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Not Exactly Brother and Sister
by Sweet Irish (address withheld)

***

On-line chat rooms can be a problem for innocent children. And for 
one young girl -and- her first romance with her cousin, she leaves 
him disappointed. (Mf, ped, inc, 1st, mast)

***

Waking as in a daze, Faye realized she had again gone to sleep 
watching television. Glancing at the digital clock on the VCR she 
watched as the red numbers changed to 3:45. 

Stretching as she rose from the sofa, Faye wished that somehow her 
darling husband didn't have to take trips out of town so much. 
Telling herself, "Yes, I know Mark is one of the top engineers for 
his firm, but heck, since the war started by the idiot in the 
White House that wanted the war, let him take the trips. There was 
no doubt that Mark makes considerable money in this new job, but I 
hate sleeping alone."

Turning off the television, Faye headed toward her bedroom. 
Starting down the hallway she noted the light in her "son's" room 
was still on. Although Ray was Mark's nephew, she felt like he was 
their son, and she was glad he came into their lives as she had 
major complications after delivering her daughter Trudy, that 
caused her to become sterile.

Seeing the table lamp next to Ray's bed was on, Faye also saw her 
daughter Trudy was again sleeping with the boy she had accepted as 
her older brother. Both of the children were lying on top of the 
comforter and wearing only their underpants.

Smiling as she thought how many times she had addressed the issue 
of them sleeping together, until finally deciding to forget the 
lectures as she reasoned when Trudy became an older girl, she 
wouldn't want some boy in her bed - or I hope that happens, 
especially once her teen hormones kick in, Faye had smiled and 
allowed her mind to reason.

Walking past her sleeping children, she saw they had evidently 
been watching television when they fell asleep. Faye asked herself 
how could Trudy sleep in what appeared to be an uncomfortable 
position. Studying her daughter's puzzle shaped position as she 
was lying with her head by Ray's feet. One of her legs was twisted 
upward under her body, while the other was stretched in somewhat 
of an arch across the Ray's upper legs..

"Gosh, my little girl is ten year old, and I wish she could stay 
the sweet child she is now, but that is part of growing up," Faye 
reasoned.

Once again looking at how Trudy was lying with her left leg 
twisted and flipped over Ray's body, Faye thought that in some 
weird way it caused Trudy to appear as if she was double jointed. 
Both children seemed so restful and as a mother, Faye loved 
knowing the children could be friends with each other. Turning off 
the light, Faye understood that she must again speak to both 
children about being in bed together, and also they must stop 
taking baths together.

Last week she had stopped outside the bathroom which the children 
used, and heard them as they bathed together. Hearing Trudy ask 
Ray, "Do you know how people have sex?"

"Not really... but I guess the boy gets on top of the girl and 
rubs around on her - why do want to know?" he had replied.

"Because I believe that must have been what mom and dad were doing 
in bed last Sunday morning. Mom was making bizarre crazy sounds 
and dad sounded like some grunting wild animal. In fact I heard 
mom telling dad to fuck her. Do you know what fuck means, Ray?" 
and there was an excited sound in the girl's voice.

"Yeah I know what it means. That is just another word for having 
sex, but where did you hear that word? You best not let mom or dad 
hear you using the word or you will be in big trouble. Hey girl, 
where did you hear the word anyway?"

***

Watching the flat screen on her computer, Trudy was again reading 
the message from Stephen, the boy she had been chatting with for 
the past four months. The first time she was on line with him, 
Trudy had added seven years to her age and advised that she was 
seventeen. Now he wanted to come meet her, and having sent an 
email with a photo of her sixteen year old cousin Matte in it as 
one of herself, Trudy wondered how she could meet the boy who said 
he loved her and his finding out she had lied to him.

Knowing she would be in big trouble if her parents found out who 
she was emailing and visiting in MY HOUSE MY ROOM chat room. Trudy 
was learning about sex or at least some of the words about sex 
with her chat room boyfriend, or so it seemed that was how she 
felt about her contact. Stephen had asked lots of questions about 
her personal life and the ten year old had stretched the truth 
even further. Several times in his emails, Stephen had asked, "Do 
U fuck - have U ever fucked?"

Trudy was on line and chatting with Stephen while her parents were 
out shopping and Ray had ridden his bike to visit one of his 
friends. 

Stephen had asked, "Do U have sex?"

"Why? Do U?" she had replied.

"R U a virgin Trudy?"

"Yeah - is that a problem?" she had replied while wondering if he 
would be upset that she wasn't a virgin.

"When may I come see U?"

"One of these days." Trudy had replied and then sent a message 
that her mom wanted her so she had to get off the computer.

***

Ray and Trudy weren't exactly brother and sister, although they 
had been together since he was three and she was slightly over 
two. Raymond Brown was actually Trudy Brown's first cousin, as 
their fathers were brothers. The problem was that Ray's father and 
mother, Jed and Maria had been killed when he was a child.

Ray went to live with his Uncle Mark and Aunt Faye and he was 
happy to have a playmate as he grew. Today while wearing only his 
jockey shorts, he had entered Trudy's room. When stepping through 
the doorway, he saw she was lying sideways on her bed, with her 
head toward the door.

Before his eyes, Ray could see Trudy was naked and had placed her 
feet up against the wall and her hand was rubbing between her 
slender ten year legs. He knew from his own experiences that she 
was masturbating in some way, and he asked, "Hey, what you doing?"

Instantly Trudy stopped playing with her sex and turned to face 
the boy who was nearly her brother. Trudy was shocked and 
embarrassed being caught masturbating. Shouting out in anger, "You 
numbskull - Ray why are you doing spying on me? Get out of my 
room! I could beat you up - oh you idiot," and as she spoke, 
twisted around on the bed and glared at the boy who had invaded 
her privacy.

Trudy had never masturbated until Ray had found her, and she was 
embarrassed in being discovered in such a personal matter. Only 
yesterday she and Stephen had chatted together about masturbating, 
and being as how she couldn't be seen was liberal when she 
admitted things to Stephen. He had asked her to try masturbating 
when she went to bed or better yet, tomorrow morning at exactly 
8:30.

Stephen had set up the electronic conversation by getting Trudy to 
be open about "their" relationship and to tell him the truth.

"Do U masturbate?" he had sent in his instant mail.

"No. I never have. Don't laugh at me - I don't know how."

"Hey girlfriend, tomorrow morning at 8:30 exactly we'll both do 
it."

"What do I do?"

"Lie on your back with your legs up in the air and you feet on the 
wall."

"That's all?"

"No - then you use your fingers and rub your "Dolly" while I jack 
off my cock."

"U mean for me to play with my...?"

"Sure - everyone does it."

"What is jack off?"

"I stroked my cock and think of you while looking at your pic."

"R U serious? U did that while looking at my pic? The one I sent 
you U?" and she wanted to have him send a picture of him jacking 
off.

Now Trudy had been interrupted by Ray as she'd just started 
feeling good in following the instructions Stephen had given her. 
She was trying to determine at the time Ray had found her playing 
with her sex, what Stephen had meant when he had sent the message, 
"Can't wait until I can fuck U and get your cherry. U will give me 
your cherry, won't U?"

"Stephen - you scare me when talking about getting my cherry."

***

Her moves were so surprising in moving to where she was facing 
him, Ray wasn't prepared for the view of the spread open preteen 
sex. Trudy had twisted around on the bed, which caused her legs to 
be spread wide apart. The tiny grove between her legs opened to 
show the pink interior of her sex. The preteen girl suddenly 
understood how she must appear with her legs parted and showing 
her "gidget" as Trudy called her sex.

"Yikes, he can look right up me - shoot, which is worst? Ray 
catching me playing with my thing or holding my legs so far apart 
he could run his electric train up me for a tunnel."

Bouncing from her bed, Trudy bumped against her cousin, who was 
still enjoying the view of the slit betweens her legs. Her 
movements in getting off the bed were such she fell against Ray 
and knocked him onto the floor. The cute girl landed on top of him 
and she knew from when they were younger his thing was stiff.

Attempting to punish her cousin for scarring her and coming into 
her room when she was making her gidget feel good, Trudy begin 
wiggling around on top of Ray and her gidget was pressed against 
the hard thing sticking outward in his jockey shorts.

Having bathed with her cousin as recently as a week ago, Trudy 
knew what was pushing against her as they rolled around on the 
floor.

Before long they were reversing positions and Ray asked, "How 
about I take my shorts off and we can wiggle around so it will 
feel better?"

"You wanting to have sex with me... is that what you're asking 
me?" and giggling, said, "Yeah, that way I can see what you have 
in your shorts that's punching me. You can't stick it in me 
though."

When once again they were wrestling on the floor, Ray's "Willy" as 
he referred to his penis, was hard and when he lay on top of his 
cousin, as if by magic it sought out the smooth skin of her tiny 
sex groove. Ray rubbed his "Willy" back and forth, then up and 
down like as they enjoyed the nudity of playing as they last had 
when they were younger.

Trudy's ten year old body had yet to develop, and her sex was just 
a smooth slit of her lower torso. Her clitoral hood was hidden 
between the minute lips that made up her vaginal area. She was 
fairly tall for her age, and the plateau of her abdomen taped to 
where the fatty mound of her mons met with the top of her sex. 
When the length of his "Willy" slid between the hairless lips of 
her sex, it felt like silk to Ray, and knew something good was 
happening inside his body - especially in his bag of marbles and 
his hard cock.

Suddenly Trudy felt anxious between her legs and commenced helping 
Ray as he rubbed her sex with his "Willy". "Ho boy Ray - I feel 
funny down there. I like what you're doing. Ray, are we f-fu - f-
ucking? Is that what we're doing?" and her body felt as if it 
would simply fly away, especially between her slender and youthful 
legs.

Not wanting to admit to his cousin that he didn't know if they 
were having sex or not, the eleven year old replied, "Guess so - 
yeah I guess we're fucking. Do you like it Trudy? I'm gonna' do 
something," and he must have experienced a 'dry ejaculation' as 
the sensations in his "Willy" caused him to say, "Boy-o-boy Trudy, 
I love you."

***

For the next year, they would play the rubbing game and both 
thought they were fucking. Trudy's parents and Ray's Uncle Mark 
and Aunt Faye had purchased a country home on 160 acres. Both 
loved being where they could walk through the woods and swim in 
the creek. Most of the time they swam in the nude, and today was 
no exception.

While resting at the edge of the creek, where they were seated on 
some of the rocks that washed down stream during flooding, Trudy 
noticed that Ray had grown some, especially between his legs. She 
herself had gotten tiny bumps on chest, although they at present 
had become only breast buds.

When Ray stood up in front of her, a new twist took place in their 
playing at sex. Trudy's hand reached and gripped his partly erect 
"Willy" and she became amazed at how it begins to get harder. 
Trudy understood about it getting longer and thicker when it got 
hard from their playing what they had referred to as fucking 
during the past year.

"Hey, it is bigger now. Boy Ray, I never noticed you'd gotten 
bigger." And as she played with her cousin's "Willy", she loved 
how it got hard in her hand. For the first time in her life, her 
female instincts allowed her to understand the power she had as a 
girl over a boy.

Gripping the shaft tighter in her small fist, while her other hand 
collected his winkled pouch so she could determine what it was all 
about. "You have two round balls in here," Trudy stated as she 
felt his scrotum. "How long is your thing Ray?" she asked as her 
hand on its own was stroking Ray's smooth hard "Willy" and by now 
sliding her finger down under his body to feel the skin that she 
would later lean was his perineum.

Wanting to enjoy the same touching as his cousin, Ray reached out 
caressed the small lips between her lips. After a while he asked, 
"Want to fuck - it has been almost a month since we've done it?"

This time they continued to touch each other and Ray was surprised 
to feel his cousin's thing getting wet. Before now they hadn't 
enjoyed mutual masturbation, and now he was extremely excited.

Lying on top of his cousin, he felt his erect "Willy" move 
differently this time, and it seemed to be the positive part of a 
magnet as the end slipped into the smooth grove of Trudy's gidget. 
In a few moments of giggling it back and forth in the opening, it 
became obvious to both cousins that this was more enjoyable and 
the sensations were better than rubbing on each other.

Suddenly Trudy felt her cousin's "Willy" going deeper inside her 
dolly. Then she cried out, "Argh, oh Ray that hurts! Oh gee Ray, 
whatever you doing hurts me a lot."

Instead of heeding his cousin's comments that what he was doing 
was hurting, as he moved his thing kind of back and forth in his 
cousin's hot place. Ray liked feeling his thing inside the hot 
thing his "Willy" was seeking to hide inside of, and he pulled out 
part way and then shoved back up into her body once more.

"Oh Ray! I sure hope you like me - ho boy it hurts and feels good 
at the same time." At that moment in time, Trudy felt her body 
being split open and she understood that the act she had just felt 
was the loss of her virginity.

Ray was trying to determine why it felt like Trudy's "dolly" got 
wet as he started to move back and forth inside her sex. He didn't 
realize that when he shoved all the way up into her body that he 
had split her hymen and there was a slight amount of blood. He 
only knew it seemed warm inside Trudy's body.

"Now what do I do?" Trudy asked as she lay still while Ray moved 
his "Willy" back and forth in her body. The sensations within her 
"Dolly" were unique and although she didn't understand sex 
completely had sufficient knowledge to grasp what she and Ray were 
doing was bringing tingles that were exclusive to having sex.

Unknown in her present state of mind, Trudy didn't consider the 
sex between them had anything to do with the slow working of her 
hips up and down. In reality the adorable and endearing eleven 
year old was finding Mother Nature teaching her about sex in a 
pleasing experience that would forever after, make her a desirable 
female to make love with.

Speaking in a subtle voice and perhaps an ingenious desire to 
express her pleasure in what Ray was doing to her, Trudy said, 
"Move it back and forth faster... yeah like that... oh Ray this 
time we are fucking. Before we weren't actually doing it, but this 
time we are. You make me feel good; something is happening when 
you push it in and pull your "Willy" back out of me. Gee, oh gee 
yeah Ray..."

Finally Ray moved from atop of Trudy, and in doing so saw a small 
amount of blood on his "Willy" and his body. Looking between 
Trudy's legs he saw more blood, and he became excited and asked in 
a rather loud voice, "Hey Trudy, did I hurt you... are you OK? 
You're bleeding! What should we do - call the doctor or 
something?"

Looking at her body and then Ray's, Trudy understood what had 
occurred, and knew from speaking with her mother and the booklets 
she had been given to read about girls and boys and having sex, 
that she had just lost her virginity. A few tears formed in her 
eyes as she told Ray, "Gee Ray, you got my virginity - I'm no 
longer a virgin. You better love me or I will beat the crap out of 
you."

Something in the stories he and his friends had often joked about 
came to his mind and after hearing Trudy tell about her virginity, 
Ray knew that he had just gotten his cousin's cherry. Thinking he 
was now a man, and he had gotten a girl's cherry made him feel 
like a proud strutting peacock. Reaching out he hugged Trudy and 
told her, "Oh course I love you - heck, I got your cherry, and 
that means we love each other."

The following day Trudy told Ray she was too sore to do it, but 
maybe in a couple days more she wouldn't hurt and they could enjoy 
playing sex together. When she asked, "So did you like fucking me 
Ray," she had listened as he again gave her heck for saying the 
word fuck.

For the rest of the week they had gone to the creek and swam and 
always engaged in sex after a short time. To her surprise, Trudy 
had listened as Ray told her, "You've got some fine hair growing 
right at the top of your pussy crack. It is like fuzz, but I've 
got a little hair at the top of my bone. Guess it won't be long 
before "Willy" and "Dolly" has hair to keep them warm. Heck, I 
swear your boobs have grown in the last month or so," he had 
remarked and it made Trudy happy to know that her brother was 
paying attention to her body - especially her breasts and "Dolly."

***

Sunday morning came and Trudy told her mother she didn't feel 
well. She was saying it so she could stay home from Sunday school 
and get on line with Stephen again. If no one was home, she 
wouldn't need to worry about someone finding out about her 
boyfriend.

Immediately after everyone had left for church, she got on line 
and found Stephen waiting for her to hook up with him via the 
computer. She typed in, "Hi. U happy I'm here today?"

"Yeah GF."

"I did it again last night like U wanted."

"You masturbated for me - did U think of me while rubbing "Dolly?"

"Yeah."

"Did you get off?"

"I guess so - although I'm not sure what that is. I got the disk."

"Great. So how about I come see U next Thursday?"

"OK - hope U won't be disappointed in me."

"Trudy how could I be disappointed with U?"

"U R nice."

"Thanks."

"So on Thursday before I meet U at ten in the morning I'm suppose 
to put the disk in the computer and do what it says on the 
screen.'

"Yeah GF. Don't forget to bring the disk with you."

"I won't - do U remember how I told you to find where we are 
supposed to meet?"

"Sure do. Let me go over these with you just to be certain. I go 
past where U live on Gabriel Road. Your house is located on my 
left. I drive to the next road, which is Pine-Rock Road. Then I 
take another left. I cross the small bridge and park on right side 
of road just after bridge."

"Yep. Oh I hope U won't hate me." And Trudy still couldn't tell 
Stephen that she was only eleven.

"You'll be behind some trees and jump out and attack me, right 
GF?"

"OK. See U Thursday, BF."

"Sure will. Hey GF do me a favor. Don't wear undies when we meet."

"You want me to not wear any panties?"

"Yep. See U GF. Love U - sugar and spice."

***

Thursday morning after eating breakfast, and going to her room, 
Trudy was about to slip the disk into the computer drive when Ray 
came into her room and she was hoping he would leave her alone 
right away. She had already bathed and had a towel wrapped around 
her body. When Ray told her that he was going to ride his bike 
over and see Jeff and Tommy Watkins, but maybe they could go 
swimming in the afternoon, she had said that sounded great.

Trudy watched as Ray took off on his bike and watching to assure 
her cousin had left to visit his friend, she slipped the disk into 
her computer. In moments, messages appeared on the screen which 
prompted what to do. When the message appeared asking, "Do you 
wish to delete all files and programs? If you click yes, they can 
never be recovered?"

Uncertain what pictures of Stephen had to do with the prompt, the 
eleven year old clicked on the "yes" icon. Following three more 
inquiries, Trudy watched as the screen started rolling out the 
same message over and over, "File/program deleted."

The cute teen was unaware the label on the disk was made by 
Stephen and the disk contained a program utilized by the military 
and other government agencies to erase all data on a computer, and 
could never be recovered. When the military wanted to dispose of 
obsolete computers that were being sold, they cleaned them by 
running the programs on the desk.

Turning off the computer, Trudy removed the towel from around her 
body. Selecting the new mini-skirt and belly blouse she had 
purchased to wear when meeting Stephen. Reaching into her dresser 
drawer to get a pair of panties to put on, Trudy picked out a 
thong that was lace with an elastic waist band. It had another 
strip of elastic material that attached from the back of the 
elastic strip and down between her hips and sown onto the lace 
panel that covered her "Dolly" and even then didn't cover all of 
her sex.

Remembering that Stephen didn't want her to wear panties, Trudy 
held the tiny garment up to her face and thought, "I bought this 
for today. Well I won't wear them, but will put them in my purse 
and see if he will let me put them on when we go eat."

Slipping on her new sandals, and using just a smidge of eye make 
up and the lip gloss stick with the sparkles in it, she looked at 
her hair and smiled at how long it was. When she had told Stephen 
that her hair was almost down to her butt he had told her that he 
wanted to see her nude with her hair hanging down to her cute 
hips.

Taking a piece of paper, she wrote a short note to Ray telling him 
"Went for a walk. I may go over to see Dana. See you later and 
maybe we can go swimming later. See ya, Trudy."

Getting her purse ready for meeting with Stephen, she placed the 
lace thong inside and wondered if her mother ever went out with no 
panties on under her clothes.

Finally she was ready to meet her on line boyfriend for the first 
time, and she wondered if he would really kiss her like he had 
said, especially on her "Dolly" and all over her body. She and 
Dana had spoken about sex on various occasions and especially 
about oral sex.

Walking from her home, she headed past the farm buildings and 
followed the path that she and Ray took when going to the creek to 
swim. For the next fifteen minutes or so Trudy followed the path 
and at times would stop and look at the birds or squirrels, and in 
the far field saw the wild turkeys as they hunted for food.

Looking at her watch Trudy saw there was still another half hour 
before she was to meet with Stephen, but she was soon at the 
bridge, but there was no car parked in the spot she had told him 
to meet her. Walking up the small incline from the creek to the 
road, Trudy crossed the road and excitedly got behind the clump of 
brush.

The pickup truck she recognized as one belonging to Mr. Wilcox who 
lived on the farm behind her father's farm. Then she heard another 
car and looking saw it was a bright red convertible, but had the 
top up. When Stephen said he had a red convertible, Trudy couldn't 
wait to ride in the sporty car. When the car slowed down as it 
approached the bridge and then stopped where she had told Stephen 
to pull over, she stepped out from the brush and hurried to the 
car.

Without looking inside the car as she reached it, Trudy liked the 
idea Stephen had reached over and opened the door for her. Hopping 
inside the car and pulling the door closed behind her, Trudy was 
surprised to find Stephen was older than she thought he would be. 
Although he had never told her how old he was, she had believed in 
her mind that her computer BF would be around nineteen or twenty 
years old.

Not only was Trudy surprised, but so was Stephen. He was expecting 
a seventeen year old girl whose photo showed her having large 
breasts. Now he was looking at a girl who appeared to be a 
preteen. He speed off and as he did, glanced at the girl and liked 
her pretty young face. "Trudy, I thought you were older, but I 
still think you're cute. So do you still wish for us to be 
together?" and looking again, saw she'd turned in the seat and 
facing him, with her short skirt hiked up and exposing her sex.

For some reason Trudy felt something was wrong, but when Stephen 
told her he guessed they both were expecting someone of a 
different age than what they had found each other to be, the cute 
girl decided she was more wrong than Stephen. "So how old are you 
Stephen?" Trudy asked the handsome man and then told him, "I lied 
to you - I'm only eleven. Are you disappointed?" and moved so her 
sex was complete visible to his eyes.

Glancing at the girl and noting how she was seated with her 
slender legs pointing at him, thought, "Damn, she didn't wear any 
panties as I asked her to leave them off?"

"No I'm not disappointed - are you sorry I'm older? Trudy, I'm 
thirty years old. You certainly cute - in fact you're prettier 
than I thought you would be. Gee, to think you're not a virgin. 
You didn't wear your panties today - you didn't wear them as I 
asked you to not wear panties today. That is so lovely of you to 
honor my request girlfriend."

Looking somewhat like she was shocked to know that Stephen knew 
she wasn't wearing any panties, Trudy smiled as she sat with her 
legs twisted toward the man and her short skirt pulled up, there 
could be no doubt he was able to see up her skirt. "You are a very 
naughty man - but I like you anyway. See for yourself, I left them 
off as you asked me to do. You better love me for being so ornery. 
Do you like seeing my "Dolly" with nothing covering it?" and she 
had pulled her skirt up to her waist.

"Sure do. Hey, it is noon so how about we stop and get some food 
at the next stop and there is a great roadside park just up the 
road. We can have a picnic if you would like that. What do you say 
girlfriend?"

Eating after Stephen had pulled to the far end of the roadside 
park and he knew that by the time the girl was missing, those in 
the park would be in another state and not aware the girl he was 
seated with was missing. After eating, they road for another six 
hours and by the time they stopped it was nearly eight in the 
evening. Trudy asked, "Shouldn't we be heading home?"

"Do you have to - I thought we could stay in a motel tonight and 
then I could take you home tomorrow. Would you like that 
girlfriend?" and as he spoke reached over and took her hand in his 
own.

A half hour later Stephen pulled into the parking lot of an 
expensive motel that featured whirlpool baths and thought how this 
always relaxed the girls, especially the younger ones. Obtaining a 
room near the end of the building and being assured by the clerk 
it was away from the interstate and free from highway sounds, 
Stephen walked back to his car. Once he was back in his car, 
Stephen drove to where he could park directly in front of the room 
door. Looking around the motel parking lot, and being satisfied no 
one was at their vehicles, and also saw no cars parked near the 
room he had obtained. Entering the room he could see the cute girl 
seemed surprised to discover there was only one bed in the room.

"Where are we supposed to sleep?" she asked. Suddenly the preteen 
realized Stephen was planning on having sex with her. Resigning 
herself to all that had happened since chatting with him, she 
asked Stephen, "Will it hurt?" then asked herself, 'will it be 
different than when I do it with Ray?" and also if it would hurt 
doing it with an older man.

For some reason Trudy had no thoughts about her parents or Ray 
missing her. It never entered her mind that after meeting up with 
Stephen her family would be worried about her disappearance.

While being hugged, Trudy listened as her boyfriend asked, "How 
about some pizza? Plus we can sit in the whirlpool bath while 
eating a large pizza with pepperoni, mushrooms, pineapple and 
sausage, and extra cheese. I'll get some ice and soda pops, so 
what kind would you like? By the way, how about getting the tub 
full of water and have it ready when I get back?" and before 
leaving the room to get the ice and sodas, Stephen called and 
ordered the pizza.

Returning to the room, Stephen was surprised to find Trudy was 
still dressed and was sitting in a chair with a puzzled look on 
her face. Knowing she was having second thoughts about what she 
was doing, walked over and reaching down, picked her up in his 
arms and hugged her to him.

Kissing her lightly on the top of her head, he told her, "You are 
lovely and I can't believe how lucky I am to have met you. 
Tomorrow will be here so quickly, but I guess I must take you home 
in the morning. Darn it sweetie, if possible I would marry you - 
will you wait for me until your old enough to marry me?" and as he 
spoke, he kissed her lips.

When the pizza arrived, he had Trudy go into the bathroom and 
after paying for the pizza; carried the pizza and sodas to the 
bathroom and turned on the tub jets. "OK, let's undress and get in 
the tub and enjoy this pizza."

Hesitating before she undressed in front of the man, the preteen 
slowly removed her belly blouse and slide her skirt down and off 
her legs. Trudy watched Stephen undress and when he took down his 
boxer shorts saw his "Willy" was erect. Before her eyes was a 
man's thing and it was big compared to Ray's and wondered if it 
was too large to fit up her sex.

They got in the tub and both realized how hungry they were, and 
after enjoying the pizza and soda, they sat back in the tub and 
enjoyed the swirling water. For Trudy it was like a fairy tale as 
she thought how she had been treated to a great day riding with 
Stephen, and then getting this great motel room. Having traveled 
with her parents and staying overnight in motels or hotels, she 
knew this one was exceptionally nice.

Feeling the water strike against her, the twelve year old girl was 
moving around in the water to get more comfortable, and as she 
moved, one of the jets of water struck against her "Dolly" and she 
shuddered from the sensations. Trying to move so the water would 
continue striking between her legs, and not have Stephen knew what 
she was doing, Trudy finally was in a position that permitted the 
water stream hit directly against her sex.

The expression on the girl's face didn't escape Stephen and 
watched as Trudy squirmed to evidently have the water strike 
between her legs. Smiling to him self, he recalled that nearly all 
the girls he had been with had enjoyed the water stimulating their 
pussies. Speaking softly as he moved to sit behind the girl as 
best he could, Stephen reached around her body and clasped the 
tiny points of her developing breast buds in his large hands.

Never before had Stephen been with this young of a girl, although 
he watched them many times when he visited nudist resorts. Now he 
was with a girl whose breasts were nothing more than points and 
perhaps the size of a quarter where they grew on the fatty mounds 
on her chest. The tiny nipples had commenced to enlarge and had 
already were puffy buds some girls had when developing. Not only 
did Trudy's breasts fascinated him, but having seen the fuzz 
growing in dark at the top of her vagina, he loved knowing she was 
about to give him her virginity - if she was truly a virgin. She 
seems to be to knowledgable and willing to be nude, expose her 
body and agree to sex with him.

Trudy couldn't stop wiggling and making soft whimpers as the jet 
of water was striking her sex, and feeling her breasts being 
touched by Stephen was adding to her excitement. Finally she felt 
like she was going to burst open and she sobbed out, "Oh yes - 
Stephen I feel so strange. What is happening to me?"

Knowing the girl was about to have a climax, Stephen wanted it 
from his touch and not from the water told the girl, "Let's get 
out of the water and I will make you feel great. Have I told you 
that I love you girlfriend?" and as Stephen turned off the jets, 
and stepped from the water, he grabbed one of the large towels and 
wrapped it around her. Then he carried her to the bed and lay her 
down on the edge so her thin legs hung down toward the floor.

Using his hands to hold her legs, Stephen first kissed Trudy's 
right thigh and then the left. Slowly he kissed his way up the 
inside of her legs until he was looking directly at her sex. The 
smooth lips of her vulva were unlike any labia he'd ever seen 
before so close. Now his lips touched Trudy's sex lips, and his 
tongue sought out her slit. Moving his tongue up and down in her 
groove, Stephen felt her body jerk from the first contact of his 
tongue on her small clitoris.

"Have you ever wanted a boy to kiss your "Dolly" my little 
girlfriend and do you like my lips on your pussy lips?" Stephen 
asked as he felt the small body respond to the touch of his 
tongue.

Trudy's hips moved up to make the contact more direct and she 
moaned out, "Yes Stephen... oh my, you do love me don't you?" and 
her hips moved up once again from the bed. She briefly knew about 
oral sex, but had no idea it could feel so warm and delightful. 

Knowing he wanted the little virgin to never forget her first time 
of having oral sex. Hearing Trudy express her feelings that he 
loved her just because he was kissing her pussy, Stephen decided 
to give her the ultimate delight of oral sex. Moving her slender 
legs up onto his shoulders, he once more kissed the smooth labium 
and loved seeing and feeling the extremely small and short hairs 
at the top of her slit.

Using his thumbs, he eased the tiny lips open and loved to look 
inside the small pussy. The pink interior was like a small round 
hole, but didn't see her hymen. His eyes took in the narrow 
clitoral hood and lastly the smaller than a pea shaped clitoris 
hidden between her labia. Moving his tongue down to the pink and 
tightly puckered sphincter nestled between her small round 
buttocks, he slowly placed his tongue on the center of the muscle.

"Umph... oh, oh boy..." Trudy said in a strained voice from the 
intense pleasure of feeling her back spot touched by her 
boyfriend's tongue.

Slowly he moved his tongue up through the smooth pussy lips and 
when he found the entrance of her vagina, Stephen opened his lips 
as wide as possible so his completely opened mouth was covering 
the small sex. Then he pushed his tongue as deep into the small 
sex as it could reach. He literally fucked the tiny pussy with his 
tongue for nearly five minutes.

Stephen felt the small buttocks wiggle around from the stimulation 
of his oral teasing, and then moved his mouth up to cover her 
clitoral hood. Using his tongue to flip Trudy's tiny clitoris up 
and down, and from side to side, he loved hearing her respond to 
his oral love making. For several minutes he licked, sucked and 
even nibbles at the tinder clitoris with the edges of his teeth, 
and suddenly heard what he had been wishing from the young girl.

For Trudy, the acts that her sex was receiving was truly 
delightful and also somewhat frightful as she felt her body 
responding as never before when she was with Ray. She understood 
about having a climax, but this was so different and her body 
commenced to loose all control as it begin to bounce up and down 
from the oral stimulation. Without warning, Trudy felt the final 
stages of her first true orgasm.

With her body tense and she had no way to stop the flipping of her 
hips up and down, Trudy vocalized her feelings as she hit the 
point of release and her climaxes seemed to be simply one after 
the other.

Stephen knew what the cute preteen was feeling and was amazed that 
a girl of twelve could get off so good. He increased the action of 
his tongue on her clitoris and rubbed it as hard as possible with 
his tongue.

Trudy was lost in the surreal act of climax and she cried out her 
pleasure, "Um... ho... um! Oh Stephen! Awgh... yeah - don't stop! 
Oh gosh, what are you doing to meeee?" and her body gave up its 
pleasure to the extent the young girl's body simply feel limp.

Never had Stephen enjoyed making a girl get off as had with the 
young girl, and he moved up from kneeling on the floor and took 
the girl in his arms and moved her to the center of the bed. 
Taking the folded towel he had brought from the bathroom, he eased 
it under her tiny hips. "I didn't find a cherry with my tongue or 
see one, but perhaps hers is different," he thought as he moved to 
cover the tiny girl.

Feeling the man move between her legs, Trudy was concerned as she 
looked down and so how large his "Willy" was compared to Ray's 
younger thing. Not only that, Trudy could see it was much thicker 
and when she felt it touching her sex, wondered if it would fit 
inside her without being painful.

Using his hands to work his cock head up and down in the marrow 
slit, Stephen still wondered if the girl was a virgin or not and 
as he slowly moved it inside, he heard her moan out.

"Ho boy - you're filling me. Oh you're big. Don't hurt me Stephen. 
You're stretching me open down there. Yikes that hurts," Trudy 
said as she felt the fat thing all the way inside her sex.

Holding his cock deep inside the young girl, Stephen had to know 
if the girl was a virgin or not. "I thought you were a virgin. 
Have you done this with a guy before now - and didn't see or feel 
your cherry? Tell me the truth, have you had sex before or how did 
you loose your cherry? The one you said I could have."

Knowing she must tell some kind of lie, Trudy thought how she 
would sometimes put the handle of her hair brush inside her pussy 
when she was in bed at night. When she had the feeling and wanted 
to feel what she did with Ray pushing his thing in her, she told 
Stephen, "I put my hair brush in me the time you told me to put my 
finger in me. It really hurt and I bled a little," she said and 
squeezed her eyes shut knowing she was lying.

"Really - you did that thinking of me having sex with you?" and 
Stephen begin to work his erection back and forth in the girl.

He loved how tight Trudy's pussy felt, and thought how the 
youngest girl he had been with before was fifteen. Sandy had been 
a virgin and she wasn't tight, but she bleed so damn much he knew 
that it made her slippery when they had sex her first time.

Moving his cock in all directions as he struck back up into the 
small pussy, he loved hearing the girl grunt and knew he was 
giving her pleasure and wondered if she would climax again. When 
he reached under her hips and placed his finger on her tiny anus, 
Stephen heard Trudy moan out, "Oh gee that feels good."

Slowly he stroked his hard cock in and out of the young girl and 
loved how she moved to indicate she was enjoying her first fuck. 
When he believed she was possibly building to a climax, he pushed 
his finger against her sphincter and commenced to ease it up her 
butt. Feeling the resistance of her anal muscles attempting to 
keep his finger out of her butt, he continued to push it into her 
rectum and finally felt it slip inside and up to the first knuckle 
on his finger.

Stroking both his cock and finger in and back out of her body, 
Stephen loved hearing the girl moaning and knew Trudy was enjoying 
the double penetration of her body. Finally he could no longer how 
back the need to ejaculate and he moved his finger from her butt 
and concentrated on simply fucking the desirable young girl. 
Nothing had prepared him for the girl's responding as she being to 
fuck him back. Feeling her hips moving up and down as he shoved 
his cock back and forth in her tight pussy, he simply commenced 
fucking her deep and hard.

"Oh Stephen - not so hard. Ho boy you're really giving it to me 
good, aren't you! You're really f-fucking me aren't you? This is 
what you meant about f-fucking me, isn't it? Do you like fucking 
me boyfriend? Argh... oh that is so hard - what are you doing to 
me?" and Trudy was nearly bent in half. Stephen had moved her legs 
up on his shoulders and knew he was doing nothing more than 
slamming his "Willy" in her body as hard as possible.

"You like me fucking you girlfriend? So do you like fucking now 
that you're getting it? Shit, I'm about to go off... do you want 
my cum in your tight little cunt? Tell me baby, is this what you 
want?" and with a hard shove into her young pussy, Stephen knew 
from her exclaiming how it hurt that he was giving her a hard 
fuck.

"Gosh Stephen... not so hard! Oh no, please not so hard. Whatever 
you want to do... just do it and get it over with. What do you 
mean, your coming?" and yet she knew what that was as Ray had 
started shooting his come in her.

"Oh yeah, oh baby I'm gonna cum in your tiny cunt... shit yes, 
now!" With as hard of a forward shove into her yielding body as he 
could make it, Stephen jammed his cock so hard into the girl she 
screamed out from both the unexpected hard drive of his cock into 
her pussy and the pain of his pelvic bone striking against her 
own.

"No, not so hard! Augh you're hurting me," Trudy moaned out from 
the extremely hard strike against her body and what seemed like a 
deeper penetration of her body. One thing was certain, Ray had 
never done her like this and even though it hurt, she truly 
enjoyed the sensations in her sex and she felt her body giving up 
its release.

"I'm doing it - I feel like I did before. Oh Stephen I love you... 
augh yeah!" Her body shook and her arms and legs moved to hug the 
man who had given her another climax.

***

When he returned from his friends and thinking it would be fun to 
get with Trudy again, he was disappointed to find her note telling 
him she had gone to her friend's house. For the first time in his 
life he looked through the things on the small desk where her 
computer was located. Finding nothing of real interest on top of 
the desk, he opened the top drawer and found her diary.

Opening the five year diary, he started reading the entries Trudy 
had made for each day. Soon he was at the point in the diary where 
he and Trudy commenced messing around. Carrying the book to his 
room he lay on his bed and enjoyed her way of describing what they 
had done. When he got to the place when he first did it to her, 
she had written, "Today I lost my virginity. Guess I could say 
'bye-bye-cherry' and I didn't tell Ray, but it hurt like all get 
out. Gosh I bleed from getting it my first time. Eleven and fucked 
- what a bummer. Sure liked his hard Willy poking me though!"

Turning to the next page, and just as he started to read it, the 
phone rang. "Hi, this is Ray - may I help you?"

"Hi yourself, Ray. This is Dana - would you tell Trudy to get on 
the phone?"

"Sorry, she isn't here. She left me a note saying she was going to 
your place. Are you playing a joke on me and teasing me as usual? 
One of these days I'm just gonna' have to kiss you for giving me a 
hard time - get it, 'a hard time' and hold you down until you beg 
me to let you up - like up you."

Knowing what Ray meant, Dana had often told Trudy that she would 
let her cousin do anything he wanted to her. She replied, "Yeah, I 
know what you mean about hard time - but you are chicken and will 
never kiss me or put something hard up me." And laughing told him, 
"OK, now may I speak to that cute cousin of yours?"

"Honest Dana, she isn't here. Wait a minute and I'll read you her 
note. Picking up the note, he read it to Dana and then asked, 
"Something isn't right, as I'm certain she went to your place 
right after I left the house. I best call my aunt and tell her. 
I'll call you back, and don't forget about you owing me a hard 
time."

"Aunt Faye, its Ray. I went to my friends and when I got back 
there was a note from Trudy saying she was going to visit Dana. 
But Dana just called for Trudy and she hasn't been to her house. 
What should I do?" and he listened as she told him to stay in the 
house and she would be home immediately.

About a half hour later, both Aunt Faye and Uncle Mark were home 
and they asked all kinds of questions and where did they normally 
go when they played? Telling his uncle and aunt about he and Trudy 
swimming in the creek, and hiking in the woods, Ray asked if he 
should walk to the creek.

"No, but let me see if she left any messages on her computer or 
who she was chatting with," Uncle Mark said.

The three of them walked into Trudy's bedroom and Mark became 
alarmed when the computer didn't bring up any prompts or any sign-
on screens. Ensuring that the machine was plugged in and that it 
should be working, Mark asked, "Did she have problems with the 
computer before you left today?"

"Nope, it was working fine. Maybe it broke and she went to see 
about having someone check it out," Ray stated.

Mark was at a loss as there were no indications or notes from his 
daughter to indicate that she was having a problem with the 
computer. Finally Faye said, "Ray, get on the four wheeler and 
ride to where you two swim and where you hike. Be quick, but be 
careful honey."

Finally they were unable to find any indication about Trudy's 
being gone and Mark called the sheriff. When two sheriff's 
cruisers showed up, they made a quick check of the property and 
finding nothing, called for detectives to come assist them.

Finally the four officers were convinced that the girl had left on 
her own, but asked if they could take the computer to the station 
to have their forensic computer guru check it out for any possible 
indications of where she might have gone or who she was last in 
contact with.

It was nearly ten in the evening before the sheriff's detective 
called and advised that the computer was complete blank. "There 
isn't a single program or file on the system. It is totally blank 
of any data what-so-ever, and our computer forensic technician 
believes it has been cleaned with a program that can remove any 
data from the box. Our staff doesn't believe it was from an on-
line virus she may have picked up. Would you mind if we come back 
and check her room more closely?"

By two o'clock in the morning, the sheriffs officers had spoken to 
each of them individually, and even to Ray's friends to try and 
get a time frame on when the girl had disappeared. A search of her 
room didn't locate any computer disk that would show it had been 
used to clean the computer. Looking in the waste basket, they 
found nothing.

The lead detective asked, "Mrs. Brown, could you check and see if 
you might give us a lead on what she might be wearing? Also Ray, 
what was your sister wearing when you last saw her?" and was 
surprised to learn that the boy and girl were actually cousins.

Mark explained about the relationship between the children and the 
detectives were satisfied.

***

Lying on the large motel bed with her head on Stephen's lap, Trudy 
was wondering how she could give her boyfriend what he was asking 
from her. Receiving oral sex from him was truly great and made her 
feel terrific, but now he wanted her to take his "Willy" in her 
mouth.

"Please baby, just put your mouth over my cock head and move your 
lips up and down on me. Make it feel good for me as I did for you, 
please honey - just one time and I won't ask again if you don't 
like sucking on my cock. Will you just once?" and Stephen used his 
hands to twist her face to his erection.

Looking at the hard thing, Trudy eventfully allowed her lips to 
kiss the end of the fat thing and eased her mouth open enough to 
get the end of his "Willy" in her mouth.

"Yeah - oh yeah, move your mouth up and down on my cock. That's 
the way, oh yes, suck my cock girlfriend. Damn that feels so 
wonderful." As he spoke while enjoying the oral sex from the 
twelve year old, Stephen used his hands to move Trudy's head up 
and down on his erection.

In a few minutes Stephen could feel his balls tightening and knew 
that if she continued to suck him and move her face up and down on 
his cock, he would blow his nuts and fill her mouth with his cum.

"Yeah... oh make you mouth tighter... yes, I'm about ready. Now 
baby, swallow my cum when I go off. Oh hell yes... now!" With his 
cock spewing out his semen, he watched as Trudy attempted to get 
her mouth from his cock. Using the strength of his hands to hold 
her face over and on his squirting erection, he told her, "Swallow 
my cum - swallow my cum baby. Oh hell you make it feel so good."

Finally her mouth was empty of both Stephen's "Willy" and the 
viscous stuff that had come from his thing. Trudy knew what it was 
and that it was the same stuff that he and Ray had shot in her 
pussy. Now she wanted to cry over the fact the nasty term she 
heard boys use at school when they spoke of a girl they didn't 
like, and would call them 'cocksuckers' when being mean. Trudy 
wasn't certain if she liked knowing that was what she had become 
after having done it to her boyfriend.

"Gee Stephen, I kind of liked it, but am I now a 'cocksucker' like 
the boys at school call some girls?" and knew that in the future 
Ray and other boys would discover she could perform oral sex and 
swallow their cum.

For another hour they lay in bed speaking and enjoyed being 
together. Once more they enjoyed having sex and discussed how 
great it felt to share their love. When Stephen explained how she 
must never tell anyone that they had been together and what they 
had enjoyed, or they couldn't get back together again. Telling her 
the story she could use to explain her absence to her parents and 
he was certain to the police, she agreed that she would tell how 
she spent the night in the old barn at the far end of the farm.

The next three hours they engaged in sex twice more. Then Stephen 
instructed her in how to use a douche and clean her sex so no 
evidence was evident. Hearing how they would be together in two 
weeks, Stephen drove her home and dropped her off at the old barn.

Trudy told him, "Oh I love you, and no, I won't be afraid to stay 
in the barn by myself. I love you boyfriend."

Entering the barn was somewhat scary for the twelve year old, but 
she knew that in order to be with her boyfriend once again, she 
must endure the darkness of the barn. She found the old blanket 
that had been left there as Stephen had told her she'd find.

Lying down on the blanket, she thought someone was walking toward 
her. The moonlight shinning through the cracks between the old 
barn siding was blocked and just a few feet from her she saw what 
she believed were two men.

Just as Trudy started to scream out in fear, a hand closed over 
her mouth and someone told her, "You be hushing girly, and you 
won't be hurt. You scream and I'll break your little fuckin' neck. 
You understand me girly?" and her body was pushed onto the 
blanket.

Whimpering that she wouldn't scream, or make any sound, Trudy knew 
she was in big trouble and when the man told her to undress, tears 
came to her eyes. Slowly she removed her top and then her skirt.

"Now get your little ass down here on this here blanket, and my 
buddy and I are gonna get a piece of yous' little girly' twat. 
Hell buddy, look at that little snatch -ain't got a hair on it 
anywhere. Just little long fuzz."

"No, you can't rape me, help!" As she started to cry out in alarm, 
a hand smacked her across her face and the voice told her to shut 
up.

For the next four hours she was raped repeatedly. Just when she 
thought her ordeal was over, the one man gripped her throat with 
his large hands and applied pressure. With her life slowly leaving 
her body, the barn door opened and the two men looked at the 
several deputy sheriffs who were standing with their guns at the 
ready.

"Release the girl - now, let the girl go!"

"You fuckin' cops," the one man shouted as he released the body of 
the girl and reached for the rifle standing against the barn wall. 
The other man had grabbed a revolver and turned as if he was going 
to fire at the police officers.

A volley of shots filled the air and both men were cut down 
instantly. Rushing to the aid of the young girl, they found she 
was only slightly alive. One officer gave the young girl mouth-to-
mouth resuscitation and a call was made for a copter for an air-
evacuation.

For three days it was touch and go with the life of the young 
girl, and finally the parents were told that there was no sign of 
brain activity.

***
Nearly four hundred miles away a girl of thirteen was on line with 
a boy who she believed was seventeen. Her parents had cautioned 
her to never give out her phone number or address. Yet she had 
found over the past four months that Stephen loved her and wished 
her parents would stop hassling her about on line chats.

When she asked about her thoughts on sex, Megen was embarrassed at 
first, but finally sent a personal IM, or at least for her a 
highly personal message.

"I can't discuss sex - my parents think it is dirty. Do U think it 
is?"

"Heck no - but wish some girl liked me that much just once."

Megan took the bait and replied, "U mean like me - still a 
virgin?"

"Yeah. What a drag, huh. The pic U sent showed a cute babe. How 
could such a pretty girl like U still be a virgin?" Stephen 
replied.

"I'm not allowed to date. Not even allowed to have friends come to 
my house and spend the night." Then Megen asked, "Would U like to 
meet me and spend the night with me when my parents go away for a 
week, next weekend? My grandma will come to stay with me, but I 
can sneak out of the house without her knowing I'm not at home."

"Can we meet next week? I'll send U a computer disk of me. U must 
do as it says to play the disk, but only when you are ready to 
meet me. OK with U pretty one?"

"Sounds great. R U certain my being a virgin isn't a problem?"

"No. Would you like for both of us to give the other our virginity 
when we meet?"

"Gee Stephen, that might be nice. What if I turn chicken?"

"Megan, if you turn into a cute chick, then I will turn into a 
rooster."

"U R funny. Does it hurt like some of my friends say? Do you know 
anyone who has done it?"

"Yeah. Guess it kind of hurts the girl the first time because she 
has what is called a hymen. It gets busted when the boy goes up 
the girl with his penis. I would be gentle and make certain it 
doesn't hurt you Megan."

"So U want to have sex with me and U know that if I let U - U will 
be my first. Do U luv me? Truly luv me Stephen?"

"For certain if U allow me the honor of being your first how could 
I not luv U. May I dream every night that I will be able to share 
our luv and I will be your first. Honest? Oh Megan how much I luv 
U, darling."

"OK, until then Stephen. Luv U. Yeah I will let you - U happy 
now?"