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This story was produced as adult o o entertainment and should not be read by minors. o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o The Price of Carelessness by Art S Healing (address withheld) *** When a 12 year old girl get caught in a very, very compromising situation by her big brother, he carries with him all the proof he needs to ruin her. He owns her now, and his darkest desires oozes out like hidden sickness. Will little Tina be able to set things back to right before it's too late? (mg, ped, inc, oral, beast, reluc, nc, huml, anal, rp, blkmail, gb) *** SOAPBOX: There is never a good reason to be cruel. The art of writing is no exception. Please never do any of the things you read, watch in a movie, play in a video game, or hear in a song that may make this world a worse place than it already is. Stories carry with them many emotions which need to be explored and it is a harmless way to do such things, they are not scripts for committing horrible and inexcusable acts. Never harm anyone, especially a child. No human beings were harmed in the making of this story. Now let it begin. *** It was my fault for being so careless. But back when I was just 12 and ½ years old, I was a careless young girl. I just never thought it would come down to it changing my life so much. It all started when I was doing something fun that I had discovered a couple of years before. I had tossed my panties on the floor and hiked my nightie up over my tummy. By now I had heard my dad leave for work and my brother telling him that he was going over his friend's house. After I heard them both leave, without getting out of bed, I reach over and opened my bedroom door. I was wet and horny and knew what I wanted. I called Mojo, the family dog upstairs and slapped my hand on the bed a couple of times, make kissy-kissy sounds. He knew what that invitation meant. Mojo was beautiful male German Sheppard that my dad would breed out to local bitches for a few bucks, so he knew horny a pussy when he smelled it- dog or human. He jumped on my bed and licked my puss while I masturbated, just like he had a mazillion times before. It always enhanced my orgasm in a way that the usual solo pleasuring just couldn't muster. Since my 16 year old brother didn't have summer school that year (for a change) I should have been more on guard. I was too busy working it to hear him come back home a few minutes later, but I definitely heard the creaking as he came upstairs. I was so sloppy about it all that I hadn't even shut my bedroom door. I had just enough time to pull the sheet over my bottom half as Jay walked into my room. If my door was closed he would have knocked, if he would have disturbed me at all. "Hey Squirt. You still in bed?" he asked, poking his head in. I figured I'd play it the way I would have if I didn't have Mojo under the thin white sheet eating my pussy. "Don't call me Squirt!" I hated that. I had no choice but to have my knees propped up under the sheet like I was going to have a baby any minute and just hope that he couldn't figure out what was taking place underneath. The slapping tongue sounds were a different story. I wish I had my radio on, but I would have to stretch over to the other side of the bed to turn it on and that could have given it away. Besides, it would have made things seem even more suspicious. "Whatcha doing?" he said as he scanned my unusual position with a suspicious smirk. My heart was racing and I didn't realize at the time that my rapid breathing betrayed my feeble excuse. "Nothing. I just woke up." "Really? You don't look like it. You're sweaty and breathing funny." W... well I just... had a bad dream, so I'm kinda shaken up," I rationalized, proud that I came up with that so quickly. His eyes flicked back down between my legs before returning to me. Could he hear Mojo still licking me between my skinny legs? "Oh," he said as he glanced down near his feet. He reached down and snatched my panties from the floor, and with his finger in one of the leg holes, he twirled them around in the air like a spinning fan blade. "Did you forget something?" "Oh, um no, those were from yesterday. I must have... I guess I didn't put 'em in the hamper." I was really getting scared now since I could feel my orgasm uncontrollably nearing. Being in this awkward situation seemed to be turning me on. I would never have guessed that, but it was. "Hmm, that's not like you," he said, sounding as if he were an actor in a B-movie and not even trying to read the cue card with any sincerity. I couldn't look him in the eyes. Did he know and was just torturing me? That sounded like Jay alright. But I hadn't lost hope yet. "Well Squirt... I mean Tina; I'm going back over to Todd's now. I just forgot something." Then he tossed my panties over his shoulder nonchalantly so it landed on my chest and headed for the door. I had pulled this thing off! He bought it! I couldn't believe it. "You want me to close the door or leave it open?" he asked. My approaching orgasm now went passed the speed bump and was mere seconds away as I strained, "Close it, p... please." This was going to be close. I tried to control the increasing speed of my breathing to little success. It was coming. "Yeah, that's what I figured," he replied. Then as he grabbed the doorknob and began to leave, he stopped and said, "Oh yeah, guess what I'd forgotten." "What," I said in an elevated voice, just wanting him to leave since it was just starting to really hit me. "My camera phone," and in a smooth sequence, he stepped back to me and yanked off the sheet, exposing my secret and snapped away just as I came. I couldn't help it. I moaned out in waves of undeniable lust like a whore. Each breath carried with it a whimper that could never be explained as anything but an orgasm. Somehow with my brother watching this most taboo of acts only increased its intensity. SNAP--SNAP--SNAP- There would have been no mistake what was happening on that damn picture phone, either by my face or my pussy. But to me, this most embarrassing of moments became an augmentation for my orgasm. I ignored the snapping sounds and just resided in the pleasure of this most unusual of exploding pussy spasms. To this day, I have no idea how many pictures he took. It was when I came down that the veil of pleasure slipped away, leaving only fear and humiliation to hover in its place. Oh shit. A few minutes later, I was downstairs sitting on the living room couch. "Please Jay. I would never do this to you," I pleaded; hoping guilt may be a usable shield here. "You wouldn't do it to me because I would never let a dog lick my cock. God, you're a sick bitch." My eyes dropped down and I met his retort only with silence. What could have said to that? "And you're stupid too. Did you really think I didn't know he was under there? He's a German-fucking- Sheppard, not a poodle. His tail was even sticking out. If it makes you feel any better, he was wagging, so I guess at least you must have a nice pussy, huh. So... what am I supposed to do now," he said, leaning back in the cushy chair across from me. "Well, for starters you could let me get some clothes on." "Oh, I could. But no, I don't think I will. I like looking at you naked. I love how you ain't got no hips at all. I hate those big hipped bitches. Your thighs are nice and thin too. I love skinny bitches. Spread your legs wider." I obeyed, drifting them slowly even farther than they already were. Jay had ordered me to spread them when I first sat down, but now he wanted them out at a much more slutty distance. He said he would download the pictures to everyone at school and even dad, and I believed him without question. He was very serious when he told me that. He had even set his phone to "Send All" with the pics all ready. It would have only taken the tapping of a single button at that point. I had no choice. Jay was always taller and bigger than me, but now he somehow seemed even larger- like a giant. "I would have thought you'd have some pubes down there by now. Do you shave it?" "No," I said at almost a whisper. "What, Squirt?" "No," I said. Stewing frustrations at his cockiness raised my voice louder then necessary without me even trying. "I used to call you Squirt, but now I can think of some better names. How about Doggy-Slut? Mm, yeah, I like that. Doggy-Slut." "Please, Jay..." "Please call you Doggy-Slut? Okay, Doggy-Slut. I will." "No... I meant..." "Shut the fuck up!" he suddenly sat forward and yelled, scaring me more than he ever had before. "Don't ever say 'no' to me again!" He almost spat as he spoke and his eyebrows were dropped into an aggressive posture. My eyes dropped again and I had to resist the urge to close my legs defensively but I was too afraid. I fought back tears, as I was really scared now. "I'm sorry," I said, caving into his strength. He sat back and relaxed again. "Good. Now you ain't got no pubes yet, but you got little baby-tits." They were actually only little nibs. They had only begun to grow recently and at best they were about the size of little kumquats and just as firm. "I like little titties," he continued. "Bite sized mounds are so much more suck-able. Let me see you rub 'em." Having no choice, I obeyed. My teeny, pink nipples rose instantly and Jay had to make a smug comment on that one. "Oh, are you getting horny? Want me to call Mojo in here. I'm sure he won't mind." I started to say no, but remembered his warning and didn't know if it qualified for this or not, so instead I softly shook my head no. I got him on a technicality on that one. "Well, maybe later. Right now I want you to open your pussy up for me. Let me see up in there." After I summon my courage, I did it. It wasn't until then that I realized I was kind of wet down there. Was I enjoying this? How could I? "Mmm, nice. What a sweet fuck-hole. I can't wait to stick my tongue in that." His words echoed through me and I couldn't deny the thought turned me on. Don't get me wrong, I would have taken that stupid phone of his and smashed it into pieces if I could have, but some of my girlfriends had talked about pussy eating before and the thought of someone doing that to me was always fascinating. The thought of my brother doing it to me made it even hotter, although back then I would never have admitted it to myself. Looking back, I know it did. Hotter. Dirtier. More taboo and decadent. I tried to push it away, but it stuck in my head like some filthy glue. My big brother wanted to eat my pussy. I tried not to let my feelings show. The only thing I had to show right now was my fuck-tunnel. "That's good, Doggy-Slut. Now close your eyes and lean your head back and play with yourself." "Please don't make me do that, Jay. Please?" Well, I'm cool with giving you a choice. Do you want to play with that little doggy loving cunt of yours or..." he held up his phone, wiggling it to finish his sentence for him. Sigh. "Well, okay, I guess it's my choice then, and I choose..." he started tapping buttons on his phone. "Fine, damn it." "Language, language," he said, sounding like daddy. I sighed again and started to touch my pussy, lightly. "No, no... prop your feet flat on the sofa cushions. Spread those knees out really wide for big brother Jay." I set my feet where he told me and opened my knees out and went back to touching myself gently. After he reminded me again, I leaned my head back and closed my eyes, slipping into the fervent calling of my sweet love-slit. I hated that I was really enjoying it- I hadn't meant to, but I was nonetheless. I wiggled my clit without being coaxed and I heard the clicking of Jay's phone. My head jerked up, irritated as much at having to stop playing with myself as I was at him taking another picture. "I didn't tell you to stop, Doggy-Slut!" "Why'd you do that?" He took yet another picture, this time of me scrunching up my face at him. "What does it matter? I've already got a bunch of shots of a dog lapping your horny little cunt. Why would you give a shit about this? Now shut up and finger that sweet thing. And no more touchy-feely stuff. Get a finger up in there. NOW!" I jumped when he abruptly shouted 'now' but tilted my head back again, closed my eyes and went from finger- play for my big brother to finger-fucking. I did it slowly at first, pumping in and out. But of my own accord, I began to speed up. SNAP- "Now look at me, Doggy-Slut." As I made eye contact, groggy and intoxicated from the naughty gratification, I unconsciously cocked my head slightly and twinkled a very slight smile for him. He liked that. SNAP--SNAP--SNAP--SNAP--SNAP- all the while he said, "Damn, Doggy-Slut, you look like a porn model or something. My little sister's a fuckin' nymphet. What a sexy look," SNAP--SNAP--SNAP--SNAP- Him saying that, made me feel sexier. But I caught myself. I had my pride. I'm no slutty porn queen. I just got caught with my pants down, so to speak, and now I was paying the price for my carelessness. That's all. I shouldn't enjoy this. I won't enjoy this! Gathering my wits I said, "Can I stop now, Jay. Please." SNAP- "Sure, slut. Go ahead and stop now." I was surprised to find that it wasn't as easy as I thought to stop masturbating. It took me a few seconds to wind down to a halting finish. I was hornier than I thought and my body told me to keep going all the way. I was stronger than my hormones though, damn it. Jay grinned at me. I'm sure he noticed my discomfort. "Okay," he said smugly, "Since you wanted to stop, you can just get on your knees and crawl over here and take out my cock." I was shocked. Was there a price for everything? I had never seen a boy's thing before- not unless you count a baby's once and pictures during Sex Ed in school. I briskly sighed again, defeated. I knew what threats I would receive if I resisted. I resigned to my fate and got down on the carpet, crawling to my brother. "That's it, Doggy-Slut! Come! Here girl!" he snapped his fingers and made kissy-kissy sounds like we do to call Mojo. "Good Doggy-Slut! I hated it when Jay called me Squirt, so why did I kind of like it when he called me Doggy-Slut' of all things? Anyway, on my hands and knees, I worked my way over to him, on my way I tried to hate it as much as I could. Maybe I was a slut. I looked up at him as he snapped another picture. "Now open up my pants and take out my dick." I awkwardly fumbled with his button and zipper for a time until I could reach in his crotch and take it out. It was hard and pointed up as if it was glad to see me. I took a moment to stare at all five inches with awe. I felt like I was making eye contact with something alive- a serpent that could be my friend or strike at me. I guess that feeling wasn't far from the truth. "Good girl," he said as he patted my head condescendingly. "Now suck my cock, like a good slut." Many of my girlfriends have talked about giving blowjobs, although not doing it with their brothers- not that they mentioned anyway. I decided it was a bit nasty, to think it was something he peed with, but at the same time it sounded fascinating to me. I was about to suck my first cock and it would be my brother's. Kinky to say the least. "I don't know how to do that," I said. "I've never..." I paused and glanced down at his awaiting dick again. SNAP- I looked back up as he said, "I'll show you a few porns and you'll get it down. In the meantime, let me see your finger." I pointed up into the air as I offered my hand to him. He took it and sucked it off like a cock. It felt squishy and good. If a dick was anywhere near as sensitive as a pussy, I could see why boys liked blowjobs so much. He did it for a few minutes while I tried not to giggle, which did nothing to stop my smiling. "Okay, okay," I interrupted, "I think I got it." Jay grinned and leaned back in the chair as I took his dick into my mouth, mimicking what he had shown me. My brother moaned and snapped a few more shots with his camera phone. After the first few, my eyes peered up at him although I didn't take his cock out of my mouth. Instead I continued to work it over as he took the pictures. Ordinarily I may have hated for my picture to be taken while I'm blowing off my big brother, but since he already had those blackmail pictures, I figured what was it going to hurt now? In fact, it made me want to show off a little. So my head flowed easier and twisted here and there, and soon I played his cock just like a harmonica and licking the undercarriage. Oh yes, I was paying attention to his demonstration. My eyes moved between Jay's snapping phone and his enjoyable cock. I felt like I had some sort of power over him. I would get different reactions from him depending on what I did and I loved that so much. Maybe he didn't have ALL the power after all. "Okay... stop, stop, stop..." said Jay, all fluttered. I did, a bit disappointed. "Damn, you're good at that. I can't wait to get a blow from you once you've seen some porn and gotten some experience. But for now, I want to eat that snatch. I'll wait until tonight to fuck you." "No. You can't do that. I'm a virgin, Jay. Oral sex stuff is one thing..." They suddenly got furious and grabbed me by my cheeks, forcing my lips into a pucker. "Hey bitch! Didn't I tell you to never say 'no' to me!?" I was very afraid and responded only with silence. "Now, you WILL do everything I say. Got it!?" and he pushed my face back away hard, causing me to wince. I don't know if Jay has eaten lots of pussy before or whether he is a porn addict who just paid lots of attention, but wow, Wow, WOW! He had me stand and face away from him, spread my legs out, bend over and hold my slightly bent knees. Then he spent some time playing with my pussy; opening it, studying it, smelling it, licking and kissing it. I have to admit, it was kind of cool. I don't know if I can really describe the feeling it gave me, but it had to be closely related to flattery; maybe a cousin or perhaps even a sibling. It was when he used his fingers to pry my hairless pussy mounds open and he stuck his tongue in deeply that it became clear to me how good Jay could make me feel. His miniature tornado made slick, wet sounds as I shut my eyes tightly and tried not to enjoy it so obviously. I was very embarrassed at how much I liked it and I certainly wasn't about to let Jay know that, especially when he went for my asshole. I remember trying hard not to let gasps occasionally slip out, but they did anyway. "Stop it," I thought to myself. It didn't help; especially when it made me have an orgasm like that. I get carried away when I have them, and I no longer care who's there or what is making me cum. I just moan like an overpaid whore. I don't mean to... I don't want to, but I do. * My father was always boring during dinner. He would talk about his day and about his work that we didn't care about and understood even less. Jay ordered me to wear a short yellow sundress to dinner which I hadn't worn in about a year. Daddy even made a comment about how cute I looked in it and I should wear it more often. I'm sure Jay agreed. What my father didn't know was that I was also not allowed to wear panties underneath. The hem of the dress only fell about four or five inches below my pussy. That wouldn't have bothered me except for Mojo being use to sneaking scraps of food under the table, something dad never complained about. Probably because before mom left us, she used to hate that more than anything, so now it was a sort of revenge I guess. Now Mojo was trying to sneak my snatch under the table instead. Jay knew it too. He kept smirking at me as he ate. Dad looked at us suspiciously a couple of times but probably figured it was a brother/sister thing. Oh, it was a brother/sister thing alright. Just not the way he was probably thinking. Jay dropped a fork, making it look accidental and looked under the tablecloth. I'm sure he saw Mojo at my knees, uselessly trying to fight his way to my cunny. I was keeping my legs closed as tightly as possible, but was afraid to stick my hands under the table and push him away- at least with my daddy there. When dad got up to get some coffee, Jay silently mouthed "Spread your legs- now." I looked down at my food and kept my legs closed. When dad got back to the table and sat down yammering about some work thing, Jay waiting for dad to be distracted with opening his tiny creamers to mouth the word, "Now." I guess he could tell I still wasn't doing it because he pulled out his phone and started touching buttons, saying, "Sorry dad, I'm listening. I just have to send something to some people." Then he looked at me. I knew what he meant of course. That's when I spread my legs open, slowly and Mojo pressed his warm nose straight into my crotch. All dad would have to do is look under the tablecloth and he would have seen ol' Mojo licking his daughter's pussy. The most difficult part was trying to eat as if nothing was happening while I was getting off right in front of my daddy without him knowing. "Honey?" said dad. "Are you okay? You look funny." "Mm-hmm. I'm just kind of..." I stammered as I fought to hold on the secret hidden under the table. I was afraid that I was going to orgasm again and it would most likely be like before when my brother was there and I came loud and bold, since I apparently have a problem with having discrete orgasms. I can only imagine my straight-as-an-arrow dad witnessing his daughter cumming from the family canine licking her pussy under the kitchen table. "I ah..." I searched for an excuse. He cocked his head at me and I was certain it was only a matter of time before he caught on. "What...?" he said. I said the only thing I could think of. "Just female problems, dad. You know...?" I still hadn't had my first period yet, but he didn't know that. It was a subject that I knew dad couldn't handle. Asking him about anything even remotely close to sex or the reproductive system made his insecure conservative male sensibilities tremble and kick into fight or flight mode. "Oh. Oh. Well... I mean, that's great, Tina. I mean it's not great, but it's you know... I mean it's fine. It's perfectly normal and all a part of growing up. So it's okay. So it's good. It's a good thing." I thought Jay was going to burst into laughter and I have to admit, I was actually distracted from my pussy getting slobbered on under the table just long enough to share in the humor. Finally after an awkward stare, dad sipped his coffee and escaped- excusing himself from the table to finish his relaxing drink and read the newspaper in the privacy of his den. That was something he never did- not until he talk our ears off for a long time after we all finished eating. I guess my fictitious period did its job and scared him off. As Jay and I continued to eat for appearance sake, daddy walked out of the room giving me a sympathetic pat on the head. For a second, I felt like I was playing my "Doggy-Slut" role again. Good girl, right? Dad's footsteps had barely faded when Jay burst into a hushed laughter. I stretched a slap over the table, nailing him on the arm. I think that only made it funnier to him. Once Jay settled back down, he said, "Oh wow, that was great." "Yeah, for you maybe. God, do you know how embarrassing that was for me?" "Good. I like embarrassing," he said in a voice which ascended into seriousness. That didn't sound good. * As I did the dishes while daddy was in his den and Jay went up to do whatever he was doing in his room, my mind wandered. I admitted to myself that part of me enjoyed some of the abuse, so was it abuse at all? And how far was this thing going to go? I had never been to sexually active. I was a virgin, but I had of course played with myself many times and let Mojo lick me, but that was it. Now what was going to happen? Was Jay really going to fuck me? Is this how I would lose my cherry- with my own 16 year old brother? How serious was he? As I daydreamed while my hands scrubbed dishes under the mildly hot water, I jumped. I didn't even realize Jay had snuck back into the kitchen and was now reaching both my titties through the wide opened armholes of my sundress. He was moving his hands up and down which instantly made my nipples pop up awake. "Hey, Doggy-Slut," he whispered directly in my ear. Then he licked it, which caused me to scrunch my neck up. "Dooon't," I quietly whined. "Dad'll catch us." "What? I'm just helping you do the dishes," he claimed as he removed one of his hands from a tit and reached down straight for my thigh. He rubbed it up and down vigorously for a few swipes until it found its way for my pussy. He pinched my nipple and my clit (once he found it) at the same time. I nearly dropped the dish I was cleaning. "Jay, quit it," I whispered. Of course he didn't. He did go from my clit to rubbing my slit though. "It's getting a little wet down there. I wonder why? You gettin' off on this, Doggy-Slut?" I knew he was right about it getting wet and I hated it. "Please quit it Jay," I said in as much of a polite as I could. That just made him rub harder. "Spread your legs, right now." I sighed but obeyed and opened them up a couple of feet. "More," he said. I opened them wider- maybe about another 6 or 8 inches. "More," he said, like he was on the verge of getting pissed. I opened them up ridiculously far. "Good girl," he whispered in my ear again, sounding pleased. Then after a brief pause he went back to rubbing my pussy and asshole from behind. I'm pretty sure he licked his finger first because it was very wet. I set the last of the silverware in its drying place and grabbed the edge of the sink, bracing myself against it as I tried unsuccessfully to push the pleasure away. "Yeah," said Jay in my ear, "You like this, don't you, you little 12 year old whore? You're really starting to want this stuff, huh? You little slut. Don't worry; I won't leave you high and dry. I'll get you off, Doggy-Slut." I decided to try and ignore him and not give him the satisfaction. I grabbed another dirty plate and continued my chore, but what he was doing to me was very distracting. I guess he didn't like it when I made it more obvious that I was ignoring him by setting the now clean plate of the drying rack and reached for a dirty glass, hurrying as fast as I could. I was nearly finished now. He suddenly lifted my dress up passed my titties and held it there, thinking I would start complaining again, which was something I think he got off on. No. I wouldn't fall for it. Even as he rubbed my exposed tits and ass and even my slit down through my ass crack, I wouldn't fall for it. He wasn't there to me. That's it, he wasn't there at all. After a few moments I was placing the glass I had been working on in the rack and got another one to clean. He rolled the top of my dress into a big sloppy bunch-up so it held in place over my chest and stepped back, clicking away with his stupid camera phone. Still, I ignored him. He came back near me and set not only the dishes I had just finished back in the sink, but some of the clean ones in the cabinet in there too, telling me they were still dirty and to do them again or else I knew what was going to happen. That pissed me off as much as the sex stuff he was doing. Why the fuck should I wash the clean stuff again? Still, I guess he was the boss- at least for now. Okay fine, I'll do them again, but I wasn't about to pay him any of the attention he wanted. That became more difficult when I heard the sliding back door open and then shut again. I didn't respond because I knew what he was doing. He had let Mojo out back after dinner to use the bathroom just like he had always done. Now he was letting him back in, just like what he had always done. But this time I was virtually naked. Mojo went straight for my cooch and licked it through my wide spread legs. He was hitting my asshole too and it felt soothingly good. I heard that blasted clicking again as I cleaned faster. True I was trying to get it over with quicker, but I also didn't want this to go on until I came. I didn't want Jay to get me off this way. I didn't want him to have that satisfaction. I didn't even realize I was arching my back so Mojo could get more of my pussy with that rough, sloppy wet tongue until after I had already done it. Jay was really snapping those pictures when that happened. I was breathing faster and fumbling with the dishes to beat him. I made a bet with myself at that point that I would be able to finish what I was doing before the Jay-Mojo team could make me cum. Less than a minute later, I lost that bet. * I lay in bed covered in a sheet and the shadows of my room, unable to sleep. I was sure it was only a matter of time before Jay popped into my room to get a cheap thrill or two. I was right. When dad slept, he slept. He had to get two of those really loud alarm clocks and set one on either side of his bed just to get up in the morning. Jay knew that once dad was asleep, he would be out for the night. He crept into my room in nothing but PJ bottoms. "Good, you're awake, Doggy-Slut." I watched him, but said nothing. He closed the door behind him and turned on the lamp near my bed. "Take off your sheet." I did, casting it irritably to the side. "What, no Mojo under there?" Jay joked. "Oh, ha ha. Why don't you just leave me alone, Jay?" "Sorry, not my style. Why'd you bother wearing panties and a nightie? Take 'em off. Take everything off." "Jaaay. Come on." "Do it. I didn't cum earlier for a reason. I've got a surprise for you." Well, this was it. My brother was going to fuck me, whether I liked it or not. I wisped out a sigh and stripped while he watched standing over me. "Good girl," he said. "Now get on the floor. On your hands and knees, like a good Doggy-Slut." Whining proved to be an insufficient defense, so I just did what he wanted so I could get it over with. Once I was in doggy style, Jay made me spread me knees out wider and arch my back. "Now wait just like that for a minute. I'll be right back. And you better not fucking move- or else." I was looking forward at a dresser I had. I didn't see it from this angle very often and I found myself drifting into details of it. I barely wondered what he was doing and found it was easier to just daydream, like it wasn't happening. That only lasted long enough for Jay to open my door again and I could have counted to three before a huge, wet and familiar tongue started ravaging my helpless pussy. I couldn't believe it. He let Mojo in and now he was slobbering all over my cunny. I gasped, holding in my breath. His warmness met my calm pussy, waking it up. I don't know why I didn't see it coming, but I should have. "Jay- what... why'd you let him in here?" "Don't be stupid. Why do you think? I've decided to get sloppy seconds. Now just relax and enjoy it. This should be old school to you, Doggy-Slut." "I told you I'm a virgin. I don't want to lose it to a dog!" I said, struggling to not get pleasure from Mojo. "So? Would you rather lose your cherry to your brother? You want me to fuck you first?" I wasn't allowed to say no to him, so I attempted to dance around it. "I don't want to lose it period. Not now, anyway." "Too bad, 'cause first Mojo is going fuck-a-bitch, then I'm going to. You've been teasing this poor dog for too long. Have you even had the god damned common courtesy to give him a handjob or a blowjob or something?" "Eww... no." I figured I could get away with a no like that since it was a direct question about my personal history. "That's gross!" "Grosser than him eating your twat. Stop being selfish and give it up already. Besides, it's not like you really have a choice in this." He had a point. So what could I do? I let him lick at my pussy like he done so many times before. My breathing became more intense and I noticed my eyes were half closed. SNAP--SNAP--SNAP-- I ignored the photos being taken and just relaxed and accepted what was happening. Maybe this wasn't so bad. At least it could be worse. Then it got worse. Mojo comprehended the opportunity I had never given him before as he withdrew and mounted me from behind, humping thin air. SNAP--SNAP- SNAP--SNAP- "Please Jay," I looked at him as pitifully as I could. "Please don't make me do this." But he just kept taking those damn pictures. I saw his boner tenting out from under his PJ's and knew he was serious about sloppy seconds. When I felt that big furry belly on my back and those first speckles of drool splattering randomly between my shoulders, I knew I was about to lose my virginity not to some boy I loved, but to the family dog. I couldn't help it. My eyes puffed up and I started to cry out of sheer humiliation. My tears meant nothing to Jay. In fact I think he liked it even more, because he took more shots of my face as I looked up at him and sniffed. Then he went to the rear and took his shots from many different angles. He went back to the front, catching both my face and body in the same pictures. It was about at that point that Mojo's veined, red cock found what it had been looking for. The second it found my virgin passageway, it shredded my hymen instantly and I yelped out, unable to control it. Mojo pounded me like he was holding a grudge and Jay grinned from ear to ear. That's when he walked over and opened up the door. I looked at him as he did it but couldn't catch enough of a breath to ask him why. He answered the look on my face though. "So dad can hear you if you get to loud," he smirked victoriously. The sharp, stinging pain was enough to veil any pleasure I would have otherwise been feeling, but I knew that whether it was pain or pleasure which guided my moans and squeals, I had to try and keep it as quiet as possible. It was a mean thing to do, but that was Jay. I could feel Mojo's balls slapping against my clit, which sort of felt good, and the pain was starting to subside now, although not the discomfort. I was whimpering uncontrollably and bit my bottom lip until I faintly tasted blood. I had to keep as quiet as I could. Daddy could sleep though just about anything, but it was still scary to think that one in a hundred chance he could get up to find out what the strange noises are. As he bred me, I turned my head to see him in the full length mirror. Mojo was facing it too, panting heavily, and I could see a really dumbfounded, dorky dog-grin on his face. His bottom half hunched wildly, steadily growing in speed, and as the speed grew, so did his already big cock. It was swelling in my tight, 12 year old cunny, burning and scraping. I felt so filled and bloated down there and yet even as it tore into me, it started to carry with an astounding gratification. As Jay took pictures, the sensations began to twirl together within my mind but Mojo was just a little too big for me to actually just relax and enjoy it completely. Luckily, his canine knot didn't squeeze inside me. I felt warmness spurting inside me until it became a gusher. I felt it spill out of the impossibly tight seams where his thick cock wedged my pussy like a pumping plug. His thrusts became shorter and more intense and that's when it arrived out of nowhere. It was unlike any other orgasm I had ever had because I didn't feel it coming on. It just hit me like a hammer and I gasped and cried out, definitely too loudly. I caught myself, hoping it wasn't loud enough to wake my dad. Jay stopped taking pictures and glanced outside the door just before he closed it. I guess he was afraid I was being too loud also. SNAP--SNAP- That was when Mojo slowed to a stop, panted heavily over my shoulder for a few seconds, and finally pulled out. I just stayed frozen like that as his dog-cum flooded out of my tight pussy. SNAP--SNAP--SNAP right at my dripping pussy. I just stayed like that and watched as Mojo curled up in a corner to lazily lick his giant swollen cock. I guess he was finished with me. Jay stopped taking pictures and glanced outside my door again, I guess to make sure dad was still snoozing further down the hall. Then he closed the door back up again and dropped his PJ bottoms, hard on sticking out at me like a poised riffle. "Please Jay," I finally flopped down, rolling onto my back, reaching for my breath. "Please. I gave you... what you wanted, but I'm so sore down there. Please just... just let me suck your cock again instead. I'll do it real good." Jay shook his head. "No, that's not good enough. I want to feel your cunt wrapped around my dick, Doggy- Slut. I bet you're all juicy with all that doggy cum in there. It'd be a shame to waste it. You're going to tell dad you're sick tomorrow 'cause you're not going to be able to get out of bed when I get done with you. Now get back on you hands and knees. I'm going to fuck you like Mojo did. You're just a bitch in heat to me now." * The next morning, I did as Jay instructed. As far as dad was concerned, it was another female thing. Jay was right, I could barely work my way out of bed to go pee. I hurt so much down there that it made me cry just lying still. Jay had fucked me hard and fast, and I got no pleasure from it whatsoever. I was already too sore by then. Daddy would certainly believe I was on my period if he saw the amount of blood that came from me. But that wasn't the only thing sore on me today. Jay was really, really rough with me. I suppose he had all that built up testosterone from not coming from the BJ I had given him earlier that day. As a result he pounded me as hard as Mojo, although his dick was quite a bit smaller. I could maybe have handled that, but he surprised me by pulling out in the middle of a pounding thrust only to aim his soggy cock right up my little asshole. He barely missed a beat when he did it. I couldn't have been more shocked, which I'd say is what he was going for. I screamed and he covered my mouth from behind and pushed my front half all the way to the floor as he laid into me with all of his 16 year old might. Dog cum made good lube to get it up inside, but it wore away quickly, and soon the pain was devastating. After he came, he just pulled out and snapped a close up picture of me down there as I felt his cum oozing out of my sphincter. Then he just put his PJ's back on and said, "G'night bitch," and walked out of my bedroom, leaving me in that vulgar position, crying traumatically. I knew Jay could be mean, but I never thought he could be so cruel. To me, on that night he went from being a nasty boy, to being a monster. I didn't see him that entire day. He just hung out with his friends and dad worked a double shift. Alone with my thoughts, I continued to relieve what happened to me. It was like a rerun that I couldn't shut off and it left me feeling like I was in shock. No music. No TV. No reading. I just stared at the wall. I think I was a little afraid of Mojo now too. I didn't want to see him or be anywhere near him OR of course my brother. It wasn't until two days after the rape that I finally saw Jay. He was super nice to me. At first I didn't trust him, but over the next few days as I recovered, while he never apologized, he treated me normally. Like before he snapped that first picture of me and Mojo. He started calling me Squirt again, which I didn't mind after the whole Doggy-Slut thing. He even invited me to go over to his friend's house for a get-together. I got pretty excited. I got dressed up in my expensive sexy black boots, my thigh-high jean skirt and a stretchy-tight black halter top with spaghetti strings. I even put on some makeup when Jay told me that this boy I liked named James Caulfield was going to be there. He was 14, so he wasn't too far out of my league I guess. After all, I would be 13 soon. Well, kind of soon. So there we are, at Todd's house. I was worried about other girls being competition until I got there and looked around. I was the only girl in the whole house. I was not only getting attention from James, but from all of the boys there too. I was so happy. I felt like a normal girl again and for the first time in days, the rape wasn't dominating my every thought. They all had beer and were encouraging me to drink. I had never had any alcohol before, and I got giddy quick. Then they broke out the heavy stuff. We were drinking screwdrivers and some drinks I had never heard of and couldn't remember the names anyway. We started smoking some weed too. They kept blowing it in my face when I told them I didn't want to. I was too afraid, but I didn't give the real reason. Finally they talked me into taking it directly instead of second hand smoke and before long I was drunk and stoned out of my mind. Music was playing and I was dancing in the center of a boy mob. I counted nine of them earlier, including my brother. I felt like a lone flower in a field and I was surrounded by a swarm of hungry bees. I had never been the center of attention to any degree like that before. There were hands moving all over me, wrapping around my waist- touching my tiny budding breast and rubbing all up and down my thighs right up and under my skirt. My ass and pussy were getting fondled and if I were thinking clearly I would have left right then and there, but for the first time since Jay had abused me, I felt some esteem coming back- or at least that's what I thought that what it was. By then, the alcohol and drugs had removed most, if not all inhibitions and so I just existed in the moment. It was like a dream- that feeling that you are there but you're not really all there at the same time. That's when someone suggested that we take a breather and we all flopped down in various places in the living room. Todd, the boy whose house it was, put on some porn. As he turned it on, he said that his dad would kill him if he ever found out Todd had gotten into his stash. They were gone for the entire week and they said no parties, so naturally that is a for sure way of telling your kids to have a party. And what a party it had become. Now I was on the couch, scrunched in the center between four boys. Everyone else was helter-skelter about. Jay was sitting in the chair a few feet from me, gulping some kind of mixed drink, when he said, "So what do you think about hanging out with the big boys, Tina?" "Yeah," said a random boy whose name I didn't know. I must have slurred my answer, because I'm not even sure what I said. I think it was something positive though. All of the boys laughed, and James said, "Man, that little chick is trashed." Then another boy asked if I liked the movie. Actually he called it an "educational film". It really wasn't until then that I focused on it. Some young girl was getting gangbanged by a group of guys. She was maybe 18 or 19 and she looked like she really liked it. I studied it for a time and finally smiled and slurred out, "She's getting' it good." I don't know why I said that. It just popped out. "Yeah she is," someone said during a break in the laughter at my reply. Then the boy next to me put his hand on my thigh. At first it was closer to my knee, but it quickly moved up, ruffling my skirt at the hem and exposing my upper thigh. When I still just groggily watched the movie, fascinated with my first porno, another hand touched my other thigh from the boy on the opposite side of me. It also drifted upwards, ruffling my skirt and nearly exposed my pink panties. I turned and smiled at one of them, then to the other. I liked that these older boys were giving me so much attention. They were smiling back and scanning me up and down the whole time. They especially stared at my little titties which were easy to make out from under my tight stretchy materiel of my halter top and my tan thighs. I felt a pinky rubbing right over my panty clad pussy. Then someone who was standing behind the couch- right behind me reached down and lifted my shirt from the bottom. I didn't move much even as several other hands worked as a team to lift my arms and wisp it off me in one quick move. I didn't even realize what they had done until it was over with and my arms were released and flopped back down at my sides. "What are you...?" I said, my words came out as fuzzy and slurred as I tried to cover up my poking nipples- my newly forming little titties with my hands. Of course that didn't stop them from getting around my shielding by worming around my hands or gently pushing them out of the way to get in their grabs. That's when my mind caught up with what they were doing. I looked at my brother and saw the dark glint he had in his eyes I had grown to fear. I had a flashback to what he had done to me days before. Had I been set up for this? "This skirt looks awfully uncomfortable," James said. "Let's get that off for you." He knelt in front of me and tugged it down in jerky jarring motions, not bothering to unbutton it first. I almost robotically thanked him before it hit me that I was being stripped and I tried to grab onto the skirt, but I was so slow and uncoordinated that I only managed to expose my tiny boobies again as I reached for my it. James and someone else easily jerked it passed my narrow hips leaving me reaching for nothing. But with my hands still fumbling around down there, and not defending my tits left them fully vulnerable for assault. Horny hands instantly groped them- three, maybe four boys were on it- maybe more, I don't know. I reached up to stop them, but of course my pathetic attempt failed horrifically. One leaned over and his lips started smacking on them, causing me to gasp. He was kissing and licking them with much enthusiasm, which sent chill-bumps all over my young body. I grabbed weakly at his head, trying to pull him off, but then one of the grabby hands from the other side turned into a sucking mouth too, and I couldn't resist another gasp. "N...no... don't..." I mustered, but even as I spoke, my arms betrayed me and instead of fighting them, I found my hands wrapping around the back of their heads, cradling them invitingly. Then the guy above my leaned over stuck his tongue in my mouth. I relaxed more when he did that and I suppose that gave them some time to work on my panties now that they had gotten rid of my skirt completely. And as my little undies were getting tugged at, like a fool I squirmed to get up with the blurry thought of just standing and walking away- like it would be that easy. I broke the kiss and tried to worm my way out of the titty suckering corral. It didn't stop them, but it did give the boys working on my panties an easier way to slip them off my wiggly legs. Poof, they were gone. "Don't..." I whined as my hands fell back uncontrollably to the back of the heads that were sucking on my tits. They were taking the entire things into their mouths now and their tongues seemed to put me in a trance. Naturally they ignored my unenthused words telling them to stop and suddenly I realized I was completely naked except for my sexy black boots. "Look at that," someone said. "Look at her thighs and stomach. God damn. There's like... zero body fat." "Fuckin-A," said another. The next thing I knew, hands lifted my feet up and apart, forcing them to spread at the knees. They were now being held really far apart I had nowhere near the strength to do anything about it. I wasn't completely naked though, as my boots stayed on. I heard more photos being taken as I looked between my legs and saw all of the boys staring at my cunny and making praising comments. Even the titty suckers held off for a moment. But they went right back for my tits again once the view was blocked by the head of James, who suddenly went down on me. I cried out, startled at the sudden addition of pleasure. It felt so good, there was no denying. Hands all over me, mouths working on my magical places and I rolled my eyes back and lifted my chin, my mouth now gaping opened. SNAP--SNAP-- SNAP- went my brother. Then another tongue rolled around in my open my mouth and I gave into to it all. If this feeling continued, I'd have no problem. "Hey," Jay finally said, "Why don't you dance for us, slut?" He was slouched back in his seat looking like a smug and cocky king who was being entertained by his servants. "I don't want to," I managed to blurt out when the kisser stopped for a moment to switch with a different kisser. "I know you want to," Jay said. I could hear him smiling as he spoke. No I didn't. In a pout, despite the carnival of delight, I pulled out of the kiss. I didn't want this to end, much less do some stupid dance. "No," I said, figuring I could get away with saying no in front of everyone without suffering the wrath of Jay. I wanted to flip him off, but instead my disloyal hands rested on the back of James' head now, pulling him farther into my little cunny. I had completely abandoned the idea of stopping them by now. I just wanted to cum. "Do it. Dance for us." shouted Jay, not letting it go. I think he just saw how much I was getting off and didn't want me to enjoy it too much. I'm not sure. "Aww..." someone said, "Come on," said another. "Why not?" some guy said who was stuck in the back and could barely reach me, "Dance for us," he added. Jay leaned over and turned the CD player back on. "Do it!" Jay shouted angrily. All in the room stopped what they were doing for a moment and looked at his sharp words still ringing through the air. I don't think he meant to speak to me that harshly in front of everyone. He changed his tone, but repeated the same words. "Do it!" Then he said it again, obviously turning it into a chant. "Do it, do it, do it!" then everyone else joined in, blending together in synchronicity. "Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it!" As they chanted, they still held my legs spread out and I felt ridicules in nothing but my boots, but to dance like that was unthinkable. "I don't wanna!" I shouted as best as I could, yet my words were drowned by the chanting. I just wanted to go back to what they were all doing to me before Jay had to interrupt us and ruin everything. "Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it!" "No!" I screamed out. They ignored me and just kept chanting. My eyes welted up as I looked at Jay, my lips silently mouthing, "Please". SNAP- I think Jay was just waiting for me to make eye contact with him and plead so he could take another picture of my face like that. Then he held up his phone as if it was a badge of authority and barked like a dog. I doubt anyone heard the bark over the "Do it!" crap, or if they did, they thought it was part of the urging and didn't react. I sighed and looked down just in time to see my first real tear of the night drip on my bare chest. That's when I realized what was truly going on. Jay was never going to let me off the hook. He was going to torment me from now on for the rest of my life unless I got that phone and erased those pictures. He would own me from now on. Even if I turned him in to dad or the police, the damage to me... to my reputation would FAR exceed anything that could happen to him. He would get into big trouble. I would be permanently destroyed. I had to get that phone. But that wasn't going to happen in the next few minutes. I looked at him again, pleading with my eyes. He just gave me one of his patented Jay smirks and wiggled the phone again. It was a magical wand that got him whatever he wanted out of me. So with more dread than I had ever felt in my life, I stood up. At least three different hands smacked me on the ass and I jetted a couple of steps forward in avoidance of more and turned to face the majority of the group, who was no longer chanting "Do it!" but now just cheered in victory. I began to wobbly remove my boots when Jay commanded, "No, leave 'em on!" I should have pretended that I wanted to leave them on so I wasn't all the way naked, then Jay probably would have told me to take them off. I was truly a sadist. So in just my boots, I started to move my body to the music. It was a sexy song, very erotic, and I left my body. My mind floated throughout other things, so it wasn't me dancing. Whoever it was, those boys sure liked her. Soon enough, hands were all over me again and Jay took pictures of what must have looked like modeling for a goddess statue. I was being worshipped by my captures- an oxymoron I could never fully comprehend. Unrequested lips and tongues soon joined the hands and I had stopped crying at some unknown point, allowing my primal self to take over completely. The confusion about whether this was pleasure or pain was swirling like a hurricane of emotion and I drifted away entirely. I remember being on my back, surrounded and getting fucked by cock after cock as the mushroom clouds of orgasms, both theirs and mine, exploded over and over again. SNAP- I remember being on my hands and knees on the floor, taking it in the ass and the mouth at the same time. SNAP- I remember being on top of James, rotating my hips and pumping up and down on him until he shot off, his semen mixing with all the others. SNAP- I remember being on my knees and the strange taste as wads of cum jetted into my mouth. SNAP- And I remember the dog being let in. Under orders, I jacked him hard and sucked his big red prick until he fucked me with it. His fist sized knot and the way he locked into my tiny pussy as I sucked off one after another of the excited boys. The chanting and cheers, the laughing and the damn camera phone. Jay's wicked grin as I sucked him off for the applauding and jaunty crowd. The way it felt when he shot off in my face and my open mouth. I remember it the way you might remember what the once solid and complete picture of a jigsaw puzzle was until it was taken apart and jumbled back up again. All the pieces are still there, but the big picture is gone. I was never Tina again. * I couldn't believe it. It took about four weeks before it happened. During that time, Jay had fuck me numerous times and brought me back to be used by his friends twice since that first time. I got fucked by him and Mojo every time dad was gone. I had to suck Jay and Mojo off for him whenever he wanted. I even had to lick both of their balls and assholes. I was his total fuck-slave. But I was just biding my time. I had a plan. Jay had the camera phone on him at all times and whenever he was away I would practice picking the lock on the upstairs bathroom door. It took weeks to master it, but I finally did it. He guarded that phone like it was his pacemaker, he even slept with it I had found, but he couldn't take it into the shower with him. Sneaking into the steamy bathroom wasn't so hard since I had the running shower as a cover noise. It blanketed any clumsy sounds I may have made as I snuck in. I could barely see, but I knew where it was anyway. It had to be in his pants pocket, where it always was when he wasn't using it. I even memorized which pocket he kept it in. I'm not stupid. I only had one shot at this and I was going to do it. I was finally going to be free. Then I could come up with a way to take revenge on him like no one has ever done before. He would pay for the hell he had put me through if it was the last thing I would ever do. Despite the steam, I managed to quickly flicker through the pics. I had never so much as touched his phone before, much less knew exactly how to work it, but my inexperience was superseded by my desperate motivation. I wanted to smash it, but smashed phone could maybe be repaired. I needed to eliminate the evidence forever. The only hitch to my plan was how fast Jay took showers. He always hated baths as a little kid and barely got wet and washed his hair before he got back out. With nothing but time to threaten me now, I flipped through the phone's internals until I found the menu I needed for my freedom. Just before I deleted it, something caused Jay to jerk the shower curtain back and glance out. My heart skipped a beat when I heard him scream out, "Fucking bitch!" I ran for the hallway as I finished tapping buttons. The confusing steam and the distraction of running for the door were nothing more than hurtles I had to jump over on the way to the finish line. I had an extra second- maybe two, since Jay was soaking wet and sliding all over when he leapt out of the shower to catch me. He got me just as I made it into the hallway, just outside the bathroom. I did it! I actually outsmarted the bastard. It would be well worth whatever beating I got afterwards. I hit the button the very second I saw him fly out of the swirling cloudy fog of the bathroom doorway and snatch the phone away from me. Ha! It was too late! Idiot! Loser! "You stupid cunt!" he screamed furiously. I had never heard him so pissed, but I didn't care in the slightest. No that isn't true. I did care. I loved every second of it. "Too bad, you asshole," I shouted triumphantly. "You lose! Delete all! Suck on that! You'll never be able to blackmail me again!" Jay fiddled through his phone, going over the damage I had done to his career as a blackmailer. "You got that right, you dumb bitch. I'll never be able to blackmail you again because you didn't hit delete all. You hit send all." When the phone rang a few seconds later, I already knew it would be dad. END Thank you for reading my story. I hope you liked it. Just remember to keep fantasy in the fantasy world. If you like my writing, please look up Art S Healing here at the best site on the entire internet; The Kristen Archives. Also remember to donate. You may do it anonymously, the way I do. They are very generous to allow us such freedom here.