of her wet, hairy pussy.
While he freaked, I sucked his blood-streaked cock into 
my mouth.  I licked up Manel's cherry juice while 
Josh's hot spurts exploded against the back of my 
throat.  I swirled my tongue-stud around his pierced 
cockhead just the way he loved.  He smashed his cock 
deeper into my throat, firing another two spurts.  When 
I had his whole load, I pulled out his prick and 
grabbed Hillary by the hair.
"Now you can clean off your boyfriend's prick," I 
commanded her.  "Just like a good little girlfriend 
does after her man's just fucked some fresh pussy."
She obeyed me and began washing Josh's pierced prick 
off with her tongue.  He fucked her mouth hard as she 
worked, jabbing his cockhead into her nose and eyes.  
She didn't flinch, though, and like a good fat bitch 
she tried to get every last bit of cum, blood and puss 
juice off his shaft and knob.  I nestled up next to 
Manel, and we kissed for a minute before I pulled up.
"We've got to get you bitches home," I told them.  "Now 
get your fucking clothes on.  We're already late."
And that's the end of part 3 of my ongoing saga.  If 
you want to know what happened in the car with nikki 
and Cheryl and the two black guys, and what happened 
over at Sean's with nikki, Cheryl, Mikey, tam-tams and 
Nicky let me know.  Nikki filled me in, and it's hot.  
Then there's also the matter of nikk, tams and I 
fucking the hermans for $ at the shopping mall, plus 
some other adventures along the way.  



*** *** *** *** *** *** ***
Thrasher Girls IV - "Nikki's Story"

"So, anyway, what the fuck happened with Cheryl last 
night?" I asked nikki p. the moment I sat down.  Nicky, 
Mikey and tams were sitting with nikki at one of the 
back tables in the high school's cafetorium.  Nicky was 
major wigging.  His pupils were the size of dimes, 
obviously still coming off the shit from last night.  
Tams was just cuddling up to Mikey, all lovey and 
droopy.  He was eating it up, too, lapping at her face 
like big old dog.  I was beat to hell myself, and in a 
weird way their smoochy kissy-faces kind of made me 
wish I had someone to hang onto.
"It was so fucked up, ronn," nikki giggled behind the 
sunners that almost covered her whole face.  If her 
eyes were anything like mine, they were flaming this 
morning.  It's a good thing I wear my regular glasses 
to school because they're tinted a little, and when I'm 
hung-over no one even notices, not even my mom.  Nikki 
lets everyone know, though - the dark sunners, the 
floppy gray hat, and the total flannel look going on.  
I can smell her from across the table, too-sweat, smoke 
and stale beer.  It gets in her clothes, skin and 
breath, and it can be pretty gross.  She probably 
hadn't even slept yet.
Nicky wasn't looking too good either.  He was chugging 
OJ and kept trying to crack his neck.  I noticed the 
flannel nikki was wearing was one of his old shirts.  
It didn't take Sherlock Fucking Holmes to guess where 
she'd spent the night.  Nicky's was the easiest place 
to crash because his parents were like non-existent.  
Sometimes I try to imagine what it would be like being 
him, my parents never around and not giving three shits 
when they were.  
My mom can be a real pain in the ass, but at least 
she's around, usually being a pain in the ass.  I just 
show her my report card, and it always shuts her up, 
though.  My teachers tell her how great I am, and she 
gets off my case for awhile.  Nikki always says I'm 
lucky because at least I've got a place to sleep at 
night no matter what.
Nikki's parents quit wasting their breath on her last 
year when we were freshmen.  Nikk stayed out late a few 
nights, and she found her ass locked out and on the 
street.  That's when she started hanging with Nicky 
because she always had a place to crash.  Nicky knew 
Josh, and Josh and I were going together, so that's how 
nikk and I got tight.  Nicky and nikki fuck a lot, but 
that's all it is with them.  They both go ape-shit over 
porno, too, and nikki is always over in his room 
looking at all the dirty pics Nicky downloads.  Then 
they fuck I guess, but I never really ask her about it 
anymore.  I figure she'd tell me if she wanted me to 
know.
"So what the fuck happened with Cheryl anyway?" I 
looked at my watch.  We had about ten minutes before 
the first bell.
"She fucking freaked when we got in the car, Ron," 
nikki laughed.  "I mean fucking freaked.  That guy 
Tyrone made her get in the backseat, then he and the 
other guy got back there with her."

"Where were you?  In front?"

"Yeah, they told me to keep an eye out.  I kept a 
fucking eye out all right."

"So what the fuck happened?" I kicked her under the 
table.

"Jesus, aren't you all Miss Fucking Nosy-Ass?" nikki 
smiled.

"So how 'bout you, ronn?  What's that I see caught 
between your teeth?"

"You tell me what happened first, then I'll tell you."

She looked around to the other tables then raised her 
voice.

"You never would have believed it.  Cheryl Davies 
sucked both their big black cocks at once," she said 
loud enough so that everyone in the fucking place could 
hear her.  Nicky and Mikey started cracking up, and 
even tam-tams giggled.  "That girl flipped her shit 
when they got her ass back there.  That one guy, he 
ripped off her fucking turtleneck and started sucking 
on her boobs, and, Tyrone, he tore her shoes off and 
pulled down her jeans.  The other guy made her take out
his dick then.  She just kind of laid there not doing 
anything at first, but then he told her take out his 
dick, and she did.  Then she sucked his cock ."

"His big black cock?!" Nicky added loud enough so that 
everyone could here.

"Yeah," nikki caught on, "his big black cock.  Cheryl 
Davies sucked his big black cock and he fucked her 
fucking face with it, too."  Nikk was getting off on 
the crowd now.  "Tyrone, he rubbed her puss and kept 
slapping her ass til she leaned back far enough and 
spread her legs so he could fuck her.  Then he fucked 
her hard," nikki told the growing crowd.  "That nigger 
fucked Cheryl Davies so hard the fucking car was 
rocking.  Then the other guy shot his load right in her 
face and wiped it off in her hair."
"You fucking losers make me sick," a guy from the next 
table spat at us.  "No one believes a fucking word 
you're saying, you stupid cunt."  He looked right at 
nikki.  "So why don't you just shut the fuck up?!"

"Was I even fucking talking to you, asshole?" nikki 
shot back.

"Shut the fuck up, whore," one of his buddies joined 
in.  The second guy was Todd Petrokowski, a major macho 
asshole who picked on just about everybody.

"Who you calling a whore?" Mikey suddenly woke up from 
his nap with tams and spun around.
Mikey is one scary motherfucker when he stares you 
down.  He's big and his eyes go right through you.
"I'm calling your slut friend a whore, you cocksucker!"  
Petro stood up.
"Really?" Mikey stood up, too, now, and everyone 
cleared out.
It was just Mikey and Petro ... and nikki p.  
No one saw it coming.  I sure as fuck didn't.  Nikki 
flew across two fucking tables.  She tackled Petro like 
some WWF lady, and his lame ass was pinned to the 
floor.  Her fingernails went right for his fucking 
eyes, and she jumped up and down on his chest.  She 
knocked the fucking wind out of him and gouged his 
fucking eyes.  When Mikey dragged her off, the lamer 
was crying like a fucking baby.  He started going at 
nikki.  Nikki was being held by Mikey, but she could 
still kick.  Her docs landed smack in the guy's nuts.  
He went down hard then, his chin hit the fucking floor.  
He was lying on the floor moaning, groping his nuts and 
crying.
Teachers started moving in now that it was over.  I was 
trying to calm nikki.  Someone grabbed me.  I was 
pumped from seeing nikk kick ass.  I swung so hard my 
glasses fell off.  I started swinging like crazy when 
all the arms started grabbing me.  Someone picked me up 
and bear-hugged me hard.  I was kicking my legs like 
crazy trying to hurt anyone I could kick.

"That's enough Rhonda!" the arms bear-hugging me said.

"Enough!"

I kind of drifted back into reality and recognized Mr. 
Lodge.  He was my government teacher and an assistant 
basketball coach.  He was a pretty huge guy, and he had 
me so I couldn't move my upper body.  I saw three 
teachers hauling nikki away.  Lodge followed them, 
holding onto me so tight I just got tired.  Other 
teachers were questioning Mikey and tams.  Somebody 
called the nurse for the lamer rolling around on his 
ass.  I wanted to spit on him, but I was too far away.

"Just calm down," Mr. Lodge told me.  "Rhonda, calm 
down."

"That fucking bastard deserved it," I screamed at 
everyone.

"Nikki kicked his fucking ass and he deserved it."

"Don't you remember what I told in class - Everything 
you say can and will be used against you in a court of 
law?" he seemed so calm, almost like he thought the 
whole thing was funny.  Lodge is a cool guy, and 
definitely the best teacher in this piss hole.  He used 
to run the school newspaper before I got here.  The 
students printed an article about how Principle Ormsden 
parked in a handicapped spot in the school parking lot, 
and Lodge approved it.  Ormsden kicked him off the 
newspaper after that, but didn't fire him.  Lodge was 
the only teacher anybody ever really listened to.
The more I calmed down the stupider I felt.  I didn't 
want Lodge thinking I was stupid.  "Miranda rights," I 
blurted, thinking about what he'd just said.
"You're lucky I'm not a cop, or I'd have to testify you 
confirmed Nicolette's guilt," he kind of laughed.  "The 
next time you girls decide to rumble, remember to keep 
your mouth shut afterwards." He reached around me and 
put my glasses back on.  He must have picked them up 
before he grabbed me.  I thought that was really sweet, 
and I calmed down some more.

"He started it," I argued.  "He called nikki a whore."

"You're a little too old and much too intelligent for 
me to give you the 'sticks and stones' speech," he 
half-laughed.  "So save it for the Inquisition, okay?"  
He set me down on my feet and let me go.
"We're like in deep shit, huh?" I asked him when we 
started walking again.

"You could say that," he chuckled.

"You don't seem so pissed," I noticed.

"I figure Petrokowski had it coming to him," Lodge 
grinned.

"I'm kind of glad he got it from Nicolette in front of 
the whole school.  He won't be acting so macho now.  
Maybe some of the freshmen will get a break for 
awhile."

"What do I say to them?" I asked.  We turned the 
corner, and the office was straight ahead.
"The truth if they ask you.  I'd keep anything else to 
yourself if they don't ask."  Lodge was the coolest.  
It had felt weird being bear-hugged by him, almost safe 
in a way, like he wasn't going to let anything happen 
to me.  I thought about fucking Lodge as we approached 
the office door.  I thought about fucking him good and 
hard and listening to him call me Rhonda.  I hated my 
fucking name, but when he said it I liked it, probably 
because he wasn't using it just because he was mad at 
me, like mom and step-dad did.
"Thanks," I told him when we went through the doors.  
Nikki was already sitting in Principle Ormsden's 
office.  Lodge led me in right behind her.  Ormsden 
looked at Lodge.  Lodge pointed to a chair and I sat 
down.  Ormsden looked at Lodge again, but Lodge just 
took a spot against the wall and stood there.  I took 
it that Ormsden wanted to ask Lodge to leave.  Ormsden 
looked pretty pissed.
"If that boy goes to the hospital, you'll both be 
responsible," Ormsden started right off being a prick.  
But it wasn't like I expected a hell of a lot more.
"Ronni didn't do shit," nikki shot back.  "She was just 
sitting there."

"Not from what I saw!" Ormsden glared at me.  "It took 
Mr. Lodge and three teachers to restrain her."

"Rhonda wasn't involved in the fight," Lodge cut in.  
"I saw the ending of it.  Rhonda was nowhere near the 
fight.  It was two tables over.  She ran over to nikki 
when it was over.  Mr. Althen grabbed her from behind 
her back and twisted her arm.  That's when she broke 
free and started swingng.  I grabbed her before she 
could even hit anyone."

"And did you see the whole fight, Norm?" Ormsden asked.

"I saw enough of it."

"But not the WHOLE fight."

"No," Lodge shook his head.

"You are both suspended," Ormsden declared.  "You will 
sit in my office here while we call your parents.  You 
are to stay off school grounds for one week."

"Mr. Ormsden do you really think ..?" Lodge began.
"I don't remember consulting with you on this, Mr. 
Lodge,"
Ormsden interrupted him.

"But suspension, sir, don't you think ..?"

"I think one week's suspension is hopelessly inadequate 
to deal with fighting in my school, Mr. Lodge.  These 
young ladies here probably think this is all some big 
joke, isn't that right" he glared at nikki.  "Your 
stupid principal just gave you a week off.  Isn't that 
how you look at it?"

"I look at it that you're an asshole," nikki cracked 
under her breath.
Ormsden bit his lip like he was tough.  "Do you see 
now, Mr.Lodge?"

"I see a fifteen-year-old acting like a kid, Mr. 
Ormsden," Lodge was going to stand his ground no matter 
what.  It kind of made me wonder who he was doing it 
for, himself or us, or to get some shots in at Ormsden.  
"With all due respect," he added not too sarcastically.
Ormsden stood up and walked out of the office.  Lodge 
followed him.  Nikk and I were by ourselves.
"Think I fucking split his nuts?" she asked me, not 
even trying to speak low.
"You fucking baked his ass," I told her.  "Did you see 
him lying there holding his dick in his hands, crying 
like a fucking little baby."  I looked outside the 
office and noticed Ormsden's secretary, Ms. Turner, was 
listening in on us.  Turner's like 35 or so, real 
skinny and her face is kind of strained all the time.  
She looks like she's on meds for her nerves or 
something, and whenever she walks by she reeks of 
menthols.  Tams calls her the "white witch" because she 
is always so pale.
"Fucker won't be calling us whores again," nikki 
smiled.

"Tell me what else happened last night."

"Here?" nikki looked a little surprised.

"Why the fuck not?" I replied.  "We're suspended, 
aren't we .?.  What the fuck does it matter?"  I jerked 
my head towards Ms.  Turner.  Nikk looked over and saw 
the bitch was listening in.  Nikk Porno always likes a 
fucking audience .. she fucking loves an audience.

"So where the fuck did I leave off, anyway?

"Cheryl had just gotten in the car." I remind her.

"Oh, yeah .. well, she got in the car, in the backseat 
with Tyrone and Jimmy, I think his name is.  And she 
was scared as shit.  She kept looking at me, but I was 
like, 'You wanted to hang with us, girlfriend, and this 
is what we do .. who we are, you know ..?"

"Yeah," I nodded, knowing exactly what she was talking 
about.

"So what the fuck did she say to them?"

"At first she was like real quiet, just sitting there 
letting these guys molest her ass, you know.  When 
Jimmy started trying to kiss her, she freaked and 
started trying to get away, but he was like 'What's 
wrong, bitch?  You prejudiced or something?  You don't 
want to kiss a black guy?  You afraid what all your 
little white-ass friends are going to say to you and 
shit?'
"So he turns over to me and says, 'Hey, freaky girl, 
you're white, right ..?  What you think of your little 
friend here fucking black guys.'
"And I said, 'As long as she gets us our shit, I don't 
care who the fuck she fucks.'  But then I told them to 
take it easy on her 'cause she ain't never fucked no 
black guys before.  And Tyrone says they'll be real 
'gentlemen,' and then he started taking off her shoes."
"She must have been flipping her shit," I laughed, 
looking over at the White Witch and watching her squirm 
around in her chair.
"You better fucking believe she was wigging," nikki 
caught my eyes when I was checking out Turner, then 
spoke even louder.  "She was like, 'Why are you taking 
off my shoes?'
"And Tyrone says, 'I'm going to fuck you, that's why.'  
Then he asked her if that was all right.  Can you 
fucking believe that shit?  Those niggers never asked 
us if it was all right.   So she just looked at me, and 
I told her it'd be cool, to just do it so we could our 
shit and get out of there.
"Then she got all quite again," nikki kept going, 
"while Jimmy took off her coat and started pulling off 
her sweater."
"Did she say anything?" I asked.

"Yeah, like she kept saying 'no,' only it wasn't NO 
like 'Get your fucking hands off me!' but like 'No, 
you're making me so horny I feel like a slut and I'm 
fucking embarrassed or something.'"

"So they got her bare-assed naked?" I cracked up.

"Yeah, fucking took them a few minutes, too, because 
she wasn't doing anything to help them, you know.  She 
was just lying there on the backseat letting these two 
niggers strip her ass naked."

"You mean she didn't do anything?"

"She started moaning a little when Jimmy started 
sucking her tits.  She does have some nice boobs, too.  
She'd fucking rip if she'd lose a few, but even then 
she's kind of hot, don't you think?"

"Yeah, I guess, kind of ..."

"Is my widdle ronn-bon jealous?" nikki did that baby-
voice thing that drives me up the wall.

"Screw you."

"You'll always be my little munchy-kin, ronn," nikki 
dropped the b-talk and got her voice all sweet like she 
can.  "You know that .." She melted me right there ... 
the slut.

"I fucking better be ..." I cracked her a smile and 
checked out Turner.  She wasn't stupid.  She'd probably 
seen "Bound" or "Chasing Amy."  She may have even 
lezzed a few times herself.  I tried to imagine the 
White Witch going down on me, or anybody for that 
matter.  I could see it - real soft and lacy, like with 
a fireplace, bearskin rug and white zin - Turner 
lapping labes with Mrs. Krause the phys ed dyke.
"But now get this," nikki's voice pulled me back on 
line.  "She's just lying there on her side, Tyrone's 
got his tongue shoved in her snatch, and Jimmy parks 
his cock in her mouth, and she's just still lying 
there, moaning a little, but nothing else.  And Jimmy 
says, 'You gotta suck me, baby.'  Then he turns to me 
and says, 'Tell your friend here she's gotta suck some 
cock for your shit.'
"So I'm like, 'Hey Cherry, you never sucked cock 
before?'  And she shakes her head, but his dick is 
still in her mouth, and he goes, 'That's it, baby, 
start working it,' like she was doing his dick instead 
of answering me."
"So what the fuck did she do?" I watched White Witch do 
fucking dominiques in her chair.
"What did SHE do?  More like what I fucking did," nikki 
exploded.  "I had to like teach the girl how to suck 
cock.  I'm like, 'Lick the head and jack it up and 
down.  Slide some in now, a little more', like I'm her 
fucking coach or something.  And she's doing it, too, 
everything I tell her.  I'm like, 'Lick his balls now,' 
and she buries her nose in his scrotes and does it."
"She licked his balls?" I was fucking impressed.  
Cherry might just be a thrasher afterall.
"Yeah," nikki's voice got deeper and I could tell she 
was getting hot now from all the talk, and the 
remembering, and knowing the entire principal's office 
was listening to her explain how she taught some pep 
squad cow to suck black cock.  "Then I told her to ..  
put 'em in her mouth and suck 'em," she imitated Chef 
on Southpark.
"You fucking crack me up," I burst out laughing.

"So she's sucking his balls and he is going ape shit.  
He's like crawling up the backseat of the car she was 
sucking his shit so hard.  And he's like, 'Yo, baby, 
not so hard.  Go back to my cock now.  I wanna give you 
some of my cock.'

"So, she gets off his balls and opens wide, and he 
stuffs her face with his big black cock.  And by now, I 
don't have to tell her nothing 'cause she's in it all 
the way.  I mean that girl was feasting, and her first 
time, too, like with nine maybe ten inches.  And she's 
just plugging away, really getting into it.  Then after 
a few minutes of slurping, Tyrone tells her to get on 
her back, and she does, because she thinks he's going 
to fuck her like he said he was.  But then he says 
'Double-stuff the Oreo' to Jimmy, and then Jimmy and 
him both get on top of her and shove both their dicks 
in her mouth."
"You are fucking shitting me?" I spoke up so Turner was 
sure to hear every word.  "Those niggers made her suck 
both their big black cocks at once?"
Nikki was busting by now.  "Yes, they shoved their big 
black dicks in her mouth at the same time, and she 
fucking choked on them," nikki was practically shouting 
now.  "She had so much hard nigger cock shoved down her 
throat she was gasping for air.  What do you think that 
felt like, ronn, to be sucking cock for the first time 
in your life and have two huge nigger cocks shoved in 
your mouth and you have to suck the shit out of them 
because they are fucking your face and choking you and 
shit?"
"That will be enough, girls!" Ormsden burst back into 
his office followed by Lodge.  Lodge was trying not to 
smile, but I could see he was busting, too.  "You both 
get out of this office right now!  I will be speaking 
with both your parents tonight."
"Why? Are you going to be down at the Circus Circus?" 
nikki got her last shot in.  Circus Circus was the 
town's most notorious tit bar.  "Mom tells me you're a 
big tipper."  Nikk's mom really worked in a convenience 
store.
"My mom will be walking on the corner between Shea and 
Seventh after midnight," I joined in, referring to the 
notorious hookerville 20 blocks down from Magic Beans.  
"You can hit her up there after the Circus if you want 
to chat."
"You think you're being so clever, don't you?" Ormsden 
was popping a fucking vein by now.  "Well, we'll see if 
your mothers think it's so funny when I tell them what 
you said."
"My mom probably won't be able to laugh with your dick 
stuck in her mouth," I heard myself say out of nowhere.
There was absolute pin-drop silence before nikki 
busted.

"You are both expelled!" Ormsden hollered.  "Mr. Lodge 
get this trash out of my school at once."

Lodge pointed to the door and we took it.  He was 
following us out about three steps behind until we 
rounded the corner.  "Not smart, Rhonda," he shook his 
head.

"But funny!" I added.

"You know, some day you'll learn you don't have to win 
every battle.  The war is much more important," he 
really did seem worried or maybe disappointed.

"You win all the battles, you win the war," I fired 
back, my mind still racing.  "Ormsden's a pud-wacker.  
He won't expel us, and he's certainly not going to tell 
my mom I called her a cocksucking whore, now is he?"
"You know, Rhonda, I can't wait to see how smart you 
THINK you are when you're my age," he almost smiled.
"Don't try and psych me, Lodge," I laughed.  "Can't 
psych a psycho.""You're certainly not a psycho, 
Rhonda."

"I'd say she's pretty fucking close," nikk put her arm 
aroundme and smooched me.  Even though she smelled like 
last night's beer and reefer, it felt good.  "We're 
outta here," she told Lodge.

"Listen, school rules say you have to remain on 
property until a parent or guardian comes and picks you 
up."
"So expel us again!" nikki dragged me out the doors.  
"We've got some partying to do."  We marched passed the 
security guard, who came running out of his little 
booth and tried to cut us off.  "Lay off," nikki 
snapped at him.  "We were just expelled.  Just ask."  
The guard stepped aside when nikki pushed him out of 
the way.
"So what the fuck are we going to do now?" My mind was 
flying, high, like I was speeding.  My heart was 
pounding in my ears, to the rhythm of my footsteps.  We 
hurried up the sidewalk.  It was cold, and my coat was 
pretty much useless against the wind.
"I say we go to the mall, you know, pick up some 
hermans," nikki still had her arm around my shoulder.  
"Make some cash like we talked about, then party our 
asses off for a fucking week straight."
The idea made me shiver, not from fear, but from the 
kind of cold head rush you get just before you swipe 
some beers at the Quick-Mart.  "Okay, I'm in," I 
replied.  "Too bad tam-tams isn't here."
"Tams is a puss-bag," nikki kissed my cheek.  "You're 
my little warrior princess.  Did you see the look on 
Ormsden's face when you said that?  Who the fuck cares 
if we're expelled?  That was fucking worth it."
"So what else happened with the guys in the Lincoln?" I 
wanted to keep us talking and take my mind off the 
cold.  My bones were already numb.  I figured listening 
to nikk tell me about how Cherry got herself fucked 
last night would warm me up quick.
"Where did I leave off again?"
"The guys had their dicks stuffed in her mouth," I 
laughed.
"How the fuck could you forget that?"
"So did I tell you yet how they came on her face."
"Yeah, just now you did, you stupid bitch."
"Well, fuck you, I just won't tell you then," 
nikki kicked me.
"Coome onn," I tugged at her arm.  "You've got to 
tell me.
The suspense is killing me.  I saw the way she was 
drooling over Tyrone big-time when we left.  What was 
that all about?"
"Those boys slammed her white-ass good," nikki's breath 
steamed around her face while she talked.  "First they 
fucked her in the mouth.  I thought she was going to 
fucking choke on all that dick at first, but she 
fucking hung in there.  Man her jaws and lips must hurt 
right now, probably won't be able to chew for a week."
"They fucked her mouth hard, huh?" I was trying to 
envision what that looked like, all that cock shoved in 
pep-squad Cherry's mouth.
"She was squealing," nikki laughed.  "Then they put 
both their sacks in her mouth, and she sucked til they 
came all over her face.  When they finally got off, her 
face was covered in cum.  She just kind of looked up at 
me all dopey and shit before Jimmy put his dick back in 
her mouth.  Then she sucked it while Tyrone slides down 
and throws her legs up.  Then he rubs his prick against 
her labes and clit for like five minutes, and she 
fucking goes nuts.  You know what that feels like, when 
some big cock is just driving you crazy and you just 
want it shoved up inside you.  I think she probably 
cummed, too, because she started thrashing around 
pretty good when Tyrone finally slammed her.  Then he 
fucked her good.  You know what I mean, the way he can 
fuck you so you feel like his cock is the only fucking 
thing in the world.
"So I'm watching her," nikki was really worked up now.  
"Her thighs are wobbling, and she grabs him around his 
ass and starts feeling up his butt.  He keeps slamming 
her, and Jimmy's playing with her tits.  She's getting 
banged so hard she's moaning and Jimmy's cock plops out 
of her mouth.  She can't fucking suck it 'cause she's 
getting fucked so hard.  So she just rides Tyrone cock 
and Jimmy rubs his cock on her face while he plays with 
her tits.  Then she really cummed!  Jimmy's like, 'Yo, 
man, I gotta get me some of that.'  So Tyrone quits 
fucking her, and they just spun her around until her 
puss was on Jimmy's cock.  Then he sliced her and she 
sucked off Tyrone."
"You're making this shit up!" I laughed.

"It's the fucking truth, ronn," she punched my 
shoulder.  "Now listen, I was so fucking hot by then I 
leaned over the front seat and started playing with her 
tits and Tyrone's cock while he fucked her face.

She was sucking him real hard, too, like she really 
wanted his cum in her mouth.  He was jamming it, too, 
as far down as it could go.  Then he went off right 
down her throat.  She got all smoochy with his cock, 
kissing it and his nuts.  And I was like, 'Shit, this 
bitch will stay here all night now.  We gotta get our 
shit and get out of here.  I ain't staying in this car 
all night watching Cherry fuck these niggers.'

"So I reach under and grab Jimmy's nut sack and blow 
him off in like thirty seconds.  Then I say, 'That's 
enough.  Now give us our shit, and we're out of here.'  
But Cherry just keeps slurping at Tyrone's cock, and 
she still has her fucking legs spread like she wants 
some more.  So I say, 'Move your ass, Cherry.  You 
ain't giving your shit away.'  Then I started throwing 
her clothes at her and telling her to get her ass 
dressed.  She's still all kissy with Tyrone and shit, 
but I finally get her ass out of the car, and that's 
when you guys came up."
"You want to know what happened with Hillary and 
Manel?" I asked.
"Fuck, yeah," she laughed and took out some smokes.  
She handed me one.  She got out her lighter, cupped her 
hand around the end and tried to light it.  The wind 
kept knocking it out, so I stood in front of her, my 
back to the wind, and shielded her.  She finally got it 
lit and then used hers to light mine.  We turned back 
into the wind and I told her what had happened to me 
last night after she and Cherry had gotten in the 
Lincoln then left for Sean's.
By the time I was finished, we were at the mall.  When 
we finally got inside, the warm air felt so good I felt 
like ripping off my coat and running through the Food 
Court naked.  Instead we settled for a couple espressos 
at the Java Hut and slumped down at a table.
I hate the fucking mall.  I sometimes wish I never had 
to set foot in a fucking mall again as long as I lived.  
I guess maybe it starts with the lighting.  It hurts my 
eyes.  Or maybe it's all the lamers and losers who work 
there.  I hate when people wear nametags.  I know they 
have to, but it's always like they are shouting at me 
when I see them --  KATHY .. MICHAEL .. ROBERT.  I 
couldn't give two shits what their fucking names are, 
yet I'm forced to learn them.  Then there's the rent-a-
cops with their "What are you doing here?" or "You kids 
move along" hard-ass bullshit.  FUCK THEM!  That's why 
I hate the mall, plus the coffee is piss, and the 
scenery sucks.
"So how do you want to do this?" I asked nikki.
"Chill a few," she said, scoping out the Food 
Court.  "We
gotta do this right."
"Whatever?!"
"Don't be a bitch, ronn-bon."

"This sucks."  I gulped my espresso.  "Come on, let's 
do something.  I want to get out of here."

"Jesus, aren't you being a bitch."
'Just pick some herman and let's do it.  I'm 
bored."

"Shit, I think we just got spotted," nikk hissed.  
"Don't turn around.  It's a fucking rent-a-cop.  She's 
over by Slice of Heaven getting her fucking lunch.  
Shit, she does see us.  Act cool."

I waited the eternity it took the rent-a-cop to walk 
her ass over to our table.
"I didn't know school was canceled today, girls," she 
started right off on us.  BOBBI her chest yelled at me.  
She was maybe twenty-five, cute but kind of butch.  
Lady rent-a-cops are worse than the men.  They don't 
put up with shit from girls.  I was just hoping I was 
smarter than her.
"They had to shut down.  Some pipes burst or 
something," I explained.
"Now I didn't hear anything about that," BOBBI 
smirked.
"Is that my fault or something?" I asked.

"Where are you girls from?  What are your names?" she 
glared at me.

"Hillary," I told her.
"Cheryl," nikki added.

"We're from Tennyson," I searched for the furthest 
possible school that was still within mall range.  "You 
want to talk to my mom, she's in Ann Taylor."
"Well, then, let's go and find her," BOBBI motioned us 
to stand up.

"You go find her," I shot back.  "She told us to park 
our asses right here and not move.  I get up from here, 
and she'll kick my butt when I get home."
"Come on, girls," she waved.  "Let's go."
"I'm not moving," I defied her.  "I listen to my 
mom, not you.
My mom tells me to sit my ass down and stay put, and 
that's what I do.  I don't need to get my butt beat 
because I listened to some rent-a-cop instead of my 
mom."
My reasoning threw BOBBI good.  She looked around kind 
of desperately, then she spotted a guy in a white shirt 
and tie.  "Don, over here!" she called to him.  He 
turned from where he was going and trotted over.  I 
could see his name badge from across the fucking Food 
Court.
"Yeah, BOB," he said, studying us.  DON - MALL MGMT 
knew trouble when he saw it.
"This girl says her mother is in Ann Taylor's and she 
told them to stay here.  She says she's from Tennyson 
and they closed because of burst pipes.  Did you hear 
anything?"
"No, but I haven't been in the office," DON - MALL MGMT 
replied.  "You want me to call the cops?"
"No," BOBBIE shook her head.  "I'm going to check 
it out."
She turned to me.  "What's your mom's name, Hillary?"
"Clarice."  I was prepared for that one.  Never 
hesitate when you're shitting someone.  They can see 
through that right away.  "Clarice Winoski.  She's got 
on a blue ski jacket and she's got dark hair like me."
"Anything else?" BOBBI asked.
"You're supposed to be the detective, aren't you 
..?" I shot
back.
"Listen," DON - MALL MGMT tried to be all calm.  
"There's no call for that.  We're just trying to do our 
jobs.  You know there are restrictions on minors here 
during the weekdays."
"Whatever?!" I shook my head.
"Just sit tight, and we'll sort this out," DON - 
MALL MGMT
assured us.
"Can I have another espresso?" nikki turned her 
lasers on DON.

"S..sure," he stammered.  "I'll get you girls some more 
coffee while Bobbi finds your mother."  I handed him a 
$5 out of my purse, and DON and BOBBI walked off 
together whispering.

"How long do you think we have?" nikki whispered.

"Right now, DON is trying to decide whether pissing off 
my 'mother' is really worth enforcing his bullshit 
rules," I analyzed.  "BOBBI doesn't believe our asses 
one bit.  She's trying to convince DON to run us in.  
DON is looking ahead at some huge complaint letter 
written by an angry mom to his boss.  Since we weren't 
really doing anything but sitting here, he's wondering 
if he should just let our asses slide and not deal with 
the hassle."

"How the fuck can you know all that?" nikk asked.  
"It's like you're psychic or some shit."
"I watch adults all the time," I explained, "and I 
listen to what my mom and step-dad say about work.  No 
one wants to get complaints or lawsuits.  That's why 
people get away with so much shit."
"So, you think we'll like be able to sit here all 
afternoon?"

"At least an hour or so, maybe longer.  They're bound 
to find some other shit to do besides mess with us.  
When they finally get around to it, we'll be gone."

"Wope," nikki cut me off.  "He's coming back with our 
espressos."
"Tell me about Sean's .. quick!" I added with a 
smile.

Nikk caught on right away.  "Well, we all went over to 
Sean's to party, and Nicky and Sean started working on 
Cherry right away.  A couple of monster bongs, and she 
was just flopping around on the couch with them."  
Nikki looked up at DON - MALL MGMT as he handed us our 
espree's.

"So who did her first?" I asked, checking out DON in 
the corner of my eye.  Nikki had been talking loud 
enough to get his attention, and his jaw was fucking 
dragging the floor when he realized what the hell we 
were gabbing about.
"Sean got her shirt off.  He was going fucking nuts 
with her boobs.  Then I told him, 'She's got two loads 
of nigger cum in her snatch.'  And you know how much he 
hates black guys.  He's worse than Josh that way.  And 
he starts in on her, calling her a fat cow whore, and 
she's too fucking primed to do anything but giggle.  
And the more she giggles, the madder he gets.  So he 
gets his cock out and starts beating her face with it, 
calling her a nigger lover and telling her what he does 
to nigger loving cows.
"Nicky was really digging this, too.  He gets her shoes 
and jeans off, and he starts fucking eating out her 
pussy.  She's still got some cum in there, and he 
fucking takes it in his mouth, takes her mouth away 
from Sean's dick, and then spits their cum back in her 
mouth.  Sean is like, 'That's it, cow.  You like that 
nigger cum so much, here's some fucking more.'"
"That fucking Sean can be a real bastard," I laugh, 
just trying to imagine the scene.
"You're telling me.  I start saying shit like, 'You 
should have seen the way she was sucking those guys and 
fucking them.  She fucking loved it!'  And Sean really 
started going ape-shit.  Then he asks her, 'Did any of 
those niggers fuck your asshole, cow?', and she's like, 
'No way.'  And he says, 'That's good, because  I want 
to make sure you feel this.'"
"He fucked her ass?!" I was getting pretty hot now, 
especially since DON was obviously flipping his shit, 
standing a foot away from nikki porno listening to us.
"Yeah, he drags her by the hair and gets her on all 
fours on the floor, and then he fucks her ass hard, no 
lube , no nothing .. and you know how much that hurts 
when he hits you with that prince alby.  She's crying 
so hard, I think Nicky feels a little sorry for her, 
and he gives her like four more monster bongs.  And 
after that, she's so ripped, she doesn't care who or 
what is shoved up her fat ass.  Sean tells Mikey and 
Nicky they get her ass next, and they're like out of 
their fucking pants waiting their turns.
"Tams starts sucking off Mikey, and I think she's 
digging the whole thing, seeing this cow get the shit 
she usually gets.  Mikey's like, 'You watch me, tams.  
I'm going to fuck her ass good.'  Then he's like, 'You 
know what would really turn me on is if you crawled 
under her and ate her cunt and licked my cock while I 
fucked her ass.' And she was so stoned by then she was 
like, 'Okay!'"
"Tams?!  Eating Cherry's puss?!" I burst out laughing.  
"I would have loved to see that shit!"  Judging by 
DON's expression, he would have, too.
"Yeah, it was so cool," nikki was really into playing 
miss narrator it now.  "I was like so hot by then 
watching Cherry get fucked twice that I stripped down 
and shoved my cunt in her face.  I was like, 'Now 
you're going to learn how to eat puss, baby.'  And she 
was so stoned she just started feasting.  I moved her 
head around and showed her where to work her tongue 
right along my clit ring, and her face just kept 
mashing into my puss because Sean was fucking her so 
hard, and tams was licking her, and she was all spazzed 
out.
"Then Sean finally shot in her ass, and tams licked it 
out, then she crawls up to me and Cherry and starts 
kissing us both and shooting us snowballs.  Mikey's 
next then, and he plows into her ass with his big 
pierced dick, and tams gets back down there licking his 
scrote and Cherry's puss while he slams her.  She 
fucking cums like crazy then, and tams' face is all 
drenched, and she's got Mikey's balls in her mouth, 
sucking them while he fucks Cherry's ass.
"I start cumming now, too, and Cherry licks me all up, 
you know, like she's been eating puss for years.  Nicky 
gives me his cock, and he jacks it off between my lips, 
getting ready to slam her ass, too."
"How long did Mikey fuck her ass?" I asked, knowing 
from experience how long his big cock could go without 
cumming if he was stoned.
"He did her ass for like fifteen minutes straight.  
Tams got so tired, she just lay there under Cherry 
waiting for him to sploogey.  Then he just kind of 
collapsed on Cherry's back, and she fucking crushed 
into tams, and Mikey's cock slid out of Cherry's ass 
and was just spurting and dripping all over the fucking 
place."
"How does that fucking sound to you?" I looked up at 
DON and licked my lips.
"I .. uh ..." he was like heart attack city.
"You like listening to that shit, don't you?" I 
smiled at him.
He'd been standing only a foot away from us, but when 
we kept talking, he backed off until now he was maybe 
five or six feet away.  I downed my espresso in a shot, 
and nikki did the same.  "Hey," I took out some money, 
"can you get us some more?"  I wagged my finger at him 
and nikki giggled.  "Come on, Mr. Mall Manager, we 
won't bite," I teased him.

He didn't move for another second, then stepped towards 
us, legs all stiff like Frankenstein or something.  
Nikki moved her chair up closer to the table when he 
got up next to us.  I held the money out with my right 
hand, far enough to make him lean over the table for 
it.  When he did, I reached under the table with my 
left hand and grabbed his dick.  It was hard and felt 
like a candy bar, all flat and mashed up inside his 
shorts.  It must have hurt like hell.  I stroked it and 
locked eyes with him for a second, and he almost looked 
like he was going to cry.
Still pumping his cock, I dangled the cash further out 
of his reach and turned back to nikki.  She was 
cracking up, and her hand went under the table too.  I 
could feel her fingers passing mine and settling on 
DON's balls.  His pants started wrinkling against my 
hand, and I could tell she was rubbing his balls and 
ass crack.  "So, that was pretty much all that 
happened," nikki started talking again like there was 
nothing going on.
"You went over to Nicky's to crash, then?" I asked, my 
eyes totally on hers while I listened to DON groaning 
under his breath.
"Yeah, Mikey dropped Cherry home, and she was so wasted 
she could barely stand up, so we had to drag her up her 
steps.  I think she probably puked, too."
"Did her parents come down or anything?"
"I don't know.  We got the fuck out of there."

"So what did you do over at Nickey's?" I smiled at her 
and tickled her hand under the table.  DON's dick was 
doing fucking somersaults in his jockeys.

"We went on his computer and downloaded some porn," she 
giggled.  "There was a big flood of horsey pics and 
Ajax stuff on alt.beast.  Then we found some fisting 
stuff and a bunch of Jap schoolgirl bondage stuff."

"What were the horsey pics like?" I felt DON's cock 
give a little wiggle when he heard nikki say 'horsey.'
"You know, the usual.  Some Mexican lady sucking some 
horse's dick.  There were some mpg's, too, and, you 
know, that one where the lady is sucking off the horse 
and it blows in her mouth and she's like choking and 
shit.  Some guy posted that one again.  Then another 
guy posted a bunch of new Ajax mpgs."
"You know who Ajax is?" I asked DON, scraping my 
fingernails lightly over his bulge.
"N .. no," he pretty much whimpered.

"He's a big-ass Great Dane," nikki explained.  "And his 
owner is this real hot chick and she makes movies of 
her and her friends fucking and sucking this huge 
motherfucking Great Dane.  And these aren't Euro or Mex 
shit either, this stuff is made right here.  Why the 
fuck are all those movies German and Mexican and shit 
anyway?" she asked me.

"Animal fucking is legal over there," I told her.

"Well, in this one Ajax mpg last night this lady is 
trying to suck his cock, and it keeps falling out, and 
then the lady who's his owner she gets down there, and 
she's like putting the dog's cock back in her friend's 
mouth and making her suck it.  Then that same lady in 
another clip is just getting the shit fucked out of her 
by Ajax and the lady owner is like holding her friend 
down and kissing her.  Major freak-show.  Hey, ronn?" 
nikk stopped herself.  "Why do you think she named her 
dog Ajax after some sink-cleanser stuff anyway?"
"Ajax is the name of a hero in mythology, from the 
Trojan War," I answered.  "You know the Odyssey and 
Iliad?  Homer?"  I was registering nothing with nikki 
porno.  "Forget it."
"You ever see a chick get balled by a dog before?" 
nikki asked
DON.
"N .. no," he whispered.  "I .. I thought that stuff 
was illegal.  How do you kids see that stuff?"
"It's simple if you have a computer," I told him.  "You 
just gotta know where to lurk.  It's all out there."
"We're going to fuck a dog aren't we, ronn?" nikki 
asked.

"I don't know," I answered quickly, not wanting to get 
into this right then.

"These guys write us e-mails all the time and ask us to 
do stuff so that ronni can write about it," nikki 
explained.  "Like right now.  We're getting you off 
under this table, and we'll make you cum in your pants 
or something, and ronni will write about this in a 
story.  She'll change your name, though, so nobody 
knows it's you."
"Maybe," I laugh, "if he doesn't give us any more shit.  
Are you going to give us any more shit Mr. Mall 
Manager?"
"No," he gasped, and I could feel his cock twinge.  He 
was about to sploogey.
"Would you like to see us fuck a dog?" nikki asked, 
sensing he was ready to blow, too.  "Huh?  I bet you'd 
like to see us fucking and sucking some dog, wouldn't 
you?  I've never fucked a dog before.  I bet it would 
hurt, especially if they shoved their knot up your 
puss.  I bet I'd be crying and shit, and trying to get 
away, but you would hold me there and make me fuck the 
dog, wouldn't you?  And I'd have to fuck the dog 
because you wanted to watch me."
"Shit," he moaned real low, his knees shaking.  I 
knocked nikki's hands away from his crotch and pulled 
mine away, too.  "Why did you stop?" he was almost 
crying.  "Don't stop.  I was just about to ..."
"We want to watch you jack yourself off," I told him.  
"Fuck the espressos, we'll give you the $5," I added, 
reaching over and sliding the bill into his shirt 
pocket.
"What are you talking about?" he was flipping.

"You're going to be our little jack-off whore," I 
smiled, lighting up a cigarette.  Nikki did, too.  I 
folded over the 'No Smoking' table-tent and used it as 
an ashtray.  "Play with your cock for us.  Open your 
fly so we can see it.  Then just play with it and cum 
in this," I picked up my espresso cup.

"You girls are nuts," he whined.
"Fuck off then," I turned to nikki.  "Come on, 
this guy's a
lamer.  Let's get out of here."
"Don't go," he pleaded.  He reached down, unzipped his 
fly and let his prick peek out.  "See?" he begged.  
"Don't go."
"Gotta show us more than that," nikki laughed.  He 
fished out more of his prick until it was hanging out 
of his fly.  "Cute cock," she took over.  "Now pump it, 
mall guy.  Fist that motherfucking cock of yours."
"F.. fuck," he gasped, jerking off, but trying not to 
draw attention to himself.  He was still being pretty 
much shielded by me and nikk, but the Food Court was 
getting more crowded and someone was
bound to catch an eyeful sooner or later.

"Ooo, ronn, I think he's gonna cum," nikki laughed.  
"Look at him pull his cute little cock."
"Come on, Mr. Mall Manager," I snapped at him.  "We 
don't got all fucking day."
"Sh..shit," he practically collapsed, and the cum 
started shooting out his pisser.
"That's a good bitch," I stuck my espresso cup under 
his piss hole, and he aimed his sploogey so that it 
spattered inside.  "Get it all out, that's it, pump out 
every last drop.  Fill the fucking cup."
"Now we're gonna watch you drink it," niki laughed when 
he was all splooged out, and his slimy cock was back 
inside his pants.
"No way," he gasped.  "You girls are nuts if you 
think ..."

"We've got a cup of your cum, asshole," I cut him off.  
"We take this to the cops and they take a DNA test and 
match it you, we can get your ass in jail for all sorts 
of sick shit."

"Yeah," nikki added, all innocent-like.  "We're 
minors."

"So just drink up," I handed him the cup.  "It'll be 
like you're disposing of evidence."

He took the cup.  He looked like he was going hurl, and 
his hands were shaking like crazy.
"You try and spill that shit and run, I'll cry 'Rape!'" 
I told him.
"You girls are fucking sick," he whined.

"So are you, perv," nikki laughed.  "You're the one who 
pulled your prick out and started playing with yourself 
in front of two high school girls."

"Drink it up, and get the fuck out of here," I told 
him.  "Or I will cry 'Rape!'"
He put the cup to his lips and hesitated.  "Please ..." 
he begged.
"Chug it, asshole," I finished my cigarette and stamped 
it out in the 'No Smoking' sign.  I tensed up and 
pretended I was going to scream.  He tipped the cup 
back quick and tried to drain it, but his splooge was 
so thick it just gobbed down the cup until it spilled 
into his mouth.  "Slurp it up," I told him.  "We want 
to hear it."  He closed his eyes and slurped it into 
his mouth.  Then he lowered the cup.  "Let me see the 
cup," I told him.  He showed it to me.  "There's still 
some cum left in there.  You need to get it all clean.  
Then we'll let you go."
He put the cup back up to his lips with no protest.  He 
stuck his tongue inside and cleaned out the rest.  He 
then showed me the cup.
"Okay, you can go," I told him, taking back the cup.  
"Just make sure that rent-a-cop bitch stays off our 
ass.  This cup still has enough cum in it to get your 
ass busted."  He stood there and stared at us for 
another second.  "I said get the fuck out of here."
DON - MALL MANAGEMENT was gone in a second, dick 
between his fucking legs.
"You are one sick bitch," nikki cracked up.  "I can't 
believe we just pulled that shit off."

"We came here to fuck some hermans and make some cash, 
didn't we?" I smiled.

"Yeah, but THEY'RE supposed to pay OUR asses," she 
bitched.

"That was our $5 you gave him."

"But he was such a nice little slut," I cracked.  "Now 
I know how those guys in the Lincoln feel.  We've got 
our own little bitch now."

We both turned our eyes back out on the food court and 
started scoping out the afternoon's action.   



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Thrasher Girls V
"Hermans"
 
 
This was definitely something new for me.  Usually when 
I'm scoping guys I'm looking for hotties-you know, 
ripped bods, cool hair or a rad razor cut, maybe an 
imperial beneath the lower lip or a goatee, the 
necessary tatts or pierces, tie-dye and bags if they're 
slacking or thrashing, leather and docs if they're 
bitch serious.  The guy has to LOOK like he's packing 
some heat, too, or be seriously twisted if he isn't.  I 
can practically look into their eyes and KNOW if 
they're going to go godzilla on me or scooby-doo.  
When I start scoping, nikki porno calls it my "lay-
dar," and she swears I have the best around - even 
better than her.  If I say a guy's going to be monster, 
he ALWAYS is, even if he doesn't LOOK that way on the 
outside.  You see, nikki tends to set her sites on the 
surface - how the guy LOOKS-while I go deeper, into 
attitude and they way they move.  
Some guys are like sleek cats - cheetahs or panthers or 
jaguars.  Others are bigger, more predatory, like lions 
of tigers. Then there are the dog boys - beagles, 
dobermans, rotties - or horses, bulls, elephants, 
monkeys, apes, dolphins.  I classify guys like animals 
all the time.  A thoroughbred is going to slam you a 
lot different than german shepherd, or a goat.  Not 
better, but different. I don't know when I started 
looking at guys like this.  I just do it all the time 
now, like when I'm fucking a guy I'll sometimes turn 
him into an animal in my mind, whatever type he is to 
me.  Maybe that's why I find beasty pics so hot, 
because those women are really DOING animals, not just 
imagining they are.  I read a book on Native American 
mythology where they talked about spirit guides and 
different totems that take the shape of animals.  
Everybody is supposed to have one, like a guardian 
angel or something.  So maybe what I'm seeing is a 
guy's spirit guide superimposed on his body or 
something.
All I know is that it's weird, but it works.  I can 
tell how monster a guy is going to fuck just by his 
eyes and the way he moves. Some guys will rape your 
pupils when you lock eyes with them, or literally fuck 
the air with every motion, like when they light a 
cigarette or especially when they dance.  They have a 
certain awareness of their bodies that they just kick 
off naturally into the world.  It's kind of like a 
visual scent, and I can somehow pick up on it.
None of this metaphysical shit is doing me any good 
right now,
though.
Nikki and I are right where you left us - in the mall 
food
court, scoping the hermans, trying to decide which of 
these losers we should hustle.  I'm looking at these 
old farts and nothing is registering on my lay-dar, 
though.  In my mind's eye, they are all basset hounds, 
or walruses or catfish.  Their gazes are stagnant, like 
gutter water, and their bodies slosh through air.  They 
are tired and pissed off and dying.  When we catch 
their glances, they look through us like we're ghosts, 
or they're ghosts.  There is some kind of reality wall 
between us and the oldies.  I never really noticed it 
before today.  It's like something out of  Star Trek, 
where we can both see each other, yet we exist on two 
different planes of space and can never touch.
"This is creeping me out, nikk," I tell nikki p.  She 
is kind of freaking, too, because we've been hanging so 
long.  Nikk is not a watcher, she's a doer.  She throws 
herself right into the hurricane when she wants to get 
through it.  I'm always looking to get in through the 
eye of the storm.  "It's like we're in the land of the 
dead or something," I finish my thought, not knowing if 
she's even listening to me.
"Let's just pick someone and get it over with, okay 
..?" nikki snaps at me.  "That guy over there."  She 
points to a herman who's about 70 or so, sitting at a 
table by himself reading the newspaper. I put on my 
glasses and squint to see what section he's reading. 
There's a lot of small type, so I guess it must be 
stocks.  He's wearing a shiny blue and white warm-up 
suit, tennis shoes and a baseball cap.  Under the ball 
cap are headphones connected to a Walkman.  He's 
smiling while he reads, so he's obviously listening to 
the radio or a tape.  I notice his winter coat draped 
over the chair across from him.  It matches the sweats, 
which means he bought the whole thing as a set, the way 
oldies do.
"He looks like he's got cash," I observe.  "He's 
reading the stocks and he's dressed nice.  Those are 
expensive sweats, definitely NOT WalMart.  He looks 
like he's in shape, too, for an oldie.  I don't know, 
though.  He looks REAL Republican, you know, like he's 
probably listening to Rush Limbaugh on that Walkman or 
something.  He looks like he might freak or something 
if we started hustling him." "Then who then?" nikki 
asks me for the twentieth time since we started 
scoping.  "You've been dogging every single herman in 
here for some reason or another.  It's like I'm sitting 
here with fucking tam- tams or something.  Since when 
did you go puss-ass on me anyway?" "Listen, we aren't 
jerking off boys at some fucking rave, okay ..?" I snap 
back.  I'm getting impatient now, too, and a little 
anxious to just call this whole thing quits and go 
home.  I got suspended today.  Somewhere down the road 
I'm going to have to face the music, and it might as 
well be sooner or later.  "We can't just walk over, 
grab their dicks and start slamming them." "Why the 
fuck not?" nikki laughs, gets up, and starts over 
towards Mr. Stock Page.  "I say we do this shit now and 
fuck what happens next."
She gets about twenty feet from the table before I 
realize she isn't fucking around.  We're going LIVE 
right now.  I stash my glasses and hit her heels.  
"This is fucking crazy, you know," I remind her. "Oh 
yeah," she giggles.  "Feels great, doesn't it ..?" I 
can't help but nod.  
We're up to the herman's table in
another few seconds.  He looks up before nikki even 
speaks.
"Heya," nikki announces her presence by flopping into 
the chair next to him.  "How you doing today?" "O .. 
kayyy," he drawls.  He is taken off-guard, and when he 
sees me sitting down in the chair with his jacket he 
gets kind of nervous.  "Can I help you gals?" he asks, 
keeping his eye on his winter coat.  He obviously 
thinks I'm going to steal it, like I'm some girl-
gangstah and he's holding a Raiders starter jacket or 
something. "Yeah, you can help us," nikki smiles at 
him.  With her sunners, floppy hat and flannel she 
looks like a cross between Pam Anderson and Jewel on a 
grunge binge.  A lot of the color is back in her face 
by now, and the hangover from last night is fading.  
She still smells a little funky, though, like day-old 
fuck.  In a way, that's kind of hot now, too, 
considering the old herman sitting there can obviously 
smell it to.  He's been around awhile, so I'm sure he 
knows what he's smelling.  "We were watching you," 
nikki touches his hand, and his eyes pop out of his 
skull. "You look kind of cool, so we thought we'd come 
over and shoot the shit.  Is that all right?" "What do 
you want?" he isn't buying the sunshine act for a 
minute.  This is one seriously paranoid old herman.  I 
am getting bad vibes like ambulance sirens flashing in 
my brain.  He is looking right at me and his precious 
winter coat.  Suddenly I start cracking up. This whole 
scene is so totally fucked up.
"We want to fuck your brains out," I laugh.  "You ever 
fuck two fifteen-year-old girls?" I try to stop 
laughing and get serious, but it's hard.
"Is this some kind of joke?" he gets all pricky, and 
looks around, like he's trying to find a cop.  "No 
joke, baby," nikki snakes her hand under the table, and 
he pops right up in his chair, like a jack-in-the-box.  
"You heard her. We want to fuck your brains out.  
Oooo," she giggles like a porno slut acting all school-
girl, "what's that in there?"
"Uhh," he grunts and shimmies in his chair, like he's 
trying to slither out of his skin.  I've got his animal 
pegged now.  He's a snake, must be a retired lawyer or 
politician or something.  I like fucking snakes.  They 
always have a lot tricks up their sleeves. "I'm 
hungry," I catch his rolling eyes and smile.  I stick 
my tongue against the inside of my cheek, open my mouth 
into an 'O', cup my hand, and begin stoking an 
imaginary dick into my lips.  I fuck my tongue back and 
forth against my cheek and it pops in and out.  He is 
absolutely fucking hypnotized.  "You look hungry, too.  
Maybe you'd like to BUY us all lunch?" "I .. uh .." he 
stutters.
"Yeah," nikki picks up the game.  "I'm reeaallly 
hungry, too." She is total porno brat now.  "I want to 
eat right now."  Her shoulder is swiveling, so I can 
tell she's jacking his dick under the table. "Let's go 
somewhere and get some lunch, okay ..?"
"What are you girls talking about?" he gasps, still not 
believing what's happening.  "You got someplace we can 
go for LUNCH?" I ask.  "'Cause if you don't, we'll go 
find someone else who's hungry."
"Are you girls talking about what I think you're 
talking
about?" he asks, still stupefied.
"You got $100 a piece, and you can have lunch with us," 
nikki breathes in his face, pouring her entire nikki 
porno presence into his tiny, pea-sized herman mind.  
"How does that sound?" "You girls are .. prostitutes 
..?" he whispers slowly. "We're just hungry and horny," 
I reply.  "You want to join us for lunch, or not.  Let 
us know now."
"I .. Let me .. I can get some money out of the bank 
machine," he finally tells us.  "I don't have $200 on 
me right at the moment." "Okay," nikki says.  "There's 
a machine out by the doorway." She points to the exit 
of the food court.  "Let's go."  She stands up, still 
holding his dick for insurance.  He gets up slowly, in 
a daze, and she pats his crotch like he's a good doggie 
- good herman, good boy ...  I get behind him as he 
puts on his coat and they start walking out.  We all 
cross the food court together, and Nikk is still 
holding his cock as they walk, right in front of anyone 
who is bothering to notice.
"Two hundred?" he asks again as he go through the first 
set of doors and enter the alcove.  "An extra $50 a 
piece if you want to fuck our asses," nikki adds.  "You 
ever fuck a 15-year-old's ass before?"
"N..no .." he stutters.  He is being honest.  That is 
sooo sweet.  "D..do you girls do .. you know?" he was 
actually shaking. Like I said-soooo sweet.
"Lez?" I ask him, wrapping my arms around nikki porno 
and licking the back of her neck.
He nods, not even able to say the words.  I never 
realized a
herman could be soooo fucking cute.
"Maybe," I laugh.  "You got another $50 a piece for 
that?"  I don't know where the hustle comes from.  It 
just pops in brain and out my mouth, like it's natural 
or something for me to be wheeling and dealing sex with 
a herman.
"Okay," he tries to stop shaking and clear his head.  
"What's this going to cost me .. I mean everything?" he 
asks.
"$200 a piece gets you whatever you want for an hour," 
nikki tells him.
"And that's a full hour?" he asks nervously.  "I mean 
we can do it a couple of times ."
"You cum pretty quick, huh?" nikki smiles at him and 
pats his crotch.  He kind of nods.  "Hey, that's cool.  
We'll let you cum twice.  You think you can cum any 
more than that, it'll be $50 more." "Why don't I just 
give you $250 a piece?" he offers.  "How does that 
sound.  $250 a piece and anything goes, okay ..?  As 
many times as I can."
Nikki looks at me, and I nod.  I mean that's $500 
fucking bucks we've talked this old guy up to.  I can 
live with that shit. "One hour," nikki repeats.  As he 
puts his card in the machine, she rubs his ass.  
"Shit," he curses when the machine makes a bad beeping 
noise.  His hands are shaking so much, he can't enter 
in his PIN number.  "You need help with that?' nikki 
laughs.
"I'll get it," he chokes, furiously pounding the 
buttons. This time the machine makes a nice beep, and 
a 
few seconds later the metal door yawns open and a whole 
pile of twenties slides into view. "Cool," nikki 
says as he scoops the money up and puts it in his coat 
pocket.  He zips up the pocket right away, and 
heads for the door real quick.  He's still thinking 
we're trying to rip him off or something.  Not that 
we 
couldn't have.  But why should we?  I mean me and nikk 
are horny, and there is something about the 
thought of
fucking this old herman that is getting me seriously 
wet.
I've never fucked an old fart before.  Up until now, 
the
oldest guy I've banged was maybe thirty-five.  It was 
when I was thirteen, and it was ...  Wait a minute, 
that's another story.  Right now we're following this 
70-year-old herman out to his car.  It is fucking cold, 
like the fucking North fucking Pole, as we cross the 
parking lot.  Luckily, he's parked in a spot close to 
the door.  He has a big Chrysler, a real old herman's 
car.  He opens the door with a pocket car alarm, and 
the buzzer squawks.  He is shaking, and it isn't all 
just the bone-chilling cold.  "You know," he says as he 
fumbles with opening the passenger doors.  "You never 
told me your names." "I'm Cherry," nikki does a real 
porno-brat voice.
"I'm Candy," I pick up on the gag.
"Don't you want to know my name?" he asks as he goes 
over to the driver's side.  "We know your name," I tell 
him as I slide into the front seat before nikki can.  I 
see all sorts of power buttons on the dash and door.  I 
like to play with power buttons in cars.  "It's 
herman," I tell him.  "My name isn't herman," he 
laughs, getting inside next to me. "It is to us," nikki 
catches on with my joke as she slides into the backseat 
and closes the door.  "I mean do you really think we 
should know your REAL name?"
"Maybe you're right," he thinks about that for a 
second.  "I guess that wouldn't be smart."
"So we'll just call you herman," I tell him.
"Or Mr. Herman if you want," nikki adds, and I almost 
crack up.
"I really don't like the name Herm ..." he starts.
"Can I take out your cock and suck on it now, Mr. 
Herman," I cut him off with best my porno-schoolgirl 
voice.  "I want to see your cock, Mr. Herman.  Don't 
you want to see Mr. Herman's cock, Cherry?" I ask 
nikki.
"Yeah, Mr. Herman," nikki reaches over from the 
backseat and tickles his neck.  "Come on, show us your 
cock.  I've never seen an old guy's cock before.  I bet 
it looks cool."  She sticks her head over the seat so 
that she's peering over his shoulder at his crotch. 
"Take his cock out, Candy," she tells me.  "Let's see 
Mr.  Herman's cock."
"It feels kind of big," I get all girlie on him.  "Do 
you have a big cock, Mr. Herman?" I ask him as pull 
down his shiny sweats.  He scoots his ass off the front 
seat and lets me work the waistband down his hips.  
Everyone in the car is breathing steam, and it is 
freezing so bad our teeth are all chattering.  He puts 
the key in the ignition as I roll his sweats down to 
his thighs.  "Oooo, Cherry," I squeal when I see the 
outline of his prick in his boxers.  "Look!  Do you see 
his cock?"
"Yeah, cool," nikki gushes like she's never seen a cock 
in her life before.  He gasps when I stroke his bulge, 
and then he revs up the engine.  His cock is hard and 
stretches sideways in his shorts.  It's probably five 
inches, maybe five-and-a-half.  There's also a wet spot 
leaking through to the outside of his boxers, right at 
the tip of his prick.  "Did you cum already, Mr. 
Herman?" I scold him while I pull down his boxers.
He nods slowly.  His eyes are closed and his breathing 
is
getting real shallow.  
"Look, Cherry.  Mr. Herman already came," I giggle.  
"No wonder he was all worried before about how many 
times he could cum. He already came in his pants 
before.  When did you shoot your load, Mr.  Herman?" I 
ask him.  "Did you go sploogie when Cherry was jacking 
you off at the table?" "Y..yes," he stammers.  "I'm 
sorry.  I didn't mean to ..." "That is sooooo cute,"  I 
nuzzle up to him and stick my tongue in his ear.  
"Isn't he just so cute, Cherry?  I just want to eat him 
all up!" "Take his dick out!" nikki pouts.  "I want to 
see his dick. Mr. Herman, tell Candy to take out your 
dick so I can see it." "Yeah, Mr. Herman," I pick up on 
her game.  "Tell me to take your dick out and show it 
to Cherry.  I'm not going to take it out unless you 
tell me to," I tease.
"Take my dick out and show it to her," he barely 
whispers. "You can open your eyes, Mr. Herman," I 
laugh, snaking his hard, slimy cock out of his shorts.  
"Don't you want to watch me suck your cock?  Most guys 
like that .. a lot."
He opens his eyes and stares down at me fishing out his 
prick and french-kissing the piss hole.  His cock isn't 
like one I've ever seen before.  It has a big scar 
running down the shaft, and even though it's hard the 
skin sags around it, like maybe it was once six or 
seven inches and now it's shrunk and only the skin is 
left.  All this loose skin fascinates me, and I keep 
stretching it over his hard cock, almost pulling it out 
two inches past his cockhead.  "Oh, shit," he groans 
over the car's heater, which is pumping out heat on 
high.  With my other hand, I start playing with the 
radio.  "Do you mind?" I ask him when the radio 
crackles over 107.9 "TheHole" and "Deranged" by My 
Three Scum slices through the speakers. "No," he kind 
of whimpers.  "Whatever you girls want to listen to."
"This'll be cool to suck to," I lean over and nip at 
the bunch of loose cock skin I've pulled up like a hood 
over his cock-head.  As I get eyeball to pisshole with 
his prick, I notice his pubic hair for the first time.  
It's all gray, just like the hair on his head, and his 
scrote is big and floppy, like a tiny laundry bag with 
only two rolled-up socks inside.
"Wow!" nikki gasps.  "That's like the freakiest cock 
I've ever seen.  It is so cooool," she quickly adds 
when she sees his face droop.  
"You gotta feel this, Cherry," I tell her as I begin 
jacking it off in my hands.  "It feels so cool in my 
hands, like you could pull on it forever."
"Here," nikki takes it from me and pulls on it herself. 
"Yeah, that does feel cool.  It doesn't feel like any 
other cock I've ever played with."
"You girls have seen a lot of cocks, then,  I take it," 
he moans as nikki continues pumping.  "You could say 
that," I giggle, sliding down on the front seat so my 
tongue can get a clear shot at licking his balls.
"Yeah," nikki laughs, "a lot of cocks, but not like 
this one. What's this scar from anyway?" she asks.  "It 
looks cool." "That was from prostate surgery," he 
grunts when I finally get one of his nuts in my mouth 
and suck on it hard.  It feels like a big lima bean 
against my tongue.  "Shit!" he yelps when he feels my 
tongue-stud start running down his scrote to his 
asshole.  "Christ .. shit," he keeps groaning, 
squirming like a snake trying to slither out of its 
skin.
"Am I a good ball licker, Mr. Herman?" I ask him, 
raking my tongue-stud back up his scrote and pressing 
it deep into the wrinkly folds until I spear one of his 
nuts.  "Guys tell me I'm a real good ball licker." 
"Yes," he whispers.  "Christ yes."
"I like sucking guys' balls," I continue, rolling one 
ball and then the other over my tongue like 
jawbreakers.  "I've sucked a lot of balls, Mr. Herman, 
but you have like the coolest balls I've ever sucked.  
Do you know that, Mr. Herman?"
"Shit, that feels so good," he grunted, his eyes 
darting back from my sucking mouth to nikki's pumping 
hands, trying to keep up with both of us.  "I've .. 
I've never felt anything like that in my life. Shit 
that feels so good.  How the hell do you do that?"
"Practice," I tease him, slurping his scrote and making 
him shudder all down his body.  I can feel every 
muscle in his body
twitching, too.  Not like guys my age whose bods always 
feel so
powerful when they're in your mouth.  It wasn't like 
this old guy was feeding me himself; it was like I was 
eating him alive.  "Lots of practice," I worm my hand 
up under his butt and stick my finger in his asshole.  
He jerks up so hard he hits his head on the roof of the 
car. "Shit!" he curses.
"Jesus, Mr. Herman," nikki giggles.  "Don't go killing 
yourself.  We still gotta fuck you."
"Oh, shit .. oh shit," he just keeps babbling as I suck 
more scrote and dig my finger deeper up his ass.  His 
butt cheeks clench and unclench around my finger, like 
he can't make up his mind whether he wants me to stick 
it in deeper or pull out.  Maybe he's never had a girl 
stick her finger up his ass before.  Imagine that.  
He's like in his 70s, and he's never had a girl diddle 
his hole while she sucks his scrote.  
I don't know why, but that kind of makes me feel funny 
in way
- sad for him, but happy, too, that I can make him feel 
so good before he dies.  Then I think of him and his 
life and what's left of it.  He is so alive right now 
in my mouth, this old herman wriggling around like a 
snake in my grasp, but he'll be dead soon.  I'll be 
going through high school, college probably, then 
getting a job and living a whole life, and he'll be 
long gone by then.  It makes me feel weird, like my 
mouth on his cock is the only thing keeping him alive, 
and if I stop sucking he'll stop breathing, too.  I 
can't describe it any more than that, but I am starting 
to seriously freak.  "Let go of his cock, Cherry," I 
snap at nikki, and she backs off with a real surprised 
look.  "I want to deep throat him while the song is 
still going," I quickly explain.  "You know I love this 
song.".  "How old are you girls again?" he asks.
"Fifteen," nikki chirps.  "You like that, Mr. Herman?  
You like getting sucked off by a hot fifteen-year-old 
slut?"
"Shit," he whines when my lips make a seal over his 
cock-head and start working down the bulb real slow.  I 
slap my tongue against the ridge between his cock-head 
and his dick shaft.  Then the tip of my tongue grazes 
his scar, and I trace my tongue-stud down the entire 
length of the incision, fascinated by the roughness.  
He tastes like some kind of medicine or something, like 
the stuff my mom rubs on herself when she gets aching 
joints.  The smell is everyone on him. "Shit!" he yelps 
again when I inhale his shaft and begin bobbing my head 
up and down.
"Put your hands in her hair," nikki tells him, taking 
his hands and putting them on top my head.  "Then 
bounce her up and down on your meat."  She starts him 
off, and in a few seconds she lets go and he's on his 
own, pumping my mouth over his hard cock.  "She likes 
that, see?" nikki giggles and starts kissing him.  
He cranes his head back, and their tongues are darting 
in and out of each other's mouths.  His whole body is 
wheezing, and I can feel his heart pounding through his 
entire body, the vibrations pulsing out of his cock and 
reverberating against my tongue.  
"Come on, Candy," she rubs my hair and pulls it a 
little. "Suck it, bitch," she yanks my hair harder, and 
I wince a little.  I'm used to nikki playing rough when 
she gets worked up.  After what we'd been through 
earlier today, I knew she was worked up, and when she's 
worked up she pretty much does whatever she wants to 
blow off steam. "God you look so sexy fucking her 15-
year-old mouth, Mr. Herman" she kisses him again, 
giving him her tongue to suck on.  "Come on, she wants 
more cock," she takes his hands, forcing him to press 
down on my head hard.  "Jam that fucking cock down her 
throat!"  Unable to resist nikki porno, he stabs his 
cock up into my throat, and I gag a little, trying to 
jerk up.  But nikki porno makes him hold down my head 
right there.  "Count to ten .. real slow," she tells 
him.  "I .. I'm choking her," he whines.
"She can fucking take it," nikki presses my head down 
even harder on his cock.  I start gagging again, my 
eyes watering and snot starts running out my nose.  
"Can't you, Candy?" nikki teases me, petting my hair.  
I try to nod to get the old fart to start counting.  
I'm sure nikki's not going to hurt me really, but I'm 
choking on the guy's dick.  And when nikki porno gets 
something in her mind and she's horny, she doesn't let 
it go.  I try nodding even harder so he gets the idea.
"Ten .. nine .. eight," he begins.  "Seven .. six .. 
five," I count down in my mind with him, his cock-head 
wedged in my windpipe like an ice-cube that isn't 
melting.  "Four .. three .. two .. one .." "Fuck!" I 
hiss, finally coming up for air.  I lick the spit off 
my lips, and it drools down his shiny cock, making a 
puddle in his gray pubes.
"How did that feel, fucking the back of her throat?" 
nikki asks.  "I bet that felt real good, choking her 
with your cock, huh, Mr. Herman?"
"Oh, shit  ..." he gasps, rubbing his hands all through 
my hair and pressing my mouth back down around his 
cock.  I take one more quick breath before I take 
another gulp of his cock.  He doesn't need nikki's 
hands to force him any more.  He was getting off on my 
deep throat, and now he wants more, deeper, harder.  
"Oh, that feels so good," he gasps.  "I can't believe 
how good that feels."  He holds my head down, his cock-
head stuffed back in my throat, and he holds it there, 
then jams it down even harder for a few seconds until I 
start getting dizzy.
I try to push up, but the old fart is stronger than he 
looks.
I kind of punch him on the thighs with my hands, and he 
gets the hint. He pulls my head up slow, by my hair, 
taking his sweet fucking time so he can feel every inch 
of his cock slither out of my mouth.  Meanwhile, I'm 
sucking in air like I'm drowning on the Titanic.
The last chords of "Deranged" pound through my head 
with the oxygen I'm sucking into my lungs.  I nuzzle up 
to the herman's cock and lick it all along the scar 
again.  
I look up into his eyes, and he's crying .. he's 
actually
crying.  His face is all weirded out, with a kind of 
sick smile
twisting across his lips.
"You got somewhere we can go?" nikki asks him.  "I want 
to fuck you, stud." "Yeah," he pets my head, and holds 
me down gently to his cock, which tells me he wants me 
to keep licking and sucking, like he never wants me to 
stop.  He puts the car in gear, and backs out.  I feel 
every bump in the parking lot vibrate up through the 
tip of his dick as I suck it back into my mouth.  "Oh, 
shit," he grabs my hair and pushes his dick right back 
into my throat.  His whole body is twitching.  He's 
lifting his butt off the seat and jamming his dick up 
into my throat.  "Shit!" he says again, and his cock 
starts pulsing.    I know the feeling anywhere.  He's 
going to cum, and he wants to spray his load down my 
throat, make me drink him.  I jab my finger back up his 
asshole and milk his flabby scrote with my other hand. 
His cock jerks back in my mouth and the a warm flood of 
splooge just oozes out.  It doesn't spurt like with 
other guys I've sucked off.  It just pours out.  It 
tastes real salty, too, saltier than any cum of eaten 
before.  I swallow everything I can, and let the last 
little bit dribble down my lips.
I raise my head and he lets me go, his dick just 
throbbing in his lap.  I stroke the loose skin some 
more and feel it go soft.  I look up over the seat and 
niki porno is smiling at me.  I roll up my tongue and 
stick it out with a big puddle of his sperm dripping 
off the end.  Nikki leans over and kisses me, and I 
snowball the herman's splooge into her slutty mouth.  
He watches us and almost hits an oncoming car before we 
swerve.  Nikk and I don't miss a beat, swapping our 
spit and his salty old man cum between our pierced 
tongues.
"Christ, you girls are like something out of a dirty 
movie," he gasps.
"Where you taking us, Mr. Herman?" nikki asks, sticking 
her cum-covered tongue in his ear.
"We going to your house?" I ask.
"No," he shudders.  "We couldn't go there.  My wife's 
there." "So?" I reply.  "We'll fuck her, too, won't we 
Cherry ..?  No extra charge."
"I .. " he shakes his head and laughs.  "No.  You have 
no idea what she's like." "Does she suck your cock?" I 
ask.  "I mean I always wonder if old ladies suck dick.  
I've seen pictures posted on newsgroups like that, but 
I think that's just pornos, you know." "Believe me, my 
wife doesn't suck cock," he laughs again, only he 
doesn't sound amused.
"But she used to, right?" I ask.
"No," he shakes his head again, and he sounds a little 
pissed now.  "Back when .. you see," he stops.  "Girls 
from my era, they .. Blow jobs just weren't done," he 
finally blurts out.  "Only prostitutes performed oral 
sex.  It was like that up until the 60s, I think, which 
was already way too late for us.  We just fucked.  
That's all I've done for the last 50 years, just fuck, 
and I haven't done that in over a year.  Th last blow 
job I had was .. it must have been back when I was in 
the Army.  I was in Guam.  I got some blow jobs back 
then.  But not like that," he adds.  "Certainly not 
like that." "Then I sucked your cock good?" I ask him, 
already knowing the answer.  For some reason, though, I 
always like to hear guys say it, this time especially.  
I mean the guy hasn't gotten a hummer in like 50 years.  
I hope mine was worth the wait.  "You sucked my cock 
incredibly," he whispers.  "I never felt anything like 
that in my life." "I suck cock even better than Candy," 
nikki sticks her sploogey tongue out at me.  "You'll 
see.  I'll lick out your asshole, too.  How does that 
sound, Mr. Herman?  Ever have your asshole rimmed?"
"N..no," he stammers.  "No, I haven't."
"Jesus," nikki pats him playfully on the shoulders.  
"Hurry up and park somewhere so we can fuck.  I am so 
fucking horny." "You girls really are fifteen?" he asks 
us.  "I mean I just can't believe this.  I just can't 
goddam believe this.  It's like .. it's impossible."
"You look at girls our age a lot, don't ya, Mr. 
Herman?" nikki asks.  "You sit there in the mall and 
think about fucking all the hot young girls all the 
time, huh ..?"
"Yes," he whispers.  "I know it's not right, but .. I 
.. I know this is wrong.  What I'm doing, it's just 
wrong, it's just that I ..."
"Fuck that!" I cut him off.  "You want to fuck us, we 
want to fuck you.  You give us money.  We give you the 
monster fuck of your life.  So who the fuck loses here?  
Why is that wrong for fucking anybody?" "You're both so 
young," he answers.  "What I'm doing here is illegal.  
I could go to jail."
"But you won't," I tell him.  "You're just gonna fuck 
us. You're just gonna fuck our fifteen-year-old asses."
"This is so .. absolutely .. dirty .. perverted," he 
shakes his head.
"Yeah, ain't it fucking great," nikki licks his neck. 
"My sister lives here," he tells us as he pulls into 
the driveway of a condo.  "She's down in Florida, and I 
feed her cat.  We can be alone here." "Sure beats the 
hell out of fucking in a car," I giggle as I begin 
pushing all the knobs on his dashboard.
"Don't ." he starts.  "Ah, what the hell," he laughs as 
he pulls into a parking space.  Nikk and I pile out of 
the car while he puts his sweats back on.  Then he gets 
out and walks kind of wobbly to the door.  He opens it, 
and we ran inside ahead of him.  It's warm in there, 
and nikki just starts peeling off her clothes.  The 
herman is just staring at her, drooling when he sees 
her big tits, flat tummy, and all the tatts and pierces 
everywhere.  Nikki Porno is always stealing the show 
when we tag-team some guy, but this time it's going to 
be different.  I peel off my jacket and top and start 
playing with my tits, pinching my nips and getting them 
hard like little cocktail wienies.
Nikki flops on the couch, totally naked, spreads her 
legs and starts rubbing her puss.  "You wanna see her 
eat me out, Mr. Herman?" she asks him.  "Uh .. yes," he 
stammers.
"Drag your tits over here, bitch," nikki cackles, "and 
eat my fucking puss, you slut." I walk over, stepping 
out of my shoes and sliding down my jeans.  I leave my 
socks and panties on, and kneel down on the floor, 
taking a whiff of last night's fuck which is still 
lingering on nikki's puss.  She grabs my hair and 
smashes my face into her ripe labes.  I dig my tongue-
stud hard into her clit hood, and worm it around until 
she's climbing up the back of the couch.  "She eats 
your pussy well, doesn't she?" he asks nikki. "Yeah, 
she's my little rugmunching bitch-toy," nikki groans 
when I don't let up on her clit.
"You got any booze in here?" I pop my head up from 
nikk's pussy and kiss her tummy.
"I .. I think there's some, yes," he answers, making 
his way towards a liquor cabinet.
"You got Vodka?" nikki asks.  "We just want straight 
Vodka, right out of the fucking bottle."
"Absolut," he answers, taking out the large, clear 
bottle with distinctive blue lettering.  "Bring that 
shit over here and pour it in my puss," nikki tells 
him.  "My little bitch here will drink it right out of 
my puss, won't you, Candy ..?"
"Fuck yeah," I snarl, tugging at nikki's nip rings and 
growling like a doggie.  "Get that fucking bottle over 
here, herman. I want to fucking party."
"Here you go," he's standing over us in a second.  
"Like this?" he asks, splashing some Abs on nikki's 
cunt.
"No, like this," nikk grabs the bottle, takes a 
helacious swig and then pours like four shots worth 
into her puss.  "Come on, baby, lap it up," she takes 
my hair and shoves my mouth into her puss. I suck the 
Abs out of her snatch, and she goes ape-shit.  The 
hermn has his dick out of his sweats again, and in a 
few seconds he's completely naked, too.  "Kiss my ass," 
I tell him between mouthfuls of nikk's drenched puss.  
"Jam your tongue up my fifteen-year-old asshole, you 
fucking old pervo."  He obeys immediately, sliding my 
panties aside and burying his tongue up my butt crack.  
"That's it, you sick old fuck, lick my asshole.  Kiss 
my ass." "Shut up and eat me, bitch," nikki mashes my 
face back into her cunt and showers her snatch with 
more Abs.  I haven't eaten all day, so the vodka shoots 
directly to my head, and I'm swimming in the buzz.  
"Tug on my labe rings while you rim my asshole, pervo," 
I growl at the herman.  "That's it," I tell him when I 
feel the sharp, pulling twinge of his fingers working 
my labe rings.  Obviously he's not that clueless.  
"Harder, you sick old fuck.  Now jam that tongue of 
yours up my asshole."  He rams his tongue all the way 
into my ass hard, and it feels like a snake wriggling 
into my hole.  Then he keeps tugging my labe rings even 
harder, until I think he might tear my puss lips off.  
It feels so fucking good, and I am so fucking horny, I 
cum right there in a flood.  It starts at my toes and 
shoots up my spine into my buzzing brain like a dagger.  
I feel like I'm being ripped apart from the inside out, 
and I groan into nikk's puss, sucking even more Abs 
into my brain.  "You hard yet, Mr. Herman?" nikk asked.  
"'Cause when you are, you gotta fuck me.  I wanna feel 
that hard old dick of your make my fifteen-year-old 
pussy cum.  I'm about ready to cum," she whines. "Cum 
on, fuck me .. please!"
He slides up beside me, and I back off.  He aims his 
cock at nikki's puss and slices into her.  She wraps 
her legs around him and slams him inside her as deep as 
he'll go.  Then she humps the hell out of him until I 
think she's going to give him a heart attack.  He pumps 
away like a psycho inside her, sweat pouring down his 
old, flabby body, and his knees wobbling.  I crawl 
around behind him and stick my face up into his ass, 
spearing my tongue up his butt crack and fucking my 
tongue-stud in and out of his sphincter.  I love 
rimming guys.  I love the taste of their assholes.  
Even if they keep them real clean, there's still that 
musky, earthy taste, and I love the feel of their hair 
around my tongue when I jam up their ass-pipe.  It's 
like fur lining or something, and sometimes there's a 
stray kernel of shit sticking a clump of pubies 
together, and it's jammed up their butt like a pebble. 
This herman has a couple dry shit stones clogging his 
tunnel, so I bite down on them with my teeth and rip 
them loose - pubes and everything.  "Christ .. shit .. 
what the hell was that?" he cries out after I tear out 
the first patch.
"I'm cleaning your asshole out, you dirty old pervert," 
I bark at him.  Then I take my hand, open it up and 
slap his meaty, old, flabby ass hard while nikki 
thrashes him between her thighs.  "Didn't anyone ever 
teach you how to wipe after you shit?" I slap him hard 
again - once more, again, again - until big red welts 
burst out on his pale white ass flab.
"Oh  ..." he whimpers, collapsing into nikki as she 
slams him into warp-drive.  I think I hear some bones 
in his back or hips crack every time she crushes her 
thighs around him.  I smack his ass a few more times 
before sinking my mouth back into his ass crack and 
rooting out more of the dried shit stones.  I rip out 
two more from his ass-pipe, then jam my tongue-stud so 
far up his hole my cheeks are pressed flat against his 
butt-flaps.  I spread his cheeks as far as they can go, 
and move my tongue-stud around inside him like I'm 
snaking a clogged drain.
"Jesus Christ!" he bellows.  Nikki porno and I are both 
at maximum warp.  She's practically breaking his spine, 
and he just twists around between her thighs like a 
wriggling snake.  Meanwhile, I'm splitting open his 
ass-cheeks like a big, fleshy walnut, and his asshole 
is so gaping and slickery I can now shove my whole 
fucking fist up there.
"How's that feel, Mr. Herman?" I tease him, punching my 
fist into his asshole and working it in like a drill.  
His flesh slowly parts around my hand as I worm it up 
his butt.  It's warm and hugs my fist and wrist, like a 
tight, rubbery sleeve.  "You ever been fisted before, 
you fucking pervo?" "Oh .. shit .. stoppppp," he sobs.  
"Oh, Christ, shit!" "Fuck me, you fucking old bastard!" 
nikki yips.  She clamps down like she's trying to kill 
him, and I can tell she's cumming.  She humps up and 
down, flopping around like a seal, trapping him between 
her thighs and squeezing the life out of him.  I try to 
time my punches up his asshole between her thrusts, so 
that my fist is driving up his butt the same time she's 
releasing pressure.  This way, the old fart gets no 
fucking break.  She slams him hard inside her, then he 
slides out for a split second, before I punch my fist 
into his hole.  No fucking relief.  
His wasted old bod goes limp after a minute of this.  
"Oh, Christ," he mutters over and over again.  "Oh 
Christ."  His whole body is quaking, and I think he 
might be having a heart attack or something, so I stop 
fisting him.  Nikki slides out from under him, not even 
paying attention to his heavy breathing and sweat.  She 
kisses his cock, which is still hard and dangling in 
the air.  Then she begins rummaging around in her coat 
pockets.  
"You all right, Mr. Herman?" I cuddle up to him and 
kiss his ear.
"I've never .. what .. Christ," he finally gasps, then 
kisses me on the lips.  "You girls are sick, you know 
that ..?" he pants. "Really sick."
"Yeah, I know," I kiss him long and hard, feeling his 
tongue snake in and out of my mouth.  He's like a guy 
who hasn't eaten in years sitting down at a 
smorgasbord.  He jams his tongue into my mouth like his 
whole fucking life depends on frenching me, on tasting 
me. "You're a horny old fucker yourself," I tickle him 
and grab his cock. "See?  Still hard."
"My head is pounding .. heart is like .. shit.  You 
girls are going to fucking kill me if you keep this up.  
I haven't fucked like this .. ever!"
"I want to feel your cock up my ass," I suck on his 
saggy man-tit.  "Okay?  Can you do that for me, Mr.  
Herman?"  I really want to feel this old perv fuck my 
ass, too.  I'm tripping that he's like been fucking for 
probably 60 years or something, and me and nikki porno 
are the best lays he's ever had.  Since he may not ever 
get fucked so good again, I want to make sure he gets 
everything coming to him.  I want to feel him fucking 
my ass, knowing I am the best lay he will ever have in 
his whole life.  "You do want to fuck my ass, don't you 
..?"
"I sure as hell do, " his breathing slows down some, 
and he gets this blissed-out glow over his eyes like 
he's stoned. 
"Bend over the couch," nikki tells me.  She produces a 
tube of KY and squirts a glob in her fingers.  "I want 
to watch him fuck your ass," she leans over and kisses 
him while I shuffle around to the sofa.  "You gotta 
fuck her ass hard, though, Mr. Herman, so she cums. 
Okay?  Think you can do that?" "I can sure as hell 
try," he replies, playfully spanking my butt as I crawl 
over him and lay my stomach down on the couch.    Nikki 
is at my ass in a second, playing with my sphinx, 
dipping the cold gel into my butt crack and making me 
quiver.  "She's got a nice ass, doesn't she?" nikki 
asks him.
"Hell yes," he pants.
"I'm gonna watch you stick your hard cock up her 
fifteen-year-old ass, you old pervert," nikki informs 
him.  "How does that sound, ass fucking this little 
teenage slut?"
"Great," he gasps.
She slops enough of the cold gel up my butt to get me 
all slickery for herman.  Then she moves back down to 
him, grips his cock and leads him up over me until he's 
mounting me from behind like a dog.  "Can you feel his 
cock, Candy?" she asks me, rubbing his cockhead around 
the puckering ring of my sphinx.  "Mr. Herman here is 
going to fuck your tight little asshole, isn't that 
right, Mr.
Herman."
"Hell, yes," he repeats, his breath turning into a 
panting again.
"You ever fucked a girl's asshole before, Mr. Herman?" 
I moan as nikki teases his cock against my hole.  "No," 
he whispers, which is reeeaally cute.  This old herman 
is so fucking cute.  I can't believe how fucking cute 
he is.  Like 70 something, and he's never stretched a 
girl's sphinx before.  Poor old fucker.  I hope he 
fucking loves my ass.  I want him to fucking love my 
ass, and cum deep inside it.  I want to feel his cum 
inside my ass the rest of the day.
"She's ready, Mr. Herman," nikki kisses my ass and 
pokes the herman's cock-head through my sphinx.  
My ass-pipe yawns open to accept his hard dick, and I 
try to relax, so I can take it all at once.  "Jesus 
Christ that's tight," he groans, plowing ahead into my 
ass and separating my cheeks like their sections in a 
juicy orange. "Does that hurt?" he asks me real sweet.  
"Fuck that!" nikki answers for me.  "Of course it 
hurts. You're fucking her fifteen-year-old ass, you 
dirty pervert.  You're splitting her apart.  But she's 
a fucking teenage pain-slut, aren't you, Candy girl 
..?" "Yeah," I grunt, "I'm a fucking teenage pain-slut.  
Fuck that hurts!" I exaggerate as he keeps plowing into 
me.  "Fuck, you're like tearing my asshole apart with 
your cock.  It feels fucking huge, like it's a foot-
fucking-long or something.  Fuck!  Fuck!  Fuck!" I 
pound the couch cushions like I'm in utter agony.
He stops, obviously convinced I'm in extreme pain.  
That is so
sweet and pathetic, I almost crack up.
"Don't listen to her!" nikki tells him.  "She's just 
being a puss bag.  She's always like this when guys 
fuck her ass.  She cries like a little baby."
"I think I'm really hurting her," the herman says.
"Who the fuck cares?  She's just your little fuck-toy," 
nikki explains.  "It doesn't matter what she says or 
feels.  Your cock is all that matters.  Now fuck her 
ass hard.  Believe me, she'll quit whining and start 
getting off on the pain in a minute.  If she doesn't, 
who the fuck cares?  Now fuck her ass.  I want to see 
you make her scream!"  She pushes him hard inside me.  

His instincts take over, and he starts fucking my ass 
.. hard, harder, even harder. "Oh, Jesus Fucking 
Christ!" I carry on like he's Jake Steed or something.  
"It' too fucking big.  Your cock is too fucking huge, 
Mr. Herman.  You've gotta stop.  Please .. Oooo  ... 
Please stop!" "Shut the fuck up, bitch," nikki grabs my 
hair and jerks my head back.  Then she slaps her arm-
pit over my mouth and I start licking her stubbly 
underarm while she spanks my ass with her other hand.  
"Fuck her ass, Mr. Herman.  Make her scream."

He really starts slamming me, and I mean hard, not just 
for an old fart.  "Ooooooo," I moan into nikki's arm 
pit.  She's beating my ass, too, and with every thrust 
I feel his cock-head dig deeper into my ass.  I feel 
his balls slap against my butt.  I feel his heart 
pounding every time our bodies slam together.

"That's it, you dirty old bastard," nikki hisses at 
him.  "Now you're fucking her teenage slut-ass good and 
hard, just the way she fucking needs it.  Fucking 
little pain-slut loves it hard up the ass, don't you, 
bitch ..?" she takes her arm-pit away.

"Fuck!  Fuck!  Jesus you're so fucking huge, Mr. 
Herman.  Your cock feels so huge blasting my asshole!" 
When some guy is stretching my sphinx, I always try to 
remember all the fuck moans I've heard in pornos.  Guys 
love when you make noise and say all sorts of filthy 
shit.  Mr. Herman in my ass is no different.  The more 
I carry on, the harder he pounds my ass-pipe.  I reach 
down and play with my labe rings and clit.  His cock 
and nikki's hands keep abusing my ass, until I feel 
another cum rip through my guts.  "Fuck!  Pound my 
asshole.  FUCK!" I start sucking nikki's tits as I cum.  
He collapses on top of me and starts spewing in my ass.  

I flex my ass muscles down hard around his prick and 
start milking all the splooge out of his dick.  He 
groans every time I clench my sphinx and squeeze more 
sperm out.  Finally he gets too soft and just slithers 
out my hole.  Nikki gets her mouth around to my butt-
hole, sticks her tongue-stud up my ass and starts 
felching me like crazy.    After a few minutes of this, 
I slowly drift down off my cum and back into my body, 
twisting around so that I'm facing nikki.  She 
snowballs his cum and her spit down into my mouth and 
we swap the goo between us while we feel each other up.  

"That's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen," the 
herman gasps from behind us.  We turn around to see him 
collapsed on the floor, just staring at us.  I crawl 
over to him and nikki follows me, and we just cuddle up 
with the old fart.  He puts his arm around us, real 
protective like, almost like he thinks he's our daddy 
or something.  It feels kind of cool, making out with 
nikk while he pets our hair and rubs his hands over our 
bodies.  "We've got like five more minutes, Mr. 
Herman," nikki says. "Do you want to do anything else?"
"I just want to lie here with you two, is that all 
right?" he asks.
"That's sweet," I giggle and kiss him.  "You really are 
a sweet old perv, you know.  And you fuck like a stud," 
I squeeze his limp cock.  "I bet you could fuck us all 
day, huh?" "No," he laughed.  "That's more of workout 
than my dick has ever seen.  Unfortunately, I'm an old 
fart now.  I wish I was your age again.  You must fuck 
the guys silly."
"I think you should make your wife suck your cock," 
nikki tells him.  "A horny old stud like you should get 
his cock sucked on a regular basis.  I'd also make her 
take it up the ass, too.  I mean what kind of wife is 
she if she won't take it up the ass for a studly like 
you?"
"I wish it was that simple," he laughs.
"I'll give you our pager number, if you ever want to 
fuck us again," nikki tells him.
"Would you?" he seems surprised, almost like he's 
honored. "I'd like that." "We really should print up 
cards, you know," I tell nikki. "We could pass them out 
to all you horny old pervs at the mall." "You girls are 
seriously deranged," he chuckles.  "Can I ask you a 
question?" "Sure," I reply.
"Why did you pick me.  I mean there were other guys in 
the mall.  Why did you pick me?"
"'Cause I can always tell a stud when I see one," I 
tickle him.  "And you had stud written all over you."
"Can you tell me something else?" he asks.
"Sure, anything."
"Did I really fuck you good?" he asks slowly.  "I mean 
I know you girls did this for the money, but .. I don't 
know, I just .. I hope you girls had a little fun at 
least."
"Listen, studly," nikki kisses him on the lips and 
licks his chin.  "We can fake pretty good, but not that 
good.  You fucked our brains out.  Your cock is like 
awesome, you know that.  You fucked us better than most 
of the guys of our age."
"You're not just saying that," he smiles.
"Listen, we might be sluts, but we're not liars," I 
answer. "You fucking slammed us good.  I almost never 
cum twice like that, real quick.  You got some cock 
there, stud."
"Can we shower up?" nikki asks him.
"Sure," he tells us, "the bathroom is down the hall to 
your left."
"Last one in fucks the dog," I jump up and scramble 
through the living room with nikki at my heels.  I jump 
in the tub and turn on the water, then hit the shower 
switch, and I'm drenched in warm water. I feel nikki 
scoot in beside me and rub my shoulders.  I reach over 
to a shelf and get this bottle of perfumy shampoo and 
glob it on my hands.  Nikki takes the bottle from me 
and does the same, then we smear it all over each 
other's bodies as the warm water cascades down our 
sweaty flesh.  We scrub out each other's every nook and 
cranny.  I pump about a gallon of the shampoo into her 
ass and pussy and work both hands into her holes while 
she bends over with her face in the shower stream.  

Then I switch to one hand, sticking my thumb up her 
butt and my index finger up her puss.  I get more 
shampoo and begin washing her hair with my other hand, 
and scrubbing the suds along her back.  "You need a 
fucking bath, bitch," I scold her as I scrub her down.  
"You've smelled like last night's fuck all day."

"Let's go back to the mall and go shopping," nikki 
sighs as I massage the shampoo into her scalp.  "I want 
to get a real hot outfit, and you can get one, too, 
then we'll pick up tams from school, get her dressed 
up, and then go out and cruise some fancy restaurant 
for more hermans." "You really got off on this, huh 
..?" I ask her.
"It was awesome.  We've got $500, for fucking, would 
you believe that?  Makes me wonder why a chick would do 
anything but whore.  I mean $500 fucking bucks.  We do 
two or three more hermans today, and we'll be fucking 
loaded."
"Listen, don't get carried away," I warn her.  "We 
could get fucking caught, you know, if we're not 
careful." "Listen, who the fuck is going to think two 
fifteen-year-olds are going to go out whoring hermans 
at the mall?  Get a grip?  This is easy fucking cash, 
so don't go all puss-bag on me." "Don't call me a puss-
bag," I snap, whacking her ass hard. "Bitch!" she 
giggles.  "No, you're the bitch!" I hiss back at her, 
smacking her ass hard, over and over again while I 
scrub out her pussy.  She relaxes and lets me beat a 
cum out of her.  I knead her ass cheeks hard, and her 
puss grips my fingers like a vise when she finally cums 
in my hands.  Then I lather her up again, and scrub her 
down.
When we both get out of the shower we smell like roses.  
We towel each other off, and run back out into the 
living room.  The herman is sprawled across the floor.  
I think he might be dead until I see his chest moving 
up and down.  He is sleeping.  We get the money out of 
his pockets and get dressed.  Then we try to wake him 
up, but he won't move.  He only grumbles and turns 
over.
"This sucks!" nikki fumes.  "We gotta get back to the 
mall." "Well, how the fuck are we going to that?"
"We'll take his car," she scoops up the keys and 
sprints out the door.  This is insane.  I'm right 
behind her at her heels, trying to stop her.  "Listen, 
nikk, quit fucking around.  We're not going to take 
this guy's car.  Besides, neither one of us can drive 
yet.
Remember?"
"Fuck you, I can SO drive.  I'm a good driver."  She 
opened the door and climbed in.  "Come on, bitch.  
Let's go!"  She revs up the engine, and I can see she's 
going to do this.  That means I might as well, too.  I 
run around to the passenger side and climb in.  She 
backs out of the drive with a lurch and barrels out 
onto the road.  I am actually driving in a car with 
nikki porno at the wheel.  We're both drunk as hell 
from the Abs, and neither of us knows where we're going 
or what the fuck we're doing.  I should be scared 
shitless, but instead I'm laughing my ass off.
I kiss my nikki p. and cuddle up to her as she plows 
through the traffic.  Horns beep at us from every 
angle.  When we stop at a red light, this woman next to 
us glares at us when she pulls up.  I guess we cut her 
off or something.  I flip her off, and then nikk and I 
start sucking face right in front of her.  The woman 
has a little girl in the car with her, maybe nine or 
ten, and the little girl is just staring at us like 
we're animals in a zoo.  Nikki lifts up her shirts and 
pops out her tattooed tit, flashing the woman and the 
little girl while I lick her nipple.

When the light turns green, the woman hits the gas and 
shoots ahead of us.  "Do you know how the fuck to get 
back to the mall, bitch?" I am laughing hysterically.  
"Yeah .. 'I'm an excellent driver,' " nikki starts 
goofing in this funny voice, like Dustin Hoffman in 
Rainman, and shoots the big Chrysler ahead into the 
traffic.  I press her close to me and start screaming 
as she floors the gas and we're like doing 60, flying 
past these cars and swerving like an amusement park 
ride.  "Hey, that's the road," I scream at her, 
pointing to a street I recognize.  "Make a left there.  
That goes right to the mall.  Shit, you're going right 
past ."
"No, I'm not," Nikki pitches the wheel suddenly, and we 
careen across three lanes of traffic and screech onto 
the street.  Then she guns the old mans boat, and 
floors it again.  I look at the speedometer and she 
gets it up to 60, 70, 80, flying through a stop sign.  
"This is so fucking COOL!" she screams.  "I could 
fucking cum from just this.  You gotta fucking try 
this, ronn.  This is so motherfucking COOL!"
The mall appears ahead of us, and there's a lot of 
traffic.
Nikki breaks and slows and we get in this turn lane.  A 
minute later, we're pulling back into the mall.  We 
park in the back of the lot, pile out, and then run all 
the way through the cold to the entrance. When we get 
inside, it's like we never left.  Nikki pulls me by the 
hand and drags me down the promenade to Frederick's.
The lady clerk gives us the eye the minute we stumble 
in.
She's in her twenties, very petite, lots of mascara, 
great tan, wearing a wonder bra under her tight white, 
cable turtleneck so she looks like a B-cup instead of 
an A.  She's showing off her legs, too, with white 
stockings under a black-and-blue plaid skirt and a wide 
belt buckle.  If I didn't know she was going to be a 
real bitch, I'd probably be hitting on her big time 
right now because she is hot. Fuck, maybe I'll come on 
to her anyway.  She looks like she needs a good fucking 
spanking.  "Can I help you girls?" she snips. "Yeah, we 
want to spend this here," nikki whips out the wad of 
money.  "We want to get something hot.  We're going to 
a big party tonight." The woman sees the cash, and she 
bristles.  She wants to chase our asses out, not wait 
on us.  "What kind of party is it?" she asks. "An 
orgy," I answer.  "But one where everybody dresses real 
hot before they rip off their clothes and fuck like 
pigs." "I think you girls had better leave before I 
call security," she gets in nikki's face.  "Why don't 
you call Don, the Mall Manager?" I push in between her 
and nikk.  I see the look in nikk's eyes, and I know 
she's about to go ballistic and kick this bitch's ass 
into a bloody, pulpy puddle. "We're his nieces.  He 
told us to come in here.  He SAID you'd wait on us .. 
DARLA," I read her nametag.  "He said ask for Darla.  
That's you, isn't it?"
"We could go somewhere else," nikk put the money away.  
"Maybe Structure isn't run by bitches," she sneers at 
the lady.  "Bet they'd like to take our money, huh ..?"
Darla thinks about this for a second, and then smiles 
slightly.  "If you shop here, I'm going to have to hold 
your purses .. and the money," DARLA tells us.  She 
thinks she's so clever.  She'll get us stuck in here, 
call the mall, and get our asses busted.  Bitch! Won't 
she be in for a surprise.
"Whatever," I toss my purse at her, nikk copies me, and 
we run into the back of the store.  I stop in front of 
a mirror and watch her reflection go to the phone and 
punch a number.  She's paging DON, MALL MANAGEMENT.  
She things she's got us busted.  She thinks maybe we 
stole the money she's holding.  She thinks maybe she's 
going to get a reward.  She thinks she's going to get 
to laugh at our asses when the cops drag us out of 
there.
She hangs up.  She waits about thirteen seconds, and 
the phone rings.  She picks up and starts talking real 
low, telling someone on the other end all about us.  
Then she stops cold, scowls and hangs up. She shakes 
her head and walks back to where we are.

"This is cool, Hillary," nikki starts using my other 
fake name now.  She lifts up a black spandex tank-top 
with no belly and flattens it against her tits.  "Don't 
you think this is cool, Darla?" she asks the clerk, who 
is now standing there trying to think of the fastest 
way to get rid of us.  "Yes, that's nice," Darla grits 
her teeth.
"That would really show off your tits, Cherry," I tell 
her. "She's got nice tits, doesn't she, Darla?"
"Um .." Darla is major pissed right now.  It's all 
stitched across her tanning-salon face, like a fright 
mask.  "Do women like ever lezz each other in the 
dressing rooms here?" I ask.  "I mean all these hot 
bitches trying on sexy clothes and shit.  There must be 
some kind of action going on here." "This really isn't 
the place for that, girls" Darla tries to keep her 
cool.  "You ever lezz?" Nikki asks.  "You've got a 
smoking little bod there, doesn't she Hill ..?" "Yeah, 
I'd fucking love some of that shit," I stick my tongue-
stud out and wag my mouth at her.  "So how 'bout it, 
Dar, you wanna go in back and let me eat you out?"

"I .. You .. Pick out some clothes or leave," she 
finally gets the words out.  She's shaking and it looks 
like she either wants to rip my neck with her 
fingernails or cry.
"Hey, Hill, I think this would look great on you," nikk 
tosses me red, zipper-tube top.  "Try it on." "Okay," I 
slide my coat off, then slink out of my shirts until 
I'm just in my bra.  Darla's jaw hits the fucking floor 
when she gets a load of my tatts and my firm tits.  I 
slide the red tuber over my belly and then pull my bra 
up and over my tits until it's hanging from my neck.  I 
flash some bare, pierced  tit for a few seconds before 
the tuber is in place over my boobs and I zip it up 
halfway.
"Jesus, doesn't she have a nice rack, Darla?" nikki 
licks her lips, and the bitch clerk is just speechless.  
Her eyes are zeroing in on my bod, and I step over to 
her, giving her a little show.  "I'm taking this," I 
tell her.  "I need some really wild hip-huggers now.  

You got anything with like a real low tummy?"  I take 
my index fingers and draw a V down the front of my 
jeans until the tips of my fingers meet right above my 
crotch.  "And maybe rhinestones," I add.  "You know, 
real porno-chic?" "I .. I ... "  Darla the sales bitch 
is stupefied.  She tears her eyes away from me when she 
spots nikki taking off her clothes, too.  "You can't do 
that!?" she finally yells.  "You have to do that in the 
dressing room.  This isn't a fucking whore house."

"Hey, sorry," nikki stops and laughs.  "Jesus, Darla, 
chill already, would ya'?"  Nikk turns to me.  "You 
wanna go back in the dressing rooms and try shit on?" 
she asks.
"She is staying RIGHT OUT HERE!" Darla is shaking all 
crazy, like one of those homeless people you see 
ranting on a street corner. "You are not going back 
into the dressing rooms.  Neither of you!" "Hey, what's 
up?  Is everything all right, Darla?" this adorable, 
sweet-faced blond pops up out of nowhere.  She looks 
younger than DARLA, but her nametag says KAT - ASST. 
MGR.  She's got on this hot little navy-blue 
conservative business-looking suit with red stockings 
and a white cotton shirt unbuttoned so low you can see 
her red bra and a lot of cleavage.  She is absolutely, 
postively scrumptious. 
"Yeah, we wanted to go and try this stuff on," I tell 
Kat, "and we wanted Darla to come with us tell us how 
it looks.  But she's like being mean or something," I 
put on my best clueless voice.  "I mean what is up with 
that?  We just wanted someone else's opinion.  I mean 
that is what you're here for, isn't it .. customer 
service ..? Well. We're customers, and we need service.  

I mean don't treat us like shit 'cause we're teenagers, 
because we're Don the Mall Manager's nieces, and we 
have a lot of money to spend here, and we don't like 
being treated like shit .. DARLA!" I locked lasers 
right in her eyes. "Certainly," Kat apologized.  "I 
understand.  Come on, let's all go in back and try 
these on. Darla and I would be more than glad to help, 
won't we Darla ..?"
"But, Kat?" Darla starts.
Kat ignores her and waves us to the back dressing 
rooms.
Nikki starts stripping the minute she steps behind the 
curtain into the dressing area.  The room is big  and 
square with eight mirrors on every wall.  Nikki slides 
out of her tee and flannel and then bends over with her 
back to Darla.  "Can you unsnap my bra in back?" she 
asks.
Darla looks at Kat, and her manager glares at her.  
Darla's fingers are shaking and she undoes the back of 
nikki porno's bra. Nikki lets it fall to the floor, 
turns around and jiggles her tits. "Shit that feel good 
letting the puppies out, you know," she smiles at Kat.  

"Bras kind of suck, don't you think?"
"It's probably your bra," Kat observes, trying not to 
gawk at all the tatts on nikk's hot bod.  "We have some 
that are really comfortable."
"Hey could we try some of those?" I ask.  "'Cause my 
bra makes my tits hurt all the time, too."  I unzip the 
zipper-tube and show Kat my pierced tits.  "The cups 
rub against my nip rings and they chafe," I tell her.  
Kat tries to stay cool.  I can see she is trying to 
guess how old we are, trying to figure out how we seem 
so young but act and look like such total sluts.  "See 
how irritated they get?" I pout, stretching my nips out 
so Kat can get a better look.  "We have some kind of 
cream for that," Kat breathes sharply. "We started 
carrying it since everybody's getting pierced these 
days. Let me see if one of the girls at the counter can 
dig that up." "Let me come with you." I put the tuber 
back on.  "I saw something else out there I wanted to 
try out, too." "Okay," Kat is all cheerful, and I 
follow her back out onto the floor.  There are two 
other sales clerks looking at us as Kat starts going 
through the bras.  
I walk up to one of them at the counter.  Her nametag 
says
NANCY  "Hey, I need some cream for my tits," I tell 
her, then lower my voice, "and Kat wants you get those 
two dildos over there for her." The girl pauses, and I 
see I'm going to have do some maneuvering here. "This 
is where I get the stuff, isn't it, Kat?"  I call out 
loudly to her.  She turns around.  "Yes, right there," 
she looks a little annoyed.  "Come on, Nancy, get the 
girl what she wants!" NANCY shrugs her shoulders, 
produces a jar of cream and then turns to the array of 
marital aids on the wall behind her.  "That one there," 
I point to a black two-headed dildo, and that strap-on, 
too." I keep my voice low, and check out Kat in the 
mirror.  She is still picking out bras like a good 
little assistant manager.  "Put those in a bag, okay," 
I tell NANCY.  "I don't think Kat wants me walking 
across the floor with that stuff, you know."

NANCY nods and gives me an odd look as she stuffs the 
items in a bag.  I take the bag from her and walk back 
towards the dressing room, stopping at spinner full of 
hip-huggers.  I find three styles in my size and two in 
nikki's size and drape them over the bag.  Next I move 
up to a shoe and boot display.  I pick out a two pairs 
of big-ass black platforms in nikki's and my sizes.  
Then I walk back up to Kat.   "I'll be back there in a 
minute," Kat sings out when she spots me.  "I'm just 
trying to get an assortment, okay.  Go on ahead," she 
urges me.
"Sure, see you back there," I try not to crack up as I 
slide through the curtain.  Nikki has Darla on her back 
in a 69.  Her thighs are locked around Darla's ears, 
and she's grinding her pussy and ass into the sales 
bitch's face.  Nikki has Darla's skirt pulled up above 
her tummy, and she's wearing Darla's panties around her 
forehead like a headband.  Nikki sees me, looks up and 
smiles.  She lifts her ass off Darla's face and I can 
see the sales bitch has mascara smeared all over her 
eyes and what looks like a fat lip.  Obviously nikki 
needed to use some persuasion to get the bitch into 
such a compromising position.  Now, however, Darla's 
rug-munching away like a well-trained bitch.

"Heya, girlfriend!" nikki laughs as she spanks Darla's 
clit, and the petite, tanning booth bitch yelps into 
nikki's puss.  "Me and Darla here decided to work out 
our problems.  She's really a sweet thing, once you get 
to know her.  Ain't that right, sweets?"  Nikki smacks 
her puss again, and Darla yips again.  "How does she 
eat puss?" I ask nikk, slinking out of my jeans, and 
then dropping the red tuber so my tits are bare again.
"Pretty good for a virg," nikki grunts.  "You did say 
you never ate puss before, right, bitch ..?"  She slaps 
Darla's puss again.
"Yhhh," Darla's huffs.
"Man, that Kat is a little hottie," nikki tells me. 
"You gonna fuck her?" "You bet'cher sweet ass," I take 
out one of the dildos - the black two-headed one - and 
tear off the packaging.  Just then the curtains slide 
open and Kat walks in with an armload of bras.  She 
drops the whole mess when she sees nikki and Darla 
lezzing.  The she reallystarts freaking when she spots 
me licking the head of the dildo getting it all slicked 
up.
"What the hell?" Kat is so freaked, she can only 
whisper, and it's barely even that.
"Strip and join the party!" I invite her.
"Wh ..I will do no such thing!"
"Okay," I smile, "I guess I'll cry 'rape' and get the 
whole fucking mall in here, then."
"This is insane!"
"Here I go."  I open my mouth and take a deep breath. 
"Don't," Kat gasps at the last minute.  "Please, God, 
don't. This is my job.  What do you ..?  What do you 
want?"
"Strip and I'll show you," I lick the head of the dildo 
some more.  "Otherwise you're going to have to explain 
to the cops how you have two fifteen-year-old girls 
back here, stripped naked and having lesbian sex with 
one of your clerks.  I don't think they'll believe 
anything out of your mouth after they see that.  Do 
you?"
"Please, are you trying to rob us or something?  Just 
take the money.  You can have the money." "We don't 
want your fucking money, bitch, we just want to screw," 
nikki tells her.  "Now get naked or she WILL scream her 
lungs out.  She can be a real bitch that way."

"This is insane," Kat shudders as she begins slinking 
out of her cute little suit.  "Strip for me," I keep 
slicking up the dildo-head.  "You know slow.  You've 
got a luscious bod there, sweets.  Sexy fucking red 
bra, too."  I whisper taking her blazer from and put it 
on over my naked torso.  Then I model in the mirror 
while she looks at me, her eyes bugging out of her 
shiny forehaed.  "You like flashing it around when you 
wear this, don't you, sweets," I tease as I continue 
posing with the blazer.  "Regular little pussy tease, 
aren't you?" "Please," Kat kind of whimpers, slowly 
popping the buttons on her white cotton blouse.  "You 
don't want to do this." "Like fuck I don't," I sneer.  

"Now slide the bra down on your tummy, and don't take 
it off.  It looks so sexy," I stroke her smooth white 
skin, from her shoulders, down her puffy boobs to her 
belly button.  "Hey, you're pierced?" I exclaim, 
kneeling down and kissing her navel.  "We got ourselves 
a real little thrasher slut here, Cherry," I giggle to 
nikki.  Kat shudders when she feels my lips graze the 
fine blond hair on her tummy.  I bathe her belly button 
with my tongue and work the dildo up her skirt and 
between her legs.  "Please .. stop," she mewls, but I'm 
not listening to a word she says.  I flip her skirt up 
and take her hands.  "Hold up your skirt," I tell her, 
and she does it, her whole body shaking.  "Oooo these 
stockings are so cute," I coo, rubbing my hands up her 
silky red legs and snapping her garters against her 
thighs.  They're definitely toned.  Her whole hot body 
is pretty ripped.  I start licking her calves all up to 
her thighs and then worming my tongue into her red silk 
panties.  I tug on the waistband, so the silk bunches 
all up and slices into her puss.

"Oh .. please .. don't," she sobs real soft, almost 
like she doesn't want me to hear her.  "Shhhh, 
sweetie," I kiss her on the labes and flick my tongue-
stud across her clit hood.  Her bump peeks out, and I 
swirl my tongue around the perimeter, feeling her knees 
turn to jelly.  Then, I ease the dry end of the dildo 
up between her cleavge to her pouting mouth.  "Suck 
it," I tell her, feeding the black rubber between her 
sobbing lips.  "I'm gonna stick this end up my puss and 
the other end up your puss.  Then we're gonna fuck each 
other.  How does that sound, sweets?  Huh?  How does 
that sound?" "Uh .. no .. oh .. oh  ..." she gasps 
every time the dildo slides back in her mouth.  She's 
drooling out of the corners of her mouth now, and we're 
ready.  I lower the dildo back down to my puss and 
slide it in.  Then I back her up against the mirror, 
and tease the other end up against her labes.  I spread 
back her red silk panties and rub the huge dildo-head 
across her clit.  With my fingers, I feel her juicing, 
I mean really juicing, and I slip the big black dildo 
head up between her labes and then thrust my hips 
forward.  The dildo slides up her puss and my puss 
simultaneously as I bump our bodies together.  "That's 
it, sweets," I whisper before I shove my tongue-stud 
into her ear.  "Fuck me with that luscious little puss 
of yours."

"No .. no .. no .." she bites my shoulder suddenly and 
hugs me like I'm her long-lost sister.  "Oh .. please 
.." she begs me.  "Oh .. God .. please."
"That's it, fuck me back," I kiss her on the mouth, and 
she jams her tongue up against mine.  She sucks on my 
tongue and teases my stud.  I grab her ass and squeeze 
it real hard.  She's got nice tight bunnies and I stick 
my finger up her sphinx.  Then I fuck the dildo harder 
into her, and she fucks me back.  She's taller than I 
am, so I have to scoot up on my tippytoes so we can 
bump bumps.  She slithers down, and we meet halfway, 
grinding the dildo between our slippery pussies and 
biting each other's tongues.  "You're gonna cum for me, 
aren't you, sweets?" I whisper in her mouth.
"Yes," she answers.  "God, yes ... "

"Ohhhh," I hear Darla's muffled moans now.  I look in 
the mirror and see that nikki has the tanning-salon 
bitch bent over a chair.  She's creamed up the strap-on 
with the moisturizing cream I got out at the counter, 
and she's stuffing the dildo-head between Darla's 
narrow, tanned ass-cheeks.  Darla's turtleneck is 
pulled all the way up to her neck, and her wonder-bra 
is balled up in her mouth and wrapped back around her 
neck like a leash.  Nikki is yanking the bra with one 
hand and playing pony girl with Darla.  With her other 
hand, nikki porno is molesting the sales bitch's small 
tits.  That's when I notice Darla is diddling her own 
pussy while nikki wedges the strap-on head between her 
sphinx.  The tanning-salon bitch is getting off being 
nikki's pony-girl, grinding her ass back along the 
dildo, trying to get nikki to stuff more into sphinx.
"You like watching that, huh?" I ask Kat, and she just 
nods. She shudders and practically faints in my arms.  
"That makes you cum, doesn't it ..?" I keep at her.  
"Watching that bitch get ass-fucked?" "Yes," she pouts 
into my shoulders, limp like a rag doll. "You want me 
to cum, too, don't you ..?" I ask, slamming my hips 
into her and bumping my clit against her cunt bone.
"Yes .. please .. please .."
I fuck her like that, feeling her ripped body contort 
every time I thrust up into her.  I kiss her, look in 
her eyes, then watch nikki fuck Darla up the ass, and 
listen to the sales bitch moan.  I jam my tongue-stud 
down Kat's mouth, almost like I think it might be able 
to lick the tip of the dildo I'm pumping into Kat's 
puss.  My tummy does a dominique, and my mind leaves my 
body again, and the rush explodes up from my toes and 
rockets like a missile into my brain.  I stumble 
against the mirror, and Kat and I drop to the floor 
still flopping around like humping dolphins when I hear 
voices, and my mind drifts back into my body.

"Is everything al right in there?" NANCY's voice cuts 
through my fresh-fucked haze.  "Yes," Kat gasps.  
"We'll be out in a minute." "Gotta go, Cherry," I hop 
off Kat and pull nikk off Darla. "Shit, ronn, I was 
making the bitch cum," nikk snaps at me. "Look at her.  

You fucking want this, don't you, bitch ..?"  Nikki 
wags the strap-on cock in Darla's runny mascara.
"We gotta go!" I throw nikk her new clothes.  She 
shrugs her shoulders, then slithers into the black 
spandex bra top and a pair of faded hip-huggers with 
buttons down the front crotch.  I put on my new red 
zipper-tuber and a pair of black hip-huggers with big 
bells and rhinestones.  I throw nikki her new pair of 
shoes before I put mine on, and throw the dildos, our 
old clothes and shoes, the tit cream, and everything in 
the bag.
"Will like $200 cover all this?" I ask Kat.
"I .. I'll have to ring it up," she gasps, still in 
utter fresh-fucked shock.  
"Listen, take $300, and keep the difference, okay?" I 
hustle her up, and she rearranges all her clothes.  
Then, when she's all set we go back out on the floor 
followed by nikki porno.  Darla just sits there on the 
floor with her head between her knees .. laughing, not 
even trying to pull herself together.  I mean .. 
whatever.
Kat hands us our purses, and nikki gives her $300 like 
I said, and we scoot out the door, dressed to kill and 
looking for trouble. It's like every eye in the mall is 
looking at us, like we're aliens from another planet.  
I've pretty much sweated out the Abs by now, and I need 
something.  "Hey, let's head up to Houlihans," I tell 
nikk. "It's afternoon, I'm sure we can find some 
hermans up there who will by us some drinks."
"Lead the way, girlfriend," she cackles, loving every 
perverted stare flashed at her awesome, tatt-covered 
bod.
Houlihan's is restaurant bar at the end of the mall.  
When we walk in the doors, every guy in the place turns 
to us.  I spot two hermans at a table.  They're like in 
their forties or fifties and wearing business suits and 
ties.  They're kind of fat and doughy looking, but they 
look like salesmen or something, and I know they'll 
have cash and want to play.  Without giving myself a 
chance to rethink, I walk right over, nikki behind me.  

"Heya," I scoot in the booth and kiss the first guy 
right on his red cheek.  I can smell the booze on both 
of them right away ... gin.  I spot the martini glasses 
and that solves any other mystery. "Wha ..?" the other 
guy starts as nikki slides in next to him. "Listen, we 
want to get drunk and fuck your brains out," nikk 
whispers to her guy, and I see her hand snake under the 
table.  No doubt where it's going.  "$250 a piece gets 
you everything if you've got a place to go," she 
hustles.  "Cunt, mouth, ass, lezz, anything?" she adds.
"Is this some kind of joke?" my guy freaks when I grab 
his cock under the table and give him a playful 
squeeze.
"No, joke, baby," I whisper in his ear.  "We're fifteen 
years old, and we'll monster fuck you both for $500.  
Now buy us some shots, so we can get to know each other 
first.  I mean I don't screw strangers."  I fish his 
dick-head out of his fly and stroke it so he knows we 
aren't just some teenage fluff-teases goofing on them.  
"So what do you say?  You guys game?" Nikki's guy has 
his tongue probing down her throat, not giving a shit 
who's watching him he's so drunk.  My guy catches on 
right away, draping his arm over my shoulder, squeezing 
me tight, groping his hand into my red tuber and 
mauling my tit.  When I cuddle up to him, spit on my 
hand, and start polishing his knobbie again, he calls 
for a round of shots.  "What do you girls want?" he 
asks as the waitress walks over.
"Lemon Drops," nikki whines.
"Four lemon drops," my herman tells the waitress.
She gives us a look.  "I need to see Ids," she says.
"No, you don't," nikki takes out a few twenties, stuffs 
them in the waitresses breast pocket and winks at her.  
"This is my daddy," she kisses her herman, "and he says 
its all right." The waitress just stares at us.
"Our daddies like to get us shit-faced before they fuck 
our brains out," I scoot up and whisper in her ear.  
"Come on, girlfriend, help us out here, okay ..?"  I 
lick her pierced earlobe, and she pauses, shivers a 
little, then just walks back to the bar and put the 
order in.
"We do four rounds, and we blow this place," nikki 
tells them. "You do have some place nice we can fuck, 
don't you?  I want to get real wild, you know ..?"
"Who the hell are you girls?" my herman finally asks, 
and his buddy cracks up.  "We're Nikki Porno and 
Ronni_b, the Thrasher Girls," I tell them.  "We're 
fucking famous.  We find lucky guys with cash and fuck 
their brains out, and then we write about it and put 
the stories on the internet.  
We have fucking fans all over the world - China,
Russia, South Africa, Yugoslavia.  We are the best 
fucking lays you will ever have in your lives.  Now 
where's my Lemon Drop?"
The waitress appears with our shots, four lemon 
sections and four packs of sugar.  Nikki and I help her 
dole out the glasses and condiments, then we slam the 
Abs back, suck the lemons dry and dump the sugar in our 
mouths.  The hermans try to keep up with us.  "Another 
one!" nikki giggles.  "We need to get ripped."  She 
runs her hand through her herman's hair and then shoves 
her pierced tongue down his throat.  I slip my head 
under the table and dance my tongue-stud across my 
herman's cock-head before inhaling his dick stalk and 
stretching it hard in my mouth.  He has a nice-sized 
cock, too, over seven inches at least, and it tastes 
like Old Spice or something.  I keep sucking and he 
strokes my hair.  I hear footsteps, and I look up.  The 
waitress starts doling out the Lemon Drops again, and I 
smile at her with a mouthful of my drool and my 
herman's pre-cum.  She shoots me a an utter shellshock 
look, and just stands there watching nikki and I slam 
another round of lemon droppers.  With my mouthful of 
the lemon, sugar, slobber and pre-cum, I go dip back 
down and stuff my herman's cock back between my lips.  
"Fuckin' A," his whole shudders through the tip of his 
piss hole and her floods my mouth with his cum.  I suck 
it all in, but don't swallow.  Then I reach up, and 
spit the froth into two empty shot glasses.  "Cheers," 
I hand nikki a glass, and we down the cum shots as the 
waitress comes back up and she and the herman's just 
stare at us.  "They're fucking crazy," nikki's herman 
whispers.  "Fucking crazy," he laughs.
"And we're fucking lucky," my herman downs his shot 
before the rest of us finish our round.
"One more!" I cough, my head swimming in the sudden 
rush. "Then we'll get out of here and fuck."
"Make that quick," my herman barks to the waitress.
"I don't know what I did to deserve this," nikki's 
herman cracks.  "But whatever is, thank you God."
"How big is his dick, nikk?" I ask.  "My herman's got 
like seven inches at least." "Hmm, I'd say he's about 
seven, too.  Real fucking thick, too," she kisses her 
herman on the cheek.  "Think I can fit two hermans in 
my mouth at once?" she giggles.
"What is that you keep calling us?" my herman asks me. 
"Hermans," I smile at him.
"What does that mean?"
"It's like stud," I try not to crack up.  "You know, 
like Herman Monster."
"You mean Herman Munster," he replies, puzzled.
"Yeah, whatever," I laugh.  "Like a monster stud, you 
know." "Oh."
Nikki buries her face in her hands and snickers.
"What's so funny?" her herman asks.
"I get like this when I'm horny," she kisses his hands 
and licks his wrist.  "You don't mind, do you?"
"No, not at all," he gasps.
The waitress returns with our final round.  We down the 
lemon droppers and pull the hermans up.  "Come on," I 
whine.  "Let's go and party." The hermans can barely 
walk straight.  "Do you guys need to go the bank 
machine?" nikki asks.
"Yeah," my herman slurs, and we walk them over to the 
bank machine in the entrance alcove.
"That's $500," I tell them.
We step back and watch them fumble pathetically with 
their bank cards.  It takes like five minutes for my 
herman to get his money out.  Nikki's herman is so 
plowed, he just lets her take his card, and tells her 
his PIN number.  She gets out $300 and we stuff all 
their cash in our pockets.
"We're gonna have to drive," nikki tells them.  "You 
guys are too fucked up.  You'll get us killed."  They 
bitch a little, but when we squeeze their crotches, 
they follow us like good little bitches. We drag them 
through the lot to the old herman's big Chrysler.
We dump them in the back seat, climb inside and nikki 
guns the motor. We shoot out of the lot, and the road 
is coming at us like a video game.  Nikki and I are 
giggling and screaming at the top of lungs as we twist 
and turn through the traffic.  The guys are passed out.  
I start playing with all the knobbies on the dashboard.  
The windshield wipers start going, stuff on the dash 
starts blinking and glowing, and the radio blares into 
infinity.
"Let's just dump their asses in the road," nikki yells 
at the top of her lungs.  "I remember the one guy's PIN 
number.  We could go find an ATM machine and clean his 
ass out." "Let's fucking do it!"
are the last words I hear in my mind before I see the 
road snake into a hairpin and hear a screech like a 
thousand crows in my ears ... 
 
 


*** *** *** *** *** *** **


Thrasher Girls VI
"Flashbacks"
  
  
Subject - Rhonda Barnes
Attending: Dr. Bronwen
  
Session One
Bronwen:    
Hello, Rhonda.
Ronni:
Yeah, hi ..
Bronwen:
You look tired.  Have you been sleeping?
Ronni:
Not really.  It's kind of hard when the chick in the 
bed next to me is talking to Jesus all night.  You 
think if you were talking to God and he could hear 
everything you were thinking, you wouldn't have to talk 
so fucking loud, you know.
Bronwen:
Does prayer bother you?
Ronni:
No, this fucking place bothers me.
Bronwen:
Really, why is that?
Ronni:
Listen, lady, don't try the psych shit on me, okay ..?  
Save it for all the skizzies.  I'm just here coz my mom 
put me here.  That's it.
Bronwen:
And why do you think she put you here?
Ronni:
So I wouldn't go to juvie.  Duh!
Bronwen:
You've been here how long now, Rhonda?
Ronni:
Three Days .. yeah, three days .. three full days.
Bronwen:
You seem agitated.  Maybe we could do something to 
relax.
What do you say?
Ronni:
Okay, I'm game.  What did you have in mind?
Bronwen:
Well, what do you do to relax?  We could try that.
Ronni:
I like my puss licked, you know, real slow .. and 
kissed, real soft.
Bronwen:
Pardon me?
Ronni:
You want me to relax, you can eat me, okay . .?
Bronwen:
Rhonda I really think we need to set some boundaries 
here ..
Ronni:
Good idea.  Here's my boundary.  You call me by my 
fucking name, okay.
Bronwen:
Okay ..?
Ronni:
My name's ronni.  Not Rhonda, ronni.
Bronwen:
And why is that so important to you?
Ronni:
Because it's my fucking name.  How would you fucking 
feel if I called you 'Cunt,' cunt.
Bronwen:
Language is very important to you, isn't it?
Ronni:
It's what I speak .. you know, communication?  You 
should fucking try it sometime.
Bronwen:
I've been reading your stories, the ones you put on the 
web.
Ronni:
Usenet ..
Bronwen:
Pardon me?
Ronni:
I don't put my stories on 'the web,' I post them on 
usenet.  There's a big fucking difference.  The web is 
for lamers and hermans who pay for their perversion.  
I'm on usenet .. newsgroups.  We don't pay for shit.
Bronwen:
Okay ..?
Ronni:
You have no fucking clue what I'm talking about, do you 
,,?
Bronwen:
As far as computers go, no, I don't.  I do know about 
your stories, though, and your e-mails.  The juvenile 
authorities forwarded me your file.
  
Ronni:
Yeah, after they jacked off to it.
Bronwen:
And why do you say that?
Ronni:
Listen, you think I don't know what fucking goes on 
around here.
Bronwen:
I'm not sure what you're talking about.
Ronni:
Did you ever hear of Karen Kaczinski?
Bronwen:
No, why don't you tell me about her ..?
Ronni:
I thought you were supposed to be some big expert.
Bronwen:
Why don't you just tell me about this Karen Kaczinski?
Ronni:
You should fucking know who Karen Kaczinski is.  Don't 
you fucking watch the news?
Bronwen:
I'm sorry, ronni, I don't know who this person is.  Why 
don't you just tell me, okay ..?
Ronni:
She's a girl I know .. from West High.
Bronwen:
And how did you meet?
Ronni:
The coffee bar, I guess .. yeah ..
Bronwen:
Magic Beans.
Ronni:
Oo, you did read my stories.
Bronwen:
Yes, that's your hang out, isn't it ..?
Ronni:
Whatever ..?
Bronwen:
You were telling me about Karen.
Ronni:
Yeah, she and her peeps did porno vids.
Bronwen:
Pornographic video tapes ..?
Ronni:
Yeah ..
Bronwen:
She'd watch them ..?
Ronni:
No, she fucking made them .. her and her peeps .. they 
made pornos.
Bronwen:
This was a friend of yours ..?
  
Ronni:
No, I didn't know her that well.  I just met her a few 
times.
We were going to hook up, but we never did.
Bronwen:
You wanted to make pornographic videos with this girl?
Ronni:
I was thinking about it.  I mean it was a pretty rad 
idea.
She's like my age .. 15, these guys were like 17 and 
18, I guess.  
But she got busted last year for making kiddie porn.
Bronwen:
I see ..
Ronni:
No, you fucking don't.  The shit made it in all the 
newspapers and they even did some story on CNN.  
Fucking bullshit!
Bronwen:
What, ronni?  What exactly is 'bullshit'?
Ronni:
Bullshit from the Quo ..
Bronwen:
The 'Quo'?
Ronni:
The status quo ..
Bronwen:
Okay ..?
Ronni:
FUCKING bullshit ..
Bronwen:
I'm still not sure I'm following you.
Ronni:
Fucking Quo bullshit, you know, "underage" girls can't 
possibly want to fuck anybody.  They couldn't possibly 
want to do pornos.  They must be being raped, or 
exploited.  Either that, or they're fucking criminals 
.. or crazy.
Bronwen:
And you don't think this Karen girl did anything wrong?
  
Ronni:
What?  She fucked some guys on video, and just because 
she's not the 'magic age of 18,' all of the sudden 
she's into kiddie porn.  Big fucking outlaw gangster ..
  
Bronwen:
This Karen girl was under the age of consent obviously.  
There is a law against minors having sex on film and 
those images being sold.  It's there to protect young 
people.  Are you telling me you think child pornography 
should be made legal?
Ronni:
She's 15.  She's my fucking age.  She can decide who 
she wants to fuck, and who she doesn't.    
Bronwen:
And you don't think she did anything wrong?
Ronni:
I take it you do.
Bronwen:
Minors shouldn't be having sex, certainly not on film 
for adults to view.  Yes, I think that's wrong.  What 
really matters, though, is what you think?
Ronni:
Well, I think it's bullshit.  It was her decision.  
Nobody was forcing her.  She did it for fucking kicks 
and cash.  No one got hurt. 
Bronwen:
You don't think this hurt her?
Ronni:
What?
Bronwen:
Selling her own innocence, her own sexuality?  Putting 
all that on videotape for hundreds, maybe thousands of 
people to watch for years and years to come.  You don't 
think that's harming anyone? 
  
Ronni:
The only people it hurt were you people.
Bronwen:
And what 'people' would that be?
  
Ronni:
Adults.
Bronwen:
Maybe you could explain that ..
Ronni:
None of you made any money off it.  Some 15-year-old 
girl makes her own pornos, and you bust her ass coz she 
didn't make any of you any money .. coz she's 15 years 
old, and she did it herself. 
Bronwen:
I'm sure that's not why she was arrested.
Ronni:
Really?  You think?
Bronwen:
You appear to be very angry about this.
Ronni:
No shit, sherlock.
Bronwen:
Maybe you could explain your anger.  Let's start with 
your anger towards adults ..
Ronni:
Fucking pigs ..
Bronwen:
Adults?
Ronni:
No, cops.
Bronwen:
The police ..?
Ronni:
BULLSHIT MOTHERFUCKING COCKSUCKERS I WANT TO FUCK THEM 
ALL UP
THE ASS WITH A BLACK FOOT-LONG DILDO TIL THEY FUCKING 
SHIT BLOOD! 
Then we'll see who the fucking victim is  ..bee-
yatches!
Bronwen:
You see yourself and this Karen Kaczinski as victims ..
Ronni:
Fuck yeah ..
Bronwen:
Victims of what?  Of who?
Ronni:
The fucking Quo.  All you hypocrite fuckers.
Bronwen:
So you don't believe the laws against child pornography 
or prostitution protect anyone?
Ronni:
When it's a girl my age's own choice whether or not she 
wants to fuck-no fucking way.  That's total bullshit.
Bronwen:
And you believe girls your age need no protection ..?
Ronni:
You tell me.  WHO THE FUCK ARE ALL YOU TRYING TO 
PROTECT ANYWAY?  It sure ain't me, so it must be you .. 
from yourselves. 
Bronwen:
I'm not sure I understand.
Ronni:  
Hey, at least the fucking pervs and hermans I deal with 
admit who and what they are.  You bullshit quos in your 
suits and uniforms all want to see the same shit, too, 
only you'd never fucking admit it. So you just bust 
everybody else, then take the stuff, and 'examine' it 
as 'evidence.'
Bronwen:
And that's really what you think?
Ronni:
Listen, don't talk tome like I'm some kind of fucking 
kid, okay ..?  You can't tell me that all the cops and 
prosecutors and judges and all you fucking shrinks 
don't take all the 'kiddie porn' and beasty stuff you 
bust, go off into some little room somewhere and jack 
off to it just like everyone else.  All you fucking 
assholes get to see that stuff anytime you fucking want 
to, and it's all legal for you.  But not for us.  No, 
it's not legal for some 15-year-old girl to film 
herself having sex and make some cash off it,  coz none 
of you fucking quo assholes get your fucking cut.  
Bronwen:
We're not talking about Karen Kaczinski anymore, are we 
..?
  
Ronni:
No, we're talking about girls .. girls my age getting 
fucked over.
Bronwen:
What about them?
  
Ronni:
A girl my age who wants to fuck should be able to 
without all the bullshit.  Nobody gives a shit if a 15-
year-old guy fucks, or if he's 14 or 13 or even 12.  
But girls are soooo fucking fragile, and stupid, and 
they couldn't possibly want to fuck, could they ..?
Bronwen:
You have a point.  There does seem to be a double-
standard at work, and I certainly don't agree with 
that.
Ronni:
No wonder guys are so fucked up, and then they go out 
and rape girls.
Bronwen:
And why do you think that is?
Ronni:
Coz the Quo tells them this is like the only fucking 
way they can ever get girls, coz - you know-girls hate 
sex.  Unless they're whores, of course, or crazy.  Then 
you lock their asses up in places like this, FOR THEIR 
OWN GOOD, right ..?  Coz they're damaged and exploited, 
right ..?  All us poor girls are just so fucking 
helpless and pathetic.  We really all hate sex, we're 
just too stupid to realize that.  And we can't possibly 
be allowed to decide anything for ourselves, can we ..?  
So, it's up to all of you to protect us, right ..?
Bronwen:
You do bring up some interesting points, ronni.
Ronni:
Really?
Bronwen:
Of course.  I've read what you've written, talked to 
your teachers, seen your grades.  You're an incredibly 
smart, perceptive young lady.  I truly am interested in 
what you have to say .. your opinions.
Ronni:
Okay .. that's cool.  Can I tell you something else?
Bronwen:
Certainly.
Ronni:
Go fuck yourself in the ear, okay ..?
  
  
Session Two
Bronwen:  
How are we doing today, Rhonda?
Ronni:
What happened to ronni?
Bronwen:
I prefer to call you Rhonda.  It denotes my respect for 
you.
Ronni:
Fuck respect.
Bronwen:
You may not respect me or yourself, Rhonda, but that 
doesn't mean I don't respect you.
Ronni:
Eat me!
Bronwen:
Before we begin, I would like to apologize to you, 
Rhonda.  You acted out against me during our last 
session, and I reacted in an unprofessional manner.  
That won't happen again.
Ronni:
Too bad, I was starting to respect you after you threw 
me out of here.
Bronwen:
You respect strength, don't you ..?
Ronni:
Yeah ..
Bronwen:
I'd like to talk about that.  Would you like talk about 
that, too?
Ronni:
Do I have a fucking choice?
Bronwen:
We all have choices, Rhonda.  In fact, you could decide 
to end this session right now and go back to your room.
Ronni:
No thanks.  Jesus-girl is having Bible study in there 
right now.
Bronwen:
You're still not getting along with your roommate I 
take it.
Ronni:
I've got two roommates - her and Jesus.  It gets a 
little crowded in there, you know.
Bronwen:
Maybe we should start with your roommate.  What is it 
about her that you don't like?
Ronni:
The Jesus stuff.  She fucking asked him what she should 
eat for breakfast in the morning - oatmeal or pancakes.
Bronwen:
Could you describe for me in three adjectives what it 
is about your roommate you dislike?
Ronni:
Let's see - insipid, drooling, psychotic ..?
Bronwen:
Are you asking me, or telling me?
Ronni:
Ooo, I just love playing Socratic Jeopardy.  Let's see-
What is 'Fuck Off!'
Bronwen:
All the words you used to describe your roommate are 
indicative of weakness somehow.  You see her as weak, 
don't you ..? 
Ronni:
Amongst other things.
Bronwen:
You've already told me you respect strength.  But what 
do you think of weakness?
Ronni:
It makes me sick.
Bronwen:
Let's talk about that for awhile, shall we ..?
Ronni:
It's your fucking quarter ..
Bronwen:
I'm interested in strength and weakness and how they 
relate to your sexuality.  Do you think we could 
explore this?
Ronni:
Sure, why the fuck not ..?
Bronwen:
Could you describe to me your first sexual experience 
..?
Ronni:
You mean by myself, or with somebody else ..?
Bronwen:
I assume you masturbated before you had your first 
sexual experience with a partner.
Ronni:
Who the hell doesn't?
Bronwen:
Could you tell me what you used to think about?  What 
your fantasies were?
Ronni:
Sure.  Batgirl, on the TV show, you know, Batman ..?  
The old show, not the cartoon.
Bronwen:
Go on.  What did you visualize?  What stimulated you?
Ronni:
She was this tough little bad ass in a skin-tight 
purple outfit.  She rode a motorcycle, and she kicked 
the shit out of big tough bad guys - at least that's 
what it looked like when I was little.  I had this big 
crush on her, I guess.  I'd come home every day from 
school and turn on Batman on the rerun channel.  If she 
wasn't on, I'd get real pissed.  One time I even kicked 
over the TV set.  Good thing it didn't break, or I 
would have been in deep shit. 
  
Bronwen:
You fantasized about her ..
  
Ronni:
Yeah, you know, kid stuff.  Like riding around on the 
back of her bike with her dressed in this little 
Batgirl costume .. hugging her, you know, feeling her 
body in that vinyl rubbing against me.  I'd sometimes 
rub against this vinyl chair when no one was home and 
pretend it was her.  When I was like 8 or 9, I felt 
something ..  like I was sick or something .. as I kept 
rubbing against the chair. 
Then I felt like this rubberband pop inside my stomach, 
and I kind of got dizzy, and I thought I'd hurt myself 
or something.  I started crying. Then it passed, and I 
felt real .. buzzed, you know.  I decide the feeling 
was pretty cool, and I tried it again in a few days 
with the chair.  I sat on the arm in my panties with my 
top off, and I humped the fucking chair imagining it 
was Batgirl.  The same thing happened, only it didn't 
scare me this time - well, maybe a little, but it was 
the kind of scared that comes from doing something you 
know is wrong, something that'd get you punished if mom 
ever found out.
Bronwen:
Do you remember what else went on in your mind while 
you did this?  What else you thought about?  What else 
you visualized?
Ronni:
People stripping Batgirl, peeling the suit off her - 
guys, all of these crooks looking at her bare tits.  
Then taking off her mask.  That's when I always came 
during that fantasy.
Bronwen:
You had other Batgirl fantasies ..?
Ronni:
Yeah, there was another one I really liked.  She was 
strapped to this table with her legs spread apart and 
this big saw was cutting straight up to her crotch.  I 
think that actually might have been in an episode.  
She'd be squirming, and then Catwoman would be standing 
there next to her, purring and teasing her, peeling off 
her clothes while all these guys watched.
Bronwen:
Catwoman ..?  Never anybody else?
Ronni:
Sometimes one of the others - the Joker, or Penguin or
Egghead.  His big bald head turned me on.  I guess it 
looked like a dick, huh ..?
Bronwen:
Did it?
Ronni:
I guess.
Bronwen:
Tell me more about Catwoman.
Ronni:
I liked her, too, but she was bad so I knew I 
shouldn't.  She was always dressed in black - tight 
vinyl, too, and she had a whip.  I used to imagine her 
whipping Batgirl and stripping her.  I'd imaginethem 
fighting, too.  I mean not the stupid kicking they used 
to so, but really fighting.  Tearing off each other's 
clothes.  I didn't know about lezzing back then, but I 
guess that's what I was trying to think about.
Bronwen:
Did you ever fantasize about men .. Batman or Robin?
Ronni:
No way.  They were total sissy boys.  My guy was 
Donnie, you know, New Kids on the Block.  And Steven 
Tyler  from Aerosmith.  That was when I was older, 
though, about 10 or 11.  New Kids were pretty finished 
by then, but I liked them when I was little and all the 
girls liked them, and it just stayed, although I didn't 
tell anyone.
Bronwen:
Tell me about those fantasies.
Ronni:
I knew about sex by then.  I had Family Living in 
school.  I thought a lot about guys dicks after that.  
That was like all I thought about.  I mean every guy 
had one, and I just wanted to see them all.  I tried to 
imagine what one would look like, especially Donnie's 
and Steven Tyler's.  I would think about them being on 
stage and singing, and I'd be in the front row, 
reaching up, and I'd touch their bulges.  And they'd 
smile, and lift me up on stage, and we'd dance, and 
they'd strip, and I'd play with their cocks while we 
danced.  Either that, or I'd be in the audience, and 
they'd see me, and their dicks would get hard, and I'd 
see them inside their pants, and they'd get so hard 
they'd like burst through their pants and hang above 
me.  And I'd jump up and down, reaching up and trying 
to touch their cocks.
Bronwen:
When did you start having actual sexual intercourse 
fantasies?
  
  
Ronni:
A little later.  By then, it was straight Steven Tyler.  
I read this book by this rock-star groupie - some girl 
was passing it around the middle school - and she 
described how she'd fuck rock stars after the show in 
their dressing rooms, and their orgies, and stuff. I 
masturbated about 100 times to that book in one month.  
Then, at night when I was going to sleep, I'd have my 
own groupie scenes with all these different bands, but 
mostly Aerosmith.  They'd all fuck me and use me, and 
I'd let them because Steven told me, too.
Bronwen:
You were submissive in these fantasies?
Ronni:
Not really.  Sometimes I'd blow like three security 
guards, maybe fuck their road manager before I got to 
Steven and the band.  Sometimes these fantasies would 
take over an hour and I'd get off like three times 
before I went to sleep.
Bronwen:
When did you have your first experience with another 
person?
Ronni:
Shortly after I started masturbating like three or four 
times a day.  I was 12 by then.  It was summer, and I 
was always watching this guy who lived down the street 
- Jeff Torrance.  I knew his sister, Amy.  She was two 
grades younger than me.  I was going into Middle School 
the next fall.  She was going into fifth grade.  I 
didn't want to hang out with her because she was still 
into kid stuff, but I wanted to be around her brother.  
He was going to be a sophomore in high school, and he'd 
be getting his license in like October. 
Bronwen:
So you became friends with this girl so you could be 
around her brother?
Ronni:
Yeah, I mean I liked her, I guess, but she acted so 
immature at times.  So I decided to make her act older, 
so we could really hang out together and talk.  I told 
her about sex.  I lied to her and told her I sucked 
guy's dicks and fucked them already.  She acted pretty 
grossed out, but I could tell she wanted me to tell her 
more coz she'd always bring it up whenever she could.  
So I'd just make up all these stories about all these 
guys I'd fucked.  I knew she'd eventually tell her 
brother all this, and one day when I was over there and 
she was inside he came over to me and I could just tell 
what he wanted.  The way he looked at me, you know, 
like he was hungry and I was food. 
Bronwen:
What did he say to you?
Ronni:
He was like, 'Hey, you're way to cool to be hanging out 
with my little sister.  Do you do pot?'  And I was 
like, 'Yeah, sure, all the time.  Why do you have any?'  
And he said, "Yeah, me and my friends will get some 
tonight, and we'll be over this one guy's house.'  Then 
he gave me the address and asked me if I'd come over 
and party with them.  And I said, 'Yeah.'
Bronwen:
What happened then?  Did you go over?
Ronni:
Mm hm.  I told my mom I was going over to Amy's after 
supper and I'd be back by 9 which was my curfew.  I 
took my bike over to this guy's house, his name was 
Breck, and he kind of lived out in the boonies.  He was 
a minister's son.  They had this big barn in the back 
of the church, and the guys were already there when I 
got there.  I was real nervous coz I pretty much knew 
what was going to happen. 
Bronwen:
What do you mean?
Ronni:
I mean Amy had told him all he shit I told her.  There 
was no big secret why he asked me over there.  He 
thought I would fuck, especially if they got me stoned.  
I knew he'd told all the other guys this, too, coz they 
all just looked at me when I went inside.  One guy 
whistled and said, 'Hey, the pussy is here.'  That 
freaked me pretty bad, and I wanted to run.  But all 
these guys were looking at me, and they were all older, 
and a lot of them, like jack, were real hot, and I was 
real wet.  I'd been wet all the way over, and then when 
I was standing in front of them, and they were checking 
me out, I just even wetter.
Bronwen:
What else were you feeling?  Did you want to run away?
Ronni:
Sure, a part of me, I guess.  But I didn't.  I mean 
this was exactly what I wanted.  I was just like, 'Hey, 
it's time.'
Bronwen:
What happened then?
Ronni:
I smoked a j with them, then another one.  It was on 
the second one that this guy, Breck, put his arm around 
me and kissed me with his tongue.  I had never even 
done that before, so I was pretty scared he'd know.  So 
I tried really hard to be cool.  But it wasn't that 
hard, you know.  I mean after like three seconds I got 
it, and I was frenching him back.  And all the guys 
were like, 'Hey, will you kiss me next, ronni?'  That 
really got me hot, that all these older guys wanted me.
Bronwen:
And that was all you were thinking?  Do you remember 
thinking anything else?
Ronni:
Yeah, that I wanted to see their cocks, that I wanted 
to be naked in front of them, and see them naked, and 
that I wanted to touch their cocks, just like I'd heard 
about.  I remember thinking about sucking their cocks, 
too, and that I'd probably get fucked, too.  That made 
me real hot, and I started kissing another guy.
Bronwen:
Did they force you to kiss them?
Ronni:
No, not really.  I mean they took charge of the 
situation, if that's what you mean.  But I was hot, and 
I'd never done anything like that before, and that's 
what I wanted.  I started frenching them all, one at  
time, and somebody started feeling my tits.  I was 
wearing this tight pink tee shirt, and I'd slipped my 
bra off when I was away from my house and put it in my 
bike pack.  So I was wearing no bra, and my nips were 
sticking out, and the tee shirt was one of those short 
ones, so my tummy was showing.  Some guy lifted my 
arms, and I held them up while he slid the tee shirt 
up.  I remember how that felt when my tits were out 
like that, naked, you know, with all those guys staring 
at them.
Bronwen:
So how did that feel?
Ronni:
Weird .. I mean no one had ever seen me naked before, 
except my mom.  But this was different.  They started 
touching my tits and playing with them.  Now that I'm 
older I know this was probably the first pair of tits 
most of the guys had ever seen in real life.  
They were amazed with them.  I felt real good, too, coz 
I knew I had 
big tits already for a girl my age.  My mom was buying 
me regular 
bras, you know.  I never had a training bra.  My tits 
started 
growing in fifth grade, like overnight.  I went down 
for breakfast 
one morning, and they were just poking out of this tee 
shirt I had 
on.  And my mom said, 'You have to change.  You can't 
wear that 
shirt anymore unless you're wearing a bra.'  I was 
like, 'Whatever/' 
Then she took after school and we bought three 
bras.
Bronwen:
How did you feel about that?
Ronni:
My tits?  I fucking love my tits.  They're big, but 
they're not like HUGE, you know, probably coz I'm not 
some cow, you know.  I notice all the girls with HUGE 
tits in school are all fat.  Mine look so big because 
I'm small and I'm not fat, I guess.  I also wear stuff 
that shows them off, too - you know, tight tee shirts 
and stuff. 
Bronwen:
And you don't mind that people look at your breasts?
Ronni:
Fuck no!  I'm not some uptight bitch.  I've got nice 
tits.
Big fucking deal.
Bronwen:
Let's get back to the boys in the barn when you were 
12.  Tell me more about how you felt.
Ronni:
Like I said, I was wet and real excited, especially 
when they started sucking on my tits.
Bronwen:
How did that happen?  Did someone force you to let 
them?
Ronni:
Like I said, nobody was forcing me to do anything.  I 
was there doing that shit coz I wanted to.  When they 
started sucking my tits, that felt excellent.
Bronwen:
You didn't tell them to stop?
Ronni:
Fuck no!
Bronwen:
But no one asked you if they could?  They just started 
doing it?
Ronni:
Listen, I was there to fuck.  They knew it, and I knew 
it.  If I wouldn't have wanted to do that shit, I 
wouldn't have gone over there.  I may have been 12, but 
I wasn't stupid, okay ..?
Bronwen:
Okay.  What else can you remember about that night - 
what they did, what you did, how you felt?
Ronni:
I felt scared as hell.  I mean I was shaking, like I 
did when I did piano recitals.
Bronwen:
You play the piano?
Ronni:
Yeah, I mean I did, when I was young up to when I got 
out of elementary school.  All the kids in 5th and 6th 
grade had to do an instrument.  I didn't want to 
fucking carry some stupid instrument case back and 
forth from school, so I picked piano coz they were 
right there in the school.  Then twice a year we'd do 
these recitals.  Since I was playing piano, I had to do 
solos in front of everyone.  The kids playing the band 
instruments got to play in a group.  I always thought 
that sucked.
Bronwen:
So why didn't you just play a band instrument?
Ronni:
Coz I thought lugging that case around would suck 
worse, you know.
Bronwen:
But you didn't like performing solo, did you?
Ronni:
No .. I mean, yeah .. I mean it was weird.  I hated 
going out there all by myself and having all those 
people looking at me, but once I started playing I 
forgot about that and it didn't matter. 
Bronwen:
Why do you think that was?
Ronni:
I don't know.  I mean I was still scared and shit, but 
I'd
stop shaking all the sudden, and the fear or whatever 
it was started 
to feel like a real rush.  I'd play for like three 
minutes maybe, 
but it seemed like an hour, and I was terrified I'd 
fuck up - you 
know, make a mistake in front of everyone, or get lost 
in the music 
 .. 
  
Bronwen:
And did you ever?
Ronni:
Once.  I once hit a wrong note, one wrong note, and 
this kid laughed.  I froze, you know, cold shivers, and 
I just quit,and it was the worst fucking feeling I'd 
ever had.  I cried for like a week after that every 
time I thought of that, making an asshole of myself in 
front of all those people.
Bronwen:
And that was the only time?
Ronni:
Once was enough, you know.  After that I practiced that 
fucking piano every chance I got.  I was never going to 
let that fucking kid or anyone else laugh at me again.  
I mean I was being forced to play that fucking piano, 
but it's not like I didn't care how I did.
Bronwen:
And why do you think you cared?
Ronni:
Coz it was me up there, you know.  And I didn't want 
people laughing at me and thinking I sucked.
Bronwen:
What other people think of you really matters to you, 
doesn't it?
Ronni:
Fuck you, you fat bitch!
Bronwen:
Something about that observation angers you?
Ronni:
I know what you're trying to do, bitch.  I ain't 
fucking stupid.
Bronwen:
Of course, you're not.  So what is it exactly that you 
think I'm trying to do.
Ronni:
Psych me.
Bronwen:
Maybe you could explain that more.
Ronni:
Listen, you say, 'What other people think of you 
matters to you, doesn't it?'  And that's supposed to be 
some big revelation to me or something.  Like I didn't 
fucking know that before, or that everybody's not 
fucking like that.
Bronwen:
It was just an observation.
Ronni:
Well, keep your fucking observations to yourself.  I 
don't need the psych bullshit, okay ..?
Bronwen:
I am interested in these piano recitals, Rhonda.  Maybe 
you could tell me a little more about them, about how 
you felt ..?
Ronni: 
You want to know how I felt?  Well, when I was done I'd 
feel like I was going to hurl, you know, like I'd just 
run around the fucking block chased by dog.
Bronwen:
I'm interested more about how you felt during the 
recitals.
You said you felt fear, yet exhilaration, too.
Ronni:
Yeah, that's about right.
Bronwen:
And was this how you felt with the boys in the barn 
that night?
Ronni:
I said, don't try the psych shit on me, bitch.
Bronwen:
You were the one who first made the comparison between 
that night in the barn and your piano recitals.  I'm 
only trying to clear this up, so I understand it .. 
understand why you made the comparison. 
Ronni:
It was just a comparison .. the way I felt.
Bronwen:
The feelings were similar ..?
Ronni:
Mm hmm .. nervous, then a real rush, you know, same way 
..  like they were all watching me, waiting for me to 
do something, or make a mistake, but I didn't ..
Bronwen:
And that was important to you ..?
Ronni:
Yeah .. I guess.
Bronwen:
These mistakes, Rhonda .. What kind of mistakes are you 
talking about?
Ronni:
Like I said, wrong notes or getting lost.
Bronwen:
I'm talking about the barn now.  Let's go back to the 
barn.
What kind of mistakes were you afraid of making in the 
barn?
Ronni:
Doing something wrong, you know, that maybe one of the 
guys would laugh at me or something .. you know, how I 
kissed, or how my tits looked .. stuff like that.
Bronwen:
And did they?
Ronni:
What do you think?
Bronwen:
I don't know.  That's why I'm asking you?
Ronni:
Well, they sure as hell didn't laugh, I'll tell you 
that.  For all those guys I was probably the best 
fucking time they'll ever have in their pathetic lives.
Bronwen:
So what did happen?  What do you remember?  What do you 
recall feeling?
Ronni:
You get off on this shit, don't you ..?  Just like I 
said before.  Anybody else listens to this shit, and 
it's like 'sexual abuse' or 'contributing to the 
delinquency of a minor'.  But coz you're some shrink 
you get to hear all this shit and it's all legal.  Nice 
fucking deal, lady.  Maybe I'll become a shrink so I 
can listen to kids talk about fucking.  Bet you go home 
and tell your hubby all about all the shit you hear 
from us 'kids' while he humps your brains out.
Bronwen:
Can we get back to the barn, ronni?  And what happened 
that night ..?
Ronni:
Sure, I want to make sure and give you everything so 
you can get off.  You know, I'll lick your puss while I 
tell you.  How does that sound, bitch.  You get me on 
my knees, eating you out and telling you all about what 
those 'bad boys' did to poor, li'l old me.
Bronwen:
You seem apprehensive to discuss this.  Maybe you can 
tell me why.
Ronni:
I'm not apprehensive at all, bitch.  I'll fucking tell 
you.  My tee-shirt was off, and all these guys were 
frenching me and sucking my tits and playing with them.  
And then Breck, the guy whose dad was the minister, he 
takes out his cock and says, 'This is what you really 
want, isn't it, baby ..?'  And I looked at it, my first 
real live cock, and I nodded real dumb-like, you know, 
coz here I was, exactly what I wanted, and what the 
fuck do I do next.  I was scared, but he just took me 
by the back of my head and guided my mouth right up to 
his cock.  You want to know how big it was, bitch ..?
Bronwen:
If you feel that's important  ..
Ronni:
When the fuck is dick size not important?
Bronwen:
I don't know, Rhonda, why don't you tell me ..?
Ronni:
More psych shit, huh ..?  Well, fuck you.  You want the 
story, every fucking little detail so you can play with 
your puss when I'm out of here.  But you don't want to 
fucking admit, coz 'that isn't right.'  That's your 
fucking problem, bitch.  You want to hear all the 
fucking details, so I'll tell you, and you can write 
whatever you want in your stupid little report. ---- 
Okay, well, his cock was probably like 5 inches or so, 
maybe a little longer, but coz it was the first dick 
I'd ever seen in real life and it was going in my mouth 
it looked fucking huge.  'Kiss it first,' he told me, 
so I did.  Then I started licking it, just like I'd 
heard about.  I did that all by myself without him 
telling me.  And all the guys were just watching me, 
and Breck says, 'You're right, Jack, this girl gives 
some killer head.' That made me so hot to hear that, 
that I opened up and slid his cock in my mouth.  I 
closed my lips around it, and it felt like a rubber 
sausage or something.  I kind of felt like biting down, 
you know, coz it reminded me of food somehow, but I 
knew not to, that was just what I felt like.  So I 
started sucking just like I'd heard about.  He just 
stood there, real still, his hands in my hair.  I got 
shivers all down my spine when I felt his cock 
twitching inside my mouth, along my tongue, like it was 
alive.  I kept sucking, and he just stood there, real 
still, shivering.  Now when I look back I guess that 
even though he acted all experienced, that I was 
probably his first fucking blow job, or at least the 
first one that was any good.  I tasted something 
dribbling out his piss hole in a few seconds, and it 
was warm and sticky and salty ..  kind of like snot, I 
guess, or runny eggs.  Then he got real tense a second 
later and gripped my hair real tight.  I kind of knew 
what was coming next, but it still took me by surprise. 
His cock just burst in my mouth, like that gum that has 
the liquid stuff in the center.  I could taste all that 
salty, sticky slime running down my throat, and I 
wanted to pull away, but he held me there and made me 
suck it all in.  Then he must have gotten real 
sensitive down there, coz he kind of let go and pushed 
me away.  When I looked up, all the guys had their 
dicks out, and they were all hard, and Breck was like, 
'Jack, you're next.'  And I crawled over to Jack, and 
his cock was maybe a little shorter than Breck's, but 
it was a lot thicker.  I kissed it and looked up at him 
and he had his eyes closed. I wanted him to look at me 
and tell me he liked me or something, but he just had 
his head back and his eyes closed, just standing there.  
I barely had his dick in my mouth for a few seconds 
before he came.  That took me by surprise, and I kind 
of jerked back and it ran over my face.  I crawled over 
to the next guy,and he had a lot bigger dick, probably 
7 inches at least.  He wasn't that good looking, 
though, so I wasn't eal turned on.  I remember thinking 
it would have been cool if Jack's cock was that big, 
coz I would have really liked sucking it a lot better.
Bronwen:
Did you perform oral sex on all the boys?
Ronni:
Yeah ..
Bronwen:
And how many were there?
Ronni:
I think there were 5 along with Breck and Jack.  It was 
a while ago, and I get it mixed up with other times.
Bronwen:
So there were other times with these boys?
Ronni:
Fuck yeah, like sometimes twice a week if they had shit 
on them.  That was my little deal.  They had drugs, I'd 
fuck them.
Bronwen:
So, you always exchanged sex for drugs, then?
Ronni:
That's just how it worked, okay ..?  We were partying.  
You know, sex, drugs and rock and roll ..?
Bronwen:
When did you first have intercourse?  Was it with those 
boys?
Ronni:
Mm hmm .. the second time I was there.  Breck asked me 
after a few j's if I wanted to fuck him.  I said 
'Sure', and we did it.  They all put this blanket over 
this mattress on the floor, and I stripped for them - 
which really made me wet - and then I got on my back 
and spread my legs.  All the guys had their dicks out, 
and they were all real hard, playing with them.  Breck 
got on top of me and put his dick in real slowly.  I 
kind of winced, but it was smaller than my hand, and 
I'd been playing inside my puss for like a year by 
then, so I didn't freak too much.  Although I guess I 
might have wigged a little coz it wasn't me, you know, 
but a guy, and I wasn't controlling it when it went in.  
I kind of scooted up so I could get more of him inside 
me coz it felt pretty cool, but then he just came .. 
just like that.  He tried to be cool about it, and 
pretend he hadn't, so I let him keep fucking me, but he 
was getting soft and he slopped out in a minute.  Then 
he's like telling his friends, 'She ain't no virgin, 
that's for sure.  Look, no blood.'  And all the guys 
liked this and I did too coz it meant I wasn't some kid 
anymore to them.  I was the experienced one, and I kind 
of took control, then, even though these guys were 
older than me.  I told them they'd have to wash my puss 
before anyone else fucked, and they did it.  I thought 
that was hilarious, lying there, feeling these guys 
wash my puss like they were my slaves or something.
Bronwen:
That's an interesting choice of words .. slaves.  Could 
you explain that more?  Why did they feel like your 
slaves.
Ronni:
Coz they were doing what I told them to, anything I 
said just so they'd get to fuck me.
Bronwen:
And you liked that feeling?
Ronni:
Still fucking do ..
Bronwen:
I noticed you didn't mention that the boys were using 
any protection.  Were they?
Ronni:
Yeah, they were.
Bronwen:
Why do you think you left that out?
Ronni:
Coz rubbers don't belong in a sex story.  They turn me 
off.
Bronwen:
And that's what this is to you ..?  What we're doing 
here ..?
Is a sex story ..?
Ronni:
Sure.  I talk and get horny.  You listen and get horny.  
Just like one of my stories.
Bronwen:
But this really happened to you.  This is not some 
fantasy story you're putting on the internet for people 
to read.
Ronni:
Who knows?  Maybe it is ..?  Maybe when I get out of 
this fucking hole, and I get back to my real life, 
maybe I'll put this all in a story .. you, too, bitch.  
What do you think of that?
Bronwen:
And why would you do that, Rhonda?
Ronni:
Coz it'd turn people on, to hear how I lost my virg.  
People are asking me that shit all the time.  In a 
story, you become them, you know, asking me all sorts 
of questions, pretending you're doing it out of 
curiosity and shit, but really just wanting to hear 
about some teenage girl sucking cock and getting 
fucked.  That's all any of you want to hear, anyway.  
That's why I do it, coz it gets you all off, and 
knowing that gets me off, too.  If I didn't think you'd 
strap me up in some straight jacket, I'd be playing 
with my puss right now. How'd you like that, bitch, 
watching me play with my teenage pussy while I tell you 
how I lost my virg ..?
Bronwen:
Our session is over for today, Rhonda.  For next time, 
I 'd like you to work on more memories, getting the 
details together, and more importantly how you felt.
Ronni:
More fuck stories.  Okay!  That's cool ..
  
Session Three
Bronwen:
How are you today, Rhonda?
Ronni:
My leg FUCKING HURTS!  Fucking cast, fucking crutches.  
I'm a fucking freak!
Bronwen:
Your pain medication has been cut back.  You'll have to 
get used it ..
Ronni:
Fuck that!
Bronwen:
We haven't discussed your leg yet.  Maybe we should 
talk about that today for a bit.
Ronni:
Nothing to fucking talk about.  It hurts like fucking 
hell.
EOS!
Bronwen:
EOS?
Ronni:
End of story, you fucking lamer.
Bronwen:
Okay ..  We've dealt with the physical aspects of your 
injury, but maybe we should talk about the mental for a 
moment.
Ronni:
Nothing to talk about.
Bronwen:
Okay, then, then this shouldn't tale very long.  How do 
you feel about your injury, not physically, but 
emotionally.
Ronni:
I think it sucks.
Bronwen:
What exactly sucks?
Ronni:
I'm a fucking freak now.
Bronwen:
And why is that?
Ronni:
Coz I've got a big fucking cats on, and I have to use 
crutches, okay ..?
Bronwen:
Let's discuss the future, then.
Ronni:
What about it?
Bronwen:
You know you may never regain full use of your left leg 
again.
There was significant nerve damage ..
Ronni:
Listen, I got all that shit in the hospital from the 
doctors.
I've dealt with all that shit already, okay ..?
Bronwen:
I'd be curious, then, how you plan to cope with this 
situation.  You could be affected by this your whole 
life.  Have you thought about that?
Ronni:
Enough.  Listen, my therapy shit for my leg is going 
good.  I already have some feeling back.  I ain't going 
to be some gimp girl, okay ..?  That just ain't going 
to happen.  So I don't need the psych-out, and I don't 
need your fucking pity.  I busted up my fucking leg.  
Life goes on, just like before.
Bronwen:
Okay ..
Ronni:
I thought we were going to talk more about fucking.
Bronwen:
That is what you want to talk about ..?
Ronni:
That's why I'm here, ain't it ..?  That's my fucking 
'problem' according to you.
Bronwen:
I never told you that, Rhonda.
Ronni:
Well, then, why aren't we talking about macram‚?
Bronwen:
Would you like to talk about macram‚?
Ronni:
Fuck you ..
Bronwen:
I gather you want to talk about sex, then?
Ronni:
Sure, that's what turns us both on, right?
Bronwen:
So what aspect of sex would you like to talk about?
Ronni:
Well, first off I'd like to ask you some questions.  
You are a sex expert, right ..?
Bronwen:
I guess you could say that?
Ronni:
Okay, then, I've always wondered some stuff, and maybe 
you could help me out.
Bronwen:
I can try.  What would you like to know?
Ronni:
Well, for one, if you're in the middle of some Dom/sub 
scene, and stuff starts getting too rough, and you 
forget your safe word, what the fuck do you do?
Bronwen:
I .. I'm not sure I'm understanding you.
Ronni:
I thought you were a sex expert.  You mean you don't 
know what I'm talking about?
Bronwen:
It's not that I don't know what you're talking about, 
it's that ..
Ronni:
What's a 'safe word?'
Bronwen:
Rhonda, I ..
Ronni:
Tell me what a 'safe word' is.
Bronwen:
Rhonda, this really isn't ..
Ronni:
You don't fucking know, do you ..?
Bronwen:
I fail to see how this is relevant.
Ronni:
It's fucking relevant, all right?  What does it feel 
like to be fucked by a dog?
Bronwen:
I .. I wouldn't know ..
Ronni:
Question 3 - You've got one guy up your ass, one in 
your puss, and another guy jamming your throat.  You've 
got one more hard dick to take care of, what the fuck 
do you do?
Bronwen:
I am not going to cooperate here, Rhonda.  We can 
either stop this, or quit right now.
Ronni:
How am I supposed to consider you some fucking sex 
expert if you can't answer those fucking questions?
Bronwen:
A 'safe word' is a word used in role playing which the 
submissive uses to tell the dominant to stop.
Ronni:
Okay, now tell me about fucking dogs.
Bronwen:
This subject interests you, I take it from reading your 
stories.  You refer to it several times.
Ronni:
I'm curious, yeah ..
Bronwen:
And why would you want to do this?  What do you desire 
from having sex with animal?
Ronni:
A monster fucking cum, that's what.
Bronwen:
And you don't experience these with human partners - 
male or female ..?
Ronni:
Sure I do.  I'm the cum queen.  Only nikki porno gets 
off more than me, and even she can't pull a stringer 
like I can.
Bronwen:
Pull a stringer ..?
Ronni:
Multiples, you know, pusscrackers ..
Bronwen:
Multiple orgasms ..
Ronni:
Duh!
Bronwen:
And you experience these?
Ronni:
Fuck yeah ..
Bronwen:
On a regular basis.
Ronni:
Yeppers ..
Bronwen:
When did you start experiencing these?
Ronni:
A couple of years ago, when I was 13.
Bronwen:
By yourself?
Ronni:
Not then, no.  I mean I can now.  I do it all the time, 
but back then, no, only when I was with someone.
Bronwen:
When did you first reach orgasm with another person?
Ronni:
When I was 13.
Bronwen:
Was this with the boys you told me about last time?
Ronni:
Fuck no.
Bronwen:
What do you mean by that?
Ronni:
Those guys were kids.  They didn't know what the fuck 
they were doing.  They wouldn't have even gotten off if 
it wasn't for me. 
  
Bronwen:
Then why did you continue with them if you didn't 
achieve orgasm?
Ronni:
I didn't say it wasn't hot.  Sometimes, after we were 
doing it for awhile, they'd fuck me real good, and that 
felt great, and I'd almost get there.  But I just 
didn't know how, you know ..?
Bronwen:
I'm not sure.  Why don't you tell me?
Ronni:
Well, it was like I'd try to get them to fuck me so 
that they'd bump my clit, but they just didn't get it.
Bronwen:
Why didn't you show them.  You told me last time you 
were in control.
Ronni:
I was a kid.  I didn't know how to do that, then.  I 
mean now I just tell the guy, but back then I didn't 
want to look like a slut, you know.
Bronwen:
That's interesting.
Ronni:
What?
Bronwen:
First, tell me if I have this right.  You were 
exchanging sex for drugs with these boys, having sexual 
relations with them often, yet you felt that asking 
them to give you pleasure would make you a slut?
Ronni:
I was 12.  What do you expect?  I was still sucking up 
all that crap you people in the Quo are always telling 
girls - bad girls screw, good girls wait for 'the right 
boy.'
Bronwen:
So, you felt you were being a bad girl with these boys?
Ronni:
Like I said, I was 12.  I didn't know any better.
Bronwen:
And when do you feel you 'learned better'?
Ronni:
Like I said, when I was 13, that next year in school.
Bronwen:
Maybe we should talk about that, then?
Ronni:
Whatever lubes your engine ..
Bronwen:
What happened when you were 13, Rhonda?  And please, 
start at the beginning, and try and remember details, 
and what you were feeling, too.  These things are very 
important.
Ronni:
I know, I tell guys that e-mail me this all the time.
Bronwen:
You tell them what?
Ronni:
About details and emotions.  They'll e- me and say they 
fucked some chick and it was hot.  EOS.  Guys could be 
so much hotter, you know.  Which is funny ..
Bronwen:
Why is that funny?
Ronni:
Coz we're talking about what happened to me when I was 
13.  That's when I first really learned about guys and 
how fucking monster sex could be.
Bronwen:
What happened?
Ronni:
I'd been fucking Jack and his friends like all summer 
when school started.  They were in high school, but 
they had friends, and they talked you know.  By like 
the end of September, I was like Queen Slut of the 
seventh grade.  Everybody knew what I did.  It was my 
rep, you know ..?
Bronwen:
And how did you feel about this?
Ronni:
Like a slut, just like they said, so I quit doing it.
Bronwen:
What happened then?  How did you feel?
Ronni:
It didn't fucking change anything.  If anything, I got 
even more bullshit coz now I'd pissed those guys off so 
they really started spreading shit about me.  I guess 
to get even.  So, even though I wasn't fucking anymore, 
my slut rep got bigger and bigger.  Kids'd say I was 
screwing teachers, the principal, that I made videos of 
myself fucking guys, that I pulled trains with guys ..  
shit like that.
Bronwen:
But you didn't ..?
Ronni:
No, I didn't even go out with guys.  They'd ask me, but 
I could see why they did.  Some really cute guys, too.  
But I was a slut to them.  I mean I want to start 
fucking again, coz I really missed it, but I hated all 
the people calling me a slut, so I didn't.
Bronwen:
And how long did this last?
Ronni:
Til October, late October, Halloween.
Bronwen:
And why did you start having sex again?
Ronni:
Coz it was different.
Bronwen:
How was it different?
Ronni:
My best friend and I .. her name was Sarah, Sarah 
Sheppard.  We went to this lame Halloween Dance at the 
Rec Center.  It was for kids - costumes, you know - she 
wanted to go real bad coz she'd heard this guy was 
going to go from another school, and she liked him. 
Bronwen:
But you didn't want to go .. Why?
Ronni:
Coz it was kid stuff, you know, with adults everywhere.
Bullshit.
Bronwen:
But you went anyway ..?
Ronni:
Sarah was my best friend.  We'd just met like at the 
beginning of school.  She was from a different 
elementary school.  She was this real quite brainy 
girl.  We were in all the advanced classes together. 
Since all the other girls thought I was a slut, I guess 
I kind of gravitated to her.  She was really nice, just 
quiet and real 'young,' you know.  She reminded me of 
Amy.  It was like I had to show her how to be more 
grown-up, you know ..?
Bronwen:
How did you do this?
Ronni:
I told her about sex, mostly, and boys, and what that 
was all like.  She giggled a lot at first, but then 
she'd get real serious and ask me all these questions, 
wanting details, just like you ..
Bronwen:
How did you feel about her?  Did you care about her?
Ronni:
Yeah, she was like my best friend.  I told her 
everything.
That's why I went to the Halloween dance, coz she 
wanted me to.
Bronwen:
Did you have a good time?
Ronni:
It was lame-city.  All these kids in costumes.  Real 
kid stuff, you know ..?
Bronwen:
Did you wear a costume?
Ronni:
Kind of.
Bronwen:
What did you go as?
Ronni:
A greaser.
Bronwen:
A greaser ..?
Ronni:
Yeah, like from The Outsiders, you know, and Grease.  
Me and Sarah watched that movie, which was kind of 
stupid, but I loved how that lady, Olivia Newton John, 
looked in it.
Bronwen:
So how were you dressed?
Ronni:
I had on these tight jeans, and my jeans jacket, and 
this white tummy tee-shirt, and my mom let me put on a 
lot more make-up since it was a Halloween party.  So I 
got my lips all done up, and teased my hair up real 
big, and with lots of rouge, and I gave myself this 
Madonna mole on my cheek.  I looked pretty fucking 
slutty.
Bronwen:
And what about Sarah?
Ronni:
I tried with her, but she just didn't have a real bod 
yet - I 
mean no tits or anything.  Like the guys used to say - 
Carpenter's 
Dream, flat as a board and never been screwed.

Bronwen:
That's what you thought of her?

Ronni:
No, not me.  The guys.  That's what they'd say.  That 
call us 
Slut and Dweeb.  That really hurt Sarah's feelings, 
too, coz she 
wanted to be pretty, she just wasn't growing yet, you 
know ..?

Bronwen:
So what happened at this party?

Ronni:
Like I said, LA-MER.  And Judy Watts and Loretta 
Galbertson 
were there, so I was like, Let's get out of here, 
Sarah.'  But she 
wanted to stay, so we did.

Bronwen:
Who were the girls you just mentioned?

Ronni:
These real bitches .. pep girls, you know, cheerleaders 
.. all 
perfect.  Judy was like one who started the whole 
'ronni's Queen 
Slut', shit.  I didn't even know the girl hardly.  She 
just saw me 
the first day of school and started talking about me, 
spreading 
rumors and stuff.  Lori was her best friend, and she 
did even more 
talking behind my back.  I saw them, and they started 
'pss-pssing' 
to all these kids from Valley they were with.  They all 
looked like 
total peps, so I guess they knew each other from 
cheerleading or 
something.  Sarah and I tried to stay away from them, 
but Lori would 
look at us wherever we were and start talking again to 
all her 
friends, and they'd look at us and laugh.  That's when 
I got pissed.

Bronwen:
So what did you do?

Ronni:
Well, I was going to kick her ass in.  I mean I 
couldn't in 
school coz there were too many people around, teachers 
and stuff, 
and I didn't want to get in trouble.  But there, at the 
Rec, I 
figured what the fuck, you know ..?  We were up at the 
bar, and I 
was telling Sarah I was going to move on her, and this 
guy behind 
the bar, he overhears us and he says, 'You aren't 
talking about 
starting a fight here, are you?'  And I look at him and 
say, 'Yeah, 
I am, so what's it to you?'  And he says, 'Listen, why 
don't you 
tell me why you're going to start a fight in here.'  
And I tell him, 
'Coz those girls over there keep calling me a slut.'  
And he says, 
'Well, are you a slut?' And I say, 'No way.'  And he 
says, 'Then why 
does it matter what they say?  It's just words.'  And 
then the three 
of us start talking - me, Sarah and him.

Bronwen:
You said he was behind the bar.  Was he younger, a 
teenager?

Ronni:
No, he was a guy.  His name was Paul.  He was like the 
guy 
putting on the party.  The Rec hired him out.  He does 
kids parties 
- you know, DJing, Magic Tricks, and he brings this 
stuff along like 
a bar, and they make you drinks, but like with pop, not 
booze.  He 
was all dressed up in this tuxedo thingie, only he 
didn't have the 
coat on then coz he was tending bar I guess.

Bronwen:
And how old was he?

Ronni:
Thirty-five.

Bronwen:
And you started talking to this man?

Ronni:
Yeah, he was pretty much the coolest guy there.  He was 
funny, 
and he showed us some neat stuff.

Bronwen:
Like what?

Ronni:
Mind reading stuff, magic tricks.  He showed us how to 
make a 
quarter disappear.

Bronwen:
How long did you talk to him?

Ronni:
Like the rest of the night.  We'd kind of go off and 
see if 
there was anyone else to talk to, and he'd move around 
and stuff, 
checking on things, but we always seemed to go back to 
the bar when 
we saw him there, or the DJ booth if he was there.  He 
played all 
this stuff we wanted, too, and then he'd put on this 
real dweeb shit 
like Sinatra and say into the mike, 'This is a special 
request from 
ronni and Sarah.'  We'd run up there yelling at him, 
and he'd laugh, 
keep teasing us.  He made us all these drinks, and 
called them 
screwdrivers, and martinis, like they were real drinks, 
and then 
he'd give us these drunk tests, you know, like close 
your eyes and 
touch your nose or walk a straight line or say the 
alphabet 
backwards - which always fucked us up.  He was a riot.

Bronwen:
He sounds like it.  You never said anything more about 
the 
fight you wanted to get into.

Ronni:
That's coz he talked me out of it, I guess.  I mean he 
just 
got me thinking about other things, and then when I saw 
Lori looking 
at me and I'd get pissed again, he'd get me talking 
about stuff, and 
I wouldn't be so pissed anymore coz he'd make me laugh.  
Then, when 
he did his magic act, and he needed volunteers from the 
audience, he 
chose us.

Bronwen:
That sounds like a lot of fun,

Ronni:
Yeah, and what was really cool was fooling all those 
dweebs.

Bronwen:
What do you mean?

Ronni:
It was a mind reading trick he taught us at the bar.  
It had 
this secret code.  He'd blindfold himself and turn away 
from the 
audience, then we'd go out, find people, have them show 
us shit in 
their pockets or purses, and he say exactly what it 
was.

Bronwen:
How did he do that?  I've always wondered how magicians 
did 
that.

Ronni:
It's a code.  Like if you're doing a girl's ring you 
say one 
thing, or if it's a set of keys you say another thing.  
That's how 
he knows what it is.  Then we started doing names - 
like someone's 
dog, or their grandmother, or their algebra teacher.  
All the kids 
started freaking out when he was right all the time.  
This one girl, 
Donna Martine, she's this major pep who's always 
talking behind my 
back, she's like, 'Can you see into the future?' to 
him, and he's 
like, 'Absolutely,' and he does this trick where he 
predicts exactly 
what they're going to write on a piece of paper, then 
he seals it in 
an envelope, then they write down what they were 
thinking, then he 
opens the envelope and they match.  She freaked out.  
Then all these 
kids started asking him all these questions like, 'Am I 
going to 
meet a cute guy?' or 'What's the essay question going 
to be on my 
history test tomorrow?'  I couldn't believe how stupid 
they were.  I 
mean it was so obvious how he was doing it.

Bronwen:
Obvious once you knew the trick ..?

Ronni:
I could have figured it out pretty quick if I didn't 
know.  
You just have to pay attention to what he's doing when 
he's talking 
and seems like he's doing nothing.  You also have to 
figure out who 
in the audience is playing along coz magicians always 
cheat.

Bronwen:
You're interested in magic?

Ronni:
I like fooling people.

Bronwen:
Why?

Ronni:
Because it's fun.  Paul was pretty good at it, too, and 
he 
like purposely made Lori look like a dweeb.  He had her 
so convinced 
he was psychic that she was like following him all 
around after 
stuff was breaking up and asking him all these 
questions.  Sarah and 
I just fucking laughed.  Then, after she leaves, he 
comes up to us 
and says, 'That's how you get even with someone.'

Bronwen:
That's an interesting observation.  Why do you think he 
said 
that?

Ronni:
Coz he kept telling me that beating some girl up wasn't 
going 
to prove anything, coz once you've done that they win, 
and you lower 
yourself to their level.  He kept telling me I was 
smart and should 
be using my brains if I wanted to get Lori and Judy off 
my case.

Bronwen:
He sounds like a smart guy.

Ronni:
He was.  We pretty much told him everything by the end 
of the 
night.

Bronwen:
What do you mean by that?

Ronni:
I told him why the kids called me slut .. I mean not
EVERYTHING, but enough so he got the picture.  We told 
him how Sarah 
liked this guy who was there, and he told us how we 
should go up and 
talk to him, and ..

Bronwen:
Pardon me, Rhonda, can we go back to something?

Ronni:
Sure, whatever ..

Bronwen:
When you say you told him why the girls were calling 
you a 
slut, do you mean you told him you were sexually 
active?

Roni:
Mm hmm ..

Bronwen:
How did you feel about that?  Telling a strange man you 
were 
sexually active?

Ronni:
He was cool about it.  He didn't freak out or anything.  
It 
felt kind of cool really, coz he didn't treat me or 
Sarah like 
stupid kids, but like we were older, you know ..?

Bronwen:
Would you say he was flirting with you?

Ronni:
Sure, yeah, like I said, just like Sarah and I were 
older.
Not like we were kids.

Bronwen:
Did this make you uncomfortable at all?

Ronni:
You mean wet?

Bronwen:
Um .. I mean in any way.

Ronni:
Well, I did get real hot for him while we were talking, 
and 
especially when we were helping him with the mind 
reading act.  He 
wasn't some gorgeous guy or anything, but he just 
seemed so 
powerful, you know, and he just made me laugh and feel 
so .. you 
know ..

Bronwen:
Please, tell me.

Ronni:
This sounds so geeky.

Bronwen:
What?

Ronni:
He made me feel special, real hot.  Not like Jack and 
Breck 
and the guys made me feel, but like I really wanted to 
fuck HIM, you 
know, not like I just wanted to fuck .. but HIM.

Bronwen:
What did Sarah think of him?

Ronni:
Well, by the end of the night she'd forgot about the 
guy she 
was there to see, and we both pretty much had the 
majors for Paul. 

Bronwen:
The majors?

Ronni:
Major hots.

Bronwen:
Did anything else happen?

Ronni:
Yeah, before we left, I told him my mom was planning a 
birthday party for me, and would he want to do it, you 
know ..?

Bronwen:
Your mother wasn't planning a party, was she ..?

Ronni:
How'd you guess?

Bronwen:
Just a hunch.

Ronni:
So he gave us his card, you know, to give my mom.  That 
way I 
had his name and phone number and e-mail.

Bronwen:
What did you do with that?

Ronni:
I e-mailed him from school.  We all have these e-mail 
boxes in 
the computer labs.  The teachers read everything that 
goes in and 
out, but they're so fucking stupid they never thought 
kids would 
just get free e-mails at DejaNews or one of the search 
engines.  So 
we can pretty much do whatever the fuck we want online, 
except look 
at porno pics coz they have those pretty much blocked 
out.

Bronwen:
You mean you got a free e-mail box ..?

Ronni:
Yeah, so no one could read my shit, you know.  And it 
was 
DejaNews, too, so I could go in and read newsgroups .. 
anything I 
wanted.  I'd download dirty stories and print them out 
in the middle 
of all this research bullshit, and the lab teacher 
would see like 
thirty pages of stuff on ocelots and would just let me 
out with it.  
That's how I started getting the idea to write fuck 
fiction.  I 
thought most of the shit about teenagers was total 
bullshit.

Bronwen:
When did you start putting your stories online?

Ronni:
I did one story then, which really wasn't good at all, 
but it 
felt so hot posting this fuck story that people would 
read.  I maybe 
posted two more in the next couple of years.

Bronwen:
What were these stories about?

Ronni:
The first one was about a TV show - X Files.  It was 
just 
Scully and Mulder fuck, you know ..?  The second story 
was about a 
model who goes to a photo shoot only it's a porno 
shoot, but she 
needs the money so she does it.  Then I did this story 
about a 
groupie, like the lady in the book I read.  None of 
them were very 
good.

Bronwen:
How old were the characters in the stories - the second 
and 
third ones?

Ronni:
I never said - twenties I guess.

Bronwen:
They weren't girls your age.

Ronni:
No, I was afraid to write that stuff.  I thought I 
would get 
busted, you know, kp ..?

Bronwen:
KP?

Ronni:
Kiddie Porn.

Bronwen:
So you felt kiddie porn would have been wrong ..?

Ronni:
No, I just didn't want to get busted, that's all.

Bronwen:
I know we talked about this at our last session, but I 
need to 
understand some things better.

Ronni:
Like what?

Bronwen:
Well, to start off with I need to know what you think 
of child 
pornography.

Ronni:
It's all right, I guess.

Bronwen:
Al ..?  What do you mean by that?

Ronni:
I like it, I guess.

Bronwen:
You've seen child pornography before?

Ronni:
Sure, all the time, on newsgroups.  People post kp pics 
all 
the time.

Bronwen:
These don't bother you?

Ronni:
No.  I mean why should adults have all the porn to 
themselves.  
I'm young, I want to see people my age fucking and 
sucking, too.  I 
mean that's who I'm hot for, you know ..?

Bronwen:
You don't think those children are being victimized at 
al?

Ronni:
Not really.  I mean, sure, some of them are being 
forced, but 
most of them aren't.  I bet most of the kids like it.  
I know I 
would. 

Bronwen:
Why would you like that?

Ronni:
It would get me hot having people watch me fuck, and 
knowing 
they were breaking the law to do it.

Bronwen:
And what about that would 'get you hot'?

Ronni:
You know, that kind of desire, people desiring to see 
me THAT 
much.

Bronwen:
You don't think adults having sex with minors is any 
way 
abusive?

Ronni:
Well, maybe real little kids .. babies ..

Bronwen:
At what age, then, do you think it's all right for kids 
to 
have sex?

Ronni:
I don't know, depends on them.

Bronwen:
What about a seven-year-old girl?  Is that too young to 
have 
sex?

Ronni:
If she wants to?

Bronwen:
Does it matter?

Ronni:
Sure.  I've seen pics where girls that young are 
fucking and 
sucking, and they're having a kick ass time.

Bronwen:
How would you know that?

Ronni:
They're smiling and shit.

Bronwen:
And you don't think those smiles are faked, that 
they're being 
forced to smile ..?

Ronni:
No, why should I?

Bronwen:
Because .. because they're so young.  It's obviously 
not their 
choice to ..

Ronni:
Let me ask you.  If you see a picture of a kid smiling, 
do you 
always assume their being forced to smile, or do you 
just think 
they're happy?

Bronwen:
I .. that's different.

Ronni:
Why?  Why couldn't some kid enjoy having sex?

Bronwen:
Because they can't.  They're too young.  They don't 
know what 
they're doing.

Ronni:
Kids in bush tribes in Africa have sex when they're 
five.  
They imitate the adults.  Moms and dads have sex at 
night in the 
hut. It's no big deal to them.

Bronwen:
This is completely different.  We're not talking about 
the 
bush people in Africa.

Ronni:
Well, why aren't we?  Why is there one set of rules for 
us, 
and one set for them?

Bronwen:
It has to do with society, Rhonda, the way things are 
structured ..

Ronni:
So you're saying bush kids in Africa are somehow better 
able 
to deal with sex at an early age than we are?

Bronwen:
It's not as simple as that.  There are a lot of 
psychological
factors present in our society that ..

Ronni:
So we're more fucked up here is what you're saying.  
The 
problem isn't kids having sex, it's all you fucking 
adults with the 
fucking problems.  

  
Bronwen:
This really isn't what we're here to discuss, Rhonda.  
We're 
here to discuss you and your situation.

Ronni:
Well, this is my situation.  I'm a teenage girl who 
likes to 
fuck, and you've got me locked up in here for it, like 
I'm some 
crazy retard you have to keep up in the attic.  I think 
I deserve to 
know why the Quo has all these bullshit rules, seeing 
as I'm the one 
who has to pay for them.  So, yeah, when we're talking 
about the 
bush people in Africa, we are talking about my 
situation.

Bronwen:
Maybe we could come back to that, then, after we've 
gotten a 
little more perspective on your personal situation and 
issues.

Ronni:
You just know I'm right, bitch, and now you have to go 
back 
and read all your books so you can find some bullshit 
answer to feed 
me so you can feel better about all your little 
theories that kids 
shouldn't fuck and any kid who does is either some kind 
of fucking 
victim or crazy ..

Bronwen:
Let's talk about the computer at school some more, 
Rhonda.  Now what 
about these e-mails you were sending out?  Is this when 
you started 
e-mailing people?

Ronni:
Yeah, me and Sarah both.  We got the box together.

Bronwen:
Who did you write to?

Ronni:
People we saw on newsgroups, like, you know,  'You're 
hot, 
send us dirty e-mails,' and they would.  And we started 
writing Paul 
all the time.

Bronwen:
Paul .. good .. let's get back to him for a moment.  
What did 
you write to him?

Ronni:
You know, goofy stuff to start - 'Hi,' lots of smiley 
faces.
'What are you doing?  When are you doing another 
party?'

Bronwen:
And he answered you?

Ronni:
Mm hmm.  We started writing like almost every day.  He 
told us 
he was doing this dance party over at the Trailside 
Rec, and it was 
a magic show, too, and then asked us if we wanted to 
come along and 
be his assistants again.  He told us he'd get us in 
free.

Bronwen:
He invited you to this dance?

Ronni:
Yeah, you know, to be his magic assistants.

Bronwen:
How did you feel about that?

Ronni:
Sarah was like, 'We have to go!'  I guess I wanted to 
go, even 
though dances and stuff are kind of lame.  But I 
figured he'd be 
there, so it would probably be fun like last time, and 
he'd show us 
some more tricks.

Bronwen:
Didn't this seem odd to you at all?  I mean couldn't he 
find 
other kids at that party to help him.

Ronni:
He told us 'no,' not like us .. that other kids never 
caught 
on like we did.  Kids are pretty stupid, you know.

Bronwen:
I see .. what happened then?

Ronni:
Well, we went to the dance, and we kind of got dressed 
up a 
little, I guess.  I mean Trailside isn't our Rec 
Center, and there 
really wasn't anybody we knew there except for Paul, so 
we wanted to 
look real hot if there were any cool guys there.

Bronwen:
And your parents let you go?

Ronni:
It was advertised in the paper.  I just showed her the 
ad and 
said, 'Can you take me and Sarah there?'  And she 
called Trailside 
and checked out that everything would be supervised, 
and said, 
'okay.' 

Bronwen:
And you didn't tell her about Paul?

Ronni:
Why should I have?

Bronwen:
Okay .. what happened then?  When you got to the dance?

Ronni:
Well, we get there and Paul is all busy with stuff, and 
he 
like doesn't even see us for awhile, until we finally 
see him at the 
bar and we walk up, and he looks up and says, 'Man, you 
girls look 
great!'  Like I said, we'd spent like all afternoon 
picking out 
clothes and stuff for him, so I guess we did look 
pretty good.  I 
got Sarah this old dress I have, and it was kind of 
short on her, so 
everyone would look at her legs and not notice the rest 
of her bod, 
which like I said was pretty flat.

Bronwen:
You've mentioned this a few times already.  Did Sarah's 
body 
somehow make you uncomfortable?

Ronni:
What do you mean?

Bronwen:
You've commented twice already that she was not 
developed as 
much as you or, perhaps, other girls your age.

Ronni:
So?  She wasn't.

Bronwen:
Why was this so important to you?

Ronni:
Coz .. I don't know .. I felt bad for her, coz she was 
so 
self-conscious about it.  She'd always be ragging on 
herself coz she 
had no boobs.  That's why I figured if she showed her 
legs, guys 
wouldn't notice as much.  And I was right ..

Bronwen:
How were you right?

Ronni:
Well, take Paul for instance.  He was like checking her 
legs 
out in that short dress.  And then I said, 'Doesn't she 
have nice 
legs' to him, and he's like, 'Yeah, Sarah, you've got 
nice legs.'  
She was like so totally gone after that, like a 
different girl, you 
know. We'd talk to guys, and she wouldn't be all quiet 
and shit.  
She was real into it, you know, teasing everybody off.  
I was 
cracking up. 

Bronwen:
How were you dressed?

Ronni:
I had on my tight jeans again and this white sweater 
that was 
pretty tight, too, and with this low neckline so you 
could see some 
cleav, you know.  All the guys there were looking at 
me, and Paul, 
too.  I could tell he thought I was hot, just by the 
way I'd catch 
him looking at my tits.  I felt so HOT, too, that he 
was checking me 
out like that.

Bronwen:
What else happened?

Ronni:
Pretty much like before.  We hung up at the bar and 
talked and 
goofed around.  He showed us this trick where he was 
going to 
convince people he could make them psychic.  He was 
going to pick me 
and Sarah as his 'controls,' so that the kids didn't 
think he was 
cheating. Then we were to ask them like 5 questions, 
like 'Think of 
a color,' and then they'd write it down and we'd write 
it down 
without seeing what they were doing.  Then we'd compare 
answers and 
they'd all match. Then he'd reverse the trick, and 
they'd do the 
same to us and read our minds.  It was so stupid, but 
they fell for 
it every time.  Then he made Sarah disappear, only they 
wouldn't 
tell me how he did it, which kind of pissed me off.  
But he told me 
you can't learn the secret unless you do the trick, so 
I made him 
promise he'd make me disappear at the next show we went 
to.

Bronwen:
Did anything else happen, or did you just help him with 
the 
magic?

Ronni:
Well, afterwards, he was like, 'I have another party 
next 
weekend at a Jewish Community Center, do you girls want 
to come as 
my assistants?'  And we were like, 'Sure,' you know, 
and he even 
said he'd pay us, so we were really into that.  He said 
we'd need to 
practice some, though, because he had some more 
complicated tricks 
he wanted us to learn.  So he e-mailed us in school on 
Monday and 
asked if we could come over his house that Friday after 
school.

Bronwen:
And what did you say?

Ronni:
What do you think we said?

Bronwen:
Why don't you tell me, Rhonda .. what you said, and 
what you 
were feeling.

Ronni:
We said, fuck, yeah.  I mean the guy was totally hot, 
and we 
were going to be his assistants and get paid.  So why 
the fuck would 
we say, 'no.'

Bronwen:
And that's all you thought?  That's all you were 
thinking 
about? 

Ronni:
Pretty much.  Why?

Bronwen:
I just want to know your frame of mind at the time, 
that's 
all.

Ronni:
Well, it was pretty fucking good.

Bronwen:
So, you did go over his house?

Ronni:
Mm hmm, on that Friday after school.

Bronwen:
Did you ask your parents' permission to do this?

Ronni:
Kind of.

Bronwen:
What does kind of mean?

Ronni:
Well, I told her about the party on Saturday, and that 
we were 
going to be Paul's assistants, that he had asked us 
after the 
Trailside dance.

Bronwen:
And what did she say to that?

Ronni:
She asked me some questions, like why I wanted to go.  
I told 
her Paul was teaching me magic tricks and that I liked 
doing magic.  
I told her maybe I'd like to be a magician.  I showed 
her some 
tricks then, and she knew I wasn't just goofing around.  
My mom's 
always like Miss Mother when it comes to stuff I'm 
interested in.  
When I was 10 and into bugs, she bought me this 
Backyard Biology 
Kit, and we'd do all these experiments together on 
Saturday 
mornings.  I guess this was like that to her.  She's 
always trying 
to get me to 'use my brains.' So she called some people 
up and 
checked Paul out and found out he'd been doing parties 
and stuff for 
a year or so and was real popular. Then she even called 
him up, and 
they talked for about half an hour. Then she said I 
could go to the 
party, but she'd go along with me coz she said she 
wanted to see me 
perform.

Bronwen:
How did that make you feel?

Ronni:
Kind of like she was in my business, you know.  But I 
figured, 
'what the hell,' as long as I got to go.

Bronwen:
Did you tell her about the 'practice session' over his 
house?

Ronni:
Fuck no.

Bronwen:
Why?

Ronni:
Hey, I might have been 13, but I wasn't fucking stupid, 
you 
know ..?  I knew what was going to happen.

Bronwen:
And what did you think was going to happen?

Ronni:
He was going to fuck us .. or me at least.

Bronwen:
And why did you think that?

Ronni:
Coz of the way he looked at me over at Trailside, and 
the 
stuff he'd write in his e-mails.

Bronwen:
What 'stuff' in his e-mails.

Ronni:
Shit like, 'Maybe I can teach you some more tricks' 
with a 
smiley face, or a wink at the end.  Shit like that.  
I'd get so hot 
reading that sometimes I'd go in the girls john and get 
off.

Bronwen:
He was writing you sexually suggestive e-mails?!

Ronni:
Jesus, what got the bug up your butt?

Bronwen:
Could you please just answer my question?  Was this man 
sending you sexually suggestive e-mails?

Ronni:
Like coming right out and saying, 'Hey, I want to fuck 
your 
thirteen-year-old puss'?

Bronwen:
Did he?

Ronni:
He didn't have to.  I mean I was the one writing all 
the dirty 
stuff.

Bronwen:
What do you mean?

Ronni:
Well, after I figured he was interested , I started 
sending 
him notes like 'How big is your dick when it gets 
hard?'  'How many 
women have you fucked?'  'Did you ever fuck a lady up 
the ass?'  
'When did you lose your virg?'  You know, shit like 
that.  Sarah and 
I would just come up with these crazy questions, and e-
mail him.

Bronwen:
Did he answer these questions?

Ronni:
Sure, like I said, he was totally cool.  He wasn't like 
some 
horny kid my age.  You knew what he was thinking, but 
he never came 
on real strong or nothing, you know.  He'd wait for us 
to ask these 
tripped out questions, and then he'd just answer it, 
like we weren't 
just stupid kids or anything.  That's what made him so 
hot, coz he 
was so cool about shit like that.  It like kept you on 
pins and 
needles. 

Bronwen:
So you went over there with Sarah, knowing that you 
would 
probably become sexually involved with him that 
afternoon?

Ronni:
Fuck yeah.  By then I wanted to screw his brains out.

Bronwen:
And what about Sarah?  Did you tell her about your 
suspicions?

Ronni:
Kind of.

Bronwen:
What did you tell her exactly?

Ronni:
Not to act like a kid when we got there.  To follow 
what I 
did, so we wouldn't look like a couple of stupid kids.

Bronwen:
But you didn't tell her you expected to have sex with 
this man
 ..?
  
Ronni:
Shit, you are starting to sound real pissed.  What's up 
with 
that?

Bronwen:
I'm sorry.  Please, go on ..

Ronni:
Well, we went over there.  It was a Friday afternoon, 
right 
after school.  I told Sarah we had to look hot, so we 
went in the 
girls john after school and  put on make-up and shit.  
We were 
wearing what we had to the Trailside dance coz he had 
said how hot 
we looked, and Sarah begged me to wear that dress 
again.  Then we 
took this city bus out to where he lived, which was 
about a 
half-hour ride.

Bronwen:
Go on ..

Ronni:
Man, you sound like you're major pissed or something ..

Bronwen:
Go on, Rhonda ..

Ronni:
Listen, you're the one who wanted to know about this.

Bronwen:
Could we please just continue?

Ronni:
Well, when we got there, he was real happy to see us.  
He gave 
us these really big hugs .. which made me feel so good 
I didn't want 
to let go.  Sarah was real hot after that, too, coz her 
face and the 
top of her chest was all red and flushed, especially 
when he came 
right out and said, 'Hey, you're wearing my favorite 
dress again, 
sexy legs.'

Bronwen:
He .. he said that?

Ronni:
Yeah.  You should have seen her wig out after that.  
She was 
so cute.

Bronwen:
You said he hugged you both.  What did he do when he 
hugged 
you?

Ronni:
You mean like did he feel us up or something?

Bronwen:
Did he?

Ronni:
You are really one uptight bitch, you know ..?

Bronwen:
You're not answering my question.

Ronni:
Okay .. yeah, maybe, a little, but it wasn't like he 
was all 
over us or anything .. not like some kid our age.  It 
felt great ..  
real great!

Bronwen:
What did he do next?

Ronni:
Man, you should see yourself.  You are like seriously 
bent ..

Bronwen:
Are you going to continue?

Ronni:
Sure .. Next he wanted to know if we wanted anything to 
drink. I 
said, yeah, but could he make us real drinks instead of 
bullshit pop 
drinks.  He was like, 'You know, I shouldn't,' and I'm 
like, 'We've 
had booze and shit before.  Just one drink.  It's not 
like we're 
driving.'  That cracked him up coz it was like a 
private joke with 
us coz he was always giving us these goofy drunk tests 
at the bar.  
So he made us these drinks - screwdrivers-and I see him 
put like 
major Abs in.

Bronwen:
Abs?

Ronni:
Absolut - Vodka, you know ..?  Jesus, what planet are 
you 
from?

Bronwen:
Go on.

Ronni:
We sit down and start drinking these drinks, and I'm 
like 
buzzing in a minute, and so is Sarah.  She starts 
giggling and shit.  
He sits next to me and starts telling me about this 
magic trick 
we're going to help him on.  He blindfolds himself and 
gets out a 
deck of cards, and deals one to me and one to Sarah.  
Then he tells 
us to look at them, but not show them to each other.  
Then we put 
the cards back in the deck and he shuffles them.  Then 
he cuts the 
cards and gives each of us a stack.  Then he tells us 
to count down 
the number of cards from the top that correspond to the 
card we 
chose.  An ace means you'd count down 1 card .. three 
cards if it 
was a three, you know, and 11 for a jack, 12 for a 
queen, 13 for a 
king.  When we count down the cards and turn them over, 
we each have 
the other one's card.  We did this five times, and I 
couldn't figure 
out how he was doing it. He told us he'd tell us the 
secret later, 
and then he moved to some other tricks that he was 
showing Sarah, 
but I just sat there on the couch and kept playing with 
the deck.  I 
was sure it had to be a trick deck or something.  Then, 
after like 
half-an-hour I found out how he did it.  The cards were 
sliced so 
that they weren't rectangles, but like a little off, so 
that if you 
turned a card around you could draw it right out of the 
deck when 
you cut.  So I figured that's how he did it.  When he 
put our cards 
back, he'd turn them upside down.  But that still 
didn't explain how 
he knew what cards we'd chosen and how he got them 
exactly right in 
the deck.

Bronwen:
I'm sure it was a clever trick, Rhonda, but is that 
really the 
issue here?

Ronni:
It sure the fuck is.  You do want to know what happened 
next, 
don't you ..?

Bronwen:
Yes ..

Ronni:
Well, it has to do with the cards.

Bronwen:
Go on ..

Ronni:
I looked the cards over and over and then I finally 
noticed 
something else - the backs were all different, up in 
the corners ..  
marked, you know ..?  You'd never notice it at first, 
but when you 
did it was real obvious.  I went through all the cards 
and separated 
them into suits, then numbers, and I figured out the 
system pretty 
quick. 

Bronwen:
I'm still not sure I see what this has to do with ..

Ronni:
When I figured it out, I suddenly got this idea, okay 
..?

Bronwen:
What idea?

Ronni:
I wanted to .. It's kind of hard to explain.

Bronwen:
Just take your time, Rhonda.

Ronni:
I got real hot when I figured it out, like this huge 
rush came 
over me.  I .. I was still a little pissed that Sarah 
knew how the 
disappearing act worked and I didn't.  So I decided to 
play a trick 
on her that she didn't know.

Bronwen:
And you used the cards .?

Ronni:
Yeah, I asked for another drink, and Paul made me one, 
and 
Sarah, too, and this one was even stronger.  So I was 
like, cool, 
this guy does want to party.  He's trying to get us 
both hammered.  
So we just sat there and bs'd for awhile, and I watched 
Sarah get 
even more toasted.  Then I'm like, 'Hey, why don't we 
take a break 
from magic tricks play a game?'  And Sarah's like, 
'What game?'  And 
I say, 'How about Truth or Dare?'  And Paul looks at me 
shuffling 
the cards, and he suddenly smiles at me, and says, 'You 
sure you 
want to play that?' And I say, 'Yeah, it's my 
favorite.'  Sarah is 
pretty drunk, and she says, 'Yeah, that's cool.'  So I 
tell them my 
rules.  The dealer cuts the cards into two piles and 
the other two 
players take the top cards, and then the low card has 
to tell the 
truth or take a dare that the dealer tells them to.  I 
deal first, 
and I cut Sarah a 2 and Paul a 3. He shows his card 
first, and Sarah 
is all giggly and shit, until she turns over her card 
and she 
realizes she's lost.

Bronwen:
So, you deliberately fixed it so your best friend lost 
..?

Ronni:
You make it sound so malicious.

Bronwen:
And how do you see it?

Ronni:
We were partying.  I just wanted to start things going, 
you 
know ..?

Bronwen:
But why did you involve her?  Why did you make that 
decision 
for her?

Ronni:
Coz .. Listen, you don't understand ..

Bronwen:
Then explain it to me.

Ronni:
It was like she .. she needed a push.  She was so .. 
she was a 
kid, you know, and she .. it was what she wanted.  She 
talked about 
it all the time.

Bronwen:
Talked about what?

Ronni:
Sex .. and Paul.  She talked about him all the time, 
whether I 
thought he thought she was hot.  We'd talk about 
fucking him, and 
she'd say, 'Yeah, I'd really like to fuck him.'  So I 
was like doing 
her a favor, really, coz I knew she'd never do anything 
herself.  
She'd just sit there and have the majors for him and 
never do 
anything, and then I'd have to listen to her wig about 
it later.  I 
wanted her to get over it, you know, the whole sex 
thing.  I didn't 
want her being a kid anymore.  She was like so girly 
about stuff all 
the time.

Bronwen:
So you took it upon yourself to change her life ..?

Ronni:
Maybe .. yeah, I guess.

Bronwen:
Did this excite you sexually, to be doing this?

Ronni:
Mm hmm.  When she lost that first hand, and I saw the 
look on 
her face, I got real wet.  She was so scared, and she 
was looking at 
me, begging with her eyes.  I looked at Paul, and I 
could see it in 
his eyes. You know, what he wanted, too.

Bronwen:
What happened next?

Ronni:
I was like 'truth or dare?'  And she chose truth.  So I 
asked 
her, 'How big do you think Paul's cock is?'  I mean 
just like that.  
I don't know where the words came from, but they did.

Bronwen:
That's interesting.  Where do you think they came from?

Ronni:
My need to see her get fucked.

Bronwen:
Your need?

Ronni:
Yeah, I'd thought about watching Sarah get fucked for a 
long 
time.  I wanted to see her get fucked.  That made me 
wet.

Bronwen:
I see ..  And how did she respond to your 'Truth' 
demand.

Ronni:
She was like 'No way' at first, and giggling, and 
trying to 
get out of it.  But I was like 'Listen, you agreed to 
play the game, 
right ..?  And you'll get your turn to deal, too.  So 
lighten up and 
play.'

Bronwen:
And did she?

Ronni:
Not right away, no.

Bronwen:
And what was Paul doing during this?

Ronni:
Nothing.  Just sitting there getting hard I guess.  
Like I 
said, he was real cool.  He looked like he didn't care 
if she played 
along or not.

Bronwen:
But you weren't feeling that way ..?

Ronni:
Fuck no.  I wanted to see her get fucked, and I wanted 
to see 
Paul do it.

Bronwen:
Why?

Ronni:
Coz I knew he had a big dick.

Bronwen:
And how did you know that?

Ronni:
His bulge, you know ..?  It was pretty monster in his 
jeans.  
The more we talked, the bigger it got.  I wanted to see 
him take it 
out and fuck her with it, then fuck me.  That's why I 
wanted her to 
answer that question.  It was part of my plan.

Bronwen:
Go on ..

Ronni:
Well, finally I get her take a few more hits of her 
Abs&OJ, and she 
like gets all silly and she starts saying, 'Okay, Truth 
time.' And 
I'm like, 'Okay, spill.  How big do you think Paul's 
cock is?' And 
she's like, 'I don't know.  Six inches.'  And I just 
say, 'Okay, see 
that wasn't so hard?'  Then I give him the cards, and 
we started 
playing again.

Bronwen:
He didn't say anything?

Ronni:
No, he just smiled and dealt the cards out again, and 
me and 
Sarah cut.  And she lost again .. big surprise.

Bronwen:
Paul was cheating, too?

Ronni:
Sure, why the fuck wouldn't he.  We had Sarah right 
where we 
both wanted her.

Bronwen:
What happened then, when Sarah lost ..?

Ronni:
She got all freaked again, but I told her to shut up 
and quit 
acting like a kid.  Then he asks her, 'Truth or Dare?'  
And she 
says, 'Truth.'  So he says, 'Have you ever seen a guys 
cock before 
in real life, not just magazines or vids?'  And she's 
like, 'No!' 
right off, no hesitation or nothing.  Then it's her 
turn to deal.  
So she does, and me and Paul cut, and he loses, and I'm 
like, "Ask 
him, Sarah-Truth or Dare?'  But she was giggling so 
much that I 
kind of had to shake her, you know, to get her serious 
again.  Then 
she finally asks him, 'Truth or Dare?', and he's like, 
'Dare, taking 
Truth is for pussies.'  Sarah just freaked then, and 
she like runs 
out of the living room into the kitchen, and I chase 
her.  And she's 
like, 'I don't know what to do.'  And I'm like, 'You 
were the one 
bitching about losing, so make him do a dare.'  And 
she's like, 
'What kind of dare?  What should I have him do?'  And 
I'm like, 
'What do you want him to do?  It's your dare.'  But 
she's all 
freaked and giggly, saying 'I don't know.'  So I ask 
her, 'Do you 
want to see his dick?'  And she's like, 'Yeah, I 
guess.'  So I tell 
her to dare him to show us his dick, and she's still 
all giggly, but 
I dragged her shit back out there, and she just looks 
at him and 
goes, 'I dare you to show us your dick.'

Bronwen:
What did he do?

Ronni:
He fucking whipped it out, bitch, what do you think he 
did ..?  
The guy was so fucking hard.  I could tell that while 
he was sitting 
there.  You want to know how big his cock was?

Bronwen:
Is that important to you?

Ronni:
Sure as fuck is.  His was the first real big cock I'd 
ever 
seen.  It's still one of the biggest, too, for a white 
guy.  It was 
like 9 inches at least.  He just pulled it out, and 
we're both like, 
'Holy shit!'  Sarah was really freaking coz it was the 
first live 
cock she'd ever seen.  I mean I was freaking, too, coz 
it was so 
big, but I'd seen some dicks before so I was a little 
more prepared. 
What's the biggest cock you've ever seen, huh ..?

Bronwen:
I really don't see how that's relevant, Rhonda.

Ronni:
Well, I do.  I mean how am I going to talk to you about 
how 
great it feels fucking and sucking a big cock when you 
don't know 
what the fuck I'm talking about?

Bronwen:
That really isn't the issue here, Rhonda.

Ronni:
Sure it is.  You've got me locked up in here coz you 
think I'm 
some kind of psycho who's been abused or something and 
turned into 
this psycho-chick, but you don't have a fucking clue 
coz you don't 
even know what I'm talking about.

Bronwen:
Well, that's what we're trying to find out here, 
Rhonda.
We're trying to learn what you're talking about.

Ronni:
But you have no fucking idea what I'm saying!  I say 
this guy 
has this monster cock, and I want to suck it, and you 
write down on 
your little pad there that I'm crazy, coz in your 
fucking mind only 
a crazy girl would want to suck some guy's dick, right 
..?

Bronwen:
Why don't you stop being concerned with what you think 
I'm 
writing about you, and just tell me about what 
happened, and what 
you were feeling.  We'll have plenty of time to discuss 
my opinions 
when we get your whole story out.  Then I'll let you 
know exactly 
what I think and how I think we can help you.

Ronni:
You can help me by answering my question and telling me 
what 
the biggest you've ever seen is.

Bronwen:
Rhonda, I'm not going to answer that question.  Now go 
on.

Ronni:
Must not have been very big, coz when you heard me say 
9 
inches, your fucking eyes went ape shit .. .. .. Okay, 
well ..  his 
dick is just out there, you know, and it's fucking 
huge, and I'm all 
wet loking at it and looking at Sarah's eyes coz she's 
just like in 
shock.  And then I deal the cards, and they cut, and 
this time I 
make Paul lose coz I want to see him jack off.

Bronwen:
You wanted to see him masturbate.

Ronni:
That's what is aid, wasn't it ..?  Anyways, he takes 
the 
'Dare', and I'm like, 'Jack off for us til you cum.'  
And Sarah 
fucking runs out of the room like a little fucking girl 
when he 
says, 'Okay' and starts pounding his meat.  So I have 
to run in and 
chase her and pull her back in the living room, and sit 
her ass 
down, and sit on top of her and make her watch Paul 
jack off.

Bronwen:
You forced her to watch him masturbate?

Ronni:
It wasn't like 'forcing her,' coz she wanted to so bad, 
I 
could tell.  She was just being a puss, you know.  She 
just needed 
someone to like 'make' her do it, so she didn't feel 
guilty about 
it. She was all screwed up with all that girlie shit, 
that good 
girls aren't supposed to want to do anything with sex 
and that if 
they're forced to then it's all right, but only if they 
make 
everyone else think it's not.  I know a lot of girls 
like that.  
They let you 'make' them do things so they don't feel 
guilty, when 
it's what they really wanted to do all along.

Bronwen:
And this is how you saw what happened ..?  You were 
sitting on 
top your best friend making her watch a grown man 
masturbate.

Ronni:
Like I said, you've obviously never seen a guy with a 
real big 
dick before coz you're like all wigged out about this 
now.  You 
weren't there, bitch.  You don't know what Sarah was 
like.  She quit 
acting all freaky after a minute, and then she just sat 
there and 
watched, you know.  She couldn't take her eyes off that 
big cock.  
And he was beating it, too.  He was putting on a real 
fucking show 
for us. He got real close and pumped that prick right 
in front of 
our eyes so we could see the skin move up and down over 
the big 
fucking veins.  We were so close we could have sucked 
it, but we 
just watched, and Sarah never took her fucking eyes off 
it.  And she 
started really getting into when I started saying shit 
like, 'Beat 
that fucking big cock. Jack it off for us.  Stroke that 
fucking 
dick.  We want to see you fucking cum.  We want to see 
all that cum 
cum shooting out of that big prick.'  Then I'm like, 
'Don't we, 
Sarah?'  And she's like, 'Mm hmm .'  And she keeps 
saying that over 
and over again after everything I say.  Then finally, 
he blows his 
nuts, and this glob lands right on Sarah's bare knee 
and thigh, and 
she tries to wipe it off, but I'm like 'No way, leave 
it there.'  
Then we all drink some more, and Paul deals the cards, 
and his cock 
is still hard even after he just 
sploogied, and I'm like, 'Shit!' coz whenever Jack and 
those guys 
would cum they'd go soft for a few minutes.  But he 
didn't.  That 
big dick just stayed fucking hard.

Bronwen:
How long did this game go on?

Ronni:
Not much longer.  He dealt the next hand, and I could 
tell by 
the marked cards that he was dealing me the low card.  
But by then I 
just wanted to fuck, you know, so I'm like, 'Dare' when 
I turned it 
over.  And he's like, 'I dare you to make out with me.'  
So I say, 
'Okay, come over here.'  And he did.  He came right 
over to the 
couch and got next to me, and I moved over so that I 
was in the 
middle between him and Sarah.  

Bronwen:
What happened then?

Ronni:
You're fucking getting hot, aren't you ..? 

Bronwen:
Rhonda, please continue.  If you don't care to, we can 
end the 
session right now.

Ronni:
Well he leans over and starts kissing my neck, I mean 
real 
fucking hot kisses .. then like right above my tits.  
He puts his 
arms around me and starts feeling all over my body 
while he kisses 
me everywhere.  I was so fucking wet, too, coz he was 
making me feel 
so fucking hot.  I know I'm supposed to have my eyes 
closed, but the 
whole fucking time I'm peeking down my nose at his 
crotch, and I can 
see his cock, and I just want to grab it.  But I didn't 
want to be a 
slut or anything, so I just sat there with him real 
close like that, 
and just got hotter and hotter.  Then I finally just 
did it.  I just 
put my hands in his lap.  He was real cool about it, 
too, only 
jumped a little.  Then I saw him smiling at me, and he 
winked at me 
when I started tugging on his cock.  And he's like, 
'You weren't 
lying.  You have done this before.'  Then he starts 
telling me how 
good it felt, and that made me feel so great, and I got 
even wetter, 
coz I had this big dick in my hands, and I was this 
older guy and I 
was making him feel real good.  I just wanted it to go 
on forever, 
you know.

Bronwen:
What was Sarah doing during all this?

Ronni:
She was on the other side of the couch, right next to 
me, you 
know, and I could feel her squirming around coz she was 
getting so 
hot.  And I'd look up at her, and her eyes were so 
fucking big, and 
that made me even wetter, you know, having her watching 
me and him.  
And I'm like, 'You can play with your puss, Sarah.  
It's cool.  Why 
don't you play with your puss while you watch us.  
That'd be cool, 
wouldn't it ..?'  And she kind of nodded, and the next 
time I looked 
over she had her dress up and her panties pushed aside, 
and she was 
playing with herself.  And Paul was like, 'That is so 
fucking 
beautiful.  You're so beautiful, Sarah.'  Which really 
got her hot 
coz her face and everything got all flushed.  I kept 
squeezing his 
cock, and he was breathing real heavy, and then I saw 
his face over 
mine, and he pressed his lips up to mine.  He fucking 
kissed me so 
hot I just melted, you know.  His lips were so soft, 
but so .. you 
know .. experienced.  He nibbled on my lips, and when 
he put his 
tongue in my mouth he didn't just jam it in like the 
boys did.  We 
kissed like in the movies.  I felt dizzy, from the 
booze I guess, 
but I think I would have been just as dizzy if I were 
kissing him 
straight.  He was that hot.

Bronwen:
You told me before that Sarah had a crush on Paul.  How 
did 
that make you feel, engaging in sexual contact with him 
while she 
watched you both?  Did that bother you at all?

Ronni:
No .. I mean, yeah .. I mean, I was thinking of her 
there, all 
jealous probably, looking at me making out with Paul.  
I mean, we'd 
talk about him ALL THE TIME.  But I didn't think she 
was pissed or 
anything coz, like I said, she was playing with herself 
pretty 
fierce, and when I'd look at her she didn't shoot me 
daggers or 
anything, she was just sitting there, getting off 
looking at me 
making out with him and wishing it was her, I guess.  
But I really 
wasn't paying that much attention, coz he just kept 
kissing me - my 
lips, my neck, my chest right above my sweater's 
neckline - and then 
he lifted my sweater and started kissing my tummy.  
Then I'm like, 
'Will you lick my puss?' and he's like, 'Relax, we have 
all 
afternoon.'  And he just kept kissing my tummy and 
licking my belly 
button, and I was moving my hips up and down trying to 
get him to 
take off me jeans, but he wouldn't right away.  He must 
have kissed 
my tummy and shit for like ten minutes, and I was major 
freaking it 
felt so good.  I took off my bra and he played with my 
tits while he 
licked my belly-button, then he slid his tongue up my 
tummy, licked 
my ribs, and then put his lips down around my one 
nipple and sucked 
and licked it til I thought I was going to pee my 
panties I was so 
fucking wet.  He licked every part of my tits, too, all 
around them, 
and ..

Bronwen:
I think I get the picture, Rhonda.  Now what else 
happened.
Did he have oral contact with your vagina?

Ronni:
Fuck yeah he ate my pussy.  Best fucking pussy eater 
I've ever 
had for a guy.  He finally got my jeans and panties 
off, and just 
fucking ate me.  As soon as his tongue hit my nobby, I 
just came in 
a big fucking puddle.  He had me that hot, you know.  I 
fucking 
flooded his face.  Then he stayed down there and did me 
all over 
again.  It was the first time I'd ever cum with a guy 
or anyone 
else.  And he got me off with his mouth so hard I felt 
like I was 
going to have a heart attack.  Shit, he could eat 
pussy.  He was 
real into it, too, not like a lot of guys who just do 
it coz they 
know it'll get them some head. He fucking loved my 
young puss.  He 
fucking ate my pussy good.

Bronwen:
What happened then?

Ronni:
After I came again, he just worked his way up my body 
again 
with mouth until he was standing over me, his dick in 
my face, then 
he just pushed it between my lips.

Bronwen:
He forced you to have oral sex with him?

Ronni:
Forced, my ass!  I wanted to suck his dick so bad I 
practically bit it off I was sucking so hard.  I wante 
dto make him 
feel good just like he did me.  He showed me what to do 
.. how he 
liked it.  He took my hands off his shaft and put them 
on his balls 
and told me to play with balls.  Then he fucked my face 
with his big 
dick, real slow at first til he was sure I was into it.  
Then he 
started jamming it deeper into my mouth until I started 
gagging.  
Then he'd let up and let me catch my breath, and then 
he'd start all 
over again, jamming it even faster and deeper.  
Whenever I tried to 
put my hands on his cock to slow him down, he'd gently 
put them back 
on his balls, and keep fucking my face.  At first it 
freaked me out 
coz I was like in no control at all, and he was just 
fucking my 
face.  But after a few minutes, I was like 'This is 
cool.'  I liked 
feeling him control me.  I mean he was pretty gentle 
and all that, 
but he was in complete control and I was just sucking 
him down my 
mouth with no control. 

Bronwen:
Did you feel like you were being forced to do this?

Ronni:
In a way, yeah, like when I'd gag a little on his cock 
and 
he's make me leave it in my mouth for a few seconds 
before taking it 
out and let me breathe.  But he wasn't like raping me 
or anything, 
just dominating me, you know.  I've done that a lot 
since then, and 
I like it if the guy's good at it.  You ever do Dom/sub 
stuff?

Bronwen:
What other sexual activities did you engage in with him 
that 
afternoon?

Ronni:
Well, he fucked my face like that for a few, then he 
pulled 
out of my mouth and he looks over at Sarah and he's 
like, 'Come over 
here andyou try.'  But Sarah just sits there, so I kind 
of pull her 
over and take his cock and put it against her lips and 
tell her, 
'Just kiss it if you don't want to suck it.'  So she 
kisses it, and 
I rub it all over face, and it looks so cool coz it's 
so big and her 
face was so small and cute.  Then I'm like, 'Okay, lick 
it now.'  
And she started licking it, until finally I tell her, 
'Just open 
your mouth and let him put it inside, then suck on it.'  
So she 
does, and he's real gentle with her and lets her use 
her hands to 
kind of control it. 

Bronwen:
She performed oral sex on him?

Ronni:
We both did.  He got in between us, and we put our 
mouths on 
the sides of his cock, and he like slid it back and 
forth between us 
while we licked and sucked.  And then he pulled his 
prick away, and 
we were kissing each other.  Sarah tried to pull away, 
but I hugged 
her and in a second she was into it, too, and we kissed 
for a minute 
or so before he put his dick between our mouths and 
slid it back and 
forth again while we licked it.  Then he'd pull away 
again, and we'd 
kiss again, and he kept this up for awhile, you know.

Bronwen:
So he coerced you and Sarah into interacting sexually 
with 
each other.

Ronni:
It's not like he forced us.  I mean we would have done 
shit 
eventually ..

Bronwen:
Why do you say that?

Ronni:
Coz I would have done something.  I mean I'd been 
wanting to 
kiss her and like feel her bod for a long time, and I 
think she did, 
too.  I mean I know she did coz I could see her looking 
at me a lot.  
She loved my body.  She was always saying I had such 
nice tits and 
how she wished she had tits like mine.

Bronwen:
What else happened that afternoon?

Ronni:
He told us to strip each other, and we did, and he took 
off 
all his clothes, and we went into his bedroom, and 
started fooling 
around again.  And he's like, 'Do you girls want to 
watch a video 
while we fuck around?'  And I'm like, 'Yeah.'  So he 
shwos us where 
he keeps his pornos, and we look through them and I ask 
him, 'What's 
your fav?'  And he picks out this one called "Amateur 
Auditions" and 
says, 'Let's watch this.'  And it has these women in 
it, and this 
guy 
interviews them, and finds out what they want to do, 
and then he 
makes it happen, you know.  Like this one chick says 
she wants to do 
two guys, and he brings in these two guys and they fuck 
her.

Bronwen:
And you watched this whole video?

Ronni:
Yeah, while we fooled around.  It like gave me ideas, 
you 
know.  I'd see the women doing something, and I'd try 
it.

Bronwen:
Did he have sexual intercourse with you.

Ronni:
Mm hmm, twice, the second time was doggie style and I 
came 
like crazy.  He fucked me hard and his cock was so huge 
I thought it 
was going to like rip me open at first.

Bronwen:
Did he have sex with Sarah?

Ronni:
Mm hmm .. We were fooling around, me and her, and I ate 
her 
out til she was real wet, and then he busted her 
cherry.  She could 
only take like half his cock inside her, though, she 
was so tight.  
She looked so cool lying there getting fucked by this 
huge dick.  He 
came on her tummy, and I licked it off.  Then I ate her 
out so she 
came.

Bronwen:
This was the first time you'd ever had a lesbian 
experience
 .?
  
Ronni:
Yeah, it was no big deal, though, coz like I said I'd 
been 
thinking about lezzing since I was a kid, I guess.  And 
it wasn't 
like I didn't know what to do.  I just licked her puss 
the way I 
knew it would feel good on me, and she came.  But she 
wouldn't eat 
me .. at least not then.

Bronwen:
I take it you has several encounters with Paul after 
this.

Ronni:
Yep.

Bronwen:
You and Sarah?

Ronni:
For awhile, yeah.

Bronwen:
What do you mean by that?

Ronni:
She got pissed at us, I guess.

Bronwen:
Why?

Ronni:
Coz of the other girls.

Bronwen:
What other girls?

Ronni:
The ones Paul had us bring over.  She really liked him, 
and 
she just couldn't deal.

Bronwen:
Back up here.  What other girls are you talking about.

Ronni:
The ones from all the parties we started doing with 
him.  We'd 
go to the parties he did, and he'd have us find girls 
who wanted to 
party with us.

Bronwen:
He .. he had you recruiting girls .. for sex parties.

Ronni:
Yeah, I mean it wasn't just him.  It was me, too.  I 
was kind 
of like the one who started it.  We went to the Jewish 
party, and it 
was a bat mitzvah, which is like a bar mitzvah, only 
for a girl and 
not a boy ..

Bronwen:
And what happened at this party?

Ronni:
I like .. you know .. I started hanging out with the 
girls, 
and I saw these three that looked pretty cool, so I 
watched them, 
and then I saw them sneak outside when no one wa 
slooking.  So I 
figured they were grabbing a smoke, so I went out with 
them while 
Sarah was helping Paul, and I found them behind the 
building 
smoking.  And I'm like, 'Hey, what's up?'  And they're 
like, 'You're 
with that magician guy, huh ..?'  And I'm like, 'Yep.'  
And we get 
to talking, and I start telling them shit, you know ..

Bronwen:
No, I don't, Rhonda.  Tell me.

Ronni:
Well, they're like, 'You work for that guy.  He's 
pretty hot.  
How much does he pay you?'  And I'm like, '$50 bucks.'  
And they're 
like, 'Shit, that's cool.'  Then I tell them that ain't 
even the 
best part.  And they're like, 'What do you mean by 
that?'  And so I 
tell them how he has me and Sarah over to his house to 
party, and 
how he has this huge dick and how he eats pussy and 
fucks us.  And 
they're blown away.  And I'm like, 'You girls like to 
party?'  And 
they're like, 'Sure.'  So I tell them I'll ask Paul if 
they can come 
over next time and party with us.  I tell them he's got 
booze and 
pot and he'll give you money and stuff ..

Bronwen:
He .. he gave you drugs, too .. and money ..?

Ronni:
Sure.  He had shit there, and we smoked it.  Then, like 
after 
that first time, he's like, 'Hey, go buy yourself some 
sexy clothes 
for next time,' and he handed us a $100 bill each.

Bronwen:
You prostituted yourselves?

Ronni:
No, it wasn't like that coz we didn't even ask him for 
the 
money.  He just gave it to us.  We would have still 
kept fucking him 
without the money.  It just made everything .. you know 
.. a lot 
more fun.  We went up to the mall that night and bought 
ourselves 
these real cool matching outfits - white shirts, black 
pants and 
vests - so that we looked like magicians.  I got mine 
real tight, 
too, so that my ass showed and my boobs stuck out ..

Bronwen:
You started bringing girls over to his house .. under-
aged 
girls you met at these parties .. and you would drink, 
take drugs 
and have sexual relations with him, and he would pay 
you all money?

Ronni:
Mm hmm .. pretty cool, huh ..?

Bronwen:
Rhonda, that's all for today, okay ..?  We'll pick this 
up 
where we left off next time.  All right ..?

Ronni:
Sure thing, bitch.

  
Session Four

Bronwen:
Hello, Rhonda.  How are we doing today?

Ronni:
I'm locked up this dump, my leg fucking hurts, and 
you're a 
bitch.  Does that answer your question?

Bronwen:
You seem angry today.  Do you want to talk about that?

Ronni:
Not really.

Bronwen:
Well, what do you want to talk about?

Ronni:
Getting out of this fucking hole.

Bronwen:
You don't like being here ..?

Ronni:
Would you?  This is a fucking jail.

Bronwen:
You are staying here as an alternative to the  juvenile 
detention center.  You were found guilty of ..

Ronni:
I know what I fucking did.  I was there.  Remember?

Bronwen:
But do you remember?  We haven't talked about what 
happened in 
the car, have we?

Ronni:
We crashed.  Nikki and I hit the air bags.  I busted my 
fucking leg up.  She fucked up her back.  Those guys ..

Bronwen:
What?  What Rhonda?

Ronni:
They're all right.  I saw them at the hearing.

Bronwen:
You think they're 'all right.'

Ronni:
Sure.

Bronwen:
The one man, Mr. Secrist, is in a wheelchair.  The 
other man 
lost an eye.

Ronni:
They didn't fucking die, did they?

Bronwen:
And that makes them all right?

Ronni:
Listen, the whole thing was fucked up.  It's not like 
nikki 
and I walked away from that shit.  Look at me, I'm 
locked up in 
here, and nikki's in juvy.  Those fucking hermans got a 
fucking 
lawyer, paid a fucking fine, and they're walking 
around.  I'd say 
they're fucking doing all right .. yeah!

Bronwen:
One of them is crippled, the other lost an eye, their 
names 
were in the newspapers, they lost their jobs and their 
families ..  
you think that's all right, Rhonda?  Do you?

Ronni:
They knew what the fuck they were getting into.  They 
could 
have just told us to fuck off when we went up to them 
in that 
restaurant.  It was their fucking decision.  All they 
had to do was 
fucking say, 'no.'  But they're just fucking hermans, 
and anything 
that happened was their fault, too.

Bronwen:
And what about Mr. Urbanski?  Was it his fault, too?  
He had a 
stroke because of you and your friend.

Ronni:
You can't fucking prove that.  They never fucking 
proved that.
He could have had that fucking stroke any time.

Bronwen:
Rhonda, your own account says he was unconscious when 
you and 
Nicolette left his house and stole his car.  He was 
discovered hours 
later by his wife just as you left him.

Ronni:
That's a fucking lie.  We left him in the living room, 
they 
found his old-fart ass in the kitchen by the 'fridge.  
The 'fridge 
was open.  He was going to get something to feed his 
fucking face 
and he popped a vein.  That had nothing to do with me 
and nikki.

Bronwen:
You stole his car.  He can't even speak anymore.  He's 
in a 
nursing home now.  Is he all right?

Ronni:
We gave him the monster fuck of his fucking life.  You 
weren't 
there.  He was fucking happy when we left him.  That 
old fart loved.  
We didn't fucking do anything to him that he didn't 
want to do.

Bronwen:
That's not the point, Rhonda.  What about the 
consequences of 
your actions?  You seem to think it justifies anything 
you or anyone 
else does if someone desires it or orgasms because of 
it.  You don't 
see any of the consequences from your actions.  That's 
why you're 
here.  That's what we're trying to get through to you.  
No matter 
what you might think, we don't think you're bad or 
crazy.

Ronni:
So what do you fucking think then?

Bronwen:
That you're a very confused young lady who's been 
through a 
lot and hasn't been able to sort it all out yet.  So 
you act out 
against all the pain you feel inside.

Ronni:
What fucking pain?  I didn't have any pain til you 
locked me 
up in this fucking hole.  I was doing fucking fine 
without your 
fucking help you fucking bitch.

Bronwen:
Prostituting your sexuality for money and drugs .. 
hurting 
people .. being treated like a piece of garbage .. you 
call that 
doing fine?  Tell me how that's fine, Rhonda.  You tell 
me how 
that's fine! 

Ronni:
When was the last you got fucked, bitch?  I mean really 
fucked 
.. so your fucking toes curled, and your insides got 
all smooshy, 
and your fucking head is like twelve miles higher than 
your body ..? 
When was the last time you fucking had a big dick 
slamming inside 
you, or your face buried in a hot puss ..?

Bronwen:
Is that all life is to you, Rhonda?  Big dicks and hot 
pussies?  That's all you're ever going to aspire to?  
That's all 
that's out there for the rest of your life?  Does that 
sound right 
to you?

Ronni:
Sounds a lot better than the Quo bullshit life you 
lead, 
bitch.  The only way you get off is mind-fucking girls 
like me, 
remembering how it was when you were young and maybe 
had a puss 
worth fucking, you fat fucking cow!  But now you can't 
fucking have 
that so you have to make it so I can't, too.  But not 
until after 
you make me tell you all the shit I've done, so you can 
go home and 
play with yourself.  YOU FUCKING MAKE ME SICK!! You 
fucking sick 
fucking fat uptight cow .. BITCH .. CUNT ..

Bronwen:
I've paged the orderlies.  We will be calling this 
session 
short today until you've calmed down ..

Ronni:
That's it, you fucking cow!  Drag my ass out of here so 
you don't have to hear the fucking truth .. cunt ..

  
Session Five

  
Bronwen:
You seem quite today.

Ronni:
Don't want to go back to the hole.  What do you expect?

Bronwen:
You were .. You do know you were out of control, don't 
you ..?

Ronni:
Whatever.

Bronwen:
When you pose a danger to yourself and others, you will 
be secured, Rhonda.

Ronni:
You mean tied up, don't you ..?

Bronwen:
We can't allow you to hurt yourself or anyone else, 
Rhonda. Maybe you can't understand this now, but ..

Ronni:
Listen, I don't want to talk about this, okay ..?

Bronwen:
I think it's important we address your anger, not let 
it build up again.  Obviously, you were angry about something 
before our last session, and I touched something off.  Maybe,
with some distance, we can understand it better now.  How does
that sound?

Ronni:
Do I have a choice?

Bronwen:
We could end the session right now and you could go 
back to your room.

Ronni:
No thanks.

Bronwen:
You're still not getting along with your roommate I 
take it.

Ronni:
She's a fruit-loop.

Bronwen:
Is that why you've been feeling so angry lately, or is 
it something else?

Ronni:
It's being in this fucking hole, okay ..?

Bronwen:
Could we talk about your friends, Rhonda?  Would you 
like to talk about them?

Ronni:
Whatever.

Bronwen:
Let's talk about your boyfriend, Joshua.

Ronni:
He ain't my fucking boyfriend.

Bronwen:
I'm sorry.  By your stories, I assumed that ..

Ronni:
He's a guy I fuck.  That's all they are now, just guys 
I fuck.

Bronwen:
But he was your boyfriend ..?

Ronni:
I guess so, if you want to call him that.

Bronwen:
That's what you wrote in your stories.

Ronni:
Okay, when we first met and went out, yeah, he was my 
boyfriend.

Bronwen:
When was this?

Ronni:
When I was 14.

Bronwen:
Were you still having sexual relations with Paul at the 
time?

Ronni:
Yeah, sometimes.  He had a lot more girls coming over 
then.

Bronwen:
Girls you procured for him.

Ronni:
Yeah .. whatever.

Bronwen:
How did you feel about that?

Ronni:
It didn't matter really.  I was like ready to move on, 
too, you know.  He'd pretty much fucked me every way he 
could by then, and I was getting bored with it, you know.  
He had the other girls bringing girls over, too.  So I just
quit going over and doing the magic shows.

Bronwen:
What about Sarah?  Were you still friends?

Ronni:
Not really.  We kind of drifted.  I was kind of loning 
it, you know.  Then I started hanging up at the coffee place ..

Bronwen:
Magic Beans ..?

Ronni:
Yeah, you know, after school.  I was heavy into reading 
then.  I'd like read a book a day, and not stupid girly shit, 
either, but real books, you know.  I was into cults a lot then, 
like Charles Manson and that stuff.  I was reading this book
called "The Ultimate Evil" about how Charles Manson and the
Son of Sam belonged to the same cult, this killer cult called
the Four Pi's.  This guy researched the whole book.  

It was pretty cool.  So I was hanging up there and 
reading this book when this guy who works there comes 
over and says, 'Hey, do you like that book?'  And I'm like,
'Yeah, it's cool.'  

So we started talking about cults and secret conspiracies 
and stuff, and he tells me about all these books he's read,
and the next time I come in he loans me a book about conspiracies
and how they're connected to Christianity.  So, we started 
hanging out together, me, him, and his best friend, Nickey.

Bronwen:
This boy was Joshua, I take it.

Ronni:
Yeah .. that's how we met.  I mean I had no idea who he 
was coz he was a sophomore in High School, and I was still 
in Middle School.  But we started going out after awhile, and 
hanging out over at Nickey's coz his parents weren't around
so we could drink and party and fuck.  Nickey was in my grade,
and he knew Josh coz they grew up down the street from each
other.  Nickey was heavy into skateboards, too, and so was 
Josh, so I kind of got into it, too.

Not so much the skateboarding with me, but the style, 
you know - thrashing .. the music, how we dressed, all that
shit.

Bronwen:
How were your sexual relations with Joshua?

Ronni:
He was a virg before me.  Hadn't even had his dick sucked.  I 
had to like teach him all sorts of stuff, and sometime 
she didn't like that.

Bronwen:
Why?

Ronni:
Coz he was older than me, I guess, and I was more experienced, 
you know, so it made me like a slut, maybe.  I'd be like,
'Fuck my ass,' and he'd be, 'Where'd you learn about that shit?'  
And then I'd tell him about the Jack and the guys, or the shit I 
did with Paul, and he'd get pissed a lot.  But we always made up 
coz I fucked him so good, I guess.

Bronwen:
Did you enjoy having sex with him?

Ronni:
Yeah, it was cool.  I mean we were friends first, and he was 
cute, and after I got him into fucking he could like monster
fuck me coz I told him exactly what I liked.  He liked fucking 
my ass the best, I guess, coz when he'd do that he'd go ape shit.  
It fucking hurt, you know .. sometimes.

Bronwen:
Were you having sex with anyone else at the time?

Ronni:
Yeah .. I mean we'd sometimes fuck around with Nickey 
when he 
was drunk.  Nickey's just a perv, so he'd do anything.  
He'd 
download all this porn off the net, and we'd look at 
that, get 
stoned, and mess around together.

Bronwen:
When you say 'together', you mean all three of you at 
the same time ..?

Ronni:
Yeah, like I'd blow them both, or I'd blow one and fuck 
the other.  Or Nickey would blow Josh while I watched or 
sucked him. 

Bronwen:
Nickey and Josh engaged in homosexual activity 
together.

Ronni:
Yeah, if Josh was stoned enough.  He's not gay or 
anything, 
it's just that I'd tell him how much it turned me on .. 
you know, 
gay sex .. and he'd let Nickey do it to him, but he 
wouldn't do 
Nickey coz that would make him gay in his mind, I 
guess.

Bronwen:
Was Nickey gay?

Ronni:
Fuck no.  He's just a perv, gets off on just about 
anything, 
the weirder the better.

Bronwen:
How long did this three-way relationship last?

Ronni:
Like a few months, almost to the end of the year.  Then 
nikki 
porno came around.

Bronwen:
In one of your stories, you said that Nicolette started 
hanging around because she became friends Nickey.

Ronni:
Yeah, they were always in detention together.  I knew 
who she 
was, and we were like 'Hi' to each other and shit, but 
I was in all 
the Advanced Classes, and she was like in Basic 
everything, so we 
didn't know each other.  But I thought she was cool, I 
mean she was 
so fucking hot.  No one gave her shit, either, and 
people talked 
about her like they talked about me.  So one day, she 
comes over 
when we're all at Nickey's and we pack some bowls, and 
she says, 
'Hey, did you really fuck all those guys like they 
say?'  And I'm 
like, 'Yeah, how about you?'  And she's like, "Mm hmm.  
Do you go 
lezz, too?'  And I'm like, 'Want to find out?'  And 
while this shit 
is going on, Josh and Nickey are like sitting there 
flipping their 
shit, watching us.

Bronwen:
You two had sex in front of Joshua and Nickey?

Ronni:
Fuck yeah!  And it was like the most monster fucking 
intense 
shit I'd ever had.  We were both like trying to show 
each other how 
hot we were, meanwhile we thought each other were so 
hot, too.  I 
mean I fucking wanted her so bad, and she was the same 
way.  So we 
fucked each other for like an hour straight and we both 
came like 
three times, and then Josh and Nickey joined in, and we 
fucked all 
afternoon and night until his mom came home from work 
like 10:00 
o'clock.  One of us would cum, and we'd go take a piss 
or get 
something to eat, and be walking around his house 
naked, and then 
one of us would go find them and start fucking all over 
again.  We 
like fucked in every room of his house.  After that, it 
was always 
like that, going over to Nickey's after school, 
partying our asses 
off and fucking.  One day, this other guy Josh was 
friends with in 
High School came by, this big guy who was like a big 
jock but 
totally cool  ..

Bronwen:
Was that Mikey?

Ronni:
You really did read my stories, huh ..?

Bronwen:
Yes, I did.

Ronni:
Well, it was the five of us, then.  We hung out all 
spring and 
then the summer together.  Then the next year, Nickey, 
nikki and I 
were up in high school with Josh and Mikey, so we got 
even tighter.  
Mikey was still doing the jock thing, though, so he'd 
get these 
fluff girls all over him, and kind of break away from 
us for awhile 
til he dumped them and started hanging around us again.  
Meanwhile, 
ee just kept partying on.

Bronwen:
When did you start engaging in sex with the drug 
dealers in 
the coffeehouse parking lot?  

Ronni:
Later, that year.  Nikki had been doing it before then 
for 
awhile ..

Bronwen:
Nickey, or Nicolette?

Ronni:
Nikki .. nikki porno.  She'd been doing that for shit 
since 
the year before.  She'd tell me about it, and ask me if 
I wanted to, 
but I'd say 'No' coz I was like with Josh and he had 
this thing 
about niggers, and he was getting me all prejudiced, 
too.  He'd 
always be on nikki's case when she'd bring in some shit 
and tell us 
how she fucked these niggers for it.

Bronwen:
Why do you insist on using the term 'niggers.'  I would 
prefer 
you didn't.

Ronni:
Listen, I ain't a racist.  That's just the term, you 
know.  
They're all like 'Nigger this' and 'Nigger that.'  So 
that's what we 
call them.  Not all black guys are niggers, but those 
guys are, you 
know.

Bronwen:
Still, the term is offensive.

Ronni:
You mean you find it offensive ..?

Bronwen:
It is an offensive, demeaning term, Rhonda, no matter 
how you 
may try and rationalize it.

Ronni:
Whatever.

Bronwen:
Tell me about the first time you had sex with these men 
in 
exchange for drugs.

Ronni:
It was after this one time me and Josh got in this 
fight, and 
nikki and I wanted to get stoned, but we didn't have 
any money.  And 
she's like, 'I know where we can get some shit.'  And I 
knew what 
she was talking about, and since I was pissed at Josh I 
was like, 
'Fuck him, let's do it.'

Bronwen:
Did you feel Nicolette was coercing you in any way?

Ronni:
No way.  I was totally into it.  I wanted to see what 
it was 
like, especially because they were black, you know.  
I'd always 
wondered what that was like coz you hear about how big 
black guys 
are all the time.  I'd ask nikki, but she'd just say, 
'You'll see.'  
So I was psyched about that.

Bronwen:
You went up to the coffeehouse, then, and found them 
..?

Ronni:
Yeah, same fucking Lincoln, too.  Nikki just walks up, 
and 
they're like, 'Who's the new bitch?  She's fine.  You 
gonna party, 
too, baby?'  And I was fucking wet out of my mind.  I 
was hot, I was 
scared, I was going fucking crazy.  Half of me wanted 
to run, but 
nikki just got me inside the car, and we started 
dealing.  This guy 
pushes my face down to his crotch and tells me, 'Take 
it out and 
suck on it, baby.'  So I take out his cock and I 
fucking freaked it 
was so long, and hard and black.  It was like sucking 
the first dick 
I ever sucked all over again.  Thanks to Paul, I knew 
how to take 
that shit deep and not use my hands like a little girl, 
and the guy 
was like, 'Shit, this bitch knows how to suck.  Look at 
this shit!'  
And all the guys are like, 'Shit, we want some of 
that.'  So, I 
sucked them all off while nikki kept a look out.

Bronwen:
Nicolette didn't participate at all.

Ronni:
She like stroked some of them to get them real hard for 
me, 
but no, she didn't suck no dick that time.  It was just 
me.  When it 
was over, my fucking jaw ached, and we climbed out of 
there, and we 
got FUCKING STONED!  Then we fucked, too, and nikki had 
me tell her 
all about how it felt sucking my first black cock.

Bronwen:
So, this was when you started prostituting yourself for 
drugs?

Ronni:
Mm hmm.

Bronwen:
How often did you do this?

Ronni:
A lot at first, like five times in the next few weeks.  
Whenever we needed shit.  I kind of got back with Josh 
after that, 
so we kind of cooled it for awhile, but then we'd just 
do it, you 
know, coz we wanted shit, and it was easy that way.  At 
first, Josh 
wouldn't touch any of the shit we got from the Lincoln, 
but after 
awhile he just accepted it, I guess, coz he started 
partying with us 
again.  I mean he still gave us shit, but he wasn't 
going to control 
us.

Bronwen:
You've told others you were raped.  Did this really 
happen?

Ronni:
Yeah, I guess.

Bronwen:
Yes or no?  Were you raped, Rhonda?

Ronni:
Yeah, but it was my stupid fault.

Bronwen:
Why do you say that?

Ronni:
Coz I was being stupid.  I was up at Magic Beans one 
night 
without nikki or Josh or anyone, just myself.

Bronwen:
Where were they?

Ronni:
Over at Nickey's, I guess.  I was just tired of hanging 
with 
them.  I wanted to be by myself.  I guess I wanted to 
see this guy, 
too, one of the black guys, but I didn't want nikk or 
Josh or anyone 
around.  He was pretty hot.  I guess I liked him.  So I 
walk up to 
his car, and he's with his peeps, and he's like, 
'Ronita?' coz 
that's what they called me.  'What's up, baby?'  And 
I'm like, 'Hey, 
you want to grab a cup of coffee inside?'  I was like 
asking this 
guy out or something.  His peeps were all laughing and 
shit, but he 
says, 'Okay,' and he comes in with me, and we just sit 
and talk for 
a few until he says, 'I got some killer shit back at my 
crib, baby.  
You want to party a little?'  And I'm like, 'Yeah!'  So 
we go out to 
his car, and we take off, and his peeps drop us off at 
this house, 
and we go 
inside.  And he just takes me by the hair and puts me 
down on the 
floor, right there in the doorway with the door still 
fucking open, 
and he's like, 'You know what to do, bitch!'  I was 
pretty hot now, 
so it was cool, you know.  I took out his dick and 
started sucking 
him off.  Then he came, and he's like, 'Let's go in and 
get 
comfortable.' I crawl into the living room behind him, 
and he gets 
out some crack, and I'm like 'I don't do that pipe 
shit.'  And he's 
like, 'Just try it, baby, just a little.'  So, I try 
it, and my head 
like splits apart after one hit.  And I start freaking 
out a little, 
and he has me take another hit, and suddenly its like 
something's 
cut the string that's holding my brain inside my head.  
And I'm 
floating.  I suck his dick some more, and he's all hard 
again, and 
I'm like, 'Fuck me!' And he pins me up against this 
couch, spreads 
my legs real far and just slams me.  I'm so fucking 
cracked, I cum 
like monster unreal.  I'm crying and shit, then I feel 
him turn me 
on my stomach, and start slapping my ass, and then I 
know what he 
wants.  So I start screaming at him, 'No, don't do 
that!  Don't fuck 
my ass, you fucking nigger!'  But I guess that pissed 
him off or 
something coz he shoved my face in the couch and he 
just rammed his 
cock up my asshole.  It fucking hurt so much, and he 
just kept 
fucking me.  So I'm like looking all around, trying not 
to cry, 
trying just to get through it, you know.  And I start 
counting the 
tiles on his floor, one at a time, real slow, like if I 
finished and 
he wasn't done I'd fucking lose my mind.  I counted 126 
tiles before 
I felt him cum in my ass.  Then he gets off me and gets 
a beer.  
He's like, 'Do you want a beer, baby?'  And I'm like, 
'Sure.' I mean 
what the fuck was I supposed to do.  I finish my beer 
and he says, 
'You going?'  And I'm like, 'Yeah.'  So I get out of 
there, and I'm 
in this strange neighborhood, walking around and this 
cop car pulls 
up, and they start hassling me, and I guess I passed 
out coz when I 
wake up I'm in the hospital emergency room.  Then these 
doctors 
check me out, and my mom's there, and everyone's asking 
me 
questions. So I tell them I was getting high with these 
guys, and I 
passed out. They're like, 'What guys?  What are their 
names?'  But I 
knew they'd been checking my puss and ass and stuff and 
knew I'd 
been fucking.  So I'm start telling them about these 
white guys on 
motorcycles coz I didn't want my mom knowing about the 
Lincoln and 
shit coz she would have freaked.  She was bad enough 
thinking it was 
white guys who'd fucked my ass.  I spent the night in 
the hospital, 
and I was so scared I swore I'd never do drugs or fuck 
another guy 
as long as I lived. 

Bronwen:
What happened after that?  How long was it before you 
became 
sexually active again?

Ronni:
Not fucking long.  I kind of wandered around in a daze 
for a 
few days, and stayed away from nikki and Josh and 
everyone.  My mom 
was watching me, too, and I stayed in for like a week, 
and I called 
Sarah, and I'm like telling her all this stuff that's 
happened to 
me. And I'm begging her to be my friend again, but 
she's like, 'I'm 
so sorry, ronni, but I really gotta go.'  So I think, 
'Fuck this!' 
and I sneak out after my mom falls asleep around 10:00 
and walk all 
the way up to the coffeehouse.  And he's sitting there 
at this table 
talking to these girls, the nigger who raped me.  So he 
sees me, and 
he comes over, and he's like, 'Hey, baby.'  But I tell 
him to fuck 
off.  So he keeps at me, asking me what's wrong, so 
finally I'm 
like, 'You fucking raped me, you fucking nigger!'  And 
he just gets 
all quiet, and then he says, 'Wow, I didn't know.  I 
thought that's 
what you wanted.  You were so into it.  You told me to 
'fuck' you.  
I thought that's what you wanted.  Why did you tell me 
to 'fuck' you 
if you didn't want me to?'  He got me all confused.  I 
started 
thinking if I maybe wasn't remembering everything wrong 
coz I was 
stoned.  I mean remembered being all hot and asking him 
to fuck me.  
So then I start thinking maybe this rape stuff was all 
bullshit I 
just said at the hospital to get everyone off my case.  
He was so 
fucking nice, too.  He bought me a coffee, and we just 
sat and 
talked, until he's like let me take you home.  So we 
left together, 
and he started moving on me out in the car, and we were 
making out 
and shit, and then he pulls up back to the house we 
were at before.  
He's like, 'Let's go inside for a minute. I've got some 
good shit.'

Bronwen:
You went inside with him ..?

Ronni:
Yeah, like I said, pretty stupid, huh ..?

Bronwen:
Why, Rhonda?  Why did you go inside?

Ronni:
Coz I wanted to .. I wanted .. I thought it was 
different.  
I'd been in this daze for over a week, and being there 
with him was 
the first time I'd felt anything in days.  I just .. I 
didn't want 
it to stop.  So I went in, and we partied a little, and 
I sucked his 
dick again, and he got my clothes off, and then I knew 
what was 
going to happen, but by that time I knew it was too 
late to tell 
him, 'No,' coz shit had already happened.

Bronwen:
So you didn't say anything to him?  You didn't tell him 
you 
didn't want to have sex?

Ronni:
No, I just let him fuck me again.  It was my stupid 
fault.  I 
knew what was going to happen, so it was my fucking 
fault I was 
there. 

Bronwen:
What happened after that?

Ronni:
Well, this time I made him fucking drive me back to 
Nickey's.
Josh and nikki were over there.  They were like, 
'What's up, ronni?' 
And I told them I needed to sleep over there.  So I 
crashed there on 
nickey's floor, and later nikki gets next to me and I 
just hug her.  
And she's like, 'What's up, girlfriend?'  And I tell 
her everything, 
real soft coz Josh and Nickey are over at Nickey's 
computer looking 
at dirty pics.  Nikki was like, 'Shit, ronn, why didn't 
you tell me 
this?'  I was crying, and she was just holding me, and 
I guess I 
fell asleep.

Bronwen:
What did you do about this man who raped you?  Did you 
do 
anything?

Ronni:
No, he just kind of disappeared.  I still see him 
sometimes, 
but he doesn't hang out at the coffeehouse much at all 
anymore.  I 
stay the fuck away from him when he does, though.

Bronwen:
But even after all that, you still continued exchanging 
sex 
for drugs.

Ronni:
Mm hmm.

Bronwen:
Why?

Ronni:
After awhile, it was just something else that had 
happened, 
you know, like Jack and the guys in the barn, or Paul.  
As long as I 
was with nikki, we were always in control of shit.  
We'd fuck for 
shit, or for tatts or pierces, but no one ever did that 
shit to me 
again.  If I fucked someone, even if it got freaky, 
that was my 
choice.  I never let anyone fuck me again if I didn't 
want to.  
That's what that taught me.

Bronwen:
Yet, you've forced others to have sex against their 
will, 
haven't you ..?

Ronni:
No.

Bronwen:
What about what you did to your friend Tammy, or to 
Manel, or 
the woman in the shopping mall store?

Ronni:
That's different.

Bronwen:
Why is that different?

Ronni:
It just is.

Bronwen:
Why?  Explain that.  Explain how it's different.

Ronni:
 ..
  
Bronwen:
Rhonda?

Ronni:
Listen, I'm tired of explaining shit to you, okay ..?  
I want 
to go back to my room.

Bronwen:
You're avoiding the issue, Rhonda.  Tell me how those 
women 
are different than you.  Tell me.

Ronni:
 ..
  
  
Session Six

Bronwen:
You know what I'd like to talk about today, don't you 
..?

Ronni:
No, what ..?

Bronwen:
You tried to escape two nights ago.  Would you like to 
tell me 
why you tried to do that?

Ronni:
To get out of this fucking hole, bitch.

Bronwen:
You know, we could have sent you immediately into 
juvenile 
detention ..?

Ronni:
So, why the fuck didn't you?

Bronwen:
Do you really want to go to juvenile detention?

Ronni:
Maybe I do.

Bronwen:
Why would you want to go there, Rhonda?

Ronni:
At least nikki would be there.

Bronwen:
Nicolette ..?

Ronni:
Nikki, you bitch.  Her name is nikki.

Bronwen:
Nicolette isn't the juvenile detention center, Rhonda.  
She 
was released from there weeks ago.

Ronni:
That's bullshit.

Bronwen:
No, it's not, Rhonda.  Nicolette was granted early 
probation.

Ronni:
Jesus, what scam did she pull?

Bronwen:
Do you mean you didn't know about this?

Ronni:
No.

Bronwen:
Have you been in contact with Nicolette, Rhonda?

Ronni:
How the fuck could I be.  I'm locked up in here and 
she's in 
fucking juvy.  You haven't let me get any mail from 
her, and they 
probably didn't give her any of the letters I sent her 
either.

Bronwen:
We don't stop mail here, Rhonda.  We may read it for 
content, 
but we wouldn't keep your mail from you.  They don't do 
that in the 
juvenile detention center either.

Ronni:
That's fucking bullshit, and you know it.  you know 
I've sent 
nikki like 30 letters.  You fucking know coz you 
fucking bastards 
have read them, every one of them, and then you 
probably throw them 
away, don't you ..?

Bronwen:
They were delivered, Rhonda, all of them.

Ronni:
You're fucking lying, bitch!

Bronwen:
No, I'm not.  We've delivered all the mail you sent, 
and we've 
given you all the mail sent to you.

Ronni:
I know you're fucking lying, bitch.  I know all about 
all your 
psych shit.  You can't mind fuck me with this shit.

Bronwen:
Nobody's 'mind fucking' you, Rhonda.  I'm telling you 
the 
truth.  We sent your letters to Nicolette.  We've given 
you all your 
mail.

Ronni:
Fuck you!

Bronwen:

Why don't you think Nicolette has written you, Rhonda?

Ronni:
She has, you fucking bitch!  She's probably written me 
more 
letters than I wrote her.  You just won't give them to 
me coz you're 
trying to mind fuck me.

Bronwen:
That's not true, Rhonda.  None of your old friends have 
written to you, have they ..?

Ronni:
I know what fucking happened, bitch.  Nikki Porno 
busted out 
of juvy, and she's coming here, and she's going to bust 
me out of 
here, and we're going to come and find you, you fat 
fucking cow, and 
nikki's going to get a dildo out and we're going to 
fuck your fat 
fucking ass, you fucking cunt!

Bronwen:
Rhonda, I think we'll continue this at another session.

Ronni:
Nikki porno's coming, you fucking cunt.  She's coming 
for your 
fat cow ass.  And we're going to double fuck your fat 
cunt and fat 
ass, you fucking cunt!  You'll see!  You'll fucking see 
..

  
  
  
I Dream of Her Death

Roomful of God,
Carbon-black  cinder-bent
Leaves petitioning
What has called her back
  
To dust
Then some country road
Dry to the miles
I have tramped
  
Over both our lives
To where even she
Cannot follow,
To the shore of a field
  
I can never cross
How the asphalt
Can never be the grass
Or the empty spaces
  
Now a freedom
That I could once take
Into my hands
To murder
  
Or hold
To that last instant
Where there would be
A cease of being
  
Two
Is the way the wind
Would have it be
To the dust
  
To the char-spent leaves
Wailing
In a room full of God.
  



*** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***


Thrasher Girls VII
"Mormons"
 
 
The last time I breathed fresh "free" air, it was like 
inhaling a trillion little ice cubes, each one cutting 
my lungs like quantum-sized razor blades.  That was in 
January, before nikki porno and I got busted jacking 
that herman's car.  Eight months later, and it's 
August, and the air between the front door of 
Springvale Youth Home and moms' car is hot and wet, 
just like the air inside the infirmary's laundry.  I 
won't miss that fucking laundry, that's for sure.  Even 
when it was 30 below outside, I'd rather have been 
freezing my tits off in my room with Jesus-Girl and her 
Bible Avengers than shaking out wet sheets in the 
laundry.  That's what they did when a girl exercised a 
little freedom of thought in Gulag Springvale; they'd 
stick your ass in the laundry and have you unload these 
huge, monstrosity washing machines and shake out 800 
pounds of wet sheets. All water-logged, though, the 800 
pounds was more like 3,000 pounds, and the shit coming 
out of the compartments was over a 1000 degrees. No 
gloves either - no nothing.  The skin used to peel off 
the sides of my arms in chunks like I was a well-done 
steak.  FUCK THAT SHIT!  I did my fucking time.  They 
tried their psych-out, Clockwork Orange, voodoo shit on 
the little thrasher grl, and she came out-brain in-
fucking-tact!  Can't say the same for the body, though.  
Just my fucking leg, really; too much nerve damage down 
my spine from the accident they tell me.  Slamming 80 
miles an hour into an air bag will do that to you, I 
guess.  I'll never walk without a limp again, and on 
bad days I have to use this aluminum crutch that looks 
like something out of L.L. Geek Catalog.
The crutch is definitely going.  I'm going to get nikki 
p., and we're going to go hardcore thrifting until I 
find a kick-ass cane, one that goes with being an 
outlaw.  I'm thinking some kind of shiny black deal 
with a jeweled handle that pulls out into a stiletto.  
The kind a Bond villainess would whack with.  Let's see 
someone start something with the little gimp chick 
then.
First things first, though, and that means surviving 
the ride home with moms, the step-Goober and Peanut.  
Peanut's my little brother, half-brother actually.  I 
can't remember if I've really written about him or 
moms or the step-Goober before.  If I have, I 
apologize for the redundant redundancy.  If I haven't, 
here's all the data for your hard-drive.
Peanut is nine .. wait ten-years-old now.  His birthday 
is in July.  I didn't get him anything.  Shit!  That's 
something else I've got to do now that I'm sprung.  
Moms was like 5-months knocked up with the Nut when she 
and the Goober tripped over the altar.  I was in 
kindergarten.  Moms and dads had been busted apart for 
over a year, each managing their respective affairs 
almost from the time I'd been born I guess.
My first day of kindergarten was also the day moms told 
me dads was moving out.  She'd tried to explain it to 
me like her and dads had been 'best friends', but now 
they weren't anymore, so they had to live apart.  I 
kind of understood what was going on, but I was 
starting school, and nothing really sank in until 
around Halloween when dads didn't take me trick-or-
treating.
That's when the Goober appeared on the scene.  Instead 
of dads with his piggy-back rides and big bear hugs I 
got a big-footed, clumsy dork who made it a point of 
not touching me at any time.  When she was preggers, I 
once heard mom ask Goobs to lift me into the back of 
his van because she couldn't manage.  He stared at me, 
stupefied, then barely took my hand and told me I 
needed to start acting like a big girl.  
I tried to jump up, but I couldn't, and I fell and 
scraped my knee.  Then he just stood there with an even 
stupider look on his face while moms came back and 
lifted me up into the van.  I heard them discussing 
this whole deal later on, and moms asked him why he 
hadn't lifted me.  He'd replied that 'physical contact' 
between us didn't seem 'appropriate' at that point in 
our relationship.  
The funny thing is, I remember actually understanding 
what he was saying and agreeing with him.  I was pissed 
I'd scraped my knee, but I didn't want him holding me 
and touching me like dads did.  Later that day, I could 
tell he was still upset by the whole thing, so I went 
over to him and said: "I'm all right.  And you're 
right, I should be a big girl by now and get in the van 
myself."  From then on, that's exactly what I did, and 
since that day me and the Goobs kind of have this 
understanding - he lets me be a big girl and only helps 
me when I ask him, which is next to never.  Moms has 
picked up on this arrangement, I guess, and she kind of 
treats me the same way.  I make the grades in school 
and score high on all the Proficiency Tests, and she 
leaves me to fuck up on my own. She'd handled the 
visits to the principals and counselors all right, and 
even gave them a piece of her mind.  In moms' opinion, 
my discipline problems are the fault of an education 
system, which has no idea how to handle a "brilliant, 
gifted young lady."
She might be right there, really.  Even when I was in
elementary school, I was always finishing my work way 
ahead of
everyone else, and this was when I'd get in trouble for 
talking, passing notes, or doodling on my desk.  My 
teachers always tried to solve my 'idle hands' problems 
with dumping extra work on me, or making me class 
monitor, or some other bullshit.  FUCK THAT!  Just 
because I'm smarter and faster than everyone, I get 
punished with more work?  I just refused to play that 
game, which sent all the counselors into a tailspin 
because that's always SUPPOSED to work with smart 
troublemakers.  I guess they could never comprehend 
that a seven-year-old girl would be able to see through 
that crap.  That's when my ongoing war with the public 
education system started.
Nine grades later, and all the counselors' prophecies 
had finally turned true.  Ronni really is the Bad-Seed, 
the Antichrist 666, the Whore of fucking Babylon.  I 
felt sorry for moms more than anyone, really.  She is 
so idealistic and so post-70s femme.  She really 
thought if she let me 'do my own thing' while 
'accentuating the positive' that I'd eventually outgrow 
the 'rebellious stage' and mature into a 'self-
actualized' young woman without all the 'girlish' 
weakness and 'phallocratic social conditioning' she 
always bitched about.
Moms only ever said two things to me about sex and 
drugs.  One -- never let drugs or sex control you.  
Two-always think of your personal safety first.  
Another time, she once told me that 'No kick is worth 
dying for.'  It seemed to me now, as I crowded into the 
backseat of her car, that I'd broken all three of these 
motherly commandments, and things were probably going 
to be a lot different between us now.  I'd disappointed 
and embarrassed her, exposed her to all the other moms 
as a 'bad mother.'
Moms has an ego.  She should.  She's brilliant, 
successful, and still looks great for a lady her age.  
She's busted more balls than I can count, and when she 
speaks her mind EVERYONE in the room listens.    I felt 
bad that I'd tarnished her image.  She didn't deserve 
that.  She didn't deserve to be judged because of my 
actions. That wasn't fair.  I'd fucked up all on my 
own.  Well, at least one of her kids was turning out 
right.
The Peanut is a great kid.  I wish we were closer, but 
he's just so young, and he has no idea where I'm at in 
life.  When I was around 10, and he was 4, we would 
play together all the time.  I'd baby-sit him, and he 
would hug me like every chance he got.  We haven't 
hugged since I was 11 and started doing teenage stuff 
with my friends.  He'd ask me to play with him, but I 
always had something better to do, and then he just 
quit asking.  I kind of want to reach over the backseat 
and hug him now, but that would just be too weird for 
both us.  Instead, I smile at him, and he smiles back 
.. well, sort of.
He knows I was in trouble, and that I did something 
wrong, and that I was 'in jail.'  No wonder he's scared 
of me now.
"I thought we'd go out to lunch," moms tells us all 
when we're finally out of the parking lot and headed 
back to civilization.
"Rhonda, do you have anywhere in particular you'd like 
to go?" Test time.  Can ronni re-integrate successfully 
into the suburban family social dynamic?  Asking to 
just go home so I can lie on my own bed in my own room 
and try to put the last seven months out of my mind is 
not an option here.  Ronni must demonstrate she can 
think of other people's feelings aside from her own.
"What about Mr. Toads?" I offer, my mind still on the 
Peanut. Mr. Toads is his favorite restaurant - 
unlimited pizza and videogames. I also figure the 
general cacophony will cover up any awkward silences 
that erupt.  I can tag along with the Nut, play Mortal 
Kombat and big sister Rhonda, and start rebuilding at 
least some of the seven-month's worth of bridges I've 
burned behind me.  I catch the Peanut smile at me .. 
for real this time .. and we're off to Never Never 
Land.    Moms and the Goober order two large 'Big Toad' 
pizzas when we get there, and the Peanut and I hit the 
videogames.  He's still nervous, I can tell.  His hands 
shake when I press a handful of tokens into his palm.
"It's your token, Peanut .." I tell him.  "Now what do 
you want to lose at first?" He brightens up a little 
when he hears me tease him like I used to do when we 
were younger.  Beating his big sister at any game is 
always a big thing to him, especially if I trash-talk 
him a little first.  He drags me over to "Xtreme 
Vengeance," a combat game with super-powered beings and 
lots of gore.  We play and trash-talk each other while 
our animated fighters deal out lots of carnage.  After 
fifteen minutes, we are laughing and teasing each other 
so hard I find it hard to remember that just one day 
before I was still locked up and hadn't even broken a 
smile for weeks.  A part of my wants to tell Peanut 
something, something about being his big sister, and 
loving him, and being sorry for what I might have done 
to upset him.  The stronger part of me knows, though, 
that naming my emotions would kill this moment forever.  
Peanut doesn't need 'reconciliation,' he just needs his 
big sister back.  I'm glad I've trained myself not to 
cry.
"Would you mind if I called nikki?" I ask moms after 
we've returned home and it's about 7:00PM.  "I haven't 
heard from her in months.  I just want to see how she's 
doing, that's all," I add.  "She is my best friend," I 
keep on explaining while moms just looks at me. "A lot 
can happen in seven months," moms tells me slowly. 
"People can change.  I hope you've changed .. a little 
at least," she smiles weakly.  "Can I call her or not?" 
I ask, unsure of what moms is talking about.  It's not 
like her to be so yoda.  
Usually the answers are straight and sure, like 
gunfire.
"I can't stop you from calling her," moms smiles.  "I 
just want you to know that things change and people 
change, that's all. You have to be prepared for that in 
life.  I want you to remember that.  Change isn't 
something you should judge.  You can accept it or fight 
it, but never judge it." "O..kay..?"  What is with all 
the Yoda shit?  "I'm calling her then .. just for a few 
minutes."  I go over to the kitchen phone and dial 
nikki.  This is an effort on my part to show moms I'm 
not hiding anything from her.  I just got home, and I 
don't'need 'issues' my first night back.
"Hello?" The voice belongs to nikki's mom.  Her and 
nikk sound so much alike, but I can always tell.
"Is nikki there?"
"Yes, this is Nicole .." Pause.  "Rhonda?"
Shit, it is nikki.  I must really have been gone a long 
time.
I could always tell the difference between nikki porno 
and her mom before.  And what is with the 'Rhonda' 
shit?  Moms, Gobbs and the Nut were all calling me 
Rhonda, too, all fucking day.  "P-slut ..?" I laugh.  
"What's up, girlfriend?" "Are you home?" nikk asks, not 
answering my question.  Typical nikki porno, always 
wants to know everything else that's going on before 
she'll tell you what's on her mind.
"Yeah, I was sprung today," I answer.  "Is it all right 
to talk?"
"Sure .." she responds after a long pause.  "Sure," she 
repeats quickly.  "I didn't know," I keep talking.  "I 
figured you had some kind of .. you know .. restriction 
on you since I never heard anything from you.  Is 
everything cool now?"
"Everything's real cool," she replies quickly and hse 
catches her breath.  "It's just .. it's weird hearing 
your voice .. that's all.  After everything that 
happened.  So much's happened since .. well, you know." 
"Like what?  Tell me everything, p--."
"I .. ah .." she pauses.  "Could you ..?" she pauses 
again. "Could I what?" "Could you .. could you call me 
Nicole, or even just Nikki?" "I .. uh .. sure."  She 
sounds freaked or something, like she's talking to a 
ghost.  What is wrong with her?  "Sure, Nikki.  I'm 
sorry," I add, only I don't know why.
"It's no biggie," she laughs.  "I just .. I like that 
better, okay."
"Sure," I shake my head.  Whatever?!  "So what you been 
up to? I feel like it's been forever."
"Yeah, me, too .."  she pauses again.  "How are you?  
Is you leg still busted?" "Yeppers," I try to laugh.  
"I'm ronni the gimper now.  We need to do some hardcore 
thrifting and get me a killer cane so I can lose this 
lame crutch they got me walking on.  Can't have me 
thrashing looking like a geek, can we?"
"Um .." she sounds like she hasn't even been listening 
to me. "I'm kind of in the middle of a family thing 
here.  I .. I really kind of have to go."
"Sure," I try to sound casual.  "I understand.  Moms 
doesn't like me rapping with juvies either," I manage a 
laugh which she doesn't return.  "So you wanna go 
thrifting maybe tomorrow or something?" "Um .. let me 
check .. hold on .."  Her hand muffles the phone, and 
I'm like in limbo for  almost five minutes, listening 
to muffled voices.  "Hey, Rhonda ..?" Nikki finally 
comes back.  "My mom wants to know if you'd like to 
come over tomorrow afternoon .. around 2:00 .. for 
lunch ..?" Never in the two-plus years we'd known each 
other had Nikki's mom ever invited me over to their 
house for anything .. EVER!  I have no idea how to 
respond to this, but find myself answering: "Yeah, 
sure, Nikk.  We can go thrifting after that, okay ..?" 
"Sure .." she still sounds a tad freaked out.  "That'd 
be great."
"See you tomorrow then."  We say bye and hang up.
I turn to moms who's been listening the whole time to 
my side of the whole conversation.
"You're going over there tomorrow?" she asks me.
"Mm hmm," I nod.
"Oh," is all moms says.
"For lunch .. her mom invited me," I add.  "I didn't 
think you'd mind.  I promise it'll just be lunch and 
then going to some thrift stores.  I need a cane," I 
explain.  "This crutch thing is so lame.  I can't be 
walking around with it my whole life.  I .. uh .. I'm 
sorry, I guess I should have asked you first, huh ..?"  
I wait for an answer, but she just keeps looking at me, 
like she'd trying to decide whether to tell me 
something or not.  "It's just that her invitation took 
me by surprise," I fill the silence.  "I mean Nikki's 
mom has never invited me over for anything.  I think 
I've only met her once or something.  I got kind of put 
on the spot, you know ..?" "I don't mind if you go over 
there for lunch and go shopping," moms comes out of her 
daze-thing and nods her head.  "Just remember what I 
said about change.  People do change, okay ..?  It's ..  
inevitable," she says softly.
I nod.  Whatever?!  I go outside to find the Peanut and 
see if he wants to watch TV with me.  I haven't seen 
television in months. Maybe we can find a cool movie.
Fantasies and clit diddling.  I haven't been able to 
really enjoy either in over six months.  There was no 
way I could've strummed my puss with Bible Girl talking 
to Jesus not even ten feet away.  My room was small 
enough, but throw in the utter lack of personal 
privacy, and the only time I could jack off was if I 
played sick. Even then, I had nurses in and out of my 
room at all times.
I think preventing me from masturbating was part of my
"therapy."  Ronni the wild little thrasher slut needs 
some cooling down.  All prevention did, though, was 
make me nuttier.  Nothing to take the edge off, you 
know, especially when all that cunt therapist ever 
wanted to talk about was sex.  She'd go home, listen to 
a tape of me telling some fuck story from when I was 
thirteen, and pop her puss good every night.
I was stuck with maybe squeaking one out in the toilet, 
or doing a comatose stroke some night under the covers 
when I couldn't take it anymore.  Funny - I got over 
craving booze and drugs quick enough, but never quit 
jonesing for a nice, slow finger fuck to my own private 
porno movie.
That night, then, my first night home, I'm itching to 
get to bed, to get under my covers and inside myself.  
I missed myself the last seven months, missed the way I 
feel, missed the way my mind could take me to another 
world and drop me off a bottomless cliff.  It feels 
weird when I finally get the lights off and my panties 
off.  I must have jacked myself to sleep a thousand 
times over the years, but this time it's like I'm 
somehow uncomfortable with myself again, like I was 
when I first started playing with myself at eleven.  I 
try to think of the wildest thing I can imagine - I am 
the President's daughter and I am on Air Force One 
getting gangraped by a group of terrorists.  They have 
a nuclear bomb on board and they are going to blow up 
New York City unless I do everything they say.
They make me perform in front of everyone on board - 
the President, the First Lady, all the news media.  
They make the television crews film the whole thing 
and broadcast it worldwide. They are all around me, 
tearing off my clothes, making me strip for them and 
the cameras.  They are wearing these fucked-up turbans, 
waving around machine guns, and they smell like piss.  
They make me take out each of their cocks one-by-one 
while the television crews film it and the whole world 
watches.  Their cocks are thick and beefy and all 
uncircumcised.  Their foreskins hang out over the ends 
of their pricks, and I have to pump each one to get it 
really hard.  They laugh at me, and bat my head back 
and forth between their cocks like a volleyball.  "Look 
at the little American slut," the leader mocks me as he 
seizes me and jams his smelly cock down my throat.  
"She sucks cock like a whore, like all American sluts.  
They are all cocksucking whores.  She sucks cock just 
like her mother taught her, don't you American girl 
slut ..?" he keeps shoving his cock down my throat 
before another man grabs my hair and impales my mouth 
on his cock.  "I fuck the throat of the daughter of the 
president of the United States. Soon all teenage 
American girls will be on their knees sucking our 
cocks, brothers," he tells his men.
I am surrounded by these gang-raping terrorists, and 
they make me perform every sexual act imaginable while 
the cameras roll.  Then they drag these flight 
attendants into the fray, and force us all to eat each 
other out and fist fuck each others' pusses and asses 
while they cut our flesh with knives and carve words 
like "Slut" "Pig," and "Whore" into our backs and butt 
cheeks.  Then one guy gets the idea to snuff one of us 
while he's fucking her ass because he once heard that 
dying girls give the best ride.  They choose this 
little blonde flight attendant who is begging for her 
life.  To shut her up, they bury her mouth in my snatch 
and start fucking her sphinx hard with a gun to her 
head.
I am crying and screaming, but I am also anxious .. 
anxious to see what will happen.  They are mashing the 
girl's screaming mouth into my puss, and despite my 
terror and I am fucking my puss into the poor girl's 
face.  All the terrorist guys are screaming "Snuff her. 
Snuff the American bitch.  Snuff all of them while we 
fuck them."  I don't want to die, but I start cumming 
like crazy.  The guy with the gun is pulling the 
trigger.  
I close my eyes and bite down on my palm to suppress my 
moan.
I black out.
A couple seconds later the room comes whirling back 
into my senses.  My room .. my bed .. my fingers .. my 
puss .. my body .. my mind.  MY FUCKING MIND!  I hug 
the damp sheets and lick my taste off my fingers.  I 
miss the feel of another naked body next to mine.  I 
look out my window and watch the breeze seethe through 
the curtains.
MY FUCKING MIND!  
Moms wants to drop me off at Nikki's the next 
afternoon.  I want to walk.  She's worried about my 
leg.  I tell her I'm no cripple and that I want to 
walk.  She doesn't argue with me and then hands me her 
cell phone.  "Call me if anything happens, okay ..?" 
she tells me, like she expects to hear from me.
I'm pretty stupefied, I mean moms trusting me with her 
cell
phone after all the shit I've pulled.  She just gives 
me this odd kind of grimace-smile when she sees me 
limp off into the afternoon
sunlight.
It's still fucking hot out, and after I reach the end 
of my
street I realize how fucking uncomfortable crutches can 
be.  Another mile.  What the fuck was I thinking?  
I almost turn back, but I can feel moms' eyes on my 
back, and for some reason I feel like this is a test.  
How strong am I?  How much am I going to have to lean 
on everyone else now?  I keep on walking and actually 
start kicking on the pain in a way.  Pain - mental, 
emotional or physical-always focuses me.
All the million thoughts screaming in my brain quiet 
and coalesce into one point of white-hot light.  It's 
like when you tune all the fuzz out of a radio station 
and everything comes in clear finally.  I march forward 
inside that clarity for the next half-hour until I see 
Nikki's house.
Nikki's house?
Someone painted it and cleaned up the yard and trimmed 
the hedges.  There's one of those fake miniature 
wells and a tiny cobblestone path leading up to it 
from the sidewalk.  A small, plaster lawn-gnome 
sunning himself on a rock grins at me.  What the ..?
I start to check the address when I see Nikki appear at 
the front screen door.  She's in a flowery dress that 
practically covers her whole body, and she's carrying 
what looks like a pitcher of lemonade.  All the red is 
gone from her hair, and I realize I've never seen the 
natural strawberry blonde of her hair.  No make-up or 
lipstick, either.
"Nikk ..?" I laugh as I walk up the tiny cobblestone 
path. "Hi, Rhonda," she smiles.  "You walked over 
here?" she seems surprised and a little troubled when 
she sees me sweating and limping in obvious pain.  "Are 
you okay?"
"Hell yes," I grin, then pause.  "Wow!" I finally say 
what's on my mind as she opens the door and nothing 
stands between us.  "You look sooo different.  Rehab, 
huh ..?" I'm fishing for some kind of explanation.  
"Yeah," she smiles like she has some kind of secret 
she's not so sure she wants to share.  "Kind of .."
"You're playing it smart," I whisper to her as I enter 
her house.  "Keeps 'em off your case." She doesn't 
reply, and I quickly forget her silence as I soak up 
the new interior surrounding me.  It's like someone 
came in and removed everything familiar from her living 
room and replaced it with the keepsakes from another 
family.  There are family photos everywhere - - Nikki 
and her parents and her brother in a bunch of different 
locations doing a bunch of shit I never heard about.  
Then I notice all the pics feature the new Nikki, and I 
figure it out.  Seven years worth of photos in seven 
months.
Then I see Jesus.
He is everywhere, just like God's supposed to be I 
guess.
He's laughing, he's talking to children, and he's 
preaching to American Indians.  Then Nikki's mom comes 
into the room.  "Rhonda!" she  gushes, and it actually 
seems genuine.  "Oh, please, sit down. You must be 
exhausted."  She actually takes my forearm under my 
elbow and leads me to what has to be a brand new couch.  
It even smells like the furniture store.  The cushions 
are soft, and I sink into cumfiness despite myself.
"Dear," Nikki's mom smiles at her, "get Rhonda a glass 
of lemonade.  She has to be parched." Parched?  The 
word strikes me as even odder than the lady's outfit.  
The only thing I ever saw Nikki's mom wearing was her 
work uniform over a pale complexion.  Now she's all 
scrubbed down and suburban - cotton summer dress, same 
flower pattern as Nikki's, and a deep tan.  She looks 
like she could run the marathon or something. But it's 
the word 'parched' that really gets my radar up.  It's 
like hearing someone you've known for years suddenly 
speak a foreign language.  'Parched' sounds like a word 
Jesus would use, not nikki porno's mother.  "We'll eat 
in a few minutes," she pats my knee affectionately, and 
I want to squirm, but I don't.  I'm too wigged to even 
move.  "You do like tuna salad, don't you ..?"
"Um .. yeah .. that'd be great," I don't know what else 
to say.
"You look good .. strong .." she adds quickly, 
obviously aware I just limped into her house after a 
mile trek.  "I'm so happy you're here.  I know 
Nicolette has missed you.  But you know how she is. 
It's very hard for her to talk about her feelings .. 
still," she adds. "She's starting to come out of her 
shell, though.  We all are. These last several months 
have been hard for us .. but good," she smiles firmly.  
"Adversity makes us grow.  But you know that, don't you 
..?" "Yeah," I find myself nodding.  "Nicolette has 
some other friends joining us," she looks up and smiles 
at Nikki when she re-enters the room with a tray of 
lemonade and three glasses.  "I hope you don't mind," 
she turns back to me.  "Tams?" I ask Nicole.
Nicole shakes her head and shoots me a weird look.  
"No, you don't know them."
"Huh .." I can't think of anything else to say.  I take 
my glass of lemonade and drain it in one long gulp.  
I'm that 'parched.' Nikki smiles at me and refills my 
glass.  The scene is so freaky that part of me wants to 
crawl out of my skin and slither back out onto the 
street.  My curiosity gets the best of me, though, and 
I find myself settling into the surreality.  Nikk is 
scamming something here, and I'm dying to find out what 
the deal is.
"I'm going to check on lunch," Nikk's mom sips her 
lemonade and stands up.  "I'm sure you girls have some 
catching up to do. We'll be eating in a few minutes.  
You did tell Eld .. ah .. Jason, Scott and Loren two 
o'clock, didn't you ..?"  She looks over at the clock 
on the fake fireplace mantle next to the "Jesus 
Preaches to the Indians" picture.
"Yes, mom," Nikk seems slightly annoyed for a second, 
but then she smiles.  "I told them two o'clock.  
You know how they are when they're out.  They'll be 
here."
She smiles back at Nikk.  "It'll just be a few minutes,
Rhonda," she tells me again, then leaves the room.
"Okay, Nikk, what the hell is going on here?" I laugh 
under my breath.  She winces.  Not the reaction I 
expected.  "Rhonda, could you ..?"  she cuts herself 
off, glances towards the kitchen, then back to me.  
"I'm not sure you're going to understand all this, but 
could you at least wait and give it a chance."
"Give what a chance?"
"I can't explain it .. not now at least .. just promise 
me you'll give it a chance."
"What .. a chance?"
"Things are different now," she started.  "I'm 
different.  I know how this is going to look, but if 
we're going to be friends this is how it's going to 
be."
"What do you mean 'if we're going to be friends?'"
"Like I said, I can't explain it.  You'll just have to 
see. Just promise me you'll wait.  Can you promise me?"
"Sure, Nikk?" I shake my head.  "Whatever you're 
scamming, it's got be good.  I mean look at you .." The 
sound of a car in the drive interrupts us.  Nikki 
springs up from her chair and sprints to the door, the 
way she used to when Josh and I would pull into her 
driveway.  I find myself standing, too, and peeking 
through the screen door behind her.  The kids getting 
out of the car are dressed up like they're going to 
church - the two guys in dark suits and ties, and the 
girl in a navy blue skirt and blazer with a starched 
white blouse.  I see the leather-covered books clutched 
in their hands, and then the surreality turns 
absolutely X-Files.
For the first time I notice the books and magazines 
strategically arrayed across the brand new coffee 
table: "New Era," "The Ensign,"  "The Holy Bible," "The 
Book of Mormon." Oh, shit ..
The bible-pushers enter the house with a clamor of 
greetings and hugs for Nikki.  I try to back off, but 
gimpy ronni isn't quick enough.  "You must be Rhonda," 
the bible-girl closes in on me and hugs me warmly.  
She's covered in rusty hair and freckles over her pale 
skin.  She can't hide her scrumptious bod beneath her 
geeky little bible-girl suit, and her green eyes just 
pierce me.  
I feel myself go all squishy in her arms, and I realize 
I
haven't felt another girl's embrace in over half-a-
year.
Unconsciously, I hold on, pressing her into me.  She is 
totally huggable, and she doesn't freak.  She holds 
me until I slowly come back to reality - She's a 
church-geek, ronni!  Gradually, reluctantly, I 
release my embrace.
"I'm Loren," she clutches my hands and shakes them.  
"It's so great to finally meet you.  Nicolette has told 
us so much about you. I'm so glad to see you're up and 
doing well.  We have so much to talk about."  She's a 
talker, this one.
"I'm .. Scott," one of the Mormo-guys offers his hand, 
shaking mine briskly.  He's scrubbed, and with his red 
hair and freckles he could be Loren's brother.  I 
assume he's not, though, because they have way 
different accents.  He sounds like he's from down 
south; she sounds like she's from Boston or New York or 
something.  "It's so nice to meet you." He still won't 
let go of my hand, and his thin, wiry body shakes 
nervously.  He's a fag - okay, bi probably-if I ever 
met one.  Nothing worse than a fag hiding behind his 
bible.
"This is Jason," Nikk blurts out before the other 
Mormo-boy can get a word in.  Jason's a big beefy jock-
type with short, curly brown hair.  I notice how Nikki 
hunches up to him, and the sound in her voice suddenly 
registers .. possession.  So that's what's going on 
with Nikki Porno.  I shake Jason's hand, but he seems 
slightly less comfortable with my presence than the 
other two Mormos.  He can't look me in the eye or any 
other part of my body, yet I'm conscious that he's 
absorbing all of me.  He makes me conscious of what I'm 
wearing - white belly T-shirt and cut-offs.  My months 
at Springvale took off a few pounds around my tummy, 
leaving it flat and pierced and demanding attention.  I 
smile at Nikk when I see her bible-boy get all wiggy, 
but she isn't smiling back.  If anything, she seems 
pissed at his reaction, hunching into him more tightly.
What is up with her?
"Oh, you're all here," Nikki's mom comes out of the 
kitchen suddenly.  "You all must be starved.  Come on 
in.  Lunch is served." The next half-hour or so is a 
real slice of Bizzaro World.  I feel like I'm in some 
episode from Seventh Heaven or something.  We pray over 
the fucking tuna salad, and then the conversation turns 
lumpy, white and tasteless, just like the Wonder Bread 
sticking to the roof of my mouth.  Nikki says about 
three total words to me, and I catch Jason's eyes 
trying not to drool over me about every other second.
Loren, my little rusty-haired treat, single-handedly 
keeps the conversation chattering, mostly in my 
direction.  I envision myself stuffing my puss in her 
eager-beaver face and burying my tongue in her fiery 
bush.  I've never devoured a real redhead before, and I 
wonder if she has freckles all over her body, like on 
her tummy and her thighs.  As I eat the tuna salad, I 
pretend it's her puss, licking the mayo off my lips and 
gazing into her piercing green eyes.
She never releases my gaze, always waiting for me to 
turn away first.  After awhile, I don't even look down 
anymore, just zeroing in on her, and it's like we're 
the only two at the table.  I want this little bible-
girl on all fours.  I want to hear her begging me, 
praying to ME in her eager-beaver voice.  In fact, I 
want all three of them, bare-assed naked and slithering 
around on the floor in dog leashes and choke chains.  
I've never fucked a bible-geeks before, and I know they 
must be horny as hell.  All that talk about sin really 
has to fuck their minds into warp-drive.
So this was Nikki's scam.  Go Jesus and thump the 
bible-thumpers, slam the God out of their puny zombie 
minds.  Total corruption!  Fucking brilliant, a plan so 
worthy of me I can't believe I didn't think of it 
first.  This way she gets all cock and puss she wants 
with no bullshit because she's hanging with 'good 
kids.'
Judging by the way she's all over Jason, she must be 
banging him regularly, which must be why she's pissed 
he's checking me out.
But jealousy?  Nikki Porno jealous?  I guess there's a 
first for everything.  Like moms says, people change 
whether we like it or not.  Still, once we get all 
naked and tasty with each other that bullshit will fade 
away, and we'll be back to where we were, thrashing the 
shit out of these lamers.  I just need to play the game 
cool, like Nikki.  I can do this, no problem.  Just eat 
up what they spoon out until their guard's down, then 
make them violate each of the Ten Commandments in 
order.  Peace of fucking cake!
After lunch, we go into the living room with more 
lemonade.
By now I'm dying for a Coke, but I know the Mormos have 
something against caffeine or something.  
Guess they won't be hanging at Magic Beans with us 
then.
Everyone finds a seat, and I plop down on the couch 
right next to Loren.  Before I know it, she's holding 
my hand again and starting another prayer.  "Thank you 
for leading us to our newest dear Sister, Rhonda .." 
she prattles amid all the God-stuff, squeezing my hand 
and piercing me with her eyes.  "Would you like to 
pray, too, Sister?" Scott asks me after they're all 
done.  Sister?!  Okay, I'll play along.  "I'm not 
really religious, bro'," I tell him.  Loren's grip 
tightens on my hand, and I instinctively pull away, but 
she's strong for a geek-girl.
"You don't have to be 'religious' to pray, Rhonda," 
Scott beams.  "You just have to believe someone is 
listening." "That's kind of the problem," I reply.
"You doubt the Lord, Sister" he nods understandingly.  
"Given what's happened to you, that's understandable."
"What do you mean by that?"
"There aren't any secrets here, Rhonda," Scott 
explains. "Nicolette has told us pretty much everything 
about her .. your past." "Everything?" I snicker.
"We're not here to judge anyone, Rhonda, just to pray, 
just to lead the lost sheep back to the Lord."  Scott's 
keeping at me like a pit-bull, the fire of faith 
flashing in his eyes every time we lock eyes.  Or is it 
something else ..?
"So you heard about us sucking big nigger dicks for 
drugs?" I offer.  "How about when we pimped out those 
geek girls to the niggers for shit.  Or the old fart we 
fucked so hard he had a fucking stroke. You know about 
all that, Jason?" I turn my attention to him. He's 
hardly spoken all afternoon.  I can tell he's trying 
everything in his power not to rape me with his eyes, 
rape the wild little thrasher girl he's been hearing so 
much about.  His cock is so hard he can't even sit up 
straight.  He's beyond temptation.  I've got his ass 
pussy-whipped, and he hasn't even had a taste yet.  
Poor little bible-boy wants a thrill fuck, he wants to 
bang the little wild-child.  Okay, baby, once I get 
this whole scam figured out with Nikki Porno, we'll be 
getting biblical on your cherry geek ass.  We'll thump 
you so silly your dick will look like it was wearing a 
crown of thorns. 
"W.. would you leave Jason alone?" Nikki's voice seems 
to have lost all its strength inside that stupid 
flowered dress.  "Please, Rhonda, just .."
"Just what?" I laugh.  "Enough with all this shit, 
Nikk. Let's blow this lamer crusade and go thrifting.  
Come on, p --.  You can go to bible study some other 
time."
"We're here to pray with you today, Rhonda," Scott re-
enters the fray.
"And why should I pray?" I snap back.
"You're looking for peace, Rhonda," Scott nods his head 
like he's some kind of fucking authority on ME.  
"It's right here in front of you.  You will find peace 
with the Lord.  You just need to open your heart to 
him."
"Sorry, don't think he's listening .."
"You've had a troubling few years.  I know God seems 
like he's not there to you, but he is.  He's been here 
the whole time, you just haven't opened your eyes.  
When we experience personal crisis, even the noblest 
among us often turn away from Him when we need Him the 
most.  He's always there, though, waiting patiently."  
He pauses when I don't automatically react with a ready 
'Amen' or 'Hallelujah.' "Tell you what ..?" he offers.  
"Would you do something for yourself?" "What?" "Just 
try praying with us .. one prayer?" he asks.
"Why?"
"It might make you feel better," he gives me this 
patronizing smile that makes me want to shove a dildo 
up 
his skinny, white,
freckle-covered ass.
"I don't think so," I try to laugh, hoping that'll back 
him off.
"Why not at least try?" he presses
"I'm not going to become a Mormon," I blurt out.  
"You're wasting your time, okay ..?  No offense," I add 
when I see Nikki shoot me another pissed-off look.
"Rhonda," Nikki kind of started scolding me.  "Remember 
you said you'd wait until .." "I know what I said," I 
cut her off.  "But I didn't know this was about all 
this Mormon crap.  No offense," I add again, "but no 
way, okay ..?"
"We're not asking you to do anything but pray with us,
Rhonda," Loren starts in on me now, her hands are like 
freckle-covered lobster claws.  "Fuck that," I fire 
back, loving the sound of the word slamming into their 
holier-than-Jesus ear-drums.  "I'll sit here and play 
all nice with you geeks, but I ain't praying to your 
fucking God. I don't care what scam you got going here, 
Nikk, that's bullshit, and you know it."
"I'm not sure I understand what's upset you so much, 
Rhonda .?" Scott tries to be peacemaker.  "Why don't we 
just calm down for a moment and .."
"No need to calm down," I get up from the couch, 
reaching for my crutch.  Fucking thing.  How the fuck 
am I supposed to make an exit when I'm reaching for a 
fucking crutch.  "I'm out of here.  You guys have a 
fucking ball, okay ..?"  I storm out the door as best I 
can, and I'm hobbling half-way up the street before I 
notice the car pull up alongside me.
"Rhonda, at least let us drive you home," a voice calls 
from the front passenger window.  It's the two bible-
boys minus Big Red.  She must be staying behind with 
Nikki.  I imagine Nikk's pretty pissed at me right now. 
Serves her fucking right.  She knows how I feel about 
bible bullshit. Then it strikes me.  She DOES know how 
I feel about bible bullshit. That's what was wigging 
her out all this time .. yesterday on the phone, today 
when I got to her house.  She knew how I'd react.  
That's why she was begging me to 'wait and see.' She's 
serious.  Nikki Porno is serious.  Nikki Porno is 
fucking Nikki Mormo.  If I didn't have a million icy 
daggers of pain shooting up my leg, I'd be laughing my 
fucking ass off.  Then an image slices across my brain, 
and for an instant I see Nikki Porno, sitting in church 
and praying like some geeked-out cult zombie.  Not if I 
can fucking help it!  I bend my foot the wrong way and 
stumble.  In a second, I'm smooching the concrete.  
Then I hear the car's breaks screech, and an instant 
later I'm eyeball-to-eyeball with Jason.  With his big 
hands, the bible-boy gently pries my face off the 
pavement.  "Are you all right?" he asks, quickly joined 
by Scott. Together they pull me up into a sitting 
position.
"You're in no condition to walk all the way home," 
Scott chimes in.  "Help me get her into the back 
seat."
I don't say anything as they lift me off the ground and 
start towards their gray Chevy Citation.  I've got 
their geeky, bible-thumping asses right where I want 
them.  If Nikki Porno wants to go all God on me, then 
she deserves to see the whole story, the whole TRUTH.  
She needs to see what these bible-thumping geeks are 
all about, for her own fucking good.
"My leg is numb," I whine as they open the back door 
and slide me into the seat.  "I think I twisted it 
somehow.  Do either of you know First Aid?"
"I do," Jason volunteers.  "Scott, you drive," he 
orders while he climbs in the back with me.
Scott hesitates a second, then goes around to the 
front.
Jason closes the back door behind us.  In a few 
seconds, we're on the road.
"Should we go to the hospital?" Scott asks.
"Hold on, let me check out her leg," Jason replies as 
his hands start feeling up my bare white calves.  "Can 
you feel that?" "I guess," I nod, doing my best porno-
star pout.  "The more you rub it, yeah .. I can feel it 
more now.  Since the accident, I sometimes I lose 
feeling in it.  My therapist says I need to get it 
massages then to stimulate the nerves.  That feels real 
good.  Keep doing that .. Yeah, right there." I'm 
giving him my best ronni-slut voice, and it's working.
He's shifting uncomfortably in the backseat.  I rub my 
bare leg against his crotch, and he fucking spazzes 
like I just gave him a million volts, but not before I 
feel a pudgy growing in the pouch of his double-knit 
suit pants.  So, bible-boy's got some action going.  I 
continue wriggling my legs, and no matter where he 
moves my bare calves and thighs are all over him.
Suddenly we lock eyes and I lift up my white belly T-
shirt.
His gaze leaves mine and just glides down my neck to my 
pierced nips. I tug the two rings, pulling my nips out 
a full inch, his eyes practically bugging out the same 
length.  The rest of him is just frozen, though, and 
the only other things moving are his hands, which 
continue stroking up and down my bare legs.  "Take it 
out," I whisper to him, but loud enough so Scott can 
hear.  The bible-boy behind the steering wheel shoots 
his eyes back for a second.  I tug my nips again to 
give him a shot, then reach up and start rubbing the 
pudgy in Jason's lap.  "Come on, baby," I whine. 
"Jesus, it's so fucking hard.  You've gotta have a 
monster cock in there, bible-boy.  Take it out, 
pleeeease.  I wanna see it," I porno-pout.  "I'll suck 
it if you take it out.  I promise I will.  I just gotta 
see your dick, gotta feel it in my hands.  It's been 
such a long time since I had a hot hard cock.  I'll do 
anything, please, just take it out." "Jason .." Scott 
starts.
"I want your cock, too, stud," I cut him off.  "Take me 
back to your apartment.  You fucking guys have an 
apartment, don't you ..?" "Yes," Jason barely chokes.
"Take me back there and fuck my brains out.  My fucking 
pussy is so wet.  I haven't had  hard cock in seven 
months.  I just want to fuck and suck all afternoon 
long, you know.  Just take out that big dick of yours, 
baby."  I lean over and lick the bulge in his polyester 
double-knits.  "I am so fucking hungry for cock."  I 
start tearing at his fly now and he lifts his ass off 
the car seat.  When I get his pants open, he scoots 
them down, then tears at the waistband of his jockey 
shorts.  I open the bottom buttons of his white shirt 
and kiss his stomach.  Suddenly I feel his firm, strong 
hands on the top of my head and he's shoving my face 
down his bas until his cock knock snaps up and knocks 
against my chin.
"Oh, shit .." he gasps as he forces my lips over the 
head of his prick and jams his hips up, driving his 
cock shaft up along my tongue. "Oh .. oh .. oh .." he 
repeats, speaking every time he plows his prick up into 
my throat.
So, the bible-boy isn't so holier-than-thou after all.  
I wonder if Nikk knows that her big bad boyfriend likes 
to jam fuck girls in the fucking throat.  He's really 
giving it to me, too.  Who knows how many years of 
Jesus he's trying to fuck out of the end of his dick.  
My fucking neck hurts he's bouncing my head up and down 
so hard around his cock.  I'm out of practice.  I work 
my hands around his balls and try to ease my lips off 
his prick and give him some tongue.  But he just keeps 
jamming his prick up into my mouth, butting his cock 
head all the way back past my tonsils.
Bible-boy doesn't have a bad cock either, around
seven-and-a-half inches judging by the feel in my 
throat.
"Shit, man, fuck her throat," I hear Scott's hoarse 
whisper cut above the sound of Jason's "ohs."  I feel 
the car stop and listen to Scott slam the shift into 
park.
"You want some of this, bible-boy," I gasp as I finally 
tear my mouth of Jason's cock and twirl my tongue-stud 
around the rim of his prick-helmet then spear it deep 
in his piss-hole.  "Oh, Jesus fuck .." Jason moans, 
running his hands through my hair.  "Jesus fucking 
Christ .. suck it ..  suck it .."  He slams my mouth 
back down on his dick, and a second later it starts 
burping a thick load of Mormo-splooge.
I let bible-boy's cum gush out of the corners of my 
mouth so I look like I just choked on a McDonalds 
vanilla shake.  I smile, keep licking Jason's dribbling 
piss hole and turn to Scott.  "I'm still thirsty," I 
whine.
"Wipe that shit off your face," he snaps at me, his 
eyes bugging out wildly.  "If someone from the stake 
sees us we're going to be in deep shit."
"Chill, Scott," Jason has suddenly become Mr. Cool now 
that he's jam fucked my throat.  "Wipe your face off on 
my shirt," he tells me, leaving the flaps of his white 
shirt untucked as he gets his cock all snug in his 
jockeys and zips up.
I do as he says.  Then they quickly open the door and 
Scott gets out.  His eyes dart around all jittery and 
paranoid, like he's had a shit-load of bong hits, then 
he waves at me and Jason that the coast is clear.  
Jason picks me up in his arms and sprints up the back 
steps of this apartment building.  A few seconds later, 
I'm in this dingy two-bedroom deal.  Scott starts 
closing the curtains and pulling down his pants at the 
same time.
I laugh when I see his little four-inch prick, all hard 
and red, like a beat.  His whole lower body is flushed, 
and it makes his pale freckled torso look pink in 
comparison.  I nip at his small, stubborn dick and he 
grabs me by the hair like he saw Jason do.  "Oh, suck 
it, shit .. suck me cock," he moans as I inhale his 
skinny, red cock.  "Oh, fuck .. Jesus Christ ..  FUCK!" 
he yelps suddenly as a flood of bible-boy cum spurts 
into my mouth.  "Oh fuck .. I came .. I fucking came .. 
FUCK!"
"That's all right, bible-boy, it'll stay hard," I 
giggle. "Get over here," I tell Jason.  He already has 
his cock out and wagging in my face.  I grip both 
pricks and suck them into my mouth together.  When they 
feel their cocks slip sliding against each other, the 
bible-boys start freaking and trying o pull away, but 
this time I'm the one in control.  I close my jaws and 
fingers down around their pricks and start bobbing my 
head back and forth, stuffing both their pricks as deep 
into my mouth as they will go.  The fact that their 
dicks are touching each other and the feel is getting 
them off starts my puss-juices flooding.
Fucking bible-boys are all closet fags, and they've 
probably been dying to suck each others' dicks for 
months.  But Jesus won't let them.  Well, fuck Him, 
because He's not here.  Ronni's here now, and ronni 
wants to see these two bible-boys get all queer with 
each other. Not that I'm going to have any problems.  
They're all cozy in my mouth now, slip sliding away and 
smiling at each other like drooling crack-heads.
"Keep him hard," I tell Scott as I back my lips off 
their pricks and start scooting out of my T- and cut 
offs.  "Jack him with your hand," I order the skinny, 
pale redhead.  He obeys without thinking, his mouth 
watering as he pumps and slithers his fingers up and 
down his bible-buddy's hard cock-shaft.  "He's nice and 
big, isn't he ..?" I egg Scott on and lick his balls.  
"Isn't he ..?" "Mm hm .." Scott grins, starting to turn 
red with embarrassment.  He's still stroking, though, 
harder than ever.
Jason's just gritting his teeth, frozen in disbelief at 
how good his bible-buddy's hand feels pumping his meat.  
He kind of reaches up with his hand, then, and strokes 
the back of Scott's neck.  "Get down on your knees, 
bible-boys."  I tug at Scott, and he's down next to me 
in a second, not losing his grip on Jason's dick for 
one second.  "You, too, stud," I tell Jason, who slowly 
sinks to his knees, too.  "Now you stuff that big cock 
of his up my puss," I order Scott, spinning around, 
lowering my face to the carpet, arching my back and 
sticking my ass up in the air.
Scott obeys and I can him feel him clumsily trying to 
stick Jason's cock-head inside my pussy.  As he bumps 
it against my labes, I get even wetter.  "Come on, 
man," Jason grunts in frustration.  "Get it in there .. 
I can't .. Oh FUCK!" he growls when he finally slips 
inside.  I tense my puss and make him grunt every inch 
inside me.  "FUCK!  FUCK! FUCK!  That is so God damned 
tight!"
"Play with his balls now while he fucks my puss," I 
tell Scott.  "Play with your little bible-buddy's 
balls.  You  like that, don't you, bible-boy, playing 
with bible-buddy's big hairy balls ..?" Scott nods 
dumbly, and just keeps nodding while Jason begins
slamming his cock in my, slapping his lower belly into 
my ass.  His cock feel so huge in my puss.  I haven't 
had a hard cock inside me for months, and the flesh 
inside is so tender it feels like it's tearing. His 
cock head feels like rubber mallet pounding up inside 
my stomach, and I start bucking my hips back to meet 
ever slam.
"Get down underneath there and lick my puss while he 
fucks me," I hiss at Scott.  I feel him wedge his face 
beneath my cunt and his tongue stb up at the top of my 
puss.  "That bump right on top there.  That's my 
fucking clit, bible-boy, right under that flap of skin.  
Stick your fucking tongue right fucking there.  That's 
it, right fucking there.  That's all right.  You can 
lick his big dick, too, when it comes sliding out.  You 
don't mind him licking your dick, do you, bible-boy 
..?" I ask Jason.  "You don't mind if your little 
bible-body licks your cock and balls while you fuck my 
pussy, do you .?" "FUCK!" is all Jason replies.  He 
starts tearing away inside me so hard, fast and deep 
that I can feel the outside air sucking up into tummy 
after every back-thrust.  Scott's tongue is everywhere 
- my clit-hood, Jason's cock, Jason's balls, snaking 
between my labes alongside Jason's dick and double-
stuffing my puss.
"I want to cum so bad," I whine, enjoying my utter 
mastery over them.  "But I can't.  You're fucking me so 
good, but I just can't cum.  You want to make me cum, 
don't you..?" "Yes," Jason grunts.  "Yes .."
"I need you to pray to God to let me cum," I hiss, 
slapping my ass back into his belly and feeling him 
impale my puss all the way up to his balls.  "You both 
have to pray to God and beg him to let me cum.  Please 
.. I want to cum so bad .."
"God, please let ronni cum!" Jason hisses.  "I beseech 
you, Lord.  Please let her cum while I fuck her.  I 
want to feel her cunt cum while cock is inside it."
"Please, God," Scott  follows suit.  "Let ronni cum.  
Please!" "I can feel HIM," I cry.  "I can feel God 
inside me now.  Can you feel him?" I wail.  "Can you 
feel God inside my cunt with your cock, fucking me.  
Can you feel God fucking me right alongside you? Can 
you feel him?"
"Yes," Jason bawls.  "I can feel God with us." "I can, 
too," Scott sobs.
"Tell God to fuck me," I snarl.  "Say 'Fuck her, God.  
Fuck ronni's tight, teenage cunt!'"
"Fuck her, God!" both bible-boys exhort in unison.  
"Fuck ronni's tight teenage cunt!"
"More .. I need more prayer to deliver me," I hiss.
The two bible-boys are yelling at the tops of their 
lungs now for God to fuck my cunt.  I grind my hips 
around in circles trying to stroke the inside of my 
puss with every inch of Jason's stiff prick. I am so 
fucking close to cumming, but I can't.  Something is 
wrong. Something is missing.
Out of the corner of my eye, I spot my purse.  My mind 
wanders a moment to earlier that day - Nikki's house, 
my house, last night in bed, the fantasy of the gang-
rape, performing in front of TV cameras for everyone to 
see, back to this morning, waking up, then this 
afternoon, talking to moms in the kitchen before I left 
for Nikki's - scenes swirling around until they all 
jumble into one crystal-clear image.
Fuck YES!
I reach for my purse, and as Jason and Scott beseech 
God to fuck me and make me cum I snatch out my cell 
phone.  I dial Nikki's number without thinking.  
"Hello?" Nikki Porno's voice answers.
I turn the phone receiver up.  Jason and Scott are 
totally fucking clueless, and they just keep screaming.  
"Fuck her, God.  Fuck ronni's cunt.  Make her cum, God.  
Please let ronni cum!"
"Did you ever fuck Nikki like this, baby?" I ask Jason 
as he batters into me.
"Fuck no," he grunts, oblivious to the fact she's 
listening to every word.
"She wouldn't let you touch her, huh .. since she found 
God .?" I keep at him.
"No, fucking slut .." he gasps.
"That's why you started going out with her isn't it, 
coz you knew she was a fucking slut and you could get 
some, huh ..?" "Fucking slut won't even let me see her 
tits .."
"You just want to fuck cunts, don't you ..?  And get 
your big hard cock sucked, huh ..?"
"Fuck, yeah!"
"Did you like how I sucked your cock, baby?"
"Fuck yeah!"
"How does my puss feel fucking your hard cock, baby?" 
"Fucking excellent .. fucking tight teenage cunt!"
"Fuck Jesus, and fuck my tight cunt, huh ..?"
"Yeah, fuck Jesus and fuck your tight cunt .." 
I don't know how long Nikki listens to this.  When I 
put the phone back to my ear, there's just silence.  I 
dial again, and after a few rings it's Nikki's mom who 
picks up.  "Hello?" she asks.   Pressing the phone to 
my face and trying to cut off all the background noise, 
I manage to steady my voice.  "Th..this is ronni," I 
speak slowly.  "Could you tell Nikki I'm all right.  In 
fact, I'm over here at Jason's and Scott's apartment 
praying right now.  Tell her I think everything's going 
to be all right now."
"Don't you call here or speak to my daughter ever again 
you .. you whore!" "Is Loren still there?" I ask all 
sweet-and-innocent.  "Tell her we have another spot 
open in the prayer circle if she's interested."
CLICK!
As soon as the phone slams in my ear, I cum like a hot 
wave of lava imploding inside my tummy.  I'm only 
slightly aware of Jason pumping a load of bible-spunk 
into me before sliding out of my puss and finding 
Scott's mouth.  Out of the corner of my consciousness, 
I watch the two bible-buddy's cuddle up to one another 
and slowly, cautiously begin exploring each other's 
bodies.
Time stands still, then, as I drift lazily down off the 
peak of my fuck and float back into my body.  When 
everything becomes solid again, Scott's and Jason's 
bodies are wrapped up inside each other, joined in a 69 
with Scott on top.  I crawl over to them and start 
slapping Scott's ass hard until it pinks up on me.  In 
my purse, I get out some moisturizer and grease his 
sphinx open until I can get three whole fingers up 
there.  "You want his big dick up your ass, don't you, 
bible-boy ..?" I hiss as I slap Scott's bony white ass.  
"You want to feel him split you open with that hard 
cock of his, don't you ..?" All Scott can do is 
whimper.  I push him off Jason and sit down across his 
shoulders, facing his ass.  I continue beating his 
cherry white ass with one hand and grabbing Jason's 
hard-on with the other.  I pull him up so that he 
crawls over us.  He looks at me and bites his lip.  I 
point to Scott's ass and pry it wide open with my 
fingers.  Scott keeps whimpering, trying to sound like 
he doesn't want the ass fucking he craves.
"Fuck the little bible-boy's ass, stud." I yank Jason 
down onto Scott by his cock.  "I got him all greased up 
and ready.  You think my puss was tight, wait 'til you 
sink that cock-meat into his cherry white shinx.  Look 
at it.  All puckered and ready to be popped."  I press 
his cock-head down so that it slides into Scott's pale, 
freckled ass crack.  Jason is biting his lip so hard 
it's bleeding.  I kiss him and suck his blood into my 
mouth, letting some dribble out the corners of my 
mouth.  I slap Scott's ass again while Jason looks on, 
stroking his cock against Scott's tight white buns.  I 
pry open Scott's cherry white ass even further, and he 
bawls something unintelligible.
"Fuck it!" I hiss under my breath.
Closing his eyes, Jason shudders his cock head between 
Scott's ass-cheeks and then slowly skewers his little 
bible-buddy while the smaller boy thrashes around 
bleating like a sacrificial lamb.
"FUCK!" Jason's whole body shivers with every thrust up 
Scott's tight ass pipe.  As he begins to pick up the 
pace into a steady pounding, I rub my puss against 
Scott's bony shoulder blades and hump the wind out of 
his gasping lungs.
This is the exact position we're in when the door opens 
and Loren storms in, her red-hair raging like frizzy 
fire.  An old guy and two other bible-boys in suits 
follow her into the dingy apartment. Everyone starts 
screaming.  I climb off Scott and start getting 
dressed.  They are all screaming at each other, but no 
one says a word to me except Loren, and all she does is 
scream the word "Whore" in my face over and over again 
until one of the new bible-boys drags her away.
"Hey, let's do this again sometime," I smirk once I'm 
outside the apartment and in the hall.  Loren dives at 
me from the couch, but she's held back.  When I close 
the door, the last thing I see is Jason and Scott, 
naked, their limp cocks glistening with each other's 
spit. They are crying at the feet of the old man while 
the others huddle on the couch, praying at the tops of 
their lungs.  I make it down the stairs and out onto 
the street without even using my crutch.
I have no idea where I am, and I don't care.  I just 
start walking, knowing I'll find my way back somehow.  
I'm home now.  MY MIND!  MY FUCKING MIND!




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Thrasher Girls VIII
"Jocks"
 
 
There was an TV old show called "The Twilight Zone" 
that I remember watching when I was little.  Every week 
they would do these weird stories where people would 
wake up and find themselves in some fucked-up alternate 
reality where they never existed, or they were trapped 
in the past or future, or everyone else on the planet 
had just vanished into thin air.  I remember thinking 
those shows were pretty cool back then with that creepy 
"doo-da-doo-da doo-da-doo-da" music and the narrator 
dressed all in black.
James Taylor's "Fire & Rain" is playing on the jukebox 
at Magic Beans now.  I only know the song because moms 
and the
step-goober listen to that oldies stuff whenever I'm in 
the car with them.  When I go up to the jukebox to put 
on some REAL tunes, I can't fucking believe it.  No 
more Toad Chokers, no more PeekABuddha - fucking James 
Taylor and Celine Dion.  How the fuck am I supposed to 
read with this shit on?
So I go back to my table and pass by two herman hippies 
sitting at the counter and talking about medical 
marijuana.  I've been in here for three straight weeks 
during the day and haven't seen one face I know - not 
tam-tams, Mikey, Nicky, Josh or even the geeks like 
Manel or Cheryl.  The hippie-chick behind the counter 
didn't even know who the fuck I was talking about when 
I asked.  She looked at me odd, too, like it was weird 
to see a kid my age in there.  Come to think of it, I 
haven't seen one fucking kid my age in this dump in 
three weeks. Doo-da-doo-da  doo-da-doo-da  .. 
But, heya, it's summer.  I'm sure everyone's just out 
and about.  It's not like they knew I was springing 
from the nuthouse. Plus, they probably all hang at 
night, and with my new curfew I'm in by 8:00 every 
night.  You think someone would have heard I was home 
and called, though.  Then again, I could always phone 
them I guess. But after all the bullshit that went down 
with nikki porno .. oh, I'm sorry Saint Nicolette the 
FUCKING Mormon .. I'm not sure I'm ready to get back 
into anyone else's life.
So, I'm just going to sit here and read my serial 
killer book.
The author has four volumes out: a veritable A-Z 
encyclopedia of sex, murder and mayhem.  It just makes 
me wonder, though.  Why the fuck aren't there any 
female serial killers?  There was one lady, some truck-
stop whore who snuffed a few hermans and stole their 
money; and then there was that lesbian girl-gang who 
tortured and killed that little prep bitch - but no 
real, Ted Bundy-esque, bad-ass, thrashing, serial 
killing bitch goddesses from hell.
Why not?  It can't be that fucking hard.  I mean I 
could fucking do that - honestly.  I'd be like Bundy 
was, too.  I've got this fucked-up limp now and my new 
cane, and I look all vulnerable. I'd choose some Bible-
boy, too, maybe one of those church youth group leaders 
who act like they're all Mr. Understanding when all 
they really want is a taste of all the young puss 
that's hanging around at Bible Camp.
Or, better yet, I'd choose one of those TV preachers 
who's always acting so high and Almighty.  I'd go to 
one of those big hoe-down church services they have, 
and I'd dress all church-girlie and sit in a wheelchair 
in the front row and pretend they healed me so I could 
walk.  Then afterward, I'd wait for them out in the 
parking lot and start my best Bundy shit-"Oh, please, 
could you help me lift this big heavy wheelchair into 
my car?  I'm so weak and fragile .."  Then, when he had 
his back turned, I'd jab him in the ass with a syringe 
of pure Demerol, and when he woke up a few hours later 
he'd be chained up to this massive torture table.
"Ugglp!" he'd cry out under his leather hood.
"You want that mouth flap open, bitch?" I'd tease him. 
"Ygglp!" he'd wail.  "Pleaglp!"
"Okay, then, bitch," I'd sneer, unzipping the mouth and 
eye flaps.  Then he'd be staring right in the face of 
foot-long, black strap-on as it hovered right there in 
front of his terrified,
whimpering face.  "You wanted it!"  Then I'd beat his 
face with the black dildo.  "You like that big black 
dick, don't you, bitch?" I'd keep taunting him while I 
pried open his lips and made him suck on the black 
rubber dick.
"Nooo .." he'd gasp before I started choking him with 
the big rubber cock.  I'd jam it all the way in, to, 
just to see his eyes bulge out and hear him gasp and 
gag on it.
"How's that, preacher boy?" I'd take a pack of 
cigarettes, then, and start putting them out on his 
dick and balls one at a time. "Welcome to Loserville, 
bitch!" I'd say each time one of the butts fizzed out 
and seared into his skin.  "Population, one fucking 
dick-sucking, pain-toy bitch!"
When he was sufficiently beaten and burned down to a 
quivering mass of useless man-flesh, I'd smear my big 
black rubber strap-on dick with an oily substance 
containing tiny shards of broken glass.  Then I'd bend 
the Preacher Man's ass over a pommel horse and make him 
spread his own flabby butt cheeks.
"Beg me for it, bitch," I'd order him, sticking him 
over and over with a cattle until he gripped his sorry 
white butt flaps and made his sphinx pucker for me.
"Fuck my fat white ass!" Preacher Man would start 
howling as I jammed his cherry butthole with the dildo, 
slicing it to bloody ribbons on the shards of broken 
glass.
"Jack off your dick for me while I fuck your fat white 
ass, you queer bitch!" I'd keep yelling at him while I 
raped his ass raw with the black rubber dick.  When he 
finally came, I'd make him lick his own cum off the 
floor, then I'd strap him back to the table on his back 
and smother him to death by sitting on his fucking face 
while he ate my puss to like twenty cums.  Oh yeah, and 
I'd film the whole thing, too, just like Leonard Lake 
and Paul Bernardo did.  Then I'd send the tape to his 
Pray TV network and post mpegs from it on
alt.snuff.canibalism.
Let the fucking cops chew on that!  They'd never 
fucking find me, either.  I could travel across the 
country like fucking ronni lee lucas - the skankho' 
killer, the femme avenger.  I'd find some
self-righteous, Promise Keeper herman thumping his 
fucking Bible and upholding his family values.  He'd 
take one look at my teenage ass, though, and throw 
Chay-sus out the fucking window for a chance to get his 
shriveled-up dick sucked.  Then they'd find him weeks 
later with his King James shoved up his fucking asshole 
and his severed dick crammed down his "Praise the Lord" 
throat.
They'd have to write a whole fucking book on me after 
that, especially if I got the body count high, like 
maybe twenty or so.  The whole time I could be writing 
letters to the cops, too, like the Joker or something-
"Riddle me this, PIGS..?  What do you call a razor-
studded black dildo shoved up a famous evangelist's 
ripped asshole?  Answer - A Billy Graham Cracker!"  
Maybe I'd send them the guy's testicles in a McDonald's 
Happy Meal box.  Let's see how fucking smart they are 
then.
"Ronni?!"
I look up from my book, recognizing the voice 
immediately.
"Tams!" I laugh.  "Shit, I was starting to think I was 
lost in the Twilight Zone or something around here.  
What the fuck happened to everyone?  Where is 
everyone?" I look all around the empty coffee bar. "We 
don't hang here anymore," tams kind of looks around 
before she sits down.  "I thought you knew that.  
Didn't anyone tell you?" "I .. uh .. I've kind of been 
away ..?"
"Oh, yeah, right ..?" she looks at my cane.  "Your leg 
still busted up?"
"Yeah, but it's no big deal," I add quickly.  "Doesn't 
even fucking hurt today.  I just like carrying this rad 
cane I found at the thrift."  I lift up the handle 
slightly to show her the short knife sheathed inside.  
"I made some modifications."
"Cool .."
"So what's been happening?  What happened here?"
"New owner, some hippie guy and his wife.  They started 
having the cops bust all the kids for curfew every 
night.  So we just quit hanging out, you know."
"What's it like at night?" I ask.  "I've only been back 
here during the day."
"They got the lot cleared out, too," tams kind of 
smiles.  "If you know what I mean."
I do.  No more Lincoln.  No more easy shit even if I 
wanted any.  "So what are you doing here now then?"
"I get my hair done down the street.  I stopped in for 
a
fat-free muffin."
"No new tatts?" I check her out for any new body art. 
"Nah, I .. I just haven't been doing that anymore, you 
know ."
"You DO know about nikki porno right?" I ask.
"Oh, yeah!" tams screws up her face.  "She came by with 
her Bible-buddies one night when we were still hanging 
up here.  You should have seen Josh.  He went fucking 
ballistic."
"I can imagine," I laugh.  "By the way, what's up with 
him .. and Mikey and Nicky?  I haven't seen anyone 
since I got back, except NICOLETTE and now you."
"I don't know," she shakes her head.  "Mikey and I 
broke up awhile back."
"You guys broke up?"  The idea is total cognitive 
dissonance. "What the fuck happened?"
"Loser," she whines, then presses her fingers to her 
forehead and makes one of those annoying "L" shaped 
gestures.  "Total Loser." "Shit, I'm .. that's so 
weird.  I thought you guys were like totally in love."
"Him?  No way .." she shakes her head like can't even 
remember sucking Mikey's dick.  "He was a phase.  That 
was so totally freshman."
"So do you see anybody anymore?"
"No, they're all losers.  Josh got all weird."
"What do you mean?"  Okay, so I'm curious.  I did fuck 
the guy for awhile, you know.
"You know how he was always Mr. Politics," she 
explains. "Well, he really started tripping on that 
shit.  Him and Nicky don't even hang out together 
anymore.  He hangs out at this place up on Davis with 
the skins."
"Josh is a skin?"
"Oh, yeah!  You should see him.  They hang out on the 
corner of Davis and 65th handing out these stupid flyers 
to their stupid concerts.  Him and Sean are in some 
kind of Oi band now .." "You are fucking kidding me?  
Josh the Commie is a fucking skin?"
"Like I said, ronn - total losers, all of them," she 
pauses. "Listen, I've gotta run, okay, but .." she 
pauses again, and then she kind of smiles.  "Listen, do 
you want to hang some night?  We all go up to this 
country club out in Clearwater on Wednesday nights .." 
"Clearwater?  You go out to a country club in quo-
ville?" "It's cool.  My boyfriend Dave works there on 
the golf course, and they have this big ballroom, and 
every week on Wednesday they do this Rock and Roll 
night deal, and the owner needs to make money, so he 
lets us all in and we can drink and shit all night."
"He lets you guys drink?"
"No one is in there except for us.  We get like thirty 
or forty kids going, and since it's like a private club 
they never get busted by the cops or anything.  The DJ 
plays cool music, and we party til 2 or 3 AM sometimes.  
You can drink anything you want, too, no hassle."
"Any shit?"
"No .. ah .. no one's really into that shit anymore."  
She wrinkles her nose slightly.  "Plenty of booze, 
though.  I mean plenty of booze.  You can drink Absolut 
all night if you want.  The guys all buy, so it doesn't 
cost a cent."
"I .. uh, you know .. since I got back, I can't go out 
at
night.  New rules and shit."
"Shit, ronn, just tell your mom it's a Teen Dance at a 
country club out in Clearwater.  She'll let you go.  
These aren't freak kids like you were hanging with 
before.  She'll let you go."
"Wednesday?"
"Yeah, call me, and we'll pick you up.  I really gotta 
go. Bye-ya .."  She got up and ran out without her 
muffin.
Country club?  Clearwater?  Different, yeah, but maybe 
not TOO bad.  Tams looked good, though.  A little 
preppy maybe, but she always did, even when she was 
hanging with us.  All her little jock friends are 
probably sooo cute, too, all stupid, and horny and oh-
so
corruptible.  It's almost too easy.  Nikki and I will 
..
Shit!  I keep forgetting.  There is no nikki porno now.
There's just me .. and tams I guess.  Maybe this won't 
be so bad. Like moms says, "people change."  Nikki 
becomes a Mormo, tams a prep. Josh a skin - why not 
ronni the country club quo-vert?  All those hard jock 
cocks and sweet preppy pusses.  A thrasher grl can do a
helluvalot worse.
"You had a call," moms tells me as soon as I get in the 
door. 
It's almost five.  I'd been reading up at Magic Beans 
all day
until the Step-Goober picked me up.  Now he's pulling 
the car in the garage and the Peanut is setting the 
table.  
I go to the fridge and poor myself a glass of OJ.  I 
see four carrots on the cutting board along with a 
knife, and get to work, hacking them up like little 
hard dicks.  Moms smiles because she doesn't have to 
ask or tell me to help her with dinner.  Since I'm back 
home now, I just do domestic shit like this to avoid 
hassle.  I also figure the good-daughter brownie points 
will add up, too, if I want to go out and hang with 
tams on Wednesday.  Ronni the Reformed. Whatever?!
"Don't you want to know who it was?" moms asks, almost 
a little annoyed.  She's not real big on ambivalence.
"Sure, I'll play," I reply.  "You want me to guess?" 
"It was nikki," the Peanut butts in with a smile.  "I 
talked to her."
"What the f .. um .. heck did she want?" I catch 
myself. "She wants you to call her," the Nut tells me 
as Step-Goober walks in.
"Who wants you to call her?" Step-Goober asks, 
snatching a carrot chip from the cutting board.  He's 
been Mr. Concerned Dad lately after talking to the 
shrink.  I guess you don't get many gold stars for 
being a non-entity.
"Saint Nicolette," I snap.
"Don't you mean 'Latter Day Saint' Nicolette?" he jokes 
.. a real member of the Quip Squad he is.  I laugh with 
him because it's easier that way.  Otherwise he'll 
think I didn't get his little witticism, and then he'd 
be obliged to explain it to me.
"Nikki sounds different," the Nut observes.  "She's 
weird." You don't know the half of it, little brother.
"Maybe you should call her after supper," moms offers. 
"I don't think so," I shake my head.  All I told moms 
was that nikki and I aren't talking anymore because 
she's a Jesus Freak.  I didn't tell her about fucking 
nikk's Mormo boyfriend and turning him into a 
cocksucker.
"Well, that's up to you," she kind of half-smiles.  
"You two were such good friends, though, it's just hard 
to believe you have NOTHING in common anymore."
"Well, we don't," I finish slicing the carrots.  "I'm 
going to go upstairs and jump online for a few minutes 
before dinner, okay ..?" I ask.
"We're eating at 5:15," moms tells me as I head 
upstairs. I boot up, log on, and go to my web mail.  
Three messages in
my inbox.  Two are spam, one is from my peep Stahrrman.  
I'm just about to open it when I hear the phone ring.  
A second later the peanut is yelling "Ronni!" at the 
top of his lungs.
I pick up my cordless.  "You got me, go for it .." I 
talk into the receiver as I start typing a reply to 
Stahrrzy.
"Hey, ronn, what's up ..?" a guy's voice asks.
"Nicky?"
"Hey, I heard you were back."
"Yeah, for like three weeks already.  Thanks for 
calling, you butt-muncher."
"I've been .. I didn't .. shit, you know how it is."
"Yeah, I'm starting to.  I just ran into tam-tams 
today.
Shit, what the fuck happened to her?"
"She went over to the Dark Side," Nicky imitated Darth 
Vader. "Definitely."
"You been hanging anywhere?  I mean I haven't seen you 
around either."
"They keep me in at night - you know, probation.  I'm 
going to try and get out on Wednesday and go out with 
tams.  Some country club or something .."
"Tell me you're NOT going to hang with those fucking 
lumps," he sounds extremely agitated.
"What's your prob.  Tams says its free booze all 
night." "Those fucking jocks are fucking Nazis, ronni.  
Listen to me. Why don't you just hang with me and nikki 
.."
"YOU & nikki?  Saint Nicolette the Mormo?  You mean she 
got to you, too."
"It ain't like that, ronni.  Listen to me.  You .."
"I gotta go, Nicky.  Nice try, Bible Boy.  Shit!  Get a
fucking life!"
SLAM!  Fuck them.  Fuck them both in the fucking ear!
 
 
Moms is letting me go to the country club.  Tams was 
right.  I told her it was Teen Dance out in quo-ville, 
and she only hesitated about an hour before telling me 
I could go.  I'm waiting for tams and some chick to 
pick me up.  
I decided to go thrash-prep-hippie tonight - tight 
white tummy T-shirt, my new pair of bell-bottoms, 
sandles, with my hair all down and a white elastic 
slut-tie around my wrist for when I want to put my hair 
back later.
BEEP!!
I look out my window, and I see tams in the front seat 
of a Volvo parked in my drive.  A fucking Volvo!  "I'm 
outta here!" I call to moms as I head down the stairs, 
picking up my cane from the foyer table.
"Have a good time, dear!" moms calls out after me as I 
close the front door and head down the drive.
"Looking good, girlfriend!" tams laughs when I crawl in 
the backseat.  "This is Molly," she points to the prep-
bitch driving. This chick is totally blonde MTV Beach 
Party.
"Heya," I nod to the prep-bitch.
"Hi," she smiles back.
"Woooooo!  Rock & roll!" tams screams into the night as 
we pull out the drive and head down my street.
"Tammy tells me you were in the DH," blondie makes
conversation.
"The nuthouse actually," I reply.  "You know, where 
they put all the psycho-bitches and future serial 
killers."
"You used to hang out with Nikki Cooperman, didn't 
you?" she asks, as if she can't believe it.
"Yeah," I nod.  "A long fucking time ago."
"Total loser," tams butts in.
"So tell me," I ignore her.  "Who're the hot guys at 
this place?"
They giggle.  It is SOOO annoying.  I could slip the 
blade out of my cane right now and slit their preppy 
throats before they even had a chance to scream.  For 
some reason, I draw comfort in that thought.
"You have to check out Horst," tams keeps giggling.
"What the fuck is a Horst?" I ask.
"We call him 'horse', if you know what I mean," blondie 
giggles.
"He's like huge," tams explains like I'm a retard.
"Bigger than all the nigger cocks you sucked behind the 
coffee bar?" I ask.
Silence.  Score one for ronni.
"Any other hot guys?" I ask after a very awkward 
minute. "Plenty," tams kind of huffs at me.  "You'll 
see." The rest of the way there, we talk about school 
next year and
Belgium, where blondie is going to spend her junior 
year abroad with the Foreign Exchange program.  As far 
as I'm concerned, they can have her stuck-up white ass.  
I hope she chokes on a fucking waffle.  When we finally 
reach the country club, I can't wait to get out of the 
car. I follow them inside and pay the $5 admission at 
the door.
The herman who takes the money is short, bald, in his 
50s, and all eyes and hands with tams and blondie.  
"You ladies look so lovely tonight," he slobbers as he 
mauls them.  Major Herman City!  After they do all the 
huggy-how-ya'-doin' crap and let him cop some feels, he 
moves on me.  "And who do we have here?" he drools. 
"I'm Rhonda," I smile and stick out my face like I want 
to kiss him.  "Could you smooch me here?" I ask, 
tilting the left side of my face to him.  "I still have 
a few herpos over here," I lick the right side of my 
lips.
"Ah .. sure .." he makes it REAL QUICK, not even a 
peck.   Seconds later, we're working our way into the 
hall.  Tams and
blondie are laughing their asses off.  "Shit, how come 
we never thought of that?" blondie Belgium girl asks.
"I don't know," I laugh to myself.  "Maybe it could 
have something to do with the fact that you're dumber 
than used Kleenex."     The music is already going full 
blast, and there are about
thirty kids hanging at the back tables of the hall and 
another five or six on the dance floor.  The DJ is 
playing some Hole, so it isn't TOO bad.  I guess this 
is the jock version of thrashing.  Wonder if the DJ has 
any REAL music.
We scoot into one of the tables, and this guy is on me 
right away.  His name is Darren.  Big, tall, blonde, 
golf shirt.  He offers to get me what I want at the 
bar, and I tell him Absolute and
cranberry.  He leaves, and two more guys are on me.  
One of them is Horst, who is a big red-haired jock who 
reminds me of Richie on Happy Days.  The other is Todd 
Petrokowski, the jock asshole who nikki porno beat up 
in the cafeteria on that famous day when my whole life 
turned to shit.  What the fuck is he doing here?  What 
the fuck is tams hanging out with his sorry white-boy 
ass for?
My drink appears before I even have a chance to tell 
Petro to go fuck himself.  I haven't had booze or 
anything mind-altering in such a long time .. over half 
a fucking year.  I just blot everything out for a 
second and slam it down, savoring the cool energy as it 
slides down my throat into my tummy.  
Refreshed and suddenly alert, I start listening to the 
meaningless jock-prattle blathering around me.  Bored 
in about 12 seconds, I find myself scoping out the hall 
and checking out the DJ. She's in her late 30s, very 
sharp, dressed in black stretch pants, a white ruffly 
blouse, and a fake tuxedo vest with gold lame' 
stitching. Then I notice someone .. a girl, maybe 14 or 
15 .. wearing the same exact outfit.  She appears to be 
working with the DJ.  She is
ABSOLUTELY HOT! - tall, long brown hair, a bod like 
Jennifer Love Hewitt.
"I'm gonna check out the DJ," I tell tams, picking up 
my cane and crossing the dance floor.  "Heya!" I smile 
at the HOT GIRL when I get up to the bandstand.
"Hi," she smiles back.
"Do you have any REAL rap stuff?" I ask.
"REAL rap stuff?" she asks back, kind of laughing.
"Yeah, like Busta Nut or Coltrane Wreck?" I answer.  
"You know, the REAL shit."
"Mom?" the girl looks back to the DJ.
Shit, the DJ is her fucking mother.  Oh well, looks 
like this
little slice won't be licking my puss tonight.
"'Fool Killin' Dope Fiend' all right?" the DJ holds up 
a Busta Nut CD.
"Shit, you got that?" I ask, amazed and impressed.
"What do you want to hear?" she nods.
"Shit, anything I guess."  I look back to TOTALLY HOT 
GIRL!! She can't be more than 15.  Her bod is so trim 
she looks like a
comic-book drawing, like she should be in the X-Men or 
something.  I mean she is that flawless.  "You dance?" 
I ask her.
"Yeah," she smiles, then looks up at her mom.  "Can I 
go dance, mom?"
The DJ looks me over again, smiles and nods.  TOTALLY 
HOT GIRL jumps off the bandstand, and we walk out to 
the dance floor.  "What's wrong with your leg?" she 
notices the cane.
"Busted it up in a car accident," I tell her.
"Cool cane," she smiles.
"I'm ronni," I don't know what else to say.
"I'm Jessie .. that's my mom," she says after a long 
pause. "Yeah, I kind of figured that out," I turn to 
her when the CD changes.  "Zero Hour" by Busta Nut 
starts playing.  It's about this guy who buys a gun and 
he's talking to himself about using it in a drive-by.  
"You like this?" I ask.
"Yeah," she nods, getting into the beat.  A second 
later, she just starts taking off.  I just stop and 
watch her dance.  I think everyone in the world just 
stops and watches.  I mean this grl is just so FUCKING 
INCREDIBLY GORGEOUS and YOUNG and HOT.  Her hips meld 
with the rhythm, and she takes it over, trapping it 
inside her body until she IS the rhythm, like if she 
stopped dancing the music would just stop .. like all 
music everywhere would just STOP.
Then she raises her arms, lunges in and smiles at me.  
"Come on," she laughs, nudging my inert hips into 
movement.  Her breath grazes my cheek, and I just pee 
my panties.  She keeps bumping her hips into me 
playfully, and we start laughing like we're the only 
two sentient beings in the entire cosmos.  Before I 
know it, she takes my cane and starts doing this kind 
of slut-majorette-baton-twirling thing with it.  I am 
so wet all over, I can't tell my sweat from puss juice. 
It is like her whole essence has totally soaked into 
every pore of my being.
Time stands still .. I AM NOT FUCKING KIDDING!! .. and 
then the world comes colliding back around my ears when 
the song shifts to some lame-ass Greenday rip-off shit.
"You wanna sit down?" she asks.
"Mmm hm .." I still can't take my eyes off her 
presence. "How old are you?" I ask suddenly when we 
collapse at a table. "I'll be fifteen in November," she 
answers as if she was expecting the question.
"You are THE best dancer I have ever seen," I blurt 
without thinking.  "I mean REALLY!" I add, sounding 
even more pathetic. "Thanks," her whole body just 
smiles.
"I'm ronni," I tell her.
"I know," she giggles.  But it's not like one of tams' 
or blondie's preppy, chalkboard-scratching giggles.  It 
sends fireworks across the space between us.  "You 
already told me."
"Oh," I feel SO stupid.  What the fuck is wrong with 
me?  Snap out of it, ronni .. NOW!  Shit!  I blew it.  
I fucking blew it!  Why am I such stupid twat 
sometimes?  FUCK!  Fuck myself!!
"You want to dance some more later?" she asks, TOTALLY 
innocent.  How can she have no idea I absolutely 
worship her?  Can't she see the fucking drool dripping 
down my chin?
"Um .. yeah .. uh .. sure .."  Good, ronni, that's real 
fucking smooth.  FUCK me!
"I'd better go back and help my mom," she squeezes my 
hand. "She's teaching me how to DJ.  I'm thinking about 
doing kids parties, you know, like school dances and 
stuff.  My mom's gonna let me use her equipment.  Do 
you know how much money I can make?" she just keeps 
talking, and I could listen to her forever.  "Like $200 
just for spinning records."
"That would be so cool," I can't believe how moronic I 
sound. She is going to think I am SO Downs Syndrome.
"I'll talk to you in a bit," she slides out of the 
chair. As she glides like a swan, I watch her hips take 
my entire life back across the dance floor and up to 
the bandstand.
"Hey, we're going out on the back porch," tams and 
blondie are suddenly at my side.  "Come on."  They 
practically have to drag me up and across the floor.  
Someone puts a another Absolute and cran in my hands, 
and I start swigging.  The mob moves me back into the 
hall and out these swinging doors into a whole other 
room.
We're on an enclosed deck now that looks out over a 
small lake.  Outside, on the patio, a bunch of guys are 
sitting around slamming beers.  Tams and blondie drag 
me through the patio door and suddenly I'm outside, the 
cool night air tingling all the sweat on my body in 
tiny, chilly shockwaves.
"Hey, ronni," Darren shoots me a smile and motions me 
over to his bench.  Before I can move, tams and blondie 
push me over there, and I plop down.  "You want some?" 
he raises a full bottle of Absolut from the floor and 
hands it to me.
I down the rest of my drink, set the glass down, and 
start swigging the Abs straight from the bottle.  
Another guy sits down next to me, squeezing me in 
between him and Darren.  I turn and it's
fucking Petro!
"I always heard you liked to party," Petro slobbers 
before I have a chance to say anything.  He slides his 
arm around me and grabs hold of my tits through my T-
shirt.  "Tams's told us all about you," he pinches my 
nipple, and I try to squirm away.  "You're a real party 
girl, huh ..?"
"Fuck you, asshole," I laugh, pushing him back and 
taking another big swig of Abs.  My head is totally 
gone.  I haven't had booze in months, and I'm starting 
to get real wrecked.
"No, fuck you, cunt!" he grabs my arm again and twists 
me back into him.  I try to push away again, but his 
grip is a lot stronger this time.  His other hand is 
now lifting up my T, and he slaps my tummy hard when I 
start squirming again.
"Get your fucking hands off  .." I try to shout, but 
the other guy, Darren, slaps his hand across my mouth.  
He's starting to tear at me, too, his fingers popping 
my jeans open and tugging them down past my hips, down 
my thighs.
"Sit still, bitch!" Petro snarls in my ear as he pulls 
up my T- and starts pinching my tits through my bra.
"That's it, Todd," tams' voice cuts through.  "She 
likes it rough.  Don't you, ronni?" she jeers at me.  
"Remember?  Fucking bitch is a fucking slut, I told 
you," she keeps laughing.
"A real fucking slut," blondie chimes in while I try to 
fight off the two Neandra-fucks and get to my cane.
"That's it, cunt, fight some more," Petro is laughing 
his ass off as he pops my boobs out of my bra and 
starts slapping them.  "Get her jeans off Darren," he 
barks, tugging hard on my nip rings.  "Oh, boy," he 
starts really cracking up.  "Now you've had it.  Here 
comes the Horse!"
Someone grabs my head and cranks my neck around so that 
I think it's going to snap.  I keep kicking, but my 
good leg is pinned, and my bad leg is just flapping 
around like a broken wing.  A pair of hands smash my 
face into some guy's crotch.  My cheeks burn against 
the denim and I feel the sharp prick of his zipper.  
Petro starts rubbing my face against the guy's crotch, 
and I feel the zipper start tug down against my chin.
I keep reaching for my cane, for the blade inside, but 
it's just out of my reach.
"You want this, bitch?" tams' voice cuts through the 
haze in my brain, and I see her skinny hand snatch the 
cane away.  She pops out the handle and shows everyone 
the blade hidden inside.  "The little slut was going 
for this."
"Fuck the little thrasher slut," blondie hisses, 
grabbing my arms and rendering them immobile.  "Rape 
her cunt!"
"How does it feel, ronni?" tams kisses me on the cheek 
and then bites my lips hard til I taste blood.  
"Remember?  Remember?" "Fucking cunt!" I manage to gasp 
before the guy named Horse shoves his dick in my mouth.
IT IS HUGE, at least it feels huge with my brain fried 
on the Abs.  FUCK YOU! I try to bite down on the guy's 
meat, but I feel the blade from my cane tickle against 
my throat now.  Tams presses it into my neck and starts 
petting my hair.  "Suck his cock, slut!  Suck it like 
the fucking slut you are!" she sneers.  "Suck it good!  
Come on, slut, SUCK IT!"
"Fuck you, you fucking c .." I cry out before Horse 
slams his prick hard down my throat again.  Then 
there's a sharp pain on my tits and I realize Petro is 
biting my nips.  I'm numb from the Abs, but not that 
numb.  I'm thrashing around trying to get free, when I 
feel Darren's hand slice into my panties and plow up my 
puss.
"She's wet all right," he announces, withdrawing his 
hand. Out of the corner of my eye, I catch it 
glistening in the moonlight. "Fucking slut loves it."  
He goes back to finger fucking my puss before he jabs 
his whole fucking hand in and starts twisting it
around.  I try to pull away.  He's ramming his whole 
hand up there.  I try to yank away again.  He slaps my 
ass, then kidney punches me. "Come on, bitch, sit 
still."
"Suck it, cunt!" Horse spits in my face and rams his 
cock back down my throat.  "Shit, I thought you were 
supposed to be some kind of superslut or something.  
What's wrong, can't you take it, slut?  Can't you take 
a little cock down your fucking throat?"
I can't breathe.  His cock is lodged in my windpipe and 
he's just holding it there.  Meanwhile, Petro and some 
other Neandra-fuck are pulling my tits apart.  Each one 
has his fingers looped in one of nip rings, and they 
are just tearing them apart.
"Give her some dick, Darren," blondie's voice cuts 
through the haze.  "That's it.  Give the bitch some 
dick doggie style." I don't even feel his cock enter my 
puss at first, but then he
slams his hips against my ass and starts pounding me 
like a rag doll. I'm flopping all around.  Petro is 
biting my tits again, and Horse is fucking my face, 
pulling my mouth down over his cock by my hair. "Hey, 
go get Jessie," tams tells someone.  "Tell her ronni 
wants to talk to her out here.  Quick!"
Horse takes his dick out of my mouth.  "Anybody else 
want any of this shit?" he calls to the growing crowd 
of Neandra-fucks. "I'll take some," a new voice calls 
out before yanking my mouth to his dick by my hair.
"See if she can take two cocks in there," tams squeals. 
"Horse, shove your cock in there, too, and double fuck 
her mouth.  She likes lots of cock in her mouth, don't 
you, ronni ..?  Remember? Remember all the FUN we used 
to have?  Remember all the games you and nikki used to 
play with me?  I just wish I had nikki porno's slut ass 
here, too.  Payback is a bitch, isn't it, slut?"
I can't say a word, not with the new guy's dick shoved 
in my mouth and Horse trying to pry my lips open and 
stuff his cock back inside.
"You want it up the ass now, slut?" Darren slaps my ass 
hard, and all I can do is whimper.  "Is that a 'yes'?" 
he laughs, taking his dick out of my puss and spanking 
it against my labes.  "Spread your ass cheeks for us, 
slut," he orders with another slap.  "Spread them like 
a slut who wants her asshole raped."
"Fuck you, you fucking cocksucker!" I manage to spit 
before the dicks re-submerge in my throat.
"You're going to spread them, ronni!" tams hisses in my 
ear as she dances the blade across my eyelid.  As my 
vision clouds over with blood, I realize the fucking 
skinny cunt has drawn blood.  "Spread your ass cheeks 
so Darren can rape your butt!"
Blondie loosens her grip on my arms and pulls them back 
to my ass.  "Nice ass, slut," she laughs as she places 
my palms on my cheeks.  "Now spread it like a slut so 
he can fuck your ass." "Do it, ronni!" tams spits in my 
eye.
I grip my butt and pull my cheeks apart, suddenly aware 
that I am crying.  The tears are mixing with the blood 
in my eyes and burning my pupils like sunburn.  I am 
crying and blubbering, completely out of control.  My 
body and mind just shut down, and all that's left is my 
soul-shriveled up in a dark corner of the universe .. 
crying. JUST CRYING!
I sob around the two cocks shoved in my mouth and feel 
Darren slice into my butt crack.  My sphinx holds out 
for about ten seconds of excruciating pain as he tries 
to wedge inside and blast me open.  I can barely feel 
the flesh inside my ass tear away as he crouches over 
me, gets up on his feet, and then butts his hips 
forward.  His balls slap into my puss crack, and I can 
feel the hair on his nut sack scratching and rubbing my 
labes.
"Can you get your cock up the slut's cunt?" tams asks 
Petro. "I want to see her fucked in every hole - her 
ass, mouth and cunt." "Fucking slut!" Petro sneers as 
he works down his jeans and then jabs his cock into my 
stomach.  He keeps ramming his cockhead into my tummy, 
missing my puss repeatedly as Darren and blondie scoot 
my hips up and try to aim my puss at the proper angle.  
"How's that feel slut?" he finally taunts me in triumph 
as he stabs up between my labes and fills my puss with 
his brutal cock.
"Now jack off on her face!" tams tells another guy, and 
before I can flinch I feel a warm splash of splooge 
slap my cheek.  "You, too, that's it, cum on the little 
slut's face!" tams howls while another and then another 
Neandra-fuck unloads a cum smear across my face.
I can feel the guys rubbing their dicks off in my hair 
when I hear voices at the patio entrance.
"Where's ron ..?" a voice blurts, then suddenly cuts 
off.  NO, NOT HER.  NOT my TOTALLY HOT GIRL.  NOT NOW!
"Here she is, Jessie," tams laughs and pulls my mouth 
away from the two cocks fucking my face.  "Don't you 
want to say, hi, to Jessie, ronni?"
"Hwwllpp," I try to gasp a plea for help, but Horse's 
cock sinks right between my lips as I start to speak.
My eyes lock with Jessica, and the look she returns is 
one of disgust and horror.
"Doesn't she look great?" tams asks Jessica.  "Ronni is 
a real fucking slut.  Aren't you, ronn?"
"Here's what you wanted, slut!" Horse grunts, taking 
his cock out of my mouth and covering my face and eyes 
with cum.  I try to pull away, but blondie grabs my 
hair and holds me in place, making me take all of it.
The other guy in my mouth starts cumming, too, and it 
all starts dribbling out the corners of my mouth while 
I fight for air. Through all the blood and cum in my 
eyes, I watch Jessica turn around and run off the back 
porch.  
Before I can scream anything, another dick shoves 
inside my mouth, and I feel Darren shoot deep in my 
ass.  Petro is bouncing me up and down on his dick and 
tugging at my nip rings.  Blondie lifts my ass up, and 
another guy crams his dick between my butt cheeks.  
Tams yanks my mouth off the cock, and pours another big 
swig of Abs down my throat til I gag on it.  Then the 
cock rams right back down my throat. My mind spins out 
of control.  Sometime later, I am aware of
being turned over and laid on my back.  My legs are 
spread apart and someone fucks my puss while someone 
else sits on my stomach and slides his dick between my 
tits.  Another guy sits on my face and presses his 
asshole right up to my mouth.  Lick my ass, slut," the 
guy grunts. "Rim my ass like a fucking whore!"
"Fuck her!" tams keeps cheering.  "Fuck the little 
slut. Remember, ronni?  Remember?"
How long this all lasts I don't really know.  They 
crowd around me and gape and gnaw at my body like a 
pride of lions shredding a gazelle.  As they tear away 
inside me, my body just melts, then shatters in 
fragments like a clay pot before slowly drying up and 
blowing away.  I am trampled like a dirt stain.  I feel 
the jaws of absolute darkness close in around me ..
"Get the fuck away from her!" That voice, it can't be 
.. HER. The voice sears across my eyes with a tidal 
wave of light.  I
can't make out the shadowy figures slicing through the 
blinding glare, separating the mass of bodies congealed 
around me.  I feel weight lifted off me, pulled out 
from inside me .. my as, my puss, my mouth. I hear 
shouts, screams, and the sound of footsteps padding 
like animals into the darkness.
"Ronni!  Ronni!"  That voice .. oh, my God, that voice.  
HER! "Get her the fuck out of here!" a man's voice 
barks.  It's the herman from the country club, the one 
with the hands.  "Get this piece of trash off my 
property."
"It's all right, ronni."  That voice.  HER!  "We're 
going to get you out of here.  Come on, my little 
warrior princess.  Let's get you the fuck out of here."
"You missed the party, nikki porno!" tams' voice scalds 
my ear drums, scampering like a moving target into the 
night.
"You're fucking dead, tams!" the voice shrieks.  "You 
are SO fucking dead!"
"Is she going to be all right?" another voice asks.  
Nicky?? "We need to get in her to the car.  Cherry, you 
and Manel get her legs.  Nicky help me with her 
shoulders.  Try not to move her too roughly.  Come on 
.."
"Get that whore off my property," the herman keeps 
shouting. "Get her the hell out of here before I call 
the cops." "Go ahead, asshole," the VOICE spits.  "Why 
don't you just fucking go ahead .."
Light floods back into my skull, like a sudden pair of
headlights cutting through a dark windshield during a 
thunderstorm. Then complete white-out.  Nothing but a 
flurry of crazed light.
"Ronni?"
"Is she going to be all right?" Nicky's voice.  "We 
should take her to the hospital, nikki.  We should .."
"Ronni?"
"I'm all right," I sputter, taking all my strength to 
say three words.
"We need to go to the police," the voice is Manel's.  I 
haven't heard it in months, but I can't forget it.  "We 
need to take her to the hospital and go to the police.  
She was raped!"
"Do you think they're going to believe that?" nikki 
snaps back.  "Do you think the fucking cops are ever 
going to believe that? Believe her?  Do you think that 
fucking herman at the country club is ever going to 
admit to anything?  Those fucking jocks probably all 
have alibis out their assholes now.  All the cops will 
do is throw her back in the nuthouse again.  Do you 
fucking want that?"
"But she could need a doctor," Cherry's voice suddenly 
speaks up.  "She could be seriously injured."
"Doctors mean cops," nikki hisses back.
"No cops .." I manage to croak.  "No doctors."  My 
vision clears for a second, and I scan where I am.  
It's Nicky's house, his room.  Nikki Porno is leaning 
over me, and I suddenly feel her hand stroking my 
forehead.  Nicky is on my other side, and Manel and 
Cherry are sitting on the floor. Everyone is crying.  
"My cane!" I say without thinking.
"Got it, ronn," nikki lifts it up and pulls out the 
handle so I can see the blade inside.  "I ripped it out 
of that skinny little cunt's hands before I kicked her 
in the fucking tits.  Fucking little cunt ran away like 
a fucking little scared cunt rabbit .."
"It's you," I gasp, cutting her off.  "It's you .." I 
start crying now, along with everyone.  "It's you .." I 
just repeat over and over again.  "It's you .."
"Of course it's me, bitch," nikki kisses my cheek.  
"Who the fuck else is going to save your sorry little 
thrasher ass?" "I love you nikki .."
"Get some sleep, bitch," she kisses my lips.
"Don't leave, nikki, please .."
"I ain't going anywhere," she lays her head down 
against my breasts.  "I'll be right here when you get 
up.  I promise." 
 

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