____________________________ | | /)| KRISTEN'S BOOKSHELF |(\ / )| DIRECTORIES |( \ __( (|____________________________|) )__ ((( \ \ > /_) ( \ < / / ))) (\\\ \ \_/ / \ \_/ / ///) \ / \ / \ _/ \_ / / / \ \ o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o The Bookshelf Directories offer a very wide variety o o of stories. They have been submitted by people from o o all over the world. Also from alt.sex.stories (News o o groups). There is no particular order other than o o offering them to you in alphabetical directories. o o o o All works are copyrighted to the author and may not o o be used for profit without obtaining the author's o o permission in advance. o o o o Lest we forget!!! This story was produced as adult o o entertainment and should not be read by minors. o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o Our Conversation by Flinders (no address provided) *** A morning conversation alerts mother to a son's dilemma. Later discussion with husband alerts her to much more enlightenment. Her curiosity wins out with a satisfactory conclusion totally foreign to the mother's understanding about her family. (Fb, ped, preteen, inc, 1st, rom) *** Why Not? I don’t normally keep a diary. Yet these recent conversations have made me attempt to write down as much of its content as I could because my world was changing so fast. My writing ability is not stellar but perhaps passable. I am a wife and mother of three kids, one daughter seventeen and two sons one sixteen and the other twelve just going on thirteen. We're a comfortable family of five with all the things we need and most things we want. We're just your normal family, happy with our lot and looking forward to the future. Our only present concern is our aging dog that is residing with the vet over these summer holidays due to some aging problems. The 2014 holiday period is over and everyone is ready to return to work, school and other ongoing activities. Father is back at work, elder kids are back at high school and I, a junior-high teacher along with my twelve year-old, are home until our schools open for the autumn term in a few days. After breakfast I decided to return to bed before tackling washing, pack up the house and other assorted tasks as time permitted. I started to get back into a novel I had started hoping to finish it before it gets put away. I left the younger son Ben to sort out his day without my assistance. After about an hour there was a soft knock on the door. I said to come in and saw my son standing in the doorway. “Mom I’m ready, see?” This intrusion into my space was common behaviour with these interruptions but today was different. Ben was standing inside the doorway stark naked. This too isn’t that uncommon and was learned from his siblings walking about the house bare-assed or semi-dressed. What stood out this time was that Ben had a full erection. Oh my, I think that was a pun. Additionally, he was slowly and sensually stoking it at the same time. I was aware of sexual awakening having happened with his siblings years back. But now thinking about it I should have expected it at Ben’s age yet I was not ready. Trying to stay balanced I asked, “Well what is it?” Then I finally recognised the question. “Look Mom I’m ready!” was Ben’s repeated reply. Yet, I was not clear about his statement’s actual intent. I still was intrigued with his erection but had not yet connected it to his statement. “Ready for what?” I asked. “I’m ready to try, you know, to put it inside a girl, see? I am sure it will fit?” The light went on. My son was expressing himself yet I was not sure from where this expression originated. Ben approached the bed to proudly showing me his erection asking me whether I thought it was big enough to put it in. “Put it in what?” I asked still not sure of his full intent. “Inside you Mom. See, it’s big enough to fit it inside you, don't you think?” “Inside me?!” I blurted. “Yah,” was his quick reply. Clearly it was big enough, being straight and poking upward at least six to six-haft inches long – a not too much smaller than his father. What was more concerning, other than the obvious appropriateness of his penis’s size was the inappropriateness of my son assuming that his erection should be put inside me. “Ben, sons are not supposed to put their penis inside their mothers. Don’t you know that?” Ben looked at me perplexed. Then he asked the more perplexing question. I have experienced many as a junior high teacher who deals with young pre-pubescent children. “Mom, if I can't put it inside you, who can I put it inside? I don’t like Mrs. Mitchell, she so mean and ugly.” “Ben, just because you can get hard and big enough does not mean that you must put it inside someone right now,” I said. His immediate come back was, “Why not?” I was taken back with his logic. Yet, if he was so well informed about his physiology why was he so ignorant with his psychology issues? My mind now awake was spinning, where do I start? “Ben, it is not right for a son to put his penis inside his mother however nice and big it might be. Besides it is against the law. Lastly, I might not want you to put it inside me. Did you think about that?” I said. Ben was taken back again replying with another profound answer. “Yah, I know Mom, it is called incest. It is when people in the same family have sex together. But it is not rape because I am asking permission. If you give me permission it is called consensual incest and it is a private thing and not an issue for non-family members, no one knows, so it’s okay, right?” This repartee was not making sense. Ben continued to masturbate during this whole five-minute discussion. I found myself being both concerned and intrigued at the same time. “Ben, incest consensual or not is considered wrong. I am pleased that you have a very handsome penis and I am sure that when you grow up that some girl will be very happy to have you put it inside her to make her feel good. But it is not going to happen now or between us. Is that clear!” “Yah, but I still think I am ready.” Closing the discussion, I said, “Now go back your room and get dressed and pack away all the mess you made yesterday – quick, hop to it!” “Mom, it’s not fair, I’m really ready - see.” “Ben, get going and close the door as you go.” After the immediate shock passed I was able to take a breath. I tried to understand what the last episode was about. Two things did not add up. His brother was post puberty whilst his sister was yet to express having severe period cramps, at least that was my understanding. I knew that at this stage in a kid’s development were variable and conditioned by a whole host of causes, yet it was clear from the proficiency of Ben’s masturbation that this was not the first time he’d produced an erection. His masturbation was steady, deliberate and controlled, in other words he was practiced. I was not clear about his sister or brother’s input into his motivation. I was also assured that his sister was not involved because why other then was he approaching me and not her? I knew she was practised. He could have propositioned her first. I realised that I did not have enough information to sort out these questions so decided to get up and start the day and maybe later on these answers would come to me. By the time I had made it to the kitchen it was clear that Ben had moved on. He was dressed and toasting bread. He had the peanut butter and jam out ready to make a melted sandwich or two for breakfast. I poured myself a cup coffee that I had made earlier and joined him at the table asking about how he expected to use his last few days. He said that he told our neighbour that he would mow her lawn and had got permission from his father to use the family lawn mower. She paid him ten dollars and it gave him extra pocket cash at school. It was something that he had done before so I was assured that he was now truly on to another topic. Yet I was still a bit stunned with our earlier encounter. The day passed with little change in routine. Ben was gone most of the day and I was starting to get ready for the coming school opening with some modified lesson plans. Nevertheless, I was constantly thinking back about the morning’s episode not knowing what I was supposed to do. That night after dinner was finished, dishes washed and I was busy relaxing in front of the TV with Neal. I decided to confide in him about the episode I had with his son and see how I should proceed with Ben. I opened with a general discussion about the kids, school and how the children were growing up and changing both emotionally and physically. Antipodal issues were discussed about each child. I was convinced that our dialog was genuine and focused when I told him about the morning’s episode with the inclusion that Ben was suggesting that he wanted to have sexual intercourse with me. I feared a quick response of indignation and some punitive course of action towards Ben’s behaviour but was surprised instead with a pregnant pause. “Marilyn, I hope he didn’t push the issue, did he?” “No, he was very polite and accepted my rejection straight away. I know he was making an honest request to me like - 'Hey Mom can you make a chocolate cake this afternoon' – you now the type of request. I know it was totally innocent. "Neal, what puzzled me was his knowledge about sexual intercourse, but his ignorance about the inappropriateness of his request? He knew about incest but he did not seem to have any sense of its amoral nature,” I followed. Another pause perhaps five minutes this time making me think that he was not going to comment or was trying to say something that was too difficult. I was about to ask when he spoke, “Marilyn I don’t know how to say this but Beverly had asked me to do the same thing about a year ago. I was shocked but decided to not tell you because I thought it might have upset you.” “Yes, she was going through puberty but I was never aware of any sexually overt behaviour in her. How did you handle it? Was that the end of the issue?” “No she kept pleading to me to let her see my erection and if I was not going have sex with her could she please masturbate me to make me ejaculate? She wanted to see my sperm.” This was far more shocking than this morning’s episode. To find that your prim and proper daughter was trying to seduce her father was unreal. It was difficult for me to grasp. I never doubted Neal’ s statement’s veracity however. Neal was as straight as could be. I thought, that maybe we had reared sexual deviants for children? Neal let the last comment just hang driving me to ask the inevitable next question, “Well what happened?” Looking at me in a very uncomfortable manner he said, “I let her masturbate me.” The conversation fell off the cliff so to speak. Shocked, I asked in a tongue and cheek fashion before I realised it was wrong, “Well was she satisfied?” I stupidly continued and I asked, “What did she think about you sperm?” With some shifting in his seat he nodded in a positive jester. This lead on to a further question, “Well was that the end of it or did you offer her more experiences?” “Marilyn, after making me ejaculate Beverly immediately tasted my semen. She then begged me to allow her to suck me off instead. I admit I let her suck me off. She seemed to enjoy it so much that later I let her suck me whenever she wanted afterwards. "We eventually tried sucking each other, she called it 69. I thought that she was experimenting. It seemed gave her very strong orgasms. She enjoys them a lot.” “My! what a satisfying Dad Beverly has. Have you two engaged in vaginal sex yet?” “No we haven’t.” was his instant response. “Is that all?” I prodded. “Yes,” he assured me. I sat stunned not quite knowing what to say or do. Only 12 hours before I would have described us a normal family. Now I find out that my son wants to have sexual intercourse with me and that my husband and daughter are frequently having oral sex together. “Are our children still virgins?” I asked. “Not exactly. Beverly has seduced Donald or maybe it was the other way around. Nevertheless, Beverly told me that Donald tasted a lot like me and because he was bigger and she liked to mate with him. She thinks Donald’s penis is what makes her able to have stronger orgasms than masturbation with me. She also told me that she used your dildo regularly so her hymen was lost before she and Donald had sex. But I expect that Ben is still a virgin.” That did it. I was unable to absorb any more. “Aren’t you afraid about your children’s morals? What is the likelihood of your son impregnating your daughter? Are you crazy?” I scolded at him. “Marilyn, the kids are very practical and logical like you taught them to be. Beverly is using birth control tablets and Donald will only have sex with her using a condom. Since Beverly and Donald started having sex I have not had any further sexual activities with Beverly. That is several months now.” “Do you miss it?” was my questions. “Yes, but I know it is for the best,” he replied. “Are there anymore parts to this revelation?” “Nope that is all I know,” he replied. We sat in the lounge room for another 30 minutes. It was 10:15 and I was emotionally wrung out and said I was off to bed. Neal asked if he was still welcome. “It is too late for remorse and I was too exhausted anyway yet noticeably excited – of cause you are welcome in bed.” After showering, brushing my teeth and other abolitions I got into bed whilst Neal got ready. Nothing further was said and surprisingly I slept through until the alarm went off. The same previous morning’s routine was repeated. I must admit that I sent everyone off with a different perspective than the day before. The situation must have had some differences though because Beverly whispered in my ear, “Is something wrong? Are you okay, Mom?” as she gave me my motherly kiss. Once the three were on their way I sat down with a fresh cup of coffee to assess the changed world. While I was pondering my new world a quiet murmur caught my conscientiousness. “Mom, I am ready again, see." I swung around to see Ben again naked and stoking his very firm erection. This time it was shinny as he asked if I had changed my mind because he really wanted to put his “cock” inside me. “See I have put Vasoline on it to make it more slippery so it will move inside you more easily. Now I am sure it will feel just as good for you as it will be for me. Please let me.” In just a fraction of a second I felt his desire effecting me. It caused an itch and an instant release of a dollop of vaginal mucus exuding from vagina. I swung around in my chair, released the tie on my robe and opened it before standing up and dropping it to the breezeway’s floor. “Mom, please let me put my cock inside you, please," he pleaded. Now with both mother and son naked I gestured for him to approach. He was focusing on my crotch finally saying, “Mom, can I put it in." Once he looked up to see how I was responding to his pleading, I said in less than a reserved voice, “Well, why not. Yes you can put it in me.” I grasped his right wrist away and grabbed his penis with my right hand pulling him towards me. Once he was between my thighs I placed the tip of his penis snugly between my vaginal lips then with a deep breath I pulled him closer to me. Once I was sure that he was deep enough so he would not pop out of me I let go of his penis and grabbed his hips with both hand and pulled him firmly towards me. I felt my son’s penis move smoothly inside his my vagina. Once Ben’s stomach as pushing against mine I asked, “Ben, I guess I was really ready too. What do you think? Is it feeling as good as you thought?” “Yes, better," as he lent forward placing his head to my shoulder and moaned. Seconds later he moaned. I sensed that he was pumping his semen into me as his body stiffened. At first it was a warm light seepage but as the seconds passed I distinctly felt spurts inside me. All that went thought my mind was the sensation of enormous sense of pleasure that I was receiving my son’s sperm. That followed by the near panic with idea of a twelve-year old son impregnating his thirty-eight year old mother. I cannot believe how much I enjoyed those thoughts. One of pure lust and emotion and the other of images of an extended belly full of a family made offspring. The future was going to be full of “why nots." END