____________________________ | | /)| KRISTEN'S BOOKSHELF |(\ / )| DIRECTORIES |( \ __( (|____________________________|) )__ ((( \ \ > /_) ( \ < / / ))) (\\\ \ \_/ / \ \_/ / ///) \ / \ / \ _/ \_ / / / \ \ o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o The Bookshelf Directories offer a very wide variety of stories. o o They have been submitted by people from all over the world. Also o o from alt.sex.stories (Newsgroups). There is no particular order o o other than offering them to you in alphabetical directories. o o o o All works are copyrighted to the author and may not be used for o o profit without obtaining the author's permission in advance. o o o o Lest we forget!!! This story was produced as adult entertainment o o and should not be read by minors. o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o Not Exactly Brother and Sister by Sweet Irish (address withheld) *** On-line chat rooms can be a problem for innocent children. And for one young girl -and- her first romance with her cousin, she leaves him disappointed. (Mf, ped, inc, 1st, mast) *** Waking as in a daze, Faye realized she had again gone to sleep watching television. Glancing at the digital clock on the VCR she watched as the red numbers changed to 3:45. Stretching as she rose from the sofa, Faye wished that somehow her darling husband didn't have to take trips out of town so much. Telling herself, "Yes, I know Mark is one of the top engineers for his firm, but heck, since the war started by the idiot in the White House that wanted the war, let him take the trips. There was no doubt that Mark makes considerable money in this new job, but I hate sleeping alone." Turning off the television, Faye headed toward her bedroom. Starting down the hallway she noted the light in her "son's" room was still on. Although Ray was Mark's nephew, she felt like he was their son, and she was glad he came into their lives as she had major complications after delivering her daughter Trudy, that caused her to become sterile. Seeing the table lamp next to Ray's bed was on, Faye also saw her daughter Trudy was again sleeping with the boy she had accepted as her older brother. Both of the children were lying on top of the comforter and wearing only their underpants. Smiling as she thought how many times she had addressed the issue of them sleeping together, until finally deciding to forget the lectures as she reasoned when Trudy became an older girl, she wouldn't want some boy in her bed - or I hope that happens, especially once her teen hormones kick in, Faye had smiled and allowed her mind to reason. Walking past her sleeping children, she saw they had evidently been watching television when they fell asleep. Faye asked herself how could Trudy sleep in what appeared to be an uncomfortable position. Studying her daughter's puzzle shaped position as she was lying with her head by Ray's feet. One of her legs was twisted upward under her body, while the other was stretched in somewhat of an arch across the Ray's upper legs.. "Gosh, my little girl is ten year old, and I wish she could stay the sweet child she is now, but that is part of growing up," Faye reasoned. Once again looking at how Trudy was lying with her left leg twisted and flipped over Ray's body, Faye thought that in some weird way it caused Trudy to appear as if she was double jointed. Both children seemed so restful and as a mother, Faye loved knowing the children could be friends with each other. Turning off the light, Faye understood that she must again speak to both children about being in bed together, and also they must stop taking baths together. Last week she had stopped outside the bathroom which the children used, and heard them as they bathed together. Hearing Trudy ask Ray, "Do you know how people have sex?" "Not really... but I guess the boy gets on top of the girl and rubs around on her - why do want to know?" he had replied. "Because I believe that must have been what mom and dad were doing in bed last Sunday morning. Mom was making bizarre crazy sounds and dad sounded like some grunting wild animal. In fact I heard mom telling dad to fuck her. Do you know what fuck means, Ray?" and there was an excited sound in the girl's voice. "Yeah I know what it means. That is just another word for having sex, but where did you hear that word? You best not let mom or dad hear you using the word or you will be in big trouble. Hey girl, where did you hear the word anyway?" *** Watching the flat screen on her computer, Trudy was again reading the message from Stephen, the boy she had been chatting with for the past four months. The first time she was on line with him, Trudy had added seven years to her age and advised that she was seventeen. Now he wanted to come meet her, and having sent an email with a photo of her sixteen year old cousin Matte in it as one of herself, Trudy wondered how she could meet the boy who said he loved her and his finding out she had lied to him. Knowing she would be in big trouble if her parents found out who she was emailing and visiting in MY HOUSE MY ROOM chat room. Trudy was learning about sex or at least some of the words about sex with her chat room boyfriend, or so it seemed that was how she felt about her contact. Stephen had asked lots of questions about her personal life and the ten year old had stretched the truth even further. Several times in his emails, Stephen had asked, "Do U fuck - have U ever fucked?" Trudy was on line and chatting with Stephen while her parents were out shopping and Ray had ridden his bike to visit one of his friends. Stephen had asked, "Do U have sex?" "Why? Do U?" she had replied. "R U a virgin Trudy?" "Yeah - is that a problem?" she had replied while wondering if he would be upset that she wasn't a virgin. "When may I come see U?" "One of these days." Trudy had replied and then sent a message that her mom wanted her so she had to get off the computer. *** Ray and Trudy weren't exactly brother and sister, although they had been together since he was three and she was slightly over two. Raymond Brown was actually Trudy Brown's first cousin, as their fathers were brothers. The problem was that Ray's father and mother, Jed and Maria had been killed when he was a child. Ray went to live with his Uncle Mark and Aunt Faye and he was happy to have a playmate as he grew. Today while wearing only his jockey shorts, he had entered Trudy's room. When stepping through the doorway, he saw she was lying sideways on her bed, with her head toward the door. Before his eyes, Ray could see Trudy was naked and had placed her feet up against the wall and her hand was rubbing between her slender ten year legs. He knew from his own experiences that she was masturbating in some way, and he asked, "Hey, what you doing?" Instantly Trudy stopped playing with her sex and turned to face the boy who was nearly her brother. Trudy was shocked and embarrassed being caught masturbating. Shouting out in anger, "You numbskull - Ray why are you doing spying on me? Get out of my room! I could beat you up - oh you idiot," and as she spoke, twisted around on the bed and glared at the boy who had invaded her privacy. Trudy had never masturbated until Ray had found her, and she was embarrassed in being discovered in such a personal matter. Only yesterday she and Stephen had chatted together about masturbating, and being as how she couldn't be seen was liberal when she admitted things to Stephen. He had asked her to try masturbating when she went to bed or better yet, tomorrow morning at exactly 8:30. Stephen had set up the electronic conversation by getting Trudy to be open about "their" relationship and to tell him the truth. "Do U masturbate?" he had sent in his instant mail. "No. I never have. Don't laugh at me - I don't know how." "Hey girlfriend, tomorrow morning at 8:30 exactly we'll both do it." "What do I do?" "Lie on your back with your legs up in the air and you feet on the wall." "That's all?" "No - then you use your fingers and rub your "Dolly" while I jack off my cock." "U mean for me to play with my...?" "Sure - everyone does it." "What is jack off?" "I stroked my cock and think of you while looking at your pic." "R U serious? U did that while looking at my pic? The one I sent you U?" and she wanted to have him send a picture of him jacking off. Now Trudy had been interrupted by Ray as she'd just started feeling good in following the instructions Stephen had given her. She was trying to determine at the time Ray had found her playing with her sex, what Stephen had meant when he had sent the message, "Can't wait until I can fuck U and get your cherry. U will give me your cherry, won't U?" "Stephen - you scare me when talking about getting my cherry." *** Her moves were so surprising in moving to where she was facing him, Ray wasn't prepared for the view of the spread open preteen sex. Trudy had twisted around on the bed, which caused her legs to be spread wide apart. The tiny grove between her legs opened to show the pink interior of her sex. The preteen girl suddenly understood how she must appear with her legs parted and showing her "gidget" as Trudy called her sex. "Yikes, he can look right up me - shoot, which is worst? Ray catching me playing with my thing or holding my legs so far apart he could run his electric train up me for a tunnel." Bouncing from her bed, Trudy bumped against her cousin, who was still enjoying the view of the slit betweens her legs. Her movements in getting off the bed were such she fell against Ray and knocked him onto the floor. The cute girl landed on top of him and she knew from when they were younger his thing was stiff. Attempting to punish her cousin for scarring her and coming into her room when she was making her gidget feel good, Trudy begin wiggling around on top of Ray and her gidget was pressed against the hard thing sticking outward in his jockey shorts. Having bathed with her cousin as recently as a week ago, Trudy knew what was pushing against her as they rolled around on the floor. Before long they were reversing positions and Ray asked, "How about I take my shorts off and we can wiggle around so it will feel better?" "You wanting to have sex with me... is that what you're asking me?" and giggling, said, "Yeah, that way I can see what you have in your shorts that's punching me. You can't stick it in me though." When once again they were wrestling on the floor, Ray's "Willy" as he referred to his penis, was hard and when he lay on top of his cousin, as if by magic it sought out the smooth skin of her tiny sex groove. Ray rubbed his "Willy" back and forth, then up and down like as they enjoyed the nudity of playing as they last had when they were younger. Trudy's ten year old body had yet to develop, and her sex was just a smooth slit of her lower torso. Her clitoral hood was hidden between the minute lips that made up her vaginal area. She was fairly tall for her age, and the plateau of her abdomen taped to where the fatty mound of her mons met with the top of her sex. When the length of his "Willy" slid between the hairless lips of her sex, it felt like silk to Ray, and knew something good was happening inside his body - especially in his bag of marbles and his hard cock. Suddenly Trudy felt anxious between her legs and commenced helping Ray as he rubbed her sex with his "Willy". "Ho boy Ray - I feel funny down there. I like what you're doing. Ray, are we f-fu - f- ucking? Is that what we're doing?" and her body felt as if it would simply fly away, especially between her slender and youthful legs. Not wanting to admit to his cousin that he didn't know if they were having sex or not, the eleven year old replied, "Guess so - yeah I guess we're fucking. Do you like it Trudy? I'm gonna' do something," and he must have experienced a 'dry ejaculation' as the sensations in his "Willy" caused him to say, "Boy-o-boy Trudy, I love you." *** For the next year, they would play the rubbing game and both thought they were fucking. Trudy's parents and Ray's Uncle Mark and Aunt Faye had purchased a country home on 160 acres. Both loved being where they could walk through the woods and swim in the creek. Most of the time they swam in the nude, and today was no exception. While resting at the edge of the creek, where they were seated on some of the rocks that washed down stream during flooding, Trudy noticed that Ray had grown some, especially between his legs. She herself had gotten tiny bumps on chest, although they at present had become only breast buds. When Ray stood up in front of her, a new twist took place in their playing at sex. Trudy's hand reached and gripped his partly erect "Willy" and she became amazed at how it begins to get harder. Trudy understood about it getting longer and thicker when it got hard from their playing what they had referred to as fucking during the past year. "Hey, it is bigger now. Boy Ray, I never noticed you'd gotten bigger." And as she played with her cousin's "Willy", she loved how it got hard in her hand. For the first time in her life, her female instincts allowed her to understand the power she had as a girl over a boy. Gripping the shaft tighter in her small fist, while her other hand collected his winkled pouch so she could determine what it was all about. "You have two round balls in here," Trudy stated as she felt his scrotum. "How long is your thing Ray?" she asked as her hand on its own was stroking Ray's smooth hard "Willy" and by now sliding her finger down under his body to feel the skin that she would later lean was his perineum. Wanting to enjoy the same touching as his cousin, Ray reached out caressed the small lips between her lips. After a while he asked, "Want to fuck - it has been almost a month since we've done it?" This time they continued to touch each other and Ray was surprised to feel his cousin's thing getting wet. Before now they hadn't enjoyed mutual masturbation, and now he was extremely excited. Lying on top of his cousin, he felt his erect "Willy" move differently this time, and it seemed to be the positive part of a magnet as the end slipped into the smooth grove of Trudy's gidget. In a few moments of giggling it back and forth in the opening, it became obvious to both cousins that this was more enjoyable and the sensations were better than rubbing on each other. Suddenly Trudy felt her cousin's "Willy" going deeper inside her dolly. Then she cried out, "Argh, oh Ray that hurts! Oh gee Ray, whatever you doing hurts me a lot." Instead of heeding his cousin's comments that what he was doing was hurting, as he moved his thing kind of back and forth in his cousin's hot place. Ray liked feeling his thing inside the hot thing his "Willy" was seeking to hide inside of, and he pulled out part way and then shoved back up into her body once more. "Oh Ray! I sure hope you like me - ho boy it hurts and feels good at the same time." At that moment in time, Trudy felt her body being split open and she understood that the act she had just felt was the loss of her virginity. Ray was trying to determine why it felt like Trudy's "dolly" got wet as he started to move back and forth inside her sex. He didn't realize that when he shoved all the way up into her body that he had split her hymen and there was a slight amount of blood. He only knew it seemed warm inside Trudy's body. "Now what do I do?" Trudy asked as she lay still while Ray moved his "Willy" back and forth in her body. The sensations within her "Dolly" were unique and although she didn't understand sex completely had sufficient knowledge to grasp what she and Ray were doing was bringing tingles that were exclusive to having sex. Unknown in her present state of mind, Trudy didn't consider the sex between them had anything to do with the slow working of her hips up and down. In reality the adorable and endearing eleven year old was finding Mother Nature teaching her about sex in a pleasing experience that would forever after, make her a desirable female to make love with. Speaking in a subtle voice and perhaps an ingenious desire to express her pleasure in what Ray was doing to her, Trudy said, "Move it back and forth faster... yeah like that... oh Ray this time we are fucking. Before we weren't actually doing it, but this time we are. You make me feel good; something is happening when you push it in and pull your "Willy" back out of me. Gee, oh gee yeah Ray..." Finally Ray moved from atop of Trudy, and in doing so saw a small amount of blood on his "Willy" and his body. Looking between Trudy's legs he saw more blood, and he became excited and asked in a rather loud voice, "Hey Trudy, did I hurt you... are you OK? You're bleeding! What should we do - call the doctor or something?" Looking at her body and then Ray's, Trudy understood what had occurred, and knew from speaking with her mother and the booklets she had been given to read about girls and boys and having sex, that she had just lost her virginity. A few tears formed in her eyes as she told Ray, "Gee Ray, you got my virginity - I'm no longer a virgin. You better love me or I will beat the crap out of you." Something in the stories he and his friends had often joked about came to his mind and after hearing Trudy tell about her virginity, Ray knew that he had just gotten his cousin's cherry. Thinking he was now a man, and he had gotten a girl's cherry made him feel like a proud strutting peacock. Reaching out he hugged Trudy and told her, "Oh course I love you - heck, I got your cherry, and that means we love each other." The following day Trudy told Ray she was too sore to do it, but maybe in a couple days more she wouldn't hurt and they could enjoy playing sex together. When she asked, "So did you like fucking me Ray," she had listened as he again gave her heck for saying the word fuck. For the rest of the week they had gone to the creek and swam and always engaged in sex after a short time. To her surprise, Trudy had listened as Ray told her, "You've got some fine hair growing right at the top of your pussy crack. It is like fuzz, but I've got a little hair at the top of my bone. Guess it won't be long before "Willy" and "Dolly" has hair to keep them warm. Heck, I swear your boobs have grown in the last month or so," he had remarked and it made Trudy happy to know that her brother was paying attention to her body - especially her breasts and "Dolly." *** Sunday morning came and Trudy told her mother she didn't feel well. She was saying it so she could stay home from Sunday school and get on line with Stephen again. If no one was home, she wouldn't need to worry about someone finding out about her boyfriend. Immediately after everyone had left for church, she got on line and found Stephen waiting for her to hook up with him via the computer. She typed in, "Hi. U happy I'm here today?" "Yeah GF." "I did it again last night like U wanted." "You masturbated for me - did U think of me while rubbing "Dolly?" "Yeah." "Did you get off?" "I guess so - although I'm not sure what that is. I got the disk." "Great. So how about I come see U next Thursday?" "OK - hope U won't be disappointed in me." "Trudy how could I be disappointed with U?" "U R nice." "Thanks." "So on Thursday before I meet U at ten in the morning I'm suppose to put the disk in the computer and do what it says on the screen.' "Yeah GF. Don't forget to bring the disk with you." "I won't - do U remember how I told you to find where we are supposed to meet?" "Sure do. Let me go over these with you just to be certain. I go past where U live on Gabriel Road. Your house is located on my left. I drive to the next road, which is Pine-Rock Road. Then I take another left. I cross the small bridge and park on right side of road just after bridge." "Yep. Oh I hope U won't hate me." And Trudy still couldn't tell Stephen that she was only eleven. "You'll be behind some trees and jump out and attack me, right GF?" "OK. See U Thursday, BF." "Sure will. Hey GF do me a favor. Don't wear undies when we meet." "You want me to not wear any panties?" "Yep. See U GF. Love U - sugar and spice." *** Thursday morning after eating breakfast, and going to her room, Trudy was about to slip the disk into the computer drive when Ray came into her room and she was hoping he would leave her alone right away. She had already bathed and had a towel wrapped around her body. When Ray told her that he was going to ride his bike over and see Jeff and Tommy Watkins, but maybe they could go swimming in the afternoon, she had said that sounded great. Trudy watched as Ray took off on his bike and watching to assure her cousin had left to visit his friend, she slipped the disk into her computer. In moments, messages appeared on the screen which prompted what to do. When the message appeared asking, "Do you wish to delete all files and programs? If you click yes, they can never be recovered?" Uncertain what pictures of Stephen had to do with the prompt, the eleven year old clicked on the "yes" icon. Following three more inquiries, Trudy watched as the screen started rolling out the same message over and over, "File/program deleted." The cute teen was unaware the label on the disk was made by Stephen and the disk contained a program utilized by the military and other government agencies to erase all data on a computer, and could never be recovered. When the military wanted to dispose of obsolete computers that were being sold, they cleaned them by running the programs on the desk. Turning off the computer, Trudy removed the towel from around her body. Selecting the new mini-skirt and belly blouse she had purchased to wear when meeting Stephen. Reaching into her dresser drawer to get a pair of panties to put on, Trudy picked out a thong that was lace with an elastic waist band. It had another strip of elastic material that attached from the back of the elastic strip and down between her hips and sown onto the lace panel that covered her "Dolly" and even then didn't cover all of her sex. Remembering that Stephen didn't want her to wear panties, Trudy held the tiny garment up to her face and thought, "I bought this for today. Well I won't wear them, but will put them in my purse and see if he will let me put them on when we go eat." Slipping on her new sandals, and using just a smidge of eye make up and the lip gloss stick with the sparkles in it, she looked at her hair and smiled at how long it was. When she had told Stephen that her hair was almost down to her butt he had told her that he wanted to see her nude with her hair hanging down to her cute hips. Taking a piece of paper, she wrote a short note to Ray telling him "Went for a walk. I may go over to see Dana. See you later and maybe we can go swimming later. See ya, Trudy." Getting her purse ready for meeting with Stephen, she placed the lace thong inside and wondered if her mother ever went out with no panties on under her clothes. Finally she was ready to meet her on line boyfriend for the first time, and she wondered if he would really kiss her like he had said, especially on her "Dolly" and all over her body. She and Dana had spoken about sex on various occasions and especially about oral sex. Walking from her home, she headed past the farm buildings and followed the path that she and Ray took when going to the creek to swim. For the next fifteen minutes or so Trudy followed the path and at times would stop and look at the birds or squirrels, and in the far field saw the wild turkeys as they hunted for food. Looking at her watch Trudy saw there was still another half hour before she was to meet with Stephen, but she was soon at the bridge, but there was no car parked in the spot she had told him to meet her. Walking up the small incline from the creek to the road, Trudy crossed the road and excitedly got behind the clump of brush. The pickup truck she recognized as one belonging to Mr. Wilcox who lived on the farm behind her father's farm. Then she heard another car and looking saw it was a bright red convertible, but had the top up. When Stephen said he had a red convertible, Trudy couldn't wait to ride in the sporty car. When the car slowed down as it approached the bridge and then stopped where she had told Stephen to pull over, she stepped out from the brush and hurried to the car. Without looking inside the car as she reached it, Trudy liked the idea Stephen had reached over and opened the door for her. Hopping inside the car and pulling the door closed behind her, Trudy was surprised to find Stephen was older than she thought he would be. Although he had never told her how old he was, she had believed in her mind that her computer BF would be around nineteen or twenty years old. Not only was Trudy surprised, but so was Stephen. He was expecting a seventeen year old girl whose photo showed her having large breasts. Now he was looking at a girl who appeared to be a preteen. He speed off and as he did, glanced at the girl and liked her pretty young face. "Trudy, I thought you were older, but I still think you're cute. So do you still wish for us to be together?" and looking again, saw she'd turned in the seat and facing him, with her short skirt hiked up and exposing her sex. For some reason Trudy felt something was wrong, but when Stephen told her he guessed they both were expecting someone of a different age than what they had found each other to be, the cute girl decided she was more wrong than Stephen. "So how old are you Stephen?" Trudy asked the handsome man and then told him, "I lied to you - I'm only eleven. Are you disappointed?" and moved so her sex was complete visible to his eyes. Glancing at the girl and noting how she was seated with her slender legs pointing at him, thought, "Damn, she didn't wear any panties as I asked her to leave them off?" "No I'm not disappointed - are you sorry I'm older? Trudy, I'm thirty years old. You certainly cute - in fact you're prettier than I thought you would be. Gee, to think you're not a virgin. You didn't wear your panties today - you didn't wear them as I asked you to not wear panties today. That is so lovely of you to honor my request girlfriend." Looking somewhat like she was shocked to know that Stephen knew she wasn't wearing any panties, Trudy smiled as she sat with her legs twisted toward the man and her short skirt pulled up, there could be no doubt he was able to see up her skirt. "You are a very naughty man - but I like you anyway. See for yourself, I left them off as you asked me to do. You better love me for being so ornery. Do you like seeing my "Dolly" with nothing covering it?" and she had pulled her skirt up to her waist. "Sure do. Hey, it is noon so how about we stop and get some food at the next stop and there is a great roadside park just up the road. We can have a picnic if you would like that. What do you say girlfriend?" Eating after Stephen had pulled to the far end of the roadside park and he knew that by the time the girl was missing, those in the park would be in another state and not aware the girl he was seated with was missing. After eating, they road for another six hours and by the time they stopped it was nearly eight in the evening. Trudy asked, "Shouldn't we be heading home?" "Do you have to - I thought we could stay in a motel tonight and then I could take you home tomorrow. Would you like that girlfriend?" and as he spoke reached over and took her hand in his own. A half hour later Stephen pulled into the parking lot of an expensive motel that featured whirlpool baths and thought how this always relaxed the girls, especially the younger ones. Obtaining a room near the end of the building and being assured by the clerk it was away from the interstate and free from highway sounds, Stephen walked back to his car. Once he was back in his car, Stephen drove to where he could park directly in front of the room door. Looking around the motel parking lot, and being satisfied no one was at their vehicles, and also saw no cars parked near the room he had obtained. Entering the room he could see the cute girl seemed surprised to discover there was only one bed in the room. "Where are we supposed to sleep?" she asked. Suddenly the preteen realized Stephen was planning on having sex with her. Resigning herself to all that had happened since chatting with him, she asked Stephen, "Will it hurt?" then asked herself, 'will it be different than when I do it with Ray?" and also if it would hurt doing it with an older man. For some reason Trudy had no thoughts about her parents or Ray missing her. It never entered her mind that after meeting up with Stephen her family would be worried about her disappearance. While being hugged, Trudy listened as her boyfriend asked, "How about some pizza? Plus we can sit in the whirlpool bath while eating a large pizza with pepperoni, mushrooms, pineapple and sausage, and extra cheese. I'll get some ice and soda pops, so what kind would you like? By the way, how about getting the tub full of water and have it ready when I get back?" and before leaving the room to get the ice and sodas, Stephen called and ordered the pizza. Returning to the room, Stephen was surprised to find Trudy was still dressed and was sitting in a chair with a puzzled look on her face. Knowing she was having second thoughts about what she was doing, walked over and reaching down, picked her up in his arms and hugged her to him. Kissing her lightly on the top of her head, he told her, "You are lovely and I can't believe how lucky I am to have met you. Tomorrow will be here so quickly, but I guess I must take you home in the morning. Darn it sweetie, if possible I would marry you - will you wait for me until your old enough to marry me?" and as he spoke, he kissed her lips. When the pizza arrived, he had Trudy go into the bathroom and after paying for the pizza; carried the pizza and sodas to the bathroom and turned on the tub jets. "OK, let's undress and get in the tub and enjoy this pizza." Hesitating before she undressed in front of the man, the preteen slowly removed her belly blouse and slide her skirt down and off her legs. Trudy watched Stephen undress and when he took down his boxer shorts saw his "Willy" was erect. Before her eyes was a man's thing and it was big compared to Ray's and wondered if it was too large to fit up her sex. They got in the tub and both realized how hungry they were, and after enjoying the pizza and soda, they sat back in the tub and enjoyed the swirling water. For Trudy it was like a fairy tale as she thought how she had been treated to a great day riding with Stephen, and then getting this great motel room. Having traveled with her parents and staying overnight in motels or hotels, she knew this one was exceptionally nice. Feeling the water strike against her, the twelve year old girl was moving around in the water to get more comfortable, and as she moved, one of the jets of water struck against her "Dolly" and she shuddered from the sensations. Trying to move so the water would continue striking between her legs, and not have Stephen knew what she was doing, Trudy finally was in a position that permitted the water stream hit directly against her sex. The expression on the girl's face didn't escape Stephen and watched as Trudy squirmed to evidently have the water strike between her legs. Smiling to him self, he recalled that nearly all the girls he had been with had enjoyed the water stimulating their pussies. Speaking softly as he moved to sit behind the girl as best he could, Stephen reached around her body and clasped the tiny points of her developing breast buds in his large hands. Never before had Stephen been with this young of a girl, although he watched them many times when he visited nudist resorts. Now he was with a girl whose breasts were nothing more than points and perhaps the size of a quarter where they grew on the fatty mounds on her chest. The tiny nipples had commenced to enlarge and had already were puffy buds some girls had when developing. Not only did Trudy's breasts fascinated him, but having seen the fuzz growing in dark at the top of her vagina, he loved knowing she was about to give him her virginity - if she was truly a virgin. She seems to be to knowledgable and willing to be nude, expose her body and agree to sex with him. Trudy couldn't stop wiggling and making soft whimpers as the jet of water was striking her sex, and feeling her breasts being touched by Stephen was adding to her excitement. Finally she felt like she was going to burst open and she sobbed out, "Oh yes - Stephen I feel so strange. What is happening to me?" Knowing the girl was about to have a climax, Stephen wanted it from his touch and not from the water told the girl, "Let's get out of the water and I will make you feel great. Have I told you that I love you girlfriend?" and as Stephen turned off the jets, and stepped from the water, he grabbed one of the large towels and wrapped it around her. Then he carried her to the bed and lay her down on the edge so her thin legs hung down toward the floor. Using his hands to hold her legs, Stephen first kissed Trudy's right thigh and then the left. Slowly he kissed his way up the inside of her legs until he was looking directly at her sex. The smooth lips of her vulva were unlike any labia he'd ever seen before so close. Now his lips touched Trudy's sex lips, and his tongue sought out her slit. Moving his tongue up and down in her groove, Stephen felt her body jerk from the first contact of his tongue on her small clitoris. "Have you ever wanted a boy to kiss your "Dolly" my little girlfriend and do you like my lips on your pussy lips?" Stephen asked as he felt the small body respond to the touch of his tongue. Trudy's hips moved up to make the contact more direct and she moaned out, "Yes Stephen... oh my, you do love me don't you?" and her hips moved up once again from the bed. She briefly knew about oral sex, but had no idea it could feel so warm and delightful. Knowing he wanted the little virgin to never forget her first time of having oral sex. Hearing Trudy express her feelings that he loved her just because he was kissing her pussy, Stephen decided to give her the ultimate delight of oral sex. Moving her slender legs up onto his shoulders, he once more kissed the smooth labium and loved seeing and feeling the extremely small and short hairs at the top of her slit. Using his thumbs, he eased the tiny lips open and loved to look inside the small pussy. The pink interior was like a small round hole, but didn't see her hymen. His eyes took in the narrow clitoral hood and lastly the smaller than a pea shaped clitoris hidden between her labia. Moving his tongue down to the pink and tightly puckered sphincter nestled between her small round buttocks, he slowly placed his tongue on the center of the muscle. "Umph... oh, oh boy..." Trudy said in a strained voice from the intense pleasure of feeling her back spot touched by her boyfriend's tongue. Slowly he moved his tongue up through the smooth pussy lips and when he found the entrance of her vagina, Stephen opened his lips as wide as possible so his completely opened mouth was covering the small sex. Then he pushed his tongue as deep into the small sex as it could reach. He literally fucked the tiny pussy with his tongue for nearly five minutes. Stephen felt the small buttocks wiggle around from the stimulation of his oral teasing, and then moved his mouth up to cover her clitoral hood. Using his tongue to flip Trudy's tiny clitoris up and down, and from side to side, he loved hearing her respond to his oral love making. For several minutes he licked, sucked and even nibbles at the tinder clitoris with the edges of his teeth, and suddenly heard what he had been wishing from the young girl. For Trudy, the acts that her sex was receiving was truly delightful and also somewhat frightful as she felt her body responding as never before when she was with Ray. She understood about having a climax, but this was so different and her body commenced to loose all control as it begin to bounce up and down from the oral stimulation. Without warning, Trudy felt the final stages of her first true orgasm. With her body tense and she had no way to stop the flipping of her hips up and down, Trudy vocalized her feelings as she hit the point of release and her climaxes seemed to be simply one after the other. Stephen knew what the cute preteen was feeling and was amazed that a girl of twelve could get off so good. He increased the action of his tongue on her clitoris and rubbed it as hard as possible with his tongue. Trudy was lost in the surreal act of climax and she cried out her pleasure, "Um... ho... um! Oh Stephen! Awgh... yeah - don't stop! Oh gosh, what are you doing to meeee?" and her body gave up its pleasure to the extent the young girl's body simply feel limp. Never had Stephen enjoyed making a girl get off as had with the young girl, and he moved up from kneeling on the floor and took the girl in his arms and moved her to the center of the bed. Taking the folded towel he had brought from the bathroom, he eased it under her tiny hips. "I didn't find a cherry with my tongue or see one, but perhaps hers is different," he thought as he moved to cover the tiny girl. Feeling the man move between her legs, Trudy was concerned as she looked down and so how large his "Willy" was compared to Ray's younger thing. Not only that, Trudy could see it was much thicker and when she felt it touching her sex, wondered if it would fit inside her without being painful. Using his hands to work his cock head up and down in the marrow slit, Stephen still wondered if the girl was a virgin or not and as he slowly moved it inside, he heard her moan out. "Ho boy - you're filling me. Oh you're big. Don't hurt me Stephen. You're stretching me open down there. Yikes that hurts," Trudy said as she felt the fat thing all the way inside her sex. Holding his cock deep inside the young girl, Stephen had to know if the girl was a virgin or not. "I thought you were a virgin. Have you done this with a guy before now - and didn't see or feel your cherry? Tell me the truth, have you had sex before or how did you loose your cherry? The one you said I could have." Knowing she must tell some kind of lie, Trudy thought how she would sometimes put the handle of her hair brush inside her pussy when she was in bed at night. When she had the feeling and wanted to feel what she did with Ray pushing his thing in her, she told Stephen, "I put my hair brush in me the time you told me to put my finger in me. It really hurt and I bled a little," she said and squeezed her eyes shut knowing she was lying. "Really - you did that thinking of me having sex with you?" and Stephen begin to work his erection back and forth in the girl. He loved how tight Trudy's pussy felt, and thought how the youngest girl he had been with before was fifteen. Sandy had been a virgin and she wasn't tight, but she bleed so damn much he knew that it made her slippery when they had sex her first time. Moving his cock in all directions as he struck back up into the small pussy, he loved hearing the girl grunt and knew he was giving her pleasure and wondered if she would climax again. When he reached under her hips and placed his finger on her tiny anus, Stephen heard Trudy moan out, "Oh gee that feels good." Slowly he stroked his hard cock in and out of the young girl and loved how she moved to indicate she was enjoying her first fuck. When he believed she was possibly building to a climax, he pushed his finger against her sphincter and commenced to ease it up her butt. Feeling the resistance of her anal muscles attempting to keep his finger out of her butt, he continued to push it into her rectum and finally felt it slip inside and up to the first knuckle on his finger. Stroking both his cock and finger in and back out of her body, Stephen loved hearing the girl moaning and knew Trudy was enjoying the double penetration of her body. Finally he could no longer how back the need to ejaculate and he moved his finger from her butt and concentrated on simply fucking the desirable young girl. Nothing had prepared him for the girl's responding as she being to fuck him back. Feeling her hips moving up and down as he shoved his cock back and forth in her tight pussy, he simply commenced fucking her deep and hard. "Oh Stephen - not so hard. Ho boy you're really giving it to me good, aren't you! You're really f-fucking me aren't you? This is what you meant about f-fucking me, isn't it? Do you like fucking me boyfriend? Argh... oh that is so hard - what are you doing to me?" and Trudy was nearly bent in half. Stephen had moved her legs up on his shoulders and knew he was doing nothing more than slamming his "Willy" in her body as hard as possible. "You like me fucking you girlfriend? So do you like fucking now that you're getting it? Shit, I'm about to go off... do you want my cum in your tight little cunt? Tell me baby, is this what you want?" and with a hard shove into her young pussy, Stephen knew from her exclaiming how it hurt that he was giving her a hard fuck. "Gosh Stephen... not so hard! Oh no, please not so hard. Whatever you want to do... just do it and get it over with. What do you mean, your coming?" and yet she knew what that was as Ray had started shooting his come in her. "Oh yeah, oh baby I'm gonna cum in your tiny cunt... shit yes, now!" With as hard of a forward shove into her yielding body as he could make it, Stephen jammed his cock so hard into the girl she screamed out from both the unexpected hard drive of his cock into her pussy and the pain of his pelvic bone striking against her own. "No, not so hard! Augh you're hurting me," Trudy moaned out from the extremely hard strike against her body and what seemed like a deeper penetration of her body. One thing was certain, Ray had never done her like this and even though it hurt, she truly enjoyed the sensations in her sex and she felt her body giving up its release. "I'm doing it - I feel like I did before. Oh Stephen I love you... augh yeah!" Her body shook and her arms and legs moved to hug the man who had given her another climax. *** When he returned from his friends and thinking it would be fun to get with Trudy again, he was disappointed to find her note telling him she had gone to her friend's house. For the first time in his life he looked through the things on the small desk where her computer was located. Finding nothing of real interest on top of the desk, he opened the top drawer and found her diary. Opening the five year diary, he started reading the entries Trudy had made for each day. Soon he was at the point in the diary where he and Trudy commenced messing around. Carrying the book to his room he lay on his bed and enjoyed her way of describing what they had done. When he got to the place when he first did it to her, she had written, "Today I lost my virginity. Guess I could say 'bye-bye-cherry' and I didn't tell Ray, but it hurt like all get out. Gosh I bleed from getting it my first time. Eleven and fucked - what a bummer. Sure liked his hard Willy poking me though!" Turning to the next page, and just as he started to read it, the phone rang. "Hi, this is Ray - may I help you?" "Hi yourself, Ray. This is Dana - would you tell Trudy to get on the phone?" "Sorry, she isn't here. She left me a note saying she was going to your place. Are you playing a joke on me and teasing me as usual? One of these days I'm just gonna' have to kiss you for giving me a hard time - get it, 'a hard time' and hold you down until you beg me to let you up - like up you." Knowing what Ray meant, Dana had often told Trudy that she would let her cousin do anything he wanted to her. She replied, "Yeah, I know what you mean about hard time - but you are chicken and will never kiss me or put something hard up me." And laughing told him, "OK, now may I speak to that cute cousin of yours?" "Honest Dana, she isn't here. Wait a minute and I'll read you her note. Picking up the note, he read it to Dana and then asked, "Something isn't right, as I'm certain she went to your place right after I left the house. I best call my aunt and tell her. I'll call you back, and don't forget about you owing me a hard time." "Aunt Faye, its Ray. I went to my friends and when I got back there was a note from Trudy saying she was going to visit Dana. But Dana just called for Trudy and she hasn't been to her house. What should I do?" and he listened as she told him to stay in the house and she would be home immediately. About a half hour later, both Aunt Faye and Uncle Mark were home and they asked all kinds of questions and where did they normally go when they played? Telling his uncle and aunt about he and Trudy swimming in the creek, and hiking in the woods, Ray asked if he should walk to the creek. "No, but let me see if she left any messages on her computer or who she was chatting with," Uncle Mark said. The three of them walked into Trudy's bedroom and Mark became alarmed when the computer didn't bring up any prompts or any sign- on screens. Ensuring that the machine was plugged in and that it should be working, Mark asked, "Did she have problems with the computer before you left today?" "Nope, it was working fine. Maybe it broke and she went to see about having someone check it out," Ray stated. Mark was at a loss as there were no indications or notes from his daughter to indicate that she was having a problem with the computer. Finally Faye said, "Ray, get on the four wheeler and ride to where you two swim and where you hike. Be quick, but be careful honey." Finally they were unable to find any indication about Trudy's being gone and Mark called the sheriff. When two sheriff's cruisers showed up, they made a quick check of the property and finding nothing, called for detectives to come assist them. Finally the four officers were convinced that the girl had left on her own, but asked if they could take the computer to the station to have their forensic computer guru check it out for any possible indications of where she might have gone or who she was last in contact with. It was nearly ten in the evening before the sheriff's detective called and advised that the computer was complete blank. "There isn't a single program or file on the system. It is totally blank of any data what-so-ever, and our computer forensic technician believes it has been cleaned with a program that can remove any data from the box. Our staff doesn't believe it was from an on- line virus she may have picked up. Would you mind if we come back and check her room more closely?" By two o'clock in the morning, the sheriffs officers had spoken to each of them individually, and even to Ray's friends to try and get a time frame on when the girl had disappeared. A search of her room didn't locate any computer disk that would show it had been used to clean the computer. Looking in the waste basket, they found nothing. The lead detective asked, "Mrs. Brown, could you check and see if you might give us a lead on what she might be wearing? Also Ray, what was your sister wearing when you last saw her?" and was surprised to learn that the boy and girl were actually cousins. Mark explained about the relationship between the children and the detectives were satisfied. *** Lying on the large motel bed with her head on Stephen's lap, Trudy was wondering how she could give her boyfriend what he was asking from her. Receiving oral sex from him was truly great and made her feel terrific, but now he wanted her to take his "Willy" in her mouth. "Please baby, just put your mouth over my cock head and move your lips up and down on me. Make it feel good for me as I did for you, please honey - just one time and I won't ask again if you don't like sucking on my cock. Will you just once?" and Stephen used his hands to twist her face to his erection. Looking at the hard thing, Trudy eventfully allowed her lips to kiss the end of the fat thing and eased her mouth open enough to get the end of his "Willy" in her mouth. "Yeah - oh yeah, move your mouth up and down on my cock. That's the way, oh yes, suck my cock girlfriend. Damn that feels so wonderful." As he spoke while enjoying the oral sex from the twelve year old, Stephen used his hands to move Trudy's head up and down on his erection. In a few minutes Stephen could feel his balls tightening and knew that if she continued to suck him and move her face up and down on his cock, he would blow his nuts and fill her mouth with his cum. "Yeah... oh make you mouth tighter... yes, I'm about ready. Now baby, swallow my cum when I go off. Oh hell yes... now!" With his cock spewing out his semen, he watched as Trudy attempted to get her mouth from his cock. Using the strength of his hands to hold her face over and on his squirting erection, he told her, "Swallow my cum - swallow my cum baby. Oh hell you make it feel so good." Finally her mouth was empty of both Stephen's "Willy" and the viscous stuff that had come from his thing. Trudy knew what it was and that it was the same stuff that he and Ray had shot in her pussy. Now she wanted to cry over the fact the nasty term she heard boys use at school when they spoke of a girl they didn't like, and would call them 'cocksuckers' when being mean. Trudy wasn't certain if she liked knowing that was what she had become after having done it to her boyfriend. "Gee Stephen, I kind of liked it, but am I now a 'cocksucker' like the boys at school call some girls?" and knew that in the future Ray and other boys would discover she could perform oral sex and swallow their cum. For another hour they lay in bed speaking and enjoyed being together. Once more they enjoyed having sex and discussed how great it felt to share their love. When Stephen explained how she must never tell anyone that they had been together and what they had enjoyed, or they couldn't get back together again. Telling her the story she could use to explain her absence to her parents and he was certain to the police, she agreed that she would tell how she spent the night in the old barn at the far end of the farm. The next three hours they engaged in sex twice more. Then Stephen instructed her in how to use a douche and clean her sex so no evidence was evident. Hearing how they would be together in two weeks, Stephen drove her home and dropped her off at the old barn. Trudy told him, "Oh I love you, and no, I won't be afraid to stay in the barn by myself. I love you boyfriend." Entering the barn was somewhat scary for the twelve year old, but she knew that in order to be with her boyfriend once again, she must endure the darkness of the barn. She found the old blanket that had been left there as Stephen had told her she'd find. Lying down on the blanket, she thought someone was walking toward her. The moonlight shinning through the cracks between the old barn siding was blocked and just a few feet from her she saw what she believed were two men. Just as Trudy started to scream out in fear, a hand closed over her mouth and someone told her, "You be hushing girly, and you won't be hurt. You scream and I'll break your little fuckin' neck. You understand me girly?" and her body was pushed onto the blanket. Whimpering that she wouldn't scream, or make any sound, Trudy knew she was in big trouble and when the man told her to undress, tears came to her eyes. Slowly she removed her top and then her skirt. "Now get your little ass down here on this here blanket, and my buddy and I are gonna get a piece of yous' little girly' twat. Hell buddy, look at that little snatch -ain't got a hair on it anywhere. Just little long fuzz." "No, you can't rape me, help!" As she started to cry out in alarm, a hand smacked her across her face and the voice told her to shut up. For the next four hours she was raped repeatedly. Just when she thought her ordeal was over, the one man gripped her throat with his large hands and applied pressure. With her life slowly leaving her body, the barn door opened and the two men looked at the several deputy sheriffs who were standing with their guns at the ready. "Release the girl - now, let the girl go!" "You fuckin' cops," the one man shouted as he released the body of the girl and reached for the rifle standing against the barn wall. The other man had grabbed a revolver and turned as if he was going to fire at the police officers. A volley of shots filled the air and both men were cut down instantly. Rushing to the aid of the young girl, they found she was only slightly alive. One officer gave the young girl mouth-to- mouth resuscitation and a call was made for a copter for an air- evacuation. For three days it was touch and go with the life of the young girl, and finally the parents were told that there was no sign of brain activity. *** Nearly four hundred miles away a girl of thirteen was on line with a boy who she believed was seventeen. Her parents had cautioned her to never give out her phone number or address. Yet she had found over the past four months that Stephen loved her and wished her parents would stop hassling her about on line chats. When she asked about her thoughts on sex, Megen was embarrassed at first, but finally sent a personal IM, or at least for her a highly personal message. "I can't discuss sex - my parents think it is dirty. Do U think it is?" "Heck no - but wish some girl liked me that much just once." Megan took the bait and replied, "U mean like me - still a virgin?" "Yeah. What a drag, huh. The pic U sent showed a cute babe. How could such a pretty girl like U still be a virgin?" Stephen replied. "I'm not allowed to date. Not even allowed to have friends come to my house and spend the night." Then Megen asked, "Would U like to meet me and spend the night with me when my parents go away for a week, next weekend? My grandma will come to stay with me, but I can sneak out of the house without her knowing I'm not at home." "Can we meet next week? I'll send U a computer disk of me. U must do as it says to play the disk, but only when you are ready to meet me. OK with U pretty one?" "Sounds great. R U certain my being a virgin isn't a problem?" "No. Would you like for both of us to give the other our virginity when we meet?" "Gee Stephen, that might be nice. What if I turn chicken?" "Megan, if you turn into a cute chick, then I will turn into a rooster." "U R funny. Does it hurt like some of my friends say? Do you know anyone who has done it?" "Yeah. Guess it kind of hurts the girl the first time because she has what is called a hymen. It gets busted when the boy goes up the girl with his penis. I would be gentle and make certain it doesn't hurt you Megan." "So U want to have sex with me and U know that if I let U - U will be my first. Do U luv me? Truly luv me Stephen?" "For certain if U allow me the honor of being your first how could I not luv U. May I dream every night that I will be able to share our luv and I will be your first. Honest? Oh Megan how much I luv U, darling." "OK, until then Stephen. Luv U. Yeah I will let you - U happy now?"